Sermon
Worship in All Circumstances: Guilt
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Transcript
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Good morning, everyone. My name is Eric. For those of you who don't know me, I'm one of the guys on staff here at Watermark Church.
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The year was 1997. There's a new magazine out called Backwoods Homes Magazine.
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It was a new magazine, which means that the classified section didn't always get filled up.
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And in the times when they were short on classified ads, the editor would get one of his friends to come and fill up the extra space with riddles and jokes.
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One week when they were short on classified ads, the friend who typically told the riddles and jokes asked if instead he could submit a couple of personal classified ads for free.
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And the editor said, sure, why not?
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So the first ad was an ad for a girlfriend.
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He was looking for someone to be the love of his life and decided this magazine might be the place to look.
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The second one, which you can see on the screen behind me, said wanted.
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Somebody to go back in time with me.
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This is not a joke.
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P.O. Box 322, Oakview, California, 93022.
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You'll get paid after we get back.
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Must bring your own weapons.
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Safety not guaranteed.
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I have only done this once before.
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Now, he didn't really expect many responses from this.
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However, in the 20 years that have gone by since posting this ad, he continues to get responses to this letter.
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He has gotten responses from every continent, including Antarctica.
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And some people just want to go back in time for the thrill of it.
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He said a surprisingly high number of people actually believe that the ad was real.
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Some people want to go back in time just for the excitement.
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Who wouldn't want to go back and see parts of the past?
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But most of the letters that he has received in response to this ad have been people who want to go back and undo a tragedy in their lives.
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He said that he has received several dozens of letters from people in prison who want to go back in time and stop themselves from committing the crime that put them there in the first place.
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One lady even wrote to him and asked if she could go back in time and stop the hitman that she hired to kill her husband.
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Out of all of the responses that this man has received from this ad, very, very few are from people who want to go back and relive a positive, happy moment from their lives.
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Most of them are from people who want to go change a tragedy and stop it from happening because those times are the times that have stuck with them and haunted them throughout their lives.
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And I'm guessing that each of us here today has one or two moments in our lives that if we had the chance and we had a time machine that we could go back and undo those moments, we would.
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You know, I'm hoping that no one in here has hired a hitman to kill their spouse.
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But all of us have things that follow us and haunt us.
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For me, I have a handful of moments that I think I wish I could go back and undo them.
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One of them happened a couple summers ago.
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I was back visiting home and as kids, one of my younger brothers used to intentionally try to annoy me a lot.
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And he's grown up since then, but it's been years since we've lived under the same roof.
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So in my mind, he was still that same annoying little kid.
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And while I was home visiting, he did a couple things that just bothered me, you know?
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And I decided, I'm tired of him intentionally bothering me.
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I'm an adult now.
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I don't need to put up with this.
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I'm going to say something to him that will make him stop.
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And so as we were loading into the van to go celebrate my cousin's wedding, I lashed out at him.
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And I sent a very clear message that I am tired of you trying to annoy me.
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We got to the wedding and I celebrated because it's a day for celebration and didn't really pay much attention to my brother until we got home that evening.
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And we're hanging out as a family and my mom came up to me and she said,
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Hey, Eric, you need to go talk to your brother.
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I said, What? What's going on?
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And she said, He's up in his room and he won't come down because of what you said to him this morning.
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And so I went up to talk to him and I still, from time to time, see that image in my head of my brother lying on his bed in tears because of the impact that my words had on him.
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And it's painful to know that my words cause such pain to someone that I love.
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And if I could go back in time, that's one of the moments that I wish I could go undo, take back those words that I've said.
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But as we all know, I can't.
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And I'm sure that each of us has moments in our lives, big and small, where we've failed, where we've messed up, where we have sinned.
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Sin is rebellion against God.
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And times that, if possible, we would want to go back and change.
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And today we're continuing our series on the Psalms and talking about worship in all seasons of life.
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And we're talking today about Psalm 51, a psalm for the seasons when we are guilty.
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And what we're going to see is that in our moments of sin, in our moments of rebellion against God, we need forgiveness that can only be found in Jesus.
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So we're going to have three points.
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First, sin, the heart of the matter.
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Second, the only solution.
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And third, the life-changing conclusion.
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And then we're going to conclude the sermon by taking communion together.
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Normally we take it earlier in the service, but today we're going to take it at the end.
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So the sermon itself will be the communion intro.
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But first, we're going to talk about sin, the heart of the matter.
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Now the Psalms, the book of Psalms, is a collection of songs that were sung by Israel in the Old Testament to worship God.
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Here we have songs.
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We just finished singing some songs.
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And we keep our songs stored on the computer back there so that we can put them on the screen here.
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In the Old Testament, they collected their songs in a book, which is now known as the book of Psalms.
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And as with many songs, something often happens that inspires someone to write a song.
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And in the book of Psalms, some of the songs have little notes at the start that tell us why that song was written.
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And this is one of them.
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It says,
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A Psalm of David, when Nathan the prophet went to him after he had gone in to Bathsheba.
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Now if you've grown up in church, this next couple minutes is going to be a review.
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But it's important.
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And if you haven't grown up in church, this is very important to understanding this psalm.
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The background of why this psalm was written is very important for us to understand what's being talked about in this psalm.
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Now David was a king of Israel back in the Old Testament, in the earlier part of the Bible.
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And he was an amazing man.
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God himself said of David that he was a man after God's own heart.
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Now the number of people that God speaks that highly of is very small.
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But God himself said,
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This man, David, is a man after my own heart.
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If I search out the world for people who love me, who follow me with all of their hearts,
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this is one of the few.
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David became the king of Israel and he led the nation well.
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He led the army to conquer foreign lands.
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He led the people in worshiping God.
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He had established his kingdom.
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Things were going well.
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And then, one night,
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his armies were out at war,
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fighting battles.
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But for some reason, which we don't know,
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he was at home.
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He was taking a walk on his rooftop.
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And as he looked down over the edge,
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he saw a woman taking a bath on a neighboring rooftop.
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And he called all his servants and said,
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Who's that one?
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And they said,
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She's Bathsheba.
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She's the wife of one of your soldiers in your army.
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And David said to himself,
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Hmm, she's married to a soldier in the army.
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It means her husband's away,
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so she's probably lonely.
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And she's hot.
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Go grab her.
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Have her come over here.
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And Bathsheba came over
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and spent the night with King David.
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Now, by all appearances,
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it seems that David probably was expecting this
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to just be a one-night stand,
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have a little fun,
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and then move on with life.
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However,
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not long after this,
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he received news that Bathsheba was pregnant,
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which created a problem
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because her husband had been gone
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fighting in the army for months
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and wouldn't be home for a few more months.
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And so there was no way
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that Bathsheba's husband would believe this baby was his.
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David was going to be in trouble.
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And so he came up quick on his feet
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with a plan to cover his tracks.
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He sent a messenger to the leader of the army
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and said,
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Hey, I want to hear an update on how things are going.
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Send Bathsheba's husband back here to update me.
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So Bathsheba's husband, Uriah,
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comes in,
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updates David on how things are going in the army,
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and David says,
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Thanks for the update.
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Go spend the night at home,
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and I'll see you in the morning.
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And Bathsheba's husband says,
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No, king, I can't do that.
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It's not fair to the other soldiers
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that I get to go see my wife
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and have a nice night at home
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while they're out fighting the battles.
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I'm just going to go down to your servants' quarters
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and sleep there.
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So David's like,
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Okay.
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Plan B.
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The next night,
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David keeps Bathsheba's husband around again
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and gets him very drunk.
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And then at the end of the night,
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he says,
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All right.
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Go home.
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Spend the night with your wife.
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It's going to be a good night for you.
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However, even though drunk,
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Bathsheba's husband is still aware enough to say,
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No.
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I can't do this to my fellow soldiers.
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I'm going to sleep in the servants' quarters.
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And again,
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he goes down
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and spends the night in the servants' quarters.
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And David at this point realizes,
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I'm not going to be able to cover this up.
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Uriah is too good of a man
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to go spend the night with his wife
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when all of his other soldiers
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that he fights alongside of
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are out at battle.
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I need to take more drastic measures
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to cover up what I've done.
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So he writes a letter
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to the commander of the army
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and he says,
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Here's what I want you to do.
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Take Bathsheba's husband,
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put him in the part of the fighting
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where it's the most intense,
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and once he is there,
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pull all the other soldiers back
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so he is alone in the front
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in the most intense area of fighting.
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He writes the letter.
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He seals it up.
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He hands it to Bathsheba's husband,
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who has no idea what's inside it,
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and says,
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Deliver this to your commander.
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And Uriah,
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as a loyal, obedient subject,
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carries this note
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with his death sentence in it
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to the commander of the army,
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who obeys his king.
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The news comes to David
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that Uriah has been killed,
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and Bathsheba mourns her husband,
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and then as soon as possible
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marries King David,
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and nine months after that first fateful night,
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a baby is born,
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and David may have felt kind of bad about it,
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but probably not too bad
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because he got away with it, right?
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He has a new wife
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added to his collection of wives,
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and she's really pretty.
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They have a new baby.
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No one knows about what he's done wrong.
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Things are looking good
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until a knock comes on the door,
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and in walks Nathan the prophet,
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and he says,
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King David,
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I've heard a story
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about something that's going on
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in your kingdom.
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You're going to want to hear about this.
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And David says,
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Okay, tell me what's going on.
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Nathan says,
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There were two men.
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One of them was very wealthy.
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He had lots of sheep,
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lots of land,
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lots of servants.
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The other one was a very poor man.
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He had only one young lamb,
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but this lamb was precious to him.
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It would eat at the table with his family.
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It was like a daughter to him.
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And one day,
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a visitor came to visit this rich man,
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and the rich man needed to feed his guest.
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And rather than taking one of his lambs
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from the many that he had,
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he went and took the poor man's lamb
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and killed it and fed it to his guest.
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And David became furious.
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He said,
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He said,
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The man who did this deserves to die.
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And he has to repay the poor man four times
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for what he stole.
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This is terrible.
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I cannot believe that this is happening in my kingdom.
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And after what I imagined was a dramatic pause,
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Nathan responds to King David,
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You are the man.
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God has given you everything you could have ever wanted.
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And rather than living thankfully,
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you decided to go out and steal your neighbor's wife
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and have your neighbor murdered to cover it up.
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And in a moment,
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clarity comes to David,
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and he realizes,
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I have sinned.
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And this psalm that we're looking at today,
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Psalm chapter 51,
Psalms 51 chapter mention
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is David's response
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after this conversation with Nathan.
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Now, I'm guessing
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that if ever there was a moment in history
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where someone wished they had a time machine
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that they could go back
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and undo their actions,
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it was David in that conversation with Nathan.
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And yet he didn't.
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And so we have this psalm,
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Psalm chapter 51,
Psalms 51 chapter mention
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David's response
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when he recognizes the fact
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that he has sinned
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by stealing his neighbor's wife
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and having his neighbor murdered
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to cover it up.
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And when we look at Psalm 51,
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the thing that we'll see
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is that David's first response
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when he recognizes his sin
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is to run to God
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and plead for mercy.
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Verses one and two say,
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Have mercy on me, O God,
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according to your steadfast love.
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According to your abundant mercy,
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blot out my transgressions.
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Wash me thoroughly from my iniquity
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and cleanse me from my sin.
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There's no excuses for why he did what he did.
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There's no blame shifting.
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There's simply an acknowledgement
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that I have sinned
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and I need help.
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So God, please help me.
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I think the reason David responds this way
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is because he recognizes
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that the heart of the matter in his sin
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is the matter of the heart.
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The heart of the matter
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is the matter of the heart.
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He recognizes,
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I'm not some good person
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who just messed up
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and had a bad day
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and did a bad thing.
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No.
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I have a wicked heart
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that led me to sin
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against my neighbor
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and against God.
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And this is a response that's rare,
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especially in our world today.
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If you think about the ways
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that people respond
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when they're caught
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doing something wrong
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in the world today,
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so often it's different than this.
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In the world,
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we cover up what we've done.
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Like Bill Clinton.
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I did not have sexual relations
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with that woman.
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David doesn't do that.
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He confesses,
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I have sinned.
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Or,
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in the world today,
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when people get caught
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doing things
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they shouldn't be doing,
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we try and brush it off
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as an inconsistency.
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I'm generally a good person.
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I just, you know,
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had a bad day.
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Like Usher,
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the musician,
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when he was caught
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cheating on his wife.
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His response
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is fantastic.
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I was faithful at heart,
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but not faithful all the way.
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It's like the Princess Bride.
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I was only mostly faithful,
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not all faithful.
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Or the actress,
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Kristen Stewart,
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when she was caught
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having an affair
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with a married director.
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She labeled it as a,
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quote,
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momentary indiscretion.
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I'm normally a good person.
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I just had a bad moment.
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Or Tiger Woods,
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when it was revealed
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that he had been cheating
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on his wife
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with several different women.
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He said,
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I felt I had worked hard
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my entire life
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and deserved to enjoy
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all the temptations around me.
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I was unfaithful,
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I had affairs,
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I cheated.
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Yes, I did a bad thing,
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but it was because
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I'm such a good person
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and a hard worker
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that I felt that I deserved
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to get away with a few bad things.
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This is how we typically respond
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in our world
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when we are caught in our sin.
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We deny it,
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we make excuses,
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we say that it's not in line
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with our true character,
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and David,
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in Psalm 51,
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does none of these things.
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If you look at verse 5,
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he says,
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Behold,
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I was brought forth in iniquity,
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and in sin
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did my mother conceive me.
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He says,
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I'm not a good person
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who just made a bad decision.
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He says,
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I have been a sinner
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since the day
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that I was conceived.
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And this action
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that I just did
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is in line
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with my character
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because I am rebellious
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and stubborn.
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You shouldn't be amazed
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that I can mess up
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this badly.
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No,
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you should be amazed
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that I don't mess up
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this badly
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all the time
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because I know
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how messed up
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my heart is.
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Because the heart
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of the matter
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is the matter
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of my heart.
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I acted out wickedly
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because I had
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a wicked heart.
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David comes to God
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with brutal honesty,
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confessing his sin
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and begging God
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to do something
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to make it right.
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However,
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David's problem
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is too big
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for David alone
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to fix,
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which means
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that he must look
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outside himself
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for a solution.
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Which brings us
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to point to
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the only solution.
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He knows
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that his sin
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is his biggest problem,
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that his heart
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that leads him
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to sin
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is his biggest problem.
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He's created problems
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that he could never
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make right.
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no matter
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how hard
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David tried,
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there's nothing
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that he could do
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to bring Uriah
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back from the dead
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and give him
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back his wife.
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No amount
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of hard work,
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no amount
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of sacrifices,
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no amount
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of anything
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can undo
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the pain
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and destruction
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that David
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has caused
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through his actions.
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And even if
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there was something
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that he could do,
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he still recognizes
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that he has
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a wicked heart
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and his wicked heart
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is what led him
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to these actions
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in the first place
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and changing
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his behavior
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is not going
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to change
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his heart.
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Behavior modification
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doesn't lead
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to a transformed
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heart.
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And so for David's
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situation
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to have
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a positive solution,
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he needs
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that solution
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to come
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from someone
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outside himself.
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But the question
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is,
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who outside
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of David
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is big enough
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to fix
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David's problem?
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Think about it,
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he's the king.
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There's no earthly
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authority,
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no person
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on earth
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who has the
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authority
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to pardon him.
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He is the highest
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authority in the land.
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It's not like
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he can go to the king
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and get a pardon.
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He is the king.
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And,
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if you look
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at the Old Testament
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law,
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God makes provisions
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for people
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to get forgiveness
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for lots of sins.
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If you rob
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your neighbor,
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you make some sacrifices,
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you pay the neighbor
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back,
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and you're good.
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for adultery,
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there is nothing
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that you can do.
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The sentence is death.
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For murder,
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there is nothing
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that you can do.
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The sentence is death.
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And David hadn't done
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one or the other
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of these,
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he had done
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both of them.
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And so he comes
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to God
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and he says
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in verse 16,
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you would not delight
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in sacrifice
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or I would give it.
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You will not be pleased
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with a burnt offering.
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God,
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if there's anything
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that I could do
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to make things right,
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I would do it,
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but I know
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that I can't.
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I know
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that there's nothing
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within my power
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that I can do
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to fix my situation.
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So God,
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I'm turning to you
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because you
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are the only one
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that can make this right.
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He turns to God
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and he begs
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for a deep,
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deep mercy.
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If you look
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at the first two verses again
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and look at the words
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that David uses
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in his request to God,
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he says,
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have mercy on me,
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O God.
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This word mercy
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means to take pity
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and show kindness
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that he does not deserve.
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He says,
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according to your
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abundant mercy,
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blot out my transgressions.
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This word blot out,
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it's like if someone
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was writing an accusation
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in wax
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with a sharp instrument
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and as they're writing,
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instead of continuing writing,
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they turn the instrument
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and use the long edge
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to wipe out
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everything they've just written
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and erase any record
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that those accusations
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had ever been written.
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David says,
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God,
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please do that for me.
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I know that I am guilty,
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but wipe out
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any evidence
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that I have ever done
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this wrong.
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He says,
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wash me thoroughly
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from my iniquity.
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The picture here,
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the literal translation
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of that is multiply
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to wash me.
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The picture is
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of laundry
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with a stain on it,
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a big stain,
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and you need to wash this.
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And when you wash it,
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the stain is still there,
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so you wash it again
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and again and again
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and again and again
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until the stain is gone.
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David says,
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God,
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wash me
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over and over
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and over
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and over
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until the stain
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of my guilt
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is gone.
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and then he says,
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cleanse me
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from my sin.
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This word cleanse
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is a ceremonial picture
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of him saying,
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God,
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make me clean
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so that I can come
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into the temple
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and worship you
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because the Israelites
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needed to be
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ceremonially clean
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before they could come
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in and worship God.
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And David says,
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God,
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bring me back
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to a place
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where I can join
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with your people
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and worship you
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despite my sin
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despite my guilt.
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And something I want
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to just note quickly,
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we've been talking a lot
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in our series
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on the Psalms
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on the importance
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of honesty,
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being honest with God
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and being honest
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with ourselves
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about what's happening
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in our lives,
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where we're struggling.
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And one thing
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I want us to see today
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is that if we want
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to make true progress
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in our fight
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against the sin
-
inside of us,
-
we need to be honest
-
with ourselves
-
and with God
-
about that sin.
-
And David sets
-
an amazing example
-
of that in this chapter.
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You know,
-
in my life,
-
I have this tendency
-
to downplay
-
the sin inside me.
-
I don't like
-
to see the true
-
depths of sin
-
in my heart.
-
When I speak words
-
intended to hurt someone
-
and they get offended,
-
my initial response
-
isn't to think,
-
wow,
-
I'm the type of person
-
who speaks words
-
intended to hurt.
-
My initial response
-
is,
-
they're so sensitive,
-
I can't believe
-
they get upset
-
over that.
-
When in all honesty,
-
the words that I spoke
-
were spoken
-
with the goal
-
of hurting them.
-
And as long
-
as I brush off
-
my sin
-
as other people's problem,
-
as inconsistencies
-
within me,
-
I'm never going
-
to grow,
-
I'm never going
-
to make progress
-
in becoming
-
more like Jesus.
-
And David here
-
recognizes that.
-
God,
-
and he comes
-
to God
-
with brutal
-
honesty
-
and sets us
-
an amazing example
-
of the type
-
of honesty
-
that we should bring
-
in our confession
-
to God.
-
Not brushing away
-
our problems,
-
not ignoring them,
-
not blaming them
-
on others,
-
but taking full responsibility,
-
but then turning
-
to God
-
and begging
-
for mercy.
-
But even though
-
David sets us
-
this great example
-
of honesty
-
that still doesn't
-
solve his problem
-
of where his solution
-
is going to come from.
-
Because you see,
-
here's the problem.
-
David here,
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he confesses his sin.
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In verse 4,
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he says,
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against you
-
and you only
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have I sinned
-
and done what is evil
-
in your sight
-
so that you may be
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justified in your words
-
and blameless
-
in your judgment.
-
He praises
-
God's justice.
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Which,
-
oh by the way,
-
demands that David
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die.
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And then
-
he turns around
-
in the next breath
-
and pleads
-
to God
-
for mercy.
-
Now there's
-
a problem here.
-
Because God's
-
justice
-
demands a payment
-
for what
-
David has done.
-
God's justice
-
demands
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death
-
for the adultery
-
and murder
-
that David
-
has committed.
-
And yet David
-
turns to God
-
and he says,
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God,
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cleanse me.
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God,
-
forgive me.
-
God,
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and it appears
-
at least on the surface
-
that David
-
is calling on God
-
to go against
-
his own character.
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God,
-
ignore your justice
-
so that I
-
can be saved.
-
So how is it
-
possible
-
that God
-
can satisfy
-
his justice
-
and still show
-
this mercy
-
and forgiveness
-
to David?
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David?
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Well,
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if you go back
-
to the story
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of Nathan's
-
confrontation
-
with David,
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when David
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confesses,
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I have sinned,
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Nathan tells David,
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you will not die,
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but
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the child
-
born from your
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relationship
-
will die.
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And about
-
a week later,
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the baby
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that Bathsheba
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had had
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after
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that night
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with David
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died.
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And you know
-
what?
-
The death
-
of that baby
-
still did not
-
satisfy
-
God's
-
need
-
for justice
-
because just
-
like David,
-
that baby
-
was born
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as a sinner.
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However,
-
about a thousand
-
years after
-
David's sin,
-
another
-
descendant
-
would be born
-
from the
-
line of
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David.
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And this
-
descendant
-
would be
-
named
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Jesus,
-
which means
-
the Lord
-
is salvation.
-
And Jesus
-
would live
-
33 years
-
of perfect
-
obedience
-
to God.
-
And after
-
33 years
-
of perfect
-
obedience
-
to God,
-
Jesus would
-
stand on
-
trial before
-
a man
-
named
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Pilate.
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And as
-
the crowds
-
shout out,
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crucify him,
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crucify him,
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crucify him,
-
Pilate
-
utters words
-
that are
-
eerily reminiscent
-
of the words
-
that Nathan
-
spoke to
-
David.
-
Nathan said,
-
you are
-
the man.
-
And as
-
the crowds
-
cry out,
-
crucify him,
-
crucify him,
-
Pilate
-
shouts out
-
to the crowds,
-
behold
-
the man,
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Jesus.
-
Hours
-
later,
-
Jesus is
-
hung up
-
on a cross.
-
He dies.
-
The one
-
person in
-
history
-
who had
-
lived the
-
perfect life,
-
the one
-
person in
-
history who
-
did not
-
deserve that
-
death,
-
is killed.
-
And in
-
that moment,
-
as Jesus
-
hung on
-
the cross,
-
God's
-
justice
-
for David's
-
sin was
-
satisfied
-
because a
-
debt of
-
death
-
was paid
-
by someone
-
who didn't
-
owe it
-
himself.
-
And yet
-
at the
-
same moment,
-
God's
-
mercy is
-
able to
-
be shown
-
to David
-
because that
-
debt was
-
paid by
-
a willing
-
substitute.
-
Jesus
-
was the
-
only solution
-
to David's
-
sin.
-
He was
-
the perfect
-
solution
-
to David's
-
sin.
-
sin.
-
And just
-
as Jesus
-
was the
-
only solution
-
to David's
-
sin and
-
the perfect
-
solution for
-
David's
-
sin,
-
Jesus is
-
also the
-
way that
-
God can
-
be just
-
today and
-
yet show
-
mercy to
-
you and
-
me in
-
the moments
-
of our
-
sin and
-
failure.
-
If you're
-
not a
-
Christian here
-
today,
-
I urge
-
you to
-
trust in
-
Jesus for
-
this
-
forgiveness
-
that God
-
offers us.
-
So we
-
have the
-
heart of
-
the problem
-
in sin.
-
We have the
-
only solution
-
in Jesus,
-
but then we
-
have a
-
life-changing
-
conclusion.
-
If you look
-
at verse 12
-
and 13,
-
it says,
-
restore to
-
me the joy
-
of your
-
salvation and
-
uphold me
-
with a
-
willing spirit.
-
Then I
-
will teach
-
transgressors
-
your ways and
-
sinners will
-
return to
-
you.
-
What we
-
see right
-
here is
-
that David
-
promises God,
-
if you
-
forgive me,
-
then I
-
will live
-
my life
-
on mission.
-
We have
-
these signs
-
up on the
-
stage every
-
week,
-
gospel,
-
community,
-
mission.
-
And there
-
is a
-
community
-
aspect to
-
this too,
-
but for
-
the sake
-
of time,
-
we're going
-
to skip
-
over that
-
today.
-
But what
-
we believe
-
here at
-
Watermark is
-
that as
-
we believe
-
the gospel,
-
which is
-
that good
-
news about
-
the forgiveness
-
that's available
-
to us in
-
Jesus,
-
that that
-
transforms our
-
hearts and
-
leads us to
-
live life in
-
community and
-
on mission,
-
going out and
-
telling others
-
this good news
-
about the
-
forgiveness and
-
life and hope
-
available to us
-
through the
-
sacrifice of
-
Jesus.
-
And David says
-
to God,
-
if you will
-
forgive me,
-
I will go and
-
tell everyone
-
about how amazing
-
and fantastic
-
you are and
-
how great your
-
forgiveness is.
-
God bless you
-
and if you're
-
here today and
-
you're a
-
Christian,
-
I want to
-
ask you,
-
how are you
-
doing with
-
sharing your
-
faith?
-
My challenge
-
to you,
-
share your
-
faith this
-
week.
-
And I know
-
we usually
-
want to focus
-
on heart
-
change,
-
not just
-
action change,
-
but this is
-
an action that
-
reveals what's
-
in our hearts.
-
I talk to
-
many Christians,
-
including myself,
-
yeah,
-
I talk to
-
myself,
-
who have
-
trouble with
-
this idea of
-
sharing our
-
faith.
-
It feels
-
awkward,
-
it feels
-
uncomfortable,
-
and I'm
-
going to throw
-
this out there.
-
I think the
-
reason so many
-
of us have
-
trouble sharing
-
with others
-
about who
-
Jesus is is
-
because we
-
haven't experienced
-
the type of
-
forgiveness that
-
David is
-
experiencing right
-
here.
-
I'm not talking
-
about forgiveness
-
for adultery and
-
murder, no,
-
I'm talking about
-
forgiveness that
-
goes down to
-
the core of
-
who we are.
-
Forgiveness that
-
confesses that
-
we're not good
-
people who just
-
had a bad
-
moment, but we're
-
sinners to the
-
core of our
-
being and we
-
need God to
-
rescue us from
-
the inside out.
-
I have lived so
-
much of my life
-
with this feeling
-
that I'm generally
-
a good person who
-
just needs God to
-
come in and help
-
me out around the
-
edges when I make
-
my occasional mess
-
ups.
-
And living my
-
life with that
-
attitude has led
-
to pride, it's
-
led to shame in
-
the moments where
-
I do mess up, and
-
it's led to a fear
-
of sharing my
-
faith because what
-
will others think if
-
they know that I do
-
occasionally mess up?
-
And the amazing news
-
of the gospel, the
-
amazing message of
-
this chapter is that
-
all of us are
-
desperately messed up
-
from the moment that
-
we were conceived
-
inside our mother's
-
wombs.
-
people who need
-
salvation from
-
outside of us.
-
It can be tempting
-
to look at David
-
and think, how could
-
he?
-
How could he steal
-
his neighbor's wife and
-
then have his neighbor
-
murdered to cover up
-
for him?
-
But if I'm being
-
totally honest, the
-
attitudes inside his
-
heart that led him to
-
do those things are all
-
present in my heart.
-
Lust,
-
self-centeredness,
-
and overwhelming
-
urge for self-preservation,
-
all of these things are
-
present in my heart.
-
There's nothing about
-
what David did that's
-
any worse than the
-
desires inside my heart,
-
and I'm guessing all
-
of our hearts.
-
All of us are sinful
-
like David.
-
All of us need mercy
-
like David, but all of
-
us have a Savior in
-
Jesus who has come to
-
forgive us and make us
-
anew.
-
And when we realize how
-
desperately wicked we are
-
and how amazingly,
-
abundantly merciful he
-
is, that should lead
-
to joy.
-
Because when we realize
-
that we're worse than we
-
ever dreamed, but we are
-
more loved than we could
-
ever have hoped, we
-
realize that we are
-
free.
-
And when we're joyful
-
about something, we want
-
to share that with
-
others.
-
That's our natural
-
response as humans.
-
Which is why David says,
-
God, I'm a sinner.
-
I need your mercy.
-
But when I receive it,
-
when I see how abundant
-
your forgiveness is, I
-
will share with others
-
about how great and
-
forgiving you are.
-
And so my challenge for
-
us today is to be honest
-
with ourselves and with
-
God about the sin in our
-
hearts, to turn to Jesus
-
as the only solution for
-
our problem, and then to
-
live our lives on mission
-
as a response to what God
-
has done for us.
-
And something that's
-
really cool to me about
-
this passage is that with
-
David, the sinful thing
-
that he did, it could have
-
crushed him.
-
It could have caused him to
-
go run into a hole and
-
hide because he didn't want
-
anyone to see his face
-
after knowing how messed up
-
he was.
-
But instead, God takes this
-
moment of terrible decisions
-
and terrible consequences
-
and uses it for something
-
good and beautiful in
-
David's life.
-
He uses the sin to lead
-
David to share with people
-
of his day and with us
-
about how great God's
-
forgiveness is.
-
And that same pattern of
-
God taking these things,
-
these times of sin in our
-
lives and making something
-
beautiful out of them
-
carries through today as
-
well.
-
The amazing truth is that
-
God takes our sins and
-
makes them beautiful by
-
using us as canvases where
-
he can paint masterpieces of
-
his mercy for the watching
-
world to see.
-
He paints masterpieces of
-
his mercy in our lives for
-
the watching world to see
-
so that as we are forgiven,
-
as we trust in this good
-
news, others can be drawn
-
to him as well.
-
And you know, God knows
-
that we're forgetful people.
-
This message is so simple.
-
We're messed up.
-
Jesus saves us.
-
Yay.
-
And yet in my life, I forget
-
that so often.
-
I forget step one, that I'm
-
messed up.
-
And I think I'm an okay
-
person.
-
In the moments where I do
-
mess up, I forget that Jesus
-
saves me.
-
And then I forget to be
-
thankful and celebrate him.
-
And God, knowing how
-
forgetful we are, has built
-
into the rhythm of the
-
church's life, certain
-
things to remind us of his
-
great love and his great
-
mercy.
-
And one of those things is
-
communion.
-
As we gather for communion,
-
this is a time that God has
-
given us to remind ourselves
-
and to proclaim to the world
-
around us the fact that Jesus
-
is our only solution.
-
As we eat the bread that's a
-
picture of Christ's body for us,
-
and as we drink the wine that's
-
a picture of his blood, it's a
-
way of physically reminding
-
ourselves of the fact that the
-
blood of Jesus is perfect, is
-
enough to forgive us for our
-
sins.
-
And as we eat the bread and
-
drink the wine, we're showing
-
those around us and proclaiming
-
to the world around us that we
-
do believe that the blood of
-
Jesus is all we need to forgive
-
us for our sins.
-
Amen.
-
Amen.
-
Amen.
-
Amen.
-
Amen.
-
Amen.
-
Amen.
-
Amen.
-
Amen.
-
Amen.
-
Amen.
-
Amen.
-
Amen.