Sermon
Grace Gifts
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Father, we're very good at noticing the sins of other people,
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and we're not very good at seeing our own sin.
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And we're very good, Father, at seeing the horrible sins of other ages.
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Father, we can be shocked that Christians would have ever owned a slave.
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But, Father, we can be completely and utterly, not can be,
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we are, Father, completely and utterly blind
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to the way that our own age and our own culture shapes us.
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And leads us into sin.
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Father, a sin that if your son tarries in 100 or 200 years,
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people will look at us and say, how on earth could they do that?
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Father, we want to live pure and holy lives that please you.
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We ask that you would gently but deeply lead us and guide us into all truth.
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Help us, Father, not to be conformed to this age,
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but be transformed by the renewal of our mind.
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That we might live as disciples of Jesus, gripped by the gospel,
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who are bringing you glory.
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And this we ask in Jesus' name, your Son and our Savior. Amen.
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I've had, over the years, I've heard some really remarkable conversion stories.
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I'm just going to share two of them with you very briefly,
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with the emphasis that definitely do not try this as a means to get to know Jesus.
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The first one is a fellow, both of these are people who no longer come to the church
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or some of the previous churches that I serve,
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so you don't have to look around the congregation wondering who it was.
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And the first one was a fellow who was very, very heavily into drugs,
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and he went for a drive out in the country, and he took some acid.
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He parked by the side of the road, found a really nice spot, and he took some acid, LSD.
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And he had a mom who was a believer in Jesus who was praying for him quite fervently.
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Those of you who are familiar with church history, he had a Monica who was praying for her wayward son.
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And while he was stoned, and he'd been stoned many, many, many times in his life, he had a problem with drugs.
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While he was stoned, Jesus came to him.
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And Jesus came to him, and the fellow told me after this, I met him about six months after this, he'd become sober.
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Jesus came to him and talked to him.
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And the fellow said this was unlike any other trip or experience that he'd ever had,
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that somehow or another he knew that this was real, and that Jesus came to him to call him to be his own.
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And, I mean, he didn't give up drugs instantly, but he got sober.
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He became a Christian, got involved in a church.
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I know another young woman, and she told me about how she came to faith.
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And she went to another city and rented a hotel room.
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And she rented a hotel room because she was going to commit suicide.
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And she had tried to think of a way to commit suicide that would inconvenience the least number of people.
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And she felt that she didn't have any friends in the world.
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And she didn't want her mom to find her body.
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So she went to another city, rented a hotel room, and had enough drugs to kill five people.
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Because she did the research.
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And she took all the drugs and lay down to die.
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And as she's lying there, because she's going to sleep, she has a dream.
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And she meets Jesus, who calls her and says he wants her to be his child.
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And the next morning she woke up.
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She didn't die.
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Like, enough drugs to kill five people.
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She didn't die.
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She became a Christian.
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Eventually cleaned up her life.
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Now, you can see why I'm telling you,
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definitely do not try either of these things yourself as a way to meet Jesus.
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Unfortunately, I've done lots of funerals for people who've committed suicide.
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And some of them buy lots of drugs.
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So definitely do not think this is what you do to meet Jesus.
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But sometimes, for whatever reason,
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God will use very, very unusual ways to bring people to himself.
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Now, the question that, in a sense, for each of these people,
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after they become a Christian,
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the question could be, and the question that they both had was,
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well, what's next?
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How shall I, like, what do I now have to do to live?
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In both cases, I only met them, like, in one case,
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about a year after the person became a Christian.
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Another one about six months after they became a Christian.
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But, like, how do we live?
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After you have an experience like this,
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or after you come to know Jesus, like, what's next?
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How shall we then live?
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Most of us, maybe all of us,
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have either far more common stories about coming to faith in Jesus.
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Some of us have probably grown up in Christian homes,
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and we've, in a sense, always had a faith in Jesus.
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But the question is still a really good one,
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like, well, what's next?
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Given that we've given our lives to Jesus, what's next?
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How shall we then live?
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So it would be a great help to me
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if you would turn in your Bibles to Romans chapter 12.
Romans 12 chapter mention
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And we took a break for Palm Sunday and Easter Sunday,
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but we're still going through the book of Romans.
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We're going to finish it in a couple of weeks,
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or six or seven weeks.
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And when I preached on Romans chapter 12, 1 and 2,
Romans 12 chapter mention
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as you're trying to find it in your Bibles,
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that was the Sunday that we had.
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Remember the time change in 9 a.m.?
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So I'm just going to, we're going to read Romans 12.
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Even though Nora didn't read verses 1 and 2,
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we're going to begin by reading verses 1 and 2.
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And Paul wrote, just as you're turning to it,
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the way Paul wrote the book of Romans
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is very, very particular.
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He basically, if you remember correctly,
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we're going to read it later on,
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Romans 1, he says, you know,
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hi, I'm Paul, blah, blah, blah, blah.
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Going to go there, going to do this.
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Looking forward to seeing you.
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Then Romans 1, 16 to 17,
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he basically gives the theme of the whole book,
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the message of the book.
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And then from Romans 1, 18 to Romans 11,
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he basically says why we need the gospel
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and what the gospel is.
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He explains and defends the gospel.
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But now in chapter 12, verse 1,
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and right through the end of the book,
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he basically is going to address the question,
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how shall we then live?
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If the gospel is true, how do we live?
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What do we do?
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What do we not do?
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And Paul has actually written this last bit
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in a very, very particular way as well,
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because this in many ways seems to be
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his most thought out book.
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Not that he didn't think about the other ones,
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but in all the books in the New Testament,
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this is very, very carefully crafted
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with certain features.
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And one of the features is that
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these two verses that I'm going to read to you
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in a moment,
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this gives you the basic principle
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of how you live as a Christian
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after you've accepted the gospel.
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And all of the rest of chapters 12, 13, 14, and 15
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are Paul trying to flesh this out,
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but these first two verses are really key.
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So even though you have your Bibles open,
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Andrew, could you put it up on the screen?
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We're going to read it together
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because if you get nothing else
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out of coming to sermons on the book of Romans
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but memorizing these verses,
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then I've done a great thing,
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or God's done a great thing in your life,
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because it's far better that you remember the scripture
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than you remember anything I say.
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So if you read this with me, please.
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I appeal to you, therefore, brothers and sisters,
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by the mercies of God,
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to present your bodies as a living sacrifice,
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holy and pleasing to God,
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which is your rational worship.
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Do not be conformed to this age,
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but be transformed by the renewal of your mind,
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that by testing you may discern
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what is the will of God,
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what is good and pleasing and perfect.
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So Paul's described the gospel,
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like in a sense, if I was to talk to that young man
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who had met Jesus on a drug trip
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or the young woman who tried to kill herself with drugs,
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and she was to say, well, what's next?
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I mean, on one hand,
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after you explain the gospel to them a bit,
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is you can look at a verse like this.
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These are two perfect verses to memorize
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for the rest of your life.
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And you'll notice it goes,
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I appeal to you, therefore, brothers and sisters.
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You've heard the gospel.
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What's the therefore?
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Is there a certain way that we're going to be led to live
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if we've received the gospel,
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that Jesus has died for us on the cross,
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that he died in our place,
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that his death and resurrection
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is a power that comes from God,
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that if we put our faith and trust in him,
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a power comes from God
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to make us right with God forever,
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something that can be never taken away from us.
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And does that then mean that we just do bad things?
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Or like, what does it mean in terms of how we live?
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Well, Paul says, the rational thing,
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as the gospel grips you,
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and you start to have this sense
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that Jesus left the Father's side,
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God, the Son of God,
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leaves the Father's side
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and comes and seeks us out.
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He sets aside his riches
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and becomes poor for us
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so that we can become rich.
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He takes upon himself
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the doom that you and I deserve
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and offers to us the destiny that he deserves,
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that he takes upon himself our death
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and offers his life,
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that we can enter into him,
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that he only takes away the bad things
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that we've done,
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that his life of perfect obedience to the Father,
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his 100% with God,
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that he, in a sense,
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takes our exam results,
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which is, you know,
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maybe at the best is like 5%,
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and he gives us his,
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he takes the 5% paper,
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he takes 100%,
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all of these different images
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that as this grips you,
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the rational response
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is to want to offer your life to God.
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That's rational.
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That's the rational response.
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As the gospel grips you,
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the rational response
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trickles into your mind
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is to offer your body,
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and the word body here means
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your real life,
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not your imaginary life,
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not just your feelings,
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although your feelings matter,
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not just your mind,
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although your mind matters,
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not just your imagination,
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although your imagination matters,
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not just your sensibilities,
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although those matter as well,
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as everything that makes you you
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in your embodied existence,
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everything that makes you you,
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your finances,
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your sexuality,
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your career,
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your IQ,
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your creativity,
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your wounds,
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your weaknesses,
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your illnesses,
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your sicknesses,
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your strengths,
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every single thing
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that makes you you,
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that as the gospel grips you,
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the rational response
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is that you would offer it to God.
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And when it says here
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living sacrifice,
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which is a very,
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very good translation in English,
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but the original language is
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that the sacrifice,
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it's the act of killing,
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a living killing,
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that we offer ourselves to God
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in such a way
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that he's going to kill things within us.
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But as he kills things in us,
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we live more.
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You know,
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those of us
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who've struggled with addictions
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have a sense about what that means.
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Those of us
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who've never struggled with addictions,
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I mean,
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we still can know it in other ways,
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but those of you,
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it's not that God gave you an addiction
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so that you would know something
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that other people don't know,
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but I'm just sharing with you,
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those of you,
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us who have known
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how alcohol or drugs
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or sex
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or gambling
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has completely and utterly
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bent our lives out of shape,
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that as we kill that,
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we discover that we're more alive.
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That's the basic principle
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which is being talked about here.
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And the other basic principle
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which is being talked about here
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is the second verse,
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that this world forms us
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in different ways.
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It forms us in ways
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that we're not even aware of.
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I don't know how many of you
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have ever shopped at Costco,
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but if you shop at Costco
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for the first time,
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you're going to mess up
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because there's a way
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of shopping at Costco.
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You have to show your card
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at the beginning
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you have to let go
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of your cart
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at the checkout counter.
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We get addicted
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to holding on to our cart
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and you have to actually
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put the cart
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on the other side
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and walk away from it.
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There's things like that, right?
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And then after a while
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you just realize
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you've been conformed
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to how to shop at Costco.
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When I went to England,
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I'm used to waitresses
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or waiters
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coming to the table
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and in a lot of places
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they don't come to the table.
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You have to,
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if you sit there
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for a long time
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they'll keep looking at you
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but they won't come
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and serve you
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because it works different
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and we get conformed
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to this age.
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And so the Bible here
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in the next part
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is saying
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that one of the things
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that's going to happen
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as we're gripped
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by the gospel
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is that we have to
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in a sense
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regularly say to God,
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God,
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this age is conforming me
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in different ways
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and I don't want
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to be conformed
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to this age
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in ways that aren't
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honoring to you
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but may you
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transform my mind.
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I want to let you
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transform my mind
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and how I think
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and how I see the world
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and I don't want to
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just sort of sit here
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waiting until you do it
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like just sort of
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by magic.
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I want to test it.
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In other words,
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the word testing here
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doesn't mean that
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God's testing you.
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It's a little bit as if
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let's say you're
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with somebody
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and an accident happens
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and there's no
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cell phone coverage
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but this is like
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in early March
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and you're on the
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bank of a river
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and the river's frozen
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and you can see
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on the other side
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of the brief river
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that there's a phone
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that you can use
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to call for help
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because you need
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to get an ambulance
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to this person right away
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and so you test the ice
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as you walk across
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and that's sort of
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the image here
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for testing
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is that you get up
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off your butt
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and you actually
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do something
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and God isn't
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expecting to get it
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perfect.
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He's not saying
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just sit on your butt
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until you get it
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100% sorted out
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in your head
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that you actually
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do stuff
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and you try to
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sort it out
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as you go along
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and as you're moving
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God will begin to
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and you want God
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to transform your mind
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he'll start to
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transform your mind.
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That's his basic principle.
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All the rest of the
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book of Romans
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is going to
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unpack it
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because we need
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to have a bit
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of a better idea
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about what this
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is going to look like
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and so Paul
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is going to try
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to unpack this
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for the rest
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of the book of Romans
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but you can see
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basically that
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I know that
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memorizing isn't
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like very cool
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or hip
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or anything anymore
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like I know
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if you go to school
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I don't think
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they'd like you
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to memorize
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they don't even
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want you to
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memorize the times
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tables
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a little bit
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of a non-Bible rant
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if you're a parent
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and you have kids
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have them memorize
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the times tables
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like it's just smart
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okay
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it doesn't matter
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if a whole pile
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sorry I'm going to
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get people mad
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it doesn't matter
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if a whole pile
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of people with PhDs
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at the school of education
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say that it's not
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good to memorize
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memorize your times tables
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okay
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have your kids
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anyway sorry
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that's a bit of an aside
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but you know
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it'll help for the rest
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of your life
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it's painful
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watching somebody
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trying to do
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the simplest math
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in their head
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if they just knew
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it would be
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anyway never mind
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so but if you want
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you know
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this is a verse
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these are two verses
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to memorize
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and to think about
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and to meditate upon
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and to pray over
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for the rest of your life
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so it's very very precious
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but now the question
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then is
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what does this look like
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like if
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in counseling
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one of the things
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they teach you
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if you take a
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courses in counseling
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is so somebody
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comes to you
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because they have
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some problems
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and maybe one of the
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things they say
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to you early on
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is
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you know
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Fred hates me
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that's
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I don't know
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how to handle it
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because Fred
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hates my guts
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and it's just
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causing me
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a lot of distress
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and so
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one of the things
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that they teach you
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in counseling
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is well
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what does that mean
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okay
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don't assume
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that when somebody
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comes to you
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for counseling
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and they say
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Fred hates my guts
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that you know
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what that means
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precisely
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you need to get
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them to talk
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to flesh that out
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a little bit
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like
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like are they
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physically abusing
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you
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are you
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misreading
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situations
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like what does it
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mean
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don't assume
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you know what it
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means
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so you
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normally
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and you
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in counseling
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as well
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they try to
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ask you
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they try to
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teach you
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to never ask
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why questions
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because why
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questions
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for modern
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and post-modern
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North Americans
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can feel
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threatening
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to a person
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who's feeling
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weak
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so they
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try to
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train you
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then to
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try to
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get
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you want
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to ask
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why
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but you
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can't
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use
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the word
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why
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so you
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say
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something
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like
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well can
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you give
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me an
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example
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of how
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you know
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they hate
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you
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or
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can you
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give me
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a couple
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of incidents
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or
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for instances
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or something
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you get
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them talking
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and
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then as
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they start
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to flesh
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it out
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you get
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a bit
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of an idea
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so that's
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what Paul's
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going to be
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doing
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throughout
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the rest
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of the
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book of
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Romans
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he has
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these two
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this basic
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understanding
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of what it
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means
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how shall
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we then
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live
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after we've
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given our
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lives to
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Jesus
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it's very
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very brilliant
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because it
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doesn't matter
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if you went
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back in time
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and you're
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in the year
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1000
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in Europe
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it doesn't
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matter today
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if you're
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in China
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where there's
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persecution
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of Christians
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it wouldn't
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matter if you
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are in
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Alabama
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doesn't matter
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if you're
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in Ottawa
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this is
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like a
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brilliant
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way
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to
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communicate
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how you
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begin
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to live
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which is
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culturally
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flexible
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and appropriate
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but gets
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right to the
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heart
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and so
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Paul's
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going to
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now start
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to flesh
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it out
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and it's
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very very
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interesting
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the way
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he begins
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to flesh
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it out
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is by
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getting us
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to think
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about how
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we think
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about
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ourselves
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because
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one of
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the fundamental
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human
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problems
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is that
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we measure
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everything
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by how
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it affects
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us
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and
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often
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a common
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problem
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it doesn't
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matter
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if you're
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a person
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with low
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self-esteem
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or high
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self-esteem
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one of the
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things which
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unites people
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with low
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and high
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self-esteem
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is that
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we can't
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get over
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ourselves
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and so
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Paul is
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going to
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right away
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begin to
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address our
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thinking
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so verse
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three goes
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like this
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Romans
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12
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three
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for by
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the grace
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given to
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me
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and that's
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going to
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be really
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important
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okay
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everything
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that he's
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going to
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say
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is coming
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from the
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perspective
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of God
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offering us
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grace
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in Jesus
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he's not
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saying that
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okay if you
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receive the
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gospel now
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you're going
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to live
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as if Jesus
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didn't live
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and die
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for you
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you're going
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to live
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as if God
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doesn't show
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you grace
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you're just
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going to
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live by
-
rules and
-
techniques
-
that you
-
can follow
-
I mean
-
that's how
-
we North
-
Americans
-
we love
-
techniques
-
we love
-
practices
-
we love
-
seven simple
-
steps
-
or five
-
simple
-
steps
-
or three
-
habits
-
or whatever
-
it is
-
we love
-
things like
-
that
-
and Paul
-
is going
-
to say
-
no no no
-
grace
-
okay in a sense
-
when you wake
-
up in the morning
-
don't think
-
what are the
-
six simple
-
steps I need
-
to succeed
-
think of the
-
mercies of
-
God
-
think of the
-
gospel
-
think of
-
grace
-
earlier on
-
I joked
-
about how
-
I love
-
reading the
-
old
-
colics
-
because it
-
makes you
-
realize that
-
God is the
-
guarantor of
-
the church
-
that if I
-
screw up
-
my sermon
-
today
-
it's not
-
as if
-
the Christian
-
gospel
-
collapses
-
if Joey
-
screws up
-
one Sunday
-
it doesn't
-
mean the
-
gospel
-
collapses
-
the fact
-
of the
-
matter
-
is
-
that God
-
is going
-
to love
-
me today
-
when I
-
give my
-
faith and
-
trust
-
put my
-
faith and
-
trust in
-
Jesus
-
and he
-
takes my
-
doom upon
-
himself
-
and he
-
offers me
-
his destiny
-
he offers
-
me his
-
destiny
-
which means
-
that my
-
slate is
-
wiped
-
clean
-
and the
-
perfect
-
rule
-
keeping
-
so to
-
speak
-
that's
-
needed
-
is
-
accomplished
-
by him
-
as well
-
and that
-
extends from
-
the moment
-
of my
-
conception
-
to the
-
moment
-
of my
-
death
-
nothing
-
will surprise
-
God
-
about anything
-
in the future
-
I just
-
experienced my
-
life as a
-
moment in time
-
he sees the
-
whole thing
-
he takes
-
the whole
-
thing
-
Jesus dies
-
and pays
-
and covers
-
the whole
-
thing with
-
nothing left
-
over
-
and it means
-
that whether
-
I do a good
-
job this
-
morning or a
-
poor job
-
this morning
-
God still
-
loves me
-
I will still
-
go to the
-
new heaven
-
and the
-
new earth
-
the entire
-
Christian life
-
emerges
-
not out of
-
a desire
-
to manipulate
-
God
-
or make
-
God love
-
me or
-
notice me
-
or show
-
how I am
-
more special
-
or choice
-
that's the
-
devil at work
-
in our lives
-
to undermine
-
our faith
-
the whole
-
Christian life
-
flows out
-
of grace
-
and gratitude
-
for grace
-
nothing
-
nothing can
-
separate me
-
from the
-
love of
-
God
-
not because
-
there's
-
something
-
special
-
about me
-
but because
-
Jesus
-
took me
-
as his
-
own
-
and when
-
Jesus
-
takes me
-
as his
-
own
-
nothing
-
can
-
separate
-
me
-
from the
-
love
-
of God
-
and that's
-
the promise
-
for you
-
too
-
that's
-
Romans 8
-
so let's
-
look at
-
verse 3
-
again
-
it's really
-
it begins
-
by grace
-
for by
-
grace
-
the grace
-
given to me
-
I say to
-
everyone
-
among you
-
not to
-
think of
-
himself
-
more highly
-
than he
-
ought to
-
think
-
but to
-
think with
-
sober
-
judgment
-
each
-
according to
-
the measure
-
of faith
-
that God
-
has assigned
-
now
-
this is
-
very very
-
good
-
but it's
-
easy to be
-
a little bit
-
confused
-
about it
-
at the
-
heart of
-
the text
-
is
-
how do I
-
think about
-
myself
-
well the
-
fact of
-
the matter
-
is
-
you know
-
I'm a
-
middle-aged
-
male
-
who lives
-
in Canada
-
and so
-
my tendency
-
is to think
-
of myself
-
in terms
-
of the
-
number
-
of toys
-
I have
-
and the
-
tendency
-
of how
-
I evaluate
-
myself
-
is maybe
-
how many
-
degrees
-
I have
-
how much
-
money
-
I've
-
made
-
depending
-
on the
-
type of
-
middle-aged
-
guy
-
the number
-
of sexual
-
conquests
-
that I've
-
had in
-
my life
-
or better
-
hopefully
-
the success
-
of my
-
marriage
-
and that
-
my kids
-
still talk
-
to me
-
don't hate
-
my guts
-
but how
-
do I
-
evaluate
-
myself
-
and what
-
the text
-
is here
-
saying about
-
it is
-
that there's
-
a basic
-
problem
-
is that we
-
think too
-
highly
-
of ourselves
-
we can't
-
get over
-
ourselves
-
we evaluate
-
everything
-
from our
-
own
-
perspective
-
the ancient
-
Christians
-
understood
-
pride
-
as the
-
deadliest
-
of the
-
seven
-
deadly
-
sins
-
because
-
at the
-
heart
-
of pride
-
is an
-
over
-
concern
-
with the
-
self
-
so that
-
the self
-
becomes
-
like a
-
black
-
hole
-
you know
-
a black
-
hole
-
is where
-
the matter
-
is so
-
dense
-
that even
-
light
-
can't escape
-
from it
-
the light
-
is bent
-
towards it
-
because the
-
matter is so
-
dense
-
and the
-
gravitational
-
field
-
is so
-
powerful
-
is that
-
pride
-
and self
-
centeredness
-
when it
-
becomes so
-
unbelievably
-
strong
-
we become
-
like a
-
walking
-
black hole
-
we suck
-
life
-
and light
-
into
-
ourselves
-
and we
-
only think
-
about
-
ourselves
-
humility
-
isn't
-
thinking
-
badly
-
about
-
ourselves
-
but it's
-
the freedom
-
of self
-
forgetfulness
-
it's
-
the
-
seven
-
month
-
old
-
child
-
who can
-
be
-
completely
-
and utterly
-
enraptured
-
by
-
something
-
out there
-
and you
-
can sort
-
of tell
-
that for
-
a brief
-
moment
-
because
-
children
-
can be
-
unbelievably
-
self
-
centered
-
and self
-
preoccupied
-
but for
-
a brief
-
moment
-
you can
-
look at
-
that child
-
and realize
-
that that
-
child
-
no longer
-
realizes
-
that it
-
exists
-
because
-
it is
-
he or
-
she is
-
so
-
completely
-
enraptured
-
by that
-
which is
-
outside
-
and that
-
is a
-
brief
-
image
-
or glimpse
-
or snapshot
-
of what
-
the Bible
-
is calling
-
for in
-
humility
-
the freedom
-
of self
-
forgetfulness
-
as Tim
-
Keller
-
put it
-
and so
-
if you
-
look at
-
this text
-
again
-
here
-
for by
-
the grace
-
given to
-
me
-
I say
-
to everyone
-
among you
-
not to
-
think of
-
himself
-
or herself
-
more highly
-
than he ought
-
to think
-
of and more
-
often
-
and all of
-
that
-
but to
-
think with
-
sober
-
judgment
-
in other
-
words
-
what's
-
sober
-
judgment
-
sober
-
means
-
that you're
-
in touch
-
with
-
reality
-
right
-
that's
-
what sober
-
means
-
amongst
-
other
-
things
-
it not
-
only means
-
that you're
-
in touch
-
with
-
reality
-
it also
-
means
-
that you're
-
not
-
driven
-
by
-
compulsions
-
that's
-
another
-
aspect
-
of what
-
sober
-
means
-
I'm
-
not
-
driven
-
in the
-
real world
-
God
-
exists
-
like
-
in the
-
real world
-
I'm a
-
creature
-
living in
-
a created
-
order
-
where there's
-
a creator
-
who sustains
-
his created
-
order
-
as I'm
-
gripped by
-
the gospel
-
and I start
-
to have
-
a greater
-
comfort
-
with saying
-
I am
-
not a
-
God
-
I am
-
not the
-
center
-
of
-
life
-
I am
-
not the
-
center
-
of
-
things
-
that are
-
most
-
important
-
I'm
-
a
-
creature
-
I'm
-
sustained
-
by a
-
creator
-
I have
-
one
-
who's
-
created
-
me
-
I am
-
not
-
God
-
as
-
these
-
things
-
enter
-
into
-
us
-
we're
-
becoming
-
sober
-
we're
-
becoming
-
realistic
-
we're
-
entering
-
into
-
the
-
real
-
world
-
the
-
gospel
-
leads
-
us
-
into
-
the
-
real
-
world
-
not
-
away
-
from
-
the
-
real
-
world
-
if
-
there
-
really
-
is a
-
God
-
who does
-
exist
-
to live
-
as if
-
there
-
isn't
-
a
-
God
-
or to
-
live in
-
rebellion
-
against
-
God
-
is to
-
be
-
consumed
-
with a
-
compulsion
-
and we'd
-
want to
-
say you
-
need to
-
be sober
-
so as
-
we're
-
gripped
-
by the
-
gospel
-
the
-
gospel
-
is going
-
to
-
help
-
us
-
to
-
not
-
be
-
driven
-
by
-
compulsions
-
and it's
-
going to
-
help us
-
to live
-
in the
-
real
-
world
-
where God
-
really does
-
exist
-
where you
-
can call out
-
to God
-
in prayer
-
and he
-
does
-
things
-
not
-
everything
-
you want
-
thanks be
-
to God
-
grade 12
-
I dated a
-
girl for
-
10 months
-
and she
-
broke up
-
with me
-
and I
-
prayed for
-
years
-
that she
-
would get
-
back to
-
me
-
and I
-
am so
-
thankful
-
God
-
said no
-
to every
-
one of
-
those
-
prayers
-
because he
-
had Louise
-
in mind
-
for me
-
that I
-
didn't even
-
know
-
existed
-
and she
-
has been
-
the perfect
-
wife for
-
me
-
I can
-
multiply
-
it
-
examples
-
so look
-
at verse
-
three again
-
for by the
-
grace given
-
to me I
-
say to
-
everyone
-
among you
-
not to
-
think of
-
himself
-
more highly
-
than he
-
ought to
-
think
-
but to
-
think
-
with sober
-
judgment
-
each
-
according
-
to the
-
measure of
-
faith that
-
God has
-
assigned
-
and what
-
this isn't
-
saying that
-
God's given
-
a different
-
measure of
-
faith to
-
every person
-
the word
-
measure can
-
also be
-
translated as
-
standard
-
so in
-
other words
-
not only
-
are we to
-
not think of
-
ourselves too
-
highly but
-
the standard
-
by which we
-
are to think
-
about ourselves
-
is the
-
gospel message
-
the faith
-
that God
-
exists
-
that human
-
beings have
-
been in
-
rebellion
-
against God
-
and when
-
God saw
-
our great
-
need he
-
did not
-
turn away
-
from us
-
or hate
-
us
-
but in
-
love and
-
mercy
-
by still
-
being just
-
he sent
-
his son
-
to die
-
upon the
-
cross
-
to take
-
upon himself
-
the doom
-
that we
-
deserved
-
and that we
-
were facing
-
and that we
-
could not
-
avoid
-
and God
-
takes upon
-
him
-
Jesus
-
takes upon
-
himself
-
our
-
unavoidable
-
doom
-
and offers
-
us freely
-
by grace
-
his destiny
-
in an
-
exchange
-
and when
-
we put
-
our faith
-
and trust
-
in Jesus
-
that's
-
what's
-
happening
-
the death
-
that we
-
cannot
-
avoid
-
by our
-
own
-
power
-
that we
-
needed a
-
miracle
-
from God
-
we put
-
our faith
-
and trust
-
in Jesus
-
and that
-
doom
-
is on
-
Jesus
-
that's why
-
he dies
-
and his
-
destiny
-
is now
-
ours
-
and that
-
is to be
-
the standard
-
and the
-
lens
-
by which
-
we are
-
to understand
-
the meaning
-
of our
-
life
-
and the
-
significance
-
of our
-
life
-
you see
-
this is
-
profound
-
news
-
because if
-
you think
-
that having
-
toys
-
is the
-
measure
-
of your
-
life's
-
success
-
you will
-
always be
-
unhappy
-
and just
-
think about
-
this
-
when this
-
letter
-
written to
-
Rome
-
archaeologists
-
and
-
anthropologists
-
estimate
-
that 70%
-
of the
-
people
-
in the
-
church
-
of Rome
-
hearing
-
this
-
letter
-
were
-
slaves
-
they don't
-
have to
-
measure
-
themselves
-
by their
-
owners
-
they have
-
the destiny
-
of Jesus
-
that's their
-
destiny
-
they can
-
measure
-
their
-
significance
-
by the
-
gospel
-
that the
-
God who
-
has created
-
and sustained
-
all universes
-
the true
-
God who
-
has shown
-
that all
-
of the
-
idols
-
of Rome
-
the
-
pretensions
-
of Nero
-
who thinks
-
that he's
-
a God
-
that those
-
are all
-
lies
-
they're
-
fantasies
-
they're
-
illusions
-
they are
-
people who
-
need to
-
sober up
-
but the
-
God
-
of the
-
universe
-
loved them
-
so much
-
that his
-
son died
-
upon the
-
cross
-
for them
-
a slave
-
in Rome
-
and he died
-
for them
-
and that
-
is how
-
they are
-
to understand
-
and see
-
their life
-
and for us
-
not old
-
not sick
-
not dying
-
not fat
-
not strong
-
not beautiful
-
not young
-
not successful
-
not unsuccessful
-
not a failure
-
not any of
-
those things
-
the gospel
-
invites us
-
as we're
-
gripped by
-
the gospel
-
to have
-
the gospel
-
be the way
-
that we
-
understand
-
our lives
-
I put it
-
in a prayer
-
if you could
-
put it up
-
dear Lord
-
please make me
-
a disciple
-
of Jesus
-
gripped by
-
the gospel
-
who can
-
think about
-
myself
-
with sober
-
judgment
-
by the
-
light of
-
the gospel
-
see that
-
that's what
-
God is
-
speaking to
-
us through
-
his word
-
and he
-
wants us
-
to listen
-
to him
-
and he
-
wants us
-
now to
-
speak to
-
him
-
and he'll
-
continue
-
to speak
-
to you
-
dear Lord
-
please make
-
me a
-
disciple
-
of Jesus
-
gripped
-
by the
-
gospel
-
who can
-
think about
-
myself
-
with sober
-
judgment
-
by the
-
light
-
of the
-
gospel
-
some of
-
you are
-
a bit
-
surprised
-
because I
-
only have
-
about ten
-
more minutes
-
left in
-
the sermon
-
I haven't
-
even got
-
to the
-
gifts
-
part
-
and
-
you know
-
the really
-
hard part
-
about us
-
North
-
Americans
-
is that
-
we want
-
to get
-
to the
-
practical
-
techniques
-
and applications
-
really quick
-
and we're
-
really hoping
-
that George
-
will give
-
the six
-
simple
-
steps
-
by which
-
you understand
-
your gift
-
and the five
-
simple
-
practices
-
by which
-
you'll do
-
them really
-
really well
-
and we
-
want to
-
we don't
-
even realize
-
how deeply
-
addicted we
-
are to
-
that
-
we're deeply
-
addicted
-
and here's
-
another thing
-
if you're a
-
non-Christian
-
who's here
-
this morning
-
I want to
-
tell you
-
one of the
-
things about
-
us Christians
-
is that
-
we're blind
-
to how deeply
-
driven we are
-
by consumerism
-
that consumerism
-
shapes us
-
regrettably
-
lamentably
-
just as much
-
as it
-
shapes you
-
and most
-
people in
-
our culture
-
that we're
-
not aware
-
of the
-
fact how
-
we view
-
everything
-
in terms
-
of what
-
we can
-
consume
-
and how
-
we can
-
evaluate
-
the consumption
-
experience
-
and we
-
are so
-
increasingly
-
deeply
-
formed by
-
that
-
we rarely
-
think of
-
how we
-
can serve
-
or how
-
we can
-
give
-
and even
-
when we
-
think of
-
giving
-
we think
-
of giving
-
in a
-
consumerist
-
way
-
like
-
how can
-
I give
-
in such
-
a way
-
that when
-
I apply
-
to medical
-
school
-
it will
-
look really
-
good
-
or how
-
can I
-
give in
-
such a way
-
that when
-
I go
-
to that
-
party
-
for the
-
hip person
-
within the
-
hip person's
-
house
-
that I can
-
tell them
-
about this
-
thing that I'm
-
doing to
-
give back
-
that everybody
-
will go
-
wow
-
that's
-
pretty
-
we don't
-
even realize
-
that often
-
our giving
-
isn't a
-
dying to
-
self
-
but an
-
asserting
-
and exalting
-
of ourself
-
that we
-
have a
-
hard time
-
figuring out
-
how to
-
serve
-
without also
-
figuring out
-
a way to
-
assert and
-
exalt
-
ourselves
-
that's why
-
we need
-
sober
-
judgment
-
that's why
-
we need
-
to measure
-
ourselves
-
by the
-
gospel
-
that's
-
why
-
the Bible
-
is smarter
-
than our
-
culture
-
and it
-
starts with
-
verse 3
-
and doesn't
-
go right
-
to verses
-
6 to
-
8
-
what precisely
-
is prophecy
-
how exactly
-
no no no no
-
sober
-
judgment
-
okay
-
sober judgment
-
in light of
-
the gospel
-
and this
-
consumerist
-
mindset
-
is one of
-
the reasons
-
why most
-
of us
-
can't figure
-
out our
-
spiritual
-
gifts
-
or many
-
of us
-
not most
-
many of us
-
can't figure
-
out our
-
spiritual
-
gifts
-
because when
-
you have
-
a consumerist
-
frame
-
by which
-
you understand
-
the world
-
and a
-
consumerist
-
frame by
-
which you
-
understand
-
the church
-
and a
-
consumerist
-
frame by
-
which you're
-
going to
-
understand your
-
gifts in a
-
consumerist
-
frame
-
which means
-
that you're
-
looking in the
-
wrong spot
-
and you're
-
missing simple
-
steps to try
-
to discover
-
it
-
but verses
-
4 and 5
-
so think
-
about soberly
-
what's the
-
first thing
-
you have to
-
think about
-
soberly
-
look at
-
verses 4
-
and 5
-
for as in
-
one body
-
we have
-
many members
-
and the
-
members do
-
not all
-
have the
-
same function
-
so we
-
though many
-
are one
-
body in
-
Christ
-
and individually
-
members
-
one of
-
another
-
remember I've
-
shared before
-
we enter the
-
Jesus way
-
one by one
-
by faith in
-
Jesus
-
we enter the
-
Jesus way
-
one by one
-
but we walk
-
the Jesus way
-
with Jesus
-
and others
-
and if we're
-
not walking
-
with Jesus
-
and others
-
we're on our
-
duff or we're
-
going somewhere
-
else but we're
-
not on the
-
Jesus way
-
we enter by
-
grace God
-
keeps us
-
there by
-
grace
-
it's not a
-
new type of
-
legalism it's
-
just a way to
-
understand things
-
that being a
-
Christian being
-
connected with
-
others is
-
is not a
-
negotiable part
-
of the Christian
-
faith it's part
-
of how the
-
Holy Spirit will
-
lead us
-
to want to
-
be involved
-
in the lives
-
of others
-
and one of
-
the reasons
-
that many of
-
us can't
-
discover our
-
spiritual gifts
-
is because
-
we're not even
-
dating the
-
church
-
but we're
-
like
-
a man
-
who goes
-
to bars
-
looking for
-
sexual experiences
-
a different
-
sexual experience
-
or pleasurable
-
experience
-
every night
-
but not
-
looking to
-
find a person
-
that he can
-
marry and be
-
with for the
-
rest of his
-
life
-
and we
-
come to
-
church as
-
consumers
-
we come to
-
church for a
-
while because
-
maybe the band
-
is hot and we
-
really like the
-
songs they sing
-
or maybe I
-
don't know they
-
like the speaker
-
but then you
-
know there's a
-
better speaker
-
there's a better
-
band there's a
-
better experience
-
there's a cooler
-
venue or there's
-
something more
-
traditional
-
I want to get
-
away from all
-
that contemporary
-
stuff I want to
-
go back to
-
something a little
-
more traditional
-
and you go to
-
the traditional
-
for three or
-
four months
-
or five months
-
and then you
-
go to another
-
spot and without
-
realizing it
-
we have a
-
consumerist
-
mindset
-
we don't move
-
to a city
-
looking for a
-
church that we
-
can call home
-
warts and
-
wrinkles
-
and not
-
perfect
-
and if it was
-
a perfect church
-
and you joined
-
you just made it
-
imperfect
-
and if we're
-
not actually
-
part of a
-
local church
-
of body
-
it's going to
-
be hard to
-
actually ever
-
find our
-
spiritual gifts
-
because our
-
consumerism is
-
so deeply
-
embedded in us
-
that we're not
-
even conscious
-
of it
-
I put it this
-
way in a
-
prayer
-
if you could
-
put up the
-
second prayer
-
dear Lord
-
please make me
-
a disciple of
-
Jesus gripped
-
by the gospel
-
and deliver me
-
from all
-
consumerism
-
individualism
-
narcissism
-
and judgmentalism
-
so that I
-
can commit
-
to a local
-
church and
-
its people
-
see that's
-
all part of
-
consumerism
-
consumerism fits
-
in with
-
narcissism
-
being overly
-
in love with
-
yourself
-
or you can
-
never get
-
over yourself
-
and it's
-
inherently
-
judgmentalism
-
I don't know
-
if I like
-
that Joey
-
and the way
-
he sings
-
I don't know
-
you know
-
just that song
-
I don't like
-
the way that
-
George preaches
-
and you know
-
you know
-
it's always
-
you're looking
-
you don't realize
-
you're walking
-
around unbelieving
-
unbelievably
-
judgmental
-
I'm walking
-
around judgmental
-
I don't go
-
into it saying
-
I get to
-
spend time
-
with Jesus
-
in the presence
-
of his people
-
and I know
-
that some of
-
these people
-
bug me
-
but gosh
-
it never
-
dawned me
-
that I'm
-
bugging
-
some of
-
these people
-
bugging
-
works both
-
ways
-
I'm thinking
-
of leaving
-
the church
-
because of
-
that person
-
they're
-
thinking
-
of leaving
-
because of
-
me
-
we both
-
end up
-
at the
-
same
-
church
-
in three
-
months
-
and we
-
both leave
-
because we're
-
bugged with
-
each other
-
you know
-
like get over
-
yourself
-
George
-
get over
-
yourself
-
you know
-
that's
-
this prayer
-
we rarely
-
pray that God
-
will deliver us
-
from consumerism
-
and maybe
-
that's the big
-
message for you
-
who have given
-
your life
-
to Jesus
-
consumerism
-
doesn't mean
-
consuming a lot
-
although it might
-
mean that
-
it means
-
something very
-
different
-
it means
-
this exaltation
-
of the self
-
and everything
-
is viewed
-
from the
-
perspective
-
of the
-
experience
-
of consuming
-
how demons
-
think
-
it shows
-
it's devilish
-
I just
-
very briefly
-
if you know
-
it from this
-
perspective
-
that for many
-
of us
-
the first
-
step
-
of
-
discovering
-
our spiritual
-
gifts
-
is committing
-
to a local
-
church
-
as a
-
disciple
-
of Jesus
-
gripped
-
by the
-
gospel
-
let's
-
look at
-
these
-
gifts
-
very
-
briefly
-
verses
-
six
-
to
-
eight
-
having
-
gifts
-
that
-
differ
-
according
-
to the
-
grace
-
given
-
to us
-
and
-
the
-
word
-
gift
-
and
-
grace
-
are
-
basically
-
coming
-
from
-
the
-
same
-
word
-
and
-
it's
-
telling
-
us
-
that
-
every
-
person
-
who
-
comes
-
to
-
Jesus
-
he
-
gives
-
them
-
gifts
-
and
-
just
-
as a
-
bit
-
of an
-
aside
-
nobody
-
gets
-
all
-
the
-
gifts
-
one of
-
the
-
gifts
-
mentioned
-
in the
-
bible
-
is
-
celibacy
-
so all
-
you
-
married
-
people
-
you
-
didn't
-
get
-
that
-
gift
-
okay
-
those
-
of us
-
looking
-
for
-
marriage
-
we might
-
have it
-
for a
-
season
-
but then
-
we don't
-
have it
-
so
-
nobody
-
gets
-
all
-
the
-
gifts
-
but
-
everybody
-
gets
-
some
-
gifts
-
and
-
everybody
-
needs
-
people
-
to
-
use
-
their
-
gifts
-
like
-
I
-
need
-
other
-
people
-
to
-
use
-
their
-
gifts
-
to
-
help
-
me
-
and
-
I
-
need
-
to
-
use
-
my
-
gifts
-
to
-
help
-
others
-
having
-
gifts
-
that
-
differ
-
according
-
to
-
the
-
grace
-
that
-
given
-
to
-
us
-
so
-
they
-
differ
-
okay
-
it's
-
like
-
a
-
rainbow
-
it's
-
like
-
light
-
coming
-
into
-
a
-
crystal
-
it
-
comes
-
into
-
the
-
crystal
-
but
-
it
-
goes
-
out
-
in
-
multiple
-
colors
-
we
-
all
-
get
-
the
-
same
-
grace
-
but
-
the
-
same
-
grace
-
that
-
comes
-
into
-
our
-
lives
-
is
-
going
-
to
-
give
-
us
-
different
-
gifts
-
let
-
us
-
use
-
them
-
in
-
the
-
blog
-
today
-
in
-
the
-
bulletin
-
I
-
give
-
you
-
some
-
I
-
think
-
six
-
or
-
seven
-
simple
-
pointers
-
about
-
how
-
to
-
discover
-
your
-
spiritual
-
gifts
-
so
-
you
-
can
-
look
-
in
-
that
-
to
-
get
-
just
-
take
-
that
-
home
-
or
-
it's
-
also
-
going
-
to
-
be
-
online
-
on
-
Monday
-
and
-
you
-
can
-
read
-
it
-
if
-
you'd
-
like
-
if
-
prophecy
-
in
-
proportion
-
to
-
our
-
faith
-
and
-
prophecy
-
here
-
could
-
mean
-
that
-
God
-
gives
-
you
-
spiritual
-
and
-
supernatural
-
knowledge
-
into
-
another
-
person's
-
life
-
or
-
situation
-
that
-
you
-
couldn't
-
have
-
naturally
-
that
-
is a
-
possible
-
meaning
-
to
-
it
-
probably
-
the
-
more
-
common
-
way
-
that
-
we
-
experience
-
prophecy
-
is
-
that
-
it's
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
driven
-
speech
-
with
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
authority
-
that
-
touches
-
our
-
hearts
-
like
-
you
-
should
-
pray
-
that
-
every
-
Sunday
-
morning
-
whether
-
it's
-
me
-
or
-
whoever
-
is
-
up
-
opening
-
the
-
word
-
that
-
you
-
won't
-
just
-
be
-
opening
-
the
-
word
-
it'll
-
be
-
prophecy
-
which
-
only
-
you know
-
one of the
-
things I try
-
to pray
-
every week
-
as I'm
-
preparing
-
for this
-
I'm
-
very
-
conscious
-
of
-
John
-
the
-
Baptist
-
speaking
-
about
-
how
-
he
-
can
-
baptize
-
with
-
water
-
but
-
only
-
Jesus
-
will
-
baptize
-
with
-
the
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
and
-
in
-
my
-
mind
-
I
-
envision
-
you
-
know
-
when
-
you
-
get
-
a
-
bag
-
of
-
onions
-
and
-
you
-
take
-
the
-
onions
-
out
-
and
-
the
-
bottom
-
of
-
the
-
bag
-
are
-
all
-
these
-
little
-
bits
-
of
-
onion
-
skins
-
and
-
I
-
picture
-
that
-
in
-
my
-
mind
-
and
-
I
-
think
-
to
-
myself
-
if
-
God
-
doesn't
-
pour
-
out
-
his
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
on
-
a
-
Sunday
-
morning
-
all
-
of
-
my
-
accomplishments
-
are
-
the
-
onion
-
skins
-
left
-
in
-
the
-
bottom
-
of
-
the
-
bag
-
it
-
doesn't
-
matter
-
how
-
logical
-
how
-
brilliant
-
how
-
entertaining
-
how
-
winsome
-
I
-
am
-
if
-
it
-
isn't
-
the
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
moving
-
through
-
in
-
us
-
through
-
the
-
word
-
then
-
all
-
it
-
is
-
onion
-
skins
-
at
-
the
-
bottom
-
of
-
the
-
bag
-
good
-
for
-
nothing
-
hard
-
to
-
clean
-
up
-
throw
-
out
-
that's
-
all
-
it
-
is
-
and
-
in
-
terms
-
of
-
in
-
proportion
-
to
-
our
-
faith
-
in
-
other
-
words
-
that
-
it's
-
ordered
-
it's
-
in
-
proportion
-
to
-
the
-
Christian
-
faith
-
if
-
service
-
then
-
we
-
should
-
serve
-
serve
-
others
-
to
-
teach
-
then
-
we
-
should
-
teach
-
others
-
to
-
exhort
-
and
-
the
-
word
-
exhort
-
is
-
very
-
similar
-
to
-
the
-
word
-
paraclete
-
from
-
which
-
some
-
of
-
you
-
know
-
is
-
one
-
of
-
the
-
words
-
for
-
the
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
which
-
can
-
also
-
mean
-
comfort
-
can
-
also
-
mean
-
counsel
-
and
-
some
-
of
-
us
-
are
-
just
-
really
-
good
-
at
-
encouraging
-
at
-
counseling
-
at
-
coming
-
along
-
beside
-
people
-
about
-
putting
-
our
-
arms
-
around
-
them
-
so to
-
speak
-
about
-
praying
-
for
-
them
-
and
-
that's
-
the
-
gift
-
here
-
that's
-
being
-
talked
-
about
-
the
-
one
-
who
-
contributes
-
in
-
generosity
-
some
-
people
-
are
-
just
-
so
-
good
-
at
-
giving
-
not
-
only
-
financially
-
but
-
that's
-
part
-
of
-
it
-
as
-
well
-
that
-
some
-
people
-
just
-
have
-
a
-
great
-
confidence
-
in
-
God's
-
provision
-
that
-
they
-
can
-
just
-
be
-
financially
-
generous
-
generous
-
with
-
their
-
time
-
and
-
if
-
you
-
have
-
that
-
gift
-
you
-
should
-
do
-
it
-
with
-
great
-
generosity
-
you
-
know
-
one
-
of
-
the
-
things
-
that
-
we
-
should
-
all
-
pray
-
about
-
that
-
they
-
say
-
at
-
our
-
funeral
-
like
-
wouldn't
-
it
-
be
-
really
-
nice
-
if
-
we
-
die
-
and
-
we
-
get
-
to
-
listen
-
in
-
at
-
what
-
they're
-
saying
-
at
-
our
-
funeral
-
service
-
was
-
a
-
bit
-
too
-
generous
-
like
-
over
-
the
-
top
-
like
-
wouldn't
-
you
-
rather
-
them
-
say
-
that
-
about
-
you
-
than
-
saying
-
boy
-
George
-
was
-
so
-
cheap
-
like
-
he's
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the
-
cheapest
-
tight
-
bleep
-
bleep
-
bleep
-
guy
-
I
-
ever
-
met
-
in
-
my
-
entire
-
life
-
so
-
which
-
mistake
-
would
-
you
-
rather
-
make
-
in
-
your
-
life
-
what
-
would
-
the
-
complaint
-
about
-
you
-
what
-
choose
-
the
-
way
-
you
-
want
-
to
-
have
-
people
-
complain
-
or
-
put
-
show
-
us
-
your
-
faults
-
when
-
you
-
die
-
too
-
generous
-
too
-
cheap
-
you
-
choose
-
the
-
one
-
who
-
leads
-
with
-
zeal
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the
-
one
-
who
-
does
-
acts
-
of
-
mercy
-
with
-
cheerfulness
-
here's
-
here's
-
the
-
here's
-
just
-
sort of
-
I've
-
gone
-
over
-
my
-
time
-
just
-
to
-
sort
-
of
-
you
-
know
-
wrap
-
up
-
actually
-
Andrew
-
could
-
you
-
put
-
up
-
the
-
theme
-
verse
-
for
-
all
-
of
-
the
-
book
-
of
-
Romans
-
it's
-
Romans
-
1
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16
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can
-
you
-
say
-
this
-
with
-
me
-
we
-
say
-
it
-
every
-
Sunday
-
if
-
you're
-
a
-
guest
-
here
-
we
-
say
-
it
-
every
-
Sunday
-
can
-
you
-
say
-
it
-
with
-
me
-
for
-
I
-
am
-
not
-
ashamed
-
of
-
the
-
gospel
-
for
-
it
-
is
-
the
-
power
-
of
-
God
-
for
-
salvation
-
to
-
everyone
-
who
-
believes
-
to
-
the
-
Jew
-
first
-
and
-
also
-
to
-
the
-
Greek
-
for
-
in
-
the
-
gospel
-
the
-
righteousness
-
of
-
God
-
is
-
revealed
-
from
-
faith
-
to
-
faith
-
as
-
it
-
is
-
written
-
the
-
righteous
-
shall
-
live
-
by
-
faith
-
so
-
here's
-
the
-
big
-
thing
-
that
-
all
-
of
-
these
-
gifts
-
it's
-
very
-
easy
-
for
-
us
-
to
-
get
-
into
-
any
-
of
-
these
-
gifts
-
and
-
we
-
leave
-
the
-
gospel
-
behind
-
that
-
prophecy
-
is
-
all
-
just
-
about
-
speaking
-
into
-
people's
-
lives
-
and
-
you're
-
not
-
really
-
doing
-
anything
-
different
-
than
-
Maya Angelou
-
or
-
Oprah
-
or
-
Dr.
-
Phil
-
and
-
service
-
is
-
just
-
really
-
a
-
matter
-
about
-
doing
-
whatever
-
it
-
is
-
of
-
the
-
culture
-
it's
-
easy
-
to
-
get
-
into
-
these
-
gifts
-
and
-
lose
-
the
-
gospel
-
and
-
so
-
this
-
is
-
to
-
faith
-
in
-
the
-
gospel
-
is
-
to
-
characterize
-
and
-
color
-
and
-
shape
-
every
-
aspect
-
of
-
the
-
gift
-
if
-
it
-
really
-
is
-
from
-
God
-
could
-
you
-
put
-
up
-
the
-
third
-
prayer
-
Andrew
-
I
-
have
-
to
-
race
-
through
-
these
-
I
-
don't
-
have
-
to
-
but
-
we'll
-
go
-
through
-
them
-
quick
-
dear
-
Lord
-
please
-
make
-
me
-
a
-
disciple
-
of
-
Jesus
-
who
-
is
-
gripped
-
by
-
the
-
Jesus
-
you
-
teach
-
to
-
lead
-
people
-
to
-
Jesus
-
you
-
learn
-
from
-
Jesus
-
about
-
how
-
to
-
teach
-
you
-
want
-
to
-
be
-
led
-
by
-
Jesus
-
as
-
you're
-
reading
-
the
-
word
-
and
-
the
-
service
-
and
-
the
-
generosity
-
what
-
does
-
it
-
profit
-
to
-
be
-
unbelievably
-
generous
-
and
-
all
-
it
-
does
-
is
-
lead
-
people
-
away
-
from
-
Jesus
-
and
-
Jesus
-
is
-
the
-
source
-
of
-
grace
-
in
-
our
-
lives
-
he
-
died
-
for
-
you
-
he
-
died
-
for
-
me
-
it's
-
because
-
of him
-
and
-
I
-
don't
-
have
-
to
-
do
-
these
-
things
-
in
-
such
-
an
-
exemplary
-
way
-
that
-
God
-
will
-
notice
-
me
-
that
-
I
-
can
-
have
-
a
-
freedom
-
of
-
self
-
forgetfulness
-
that
-
I
-
can
-
have
-
a
-
freedom
-
of
-
no
-
longer
-
having
-
to
-
justify
-
myself
-
because
-
I've
-
been
-
justified
-
in
-
Jesus
-
and
-
the
-
final
-
prayer
-
if
-
you
-
could
-
put
-
it
-
up
-
please
-
and
-
this
-
is
-
in
-
terms
-
of
-
these
-
gifts
-
so
-
the
-
first
-
danger
-
of
-
the
-
gifts
-
is
-
that
-
we
-
can
-
use
-
them
-
in
-
a
-
way
-
that's
-
completely
-
devoid
-
of
-
grace
-
and
-
completely
-
and utterly
-
devoid
-
of bringing
-
people
-
to
-
Jesus
-
and
-
the
-
second
-
one
-
is
-
we
-
won't
-
even
-
use
-
them
-
at
-
all
-
we
-
use
-
them
-
for
-
our
-
own
-
exaltation
-
dear
-
Lord
-
please
-
make
-
me
-
a
-
disciple
-
of
-
Jesus
-
gripped
-
by
-
the
-
gospel
-
who
-
uses
-
the
-
gifts
-
you
-
have
-
given
-
me
-
for
-
the
-
good
-
of
-
people
-
and
-
for
-
your
-
glory
-
those
-
of
-
you
-
who
-
are
-
interested
-
in
-
any
-
of
-
these
-
points
-
they
-
all
-
go
-
on
-
the
-
webpage
-
tomorrow
-
or
-
sometime
-
soon
-
and
-
you
-
can
-
always
-
get
-
them
-
later
-
on
-
if
-
you
-
want
-
let's
-
just
-
spend
-
some
-
time
-
with
-
the
-
Lord
-
before
-
we
-
go
-
into
-
a
-
time
-
of
-
intercession
-
let's
-
pray
-
Father
-
there's
-
good
-
things
-
about
-
our
-
age
-
that
-
are
-
wise
-
and
-
beautiful
-
and
-
and
-
we
-
can
-
be
-
thankful
-
for
-
the
-
prosperity
-
of
-
our
-
city
-
we
-
thank
-
thankful
-
Father
-
that
-
we
-
have
-
religious
-
freedom
-
we
-
thank
-
you
-
Father
-
that
-
it's
-
pretty
-
safe
-
for us
-
in
-
this
-
city
-
most
-
of
-
the
-
time
-
and
-
we
-
thank
-
you
-
for
-
it
-
but
-
Father
-
in
-
other
-
ways
-
we
-
know
-
that
-
this
-
age
-
and
-
this
-
city
-
forms
-
us
-
in
-
ways
-
that
-
lead
-
us
-
away
-
from
-
you
-
and
-
in
-
particular
-
Father
-
we
-
lift
-
before
-
you
-
the
-
way
-
that
-
consumerism
-
to
-
love
-
our
-
spouse
-
to
-
even
-
have
-
a
-
spouse
-
to
-
love
-
our
-
kids
-
to
-
be
-
committed
-
to
-
a
-
local
-
church
-
Father
-
there's
-
ways
-
beyond
-
our
-
imagining
-
that
-
consumerism
-
shapes
-
us
-
and
-
we
-
ask
-
Father
-
that
-
you
-
would
-
make
-
us
-
disciples
-
of
-
Jesus
-
who
-
are
-
gripped
-
by
-
the
-
gospel
-
and
-
as
-
we
-
are
-
gripped
-
by
-
the
-
gospel
-
that
-
we
-
will
-
die
-
to
-
consumerism
-
that
-
we
-
will
-
see
-
the
-
world
-
from
-
the
-
perspective
-
of
-
the
-
gospel
-
and
-
we
-
ask
-
Father
-
that
-
you
-
help
-
us
-
to
-
commit
-
to
-
a
-
local
-
church
-
and
-
its
-
people
-
and
-
we
-
ask
-
Father
-
that
-
your
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
would
-
move
-
deeply
-
and
-
fully
-
in
-
our
-
lives
-
so
-
that
-
whether
-
we're
-
teaching
-
or
-
serving
-
or
-
speaking
-
or
-
giving
-
or
-
helping
-
that
-
everything
-
Father
-
will be
-
driven
-
by your
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
driven
-
by
-
grace
-
in a
-
way
-
that
-
is
-
good
-
for
-
people
-
and
-
brings
-
you
-
glory
-
Father
-
we
-
ask
-
that
-
you
-
would
-
do
-
this
-
wonderful
-
work
-
in our
-
lives
-
for
-
your
-
glory
-
and
-
we
-
ask
-
it
-
in
-
the
-
name
-
of
-
Jesus
-
Amen