Sermon
Let Justice Roll
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God, thank you so much for everyone who's here,
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for all the regular Church of Maasai people,
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for all our guests.
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Most of all, thank you that you're here.
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God, you are not our guest of honor.
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You're the reason that we're here.
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And we come to you and we come to you with great expectancy,
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knowing that you who've spoken through the ages
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can speak again to us today.
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Would you please speak to us?
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But Lord, help us not just be those who hear your word
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and go on unchanged.
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Help us to hear your word,
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to hear it spoken into our lives.
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Into the deep places of our hearts,
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of our minds, of all who we are.
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And would you help us to change?
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God, I'm barely more than a child.
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For this to be the case, for you to speak to us,
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I need your help.
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So please speak through the power of your Holy Spirit.
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In Jesus' name, amen.
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Please be seated.
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I remember when I was a boy,
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I was having a sleepover with one of my best friends,
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Dan Damien, his little brother Michael,
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and my big brother Josh were all at my parents' home.
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So much fun.
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And my parents, they love us,
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they gave us a lot of freedom,
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but they also gave some guidelines because they love us.
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And so one of those guidelines meant there was,
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I can't remember what hour it was,
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but there was a certain hour
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by which we had to turn the light off and go to sleep.
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It was later than we normally get to go to bed,
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but we were so stoked.
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This was my best friend.
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We saw each other every single day.
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And so we were there,
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and I just remember we were having so much fun.
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We had no idea what time it was,
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and we were talking,
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and my back,
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I was facing the window in the room,
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so my back was to the door.
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And we were all like being pretty loud,
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as some boys are.
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And all of a sudden,
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I remember,
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I still this day,
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I remember my brother Josh's face.
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It just went pale.
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And his eyes got kind of big,
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and he was trying to communicate something to me,
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his little brother.
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I'm his little brother.
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I didn't give a rip.
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I just,
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I do my thing.
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And so I was still talking,
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and finally,
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I was the only one talking,
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right?
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So I was like,
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hey,
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I have a lot of siblings.
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This was my moment.
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And so I was like,
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everyone's listening,
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right?
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So I'm just like,
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I don't know what I was doing.
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I just remember stupid.
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And then all of a sudden,
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I heard my father's voice.
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And my brother had been trying to communicate to me
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that my dad was at the door.
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Now,
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I'm the only one of all the guys at the sleepover
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that the sleepover ended for me right there.
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My dad brought me to the living room.
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It was actually,
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it was this cool house,
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where it used to be two different homes
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that were kind of combined.
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So when they brought me to the other part,
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like I was,
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I was in another house,
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basically.
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And same address,
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like different house.
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I was so frustrated.
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I like,
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why,
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why does my dad hate fun?
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Why does my dad hate me?
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Like,
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he's always been a great dad.
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But that moment,
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it was just like,
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the world was dark.
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I remember just,
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I had to,
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he put me on the couch.
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I just like,
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sleeping on the couch.
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I wasn't sleeping though.
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And I was just frustrated.
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And I just didn't understand
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why he was such a killjoy.
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And I just went to sleep in a bad mood.
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My brother Josh's face,
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I,
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that,
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that,
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that look of like,
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of concern,
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of trying to communicate,
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is the voice of Amos in this passage.
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It really is.
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And if you just look at it,
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like even my brother's face,
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I remember like,
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what,
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like what's your deal,
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man?
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Like why,
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why are you being a killjoy right now?
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Like he just went from laughter.
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As a boy,
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all I wanted was for,
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to make people laugh.
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And he wasn't laughing.
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And woe to you who desire the day of the Lord.
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Why would you have the day of the Lord?
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It is darkness and not light.
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As if a man fled from a lion,
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and a bear met him,
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or went into his house,
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and leaned his hand against the wall,
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and a serpent bit him.
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Is not the day of the Lord darkness and not light,
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and gloom with no brightness in it?
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The people of Israel,
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the people of God,
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they were going through different things,
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different times.
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The time that Amos is writing in
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is the time of relative affluency.
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The middle class is doing well.
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They're very spiritual.
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And yet there was rumblings around them
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as the big empires of Assyria,
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the different ones were growing,
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and they were eating up these different places.
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And so there's definitely,
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on the one hand,
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a lot of confidence in themselves.
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At the same time,
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there's a lot of laughter,
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a lot of good stuff.
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At the same time,
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there's this growing sense of dread
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some people had in fear.
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And yet the people of God,
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they really had this confidence,
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not just in how affluent they were,
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but that no matter what happened,
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the day of the Lord was coming.
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The day of the Lord,
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the day of judgment,
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the day of judgment
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for all the peoples around them,
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they thought.
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They thought because they were God's people,
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because they were believers,
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because they were spiritual,
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when God came,
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when God came to them as the Messiah,
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he was going to just crush
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all those who opposed God,
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and they would find
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that they were the big dogs.
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You see that same,
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like when Jesus is coming
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into Jerusalem on the donkey,
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and the people are going wild,
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they really believe
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that the Messiah is coming
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to destroy Rome.
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And even though that's like 400 years,
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like five, six,
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about 800 years after this is written,
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that same kind of confidence
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that this Messiah
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was going to just crush
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all the enemies of God,
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they had.
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Now that's a fair confidence they have.
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God is coming to crush the enemy.
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What they didn't understand
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is they actually had found themselves
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on the side of the enemy,
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despite all their spirituality.
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Woe to you who desire
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the day of the Lord.
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Why would you have
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the day of the Lord?
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It is darkness and not light.
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As if a man fled from a lion
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and a bear met him.
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In a sense,
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what he's saying right here
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is that in there,
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seeing that Assyria
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is like a lion,
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he's there to destroy them,
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and they're going,
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well, you know what?
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We're going to escape this lion
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because we're the people of God.
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And he's saying,
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you know what?
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Yeah, you'll escape the lion,
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but you'll be met by a hungry bear,
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and it's going to destroy you.
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The next image,
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or went into the house
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and leaned his hand against the wall.
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In your own home,
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and the aspect of leaning against something,
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it's one of a casual safety.
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You're safe in your own home,
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and the attitude of leaning your hand
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against the wall,
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you're chill right there.
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And he's saying,
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you're there in this casual safety.
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This is your safe place,
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your happy place.
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But what you think is a wall,
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a thing that holds a roof above your head,
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and that is something to lean on,
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casual safety.
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It actually is a serpent that will bite you.
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And who is that serpent here?
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Is it the devil?
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No, actually,
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he's comparing that,
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which they think is their safety,
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to something that will actually bring them down.
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In this passage,
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the serpent,
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as far as I can tell,
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is actually God.
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He's saying that that,
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it's just an analogy,
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he's not saying God's a serpent,
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but he's saying that
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this thing you think is your safety
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is actually going to bite.
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Is not the day of the Lord darkness
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and not light,
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and gloom with no brightness in it.
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Confusing words to the people hearing it then,
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maybe confusing to us now.
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It was confusing to me
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as I thought we were just having a good time,
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and my brother's face is trying to communicate,
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hey, there's something serious going on.
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He's trying to warn me,
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Daniel,
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if you keep doing your thing,
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you're going to get in trouble.
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And Amos is trying to communicate that to them.
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The next words are really intense.
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I hate,
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I despise your feasts.
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It's easy as we read these,
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these very negative words.
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For us to miss how good the people are doing.
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So let's read what's going on.
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What are the people actually up to?
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Your feasts,
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solemn assemblies,
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verse 22,
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burnt offerings,
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grain offerings,
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peace offerings,
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of your fat animals,
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your songs,
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melody of your harps.
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These people,
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when it says feasts,
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these are not like these Canaanite feasts
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where it's all orgies and crazy stuff.
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These,
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as far as we can tell,
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would be the feasts of God.
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The feasts of God,
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the feasts God commanded them to do.
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Passover,
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Sukkot,
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these feasts,
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these are good feasts.
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Solemn assemblies.
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Again,
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we're not talking about them burning their children in the fire
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as they had done at certain times.
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These solemn assemblies would probably,
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most likely,
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actually be things like church
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where the people of God are getting together
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to sing songs to God
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and to hear the Bible.
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Burnt offerings and grain offerings.
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These are the things God commanded them to do.
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And not only are they giving burnt offerings
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and peace offerings,
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but these are the fat animals.
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Remember Cain and Abel.
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One of the issues with,
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I always get it confused,
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Cain,
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Abel.
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Abel is the one who offered the right sacrifice.
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He was giving his best to God.
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And Cain seems to have been giving,
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Abel was giving the fat,
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the best sheep.
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And then Cain was kind of giving
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just of the other stuff.
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But here he's saying,
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you guys are giving,
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you guys are giving God the fat animal,
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the best you have of your animals.
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It's so good.
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I want to be,
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I want to be spiritual like that.
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I want to be faithful like that.
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And then there are also people
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who aren't just coming together,
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just being really solemn
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in their solemn assemblies,
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but they're people
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who are making a noise of songs
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that melody in their harps,
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they're singing.
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And yet,
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fill in the words we miss.
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We're just reading your feasts,
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your solemn assemblies,
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your burnt offerings.
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What is God's attitude,
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what is God's attitude
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toward these things?
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I hate,
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this isn't Amos speaking,
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he's just recording God's word.
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I hate,
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I despise your feasts,
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and I take no delight
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in your solemn assemblies.
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Even though you offer me
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your burnt offerings
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and grain offerings,
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I will not accept them.
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And the peace offerings
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of your fat animals,
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I will not look upon them.
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Take away from me
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the noise of your songs.
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To the melody of your harps,
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I will not listen.
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These are scary words.
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Because you can be
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doing a diagnostic
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of your life,
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how am I doing spiritually?
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And you would look at,
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you're doing the feasts,
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you're eating in the context,
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feasting in the context
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that God commanded.
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You're gathering together
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with the believers.
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The Bible says,
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don't forsake the gathering
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of the believers.
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They're not,
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they're doing it,
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they're solemn assemblies.
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And they're giving them
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some of their best stuff.
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And God says,
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I will not listen
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to your songs.
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That's a scary place to be.
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What else are you supposed to do?
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What else can you give God
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but your best?
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God won't have it.
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So what's going on?
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Verse 24,
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but let justice roll down
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like waters
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and righteousness
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like an ever-flowing stream.
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Did you bring,
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did you bring to me
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sacrifices and offerings
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during the 40 years
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in the wilderness,
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O host of Israel?
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You shall take up
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Sukkot, your king,
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and Kion, your star god,
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your images that you made
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for yourselves.
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And through these words,
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God is saying to them,
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you know what,
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yes, you're doing
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all the spiritual activity
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and maybe those around you
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and even yourself
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are impressed with yourself.
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But look what they're doing.
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These people have made
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for themselves
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these little idols.
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From reading commentaries
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this week,
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my understanding is that
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Sukkot,
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that these were these idols
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that they're like pocket idols
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that you can put in your pocket
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and take with you to work
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and you can have with you.
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And so these people
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were doing all the spiritual stuff,
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but they'd done
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what we call synchronism
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where they were doing
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both the stuff of God
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but also the stuff
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of the people around them.
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And God,
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because of that,
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says,
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I will not hear your singing.
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I despise your feasts
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and all your spiritual activity.
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Why is God so mad?
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Well, it's kind of like
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if you're married
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and say the husband
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says to his wife,
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like,
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say the wife saying to her husband,
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like,
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hey, like,
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you know what,
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I hate,
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I hate your vacuuming
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of the house.
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I despise your working hard
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to help pay rent.
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I despise your budgeting.
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I will not even look upon
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your playing with the kids
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before bedtime.
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And the husband's like,
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do you know that
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all the other wives
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wish that their husband
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did the things
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you just mentioned
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that I do?
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Like,
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I'm the husband
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that all the ladies
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wish their husband were.
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You know what I'm saying?
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And she's like,
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you do all these things,
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but you don't love me.
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And you don't even love
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the children.
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You're just doing it
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because it's a checklist
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of things.
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It makes you feel good
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about yourself,
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but you're selfish.
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And the husband's like,
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no, no, no, no, no.
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I, I,
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not only do,
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do I do these things,
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but you know what?
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Remember our vows?
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And he reads the vows.
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They're so beautiful vows.
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Just like they'd be,
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they'd be,
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and the psalm assemblies,
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they would be reading
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the words of the hero Israel,
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the Lord your God,
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the Lord is one.
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They'd be saying these things.
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And he's saying,
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you know,
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I'm,
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he reads his vows to her,
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expecting that she's going
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to tear up
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because they're so beautiful.
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He wrote his vows himself,
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you know,
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the creative people
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who do that at their weddings.
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And so he's like,
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you listen to this.
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And you know what, honey?
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I mean,
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I keep this on Sundays,
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on Tuesdays,
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Wednesdays,
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Fridays,
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and Saturdays.
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What more do you want?
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And she's like,
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exactly.
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Like,
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what about,
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I'm not going to math.
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What about those Mondays
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and like Thursdays
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where you're going on
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sleeping with other women?
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And he's like,
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you don't understand.
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I'm so with you
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and I'm with you.
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And when I'm with you,
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you're the only one
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in my mind.
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And she's like,
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what about Mondays
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and Thursdays
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and you're going
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and sleeping around?
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He's like,
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come on.
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I am paying rent.
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That's kind of the conversation
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going on right now
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where God is saying,
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you are so proud
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of your spiritual activity.
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You're doing,
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in our language,
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you're doing church.
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And you're the one,
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you're not giving 10%.
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You're giving 11%
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just because you can.
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And you understand
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that you're not just
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giving up your money
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but like you're also
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volunteering in Sunday school
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and you're doing
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all this great stuff
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and God's saying,
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it's not only
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do I not care about it
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but it stinks
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because somehow
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you think you're buying me off
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with those things
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when what I want
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is your love.
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What I want
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is your love,
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God is saying.
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But let justice
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roll down like waters.
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I can't read these words
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without hearing
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the much more epic
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Martin Luther King Jr.
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saying those words.
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But let justice
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roll down like waters.
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I'm not going to try
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to imitate him.
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But let justice
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roll down like waters.
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The image here
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is a cascading
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white water rapids
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into a waterfall.
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There's overwhelming,
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overflowing justice.
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Justice.
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What is justice?
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It's an all-encompassing
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right way of living.
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It is all these things
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that Amos has been speaking
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about chapter after chapter
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of saying,
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guys,
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you are trampling
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on the poor.
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Justice is caring
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for the poor.
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You guys are being
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sexually immoral.
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Justice includes
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sexual integrity.
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It includes all areas of life.
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It's a completely
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all-consumed devotion
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to what is right.
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Let justice roll down
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like waters
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and righteousness
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like an ever-flowing
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stream.
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God is saying to them,
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what I want
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isn't just all
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the spiritual activity.
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That's actually
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all really good things.
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But what I want
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is all of who you are.
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What I want
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is all of you.
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He doesn't want
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our synchronism.
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He doesn't want us
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to be trying to combine
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and merge
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our spirituality
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with our other stuff.
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God wants all that we are.
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He wants all of us.
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You know,
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the temptation
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for the people of God
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at this time
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was to begin
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combining their walk
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with God
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with the religions
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around them.
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And the Canaanite religion,
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I'm not an expert
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in Canaanite religion.
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I'm just getting this
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from others.
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But from what we can tell
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from history,
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the Canaanite religion
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was all about
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do's and don'ts,
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spiritual stuff.
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So you can do
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whatever you want to do.
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They're God's Moloch,
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whoever it was,
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Baal.
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They didn't really
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have anything,
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any requirements
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about your fidelity
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to your husband
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or wife.
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They didn't have anything
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about your sexual integrity.
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They didn't define
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those things.
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It was simply a religion
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of this is the type
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of sacrifice
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you bring to the God
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at this time of year.
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This is the type
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of feast you celebrate
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at this time.
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This is the type
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of thing you'll do
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on this day of the week.
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This is,
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and so as a result,
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you can live
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however you want to live,
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but you just got to do
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your spiritual things.
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And if you do that,
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then the gods
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will be favorable to you.
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And so the people
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of God see that
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and then they apply
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that to their own,
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to the scriptures.
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And they see
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that the scriptures
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call us to spiritual activity.
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And so like,
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okay,
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you know what,
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we're not just going
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to do the minimum.
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We're just going
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to max out
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and all these,
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the feasts,
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we'll celebrate them
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like no one's ever
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celebrated them.
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And God is saying,
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you know,
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I'm not like,
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I'm not like
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the Canaanite religion
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where if you just
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give me your lip service
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and you sing me the songs
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and you pour out
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your wine offering,
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your libations
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and all that stuff,
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then I'm pleased
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with you.
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No,
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I don't want
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your sacrifice.
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I want you.
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I don't want
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your sacrifice.
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I want you.
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Now the temptation
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for these guys,
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the people of God
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at this time,
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to be like the people
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around them,
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would be to have
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little pocket idols,
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things that you can touch
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and feel throughout the day
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if you're feeling
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a little nervous,
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little superstition,
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stuff like that.
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And God is saying,
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no,
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I want you.
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I don't want that.
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And what is the temptation
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for you and me?
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I don't know if there are
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people here who maybe
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you have a Hindu background
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and so you're tempted
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to like have some
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little idol figurines
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and like bow
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and whatever,
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give them food and stuff.
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There might be some of us here.
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If that's you,
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you're welcome here.
-
I think for most of us,
-
the temptation is actually
-
to have a different God,
-
which is ourselves.
-
As some of you know,
-
I'm at Camp Iowa
-
and this past week,
-
every week,
-
we've been singing a song
-
with a big,
-
it's a really fun song.
-
Mostly it's the band
-
that we're playing the songs,
-
but this one we put on
-
like the background soundtrack
-
and we have the actions to it.
-
And it goes,
-
my God is so big
-
and so strong
-
and so mighty.
-
There's nothing
-
my God cannot do.
-
It's a full band.
-
It's just,
-
it's awesome.
-
This past week,
-
I discovered that the boys,
-
it was Boys Week,
-
and the boys made
-
their own lyrics to it.
-
And they were singing,
-
my balls are so big
-
and so strong
-
and so mighty.
-
There's nothing
-
my balls cannot do.
-
Okay?
-
Now you look shocked.
-
I just said that.
-
That's what they were singing.
-
And what I actually appreciate
-
about their song
-
is they put to lyrics
-
what so many of us
-
do with our lives.
-
These boys,
-
I spoke to them
-
at the primetime,
-
the preaching session.
-
I said,
-
you guys think you're so funny.
-
And to be honest,
-
privately,
-
I'm thinking in my head
-
like you guys
-
are actually so funny.
-
But I'm just like,
-
you guys think you're so funny
-
singing about your balls.
-
Just in case
-
if there's any generational gap.
-
They're singing about
-
their testicles.
-
Okay?
-
You guys think you're so funny.
-
Okay?
-
But listen,
-
you guys,
-
you're settling
-
for something so small
-
and so insignificant.
-
You think you've discovered
-
how to,
-
oh, you guys,
-
you guys are the cool kids.
-
You guys,
-
you've invented your own lyrics.
-
But what you've done
-
is as if someone
-
has given you the keys
-
to a magnificent castle.
-
It's amazing.
-
You never,
-
it's not the stuff
-
you dreamed of.
-
It's bigger than
-
the stuff you dreamed of.
-
And you like hockey?
-
There's a skating arena there
-
or ice rink,
-
I guess we call them.
-
Whatever.
-
You know,
-
it's got everything you want.
-
All the toys
-
and so much more.
-
It's so fun.
-
It's such an adventure.
-
You can explore
-
the halls
-
and all the different aspects
-
of the castle
-
forever and ever.
-
And you'll never
-
discover all of it.
-
It's made for sardines,
-
the game.
-
You know,
-
like it's unreal.
-
And yet you guys,
-
I come across you.
-
I'm your buddy.
-
I come and you guys
-
are making sandcastles.
-
You're like,
-
look at our castle.
-
It's so big.
-
It's so awesome.
-
We're so cool.
-
We made this ourselves.
-
And look,
-
like it's not just like
-
we made like our own moat
-
and we have water
-
and we even have
-
like little fishes in it.
-
Like look at us.
-
And you're like,
-
okay,
-
that's cool.
-
But you know
-
there's a real moat
-
with real castle walls
-
with a real castle
-
right behind you
-
and you have settled
-
for a sandcastle.
-
And then as I was chatting
-
with them,
-
I was like,
-
you know what?
-
That's a bad analogy.
-
What you actually are doing
-
is you haven't made
-
a sandcastle.
-
I'm sorry,
-
I'm at camp
-
but it's a little more
-
gritty.
-
You haven't made a sandcastle.
-
You've made a poop castle.
-
You actually have taken manure
-
and not just like horse manure.
-
Like you've taken human feces
-
and you're making
-
your own little castle.
-
Like this is so cool.
-
We have a castle.
-
We're so good.
-
And it's like actually
-
you have first
-
a massive castle
-
that's awesome
-
right behind you
-
that's actually bigger
-
than anything
-
you can ever imagine.
-
That'd be such
-
a great adventure.
-
And you've settled
-
for something so insignificant
-
that's actually like poop
-
bad for you
-
and bad for those
-
that you're interacting with.
-
It's infecting them.
-
It's full of germs and stuff.
-
When we're wrapped up
-
with ourselves
-
when we're living a life
-
that's like you're singing
-
my balls are so big
-
when that's your life
-
when all you are
-
is consumed with yourself
-
and don't just picture
-
the boys here.
-
What about our own selfishness?
-
For some of us
-
our laziness
-
our apathy
-
for others of us
-
it's our hard working
-
workaholism
-
where we're neglecting
-
those who God
-
has entrusted to our care
-
because we are so obsessed
-
with our own achievements.
-
Whatever it is
-
when we're obsessed
-
when our life
-
is about ourselves
-
really we might be thinking
-
you know I've cracked
-
the code to life
-
like I've found
-
the key to my happiness
-
my working crazy hard
-
and getting all the toys
-
or whatever it is.
-
You're settling
-
for something
-
that's so much
-
less awesome.
-
And I don't just mean
-
like less good
-
or less justice
-
or less righteous
-
I mean less awesome.
-
It's actually
-
so much less
-
of an adventure.
-
There's less joy
-
in it
-
there's actually
-
less peace
-
in it
-
it's not what you want
-
but you've settled
-
for this
-
and you're like
-
oh I'm so cool
-
and it's like
-
not only is this
-
so much less awesome
-
but it's actually
-
harming yourself
-
and others.
-
Is that what you want?
-
Every time we do
-
synchronism
-
every time we combine
-
God with the other stuff
-
every time we say
-
God I give you
-
my Sundays
-
and my Wednesday nights
-
or some of you
-
also your Friday mornings
-
not just you
-
some of us
-
that's what we're doing
-
and God
-
800
-
in 800 BC
-
2,800 years ago
-
and still today
-
is saying
-
please
-
please
-
give me yourself
-
and it sounds
-
very sobering
-
because it is
-
woe to you
-
who desire
-
the day of the Lord
-
why would you have
-
the day of the Lord
-
it is dark
-
so not light
-
as if man fled
-
from light
-
these words
-
are serious
-
these words
-
are haunting
-
these words
-
are words of fear
-
just like I saw
-
my brother's face
-
there was a look of fear
-
and he was trying
-
to communicate
-
something to me
-
and if I'd
-
embraced that message
-
as difficult
-
as it would have been
-
for me as a boy
-
and even today
-
to shut up
-
I would have just
-
embraced that message
-
just be quiet
-
when he was trying
-
to be like
-
I would have still
-
been in that sleepover
-
well not still
-
to this day
-
but I would have gone
-
to live out
-
the sleepover
-
that's what my
-
parents had wanted
-
for me
-
was to have fun
-
and to live
-
the fullness
-
of that sleepover
-
but I lost out big
-
at least to my little
-
boy mind
-
I lost out big
-
it was a look of fear
-
in my brother's eyes
-
but that fear
-
was because of his
-
love for me
-
and he wanted me
-
to stay part
-
of the party
-
and as God
-
through Amos
-
is speaking
-
these heavy words
-
they're words
-
not just of fear
-
they're words of love
-
they're words of health
-
they're words of restoration
-
there did come
-
a time of judgment
-
but these words
-
were warning
-
and in the warning
-
there's a possibility
-
that things could change
-
in the warning
-
there's a possibility
-
that things could change
-
church
-
regulars
-
guests
-
everyone
-
myself included
-
there are things
-
in our lives
-
that need to change
-
there is areas
-
in our life
-
where it's like
-
we're singing
-
my balls are so big
-
where we're selfish
-
where we're self-focused
-
we're synchronizing
-
our stuff with God
-
for a lot of us
-
me included
-
it might be hard to see
-
so how do we change
-
don't worry about it
-
you can just pray
-
go on
-
you don't actually
-
need to change
-
just kidding
-
we need to change
-
it's going to be
-
tough to change
-
one of the toughest
-
things is to actually
-
see it
-
we want to think
-
that we're all that
-
I want to think
-
that I'm all that
-
but God calls us
-
to change
-
we need to change
-
and so this is the
-
hardest part of the message
-
how do we change
-
I think the toughest
-
thing about changing
-
is that God is saying
-
right here
-
I don't just want
-
your actions
-
I want your hearts
-
and we can give God
-
our actions
-
but how do we give
-
him our heart
-
how do we do that
-
like tell me
-
I think a lot of husbands
-
are here when their wife
-
is like
-
or vice versa
-
a wife can be there
-
when the husband's like
-
hey I want your heart
-
I want your love
-
and the spouse is like
-
look
-
I've given you this
-
I've given you that
-
I've given you that
-
and in a sense
-
it's just like
-
just tell me
-
one more thing
-
three more things
-
give me a list
-
of things I can do
-
for you
-
and we're cool
-
and they're like
-
no you miss it
-
I want your love
-
I want your heart
-
we can adopt more actions
-
how do we change
-
our hearts
-
it begins with
-
realizing we can't
-
I think it was
-
last week
-
I think it was
-
last week
-
that I was sharing
-
with you that
-
when I was about 16
-
I realized
-
that I knew so much
-
about God
-
I loved so much
-
about God
-
I knew I knew him
-
as a kid
-
I just didn't
-
I just didn't know him
-
he didn't have my heart
-
and I tried
-
he just didn't have my heart
-
and so I just
-
got on my knees
-
and I said
-
God
-
I need to know you
-
help me to love you
-
two things I was praying
-
at the time
-
God I want to know you
-
I want to love you
-
I knew that I didn't
-
at least not fully
-
like I was made for
-
I told you
-
I prayed that
-
real earnest
-
God I want to know you
-
God I want to know you
-
I need to know you
-
you're too good
-
to be my parents
-
thing
-
you're too
-
if all that's true
-
about you
-
is true
-
what the pastor's saying
-
and I see
-
the sparkle in his eye
-
that he loves
-
and knows you
-
I need that
-
give that to me
-
I want to know you
-
I get up off my knees
-
because I had others
-
that had to go to school
-
still nothing
-
day after day
-
it took way too long
-
day after day
-
God I need to know you
-
there's probably
-
multiple days
-
where I didn't pray that
-
because I was wrapped up
-
in myself again
-
then I get back on my knees
-
God I need to know you
-
please
-
I need to know you
-
we were talking last week
-
about seek me and live
-
but I didn't understand
-
that whole time
-
as much as I felt like
-
I was the one seeking
-
the love
-
the knowing of God
-
the Bible is so so clear
-
God is the one seeking us
-
he's the one loving us
-
he's the one seeking
-
the image is that
-
of the prodigal son
-
in Jesus' own words
-
when the guy
-
he realizes he's not
-
where he needs to be
-
he realizes he's like
-
these people
-
maybe he's of the people
-
of God
-
but he's living like
-
the pagans really
-
and so he's walking home
-
and he's rehearsing his lines
-
and he's trying to seek God
-
kind of like me
-
like he's saying his stuff
-
and then when the father
-
when all of a sudden
-
he looks up
-
the father has been
-
searching for him
-
the father was the one
-
seeking the son
-
the whole time
-
way before the son
-
was seeking him
-
and the father is the one
-
that runs
-
not the son
-
he runs to the son
-
and he embraces him
-
the son tries to start
-
saying his words
-
his spiritual words
-
and the father
-
interrupts him
-
and he just says
-
he just says
-
like let's throw a party
-
my son is home
-
and he wraps him
-
in the robes
-
and gives him his best
-
and all this stuff
-
in a sense
-
I was seeking God
-
and seeking him
-
the Bible tells us to
-
but what I didn't understand
-
was even in my seeking him
-
that was empowered
-
by the very breath of God
-
so where do we go church
-
to be fully the people
-
he's called us to be
-
I know there's testimonies
-
throughout here
-
so many of you
-
are even more committed
-
to God than me
-
but all of us
-
all of us
-
can grow in the fullness
-
of our commitment
-
to him
-
and listen
-
if you're not actually
-
committed to him at all
-
you are in a dangerous place
-
so how do we change
-
knowing it's God
-
who's seeking us
-
let's begin
-
or continue
-
with that same prayer
-
God
-
God
-
I'm not completely
-
given to you
-
I see their selfishness
-
or maybe I can't see it
-
but I'm sure it's there
-
God would you change my heart
-
change my heart
-
give me
-
refresh my heart
-
renew my heart
-
give me your heart
-
help me to love you
-
not just the stuff of you
-
it begins
-
I believe in prayer
-
pray
-
and pray
-
and pray
-
seek him
-
and live
-
knowing that he's
-
the one seeking us
-
our very crying out
-
is empowered by him
-
and then second
-
what God's saying here
-
and saying
-
let justice rule
-
he's saying
-
this isn't just about
-
your spiritual stuff
-
this is an all of life thing
-
people have said
-
look
-
if you really want to know
-
your priorities
-
don't listen to someone's words
-
look at their pocketbook
-
what are they spending money on
-
look at their day planner
-
if people still do that
-
look at what you're spending
-
your time on
-
and in that respect
-
as we seek to give our life
-
completely to God
-
not just to the spiritual
-
to all of our life
-
to God
-
then let's start looking at
-
how we're spending money
-
and what we're doing
-
with our time
-
and seeing
-
are we actually
-
giving ourselves to God
-
how our friendships
-
our marriages
-
our sexuality
-
are we defining
-
our own terms
-
are we seeking to
-
to let the Bible define
-
what is actually right
-
and good
-
and sometimes people
-
will talk to me
-
because I'm the pastor
-
and they'll say like
-
hey you know
-
can you pray for me
-
that I spend more time
-
in the Bible this week
-
and that's another
-
we begin in prayer
-
but also the Bible
-
spiritual food
-
it's so much of the strength
-
that we need to change
-
it's going to be found
-
as we read these words
-
so they're saying
-
hey I'm not reading my Bible
-
I'm not really praying much
-
can you pray that I do
-
but you know what
-
I'm never going to say no
-
to prayer
-
I'll pray for you
-
but you actually just need
-
to do it
-
you know what I'm saying
-
like you just
-
you don't need
-
you don't need me
-
to pray for you
-
you just need to actually
-
when you go to reach
-
for your phone
-
to check Facebook
-
in the morning
-
just bring back the hand
-
grab the Bible
-
spend like three
-
four or five minutes
-
at least
-
if not longer
-
reading a bit
-
you know what I'm saying
-
sometimes you just got to do it
-
just got to gird up your loins
-
in the words of scripture
-
just do it
-
you know what I'm saying
-
so how do we change
-
part of it
-
is by just crying out for help
-
and crying out for help
-
all the way to the end of our life
-
God help me to change
-
I want to know you more completely
-
I'm not satisfied with where I'm at
-
you have more for me
-
I want to be fully yours
-
and second
-
is that we do what it says
-
that we read the words
-
and we seek
-
we see as we read through the scriptures
-
that it's speaking into our life
-
and showing us
-
where we're actually not devoted to God
-
and seeking to change
-
praying
-
and then applying
-
justice
-
and righteousness
-
and purity
-
and humility
-
and courage
-
and faithfulness
-
rolling
-
like overflowing
-
cascading
-
all that our lives are
-
it's how we change
-
we look to God
-
one of the temptations
-
I can't say for all pastors
-
one of my temptations
-
is I want to make sure
-
that I'm saying something new
-
and innovative and stuff
-
but
-
then you come across
-
where you're just like
-
you know what
-
I'm just going to be repeating myself
-
every single week
-
and we're going to do that again
-
because
-
that's what the Bible says
-
so there's nothing new
-
or innovative here
-
that's just the Bible
-
this section ends up
-
as he's saying
-
he's calling them
-
to a full
-
wholehearted
-
full throttled
-
life with God
-
his final words
-
of this passage are
-
says the Lord
-
whose name is the God
-
of armies
-
again
-
and again
-
and again
-
the call
-
to become
-
who we're called to be
-
to leave the poo castles
-
and live in a life
-
of obedience
-
and surrender
-
in the fullness
-
of the adventure
-
of life with God
-
how
-
where does our hope
-
come from for that
-
time and time
-
week after week
-
you see Amos is saying
-
the Lord of armies
-
one of the problems
-
we have with changing
-
especially
-
when what we need
-
to change from
-
is self-obsession
-
is that we turn inward
-
to change
-
and that's why
-
so many of those
-
self-help books
-
you see
-
at chapters
-
or the stuff
-
you google
-
is not helpful
-
because it's just
-
trying to turn
-
ourselves inward
-
to find the strength
-
to change
-
but Amos' solution
-
to changing
-
is to say
-
stop
-
you guys
-
you think
-
you're so funny
-
or whatever
-
singing about
-
your own
-
your testicle
-
like look at God
-
what those boys
-
needed this week
-
I think what we were
-
able to speak
-
to them about
-
was
-
guys
-
you think
-
that life
-
obsessed about
-
your own prowess
-
so big
-
and so bad
-
look what you need
-
look at God
-
who's so big
-
and so mighty
-
there's nothing
-
he cannot do
-
I believe that's
-
the message
-
that Amos is trying
-
to say to them
-
as he says
-
God of armies
-
there's power
-
there's might
-
and there's action
-
there
-
our God
-
isn't just
-
a God
-
who's big
-
sitting on a throne
-
looking at us
-
and tsk tsk
-
no he's the father
-
searching out there
-
with his armies
-
looking for us
-
seeking us
-
that we might live
-
like
-
just one final word
-
then we're done
-
we'll have
-
work with strength
-
to fight
-
it's a ministry
-
helping people
-
find freedom
-
from porn
-
and a couple
-
months ago
-
a pastor was
-
meeting with us
-
talking about
-
how he and his
-
church can
-
work with us
-
and he was
-
talking about
-
how he was
-
so passionate
-
about purity
-
and all this stuff
-
and porn is tied
-
to human trafficking
-
so about fighting
-
human trafficking
-
and he was telling
-
us his testimony
-
about being free
-
of porn
-
and so
-
one of my
-
colleagues
-
with strength
-
to fight
-
just had the
-
wisdom to say
-
like hey
-
when was the
-
last time
-
you watched
-
porn
-
and he was
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like uh
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two weeks ago
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and then he's
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like okay
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how long was it
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since before that
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he's like well
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about a month
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like oh yeah
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like I'm free
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I only watch
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porn once a month
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and we're like
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and he's like
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anyway
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it's still actually
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a regular consistent
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part of this man's
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life
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and you know
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what that's true
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likely for several
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number of people
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here
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or maybe even
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more true
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like there's
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likely people
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among us
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who uh
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who are watching
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even more
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regular than
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that
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that's one
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of the ways
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this passage
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comes alive
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for us
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is to see
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that like
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this pastor
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is basically
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like hey
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you know
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what I'm
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gonna do
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all these
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like his
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version of
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the feasts
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is justice
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his version
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of the feasts
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is like okay
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I am volunteering
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with fight
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for freedom
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we're helping
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rescue girls
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from you know
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sexual exploitation
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um god
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aren't you so
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happy with me
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but at the same
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time he was
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holding on
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to sexual
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impurity
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in his case
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pornography
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holding on
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to it
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this is
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this is
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okay I'll
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give up
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once a week
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I'll give up
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multiple times
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a day
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I'll give all
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that up
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but once a
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month that's
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me time
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that's my
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life my
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terms
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and it's
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actually awesome
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that that
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god is
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through his
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that he's
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worked at it
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and god
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that it's
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down to
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once a
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month
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I'm sure
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that's actually
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a big miracle
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a huge step
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for him
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but what god
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would be saying
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to him
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I try to
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share with
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him
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I'm gonna
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share with
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myself and
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all of us
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today
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whatever those
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things are
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that like
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god you've
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done so much
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in my life
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but no more
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now this is
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me
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you can have
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all of me
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up until this
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god is saying
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to the people
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of Israel
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in Amos
Amos 5 chapter mention
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chapter 5
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like he's
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speaking to
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us I believe
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today right
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now and
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for the rest
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of our lives
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give me
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everything
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all of it
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and that's
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not some
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burdensome
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command
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that is
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an invitation
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to life
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itself
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would you
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stand with
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me as
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you pray
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god you
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see
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everything
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so often
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like Adam
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and Eve
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we want to
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hide ourselves
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as if that
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does anything
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against your
-
gaze
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you see
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everything
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you know
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you know
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the selfishness
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the self
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obsession
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the idolatry
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and the
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synchronism
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in every
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one of us
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you see
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where we
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flatter ourselves
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and lie to
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ourselves
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and don't
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even see
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the blind
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spots
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and the
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sin
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lord you
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see it
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in all
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of us
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and
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we ask
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in your
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mercy
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and your
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love
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that you
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would
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free us
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from those
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poop castles
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that we
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play with
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and lead
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us
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in the
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safety
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and the
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wholeness
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and the
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risky
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adventure
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and all
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that you
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made us
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for
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for life
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unleashed
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for your
-
glory
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we cannot
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heal
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ourselves
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we cannot
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change
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ourselves
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we do
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not have
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the strength
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for we
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are not
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strong
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and mighty
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and there's
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many things
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that we
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cannot do
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but god
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you are
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so big
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and so
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strong
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and so
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mighty
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would you
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turn
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the gaze
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the attention
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of our
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heart
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to you
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the fullness
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and the
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bigness
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and the
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majesty
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and the
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power
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and the
-
grandeur
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and the
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love
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and all
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that you
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are
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give us
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the hope
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the drive
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the help
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the humility
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that we
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need
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to surrender
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to you
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so lord
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would you
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help all
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of us
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give you
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all that
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we are
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not just
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partial
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but completely
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to you
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for in you
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there is
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life
-
life everlasting
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in jesus name
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amen
-
amen
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and
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you
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you
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you
-
you