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Living with Integrity?

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  1. Father, we confess before you that we often deceive ourselves.

  2. We confess before you that we can deceive ourselves so often

  3. it can become such a habit that we no longer are aware of our self-deception.

  4. We confess before you that often we have many motives,

  5. even for a single action, that we're blind to

  6. and that some of those motives aren't very good.

  7. And Father, we confess before you that given how we are inside,

  8. that sometimes we think you're like this,

  9. that we sort of make you in our own image.

  10. Father, we need your help.

  11. We need you to speak into the center of who we are, speak to our heart.

  12. We need, Father, your Holy Spirit to open the eyes of our heart,

  13. open the eyes of our heart to who we are in light of your word,

  14. in light of your love and grace and mercy.

  15. So, Father, we ask that you would do this wonderful work of your Holy Spirit

  16. and your word in our lives this morning and for the rest of our lives.

  17. And we ask this in the name of Jesus, your Son and our Savior.

  18. Amen.

  19. Please be seated.

  20. Amen.

  21. So, for...

  22. I do other things outside of what I do on Sunday morning.

  23. I don't just sort of work Sunday morning.

  24. And sometimes I've been involved in different leadership teams

  25. and organizing events.

  26. And for quite a few years, I was part of this team,

  27. leadership team that was doing a wide range of events all across the country.

  28. And one of the problems I had with being on that leadership team

  29. was a particular group of people.

  30. I mean, you know, I think it was Bill Hybels who said

  31. that whenever two or more people are together, there is friction.

  32. And that's always true.

  33. When there are two more together, there is friction.

  34. But in this particular case, there was a group of people on the leadership team

  35. that had several agendas,

  36. other than just really trying to do a good job,

  37. to work together to produce really effective events

  38. that would further the kingdom,

  39. that would bless people,

  40. that would bring God glory.

  41. They had a whole pile,

  42. or at least several other very powerful agendas.

  43. And most of the agendas

  44. were all around themselves looking good

  45. and themselves getting more and more power.

  46. And one of the hard parts,

  47. it's not only hard to deal with people

  48. who have that as their motive,

  49. especially when they won't acknowledge it,

  50. but the other thing which was really hard

  51. is that it was such a deep part of who they were

  52. that they had these motives of,

  53. you know, we're going to be on top,

  54. we're going to be the ones who are most important,

  55. we're going to be the ones who look good.

  56. It was so deeply ingrained in them, those motives,

  57. that they had a hard time believing

  58. that everybody else on the team didn't have the same motives.

  59. So they were always quite combative

  60. because it just never,

  61. it was, those motives of seeking power

  62. were so powerful in them,

  63. they just couldn't imagine that some other people,

  64. they didn't have that motive.

  65. That, no, actually, I don't care,

  66. I don't have to be up on front.

  67. No, I don't care, my logo doesn't have to be on that.

  68. Like, I just want to have something.

  69. It was really hard for them to understand that.

  70. A few, quite a few years ago now,

  71. I had a person who I thought was a friend,

  72. I thought was like a person

  73. who had the same type of desires as I did

  74. to be able to preach and understand the Bible

  75. and they offered to come alongside me

  76. to give me some advice

  77. so that I could preach better.

  78. And every time I met with them,

  79. I was depressed afterwards.

  80. I was really depressed.

  81. And then after I had been doing this

  82. for four or five or six weeks

  83. because I'm a slow learner,

  84. it started to dawn on me

  85. that they actually were trying to hurt me.

  86. Like, it wasn't just that

  87. they were speaking truth into my life

  88. and I was having a hard time facing the truth.

  89. They were actually trying to hurt me

  90. and they were actually trying

  91. to undermine my confidence in the Bible

  92. and they were actually trying to turn me

  93. in a very, very, very different direction.

  94. They had a motive in terms of their action

  95. which was in fact very hurtful to me

  96. and I ended up having to have

  97. a bit of a confrontation with them.

  98. I mean, we could multiply these examples.

  99. Many of you probably at school or at work.

  100. How many of you, if you're at school or university

  101. and you're doing a group project

  102. and how many of you have had to deal

  103. with a person doing a group project

  104. where they basically have two motives

  105. or three motives?

  106. One, do no work.

  107. Two, take all the credit for the work.

  108. Three, get a good mark from your work.

  109. And it's really hard to deal with somebody like that, right?

  110. Many of us have been in workplace situations

  111. where you can tell that the person involved

  112. that you have to work with,

  113. all they want is to take credit

  114. and all they want is promotion.

  115. That's all they want.

  116. And they'll do whatever they have to

  117. to get that promotion,

  118. to get credit for good work

  119. and to make sure that the bad work falls

  120. and is seen somewhere else.

  121. We're always having to deal with people

  122. who have, in many cases, bad motives

  123. and often unconscious motives.

  124. There's many of us,

  125. one of the things that happens as you grow older,

  126. if God is kind to you and you have some growth,

  127. is you realize maybe how there's things,

  128. maybe from your past,

  129. how you're raised as a child

  130. or something that happened

  131. in the early days of your marriage

  132. that affect all of your motives

  133. and everything that you do

  134. and you've been blind and unconscious to it.

  135. So does the Bible have anything to say about this?

  136. Does the Bible have anything to say

  137. that's helpful and insightful

  138. about the role of motives in our lives?

  139. Well, we're going to look at a passage in the Bible

  140. that actually has an awful lot to say about motives.

  141. In fact, very, very important and wise things.

  142. So it would be a great help to me

  143. if you would turn in your Bibles

  144. to 2 Corinthians chapter 1.

    2 Corinthians 1 chapter mention

  145. 2 Corinthians chapter 1.

    2 Corinthians 1 chapter mention

  146. And I know it sounded,

  147. when Amanda was reading the text,

  148. you were probably thinking,

  149. good grief, you know,

  150. he went there, didn't go here.

  151. What does this have to do with my life?

  152. But, you know,

  153. it's like a lot of things in the Bible

  154. that maybe at first glance

  155. it doesn't jump out at us,

  156. but as you look at it more closely,

  157. you'll see that, in fact,

  158. the Bible has very profound

  159. and powerful things

  160. to say about motives.

  161. What motives should be

  162. and how they should be grounded.

  163. What are the right type of motives

  164. that we should have?

  165. So we're going to look at that.

  166. We're going to begin

  167. three verses before

  168. where Amanda read.

  169. We're going to begin

  170. at 2 Corinthians chapter 1, verse 12.

    2 Corinthians 1:12

  171. And, you know,

  172. one of the things to remember

  173. when you're looking at this,

  174. you know, the text,

  175. is that it's a letter.

  176. Paul began at verse 1.

  177. He ended at whatever

  178. the last verse is in chapter 13.

  179. And when scholars study this,

  180. they say that verse 12,

  181. in particular,

  182. is sort of a bit of an introduction

  183. to what he's going to be talking about

  184. right through till the end

  185. of chapter 7.

  186. Sort of gives you a bit

  187. of a big picture overview

  188. of some of the themes

  189. that he's going to be talking about.

  190. And so listen to verse 12.

  191. For our boast is this,

  192. the testimony of our conscience

  193. that we behaved in the world

  194. with simplicity.

  195. And some of your versions of the Bible

  196. have a different word there.

  197. We'll talk about that in a moment.

  198. I'll say it again.

  199. For our boast is this,

  200. the testimony of our conscience

  201. that we behaved in the world

  202. with simplicity

  203. and godly sincerity,

  204. not by earthly wisdom

  205. or fleshly wisdom,

  206. but by the grace of God

  207. and supremely so toward you.

  208. Very short, powerful, packed verse.

  209. And Paul is going to be unfolding this,

  210. especially in the next few verses

  211. that come after.

  212. Some of that part that Amanda read

  213. that we found confusing.

  214. But in fact,

  215. all the way through,

  216. it's going to be a continuing theme

  217. that he's going to keep trying

  218. to explain and unpack.

  219. And so obviously,

  220. I can only give you

  221. a bit of an introduction.

  222. But the first thing is,

  223. if you could put up the first point,

  224. that would be great.

  225. In Jesus,

  226. God's grace will lead me

  227. towards good,

  228. honest,

  229. humble,

  230. simple,

  231. transparent motives

  232. for each thing that I do.

  233. That's the thing

  234. that Paul is trying

  235. to communicate here,

  236. that the Bible,

  237. the Word of God

  238. is trying to communicate.

  239. That in fact,

  240. we don't have to listen

  241. to the Dalai Lama

  242. to learn about

  243. how good motives,

  244. although maybe we can learn from him.

  245. We don't have to listen

  246. to Jacques Derrida.

  247. We don't have to listen

  248. to Rousseau.

  249. We don't have to listen

  250. to the columnist

  251. and the citizen.

  252. That in fact,

  253. the Bible itself

  254. has profound teaching

  255. about what it means

  256. to become more like Jesus.

  257. Like what it is

  258. that God's plan

  259. and intention is

  260. for your life and mine.

  261. And so what the Bible

  262. is saying,

  263. I'll just read,

  264. I'll look at,

  265. I'll say the point again

  266. out loud,

  267. but I'll just read the text again.

  268. For our boast is this,

  269. the testimony of our conscience

  270. that we behaved

  271. in the world

  272. with simplicity.

  273. And that can also mean

  274. like a type of

  275. a singular,

  276. pure motive.

  277. In other words,

  278. that what he's saying is

  279. he doesn't have

  280. 53 motives,

  281. 18 of which

  282. he's unconscious of.

  283. and 15 that he wants

  284. to hide

  285. and the rest he's sort of

  286. willing to make public.

  287. That he's not having

  288. a whole pile of motives.

  289. That there's a type

  290. of purity

  291. and singularity

  292. and simplicity

  293. to his motives.

  294. A type of coherence

  295. to them.

  296. In other words,

  297. motives that fit.

  298. Like one of the things

  299. that's going to be developed here

  300. that to bring glory

  301. to God

  302. and to do good

  303. for people,

  304. in fact,

  305. at a deepest level,

  306. never contradict each other.

  307. Like to bring glory

  308. to God

  309. and to do good

  310. for people

  311. don't contradict.

  312. It can sound

  313. for us as human beings

  314. as if it's two motives

  315. but properly understood

  316. they're,

  317. in a sense,

  318. it's a type of singularity.

  319. It's a motive,

  320. it's a group of motives

  321. that they fit together.

  322. They're not rubbing

  323. each other

  324. the wrong way.

  325. You know,

  326. it's not like

  327. when,

  328. you know,

  329. maybe,

  330. you know,

  331. somebody comes,

  332. you know,

  333. I don't know,

  334. you know,

  335. you come home late,

  336. your teenager comes home late

  337. and like way,

  338. way late

  339. and they have several motives

  340. when they talk to you.

  341. Their fundamental motive

  342. is they want you to go away.

  343. They want to try

  344. to make you quiet

  345. before you dig too deeply

  346. into what exactly went on

  347. and why you're so late

  348. and they want to make

  349. themselves look good

  350. and they want to make you

  351. look bad

  352. and there's a whole pile

  353. of different motives

  354. that are going on there

  355. and they don't want

  356. to tell the truth.

  357. Get the picture,

  358. okay?

  359. That's not what this

  360. is talking about.

  361. So,

  362. for our boast is this,

  363. the testimony of our conscience,

  364. we behaved in the world

  365. with simplicity

  366. and it has this cluster

  367. of ideas

  368. of purity,

  369. of coherence,

  370. consistency

  371. and godly sincerity,

  372. a sincerity

  373. that comes from God.

  374. Not by earthly wisdom

  375. but by the grace of God

  376. and supremely so towards you.

  377. So,

  378. you see this?

  379. It's what the text is saying

  380. is that as God's grace

  381. has a deeper and deeper role

  382. and hold in our lives,

  383. as God's grace

  384. forms my mind

  385. and forms my heart

  386. and forms my will

  387. and forms how I see the world

  388. and how I hear the world

  389. and how I understand the world

  390. as God's grace,

  391. which only,

  392. of course,

  393. means that you're getting

  394. closer to Jesus

  395. and thinking about

  396. what he did for us

  397. on the cross

  398. and who he is

  399. and his love for us,

  400. is that as Jesus

  401. comes closer to us

  402. and we get closer to Jesus,

  403. one of the byproducts

  404. of that

  405. will be

  406. that our motives

  407. become

  408. good motives,

  409. that they're honest,

  410. that there's a humility

  411. to our motives

  412. because there should be

  413. a greater concern

  414. for the other

  415. and a greater concern

  416. for God

  417. and that they're simple,

  418. you know,

  419. more like a dog's motives,

  420. you know,

  421. dogs just want to be fed,

  422. padded,

  423. you know,

  424. they're not like cats

  425. trying to plot

  426. how to take over

  427. your home

  428. and the rest

  429. of the universe.

  430. Like,

  431. you know,

  432. did I just say that?

  433. Yeah,

  434. become more like a dog,

  435. less like a cat.

  436. Sorry,

  437. there's no comment here

  438. about you cat lovers.

  439. You have your own reasons

  440. to love cats.

  441. Anyway,

  442. simple,

  443. transparent motives

  444. for each thing that I do.

  445. That's what the Bible

  446. is saying here.

  447. It's a very,

  448. very simple thing,

  449. a very,

  450. very powerful thing.

  451. And it helps to explain,

  452. once you understand this

  453. as a bit of a key,

  454. it helps you to understand

  455. some of the confusing things

  456. that are going on

  457. in the letter,

  458. right from the beginning

  459. of the letter

  460. and on and on and on,

  461. is that Paul is trying

  462. to demonstrate

  463. to his hearers

  464. what his motives actually are.

  465. He's saying,

  466. one moment,

  467. you've misunderstood me.

  468. I'm acting in a way

  469. which is for your good.

  470. I'm acting in a way

  471. which brings glory to God.

  472. I'm acting in a very

  473. consistent way

  474. and I'm keeping my word.

  475. If you understand it,

  476. like I'm letting you know

  477. what I'm doing,

  478. I'm only doing things

  479. to love you

  480. and I'm only doing things

  481. that magnify the grace of God

  482. and try to make the grace of God

  483. more operative amongst you.

  484. So,

  485. like jump ahead

  486. to chapter 2,

  487. verses 1 to 11.

  488. And if you sort of

  489. understand verse 12,

  490. you can start to tease out

  491. a little bit

  492. about what's going on

  493. in some of these confusing texts

  494. in the Bible.

  495. See,

  496. that's the thing about the Bible.

  497. There's often,

  498. you don't have to sort of think,

  499. oh,

  500. I need to read this quote

  501. from somebody else

  502. to try to understand the Bible.

  503. God himself

  504. usually provides

  505. the way to understand it

  506. within the text itself.

  507. But look at verses 1 to 11.

  508. For I made up my mind

  509. not to make another painful visit

  510. to you.

  511. Because he'd had a previous visit

  512. that had been very painful.

  513. It had been painful

  514. because he loved them.

  515. He had to confront them.

  516. He'd had to confront them

  517. about some things

  518. that they were doing

  519. that were just deeply wrong.

  520. Like,

  521. a man was sleeping

  522. with his mother

  523. and he had to confront them

  524. about that.

  525. People were using

  526. the law courts

  527. to rip each other off

  528. and he had to confront them

  529. about that.

  530. Not because he wasn't honest,

  531. not because he wasn't humble,

  532. not because he wasn't good

  533. or loved them,

  534. but because those things

  535. are just wrong.

  536. Okay?

  537. I'll go back.

  538. For I made up my mind

  539. not to make another painful visit

  540. to you.

  541. For if I cause you pain,

  542. who is there to make me glad

  543. but the one whom I have pained?

  544. In other words,

  545. he wants to be with them.

  546. And I wrote,

  547. as I did,

  548. so that when I came

  549. I might not suffer pain

  550. from those

  551. who should have made me rejoice.

  552. For I felt sure

  553. of all of you

  554. that my joy

  555. would be the joy of you all.

  556. For I wrote to you

  557. out of much affliction

  558. and anguish of heart

  559. and with many tears

  560. not to cause you pain

  561. but to let you know

  562. the abundant love

  563. that I have for you.

  564. And then he goes on

  565. to another issue

  566. like that some of the people

  567. that he had to deal with

  568. there had in fact

  569. been repentance

  570. and amendment of life.

  571. And he's revealing here

  572. that his goal

  573. had always been

  574. restoration of relationships.

  575. His goal had always been

  576. that grace is extended.

  577. Not judge,

  578. not that,

  579. you know,

  580. you messed up once

  581. and it's one strike

  582. and you're out of my life

  583. for the rest of your life.

  584. That that's not the way,

  585. no, no,

  586. there's going to be grace.

  587. There's got to be grace.

  588. The goal with grace

  589. is to restore relationships,

  590. to restore people,

  591. to get people back

  592. on the right path,

  593. to build relationships.

  594. So in verse 5,

  595. now if anyone has caused pain,

  596. he has caused it not to me

  597. but in some measure,

  598. not to put it too severely,

  599. but to all of you.

  600. For such a one,

  601. this punishment

  602. by the majority is enough.

  603. So you should rather turn

  604. to forgive and comfort him

  605. or he may be overwhelmed

  606. by excessive sorrow.

  607. So I beg you

  608. to reaffirm your love for him.

  609. For this is why I wrote,

  610. that I might test you,

  611. not in terms of like test,

  612. like a laboratory.

  613. It's testing,

  614. it's as if you're trying

  615. to walk across

  616. a pot,

  617. you know,

  618. some water that's frozen,

  619. you're testing the ice.

  620. So it's not like

  621. a malicious superior

  622. type of testing.

  623. It's just making sure

  624. that it's nice and solid.

  625. You're going to go across it

  626. first

  627. so that the people behind you

  628. can go across it

  629. and they won't get

  630. their feet wet.

  631. So that's the type

  632. of testing that's meant.

  633. For this is why I wrote,

  634. that I might test you

  635. and know whether you

  636. are obedient in everything.

  637. Anyone whom you forgive,

  638. I also forgive.

  639. Indeed,

  640. what I have forgiven,

  641. if I have forgiven anything,

  642. has been for your sake

  643. in the presence of Christ

  644. so that we would not

  645. be outwitted by Satan

  646. for we are not ignorant

  647. of his designs.

  648. Why?

  649. Because the devil,

  650. he's the accuser,

  651. he's the slanderer,

  652. he's the destroyer,

  653. he's the ruiner

  654. of relationships

  655. and that's what he does.

  656. He blasphemes.

  657. He makes us doubt God.

  658. He blasphemes

  659. and makes us want

  660. to take the place of God.

  661. And Paul is saying,

  662. I understand that the devil

  663. never misses church

  664. and never misses a time

  665. you get together

  666. for your Bible study

  667. or your prayer meetings.

  668. I'm aware of that.

  669. And that's why we need

  670. to be rooted here

  671. in grace

  672. and in the gospel.

  673. That's what's going on.

  674. And so we see

  675. it's a deep teaching

  676. in the Bible.

  677. It's a very,

  678. very important teaching

  679. in the Bible.

  680. Now, actually,

  681. it's not just that Christians,

  682. of course,

  683. have problems

  684. with mixed motives.

  685. and one of the things

  686. is that the text

  687. is going to,

  688. as we go on

  689. in weeks and weeks,

  690. is going to try

  691. to confront us

  692. of motives

  693. that we didn't realize

  694. that we have.

  695. But the text

  696. has also hinted

  697. at something

  698. that touches

  699. on a great Canadian fear.

  700. It's a great Canadian

  701. and American fear

  702. that affects Christians.

  703. You know,

  704. a few years ago,

  705. the Da Vinci Code

  706. was really popular

  707. and it's like 30 million books

  708. or something like that.

  709. I read the book

  710. after it sold 20 million copies.

  711. I took it out of the library.

  712. It was really

  713. a poorly written book.

  714. I'm not just saying

  715. that to diss it,

  716. but it wasn't really

  717. a very well-written book,

  718. but it sold so many copies.

  719. And part of the reason

  720. I think it sold

  721. so many copies

  722. is it touched

  723. on a deep fear

  724. that people have

  725. about the Christian faith,

  726. that the Christian faith

  727. is based on lies

  728. and a desire for power,

  729. that it's not honest,

  730. that it's inauthentic,

  731. and they've hurt people

  732. and the Christian faith,

  733. I mean,

  734. there are all those priests

  735. and the pedophiles

  736. and it's all those guys,

  737. you know,

  738. who head up,

  739. you know,

  740. they're all against gays

  741. while they're having sex

  742. with male bodybuilders

  743. and, you know,

  744. like that.

  745. I'm not making stories up.

  746. Those are things

  747. that have happened

  748. over the last few years,

  749. right?

  750. Ted Haggard.

  751. And so many people

  752. in our culture,

  753. they have this sense

  754. that you can't trust

  755. the Bible,

  756. you can't trust

  757. the Christian faith,

  758. that there's been lying

  759. that's going on,

  760. there's been hiding

  761. that's going on

  762. and you can't trust it

  763. and I think people

  764. like the Da Vinci Code

  765. partially because

  766. it expressed a lot of that

  767. and so here there's

  768. a bit of a full disclosure.

  769. What we call

  770. 2 Corinthians

  771. could really be called

  772. 4 Corinthians

  773. because

  774. Paul wrote

  775. at least four letters

  776. to the church

  777. to the church in Corinth

  778. and only two of them

  779. are in the Bible.

  780. So is this

  781. evidence

  782. of

  783. something really bad?

  784. Well first let me

  785. just show it to you.

  786. If you turn in your Bibles

  787. to 1 Corinthians

    1 Corinthians 5:9

  788. chapter 5

  789. verse 9

  790. 1 Corinthians 5

    1 Corinthians 5:9

  791. verse 9

  792. it says this

  793. I wrote to you

  794. in my letter

  795. whoa

  796. I wrote to you

  797. in my letter

  798. not to associate

  799. with sexually immoral people

  800. and we won't go on

  801. about what it is

  802. I just want to bring

  803. that out to you.

  804. So in 1 Corinthians

  805. he mentions

  806. that he wrote

  807. an earlier letter

  808. and if you just now

  809. turn back to the text

  810. that we're looking at

  811. 2 Corinthians chapter 2

    2 Corinthians 2 chapter mention

  812. I sort of combined

  813. several letters

  814. in my explanation

  815. of the text

  816. but if you look again

  817. at verses 1 to 3

  818. chapter 2

  819. verses 1 to 3

  820. for I made up my mind

  821. not to make another

  822. painful visit to you

  823. for if I cause you pain

  824. who is there

  825. to make me glad

  826. but the one

  827. whom I have pained

  828. and I wrote

  829. as I did

  830. so that when I came

  831. I might not suffer pain

  832. from those

  833. who should have

  834. made me rejoice.

  835. Now here's the point

  836. you know all that stuff

  837. which is a bit confusing

  838. I went to Troas

  839. I went to Macedonia

  840. like really careful

  841. Bible scholars

  842. when they look at

  843. all of that stuff

  844. they can piece together

  845. things

  846. and the letter here

  847. you just have to

  848. trust me on this one

  849. that the letter here

  850. that it's referring to

  851. can't just be

  852. 1 Corinthians

  853. so in a sense

  854. you could say

  855. there's Corinthians A

  856. then 1 Corinthians

  857. Corinthians A

  858. that's Canadian

  859. eh?

  860. I'm sorry

  861. Corinthians A

  862. 1 Corinthians

  863. Corinthians B

  864. and then 2 Corinthians

  865. so what's going on here?

  866. Are Christians

  867. like what's the Christian

  868. claim here?

  869. Should we be worried?

  870. When I was preaching

  871. a class

  872. teaching a class

  873. on Monday

  874. I began

  875. one of the things

  876. I began with

  877. was this

  878. if they found

  879. one of those other letters

  880. should it be in the Bible?

  881. For instance

  882. well here's the thing

  883. if you could put that up

  884. on the screen

  885. it would be very helpful

  886. Paul's writings

  887. are not in the Bible

  888. because they are Paul's

  889. you just have to understand

  890. what Christians

  891. are claiming

  892. it's a very transparent

  893. honest

  894. simple

  895. understanding

  896. okay

  897. but sometimes

  898. people don't understand

  899. what Christians claim

  900. Christians aren't claiming

  901. that there's something

  902. inherently special

  903. about Paul

  904. we aren't claiming

  905. that

  906. Christians aren't claiming

  907. that like our poets

  908. our philosophers

  909. our mystics

  910. our hymn writers

  911. our philosophers

  912. they're better than

  913. Muslim and Buddhist ones

  914. you know

  915. because we have ones

  916. who are more inspired

  917. and are

  918. being able to think

  919. about God

  920. better

  921. and are able to reach

  922. higher into God

  923. and to understand

  924. God better than all those

  925. that is not a Christian claim

  926. no well instructed

  927. Christian who's read

  928. the Bible

  929. who's listened to Jesus

  930. should ever believe that

  931. Christians don't believe

  932. that somehow

  933. our poets

  934. and our philosophers

  935. and theologians

  936. are somehow better

  937. at reaching up to God

  938. no

  939. we believe

  940. that we cannot

  941. possibly know

  942. anything true

  943. about the infinite God

  944. and unless

  945. the infinite God

  946. speaks to us

  947. we could not know

  948. anything true

  949. about him

  950. so what Christians

  951. claim

  952. is that at the end of the day

  953. when you read the New Testament

  954. what you're really listening to

  955. is the teaching of Jesus

  956. because you're listening to

  957. Jesus

  958. who spent

  959. many many years

  960. three years

  961. and then some other time

  962. after the resurrection

  963. three years

  964. teaching the apostles

  965. and then

  966. the New Testament

  967. basically goes back

  968. to the apostolic witness

  969. the test

  970. that it ultimately

  971. comes from Jesus

  972. but it's making

  973. a deeper type

  974. of claim

  975. with this

  976. because it's claiming

  977. that Jesus just isn't

  978. the best of the prophets

  979. the best of the mystics

  980. the best of the philosophers

  981. the best of the theologians

  982. the best at trying

  983. to figure things out

  984. Christians believe

  985. that Jesus himself

  986. came from heaven

  987. outside of earth

  988. and time and space

  989. and the entire created order

  990. and that God does a miracle

  991. in the womb of Mary

  992. and by an act of creation

  993. God the son of God

  994. the second person of the Trinity

  995. one of the

  996. that God who's responsible

  997. for creating

  998. and sustaining

  999. the entire universe

  1000. that God

  1001. the son of God

  1002. in the form of that

  1003. a fertilized egg

  1004. created in the womb of Mary

  1005. that God

  1006. enters his creation

  1007. he comes from outside

  1008. into this created order

  1009. so Paul's writings

  1010. are not in the Bible

  1011. because they are Paul's

  1012. some of Paul's writings

  1013. are in the Bible

  1014. only because

  1015. they are some of the words

  1016. that God wanted

  1017. in his word written

  1018. see at the end of the day

  1019. Christians believe

  1020. that God used

  1021. all sorts of different

  1022. human means

  1023. in the sense

  1024. there's always a dual

  1025. authorship of the Bible

  1026. and that God used

  1027. human means

  1028. but at the end of the day

  1029. Paul who

  1030. who knows

  1031. maybe Paul wrote

  1032. a hundred letters

  1033. maybe he wrote

  1034. three hundred letters

  1035. maybe he wrote

  1036. four hundred letters

  1037. if Paul was somehow

  1038. the greatest philosopher

  1039. and poet

  1040. and theologian

  1041. and we were making a claim

  1042. that he's better at reaching

  1043. God than somebody else

  1044. then every one of his writings

  1045. should be in the Bible

  1046. but we're not making that claim

  1047. we're making a claim

  1048. that in a sense

  1049. Paul is no different

  1050. than Balaam's ass

  1051. who braid

  1052. and braid

  1053. and braid

  1054. but God was able

  1055. to make that ass speak

  1056. and that out of all

  1057. of the writings of Paul

  1058. some of them

  1059. are the actual writings

  1060. that God wanted to have

  1061. in this book

  1062. which is how he speaks

  1063. to us

  1064. as human beings

  1065. so there's nothing evil

  1066. or anything going on there

  1067. that it was just all part

  1068. of God's providence

  1069. of working through the church

  1070. and working through

  1071. early Christians

  1072. to make sure

  1073. that the words

  1074. that he wanted

  1075. spoken

  1076. and recorded

  1077. for our good

  1078. would be there

  1079. so

  1080. 2 Corinthians

  1081. is in the Bible

  1082. not because Paul wrote it

  1083. at the most fundamental level

  1084. but because we believe

  1085. that it was the words

  1086. that God himself

  1087. wanted to speak to us

  1088. now

  1089. some of you might say

  1090. well George

  1091. that's sort of

  1092. you know

  1093. that is a little bit

  1094. interesting

  1095. but

  1096. so here's the thing

  1097. you're making this claim

  1098. George

  1099. that

  1100. if you get closer

  1101. to Jesus

  1102. you're going

  1103. to end up

  1104. having pure motives

  1105. George

  1106. how pure

  1107. are your motives

  1108. like George

  1109. just be honest

  1110. with us

  1111. for a second

  1112. when you get up

  1113. front and preach

  1114. like do you want

  1115. people to like you

  1116. do you preach

  1117. George

  1118. so maybe

  1119. in the hope

  1120. that there'd be

  1121. a bigger congregation

  1122. like do you want

  1123. a bigger congregation

  1124. because it helps

  1125. your ego

  1126. George

  1127. when you preach

  1128. do you want

  1129. to make it look

  1130. like you're smart

  1131. George

  1132. when you preach

  1133. do you want

  1134. to make it look

  1135. like you're nice

  1136. George

  1137. when you preach

  1138. and lead the service

  1139. are you actually

  1140. doing it for our good

  1141. and for God's glory

  1142. or some of these

  1143. other things

  1144. working

  1145. how's it going

  1146. with you George

  1147. in other words

  1148. George

  1149. are you just

  1150. trying to pull

  1151. a religious

  1152. fast one

  1153. on us

  1154. without people

  1155. noticing

  1156. because George

  1157. I'm going to

  1158. really be honest

  1159. with you

  1160. yeah

  1161. you know

  1162. I know

  1163. I need to have

  1164. better motives

  1165. and yeah

  1166. you know

  1167. I know

  1168. that people

  1169. with bad motives

  1170. have messed

  1171. my life up

  1172. and I know

  1173. that I've actually

  1174. maybe messed

  1175. some other people

  1176. up because

  1177. I've had

  1178. mixed motives

  1179. George

  1180. but you know

  1181. what if you're

  1182. just giving me

  1183. a whole pile

  1184. of religious advice

  1185. and that's all

  1186. it is

  1187. and I don't

  1188. know George

  1189. you know

  1190. my profs

  1191. give me advice

  1192. my mom

  1193. gives me advice

  1194. my friends

  1195. give me advice

  1196. I'm getting

  1197. beaten up

  1198. with advice

  1199. George

  1200. I don't need

  1201. to leave here

  1202. with more advice

  1203. I mean

  1204. George

  1205. if you have

  1206. to have

  1207. all these

  1208. pure motives

  1209. and all that

  1210. to get close

  1211. to Jesus

  1212. then I don't

  1213. understand

  1214. how anybody

  1215. could ever

  1216. become a Christian

  1217. I don't even

  1218. know why

  1219. you'd want

  1220. to become

  1221. a Christian

  1222. I mean

  1223. trying to

  1224. articulate

  1225. things like

  1226. that are not

  1227. bad things

  1228. but good

  1229. things

  1230. and it

  1231. really gets

  1232. at something

  1233. which is

  1234. really really

  1235. can be

  1236. easily missed

  1237. you know

  1238. because the

  1239. fact of the

  1240. matter is

  1241. I didn't

  1242. have pure

  1243. motives

  1244. when I

  1245. called out

  1246. to Jesus

  1247. to be my

  1248. savior

  1249. and my

  1250. lord

  1251. and if

  1252. you're here

  1253. thinking that

  1254. you have to

  1255. have pure

  1256. motives

  1257. before you

  1258. can call

  1259. out to

  1260. Jesus

  1261. to be

  1262. your

  1263. savior

  1264. and lord

  1265. I'm going

  1266. to tell

  1267. you right

  1268. now

  1269. stop

  1270. waiting

  1271. for

  1272. pure

  1273. motives

  1274. because

  1275. actually

  1276. that's

  1277. just

  1278. the

  1279. devil

  1280. trying

  1281. to

  1282. confuse

  1283. you

  1284. and

  1285. twist

  1286. you

  1287. you see

  1288. what the

  1289. text is

  1290. talking

  1291. about

  1292. is

  1293. something

  1294. that

  1295. comes

  1296. after

  1297. grace

  1298. that

  1299. constantly

  1300. needs

  1301. grace

  1302. but is

  1303. still

  1304. dependent

  1305. upon

  1306. grace

  1307. that the

  1308. text

  1309. is all

  1310. talking

  1311. about

  1312. grace

  1313. not

  1314. more

  1315. rules

  1316. and not

  1317. more

  1318. advice

  1319. that in

  1320. fact all

  1321. of this

  1322. advice

  1323. and everything

  1324. is all

  1325. trying to help us

  1326. to understand

  1327. something that

  1328. God does

  1329. for us

  1330. not something

  1331. that we need

  1332. to do for

  1333. God

  1334. look at

  1335. the text

  1336. again

  1337. go back

  1338. Corinthians

  1339. chapter 1

  1340. verse 15

  1341. because I

  1342. was sure

  1343. of this

  1344. I wanted

  1345. to come

  1346. to you

  1347. first

  1348. so that

  1349. you might

  1350. have a

  1351. second

  1352. experience

  1353. of grace

  1354. it's a

  1355. funny

  1356. expression

  1357. I'm not

  1358. going to

  1359. talk

  1360. about it

  1361. it's

  1362. caused

  1363. lots

  1364. of

  1365. mischief

  1366. in the

  1367. church

  1368. throughout

  1369. the

  1370. years

  1371. but it's

  1372. sort

  1373. of

  1374. neat

  1375. verse

  1376. 16

  1377. I wanted

  1378. to visit

  1379. you

  1380. on your

  1381. way

  1382. to

  1383. Macedonia

  1384. and to

  1385. come

  1386. back

  1387. to you

  1388. from

  1389. Macedonia

  1390. and have

  1391. you send

  1392. me

  1393. on my

  1394. way

  1395. to

  1396. Judea

  1397. I know

  1398. that's

  1399. all this

  1400. back

  1401. and forward

  1402. stuff

  1403. here's

  1404. the thing

  1405. was I

  1406. vacillating

  1407. when I

  1408. wanted

  1409. to do

  1410. this

  1411. do I

  1412. make

  1413. my

  1414. plans

  1415. according

  1416. to

  1417. the

  1418. flesh

  1419. ready

  1420. to

  1421. say

  1422. yes

  1423. yes

  1424. and

  1425. no

  1426. no

  1427. you know

  1428. at the

  1429. same

  1430. time

  1431. in other

  1432. words

  1433. is he

  1434. actually

  1435. you know

  1436. is he

  1437. a guy

  1438. that's

  1439. yeah

  1440. yeah

  1441. I want

  1442. to do

  1443. this

  1444. but

  1445. really

  1446. I'm

  1447. trying

  1448. to do

  1449. this

  1450. I'm

  1451. trying

  1452. to do

  1453. that

  1454. actually

  1455. before I

  1456. read these

  1457. next three

  1458. verses

  1459. could you

  1460. put them

  1461. up on

  1462. the screen

  1463. please

  1464. could you

  1465. all say

  1466. this with

  1467. me

  1468. because

  1469. this is

  1470. the heart

  1471. of the

  1472. passage

  1473. this is

  1474. the heart

  1475. of the

  1476. passage

  1477. these are

  1478. good

  1479. verses

  1480. to

  1481. memorize

  1482. and we're

  1483. going to

  1484. say them

  1485. out loud

  1486. several

  1487. times

  1488. together

  1489. I was

  1490. going to

  1491. try to

  1492. give you

  1493. points

  1494. but I

  1495. have no

  1496. points

  1497. better

  1498. than this

  1499. why can

  1500. I

  1501. how can

  1502. I

  1503. adorn

  1504. God's

  1505. word

  1506. better

  1507. than

  1508. God's

  1509. own

  1510. word

  1511. has to

  1512. be

  1513. read

  1514. slowly

  1515. to try

  1516. to get

  1517. it in

  1518. the

  1519. different

  1520. steps

  1521. but this

  1522. is an

  1523. explanation

  1524. of God's

  1525. grace

  1526. and who

  1527. you are

  1528. and how

  1529. you become

  1530. a Christian

  1531. and how

  1532. you grow

  1533. as a

  1534. Christian

  1535. that's

  1536. dynamite

  1537. you should

  1538. memorize

  1539. this

  1540. and I've

  1541. only changed

  1542. two words

  1543. in it

  1544. in the

  1545. original

  1546. language

  1547. it keeps

  1548. saying him

  1549. and you

  1550. can lose

  1551. who the

  1552. him

  1553. have

  1554. taken out

  1555. and it

  1556. is God

  1557. who

  1558. establishes

  1559. us

  1560. with you

  1561. in Christ

  1562. and has

  1563. anointed

  1564. us

  1565. and who

  1566. has also

  1567. put his

  1568. seal on

  1569. us

  1570. and given

  1571. us his

  1572. spirit

  1573. in our

  1574. hearts

  1575. as a

  1576. guarantee

  1577. it's a

  1578. very very

  1579. powerful

  1580. text

  1581. so what's

  1582. the text

  1583. saying

  1584. remember I

  1585. was saying

  1586. at the

  1587. beginning

  1588. that as

  1589. you get

  1590. closer to

  1591. Jesus

  1592. there's

  1593. going to

  1594. be simple

  1595. transparent

  1596. what Paul

  1597. is saying

  1598. is that

  1599. God is

  1600. simple

  1601. and transparent

  1602. in fact

  1603. the problem

  1604. for human

  1605. beings

  1606. is that

  1607. God is

  1608. too simple

  1609. for us

  1610. to understand

  1611. we are

  1612. we are

  1613. my mind

  1614. is not

  1615. just a

  1616. singular

  1617. mind

  1618. my mind

  1619. is 15

  1620. hummingbirds

  1621. all

  1622. overdosing

  1623. on Red

  1624. Bull

  1625. and if

  1626. my mind

  1627. is 15

  1628. hummingbirds

  1629. overdosing

  1630. on Red

  1631. Bull

  1632. how can I

  1633. understand

  1634. the simplicity

  1635. and faithfulness

  1636. and consistency

  1637. of God

  1638. and the

  1639. whole point

  1640. about the

  1641. Christian

  1642. revelation

  1643. is that

  1644. it's a

  1645. public

  1646. open

  1647. revelation

  1648. God

  1649. doesn't

  1650. call

  1651. the

  1652. illuminati

  1653. the

  1654. special

  1655. anointed

  1656. ones

  1657. who know

  1658. the

  1659. decoder

  1660. key

  1661. to

  1662. interpret

  1663. the

  1664. Bible

  1665. God's

  1666. word

  1667. is

  1668. open

  1669. it's

  1670. transparent

  1671. it's

  1672. public

  1673. it's

  1674. a

  1675. public

  1676. revelation

  1677. anyone

  1678. who has

  1679. ears

  1680. to hear

  1681. anyone

  1682. who has

  1683. eyes

  1684. to read

  1685. can hear

  1686. and

  1687. understand

  1688. it's

  1689. to be

  1690. read

  1691. and

  1692. proclaimed

  1693. openly

  1694. in the

  1695. church

  1696. it's

  1697. to be

  1698. studied

  1699. from

  1700. cover

  1701. to

  1702. cover

  1703. in our

  1704. Bible

  1705. studies

  1706. and so

  1707. what the

  1708. Bible

  1709. here is

  1710. telling

  1711. us

  1712. is that

  1713. God

  1714. has

  1715. made

  1716. promises

  1717. notice

  1718. this is

  1719. how

  1720. Christianity

  1721. is so

  1722. different

  1723. than

  1724. Buddhism

  1725. Buddhism

  1726. is very

  1727. popular

  1728. on

  1729. university

  1730. campuses

  1731. and in

  1732. secular

  1733. culture

  1734. and part

  1735. of it

  1736. is because

  1737. of our

  1738. profound

  1739. cultural

  1740. despair

  1741. and cynicism

  1742. that anybody

  1743. will ever

  1744. keep their

  1745. promise

  1746. nobody

  1747. believes

  1748. their

  1749. employers

  1750. will keep

  1751. their

  1752. promises

  1753. so many

  1754. of us

  1755. are either

  1756. have had

  1757. divorces

  1758. and products

  1759. of divorces

  1760. and breakups

  1761. and separations

  1762. from family

  1763. members

  1764. and we

  1765. don't think

  1766. things hold

  1767. together

  1768. we don't think

  1769. people keep

  1770. their promises

  1771. and there's a

  1772. profound cynicism

  1773. and so this

  1774. message that

  1775. Buddhism

  1776. that what we

  1777. have to do

  1778. is to kill

  1779. all desire

  1780. is very

  1781. powerful

  1782. and speaks

  1783. very differently

  1784. but you know

  1785. underneath this

  1786. fear that no one

  1787. keeps their

  1788. promises

  1789. is a desire

  1790. that people

  1791. will keep

  1792. their promises

  1793. there's a

  1794. sense when you

  1795. go out on a

  1796. really really

  1797. really beautiful

  1798. day

  1799. some of the

  1800. beautiful days

  1801. we've had

  1802. this last

  1803. few days

  1804. I've kept

  1805. going out

  1806. outside

  1807. and thinking

  1808. gosh God

  1809. you are so

  1810. good

  1811. this is such

  1812. a beautiful

  1813. day

  1814. you are so

  1815. kind to us

  1816. and somewhere

  1817. in all of

  1818. our souls

  1819. there is a

  1820. sense or

  1821. longing

  1822. no matter

  1823. if we're

  1824. an atheist

  1825. or an agnostic

  1826. or a Buddhist

  1827. or a Hindu

  1828. or a Muslim

  1829. some sense

  1830. that such

  1831. a beautiful

  1832. day

  1833. such a

  1834. glorious

  1835. day

  1836. a day

  1837. when maybe

  1838. our bodies

  1839. are feeling

  1840. really good

  1841. and we've

  1842. been properly

  1843. caffeinated

  1844. and properly

  1845. fed

  1846. and there's

  1847. some sense

  1848. that the

  1849. world is a

  1850. world of

  1851. promise

  1852. that promises

  1853. are real

  1854. that they're

  1855. not just us

  1856. projecting them

  1857. on the

  1858. created order

  1859. but it's

  1860. some hint

  1861. that we are

  1862. getting in

  1863. our minds

  1864. and our hearts

  1865. and our souls

  1866. that there is

  1867. a creator

  1868. there is one

  1869. we can know

  1870. that there is

  1871. some type of

  1872. promise

  1873. of even

  1874. greater

  1875. and even

  1876. more

  1877. there are

  1878. some hints

  1879. in our

  1880. longings

  1881. and yearnings

  1882. that there

  1883. is something

  1884. greater

  1885. that our

  1886. longings

  1887. and yearnings

  1888. fit with

  1889. and the

  1890. Bible is

  1891. saying that

  1892. whatever promises

  1893. that we have

  1894. this sense

  1895. it's saying

  1896. the Bible is

  1897. not saying

  1898. kill all

  1899. desires for

  1900. promises

  1901. it's saying

  1902. follow this

  1903. desire for

  1904. promises

  1905. one of the

  1906. things that

  1907. can help

  1908. you in

  1909. evangelism

  1910. and one of

  1911. the things

  1912. that's so

  1913. scary about

  1914. evangelism

  1915. is the word

  1916. evangelism

  1917. get rid of

  1918. the word

  1919. evangelism

  1920. just think

  1921. bearing witness

  1922. to Jesus

  1923. and one of

  1924. the things

  1925. which is

  1926. very interesting

  1927. is every

  1928. person has

  1929. some sense

  1930. that there's

  1931. some promises

  1932. some great

  1933. hope

  1934. some great

  1935. longing

  1936. and they

  1937. might not be

  1938. able to

  1939. articulate it

  1940. and they

  1941. won't put it

  1942. in Christian

  1943. terms

  1944. but at the

  1945. end of the

  1946. day

  1947. all longings

  1948. all yearnings

  1949. are connected

  1950. all true

  1951. longings

  1952. and yearnings

  1953. all true

  1954. hopes

  1955. all true

  1956. hopes

  1957. find their

  1958. yes in

  1959. Jesus

  1960. everyone

  1961. say this

  1962. with me

  1963. again

  1964. for all

  1965. the promises

  1966. of God

  1967. find their

  1968. yes in

  1969. Jesus

  1970. that is

  1971. why it

  1972. is through

  1973. Jesus

  1974. that we

  1975. utter our

  1976. amen to

  1977. God

  1978. for his

  1979. glory

  1980. and it

  1981. is God

  1982. who

  1983. establishes

  1984. us

  1985. with you

  1986. in Christ

  1987. and has

  1988. anointed

  1989. us

  1990. and who

  1991. has also

  1992. put his

  1993. seal on

  1994. us

  1995. and given

  1996. us his

  1997. spirit

  1998. in our

  1999. hearts

  2000. as a

  2001. guarantee

  2002. so the

  2003. Bible

  2004. is saying

  2005. that God

  2006. he's

  2007. transparent

  2008. about what

  2009. he's

  2010. promising

  2011. read Isaiah

  2012. 52 and

  2013. 53

  2014. you know

  2015. he was

  2016. bruised

  2017. for our

  2018. iniquities

  2019. he was

  2020. crushed

  2021. for us

  2022. the punishment

  2023. that brought

  2024. us peace

  2025. was laid

  2026. on him

  2027. that's

  2028. he kept

  2029. his word

  2030. and Jesus

  2031. died upon

  2032. the cross

  2033. it's

  2034. open

  2035. and the

  2036. promises

  2037. that are

  2038. that God

  2039. makes

  2040. they're

  2041. they're

  2042. open

  2043. and he

  2044. fulfills

  2045. every

  2046. single

  2047. one of

  2048. them

  2049. to

  2050. Jesus

  2051. and

  2052. what

  2053. is

  2054. the

  2055. gospel

  2056. the

  2057. gospel

  2058. is

  2059. the

  2060. promise

  2061. that

  2062. that

  2063. you know

  2064. the

  2065. gospel

  2066. is

  2067. that

  2068. God

  2069. has

  2070. made

  2071. this

  2072. promise

  2073. he

  2074. said

  2075. the

  2076. promise

  2077. is

  2078. I

  2079. know

  2080. that

  2081. you

  2082. cannot

  2083. save

  2084. yourself

  2085. I

  2086. know

  2087. that

  2088. you

  2089. want

  2090. to

  2091. hide

  2092. from

  2093. me

  2094. I

  2095. know

  2096. that

  2097. your

  2098. motives

  2099. are

  2100. impure

  2101. I

  2102. know

  2103. that

  2104. your

  2105. motives

  2106. are

  2107. chaotic

  2108. I

  2109. know

  2110. that

  2111. your

  2112. mind

  2113. is

  2114. really

  2115. not

  2116. a

  2117. singular

  2118. mind

  2119. but

  2120. 15

  2121. hummingbirds

  2122. on

  2123. Red Bull

  2124. I

  2125. know

  2126. exactly

  2127. who

  2128. you

  2129. are

  2130. I

  2131. know

  2132. the

  2133. dreams

  2134. you

  2135. have

  2136. at

  2137. night

  2138. that

  2139. when

  2140. you

  2141. wake

  2142. up

  2143. you

  2144. don't

  2145. remember

  2146. them

  2147. I

  2148. know

  2149. all

  2150. of

  2151. the

  2152. different

  2153. masks

  2154. you

  2155. have

  2156. I

  2157. know

  2158. how

  2159. you

  2160. go

  2161. from

  2162. one

  2163. mask

  2164. to

  2165. another

  2166. I

  2167. know

  2168. how

  2169. you

  2170. keep

  2171. people

  2172. distant

  2173. I

  2174. know

  2175. about

  2176. those

  2177. things

  2178. in

  2179. your

  2180. past

  2181. that

  2182. you're

  2183. deeply

  2184. ashamed

  2185. of

  2186. I

  2187. know

  2188. those

  2189. longings

  2190. and

  2191. yearnings

  2192. you

  2193. have

  2194. that

  2195. sometimes

  2196. so

  2197. overwhelm

  2198. you

  2199. that

  2200. you

  2201. don't

  2202. even

  2203. want

  2204. to

  2205. share

  2206. them

  2207. because

  2208. you're

  2209. going

  2210. to

  2211. burst

  2212. I

  2213. know

  2214. how

  2215. sometimes

  2216. when

  2217. you

  2218. listen

  2219. to

  2220. a

  2221. piece

  2222. of

  2223. music

  2224. or

  2225. see

  2226. something

  2227. in

  2228. nature

  2229. or

  2230. see

  2231. something

  2232. really

  2233. beautiful

  2234. in

  2235. human

  2236. love

  2237. that

  2238. your

  2239. heart

  2240. feels

  2241. like

  2242. it

  2243. wants

  2244. to

  2245. explode

  2246. I

  2247. know

  2248. every

  2249. single

  2250. thing

  2251. there

  2252. is

  2253. to

  2254. know

  2255. about

  2256. you

  2257. and

  2258. I

  2259. know

  2260. that

  2261. you

  2262. cannot

  2263. make

  2264. yourself

  2265. right

  2266. with

  2267. me

  2268. and

  2269. so

  2270. I

  2271. will

  2272. cross

  2273. that

  2274. infinite

  2275. distance

  2276. to

  2277. make

  2278. you

  2279. right

  2280. with

  2281. myself

  2282. I

  2283. will

  2284. send

  2285. a

  2286. savior

  2287. who

  2288. will

  2289. save

  2290. I

  2291. will

  2292. be

  2293. the

  2294. one

  2295. who

  2296. gives

  2297. you

  2298. the

  2299. Holy

  2300. Spirit

  2301. I

  2302. will

  2303. be

  2304. the

  2305. one

  2306. who

  2307. will

  2308. establish

  2309. you

  2310. I

  2311. will

  2312. do

  2313. everything

  2314. that

  2315. it

  2316. takes

  2317. I

  2318. am

  2319. not

  2320. waiting

  2321. for

  2322. your

  2323. hands

  2324. to be

  2325. so

  2326. strong

  2327. and

  2328. so

  2329. pure

  2330. that

  2331. they

  2332. can

  2333. hold

  2334. on

  2335. to

  2336. me

  2337. I

  2338. know

  2339. your

  2340. hands

  2341. are

  2342. weak

  2343. and

  2344. I

  2345. know

  2346. that

  2347. you

  2348. don't

  2349. want

  2350. to

  2351. give

  2352. them

  2353. to

  2354. me

  2355. and

  2356. I

  2357. know

  2358. and

  2359. I

  2360. am

  2361. completely

  2362. and

  2363. utterly

  2364. shameless

  2365. because

  2366. I

  2367. am

  2368. completely

  2369. and

  2370. utterly

  2371. committed

  2372. to

  2373. loving

  2374. you

  2375. that

  2376. if

  2377. you

  2378. even

  2379. with

  2380. mixed

  2381. motives

  2382. put

  2383. your

  2384. hands

  2385. up

  2386. and

  2387. say

  2388. Jesus

  2389. be

  2390. my

  2391. savior

  2392. and

  2393. maybe

  2394. you're

  2395. saying

  2396. Jesus

  2397. be

  2398. my

  2399. savior

  2400. as

  2401. a

  2402. way

  2403. to

  2404. diss

  2405. your

  2406. parents

  2407. maybe

  2408. you're

  2409. saying

  2410. Jesus

  2411. be

  2412. my

  2413. savior

  2414. partially

  2415. so

  2416. you

  2417. can

  2418. be

  2419. accepted

  2420. by

  2421. other

  2422. people

  2423. maybe

  2424. you're

  2425. saying

  2426. Jesus

  2427. be

  2428. my

  2429. savior

  2430. so

  2431. you

  2432. can

  2433. have

  2434. some

  2435. type

  2436. of

  2437. particular

  2438. emotional

  2439. experience

  2440. maybe

  2441. you're

  2442. saying

  2443. Jesus

  2444. be

  2445. my

  2446. savior

  2447. because

  2448. you

  2449. have

  2450. this

  2451. sense

  2452. that

  2453. God

  2454. really

  2455. exists

  2456. and

  2457. you

  2458. need

  2459. him

  2460. to

  2461. save

  2462. you

  2463. and

  2464. I

  2465. know

  2466. that

  2467. your

  2468. motives

  2469. are

  2470. mixed

  2471. and

  2472. I'm

  2473. not

  2474. waiting

  2475. for

  2476. your

  2477. motives

  2478. to

  2479. be

  2480. pure

  2481. your

  2482. motives

  2483. will

  2484. never

  2485. be

  2486. pure

  2487. but

  2488. I

  2489. can

  2490. tell

  2491. you

  2492. that

  2493. when

  2494. you

  2495. put

  2496. your

  2497. hands

  2498. up

  2499. I

  2500. will

  2501. be

  2502. faithful

  2503. to

  2504. my

  2505. promises

  2506. and

  2507. all

  2508. of

  2509. my

  2510. promises

  2511. find

  2512. their

  2513. yes

  2514. in

  2515. Jesus

  2516. and

  2517. Jesus

  2518. will

  2519. take

  2520. your

  2521. hand

  2522. and

  2523. his

  2524. purity

  2525. will

  2526. become

  2527. yours

  2528. and

  2529. your

  2530. impurity

  2531. has

  2532. fallen

  2533. on

  2534. him

  2535. and

  2536. already

  2537. been

  2538. dealt

  2539. with

  2540. on

  2541. the

  2542. cross

  2543. and

  2544. your

  2545. hand

  2546. cannot

  2547. establish

  2548. a

  2549. relationship

  2550. with

  2551. me

  2552. but

  2553. I

  2554. can

  2555. establish

  2556. a

  2557. relationship

  2558. with

  2559. you

  2560. and

  2561. I

  2562. will

  2563. never

  2564. let

  2565. go

  2566. of

  2567. your

  2568. hand

  2569. and

  2570. you

  2571. ask

  2572. for

  2573. small

  2574. partial

  2575. things

  2576. not

  2577. knowing

  2578. all

  2579. of

  2580. the

  2581. promises

  2582. that

  2583. I

  2584. have

  2585. made

  2586. for

  2587. you

  2588. but

  2589. I

  2590. have

  2591. promised

  2592. in

  2593. my

  2594. word

  2595. that

  2596. there

  2597. will

  2598. be

  2599. a

  2600. time

  2601. when

  2602. the

  2603. Holy

  2604. Spirit

  2605. will

  2606. come

  2607. and

  2608. live

  2609. within

  2610. you

  2611. I

  2612. have

  2613. promised

  2614. that

  2615. the

  2616. Holy

  2617. Spirit

  2618. will

  2619. come

  2620. and

  2621. Lord

  2622. but

  2623. I

  2624. will

  2625. tell

  2626. you

  2627. that

  2628. when

  2629. you

  2630. reach

  2631. that

  2632. hand

  2633. out

  2634. with

  2635. mixed

  2636. motives

  2637. I

  2638. take

  2639. that

  2640. hand

  2641. in

  2642. yours

  2643. not

  2644. only

  2645. are

  2646. you

  2647. made

  2648. right

  2649. with

  2650. me

  2651. not

  2652. only

  2653. are

  2654. you

  2655. established

  2656. for

  2657. all

  2658. eternity

  2659. and

  2660. I

  2661. will

  2662. never

  2663. let

  2664. you

  2665. go

  2666. but

  2667. I

  2668. will

  2669. put

  2670. my

  2671. Holy

  2672. Spirit

  2673. upon

  2674. you

  2675. I

  2676. will

  2677. put

  2678. my

  2679. Holy

  2680. Spirit

  2681. within

  2682. you

  2683. and

  2684. that

  2685. coming

  2686. of

  2687. the

  2688. Holy

  2689. Spirit

  2690. within

  2691. you

  2692. is

  2693. the

  2694. first

  2695. what

  2696. you

  2697. will

  2698. have

  2699. forever

  2700. and

  2701. that

  2702. Holy

  2703. Spirit

  2704. will

  2705. seal

  2706. you

  2707. will

  2708. mark

  2709. me

  2710. you

  2711. that

  2712. you

  2713. are

  2714. mine

  2715. forever

  2716. no matter

  2717. what

  2718. you

  2719. do

  2720. in

  2721. the

  2722. future

  2723. you

  2724. are

  2725. mine

  2726. forever

  2727. and

  2728. the

  2729. Holy

  2730. Spirit

  2731. will

  2732. start

  2733. to

  2734. push

  2735. you

  2736. and

  2737. nudge

  2738. you

  2739. to

  2740. Jesus

  2741. and

  2742. all

  2743. that

  2744. other

  2745. stuff

  2746. the

  2747. purity

  2748. of

  2749. motives

  2750. as

  2751. we're

  2752. gripped

  2753. by

  2754. the

  2755. gospel

  2756. as

  2757. we're

  2758. gripped

  2759. by

  2760. the

  2761. gospel

  2762. as

  2763. we're

  2764. grounded

  2765. in

  2766. the

  2767. gospel

  2768. as

  2769. we're

  2770. shaped

  2771. by

  2772. the

  2773. gospel

  2774. well

  2775. then

  2776. it

  2777. starts

  2778. to

  2779. become

  2780. more

  2781. sensitive

  2782. motives

  2783. should

  2784. be

  2785. good

  2786. and

  2787. honest

  2788. and

  2789. pure

  2790. that

  2791. Holy

  2792. Spirit

  2793. that

  2794. the

  2795. Lord

  2796. has

  2797. given

  2798. us

  2799. starts

  2800. to

  2801. not

  2802. just

  2803. convict

  2804. us

  2805. that

  2806. you

  2807. know

  2808. what

  2809. I

  2810. shouldn't

  2811. be

  2812. treating

  2813. that

  2814. person

  2815. with

  2816. these

  2817. mixed

  2818. motives

  2819. that's

  2820. wrong

  2821. it

  2822. flows

  2823. from

  2824. grace

  2825. it

  2826. flows

  2827. from

  2828. being

  2829. gripped

  2830. by

  2831. the

  2832. gospel

  2833. I'd

  2834. like

  2835. to

  2836. put

  2837. up

  2838. the

  2839. first

  2840. of

  2841. my

  2842. final

  2843. three

  2844. points

  2845. actually

  2846. sorry

  2847. before

  2848. we

  2849. do

  2850. that

  2851. let's

  2852. read

  2853. this

  2854. text

  2855. again

  2856. sorry

  2857. testing

  2858. how fast

  2859. you can

  2860. move

  2861. let's

  2862. all

  2863. say

  2864. this

  2865. again

  2866. for

  2867. all

  2868. the

  2869. promises

  2870. of

  2871. God

  2872. find

  2873. their

  2874. yes

  2875. in

  2876. Jesus

  2877. that

  2878. is

  2879. why

  2880. through

  2881. Jesus

  2882. we

  2883. utter

  2884. our

  2885. amen

  2886. to

  2887. God

  2888. for

  2889. his

  2890. glory

  2891. and

  2892. it

  2893. is

  2894. God

  2895. who

  2896. establishes

  2897. us

  2898. with

  2899. you

  2900. in

  2901. Christ

  2902. and

  2903. has

  2904. his

  2905. seal

  2906. on

  2907. us

  2908. and

  2909. given

  2910. us

  2911. his

  2912. spirit

  2913. in

  2914. our

  2915. hearts

  2916. as

  2917. a

  2918. guarantee

  2919. put

  2920. up

  2921. the

  2922. final

  2923. this

  2924. is

  2925. a

  2926. conversion

  2927. prayer

  2928. if

  2929. you

  2930. don't

  2931. know

  2932. if

  2933. you

  2934. know

  2935. it's

  2936. not

  2937. only

  2938. a

  2939. conversion

  2940. prayer

  2941. but

  2942. it's

  2943. a

  2944. daily

  2945. walk

  2946. prayer

  2947. it's

  2948. how

  2949. you

  2950. enter

  2951. the

  2952. Christian

  2953. faith

  2954. it's

  2955. how

  2956. you

  2957. live

  2958. the

  2959. Christian

  2960. faith

  2961. and

  2962. I

  2963. just

  2964. encourage

  2965. you

  2966. to

  2967. these

  2968. will

  2969. be

  2970. online

  2971. if

  2972. you

  2973. want

  2974. to

  2975. you

  2976. God

  2977. says

  2978. in

  2979. his

  2980. word

  2981. he

  2982. hears

  2983. it

  2984. he'll

  2985. make

  2986. you

  2987. Jesus

  2988. and

  2989. what

  2990. better

  2991. thing

  2992. than

  2993. we

  2994. do

  2995. every

  2996. day

  2997. is

  2998. to

  2999. ask

  3000. the

  3001. Lord

  3002. to

  3003. grip

  3004. us

  3005. by

  3006. the

  3007. gospel

  3008. so

  3009. it

  3010. will

  3011. change

  3012. us

  3013. and

  3014. shape

  3015. us

  3016. and

  3017. push

  3018. us

  3019. and

  3020. pull

  3021. us

  3022. and

  3023. draw

  3024. us

  3025. and

  3026. you

  3027. know

  3028. when

  3029. you

  3030. have

  3031. this

  3032. security

  3033. to

  3034. know

  3035. that

  3036. it's

  3037. God

  3038. who

  3039. establishes

  3040. me

  3041. it's

  3042. not

  3043. me

  3044. who

  3045. establishes

  3046. myself

  3047. with

  3048. God

  3049. as

  3050. the

  3051. gospel

  3052. grips

  3053. us

  3054. we

  3055. begin

  3056. to

  3057. have

  3058. the

  3059. ability

  3060. to

  3061. look

  3062. into

  3063. ourselves

  3064. and

  3065. face

  3066. really

  3067. uncomfortable

  3068. truths

  3069. about

  3070. ourselves

  3071. next

  3072. prayer

  3073. please

  3074. actually

  3075. why don't

  3076. you read

  3077. this out

  3078. loud

  3079. with me

  3080. father

  3081. in

  3082. heaven

  3083. please

  3084. pour

  3085. out

  3086. your

  3087. Holy

  3088. spirit

  3089. upon

  3090. the

  3091. gospel

  3092. of

  3093. self

  3094. deception

  3095. and

  3096. grow

  3097. in

  3098. humble

  3099. penitent

  3100. self

  3101. knowledge

  3102. of

  3103. my

  3104. motives

  3105. you

  3106. see

  3107. as

  3108. we're

  3109. gripped

  3110. by

  3111. the

  3112. gospel

  3113. you

  3114. see

  3115. when

  3116. we

  3117. think

  3118. that

  3119. we

  3120. have

  3121. to

  3122. establish

  3123. a

  3124. relationship

  3125. with

  3126. God

  3127. it

  3128. is

  3129. terrible

  3130. to

  3131. maybe

  3132. confess

  3133. you

  3134. know

  3135. why

  3136. I

  3137. sing

  3138. so

  3139. loud

  3140. and

  3141. so

  3142. well

  3143. in

  3144. church

  3145. I'm

  3146. singing

  3147. so

  3148. loud

  3149. and

  3150. well

  3151. in

  3152. church

  3153. to

  3154. impress

  3155. the

  3156. people

  3157. around

  3158. me

  3159. or

  3160. I'm

  3161. singing

  3162. you

  3163. know

  3164. or

  3165. I'm

  3166. singing

  3167. really

  3168. loud

  3169. because

  3170. you

  3171. know

  3172. I

  3173. sing

  3174. loud

  3175. for

  3176. the

  3177. praise

  3178. choruses

  3179. but

  3180. I

  3181. don't

  3182. sing

  3183. the

  3184. hymns

  3185. because

  3186. I

  3187. don't

  3188. like

  3189. hymns

  3190. or

  3191. I

  3192. sing

  3193. loud

  3194. for

  3195. the

  3196. hymns

  3197. I

  3198. don't

  3199. sing

  3200. loud

  3201. for

  3202. the

  3203. praise

  3204. choruses

  3205. because

  3206. I

  3207. hate

  3208. praise

  3209. choruses

  3210. you

  3211. know

  3212. when

  3213. we're

  3214. trying

  3215. to

  3216. establish

  3217. ourselves

  3218. with

  3219. God

  3220. it's

  3221. really

  3222. hard

  3223. to

  3224. acknowledge

  3225. those

  3226. things

  3227. about

  3228. ourselves

  3229. but

  3230. when

  3231. realize

  3232. how

  3233. many

  3234. ways

  3235. we

  3236. deceive

  3237. ourselves

  3238. and

  3239. we

  3240. have

  3241. to

  3242. die

  3243. to

  3244. it

  3245. we

  3246. have

  3247. to

  3248. die

  3249. to

  3250. it

  3251. and

  3252. then

  3253. grow

  3254. in

  3255. this

  3256. other

  3257. thing

  3258. the

  3259. humble

  3260. penitent

  3261. self

  3262. knowledge

  3263. of

  3264. my

  3265. motives

  3266. the

  3267. final

  3268. prayer

  3269. I'm

  3270. going to

  3271. ask

  3272. you all

  3273. to

  3274. stand

  3275. I

  3276. mean

  3277. the

  3278. last

  3279. prayer

  3280. was that

  3281. negative

  3282. work

  3283. in a

  3284. sense

  3285. it's

  3286. the

  3287. prayer

  3288. for

  3289. no

  3290. right

  3291. father

  3292. I

  3293. don't

  3294. want

  3295. to

  3296. have

  3297. mixed

  3298. motives

  3299. I

  3300. don't

  3301. want

  3302. to

  3303. have

  3304. bad

  3305. motives

  3306. I

  3307. don't

  3308. want

  3309. to

  3310. have

  3311. unconscious

  3312. motives

  3313. that

  3314. drive

  3315. me

  3316. I

  3317. don't

  3318. want

  3319. to

  3320. have

  3321. self

  3322. deceptive

  3323. motives

  3324. I

  3325. want

  3326. to

  3327. say

  3328. no

  3329. to

  3330. all

  3331. of

  3332. those

  3333. things

  3334. right

  3335. there's

  3336. a

  3337. sense

  3338. that

  3339. there's

  3340. a

  3341. good

  3342. way

  3343. to

  3344. say

  3345. no

  3346. and

  3347. there's

  3348. a

  3349. way

  3350. to

  3351. say

  3352. yes

  3353. I

  3354. don't

  3355. want

  3356. to

  3357. look

  3358. to

  3359. self

  3360. deception

  3361. and

  3362. I

  3363. can

  3364. humbly

  3365. look

  3366. at

  3367. them

  3368. and

  3369. I

  3370. can

  3371. be

  3372. willing

  3373. to

  3374. repent

  3375. of

  3376. the

  3377. motives

  3378. I

  3379. see

  3380. in

  3381. my

  3382. life

  3383. as

  3384. bad

  3385. but

  3386. I

  3387. don't

  3388. want

  3389. to

  3390. say

  3391. no

  3392. to

  3393. bad

  3394. things

  3395. I

  3396. want

  3397. to

  3398. have

  3399. good

  3400. motives

  3401. I

  3402. want

  3403. to

  3404. put

  3405. the

  3406. brakes

  3407. to

  3408. those

  3409. things

  3410. in

  3411. my

  3412. life

  3413. that

  3414. are

  3415. self

  3416. deceiving

  3417. and

  3418. I

  3419. want

  3420. to

  3421. step

  3422. on

  3423. the

  3424. gas

  3425. pedal

  3426. to

  3427. go

  3428. for

  3429. those

  3430. things

  3431. that

  3432. will

  3433. make

  3434. my

  3435. motives

  3436. honest

  3437. and

  3438. simple

  3439. and

  3440. transparent

  3441. and

  3442. good

  3443. for

  3444. people

  3445. and

  3446. good

  3447. for

  3448. God's

  3449. glory

  3450. and

  3451. so

  3452. you

  3453. see

  3454. how

  3455. this

  3456. fundamental

  3457. prayer

  3458. being

  3459. gripped

  3460. by

  3461. the

  3462. gospel

  3463. it's

  3464. to

  3465. be

  3466. the

  3467. wellspring

  3468. the

  3469. motive

  3470. by

  3471. which

  3472. we

  3473. live

  3474. our

  3475. lives

  3476. I

  3477. invite

  3478. you

  3479. to

  3480. pray

  3481. this

  3482. prayer

  3483. with

  3484. me

  3485. Father

  3486. in

  3487. heaven

  3488. please

  3489. pour

  3490. out

  3491. your

  3492. Holy

  3493. Spirit

  3494. upon

  3495. me

  3496. and

  3497. make

  3498. me

  3499. a

  3500. disciple

  3501. of

  3502. Jesus

  3503. gripped

  3504. by

  3505. the

  3506. gospel

  3507. and

  3508. as

  3509. I

  3510. am

  3511. gripped

  3512. by

  3513. the

  3514. gospel

  3515. please

  3516. shape

  3517. my

  3518. motives

  3519. and

  3520. actions

  3521. as

  3522. I

  3523. live

  3524. for

  3525. your

  3526. glory

  3527. Father

  3528. pour

  3529. out

  3530. your

  3531. Holy

  3532. Spirit

  3533. upon

  3534. us

  3535. make

  3536. us

  3537. disciples

  3538. of

  3539. Jesus

  3540. gripped

  3541. by

  3542. the

  3543. gospel

  3544. who

  3545. are

  3546. living

  3547. for

  3548. your

  3549. glory

  3550. Father

  3551. we

  3552. ask

  3553. that

  3554. you

  3555. would

  3556. do

  3557. this

  3558. wonderful

  3559. work

  3560. in

  3561. our

  3562. lives

  3563. as

  3564. we're

  3565. gripped

  3566. by

  3567. who

  3568. Jesus

  3569. is

  3570. what

  3571. he

  3572. did

  3573. for

  3574. us

  3575. on

  3576. the

  3577. cross

  3578. and

  3579. how

  3580. you

  3581. establish

  3582. us

  3583. and

  3584. seal

  3585. us

  3586. when

  3587. we

  3588. put

  3589. our

  3590. hands

  3591. in

  3592. him

  3593. Father

  3594. thank

  3595. you

  3596. that

  3597. you

  3598. do

  3599. not

  3600. wait

  3601. until

  3602. we're

  3603. perfect

  3604. you

  3605. do

  3606. not

  3607. weigh

  3608. our

  3609. merits

  3610. but

  3611. you

  3612. give

  3613. us

  3614. Jesus

  3615. all

  3616. this

  3617. we

  3618. ask

  3619. in

  3620. Jesus

  3621. name

  3622. Amen