Sermon
Risking All to Save the People
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Good morning. That's kind of half-hearted. Okay, good morning. Oh, that's better. See,
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I've been at VBS all week with the kids, so I've had bananas thrown at me. I've had water poured
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over me. So this feels a little bit tame now being up here. So Kevin's right on the front row,
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maybe with some bananas at hand, but we'll see. My name's Chris. I'm one of the pastors here.
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And we've been going through a series looking at Christ in the Old Testament. Sometimes we read
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the Old Testament and we think, what's going on there? It seems to be very different from the New
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Testament. But we've been seeing how from Abraham all the way through to David and Mephibosheth last
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week, we've seen that actually the gospel message of the New Testament is in seed form throughout the
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Old Testament. And so we've been looking at these different stories to show us what Christ is like.
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And today we're going to kind of fast forward about 500 years from last week to 480 BC to the
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Persian Empire. God has taken his people Israel out of Israel into exile into Babylon. Now Babylon has
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fallen and a new empire has risen, which is the Persian Empire. Some Jews have gone back to Israel,
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but now many of these Jews have settled down in Persia. And that's where the story, the true story
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of Esther we're going to look at today comes from. We're going to close our series with this story.
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So I'm going to introduce the story and then we're going to have the scripture reading and then I'll share
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a little bit more about the scripture reading. But I want to introduce you to this amazing story
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because it's a little bit like a Korean, the plot line is kind of like a Korean drama or like a
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Brazilian soap opera. So, but the story of Esther is basically a story where the name of God is never
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mentioned in the story. It's the only book in scripture because the author wants to show you that
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sometimes even when God seems hidden, he's right there behind the scenes working through all the
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action. So I want to introduce you to the cast of this story. Okay. We have, first of all, King
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Ahasuerus or King Xerxes because Ahasuerus is a bit difficult to pronounce. He is impetuous. That's his
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Greek name, by the way. He is impetuous. He's ambitious and he's the most powerful man in the known world.
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He's the ruler of the Persian empire and he likes his drink. He, after his wife refuses to come out
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at one party to be with his friends, he, the drunk king divorces her and then suddenly realizes,
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oh, that was a mistake. And so what happens is his ministers come up with a plan. They come up with a
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plan to hold Miss Persia competition. And basically they're going to find all the best looking young
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women in the whole of Persia, bring them together for a competition and the winner gets to become
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King Xerxes' new bride. And so we have the next character, grumpy, stubborn Jew Mordecai. I don't know if you can see that.
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Now, he works as a bouncer at the palace of the king. He's a second or third generation Jewish guy
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living as a minority person in this foreign pagan land. And he's a stubborn guy. But he's also got a
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much younger cousin called Esther. And Esther was orphaned when she was young and he's brought her up
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as his own daughter. Now, the thing you need to know about Esther is she is really good looking.
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And she, she's like the, she's the diva. She's, she, but she's not really a very good Jew.
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Because when the Miss Persia competition gets announced, she gets dragged in to be one of the
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contestants. And do you know what happens? She ends up winning the competition. And, but in order to win
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the competition, she has to spend a night with the king. She keeps her identity as a Jew secret.
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And she plays this game so well that she goes from a nobody to the queen of the most powerful man in
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the world. She's in the palace as the queen. So we have King Xerxes. We have Mordecai. We have Esther,
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final character, final character, evil villain, Haman.
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Haman, the Agagite, is his family are Canaanites. For centuries, they had been enemies of the Jews.
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They'd made war against Moses, against Saul, against David. And now, Haman is going to make war
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against the Jews again. You see, he gets promoted to prime minister, and he's got a bit of an ego.
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And he wants everyone to know how great he is. So when he walks past in the morning,
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he wants everyone to bow as low as possible to him. But Mordecai, the Jew, he will not do it. He's
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not going to bow down to this guy's ego. And this really ticks off Haman. So much that Haman
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doesn't just want to get back at Mordecai. He wants to get back at the whole Jewish people.
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He gets the king, Xerxes, to sign a decree ordering the genocide of all the Jews.
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This is like the Holocaust. And he is willing to pay for this out of his own pocket. That's how much
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he's an enemy of the Jews. I'd like to invite Pui and Karen to come up and read today's passage for us.
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The scripture reading comes from Esther chapter 4. Please follow along in your bulletins or on the
Esther 4 chapter mention
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screen. When Mordecai learned all that had been done, Mordecai tore his clothes and put on sackcloth
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and ashes and went out into the midst of the city. And he cried out with a loud and bitter cry.
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He went up to the entrance of the king's gate, for no one was allowed to enter the king's gate
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clothed in sackcloth. And in every province, wherever the king's command and his decree reached,
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there was great mourning among the Jews with fasting and weeping and lamenting. And many of
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them lay in sackcloth and ashes. When Esther's young women and her eunuchs came and told her,
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the queen was deeply distressed. She sent garments to clothe Mordecai so that he might take off his
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sackcloth, but he would not accept them. Then Esther called for Hatik, one of the king's eunuchs who had
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been appointed to attend her and ordered him to go to Mordecai to learn what this was and why it was.
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Hatik went out to Mordecai in the open square of the city in front of the king's gate. And Mordecai told
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him all that had happened to him and the exact sum of money that Haman had promised to pay into the
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king's treasuries for the destruction of the Jews. Mordecai also gave him a copy of the written decree
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issued in Susa for their destruction, that he might show it to Esther and explain it to her and command
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her to go to the king to beg his favor and plead with him on behalf of her people.
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And Hatik went and told Esther what Mordecai had said. Then Esther spoke to Hatik and commanded him
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to go to Mordecai and say, all the king's servants and the people of the king's provinces know that if
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any man or woman goes to the king inside the inner court without being called, there is but one law
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to be put to death, except the one to whom the king holds out the golden scepter so that he may live.
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But as for me, I have not been called to come into the king these 30 days. And he told Mordecai what
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Esther had said. Then Mordecai told them to reply to Esther, do not think to yourself that in the king's
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palace you will escape any more than all the other Jews. For if you keep silent at this time, relief and
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deliverance will rise for the Jews from another place. But you and your father's house will perish.
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And who knows whether you have not come to the kingdom for such a time as this. Then Esther told
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them to reply to Mordecai, go, gather all the Jews to be found in Susa and hold a fast on my behalf.
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And do not eat or drink for three days, night or day. I and my young woman will also fast as you do.
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Then I will go to the king, though it is against the law. And if I perish, I perish. Mordecai then went
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away and did everything as Esther had ordered him. This is the word of God. Thank you guys.
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Let me just pray for us as we come and think about God's word.
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Father, this story from your word is a challenging and a powerful one.
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And I pray that you'd speak to us this morning. I pray that we wouldn't just be here wanting to hear
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a nice message, but we're here wanting to hear from you and to respond to what you want to say to us.
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Lord, I pray for my words that anything that's not from you, just remove it. And I pray that you'd
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speak with your spirit's power into our hearts, Lord. In Jesus' name. Amen.
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So, Mordecai. We're going to pick up the story. Mordecai has heard this death sentence on his people.
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And he tears his clothes and he puts on sackcloth, both of which tearing your clothes is a visible sign of the torn,
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broken heart that you have inside. And putting on sackcloth is uncomfortable, coarse material,
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is a sign visibly to show everyone, this is the pain that I'm going through.
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This is the discomfort in my life that I'm experiencing right now because every Jew from Ethiopia to India is under threat.
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And every one of them feels this pain and they follow suit and they put on sackcloth and ashes and they mourn together.
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Their identity is under threat.
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And yet Esther, who used to hang out with the other Jews, she's now moving in different circles.
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She's networking with the elites in the comfortable palace.
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And she's kind of cut off from the realities of what's going on with her people.
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Now she's got her own issues.
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You know, in the harem of the time, you would have lots of competition between the different concubines and wives.
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And so they're all trying to get the king's attention.
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But in verse 2, it says,
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No one was allowed to enter the king's gate into the palace clothed in sackcloth.
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Because in these circles, no one wants to be bothered by sad and depressed people.
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So if you're like Mordecai wearing sackcloth, you can't come in to the palace.
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But she gets a report from her beloved cousin Mordecai that he's in serious mourning and she wants to see him.
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She's distressed.
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So she sends him an extra set of clothes to help him be able to get into the palace so she can talk to him.
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But she doesn't get the pain of what's going on in their lives.
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And so he refuses to come.
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Finally, Esther takes the initiative to send her PA, Hatak, to learn what this was and why this was.
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Do you see?
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Her people are about to be wiped out and she's oblivious to the whole thing.
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Doesn't see what's going on.
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And so Hatak comes back with a terrible report from Mordecai with a flyer advertising the genocide.
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Verse 8 says,
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Mordecai gave him a copy of the written decree issued in Susa, it's the capital city, for their destruction.
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That he might show it to Esther and explain it to her, because she didn't understand,
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and command her to go to the king to beg his favor and plead with him on behalf of her people.
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You see what Mordecai is saying?
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He's saying, Esther, you're the only one who can stand before the king and plead our cause.
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You're the only one who can stop this death sentence.
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Help us.
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That's kind of passionate appeal.
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And Esther, living in the abundance of the palace, destruction of her people, just at hand, goes,
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Oh, that's a little bit tricky.
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She goes, I'd love to help, but you don't understand how it works in the palace.
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Verse 11, she says,
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All the king's servants and the people of the king's provinces know that if any man or woman enters without being called,
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and I'm no exception, I can't pull strings here, there is one law to be put to death,
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except there's only one exception, the one to whom the king holds out the golden scepter,
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so that he may live.
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But as for me, I haven't been called to the king for like these 30 days.
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Do you see what she's saying?
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She's saying, okay, I can send a check for victims of sport.
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I could even send a grief counselor to you just to help you.
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But what you're asking me to do is to risk everything for the sake of my people.
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And that just doesn't sound very appealing at the moment.
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Because you can't just enter in the king's court any old how,
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because you might die if you go the wrong way about this.
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The only exception is if the king puts out the golden scepter saying,
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You're accepted, you can come in.
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But she says, I'm not the flavor of the month at the moment.
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This isn't good timing for me.
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Okay?
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Listen, if it had been a couple of years ago, we were great, me and the king, good terms.
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But now it's not so good.
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Timing's not great.
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Excuses, excuses, excuses.
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Don't you often find like we like being a hero?
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We all kind of want to be a hero.
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You know, when you daydream, who is the hero in your daydreams?
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Me, I am, right?
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Well, not in your daydreams, in my daydreams.
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But when you face the reality of the real situations which require heroism, that's another issue.
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Because there's a cost involved.
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And Mordecai's response is, don't think to yourself.
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Literally.
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Don't imagine in your soul that in the king's palace, you will escape any more than the other Jews.
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What he's saying is, don't live in this daydream that the palace is going to protect you.
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Because it won't.
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He says, for if you keep silent at this time, relief and deliverance will rise for the Jews from another place.
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But you and your father's house will perish.
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He's saying, God wants to use you.
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But if you don't step out into what he's calling you to do, you're going to miss out on what he has for you.
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And in fact, it's going to be more serious than that.
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The judgment's going to come back to you.
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And then he says this famous line.
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And who knows whether you have not come to the kingdom for such a time as this.
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He's saying, maybe God in his grace has brought you through this journey all the way where you can be in this position in the palace
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for precisely this moment where you can do what no one else can do.
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And will you turn your back on the very purpose and reason that God has placed you right here in this situation?
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And so Esther is persuaded by his appeal.
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But she's also scared.
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And so she calls for a fast to appeal to God to bring deliverance for them.
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And they pray as they fast.
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And Esther begins to courageously accept the mission as a mediator, as a representative on behalf of her people.
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And she says this.
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I will go.
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And if I perish, I perish.
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Because this is what I'm called to.
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Even if I lose everything, this is what I'm here for.
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It's a pretty powerful story.
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But let's, I want to just pull out a few things, three things from this story.
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How does this actually connect with us in our lives?
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So I've got three points.
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First point.
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God calls unworthy people.
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This is extraordinary.
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Because, you know, Esther has got where she is and Mordecai.
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They're these minority in a pagan majority culture.
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And she has compromised in many ways.
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You know, a hundred years earlier, a guy called Daniel had been in a similar situation in the court of the king of Babylon.
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And yet he had refused to compromise his own identity, even at the cost of his life.
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You know, the story of Daniel on the lion's den, all of those kind of things.
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But Esther, so Daniel is faithful to his God.
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Esther is a completely different story.
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You see, God's word required sexual purity.
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Unmarried, she sleeps with the king to win the competition.
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God's word said that Jews shouldn't intermarry with people of different religions.
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Esther had married the pagan king.
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God's word said that Jewish people should be distinctive in the sight of the nations around them.
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Esther had hidden her identity so that no one would really know she was a Jew, just so she could get on in life, blend in, move up the career ladder.
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Esther, in many, many ways, has compromised her identity, and she's been unfaithful.
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She'd wanted and settled for the comfort of the palace, was content to ignore what God had called her to.
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And this is where I find this challenging, because how many of us are sometimes like Esther?
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You know, we're a Christian, but in our workplace, we've never told anyone that we're a Christian,
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because if we're too out and proud about it, you know, sometimes it might cause more problems.
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It's easier to stay quiet, because that can help you to move up the ladder and be liked by everyone.
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You know, God calls believers to sex only within marriage relationship of one man and one woman.
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And Jesus even says, lust in your heart is like adultery.
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And yet, some of us regularly use porn.
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We have masturbation to fulfill our own pleasures.
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We sleep with our girlfriends or boyfriends.
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We even have lustful thoughts about people who are not our spouses.
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We compromise in so many ways.
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And we could go on in so many areas of our lives.
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Many of us, we want to live for God.
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We want to live and be on mission for Him.
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But our unfaithfulness to Him has destroyed a passion that we had to live for Him and His glory.
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The joy that we had seems to have been snatched away by just so many decisions that we've made
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where we know we have a guilt and a guilty conscience.
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Sometimes you don't feel you can share the gospel with other people,
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because frankly, we feel like we're a terrible witness.
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Sometimes we feel like we can't pray, or sometimes even come to the church,
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because we know we've not been as faithful as we should have been.
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Anyone like me?
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And just, you know, like a person who's decided to come off a chocolate addiction,
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and stupidly they eat one chocolate and they go,
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well, I've already failed with one, therefore I might as well eat the whole box.
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Like Esther, we settle from the failures that we've made
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to then just pursuing the comfort and compromise at the palace,
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where we just chase after our career, our studies, our kids' education,
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and that is central to everything we do.
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But we have denied the calling that God has got on our lives.
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And if we go on a long time living like that,
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you know what happens?
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God's voice can become so dull that we don't even hear Him,
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don't even hear what He's calling us to.
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And you know, we have a thousand excuses,
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just like Esther did, for why we're living that way.
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But if you're like that,
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what we need is what John Piper calls gutsy guilt.
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Because it's precisely Esther the unfaithful,
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Esther the compromiser,
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that through Mordecai, God is calling her again
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to stand up for her people,
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to identify herself as a Jew,
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and to live out her calling.
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She was Jewish in name,
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but not in behavior.
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But God had not given up on her.
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He was calling her again to be who she was.
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You know, there's this verse in Micah,
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which I've just been just really challenged by
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and encouraged by,
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which if you know that your own guilt
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and unfaithfulness holds you down,
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you need to memorize this verse.
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Micah 7 verse 8 says this,
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He's saying,
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if you were a Christian
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and you have fallen in different ways
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and there's that guilt that comes on you,
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there's that sense of you just compromised
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because you don't know,
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you don't hear the call that God has on your life.
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God says,
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I'm calling you again to rise up again today
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to follow me.
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Your past compromise doesn't disqualify you
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from God's call on your life today.
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Yesterday was yesterday.
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Today is a new day.
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God calls you to rise up with gutsy guilt
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because he's got a call on your life.
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And he says,
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if you turn back in repentance and confession,
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you shall rise again
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because God is your light.
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Because God is your light.
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And if you're just religious,
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you come to church as fire insurance,
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you know,
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in case God's real
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or because you hope
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he'll make you a little bit better
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and your kids a little bit better.
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God is not interested
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in just making you religious.
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He's got a call on your life
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and he wants you to start
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by turning to him in surrender
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because he's got something greater for you
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than just living for the comforts
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of your own life.
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God calls unworthy people.
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Isn't that amazing?
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Secondly,
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we are called for the sake of others.
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Called for the sake of others.
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You know,
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the Jews are in mourning.
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They're oppressed from the palace
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because from the palace
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has come this decree of destruction.
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And yet Esther has truly flourished
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in the palace.
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She's received all the benefits
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while others are experiencing
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the oppression and pain.
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And yet Mordecai comes to her
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and he calls her to plead
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on behalf of her people.
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And he says that famous phrase,
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maybe you have come to the kingdom,
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to royalty,
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to the palace
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for such a time as this.
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What is he saying?
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He's saying you are blessed, Esther,
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to be a blessing.
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Esther,
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you may have been disgruntled
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because the king seems to have left you
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behind for 30 days.
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Maybe he's with other women
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and he hasn't been a faithful king
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because he wasn't.
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You focus on all the blessings
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that you don't have
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but you fail to see
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all that you are
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and who you are
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and where you are
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is not an accident.
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Do you know that?
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Who you are
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and where you are
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is not an accident.
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Because don't think
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that you've got
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all these blessings, Esther,
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in the palace
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simply because you made yourself beautiful.
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Your beauty is a gift.
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Don't think you got to this place
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where because you were so smart,
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because you were better
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than everyone else,
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because actually God
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has weaved you
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to this place.
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It's not from you.
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Sure, you've worked hard
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but all that you have
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is a gift from God.
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There is purpose
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behind your place
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in the palace
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and that purpose
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is bigger than yourself.
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God has brought you here
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to be a representative
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of his representative
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on behalf of his people
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to use your position
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for his purposes,
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not just for yours
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and for those
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who are in pain around you.
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That's what he's saying
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to Esther.
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And I've just been
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very challenged by this
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because if I'm honest
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and I've just been
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thinking about it,
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I think I
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and I think many of us
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in this church,
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we live in the palace.
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You know,
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as a white Westerner,
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I get respect
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just from the color
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of my skin.
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Isn't that ridiculous?
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Like,
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people in England
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are trying to go brown.
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People in Hong Kong
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are trying to get white.
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It's ridiculous.
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But many of us
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have good educations.
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Our kids go to good schools.
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We have good job prospects.
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We have opportunities.
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We speak English.
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We have access
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to financial resources.
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We have flats.
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Some of us.
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We have cars.
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Some of us.
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Even just living
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in the peace and security
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of Hong Kong
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is a place of blessing.
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Many places
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don't have that.
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We live in the palace.
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But don't we often
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get into comparing
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ourselves
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just with our other colleagues,
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just with our other classmates
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in the harem
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of our workplace,
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in the place
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of our schools
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or playgrounds,
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and it blinds us
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to see
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the hurting
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and the broken people
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around us.
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Because I know
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so well for myself,
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I shut myself
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in this little bubble.
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You know,
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we have similar kinds
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of friends
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who live in similar areas
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with similar problems,
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right?
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Don't we,
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if we're honest?
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But we don't see
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that we're blessed
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to be a blessing.
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You know,
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my dad has a PhD.
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If you have doctor
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before your name,
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that carries weight.
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But I've only ever seen
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my dad use,
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say,
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Dr. Thornton
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very few times.
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Do you know
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when I've seen him use it?
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It's when he's writing letters
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on behalf of asylum seekers.
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Because that doctorate
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was never meant
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to be purely for him.
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That doctorate
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was for that Iranian
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asylum seeker
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who was being unfairly treated
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and had no voice.
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That doctorate
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was for the defense
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of those who had no power.
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Sure,
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did he get a job through it?
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Yes.
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Did he get blessings
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through it?
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Yes.
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But it was never meant
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to be solely for him.
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There was a purpose
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beyond it.
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And so we have to look
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at all the things
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that we have
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and say,
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if you've got a flat,
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is your flat
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just for yourself
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and your family?
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Or are there other people
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that you are blessing
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through that blessing
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God has given you?
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Are the hurting
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and the needy
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and the broken?
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Are you using that
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for them?
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And if we come
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and say,
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well,
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not really,
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then we have to come
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before God
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and seriously ask ourselves,
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God,
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am I just living
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in the palace
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for the palace?
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And it doesn't matter
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whatever it is
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that we have.
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Have you ever thought
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you might be educated
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for a greater purpose
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than just your own
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career advancement?
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Have you ever thought
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you might have a job
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for more than just
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paying the bills?
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If you're a domestic helper,
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you're not just
-
a domestic helper.
-
You're God's kingdom representative
-
to mediate his love
-
and blessings
-
to the family
-
and the people
-
and your employer
-
around you.
-
If you're a businessman,
-
you're not just
-
a businessman.
-
You're God's representative
-
to mediate
-
with the resources
-
and the gifts
-
and the talents
-
you have,
-
God's blessing
-
to people around you.
-
If you're a lawyer,
-
you're not just a lawyer.
-
You're God's kingdom representative
-
to mediate his blessings
-
to the people around you.
-
If you're a homemaker,
-
you're not just a homemaker.
-
You are God's kingdom representative
-
to mediate his blessings
-
to your family,
-
to those at the school gates,
-
to the helpers,
-
to the mums,
-
to the dads,
-
whoever it is around you.
-
If you're a student,
-
you're not just a student.
-
You're God's kingdom representative
-
to mediate God's blessing
-
to the needy,
-
the people around you
-
who need to know
-
that Jesus loves them.
-
That's what we're called for.
-
That's what we're called for.
-
And you know,
-
if you're like me,
-
sometimes we come with
-
a thousand excuses
-
like Esther.
-
Well, it's not good timing.
-
You don't know
-
what it's like here.
-
But God says,
-
do you not know
-
that maybe I have brought you
-
to where you are
-
for such a time as this?
-
Will you see that God
-
calls unworthy people,
-
but he calls us
-
for something bigger
-
than just ourselves,
-
for those who are
-
outside the palace?
-
You know,
-
I think this is,
-
I've just been praying
-
about this.
-
And I think,
-
you see what Esther does,
-
because this is actually
-
really tough.
-
When you've lived
-
with a habit
-
of living in the palace,
-
like I think many of us,
-
it's difficult.
-
It's difficult.
-
But I think what Esther does,
-
she realizes
-
how difficult
-
her calling is.
-
And so she starts
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at a place
-
of fasting and prayer.
-
And that's where
-
I think all of us,
-
I don't know
-
what it means for you,
-
but if in our CGs,
-
if as a church,
-
if as individuals
-
and as families,
-
we just start
-
and get on our knees
-
and say,
-
God,
-
thank you for everything
-
you've given us,
-
the blessings
-
that we have.
-
Show us how we can use these
-
for your glory
-
and for those around us.
-
God is going to
-
show you
-
and he will call us
-
out of the palace.
-
Called unworthy people.
-
Use our positions
-
to be representatives
-
for others.
-
Thirdly,
-
we have a need
-
for our own mediator
-
like Esther.
-
You know,
-
the story of Esther
-
Esther ends up
-
with Esther saving
-
the whole of the Jewish people.
-
The king listens to her.
-
Her life is spared.
-
All the Jewish people
-
are saved and delivered.
-
And so I can leave you
-
with a kind of
-
inspiring story
-
of just be like Esther.
-
Live out your call.
-
But there's a problem.
-
Because every single character
-
in this story
-
is flawed.
-
Deeply flawed.
-
And even Esther,
-
even though I think
-
she made one right decision,
-
I think she still struggled
-
to live out her life
-
in the palace
-
after that decision.
-
I don't think
-
she was just
-
suddenly,
-
miraculously,
-
everything was suddenly better
-
and she was perfect.
-
I don't think so.
-
Does anyone else
-
struggle to live out
-
this sense of call
-
that God has on us?
-
Am I the only one?
-
You see,
-
sometimes,
-
you know,
-
when you listen to talks
-
which inspire you
-
and you're like,
-
okay,
-
I'm really going to do that.
-
And then by lunchtime,
-
it's kind of,
-
you just got distracted
-
and you're back thinking
-
about being in the palace.
-
And yet,
-
Mordecai
-
comes and says,
-
if you keep silent,
-
deliverance will come
-
from somewhere else
-
but you and your family
-
will perish.
-
Just think,
-
how many times
-
have I kept silent?
-
How many times,
-
how many people
-
have I actually kept silent
-
when God had called me
-
to reach out to them?
-
I mean,
-
it's countless people.
-
How many times
-
have we hoarded
-
our blessings
-
for ourselves?
-
How many times
-
have we stolen
-
the blessings
-
that God meant
-
for other people
-
and just tried
-
to keep them?
-
And yet,
-
God is a king
-
who also has a law.
-
He's not like
-
the other king.
-
But he has a law
-
which says thieves
-
of his blessings
-
should be judged.
-
And the judgment
-
of death
-
that was upon
-
all of the Jews,
-
actually,
-
he says,
-
that's what every single
-
one of us is under.
-
There's a real reason
-
why sometimes
-
we feel guilty
-
and condemned.
-
Because when you break
-
God's holy law,
-
there is judgment.
-
But Micah 7
-
continues like this.
-
Rejoice not over me,
-
O my enemy.
-
When I fall,
-
I shall rise.
-
When I sit in darkness,
-
the Lord will be
-
a light to me.
-
I will bear
-
the indignation
-
of the Lord
-
because I have
-
sinned against him
-
until he pleads
-
my cause
-
and executes
-
judgment for me.
-
He will bring me
-
out to the light.
-
I shall look upon
-
his vindication.
-
God is a holy king
-
not like King Xerxes.
-
He's not impetuous.
-
He's not easily angered
-
like Xerxes.
-
But before him,
-
none of us
-
can enter in
-
to that inner room
-
of the throne room
-
of his presence.
-
We are shut out
-
like Mordecai
-
and no amount
-
of tearing our clothes
-
or religious duty
-
can ever get you
-
into the palace.
-
We bear the indignation,
-
the righteous anger
-
that God has.
-
The sentence is passed.
-
Our only hope
-
is if there is one person
-
who has access
-
to the king,
-
who can plead
-
our cause before him.
-
We don't need
-
Esther to save us.
-
We don't need
-
a human being
-
who is flawed
-
to save us.
-
We need a greater Esther.
-
Esther was tempted
-
in many ways
-
and sinned.
-
Hebrews tells us
-
Jesus was tempted
-
in every way
-
yet was without sin.
-
Esther stayed
-
in the palace
-
and brought deliverance
-
from there.
-
Jesus left
-
the palace
-
of heaven
-
and came down
-
to where we were
-
and brought deliverance
-
for us
-
because God the king
-
desired relationship
-
with us that much.
-
Esther risked
-
her life
-
and said
-
if I perish
-
I perish
-
and yet she lived.
-
Jesus risked
-
his life
-
and said
-
if I perish
-
I perish
-
and he died.
-
God's righteous
-
judgment
-
has been executed
-
but not on us
-
but on him.
-
There's no condemnation
-
now
-
which means
-
we have a mediator
-
an advocate
-
a representative
-
constantly
-
before the throne
-
of God
-
who intercedes
-
for us
-
who's got your name
-
written on his heart
-
which is why
-
God can call
-
an unworthy person
-
like you
-
and me
-
and say
-
when I fall
-
I shall rise
-
because like the hymn
-
says
-
when Satan
-
tempts me
-
to despair
-
tells me
-
of the guilt
-
within
-
upward
-
I look
-
and see him
-
there
-
who made
-
an end
-
of all my sin
-
because
-
the sinless
-
savior died
-
my sinful soul
-
is counted free
-
for God the just
-
is satisfied
-
to look on him
-
and pardon me.
-
you know you can
-
spend millions
-
on getting a good
-
lawyer to try
-
and defend you
-
God spent his
-
only son
-
spent his only
-
son's life
-
on a cross
-
that we might
-
have Jesus
-
the best lawyer
-
in the universe
-
pleading for us
-
in heaven's courts
-
and do you know
-
what
-
Jesus wins
-
every single case
-
so we can
-
enter in
-
and see the
-
golden scepter
-
of God's
-
approval
-
you can come
-
into the
-
throne room
-
of grace
-
this is the
-
gospel
-
this is what
-
it says
-
in Hebrews
-
let us then
-
draw near
-
with confidence
-
to the throne
-
of grace
-
not a throne
-
like Xerxes throne
-
but a throne
-
where God is
-
longing to bring
-
grace to you
-
regardless of
-
what you have
-
done
-
that we may
-
find mercy
-
and grace
-
to help
-
in time of
-
need
-
in time of
-
need
-
even with the
-
calling that
-
God has placed
-
on us
-
because we
-
cannot do it
-
by ourselves
-
and if you
-
see that you
-
have Jesus
-
what happens
-
is this
-
if your vision
-
gets captured
-
by who he
-
is
-
the reason
-
we stay
-
living for our
-
palaces
-
our tiny
-
little puny
-
palaces
-
is because
-
they capture
-
our hearts
-
but ultimately
-
the palaces
-
of the world
-
of our career
-
of our job
-
of our reputation
-
they're fragile
-
if you want a
-
bigger flat
-
you get the
-
bigger flat
-
suddenly it
-
feels like
-
it's not big
-
enough
-
you get a
-
job
-
you want a
-
job
-
you get the
-
job
-
then soon
-
afterwards
-
it's like
-
you want
-
another job
-
and whatever
-
it is
-
in our
-
palace
-
it never
-
is enough
-
but if
-
you realize
-
that you
-
can enter
-
into the
-
palace
-
of the
-
king
-
of the
-
whole
-
universe
-
and you
-
have
-
relationship
-
with him
-
and it
-
will never
-
be taken
-
away
-
because that
-
scepter is
-
always coming
-
down saying
-
approved
-
that means
-
we confidently
-
enter him
-
and I can
-
risk my
-
own
-
little palace
-
because I
-
have a
-
greater one
-
Esther
-
faced with a
-
choice
-
to give up
-
the palace
-
to give up
-
her entire
-
life
-
to save
-
the people
-
or to hold
-
on to the
-
palace
-
and give up
-
her entire
-
people
-
and she
-
chooses the
-
greater calling
-
Jesus said
-
if anyone
-
would come
-
after me
-
let him
-
deny himself
-
take up his
-
cross and
-
follow me
-
whoever seeks
-
to save
-
his life
-
will lose
-
it
-
whoever loses
-
his life
-
for my
-
sake
-
will find
-
it
-
he's saying
-
there's a
-
greater palace
-
so that
-
means for us
-
you can take
-
a risk
-
to reach out
-
to those
-
in your
-
office
-
that maybe
-
are not
-
like you
-
that you
-
feel scared
-
to reach
-
out to
-
to go
-
and talk
-
to that
-
person
-
who you
-
may have
-
like no
-
idea what
-
to say
-
to them
-
to invite
-
a student
-
a single
-
or someone
-
else from
-
a different
-
background
-
into your
-
flat
-
even though
-
it seems
-
scary to
-
you
-
to join
-
sons and
-
daughters
-
of young
-
lives
-
to reach
-
out to
-
risk
-
whatever it
-
is that
-
God calls
-
us to
-
and if
-
I perish
-
I perish
-
if I'm
-
embarrassed
-
I'm
-
embarrassed
-
if it's
-
awkward
-
it's
-
awkward
-
if it
-
doesn't
-
work out
-
it doesn't
-
work out
-
if
-
people
-
laugh
-
at me
-
they
-
laugh
-
at me
-
and that's
-
okay
-
because the
-
palace of
-
my puny
-
reputation
-
and my
-
comfort
-
is nothing
-
compared to
-
the palace
-
that Jesus
-
has guide
-
and is
-
reigning
-
and is
-
interceding
-
for us
-
that we
-
may enter
-
into
-
that's
-
what this
-
series is
-
all about
-
the whole
-
of the
-
Old
-
Testament
-
is
-
trying to
-
give you
-
a glimpse
-
of a
-
vision
-
that a
-
saviour
-
Jesus
-
Christ
-
is
-
coming
-
it's
-
pointing
-
us
-
to the
-
only
-
righteous
-
one
-
who
-
can
-
make
-
us
-
righteous
-
it's
-
pointing
-
to the
-
one
-
like
-
Jacob
-
who
-
is
-
willing
-
to
-
wrestle
-
with
-
us
-
and be
-
defeated
-
so we
-
may
-
get
-
blessing
-
he's
-
the
-
one
-
who
-
shows
-
his
-
power
-
in
-
weakness
-
like
-
Gideon
-
he's
-
the
-
one
-
who
-
we
-
come
-
to
-
with
-
nothing
-
in
-
our
-
hands
-
like
-
Naaman
-
he's
-
the
-
one
-
who
-
welcomes
-
enemies
-
to
-
his
-
table
-
like
-
Mephibosheth
-
and he's
-
the
-
one
-
who
-
pleads
-
for
-
us
-
like
-
Esther
-
this
-
is
-
Jesus
-
Christ
-
that's
-
why
-
we
-
worship
-
him
-
from
-
the
-
beginning
-
of
-
the
-
Bible
-
to
-
the
-
end
-
it's
-
all
-
about
-
him
-
Folk
-
át
-
he
-
through