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The Strong and the Weak

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  1. Father, we give you thanks and praise that you have never stopped being king of the whole earth.

  2. You are the same God who shaped all the planets and the galaxies with your hand,

  3. and you have never let the planets and the galaxies go.

  4. You are the same God who shapes and turns history and turns people's lives

  5. in the direction that you have already chosen.

  6. Father, we thank you so much for Jesus.

  7. We thank you that he has redeemed us.

  8. We thank you that through faith in him, we do not call out to an unknown God,

  9. but that we can call to you, you, our Father in heaven, who is still the Lord of this place.

  10. So, Father, we call out to you as your children, and we ask that your Holy Spirit would fall,

  11. and we ask that as the Holy Spirit falls, that we would know Jesus,

  12. and that your word would speak to us deep in our heart.

  13. And we ask all these things in Jesus' name. Amen.

  14. Please be seated.

  15. If I seem a little bit less energetic than usual, I'm jet-lagged.

  16. I was in British Columbia all week, and my internal clock is completely and utterly discombobulated.

  17. Hopefully, my brain won't be completely and utterly discombobulated as I talk this morning,

  18. as we open the word.

  19. If you have your Bibles, turn in them to Esther 5.

  20. I know the text will be up there in the screen as well, for those of you who don't have Bibles,

  21. but it's just a really great thing to have a Bible with you,

  22. and get familiar with your book, or however it is that you read the Bible,

  23. and sometimes be able to make notes in it as different things speak to you.

  24. I know you can do that electronically as well.

  25. So, we're going to be looking at Esther 5.

  26. And, you know, this is a very...

  27. One of the things that keeps us from being a Christian,

  28. or gets in the way of us being a Christian,

  29. is we're aware of the fact that often it'll mean that we have to be a bit weaker,

  30. and nobody likes to be weak.

  31. And this text sort of speaks into that in a very, very interesting way in the context of a story.

  32. So, let's just plunge in.

  33. If you're just trying to remember where we are in this story,

  34. it's a story set in Persia, ancient Persia,

  35. when King Xerxes was the king, the emperor of the Persian Empire,

  36. the greatest empire in the world at that time.

  37. And it's all about how a plan has now developed from this fellow by the name of Haman

  38. to kill all of the Jews in the empire, like everyone,

  39. whether you're young or whether you're old, male or female,

  40. to kill every Jewish person and to steal and plunder their property.

  41. And the king has given permission for this.

  42. And even as the events in this story transpire,

  43. the wheels, so to speak, of the state, the bureaucracy, the military, the police, the judiciary,

  44. and even the citizens as individuals are starting to prepare for this great day,

  45. about ten, ten and a half months hence, when every Jew will be killed.

  46. And central to this whole story have been two Jewish people.

  47. One of them is a man by the name of Mordecai,

  48. whom I've said week after week, I know it gets a bit boring for some of you,

  49. who's lived as a Persian.

  50. He's lived as some combination between being a pagan and being a Zoroastrian.

  51. He has a name that says, I worship Marduk, the god of Babylon.

  52. And he has raised an adopted daughter by the name of Esther.

  53. That's her Persian name.

  54. She had a Jewish name, but he tells her to use her Persian name,

  55. which is she's named after the goddess Ishtar.

  56. And Esther, through a series of circumstances,

  57. has become one of King Xerxes' queens.

  58. But she has lived like a Persian, looks like a Persian,

  59. eats like a Persian, worships like a Persian.

  60. Nobody knows that she's Jewish.

  61. And so we see in the story as it unfolds this conversion moment for Mordecai,

  62. where he's just brought to that point where he returns to the Lord of Israel

  63. who cares for his covenant people.

  64. And he says, I am a Jew.

  65. I am one who's going to live under the Lord's hand and under his covenant.

  66. But Esther hasn't done that.

  67. And after this decree is made to use the power of the state to kill every Jewish person,

  68. what we looked at last week is that Mordecai outs his adopted daughter, Esther.

  69. He outs her.

  70. And he outs her because he's come to confront her and say,

  71. you know, through an intermediary that you need to go in and speak to the king

  72. and appeal for your people.

  73. And Esther gives Mordecai a very, very, very, very, very, very reasonable reason

  74. as to why she shouldn't do something like that.

  75. Because basically she has a very high likelihood of being put to death

  76. because there's a rule, which is also, by the way, reported in other secular historians

  77. or pagan historians, I should say,

  78. that if you come into the king's inner sanctum to speak to him

  79. and he hasn't invited you,

  80. unless when he sees you, you come in.

  81. And if he doesn't give you, extend his royal scepter to give you permission,

  82. the only other option is to have you killed.

  83. And Esther says, it's pretty foolish of you, really, Mordecai,

  84. to ask me to go and appear before the king.

  85. I haven't seen him in 30 days.

  86. Who knows how long it'll be.

  87. And so there's this, the whole story turns in this last interchange

  88. of what we just looked at last week,

  89. where Mordecai, his faith in the Lord's providence comes out.

  90. He says, listen, the Lord is going to deliver his people

  91. because that's what he's promised he does.

  92. And don't think that you can hide while Mordecai goes through his,

  93. Haman goes through his plan

  94. and that you won't come under this judgment

  95. and you won't die and suffer.

  96. But here's the thing.

  97. I know that the Lord is going to deliver.

  98. And maybe the Lord has put you in this position for such a time as this,

  99. that you are the one here right now to take this message to the king.

  100. And if you don't, you'll perish.

  101. And as we looked at a little bit last week,

  102. it's the language of a type of eternal perishing

  103. within the context of the Hebrew.

  104. And you'll fall under God's judgment.

  105. So this is like a conversion moment for Esther

  106. as to whether she's going to trust the Lord or trust herself.

  107. And Mordecai's words pierce her heart.

  108. And she becomes a reluctant convert.

  109. She doesn't start saying yes and jumping up and down

  110. because she's all pumped.

  111. She says,

  112. I will spend the next day,

  113. three days fasting without food or water.

  114. And I will reveal who I am to my young women.

  115. And I will ask them to join me in fasting and prayer

  116. for three days to the Lord.

  117. And I ask you, Mordecai,

  118. if you would gather all of the Jewish people that you know

  119. and you would ask them to fast and to pray for me for three days.

  120. And at the end of the three days,

  121. I will go unto the king.

  122. And if I perish, I perish.

  123. I mean, when you say, if I perish, I perish,

  124. that's not a sign that you're just,

  125. that you're filled with the joy of the Lord.

  126. It's not despairing.

  127. It's not cynical.

  128. It's very realistic.

  129. And it's very, very courageous.

  130. And really, for those,

  131. everything that happens in the rest of the book of Esther

  132. has to be understood from that perspective

  133. that the Lord has going to deliver his people,

  134. whether Esther is the one who is there for such a time as this,

  135. and whether her faith and obedience to the Lord

  136. will lead her to end up being, to perishing,

  137. because she might die in this whole process.

  138. And so that's where we begin this story today.

  139. It's verse one.

  140. On the third day,

  141. Esther put on her royal robes

  142. and stood in the inner court of the king's palace

  143. in front of the king's quarters

  144. while the king was sitting on his royal throne

  145. inside the throne room opposite the entrance to the palace.

  146. And just pause.

  147. One of the things which is hard for some people

  148. as this sermon series has been going on

  149. is because I'm sort of bringing out things in the story

  150. which make it obvious that

  151. the way you've normally heard the story talked about isn't right.

  152. Like, I know after I shared where Esther gets introduced

  153. and the fact that she's a compromised person

  154. who doesn't live like a Jew,

  155. who goes under the name of the goddess of Ishtar,

  156. and the way she becomes queen,

  157. literally the way she becomes queen,

  158. is her sexual performance with the emperor

  159. and her conversation with him makes him choose her,

  160. which doesn't usually get talked about in Sunday school.

  161. And here in this story,

  162. it's often said that what Esther does

  163. is she makes herself beautiful to appear before the king.

  164. And that's wrong.

  165. The text has made clear

  166. that she's just spent the last three days

  167. fasting without food or water.

  168. One of the things which I'm prey to

  169. is I can get so busy with work

  170. that I don't drink fluids.

  171. I go from one thing to another to another to another

  172. and I don't drink enough fluids.

  173. And I'll be home and I'll say to my wife,

  174. you know, I finally get home and I say to Louise,

  175. I say, gosh, I'm really feeling just tired and draggy.

  176. And, you know, and then like I'm dumb, right?

  177. So it doesn't dawn on me at first that I'm dehydrated.

  178. And then I sort of think to myself,

  179. maybe I'm just dehydrated.

  180. And before I know it,

  181. like I've had three glasses or four glasses of something

  182. and half an hour later,

  183. the world looks better.

  184. I have energy.

  185. I'm not tired.

  186. I was just dehydrated.

  187. And that's just after an afternoon.

  188. I'm not a doctor.

  189. I did a little bit of looking on the Internet

  190. to see what happens

  191. if you go three days without food and water.

  192. But at the end of three days without water,

  193. you can still live.

  194. By the way, the text isn't recommending you do this.

  195. And whether it was a full 72 hours or a little bit less,

  196. the text is a bit silent on it,

  197. but she's gone a while without food and without water.

  198. And after this length of time without water,

  199. her brain would feel tired and heavy.

  200. She wouldn't have energy.

  201. It's very possible that her joints would be aching

  202. because regular fluid's important for your joints

  203. to be able to work well.

  204. And the body's ability to control its temperature

  205. would be way out of whack.

  206. And she might be going through periods

  207. where she's literally shivering with cold.

  208. And then within a few moments,

  209. she could be heavily sweating.

  210. And if one of us was brought into the hospital

  211. because we'd gone three days without fluid,

  212. they wouldn't say,

  213. okay, now you're in the exact right state of affairs

  214. to go do an important interview.

  215. They'd say, we're putting you in the hospital.

  216. We're not letting you out.

  217. We're going to give you intravenous.

  218. We're going to pump some fluids into you

  219. and we're going to fix you.

  220. That's what they'd say.

  221. And so she would look either sweaty or clammy.

  222. She would be maybe shivering,

  223. sweating and shivering.

  224. And she might be walking with pain.

  225. And her lack of energy would be apparent.

  226. So now it isn't as if she goes in.

  227. It says here she puts on her royal robe

  228. and that many people will just jump to the thing

  229. that she spent her time working on her makeup.

  230. But this is,

  231. the whole thing is a very, very interesting thing

  232. in this story, you see.

  233. And it's a puzzling story, right?

  234. Because the fact of the matter is,

  235. let's be honest.

  236. If one of you came up to me and said,

  237. George, I have a really, really, really important meeting

  238. in three, you know, next week

  239. or in three days,

  240. like on Wednesday, George, or Thursday,

  241. I have this really, really, really important interview

  242. that I have to go through.

  243. What should I do?

  244. And I have to confess,

  245. I probably wouldn't tell you to fast for three days

  246. and take no water and pray.

  247. I'd probably,

  248. I'd tell you you should pray,

  249. but I'd probably say,

  250. you know what you can do is

  251. you can visualize success.

  252. You know, send me a copy of your words,

  253. your speech,

  254. and we can make it punchy.

  255. You've got to work on your elevator talk.

  256. You know, those first 30 seconds or 90 seconds,

  257. it's key.

  258. You want to say something at the beginning

  259. that's going to really grab the person,

  260. hook them and bring them in.

  261. And in other words,

  262. basically what I would be telling them

  263. is I would be telling them

  264. all of the different ways.

  265. And, you know, maybe I'd be saying,

  266. of course, you know,

  267. you're going to, you know,

  268. don't come to me for fashion advice,

  269. which is obvious.

  270. Some of you ask me occasionally

  271. why it is that I always wear

  272. a clergy shirt at church.

  273. I don't wear it throughout the week.

  274. It's very simple.

  275. I am such a non-clothes person

  276. that if I actually tried to not dress

  277. in a clergy shirt and pants,

  278. you'd start to say,

  279. he's wearing the same pants like every week.

  280. And look at the socks with the sandals.

  281. And the socks don't match his shirt

  282. or his tie or whatever it's supposed to match.

  283. I wouldn't even know

  284. what it's supposed to match.

  285. Like, I'm the opposite of a clothes person.

  286. I can wear black,

  287. like, dress, it's like a uniform.

  288. I'm allowed to wear it every week

  289. and nobody comments on it,

  290. which is one of the reasons,

  291. the main reason why I do it.

  292. I can just get by like this every week.

  293. I don't have to think about my clothes.

  294. So I would say to you,

  295. don't come to me about advice about clothes.

  296. You know, go to Victor

  297. or, you know, or some other person,

  298. and they'll tell you how to be well put together

  299. so you look spectacular for your meeting.

  300. And, but you know,

  301. what I'd be doing is

  302. all of my advice would be how to get strong.

  303. That's what we'd all do.

  304. All of our advice would be how to get strong,

  305. how to get pumped,

  306. how to visualize your success,

  307. work on your talk,

  308. you know, work all of these types of,

  309. pray and work and work and work.

  310. And you come to a text like this

  311. and it's a very, very, very counterintuitive text

  312. is that she makes herself weak.

  313. And when she stands to come into the king's presence

  314. to see whether she's going to live and die,

  315. maybe she's had some fluid now,

  316. but she won't have had enough

  317. to have been rehydrated.

  318. And she's put on her royal robes

  319. to show that she's the queen.

  320. And I'm sure she did her hair

  321. and whatever makeup her would have been back then.

  322. But she comes in a weak,

  323. in a weakened state.

  324. Now, just to be clear,

  325. the Bible here isn't saying

  326. that there's something virtuous

  327. about weakness per se.

  328. And it's not saying

  329. that you have to be weak

  330. to speak before the king.

  331. What you see here

  332. is something which is really

  333. counterintuitive to our flesh

  334. and to the world,

  335. but very, very, very, very,

  336. very important to understand.

  337. She humbles herself

  338. not before the king,

  339. not before power of the world,

  340. not before the people

  341. who want to kill her people.

  342. She's not humbling herself

  343. and making her weak before them.

  344. She becomes weak

  345. and humbles herself

  346. before her God

  347. that she can stand

  348. before the king.

  349. It's not saying

  350. that the world would be better

  351. if everybody was weaker.

  352. It's not saying anything

  353. other than the fact

  354. that this is a profound story

  355. of conversion.

  356. And with her conversion,

  357. and she knows

  358. the power of the court

  359. and the power of the empire,

  360. and if she is going

  361. to trust in the Lord,

  362. she's going to have to trust

  363. in the Lord

  364. all of the way.

  365. Unless the Lord does this,

  366. she is doomed.

  367. And she has this profound sense.

  368. The text never explains it.

  369. It may be as just

  370. the memory she's had

  371. of her upbringing

  372. and of the stories

  373. of God's deliverance,

  374. but the fact of the matter

  375. is it's going to have to be

  376. the Lord who will deliver

  377. his people,

  378. the Lord who will act

  379. in the midst

  380. of all these other things.

  381. And the way that she

  382. is to do this

  383. is if she is going to be able

  384. to stand before the king

  385. and look him in the eye,

  386. if she is going to be able

  387. to stand before Haman,

  388. the one who wants

  389. to murder her

  390. and all her people,

  391. if she is to stand

  392. before her enemies

  393. and her kings,

  394. she needs to humble herself

  395. before the Lord

  396. so she may stand.

  397. And that's what she does.

  398. And so we come to see

  399. how it is that the king

  400. is going to respond.

  401. Verse 2.

  402. Now remember,

  403. when she comes in,

  404. she's looking more frail.

  405. She's not walking

  406. with the usual spring

  407. in her step.

  408. She doesn't look well.

  409. But she's come

  410. and stood

  411. in the place

  412. where within the next few moments,

  413. the king will either

  414. ignore her,

  415. and that means

  416. the guards will come

  417. and take her away

  418. and kill her,

  419. or he will look at her

  420. and he will beckon her

  421. to come

  422. and she will live

  423. at least for that moment.

  424. So in verse 2,

  425. and when the king

  426. saw Queen Esther

  427. standing in the court,

  428. she won favor

  429. in his sight

  430. and he held out

  431. to Esther

  432. the golden scepter

  433. that was in his hand.

  434. Then Esther approached

  435. and touched

  436. the tip of the scepter.

  437. That's one of those

  438. little aspects

  439. of the story

  440. for those of you

  441. who have visual imaginations

  442. that just help you

  443. to understand

  444. what's happening.

  445. It's a sign

  446. that she's acknowledged

  447. that he's letting her live.

  448. And she comes close

  449. to him.

  450. She touches

  451. the symbol

  452. of his authority

  453. as acknowledgement

  454. that she can be

  455. in his presence

  456. and that she can live.

  457. And

  458. the king must have noticed

  459. how she looks.

  460. So he says to her,

  461. what is it,

  462. Queen Esther?

  463. What is your request?

  464. Shall be given you

  465. even half of my kingdom.

  466. Now just sort of

  467. pause here again.

  468. He doesn't mean this literally.

  469. He's just

  470. having good manners.

  471. If she'd said,

  472. well actually,

  473. I'd like,

  474. I have a map

  475. of the kingdom.

  476. I've drawn a line

  477. right here.

  478. I'd like you to have,

  479. I'd like to have this half

  480. and you can have that half.

  481. But you know,

  482. at the end of the day,

  483. it doesn't matter.

  484. You can have the other half

  485. and I'll have this half.

  486. If she'd said that,

  487. she'd be dead.

  488. It's just good manners.

  489. By the way,

  490. here's a really important thing.

  491. When you read the Gospels,

  492. when you read something like,

  493. for God so loved the world

  494. that he gave his only begotten son

  495. to the end

  496. that all who believe in him

  497. shall not perish

  498. but have eternal life,

  499. it's not good manners.

  500. It's literal.

  501. It's literal.

  502. He really will

  503. stop you from perishing.

  504. He really will give you

  505. eternal life.

  506. But this

  507. is just good manners.

  508. And so,

  509. how is she going to respond?

  510. She says,

  511. and Esther said,

  512. verse 4,

  513. if it please the king,

  514. let the king and Haman

  515. come today to a feast

  516. that I have prepared

  517. for the king.

  518. And pause again.

  519. Now,

  520. this would have puzzled the king

  521. because he would

  522. say to himself,

  523. she didn't risk her life

  524. just to ask

  525. to have some

  526. hummus and tabouli

  527. and lamb and goat

  528. and wine with me.

  529. He wouldn't know what it is,

  530. but he'd know

  531. that there's something else

  532. going on.

  533. And it's really puzzling.

  534. The text never explains

  535. why it is

  536. that the queen asks

  537. not only to see the king

  538. but also the king and Haman.

  539. Part of the reason

  540. that she asked for the meal

  541. is maybe clear to all of us

  542. if we just sort of picture

  543. what happens

  544. is that this isn't as if,

  545. this isn't like

  546. what it's like

  547. probably in most offices

  548. where if you can make it

  549. through all of the security guards

  550. and all of the,

  551. and the receptionists

  552. and the personal assistant,

  553. you eventually get into

  554. the office of the cabinet minister

  555. or the prime minister

  556. who's there by himself.

  557. What happens in the inner court

  558. is the advisors

  559. of the king

  560. would be around

  561. and there's soldiers

  562. who are around

  563. and there's people

  564. with other type of business

  565. who'd made the proper appointments

  566. and they're all around.

  567. There'd be many people

  568. who are all around.

  569. And so it is sort of,

  570. if you sort of understand

  571. that that's what it looks like,

  572. it's not like our being able

  573. to go see the prime minister.

  574. It would sort of really be more

  575. like you get to see

  576. the prime minister of Canada

  577. but while he's there,

  578. half of his cabinet is there

  579. and half of his aides are there

  580. and his chief of staff is there

  581. and there's security guards

  582. and police there

  583. and it's a big crowd

  584. and you can well imagine

  585. that it's going to be

  586. a very intimidating thing

  587. to try to make your request

  588. to the prime minister

  589. in front of so many people.

  590. It'd be very intimidating.

  591. And so you can understand

  592. why she asked for the meal

  593. but the puzzling thing

  594. is that she asked for Haman

  595. and the text doesn't tell you

  596. why she asked for Haman

  597. but she does.

  598. So we can be free to differ.

  599. I mean, that's one of those things

  600. we can talk about over coffee.

  601. Why did she ask for Haman

  602. to be present?

  603. I think it's maybe

  604. for at least two reasons.

  605. Part of it is I think

  606. just the courage

  607. that God has given her

  608. even in her weakened state

  609. because I don't know

  610. how many of you

  611. have been profoundly wronged

  612. but I know that there are

  613. some of you here

  614. who have been profoundly wronged

  615. that maybe have been

  616. even beaten

  617. or treated very, very unjustly

  618. and this is a sign

  619. of great courage

  620. that when the time comes

  621. for her to actually speak

  622. about this

  623. that she will be able

  624. to look

  625. the man

  626. in the eye

  627. be in his presence

  628. unintimidated

  629. and unashamed

  630. and look him in the eye

  631. and reveal what he has done

  632. and call him out

  633. on his evil.

  634. This is great courage.

  635. She has humbled herself

  636. before the Lord

  637. so that she might stand

  638. in front of the emperor

  639. of the empire

  640. and stand

  641. and speak clearly

  642. about the evil

  643. of his top advisor

  644. and confront him.

  645. The other thing

  646. might be a little bit practical

  647. is that

  648. you could well imagine

  649. let's say you had

  650. a big request

  651. of the prime minister

  652. and you got him privately

  653. and you asked the prime minister

  654. to do something

  655. and then you leave

  656. and the first thing

  657. the prime minister does

  658. is go and talk

  659. to his advisors

  660. including the ones

  661. who are giving him

  662. all the bad advice

  663. and you're stuck out there.

  664. You can't come back

  665. into the king's presence

  666. without risking his death again

  667. and now all of a sudden

  668. you know

  669. and the prime minister

  670. might be sort of favorable

  671. when he sees you

  672. but he goes back

  673. and he talks to Gerald Butts

  674. and he talks to some

  675. of his key cabinet ministers

  676. and say don't

  677. that's crazy

  678. don't do that

  679. like get another queen

  680. like get over it

  681. you already have lots

  682. so just get another one

  683. like so maybe it is

  684. that she wants to be able

  685. to have it out

  686. with Haman

  687. and the king

  688. in private

  689. just the three of them

  690. but the text is silent

  691. but this is the surprising thing

  692. she wants a feast

  693. and she wants it

  694. with the king

  695. and she wants it

  696. with Haman

  697. so in verse 5

  698. the king responds

  699. by saying bring Haman quickly

  700. so that we may do

  701. as Esther has asked

  702. so the king

  703. and Haman

  704. came to the feast

  705. that Esther had prepared

  706. and as they were drinking wine

  707. after the feast

  708. the king said to Esther

  709. what is your wish

  710. it shall be granted you

  711. and what is your request

  712. even to the half

  713. of my kingdom

  714. it shall be fulfilled

  715. then Esther answered

  716. and we expect her to say

  717. this terrible Haman

  718. wants to kill me

  719. you need to protect me

  720. I'm Jewish

  721. he's evil

  722. you think that she's going to say that

  723. but she doesn't

  724. this is a very helpful feature

  725. of the story

  726. the thing that's so helpful

  727. about this story

  728. is

  729. because each one of us

  730. is fallible

  731. none of us is perfect

  732. and sometimes we screw up

  733. and sometimes when it comes

  734. right to the opportunity

  735. and the time to do it

  736. we lose a bit of our nerve

  737. but we don't complete

  738. I mean sometimes we completely

  739. lose our nerve

  740. but sometimes we just like

  741. we're in two minds

  742. and you want to

  743. but you can't

  744. and she stumbles here

  745. a little bit

  746. she has the opportunity

  747. but she doesn't

  748. just completely

  749. walk away from the opportunity

  750. but she wants an extra day

  751. to work on it

  752. and as we're going to see

  753. in a moment

  754. that waiting a day

  755. might have horrific consequences

  756. for a man that she loves deeply

  757. but when it comes time

  758. to do the ask

  759. see this is so helpful

  760. because this is like

  761. how we live

  762. isn't it

  763. this is how each of us lives

  764. not perfect lives

  765. that are straightforward

  766. in our obedience

  767. but

  768. with zigs and zags

  769. and

  770. times when we go home

  771. and

  772. afterwards

  773. and say to our friends

  774. and say to our God

  775. I just

  776. Lord I'm really sorry

  777. I messed that one up

  778. you gave me this

  779. spectacular opportunity

  780. and you saved my life

  781. and I just didn't do it

  782. the way I should

  783. because that's what happens

  784. verse 7

  785. then Esther answered

  786. my wish and my request

  787. is

  788. if I have found favor

  789. in the sight of the king

  790. and if it please the king

  791. to grant my wish

  792. and fulfill my request

  793. let the king and Haman

  794. come to the feast

  795. that I will prepare for them

  796. and tomorrow

  797. tomorrow

  798. I will do as the king has said

  799. now

  800. here's another thing

  801. which is so interesting

  802. about this story

  803. and you know

  804. it's one of the reasons

  805. that these stories

  806. are so important

  807. is you can have a doctrine

  808. I can tell you about a doctrine

  809. but

  810. it doesn't necessarily

  811. have any place in us

  812. but

  813. when we actually get the story

  814. the story helps us to feel

  815. and sort of visualize it

  816. and

  817. and

  818. the

  819. the person who writes this book

  820. doesn't now say

  821. and the Lord was angry with Esther

  822. for having screwed up

  823. doesn't say anything like that

  824. it's going to take a really

  825. really bad turn

  826. but

  827. the reader is to remember

  828. the Lord will deliver his people

  829. is Esther here for such a time as this

  830. and Esther's line

  831. if I perish

  832. I perish

  833. she's willing to put herself

  834. available to the Lord

  835. even if it means she dies

  836. and her greater confidence

  837. isn't in her own success

  838. she has no particular confidence

  839. or view or that

  840. her greater confidence

  841. is that the Lord is the Lord

  842. and that the Lord will keep his promises

  843. and the Lord will deliver his people

  844. even when they are in exile

  845. in the empire of Persia

  846. he will keep his promises

  847. because he is still the Lord

  848. but verse 9

  849. she doesn't have her opportunity

  850. and verse 9

  851. it's really interesting

  852. Haman

  853. verse 9

  854. he went out that day

  855. joyful and glad of heart

  856. the man who is plotting to kill

  857. every Jew in the empire

  858. leaves joyful and glad of heart

  859. but when Haman saw Mordecai in the king's gate

  860. that he neither rose nor trembled before him

  861. Haman was filled with wrath against Mordecai

  862. nevertheless

  863. Haman restrained himself and went home

  864. and he sought and brought his friends and his wife Zeresh

  865. and Haman recounted to them

  866. the splendor of his riches

  867. literally the glory of his riches

  868. the number of his sons

  869. and all of his daughters

  870. no the daughters are omitted

  871. sucks to be a daughter

  872. in this particular family

  873. the number of his sons

  874. and all the promotions

  875. with which the king had honored him

  876. and how he advanced him above

  877. the officials and the servants of the king

  878. then Haman said

  879. even Queen Esther

  880. let no one but me

  881. come with the king

  882. to the feast she prepared

  883. and tomorrow

  884. also

  885. I am invited by her

  886. together with the king

  887. now look at this

  888. this next line is so

  889. so psychologically true

  890. you know

  891. it's interesting

  892. because in

  893. in our flesh

  894. and in the world

  895. and in our culture

  896. what gives us meaning to life

  897. what do we

  898. like many people

  899. will wreck their marriages

  900. so they can get promotions

  901. many people will wreck their marriages

  902. so they can have more money

  903. many people think

  904. that if they just had

  905. this certain number of children

  906. that their life would be

  907. completely and utterly meaningful

  908. or that they could just be married

  909. or

  910. but it

  911. we

  912. we can set our

  913. the bible isn't saying

  914. there's nothing wrong with children

  915. it's not saying it's

  916. sad to have

  917. not be able to have children

  918. it's not saying anything like that

  919. it's

  920. not saying it's bad to have money

  921. it's not saying it's bad to have a job

  922. but it's

  923. we

  924. we all know

  925. that some of these things

  926. can become like an idol to us

  927. where we get our meaning

  928. where we get our identity

  929. where we get our sense of worth

  930. where we

  931. we feel justified

  932. and that somehow or another

  933. if I could just have that amount of money

  934. if I could just have this promotion

  935. if I could just have this

  936. if I could just have that

  937. then somehow or another

  938. my life would be complete

  939. my life would be full

  940. and yet

  941. the fact of the matter is

  942. is that those things

  943. don't satisfy us

  944. and it's so perfectly captured here

  945. in verse 13

  946. so he's just said

  947. he has

  948. he has this access to the king

  949. he has this access to the queen

  950. I have all this wealth

  951. I have this spectacular family

  952. I have all these promotions

  953. yet

  954. all this is worth nothing to me

  955. so long as I see Mordecai the Jew

  956. sitting at the king's gate

  957. now I'm going to make a small little political comment here

  958. I'm really sorry

  959. but I'm still going to do it

  960. maybe afterwards I think I shouldn't

  961. sometimes

  962. the way the discourse goes

  963. is

  964. by the way

  965. I have four daughters

  966. I

  967. I love my daughters

  968. I love my wife

  969. and I have nine granddaughters

  970. and

  971. I'm going to be happy

  972. if one of them is prime minister

  973. or something like that

  974. there's not a negative thing

  975. about any of that

  976. but sometimes the way the discourse goes

  977. is that

  978. you need to have a woman present

  979. because

  980. well you know

  981. women are nurturing

  982. women are peaceable

  983. you know

  984. women try to bring people together

  985. and you know

  986. we never think about it

  987. when we have talk like that

  988. it actually demeans women

  989. as if somehow all women are like that

  990. really

  991. every single one

  992. like they're not individuals

  993. and so it's really interesting

  994. so his wife says

  995. he just confessed all things

  996. and so what's the advice his wife gives him

  997. is it to be nurturing

  998. no

  999. verse 14

  1000. and his wife Zeresh

  1001. and all his friends

  1002. but Zeresh is the leader

  1003. she says

  1004. let a gallows

  1005. 50 cubits high

  1006. that's 75 feet

  1007. be made

  1008. and

  1009. and in the morning

  1010. tell the king

  1011. to have Mordecai

  1012. hanged upon it

  1013. it's sort of neat eh

  1014. like it's funny

  1015. the

  1016. we

  1017. trade in stereotypes

  1018. when it helps us

  1019. but the Bible never trades

  1020. in stereotypes

  1021. in fact

  1022. often

  1023. part of the problem

  1024. we have in reading the Bible

  1025. is that the Bible

  1026. is too realistic for us

  1027. we wish it was religious

  1028. we wish it was spiritual

  1029. we wish it wasn't

  1030. just so earthy

  1031. and it's why

  1032. it's the great

  1033. tendency

  1034. and problem

  1035. for Bible teachers

  1036. to want to make

  1037. to downplay

  1038. what Esther has done

  1039. and make it look

  1040. as if she's made herself

  1041. beautiful

  1042. or as if

  1043. the reason she became

  1044. queen was because

  1045. she was so charming

  1046. rather than

  1047. the sheer

  1048. blood and guts

  1049. earthiness

  1050. of the text

  1051. but here we get

  1052. the blood and guts

  1053. earthiness

  1054. of the text

  1055. look at it again

  1056. verse 14

  1057. let a gallows

  1058. and the literal word

  1059. as you see

  1060. in some of your things

  1061. is it just

  1062. it literally means

  1063. a stake

  1064. okay

  1065. and if you're wondering

  1066. how it is

  1067. that they could make

  1068. something 75 feet tall

  1069. in a day

  1070. the actual language

  1071. just means

  1072. that the top

  1073. of the stake

  1074. has to be 75 feet high

  1075. so if Mordecai

  1076. is already in a house

  1077. that's

  1078. 50

  1079. 65 feet high

  1080. he just has to put

  1081. a 10 foot stake

  1082. on the top of it

  1083. the point is

  1084. that it's going to be

  1085. very very public

  1086. and prominent

  1087. and the odds are

  1088. that they're not going

  1089. to hang him on it

  1090. the odds are

  1091. that what they're going

  1092. to do is

  1093. they're going to

  1094. they're going to

  1095. drop Mordecai on it

  1096. so that he's impaled

  1097. so that the whole city

  1098. or that whole neighborhood

  1099. can look up

  1100. and see Mordecai

  1101. impaled

  1102. dying slowly

  1103. and gruesomely

  1104. for all to see

  1105. that's his wife's advice

  1106. and

  1107. so she says

  1108. let a gallows

  1109. or a stake

  1110. 50 cubits high

  1111. be made

  1112. and in the morning

  1113. tell the king

  1114. to have Mordecai

  1115. hanged upon it

  1116. then

  1117. go joyfully

  1118. with the king

  1119. to the feast

  1120. and this idea

  1121. pleased Haman

  1122. and he had

  1123. the gallows made

  1124. so

  1125. just a couple

  1126. of things

  1127. about

  1128. about this text

  1129. sort of

  1130. to

  1131. to

  1132. you know

  1133. to bring it

  1134. to collect

  1135. why is something

  1136. like this

  1137. even in the Bible

  1138. and

  1139. why is all of this

  1140. bloodthirstiness

  1141. and

  1142. and all this stuff

  1143. why is it in the Bible

  1144. well you know

  1145. part of

  1146. part of the reason

  1147. it's in the Bible

  1148. is because

  1149. when we just have

  1150. all of these stuff

  1151. the spiritual talk

  1152. and religious talk

  1153. it ends up

  1154. very easily

  1155. becoming like

  1156. hallmark cards

  1157. or just platitudes

  1158. and our own lives

  1159. are

  1160. full of

  1161. of pain

  1162. and drama

  1163. and tragedy

  1164. and

  1165. hard times

  1166. and stuff like that

  1167. and

  1168. in a very

  1169. very powerful way

  1170. when we read

  1171. texts like this

  1172. it helps us

  1173. to understand

  1174. that the Bible

  1175. is communicating

  1176. truths to us

  1177. that fit with

  1178. how the world is

  1179. it's real

  1180. for how our lives

  1181. are real

  1182. and

  1183. in that way

  1184. it trains us

  1185. when our lives

  1186. are really having

  1187. very very hard

  1188. times

  1189. it trains us

  1190. to call out

  1191. to the Lord

  1192. because the Lord

  1193. knows about this

  1194. it's not

  1195. foreign to him

  1196. and it's not

  1197. strange to him

  1198. we live in a world

  1199. where somebody

  1200. can just take

  1201. a dislike

  1202. to us

  1203. and because

  1204. they take

  1205. a dislike

  1206. to us

  1207. they tell

  1208. lies about us

  1209. and because

  1210. they take

  1211. a dislike

  1212. to us

  1213. they stop

  1214. us from

  1215. getting promotions

  1216. or they get

  1217. us in trouble

  1218. with the police

  1219. or they get

  1220. us in trouble

  1221. with our wives

  1222. or our families

  1223. or our husbands

  1224. and we live

  1225. in a world

  1226. where that happens

  1227. we live in a world

  1228. where somebody

  1229. can just be mean

  1230. to us

  1231. day after day

  1232. after day

  1233. some of us

  1234. have grown up

  1235. with parents

  1236. like that

  1237. some of us

  1238. have had bosses

  1239. like that

  1240. some of us

  1241. have been

  1242. in a neighborhood

  1243. with that

  1244. and if all

  1245. of the talk

  1246. in the Bible

  1247. is just all

  1248. about love

  1249. love love

  1250. love love

  1251. love

  1252. good good

  1253. good

  1254. well

  1255. that might

  1256. motivate us

  1257. a little bit

  1258. but in the blood

  1259. and guts

  1260. of our world

  1261. it just doesn't

  1262. cut it

  1263. and so

  1264. when texts

  1265. like this

  1266. just communicate

  1267. what life

  1268. is like

  1269. it helps us

  1270. to see

  1271. that this Bible

  1272. the text

  1273. doesn't talk

  1274. about God

  1275. delivering his people

  1276. in the abstract

  1277. but in a life

  1278. and death

  1279. situation

  1280. with a real

  1281. woman

  1282. at a real

  1283. time

  1284. and so

  1285. on one hand

  1286. the reason

  1287. texts like this

  1288. are important

  1289. is it prepares

  1290. our hearts

  1291. to pour out

  1292. our hearts

  1293. to the Lord

  1294. but the other

  1295. thing which is

  1296. very very important

  1297. about the text

  1298. there's a really

  1299. wonderful line

  1300. in 2nd Corinthians

  1301. where it says

  1302. my grace

  1303. is sufficient

  1304. for you

  1305. my power

  1306. is made

  1307. perfect

  1308. or complete

  1309. in weakness

  1310. and

  1311. texts like this

  1312. show us

  1313. this

  1314. you see

  1315. the fundamental

  1316. human problem

  1317. is the problem

  1318. of

  1319. it's identified

  1320. right in the very

  1321. beginning of the Bible

  1322. in Genesis chapter 3

    Genesis 3 chapter mention

  1323. where Adam and Eve

  1324. desire to be like God

  1325. they want to be like God

  1326. and

  1327. because

  1328. when they choose

  1329. that they're no longer

  1330. going to sort of

  1331. just trust the God

  1332. who really does exist

  1333. and they're going to

  1334. live with him

  1335. is that the Lord

  1336. saying amen

  1337. no it's just

  1338. planes flying over

  1339. it's also him

  1340. saying amen

  1341. but

  1342. the fundamental

  1343. human problem

  1344. is the human problem

  1345. of our desire

  1346. to be like God's

  1347. to exalt ourselves

  1348. against God

  1349. to turn our back

  1350. on God

  1351. to be

  1352. as great as God

  1353. and that's in a sense

  1354. the fundamental

  1355. human problem

  1356. it's something

  1357. which is deeply

  1358. ingrained in every

  1359. human being

  1360. and when we can do

  1361. when we can sort of

  1362. pretend that we're

  1363. having all this power

  1364. and all the success

  1365. we're filled with pride

  1366. and

  1367. at the same time

  1368. when we're not

  1369. successful at this

  1370. we can be filled

  1371. with despondency

  1372. and despair

  1373. because

  1374. we're still

  1375. having our hearts

  1376. sit on this

  1377. and that's why

  1378. you see

  1379. it's so

  1380. most of us think

  1381. that if God

  1382. was going to really

  1383. deliver us

  1384. the way that he's

  1385. going to have to

  1386. deliver us

  1387. is by having

  1388. this profound

  1389. act of powers

  1390. if he can just

  1391. overwhelm us

  1392. because you see

  1393. at the end of the day

  1394. we only want to

  1395. respect God

  1396. if he can sort of

  1397. show himself

  1398. to be really

  1399. really powerful

  1400. and that his power

  1401. is used in the way

  1402. that we think

  1403. it should be used

  1404. because what we

  1405. really want to do

  1406. is to be like God

  1407. but the fact of the

  1408. matter is

  1409. is that our

  1410. fundamental problem

  1411. is that we have

  1412. to be pulled back

  1413. from that

  1414. it's as if

  1415. everything that we

  1416. are like

  1417. is straining

  1418. and bending

  1419. this way

  1420. and when we're

  1421. successful

  1422. we're proud

  1423. and when we're

  1424. not successful

  1425. we feel despair

  1426. and so for the

  1427. Lord to save us

  1428. in a sense

  1429. he has to want

  1430. all of that back

  1431. because you see

  1432. part of what

  1433. the story of

  1434. Jesus is

  1435. is that Jesus

  1436. becomes the man

  1437. that we

  1438. the person

  1439. that we could

  1440. never be

  1441. he becomes

  1442. the person

  1443. that we could

  1444. never be

  1445. so that when we

  1446. put our faith

  1447. and trust

  1448. in him

  1449. we're not only

  1450. acknowledging

  1451. that what he

  1452. did

  1453. in a sense

  1454. to turn away

  1455. God's judgment

  1456. on us

  1457. in a sense

  1458. to deal with

  1459. all the karma

  1460. that we deserve

  1461. to use modern

  1462. language

  1463. but at the same

  1464. time he stands

  1465. for us

  1466. and by standing

  1467. for us

  1468. it means that

  1469. we trust him

  1470. to that the

  1471. life that he

  1472. lives will now

  1473. stand for us

  1474. and so

  1475. the way the

  1476. Bible describes

  1477. Jesus'

  1478. ministry

  1479. is that he

  1480. humbles himself

  1481. he empties

  1482. himself

  1483. he humbles

  1484. himself

  1485. to be born

  1486. of a virgin

  1487. he humbles

  1488. himself

  1489. to live a

  1490. normal human

  1491. life

  1492. he humbles

  1493. himself

  1494. to only receive

  1495. the knowledge

  1496. and the wisdom

  1497. that he needs

  1498. when his father

  1499. chooses to give

  1500. him

  1501. he's dependent

  1502. upon God

  1503. giving him the

  1504. wisdom or the

  1505. knowledge

  1506. because all of

  1507. those things

  1508. his power

  1509. in a sense

  1510. is veiled

  1511. it's curtailed

  1512. he humbles

  1513. himself

  1514. to save us

  1515. he becomes

  1516. weak

  1517. to save us

  1518. every breath

  1519. he depends

  1520. upon God

  1521. to save us

  1522. and he even

  1523. continues to

  1524. humble himself

  1525. to the point

  1526. of death

  1527. upon the cross

  1528. and his death

  1529. upon the cross

  1530. being a shameful

  1531. death

  1532. and tasting

  1533. all there is

  1534. to taste

  1535. of death

  1536. and it's all

  1537. a descent

  1538. it's all

  1539. a humility

  1540. and a humility

  1541. which is completely

  1542. and utterly

  1543. dependent upon

  1544. God

  1545. and so when it

  1546. is is that

  1547. when we put

  1548. our faith

  1549. and trust

  1550. in Jesus

  1551. not only

  1552. to deal

  1553. with our

  1554. sin

  1555. which is

  1556. just one

  1557. aspect

  1558. of salvation

  1559. but also

  1560. to stand

  1561. for us

  1562. to be the

  1563. one for us

  1564. on one hand

  1565. we can trust

  1566. him

  1567. he doesn't

  1568. just go

  1569. by whims

  1570. he's not

  1571. all about

  1572. his power

  1573. he's not

  1574. all about

  1575. him

  1576. that he

  1577. humbles

  1578. himself

  1579. out of

  1580. love and

  1581. obedience

  1582. to God

  1583. and out

  1584. of love

  1585. for us

  1586. he humbles

  1587. himself

  1588. and his

  1589. perfect life

  1590. of humility

  1591. is the

  1592. antidote

  1593. of our

  1594. addiction

  1595. to pride

  1596. and our

  1597. desire

  1598. to be

  1599. like God

  1600. and so

  1601. he can

  1602. stand

  1603. for us

  1604. and at

  1605. the same

  1606. time

  1607. if he

  1608. humbled

  1609. himself

  1610. to save

  1611. me

  1612. then that

  1613. starts to

  1614. shape me

  1615. to understand

  1616. that I

  1617. need to

  1618. humble

  1619. myself

  1620. before him

  1621. to live

  1622. that it's

  1623. not that

  1624. the Lord

  1625. calls me

  1626. to be

  1627. weak

  1628. but the

  1629. Lord

  1630. calls me

  1631. to come

  1632. to him

  1633. which is a

  1634. sign of

  1635. weakness

  1636. in the

  1637. world

  1638. to humble

  1639. myself

  1640. before him

  1641. which is a

  1642. sign of

  1643. insanity

  1644. and weakness

  1645. to the

  1646. world

  1647. but to

  1648. humble

  1649. myself

  1650. before him

  1651. knowing that

  1652. he has

  1653. called me

  1654. to do

  1655. things

  1656. of

  1657. courage

  1658. and bravery

  1659. today

  1660. that I

  1661. can only

  1662. do in

  1663. his

  1664. strength

  1665. when I

  1666. humble

  1667. myself

  1668. before him

  1669. he will

  1670. give me

  1671. the strength

  1672. and the

  1673. confidence

  1674. to deal

  1675. with the

  1676. things I

  1677. need to

  1678. deal with

  1679. today

  1680. please

  1681. stand

  1682. let's

  1683. bow our

  1684. heads in

  1685. prayer

  1686. father we

  1687. thank you

  1688. that Jesus

  1689. humbled himself

  1690. to save

  1691. us

  1692. we thank

  1693. you father

  1694. that

  1695. we thank

  1696. you father

  1697. that you

  1698. just

  1699. invite us

  1700. to humble

  1701. ourselves

  1702. and turn

  1703. from our

  1704. pride

  1705. and our

  1706. sense of

  1707. self-sufficiency

  1708. to acknowledge

  1709. our great

  1710. need

  1711. of you

  1712. to provide

  1713. the way

  1714. by which

  1715. we can be

  1716. made right

  1717. again with

  1718. you and we

  1719. thank you

  1720. that you

  1721. provided that

  1722. in Jesus

  1723. we thank

  1724. you that

  1725. he humbled

  1726. himself

  1727. that he

  1728. humbled

  1729. himself

  1730. to save

  1731. us

  1732. and we

  1733. ask father

  1734. that this

  1735. great truth

  1736. of him

  1737. humbling

  1738. himself

  1739. to save

  1740. us

  1741. that that

  1742. might

  1743. shape

  1744. us

  1745. that that

  1746. might

  1747. that that

  1748. story might

  1749. captivate

  1750. our imagination

  1751. that it

  1752. might

  1753. captivate

  1754. the affections

  1755. of our

  1756. hearts

  1757. that it

  1758. might

  1759. captivate

  1760. how we

  1761. plan

  1762. and how

  1763. we

  1764. understand

  1765. who we

  1766. are

  1767. and where

  1768. our

  1769. confidence

  1770. comes

  1771. from

  1772. we ask

  1773. father

  1774. that our

  1775. confidence

  1776. in our

  1777. identity

  1778. might be

  1779. in the

  1780. one

  1781. who

  1782. saved

  1783. us

  1784. who

  1785. died

  1786. to save

  1787. us

  1788. who humbled

  1789. himself

  1790. to save

  1791. us

  1792. that that

  1793. might be

  1794. father

  1795. the source

  1796. of our

  1797. identity

  1798. the source

  1799. of our

  1800. hope

  1801. the source

  1802. of our

  1803. joy

  1804. and the

  1805. source

  1806. of the

  1807. confidence

  1808. that you

  1809. give

  1810. those

  1811. who

  1812. humble

  1813. themselves

  1814. before you

  1815. help

  1816. help us

  1817. to do

  1818. that

  1819. by the

  1820. power

  1821. of your

  1822. Holy

  1823. Spirit

  1824. and

  1825. father

  1826. help us

  1827. to see

  1828. how it

  1829. is

  1830. that you

  1831. are

  1832. using

  1833. us

  1834. and

  1835. shaping

  1836. us

  1837. and

  1838. preparing

  1839. us

  1840. to bring

  1841. you

  1842. glory

  1843. in our

  1844. day-to-day

  1845. lives

  1846. and we

  1847. ask all

  1848. of this

  1849. in the

  1850. name

  1851. of

  1852. Jesus

  1853. your

  1854. son

  1855. and

  1856. our

  1857. savior

  1858. amen

  1859. for

  1860. to

  1861. have

  1862. an

  1863. who

  1864. are