Sermon
The Strong and the Weak
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Transcript
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Father, we give you thanks and praise that you have never stopped being king of the whole earth.
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You are the same God who shaped all the planets and the galaxies with your hand,
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and you have never let the planets and the galaxies go.
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You are the same God who shapes and turns history and turns people's lives
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in the direction that you have already chosen.
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Father, we thank you so much for Jesus.
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We thank you that he has redeemed us.
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We thank you that through faith in him, we do not call out to an unknown God,
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but that we can call to you, you, our Father in heaven, who is still the Lord of this place.
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So, Father, we call out to you as your children, and we ask that your Holy Spirit would fall,
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and we ask that as the Holy Spirit falls, that we would know Jesus,
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and that your word would speak to us deep in our heart.
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And we ask all these things in Jesus' name. Amen.
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Please be seated.
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If I seem a little bit less energetic than usual, I'm jet-lagged.
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I was in British Columbia all week, and my internal clock is completely and utterly discombobulated.
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Hopefully, my brain won't be completely and utterly discombobulated as I talk this morning,
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as we open the word.
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If you have your Bibles, turn in them to Esther 5.
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I know the text will be up there in the screen as well, for those of you who don't have Bibles,
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but it's just a really great thing to have a Bible with you,
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and get familiar with your book, or however it is that you read the Bible,
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and sometimes be able to make notes in it as different things speak to you.
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I know you can do that electronically as well.
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So, we're going to be looking at Esther 5.
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And, you know, this is a very...
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One of the things that keeps us from being a Christian,
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or gets in the way of us being a Christian,
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is we're aware of the fact that often it'll mean that we have to be a bit weaker,
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and nobody likes to be weak.
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And this text sort of speaks into that in a very, very interesting way in the context of a story.
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So, let's just plunge in.
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If you're just trying to remember where we are in this story,
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it's a story set in Persia, ancient Persia,
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when King Xerxes was the king, the emperor of the Persian Empire,
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the greatest empire in the world at that time.
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And it's all about how a plan has now developed from this fellow by the name of Haman
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to kill all of the Jews in the empire, like everyone,
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whether you're young or whether you're old, male or female,
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to kill every Jewish person and to steal and plunder their property.
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And the king has given permission for this.
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And even as the events in this story transpire,
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the wheels, so to speak, of the state, the bureaucracy, the military, the police, the judiciary,
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and even the citizens as individuals are starting to prepare for this great day,
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about ten, ten and a half months hence, when every Jew will be killed.
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And central to this whole story have been two Jewish people.
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One of them is a man by the name of Mordecai,
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whom I've said week after week, I know it gets a bit boring for some of you,
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who's lived as a Persian.
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He's lived as some combination between being a pagan and being a Zoroastrian.
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He has a name that says, I worship Marduk, the god of Babylon.
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And he has raised an adopted daughter by the name of Esther.
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That's her Persian name.
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She had a Jewish name, but he tells her to use her Persian name,
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which is she's named after the goddess Ishtar.
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And Esther, through a series of circumstances,
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has become one of King Xerxes' queens.
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But she has lived like a Persian, looks like a Persian,
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eats like a Persian, worships like a Persian.
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Nobody knows that she's Jewish.
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And so we see in the story as it unfolds this conversion moment for Mordecai,
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where he's just brought to that point where he returns to the Lord of Israel
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who cares for his covenant people.
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And he says, I am a Jew.
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I am one who's going to live under the Lord's hand and under his covenant.
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But Esther hasn't done that.
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And after this decree is made to use the power of the state to kill every Jewish person,
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what we looked at last week is that Mordecai outs his adopted daughter, Esther.
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He outs her.
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And he outs her because he's come to confront her and say,
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you know, through an intermediary that you need to go in and speak to the king
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and appeal for your people.
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And Esther gives Mordecai a very, very, very, very, very, very reasonable reason
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as to why she shouldn't do something like that.
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Because basically she has a very high likelihood of being put to death
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because there's a rule, which is also, by the way, reported in other secular historians
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or pagan historians, I should say,
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that if you come into the king's inner sanctum to speak to him
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and he hasn't invited you,
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unless when he sees you, you come in.
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And if he doesn't give you, extend his royal scepter to give you permission,
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the only other option is to have you killed.
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And Esther says, it's pretty foolish of you, really, Mordecai,
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to ask me to go and appear before the king.
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I haven't seen him in 30 days.
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Who knows how long it'll be.
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And so there's this, the whole story turns in this last interchange
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of what we just looked at last week,
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where Mordecai, his faith in the Lord's providence comes out.
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He says, listen, the Lord is going to deliver his people
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because that's what he's promised he does.
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And don't think that you can hide while Mordecai goes through his,
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Haman goes through his plan
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and that you won't come under this judgment
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and you won't die and suffer.
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But here's the thing.
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I know that the Lord is going to deliver.
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And maybe the Lord has put you in this position for such a time as this,
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that you are the one here right now to take this message to the king.
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And if you don't, you'll perish.
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And as we looked at a little bit last week,
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it's the language of a type of eternal perishing
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within the context of the Hebrew.
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And you'll fall under God's judgment.
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So this is like a conversion moment for Esther
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as to whether she's going to trust the Lord or trust herself.
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And Mordecai's words pierce her heart.
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And she becomes a reluctant convert.
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She doesn't start saying yes and jumping up and down
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because she's all pumped.
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She says,
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I will spend the next day,
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three days fasting without food or water.
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And I will reveal who I am to my young women.
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And I will ask them to join me in fasting and prayer
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for three days to the Lord.
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And I ask you, Mordecai,
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if you would gather all of the Jewish people that you know
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and you would ask them to fast and to pray for me for three days.
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And at the end of the three days,
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I will go unto the king.
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And if I perish, I perish.
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I mean, when you say, if I perish, I perish,
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that's not a sign that you're just,
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that you're filled with the joy of the Lord.
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It's not despairing.
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It's not cynical.
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It's very realistic.
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And it's very, very courageous.
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And really, for those,
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everything that happens in the rest of the book of Esther
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has to be understood from that perspective
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that the Lord has going to deliver his people,
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whether Esther is the one who is there for such a time as this,
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and whether her faith and obedience to the Lord
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will lead her to end up being, to perishing,
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because she might die in this whole process.
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And so that's where we begin this story today.
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It's verse one.
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On the third day,
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Esther put on her royal robes
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and stood in the inner court of the king's palace
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in front of the king's quarters
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while the king was sitting on his royal throne
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inside the throne room opposite the entrance to the palace.
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And just pause.
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One of the things which is hard for some people
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as this sermon series has been going on
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is because I'm sort of bringing out things in the story
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which make it obvious that
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the way you've normally heard the story talked about isn't right.
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Like, I know after I shared where Esther gets introduced
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and the fact that she's a compromised person
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who doesn't live like a Jew,
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who goes under the name of the goddess of Ishtar,
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and the way she becomes queen,
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literally the way she becomes queen,
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is her sexual performance with the emperor
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and her conversation with him makes him choose her,
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which doesn't usually get talked about in Sunday school.
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And here in this story,
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it's often said that what Esther does
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is she makes herself beautiful to appear before the king.
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And that's wrong.
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The text has made clear
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that she's just spent the last three days
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fasting without food or water.
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One of the things which I'm prey to
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is I can get so busy with work
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that I don't drink fluids.
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I go from one thing to another to another to another
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and I don't drink enough fluids.
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And I'll be home and I'll say to my wife,
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you know, I finally get home and I say to Louise,
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I say, gosh, I'm really feeling just tired and draggy.
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And, you know, and then like I'm dumb, right?
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So it doesn't dawn on me at first that I'm dehydrated.
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And then I sort of think to myself,
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maybe I'm just dehydrated.
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And before I know it,
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like I've had three glasses or four glasses of something
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and half an hour later,
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the world looks better.
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I have energy.
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I'm not tired.
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I was just dehydrated.
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And that's just after an afternoon.
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I'm not a doctor.
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I did a little bit of looking on the Internet
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to see what happens
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if you go three days without food and water.
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But at the end of three days without water,
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you can still live.
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By the way, the text isn't recommending you do this.
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And whether it was a full 72 hours or a little bit less,
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the text is a bit silent on it,
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but she's gone a while without food and without water.
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And after this length of time without water,
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her brain would feel tired and heavy.
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She wouldn't have energy.
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It's very possible that her joints would be aching
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because regular fluid's important for your joints
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to be able to work well.
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And the body's ability to control its temperature
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would be way out of whack.
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And she might be going through periods
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where she's literally shivering with cold.
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And then within a few moments,
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she could be heavily sweating.
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And if one of us was brought into the hospital
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because we'd gone three days without fluid,
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they wouldn't say,
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okay, now you're in the exact right state of affairs
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to go do an important interview.
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They'd say, we're putting you in the hospital.
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We're not letting you out.
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We're going to give you intravenous.
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We're going to pump some fluids into you
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and we're going to fix you.
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That's what they'd say.
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And so she would look either sweaty or clammy.
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She would be maybe shivering,
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sweating and shivering.
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And she might be walking with pain.
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And her lack of energy would be apparent.
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So now it isn't as if she goes in.
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It says here she puts on her royal robe
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and that many people will just jump to the thing
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that she spent her time working on her makeup.
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But this is,
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the whole thing is a very, very interesting thing
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in this story, you see.
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And it's a puzzling story, right?
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Because the fact of the matter is,
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let's be honest.
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If one of you came up to me and said,
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George, I have a really, really, really important meeting
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in three, you know, next week
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or in three days,
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like on Wednesday, George, or Thursday,
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I have this really, really, really important interview
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that I have to go through.
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What should I do?
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And I have to confess,
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I probably wouldn't tell you to fast for three days
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and take no water and pray.
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I'd probably,
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I'd tell you you should pray,
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but I'd probably say,
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you know what you can do is
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you can visualize success.
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You know, send me a copy of your words,
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your speech,
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and we can make it punchy.
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You've got to work on your elevator talk.
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You know, those first 30 seconds or 90 seconds,
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it's key.
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You want to say something at the beginning
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that's going to really grab the person,
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hook them and bring them in.
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And in other words,
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basically what I would be telling them
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is I would be telling them
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all of the different ways.
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And, you know, maybe I'd be saying,
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of course, you know,
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you're going to, you know,
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don't come to me for fashion advice,
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which is obvious.
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Some of you ask me occasionally
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why it is that I always wear
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a clergy shirt at church.
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I don't wear it throughout the week.
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It's very simple.
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I am such a non-clothes person
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that if I actually tried to not dress
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in a clergy shirt and pants,
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you'd start to say,
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he's wearing the same pants like every week.
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And look at the socks with the sandals.
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And the socks don't match his shirt
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or his tie or whatever it's supposed to match.
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I wouldn't even know
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what it's supposed to match.
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Like, I'm the opposite of a clothes person.
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I can wear black,
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like, dress, it's like a uniform.
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I'm allowed to wear it every week
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and nobody comments on it,
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which is one of the reasons,
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the main reason why I do it.
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I can just get by like this every week.
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I don't have to think about my clothes.
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So I would say to you,
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don't come to me about advice about clothes.
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You know, go to Victor
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or, you know, or some other person,
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and they'll tell you how to be well put together
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so you look spectacular for your meeting.
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And, but you know,
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what I'd be doing is
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all of my advice would be how to get strong.
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That's what we'd all do.
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All of our advice would be how to get strong,
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how to get pumped,
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how to visualize your success,
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work on your talk,
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you know, work all of these types of,
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pray and work and work and work.
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And you come to a text like this
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and it's a very, very, very counterintuitive text
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is that she makes herself weak.
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And when she stands to come into the king's presence
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to see whether she's going to live and die,
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maybe she's had some fluid now,
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but she won't have had enough
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to have been rehydrated.
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And she's put on her royal robes
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to show that she's the queen.
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And I'm sure she did her hair
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and whatever makeup her would have been back then.
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But she comes in a weak,
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in a weakened state.
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Now, just to be clear,
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the Bible here isn't saying
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that there's something virtuous
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about weakness per se.
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And it's not saying
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that you have to be weak
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to speak before the king.
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What you see here
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is something which is really
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counterintuitive to our flesh
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and to the world,
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but very, very, very, very,
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very important to understand.
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She humbles herself
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not before the king,
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not before power of the world,
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not before the people
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who want to kill her people.
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She's not humbling herself
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and making her weak before them.
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She becomes weak
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and humbles herself
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before her God
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that she can stand
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before the king.
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It's not saying
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that the world would be better
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if everybody was weaker.
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It's not saying anything
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other than the fact
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that this is a profound story
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of conversion.
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And with her conversion,
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and she knows
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the power of the court
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and the power of the empire,
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and if she is going
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to trust in the Lord,
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she's going to have to trust
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in the Lord
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all of the way.
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Unless the Lord does this,
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she is doomed.
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And she has this profound sense.
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The text never explains it.
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It may be as just
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the memory she's had
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of her upbringing
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and of the stories
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of God's deliverance,
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but the fact of the matter
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is it's going to have to be
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the Lord who will deliver
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his people,
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the Lord who will act
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in the midst
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of all these other things.
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And the way that she
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is to do this
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is if she is going to be able
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to stand before the king
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and look him in the eye,
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if she is going to be able
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to stand before Haman,
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the one who wants
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to murder her
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and all her people,
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if she is to stand
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before her enemies
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and her kings,
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she needs to humble herself
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before the Lord
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so she may stand.
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And that's what she does.
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And so we come to see
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how it is that the king
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is going to respond.
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Verse 2.
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Now remember,
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when she comes in,
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she's looking more frail.
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She's not walking
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with the usual spring
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in her step.
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She doesn't look well.
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But she's come
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and stood
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in the place
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where within the next few moments,
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the king will either
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ignore her,
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and that means
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the guards will come
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and take her away
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and kill her,
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or he will look at her
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and he will beckon her
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to come
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and she will live
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at least for that moment.
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So in verse 2,
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and when the king
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saw Queen Esther
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standing in the court,
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she won favor
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in his sight
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and he held out
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to Esther
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the golden scepter
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that was in his hand.
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Then Esther approached
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and touched
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the tip of the scepter.
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That's one of those
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little aspects
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of the story
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for those of you
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who have visual imaginations
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that just help you
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to understand
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what's happening.
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It's a sign
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that she's acknowledged
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that he's letting her live.
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And she comes close
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to him.
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She touches
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the symbol
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of his authority
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as acknowledgement
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that she can be
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in his presence
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and that she can live.
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And
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the king must have noticed
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how she looks.
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So he says to her,
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what is it,
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Queen Esther?
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What is your request?
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Shall be given you
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even half of my kingdom.
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Now just sort of
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pause here again.
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He doesn't mean this literally.
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He's just
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having good manners.
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If she'd said,
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well actually,
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I'd like,
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I have a map
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of the kingdom.
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I've drawn a line
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right here.
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I'd like you to have,
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I'd like to have this half
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and you can have that half.
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But you know,
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at the end of the day,
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it doesn't matter.
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You can have the other half
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and I'll have this half.
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If she'd said that,
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she'd be dead.
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It's just good manners.
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By the way,
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here's a really important thing.
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When you read the Gospels,
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when you read something like,
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for God so loved the world
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that he gave his only begotten son
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to the end
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that all who believe in him
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shall not perish
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but have eternal life,
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it's not good manners.
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It's literal.
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It's literal.
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He really will
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stop you from perishing.
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He really will give you
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eternal life.
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But this
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is just good manners.
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And so,
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how is she going to respond?
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She says,
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and Esther said,
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verse 4,
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if it please the king,
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let the king and Haman
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come today to a feast
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that I have prepared
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for the king.
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And pause again.
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Now,
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this would have puzzled the king
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because he would
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say to himself,
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she didn't risk her life
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just to ask
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to have some
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hummus and tabouli
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and lamb and goat
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and wine with me.
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He wouldn't know what it is,
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but he'd know
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that there's something else
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going on.
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And it's really puzzling.
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The text never explains
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why it is
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that the queen asks
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not only to see the king
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but also the king and Haman.
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Part of the reason
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that she asked for the meal
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is maybe clear to all of us
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if we just sort of picture
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what happens
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is that this isn't as if,
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this isn't like
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what it's like
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probably in most offices
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where if you can make it
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through all of the security guards
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and all of the,
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and the receptionists
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and the personal assistant,
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you eventually get into
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the office of the cabinet minister
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or the prime minister
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who's there by himself.
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What happens in the inner court
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is the advisors
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of the king
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would be around
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and there's soldiers
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who are around
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and there's people
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with other type of business
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who'd made the proper appointments
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and they're all around.
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There'd be many people
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who are all around.
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And so it is sort of,
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if you sort of understand
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that that's what it looks like,
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it's not like our being able
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to go see the prime minister.
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It would sort of really be more
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like you get to see
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the prime minister of Canada
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but while he's there,
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half of his cabinet is there
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and half of his aides are there
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and his chief of staff is there
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and there's security guards
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and police there
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and it's a big crowd
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and you can well imagine
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that it's going to be
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a very intimidating thing
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to try to make your request
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to the prime minister
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in front of so many people.
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It'd be very intimidating.
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And so you can understand
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why she asked for the meal
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but the puzzling thing
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is that she asked for Haman
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and the text doesn't tell you
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why she asked for Haman
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but she does.
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So we can be free to differ.
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I mean, that's one of those things
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we can talk about over coffee.
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Why did she ask for Haman
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to be present?
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I think it's maybe
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for at least two reasons.
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Part of it is I think
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just the courage
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that God has given her
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even in her weakened state
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because I don't know
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how many of you
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have been profoundly wronged
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but I know that there are
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some of you here
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who have been profoundly wronged
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that maybe have been
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even beaten
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or treated very, very unjustly
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and this is a sign
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of great courage
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that when the time comes
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for her to actually speak
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about this
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that she will be able
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to look
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the man
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in the eye
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be in his presence
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unintimidated
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and unashamed
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and look him in the eye
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and reveal what he has done
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and call him out
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on his evil.
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This is great courage.
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She has humbled herself
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before the Lord
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so that she might stand
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in front of the emperor
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of the empire
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and stand
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and speak clearly
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about the evil
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of his top advisor
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and confront him.
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The other thing
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might be a little bit practical
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is that
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you could well imagine
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let's say you had
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a big request
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of the prime minister
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and you got him privately
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and you asked the prime minister
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to do something
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and then you leave
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and the first thing
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the prime minister does
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is go and talk
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to his advisors
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including the ones
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who are giving him
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all the bad advice
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and you're stuck out there.
-
You can't come back
-
into the king's presence
-
without risking his death again
-
and now all of a sudden
-
you know
-
and the prime minister
-
might be sort of favorable
-
when he sees you
-
but he goes back
-
and he talks to Gerald Butts
-
and he talks to some
-
of his key cabinet ministers
-
and say don't
-
that's crazy
-
don't do that
-
like get another queen
-
like get over it
-
you already have lots
-
so just get another one
-
like so maybe it is
-
that she wants to be able
-
to have it out
-
with Haman
-
and the king
-
in private
-
just the three of them
-
but the text is silent
-
but this is the surprising thing
-
she wants a feast
-
and she wants it
-
with the king
-
and she wants it
-
with Haman
-
so in verse 5
-
the king responds
-
by saying bring Haman quickly
-
so that we may do
-
as Esther has asked
-
so the king
-
and Haman
-
came to the feast
-
that Esther had prepared
-
and as they were drinking wine
-
after the feast
-
the king said to Esther
-
what is your wish
-
it shall be granted you
-
and what is your request
-
even to the half
-
of my kingdom
-
it shall be fulfilled
-
then Esther answered
-
and we expect her to say
-
this terrible Haman
-
wants to kill me
-
you need to protect me
-
I'm Jewish
-
he's evil
-
you think that she's going to say that
-
but she doesn't
-
this is a very helpful feature
-
of the story
-
the thing that's so helpful
-
about this story
-
is
-
because each one of us
-
is fallible
-
none of us is perfect
-
and sometimes we screw up
-
and sometimes when it comes
-
right to the opportunity
-
and the time to do it
-
we lose a bit of our nerve
-
but we don't complete
-
I mean sometimes we completely
-
lose our nerve
-
but sometimes we just like
-
we're in two minds
-
and you want to
-
but you can't
-
and she stumbles here
-
a little bit
-
she has the opportunity
-
but she doesn't
-
just completely
-
walk away from the opportunity
-
but she wants an extra day
-
to work on it
-
and as we're going to see
-
in a moment
-
that waiting a day
-
might have horrific consequences
-
for a man that she loves deeply
-
but when it comes time
-
to do the ask
-
see this is so helpful
-
because this is like
-
how we live
-
isn't it
-
this is how each of us lives
-
not perfect lives
-
that are straightforward
-
in our obedience
-
but
-
with zigs and zags
-
and
-
times when we go home
-
and
-
afterwards
-
and say to our friends
-
and say to our God
-
I just
-
Lord I'm really sorry
-
I messed that one up
-
you gave me this
-
spectacular opportunity
-
and you saved my life
-
and I just didn't do it
-
the way I should
-
because that's what happens
-
verse 7
-
then Esther answered
-
my wish and my request
-
is
-
if I have found favor
-
in the sight of the king
-
and if it please the king
-
to grant my wish
-
and fulfill my request
-
let the king and Haman
-
come to the feast
-
that I will prepare for them
-
and tomorrow
-
tomorrow
-
I will do as the king has said
-
now
-
here's another thing
-
which is so interesting
-
about this story
-
and you know
-
it's one of the reasons
-
that these stories
-
are so important
-
is you can have a doctrine
-
I can tell you about a doctrine
-
but
-
it doesn't necessarily
-
have any place in us
-
but
-
when we actually get the story
-
the story helps us to feel
-
and sort of visualize it
-
and
-
and
-
the
-
the person who writes this book
-
doesn't now say
-
and the Lord was angry with Esther
-
for having screwed up
-
doesn't say anything like that
-
it's going to take a really
-
really bad turn
-
but
-
the reader is to remember
-
the Lord will deliver his people
-
is Esther here for such a time as this
-
and Esther's line
-
if I perish
-
I perish
-
she's willing to put herself
-
available to the Lord
-
even if it means she dies
-
and her greater confidence
-
isn't in her own success
-
she has no particular confidence
-
or view or that
-
her greater confidence
-
is that the Lord is the Lord
-
and that the Lord will keep his promises
-
and the Lord will deliver his people
-
even when they are in exile
-
in the empire of Persia
-
he will keep his promises
-
because he is still the Lord
-
but verse 9
-
she doesn't have her opportunity
-
and verse 9
-
it's really interesting
-
Haman
-
verse 9
-
he went out that day
-
joyful and glad of heart
-
the man who is plotting to kill
-
every Jew in the empire
-
leaves joyful and glad of heart
-
but when Haman saw Mordecai in the king's gate
-
that he neither rose nor trembled before him
-
Haman was filled with wrath against Mordecai
-
nevertheless
-
Haman restrained himself and went home
-
and he sought and brought his friends and his wife Zeresh
-
and Haman recounted to them
-
the splendor of his riches
-
literally the glory of his riches
-
the number of his sons
-
and all of his daughters
-
no the daughters are omitted
-
sucks to be a daughter
-
in this particular family
-
the number of his sons
-
and all the promotions
-
with which the king had honored him
-
and how he advanced him above
-
the officials and the servants of the king
-
then Haman said
-
even Queen Esther
-
let no one but me
-
come with the king
-
to the feast she prepared
-
and tomorrow
-
also
-
I am invited by her
-
together with the king
-
now look at this
-
this next line is so
-
so psychologically true
-
you know
-
it's interesting
-
because in
-
in our flesh
-
and in the world
-
and in our culture
-
what gives us meaning to life
-
what do we
-
like many people
-
will wreck their marriages
-
so they can get promotions
-
many people will wreck their marriages
-
so they can have more money
-
many people think
-
that if they just had
-
this certain number of children
-
that their life would be
-
completely and utterly meaningful
-
or that they could just be married
-
or
-
but it
-
we
-
we can set our
-
the bible isn't saying
-
there's nothing wrong with children
-
it's not saying it's
-
sad to have
-
not be able to have children
-
it's not saying anything like that
-
it's
-
not saying it's bad to have money
-
it's not saying it's bad to have a job
-
but it's
-
we
-
we all know
-
that some of these things
-
can become like an idol to us
-
where we get our meaning
-
where we get our identity
-
where we get our sense of worth
-
where we
-
we feel justified
-
and that somehow or another
-
if I could just have that amount of money
-
if I could just have this promotion
-
if I could just have this
-
if I could just have that
-
then somehow or another
-
my life would be complete
-
my life would be full
-
and yet
-
the fact of the matter is
-
is that those things
-
don't satisfy us
-
and it's so perfectly captured here
-
in verse 13
-
so he's just said
-
he has
-
he has this access to the king
-
he has this access to the queen
-
I have all this wealth
-
I have this spectacular family
-
I have all these promotions
-
yet
-
all this is worth nothing to me
-
so long as I see Mordecai the Jew
-
sitting at the king's gate
-
now I'm going to make a small little political comment here
-
I'm really sorry
-
but I'm still going to do it
-
maybe afterwards I think I shouldn't
-
sometimes
-
the way the discourse goes
-
is
-
by the way
-
I have four daughters
-
I
-
I love my daughters
-
I love my wife
-
and I have nine granddaughters
-
and
-
I'm going to be happy
-
if one of them is prime minister
-
or something like that
-
there's not a negative thing
-
about any of that
-
but sometimes the way the discourse goes
-
is that
-
you need to have a woman present
-
because
-
well you know
-
women are nurturing
-
women are peaceable
-
you know
-
women try to bring people together
-
and you know
-
we never think about it
-
when we have talk like that
-
it actually demeans women
-
as if somehow all women are like that
-
really
-
every single one
-
like they're not individuals
-
and so it's really interesting
-
so his wife says
-
he just confessed all things
-
and so what's the advice his wife gives him
-
is it to be nurturing
-
no
-
verse 14
-
and his wife Zeresh
-
and all his friends
-
but Zeresh is the leader
-
she says
-
let a gallows
-
50 cubits high
-
that's 75 feet
-
be made
-
and
-
and in the morning
-
tell the king
-
to have Mordecai
-
hanged upon it
-
it's sort of neat eh
-
like it's funny
-
the
-
we
-
trade in stereotypes
-
when it helps us
-
but the Bible never trades
-
in stereotypes
-
in fact
-
often
-
part of the problem
-
we have in reading the Bible
-
is that the Bible
-
is too realistic for us
-
we wish it was religious
-
we wish it was spiritual
-
we wish it wasn't
-
just so earthy
-
and it's why
-
it's the great
-
tendency
-
and problem
-
for Bible teachers
-
to want to make
-
to downplay
-
what Esther has done
-
and make it look
-
as if she's made herself
-
beautiful
-
or as if
-
the reason she became
-
queen was because
-
she was so charming
-
rather than
-
the sheer
-
blood and guts
-
earthiness
-
of the text
-
but here we get
-
the blood and guts
-
earthiness
-
of the text
-
look at it again
-
verse 14
-
let a gallows
-
and the literal word
-
as you see
-
in some of your things
-
is it just
-
it literally means
-
a stake
-
okay
-
and if you're wondering
-
how it is
-
that they could make
-
something 75 feet tall
-
in a day
-
the actual language
-
just means
-
that the top
-
of the stake
-
has to be 75 feet high
-
so if Mordecai
-
is already in a house
-
that's
-
50
-
65 feet high
-
he just has to put
-
a 10 foot stake
-
on the top of it
-
the point is
-
that it's going to be
-
very very public
-
and prominent
-
and the odds are
-
that they're not going
-
to hang him on it
-
the odds are
-
that what they're going
-
to do is
-
they're going to
-
they're going to
-
drop Mordecai on it
-
so that he's impaled
-
so that the whole city
-
or that whole neighborhood
-
can look up
-
and see Mordecai
-
impaled
-
dying slowly
-
and gruesomely
-
for all to see
-
that's his wife's advice
-
and
-
so she says
-
let a gallows
-
or a stake
-
50 cubits high
-
be made
-
and in the morning
-
tell the king
-
to have Mordecai
-
hanged upon it
-
then
-
go joyfully
-
with the king
-
to the feast
-
and this idea
-
pleased Haman
-
and he had
-
the gallows made
-
so
-
just a couple
-
of things
-
about
-
about this text
-
sort of
-
to
-
to
-
you know
-
to bring it
-
to collect
-
why is something
-
like this
-
even in the Bible
-
and
-
why is all of this
-
bloodthirstiness
-
and
-
and all this stuff
-
why is it in the Bible
-
well you know
-
part of
-
part of the reason
-
it's in the Bible
-
is because
-
when we just have
-
all of these stuff
-
the spiritual talk
-
and religious talk
-
it ends up
-
very easily
-
becoming like
-
hallmark cards
-
or just platitudes
-
and our own lives
-
are
-
full of
-
of pain
-
and drama
-
and tragedy
-
and
-
hard times
-
and stuff like that
-
and
-
in a very
-
very powerful way
-
when we read
-
texts like this
-
it helps us
-
to understand
-
that the Bible
-
is communicating
-
truths to us
-
that fit with
-
how the world is
-
it's real
-
for how our lives
-
are real
-
and
-
in that way
-
it trains us
-
when our lives
-
are really having
-
very very hard
-
times
-
it trains us
-
to call out
-
to the Lord
-
because the Lord
-
knows about this
-
it's not
-
foreign to him
-
and it's not
-
strange to him
-
we live in a world
-
where somebody
-
can just take
-
a dislike
-
to us
-
and because
-
they take
-
a dislike
-
to us
-
they tell
-
lies about us
-
and because
-
they take
-
a dislike
-
to us
-
they stop
-
us from
-
getting promotions
-
or they get
-
us in trouble
-
with the police
-
or they get
-
us in trouble
-
with our wives
-
or our families
-
or our husbands
-
and we live
-
in a world
-
where that happens
-
we live in a world
-
where somebody
-
can just be mean
-
to us
-
day after day
-
after day
-
some of us
-
have grown up
-
with parents
-
like that
-
some of us
-
have had bosses
-
like that
-
some of us
-
have been
-
in a neighborhood
-
with that
-
and if all
-
of the talk
-
in the Bible
-
is just all
-
about love
-
love love
-
love love
-
love
-
good good
-
good
-
well
-
that might
-
motivate us
-
a little bit
-
but in the blood
-
and guts
-
of our world
-
it just doesn't
-
cut it
-
and so
-
when texts
-
like this
-
just communicate
-
what life
-
is like
-
it helps us
-
to see
-
that this Bible
-
the text
-
doesn't talk
-
about God
-
delivering his people
-
in the abstract
-
but in a life
-
and death
-
situation
-
with a real
-
woman
-
at a real
-
time
-
and so
-
on one hand
-
the reason
-
texts like this
-
are important
-
is it prepares
-
our hearts
-
to pour out
-
our hearts
-
to the Lord
-
but the other
-
thing which is
-
very very important
-
about the text
-
there's a really
-
wonderful line
-
in 2nd Corinthians
-
where it says
-
my grace
-
is sufficient
-
for you
-
my power
-
is made
-
perfect
-
or complete
-
in weakness
-
and
-
texts like this
-
show us
-
this
-
you see
-
the fundamental
-
human problem
-
is the problem
-
of
-
it's identified
-
right in the very
-
beginning of the Bible
-
in Genesis chapter 3
Genesis 3 chapter mention
-
where Adam and Eve
-
desire to be like God
-
they want to be like God
-
and
-
because
-
when they choose
-
that they're no longer
-
going to sort of
-
just trust the God
-
who really does exist
-
and they're going to
-
live with him
-
is that the Lord
-
saying amen
-
no it's just
-
planes flying over
-
it's also him
-
saying amen
-
but
-
the fundamental
-
human problem
-
is the human problem
-
of our desire
-
to be like God's
-
to exalt ourselves
-
against God
-
to turn our back
-
on God
-
to be
-
as great as God
-
and that's in a sense
-
the fundamental
-
human problem
-
it's something
-
which is deeply
-
ingrained in every
-
human being
-
and when we can do
-
when we can sort of
-
pretend that we're
-
having all this power
-
and all the success
-
we're filled with pride
-
and
-
at the same time
-
when we're not
-
successful at this
-
we can be filled
-
with despondency
-
and despair
-
because
-
we're still
-
having our hearts
-
sit on this
-
and that's why
-
you see
-
it's so
-
most of us think
-
that if God
-
was going to really
-
deliver us
-
the way that he's
-
going to have to
-
deliver us
-
is by having
-
this profound
-
act of powers
-
if he can just
-
overwhelm us
-
because you see
-
at the end of the day
-
we only want to
-
respect God
-
if he can sort of
-
show himself
-
to be really
-
really powerful
-
and that his power
-
is used in the way
-
that we think
-
it should be used
-
because what we
-
really want to do
-
is to be like God
-
but the fact of the
-
matter is
-
is that our
-
fundamental problem
-
is that we have
-
to be pulled back
-
from that
-
it's as if
-
everything that we
-
are like
-
is straining
-
and bending
-
this way
-
and when we're
-
successful
-
we're proud
-
and when we're
-
not successful
-
we feel despair
-
and so for the
-
Lord to save us
-
in a sense
-
he has to want
-
all of that back
-
because you see
-
part of what
-
the story of
-
Jesus is
-
is that Jesus
-
becomes the man
-
that we
-
the person
-
that we could
-
never be
-
he becomes
-
the person
-
that we could
-
never be
-
so that when we
-
put our faith
-
and trust
-
in him
-
we're not only
-
acknowledging
-
that what he
-
did
-
in a sense
-
to turn away
-
God's judgment
-
on us
-
in a sense
-
to deal with
-
all the karma
-
that we deserve
-
to use modern
-
language
-
but at the same
-
time he stands
-
for us
-
and by standing
-
for us
-
it means that
-
we trust him
-
to that the
-
life that he
-
lives will now
-
stand for us
-
and so
-
the way the
-
Bible describes
-
Jesus'
-
ministry
-
is that he
-
humbles himself
-
he empties
-
himself
-
he humbles
-
himself
-
to be born
-
of a virgin
-
he humbles
-
himself
-
to live a
-
normal human
-
life
-
he humbles
-
himself
-
to only receive
-
the knowledge
-
and the wisdom
-
that he needs
-
when his father
-
chooses to give
-
him
-
he's dependent
-
upon God
-
giving him the
-
wisdom or the
-
knowledge
-
because all of
-
those things
-
his power
-
in a sense
-
is veiled
-
it's curtailed
-
he humbles
-
himself
-
to save us
-
he becomes
-
weak
-
to save us
-
every breath
-
he depends
-
upon God
-
to save us
-
and he even
-
continues to
-
humble himself
-
to the point
-
of death
-
upon the cross
-
and his death
-
upon the cross
-
being a shameful
-
death
-
and tasting
-
all there is
-
to taste
-
of death
-
and it's all
-
a descent
-
it's all
-
a humility
-
and a humility
-
which is completely
-
and utterly
-
dependent upon
-
God
-
and so when it
-
is is that
-
when we put
-
our faith
-
and trust
-
in Jesus
-
not only
-
to deal
-
with our
-
sin
-
which is
-
just one
-
aspect
-
of salvation
-
but also
-
to stand
-
for us
-
to be the
-
one for us
-
on one hand
-
we can trust
-
him
-
he doesn't
-
just go
-
by whims
-
he's not
-
all about
-
his power
-
he's not
-
all about
-
him
-
that he
-
humbles
-
himself
-
out of
-
love and
-
obedience
-
to God
-
and out
-
of love
-
for us
-
he humbles
-
himself
-
and his
-
perfect life
-
of humility
-
is the
-
antidote
-
of our
-
addiction
-
to pride
-
and our
-
desire
-
to be
-
like God
-
and so
-
he can
-
stand
-
for us
-
and at
-
the same
-
time
-
if he
-
humbled
-
himself
-
to save
-
me
-
then that
-
starts to
-
shape me
-
to understand
-
that I
-
need to
-
humble
-
myself
-
before him
-
to live
-
that it's
-
not that
-
the Lord
-
calls me
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to be
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weak
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but the
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Lord
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calls me
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to come
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to him
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which is a
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sign of
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weakness
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in the
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world
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to humble
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myself
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before him
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which is a
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sign of
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insanity
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and weakness
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to the
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world
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but to
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humble
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myself
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before him
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knowing that
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he has
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called me
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to do
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things
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of
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courage
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and bravery
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today
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that I
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can only
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do in
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his
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strength
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when I
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humble
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myself
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before him
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he will
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give me
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the strength
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and the
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confidence
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to deal
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with the
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things I
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need to
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deal with
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today
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please
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stand
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let's
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bow our
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heads in
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prayer
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father we
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thank you
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that Jesus
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humbled himself
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to save
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us
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we thank
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you father
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that
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we thank
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you father
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that you
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just
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invite us
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to humble
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ourselves
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and turn
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from our
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pride
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and our
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sense of
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self-sufficiency
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to acknowledge
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our great
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need
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of you
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to provide
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the way
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by which
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we can be
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made right
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again with
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you and we
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thank you
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that you
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provided that
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in Jesus
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we thank
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you that
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he humbled
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himself
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that he
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humbled
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himself
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to save
-
us
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and we
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ask father
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that this
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great truth
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of him
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humbling
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himself
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to save
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us
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that that
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might
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shape
-
us
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that that
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might
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that that
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story might
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captivate
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our imagination
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that it
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might
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captivate
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the affections
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of our
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hearts
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that it
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might
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captivate
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how we
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plan
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and how
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we
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understand
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who we
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are
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and where
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our
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confidence
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comes
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from
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we ask
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father
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that our
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confidence
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in our
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identity
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might be
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in the
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one
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who
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saved
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us
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who
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died
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to save
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us
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who humbled
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himself
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to save
-
us
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that that
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might be
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father
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the source
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of our
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identity
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the source
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of our
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hope
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the source
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of our
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joy
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and the
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source
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of the
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confidence
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that you
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give
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those
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who
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humble
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themselves
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before you
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help
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help us
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to do
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that
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by the
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power
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of your
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Holy
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Spirit
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and
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father
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help us
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to see
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how it
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is
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that you
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are
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using
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us
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and
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shaping
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us
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and
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preparing
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us
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to bring
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you
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glory
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in our
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day-to-day
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lives
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and we
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ask all
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of this
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in the
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name
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of
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Jesus
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your
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son
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and
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our
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savior
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amen
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for
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to
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have
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an
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who
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are