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A Gospel Shaped Memory

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  1. Father, some of us you have blessed with really, really, really fine minds, and some of our

  2. minds aren't as fine.

  3. Some of our minds are still developing.

  4. Some of our minds are maybe moving in a less developed direction.

  5. Father, all of us have memories.

  6. All of us have imaginations.

  7. And Father, we confess before you, we often don't think very much about what's forming

  8. our mind.

  9. But we ask, Father, that your Holy Spirit would move very deeply in the very center

  10. of who we are.

  11. And that you would make us a people where it is the gospel that shapes our mind, that

  12. it is the gospel that shapes our memory, that it is the gospel that shapes our imagination.

  13. And Father, we ask that you would begin to do and continue to do this wonderful work in

  14. us this morning.

  15. And we ask all of this in the name of Jesus, your Son and our Savior.

  16. Amen.

  17. Please be seated.

  18. Amen.

  19. Amen.

  20. Amen.

  21. Amen.

  22. So, I don't know how many of you struggle with depression.

  23. I don't know how many of you struggle with different types of addictive behavior.

  24. I don't know how many of you, in fact, could maybe be described as an alcoholic or have,

  25. as I said, some other well-diagnosed problem like that.

  26. And as you know, some of the things like some forms of depression are a little bit, they

  27. might be a chemical basis that's connected to your depression.

  28. There might even be, in some cases, with certain types of addiction, some type of chemical

  29. basis.

  30. And there's no question that all of these things help to shape the chemical structure

  31. of our body.

  32. But often what goes along with a lot of addictive behavior are certain types of core beliefs,

  33. certain types of things that those who struggle with depression or addiction, they say to themselves.

  34. Because we all talk to ourselves all of the time, right?

  35. And often the things that we say to ourselves are very different than the things that we say

  36. outside to others.

  37. But we all have an inner voice that speaks.

  38. Some of our inner voice speaks time and time and time again.

  39. We can't even shut it up hardly.

  40. And if you were to somehow be able to listen to the inner voice of a person struggling with

  41. depression or the inner voice of a person struggling with alcoholism or some type of addiction,

  42. there are several types of things that you would probably hear them say to themselves on a

  43. regular basis.

  44. One of the things is that if people got, the more people get to know me, the less they'll

  45. like me.

  46. That if people were just to be able to see what I was really like, what I'm like when

  47. nobody's around, what's going on inside of me, as they get to know me more and more and

  48. more, they will like me less and less and less and less.

  49. And another thing that often addicts and alcoholics say to themselves or those struggling with depression is that people don't really care about me and won't help me.

  50. I'm basically all on my own.

  51. Because if I share what I really need, if I share what I really, really, really need or long for, people won't care for that at all.

  52. In fact, they're liable to do the exact opposite because it goes along with that third.

  53. There's more than three, obviously, core types of beliefs or self-talk of those who struggle with addiction or those of us who struggle with depression.

  54. And the third one is that there's something just wrong with me that means that there's just something wrong with me.

  55. It's as if I'm cursed.

  56. It's as if I'm doomed.

  57. It's as if there's something faded about me that things won't work out well for me.

  58. They'll work out well for other people.

  59. Like, I can well understand that that person will get the promotion.

  60. I can well understand that that person will have the family.

  61. That person will have the relationship.

  62. And I know I might get in one for right now, but it's just the fact of the matter is, is if you hang out for me for a while, you'll see that it's going to all come to ruins.

  63. Because there's something about me that is just faded.

  64. It's doomed to have things not work out and bad things will happen to me.

  65. And that's just the way I am.

  66. It's just the way I am.

  67. Those of you who are guests this morning might not know that we've been going through the book of Esther.

  68. And the book of Esther actually has, especially as it comes to a conclusion, this is the last sermon on the book of Esther.

  69. It actually has some very, very powerful things to say for those of us who struggle with that sense of a type of a doom or a fate that is hanging over us.

  70. So it'd be very helpful if you open your Bibles to the book of Esther.

  71. We'll be looking at chapter 9 and 10.

  72. 10 is only three verses long.

  73. And it's our final sermon in the series.

  74. The sermon series is called The Hidden God in a Broken World.

  75. And so what's going to be happening?

  76. The words of the text are going to be on the screen for those of you who don't have the Bible.

  77. Because about half of the sermon, a little bit more than half of the sermon, we're just going to read the story.

  78. Because why?

  79. Well, because my great hope every week is that you'll remember the Bible more than you'll remember what I say.

  80. Because my words are just my words.

  81. And the Bible is the word of God.

  82. But where we come to in the story, as the story is winding to its conclusion,

  83. is that genocide has been planned against the Jewish people.

  84. And the architect of that genocide was a man by the name of Haman.

  85. And the story is set in the peak years, the pinnacle years of the Persian Empire.

  86. Xerxes is the emperor.

  87. It's generally regarded in history as sort of the peak years of the empire,

  88. him and sort of the emperor on either side of them.

  89. Absolute peak.

  90. And at the peak of this, the Persian Empire, genocide has been planned for the Jewish people.

  91. The mechanisms of the state were mobilized.

  92. There was an attempt to inflame public sentiment against the Jewish people,

  93. that they would join in to this one day when every Jewish person,

  94. whether the oldest man, a military-aged man, whether a woman, an elderly woman, a young woman,

  95. whether the youngest child, that they would all be killed on the same day.

  96. And as we saw in how that story develops throughout the book of Esther,

  97. and as we saw last week, the part which is just before this is by God's providence,

  98. by God's providence, the king's heart is changed.

  99. Haman, the architect of the genocide, is killed.

  100. And the king gives Mordecai and Esther, a Jewish man,

  101. and Esther is one of the king's queens, and she's Jewish.

  102. And Mordecai is her uncle and adopted father.

  103. And they sort of now, the king says,

  104. well, you come up with a plan to stop this.

  105. And the plan that they come up with, we talked about it at length last week,

  106. because on one level it was very bloodthirsty.

  107. But basically their plan was that on the day that genocide is planned,

  108. they send out a directive and say that all of the Jewish people can gather,

  109. they can organize, and they can defend themselves,

  110. so that the day when everybody is going to attack them

  111. is the day that they're able to defend themselves.

  112. And so now as the book comes to an end, we find out what happens.

  113. Like, what happens if they're able to defend themselves?

  114. Will they all die? Will it be a bloodbath?

  115. Like, what happens?

  116. Well, this is what we find out today.

  117. So verse 1 starts like this.

  118. Now in the 12th month, which is the month of Adar,

  119. on the 13th day of the Seine,

  120. when the king's command and edict were about to be carried out,

  121. on the very day when the enemies of the Jewish people

  122. hoped to gain the mastery over them,

  123. the reverse occurred.

  124. Verse 1 is in some ways a summary of the whole end of the book on one level.

  125. Sorry, the reverse occurred.

  126. The Jews, the Jewish people, gained mastery over those who hated them.

  127. The Jews gathered in their cities throughout all the provinces of King Xerxes.

  128. I'm just going to use Xerxes.

  129. It's a husirus, but I'm going to say Xerxes.

  130. It's two names for the same man.

  131. He's better known to history as Xerxes.

  132. That's what I will say.

  133. To King Xerxes, to lay hands on those who sought their harm.

  134. And no one could stand against them.

  135. That could stand against the Jewish people.

  136. For the fear of them had fallen on all the peoples.

  137. All the officials of the provinces and the satraps and the governors and the royal agents

  138. also helped the Jews.

  139. For the fear of Mordecai had fallen on them.

  140. For Mordecai was great in the king's house.

  141. And his fame spread throughout all the provinces.

  142. For the man, Mordecai grew more and more powerful.

  143. Now just sort of pause there.

  144. This is very important to the story.

  145. But the events that I was describing happening just before this in chapters 7 and 8.

  146. There's about eight and a half months between those events when Mordecai is given a promotion

  147. to very, very, very high up in the empire.

  148. And the letter that goes from Mordecai and Esther is sent to all of the officials,

  149. all of the nobles, the agents in the empire, and the citizens.

  150. It's also proclaimed to the citizens.

  151. And that's about eight and a half months earlier.

  152. And it's a very interesting example here of a modern phenomenon.

  153. And we're in fact living through it right now.

  154. And the modern phenomenon that we're living through, which is sort of talked about here,

  155. which is very interesting, is...

  156. Well, like, 20 years ago, 20 years ago, no question, the House of Commons would have voted

  157. probably 95% against same-sex marriage.

  158. Just 20 years ago.

  159. And probably 20 years ago, the House of Commons would have voted 100% against doctor-assisted suicide.

  160. And maybe even 10 years ago, there would have been unanimous belief that transgender people

  161. shouldn't be given a sort of a privileged position.

  162. Now, I'm not making any type of political comment about any of these things.

  163. And if you're a guest here this morning and you're in favor of those things,

  164. I'm not making any particular political comment about any of these things at this point in time.

  165. And I just want to point out how...

  166. And many people...

  167. Many people...

  168. You know, many of us, we just live from day to day to day.

  169. We live like a cork, bobbing around on water.

  170. We might think that we're free, that we're independent, and all of that type of stuff.

  171. But the fact of the matter is, is that for many of us, we just bob along on the current,

  172. whatever current is going on, and we bob along on the current in such a way

  173. that we don't even realize that there is a current.

  174. But it's actually been quite remarkable, this huge turn in the culture.

  175. It's as if there's this huge tidal wave, or this...

  176. You know, if you go to the Bay of Fundy, and there's this very, very powerful tide in the Bay of Fundy,

  177. and it's as if there's this whole just drift or move or powerful movement in our culture,

  178. and all of a sudden, things that 20 years ago would have been just...

  179. Nobody would have believed...

  180. Very few people other than activists would have believed it.

  181. And now everybody believes it.

  182. Everybody's in favor of it.

  183. And to not to believe it means that, I don't know, you're some type of knuckle-dragging,

  184. cousin-marrying Neanderthal with an IQ of a turnip.

  185. And it's just this huge cultural shift, and many of us don't even recognize it,

  186. but we see these things going on in our own culture.

  187. And it's interesting, I don't know if you noticed it, but that same thing happens here.

  188. That, you know, eight and a half months previously, probably if you had polled the officials,

  189. they'd say, well, you know, the king said they were to kill the Jews on this day,

  190. we're going to kill the Jews.

  191. And probably you said to most of the people in the culture,

  192. if you could go back and there could be a Pew research team to go back

  193. and do a really high-quality survey of people's attitudes,

  194. they'd say, yeah, on this date, we're going to kill Jewish people.

  195. And somehow or another, in that eight and a half months,

  196. the force of the culture changes.

  197. And they describe it as the fear of the Jews come upon them.

  198. And those of us who have been reading the book,

  199. we know that it's part of God's providence,

  200. that everybody, it's not as if somehow or another God overwhelms people's wills.

  201. If we could send a Pew research team back nine months prior to this,

  202. and then a day just before these events,

  203. they would just remark that everybody, by their own free will,

  204. has somehow or another changed their view dramatically.

  205. Not everybody, as we're going to see, because they're still fighting.

  206. But there's been this huge cultural shift.

  207. And it has this great power.

  208. And it's very interesting.

  209. And this book, set in the year 480s,

  210. bears witness to something that we've seen throughout history,

  211. of these big cultural shifts.

  212. And so there's this great cultural shift that happens

  213. in the nation, the empire of Persia.

  214. And people become pro-Jewish.

  215. And in fact, it says that the authorities go from maybe being anti-Jewish

  216. to neutral, to in fact being pro-Jewish.

  217. And it's really important that we notice this,

  218. because the very next verse often troubles many people,

  219. because it sounds as if great cruelty is happening.

  220. But if you don't sort of just notice this cultural shift

  221. and what it just says about the officials,

  222. then this next verse is going to be very troubling.

  223. Read verse 5 along with me,

  224. because what it says in verse 5 is,

  225. the Jews struck all their enemies with the sword,

  226. killing and destroying them,

  227. and did as they pleased to those who hated them.

  228. Now, it's that did as they pleased,

  229. which is, I mean, the whole verse is a bit troubling

  230. to very modern people.

  231. And it's especially troubling to us,

  232. because we sort of, many Christians are very troubled,

  233. because for many of us Christians,

  234. we no longer believe the Bible,

  235. but we believe a hallmark spirituality of positive thoughts.

  236. In fact, sorry, what the heck, I'll say it.

  237. Like, our Christian radio station in Ottawa

  238. doesn't call itself a Christian radio station.

  239. It calls itself a family radio station

  240. with family-friendly messages.

  241. And if you have a religion that is all family-friendly

  242. with family-friendly messages,

  243. and on our Christian radio station on Sunday afternoons,

  244. all you hear is encouragement,

  245. and today you will mainly hear secular Christmas music on it,

  246. and of positive, uplifting messages,

  247. and verses like this go,

  248. it's like nails on a chalkboard.

  249. But the problem is

  250. that the faith has drifted from the Bible.

  251. Now, I'm going to talk a little bit more.

  252. I talked about this more last week,

  253. and we're going to talk about it a little bit more in a moment,

  254. but mainly I talked about this last week.

  255. If you're very curious about it,

  256. you should listen to last week's sermon online.

  257. But the thing here,

  258. though they pleased and did as they pleased

  259. to those who hated them,

  260. the part of that message,

  261. for many of us, we hear this,

  262. and what we think of is cruelty,

  263. that they are unhinged and untethered.

  264. They are unhinged, untethered to any type of morality,

  265. and they did as they pleased.

  266. And what they pleased is cruel.

  267. It's violent.

  268. It's merciless.

  269. And that's not what the text means at all.

  270. In context, what it means

  271. is that if you were to read the book

  272. at the end of chapter 3,

  273. you'd know that every noble,

  274. every soldier,

  275. every judge,

  276. every official,

  277. every agent was going to come to kill you.

  278. Now they're on the side of the Jews.

  279. There's no external thing

  280. to stop them from defending themselves.

  281. That's what it means.

  282. They did as they pleased.

  283. They didn't have to worry

  284. about the police showing up

  285. to join the side of their enemies.

  286. They didn't have to worry

  287. about the noble showing up with his army

  288. to help their enemies.

  289. They did as they pleased.

  290. That's all that the text means.

  291. Now, it's still a bit troubling for us.

  292. And those of you who were here last week

  293. or who've been hunting around

  294. as I've spoken

  295. to look at what they say before

  296. or after this particular text,

  297. you'll know that I talked a little bit last week

  298. about how the direction that Mordecai gave,

  299. the directive that Mordecai and Esther gave

  300. to the Jewish people

  301. included that they could kill women and children

  302. and included that they could plunder.

  303. And on one level,

  304. well, let's see what happens.

  305. Let's see what happens.

  306. Verses 6 to 10 of chapter 9.

  307. In Susa, the citadel itself,

  308. the Jews killed and destroyed 500 men

  309. and also killed,

  310. just pardon these with the names,

  311. Parshandatha and Dalfon and Aspartha

  312. and Poratha and Adalia and Araditha

  313. and Parmeshatha and Arasai and Aradai and Vesatha,

  314. the ten sons of Haman,

  315. the sons of Hamadatha,

  316. the enemy of the Jews,

  317. but they laid no hand on the plunder.

  318. Now, I just sort of want to pause here for a second.

  319. The first thing,

  320. I didn't talk about this last week very much,

  321. but at the heart of what the Mordecai's letter

  322. and Esther's letter was,

  323. was basically all they did

  324. was take what Haman had wanted to do,

  325. the enemies of the Jews.

  326. They just took all of the things

  327. that said that the enemies of the Jews could do.

  328. They're, in a sense, moral universe.

  329. And it said, okay,

  330. all of these things that it says,

  331. that those who are racists and want genocide,

  332. all of those things that they said,

  333. the Jewish people can now do.

  334. On one level,

  335. it's completely and utterly fair

  336. if you think about it, isn't it?

  337. It's actually, on one level,

  338. irrefutably fair.

  339. As a bit of an aside,

  340. it gives a bit of a window

  341. about how God judges us,

  342. just a bit of a window.

  343. If you read Romans chapter 2,

    Romans 2 chapter mention

  344. and it talks about

  345. how it is that God will judge people

  346. who don't know the Bible,

  347. and basically,

  348. if you look through the language,

  349. it can be a little bit technical at times.

  350. It basically just says,

  351. well, you know,

  352. at the end of the day,

  353. all God has to do

  354. is just follow anybody around

  355. and just see what their moral rules

  356. and observations

  357. and standards of judgments are.

  358. And all he has to do then

  359. is say that at the end of the day,

  360. I will just use,

  361. well, use me,

  362. we'll just use George's rules,

  363. and we're going to judge George

  364. by George's rules.

  365. And every single human being

  366. on the planet,

  367. if they're judged just by their own rules,

  368. will fail.

  369. And nobody will be able to say

  370. that that's unfair.

  371. Nobody.

  372. Nobody.

  373. And on one level,

  374. then,

  375. what Mordecai and Esther did

  376. was very fair

  377. because what the enemies of the Jews,

  378. what those who want to genocide said

  379. is kill all the women,

  380. kill all the children,

  381. kill the youngest children,

  382. kill everybody,

  383. and plunder them.

  384. And all they do on one level

  385. is say,

  386. just do all of the same things.

  387. But it's a very,

  388. very interesting thing,

  389. and this is part of the,

  390. this is part of how to learn

  391. how to read the Bible.

  392. Because what the Jewish people do

  393. is they don't listen

  394. to what the people

  395. who believe in genocide

  396. say is the way to live.

  397. What they end up doing

  398. is they listen

  399. to what the Bible says

  400. you should do

  401. in terms of living.

  402. And you only notice it

  403. if you read it

  404. very, very carefully.

  405. Because what the text says

  406. is it says

  407. only men are killed.

  408. Only, in a sense,

  409. military-aged men

  410. are killed.

  411. No women are killed.

  412. No children are killed.

  413. And it also says here

  414. that no plunder is taken.

  415. In fact,

  416. the no plunder is taken

  417. is very important.

  418. It's repeated twice later on.

  419. It's said three times

  420. within a couple of verses

  421. that no plunder is taken.

  422. And it's at the level

  423. of the original language

  424. of the Hebrew.

  425. There's some languages here

  426. which shows

  427. that the Jewish people

  428. understood

  429. from what we call

  430. the Old Testament,

  431. those books of the Bible

  432. written before Jesus

  433. and our Jewish friends

  434. call it the Tanakh.

  435. And what they did

  436. is they're aware

  437. of what it says

  438. in Genesis.

  439. They're aware

  440. of what it says

  441. in the book of Joshua.

  442. They're aware

  443. of what it says

  444. in the book of Exodus.

  445. They're aware

  446. of what it says

  447. in the book of Deuteronomy.

  448. And they're aware

  449. of all of these texts

  450. and they're aware

  451. of what the text says

  452. in 1 Samuel.

  453. And in all of these texts

  454. there's a set of rules

  455. that when

  456. this is not just

  457. any old battle

  458. but this is a battle

  459. where the Lord

  460. is going to deliver

  461. his people

  462. and when the Lord

  463. is going to deliver

  464. his people

  465. using his own people

  466. but it's still the Lord

  467. who is delivering

  468. his people

  469. they are to take

  470. no plunder

  471. nor are they

  472. to kill women

  473. and children.

  474. And so they do not

  475. listen to Mordecai

  476. and Esther's letter

  477. on one level.

  478. They do in the sense

  479. that they arm themselves

  480. and fight

  481. but they actually

  482. are governed

  483. by what the Tanakh says

  484. what the Old Testament says.

  485. which is profoundly

  486. counter-cultural

  487. and would have shocked

  488. all the Persians

  489. and all of the pagans

  490. all of the Zoroastrians

  491. and all of the pagans

  492. who had observed

  493. that no plunder

  494. was taken

  495. and the women

  496. and children

  497. were not killed.

  498. But the military

  499. aged males

  500. are modern language

  501. is how we would put it.

  502. And it's very

  503. very counter-cultural

  504. but that's actually

  505. what goes on here

  506. in the text.

  507. Because you see

  508. on one level

  509. not on one level

  510. on every level

  511. this is why

  512. you know people say

  513. you can prove anything

  514. in the Bible

  515. well that's not true.

  516. Like you can prove

  517. anything in the Bible

  518. if you ignore context

  519. and if you ignore

  520. how things fit together.

  521. And so you're right

  522. if you take

  523. a letter

  524. of a genocidal

  525. evil genocidal

  526. genius

  527. and say

  528. well that's in the Bible

  529. we can do that.

  530. but the Bible here

  531. shows that's not

  532. who you're supposed

  533. to listen to.

  534. And what we see

  535. actually happening

  536. is on one level

  537. both just

  538. but also

  539. a showing of mercy.

  540. And we see in here

  541. the beginning

  542. of how most

  543. Western people think

  544. most secular people

  545. would say

  546. that that's the way

  547. that you handle

  548. something like this

  549. even though

  550. they don't know

  551. that it does not

  552. come from a study

  553. of evolution

  554. but it comes

  555. from the Bible.

  556. They have amnesia.

  557. about the source

  558. of their belief.

  559. So

  560. well

  561. the story isn't over

  562. we've got up to verse 10

  563. but what about

  564. the king of Persia?

  565. You know

  566. I haven't talked

  567. about it very much.

  568. The king of Persia

  569. was a Zoroastrian.

  570. He wasn't a pagan

  571. he was a Zoroastrian.

  572. But at the same time

  573. within their whole

  574. world view

  575. he was a virtual god.

  576. It was like

  577. divine right of kings

  578. and steroids.

  579. And in their culture

  580. basically whatever he said

  581. was the law.

  582. There was no law

  583. on one level

  584. that he had to obey.

  585. There was no constitution

  586. as we talked about

  587. a couple of weeks ago.

  588. There was no property rights

  589. to protect people.

  590. Basically he said it

  591. and that's it.

  592. And so what is the king

  593. going to think of the fact

  594. that all these people

  595. have been killed?

  596. Is he going to be happy

  597. with it?

  598. Is he going to be sad?

  599. Is he going to be worried?

  600. Want to distance himself

  601. from Esther

  602. one of his queens

  603. that told them

  604. that this is what

  605. he should do?

  606. Well what happens?

  607. Verse 11 and 12

  608. we see how the king reacts.

  609. And it is just so typical

  610. of people with that type of power.

  611. Look at verse 11 and 12.

  612. That very day

  613. the number of those

  614. killed in Susa the citadel

  615. was reported to the king.

  616. And the king said

  617. to Queen Esther

  618. in Susa the citadel

  619. the Jews have killed

  620. and destroyed 500 men

  621. and also the 10 sons

  622. of Haman.

  623. What then have they done

  624. in the rest of the king's provinces?

  625. Now what is your wish?

  626. It shall be granted you.

  627. And what further is your request?

  628. It shall be fulfilled.

  629. He's delighted.

  630. You know what?

  631. It makes me mindful

  632. of a famous quote

  633. by Stalin.

  634. That horrendous dictator.

  635. And it is so

  636. well here's how it is.

  637. The death of one person

  638. is a tragedy.

  639. The death of a thousand

  640. is a statistic.

  641. So he's

  642. the king is completely

  643. and utterly unmoved.

  644. In fact he actually

  645. seems to like it.

  646. So he says in a sense

  647. okay girl

  648. okay Esther

  649. what do you want to do now?

  650. And

  651. and here's a very

  652. very very

  653. you know many

  654. one of the things about

  655. one of the things

  656. that people think

  657. about the Bible

  658. people who

  659. and unfortunately

  660. this stereotype

  661. is maintained

  662. by many Christians

  663. unfortunately

  664. but people think

  665. that if you read the Bible

  666. the Bible is going to tell

  667. women that they have

  668. to be weak

  669. they have to be stupid

  670. they have to just

  671. you know

  672. blah blah blah blah

  673. but it's all weak

  674. they're all nice

  675. they're all kind

  676. they're all gentle

  677. that it's all full

  678. a whole pile

  679. of stereotypes

  680. but that's actually

  681. not how the Bible

  682. describes women.

  683. Like look what

  684. Esther suggests.

  685. What is it she wants

  686. to do in verses 13 and 14

  687. and Esther said

  688. if it pleased the king

  689. let the Jews

  690. who are in Susa

  691. be allowed tomorrow

  692. also to do according

  693. to this day's edict.

  694. In other words

  695. king

  696. for those in greater Susa

  697. let the fighting continue

  698. and

  699. let the ten sons

  700. of Haman

  701. be hanged on the gallows.

  702. What she says is

  703. king what I think

  704. we should do

  705. says Esther

  706. let's let the fighting

  707. keep going

  708. for another day

  709. but just in the capital

  710. we can't get the news

  711. to the whole kingdom

  712. but just here

  713. and by the way

  714. the ten sons of Haman

  715. impale them publicly.

  716. That's how Esther behaves.

  717. Like don't cross her.

  718. Don't cross her.

  719. So verse 14

  720. so the king commanded

  721. this to be done.

  722. A decree was issued

  723. in Susa

  724. and the ten sons

  725. of Haman were hanged.

  726. The Jews who were

  727. in Susa

  728. also gathered

  729. on the fourteenth

  730. day of the month

  731. of Edar.

  732. They killed three hundred

  733. men in Susa

  734. but they laid no hands

  735. on the plunder.

  736. They laid no hands

  737. on the plunder.

  738. So

  739. now by the way

  740. remember I said

  741. how

  742. Mordecai and Esther

  743. had this directive

  744. but the Jewish people

  745. actually didn't follow

  746. it completely.

  747. You know once again

  748. one of the things

  749. you can talk about

  750. over coffee is

  751. do you agree

  752. with what Esther

  753. said or not?

  754. And you can disagree

  755. with it because

  756. it's just her view.

  757. A very interesting

  758. thing over coffee

  759. if you had been

  760. Esther's advisor

  761. would you say

  762. you go girl

  763. that's exactly

  764. the advice we want

  765. impale those guys

  766. and let the fighting go.

  767. Is that what you'd say

  768. is the good thing

  769. or would you say

  770. come on Esther

  771. like show some mercy

  772. like

  773. like

  774. ooh

  775. do you really want

  776. men

  777. like anyway

  778. whatever

  779. like it's an interesting

  780. point of conversation.

  781. the Bible doesn't say

  782. this is the right

  783. thing to do

  784. it says what

  785. Esther did.

  786. But the important

  787. thing

  788. in the rest

  789. of the text

  790. is what's happening

  791. amongst the Jewish

  792. people

  793. as a result

  794. of this.

  795. Is this

  796. day

  797. amongst the Jewish

  798. people

  799. is it causing

  800. them a sense

  801. of horror

  802. about what

  803. they've done

  804. as they think

  805. about it

  806. the next day?

  807. Is it encouraging

  808. them to violence?

  809. Is it encouraging

  810. them

  811. like what happens?

  812. Well

  813. you find out

  814. in verses

  815. 16 and 19

  816. now the rest

  817. of the Jews

  818. who were in

  819. the king's

  820. provinces

  821. also gathered

  822. to defend

  823. their lives

  824. and got relief

  825. from their enemies

  826. and killed

  827. 75,000 of those

  828. who hated them

  829. but they laid

  830. no hands

  831. on the plunder.

  832. Just a pause

  833. in the Old Testament

  834. generally speaking

  835. you don't know

  836. whether it was

  837. 75,000 or not

  838. 75,000 means

  839. lots and lots

  840. and lots

  841. and lots

  842. just the way

  843. that it's a

  844. literary thing

  845. anyway

  846. but it means

  847. there's a lot

  848. who died

  849. verse 17

  850. this was on

  851. the 13th day

  852. of the month

  853. of Adar

  854. and on the

  855. 14th day

  856. they rested

  857. and made that

  858. day a day

  859. of feasting

  860. and gladness

  861. but the Jews

  862. who were in

  863. Susa

  864. gathered on

  865. the 13th day

  866. and rested

  867. on the 15th day

  868. making that

  869. a day of

  870. feasting

  871. and gladness

  872. therefore the Jews

  873. of the villages

  874. who live

  875. in rural towns

  876. hold the 14th day

  877. of the month

  878. of Adar

  879. as a day

  880. for gladness

  881. and feasting

  882. as a holiday

  883. and as a day

  884. in which

  885. they send

  886. gifts

  887. of food

  888. to one another

  889. so we see

  890. what they do

  891. is they don't

  892. they're not

  893. horrified by what

  894. they've done

  895. they don't have

  896. second thoughts

  897. they don't celebrate

  898. the death

  899. of 75,000 people

  900. but they celebrate

  901. the debt

  902. that they have

  903. been delivered

  904. from their enemies

  905. and that they are

  906. alive

  907. and they celebrate

  908. it with feasting

  909. and with the

  910. giving of gifts

  911. but

  912. you know

  913. it's

  914. by the way

  915. they don't tell

  916. how many Jewish

  917. people died

  918. obviously Jewish

  919. people died

  920. in this

  921. in this

  922. in this whole day

  923. but that's what

  924. happened immediately

  925. the day after

  926. we can understand

  927. that

  928. but what

  929. what happens

  930. now as you

  931. think about it

  932. like the week

  933. or the month

  934. or the year

  935. afterwards

  936. and you think

  937. back on that

  938. day

  939. like now

  940. what are the

  941. Jewish people

  942. thinking

  943. like one thing

  944. which they could

  945. be thinking

  946. is you know

  947. part of our

  948. problem

  949. with all of this

  950. is that we're

  951. too different

  952. from the Persians

  953. maybe what we

  954. should do

  955. is become

  956. more Persian

  957. like if we

  958. become more

  959. Persian

  960. if we

  961. worship

  962. more similar

  963. to them

  964. and if we

  965. dress more

  966. similar to them

  967. and if we

  968. just sort of

  969. add some of

  970. their religious

  971. practices

  972. and their

  973. views of how

  974. the world

  975. works

  976. and if we

  977. bring all of

  978. that into

  979. our life

  980. and become

  981. more Persian

  982. then maybe

  983. things like

  984. this won't

  985. ever have to

  986. happen to

  987. us again

  988. that would

  989. be a very

  990. reasonable

  991. response

  992. you know

  993. maybe they

  994. would do

  995. like often

  996. goes on

  997. in much of

  998. our culture

  999. today

  1000. amongst the

  1001. knowledge

  1002. class

  1003. is to start

  1004. to be ashamed

  1005. of what

  1006. they've done

  1007. which of

  1008. course describes

  1009. what happens

  1010. in much of

  1011. our culture

  1012. is a lack

  1013. of shame

  1014. about what

  1015. they themselves

  1016. are doing

  1017. which is wrong

  1018. but a shame

  1019. about their

  1020. past and their

  1021. tradition

  1022. is that

  1023. what's going

  1024. to happen

  1025. well the

  1026. rest of the

  1027. Bible

  1028. the rest of

  1029. the story

  1030. helps to

  1031. communicate

  1032. whether they

  1033. choose the

  1034. path of

  1035. trying to

  1036. fit in or

  1037. they choose a

  1038. very very

  1039. different path

  1040. and they

  1041. choose a

  1042. very very

  1043. well let's

  1044. just see

  1045. verse 20

  1046. and 22

  1047. and Mordecai

  1048. recorded these

  1049. things and

  1050. sent letters

  1051. to all the

  1052. Jews who

  1053. were in the

  1054. provinces of

  1055. King Xerxes

  1056. both near and

  1057. far obliging

  1058. them to keep

  1059. the 14th day

  1060. of the month

  1061. of Adar

  1062. and also the

  1063. 15th day

  1064. of the same

  1065. year by year

  1066. as the days

  1067. on which

  1068. the Jews

  1069. got relief

  1070. from their

  1071. enemies

  1072. and as the

  1073. month that

  1074. had been

  1075. turned for

  1076. them from

  1077. sorrow into

  1078. gladness

  1079. and from

  1080. mourning into

  1081. a holiday

  1082. and that they

  1083. should make

  1084. them days of

  1085. feasting and

  1086. gladness

  1087. days for

  1088. sending gifts

  1089. of food to

  1090. one another

  1091. and gifts

  1092. to the poor

  1093. so we see

  1094. that actually

  1095. rather than

  1096. accommodating to

  1097. Persian culture

  1098. Mordecai has

  1099. this plan

  1100. that it's in

  1101. fact they are

  1102. to become

  1103. more Jewish

  1104. they are to

  1105. become in a

  1106. sense more

  1107. the covenant

  1108. people that

  1109. they are to

  1110. in fact not

  1111. just have this

  1112. as a one-off

  1113. but it's to

  1114. become something

  1115. that every

  1116. year they

  1117. will remember

  1118. that the

  1119. Lord delivered

  1120. them

  1121. they will

  1122. remember this

  1123. and set the

  1124. day aside

  1125. as a holiday

  1126. and they'll

  1127. remember it

  1128. by feasting

  1129. and they'll

  1130. remember it

  1131. by sending

  1132. of gifts

  1133. and they'll

  1134. remember it

  1135. by remembering

  1136. the poor

  1137. and giving

  1138. food to the

  1139. poor

  1140. and they do

  1141. more than

  1142. just that

  1143. they also

  1144. remember it

  1145. in a very

  1146. very particular

  1147. way that

  1148. sets the

  1149. Lord at

  1150. the center

  1151. but in a

  1152. sort of an

  1153. ironic

  1154. hidden way

  1155. but they put

  1156. the Lord

  1157. at the center

  1158. of their

  1159. remembrance

  1160. and it's

  1161. seen in

  1162. verses 23

  1163. through 26

  1164. here's where

  1165. it comes

  1166. so the Jews

  1167. accepted what

  1168. they had started

  1169. to do

  1170. and what

  1171. Mordecai had

  1172. written to

  1173. them

  1174. for Haman

  1175. the Haggagite

  1176. the son of

  1177. Hamadath

  1178. the enemy

  1179. of all the

  1180. Jews

  1181. had plotted

  1182. against the

  1183. Jews

  1184. to destroy

  1185. them

  1186. and had

  1187. cast pur

  1188. that is

  1189. cast lots

  1190. to crush

  1191. and to

  1192. destroy them

  1193. but when it

  1194. came before

  1195. the king

  1196. he gave

  1197. orders in

  1198. writing

  1199. that his

  1200. evil plan

  1201. that he

  1202. had devised

  1203. against the

  1204. Jews

  1205. should return

  1206. on his

  1207. own head

  1208. that's

  1209. Haman's

  1210. head

  1211. and that

  1212. he and

  1213. his son

  1214. should be

  1215. hanged on

  1216. the gallows

  1217. or impaled

  1218. on the stake

  1219. therefore they

  1220. called these

  1221. days

  1222. Purim

  1223. after the

  1224. term

  1225. pure

  1226. therefore

  1227. because of

  1228. all that was

  1229. written in

  1230. this letter

  1231. and of what

  1232. they had

  1233. faced in

  1234. this matter

  1235. and what

  1236. had happened

  1237. to them

  1238. the Jews

  1239. firmly

  1240. obligated

  1241. themselves

  1242. and their

  1243. offspring

  1244. and all

  1245. who joined

  1246. them

  1247. that without

  1248. fail

  1249. they would

  1250. keep these

  1251. two days

  1252. according to

  1253. what was

  1254. written

  1255. and at

  1256. that time

  1257. appointed

  1258. every year

  1259. that these

  1260. days should

  1261. be remembered

  1262. and kept

  1263. throughout every

  1264. generation

  1265. and every

  1266. clan and

  1267. province and

  1268. city

  1269. and that

  1270. these days

  1271. of Purim

  1272. should never

  1273. fall into

  1274. disuse among

  1275. the Jews

  1276. nor should

  1277. the commemoration

  1278. of these days

  1279. cease among

  1280. their descendants

  1281. now

  1282. here's the

  1283. thing which

  1284. they do

  1285. in a very

  1286. very interesting

  1287. way

  1288. basically

  1289. what they

  1290. say

  1291. we're going

  1292. to name

  1293. the day

  1294. fate

  1295. because that's

  1296. what pure

  1297. means

  1298. so what

  1299. it means

  1300. is

  1301. they're

  1302. remembering

  1303. the fact

  1304. that

  1305. the might

  1306. of the

  1307. Persian

  1308. empire

  1309. had all

  1310. been organized

  1311. at every

  1312. level

  1313. all of the

  1314. bureaucracy

  1315. all of the

  1316. military

  1317. all of the

  1318. nobility

  1319. all of the

  1320. police

  1321. the judges

  1322. everything

  1323. had been

  1324. organized

  1325. and well

  1326. planned

  1327. and the

  1328. citizens

  1329. themselves

  1330. so that

  1331. the Jews

  1332. would be

  1333. killed

  1334. on one

  1335. level

  1336. from a

  1337. purely

  1338. secular

  1339. point

  1340. of

  1341. view

  1342. everything

  1343. had been

  1344. organized

  1345. so that

  1346. their fate

  1347. was sealed

  1348. they were

  1349. doomed

  1350. but more

  1351. than that

  1352. and there's

  1353. more

  1354. there's

  1355. more than

  1356. that

  1357. they also

  1358. wanted to

  1359. make sure

  1360. that the

  1361. gods

  1362. were on

  1363. their side

  1364. that the

  1365. gods

  1366. themselves

  1367. wanted to

  1368. kill all

  1369. of the

  1370. Jewish

  1371. people

  1372. and that's

  1373. why they

  1374. cast the

  1375. pure

  1376. they cast

  1377. the lots

  1378. they spent

  1379. a day

  1380. making sure

  1381. that they

  1382. would figure

  1383. out the

  1384. day

  1385. they cast

  1386. the lot

  1387. they cast

  1388. the lot

  1389. they cast

  1390. the lot

  1391. it's called

  1392. divination

  1393. and the

  1394. purpose of

  1395. it was to

  1396. find the

  1397. day and

  1398. when the

  1399. day came

  1400. they said

  1401. aha

  1402. this is

  1403. the day

  1404. the gods

  1405. themselves

  1406. have told

  1407. us

  1408. that on

  1409. this day

  1410. the gods

  1411. themselves

  1412. will bless

  1413. our efforts

  1414. to kill

  1415. every single

  1416. Jewish person

  1417. the gods

  1418. have decreed it

  1419. the virtual

  1420. god will

  1421. decree it

  1422. the bureaucracy

  1423. the nobility

  1424. the intelligentsia

  1425. the army

  1426. everybody

  1427. all have

  1428. decreed it

  1429. from the

  1430. gods

  1431. to all

  1432. of the

  1433. officials

  1434. have decreed

  1435. the fate

  1436. and the

  1437. doom

  1438. of the

  1439. Jews

  1440. and we

  1441. Jewish

  1442. people

  1443. will remember

  1444. from all

  1445. eternity

  1446. until the

  1447. Messiah

  1448. returns

  1449. this word

  1450. of doom

  1451. and fate

  1452. set by

  1453. empires

  1454. set by

  1455. the gods

  1456. was rubbish

  1457. rubbish

  1458. a delusion

  1459. a fantasy

  1460. an illusion

  1461. a lie

  1462. and they

  1463. remember it

  1464. in the name

  1465. they remember

  1466. it in the name

  1467. I'll show you

  1468. an image

  1469. in a moment

  1470. it's a long

  1471. time

  1472. I'm just going

  1473. to say

  1474. we're going

  1475. to go

  1476. now to our

  1477. other points

  1478. I just want

  1479. to say

  1480. two little

  1481. things

  1482. in the

  1483. end

  1484. just before

  1485. we get

  1486. into the

  1487. to try

  1488. to wrap

  1489. it all

  1490. up

  1491. one of

  1492. the things

  1493. which is

  1494. very interesting

  1495. if you go

  1496. back and read

  1497. the rest

  1498. of the

  1499. verses

  1500. it's not

  1501. as obvious

  1502. in English

  1503. but in the

  1504. original

  1505. language

  1506. it's very

  1507. obvious

  1508. what really

  1509. makes the

  1510. day a day

  1511. for remembrance

  1512. for the rest

  1513. of time

  1514. for the

  1515. Jewish

  1516. people

  1517. isn't that

  1518. Mordecai

  1519. says it

  1520. but Esther

  1521. says it

  1522. this is a

  1523. holiday for

  1524. the Jewish

  1525. people forever

  1526. and ever

  1527. and ever

  1528. because it

  1529. was finally

  1530. the seal

  1531. that made

  1532. it permanent

  1533. was the

  1534. decision by

  1535. the queen

  1536. not by

  1537. men

  1538. that's what

  1539. the text

  1540. says

  1541. and the other

  1542. thing which is

  1543. very interesting

  1544. and this is

  1545. very important

  1546. for all of

  1547. you

  1548. is that

  1549. Mordecai

  1550. continues in

  1551. secular work

  1552. he continues

  1553. his work in

  1554. the bureaucracy

  1555. for the good

  1556. of the city

  1557. and the good

  1558. of the nation

  1559. Andrew if you

  1560. could put up

  1561. the slide

  1562. that I said

  1563. about fate

  1564. and everything

  1565. there you go

  1566. that's what

  1567. Purim means

  1568. in a sense

  1569. when Jewish

  1570. people celebrate

  1571. Purim

  1572. it says

  1573. in a sense

  1574. what it says

  1575. is fate

  1576. but they know

  1577. in the context

  1578. of the story

  1579. that any one

  1580. of those three

  1581. things can be

  1582. the way that

  1583. it's actually

  1584. saying fate

  1585. line through it

  1586. fate not

  1587. no fate

  1588. that's what

  1589. the day reminds

  1590. so just to try

  1591. to wrap this

  1592. remember I began

  1593. by saying that

  1594. people who struggle

  1595. with depression

  1596. and addictions

  1597. they often have

  1598. some very very

  1599. powerful core

  1600. beliefs

  1601. that there's

  1602. something wrong

  1603. with them

  1604. that there's

  1605. something doomed

  1606. about them

  1607. that there's

  1608. a type of fate

  1609. about them

  1610. that it's

  1611. they can understand

  1612. how the other

  1613. person will get

  1614. the guy

  1615. or will get

  1616. the girl

  1617. the other person

  1618. will maybe

  1619. get the promotion

  1620. the other person

  1621. will get the job

  1622. the other person

  1623. will have the health

  1624. but you know

  1625. I might have

  1626. it right now

  1627. but there's

  1628. in fact

  1629. something fundamentally

  1630. doomed about me

  1631. there's something

  1632. some fate

  1633. about me

  1634. which always means

  1635. that these things

  1636. are not going

  1637. to work out

  1638. and in fact

  1639. there's many systems

  1640. of thought

  1641. that sort of

  1642. make it even worse

  1643. like Islam

  1644. struggles with

  1645. a high belief

  1646. in fate

  1647. and doom

  1648. and even Hinduism

  1649. which we often

  1650. view of

  1651. and Buddhism

  1652. as a very positive

  1653. alternative to Christianity

  1654. the fact of the matter

  1655. is that the whole

  1656. cycle of karma

  1657. is a cycle

  1658. of fate

  1659. that if you are

  1660. in this particular role

  1661. if you are

  1662. the beggar

  1663. of the beggars

  1664. of the beggars

  1665. that is your fault

  1666. you have brought

  1667. this upon yourself

  1668. in your previous life

  1669. you are trapped

  1670. in your fate

  1671. you are doomed

  1672. to that particular position

  1673. and even many systems

  1674. of thought

  1675. like the cycle

  1676. of life

  1677. but throughout

  1678. human history

  1679. this cycle

  1680. of life

  1681. is actually

  1682. not seen

  1683. as something

  1684. which is

  1685. life giving

  1686. it's something

  1687. which means

  1688. you are doomed

  1689. that there is not

  1690. going to be

  1691. any progress

  1692. there is not

  1693. going to be

  1694. any development

  1695. there is not

  1696. going to be

  1697. any story

  1698. which is new

  1699. and different

  1700. there is not

  1701. going to be

  1702. creativity

  1703. there is not

  1704. going to be

  1705. imagination

  1706. there is not

  1707. going to be

  1708. a second chance

  1709. why?

  1710. because you are

  1711. trapped

  1712. in the iron cage

  1713. of the circle

  1714. of life

  1715. you will die

  1716. and there is

  1717. nothing you can

  1718. do about it

  1719. and even

  1720. modern science

  1721. with its belief

  1722. of the fact

  1723. that everything

  1724. that comes to be

  1725. is a result

  1726. of irrational

  1727. forces and chance

  1728. with no human

  1729. purpose

  1730. no virtue

  1731. of something

  1732. good or beautiful

  1733. or love

  1734. or knowledge

  1735. or truth

  1736. that's what

  1737. naturalistic science

  1738. teaches you

  1739. it's just cause

  1740. and effect

  1741. in a sense

  1742. it's the idea

  1743. that everything

  1744. that's happening

  1745. to you

  1746. is just a result

  1747. of things

  1748. that are going

  1749. on in you

  1750. and massive

  1751. these

  1752. and you are

  1753. stuck

  1754. and to all

  1755. of these

  1756. things

  1757. the gospel

  1758. says

  1759. that

  1760. it says

  1761. no to fate

  1762. if you could

  1763. put up the

  1764. first point

  1765. Andrew

  1766. what is the

  1767. bible telling

  1768. us

  1769. the lord

  1770. exists

  1771. providence

  1772. is true

  1773. fate

  1774. is a

  1775. delusion

  1776. you are

  1777. here

  1778. and I know

  1779. that just by

  1780. willpower

  1781. and just by

  1782. a story

  1783. it can't

  1784. change you

  1785. and for

  1786. some of

  1787. you

  1788. if you're

  1789. struggling

  1790. with depression

  1791. it might be

  1792. that there's

  1793. a chemical

  1794. imbalance

  1795. that you

  1796. need some

  1797. help

  1798. medically

  1799. to help

  1800. you to

  1801. deal with

  1802. that

  1803. I am

  1804. not denying

  1805. any of

  1806. that type

  1807. of stuff

  1808. but I am

  1809. saying

  1810. that the

  1811. memory

  1812. that we

  1813. have of

  1814. our life

  1815. the way

  1816. that we

  1817. use our

  1818. imagination

  1819. the way

  1820. we structure

  1821. and talk

  1822. to ourselves

  1823. and talking

  1824. to ourselves

  1825. in such a

  1826. way as if

  1827. we are

  1828. fundamentally

  1829. faded

  1830. and doomed

  1831. the bible

  1832. is telling

  1833. us

  1834. the lord

  1835. exists

  1836. providence

  1837. is true

  1838. providence

  1839. means that

  1840. the lord

  1841. is present

  1842. powerful

  1843. active

  1844. even though

  1845. he is

  1846. hidden

  1847. and he

  1848. always

  1849. respects

  1850. our

  1851. freedom

  1852. but the

  1853. end of

  1854. the day

  1855. no matter

  1856. how much

  1857. we use

  1858. our freedom

  1859. in whatever

  1860. way we

  1861. use our

  1862. freedom

  1863. the lord

  1864. is moving

  1865. all things

  1866. to the

  1867. end

  1868. that he

  1869. has chosen

  1870. and he

  1871. does that

  1872. even though

  1873. we are

  1874. completely

  1875. and utterly

  1876. free

  1877. but the

  1878. lord

  1879. is present

  1880. powerful

  1881. and active

  1882. in the

  1883. world

  1884. and to

  1885. believe in

  1886. fate

  1887. is a

  1888. delusion

  1889. it's a

  1890. delusion

  1891. and if you

  1892. come up

  1893. the second

  1894. point

  1895. we

  1896. Christians

  1897. we believe

  1898. we accept

  1899. you know

  1900. we in a

  1901. sense

  1902. this is

  1903. our story

  1904. when we

  1905. read the

  1906. book of

  1907. Esther

  1908. because

  1909. we believe

  1910. that the

  1911. lord

  1912. promised to

  1913. deliver people

  1914. in Genesis

  1915. 3

  1916. we believe

  1917. that it

  1918. was our

  1919. spiritual

  1920. ancestors

  1921. and for

  1922. some of

  1923. us

  1924. our

  1925. physical

  1926. ancestors

  1927. because

  1928. there are

  1929. Jewish

  1930. people

  1931. who have

  1932. been part

  1933. of our

  1934. congregation

  1935. and

  1936. this

  1937. is the

  1938. story

  1939. of

  1940. Israel's

  1941. deliverance

  1942. from

  1943. Egypt

  1944. out of

  1945. slavery

  1946. that is

  1947. our

  1948. history

  1949. and the

  1950. lord's

  1951. deliverance

  1952. of the

  1953. Jewish

  1954. people

  1955. in the

  1956. Persian

  1957. empire

  1958. that is

  1959. our

  1960. history

  1961. but we

  1962. believe

  1963. in an

  1964. even

  1965. greater

  1966. deliverance

  1967. and an

  1968. even

  1969. greater

  1970. reversal

  1971. because

  1972. we

  1973. believe

  1974. that

  1975. Jesus

  1976. came

  1977. and he

  1978. was born

  1979. of a

  1980. virgin

  1981. he

  1982. lived

  1983. a

  1984. sinless

  1985. life

  1986. and he

  1987. taught

  1988. many

  1989. things

  1990. he

  1991. predicted

  1992. and

  1993. prophesied

  1994. that he

  1995. would die

  1996. as the

  1997. lamb of

  1998. God

  1999. who takes

  2000. away the

  2001. sin of

  2002. the

  2003. world

  2004. that he

  2005. would die

  2006. on a

  2007. shameful

  2008. cross

  2009. that he

  2010. would be

  2011. hung

  2012. on a

  2013. gallows

  2014. and a

  2015. cross

  2016. not impaled

  2017. but hung

  2018. and that

  2019. we who are

  2020. cursed

  2021. he would

  2022. bear our

  2023. curse

  2024. we are

  2025. sinned

  2026. he would

  2027. bear our

  2028. sin

  2029. we were

  2030. ashamed

  2031. he would

  2032. bear our

  2033. shame

  2034. and he

  2035. would do

  2036. all of

  2037. that

  2038. not for

  2039. himself

  2040. but for

  2041. you and

  2042. me

  2043. and he

  2044. would offer

  2045. for us

  2046. his

  2047. perfect

  2048. obedience

  2049. and intimacy

  2050. to the

  2051. father

  2052. he would

  2053. offer

  2054. he would

  2055. offer

  2056. to trade

  2057. our

  2058. disobedience

  2059. for his

  2060. obedience

  2061. our impurity

  2062. for his

  2063. purity

  2064. our

  2065. uncleanness

  2066. for his

  2067. cleanness

  2068. and this

  2069. profound

  2070. transaction

  2071. on the

  2072. cross

  2073. is a

  2074. far

  2075. greater

  2076. deliverance

  2077. and we

  2078. are to

  2079. proclaim that

  2080. in a way

  2081. that we

  2082. understand

  2083. that everyone

  2084. who hears

  2085. it is

  2086. invited

  2087. to receive

  2088. it

  2089. the

  2090. Lord

  2091. is

  2092. risen

  2093. deliverance

  2094. is

  2095. real

  2096. damnation

  2097. that's

  2098. an

  2099. eternity

  2100. separate

  2101. from

  2102. God

  2103. at

  2104. first I

  2105. was going

  2106. to use

  2107. the word

  2108. tragedy

  2109. but the

  2110. problem

  2111. with

  2112. tragedy

  2113. is that

  2114. there's

  2115. something

  2116. noble

  2117. in the

  2118. tragic

  2119. figure

  2120. and it's

  2121. not a

  2122. tragedy

  2123. it is

  2124. a

  2125. calamity

  2126. there's

  2127. nothing

  2128. noble

  2129. it is

  2130. just

  2131. a

  2132. disaster

  2133. if we

  2134. turn our

  2135. backs on

  2136. that

  2137. his

  2138. risen

  2139. and his

  2140. deliverance

  2141. to choose

  2142. ourselves

  2143. as you

  2144. could

  2145. wrap the

  2146. next slide

  2147. Andrew

  2148. grace

  2149. is real

  2150. repentance

  2151. is always

  2152. an option

  2153. and

  2154. intransigence

  2155. is a

  2156. fantasy

  2157. I know

  2158. some of

  2159. you have

  2160. to look

  2161. up what

  2162. intransigence

  2163. means

  2164. it means

  2165. a complete

  2166. and utter

  2167. refusal

  2168. to change

  2169. I've

  2170. just

  2171. started

  2172. reading

  2173. a very

  2174. very

  2175. good

  2176. book

  2177. by

  2178. Jackie

  2179. Hill

  2180. Perry

  2181. it has

  2182. a very

  2183. intriguing

  2184. title

  2185. it's

  2186. called

  2187. Gay

  2188. Girl

  2189. Good

  2190. God

  2191. Gay

  2192. Girl

  2193. Good

  2194. God

  2195. by

  2196. Jackie

  2197. Hill

  2198. Perry

  2199. and one

  2200. of the

  2201. opening

  2202. lines

  2203. in it

  2204. is she

  2205. talks

  2206. about her

  2207. experience

  2208. as a

  2209. lesbian

  2210. and she

  2211. said that

  2212. part of

  2213. the core

  2214. belief

  2215. for her

  2216. as a

  2217. lesbian

  2218. is that

  2219. I

  2220. as a

  2221. lesbian

  2222. cannot

  2223. change

  2224. therefore

  2225. God

  2226. has to

  2227. change

  2228. his

  2229. word

  2230. has to

  2231. change

  2232. his

  2233. will

  2234. has to

  2235. change

  2236. because

  2237. I

  2238. cannot

  2239. will

  2240. not

  2241. change

  2242. that

  2243. is

  2244. intransigence

  2245. and the

  2246. very next

  2247. line

  2248. she says

  2249. it's an

  2250. illusion

  2251. and a

  2252. fantasy

  2253. which is

  2254. not

  2255. true

  2256. God

  2257. will

  2258. never

  2259. change

  2260. because

  2261. God

  2262. is

  2263. always

  2264. good

  2265. and all

  2266. I

  2267. can

  2268. do

  2269. is

  2270. change

  2271. as a

  2272. result

  2273. of the

  2274. goodness

  2275. and the

  2276. grace

  2277. of God

  2278. and my

  2279. refusal

  2280. to bend

  2281. my knee

  2282. is intransigence

  2283. and not

  2284. something

  2285. which is

  2286. impossible

  2287. and whether

  2288. it's that

  2289. whether

  2290. it's

  2291. any type

  2292. of sin

  2293. that we

  2294. cling

  2295. to

  2296. that we

  2297. think

  2298. we

  2299. cannot

  2300. live

  2301. our

  2302. lives

  2303. without

  2304. this

  2305. idol

  2306. without

  2307. this

  2308. sin

  2309. that it's

  2310. impossible

  2311. and somehow

  2312. or another

  2313. everything

  2314. else

  2315. has to

  2316. change

  2317. that

  2318. is

  2319. intransigence

  2320. it is

  2321. a

  2322. fantasy

  2323. for the

  2324. fact

  2325. the matter

  2326. is

  2327. is that

  2328. God's

  2329. unmerited

  2330. kindness

  2331. and goodness

  2332. to human

  2333. beings

  2334. through the

  2335. cross

  2336. is real

  2337. and for

  2338. Jesus

  2339. for the

  2340. Father

  2341. the Son

  2342. and the

  2343. Holy Spirit

  2344. three persons

  2345. one God

  2346. forever

  2347. and ever

  2348. and ever

  2349. repentance

  2350. is not

  2351. only always

  2352. an option

  2353. no matter

  2354. where you

  2355. are in

  2356. your life

  2357. it is

  2358. always

  2359. God's

  2360. preferred

  2361. option

  2362. for you

  2363. repentance

  2364. is

  2365. possible

  2366. it is

  2367. possible

  2368. intransigence

  2369. is a

  2370. fantasy

  2371. you will

  2372. die

  2373. you will

  2374. change

  2375. to think

  2376. you won't

  2377. fantasy

  2378. if you

  2379. could put

  2380. up the

  2381. next point

  2382. Andrew

  2383. here's

  2384. the big

  2385. question

  2386. because you

  2387. see not

  2388. only is

  2389. the book

  2390. of Esther

  2391. about the

  2392. fact that

  2393. fate is

  2394. a delusion

  2395. that God's

  2396. providence

  2397. is real

  2398. it's a

  2399. book about

  2400. the fact

  2401. that deliverance

  2402. is real

  2403. it's also

  2404. a book

  2405. about how

  2406. grace and

  2407. repentance

  2408. is real

  2409. I didn't

  2410. talk about

  2411. it much

  2412. everybody

  2413. in the

  2414. empire

  2415. had

  2416. eight and a

  2417. half

  2418. months

  2419. to change

  2420. their views

  2421. on the

  2422. Jewish

  2423. people

  2424. eight and

  2425. a half

  2426. months

  2427. and 75

  2428. thousand

  2429. men

  2430. chose

  2431. to not

  2432. repent

  2433. but to

  2434. have an

  2435. intransigence

  2436. around

  2437. genocide

  2438. what a

  2439. calamity

  2440. that you

  2441. would be

  2442. intransigent

  2443. around the

  2444. desire of

  2445. racism

  2446. and genocide

  2447. and that's

  2448. what the

  2449. book is

  2450. about

  2451. intransigence

  2452. in evil

  2453. and the

  2454. book ends

  2455. with a

  2456. call to

  2457. remember

  2458. and if

  2459. the gospel

  2460. is true

  2461. why have

  2462. anything

  2463. other than

  2464. the gospel

  2465. shape your

  2466. memory and

  2467. your imagination

  2468. that's the

  2469. challenge of

  2470. Esther

  2471. why choose

  2472. anything else

  2473. why choose

  2474. commercialism

  2475. why choose

  2476. money

  2477. why choose

  2478. your career

  2479. why just

  2480. choose

  2481. whatever

  2482. comes out

  2483. of your

  2484. subconscious

  2485. unconscious

  2486. whatever

  2487. accusations

  2488. whatever

  2489. delusions

  2490. of how

  2491. great you

  2492. are

  2493. a legend

  2494. in your

  2495. own

  2496. mind

  2497. why have

  2498. anything

  2499. form your

  2500. memory and

  2501. your imagination

  2502. other than the

  2503. gospel if the

  2504. gospel is

  2505. true

  2506. you see that's

  2507. why it's the

  2508. lord's day

  2509. why out of

  2510. every seven

  2511. day there's a

  2512. lord's day and

  2513. the heart of the

  2514. lord's day is that

  2515. the people of god

  2516. would gather and

  2517. every lord's day the

  2518. gospel is proclaimed

  2519. to christians and

  2520. non-christians alike

  2521. whoever gathers

  2522. why because there is the

  2523. desire of the lord that the

  2524. gospel would start to be

  2525. that which shapes our

  2526. memory and our

  2527. imagination

  2528. salvation it's why

  2529. ancient christians came

  2530. up with the christian

  2531. year of advent and

  2532. christmas and easter so

  2533. that time itself would

  2534. help us to remember the

  2535. great acts of salvation

  2536. it's why churches have

  2537. small life groups so that

  2538. you can gather together

  2539. and you can do life with

  2540. other people because the

  2541. fact of the matter is is

  2542. that our minds and our

  2543. memories and our

  2544. imaginations untethered

  2545. will have all sorts of

  2546. accusations and all sorts

  2547. of denunciations and all

  2548. sorts of ways that the

  2549. devil speaks into our

  2550. life to make us feel bad

  2551. about ourselves or feel

  2552. like we're completely

  2553. and utterly proud or as

  2554. if we can't repent and so

  2555. we need to live life

  2556. together with other

  2557. christians it's why we

  2558. memorize the bible it's

  2559. why we read the bible it's

  2560. why we have the daily

  2561. offices or daily quiet

  2562. times it's why we do

  2563. those things and it

  2564. should all be done not

  2565. just that it's a

  2566. religious duty but we do

  2567. it with the next prayer if

  2568. you could put up the final

  2569. prayer lord please grow in

  2570. me the habits and

  2571. disciplines i need

  2572. so that your gospel

  2573. shapes my shapes my

  2574. memory and my

  2575. imagination and as the

  2576. gospel shapes our memory

  2577. and imagination as the

  2578. gospel grips us we grow in

  2579. freedom

  2580. living not out of evil

  2581. but living for god's glory

  2582. that's the gospel that's the

  2583. message of ester it's not

  2584. the word of george it's the

  2585. word of the lord please

  2586. stand

  2587. just want to say as we

  2588. as we close i'm going to

  2589. invite you to all pray that

  2590. prayer with me

  2591. here's the wonderful thing

  2592. you know the wonderful thing

  2593. about the lord is the lord

  2594. sometimes can change you like

  2595. that you really can and you've

  2596. probably met people who are

  2597. able to stop drinking or stop

  2598. drugs or stops or stops you

  2599. know smoking or or stop you

  2600. know be able to forgive just

  2601. like that and that's very true

  2602. and you can ask the lord to do

  2603. that

  2604. ask the lord to do that

  2605. but for a lot of things in our

  2606. lives it's a slower process

  2607. it's it's week by week of the

  2608. lord's day in god's people it's

  2609. it's it's small victories and it

  2610. might be that over the course of

  2611. the year it's it is 53 steps

  2612. back but it's actually been 74

  2613. steps forward and that's

  2614. actually a net gain of 21 steps

  2615. in the right direction and a lot

  2616. of times we might not see very much

  2617. change in a day but you can see a

  2618. lot of change in a year and so i

  2619. just want to say that for some of

  2620. us who struggle with addictions and

  2621. some of us who struggle with

  2622. alcoholism and some of us who

  2623. struggle with depression and some of

  2624. us who struggle with dark thoughts i'm

  2625. not saying if you pray that prayer

  2626. it's going to instantly change you

  2627. i'm not it might and pray that the

  2628. lord that it will might and if it

  2629. does we will all go hip hip hooray

  2630. yahoo praise god hallelujah that's

  2631. what god's people should do

  2632. and um but for for many of us the

  2633. lord hears that prayer he he wants to

  2634. shape us by the gospel he wants to

  2635. shape our memory by the gospel and he

  2636. wants to shape our imagination

  2637. because you see what's what's anxiety

  2638. anxiety is a waste of the imagination

  2639. it's imagining the worst and fate and

  2640. doom and that's why memory and

  2641. imagination are so closely connected

  2642. so i just want to challenge you for

  2643. some of you this is also maybe a

  2644. conversion prayer for you that you're

  2645. asking the lord to be your lord and

  2646. your savior but i invite you to pray

  2647. with me and at the end of it it's not

  2648. says amen up here but if you'll all say

  2649. uh amen at the end that would be great

  2650. as well let's pray lord please grow in

  2651. me the habits and disciplines i need so

  2652. that your gospel shapes my memory and my

  2653. imagination and i grow in freedom living

  2654. for your glory and all god's people said

  2655. amen

  2656. everything

  2657. for right

  2658. okay

  2659. and

  2660. what

  2661. yeah