Sermon
A Gospel Shaped Memory
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Father, some of us you have blessed with really, really, really fine minds, and some of our
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minds aren't as fine.
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Some of our minds are still developing.
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Some of our minds are maybe moving in a less developed direction.
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Father, all of us have memories.
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All of us have imaginations.
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And Father, we confess before you, we often don't think very much about what's forming
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our mind.
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But we ask, Father, that your Holy Spirit would move very deeply in the very center
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of who we are.
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And that you would make us a people where it is the gospel that shapes our mind, that
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it is the gospel that shapes our memory, that it is the gospel that shapes our imagination.
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And Father, we ask that you would begin to do and continue to do this wonderful work in
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us this morning.
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And we ask all of this in the name of Jesus, your Son and our Savior.
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Amen.
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Please be seated.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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So, I don't know how many of you struggle with depression.
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I don't know how many of you struggle with different types of addictive behavior.
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I don't know how many of you, in fact, could maybe be described as an alcoholic or have,
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as I said, some other well-diagnosed problem like that.
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And as you know, some of the things like some forms of depression are a little bit, they
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might be a chemical basis that's connected to your depression.
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There might even be, in some cases, with certain types of addiction, some type of chemical
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basis.
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And there's no question that all of these things help to shape the chemical structure
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of our body.
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But often what goes along with a lot of addictive behavior are certain types of core beliefs,
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certain types of things that those who struggle with depression or addiction, they say to themselves.
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Because we all talk to ourselves all of the time, right?
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And often the things that we say to ourselves are very different than the things that we say
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outside to others.
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But we all have an inner voice that speaks.
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Some of our inner voice speaks time and time and time again.
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We can't even shut it up hardly.
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And if you were to somehow be able to listen to the inner voice of a person struggling with
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depression or the inner voice of a person struggling with alcoholism or some type of addiction,
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there are several types of things that you would probably hear them say to themselves on a
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regular basis.
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One of the things is that if people got, the more people get to know me, the less they'll
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like me.
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That if people were just to be able to see what I was really like, what I'm like when
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nobody's around, what's going on inside of me, as they get to know me more and more and
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more, they will like me less and less and less and less.
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And another thing that often addicts and alcoholics say to themselves or those struggling with depression is that people don't really care about me and won't help me.
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I'm basically all on my own.
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Because if I share what I really need, if I share what I really, really, really need or long for, people won't care for that at all.
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In fact, they're liable to do the exact opposite because it goes along with that third.
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There's more than three, obviously, core types of beliefs or self-talk of those who struggle with addiction or those of us who struggle with depression.
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And the third one is that there's something just wrong with me that means that there's just something wrong with me.
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It's as if I'm cursed.
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It's as if I'm doomed.
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It's as if there's something faded about me that things won't work out well for me.
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They'll work out well for other people.
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Like, I can well understand that that person will get the promotion.
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I can well understand that that person will have the family.
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That person will have the relationship.
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And I know I might get in one for right now, but it's just the fact of the matter is, is if you hang out for me for a while, you'll see that it's going to all come to ruins.
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Because there's something about me that is just faded.
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It's doomed to have things not work out and bad things will happen to me.
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And that's just the way I am.
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It's just the way I am.
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Those of you who are guests this morning might not know that we've been going through the book of Esther.
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And the book of Esther actually has, especially as it comes to a conclusion, this is the last sermon on the book of Esther.
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It actually has some very, very powerful things to say for those of us who struggle with that sense of a type of a doom or a fate that is hanging over us.
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So it'd be very helpful if you open your Bibles to the book of Esther.
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We'll be looking at chapter 9 and 10.
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10 is only three verses long.
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And it's our final sermon in the series.
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The sermon series is called The Hidden God in a Broken World.
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And so what's going to be happening?
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The words of the text are going to be on the screen for those of you who don't have the Bible.
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Because about half of the sermon, a little bit more than half of the sermon, we're just going to read the story.
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Because why?
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Well, because my great hope every week is that you'll remember the Bible more than you'll remember what I say.
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Because my words are just my words.
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And the Bible is the word of God.
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But where we come to in the story, as the story is winding to its conclusion,
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is that genocide has been planned against the Jewish people.
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And the architect of that genocide was a man by the name of Haman.
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And the story is set in the peak years, the pinnacle years of the Persian Empire.
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Xerxes is the emperor.
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It's generally regarded in history as sort of the peak years of the empire,
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him and sort of the emperor on either side of them.
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Absolute peak.
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And at the peak of this, the Persian Empire, genocide has been planned for the Jewish people.
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The mechanisms of the state were mobilized.
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There was an attempt to inflame public sentiment against the Jewish people,
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that they would join in to this one day when every Jewish person,
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whether the oldest man, a military-aged man, whether a woman, an elderly woman, a young woman,
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whether the youngest child, that they would all be killed on the same day.
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And as we saw in how that story develops throughout the book of Esther,
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and as we saw last week, the part which is just before this is by God's providence,
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by God's providence, the king's heart is changed.
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Haman, the architect of the genocide, is killed.
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And the king gives Mordecai and Esther, a Jewish man,
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and Esther is one of the king's queens, and she's Jewish.
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And Mordecai is her uncle and adopted father.
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And they sort of now, the king says,
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well, you come up with a plan to stop this.
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And the plan that they come up with, we talked about it at length last week,
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because on one level it was very bloodthirsty.
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But basically their plan was that on the day that genocide is planned,
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they send out a directive and say that all of the Jewish people can gather,
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they can organize, and they can defend themselves,
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so that the day when everybody is going to attack them
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is the day that they're able to defend themselves.
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And so now as the book comes to an end, we find out what happens.
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Like, what happens if they're able to defend themselves?
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Will they all die? Will it be a bloodbath?
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Like, what happens?
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Well, this is what we find out today.
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So verse 1 starts like this.
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Now in the 12th month, which is the month of Adar,
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on the 13th day of the Seine,
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when the king's command and edict were about to be carried out,
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on the very day when the enemies of the Jewish people
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hoped to gain the mastery over them,
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the reverse occurred.
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Verse 1 is in some ways a summary of the whole end of the book on one level.
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Sorry, the reverse occurred.
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The Jews, the Jewish people, gained mastery over those who hated them.
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The Jews gathered in their cities throughout all the provinces of King Xerxes.
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I'm just going to use Xerxes.
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It's a husirus, but I'm going to say Xerxes.
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It's two names for the same man.
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He's better known to history as Xerxes.
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That's what I will say.
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To King Xerxes, to lay hands on those who sought their harm.
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And no one could stand against them.
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That could stand against the Jewish people.
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For the fear of them had fallen on all the peoples.
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All the officials of the provinces and the satraps and the governors and the royal agents
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also helped the Jews.
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For the fear of Mordecai had fallen on them.
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For Mordecai was great in the king's house.
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And his fame spread throughout all the provinces.
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For the man, Mordecai grew more and more powerful.
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Now just sort of pause there.
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This is very important to the story.
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But the events that I was describing happening just before this in chapters 7 and 8.
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There's about eight and a half months between those events when Mordecai is given a promotion
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to very, very, very high up in the empire.
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And the letter that goes from Mordecai and Esther is sent to all of the officials,
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all of the nobles, the agents in the empire, and the citizens.
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It's also proclaimed to the citizens.
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And that's about eight and a half months earlier.
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And it's a very interesting example here of a modern phenomenon.
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And we're in fact living through it right now.
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And the modern phenomenon that we're living through, which is sort of talked about here,
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which is very interesting, is...
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Well, like, 20 years ago, 20 years ago, no question, the House of Commons would have voted
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probably 95% against same-sex marriage.
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Just 20 years ago.
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And probably 20 years ago, the House of Commons would have voted 100% against doctor-assisted suicide.
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And maybe even 10 years ago, there would have been unanimous belief that transgender people
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shouldn't be given a sort of a privileged position.
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Now, I'm not making any type of political comment about any of these things.
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And if you're a guest here this morning and you're in favor of those things,
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I'm not making any particular political comment about any of these things at this point in time.
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And I just want to point out how...
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And many people...
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Many people...
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You know, many of us, we just live from day to day to day.
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We live like a cork, bobbing around on water.
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We might think that we're free, that we're independent, and all of that type of stuff.
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But the fact of the matter is, is that for many of us, we just bob along on the current,
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whatever current is going on, and we bob along on the current in such a way
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that we don't even realize that there is a current.
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But it's actually been quite remarkable, this huge turn in the culture.
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It's as if there's this huge tidal wave, or this...
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You know, if you go to the Bay of Fundy, and there's this very, very powerful tide in the Bay of Fundy,
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and it's as if there's this whole just drift or move or powerful movement in our culture,
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and all of a sudden, things that 20 years ago would have been just...
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Nobody would have believed...
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Very few people other than activists would have believed it.
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And now everybody believes it.
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Everybody's in favor of it.
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And to not to believe it means that, I don't know, you're some type of knuckle-dragging,
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cousin-marrying Neanderthal with an IQ of a turnip.
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And it's just this huge cultural shift, and many of us don't even recognize it,
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but we see these things going on in our own culture.
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And it's interesting, I don't know if you noticed it, but that same thing happens here.
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That, you know, eight and a half months previously, probably if you had polled the officials,
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they'd say, well, you know, the king said they were to kill the Jews on this day,
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we're going to kill the Jews.
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And probably you said to most of the people in the culture,
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if you could go back and there could be a Pew research team to go back
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and do a really high-quality survey of people's attitudes,
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they'd say, yeah, on this date, we're going to kill Jewish people.
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And somehow or another, in that eight and a half months,
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the force of the culture changes.
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And they describe it as the fear of the Jews come upon them.
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And those of us who have been reading the book,
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we know that it's part of God's providence,
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that everybody, it's not as if somehow or another God overwhelms people's wills.
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If we could send a Pew research team back nine months prior to this,
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and then a day just before these events,
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they would just remark that everybody, by their own free will,
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has somehow or another changed their view dramatically.
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Not everybody, as we're going to see, because they're still fighting.
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But there's been this huge cultural shift.
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And it has this great power.
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And it's very interesting.
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And this book, set in the year 480s,
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bears witness to something that we've seen throughout history,
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of these big cultural shifts.
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And so there's this great cultural shift that happens
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in the nation, the empire of Persia.
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And people become pro-Jewish.
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And in fact, it says that the authorities go from maybe being anti-Jewish
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to neutral, to in fact being pro-Jewish.
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And it's really important that we notice this,
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because the very next verse often troubles many people,
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because it sounds as if great cruelty is happening.
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But if you don't sort of just notice this cultural shift
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and what it just says about the officials,
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then this next verse is going to be very troubling.
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Read verse 5 along with me,
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because what it says in verse 5 is,
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the Jews struck all their enemies with the sword,
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killing and destroying them,
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and did as they pleased to those who hated them.
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Now, it's that did as they pleased,
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which is, I mean, the whole verse is a bit troubling
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to very modern people.
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And it's especially troubling to us,
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because we sort of, many Christians are very troubled,
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because for many of us Christians,
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we no longer believe the Bible,
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but we believe a hallmark spirituality of positive thoughts.
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In fact, sorry, what the heck, I'll say it.
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Like, our Christian radio station in Ottawa
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doesn't call itself a Christian radio station.
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It calls itself a family radio station
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with family-friendly messages.
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And if you have a religion that is all family-friendly
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with family-friendly messages,
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and on our Christian radio station on Sunday afternoons,
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all you hear is encouragement,
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and today you will mainly hear secular Christmas music on it,
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and of positive, uplifting messages,
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and verses like this go,
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it's like nails on a chalkboard.
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But the problem is
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that the faith has drifted from the Bible.
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Now, I'm going to talk a little bit more.
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I talked about this more last week,
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and we're going to talk about it a little bit more in a moment,
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but mainly I talked about this last week.
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If you're very curious about it,
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you should listen to last week's sermon online.
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But the thing here,
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though they pleased and did as they pleased
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to those who hated them,
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the part of that message,
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for many of us, we hear this,
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and what we think of is cruelty,
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that they are unhinged and untethered.
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They are unhinged, untethered to any type of morality,
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and they did as they pleased.
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And what they pleased is cruel.
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It's violent.
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It's merciless.
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And that's not what the text means at all.
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In context, what it means
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is that if you were to read the book
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at the end of chapter 3,
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you'd know that every noble,
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every soldier,
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every judge,
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every official,
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every agent was going to come to kill you.
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Now they're on the side of the Jews.
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There's no external thing
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to stop them from defending themselves.
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That's what it means.
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They did as they pleased.
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They didn't have to worry
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about the police showing up
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to join the side of their enemies.
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They didn't have to worry
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about the noble showing up with his army
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to help their enemies.
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They did as they pleased.
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That's all that the text means.
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Now, it's still a bit troubling for us.
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And those of you who were here last week
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or who've been hunting around
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as I've spoken
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to look at what they say before
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or after this particular text,
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you'll know that I talked a little bit last week
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about how the direction that Mordecai gave,
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the directive that Mordecai and Esther gave
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to the Jewish people
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included that they could kill women and children
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and included that they could plunder.
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And on one level,
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well, let's see what happens.
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Let's see what happens.
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Verses 6 to 10 of chapter 9.
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In Susa, the citadel itself,
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the Jews killed and destroyed 500 men
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and also killed,
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just pardon these with the names,
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Parshandatha and Dalfon and Aspartha
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and Poratha and Adalia and Araditha
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and Parmeshatha and Arasai and Aradai and Vesatha,
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the ten sons of Haman,
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the sons of Hamadatha,
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the enemy of the Jews,
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but they laid no hand on the plunder.
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Now, I just sort of want to pause here for a second.
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The first thing,
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I didn't talk about this last week very much,
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but at the heart of what the Mordecai's letter
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and Esther's letter was,
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was basically all they did
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was take what Haman had wanted to do,
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the enemies of the Jews.
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They just took all of the things
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that said that the enemies of the Jews could do.
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They're, in a sense, moral universe.
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And it said, okay,
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all of these things that it says,
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that those who are racists and want genocide,
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all of those things that they said,
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the Jewish people can now do.
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On one level,
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it's completely and utterly fair
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if you think about it, isn't it?
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It's actually, on one level,
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irrefutably fair.
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As a bit of an aside,
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it gives a bit of a window
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about how God judges us,
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just a bit of a window.
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If you read Romans chapter 2,
Romans 2 chapter mention
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and it talks about
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how it is that God will judge people
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who don't know the Bible,
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and basically,
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if you look through the language,
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it can be a little bit technical at times.
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It basically just says,
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well, you know,
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at the end of the day,
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all God has to do
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is just follow anybody around
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and just see what their moral rules
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and observations
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and standards of judgments are.
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And all he has to do then
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is say that at the end of the day,
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I will just use,
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well, use me,
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we'll just use George's rules,
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and we're going to judge George
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by George's rules.
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And every single human being
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on the planet,
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if they're judged just by their own rules,
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will fail.
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And nobody will be able to say
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that that's unfair.
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Nobody.
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Nobody.
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And on one level,
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then,
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what Mordecai and Esther did
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was very fair
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because what the enemies of the Jews,
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what those who want to genocide said
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is kill all the women,
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kill all the children,
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kill the youngest children,
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kill everybody,
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and plunder them.
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And all they do on one level
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is say,
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just do all of the same things.
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But it's a very,
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very interesting thing,
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and this is part of the,
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this is part of how to learn
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how to read the Bible.
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Because what the Jewish people do
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is they don't listen
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to what the people
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who believe in genocide
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say is the way to live.
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What they end up doing
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is they listen
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to what the Bible says
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you should do
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in terms of living.
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And you only notice it
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if you read it
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very, very carefully.
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Because what the text says
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is it says
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only men are killed.
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Only, in a sense,
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military-aged men
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are killed.
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No women are killed.
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No children are killed.
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And it also says here
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that no plunder is taken.
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In fact,
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the no plunder is taken
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is very important.
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It's repeated twice later on.
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It's said three times
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within a couple of verses
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that no plunder is taken.
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And it's at the level
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of the original language
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of the Hebrew.
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There's some languages here
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which shows
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that the Jewish people
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understood
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from what we call
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the Old Testament,
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those books of the Bible
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written before Jesus
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and our Jewish friends
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call it the Tanakh.
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And what they did
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is they're aware
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of what it says
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in Genesis.
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They're aware
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of what it says
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in the book of Joshua.
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They're aware
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of what it says
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in the book of Exodus.
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They're aware
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of what it says
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in the book of Deuteronomy.
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And they're aware
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of all of these texts
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and they're aware
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of what the text says
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in 1 Samuel.
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And in all of these texts
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there's a set of rules
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that when
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this is not just
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any old battle
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but this is a battle
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where the Lord
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is going to deliver
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his people
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and when the Lord
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is going to deliver
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his people
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using his own people
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but it's still the Lord
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who is delivering
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his people
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they are to take
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no plunder
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nor are they
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to kill women
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and children.
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And so they do not
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listen to Mordecai
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and Esther's letter
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on one level.
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They do in the sense
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that they arm themselves
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and fight
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but they actually
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are governed
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by what the Tanakh says
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what the Old Testament says.
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which is profoundly
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counter-cultural
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and would have shocked
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all the Persians
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and all of the pagans
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all of the Zoroastrians
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and all of the pagans
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who had observed
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that no plunder
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was taken
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and the women
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and children
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were not killed.
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But the military
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aged males
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are modern language
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is how we would put it.
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And it's very
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very counter-cultural
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but that's actually
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what goes on here
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in the text.
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Because you see
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on one level
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not on one level
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on every level
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this is why
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you know people say
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you can prove anything
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in the Bible
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well that's not true.
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Like you can prove
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anything in the Bible
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if you ignore context
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and if you ignore
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how things fit together.
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And so you're right
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if you take
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a letter
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of a genocidal
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evil genocidal
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genius
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and say
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well that's in the Bible
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we can do that.
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but the Bible here
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shows that's not
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who you're supposed
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to listen to.
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And what we see
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actually happening
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is on one level
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both just
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but also
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a showing of mercy.
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And we see in here
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the beginning
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of how most
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Western people think
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most secular people
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would say
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that that's the way
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that you handle
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something like this
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even though
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they don't know
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that it does not
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come from a study
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of evolution
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but it comes
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from the Bible.
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They have amnesia.
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about the source
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of their belief.
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So
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well
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the story isn't over
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we've got up to verse 10
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but what about
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the king of Persia?
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You know
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I haven't talked
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about it very much.
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The king of Persia
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was a Zoroastrian.
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He wasn't a pagan
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he was a Zoroastrian.
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But at the same time
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within their whole
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world view
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he was a virtual god.
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It was like
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divine right of kings
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and steroids.
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And in their culture
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basically whatever he said
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was the law.
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There was no law
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on one level
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that he had to obey.
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There was no constitution
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as we talked about
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a couple of weeks ago.
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There was no property rights
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to protect people.
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Basically he said it
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and that's it.
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And so what is the king
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going to think of the fact
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that all these people
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have been killed?
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Is he going to be happy
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with it?
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Is he going to be sad?
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Is he going to be worried?
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Want to distance himself
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from Esther
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one of his queens
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that told them
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that this is what
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he should do?
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Well what happens?
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Verse 11 and 12
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we see how the king reacts.
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And it is just so typical
-
of people with that type of power.
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Look at verse 11 and 12.
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That very day
-
the number of those
-
killed in Susa the citadel
-
was reported to the king.
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And the king said
-
to Queen Esther
-
in Susa the citadel
-
the Jews have killed
-
and destroyed 500 men
-
and also the 10 sons
-
of Haman.
-
What then have they done
-
in the rest of the king's provinces?
-
Now what is your wish?
-
It shall be granted you.
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And what further is your request?
-
It shall be fulfilled.
-
He's delighted.
-
You know what?
-
It makes me mindful
-
of a famous quote
-
by Stalin.
-
That horrendous dictator.
-
And it is so
-
well here's how it is.
-
The death of one person
-
is a tragedy.
-
The death of a thousand
-
is a statistic.
-
So he's
-
the king is completely
-
and utterly unmoved.
-
In fact he actually
-
seems to like it.
-
So he says in a sense
-
okay girl
-
okay Esther
-
what do you want to do now?
-
And
-
and here's a very
-
very very
-
you know many
-
one of the things about
-
one of the things
-
that people think
-
about the Bible
-
people who
-
and unfortunately
-
this stereotype
-
is maintained
-
by many Christians
-
unfortunately
-
but people think
-
that if you read the Bible
-
the Bible is going to tell
-
women that they have
-
to be weak
-
they have to be stupid
-
they have to just
-
you know
-
blah blah blah blah
-
but it's all weak
-
they're all nice
-
they're all kind
-
they're all gentle
-
that it's all full
-
a whole pile
-
of stereotypes
-
but that's actually
-
not how the Bible
-
describes women.
-
Like look what
-
Esther suggests.
-
What is it she wants
-
to do in verses 13 and 14
-
and Esther said
-
if it pleased the king
-
let the Jews
-
who are in Susa
-
be allowed tomorrow
-
also to do according
-
to this day's edict.
-
In other words
-
king
-
for those in greater Susa
-
let the fighting continue
-
and
-
let the ten sons
-
of Haman
-
be hanged on the gallows.
-
What she says is
-
king what I think
-
we should do
-
says Esther
-
let's let the fighting
-
keep going
-
for another day
-
but just in the capital
-
we can't get the news
-
to the whole kingdom
-
but just here
-
and by the way
-
the ten sons of Haman
-
impale them publicly.
-
That's how Esther behaves.
-
Like don't cross her.
-
Don't cross her.
-
So verse 14
-
so the king commanded
-
this to be done.
-
A decree was issued
-
in Susa
-
and the ten sons
-
of Haman were hanged.
-
The Jews who were
-
in Susa
-
also gathered
-
on the fourteenth
-
day of the month
-
of Edar.
-
They killed three hundred
-
men in Susa
-
but they laid no hands
-
on the plunder.
-
They laid no hands
-
on the plunder.
-
So
-
now by the way
-
remember I said
-
how
-
Mordecai and Esther
-
had this directive
-
but the Jewish people
-
actually didn't follow
-
it completely.
-
You know once again
-
one of the things
-
you can talk about
-
over coffee is
-
do you agree
-
with what Esther
-
said or not?
-
And you can disagree
-
with it because
-
it's just her view.
-
A very interesting
-
thing over coffee
-
if you had been
-
Esther's advisor
-
would you say
-
you go girl
-
that's exactly
-
the advice we want
-
impale those guys
-
and let the fighting go.
-
Is that what you'd say
-
is the good thing
-
or would you say
-
come on Esther
-
like show some mercy
-
like
-
like
-
ooh
-
do you really want
-
men
-
like anyway
-
whatever
-
like it's an interesting
-
point of conversation.
-
the Bible doesn't say
-
this is the right
-
thing to do
-
it says what
-
Esther did.
-
But the important
-
thing
-
in the rest
-
of the text
-
is what's happening
-
amongst the Jewish
-
people
-
as a result
-
of this.
-
Is this
-
day
-
amongst the Jewish
-
people
-
is it causing
-
them a sense
-
of horror
-
about what
-
they've done
-
as they think
-
about it
-
the next day?
-
Is it encouraging
-
them to violence?
-
Is it encouraging
-
them
-
like what happens?
-
Well
-
you find out
-
in verses
-
16 and 19
-
now the rest
-
of the Jews
-
who were in
-
the king's
-
provinces
-
also gathered
-
to defend
-
their lives
-
and got relief
-
from their enemies
-
and killed
-
75,000 of those
-
who hated them
-
but they laid
-
no hands
-
on the plunder.
-
Just a pause
-
in the Old Testament
-
generally speaking
-
you don't know
-
whether it was
-
75,000 or not
-
75,000 means
-
lots and lots
-
and lots
-
and lots
-
just the way
-
that it's a
-
literary thing
-
anyway
-
but it means
-
there's a lot
-
who died
-
verse 17
-
this was on
-
the 13th day
-
of the month
-
of Adar
-
and on the
-
14th day
-
they rested
-
and made that
-
day a day
-
of feasting
-
and gladness
-
but the Jews
-
who were in
-
Susa
-
gathered on
-
the 13th day
-
and rested
-
on the 15th day
-
making that
-
a day of
-
feasting
-
and gladness
-
therefore the Jews
-
of the villages
-
who live
-
in rural towns
-
hold the 14th day
-
of the month
-
of Adar
-
as a day
-
for gladness
-
and feasting
-
as a holiday
-
and as a day
-
in which
-
they send
-
gifts
-
of food
-
to one another
-
so we see
-
what they do
-
is they don't
-
they're not
-
horrified by what
-
they've done
-
they don't have
-
second thoughts
-
they don't celebrate
-
the death
-
of 75,000 people
-
but they celebrate
-
the debt
-
that they have
-
been delivered
-
from their enemies
-
and that they are
-
alive
-
and they celebrate
-
it with feasting
-
and with the
-
giving of gifts
-
but
-
you know
-
it's
-
by the way
-
they don't tell
-
how many Jewish
-
people died
-
obviously Jewish
-
people died
-
in this
-
in this
-
in this whole day
-
but that's what
-
happened immediately
-
the day after
-
we can understand
-
that
-
but what
-
what happens
-
now as you
-
think about it
-
like the week
-
or the month
-
or the year
-
afterwards
-
and you think
-
back on that
-
day
-
like now
-
what are the
-
Jewish people
-
thinking
-
like one thing
-
which they could
-
be thinking
-
is you know
-
part of our
-
problem
-
with all of this
-
is that we're
-
too different
-
from the Persians
-
maybe what we
-
should do
-
is become
-
more Persian
-
like if we
-
become more
-
Persian
-
if we
-
worship
-
more similar
-
to them
-
and if we
-
dress more
-
similar to them
-
and if we
-
just sort of
-
add some of
-
their religious
-
practices
-
and their
-
views of how
-
the world
-
works
-
and if we
-
bring all of
-
that into
-
our life
-
and become
-
more Persian
-
then maybe
-
things like
-
this won't
-
ever have to
-
happen to
-
us again
-
that would
-
be a very
-
reasonable
-
response
-
you know
-
maybe they
-
would do
-
like often
-
goes on
-
in much of
-
our culture
-
today
-
amongst the
-
knowledge
-
class
-
is to start
-
to be ashamed
-
of what
-
they've done
-
which of
-
course describes
-
what happens
-
in much of
-
our culture
-
is a lack
-
of shame
-
about what
-
they themselves
-
are doing
-
which is wrong
-
but a shame
-
about their
-
past and their
-
tradition
-
is that
-
what's going
-
to happen
-
well the
-
rest of the
-
Bible
-
the rest of
-
the story
-
helps to
-
communicate
-
whether they
-
choose the
-
path of
-
trying to
-
fit in or
-
they choose a
-
very very
-
different path
-
and they
-
choose a
-
very very
-
well let's
-
just see
-
verse 20
-
and 22
-
and Mordecai
-
recorded these
-
things and
-
sent letters
-
to all the
-
Jews who
-
were in the
-
provinces of
-
King Xerxes
-
both near and
-
far obliging
-
them to keep
-
the 14th day
-
of the month
-
of Adar
-
and also the
-
15th day
-
of the same
-
year by year
-
as the days
-
on which
-
the Jews
-
got relief
-
from their
-
enemies
-
and as the
-
month that
-
had been
-
turned for
-
them from
-
sorrow into
-
gladness
-
and from
-
mourning into
-
a holiday
-
and that they
-
should make
-
them days of
-
feasting and
-
gladness
-
days for
-
sending gifts
-
of food to
-
one another
-
and gifts
-
to the poor
-
so we see
-
that actually
-
rather than
-
accommodating to
-
Persian culture
-
Mordecai has
-
this plan
-
that it's in
-
fact they are
-
to become
-
more Jewish
-
they are to
-
become in a
-
sense more
-
the covenant
-
people that
-
they are to
-
in fact not
-
just have this
-
as a one-off
-
but it's to
-
become something
-
that every
-
year they
-
will remember
-
that the
-
Lord delivered
-
them
-
they will
-
remember this
-
and set the
-
day aside
-
as a holiday
-
and they'll
-
remember it
-
by feasting
-
and they'll
-
remember it
-
by sending
-
of gifts
-
and they'll
-
remember it
-
by remembering
-
the poor
-
and giving
-
food to the
-
poor
-
and they do
-
more than
-
just that
-
they also
-
remember it
-
in a very
-
very particular
-
way that
-
sets the
-
Lord at
-
the center
-
but in a
-
sort of an
-
ironic
-
hidden way
-
but they put
-
the Lord
-
at the center
-
of their
-
remembrance
-
and it's
-
seen in
-
verses 23
-
through 26
-
here's where
-
it comes
-
so the Jews
-
accepted what
-
they had started
-
to do
-
and what
-
Mordecai had
-
written to
-
them
-
for Haman
-
the Haggagite
-
the son of
-
Hamadath
-
the enemy
-
of all the
-
Jews
-
had plotted
-
against the
-
Jews
-
to destroy
-
them
-
and had
-
cast pur
-
that is
-
cast lots
-
to crush
-
and to
-
destroy them
-
but when it
-
came before
-
the king
-
he gave
-
orders in
-
writing
-
that his
-
evil plan
-
that he
-
had devised
-
against the
-
Jews
-
should return
-
on his
-
own head
-
that's
-
Haman's
-
head
-
and that
-
he and
-
his son
-
should be
-
hanged on
-
the gallows
-
or impaled
-
on the stake
-
therefore they
-
called these
-
days
-
Purim
-
after the
-
term
-
pure
-
therefore
-
because of
-
all that was
-
written in
-
this letter
-
and of what
-
they had
-
faced in
-
this matter
-
and what
-
had happened
-
to them
-
the Jews
-
firmly
-
obligated
-
themselves
-
and their
-
offspring
-
and all
-
who joined
-
them
-
that without
-
fail
-
they would
-
keep these
-
two days
-
according to
-
what was
-
written
-
and at
-
that time
-
appointed
-
every year
-
that these
-
days should
-
be remembered
-
and kept
-
throughout every
-
generation
-
and every
-
clan and
-
province and
-
city
-
and that
-
these days
-
of Purim
-
should never
-
fall into
-
disuse among
-
the Jews
-
nor should
-
the commemoration
-
of these days
-
cease among
-
their descendants
-
now
-
here's the
-
thing which
-
they do
-
in a very
-
very interesting
-
way
-
basically
-
what they
-
say
-
we're going
-
to name
-
the day
-
fate
-
because that's
-
what pure
-
means
-
so what
-
it means
-
is
-
they're
-
remembering
-
the fact
-
that
-
the might
-
of the
-
Persian
-
empire
-
had all
-
been organized
-
at every
-
level
-
all of the
-
bureaucracy
-
all of the
-
military
-
all of the
-
nobility
-
all of the
-
police
-
the judges
-
everything
-
had been
-
organized
-
and well
-
planned
-
and the
-
citizens
-
themselves
-
so that
-
the Jews
-
would be
-
killed
-
on one
-
level
-
from a
-
purely
-
secular
-
point
-
of
-
view
-
everything
-
had been
-
organized
-
so that
-
their fate
-
was sealed
-
they were
-
doomed
-
but more
-
than that
-
and there's
-
more
-
there's
-
more than
-
that
-
they also
-
wanted to
-
make sure
-
that the
-
gods
-
were on
-
their side
-
that the
-
gods
-
themselves
-
wanted to
-
kill all
-
of the
-
Jewish
-
people
-
and that's
-
why they
-
cast the
-
pure
-
they cast
-
the lots
-
they spent
-
a day
-
making sure
-
that they
-
would figure
-
out the
-
day
-
they cast
-
the lot
-
they cast
-
the lot
-
they cast
-
the lot
-
it's called
-
divination
-
and the
-
purpose of
-
it was to
-
find the
-
day and
-
when the
-
day came
-
they said
-
aha
-
this is
-
the day
-
the gods
-
themselves
-
have told
-
us
-
that on
-
this day
-
the gods
-
themselves
-
will bless
-
our efforts
-
to kill
-
every single
-
Jewish person
-
the gods
-
have decreed it
-
the virtual
-
god will
-
decree it
-
the bureaucracy
-
the nobility
-
the intelligentsia
-
the army
-
everybody
-
all have
-
decreed it
-
from the
-
gods
-
to all
-
of the
-
officials
-
have decreed
-
the fate
-
and the
-
doom
-
of the
-
Jews
-
and we
-
Jewish
-
people
-
will remember
-
from all
-
eternity
-
until the
-
Messiah
-
returns
-
this word
-
of doom
-
and fate
-
set by
-
empires
-
set by
-
the gods
-
was rubbish
-
rubbish
-
a delusion
-
a fantasy
-
an illusion
-
a lie
-
and they
-
remember it
-
in the name
-
they remember
-
it in the name
-
I'll show you
-
an image
-
in a moment
-
it's a long
-
time
-
I'm just going
-
to say
-
we're going
-
to go
-
now to our
-
other points
-
I just want
-
to say
-
two little
-
things
-
in the
-
end
-
just before
-
we get
-
into the
-
to try
-
to wrap
-
it all
-
up
-
one of
-
the things
-
which is
-
very interesting
-
if you go
-
back and read
-
the rest
-
of the
-
verses
-
it's not
-
as obvious
-
in English
-
but in the
-
original
-
language
-
it's very
-
obvious
-
what really
-
makes the
-
day a day
-
for remembrance
-
for the rest
-
of time
-
for the
-
Jewish
-
people
-
isn't that
-
Mordecai
-
says it
-
but Esther
-
says it
-
this is a
-
holiday for
-
the Jewish
-
people forever
-
and ever
-
and ever
-
because it
-
was finally
-
the seal
-
that made
-
it permanent
-
was the
-
decision by
-
the queen
-
not by
-
men
-
that's what
-
the text
-
says
-
and the other
-
thing which is
-
very interesting
-
and this is
-
very important
-
for all of
-
you
-
is that
-
Mordecai
-
continues in
-
secular work
-
he continues
-
his work in
-
the bureaucracy
-
for the good
-
of the city
-
and the good
-
of the nation
-
Andrew if you
-
could put up
-
the slide
-
that I said
-
about fate
-
and everything
-
there you go
-
that's what
-
Purim means
-
in a sense
-
when Jewish
-
people celebrate
-
Purim
-
it says
-
in a sense
-
what it says
-
is fate
-
but they know
-
in the context
-
of the story
-
that any one
-
of those three
-
things can be
-
the way that
-
it's actually
-
saying fate
-
line through it
-
fate not
-
no fate
-
that's what
-
the day reminds
-
so just to try
-
to wrap this
-
remember I began
-
by saying that
-
people who struggle
-
with depression
-
and addictions
-
they often have
-
some very very
-
powerful core
-
beliefs
-
that there's
-
something wrong
-
with them
-
that there's
-
something doomed
-
about them
-
that there's
-
a type of fate
-
about them
-
that it's
-
they can understand
-
how the other
-
person will get
-
the guy
-
or will get
-
the girl
-
the other person
-
will maybe
-
get the promotion
-
the other person
-
will get the job
-
the other person
-
will have the health
-
but you know
-
I might have
-
it right now
-
but there's
-
in fact
-
something fundamentally
-
doomed about me
-
there's something
-
some fate
-
about me
-
which always means
-
that these things
-
are not going
-
to work out
-
and in fact
-
there's many systems
-
of thought
-
that sort of
-
make it even worse
-
like Islam
-
struggles with
-
a high belief
-
in fate
-
and doom
-
and even Hinduism
-
which we often
-
view of
-
and Buddhism
-
as a very positive
-
alternative to Christianity
-
the fact of the matter
-
is that the whole
-
cycle of karma
-
is a cycle
-
of fate
-
that if you are
-
in this particular role
-
if you are
-
the beggar
-
of the beggars
-
of the beggars
-
that is your fault
-
you have brought
-
this upon yourself
-
in your previous life
-
you are trapped
-
in your fate
-
you are doomed
-
to that particular position
-
and even many systems
-
of thought
-
like the cycle
-
of life
-
but throughout
-
human history
-
this cycle
-
of life
-
is actually
-
not seen
-
as something
-
which is
-
life giving
-
it's something
-
which means
-
you are doomed
-
that there is not
-
going to be
-
any progress
-
there is not
-
going to be
-
any development
-
there is not
-
going to be
-
any story
-
which is new
-
and different
-
there is not
-
going to be
-
creativity
-
there is not
-
going to be
-
imagination
-
there is not
-
going to be
-
a second chance
-
why?
-
because you are
-
trapped
-
in the iron cage
-
of the circle
-
of life
-
you will die
-
and there is
-
nothing you can
-
do about it
-
and even
-
modern science
-
with its belief
-
of the fact
-
that everything
-
that comes to be
-
is a result
-
of irrational
-
forces and chance
-
with no human
-
purpose
-
no virtue
-
of something
-
good or beautiful
-
or love
-
or knowledge
-
or truth
-
that's what
-
naturalistic science
-
teaches you
-
it's just cause
-
and effect
-
in a sense
-
it's the idea
-
that everything
-
that's happening
-
to you
-
is just a result
-
of things
-
that are going
-
on in you
-
and massive
-
these
-
and you are
-
stuck
-
and to all
-
of these
-
things
-
the gospel
-
says
-
that
-
it says
-
no to fate
-
if you could
-
put up the
-
first point
-
Andrew
-
what is the
-
bible telling
-
us
-
the lord
-
exists
-
providence
-
is true
-
fate
-
is a
-
delusion
-
you are
-
here
-
and I know
-
that just by
-
willpower
-
and just by
-
a story
-
it can't
-
change you
-
and for
-
some of
-
you
-
if you're
-
struggling
-
with depression
-
it might be
-
that there's
-
a chemical
-
imbalance
-
that you
-
need some
-
help
-
medically
-
to help
-
you to
-
deal with
-
that
-
I am
-
not denying
-
any of
-
that type
-
of stuff
-
but I am
-
saying
-
that the
-
memory
-
that we
-
have of
-
our life
-
the way
-
that we
-
use our
-
imagination
-
the way
-
we structure
-
and talk
-
to ourselves
-
and talking
-
to ourselves
-
in such a
-
way as if
-
we are
-
fundamentally
-
faded
-
and doomed
-
the bible
-
is telling
-
us
-
the lord
-
exists
-
providence
-
is true
-
providence
-
means that
-
the lord
-
is present
-
powerful
-
active
-
even though
-
he is
-
hidden
-
and he
-
always
-
respects
-
our
-
freedom
-
but the
-
end of
-
the day
-
no matter
-
how much
-
we use
-
our freedom
-
in whatever
-
way we
-
use our
-
freedom
-
the lord
-
is moving
-
all things
-
to the
-
end
-
that he
-
has chosen
-
and he
-
does that
-
even though
-
we are
-
completely
-
and utterly
-
free
-
but the
-
lord
-
is present
-
powerful
-
and active
-
in the
-
world
-
and to
-
believe in
-
fate
-
is a
-
delusion
-
it's a
-
delusion
-
and if you
-
come up
-
the second
-
point
-
we
-
Christians
-
we believe
-
we accept
-
you know
-
we in a
-
sense
-
this is
-
our story
-
when we
-
read the
-
book of
-
Esther
-
because
-
we believe
-
that the
-
lord
-
promised to
-
deliver people
-
in Genesis
-
3
-
we believe
-
that it
-
was our
-
spiritual
-
ancestors
-
and for
-
some of
-
us
-
our
-
physical
-
ancestors
-
because
-
there are
-
Jewish
-
people
-
who have
-
been part
-
of our
-
congregation
-
and
-
this
-
is the
-
story
-
of
-
Israel's
-
deliverance
-
from
-
Egypt
-
out of
-
slavery
-
that is
-
our
-
history
-
and the
-
lord's
-
deliverance
-
of the
-
Jewish
-
people
-
in the
-
Persian
-
empire
-
that is
-
our
-
history
-
but we
-
believe
-
in an
-
even
-
greater
-
deliverance
-
and an
-
even
-
greater
-
reversal
-
because
-
we
-
believe
-
that
-
Jesus
-
came
-
and he
-
was born
-
of a
-
virgin
-
he
-
lived
-
a
-
sinless
-
life
-
and he
-
taught
-
many
-
things
-
he
-
predicted
-
and
-
prophesied
-
that he
-
would die
-
as the
-
lamb of
-
God
-
who takes
-
away the
-
sin of
-
the
-
world
-
that he
-
would die
-
on a
-
shameful
-
cross
-
that he
-
would be
-
hung
-
on a
-
gallows
-
and a
-
cross
-
not impaled
-
but hung
-
and that
-
we who are
-
cursed
-
he would
-
bear our
-
curse
-
we are
-
sinned
-
he would
-
bear our
-
sin
-
we were
-
ashamed
-
he would
-
bear our
-
shame
-
and he
-
would do
-
all of
-
that
-
not for
-
himself
-
but for
-
you and
-
me
-
and he
-
would offer
-
for us
-
his
-
perfect
-
obedience
-
and intimacy
-
to the
-
father
-
he would
-
offer
-
he would
-
offer
-
to trade
-
our
-
disobedience
-
for his
-
obedience
-
our impurity
-
for his
-
purity
-
our
-
uncleanness
-
for his
-
cleanness
-
and this
-
profound
-
transaction
-
on the
-
cross
-
is a
-
far
-
greater
-
deliverance
-
and we
-
are to
-
proclaim that
-
in a way
-
that we
-
understand
-
that everyone
-
who hears
-
it is
-
invited
-
to receive
-
it
-
the
-
Lord
-
is
-
risen
-
deliverance
-
is
-
real
-
damnation
-
that's
-
an
-
eternity
-
separate
-
from
-
God
-
at
-
first I
-
was going
-
to use
-
the word
-
tragedy
-
but the
-
problem
-
with
-
tragedy
-
is that
-
there's
-
something
-
noble
-
in the
-
tragic
-
figure
-
and it's
-
not a
-
tragedy
-
it is
-
a
-
calamity
-
there's
-
nothing
-
noble
-
it is
-
just
-
a
-
disaster
-
if we
-
turn our
-
backs on
-
that
-
his
-
risen
-
and his
-
deliverance
-
to choose
-
ourselves
-
as you
-
could
-
wrap the
-
next slide
-
Andrew
-
grace
-
is real
-
repentance
-
is always
-
an option
-
and
-
intransigence
-
is a
-
fantasy
-
I know
-
some of
-
you have
-
to look
-
up what
-
intransigence
-
means
-
it means
-
a complete
-
and utter
-
refusal
-
to change
-
I've
-
just
-
started
-
reading
-
a very
-
very
-
good
-
book
-
by
-
Jackie
-
Hill
-
Perry
-
it has
-
a very
-
intriguing
-
title
-
it's
-
called
-
Gay
-
Girl
-
Good
-
God
-
Gay
-
Girl
-
Good
-
God
-
by
-
Jackie
-
Hill
-
Perry
-
and one
-
of the
-
opening
-
lines
-
in it
-
is she
-
talks
-
about her
-
experience
-
as a
-
lesbian
-
and she
-
said that
-
part of
-
the core
-
belief
-
for her
-
as a
-
lesbian
-
is that
-
I
-
as a
-
lesbian
-
cannot
-
change
-
therefore
-
God
-
has to
-
change
-
his
-
word
-
has to
-
change
-
his
-
will
-
has to
-
change
-
because
-
I
-
cannot
-
will
-
not
-
change
-
that
-
is
-
intransigence
-
and the
-
very next
-
line
-
she says
-
it's an
-
illusion
-
and a
-
fantasy
-
which is
-
not
-
true
-
God
-
will
-
never
-
change
-
because
-
God
-
is
-
always
-
good
-
and all
-
I
-
can
-
do
-
is
-
change
-
as a
-
result
-
of the
-
goodness
-
and the
-
grace
-
of God
-
and my
-
refusal
-
to bend
-
my knee
-
is intransigence
-
and not
-
something
-
which is
-
impossible
-
and whether
-
it's that
-
whether
-
it's
-
any type
-
of sin
-
that we
-
cling
-
to
-
that we
-
think
-
we
-
cannot
-
live
-
our
-
lives
-
without
-
this
-
idol
-
without
-
this
-
sin
-
that it's
-
impossible
-
and somehow
-
or another
-
everything
-
else
-
has to
-
change
-
that
-
is
-
intransigence
-
it is
-
a
-
fantasy
-
for the
-
fact
-
the matter
-
is
-
is that
-
God's
-
unmerited
-
kindness
-
and goodness
-
to human
-
beings
-
through the
-
cross
-
is real
-
and for
-
Jesus
-
for the
-
Father
-
the Son
-
and the
-
Holy Spirit
-
three persons
-
one God
-
forever
-
and ever
-
and ever
-
repentance
-
is not
-
only always
-
an option
-
no matter
-
where you
-
are in
-
your life
-
it is
-
always
-
God's
-
preferred
-
option
-
for you
-
repentance
-
is
-
possible
-
it is
-
possible
-
intransigence
-
is a
-
fantasy
-
you will
-
die
-
you will
-
change
-
to think
-
you won't
-
fantasy
-
if you
-
could put
-
up the
-
next point
-
Andrew
-
here's
-
the big
-
question
-
because you
-
see not
-
only is
-
the book
-
of Esther
-
about the
-
fact that
-
fate is
-
a delusion
-
that God's
-
providence
-
is real
-
it's a
-
book about
-
the fact
-
that deliverance
-
is real
-
it's also
-
a book
-
about how
-
grace and
-
repentance
-
is real
-
I didn't
-
talk about
-
it much
-
everybody
-
in the
-
empire
-
had
-
eight and a
-
half
-
months
-
to change
-
their views
-
on the
-
Jewish
-
people
-
eight and
-
a half
-
months
-
and 75
-
thousand
-
men
-
chose
-
to not
-
repent
-
but to
-
have an
-
intransigence
-
around
-
genocide
-
what a
-
calamity
-
that you
-
would be
-
intransigent
-
around the
-
desire of
-
racism
-
and genocide
-
and that's
-
what the
-
book is
-
about
-
intransigence
-
in evil
-
and the
-
book ends
-
with a
-
call to
-
remember
-
and if
-
the gospel
-
is true
-
why have
-
anything
-
other than
-
the gospel
-
shape your
-
memory and
-
your imagination
-
that's the
-
challenge of
-
Esther
-
why choose
-
anything else
-
why choose
-
commercialism
-
why choose
-
money
-
why choose
-
your career
-
why just
-
choose
-
whatever
-
comes out
-
of your
-
subconscious
-
unconscious
-
whatever
-
accusations
-
whatever
-
delusions
-
of how
-
great you
-
are
-
a legend
-
in your
-
own
-
mind
-
why have
-
anything
-
form your
-
memory and
-
your imagination
-
other than the
-
gospel if the
-
gospel is
-
true
-
you see that's
-
why it's the
-
lord's day
-
why out of
-
every seven
-
day there's a
-
lord's day and
-
the heart of the
-
lord's day is that
-
the people of god
-
would gather and
-
every lord's day the
-
gospel is proclaimed
-
to christians and
-
non-christians alike
-
whoever gathers
-
why because there is the
-
desire of the lord that the
-
gospel would start to be
-
that which shapes our
-
memory and our
-
imagination
-
salvation it's why
-
ancient christians came
-
up with the christian
-
year of advent and
-
christmas and easter so
-
that time itself would
-
help us to remember the
-
great acts of salvation
-
it's why churches have
-
small life groups so that
-
you can gather together
-
and you can do life with
-
other people because the
-
fact of the matter is is
-
that our minds and our
-
memories and our
-
imaginations untethered
-
will have all sorts of
-
accusations and all sorts
-
of denunciations and all
-
sorts of ways that the
-
devil speaks into our
-
life to make us feel bad
-
about ourselves or feel
-
like we're completely
-
and utterly proud or as
-
if we can't repent and so
-
we need to live life
-
together with other
-
christians it's why we
-
memorize the bible it's
-
why we read the bible it's
-
why we have the daily
-
offices or daily quiet
-
times it's why we do
-
those things and it
-
should all be done not
-
just that it's a
-
religious duty but we do
-
it with the next prayer if
-
you could put up the final
-
prayer lord please grow in
-
me the habits and
-
disciplines i need
-
so that your gospel
-
shapes my shapes my
-
memory and my
-
imagination and as the
-
gospel shapes our memory
-
and imagination as the
-
gospel grips us we grow in
-
freedom
-
living not out of evil
-
but living for god's glory
-
that's the gospel that's the
-
message of ester it's not
-
the word of george it's the
-
word of the lord please
-
stand
-
just want to say as we
-
as we close i'm going to
-
invite you to all pray that
-
prayer with me
-
here's the wonderful thing
-
you know the wonderful thing
-
about the lord is the lord
-
sometimes can change you like
-
that you really can and you've
-
probably met people who are
-
able to stop drinking or stop
-
drugs or stops or stops you
-
know smoking or or stop you
-
know be able to forgive just
-
like that and that's very true
-
and you can ask the lord to do
-
that
-
ask the lord to do that
-
but for a lot of things in our
-
lives it's a slower process
-
it's it's week by week of the
-
lord's day in god's people it's
-
it's it's small victories and it
-
might be that over the course of
-
the year it's it is 53 steps
-
back but it's actually been 74
-
steps forward and that's
-
actually a net gain of 21 steps
-
in the right direction and a lot
-
of times we might not see very much
-
change in a day but you can see a
-
lot of change in a year and so i
-
just want to say that for some of
-
us who struggle with addictions and
-
some of us who struggle with
-
alcoholism and some of us who
-
struggle with depression and some of
-
us who struggle with dark thoughts i'm
-
not saying if you pray that prayer
-
it's going to instantly change you
-
i'm not it might and pray that the
-
lord that it will might and if it
-
does we will all go hip hip hooray
-
yahoo praise god hallelujah that's
-
what god's people should do
-
and um but for for many of us the
-
lord hears that prayer he he wants to
-
shape us by the gospel he wants to
-
shape our memory by the gospel and he
-
wants to shape our imagination
-
because you see what's what's anxiety
-
anxiety is a waste of the imagination
-
it's imagining the worst and fate and
-
doom and that's why memory and
-
imagination are so closely connected
-
so i just want to challenge you for
-
some of you this is also maybe a
-
conversion prayer for you that you're
-
asking the lord to be your lord and
-
your savior but i invite you to pray
-
with me and at the end of it it's not
-
says amen up here but if you'll all say
-
uh amen at the end that would be great
-
as well let's pray lord please grow in
-
me the habits and disciplines i need so
-
that your gospel shapes my memory and my
-
imagination and i grow in freedom living
-
for your glory and all god's people said
-
amen
-
everything
-
for right
-
okay
-
and
-
what
-
yeah