Sermon
Holy Work
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We're going to come now to a time where we're going to just come before God in prayer.
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So if you want to pick up on your conversations afterwards, we'll have community lunch afterwards.
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So please invite someone to come for lunch with you and carry on those conversations right afterwards.
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But what we do now is in our service, we do what we call the pastoral prayer,
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which is it's not just me praying.
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What I want you to do is I want to lead you in praying together.
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So that means I want to pray and I want you to just be in your heart or even under your breath,
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just be amen, just praying with me as I pray.
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Okay, so let's just bow our heads and ask our Father to just hear our petitions before him.
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Father, amazing, loving Father,
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may we see you in the splendor of your holiness.
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God, your glory is above the heavens.
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You created galaxies.
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You stand far beyond the universe.
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Heaven is your throne.
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The earth is just a footstool for you.
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And yet you're the God who says,
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I come close and I'm with you.
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Thank you for the depth of your love for us.
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Thank you the only way we can come is because you sent Jesus to be our great high priest,
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to be our intercessor,
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to be the one who pleads for us,
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broken, sinful people,
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to draw us to yourself so we can come into your presence.
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We thank you, Father, that you are a good, good Father.
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Thank you so much for the gift of life.
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Thank you for Eric and Justine and Judah,
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their little baby, Father, this morning.
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Well, thank you for the gift of life.
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It's just so exciting to see how you're working both in their lives
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and also how you're working, Father,
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through them in the life of the church in the bridge.
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Lord, we pray for Justine.
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We pray give her a swift recovery.
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We pray that you would strengthen them in these coming weeks and months
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to know how to parent the little Judah with wisdom
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and with a deep sense of courage and strength and trust
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knowing that you're in control.
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We pray for the bridge church.
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We pray that they will be a church that really supports them.
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We pray that in that church,
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they not just have physical babies being born,
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but spiritual babies being born, Father.
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We pray that you would awaken life in that church in Tongchong, Lord.
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And we pray, Father, that as we think about even this city
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and we think about the need for new life in this city,
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which feels so broken at times, Lord,
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we ask that you would awaken your church.
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You would awaken your church to see the needs of those around us.
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Father, we pray as a church in Hong Kong,
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let us not be a church which is defined by busyness and activism,
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but which works hard for your kingdom out of a deep sense of rest in you.
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Lord, we live in a culture which pressurizes us
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to try and prove ourselves all the time,
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to just try and fight for survival.
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But we pray that as your church we'd be different,
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that we would know that our survival is in your hands,
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not in our hard work.
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We pray, Lord, that as local churches,
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as international churches in this city,
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particularly at this time,
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where there's so much tension,
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would your grace be what fuels everything we do?
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Would your people be a light in a dark world?
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Would you teach us what it means to walk with you
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and to be the hope, Father,
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the people who point to you
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in any and every situation we face,
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even in this week?
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Father, forgive us where we dumb down your word
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to suit our own lifestyles,
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where we're not ruthless with our sin,
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where we only see sin as things we don't do
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rather than a call of holiness
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to live lives of love and of compassion,
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of courage and of grace to those around us.
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Father, we need you.
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Change our hearts, we pray.
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I pray, Lord, even in this city,
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I pray for those, and in our church as well,
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those who are single.
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Father, our society places so many pressures
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and expectations on those who are single.
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Father, would you just lift up the eyes
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of all those in our congregation and beyond
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to see a vision for how you want to use their singleness
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for your kingdom,
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not just for their own comfort, Lord.
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Show them their value is not in what other people
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think about them,
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not in their relational status,
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but it's found in your deep, abiding love.
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Father, we pray that we would be a community
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which walks alongside
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those who struggle in their sexuality,
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those who struggle in loneliness,
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those who struggle with the pain
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of relational breakdown.
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Don't let us be so busy
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that we fail to love,
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fail to see those around us.
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Change us, Lord, we pray.
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Thank you that you're a good, good Father
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who longs to change us
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and make us more like your Son.
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In Jesus' mighty name.
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Amen.
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I want to invite Echo
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to come and read God's Word
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to us this morning.
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The scripture reading comes from Haggai, chapter 2.
Haggai 2 chapter mention
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Please follow along in your bulletins or on the screen.
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On the 24th day of the ninth month,
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in the second year of Darius,
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the word of the Lord came by Haggai, the prophet.
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Thus says the Lord of hosts,
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ask the priests about the law.
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If someone carries holy meat
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in the fold of his garment
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and touches with his fold
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bread or stew or wine or oil
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or any kind of food,
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does it become holy?
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The priest answered and said,
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No.
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Then Haggai said,
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If someone who is unclean
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by contact with a dead body
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touches any of these,
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does it become unclean?
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The priest answered and said,
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It does become unclean.
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Then Haggai answered and said,
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So is it with this people
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and with this nation before me,
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declares the Lord.
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And so with every work of their hands
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and what they offer there is unclean.
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Now then,
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consider from this day onward.
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Before stone was placed upon stone
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in the temple of the Lord,
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how did you fare?
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When one came to a heap of twenty measures,
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there were about ten.
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When one came to the vine vet
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to draw fifty measures,
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there were about twenty.
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I struck you and all the products
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of your toil,
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with blight and with mildew
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and with hail.
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Yet you did not turn to me,
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declares the Lord.
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Consider from this day onward,
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from the twenty-fourth day
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of the ninth month,
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since the day that the foundation
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of the Lord's temple was laid.
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Consider,
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is the seed yet in the barn?
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Indeed,
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the vine,
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the wheat tree,
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the pomegranate,
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and the olive tree
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have yielded nothing.
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But from this day on,
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I will bless you.
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This is the word of God.
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Thank you,
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Echo.
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That's great.
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It's great to see
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many of you.
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I know there's some
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familiar faces,
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unfamiliar faces this morning.
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So,
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if this is your first time,
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if you've been with VBS,
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or your kids have been with VBS,
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or you're just passing through,
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we just want you to feel
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just really welcome this morning.
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We're going through
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a series in Haggai,
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which is a book in the Bible
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where no one knows
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where to find it,
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but it is in there.
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So,
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trust me.
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And we've been going through
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this series
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looking at the prophet Haggai,
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who preaches four sermons
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over a period of four months
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to the Jewish people
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who God had brought back
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from the land of Babylon in exile.
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He brought them back
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to their homeland in Israel
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to rebuild the temple.
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And the temple was the centerpiece
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of worship to God as a community.
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It's where God's presence
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dwelt.
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And what we've seen
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over the last couple of sermons
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that we've had
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is that people had got
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very keen to start with
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and then they'd just grown busy
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with their lives.
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And God's temple
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had been neglected.
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And Haggai came
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the 29th of August,
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520 B.C.
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to them
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with a sermon
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telling them
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to start getting on
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and getting back
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working on the temple.
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And we'd seen
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that they'd responded well.
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And so the people
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had started working
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and working
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and then last week
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we saw
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they got to October
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and in October
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they were getting discouraged
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because the temple
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wasn't looking as great
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as they thought it was.
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It should be.
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It didn't look as great
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as the previous temple
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they'd had.
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And they were wondering
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whether this was really
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worth continuing or not.
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And Gary preached to us
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last week
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and showed us
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that actually God
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encouraged them
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through Haggai
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don't give up.
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Keep working
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because God is with you
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and he's doing something
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far more glorious
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than you realize
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right at this present moment.
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So don't give up.
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Keep working.
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And so now
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it's the 18th of December.
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So Haggai as a career
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he only has like
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a four month career.
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So it's not a very long
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prophesying preaching career
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and you'll see maybe why.
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But Haggai comes again
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his third sermon
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and his time
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he comes to the priests
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the religious leaders
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who are basically like
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community adjudicators
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as well
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on matters of the law.
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And so he came to them
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with a question
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about holiness.
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Now I don't know about you
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but let me give you
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a little bit of background
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on holiness
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because when I say
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the word holy
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I mean
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what comes into your mind?
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Anyone?
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God
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do you say?
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Okay.
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Nothing comes into your mind
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clearly.
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Okay.
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So
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but holy
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is one of these
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religious words
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like how often
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do you go around
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using the word holy
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like to your boss
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oh that was a very holy moment.
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I don't think you do.
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But this word
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means set apart.
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But the problem
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with the word
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set apart
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is it sounds very cold
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very distant
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like kind of
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God's a bit too cool
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to hang around
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with dirty sinners
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like us.
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And
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we have this kind of
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impression
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that holy
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is actually a kind of
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negative word
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really.
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It kind of feels
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a bit like the right thing
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but just a bit like
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bright light
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that you don't want
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to look at really
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because it's too shiny.
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But actually
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when the Bible
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talks about
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God as holy
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he's saying
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that God
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is the creator
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of everything
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and we are created.
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God is infinite
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and we are finite.
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We
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have to sleep
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at night.
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God
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is always awake.
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It's like
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he
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is self-sufficient.
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We are dependent.
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He is the sun
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and we are the earth
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which depends
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on its rays
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for our very existence.
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This is his holiness.
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He is the source
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of everything.
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And yet
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I watched an advert
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a while back.
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I think it was
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for toilet paper.
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But in this advert
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I'm not going to
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name the brand
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but in this advert
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there was a
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woman and a guy
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sitting at a restaurant
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opposite each other
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on a beach.
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It was a very romantic scene
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and there was a
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and the woman
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was thirsty
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and there was a coconut
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like palm tree
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next door
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and so the guy
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reaches up
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gets a coconut
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cracks it against
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his head
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with just
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sheer power
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as if nothing
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had happened
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opens it up
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gets a straw
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places it in the coconut
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and then gently
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hands it to his beloved
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across the table.
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And the caption line
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went something like
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like this
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strong and gentle
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everything you could
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ever want.
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and I thought
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about that
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and I thought
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I mean they're
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talking about
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toilet paper
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but actually
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isn't that
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what we really
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desire in our lives
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because
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if you think
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of people
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who are very
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strong and bold
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and courageous
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aren't they often
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not very gentle
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or not very
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compassionate
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or not very kind
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and you think
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of people
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who are very
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compassionate
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and very kind
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and very gentle
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aren't they often
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not really very bold
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and courageous
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and strong
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right?
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And so
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who here
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has unshakable
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courage and strength
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and perfect patience
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and love and compassion?
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Anybody?
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I don't see many hands
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okay
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do you want to be
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like that?
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Okay
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okay
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five people do
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we'll work on it
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okay
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but actually
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do you know
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why we want
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to be like that?
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That is a longing
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for God's holiness
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because you see
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like the sun rays
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point back
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to the sun
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our longings
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for these things
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are a longing
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for a God
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who is perfect
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in love
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perfect in power
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perfect in strength
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perfect in compassion
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perfect in gentleness
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perfect in awesome majesty
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everything
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you could ever want
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he is
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and he's the source
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of all of those things
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that is the beauty
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and holiness
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of God
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that is how
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he is set apart
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and you know
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in the old testament
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anything that is
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related to God
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associated with him
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is holy
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so what you have
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you see Moses
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Moses
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comes along
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and he's walking along
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and he sees this burning bush
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and he starts walking up
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to it
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and he hears a voice
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saying Moses
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take off your sandals
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because the place
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that you are standing
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is holy ground
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why is it holy?
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because God's presence
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is there
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the temple
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that we have been
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talking about
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it is the holy temple
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of God
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why is it holy?
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because God's presence
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is there
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there are priests
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who are called
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to be holy
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because they're set apart
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to serve and worship him
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you know in the bible
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there are holy days
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there are holy cups
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there are holy meetings
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there is holy bread
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there is holy steak
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because there is meat
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that is offered
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in worship to God
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and that becomes holy
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because it's for him
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and devoted to him
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all of these things
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become holy
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and God's people
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were also called
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to be holy
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a holy nation
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a people who belong
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to God
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we are his
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so when I got married
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to my wife
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I became holy
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to her
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set apart
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for her
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and she for me
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that is the image
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of being holy
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but in the book
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of Leviticus
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in the law
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there was a problem
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because ever since
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the fall of Adam
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and Eve
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sin entered the world
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sin where we sought
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to find our life
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anywhere outside
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of God himself
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and sin brought death
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it's like an oil slick
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that brings pollution
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into all of creation
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it made us unclean
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it made us dirty
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and Leviticus
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has lots of laws
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which say
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anyone who releases
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bodily fluids
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like menstruation
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the things related
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to the life
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death cycle
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anyone who touches
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a dead body
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any of these things
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become unclean
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and need cleansing
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and you know
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touching a dead body
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wasn't sinful
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because actually
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you've got to bury
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dead people
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but actually
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it's like
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when you touched it
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you now had
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the smell of death
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on you
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you had the stain
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of the pollution
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of a broken world
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on you
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and you needed
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to be washed
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and cleansed
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before you could
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come into the presence
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of God
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that is the background
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to this passage
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in Haggai
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so
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are you with me still?
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good
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so if you've got
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your bulletin open
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we'll be going through
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just some of that
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passage together
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so first of all
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Haggai comes
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and in verse 11
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he says this
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he kind of asks
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the question
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if someone
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carries
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holy meat
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in the fold
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of his garment
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and touches
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with his fold
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bread or stew
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or wine
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or any other
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kind of food
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common food
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does it become
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holy?
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and the priests
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go
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no
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what is he asking?
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he's saying
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is holiness
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contagious
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like a virus
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so if I am clean
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and I touch you
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I've had a bath
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and I touch you
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do you become clean?
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and they go
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no
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of course not
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and so
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he says
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okay
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if you stand
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it's like
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if you have
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a holy garment
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that's touched
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holy meat
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and then
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does it kind of
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pass off holiness
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to something else?
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he goes
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no
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and he says
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the same idea
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you know
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if you were to
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stand next to
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a holy person
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would the holiness
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kind of rub off
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on you?
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his answer
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would be saying
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no
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because you know
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in church history
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a lot of people
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have actually thought
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they've kind of
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forgotten this
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so they think
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that if you go
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into a holy building
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like a church building
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you suddenly
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become holy
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or they think
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if you go
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and get prayed for
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by the holy pastor
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suddenly
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you become
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like the spiritual
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holy zapping
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from God
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comes upon you
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and
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Haggai
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and the priest
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are going
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no no no
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that's not
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the way holiness
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works
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and then he
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switches the question
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he goes
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okay
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not the clean thing
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if I'm dirty
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and I touch you
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do you become
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dirty?
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yes
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good answer
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that's the priest's answer
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they say
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if someone who's
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unclean
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by contact
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with a dead body
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touches any of these
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things
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does it become
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unclean?
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and they go
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yeah
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it does
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is uncleanness
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contagious?
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yes
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so it's a bit
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like this
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I want you to
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imagine
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like
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who here is
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who's thirsty?
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I know some of you
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are thirsty
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anyone thirsty?
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anyone?
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okay
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Dan is thirsty
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okay
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so what I'm
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going to do
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Dan I've got a
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drink of water
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for you
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here we go
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here we go
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drink of water
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hold on a sec
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don't drink it
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just yet
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I just want you
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to know
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that just before
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I did a urine sample
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and a poo sample
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in that cup
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I washed it out
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afterwards
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so it's probably
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about
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it's 99% clean
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feel free to carry
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on drinking
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if you'd like
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would you drink it?
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Lorna would
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drink it
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would you drink it?
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I think most of us
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would go
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no I think I'll get
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from somewhere else
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because
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it feels
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defiled
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right
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it feels
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unclean
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even if you told me
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it was 99% clean
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1%
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is enough
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to make you go
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I don't want to
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touch that
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right?
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this is what
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Haggai is saying
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and Haggai
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brings home
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the point
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to the Israelites
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he then goes
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that's exactly
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what you are like
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he goes
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you're not even
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99% clean
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you're way more
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dirty than that
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and everything
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that you are
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offering
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in building
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this temple
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this holy
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place
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is actually
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unclean
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and you go
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wow Haggai
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that's a bit
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hard
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they seem
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to be doing
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all the right
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things
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but you're
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supposed to be
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this people
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who are for
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God's eyes
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only
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to honour
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him
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with all
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of your
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life
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that everything
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set apart
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for him
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so his
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glory
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shapes
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who you
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are
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and what
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you do
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and he
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says
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outwardly
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you guys
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have been
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starting
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building
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this temple
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you've been
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doing a lot
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of great
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religious
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activities
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you've been
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going to
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church
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you've been
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praying
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you've been
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listening to
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what Oscar
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said
-
and you've
-
been giving
-
money
-
you've been
-
working in
-
the kids
-
ministry
-
you've been
-
busy
-
actively
-
on the
-
outside
-
you appear
-
to be doing
-
everything
-
God says
-
of you
-
but what
-
Haggai says
-
is
-
the outside
-
of the cup
-
may look
-
clean
-
but inside
-
your hearts
-
are impure
-
you're selfish
-
you're defiled
-
and you're
-
like
-
Haggai's
-
not the
-
kind of
-
guy
-
you'd
-
invite
-
around
-
to your
-
house
-
for a
-
meal
-
he's
-
pretty
-
strong
-
and what
-
he's
-
saying
-
is
-
when you
-
touch
-
my
-
holy
-
temple
-
and you
-
are
-
impure
-
what
-
happens
-
you're
-
defiling
-
my
-
temple
-
your
-
dirty
-
hands
-
are
-
getting
-
muddy
-
even
-
the
-
good
-
things
-
that
-
you
-
think
-
you're
-
doing
-
and
-
God's
-
saying
-
do you
-
think
-
that I
-
would
-
touch
-
anything
-
that
-
you're
-
offering
-
when I
-
know
-
where
-
your
-
hands
-
have
-
been
-
when I
-
know
-
where
-
your
-
heart
-
has
-
been
-
when I
-
know
-
where
-
your
-
thoughts
-
have
-
been
-
this
-
week
-
it's
-
a hard
-
message
-
that Haggai
-
is actually
-
bringing
-
to this
-
people
-
because you
-
know for
-
myself I
-
realized this
-
is really
-
striking for
-
me because
-
I can come
-
to church
-
and I
-
remember I've
-
I've come
-
before to
-
church and
-
my wife and
-
I were just
-
having a big
-
argument in
-
the car
-
in the taxi
-
on the way
-
here
-
and so we
-
kind of come
-
out and then
-
you come
-
into church
-
and you're
-
all kind of
-
happy and I
-
was preaching
-
that day
-
I said
-
it's fine
-
hi
-
praise the
-
Lord
-
you know
-
all that
-
kind of
-
stuff
-
and I'm
-
getting up
-
to preach
-
and it
-
could have
-
been the
-
most amazing
-
sermon
-
ever
-
but if
-
my heart
-
is filled
-
with bitterness
-
and anger
-
with my
-
wife
-
do you know
-
what God
-
would say
-
I don't
-
want to
-
touch that
-
because I
-
want your
-
heart
-
I don't
-
just want
-
your outward
-
actions
-
and I
-
think this
-
is just
-
such a
-
challenging
-
thing for
-
all of us
-
don't we
-
often walk
-
into church
-
into our
-
community
-
group
-
and we're
-
nursing
-
grudges
-
against our
-
bosses
-
we're
-
nursing
-
all kinds
-
of offenses
-
that we
-
we're angry
-
we've got
-
all kinds
-
of things
-
and then
-
we start
-
singing
-
and then
-
we start
-
praising God
-
and then
-
we do
-
all these
-
things
-
thinking
-
that that
-
is what
-
holiness
-
is
-
but God
-
says no
-
I look
-
deeper
-
than that
-
I look
-
down
-
here
-
which is
-
one of the
-
reasons why
-
when we take
-
communion
-
we say
-
don't just
-
kind of
-
come up
-
and take
-
communion
-
as if
-
it's just
-
a nice
-
religious
-
ritual
-
that you
-
do
-
because
-
actually
-
that's a
-
moment
-
for you
-
to stop
-
and say
-
God
-
where is
-
my heart
-
right now
-
because
-
you know
-
Jesus
-
says
-
if you've
-
come to
-
the altar
-
and you've
-
got an
-
issue
-
with your
-
brother
-
or your
-
sister
-
don't
-
come and
-
just quit
-
everything you're
-
doing right
-
there
-
and just
-
get right
-
you see
-
holiness is not
-
about just
-
externals
-
holiness is about
-
the heart
-
and in
-
psalm 24
-
it says
-
this
-
who can
-
ascend
-
the hill
-
of the
-
lord
-
who can
-
stand
-
in his
-
holy place
-
that's the
-
temple
-
who can
-
come
-
he who
-
has a
-
clean hands
-
and a
-
pure heart
-
who's got
-
clean hands
-
and a pure
-
heart
-
this morning
-
who's got
-
kind of
-
75%
-
clean
-
because
-
don't we
-
sometimes
-
say well
-
I know
-
I'm not
-
perfect
-
but you
-
know
-
I've
-
got a
-
75%
-
and God
-
still says
-
the same
-
that's
-
I don't
-
want to
-
touch
-
that
-
if it's
-
just you
-
coming
-
with your
-
own
-
sense of
-
holiness
-
and the
-
right response
-
to that
-
isn't to
-
go oh
-
well then
-
if that's
-
the case
-
then I
-
won't even
-
bother doing
-
any of the
-
praising God
-
I won't
-
bother doing
-
any of the
-
other things
-
that's not
-
the right
-
response
-
the response
-
God is
-
looking for
-
is he wants
-
to draw
-
you to
-
himself
-
and say
-
I want
-
to call
-
you to
-
repent
-
and to
-
turn back
-
to me
-
so that's
-
the second
-
thing I want
-
to talk
-
about
-
the call
-
of repentance
-
second thing
-
Haggai says
-
from verse
-
15 to
-
verse 18
-
Haggai
-
uses
-
three
-
consider
-
he says
-
consider
-
from this
-
day on
-
consider
-
from this
-
day on
-
consider
-
and that
-
word
-
consider
-
it's the
-
same
-
that he
-
said
-
back in
-
chapter 1
-
verse 7
-
when he
-
told the
-
people
-
listen
-
consider
-
where you're
-
going
-
consider
-
your ways
-
and the
-
ideas
-
so that
-
you can
-
turn back
-
to me
-
you see
-
in this
-
passage
-
behind the
-
scenes
-
is actually
-
a reference
-
to
-
Deuteronomy
-
28
-
it's where
-
Moses
-
is about
-
to take
-
the people
-
wants to
-
call the
-
people
-
to go
-
into the
-
promised
-
land
-
he won't
-
go
-
but he
-
says to
-
them
-
listen
-
guys
-
you have
-
a choice
-
before you
-
you've got
-
a decision
-
either
-
obey
-
God
-
run
-
to him
-
love
-
him
-
and he
-
will
-
bless
-
you
-
or
-
run
-
away
-
from
-
him
-
and
-
you'll
-
receive
-
curse
-
because
-
if
-
you
-
try
-
and
-
go
-
away
-
from
-
the
-
son
-
and
-
get
-
it
-
by
-
yourself
-
you'll
-
have
-
no
-
life
-
so he
-
says
-
this
-
I set
-
before
-
you
-
today
-
life
-
and
-
death
-
blessing
-
and
-
cursing
-
now
-
choose
-
life
-
by
-
loving
-
the
-
Lord
-
your
-
God
-
obeying
-
his
-
voice
-
and
-
holding
-
fast
-
to
-
him
-
for
-
he
-
is
-
your
-
life
-
do
-
you
-
see
-
what
-
he's
-
saying
-
I
-
want
-
you
-
to
-
come
-
to
-
me
-
because
-
I'm
-
life
-
for
-
you
-
and
-
what
-
he's
-
saying
-
Haggai
-
here
-
is
-
he's
-
saying
-
to
-
the
-
people
-
you
-
guys
-
have
-
turned
-
away
-
from
-
me
-
and
-
what
-
did
-
you
-
get
-
you've
-
got
-
curse
-
you
-
didn't
-
get
-
the
-
harvest
-
you
-
were
-
looking
-
for
-
you
-
got
-
death
-
on
-
your
-
work
-
death
-
on
-
your
-
crops
-
because
-
when
-
you
-
walk
-
away
-
from
-
God
-
that
-
way
-
it
-
always
-
affects
-
that
-
way
-
horizontally
-
and the
-
call
-
is
-
come
-
back
-
to
-
me
-
not
-
tomorrow
-
but
-
today
-
today
-
but he
-
doesn't
-
just say
-
kind of
-
look
-
back
-
at the
-
past
-
he
-
also
-
says
-
look
-
forward
-
to
-
the
-
future
-
this
-
is
-
verse
-
18
-
and
-
19
-
he
-
says
-
from
-
the day
-
you
-
started
-
building
-
the
-
temple
-
until
-
now
-
you've
-
sown
-
your
-
seed
-
for the
-
next
-
year
-
for the
-
harvest
-
it's
-
in the
-
ground
-
and
-
you're
-
hoping
-
that
-
you're
-
going
-
to
-
get
-
past
-
and
-
God
-
says
-
listen
-
though
-
your
-
past
-
has
-
been
-
bad
-
and
-
the
-
harvest
-
has
-
been
-
bad
-
because
-
of
-
your
-
sin
-
right
-
now
-
it's
-
not
-
too
-
late
-
because
-
now
-
I
-
want
-
you
-
to
-
come
-
to
-
me
-
because
-
I
-
want
-
to
-
bless
-
you
-
I
-
want
-
to
-
bless
-
you
-
he
-
says
-
just
-
watch
-
from
-
this
-
day
-
on
-
if
-
you
-
run
-
back
-
to
-
me
-
just
-
see
-
how
-
I'll
-
bless
-
you
-
just
-
see
-
that's
-
my
-
heart
-
because
-
don't we
-
often
-
think
-
God's
-
holiness
-
is about
-
telling
-
us
-
to
-
say
-
no
-
to
-
everything
-
like
-
don't
-
sleep
-
with
-
your
-
boyfriend
-
don't
-
be
-
nasty
-
to
-
people
-
don't
-
do
-
this
-
don't
-
do
-
that
-
and
-
it
-
feels
-
like
-
a
-
whole
-
list
-
of
-
rules
-
that's
-
God's
-
holiness
-
we
-
think
-
and
-
that
-
never
-
attracts
-
your
-
heart
-
to
-
ever
-
want
-
to
-
run
-
back
-
to
-
God
-
because
-
the
-
moment
-
I
-
say
-
no
-
inside
-
you're
-
going
-
yes
-
right
-
you
-
know
-
when I
-
was a
-
kid
-
during
-
the
-
holidays
-
me
-
and my
-
friend
-
we
-
wanted
-
to
-
play
-
tennis
-
and
-
our
-
school
-
had
-
tennis
-
courts
-
but
-
we
-
weren't
-
supposed
-
to
-
use
-
them
-
during
-
the
-
holidays
-
but
-
no
-
one
-
used
-
them
-
so
-
we
-
would
-
go
-
and
-
there
-
was
-
actually
-
a
-
hole
-
at
-
the
-
side
-
under
-
the
-
fence
-
so
-
we
-
would
-
kind
-
of
-
creep
-
under
-
the
-
fence
-
and
-
we
-
start
-
playing
-
tennis
-
together
-
and
-
I
-
remember
-
one
-
day
-
the
-
caretaker
-
of
-
the
-
school
-
came
-
out
-
and
-
he
-
started
-
shouting
-
at us
-
and
-
telling
-
us
-
to
-
get
-
out
-
of
-
there
-
and
-
we
-
just
-
ignored
-
him
-
we
-
kept
-
playing
-
and
-
then
-
what
-
he
-
did
-
he
-
brought
-
out
-
a
-
camera
-
and
-
started
-
trying
-
to
-
take
-
pictures
-
of
-
us
-
and
-
we
-
started
-
taking
-
off
-
our
-
shirts
-
over
-
like
-
this
-
so
-
they
-
couldn't
-
see
-
us
-
it
-
was
-
a bit
-
of
-
play
-
tennis
-
at
-
that
-
point
-
but
-
we
-
carried
-
on
-
but
-
then
-
he
-
wouldn't
-
go
-
away
-
and
-
so
-
we
-
just
-
started
-
reasoning
-
with
-
him
-
we
-
said
-
hey
-
listen
-
if
-
you
-
let
-
us
-
play
-
here
-
we
-
are
-
doing
-
harm
-
it's
-
fine
-
there's
-
no one
-
else
-
here
-
we'll
-
help
-
you
-
clean
-
up
-
different
-
things
-
if
-
you
-
let
-
us
-
play
-
and
-
we
-
started
-
trying
-
to
-
reason
-
and
-
justify
-
why
-
we
-
should
-
be
-
there
-
and
-
he
-
wouldn't
-
have
-
any
-
of
-
it
-
so
-
we
-
had
-
to
-
you
-
want
-
to
-
have
-
those
-
in
-
your
-
school
-
those
-
kind
-
of
-
teachers
-
you
-
just
-
think
-
they
-
need
-
to
-
get
-
a
-
life
-
I
-
think
-
that's
-
often
-
how
-
we
-
actually
-
deep
-
down
-
view
-
God's
-
holiness
-
we
-
know
-
we're
-
doing
-
wrong
-
things
-
but
-
we
-
kind
-
of
-
feel
-
God's
-
a
-
little
-
bit
-
unreasonable
-
because
-
he
-
wants
-
he's
-
just
-
spoiling
-
our
-
fun
-
spoiling
-
it
-
and
-
he
-
just
-
doesn't
-
seem
-
reasonable
-
and
-
so
-
what
-
we
-
try
-
and
-
do
-
we
-
try
-
and
-
negotiate
-
our
-
way
-
with
-
God
-
we
-
kind
-
of
-
justify
-
ourselves
-
we
-
try
-
and
-
cover
-
ourselves
-
up
-
hide
-
ourselves
-
even
-
hiding
-
our
-
own
-
little
-
sins
-
through
-
trying
-
to do
-
a lot
-
of
-
good
-
things
-
you
-
ever
-
done
-
that
-
you
-
know
-
that
-
you
-
should
-
be
-
actually
-
dealing
-
with
-
an
-
area
-
in
-
your
-
life
-
with
-
somebody
-
else
-
but
-
what
-
you
-
end
-
up
-
doing
-
is
-
you
-
start
-
serving
-
really
-
hard
-
in
-
kids
-
ministry
-
or
-
in
-
somewhere
-
I
-
don't
-
want
-
to
-
stop
-
Kristen
-
having
-
volunteers
-
for
-
kids
-
ministry
-
but
-
we
-
do
-
this
-
isn't
-
actually
-
a lot
-
of the
-
busyness
-
that
-
actually
-
we
-
do
-
a way
-
that
-
we
-
try
-
and
-
cover
-
up
-
ourselves
-
because
-
we
-
know
-
deep
-
down
-
there's
-
something
-
that's
-
not
-
right
-
with
-
us
-
we
-
don't
-
feel
-
valuable
-
we
-
don't
-
feel
-
approved
-
but
-
God
-
looks
-
at
-
the
-
heart
-
and
-
the
-
whole
-
of
-
the
-
rest
-
the
-
history
-
of
-
the
-
Old
-
Testament
-
is
-
after
-
Haggai
-
has
-
spoken
-
this
-
message
-
the
-
people
-
continually
-
refuse
-
to
-
turn
-
back
-
to
-
God
-
they
-
choose
-
curse
-
and
-
curse
-
and
-
curse
-
after
-
curse
-
all
-
the
-
time
-
and
-
it
-
shows
-
us
-
something
-
it
-
shows
-
us
-
the
-
Bible
-
story
-
is
-
written
-
very
-
clearly
-
to
-
show
-
you
-
that
-
you
-
cannot
-
get
-
holy
-
by
-
serving
-
you
-
cannot
-
get
-
holy
-
by
-
just
-
coming
-
on
-
a
-
Sunday
-
you
-
cannot
-
get
-
holy
-
by
-
just
-
praying
-
a
-
lot
-
or
-
helping
-
the
-
granny
-
across
-
the
-
road
-
you
-
cannot
-
get
-
holy
-
by
-
any
-
of
-
those
-
things
-
because
-
you
-
know
-
the
-
only
-
way
-
to
-
get
-
holy
-
is
-
to
-
have
-
a
-
touch
-
from
-
the
-
holy
-
one
-
himself
-
and
-
that's
-
my
-
third
-
point
-
we've
-
looked
-
at
-
how
-
holiness
-
is not
-
religious
-
activity
-
it
-
is
-
a
-
call
-
to
-
repentance
-
but
-
really
-
what we
-
need
-
in that
-
is this
-
touch
-
from
-
the
-
holy
-
one
-
this
-
passage
-
400
-
years
-
later
-
the
-
people
-
have
-
failed
-
again
-
and
-
again
-
and
-
then
-
Jesus
-
comes
-
to a
-
man
-
who
-
has
-
a
-
demon
-
in the
-
bible
-
it's
-
called
-
an
-
unclean
-
spirit
-
notice
-
unclean
-
and
-
the
-
spirit
-
sees
-
Jesus
-
approaching
-
and
-
he
-
says
-
have
-
you
-
come
-
to
-
destroy
-
us
-
we
-
know
-
who
-
you
-
are
-
the
-
holy
-
one
-
of
-
god
-
the
-
only
-
one
-
who
-
embodies
-
everything
-
who
-
god
-
is
-
his
-
love
-
his
-
strength
-
his
-
power
-
and
-
his
-
compassion
-
and
-
he
-
knows
-
that
-
as
-
an
-
unclean
-
spirit
-
Jesus
-
can
-
say
-
one
-
word
-
and
-
in
-
his
-
presence
-
he
-
would
-
be
-
destroyed
-
but
-
as
-
the
-
story
-
goes
-
on
-
in
-
Mark
-
chapter
-
five
-
Jesus
-
then
-
is
-
walking
-
along
-
and
-
this
-
man
-
comes
-
to
-
him
-
who
-
is
-
a
-
Jewish
-
leader
-
and
-
says
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my
-
daughter
-
is
-
dying
-
could
-
you
-
come
-
please
-
lay
-
hands
-
on her
-
and
-
she
-
will
-
live
-
and
-
Jesus
-
goes
-
with
-
her
-
and
-
he
-
is
-
surrounded
-
by
-
this
-
crowd
-
and
-
in
-
that
-
crowd
-
there
-
is
-
a
-
woman
-
a
-
woman
-
who
-
has
-
been
-
bleeding
-
for
-
12
-
years
-
in
-
the
-
Levitical
-
law
-
someone
-
who
-
has
-
been
-
bleeding
-
like
-
that
-
for
-
12
-
years
-
is
-
unclean
-
and
-
she
-
has
-
been
-
looking
-
everywhere
-
for
-
every
-
doctor
-
that
-
money
-
can
-
buy
-
and
-
none
-
of
-
them
-
have
-
been
-
able
-
to
-
help
-
her
-
she
-
is
-
just
-
imagine
-
the
-
whole
-
of her
-
life
-
in
-
that
-
culture
-
trying
-
to
-
hide
-
the
-
shame
-
and
-
the
-
guilt
-
of
-
just
-
this
-
uncleanness
-
that just
-
clings
-
to
-
you
-
and
-
she
-
comes
-
and she
-
hears
-
that
-
Jesus
-
is
-
in
-
town
-
and
-
do you
-
know
-
what
-
she
-
says
-
she
-
comes
-
fearful
-
ashamed
-
and
-
desperate
-
and
-
she
-
knows
-
that
-
Jesus
-
is
-
her
-
only
-
hope
-
and
-
she
-
says
-
this
-
if
-
I
-
can
-
only
-
touch
-
his
-
garments
-
just
-
the
-
fold
-
of
-
his
-
garment
-
then
-
I
-
will
-
be
-
healed
-
and
-
the
-
word
-
healed
-
is
-
actually
-
the
-
word
-
saved
-
and
-
she
-
reaches
-
out
-
to
-
him
-
she's
-
like
-
I
-
just
-
need
-
him
-
he's
-
the
-
only
-
one
-
who
-
can
-
help
-
me
-
and
-
she
-
touches
-
him
-
what
-
does
-
Haggai
-
say
-
should
-
happen
-
if
-
an
-
unclean
-
person
-
touches
-
something
-
that's
-
holy
-
it
-
becomes
-
unclean
-
right
-
what
-
happens
-
with
-
Jesus
-
power
-
life
-
giving
-
power
-
flows
-
out of
-
Jesus
-
heals
-
her
-
cleanses
-
her
-
restores
-
her
-
completely
-
and
-
Jesus
-
goes
-
who
-
touched
-
me
-
and
-
this
-
woman
-
who's
-
been
-
so
-
shamed
-
she's
-
fearful
-
she's
-
trembling
-
but
-
she
-
comes
-
out
-
before
-
Jesus
-
and
-
she
-
tells
-
her
-
story
-
and
-
Jesus
-
says
-
your
-
faith
-
has
-
made
-
you
-
well
-
you
-
came
-
to
-
me
-
now
-
go
-
in
-
peace
-
restore
-
that
-
word
-
peace
-
the
-
shalom
-
the
-
wholeness
-
the
-
peace
-
that
-
I
-
give
-
you
-
and
-
you
-
know
-
what
-
Jesus
-
then
-
does
-
next
-
that
-
guy
-
whose
-
daughter
-
was
-
dying
-
some
-
of
-
his
-
servants
-
come
-
to
-
him
-
and
-
say
-
hey
-
don't
-
bother
-
Jesus
-
any
-
longer
-
she's
-
dead
-
your
-
daughter's
-
dead
-
and
-
Jesus
-
turns
-
and says
-
listen
-
don't
-
listen
-
to
-
them
-
just
-
trust
-
me
-
and
-
he
-
walks
-
down
-
to
-
the
-
house
-
where
-
this
-
daughter
-
is
-
and
-
there's
-
the
-
mourners
-
there
-
and
-
he
-
says
-
to
-
them
-
don't
-
worry
-
she's
-
just
-
asleep
-
and
-
they
-
laugh
-
at
-
him
-
and
-
Jesus
-
walks
-
into
-
the
-
room
-
and
-
he
-
could
-
have
-
just
-
stood
-
at
-
the
-
side
-
of
-
the
-
room
-
and
-
kind
-
of
-
said
-
be
-
healed
-
because
-
what
-
happens
-
if
-
a
-
holy
-
clean
-
person
-
touches
-
something
-
that
-
is
-
unclean
-
like
-
a
-
dead
-
body
-
what
-
happens
-
they
-
become
-
unclean
-
but
-
God
-
Jesus
-
is
-
not
-
the
-
kind
-
of
-
holy
-
distant
-
God
-
that
-
kind
-
of
-
clicks
-
his
-
fingers
-
and
-
then
-
walks
-
away
-
no
-
what
-
he
-
does
-
he
-
walks
-
towards
-
her
-
he
-
touches
-
her
-
he
-
reaches
-
out
-
to
-
her
-
cold
-
lifeless
-
hand
-
and
-
he
-
says
-
get
-
up
-
and
-
power
-
comes
-
in
-
and
-
he
-
raises
-
her
-
from
-
the
-
dead
-
but
-
in
-
that
-
moment
-
of
-
power
-
do you
-
see
-
what
-
he
-
also
-
does
-
he
-
then
-
says
-
to
-
her
-
listen
-
she's
-
hungry
-
get
-
her
-
something
-
to
-
eat
-
incredible
-
compassion
-
because
-
Jesus
-
is
-
the
-
holy
-
one
-
who
-
combines
-
everything
-
that you
-
and I
-
wish we
-
were
-
if we
-
really
-
could do it
-
in our
-
own
-
strength
-
and we
-
cannot
-
and here's
-
the point
-
you and I
-
are like that
-
woman
-
you and I
-
are like that
-
corpse
-
unclean
-
before a
-
holy God
-
we
-
should
-
be
-
destroyed
-
from
-
his
-
presence
-
but
-
instead
-
God
-
wants to
-
come to
-
you
-
and to
-
me
-
and he
-
says
-
I want
-
to bless
-
you
-
and the
-
only way
-
I can
-
bless
-
you
-
is through
-
my
-
life
-
giving
-
presence
-
with
-
you
-
you know
-
in the
-
temple
-
access
-
into
-
God's
-
holy
-
presence
-
was only
-
brought
-
through the
-
death of
-
an animal
-
taking
-
the impurity
-
the uncleanness
-
of people's
-
sins
-
being placed
-
on them
-
and it
-
died
-
so that
-
the high
-
priest
-
could walk
-
into
-
God's
-
presence
-
and we
-
know that
-
on the
-
cross
-
where
-
Jesus
-
died
-
our
-
sins
-
were
-
transferred
-
our
-
impurity
-
our
-
shame
-
all of
-
those
-
things
-
were
-
transferred
-
onto
-
Christ
-
the
-
holy
-
one
-
the only
-
one
-
who
-
didn't
-
deserve
-
it
-
so that
-
your
-
heart
-
and my
-
heart
-
can be
-
cleansed
-
you know
-
he's the
-
only one
-
who can
-
transfer
-
holiness
-
to you
-
to shame
-
filled
-
broken
-
people
-
like you
-
and me
-
he's
-
the only
-
one
-
and you
-
know how
-
the early
-
Christians
-
used to
-
preach
-
the gospel
-
in
-
Acts
Acts 2 chapter mention
-
chapter
-
2
-
they said
-
this
-
Peter says
-
this
-
he says
-
his sermon
-
500 years
-
later
-
he says
-
to a group
-
of Jews
-
who were
-
at the
-
temple
-
he says
-
you denied
-
the holy
-
and righteous
-
one
-
Jesus
-
and you
-
asked for a
-
murderer
-
to be
-
granted
-
to you
-
and you
-
killed
-
the author
-
of life
-
who God
-
raised
-
from the
-
dead
-
again
-
he's
-
saying
-
if you
-
think
-
you can
-
get clean
-
by serving
-
by being
-
busy
-
even busy
-
for Jesus
-
forget it
-
because our
-
sin is too
-
great
-
the only
-
way you
-
can get
-
clean
-
to stand
-
before a
-
holy
-
beautiful
-
dazzling
-
God
-
is when
-
you come
-
in repentance
-
to see
-
that Jesus
-
has done
-
everything
-
for you
-
that he
-
is the
-
source of
-
life giving
-
power for
-
you right
-
now
-
wherever you
-
are right
-
at this
-
moment
-
and by
-
opening your
-
hands
-
and saying
-
God I
-
recognize
-
I need
-
you
-
I have
-
nowhere else
-
to run
-
life giving
-
power of
-
the cleansing
-
work of
-
Jesus
-
his blood
-
can wash
-
over you
-
and cleanse
-
you
-
completely
-
that's why
-
it says
-
repent
-
therefore
-
and turn
-
back
-
that your
-
sins may
-
be blotted
-
out
-
that times
-
of refreshing
-
may come
-
from the
-
presence of
-
the Lord
-
do you
-
want to be
-
refreshed
-
by God
-
do you
-
want the
-
presence of
-
God
-
in your
-
life
-
do you
-
see what
-
he says
-
he says
-
we need
-
to come
-
like that
-
shame filled
-
woman
-
desperate
-
to Jesus
-
seeking
-
his
-
forgiveness
-
in repentance
-
before him
-
and that is
-
where his
-
blessing of
-
his presence
-
is found
-
maybe you're
-
not a
-
Christian this
-
morning
-
maybe you
-
think you're
-
a Christian
-
but actually
-
you're just
-
a religious
-
Christian
-
maybe you're
-
living
-
with shame
-
with guilt
-
with a whole
-
load of
-
things in
-
your life
-
that actually
-
as you hear
-
us talking
-
about holiness
-
you know
-
you cannot
-
stand before
-
God
-
and you've
-
been running
-
but today
-
the message
-
of Haggai
-
is that today
-
there is a
-
decision that
-
God wants
-
to bring to
-
you
-
today is a
-
decision
-
don't run
-
away any
-
longer
-
run to
-
him
-
because there
-
is nothing
-
you have
-
done
-
there is
-
no sin
-
so great
-
that his
-
life-giving
-
power through
-
the cross
-
cannot cleanse
-
there is no
-
thought you
-
have thought
-
there is no
-
word you
-
have done
-
there is no
-
action
-
too bad
-
but he
-
doesn't want
-
your religious
-
actions
-
he wants
-
your heart
-
he wants
-
you a
-
hundred percent
-
because he
-
wants to
-
clean you
-
not just
-
ninety-nine
-
percent
-
but a
-
hundred
-
percent
-
but many
-
of us
-
have been
-
in church
-
for a
-
while
-
you know
-
this message
-
you've heard
-
it a thousand
-
times before
-
you could
-
probably
-
preach it
-
back to
-
me
-
but if you
-
stop and
-
think about
-
your life
-
you wonder
-
am I really
-
as desperate
-
as that
-
shame-filled
-
woman
-
do I
-
really
-
see my
-
absolute
-
need for
-
Jesus
-
you're
-
busy
-
doing a
-
lot of
-
things for
-
Jesus
-
but you
-
know how
-
much you
-
need him
-
I was
-
listening to
-
a podcast
-
by a
-
guy who
-
was a
-
pastor and
-
a seminary
-
professor
-
and he
-
was saying
-
that one
-
day he
-
and his
-
wife had
-
been about
-
to go to
-
bed he'd
-
been married
-
for 20
-
25 years
-
and they
-
get to
-
the bottom
-
of the
-
staircase
-
and his
-
wife turns
-
to him
-
and says
-
do you
-
love me
-
and he's
-
completely
-
shocked
-
because it's
-
like of
-
course I
-
love you
-
and he
-
comes out
-
with all
-
the reasons
-
why he
-
loved it
-
you know
-
every morning
-
I get the
-
kids up
-
I make
-
them breakfast
-
at night
-
I do this
-
for them
-
and this
-
for you
-
and this
-
for you
-
and then
-
they just
-
keep walking
-
up the
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stairs
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they get
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halfway up
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the stairs
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she turns
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around to him
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again and
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says
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do you
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love me
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and at
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this point
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he's kind
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of thinking
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what on
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this
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okay
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have I
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done
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something
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wrong
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is there
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like
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what's
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going on
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he's pretty
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freaked out
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by this
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and you
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know
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he comes
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up with
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another
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list
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of things
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that he's
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done
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to kind
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of
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justify
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himself
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gets up
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to the
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top of
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the stairs
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about to
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get into
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the bedroom
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his wife
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turns to
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him a
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third
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says
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do you
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love me
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at that
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point
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he stopped
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and he
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said that
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was actually
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the pivotal
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moment of
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his life
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and his
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marriage
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because at
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that moment
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he suddenly
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stopped
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and thought
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do I
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know what
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love is
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he's been
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married for
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25 years
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he's a
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pastor who's
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preached on
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God's
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love
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all the
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time
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but at
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that moment
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God arrested
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him
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and he
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went on
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this journey
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over this
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next few
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weeks and
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months and
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he got into
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the Bible
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and got into
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looking at the
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person of
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Jesus to
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go how does
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Jesus love
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anybody
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because I'm
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not sure I
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even know
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how to
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love
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and as he
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did that
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he saw the
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holiness and
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the beauty of
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Jesus
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Jesus
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and what
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that did
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it began
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to change
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him to be
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more attentive
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and present
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with his wife
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than he'd ever
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been before
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in his life
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their marriage
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became enriched
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and he started
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learning the
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beauty of
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holiness
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I think that's
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a question God
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wants to ask
-
us as a
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community
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I think we do
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a lot of
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serving
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we've got a lot
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of amazing
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stuff going
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on
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but do we
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love Jesus
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do you love
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him
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do you love
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him
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the answer
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to that
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question
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isn't an
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answer to
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condemn you
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the answer
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to that
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question
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is a call
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to go
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I need to
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stop all my
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justifications
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in fact
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I need to
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stop
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maybe I need
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to start
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not just
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repenting
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of the
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bad
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things
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I do
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but even
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repenting
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of the
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good
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things
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that I
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do
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because
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the good
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things
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often
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make me
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feel
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justified
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so that
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I don't
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start
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chasing
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after
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Jesus
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desperately
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knowing
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only he
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can help
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make me
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holy
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only he
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can make
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me the
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loving
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courageous
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person
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that I
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want to
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be
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only he
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and he
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has arms
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which are
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wide open
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and he
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wants to
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come to
-
us
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he is
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not
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distant
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so will
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we come
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to him
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this morning
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in real
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repentance
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and if you
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know I
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don't really
-
know what
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that means
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then I
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want to
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give you
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just a
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second
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right now
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to just
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bow your
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heads and
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just do
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business
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with God
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I
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do
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these