Sermon
Betrayal and Denial
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Father, we confess before you that too often when we read your word or hear your word,
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we think of how it applies to other people and not ourselves.
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We think, Father, of the specks in other people's eyes and not the logs in our own eyes.
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And so we ask, Father, that your Holy Spirit would do a wonderful work in our midst
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and that you would bring your word to our hearts,
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that you would bring your word to our hearts so that it would speak clearly to us
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and that as you speak to us at the depth of our heart, the command center of who we are,
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Father, please make us disciples of Jesus who are gripped by the gospel
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and learning to live for your glory and not our own.
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And all this we ask in the name of Jesus, your Son and our Savior. Amen.
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Please be seated.
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Andrew and I have slightly different ideas about how we like to have the table set.
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So I do it here for the sermon. Everything else is the way Andrew likes it.
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You know, there's things that happen in the world that you just can't make up.
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On the 13th of March, I think that was Wednesday,
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Iran, by a lot of...
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One of the scales I saw that was rating how different countries treat women,
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out of 149 countries, Iran finished 146th out of 149.
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And you can't make some of this stuff up,
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but on March the 13th, Iran was put on the UN Council for Women.
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Not making that up.
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UN Council for Women.
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So they are now part of the body that gets to judge
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how different nations are treating women.
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And in terms of not being able to make this stuff up,
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the same day that they got named to the UN Human Rights Commission
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that looks after the concerns of women,
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that same day they sentenced...
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And I don't...
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If those of you know how to pronounce Iranian names,
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I ask your forgiveness if I get this wrong.
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Nazrin Sotute, a woman lawyer,
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the same day they got put on the UN Human Rights Committee for Women,
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they sentenced this lawyer, this woman lawyer,
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to an extra 10 years in jail.
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And her crime was that she was protesting the laws in Iran
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that forced all women to wear the hijab.
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So the same day they get put on the Human Rights Council,
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they do that.
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You can't make this stuff up, can you?
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I mean, it's just one of those things you just shake your head
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at what goes on.
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The fact of the matter is
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that as long as there's been human beings,
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and I could give Canadian examples,
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but the problem is, you know,
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we've already talked about Canadian examples
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a little bit over the last couple of weeks,
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and it could make it look like
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I was maybe trying to play political favorites,
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which I'm not.
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The fact of the matter is
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is that issues of religious violence
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and just the whole desire for power
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and how power can corrupt
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is a constant human problem and condition.
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And the biblical passage that we're going to look at today
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is directly connected
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and speaks directly in
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to this problem of religious violence,
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the problem of the abuse of power.
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So it'd be a great help to me
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if you turned your Bibles
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and opened them to John chapter 18.
John 18 chapter mention
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And we're going to look at that,
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not only the text I read,
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but the part that comes after it.
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When we do narrative things like this,
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I often have the text up on the screen,
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so you will be able to read it
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by looking on the screen.
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But, you know, there's something special
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about having your own Bible
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and being able to make notes or comments
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or whatever in your own Bible
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as you go along.
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And so we're looking at John.
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It's John chapter 18, verse 1.
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And John is one of the four ancient
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eyewitness biographies of Jesus.
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John mentions himself here in the story,
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but he'll refer to himself as the other disciple.
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He never names himself.
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And in the flow of the gospel,
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John spends more time
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with how Jesus speaks to his disciples
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on the night before he's betrayed.
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That four, six, eight hours,
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John spends a long time
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talking about what Jesus says to his disciples.
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And when we begin here at verse 1,
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we're catching up with Jesus
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has left the upper room
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and the story continues on
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and it's verse 1
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and it goes like this.
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When Jesus had spoken these words,
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he went out with his disciples
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across the brook Kidron
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where there was a garden
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which he and his disciples entered.
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I just sort of want to pause here for a second.
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The actual original word for brook
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is a, I don't know if I'm pronouncing this correctly,
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apologies, it's a wadi.
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A very Middle Eastern thing, a wadi.
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A wadi is a spring or a small river
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that only erupts into water
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occasionally throughout the year.
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Usually in the rainy season,
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there'll be a stream
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or there'll be some water there.
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The rest of the year, there's nothing.
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And that's what Jesus is actually crossing.
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And the other thing,
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which is sort of is just,
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we're going to talk about this more
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in a couple of weeks.
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But out of all of the gospel writers,
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John is the one who emphasizes the most
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that this is all taking place in a garden.
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John is going to mention three times
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the significance of the garden.
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He's going to mention it here
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where Jesus is betrayed is in a garden.
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He's going to describe
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that where Jesus is crucified is in a garden.
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And he's going to be the one who says
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that when Jesus is buried,
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it's in a garden.
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And of course, for Jewish and Christian readers,
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Genesis 3,
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human beings were put in a garden.
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Adam and Eve fall in a garden.
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There's this very clear literary connection
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which John is making
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to Adam and Eve
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and the entrance of evil into the world.
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So evil and sin and death
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and brokenness and betrayal
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and denial and abandonment and failure,
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all of these things enter
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into the human condition
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in a garden.
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And it is in a garden
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that God will provide a remedy
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for the human condition.
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We continue in verse 2.
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Now Judas, who betrayed Jesus,
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also knew the place,
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for Jesus often met there
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with his disciples.
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So Judas, having procured
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a band of soldiers
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and some officers
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from the chief priests
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and the Pharisees,
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went there with lanterns
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and torches and weapons.
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And just sort of pause for a second.
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It's not obvious
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in the English translation,
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but in the original language,
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John uses a technical word
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for band of soldiers.
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It's actually,
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he's using the technical word
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for a group of 600 soldiers.
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It's called a cohort.
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And he's not saying
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that all 600 soldiers came.
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You know, if in Ottawa
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you said that the fire department
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put out the fire,
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it doesn't mean that every fireman
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went to put out the fire.
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It just means the fire department
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put out the fire.
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And what John is using here
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is using the technical Roman term
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for a very large group
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of Roman soldiers.
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And he's signaling to the readers
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that this means
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that there's been prior collusion
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between Pilate
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and the group of people
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who control the temple.
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They have conspired in secret
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because there's no way
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that the people
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who control the temple
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would be able to just,
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you know,
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the bishop of Ottawa
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couldn't go up to CFB Petawawa
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and say,
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could we borrow 100 soldiers
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because we want to go do something?
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No, they just say,
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they say,
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get out of here, right?
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They don't have the power authority.
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So John here
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at the original language,
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he's signaling
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a conspiracy collusion
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between the Roman authorities
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and those who control
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the Jewish high temple.
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Verse 4,
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continue on.
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Then Jesus,
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knowing all that would happen
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to him,
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came forward,
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came forward,
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walked towards them
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and said to them,
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whom do you seek?
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I just want to pause there again.
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It's very, very interesting here
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what John is doing.
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Sorry,
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it's very interesting
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in two ways.
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The first one is
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if you go back
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and read the Gospel of John
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from the beginning till now
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and it's made a bit easier
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if you have a Bible like mine
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where the words of Jesus
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are in red,
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it makes it easier
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to figure out certain things.
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But if you go and look
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and see in John's Gospel
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what is the very first thing
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that Jesus ever says
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recorded in John's Gospel?
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It is,
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what do you seek?
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Very, very first words
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that Jesus says.
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It isn't a declaration,
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it's a question.
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What are you seeking?
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And it's really
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a very, very interesting question
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to every human being,
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isn't it?
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Like, what are you seeking?
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You can ask that of,
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you could ask that of Trudeau,
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you could ask that of Andrew Scheer,
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you could ask of a street person,
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you could ask of everyone.
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Like, what are you seeking?
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What are your idols?
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What's driving you?
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It's the very, very first words
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that Jesus says.
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The same thing
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can also be translated
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as whom you are seeking.
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Sort of a bit better
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to translate it as what.
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And so Jesus asks
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virtually the identical question
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of his enemies.
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Whom are you seeking?
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So just as the beginning
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of his ministry,
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his public ministry
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and his open teaching,
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it's going to be prefaced
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with this idea of,
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like, okay,
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as you're coming to deal with me,
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and you might think
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that you're in control,
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and you might just think
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that you can be acquiring information,
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or it's just all about power,
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Jesus asks a heart question
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in all of your interactions with me.
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What are you really seeking?
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Because what we're seeking
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is going to have
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a profound effect
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and impact
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on how we deal with people.
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That's what's going to go
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in the story.
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As the story goes on,
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we'll see that the soldiers
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aren't seeking,
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the soldiers and the police
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aren't seeking justice.
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We're going to see
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that Annas and Pilate
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aren't seeking justice,
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that they're seeking power,
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they're seeking other types
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of things,
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they're not seeking truth.
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If they were seeking truth,
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there'd be a whole pile
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of things that they would
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do very different,
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but what they really are seeking
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is power.
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And because what they're
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really seeking is power,
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personal power,
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it blinds them to truth
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and blinds them to the value,
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it blinds them to a whole pile
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of other things.
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And so it's a really important thing
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for us to think about this.
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There are some of us here
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who have very,
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very little power.
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But all of us have
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some degree of power.
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Maybe it's a parent
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who has power over their child
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or you have power
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in your group of friends,
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some type of authority
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or influence.
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And the question always is,
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how are you actually using that?
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There's another thing
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which is really important
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for us just to note here.
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It's not an important part
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of the story,
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but it's an important thing
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for us just to pause on.
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It's very hard
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to be an out Christian today.
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I love that term
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from the gay lexicon
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of being out.
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And it's very hard
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to be an out Christian today
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if we think about it.
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And one of the things
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which is so wonderful
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about this text
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is that Jesus,
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he knows that he's going to die.
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He knows that these people
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are his enemies,
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but he walks towards them.
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He walks towards his enemies.
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And in some small way,
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but an important way,
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Jesus is modeling
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something here
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which should be
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very important to us,
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that we should be willing
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to be out Christians
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and that God doesn't want us
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to live in fear.
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He doesn't want us
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to live in our city in fear,
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in this world in fear.
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He wants us to be people
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who walks toward the other,
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who walks towards other people,
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who walks towards situations
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rather than hiding from them
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and walking away.
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He wants us to have a type of
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just confidence in God
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and love for people
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and concern for people
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that we walk towards them
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but not live in fear.
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Well, what happens
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next is very, very interesting.
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So Jesus, verse 4,
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Jesus asks them this question,
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whom do you speak,
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whom do you seek?
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In verse 5,
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they answered him,
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Jesus of Nazareth.
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And Jesus said to them,
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I am he.
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Judas, who betrayed him,
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was standing with him.
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And just pause here again
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for another second.
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So it's not obvious here
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to us maybe,
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some of you have heard me
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say this before,
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but it's an important part
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of this text,
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is that when they,
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so Jesus said,
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whom do you seek?
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And they don't say,
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Rabbi,
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we're coming to see
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Jesus the Rabbi
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or we're coming to see
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Jesus the Prophet.
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They say,
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we're coming to see,
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we're seeking Jesus of Nazareth
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and that's a put down.
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Would be just the same
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as if one of us,
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if you went to Manhattan
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in New York City
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or you went to Washington
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or you went to Hollywood
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and somebody came
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and introduced you
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will use me as an example.
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This is George
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from Brudenell.
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Okay,
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none of you know
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where Brudenell is.
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If you do come
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and speak to me afterwards
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because you're a bit weird
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or you must be
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from that region,
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Brudenell is a spot
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on a map
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between nowhere and nowhere.
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Tremor is a spot
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on the map
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between nowhere and nowhere.
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Clontarf,
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spot on the,
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I used to have points there
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by the way
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as a minister.
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So what they're saying
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is this is Jesus
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of Nowheresville.
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This is Jesus
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who is unimportant
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because he's from Nazareth
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and nothing good
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comes from Nazareth,
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nothing important.
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It's nowhere.
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It's Hicksville.
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It's a hillbilly.
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He's not properly educated,
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doesn't have the right connections.
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Who are we looking for?
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We are looking for Jesus,
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the nobody.
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That's what they're basically saying
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in response
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to who they're looking.
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And Jesus,
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by the way,
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when all the,
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there's three times
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in this text
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where Jesus says,
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I am he,
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but literally he says,
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I am.
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Now it can mean I am he,
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but it can also mean
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the divine name.
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That's how he answers,
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three times,
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I am.
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I am,
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I am,
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I am.
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And the text makes
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a big point
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of saying that Jesus,
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Judas,
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who betrayed them
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was standing with them.
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So the disciples
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are behind Jesus
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in the garden.
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Judas,
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Jesus walks
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towards his enemies.
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He walks across the room,
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so to speak,
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and his enemies
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are all there,
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maybe gathered around
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and they say,
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Jesus says,
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whom do you seek?
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They respond
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with Jesus,
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the nobody.
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Jesus says,
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I am he.
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Judas is with them.
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And then the next thing
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is very,
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very interesting.
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Verse six.
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When Jesus said to them,
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I am he,
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they drew back
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and fell to the ground.
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I don't know
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how many of you
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have experience
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in the charismatic world,
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but charismatics
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would say,
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they just all got
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slain in the spirit.
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That's what's happened.
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Jesus says,
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I am.
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Boom.
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They all go down.
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All of them.
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The soldiers,
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the police officers,
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Judas,
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they all get knocked
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to the ground.
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The swords,
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the lanterns,
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the armor,
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none of it matters.
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Boom.
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Boom.
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Just says who he is
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and down they go.
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Every one of them.
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Now,
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I'm not saying
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that every time
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in a charismatic gathering
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somebody gets slain
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in the spirit
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that's an example of that.
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I'm not saying that.
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I've only had one time
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when I prayed for somebody
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and they fell down.
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I have to confess,
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I had the feeling
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that they wanted
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to fall down,
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but I don't know.
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Like,
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in heaven,
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I'll find out
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whether they wanted
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to fall down
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because it would be
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more spiritual
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or whether they
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actually just did.
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I prayed for them
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and down they went.
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It's only happened
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to me once,
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but some people
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it happens to them a lot.
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And I'm not saying
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that every time
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it happens
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it's human
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because we can see here
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that Jesus does it.
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And this is going to be
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very, very important
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to the rest of the story.
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You know,
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there's an old Christian
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saying that
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when Jesus is hanging
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on the cross
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dying for us,
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it's not the nails
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that hold them
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to the cross
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but his love
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for you and me.
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And this is seen here
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very powerfully
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in this story.
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Jesus just knocks
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them all down.
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How could these people
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possibly capture Jesus
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and put him on the cross
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if he just by a mere act
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of his will
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can put them all
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on the ground?
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It helps emphasize
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that whatever's going
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to happen
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is voluntary.
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Jesus is walking
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towards his suffering.
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he's not truly
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being captured.
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The story continues.
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So what happened?
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By the way here,
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this is also a very, very
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one of the things
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which is so wonderful
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about the story
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that we don't think
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of often about
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but this is an opportunity
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for Judas to repent.
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This is an opportunity
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for the soldiers
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to repent.
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This is an opportunity
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for the police
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to question
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what they're doing
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which is the beginning
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of repentance.
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So how do they respond?
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Verse 7
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So he asked them again
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they all eventually
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get up
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he asked them again
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whom do you seek
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and they said
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Jesus of nowhere
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Jesus of nowhere
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Jesus answered
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I told you
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that I am he
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so if you seek me
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let these men go
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this was to fulfill
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what he had spoken
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of those whom you gave me
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I have lost
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not one
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and just sort of pause
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why do Christians
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believe that the New Testament
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is also part of the Bible
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because when Jesus
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quotes the Bible
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he says words
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he says
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he'll regularly say
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in the New Testament
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when he's quoting
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the Old Testament
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he'll say
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this was to fulfill
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the word
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that was spoken
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so it's a
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it's a formula thing
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that shows that God
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had said it
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that it has authority
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and now
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John is applying
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this same thing
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to the words of Jesus
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it's a very subtle
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literary thing
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that's showing
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that Jesus' words
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have that type
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of same divine authority
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that the Father has
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now remember
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I said to you
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that this story
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speaks directly
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into the whole world
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of religious violence
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it speaks to
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the abuse of power
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that's going to become
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more and more clear
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as we go on
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Jesus obviously has
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a type of vast
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untapped
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spiritual authority
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which is just present
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by his mere act
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of his will
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that the soldiers
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and police officers
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with their weapons
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and their armor
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can just
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they just all collapse
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just by a mere act
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of his will
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but Peter
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is human
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and
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why have
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spiritual power
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if you got a sword
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it doesn't really matter
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in a sense
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what Jesus has said
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I got a sword
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and I'm going to fix this
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and that's what happens
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here in verse 10
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then Simon Peter
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having a sword
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drew it
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and struck
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the high priest's servant
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and cut off
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his right ear
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the servant's name
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was Malchus
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and these next words
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are really important
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so Jesus said to Peter
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put your sword
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into its sheath
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shall I not drink
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the cup
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that the father
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has given me
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and we're going to
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talk about the cup
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again in a
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couple of minutes
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but we have here
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in this text
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in a very very
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pithy form
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from Jesus
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a clear rejection
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the sword
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never advances
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the gospel
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the sword
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never advances
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the gospel
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we Christians
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I mean probably
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not the ones of us
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here in this room
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but you know
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the fact of the matter
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is is that if somebody
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says to us
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well what about this
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and what about that
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in Christian history
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we have to just say
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that was wrong
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but we learn
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that it's wrong
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not because we've
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taken Rogerian therapy
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or because we've
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learned from
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post-modern
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literary criticism
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or Nietzsche
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that everything's
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about power
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we can just say
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any Christian
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like we could
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actually just take
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them listen
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any Christian
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throughout history
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or any Christian
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today that uses
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the sword
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the power of the
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sword to advance
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the Christian faith
-
to advance the gospel
-
all you have to do
-
is look here at
-
verse 11
-
of John chapter 18
John 18 chapter mention
-
like if we were
-
listening to that
-
we would know
-
that you don't do that
-
that the power
-
of the sword
-
does not advance
-
the gospel
-
this by the way
-
isn't an argument
-
for pacifism
-
amongst the nations
-
it's just an argument
-
for the fact
-
that the sword
-
doesn't advance
-
the gospel
-
and some of you
-
might be wondering
-
why doesn't it
-
mention here
-
that Jesus
-
heals the man's ear
-
and I'm just
-
going to say this
-
you just
-
I mean we can have
-
some conversations
-
about this over
-
today and over
-
the next couple
-
of weeks
-
there's no
-
fundamental
-
contradiction
-
between the four
-
different biographies
-
of Jesus
-
about how they
-
picture what
-
happens in that
-
evening and over
-
the next few
-
hours
-
John doesn't
-
just he just
-
chooses not to
-
tell that particular
-
detail of the story
-
he has his own
-
particular way that
-
he's trying to
-
tell the story
-
and you can go
-
back and you can
-
put them all
-
together
-
there's lots of
-
different scholars
-
who've combined
-
all the different
-
things
-
but what we're
-
listening to is
-
we're listening to
-
John's account
-
and one of the
-
things that John
-
wants to really
-
emphasize is this
-
whole problem
-
of power
-
and how power
-
bends people
-
out of shape
-
because we're
-
going to see in a
-
moment that this
-
very very same
-
guy who's all
-
emboldened to
-
take his sword
-
and attack
-
somebody within
-
a few moments
-
when some young
-
snippet of a
-
woman says
-
by the way
-
aren't you a
-
disciple of Jesus
-
completely and
-
utterly cowers
-
before her
-
because of all
-
of the idols
-
that we seek
-
and power is a
-
huge idol
-
that we seek
-
it always has
-
feet of clay
-
it always has
-
feet of clay
-
it almost always
-
just makes us
-
paranoid
-
and it makes us
-
worried
-
and as we see
-
time and time
-
again throughout
-
human history
-
sometime
-
people who have
-
the greatest power
-
just somehow
-
or another
-
make the dumbest
-
mistakes and
-
the weakness
-
in the most
-
unlikely of
-
all places
-
things and
-
that's going
-
to be
-
communicated in
-
the form of
-
this story
-
as we
-
continue
-
so verse 12
-
so the band
-
of the soldiers
-
and their
-
captain and
-
the officers
-
of the Jews
-
arrested Jesus
-
and bound him
-
in the original
-
language the word
-
captain
-
John has
-
correctly identified
-
the correct
-
military term
-
for a person
-
who is in
-
charge of a
-
cohort
-
in Roman
-
military terminology
-
for that time
-
period
-
he uses the
-
right military
-
technical term
-
verse 13
-
so they capture
-
him
-
and first they
-
lead him
-
they led him
-
to Annas
-
for he was
-
the father-in-law
-
of Caiaphas
-
who was the
-
high priest
-
that year
-
it was Caiaphas
-
who had advised
-
the Jewish
-
leaders
-
that it would
-
be expedient
-
that one man
-
should die
-
for the people
-
see how there's
-
this constant
-
language of the
-
problem of power
-
what they really
-
mean is
-
we all know
-
that what the
-
people really
-
need
-
is people like
-
us
-
to lead them
-
and as long
-
as there's people
-
like us
-
who are in
-
power and
-
authority
-
well
-
that's how the
-
people thrive
-
we have this
-
man
-
this
-
tiresome
-
irksome
-
itinerant
-
nobody
-
from nowhere
-
is filled
-
and wouldn't
-
it be far
-
better for
-
the people
-
if that
-
irksome
-
man
-
was gone
-
and it's
-
really interesting
-
because John
-
when he records
-
this first thing
-
by Caiaphas
-
he said that
-
Caiaphas
-
unwittingly
-
is actually
-
speaking a
-
profound truth
-
in fact that
-
it's going to
-
be far better
-
that Jesus
-
dies for the
-
people
-
that Jesus
-
comes to die
-
for the people
-
you see
-
this is another
-
thing here
-
about this
-
insight
-
about the
-
problem
-
with power
-
at the end
-
of the day
-
God is always
-
only working
-
on plan
-
A
-
God doesn't
-
have plan
-
B
-
C
-
D
-
E
-
F
-
he doesn't
-
say
-
oh
-
dang
-
they captured
-
Jesus
-
I guess
-
I better
-
come up
-
with another
-
plan
-
it's not
-
like watching
-
your typical
-
thriller
-
where in
-
your typical
-
thriller
-
something
-
goes
-
I just
-
started watching
-
this Netflix
-
film about
-
retired
-
army rangers
-
wanting to
-
steal a
-
drug lord's
-
money
-
and of course
-
halfway through
-
the movie
-
there's a
-
problem with
-
the helicopter
-
that doesn't
-
describe the
-
gospels or
-
God
-
he never
-
has
-
that's no
-
spoiler alert
-
by the way
-
that you
-
expect that
-
there's going
-
to be some
-
problem that
-
goes on in
-
the movie
-
in a movie
-
like that
-
but God
-
never is
-
sort of
-
working on
-
dealing with
-
curveballs that
-
come his way
-
and he has
-
to have a
-
different
-
thing
-
and so
-
what we
-
see here
-
is that
-
what that
-
means is
-
this
-
there's two
-
fundamentally
-
different ways
-
that God
-
uses us
-
he uses
-
us as
-
his friend
-
or he
-
uses us
-
as his
-
tool
-
see he
-
uses us
-
as his
-
friend
-
when we
-
submit to
-
him
-
when we
-
say
-
Lord
-
may you
-
guide and
-
direct my
-
day today
-
Lord
-
could you
-
give me a
-
chance
-
where I
-
can bear
-
witness to
-
you today
-
Lord can
-
you show
-
me in
-
the office
-
how I
-
can pray
-
for people
-
Lord
-
there's a
-
situation
-
in the
-
office
-
they want
-
to do
-
something
-
which is
-
wrong
-
and I
-
don't know
-
how to
-
deal with
-
that
-
I know
-
I can't
-
do it
-
I just
-
give it
-
into your
-
hands
-
can you
-
either
-
give me
-
the courage
-
and the
-
strength
-
to not
-
go along
-
with it
-
or could
-
you just
-
work it
-
so that
-
they
-
realize
-
either
-
they
-
shouldn't
-
do it
-
or you
-
know
-
and we
-
pray
-
into it
-
and God
-
uses you
-
in that
-
way
-
and he's
-
using you
-
as his
-
friend
-
but other
-
times he
-
uses you
-
but he's
-
using you
-
as his
-
tool
-
and as we
-
see throughout
-
the entire
-
story
-
Caiaphas
-
who is the
-
high priest
-
ironically
-
his relationship
-
with God
-
is like
-
this
-
it is
-
like this
-
but it
-
doesn't mean
-
that God
-
never uses
-
him
-
but he
-
doesn't
-
use him
-
the same
-
way that he
-
uses a man
-
or a woman
-
whose posture
-
to God
-
is like
-
this
-
who is
-
now being
-
used as
-
his friend
-
and what
-
the text
-
those who
-
know a
-
little bit
-
about the
-
history
-
know that
-
Annas
-
is technically
-
not the
-
high priest
-
right then
-
he was the
-
high priest
-
he was the
-
patriarch
-
this just
-
comes right
-
out of
-
power and
-
politics
-
Annas was
-
the high
-
priest
-
he was
-
deposed
-
by the
-
Romans
-
but he
-
continued
-
to be
-
the power
-
behind the
-
throne
-
five of
-
his sons
-
became
-
high priest
-
and Caiaphas
-
is his
-
son-in-law
-
and so
-
for an
-
extended
-
period of
-
time
-
they might
-
be somebody
-
technically
-
who's the
-
high priest
-
but there's
-
the power
-
behind the
-
throne
-
the one
-
who actually
-
exercises
-
the real
-
power
-
and that's
-
Annas
-
and he
-
wants to
-
see Jesus
-
and so
-
the authorities
-
don't bring
-
him first
-
to the
-
Sanhedrin
-
they don't
-
bring him
-
to Caiaphas
-
they don't
-
bring them
-
they don't
-
bring Jesus
-
to lawful
-
authority
-
they bring
-
him to
-
the power
-
that is
-
controlling
-
the temple
-
for their
-
own
-
ends
-
the Bible
-
is a
-
constant
-
critique
-
of how
-
religion
-
is used
-
to further
-
your own
-
power
-
and interest
-
it is
-
a constant
-
critique
-
of those
-
who like
-
to advertise
-
in their
-
business
-
listings
-
that they're
-
evangelicals
-
so that
-
people who
-
are
-
Christians
-
will go
-
to their
-
businesses
-
and they
-
can get
-
away
-
with
-
charging
-
more
-
or on
-
the other
-
hand
-
those of
-
us who
-
go looking
-
for a
-
Christian
-
business
-
so they
-
will be
-
we can
-
try to
-
force
-
them to
-
charge
-
us
-
less
-
that's
-
never
-
happened
-
to a
-
single
-
person
-
in this
-
room
-
I'm
-
sure
-
but it
-
is a
-
constant
-
critique
-
of the
-
use
-
of
-
religion
-
in
-
particular
-
the
-
use
-
of
-
Christianity
-
to
-
line
-
your
-
own
-
pocket
-
and
-
make
-
yourself
-
powerful
-
so
-
Jesus
-
sorry
-
verse
-
14
-
verse
-
13
-
again
-
they
-
led
-
him
-
to
-
Annas
-
for
-
he
-
was
-
the
-
father
-
in
-
law
-
of
-
Caiaphas
-
who
-
was
-
the
-
high
-
priest
-
that
-
year
-
it
-
was
-
Caiaphas
-
who
-
advised
-
the
-
Jews
-
that
-
it
-
would
-
be
-
expedient
-
that
-
one
-
man
-
should
-
die
-
for
-
the
-
another
-
disciple
-
it's
-
John
-
referring
-
to
-
himself
-
since
-
that
-
disciple
-
was
-
known
-
to
-
the
-
high
-
priest
-
he
-
entered
-
with
-
Jesus
-
into
-
the
-
courtyard
-
of
-
the
-
high
-
priest
-
but
-
Peter
-
stood
-
outside
-
of
-
the
-
door
-
so
-
the
-
other
-
disciple
-
who
-
was
-
known
-
to
-
the
-
high
-
priest
-
went
-
out
-
and
-
spoke
-
to
-
the
-
servant
-
girl
-
who
-
kept
-
watch
-
at
-
the
-
door
-
and
-
brought
-
Peter
-
in
-
the
-
servant
-
girl
-
at
-
the
-
door
-
said
-
to
-
Peter
-
you
-
also
-
are
-
not
-
one
-
of
-
this
-
men's
-
disciples
-
are
-
you
-
complicated
-
but
-
see
-
aren't
-
you
-
one
-
of
-
his
-
disciples
-
here's
-
this
-
big
-
strong
-
fisherman
-
brandishing
-
a sword
-
half an
-
hour
-
20
-
minutes
-
earlier
-
and
-
between
-
the
-
lowly
-
servant
-
girl
-
who
-
stuck
-
at
-
the
-
door
-
in
-
the
-
middle
-
of
-
the
-
night
-
he
-
says
-
I
-
am
-
not
-
I
-
am
-
not
-
verse
-
18
-
now
-
the
-
servants
-
and
-
officers
-
had
-
made
-
a
-
charcoal
-
fire
-
because
-
it
-
was
-
cold
-
and
-
they
-
were
-
standing
-
and
-
warming
-
themselves
-
Peter
-
also
-
was
-
with
-
them
-
standing
-
and
-
warming
-
himself
-
and
-
some
-
of
-
you
-
might
-
know
-
this
-
some
-
of
-
you
-
might
-
not
-
there's
-
only
-
two
-
places
-
in
-
the
-
entire
-
New
-
Testament
-
where
-
a
-
coal
-
fire
-
is
-
mentioned
-
here
-
and
-
after
-
Jesus'
-
resurrection
-
when
-
he
-
reinstates
-
Peter
-
you
-
might
-
remember
-
we'll
-
see
-
the
-
story
-
in
-
a
-
couple
-
of
-
weeks
-
that
-
Jesus
-
has
-
died
-
he's
-
risen
-
from
-
the
-
dead
-
the
-
disciples
-
now
-
know
-
that
-
Jesus
-
is
-
risen
-
from
-
the
-
dead
-
they've
-
done
-
some
-
fishing
-
they need
-
to
-
make
-
a
-
few
-
bucks
-
and
-
as
-
they're
-
doing
-
their
-
fishing
-
they see
-
a man
-
on
-
the
-
beach
-
and
-
he
-
has
-
a
-
fire
-
and
-
Peter
-
recognizes
-
it's
-
Jesus
-
and
-
they
-
go
-
there
-
and
-
it's
-
a
-
the
-
same
-
man
-
who
-
denies
-
Jesus
-
three
-
times
-
Peter
-
will
-
now
-
be
-
asked
-
by
-
Jesus
-
three
-
times
-
do
-
you
-
love
-
me
-
and
-
in
-
John's
-
gospel
-
the
-
link
-
of
-
the
-
charcoal
-
fire
-
is
-
specifically
-
the
-
link
-
the
-
denial
-
of
-
Jesus
-
by
-
Peter
-
being
-
reinstated
-
so
-
verse
-
19
-
the
-
high
-
priest
-
then
-
questioned
-
Jesus
-
and
-
the
-
order
-
is
-
important
-
remember
-
I
-
said
-
to
-
you
-
what's
-
going
-
on
-
in
-
this
-
story
-
is
-
a
-
concern
-
for
-
power
-
not
-
for
-
truth
-
but
-
for
-
power
-
and
-
so
-
Annas
-
is
-
questioning
-
Jesus
-
about
-
his
-
disciples
-
before
-
he
-
questions
-
him
-
about
-
his
-
teaching
-
how
-
many
-
disciples
-
do
-
you
-
got
-
what
-
positions
-
of
-
authority
-
are
-
they
-
in
-
how
-
can
-
we
-
root
-
them
-
out
-
this
-
is
-
the
-
language
-
of
-
every
-
tyrant
-
throughout
-
history
-
and
-
every
-
tyrant
-
today
-
they
-
want
-
to
-
root
-
out
-
the
-
people
-
because
-
they're
-
concerned
-
with
-
their
-
power
-
Jesus
-
in
-
verse
-
20
-
answered
-
him
-
I
-
have
-
spoken
-
openly
-
to
-
the
-
world
-
I
-
have
-
always
-
taught
-
in
-
synagogues
-
and
-
in
-
the
-
temple
-
where
-
all
-
the
-
Jews
-
come
-
together
-
I
-
have
-
said
-
nothing
-
in
-
secret
-
why
-
do
-
you
-
ask
-
me
-
ask
-
those
-
who
-
have
-
heard
-
me
-
what
-
I
-
said
-
to
-
them
-
they
-
know
-
what
-
I
-
said
-
when
-
he
-
had
-
said
-
these
-
things
-
one
-
of
-
the
-
officers
-
standing
-
by
-
struck
-
Jesus
-
with
-
his
-
hand
-
in
-
the
-
original
-
language
-
it's
-
emphasized
-
that he
-
strikes
-
Jesus
-
on
-
Jesus'
-
face
-
with
-
his
-
hand
-
saying
-
is
-
that
-
how
-
you
-
answer
-
the
-
high
-
priest
-
and
-
Jesus
-
answered
-
him
-
if
-
what
-
I
-
said
-
is
-
wrong
-
bear
-
witness
-
about
-
the
-
wrong
-
but
-
if
-
Jesus
-
and
-
send
-
him
-
to
-
Caiaphas
-
the
-
high
-
priest
-
and
-
then
-
we're
-
going
-
to
-
have
-
which
-
John
-
doesn't
-
record
-
all
-
of
-
the
-
shenanigans
-
of
-
going
-
around
-
to
-
the
-
different
-
Jewish
-
people
-
and
-
the
-
different
-
courts
-
and
-
the
-
show
-
trial
-
and
-
all
-
of
-
that
-
other
-
type
-
of
-
stuff
-
but
-
what
-
John
-
is
-
emphasizing
-
here
-
is
-
that
-
in
-
the
-
face
-
of
-
a
-
concern
-
for
-
power
-
and
-
Annas
-
acting
-
in
-
secret
-
and
-
not
-
actually
-
having
-
any
-
legal
-
type
-
of
-
authority
-
to
-
do
-
what
-
he's
-
done
-
Jesus'
-
response
-
is to
-
bear
-
witness
-
to
-
the
-
truth
-
and
-
say
-
that
-
in
-
contrast
-
to
-
a
-
concern
-
to
-
stay
-
and
-
work
-
pull
-
the
-
strings
-
behind
-
the
-
scene
-
in
-
contrast
-
to
-
that
-
I
-
speak
-
openly
-
to
-
the
-
people
-
the
-
truth
-
is
-
something
-
which
-
I
-
proclaim
-
openly
-
in
-
public
-
not
-
in
-
secret
-
just
-
before
-
we
-
wrap
-
it
-
up
-
there's
-
a
-
few
-
more
-
verses
-
now
-
Simon
-
Peter
-
was
-
standing
-
and
-
warming
-
himself
-
so
-
they
-
said
-
to
-
him
-
this
-
is
-
verse
-
25
-
they
-
said
-
to
-
him
-
you
-
also
-
are not
-
one
-
of
-
his
-
disciples
-
are
-
you
-
he
-
denied
-
it
-
and
-
said
-
I
-
am
-
not
-
one
-
of
-
the
-
servants
-
of
-
the
-
high
-
priest
-
a
-
relative
-
of
-
the
-
man
-
whose
-
ear
-
Peter
-
had
-
cut
-
off
-
asked
-
didn't
-
I
-
see
-
you
-
so
-
it's
-
a
-
very
-
powerful
-
story
-
just
-
to
-
wrap
-
this
-
all
-
up
-
a
-
couple
-
of
-
points
-
if
-
you
-
could
-
put
-
the
-
first
-
one
-
up
-
it's
-
this
-
spiritual
-
power
-
is
-
real
-
because
-
the
-
God
-
revealed
-
by
-
Jesus
-
is
-
real
-
spiritual
-
power
-
is
-
real
-
because
-
the
-
God
-
revealed
-
by
-
Jesus
-
is
-
real
-
you
-
know
-
if
-
we
-
think
-
about
-
it
-
in
-
our
-
culture
-
you
-
know
-
I
-
don't
-
generally
-
watch
-
horror
-
movies
-
and
-
occasionally
-
you
-
know
-
what
-
when
-
I
-
watch
-
some
-
of
-
these
-
movies
-
that
-
supposedly
-
talk
-
about
-
different
-
spiritual
-
realities
-
it
-
captures
-
something
-
very
-
telling
-
about
-
our
-
culture
-
on
-
one
-
hand
-
in
-
our
-
culture
-
there's
-
very
-
many
-
people
-
who've
-
given
-
up
-
on
-
the
-
idea
-
that
-
human
-
being
-
that
-
just
-
cause
-
and
-
effect
-
and
-
you
-
know
-
that
-
there's
-
no
-
mystery
-
that
-
there's
-
nothing
-
like
-
angels
-
there's
-
nothing
-
like
-
demons
-
that
-
human
-
beings
-
don't
-
have
-
any
-
free
-
will
-
that
-
there's
-
nothing
-
spiritual
-
about
-
the
-
world
-
or
-
life
-
they've
-
rejected
-
that
-
whole
-
thought
-
of
-
materialism
-
and
-
naturalism
-
we read
-
Deepak Chopra
-
we read
-
those types
-
of spiritual
-
writers
-
there's a
-
large number
-
of people
-
who will
-
go and
-
they'll
-
call down
-
the moon
-
goddess
-
they embrace
-
Wiccan
-
they
-
understand
-
and believe
-
that there's
-
paranormal
-
things
-
they seek
-
out
-
therapies
-
and other
-
types
-
of
-
things
-
which
-
purport
-
to touch
-
the different
-
spiritual
-
powers
-
and energies
-
within a
-
human being
-
and manipulate
-
those spiritual
-
powers
-
and there
-
are many
-
people in
-
our culture
-
who've
-
abandoned
-
naturalism
-
they've
-
abandoned
-
materialism
-
they've
-
turned their
-
back on
-
it
-
and they've
-
accepted
-
the spiritual
-
realities
-
that exist
-
in the
-
world
-
and however
-
it is
-
that they've
-
conceived
-
of it
-
and they
-
understand
-
that there's
-
some type
-
of a
-
spiritual
-
longing
-
that
-
materialism
-
and naturalism
-
just can't
-
account for
-
but the
-
problem is
-
I've talked
-
to quite a
-
few people
-
who are
-
that way
-
but the
-
problem is
-
they don't
-
know how
-
to balance
-
it with
-
science
-
it's as
-
if they
-
live
-
it's as
-
if
-
without
-
realizing
-
it
-
you know
-
if you
-
try to
-
stand
-
on a
-
you know
-
those
-
balls
-
that some
-
offices
-
have
-
that people
-
sit on
-
I don't
-
know what
-
the name
-
for them
-
is
-
but imagine
-
you try
-
to stand
-
on that
-
ball
-
and there's
-
a lot of
-
people in our
-
culture
-
they're trying
-
to stand
-
not only
-
in that
-
ball
-
but a
-
second
-
ball
-
which is
-
apart from
-
it
-
on a
-
very
-
very
-
slippery
-
floor
-
and the
-
fact of
-
the matter
-
is you
-
can't put
-
your feet
-
on both
-
balls
-
on a
-
very
-
slippery
-
floor
-
you're
-
just
-
going to
-
keep
-
falling
-
all the
-
time
-
and that's
-
the
-
problem
-
talking
-
about
-
ghosts
-
yet
-
somehow
-
or another
-
they can
-
put it
-
in a
-
box
-
and they
-
can't
-
actually
-
even
-
think
-
of how
-
to conceive
-
of these
-
spiritual
-
things
-
without
-
there being
-
something
-
material
-
or
-
scientific
-
that's
-
connected
-
to it
-
the fact
-
of the
-
matter
-
is
-
if they
-
completely
-
and utterly
-
embraced
-
the
-
spiritual
-
point of
-
view
-
of the
-
world
-
then you
-
would
-
have
-
what was
-
present
-
in North
-
America
-
before
-
science
-
and reason
-
came
-
it's
-
what would
-
happen
-
in many
-
places
-
in Asia
-
and in
-
Africa
-
where you
-
believe
-
that every
-
bush
-
and every
-
tree
-
and every
-
stream
-
is also
-
a god
-
or has
-
some type
-
of spiritual
-
presence
-
and the
-
fact of the
-
matter is
-
is that
-
science
-
could never
-
develop
-
in such
-
a world
-
because
-
science
-
depends
-
upon the
-
ability
-
to do
-
an
-
experiment
-
and
-
afterwards
-
you measure
-
the experiment
-
and you
-
trust that
-
if you have
-
a theory
-
and you
-
do the
-
experiment
-
you can
-
come to
-
conclusions
-
you can
-
sort of
-
figure out
-
how the
-
natural
-
world
-
works
-
but if
-
you live
-
in a
-
world
-
where
-
every
-
stream
-
has a
-
spiritual
-
power
-
and every
-
tree
-
and bush
-
has a
-
spiritual
-
power
-
you
-
couldn't
-
actually
-
do an
-
experiment
-
that works
-
because you
-
wouldn't know
-
if the
-
tree
-
just
-
the spirit
-
of the
-
tree
-
just decided
-
to have a
-
different result
-
and so we
-
have a world
-
where on one
-
hand there's
-
this attempt
-
to understand
-
that there's
-
something
-
spiritual
-
and they
-
try to
-
reach out
-
and to
-
understand it
-
but at the
-
same time
-
they keep
-
it's as if
-
on one
-
time
-
they're on
-
one ball
-
with the
-
spiritual
-
thing
-
and then
-
they jump
-
to the
-
other ball
-
which is
-
all science
-
there's this
-
one fellow
-
I've talked
-
to quite a
-
few times
-
and I just
-
keep challenging
-
him
-
how is it
-
that you
-
can accept
-
evolution
-
and at the
-
same time
-
accept all
-
these spiritual
-
realities
-
and he can't
-
he jumps
-
from one
-
ball to the
-
other back
-
and forward
-
only the
-
gospel makes
-
it clear
-
only the
-
bible
-
makes it
-
clear
-
because the
-
bible shows
-
how there
-
is a god
-
that all
-
things came
-
to be not
-
because of
-
a what
-
but because
-
of a who
-
that there
-
is a god
-
who does
-
exist
-
who's created
-
all things
-
and he
-
created
-
not only
-
a physical
-
world
-
but he also
-
created angels
-
and we know
-
that some
-
angels have
-
fallen
-
and that they
-
are demons
-
and so there's
-
a bad
-
spiritual reality
-
as well
-
and we know
-
that the god
-
who created
-
all things
-
and made
-
a world
-
where science
-
can understand
-
things
-
also made
-
human beings
-
to not just
-
be a body
-
but also
-
to have a soul
-
and also
-
to have a mind
-
that in fact
-
that natural
-
laws and
-
science
-
and all those
-
things cannot
-
account for
-
everything that
-
goes on in a
-
human being
-
that the idea
-
that there is
-
love
-
there is truth
-
there is beauty
-
there is goodness
-
there is
-
these other
-
things which
-
are not
-
physical
-
Christianity
-
is the only
-
system of
-
thought that
-
actually allows
-
you to understand
-
that there can
-
be both a
-
natural world
-
and a
-
spiritual world
-
because there
-
is the one
-
god who's
-
created both
-
and has revealed
-
the ways that
-
you can understand
-
both in the
-
proper way
-
and so when we
-
see here with
-
Jesus in the
-
story that by
-
the mere exercise
-
of his will
-
he knocks the
-
soldiers he
-
knocks the
-
police officers
-
down we
-
understand that
-
that is real
-
because spiritual
-
power is real
-
because the
-
god revealed
-
by Jesus
-
is real
-
another thing
-
which is really
-
important
-
if you could
-
put up the
-
second point
-
have to deal
-
with this
-
very briefly
-
god's grace
-
and mercy
-
are very real
-
so failure
-
betrayal
-
denial
-
and abandonment
-
do not have
-
to be final
-
every single
-
one of us
-
have been
-
victims of
-
this
-
some of us
-
have been
-
the perpetrators
-
of it
-
some of us
-
have been the
-
victims of
-
somebody who's
-
denied us
-
or abandoned
-
us or failed
-
us and others
-
of us have
-
and most of us
-
have been both
-
by the way
-
we've both
-
failed others
-
and we've been
-
failed against
-
and in our
-
culture we just
-
want to say
-
well that's not
-
the final word
-
things can get
-
better but the
-
fact of the
-
matter is in
-
our culture
-
the final word
-
about all of
-
us is death
-
I don't know
-
how much Al Gore's
-
film and
-
inconvenient truth
-
documented
-
inconvenient truths
-
but in our
-
culture the
-
reality of death
-
is the most
-
profound
-
inconvenient truth
-
that our
-
culture does
-
not want to
-
talk about
-
or think about
-
but what we
-
see here in
-
the gospel
-
it's not obvious
-
in this story
-
but it's hinted
-
at for the
-
charcoal and those
-
of us who know
-
the story know
-
the end
-
is the fact
-
of the matter
-
is that Peter's
-
failure
-
his denial
-
his abandonment
-
his religious
-
violence is not
-
the final word
-
about him
-
because the
-
final word
-
about Jesus
-
is not death
-
but life
-
he dies
-
and tastes
-
all there is
-
to taste of
-
death and on
-
the third day
-
he rises
-
having defeated
-
death and he
-
does all of
-
this out of
-
love for you
-
and me
-
he does this
-
knowing that we
-
cannot make
-
ourselves right
-
with God
-
that left
-
to ourselves
-
things like
-
betrayal and
-
abandonment
-
are in fact
-
the final words
-
about us
-
but be in
-
Jesus
-
because we
-
see the grace
-
and mercy
-
of God
-
made flesh
-
and made
-
real
-
that when we
-
put our
-
faith and
-
trust in
-
him
-
we can
-
begin to
-
believe the
-
promise in
-
Romans 8
-
that all things
-
work together
-
for them
-
that love
-
them
-
and that
-
nothing can
-
separate us
-
from the love
-
of God
-
forever
-
and that
-
the final
-
word about
-
us is that
-
you have
-
been given
-
by God
-
the Father
-
to Jesus
-
because the
-
Father loves
-
you and
-
Jesus loves
-
you
-
final takeaway
-
from this
-
whole thing
-
because Jesus
-
loves you
-
your cup
-
he drank
-
because Jesus
-
loves you
-
his cup
-
he prepared
-
for you
-
and the
-
language in
-
this story
-
about Jesus
-
saying
-
yes I have
-
the spiritual
-
power that I
-
can knock you
-
all down
-
just like that
-
but I've
-
come to
-
drink the
-
cup
-
and it's a
-
very very
-
powerful Old
-
Testament image
-
and those of
-
you who love
-
fantasy things
-
if you just
-
imagined that
-
God in a
-
sense was to
-
take all of
-
me and
-
take me in
-
his powerful
-
hand and
-
then sort of
-
just to squeeze
-
me but
-
as he squeezed
-
me the lies
-
of my life
-
come out
-
and they come
-
out it would
-
look very black
-
and foul
-
everything that
-
would come out
-
of me in
-
this sense
-
in this image
-
would be black
-
and foul
-
and underneath
-
the Lord
-
has a cup
-
and as he
-
squeezed me
-
my lies
-
come out
-
my abusive
-
power
-
comes out
-
my hatred
-
comes out
-
my envy
-
comes out
-
my lack
-
of forgiveness
-
comes out
-
my greed
-
comes out
-
we could go
-
on and on
-
and on
-
and all of
-
them as he
-
squeezes
-
all of my
-
life
-
from the
-
moment of
-
my conception
-
to what is
-
me and my
-
future
-
my debt
-
it's still
-
in the future
-
but the
-
whole of me
-
as he
-
squeezed me
-
and if you
-
just imagine
-
that everything
-
that he
-
squeezes
-
which is bad
-
and foul
-
and wrong
-
that I have
-
done
-
and all the
-
good things
-
that I should
-
have done
-
and could
-
have done
-
but didn't
-
do
-
and they're
-
all squeezed
-
and they're
-
all black
-
and they're
-
all foul
-
and they
-
all stink
-
and they
-
all go
-
into a
-
cup
-
and the
-
image here
-
is that
-
that cup
-
that if at
-
the day of
-
judgment
-
God gave
-
to me
-
to drink
-
it would
-
kill me
-
it would
-
be my
-
damnation
-
but Jesus
-
takes that
-
cup and
-
drinks it
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for me
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he takes
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that cup
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and drinks
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it for me
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because he
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loves me
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that's what's
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happening on
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the cross
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on the cross
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Jesus is
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drinking that
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cup
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for you
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and for
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me
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and the
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wonderful
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thing which
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is powerful
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because we're
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going to
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celebrate it
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right now
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if you read
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Matthew Mark
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and Luke
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and you see
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and you read
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first Corinthians
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and you see
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the institution
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of the Lord's
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Supper
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and what
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happens in
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the Lord's
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Supper
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Jesus is
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giving the
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disciples a
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10,000 feet
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in the air
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view of what's
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about to be
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happening with
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his betrayal
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and his
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death upon
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the cross
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and in that
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10,000 view
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thing what
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Jesus is
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saying is
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that I
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am the
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one who
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is instituting
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a brand
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new covenant
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between human
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beings and
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God and a
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covenant means
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that God
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will be your
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God he
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will redeem
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you he
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will care
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for you he
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will love
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you he
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will he
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will provide
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for you he
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will never
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let you go
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he will never
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abandon you he
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will never
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deny you he
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is your God
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you are his
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child by
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adoption and
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grace if you
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put your faith
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and trust in
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Jesus and
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Jesus says this
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is my body
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broken for you
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and this
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cup is the
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blood of the
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new covenant
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shed for you
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and so we
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see this very
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very powerful
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image because
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Jesus loves
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me my cup on
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the cross he
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drank and
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because Jesus
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loves me and
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you his cup the
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cup of the new
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covenant the cup
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of his broken
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body the cup of
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a brand new
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relationship with
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God by adoption
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and grace he
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prepares and
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offers for you
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please stand
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if there's any
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here who have
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not yet given
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their lives to
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Jesus all you
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have to do is
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you could even
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just use
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can you put
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that last point
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back up Andrew
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all you have to
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do is just say
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Jesus thank you
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for drinking the
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cup that was
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mine and for
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offering the cup
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that is yours
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I am yours
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just say something
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like that your
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own words it's a
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conversion prayer
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and and for all
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of us it's just a
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time to marvel at
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God's great love
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for us and Jesus
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is great love for
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us let's pray
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father we thank you
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for Jesus we
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thank you father
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that he set
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aside his power
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and divine
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prerogatives and
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his glory and
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out of love came
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and walked amongst
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us and lived
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amongst us to
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live the life that
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we could not live
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to die the death
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that we deserve
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but that if we
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died that death
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it would doom us
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forever eternal
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separation from you
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that he lived the
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life we could not
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live died the death
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that we cannot die
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he did it all for
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us so that by
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faith and trust in
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him we are given
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his life for us
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and he dies for us
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and we are given
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his life and his
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resurrection by
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faith and trust in
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him father make us
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disciples of Jesus
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who are gripped by
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the gospel learning
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to live for your
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glory and we ask
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this in the name of
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Jesus and all God's
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people say amen