Sermon
Hard Parts of Scripture: Holy War
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Transcript
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Alright, so we're finishing tonight our series on Trusting Scripture in the Modern World.
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And Hunter very helpfully talked through the issue of slavery in the Bible last time.
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And tonight we're going to carry on with a similar issue and that's I want to talk about
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Holy War.
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So we'll end our time thinking about this very difficult issue of Holy War across the
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Old Testament especially.
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Now we've so far said we made really three or four big affirmations about the Bible.
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One, the Bible is inspired.
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And that means it's God breathed and we said that that means it's triune discourse.
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Remember that first week the father, the father speaks the word, the son is the word, the
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content and the spirit interprets the word.
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Remember that in every act of encountering the word of God and it's living in active
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form the trinity, the trine God is at work in us.
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That's what we said week one.
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After that we said the Bible is also true.
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So it's inspired therefore it's true meaning it's infallible but we also added inerrant
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as an even stronger suggestion.
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And then the third time we talked about the Bible being an earthly text.
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So it's not a text that was written in heaven and then dropped down onto earth but a text
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that was written on earth by human authors.
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So it's infallible in anerrant because it's got a divine author but it's also an earthly
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text full of numerous human authors.
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And that means that you have to read it contextually.
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You have to read it in the space of when it was written and where it was written according
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to the language of the time and the culture of the time.
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Now because of that two major issues come up quite often asking the question is the Bible
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is the contents of the Bible and therefore is the Christian religion that follows the
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Bible morally regressive.
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And those two issues very commonly are slavery and the assumption of slavery as Hunter pointed
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out last time but then also maybe even more significantly holy war this concept of holy
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war that we see across the Bible.
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So here's how one scholar asked the question how do we harmonize the warrior God of Israel
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with the God of love incarnate in Jesus Christ.
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And it's not a mere academic matter at all.
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It's a really significant question because this was what the crusades were built on.
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We even see language being used from the Joshua conquest of fighting in the name of the Lord
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in a holy war in things like the Rwandan conflict as recently as that.
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And so this language of holy war has been adopted from the Bible and used in all sorts
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of situations throughout human history and including the 20th and 21st century.
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And the question is what do we do with it?
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What do we say about it?
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And so tonight I want to focus in on a specific aspect of it which is the main thing which
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is what the Bible calls harem warfare.
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Okay, our friend out there.
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We should invite him in maybe.
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Yeah, talk about holy war.
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I'll be in a war I think with him the rest of the if he continues to stand there.
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Harem warfare.
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This is the Hebrew word for holy war.
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H R M in Hebrew harem warfare.
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You'll see it sometimes used as that language.
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And there are four explicit moments in the Old Testament of the command to harem warfare.
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Joshua six.
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Jericho.
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Joshua eight.
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AI.
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Joshua 10 to 12.
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And that's the war on the southern Amorites.
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Okay, and then one more time for Samuel 15.
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So these are the times where you see harem the language of holy war being used really
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explicitly.
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Now, let me begin by reading a passage, just a couple of verses from Deuteronomy 20.
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So if you have a Bible, you can turn there to Deuteronomy 20.
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All right, let me just read two verses to you Deuteronomy 20 verse 10.
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First, when you draw near to a city to fight against it.
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First offer terms of peace to it.
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So there are two different types of war being presented in God's law.
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One, normally when you come to a land, if they will not let you in or let you pass through
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offer terms of peace.
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If they don't, if they want to fight you, then you can engage in just war.
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Okay, that's one.
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Now jump down to verse 17, I believe it is 16.
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But in the cities of these peoples that the Lord your God is giving you for inheritance,
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you shall save alive nothing that breathes, you shall devote them to complete destruction
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the Hittites, Amorites, Canaanites, Parasites, Hibites, Jebusites, as the Lord your God has
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commanded.
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I said, on the one hand, you've got one type of war when you encounter a nation in general,
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all for peace.
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But when you encounter one of these six nations, which are all members of the Canaanite people
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groups, then you shall devote them to destruction.
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That's the language of harem.
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Harem means a ban, a complete giving over to destruction, something like that.
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It can be translated in lots of different ways.
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All right.
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First thing I want to do is give you some reflections on what this is exactly.
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What is harem warfare exactly in the Bible?
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I'm just going to rattle these off and try to get through way too much material in a
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short amount of time.
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Okay.
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All right.
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Trimper Longman is helpful here.
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He's an Old Testament scholar.
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He says this, first, harem war.
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In harem war, God always presents himself as present and active in the fight for Israel.
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Okay.
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So that's a key thing that we're going to see.
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So at Jericho, for example, the angel of the Lord shows up.
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You remember this?
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And Joshua says, who are you?
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Are you for us or against us?
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And he says, yes and no, no and yes.
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I just am.
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And he leads the battle.
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He's the angel of the Lord.
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He's the son of God himself.
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God always in the harem war fights the battle.
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He leads.
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He takes over for Israel.
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Secondly, that means then that there are often unique and absurd ways that the battles
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are won.
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Right?
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It's an absurd thing to do to fight the mighty people of Jericho by walking around the fortress
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seven times.
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That's an absurdity.
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They don't use weapons.
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That's not the way you fight a battle, right?
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Which is exactly the point.
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The Lord has to win, not the people.
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That's the idea in the harem warfare.
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Third, what you also see is that the Israelites always consecrate themselves for these battles.
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So they wash ritually.
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They prepare as if they're doing something that's holy, that's consecrated, that's sanctified.
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Why?
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And here's where we start to get to the big theological idea that's happening.
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What's happening in these moments is that God is presenting these moments as types or
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symbols in real history of the recovery of Eden.
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That's the big idea that's happening all throughout these harem conquests.
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And we'll come back to that in just a minute.
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Fourth, Trimper says, there's always more going on in these conflicts than you can see.
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And the thing that you realize when you read the text very closely is that they're meant
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to be read as cosmic conflicts, not just human conflicts.
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That the Lord is coming to battle with the gods.
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And that's the language the Bible uses, the gods, lowercase g.
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It's a very generic term and it's referring to evil spirits.
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It's referring to fallen angels.
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It's referring to Satan and his hordes and minions that have come down.
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And the idea is that Satan has actually gripped the heart of these nations entirely.
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And the idea that you see when you read it very carefully is that it's meant to be read
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as the Lord battling the gods, the evil that is in the midst of these nations.
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The idols that they worship are no mere idols.
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They actually stand and represent something that's real.
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And that's evil itself, Babylon that's infected these places in these nations.
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Now that's not only true in the harem wars, but one of the first harem wars that the words
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not used is God's war against Egypt and Pharaoh in the story of the Exodus.
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So this is very present, the tin plagues.
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How do you read what's going on in the strangeness of the tin plagues, the locust and the frogs
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and the river turning to blood and all these crazy things as modern readers that we think
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about what's happening here?
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Well every single one of those plugs is the Lord saying the Nile River is not the true
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God as it was worshiped to be the true God.
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The sun and when he blacks out the sun is not the true God.
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The sun was the principal deity and ultimately Pharaoh is not a God.
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The 10th plug.
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That's the idea and Moses actually makes this very explicit in Exodus 15 when they come
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out and Moses sings his song about the Exodus.
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He says in verse 11, Oh Lord God, you have defeated the gods, the evil spirits that have
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controlled Egypt.
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You've shown who the true God is.
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So that's the big idea throughout.
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All right, fifth and finally for this first part, I think, yeah.
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After the battle, oftentimes we'll see a ceremony, something that looks almost like a covenant
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take place and in it the true King enters the city.
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So this is what Psalm 24 is about.
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Psalm 24 is a song that remembers God the King entering into his land.
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And so the whole thing breathes out, expresses this idea of the recovery of sacred space,
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the recovery of Eden, the space, the land that has been lost because of human sin.
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And so Trimper Longman helps us, I think, thinking about that.
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Nevertheless, the problems remain.
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How do we read this well, especially as modern people?
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And I want to give you some qualifications because you still come to the language of
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the text.
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They devoted all to destruction.
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And you say what we asked if you were around Sunday night, how can we talk about a good
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God in the midst of these types of texts?
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And so I want to say the same thing I said Sunday night if you were there for that, that
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you've got to read this in light of the whole Bible, but you've also got to read very carefully
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and in the light of the entirety of the book.
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So it's never very helpful to isolate a single little sentence and fail to read it in the
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light of the story of the whole book.
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Because sometimes you realize down the road of the book that a different message is being
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told than the one that you thought when you just read the sentence by itself.
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And that's exactly what we get in these conquest narratives.
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Actually, there's a different story being told.
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All right, so a few qualifications here, two of three tonight, point two.
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How can we read this well?
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All right, the first thing to say is these wars are not carried out on the basis of race.
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The wars are never carried out on the basis of race.
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So in the very first encounter we see Rahab, for example, is brought into the people of
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God.
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When God makes his purposes very clear, he says it's to break down the idols, to defeat
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the evil spirits that have rebelled against him.
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Judges two verse two, which is reflecting back on the Canaanite conquest, that eviction
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notices were being given by God, the ban on pagan religion.
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That was the primary idea.
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It's never based on race.
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The goal actually was always to bring in the nations to the land.
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It was always about that, and that's very clear.
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That means also then it's not about imperialistic expansion.
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So sometimes modern people will come to these texts and say, well, look, look at the colonialism.
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Look at Israel just making their way through this space and taking away from people that
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had been there prior.
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What colonialism is at place?
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What imperialistic expansion?
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Well, a few things.
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One, Israel is told you are not allowed to plunder.
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You cannot take any of the goods.
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You cannot be wealthy because of the conquest.
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But more importantly, and this is the big point, it's important to understand that we
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have the picture completely backwards if we think of these texts in the imperialistic
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or colonial way.
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Because what's actually happening is Israel is not the strong fighting the weak, which
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is exactly the case in colonialism or an imperialistic move.
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Israel is not the strong fighting the weak.
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Israel is exactly the reverse.
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The point is that Israel is the weakest trying to enter into the land and fighting the strong.
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So David and Goliath becomes the paradigm of the whole concept of this across the Old
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Testament.
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If you want to fight Goliath, the representative Cain and I down the line, how do you fight
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him?
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Well, God says, throw away your sword.
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David, you can't carry a big shield.
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He doesn't put armor on.
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He's the smallest guy in the war.
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It's exactly the idea of what happened in the conquest.
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The whole point is that this doesn't make sense.
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These people cannot win.
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They're the weakest.
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They're not the most powerful.
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They've got the worst weapons.
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They have the worst army.
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They're going up against fortresses that are well established and built up like Jericho.
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And what's the identity of these people?
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They are slaves.
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Remember that they've come out of Egypt.
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They've been in slave for 400 years.
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Their population is low.
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They are incredibly weak.
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They're hungry.
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The entire idea is that none of this makes sense.
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It's not imperialistic expansion, not at all.
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It's David fighting Goliath.
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That's the whole point.
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These people are giants.
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It would be more like, imagine historical reality that the Spanish enter into the early
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Americas as they did through the Gulf and they start to take over the lands of the Native
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Americans.
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Let's not pick on the Spanish.
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Many, many people groups did this.
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The story that's being told is more like the Native Americans taking back their land after
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the Spanish forts were built.
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That's the actual story we're reading about, not the other way around.
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That's the images that were being given.
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Now, it's important then also to note that Israel was not going to leave Egypt and go
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find a territory of land to live in and not be fought against.
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There was no chance of that.
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It wasn't as if a people group that had been enslaved for 400 years could march through
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the desert and finally find fertile ground.
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The people that lived there just say, come and take this plot.
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Not at all.
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The plots were occupied.
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Even in the spaces that were available, the Canaanites wanted to kill Israel.
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It wasn't as if Israel was merely going on conquest.
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It was that they weren't going to be given a space.
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There was no place for them to live.
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They had no territory and no one was going to give it.
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A few more of these qualifications.
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Another one is, and this is very important, cities in, let's say, the Joshua stories are
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not what we think of as cities today.
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We read about Israel, the troops marching on to AI or Jericho.
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It's important to say that when we read about the city of Jericho, that is idiomatic of
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a military fortress.
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It's talking about marching on to a military fortress, not into the city center of Edinburgh.
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This isn't Israel going to the Royal Mile.
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This is Israel fighting the Pentagon.
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This is military fortresses that they're marching on.
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Never cities full of all these civilians.
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The archaeology plays this out really helpfully for us.
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Ancient Jericho, we've learned, was about a six acre plot of land.
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That's not big at all.
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I can't remember if we think in acres in the UK.
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Do we?
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Yeah.
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I can't think in square meters.
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I cannot do it.
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I don't know if people can.
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I have to convert.
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Acres.
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It's not big.
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It's very small, which is why in one day you could march around it seven times.
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How is that possible?
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It was six acres.
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It's not big at all.
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I had a two acre plot of land that I lived on in Mississippi before moving here.
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It was easy.
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It was small.
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Why?
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Because it's a military fortress.
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In other words, the roads and the highways that had been built would pass through military
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fortresses, cities.
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The civilians did not live there.
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The civilians lived in the mountains and the valleys.
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They farmed.
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They lived in the hills.
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They lived all around.
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They're not going and attacking civilian villages.
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This is a military fortress.
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It's soldiers.
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Who's the one civilian that we know about that lived in Jericho?
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Rahab.
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What happened to Rahab?
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She became an Israelite.
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She was allowed to live with her family.
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She was running some type of space, place for the soldiers in the midst of this city,
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this fortress.
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That's why she was there.
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It wasn't a city in the way we think about cities today.
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Now two more before we move on to the last thing.
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It's also important to note that what we have in the book of Joshua, the scholars, evangelical
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scholars included, very much agree that it's what we call ancient trash talk.
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When you come to something like AI, the battle of AI, and Israel finally wins, and Joshua,
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who's likely the writer there, says something like, we defeated all the kings of Canaan,
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and we destroyed everyone.
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The point of the text is to realize something, which is flip the page, and what do you find
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out?
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They didn't do that.
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In other words, it was a form of ancient trash talk.
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The whole point of the book of Joshua was that when you get to the end, you realize
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tons of Canaanites are living with the Israelites, that most of the kings, they did not defeat,
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that they failed in this mission.
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That's exactly the idea, is that they went to these military fortresses, they conquered
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some of them, but they did not devote everybody to destruction.
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This is a complicated issue because it raises other problems, but the Hebrew text that's
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being translated there is idiomatic.
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We see it outside the Bible as well, that when a person wins a victory, they often speak
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in hyperbolic fashion, and that was normative for the ancient Near Eastern world.
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It wasn't seen as an issue, it was seen as normative.
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That comes out very clearly in Joshua, but then Joshua makes the point that they didn't
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actually do that.
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The text, the book itself, makes that clear that some of those same people groups are
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still living with the Israelites, and that's the big idea that's coming out through Joshua.
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It's the same thing.
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It's a similar way that we might try to think of an example here.
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In the contemporary world, a football club comes into the locker room after beating,
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hearts beats somebody, and it's 5-0.
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Hibs, let's say, beat somebody, and it's 5-0.
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You come to the locker room afterwards, and what did they say?
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We devastated them.
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We showed them no mercy.
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We use idiomatic language to describe the types of victories that we've won.
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That's often what's happening in war talk, and even in the Bible.
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Joshua goes out of its way to make the point that actually there were plenty of Canaanites
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still around.
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Lastly, and we'll move on to the final thing, what we see in the Canaanite conquest is the
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language of driving out.
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That's what harem refers to, is a driving out.
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That's the big idea.
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God is saying, I am choosing to reestablish what ought to be good, eaten, in this particular
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place.
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In order to do that, I have to push out, drive out evil.
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Remember if you were around Sunday night, we talked about the fact that these are no
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idyllic societies, that the Canaanite societies are being represented and chosen because they
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have completely given themselves over to absolute evil.
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Leviticus 18 and 21 are both places you can go read about this, that these societies had
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given themselves to the deity, the concept of molek or molok in the Hebrew Bible, which
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is a deity that was worshiped by human sacrifice.
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God makes it very clear that this is the situation that's happening in Canaan, and that this
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is the land that God has chosen to reestablish, eat and to work out salvation.
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The language of being driven out is used.
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Where is this language of being driven out first found?
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This exilic concept, it's found in Genesis 3.
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The first time we see this verb, it's used for Adam and Eve.
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God drove them out.
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He drove them out so that he might save them.
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He pushed them away so that they could not eat of the tree of life and eternalize their
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sinful condition.
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This is the verb that gets used in this conquest, that he's doing this, he's pushing out injustice
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in order to save.
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The ultimate idea here is redemptive for all the nations.
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That's the big idea.
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Let me finally, thirdly try to, in five or six minutes, just give then back away from
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that a bit and give a few broader theological principles in the Bible that might help us
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think about this, especially maybe as we're talking to someone that brings up an issue
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like this.
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It might not be the easiest thing to rattle off the most detailed prose about this issue.
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I think the thing always to remember when we're talking to non-Christians that want
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to talk about this issue is step one, always bring them back to what's most important first.
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What's most important is what I've called Jesus simplicity and other pastors have referred
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to that in the past.
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Jesus simplicity.
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Did Jesus Christ, is Jesus Christ real?
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Did God become man?
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Did he rise from the dead on the third day?
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That's the most important question.
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What to do with the Canaanite conquest is secondary.
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It's something that needs to be talked about with a person if they're interested in honest
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discussion, but it needs to come down the road.
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Step one is always to get to the basics, get to what's most important.
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Sometimes people do want to have honest discussion about this.
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These are the types of things you can talk about.
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Here's some broad theological principles that I think can help us in an honest discussion
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with people and with our own selves, our own hearts as Bible readers on this.
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Step one, I'm just going to rattle these off for time's sake.
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One, remember from Genesis two to three forward, no one deserves to live.
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Anytime we're alive, anytime T one that we are living, we do not deserve it.
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No human being deserves it.
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Every single moment that the world continues to operate after human rebellion is a moment
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of grace and we call this common grace.
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God gifts us life despite ourselves.
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It's always important to remember that according to the Bible, we never have gotten the justice
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we deserved.
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That no matter what comes to us in life, true justice would be non-existence.
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That's exactly the promise of Genesis two.
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If you eat of it, you shall surely die.
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Yet out of any live nine times as longer as the rest, than any of us will live.
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Grace is operative from the very beginning and grace is the fundamental ground that we're
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walking on at all times.
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We call this common because it's not salvific.
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There's a difference.
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Salvific grace, special grace comes on the cross of Christ alone, but everybody stands
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on the ground of common grace.
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All of us do.
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So common grace is drawing breath.
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It's living it all.
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Whether you're a Christian or not a Christian, no matter what you believe in, not only do
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you get food to eat, but that food also tastes good.
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That's common grace.
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That's a gift that God gives to the world.
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So that's a really important idea.
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So Trimper Longman says, God's holiness shines bright against the opposition of Satan and
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the knowledge of evil in the Old Testament.
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Everything and everyone that stands against that holiness, both individually and corporately,
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deserves death, though rarely gets it.
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Though rarely gets it.
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I remember, again, a reference to Sunday night is patient with the Canaanites.
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Why does God keep Israel in Egypt for 400 years, his children?
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Do you know what he says to Moses?
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What he says to the patriarchs before Moses?
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My people will be enslaved for 400 years because the iniquity of the Amorites, the Canaanites,
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is not complete.
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Meaning, I am giving the Canaanites my patience and a chance for repentance.
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And so my people remain enslaved for 400 years while I let them live.
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That's the logic that God gives.
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All right.
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Secondly, God gives humanity life after the fall so he can save it.
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We've got to remember at all times across the Old Testament that everything is serving
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the purpose of special redemption, of the work of Jesus Christ that's going to come.
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I mentioned that already.
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But God is seeking to restore his holy city in this conquest and that's the big idea.
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Third, of five, we're almost there.
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Remember that God has chosen historically to do this work of salvation through choosing
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a lineage, through which to save the whole world.
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So all of this comes from Genesis 2 and 3, right?
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And in Genesis 3, immediately when humanity sins, what happens?
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God chooses a people.
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He says, I'm going to save people who don't deserve to be saved, but I'm going to do it
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through one family line, the weakest among all the nations.
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And that family line begins at the moment that God says to Eve, through you, your son, the
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serpent's head will be crushed.
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And so there's a principle that runs throughout the whole Old Testament.
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You've got to have this principle to read the Old Testament well.
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And that's that there's what we call a seed theology, the theology of the son of Eve and
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the theology, the seed of the serpent, two different family lineages.
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And you see that represented.
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You flip the page, Genesis 4, and you've got the separation between Cain and Abel, the
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seed of the woman, the seed of the serpent.
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And that plays out throughout the whole of the Old Testament.
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Who is the seed of the woman?
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How are we going to get to the one that will crush the head of the serpent?
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And the Canaanites ultimately are the seed of the serpent.
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And they embrace that holistically.
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They follow the serpent.
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They do horrific things that in God's patience with them.
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And nevertheless, they embrace that role.
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And so that's a theology that carries us throughout the whole Old Testament, all the way to the
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birth of Jesus Christ, the seed of the woman.
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That's why the New Testament begins in a genealogy.
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That's why the last book of the Hebrew Bible Chronicles is a series of genealogies.
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That's why the structure of Genesis is 10 genealogies.
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If you map out the structure of Genesis, you'll see that it follows 10 genealogies, every
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section there's 10 sections, and they all begin with a new genealogy.
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Why?
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It's following the seed of the woman.
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Where's the Messiah going to come from?
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It begins all the way back in Genesis 3, and this conquest is a part of that.
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All right, two more.
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That means that Harim War, this conquest, is birthed through God's covenant promises.
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He says, I'm going to take a people that doesn't deserve to be my people, and I'm going to
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put them in a place, a new Eden, that they don't deserve.
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And I'm going to give them my presence that they don't deserve.
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And I'm going to give them a program of blessing that they don't deserve, the coming of the
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Messiah.
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That's what God is doing in the conquest.
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That's the big idea.
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That's the big picture.
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All right, lastly, theological principle number five.
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I think that it's helpful to think of what's going on in Joshua and this idea of holy war
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in the Old Testament as not only historically true, but also a type, a symbol, something
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that points forward, something that we find ultimate fulfillment of later in history.
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And in two ways, we call this an intrusion ethic that what's coming in the future intrudes
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actually into the past.
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God's judgment on these nations for their evil is an image and a picture of the fact
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that one day he's going to do this, he's going to purge evil from all the world.
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This is all about the book of Revelation, but in the middle of history, it's about something
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else.
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And that's that when you get to the end of the book of Joshua, you realize something
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that Joshua and the Israelites are never going to make Eden happen.
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That they're complete failures, that they become just like the Canaanites, and that God
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is patient with them for 400 years and 200 more years and hundreds more years.
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And eventually Jerusalem is going to be destroyed because they embrace the same things.
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Babylon runs through their heart just like it did through the original Babylonians, the
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Canaanites.
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And that's why this military leader, Joshua, the ultimate failure has his name repurposed
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in the New Testament.
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It's no coincidence that the one that was born in the middle of history, Jesus Christ,
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bears the exact same name as the one who led this conquest.
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Jesus name is Joshua in Hebrew.
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Yeshua, God saves, Yahweh saves.
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That is who Jesus Christ is.
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He brings the conquest into true history, right?
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And that conquest ultimately is one that's brought upon his own body and his own soul.
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And so he's the ultimate fulfillment of everything that the conquest of Canaan was about.
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All right, we must stop.
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We must stop.
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This is a big issue.
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It's an important thing.
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And so let me say that if you ever have somebody in your life that is really wrestling with
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us and really, really struggling with us, or you are, right, which happens to all of us
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as Christians, we read, you know, you're going through your Bible reading plan and you come
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across these passages and you say, oh boy, I don't know.
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Remember that there's resources.
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There's people to come and talk to.
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There's books and people that have thought about this for a long time and really carefully.
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So don't doubt by yourself.
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Seek out help and reflection on this from multiple sources and multiple ways because
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it really is out there and God really is good.