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A Resurrected Body

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  1. Father, even as we stand here or sit, as the case might be,

  2. some of us struggle with disbelief.

  3. Maybe some of us have no faith at all,

  4. and some of us, Father, believe, but we struggle with disbelief.

  5. And some of us maybe believe quite well and deeply.

  6. You know our hearts.

  7. You know the different ways, Father,

  8. that we feed disbelief and lack of trust in you.

  9. And you know the different ways that we are feeding our belief and trust in you.

  10. We ask, Father, this morning,

  11. that the Holy Spirit would fall with gentle and deep power

  12. and bring this, your word, home deeply to our heart.

  13. And as you bring your word deeply to our heart,

  14. we ask that you would grip us with the gospel

  15. and reveal to us, Father, the ways that we feed disbelief

  16. and create within us a desire,

  17. a greater and greater desire to feed belief and trust in Jesus.

  18. And this we ask in Jesus' name, your Son and our Savior.

  19. Amen.

  20. Please be seated.

  21. In my family with the grandkids,

  22. the grandchildren call me Papa,

  23. and they call my wife Nana.

  24. And this Monday, true story,

  25. this Monday, Easter Monday,

  26. a little three-year-old granddaughter of mine,

  27. they came to our house.

  28. I had been out because I went to a Starbucks

  29. to begin to work on my sermon for this week for a little bit.

  30. And I come back in the house,

  31. and as I come in the house, Sarah announces with a loud voice,

  32. Nana, your father is home.

  33. And so there you go.

  34. I'm Louise's dad.

  35. I always knew she looked a lot younger than I do.

  36. So this doesn't really have anything to do with the sermon text,

  37. other than the fact that we're going to be looking at John 20, verse 19,

    John 20:19

  38. and we're going to have the first event,

  39. first time that Jesus appears to all of the apostles,

  40. or at least to the disciples.

  41. And it says they're glad.

  42. And you know what?

  43. I mean, some of them, I don't know,

  44. some of them were probably gobsmacked.

  45. They probably weren't just sitting down and saying,

  46. oh my, look at that.

  47. Jesus is here.

  48. Like it was probably not like that.

  49. Some of them were probably jumping up and down,

  50. punching the air.

  51. There was probably lots of laughter, hilarious.

  52. Maybe one of the things that will happen to us in heaven

  53. is that we'll actually get to sort of relive

  54. or see what it was like when the apostles saw Jesus for the first time.

  55. And that would probably be a very, very wonderful thing to be able to do.

  56. So we're looking at this text,

  57. John 20, verse 19.

    John 20:19

  58. Please turn with me in your Bibles to this first appearance.

  59. And as I said just a few minutes ago,

  60. whenever I talk to non-Christians about these things,

  61. I tell them I have a bit of a difficulty.

  62. I'm a bit of a handicap.

  63. If you came to see me,

  64. I probably wouldn't have my Bible with me

  65. when I was just talking to them.

  66. I said, you get a Bible in a store.

  67. Like in mine, it has this really, really expensive paper.

  68. And you folks from there can maybe see

  69. originally there was some type of gold type of stuff on the edge,

  70. not real gold or it would be expensive,

  71. but like some type of gold.

  72. And it looks very fancy.

  73. And that's like there's an appropriateness to it.

  74. But really what I tell them is really what you're looking at

  75. is an ancient biography of Jesus

  76. that was written by an eyewitness

  77. who knew eyewitnesses

  78. and who wrote it at a time

  79. when lots and lots of eyewitnesses were alive

  80. and what we're reading is a biography of Jesus.

  81. And it's an ancient biography of Jesus.

  82. It's one of four of them.

  83. And it's not a fantasy book

  84. or a myth or anything like that.

  85. He wrote it as a biography.

  86. He wrote it to explain who Jesus is,

  87. what he accomplished,

  88. and why he's really important.

  89. And that's what we're going to be looking at right now.

  90. And so what's happened is

  91. the way that John is told the biography of Jesus

  92. is if you go back and read chapter 19,

  93. it talks about how Jesus is sentenced to death

  94. and how Jesus dies on the cross

  95. and how the body of Jesus is taken

  96. and put in a tomb after it's been embalmed.

  97. And then just before this,

  98. we hear about the stone that was covering

  99. the tomb entrance has been removed

  100. and Mary's shocked

  101. and Peter and John go in

  102. and they see the grave cloths

  103. and the napkins set aside

  104. and it's all neat and tidy,

  105. not the way grave robbers

  106. or people involved in skullduggery.

  107. I just wanted to put the word skullduggery

  108. into a sermon.

  109. That's why I said it.

  110. It's a word that is not used enough

  111. in average language probably.

  112. If they were looking for skullduggery,

  113. they would have taken everything

  114. including the grave cloths

  115. and John has some type of belief right away

  116. and then the apostles go

  117. and then Mary is there

  118. and she meets Jesus

  119. and now the story continues

  120. later on that day.

  121. And here we are,

  122. verse 19,

  123. it goes like this.

  124. On the evening of that day,

  125. that's the same day

  126. that they discover the tomb is empty

  127. and that Mary has seen Jesus.

  128. On the evening of that day,

  129. the first day of the week,

  130. the doors being locked

  131. where the disciples were

  132. for fear of the Jewish leaders,

  133. Jesus came and stood among them

  134. and said to them,

  135. peace be with you.

  136. And just sort of pause there

  137. as we're reading this text.

  138. You know,

  139. it's really, really interesting

  140. the way they described the apostles,

  141. even though they have now

  142. probably been told by Mary

  143. and maybe by some other women

  144. that they've seen Jesus.

  145. But what characterizes their life

  146. here right now

  147. is that what's characterizing their life

  148. is not faith.

  149. They're not all sitting around

  150. singing praise songs,

  151. plotting their evangelistic strategy

  152. to spread the gospel

  153. to the ends of the earth.

  154. No, they're afraid.

  155. They're sitting there afraid.

  156. And so because they're afraid,

  157. the doors are locked,

  158. the windows are locked,

  159. everything is shut.

  160. They're in a dark, dark room

  161. being quiet

  162. because they're afraid.

  163. And if you go and look in my blog,

  164. which I wrote this week,

  165. that's in the bulletin,

  166. I have a little bit of a talk

  167. about how Jesus might have appeared

  168. into a locked room,

  169. but they're afraid.

  170. And the very, very first words

  171. that Jesus says to them

  172. is very, very significant.

  173. If you think about it,

  174. I mean, people have talked

  175. about this many times.

  176. I'm not being particularly unique.

  177. He didn't say,

  178. in the words of Donald Trump,

  179. you're fired,

  180. which he could have said.

  181. You're fired.

  182. You failed the belief test.

  183. You failed the courage test.

  184. You failed listening

  185. to the woman test.

  186. Three strikes.

  187. You're fired.

  188. He could have said,

  189. you bums.

  190. He could have said,

  191. do you know how much you hurt me?

  192. Like he could have said

  193. all sorts of things to them.

  194. He doesn't say any of these things.

  195. He announces to them,

  196. peace be with you.

  197. And just so we know,

  198. now obviously it's so funny

  199. because he says,

  200. peace be with you.

  201. So they've gone from

  202. being very, very afraid.

  203. All of a sudden,

  204. Jesus is standing in front of them,

  205. even though all the windows

  206. and doors are locked.

  207. He's all of a sudden

  208. in front of them.

  209. He catches them by surprise.

  210. We're going to read in a moment

  211. that they're really glad

  212. that they see Jesus.

  213. And he says, peace.

  214. So probably what they're not experiencing

  215. is what we think of as peace.

  216. So this is just an important thing

  217. for us to understand

  218. is most of the time

  219. when you see the word peace

  220. in the New Testament

  221. and in fact in the Bible,

  222. the Old Testament as well,

  223. is it's not usually talking

  224. about an emotion.

  225. And it's not usually talking

  226. about the fact

  227. that there was a big fight

  228. and now they've stopped fighting.

  229. Although it has that aspect,

  230. obviously,

  231. if it's talking about a war

  232. or something.

  233. But the main thing is

  234. we North Americans,

  235. when we hear words like this,

  236. we think of it usually

  237. in emotional terms.

  238. And Jesus is referring

  239. to something

  240. which is more structural,

  241. so to speak.

  242. Sounds really boring.

  243. But it would be as if,

  244. you know how the ancients

  245. figured out that without mortar,

  246. they were able to build an arch.

  247. You know,

  248. they were able to cut stones

  249. in a particular way

  250. and sort of hold things up.

  251. But eventually,

  252. when all of the stones

  253. were put in the arch

  254. and if they were cut the right way,

  255. the gravity would actually

  256. help the whole thing to stand.

  257. And then you could go on top of it

  258. or you could build a wall

  259. or a roof on top of it

  260. if there was an arch.

  261. And so in a sense,

  262. when you see the word peace,

  263. you can imagine as if

  264. some of the rocks

  265. have been pushed out

  266. and the whole thing

  267. has collapsed

  268. and now somebody has come

  269. and put all of the rocks

  270. back in place

  271. so that the arch is in balance.

  272. The rocks are all

  273. in their proper place.

  274. Everything's held together.

  275. It would be a way of,

  276. another way to think of it

  277. would be as if,

  278. not just as if an instrument

  279. is put into tune,

  280. but imagine that there's an orchestra

  281. with lots and lots of instruments

  282. and every one of the instruments

  283. has now been not only tuned,

  284. but tuned to each other.

  285. And when you have an orchestra

  286. where every instrument is tuned

  287. and all of the instruments

  288. are tuned to each other,

  289. that's peace.

  290. It's balance.

  291. It's structurally fixed

  292. so that it's ordered

  293. correctly and in harmony.

  294. That's what Jesus

  295. is talking about.

  296. And out of that,

  297. if you think about it

  298. for a second,

  299. out of that might come

  300. a feeling of peace

  301. at different times.

  302. But it might not be.

  303. Out of it sometimes

  304. might come unbelievable joy,

  305. like I'm fixed.

  306. Sometimes when we understand

  307. that that peace is there,

  308. it might cause within us

  309. embarrassment or shame.

  310. And we might say to ourselves,

  311. you mean that Jesus

  312. took that rock in my life?

  313. He put his hands

  314. in that embarrassing,

  315. shameful part of my life

  316. and put it in order?

  317. Or if we're using the analogy

  318. of the instrument,

  319. does he,

  320. did Jesus actually know

  321. what I did to that instrument

  322. and why it's out of tune

  323. and why it's broken?

  324. And he put his hands on that?

  325. He put his lips on that,

  326. so to speak,

  327. to tune it?

  328. And so sometimes

  329. when the knowledge

  330. of this peace

  331. that God is,

  332. that Christ has won for us

  333. comes to us,

  334. it might be thankfulness,

  335. it might be embarrassment,

  336. it might be conviction of sin,

  337. it might be peace,

  338. it might be joy.

  339. But the main thing is

  340. he's not saying

  341. all of a sudden

  342. you feel peaceful.

  343. That's not what's happening.

  344. He's announcing

  345. that something has happened.

  346. It's a little bit like

  347. just about a month or so ago

  348. I finally watched

  349. the Pacific,

  350. that series of DVD videos

  351. done by Spielberg

  352. and Tom Hanks.

  353. I've watched

  354. the Band of Brothers

  355. several times

  356. which talks about

  357. a platoon,

  358. I don't know if I have

  359. the right military term,

  360. a group of guys,

  361. a band of brothers

  362. who fight a whole series

  363. of battles

  364. throughout the Second World War

  365. in Europe

  366. and then a few years later

  367. they did another one

  368. in the Pacific.

  369. And in both of them,

  370. whether it's the Pacific

  371. or in the Band of Brothers,

  372. the day when the war

  373. is over

  374. and it is announced

  375. there is great rejoicing.

  376. And this is a similar

  377. type of thing

  378. just as in that thing

  379. when they said

  380. the war is over,

  381. we've won.

  382. This is what Jesus

  383. is saying.

  384. Peace be with you.

  385. The war is over.

  386. I've won.

  387. And that's his opening

  388. announcement.

  389. Not you're fired,

  390. not you're bums,

  391. not you're failures,

  392. not I'm ashamed of you,

  393. not I'm embarrassed of you,

  394. not you should feel

  395. terrible about yourselves.

  396. His first words are,

  397. it is over.

  398. Peace be with you.

  399. The battle is won.

  400. And then he says

  401. something more

  402. because you see

  403. it's important

  404. for those people,

  405. those people,

  406. you know,

  407. just,

  408. I love this phrase.

  409. I actually got the phrase

  410. by the way

  411. from one of my favorite movies

  412. which is Black Hawk Down.

  413. There's this wonderful scene

  414. in Black Hawk Down

  415. where they've caught a fellow,

  416. one of the,

  417. they've caught a Somali leader

  418. and he's smoking this cigar

  419. and he's speaking

  420. to the general

  421. and he says,

  422. do you think,

  423. you think that just because

  424. I grew up without running water

  425. that I'm stupid?

  426. And he says,

  427. I'm not.

  428. I know history.

  429. And it's very easy

  430. for us to look back

  431. at the past

  432. and say they didn't know

  433. anything about cell phones,

  434. they didn't know anything

  435. about germs,

  436. they didn't have,

  437. you know,

  438. they just,

  439. you know,

  440. pooped in a hole.

  441. So they must,

  442. just because they lived

  443. a long time ago

  444. doesn't mean they're stupid.

  445. They also want proof.

  446. It matters just as much

  447. to them as it does to us.

  448. And so that's one of the things

  449. which Jesus is going to be

  450. providing for them

  451. and that's what happens

  452. very next.

  453. So he says,

  454. peace be with you.

  455. If you go back to verse 20,

  456. it says this,

  457. when he,

  458. that is Jesus had said this,

  459. he showed them his hands

  460. and his side.

  461. Then the disciples were glad

  462. when they saw the Lord.

  463. So he takes the time

  464. to show them

  465. that he's real,

  466. that he's physical,

  467. that,

  468. and it's,

  469. you know,

  470. that,

  471. that he has the marks.

  472. He must have lifted up

  473. his clothes

  474. so they could see

  475. that there was,

  476. I don't know if it was a scar.

  477. Later on,

  478. we're just going to see

  479. that it says the word marks.

  480. I don't know if it was a wound

  481. or what it was,

  482. but where the spear went in,

  483. you can see it,

  484. where he would have

  485. rolled down his sleeves

  486. and where the nails were there,

  487. you could see that there was still

  488. very clearly a mark

  489. that this is the same man

  490. who on Friday was crucified,

  491. who's now standing in front of them

  492. completely and utterly alive.

  493. And what this does

  494. is it means

  495. Jesus is vindicated.

  496. It means that who he said he was,

  497. what he said he was going to do,

  498. all of the things that he said

  499. about life,

  500. about sexuality,

  501. about money,

  502. about the meaning of life,

  503. all of these things,

  504. it vindicates that

  505. what he says is true.

  506. It is true and trustworthy.

  507. You can stake your life on it.

  508. And at the same time,

  509. it vindicates that he's accomplished

  510. what he said

  511. that he is going to accomplish.

  512. It vindicates

  513. and it also,

  514. it also,

  515. it also connects,

  516. as we're going to see,

  517. especially in a moment,

  518. it connects

  519. this peace be with you,

  520. this declaration

  521. that the war is over,

  522. there is a just peace.

  523. He is going to vindicate,

  524. he's going to show

  525. that that peace

  526. is connected

  527. to his death.

  528. That's why,

  529. one of the reasons

  530. it's so important

  531. that he shows

  532. that he still has

  533. the scars

  534. or the marks

  535. or whatever it is

  536. in his hands,

  537. I guess in his ankles as well,

  538. but he doesn't refer to it

  539. in the side,

  540. that what he has just gone through,

  541. his death upon the cross

  542. and his resurrection,

  543. he's vindicated

  544. and this

  545. is going to be for us

  546. the source of peace.

  547. And that's what Jesus does.

  548. He's going to make

  549. this connection for us.

  550. It's very clearly connected.

  551. In fact,

  552. if those of you,

  553. I guess in this version

  554. of the Bible,

  555. if you look at a version

  556. of the Bible,

  557. it's very interesting.

  558. It goes,

  559. peace be with you.

  560. Then he shows you the marks

  561. and then it says,

  562. peace be with you as well.

  563. It's like a sandwich.

  564. Peace be with you

  565. and in between

  566. is the reality

  567. that rose from the dead

  568. and the mark of the scars.

  569. And now Jesus

  570. is going to talk about

  571. something which has caused

  572. lots of division

  573. in Christianity

  574. for almost 2,000 years.

  575. And the discussion

  576. about this controversy

  577. so overwhelms

  578. our reading of the text

  579. that we miss

  580. all the very important things

  581. for us that he says.

  582. So just look at verse 21.

  583. We'll get to this

  584. controversial thing.

  585. Some of you probably noticed

  586. it when I was reading

  587. it earlier.

  588. 21.

  589. Jesus said to them again,

  590. peace be with you.

  591. As the Father

  592. has sent me,

  593. even so I am sending you.

  594. And when he had said this,

  595. he breathed on them

  596. and said to them,

  597. receive the Holy Spirit.

  598. If you forgive the sins of any,

  599. they are forgiven them.

  600. Or they have been forgiven them.

  601. I'll talk about this in a moment.

  602. If you retain forgiveness

  603. from any of them

  604. or withhold forgiveness

  605. from any of them,

  606. it is retained.

  607. That may be another way

  608. to translate that.

  609. And well, okay,

  610. let's just try to unpack this.

  611. So here's the four things.

  612. What we see here

  613. is Jesus says four basic things.

  614. And the first thing is

  615. he gives them the message.

  616. Basically what it is,

  617. he gives them a message.

  618. He tells them

  619. that they have to go.

  620. He gives them power

  621. and he explains to them

  622. why it matters.

  623. That's the four things

  624. that he does.

  625. He gives them the message

  626. that they're to proclaim.

  627. He tells them

  628. that they have to go.

  629. They're not just sort of

  630. to sit on a mountaintop

  631. and wait for people

  632. to come to them.

  633. He gives them the power

  634. to do what he tells them

  635. to proclaim.

  636. And then he's trying

  637. to tell them

  638. that what I'm doing

  639. for you right now,

  640. what I'm telling you right now

  641. is of eternal consequence

  642. for people.

  643. So you have to take it

  644. very seriously.

  645. So if you could put up

  646. the first point,

  647. that would be very helpful.

  648. So the first thing

  649. is this message,

  650. peace be with you.

  651. And the problem

  652. is not that God

  653. is at enmity with you,

  654. but that you

  655. are at enmity with God.

  656. The problem is not

  657. that God

  658. is at enmity with you,

  659. but that you

  660. are at enmity with God.

  661. Now this is an idea

  662. which basically

  663. nobody in Canada believes.

  664. And basically,

  665. most of us

  666. don't believe it.

  667. We have a hard time

  668. with it.

  669. In Jesus' day,

  670. when he was going

  671. to pagan religions,

  672. if he was to say to them,

  673. you know,

  674. you have done things

  675. that have made God

  676. your enemy,

  677. they would probably say,

  678. you're probably right.

  679. I have acted in a way

  680. that means there's now

  681. enmity between me and God.

  682. You're probably right.

  683. And if you were maybe

  684. to go to many traditional

  685. Hindu or Buddhistic cultures

  686. and that there's something

  687. out of whack with you,

  688. which means you're going

  689. to have to be

  690. reincarnated again,

  691. you haven't achieved nirvana,

  692. that there's something

  693. fundamentally wrong with you,

  694. probably most people

  695. would say you're probably right.

  696. But you say to the

  697. average Canadian

  698. that the problem,

  699. the problem

  700. that the Bible here

  701. is addressing

  702. with this message of peace

  703. is not that God

  704. is at enmity with you,

  705. but that you're

  706. at enmity with God.

  707. There's a type

  708. of a blankness

  709. that comes over most of us.

  710. So just think

  711. of these examples.

  712. If you're a guest

  713. here this morning,

  714. my wife's name is Louise,

  715. and this is,

  716. it'll help you

  717. to understand

  718. what I'm saying.

  719. If I went somewhere

  720. with Louise,

  721. and I pretended

  722. I did not know her,

  723. it's a big party,

  724. and I go with Louise,

  725. and I pretend

  726. I don't know her.

  727. In fact,

  728. if I was standing

  729. talking to some people,

  730. and she comes up along

  731. to stand up beside me,

  732. and all of a sudden

  733. I sort of stand like this

  734. with my back to her

  735. to keep talking,

  736. afterwards she would say

  737. to people,

  738. why does he hate me?

  739. Why does he hate me?

  740. If it turned out

  741. that I found out

  742. at work

  743. that Louise

  744. was in trouble,

  745. and not only

  746. did I continue

  747. at work

  748. and not go to help her,

  749. but after work

  750. went to a different city

  751. for a holiday,

  752. leaving her alone,

  753. she would ask,

  754. and you would understand

  755. why she would ask,

  756. why does he hate me?

  757. If I just decided

  758. after this church service

  759. to move to a different city

  760. because I had a new job,

  761. and I just never actually

  762. even email her

  763. or talk to her,

  764. I just go and live

  765. a very happy life

  766. in a different city,

  767. she would ask

  768. and you would ask,

  769. why does he hate me?

  770. If one of you

  771. were to track me down

  772. in that different city

  773. and you saw

  774. that I felt no guilt,

  775. no sense of obligation

  776. to even talk to her

  777. or send her a message,

  778. you would wonder,

  779. what's going on?

  780. Does he think

  781. he's the center

  782. of the universe?

  783. That he can just

  784. do whatever he wants

  785. and not have to deal

  786. with his wife at all?

  787. If you then went back

  788. and confronted me

  789. about how I'd been

  790. treating my wife,

  791. and I said to you,

  792. oh, this is so tiring.

  793. This is the problem

  794. with wives.

  795. Like, listen,

  796. I have all my friends

  797. right here,

  798. and, like,

  799. we're all,

  800. we're having fun.

  801. Like, we're making money,

  802. we're having fun,

  803. and everybody here

  804. agrees with me.

  805. Like, what are you doing

  806. giving me a hard time

  807. about that?

  808. That's the problem

  809. with wives.

  810. Like, leave your wife alone.

  811. If you want to have a wife

  812. and do all that stuff,

  813. that's fine, you know,

  814. but you know what?

  815. I'm having a fine life

  816. where I am.

  817. That's how each one of us

  818. is with God.

  819. This is how,

  820. so whether you're

  821. Richard Dawkins,

  822. shaking your fist

  823. at the God

  824. you do not believe exists,

  825. whether you're a soccer mom

  826. in Canada or Orleans,

  827. whether you live

  828. in a big fancy house

  829. along the Rideau River

  830. in Manitik

  831. or in Rockcliffe

  832. in a big mansion,

  833. whether you spend

  834. every night in bars

  835. partying,

  836. we're all united.

  837. We've all been described

  838. by what I just described.

  839. We're at enmity with God.

  840. We've turned our back on him

  841. and life is fine without him.

  842. And how irksome,

  843. how irksome,

  844. what gives him the right

  845. to actually say

  846. anything at all

  847. about how I spend my money,

  848. what I do with my sexuality,

  849. anything at all.

  850. Like, why on earth?

  851. Like, that is so tiresome.

  852. We are enmity with God.

  853. In fact,

  854. if you go back

  855. thinking about this,

  856. in Romans chapter,

  857. if you go back

  858. and read Romans 1, 19

  859. or 18 and following

  860. right through to the,

  861. almost the end

  862. of chapter 3,

  863. what Romans talks about

  864. and what's talked about

  865. in a lot of the Bible

  866. is that when we actually

  867. appear before

  868. the judgment seat of God,

  869. we will discover

  870. that it's,

  871. we actively suppress

  872. the knowledge of God.

  873. It would be as if

  874. you discovered

  875. like that it's not just

  876. that I actually

  877. in another city

  878. don't pay any attention

  879. to Louise.

  880. It might look like I don't.

  881. I'm actually suppressing

  882. knowledge of that.

  883. And that's what the Bible says.

  884. We're actually

  885. suppressing it.

  886. See, one of the hard parts

  887. for us as Canadians now

  888. and it's very present

  889. in the church

  890. is that the common things

  891. that we like to say

  892. and they're fine words.

  893. We like to talk about

  894. our brokenness.

  895. We like to talk about

  896. our shame.

  897. But the problem is

  898. in both of those cases

  899. they're passive words.

  900. It's something that

  901. happens to us

  902. and we don't like

  903. the word sinner

  904. because sinning

  905. is something I do.

  906. I suppress

  907. a knowledge of what

  908. is right and wrong.

  909. And so we have a hard time

  910. understanding

  911. this analogy

  912. of Jesus being,

  913. making our peace

  914. with God.

  915. If you could put up

  916. the next point

  917. that would be very helpful.

  918. Jesus did everything.

  919. See, when Jesus says

  920. peace be with you,

  921. when the message

  922. that we are to pronounce

  923. is that the problem

  924. is not that God

  925. is at enmity with you

  926. because God is love.

  927. He never stopped loving you.

  928. He never did anything

  929. wrong to you.

  930. Anybody,

  931. it doesn't matter

  932. if they have five PhDs,

  933. can speak 15 languages

  934. and maybe they're

  935. an archbishop

  936. or a bishop,

  937. anybody who talks about

  938. how we have to learn

  939. how to forgive God

  940. is not talking biblically.

  941. If they talk about

  942. how we have to learn

  943. how to forgive ourselves,

  944. it doesn't matter

  945. if they're a bishop.

  946. They're not speaking

  947. biblically.

  948. They're not speaking

  949. Christianly.

  950. Those are wrong ideas.

  951. They're not biblical ideas.

  952. The problem is not

  953. that God is at enmity

  954. with you and me,

  955. but that you and I

  956. are at enmity with God.

  957. And Jesus does

  958. everything needed

  959. for you to enter

  960. into a real,

  961. just peace

  962. with God.

  963. Jesus did

  964. everything needed

  965. for you

  966. and for me

  967. to enter

  968. into a real,

  969. just peace

  970. with God.

  971. You see,

  972. that's why

  973. this is one of the

  974. great proclamations

  975. in the Bible.

  976. If you go back

  977. and you read John

  978. all the way

  979. from the beginning

  980. to the end,

  981. I've talked about this

  982. three times in a row.

  983. I'll say it a few more times

  984. because we're coming

  985. to the end of the book

  986. and it's just important

  987. for us to understand,

  988. is that John

  989. begins the gospel

  990. describing how

  991. everything came to be

  992. before human beings

  993. became at enmity

  994. with God.

  995. And John reveals

  996. that all things

  997. that exist

  998. are a result

  999. of light,

  1000. life,

  1001. and love.

  1002. All things

  1003. that exist

  1004. are a result

  1005. of light,

  1006. life,

  1007. and love.

  1008. John 1,

    John 1:1–5

  1009. verse 1-5.

  1010. In the beginning

  1011. was the Word

  1012. and the Word

  1013. was with God

  1014. and that with God

  1015. is a relational word.

  1016. It's an affectionate word.

  1017. It's as if you talk

  1018. about Louise

  1019. is with me

  1020. and we love each other.

  1021. You know,

  1022. you're with your friend

  1023. and you care for each other.

  1024. It's a relational word.

  1025. And so it says,

  1026. in the beginning

  1027. was the Word

  1028. and the Word

  1029. was with God

  1030. and the Word

  1031. was God.

  1032. He was with God

  1033. in the beginning.

  1034. All things

  1035. were made through him

  1036. and without him

  1037. nothing was made

  1038. that was made.

  1039. In him was light

  1040. and the light

  1041. is the life

  1042. of the world.

  1043. See,

  1044. the Bible describes

  1045. that all things

  1046. ultimately come about

  1047. as a result of light,

  1048. life,

  1049. light,

  1050. life,

  1051. and love.

  1052. And what happens

  1053. when we turn our back

  1054. on light?

  1055. When you turn your back

  1056. on light,

  1057. it means you're walking

  1058. towards darkness

  1059. and in darkness.

  1060. When you turn your back

  1061. on life,

  1062. it means you are walking

  1063. in sickness

  1064. and in death

  1065. towards sickness

  1066. and death.

  1067. And when you turn your back

  1068. on love,

  1069. it means that you're walking

  1070. in indifference

  1071. and hate

  1072. towards indifference

  1073. and hate.

  1074. And God saw that

  1075. and God so loved

  1076. the world

  1077. that he sent

  1078. his one and only son

  1079. to the end

  1080. that whoever believes

  1081. in him

  1082. will not perish

  1083. but have eternal

  1084. life.

  1085. And so you go all

  1086. through the gospel

  1087. of John

  1088. and how is Jesus

  1089. described?

  1090. He is the light

  1091. of the world.

  1092. He is the life

  1093. of the world.

  1094. He is bread and life.

  1095. He is the one

  1096. who gives living waters.

  1097. He is the way,

  1098. the truth,

  1099. and the life.

  1100. All the way

  1101. through the gospel,

  1102. it describes who Jesus

  1103. is in terms of

  1104. these categories

  1105. upon which we have

  1106. separated ourselves

  1107. from light.

  1108. We have separated

  1109. ourselves from life

  1110. and from love.

  1111. And we live

  1112. at enmity with God

  1113. and Jesus is described

  1114. as God himself

  1115. coming to rescue us

  1116. and when he dies

  1117. on the cross,

  1118. as he dies

  1119. upon the cross,

  1120. he bears in himself

  1121. our darkness.

  1122. He bears in himself

  1123. our indifference

  1124. and hatred.

  1125. He bears in himself

  1126. our sickness

  1127. and death.

  1128. And he does

  1129. everything that has

  1130. to be done

  1131. that I cannot

  1132. possibly do

  1133. for myself

  1134. to make me

  1135. right with God,

  1136. at peace with God.

  1137. not only to remove

  1138. the darkness,

  1139. the indifference,

  1140. the hatred,

  1141. but to actually give us

  1142. those realities

  1143. in the already not yet.

  1144. it's as if to use

  1145. the analogy that

  1146. what,

  1147. from a heavenly

  1148. point of view,

  1149. if every one of us

  1150. is like an orchestra

  1151. with lots of different

  1152. things,

  1153. musical instruments,

  1154. is that Jesus

  1155. not only

  1156. deals with

  1157. the punishment

  1158. and all that

  1159. for having broken

  1160. and wrecked

  1161. and trampled

  1162. and done all those

  1163. types of things,

  1164. but he actually

  1165. repairs every instrument.

  1166. He gives us

  1167. instruments

  1168. that we didn't even

  1169. have that we were

  1170. lacking

  1171. and he tunes

  1172. everyone

  1173. and he tunes

  1174. them to each other

  1175. and he does it all.

  1176. And we now stand

  1177. in a new relationship

  1178. with him

  1179. in a new way

  1180. and he's done it all.

  1181. And that's the message.

  1182. Peace

  1183. be with you.

  1184. And then,

  1185. so,

  1186. look here at verse 21.

  1187. Peace be with you.

  1188. That's the message.

  1189. And then he says,

  1190. as the Father

  1191. has sent me,

  1192. even so,

  1193. I am sending you.

  1194. We often think

  1195. of a church

  1196. as a building

  1197. and there's something

  1198. appropriate for that

  1199. but we need to see here

  1200. it's always a problem

  1201. because buildings

  1202. just sit there.

  1203. If a building moves,

  1204. that's bad,

  1205. generally speaking,

  1206. unless it's

  1207. a little house

  1208. that they put on a

  1209. pickup

  1210. and put on a trailer

  1211. to move somewhere else.

  1212. If the building moves,

  1213. it's because there's a flood.

  1214. If the building moves,

  1215. it's because there's

  1216. an earthquake

  1217. or something like that

  1218. or a sinkhole.

  1219. They're not supposed

  1220. to move.

  1221. They're supposed

  1222. to stand there.

  1223. But you see,

  1224. really,

  1225. Christians aren't

  1226. supposed to be like churches.

  1227. We're supposed

  1228. to be more like boats

  1229. in motion.

  1230. We're to be like boats

  1231. in motion.

  1232. And so,

  1233. Jesus says,

  1234. I'm sending you.

  1235. In other words,

  1236. you have to go

  1237. and you have to proclaim

  1238. peace be with you.

  1239. And then,

  1240. in verse 22,

  1241. when he said this,

  1242. he breathed on them

  1243. and said to them,

  1244. receive the Holy Spirit.

  1245. And this is a bit

  1246. of a forerunner

  1247. for what's going

  1248. to happen

  1249. in the book of Acts.

  1250. It's a really important thing

  1251. to show that,

  1252. you know,

  1253. it's not as if

  1254. we Christians

  1255. can say,

  1256. okay,

  1257. well,

  1258. you know,

  1259. there's those people here,

  1260. like we're Acts 2 Christians

  1261. because we're all

  1262. about the Holy Spirit.

  1263. And others of us

  1264. say,

  1265. no,

  1266. no,

  1267. no,

  1268. no,

  1269. no.

  1270. Like,

  1271. we're like Paul type

  1272. of Christians.

  1273. We're all about

  1274. the crucifixion.

  1275. And other Christians

  1276. say,

  1277. no,

  1278. no,

  1279. no,

  1280. no.

  1281. We're like all

  1282. about God the Father

  1283. types of Christians.

  1284. It's that one of the things

  1285. that the Gospels

  1286. are trying to show us

  1287. is that,

  1288. first of all,

  1289. Jesus is the one

  1290. who reveals

  1291. who God is.

  1292. It's through Jesus

  1293. that all of our faults

  1294. and culturally

  1295. contaminated notions

  1296. of who God is

  1297. are going to be

  1298. corrected about him.

  1299. That whenever we even

  1300. talk to somebody else,

  1301. we have to try

  1302. to always remember,

  1303. okay,

  1304. one,

  1305. one,

  1306. one moment.

  1307. We're time out.

  1308. We're both using

  1309. the word God,

  1310. but I have a feeling

  1311. we mean somebody

  1312. completely and utterly

  1313. different,

  1314. even though we're

  1315. using the same word.

  1316. I think you're using

  1317. God as if he's

  1318. some abstract,

  1319. distant type of person

  1320. who's often

  1321. very,

  1322. very mean,

  1323. but you need to

  1324. understand that

  1325. when I talk about God,

  1326. I'm talking about

  1327. God as revealed

  1328. by Jesus,

  1329. and that means

  1330. it's a God

  1331. who ends up

  1332. dying on a cross

  1333. because he loves you.

  1334. We're talking

  1335. about different gods,

  1336. okay?

  1337. And so,

  1338. what the Gospel

  1339. here is showing

  1340. is it's all

  1341. this one act

  1342. of revelation,

  1343. it's all this

  1344. one act of giving,

  1345. that the Father

  1346. sends Jesus,

  1347. and Jesus willingly

  1348. comes as God,

  1349. the Son of God,

  1350. he comes,

  1351. and it's the Father

  1352. who sends the Son

  1353. and the Son

  1354. who sends the Holy Spirit,

  1355. and there's this

  1356. one unbroken moment,

  1357. and you don't choose

  1358. between like Genesis 1

  1359. type of Christian

  1360. and a John 1 Christian

  1361. or an Acts 2 Christian,

  1362. it's one act,

  1363. it's one God,

  1364. and Jesus is giving us

  1365. the power to proclaim

  1366. the message

  1367. as we go.

  1368. And then this final

  1369. complicated bit,

  1370. which I'm only going to say

  1371. something very briefly

  1372. about,

  1373. that's verse 23,

  1374. if you forgive

  1375. the sins of any,

  1376. they are forgiven them,

  1377. if you withhold

  1378. or withhold forgiveness

  1379. than from any,

  1380. it is retained.

  1381. Just a couple of

  1382. basic things.

  1383. As you're going to see now

  1384. in a moment,

  1385. generally speaking,

  1386. I don't like to critique

  1387. other churches.

  1388. We have enough crap

  1389. in our own church,

  1390. we can critique ourselves,

  1391. and the Anglican way,

  1392. but I tell people

  1393. when they tell,

  1394. like you can't make up stuff

  1395. about how bad

  1396. the Anglican church is often.

  1397. Like,

  1398. you don't need to make it up,

  1399. just follow the news.

  1400. Like it's,

  1401. so I don't need to make fun of,

  1402. so I'm not making fun of things,

  1403. but the Roman Catholic doctrine

  1404. of the priest having the power

  1405. to bind and lock and loose,

  1406. and it's connected to this

  1407. in Matthew 16 and 18,

  1408. and I just,

  1409. it's not right.

  1410. It's wrong.

  1411. And if what you had

  1412. was just verse 23

  1413. and nothing else in the Bible,

  1414. then the Roman Catholic position

  1415. on this would have to be correct.

  1416. But you don't just have this verse.

  1417. Have it in a context.

  1418. You have it in a whole book.

  1419. And it,

  1420. the idea that Jesus gives

  1421. an institution power

  1422. to give them power

  1423. that I can say,

  1424. Ken,

  1425. sucks to be you,

  1426. not forgiven.

  1427. Dick,

  1428. I like you.

  1429. Two thumbs up,

  1430. forgiven.

  1431. Like,

  1432. if you think that comes

  1433. from the text,

  1434. it makes no sense.

  1435. Now,

  1436. it's complicated

  1437. because of the fact

  1438. that in the Greek,

  1439. it's a passive,

  1440. which means it's,

  1441. when it's in the passive tense

  1442. in a context like this,

  1443. it means that we're not doing something

  1444. or human beings not doing something,

  1445. God's doing something.

  1446. And it's in the perfect tense

  1447. and it's aspectual.

  1448. I think I pronounced that correctly,

  1449. which means it's a completed act,

  1450. a completed act in the past.

  1451. Sorry,

  1452. a Greek,

  1453. sorry,

  1454. I've lost all of you,

  1455. a little grammar moment.

  1456. The bottom line is,

  1457. if you look at it

  1458. within its whole context,

  1459. everything is about us believing

  1460. to receive forgiveness of sins.

  1461. Jesus has done everything

  1462. to make me at peace with God

  1463. and I need to receive that.

  1464. It's not something I do,

  1465. not something I accomplish.

  1466. And so what the Bible text here,

  1467. complicated by Greek,

  1468. complicated by church history,

  1469. and what it's fundamentally saying is this,

  1470. you need to go,

  1471. I am going to tell you this right now,

  1472. disciples,

  1473. I have done everything

  1474. that has to be done

  1475. for you to be at peace with God.

  1476. It's connected to this right here.

  1477. It's connected to this right here.

  1478. It's connected to the fact

  1479. that I stand before you alive.

  1480. I have accomplished everything

  1481. for you to be made

  1482. as unworthy as you are.

  1483. I love you.

  1484. I've done everything

  1485. so you may be right with God.

  1486. And so I am sending you

  1487. like the Father has sent you.

  1488. You need to go

  1489. to every people group.

  1490. You need to go

  1491. throughout the city of Ottawa.

  1492. You need to tell people

  1493. this spectacular news

  1494. that Christ,

  1495. that Jesus,

  1496. has come from the Father

  1497. to make you right with God

  1498. when you cannot make peace

  1499. with God yourself.

  1500. And I've given you

  1501. the Holy Spirit

  1502. to have the power

  1503. to do that

  1504. because you can't do it

  1505. on your own strength.

  1506. And it matters

  1507. because you see,

  1508. when you proclaim this

  1509. and people receive it,

  1510. their sins are forgiven

  1511. and they are at peace with God.

  1512. And when you proclaim it

  1513. and they do not accept it,

  1514. their guilt is retained.

  1515. And they are not at peace with God.

  1516. And that has eternal consequences.

  1517. And that's the flow of the argument.

  1518. It's the flow of the argument.

  1519. It's the flow of the book.

  1520. I just want to wrap up

  1521. with some really, really,

  1522. the following,

  1523. the story that follows this

  1524. is such an important addition to this.

  1525. It's so wonderful

  1526. that not only that Jesus did it,

  1527. but that John wrote it

  1528. so we could know it.

  1529. And so if you just look,

  1530. it's a famous story

  1531. of Jesus appearing to Thomas.

  1532. And it begins at verse 24.

  1533. Now Thomas,

  1534. one of the 12,

  1535. called the twin.

  1536. And John is,

  1537. John's making a little bit

  1538. of fun of Thomas here.

  1539. He's,

  1540. he has a,

  1541. probably when he was writing this,

  1542. way, way back

  1543. with his whatever,

  1544. however he wrote it,

  1545. he probably had a bit of a smile

  1546. and maybe even chuckled about it.

  1547. He just,

  1548. earlier on,

  1549. if you go back in the gospel,

  1550. earlier on,

  1551. Thomas is introduced as the twin.

  1552. I'm assuming it means

  1553. that he had an identical twin brother.

  1554. Okay?

  1555. Because of what's going to happen next.

  1556. And so John's just remembering,

  1557. a bit of a smile.

  1558. Oh,

  1559. Thomas.

  1560. So now,

  1561. verse 24,

  1562. now Thomas,

  1563. one of the 12,

  1564. called the twin,

  1565. was not with them.

  1566. We discovered there's only 10 people there

  1567. when that happened,

  1568. when Jesus came.

  1569. So the disciples,

  1570. verse 25,

  1571. said,

  1572. we have seen the Lord.

  1573. But he said to them,

  1574. unless I see

  1575. in his hands

  1576. the mark of the nails

  1577. and place my fingers

  1578. into the mark of the nails

  1579. and place my hand

  1580. into his side,

  1581. I will not believe.

  1582. In other words,

  1583. maybe Jesus had a twin

  1584. who didn't die.

  1585. Or maybe Jesus had somebody

  1586. who just really looked like Jesus.

  1587. And he's fooling them.

  1588. A little bit of a mark,

  1589. a little bit of red stuff

  1590. over here,

  1591. a little bit of red over here.

  1592. It's just a lookalike.

  1593. He's playing a bit of a joke.

  1594. So,

  1595. you can just,

  1596. it's just like

  1597. the identical twin

  1598. to think maybe Jesus

  1599. had an unknown

  1600. identical twin

  1601. that was fooling everybody.

  1602. But it's also going ahead

  1603. and show this,

  1604. you know,

  1605. these guys aren't stupid.

  1606. They're not just going to go believe

  1607. that Jesus rose from the dead.

  1608. Even with the empty tomb

  1609. and all of that complication,

  1610. he knows there needs to be

  1611. more than just the empty tomb.

  1612. He needs to actually see Jesus.

  1613. And verse 26,

  1614. eight days later,

  1615. his disciples were inside.

  1616. That's Jesus' disciples again.

  1617. And Thomas,

  1618. this time,

  1619. was with them.

  1620. He spent at least a couple of days,

  1621. maybe a whole week,

  1622. because it's a week later.

  1623. They're all now filled with joy

  1624. that Jesus is alive.

  1625. But Thomas says,

  1626. I think you guys are smoking

  1627. substances that used to be illegal,

  1628. but now are legal in Canada.

  1629. And that's why you're so happy,

  1630. because unless I see it,

  1631. I'm not going to believe it.

  1632. And then in verse 26,

  1633. although the doors were locked,

  1634. Jesus came and stood among them

  1635. and said,

  1636. not Thomas,

  1637. you dumb,

  1638. peace be with you.

  1639. Then he said to Thomas,

  1640. put your fingers here.

  1641. He knows what Thomas said,

  1642. because he's God,

  1643. the son of God.

  1644. Put your finger here

  1645. and see my hands

  1646. and put out your hand

  1647. and place it in my side.

  1648. Do not disbelieve,

  1649. but believe.

  1650. Let's talk about that

  1651. just a moment.

  1652. But Thomas answered him,

  1653. my Lord and my God.

  1654. This is the very clear declaration

  1655. that the one who created all things

  1656. and sustains all things by his power

  1657. is standing,

  1658. resurrected,

  1659. physical,

  1660. in front of Thomas.

  1661. And here's this wonderful word.

  1662. Jesus said to him,

  1663. have you believed

  1664. because you have seen,

  1665. have seen me?

  1666. Here he is.

  1667. Every single one of us here

  1668. who is a Christian,

  1669. this is what Jesus says

  1670. to you this morning.

  1671. Those of you who are beat up,

  1672. those of you who are depressed,

  1673. those of you who are happy,

  1674. those of you filled with faith,

  1675. those of doubts,

  1676. he says to each one of us

  1677. who have put our trust in Jesus,

  1678. sitting or standing here today,

  1679. blessed are those who have not seen

  1680. and yet have believed.

  1681. That's what he says to you.

  1682. That's not me.

  1683. That's what Jesus says.

  1684. Blessed are you.

  1685. If you could put up the third point.

  1686. If you notice again here

  1687. what Jesus says to Thomas

  1688. at the end of verse 27,

  1689. do not disbelieve but believe.

  1690. It's actually two commands.

  1691. The first one is,

  1692. and I put the way to write it,

  1693. I put it in a prayer.

  1694. What has been going on with Thomas

  1695. is that he's been feeding

  1696. disbelief and lack of trust in Jesus.

  1697. He's feeding it.

  1698. If you think about it,

  1699. and maybe most of us

  1700. don't think about it,

  1701. there are things that we do

  1702. in our week

  1703. or don't do in our week

  1704. that feeds not trusting Jesus,

  1705. not believing the gospel,

  1706. not believing what he said.

  1707. It's the same thing

  1708. with any type of relationship.

  1709. You know, a husband can do something

  1710. throughout the week

  1711. that feeds him not thinking well

  1712. of his wife.

  1713. A wife can do things

  1714. throughout the week

  1715. that feeds,

  1716. that nurtures,

  1717. that nourishes

  1718. a resentment

  1719. or a lack of love

  1720. or trust of her husband.

  1721. And we can do those same things

  1722. with the Lord.

  1723. And at the same time,

  1724. there are things that

  1725. a husband can do

  1726. throughout the week

  1727. that nourishes his love

  1728. for his wife.

  1729. And a wife can do things

  1730. throughout the week

  1731. that will nourish

  1732. and nurture

  1733. her love for her husband.

  1734. And there's the same thing

  1735. in terms of our relationship

  1736. with Jesus.

  1737. And so part of it,

  1738. this moment,

  1739. I'm not going to give you

  1740. a whole sermon on it.

  1741. It's just to ask the question,

  1742. Lord,

  1743. what am I doing?

  1744. What habits do I have

  1745. that nurture distrust

  1746. of you and your word?

  1747. And Lord,

  1748. could you please reveal them

  1749. to me and then help me

  1750. to put them to death?

  1751. Why?

  1752. Because Lord,

  1753. please help me,

  1754. please grip me

  1755. with the gospel

  1756. so that I will stop

  1757. habits of feeding disbelief

  1758. and lack of trust in you.

  1759. And if you cover up

  1760. the next point,

  1761. that would be great.

  1762. And Lord,

  1763. please grip me

  1764. with the gospel

  1765. so that I will grow habits

  1766. that feed belief

  1767. and trust in you.

  1768. And ask the Lord,

  1769. Lord,

  1770. what can I be doing this week?

  1771. If you're going to help me

  1772. to stop doing those things

  1773. that feed disbelief

  1774. and lack of trust

  1775. and lack of belief

  1776. in your word,

  1777. Lord,

  1778. I don't want to just be,

  1779. I want to,

  1780. I know I need to keep eating.

  1781. I need to feed.

  1782. By nature,

  1783. I seek nourishment.

  1784. So Lord,

  1785. help me to understand

  1786. what I can be doing

  1787. that nourish belief.

  1788. See,

  1789. that's one of the reasons

  1790. why small groups

  1791. are so important

  1792. for so many people.

  1793. that not only

  1794. that you spend time,

  1795. it's out of that time

  1796. you build relationships

  1797. so that when you're really

  1798. having a hard time

  1799. you can go say,

  1800. you can say,

  1801. you know,

  1802. Bob,

  1803. can I have a beer with you?

  1804. I just need to talk

  1805. about some things

  1806. that are going on.

  1807. It's how you do life

  1808. with each other.

  1809. It's,

  1810. whether it's a small group

  1811. or through a men's ministry

  1812. or a woman's ministry

  1813. or relationships

  1814. or whatever it is,

  1815. one of the,

  1816. those things can be

  1817. so important

  1818. on top of our devotions

  1819. and other types of things.

  1820. But the main thing is,

  1821. Lord,

  1822. show me what I can do,

  1823. what I am able to do,

  1824. what I must do

  1825. that I will feed

  1826. and nourish

  1827. and nurture belief in you

  1828. and the gospel

  1829. and what you said,

  1830. that your words are true

  1831. and trustworthy and wise,

  1832. even if they go against

  1833. all of the glitz

  1834. and all of the world,

  1835. whatever the world says

  1836. is right

  1837. with all of its glitz

  1838. and all of its authority

  1839. and all of its self-confidence

  1840. and it goes against your word.

  1841. Lord,

  1842. I just want to believe you

  1843. and what you said,

  1844. that it's wise

  1845. in the face of this

  1846. which wants to crush me

  1847. into its own mold.

  1848. I want to be molded

  1849. by the gospel,

  1850. by this wonderful word,

  1851. Jesus,

  1852. that I am blessed

  1853. because I believe in you

  1854. without having seen.

  1855. And that's why

  1856. this whole book is written.

  1857. Look at verse 30 and 31.

  1858. Now,

  1859. Jesus did many other signs

  1860. in the presence of the disciples

  1861. which are not written

  1862. in this book,

  1863. but these are written

  1864. so that you may believe

  1865. that Jesus

  1866. is the Christ,

  1867. the Son of God

  1868. and that by believing

  1869. you may have

  1870. life

  1871. in his name.

  1872. Please stand.

  1873. Just bow our heads in prayer.

  1874. If there are any here

  1875. who have not yet

  1876. believed

  1877. or trust in Jesus,

  1878. there's no better time

  1879. than right now

  1880. to just call out to him

  1881. and say,

  1882. it might even be,

  1883. Lord,

  1884. I believe,

  1885. help my unbelief.

  1886. That's a biblical prayer.

  1887. One I am very familiar

  1888. with in my own life.

  1889. Lord,

  1890. I want to be yours.

  1891. I want to be,

  1892. I want to trust

  1893. that you are my Savior

  1894. and my Lord

  1895. and I turn to you,

  1896. I give myself to you,

  1897. I acknowledge

  1898. that I have been

  1899. in enmity with you

  1900. and I want,

  1901. that you have made

  1902. my peace with God

  1903. and I want that.

  1904. I want to be at peace

  1905. with you, Lord.

  1906. And so,

  1907. Jesus,

  1908. be my Savior and Lord.

  1909. Use your own words,

  1910. but you can call out

  1911. to him right now

  1912. that that would be

  1913. the new story

  1914. of your life

  1915. and then say,

  1916. Lord,

  1917. please feed my,

  1918. feed,

  1919. help me to,

  1920. help me to know

  1921. how to feed belief

  1922. and help me to know

  1923. how to starve disbelief

  1924. and for all of us here,

  1925. those are prayers

  1926. for us to pray.

  1927. So let's pray.

  1928. Father,

  1929. you know right now

  1930. the different ways

  1931. that each of us here

  1932. nourishes disbelief

  1933. and distrust.

  1934. Father,

  1935. every one of us

  1936. has them.

  1937. None of us

  1938. is better than the other

  1939. in terms of

  1940. that never happens to us.

  1941. Father,

  1942. you know that some of us

  1943. do it,

  1944. we're just blind to it.

  1945. We actually think

  1946. maybe it's wisdom

  1947. when it's actually

  1948. just starving belief

  1949. and feeding disbelief.

  1950. So,

  1951. Father,

  1952. we ask for a wonderful work

  1953. of your Holy Spirit

  1954. that you would convict us

  1955. of those ways

  1956. that we are nourishing

  1957. disbelief and distrust

  1958. in your Son

  1959. and his word.

  1960. And,

  1961. Father,

  1962. help us to put that

  1963. to death

  1964. to no longer go there.

  1965. And,

  1966. Father,

  1967. we ask that you would,

  1968. by your Holy Spirit,

  1969. you would convict us

  1970. once again

  1971. of those things

  1972. that we can do

  1973. that build belief

  1974. and trust in you.

  1975. Father,

  1976. pour out the Holy Spirit

  1977. upon us

  1978. and lead us

  1979. to develop these habits.

  1980. Habits,

  1981. Father,

  1982. ultimately of grace

  1983. and mercy

  1984. that come from you.

  1985. Father,

  1986. help us to do that.

  1987. We ask these things

  1988. in the name of Jesus

  1989. and all God's people said,

  1990. Amen.