Sermon
The God of Sojourners
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Great. We're just going to take a time to just pray as a church a little more about,
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we call this the pastoral prayer, just to really pray for the city, pray for the things that are
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also on God's heart. And so even though I'll be leading us, you know, out loud, just feel free to
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be praying in your own hearts, to amen to what I'm saying, to be praying under your own breath for
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what God is burdening you with. All right? So let's just take a time to really say, God,
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we can't do any of this without you. All right? Let's pray. Father, we just confess our need for
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you. And even this week, this morning, just the ease in which we are distracted, God, by
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honestly trivial things at the end of the day, things that do it with our own comfort,
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and our own pleasure, God. But this morning, we just want to come and look at you again, God.
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What is on your heart? Who do you care about, God? And we know you love this world. You love the world
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so much that you sent your son to die for it, God. And you love this city. And God, Lord, we just,
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we just humble ourselves before you this morning and ask you to just change our city, God. We cry,
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how long, oh Lord, until you come back in glory, God. But in the meantime, we know, Lord, that you are
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in the process of making something new in this city, God. So this morning, we pray over the divisions.
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We pray over the hurts. We pray over the fear. We pray over the anger, God, that is gripping our city
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right now. Lord, we pray over the elections that are happening as we speak right now. We pray for
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every polling station. We pray for all the people who are serving and volunteering. We pray for every
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candidate, God. No matter whether we agree with them or not, whether we're voting for them or not,
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we pray for them, God, because they were made in your image, Lord Jesus. We pray for everyone who
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will be voting, God. Would you just keep them safe? We pray for the police, Lord, who will be watching
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over the polling stations. Would you guide them, Lord? Would you watch over them, God? Lord, we need you
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in this time. We need you in all times, God. But right now, Lord, we just cry out to you on behalf
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of our city, Lord. Lord, would this day just be a day where your people shine? Even as they vote,
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as they talk to their friends, would they point them to the greatest hope that we have?
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Eternity with you. Hope, joy, eternal joy. Adoption by the King of Kings. God, we give our city to you.
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And Father, we also just continue to pray for all the marginalized. In this time of political and
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social unrest, God, we also just, Lord, help us not to lose sight of those who are really just hidden,
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the minorities, the ethnic minorities. We talked about some today, but there's also the Nepali community,
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the South Asian community in Hong Kong, the refugees and asylum seekers, Lord,
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those who are trapped in red light districts all over Hong Kong,
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young single moms, teen moms who are just struggling to make ends meet and to take care of their
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infants, God. We need you, Lord. We need you to open our eyes to them. And Lord, would you just watch
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over them? Would you continue to minister to them supernaturally? Would your Holy Spirit
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just speak to them to know, to let them know that they are loved? They are known by their creator,
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God. And Lord, use us as your people, as your hands and your feet to speak and to touch, Lord,
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to hold onto those who are hurting and who are broken, God. In Jesus' name we pray. Amen. Amen.
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We're going to invite the scripture readers to come up to do our scripture reading and lead us in that.
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The scripture reading comes from Revelation and Deuteronomy. Please follow along in your bulletins
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or on the screen. From Revelation 7, we read,
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After this, I look and behold a great multitude that one could number from every nation, from all tribes and peoples and languages,
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standing before the throne and before the Lamb, clothed in white robes, with palm bronzes in their hands,
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and crying out with a loud voice, Salvation belongs to our God who sits on the throne and to the Lamb.
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And all the angels were standing around the throne and around the elders and the four living creatures,
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and they fell on their faces before the throne and worshiped God, saying, Amen, blessing and glory and wisdom
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and thanksgiving and honor and power and might to be our God forever and ever. Amen.
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Then one of the elders addressed me, saying,
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Who are these clothes and white robes, and from where have they come?
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I said to him, Sir, you know.
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And he said to me, These are the ones coming out of the great tribulation.
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They have washed their robes and made them white in the blood of the Lamb.
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And from Deuteronomy 10, we read,
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And now, Israel, what does the Lord your God require of you but to fear the Lord your God,
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to walk in all his ways, to love him, to serve the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul,
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and to keep the commandments and statues of the Lord, which I am commanding you today for your good.
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Behold, to the Lord your God belong heaven and the heavens of heavens,
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the earth with all that it is in it.
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Yet the Lord set his heart in love on your fathers and chose their offspring after them,
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you above all peoples, as you are this day.
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Circumcise, therefore, the four skins of your heart and be no longer stubborn.
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For the Lord your God is God of gods and Lord of lords,
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the great, the mighty, and the awesome God, who is not partial and takes no bribe.
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He executes justice for the fatherless and the widow,
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and loves the sojourner, giving him food and clothing.
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Love the sojourner, therefore, for you were sojourners in the land of Egypt.
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You shall fear the Lord your God.
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You shall serve him and hold fast to him,
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and by his name you shall swear.
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He is your praise.
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He is your God,
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who has done for you these great and terrifying things that your eyes have seen.
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This is the word of God.
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Amen.
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Thank you, Janet.
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Thank you, Gary.
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If you're new with us,
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we've been going through as a church the book of Revelation,
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and the closing book of the Bible,
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and it's been quite a journey.
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And I don't know if you've noticed,
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I think one thing that you've,
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if you've been following the series with us,
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the one thing that I think has kind of struck us,
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and has surprised us,
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is just how much of the book is actually about mission,
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and evangelism,
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and being a witness for the Lord Jesus.
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We talked about martyrs,
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and people just speaking for the Lord,
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and prophesying on behalf of the Lord.
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And another interesting aspect,
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I think,
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that we've been hitting,
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is this vision of people from every nation,
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and tribe,
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and tongue,
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and language coming together.
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And that's the passage from Revelation 7,
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that we just read.
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That's one really good example,
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of this idea,
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over and over in Revelation,
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we see this idea of people,
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uniting around,
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worshiping God.
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And it's a beautiful image,
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isn't it?
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Because we all know the racism,
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and the division that's just racking,
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not even just Hong Kong,
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but across the world.
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And here God is saying in Revelation,
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that actually,
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that's not the last word.
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History is actually moving in the direction,
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and that one day,
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everybody,
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every tribe,
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every tongue,
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all of God's people,
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no matter what your socioeconomic background is,
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no matter what your language is,
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no matter what your history is,
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that for those who call on Jesus' name,
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who worship Him,
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everyone will be united
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around the throne of God.
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So this is kind of just to show you that
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Revelation is kind of our framework.
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And even though today,
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we're not going to be focusing specifically
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on Revelation as our base text,
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that we're going to see throughout
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entire history of the Bible,
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that this doesn't just kind of happen
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out of the blue.
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It's not just like one day,
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God wakes up and thinks,
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oh,
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it's a good idea for me to unite all peoples,
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and for me to eliminate racism.
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But actually,
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when we look at the Bible,
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all throughout history,
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God is a God who has loved all nations
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and all tongues and all tribes and languages.
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And He's always wanted His people
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to reflect that as well.
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And so when we get to today's main passage
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in Deuteronomy,
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it's one of the foundational books of the Bible.
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It's one of the earliest books of the Bible, right?
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And we go back to the very establishment
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of the people of Israel.
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And so you have the leader, Moses.
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I think a lot of us know the story.
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So he's been raised up to lead the people
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out of captivity into Egypt.
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And now Moses is at the end of his journey,
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at the end of his ministry.
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And he's basically giving a final sort of exhortation,
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a final call to the people.
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And this is what Deuteronomy is really all about.
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And so he's kind of just recapping,
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giving a summary of all that God has done.
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He's chosen you.
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He's taken you out of captivity in Egypt.
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He's performed these terrifying signs and wonders,
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you know, parting the Red Sea,
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defeating the Egyptians.
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He's brought you faithfully through the wilderness.
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And now you are at the cusp of the promised land.
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And so he's been raised up to you.
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Now you're ready to step in.
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And so when we get to this chapter,
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chapter 10 that we just read,
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this is all kind of wrapped up
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and summarized so beautifully.
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Just read with me again verse 14.
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It says,
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Behold, to the Lord your God
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belong heaven and the heaven of heavens,
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the earth with all that is in it.
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This description of God,
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he is the creator.
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Everything, the cosmos, the universe belongs to him.
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Yet, the Lord set his heart in love on your fathers
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and chose their offspring after them,
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you above all peoples,
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as you are this day.
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And let's just fast forward to verse 17.
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We get this magnificent description of God.
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It says,
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For the Lord your God is God of gods
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and Lord of lords,
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the great, the mighty, the awesome God
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who is not partial and takes no bribe.
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And so you see,
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this is kind of God's calling card.
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This is him describing,
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he is the ultimate creator of the universe.
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He is just and fair and mighty and awesome.
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And yet he has chosen
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this little insignificant people group
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in the ancient Near East
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to be his treasured possession.
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And Israel hasn't done anything
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to deserve this favor.
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It was simply grace of God.
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And you see,
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that grace isn't just a New Testament idea.
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It's something that just runs through
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from the beginning to the end.
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You know,
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it's like a couple that adopts a child,
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an infant,
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and what has the infant done
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to deserve being adopted?
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What did they do
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to be so qualified?
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Nothing, right?
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They chose,
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the parents chose
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to adopt them.
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The kid didn't earn anything.
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And so maybe it makes sense
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why God would remind the people
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of his greatness
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and all he's done for him
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because God isn't just a loving,
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you know,
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parent that adopts an orphan,
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but God is the creator
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of the cosmos.
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And he knows what is best
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for the people
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is for them to recognize that
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and to worship him.
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But here's where it gets a little,
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well, it's been interesting so far,
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but this is where it gets
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more interesting, I think.
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Because immediately after verse 17,
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we get to verse 18,
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and it says this,
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God executes justice
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for the fatherless
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and the widow,
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and he loves the sojourner,
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giving him food
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and clothing.
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And after all this
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majestic language
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about God's awesomeness
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and him being the creator
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and how he's chose you,
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Israel,
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to be his treasured possession,
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he kind of just talks
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about his sort of particular care
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for a few types of people.
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And I think that's cause for us
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to take us to maybe pause here
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because maybe
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this is important to God.
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And when you read through
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the entire Bible,
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you'll actually realize
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that this isn't
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sort of a one-off anomaly.
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Deuteronomy 10.18
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is not an isolated incident,
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and these three groups of people
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are mentioned
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over and over and over again.
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It talks about the widow,
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the fatherless,
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the sojourner,
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and also those
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who are generally poor.
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And I think most of us
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can imagine,
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I think instinctively,
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okay, I can understand
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maybe why widows and orphans,
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they deserve special attention.
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But what about sojourners?
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What's that all about?
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I don't even use that word ever.
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When's the last time
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you said sojourner
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before today, right?
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I didn't even really know
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what it meant
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until I looked it up
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in the dictionary.
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And so what is it?
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So we're going to spend
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the rest of this time
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really zeroing in
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on this word
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because if Deuteronomy 10.18
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is really what it says,
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then we need to know
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what a sojourner is.
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We need to know
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why this is close
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to God's heart
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and what it has to do
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with you and me today.
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So let's dig in
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a little deeper
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on this idea.
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So in ancient times,
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a sojourner was basically
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someone who lived
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in a different nation.
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And you can think
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of a sojourner
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as someone
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who's a non-citizen.
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So someone without
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the full rights,
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the full standing
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that a citizen
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of a nation would have.
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But in the ancient Near East,
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more or less,
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nations were pretty much
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consolidated on ethnic groups.
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So if you were a sojourner,
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you were very much a foreigner.
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You know,
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it's not like
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an immigrant country
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like Canada
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where it's like
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a melting pot of nations
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and ethnicities already.
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And so if that's the case,
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if you're so foreign,
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why would a sojourner
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be a sojourner?
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Why would you go there?
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And I think you can imagine
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there are a bunch of reasons.
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They could be escaping
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war and famine.
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Maybe some of them
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were just drawn
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to the people of Israel.
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They were drawn
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to the God of Israel.
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But you can perhaps imagine
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if you're just a sojourner
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in this foreign land
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with people who are
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so different from you,
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how sort of ostracized
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you might feel,
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how different
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you might feel.
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Some of you guys
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perhaps have experienced
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a bit of that already.
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But it's not only that.
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Because more importantly,
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as a sojourner
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in biblical times,
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you would be very vulnerable
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from an economic standpoint.
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So it's not just
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the social things.
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It's not just
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your cultural
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sort of comfort.
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But as in,
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from a financial
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and economic standpoint,
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you would be vulnerable.
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Because as a sojourner
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in these ancient times,
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you would have
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no land rights.
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And that's important
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because in an agrarian society,
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land is food.
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And food is your livelihood.
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Right?
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Food is your life.
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And so maybe you can see
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why also the same thing
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applied to widows
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and the fatherless.
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Because the land rights
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were attached
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to the father,
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to the husband.
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If the father died
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and you had a widower
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and you had the fatherless,
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they would lose
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their livelihood.
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They would lose
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their right to the land
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in that culture.
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So the point
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I'm trying to make here
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is that God
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didn't just kind of
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pick three random
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categories of people.
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It's that in this society,
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there was very specific
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reasons
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why he wants
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to execute justice
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for the fatherless
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and why he loves
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the widow
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and the sojourner.
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What he's essentially
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saying is that
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I have a special concern
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for the most vulnerable
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in society.
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I have a special concern
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for the most vulnerable
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in society.
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And so Deuteronomy 10
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basically sums up
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who God is.
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It's fantastic.
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This one passage,
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God is the one true God,
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the creator of the universe.
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The God who loves
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his people,
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who loves his treasured
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possession
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and wants them
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to worship him.
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But he's also
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specifically
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the God
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who loves
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and cares for
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the most vulnerable
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in society.
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And so in light
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of this,
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in light of this,
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Moses explains
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to the people,
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he challenges them
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and this is what
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the adequate response
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to this God is.
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You've seen
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who God is.
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He's shown you
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who he is.
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This is how we should
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respond.
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Let's read verse 12
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together.
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You should fear
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the Lord your God.
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Seeing all these
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wonders and miracles,
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fear him.
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He's not just your dad.
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He's not just your
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heavenly father.
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He's the king of kings.
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Walk in all his ways.
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Love him.
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Serve the Lord
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your God
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with all your heart
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and with all your soul
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and keep the commandments.
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Keep the statutes
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of the Lord
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which I am commanding
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you today
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for your good.
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And then verse 19,
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he commands,
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love the sojourner.
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Therefore,
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for you were sojourners
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in the land of Egypt.
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So if the people
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of Israel
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truly received
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God's love,
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they truly saw him
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and for who he really was,
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they would love him
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in response.
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And that would
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necessarily include
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caring about
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what God cares about.
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So the blunt truth
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that is presented
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before Israel right now
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is that they could not say,
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if I was an Israelite,
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I could not say
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that I know God
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yet at the same time
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ignore the needs
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of the orphan,
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the widow,
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the sojourner.
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You know,
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this wasn't
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like a charitable
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bonus
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at the end of the year,
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where you get
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your charity in.
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You know,
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there were no tax receipts
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in ancient Israel.
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This was simply about
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hearing God,
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seeing him,
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and emulating him,
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following him,
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obeying him.
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And that's why
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you have over and over again,
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as you know,
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the story of the Bible
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when Israel falls,
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when Israel is disobedient,
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you know,
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God challenges them.
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He's like,
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I hate your,
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if you read Isaiah,
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I've just been reminded
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of this this week.
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You read Isaiah 1,
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God is saying,
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I hate your worship.
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I despise it.
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You can sing all the songs
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to me you want.
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You can give me
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all the money you want.
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You can pray all you want.
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You can write the most
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beautiful sermon
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that you want.
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But if you don't love
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the downtrodden,
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if you don't love
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the poor,
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I hate your worship.
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It's meaningless to me.
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I despise it.
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Some serious language there.
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Now,
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as a Hong Konger,
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21st century,
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I think it's easy
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for us to kind of
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distance ourselves
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from Israel,
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ancient Israel,
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and all the Old Testament
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laws,
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they seem irrelevant
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or distant.
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And it is true,
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we got to be careful
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that we don't just
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take Old Testament
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things that were written
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thousands of years ago
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for a different culture
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and just kind of like
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plop them
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into our context
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because it is different.
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So we always have to look
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when we read the Bible,
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look for what is
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actually timeless.
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What is it that really
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is about God's character
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and who He is?
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What is He commanding us
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that is timeless?
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And I think when we look
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at Deuteronomy 10,
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we see this description
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of who God is,
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what He's done,
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His love for people,
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His love for the vulnerable,
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and those things,
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I believe,
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are entirely unchanging.
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And so when I think
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about that
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and when I look about,
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look at our city today,
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I think we can see,
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even in our church,
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modern-day sojourners.
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The context is different,
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right?
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But I think the vulnerabilities
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are very much
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the same in essence.
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And obviously,
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Hong Kong is a place
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of foreigners
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and, you know,
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expats, right?
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I think a lot of you guys
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fit in that category.
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And a lot of people
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don't have PR,
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permanent residency status here.
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But I don't think
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the sort of,
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there's a lot of nuance here.
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I don't think
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if you're an expat
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in a typical sense,
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like you've come here
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as a iBanker from UK,
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I don't think you technically
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fit in the sojourner category
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that the Bibles talk about.
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You know,
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we really do come
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from a place of privilege
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if you're a typical expat.
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Not all of you,
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but just generally.
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And you've come
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from a place of wealth
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you come here
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with a fantastic job.
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You know,
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you're esteemed
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as a wonderful white person.
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You know,
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I can say that
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because my wife is white
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and I esteem her greatly.
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And let's be honest, right?
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You know,
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there's a little bit
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of that here.
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And more importantly,
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you have a clear path
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to permanent residency, right?
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Seven years
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and you're good to go.
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And so,
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I don't think
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we're necessarily
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talking about you
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even though I love you
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as an expat.
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And then on the opposite
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end of the spectrum,
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we do have refugees
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and asylum seekers
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and that's a whole
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other issue
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and we definitely
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as a church
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need to be thinking
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about them
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and thinking about
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what our city
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is doing
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for these people.
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But today
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is Helper's Appreciation Day
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and I believe
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God wants us
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to really consider
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the foreign domestic helpers
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in our midst
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as sojourners
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in a biblical sense.
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And so,
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did you know,
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I was just looking this up
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and kind of doing
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some research
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that 10%
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of the working population
-
in Hong Kong
-
are actually
-
foreign domestic helpers.
-
That comes up
-
to about 400,000 helpers
-
and some have been
-
working here
-
for decades.
-
You know,
-
some have been helpers
-
here longer
-
than some of you
-
have been born.
-
It's pretty amazing, right?
-
But let's be honest,
-
right?
-
In many ways
-
they are treated
-
as sojourners.
-
In this hierarchical society
-
they are seen
-
as different.
-
They are treated
-
as different.
-
Whether it's said
-
or unsaid,
-
that's the reality.
-
And I'm not just talking
-
about the racism
-
or the prejudice
-
or just the,
-
you know,
-
just the abuse
-
even that happens
-
verbally and physically.
-
I'm not just talking
-
about that.
-
We know that happens.
-
Just read the news.
-
Just Google it.
-
But I'm talking
-
about legally
-
as a domestic helper
-
you are literally
-
treated as a different
-
class of people
-
in Hong Kong.
-
Some of you know this
-
but if you don't
-
let me just kind of
-
refresh you.
-
Six years ago
-
the Court of Final Appeal
-
ruled definitively
-
that if you are
-
a foreign domestic helper
-
you have,
-
you will never have
-
the right of abode
-
in Hong Kong.
-
You could stay here
-
for 70 years
-
if you want
-
but you can never
-
become a PR.
-
And that was the
-
policy of the government
-
all along.
-
That was the structure
-
that was set up
-
but it's a little different
-
when you have it written
-
pretty much set in stone
-
by the highest court
-
of the land
-
that you will never
-
become one of us.
-
You're a different class
-
literally.
-
And there's a lot
-
of other little things
-
and we can go into that
-
but I think another one
-
that obviously speaks
-
to us is money
-
and foreign domestic
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helpers
-
they have literally
-
a different minimum wage
-
as everybody else
-
in Hong Kong
-
and unfortunately
-
it's not higher
-
it's lower.
-
And so that just also
-
I think speaks
-
that there's a difference here
-
and there's an obvious
-
socioeconomic
-
vulnerability there.
-
but there's a one
-
big one I think
-
that really also
-
underscores
-
is the fact that
-
foreign domestic helpers
-
their legal status
-
is completely based
-
on the employer
-
that recruits them
-
that brings them over.
-
So you know
-
if anything happens
-
if the contract
-
is terminated
-
they need to leave
-
in two weeks
-
I think a lot of you guys
-
know that already.
-
And so you have
-
an entire system
-
where these helpers
-
these sojourners
-
come in
-
and they're completely
-
at the mercy
-
of their employer.
-
And in this entire system
-
from recruiting
-
to agencies
-
and you know
-
all the lending
-
and the sort of
-
the loan sharks
-
that happen there
-
and just even
-
their dependence
-
on their employer
-
I think this entire system
-
just breeds
-
a sense of vulnerability
-
for them.
-
That they are
-
very
-
very
-
I guess
-
in a place
-
of vulnerability
-
they're at the mercy
-
and they're so vulnerable
-
to being taken
-
advantage of
-
right?
-
Now I don't
-
I've said a fair bit
-
about that
-
and I don't
-
I don't think
-
we need to hear
-
any more
-
from like
-
a middle class
-
Chinese
-
Canadian man
-
so I want to
-
invite Jonah
-
to come up
-
Jonah come on up
-
and Jonah
-
is
-
a
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she works
-
as a foreign
-
domestic helper
-
in Hong Kong
-
but more importantly
-
Jonah is
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a
-
just a beloved
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sister
-
of
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Watermark
-
and
-
the
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FOF
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community group
-
yes
-
thank you
-
and
-
yeah
-
it's just been
-
so good
-
to see her
-
get involved
-
and serve
-
and so
-
we're gonna hear
-
a bit of
-
Jonah's story
-
today
-
and just a heads up
-
this isn't gonna be
-
like the worst case
-
scenario
-
of everything
-
that could happen
-
bad to
-
you know
-
a helper
-
this is just
-
Jonah
-
a sister in Christ
-
she has a story
-
to tell
-
she has experience
-
you know
-
as a sister in Christ
-
and also as a helper
-
in Hong Kong
-
and so we just
-
want to hear her story
-
and she's
-
gonna tell us
-
about Jesus
-
amen
-
so
-
let's
-
let me just pray
-
for you really quick
-
and let's dive in
-
God just thank you
-
so much for Jonah
-
and all the ladies
-
who are in the
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FOF group
-
thank you for her
-
I just pray that you
-
would use her right now
-
speak through her
-
humble her heart
-
show her how
-
beloved
-
she is
-
and how much
-
of a powerful
-
story
-
that she has
-
simply because
-
the king of kings
-
loves her
-
and has anointed her
-
to do good works
-
so we pray these
-
things in Jesus
-
name
-
amen
-
Jonah
-
tell us a bit
-
about yourself
-
tell us about
-
how you ended up
-
in Hong Kong
-
and just your
-
background
-
oh
-
it's working
-
hi I'm Jonah
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I'm
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I'm
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I'm
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I came from
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Bagu City
-
the college place
-
in Philippines
-
and
-
I
-
became a Christian
-
I became a Christian
-
in Philippines
-
and
-
after that
-
I moved to
-
Kuwait
-
I work
-
I go to Kuwait
-
for a work
-
just like this
-
a nanny
-
and
-
my work there
-
is
-
I enjoy
-
a lot
-
I enjoy my work
-
I enjoy
-
my work
-
because I travel
-
a lot
-
with my
-
employer
-
they treat me
-
like
-
like as a part
-
of their family
-
because
-
yeah
-
they treat me
-
like that
-
but
-
unfortunately
-
I was involved
-
with
-
immorality
-
in a godly
-
relationship
-
so
-
I decided
-
to go home
-
and ask
-
God forgiveness
-
ask God
-
for a second
-
chance
-
and that's
-
why
-
that's how
-
I ended up
-
here in
-
How did you
-
come to know
-
the Lord Jesus
-
how did you
-
become a Christian
-
I became a Christian
-
I came from
-
poor family
-
and
-
my parents
-
cannot afford
-
my
-
tuition fee
-
to go to school
-
and I was so
-
I was so angry
-
with my
-
my parents
-
and I
-
I even said
-
that there is
-
no God
-
if there is
-
God
-
why
-
why we are
-
poor
-
why
-
my family
-
cannot afford
-
me to go to
-
school
-
and
-
and that
-
with that
-
I was so
-
I invade
-
my
-
my family
-
because some
-
of my family
-
usually they are
-
they are rich
-
they are
-
they are
-
in the political
-
situation like that
-
and they are
-
a leader
-
of a Catholic
-
so something
-
like that
-
so I really
-
I feel really
-
bad
-
and I
-
I really
-
you know
-
I
-
I feel useless
-
useless about
-
my
-
who I am
-
and
-
yeah
-
that's
-
but
-
one day
-
some missionaries
-
went into our
-
village
-
and
-
shared the
-
word of God
-
but many times
-
I ignored them
-
I even
-
tore the
-
the
-
what they're
-
giving
-
and I
-
ignored them
-
but one
-
day my
-
sister said
-
why don't
-
we try
-
let's try
-
let's go
-
entertain them
-
so
-
in short
-
we
-
my
-
my sister
-
go
-
and we
-
entertain them
-
but
-
the time
-
that's the time
-
I accept
-
Jesus my
-
Lord and
-
Savior
-
but the
-
time that
-
I said
-
my Lord
-
and Savior
-
my family
-
rejected me
-
they haven't
-
said
-
oh
-
because
-
they believe
-
that Catholic
-
is
-
it's the
-
best religion
-
something like that
-
they are the one
-
who is saved
-
they are the one
-
who is true
-
and so
-
my family
-
rejected me
-
and
-
they even
-
said
-
you better
-
you better
-
go and
-
change your
-
family name
-
and
-
I remember
-
the last word
-
of my
-
grandmother
-
she told me
-
if you'll not
-
go back
-
as a Catholic
-
you better
-
change your
-
family name
-
so
-
that's
-
that's
-
yeah
-
that's how
-
I became
-
a Catholic
-
wow
-
so
-
how
-
what happened
-
afterwards
-
when you
-
kind of
-
as you
-
grew as a
-
Christian
-
as you
-
found out
-
more about
-
what
-
what
-
you know
-
who God
-
is
-
how did
-
how did
-
that change
-
you
-
yeah
-
yeah
-
and
-
actually
-
yeah I
-
continue
-
I continue
-
as a believer
-
and
-
in my
-
place
-
I
-
I
-
lead a
-
worship
-
leader
-
in
-
our
-
church
-
and
-
yeah
-
that's
-
I
-
continue
-
I fight
-
for the
-
faith
-
but
-
due to
-
some
-
circumstance
-
that happened
-
in the
-
church
-
I feel
-
like
-
you know
-
dry
-
and
-
sometimes
-
there
-
there
-
it's
-
because
-
something
-
happened
-
in a
-
church
-
that
-
I
-
trust
-
a lot
-
the
-
pastor
-
is
-
standing
-
in front
-
and
-
one
-
day
-
the
-
pastor
-
is
-
trying
-
to
-
rape
-
me
-
and
-
there's
-
a
-
time
-
I
-
feel
-
so
-
down
-
where
-
will
-
I
-
go
-
now
-
my
-
family
-
rejected
-
me
-
and
-
the
-
pastor
-
that
-
oh
-
my
-
tries
-
and
-
the
-
trying
-
why
-
God
-
so
-
all
-
of
-
my
-
walk
-
with
-
God
-
is
-
now
-
before
-
is
-
questioning
-
God
-
why
-
he
-
allowed
-
that
-
to
-
happen
-
yet
-
he
-
knows
-
that
-
I
-
want
-
to
-
serve
-
him
-
for
-
the
-
rest
-
of
-
my
-
life
-
something
-
like
-
that
-
so
-
yeah
-
that's
-
crazy
-
that's
-
tough
-
so
-
you
-
went
-
to
-
Kuwait
-
and
-
it
-
was
-
it
-
was
-
hard
-
spiritually
-
you
-
felt
-
dry
-
and
-
you
-
but
-
you
-
also
-
knew
-
you
-
were
-
living
-
immorally
-
and
-
you
-
were
-
asking
-
God
-
for
-
a
-
second
-
chance
-
how
-
did
-
that
-
unfold
-
how
-
did
-
he
-
end
-
up
-
giving
-
you
-
a
-
second
-
chance
-
yeah
-
I
-
prayed
-
and
-
I
-
asked
-
forgiveness
-
for
-
a
-
second
-
chance
-
and
-
I
-
told
-
please
-
give
-
me
-
another
-
chance
-
and
-
so
-
that's
-
why
-
I
-
tried
-
to
-
apply
-
for
-
another
-
job
-
again
-
and
-
so
-
I
-
came
-
here
-
in
-
Hong
-
Kong
-
and
-
that's
-
the
-
time
-
I
-
when
-
yeah
-
that's
-
the time
-
I
-
came
-
here
-
in
-
Hong
-
Kong
-
and
-
my
-
sister
-
invited
-
me
-
to
-
a
-
church
-
in
-
a
-
Pentecostal
-
church
-
so
-
I
-
continued
-
my
-
walk
-
with
-
God
-
again
-
there
-
and
-
I
-
guess
-
I
-
wanted
-
you
-
to
-
talk
-
a
-
little
-
bit
-
about
-
you
-
just
-
coming
-
into
-
Hong
-
Kong
-
as
-
a
-
helper
-
what
-
was
-
that
-
experience
-
like
-
what
-
were
-
the
-
challenges
-
what
-
were
-
the
-
struggles
-
the
-
first
-
time
-
I
-
came
-
here
-
in
-
Hong
-
Kong
-
my
-
first
-
employer
-
I
-
struggled
-
a lot
-
because
-
she's
-
so mean
-
to me
-
and she's
-
so strict
-
and everything
-
I'm not
-
allowed to
-
use mobile
-
and I'm
-
not
-
if she
-
asked me
-
to go
-
in a
-
store
-
in 30
-
minutes
-
you must
-
be home
-
like that
-
so strict
-
and everything
-
and I'm
-
not allowed
-
to talk
-
to other
-
nanies
-
and
-
she
-
treat
-
me
-
like
-
she
-
treat
-
me
-
just
-
like
-
lower
-
than
-
them
-
you
-
know
-
you're
-
just
-
a
-
nanny
-
you're
-
just
-
a
-
nanny
-
so
-
so
-
you're
-
just
-
a
-
nanny
-
yeah
-
and
-
she
-
treated
-
me
-
I
-
was
-
it
-
was
-
really
-
a
-
struggle
-
for
-
me
-
because
-
I
-
came
-
from
-
I
-
compare
-
the
-
one
-
I
-
came
-
from
-
Kuwait
-
and
-
my
-
work
-
there
-
is
-
you
-
know
-
we
-
eat
-
together
-
with
-
my
-
employer
-
you
-
know
-
it's
-
because
-
in
-
Kuwait
-
if
-
they
-
eat
-
together
-
they
-
put
-
it
-
in
-
one
-
plate
-
and
-
all
-
of
-
us
-
will
-
eat
-
together
-
by
-
hand
-
and
-
and
-
yet
-
when
-
I
-
came
-
here
-
in
-
Hong
-
Kong
-
that
-
struggled
-
me
-
also
-
eating
-
by
-
hand
-
is
-
dirty
-
I'm
-
sorry
-
it's
-
dirty
-
something
-
like that
-
so I
-
compare
-
the
-
place
-
that I
-
came
-
in
-
in
-
Kuwait
-
that
-
I
-
came
-
from
-
a rich
-
family
-
I
-
have
-
my
-
own
-
room
-
I
-
have
-
everything
-
food
-
and
-
they
-
treat
-
you
-
a lot
-
they
-
treat
-
me
-
like
-
a part
-
of
-
the
-
family
-
and
-
yet
-
they
-
are
-
rich
-
family
-
and
-
so
-
I
-
become
-
boastful
-
and
-
I
-
compare
-
my
-
past
-
work
-
to
-
them
-
so
-
I
-
started
-
answering
-
her
-
back
-
if
-
she's
-
harsh
-
I
-
become
-
harsh
-
also
-
sometimes
-
but I
-
found
-
that
-
it's
-
not
-
good
-
and
-
how did
-
you find
-
that
-
how did
-
God
-
sustain
-
you
-
to
-
respond
-
to
-
your
-
harsh
-
employer
-
so
-
I
-
just
-
prayed
-
and
-
cried
-
out
-
to
-
God
-
I
-
said
-
Lord
-
forgive
-
me
-
for
-
doing
-
this
-
because
-
I
-
know
-
it's
-
really
-
hard
-
to
-
deal
-
also
-
because
-
if
-
I
-
do
-
something
-
that
-
she
-
asked
-
me
-
and
-
my
-
employer
-
my
-
mom
-
goes
-
to
-
work
-
and
-
popo
-
will
-
come
-
she
-
will
-
tell
-
me
-
come
-
on
-
come
-
on
-
so
-
I
-
didn't
-
know
-
which
-
one
-
whom
-
I
-
will
-
obey
-
if
-
my
-
employer
-
so
-
when
-
my
-
employer
-
will
-
come
-
home
-
why
-
didn't
-
you
-
do
-
what
-
I
-
said
-
because
-
so
-
I
-
don't
-
know
-
I
-
don't
-
really
-
know
-
so
-
what
-
I
-
did
-
is
-
I
-
really
-
prayed
-
God
-
but
-
through
-
that
-
situation
-
God
-
teach
-
me
-
how
-
to
-
humble
-
and
-
understand
-
them
-
and
-
through
-
attending
-
also
-
the
-
church
-
and
-
yeah
-
also
-
that
-
before
-
I'm
-
not
-
allowed
-
to
-
read
-
the
-
Bible
-
so
-
what
-
I
-
did
-
because
-
she
-
doesn't
-
want me
-
to switch
-
on the
-
light
-
during
-
night
-
time
-
so
-
what
-
I
-
did
-
is
-
I
-
bought
-
a
-
flashlight
-
so
-
I
-
just
-
flashlight
-
the
-
Bible
-
while
-
reading
-
so
-
that's
-
how
-
God
-
spoke
-
to
-
you
-
through
-
that
-
to
-
learn
-
how
-
to
-
love
-
even
-
a
-
harsh
-
employer
-
and
-
God
-
reminded
-
me
-
also
-
of
-
my
-
sin
-
my
-
past
-
sin
-
that
-
we
-
are
-
all
-
sinners
-
we
-
all
-
have
-
weaknesses
-
and
-
so
-
that's
-
the
-
time
-
let's
-
take
-
I
-
guess
-
talked
-
about
-
your
-
struggle
-
with
-
just
-
coming
-
to
-
Hong
-
Kong
-
and
-
working
-
here
-
and
-
the
-
society
-
here
-
and
-
the
-
harshness
-
what's
-
your
-
experience
-
been
-
in
-
becoming
-
part
-
of
-
a
-
church
-
here
-
I
-
know
-
you've
-
been
-
in
-
watermark
-
for
-
a
-
couple
-
years
-
now
-
so
-
we're
-
all
-
family
-
here
-
you can
-
be
-
honest
-
I
-
don't
-
know
-
I
-
don't
-
know
-
everything
-
she's
-
going
-
to
-
say
-
but
-
what was
-
your
-
experience
-
coming
-
to
-
a church
-
that
-
isn't
-
all
-
Filipino
-
that
-
we
-
don't
-
all
-
speak
-
Tagalog
-
or
-
it's
-
not
-
all
-
uniform
-
it's
-
quite
-
multicultural
-
what
-
was
-
your
-
experience
-
what
-
was
-
the
-
struggles
-
we
-
want
-
to
-
hear
-
from
-
you
-
I
-
have
-
been
-
attending
-
watermark
-
for
-
two
-
and
-
a
-
half
-
years
-
now
-
the
-
first
-
time
-
I
-
came
-
here
-
I
-
feel
-
shy
-
and
-
I
-
feel
-
that
-
I
-
feel
-
insecure
-
coming
-
here
-
because
-
I
-
saw
-
that
-
they
-
are
-
all
-
employers
-
they
-
will
-
see
-
me
-
also
-
as
-
a
-
nanny
-
they
-
will
-
look
-
me
-
down
-
as
-
a
-
nanny
-
so
-
those
-
are
-
some
-
thoughts
-
that
-
came
-
into
-
my
-
mind
-
and
-
so
-
I
-
feel
-
really
-
insecure
-
for
-
good
-
reason
-
though
-
right
-
because
-
that's
-
what
-
you
-
experienced
-
outside
-
right
-
yeah
-
maybe
-
it's
-
because
-
of
-
my
-
past
-
something
-
like
-
that
-
so
-
I
-
that's
-
and
-
I'm
-
a little
-
bit
-
shy
-
type
-
and
-
so
-
I
-
but I
-
think
-
God
-
I have
-
a mouthpiece
-
before I came
-
here
-
a sister
-
Janet
-
is my
-
mouthpiece
-
every time
-
they ask
-
she's the
-
one who
-
speak for
-
me
-
so
-
good job
-
Janet
-
yeah
-
because
-
yeah
-
and
-
I
-
feel
-
I
-
feel
-
like
-
I'm
-
in love
-
in this
-
church
-
but
-
what I
-
love
-
about
-
the
-
church
-
is that
-
the
-
teaching
-
the
-
teaching
-
I
-
really
-
love
-
the
-
teaching
-
of
-
the
-
watermark
-
yeah
-
but
-
but
-
through
-
that
-
the
-
the
-
time
-
that
-
there
-
was a
-
time
-
that
-
Janet
-
went
-
home
-
to
-
Philippines
-
and
-
I'm
-
alone
-
in the
-
church
-
so
-
so what
-
now
-
Jonah
-
you're
-
alone
-
so I
-
need
-
to
-
I need
-
to
-
stand
-
up
-
and
-
I
-
pray
-
to
-
God
-
that
-
God
-
will
-
help
-
me
-
deliver
-
me
-
from
-
my
-
insecurities
-
and so
-
through
-
hearing
-
the
-
word
-
of
-
God
-
and
-
through
-
you know
-
sister
-
Rhoda
-
sister
-
Christine
-
and
-
all
-
of
-
you
-
it
-
encouraged
-
and so
-
and also
-
you
-
you
-
carry
-
through
-
you
-
that
-
I was
-
encouraged
-
and
-
that's
-
the time
-
I feel
-
love
-
and I
-
feel
-
secure
-
here
-
I mean
-
yeah
-
through
-
the word
-
of God
-
and
-
I
-
was
-
delivered
-
to
-
my
-
struggle
-
through
-
also
-
my
-
personal
-
study
-
my
-
reading
-
the
-
Bible
-
and
-
my
-
devotion
-
so
-
that's
-
how
-
I
-
grow
-
and
-
overcome
-
the
-
shyness
-
and
-
I'm
-
a little
-
bit
-
shy
-
but
-
until
-
now
-
I
-
need
-
to
-
overcome
-
because
-
I
-
used
-
to
-
when
-
greeting
-
times
-
I
-
just
-
sitting
-
down
-
there
-
and
-
whoever
-
wants
-
to
-
greet
-
me
-
then
-
if
-
nobody
-
will
-
greet
-
me
-
then
-
it's
-
fine
-
yeah
-
and I
-
mean
-
that's
-
how
-
a lot
-
of us
-
feel
-
right
-
and you're
-
just
-
kind of
-
like
-
afraid
-
and
-
yeah
-
what
-
is it
-
about
-
the
-
word
-
of
-
God
-
what
-
is
-
the
-
word
-
of
-
God
-
that
-
you
-
heard
-
that
-
was
-
so
-
or
-
you read
-
that
-
really
-
kind of
-
gave you
-
confidence
-
you don't
-
have to
-
cite
-
anything
-
just
-
in
-
general
-
what
-
I
-
heard
-
is
-
that
-
God
-
is
-
a
-
God
-
who
-
loves
-
us
-
equally
-
yeah
-
who
-
loves
-
us
-
equally
-
no
-
matter
-
how
-
that's
-
what
-
I
-
heard
-
that
-
he's
-
not
-
looking
-
at
-
our
-
position
-
or
-
no
-
matter
-
how
-
higher
-
you
-
are
-
and
-
yeah
-
that
-
yeah
-
that's
-
good
-
and we
-
just
-
read
-
that
-
today
-
right
-
God
-
is
-
he's
-
a
-
God
-
of
-
just
-
he's
-
just
-
he
-
shows
-
no
-
partiality
-
right
-
we'll
-
give you
-
one
-
final
-
word
-
here
-
very
-
importantly
-
what
-
would
-
you
-
want
-
just
-
what
-
would
-
you
-
want
-
like
-
the
-
church
-
to
-
hear
-
in terms
-
and to
-
know
-
about
-
as
-
just
-
you
-
here
-
as a
-
representative
-
of
-
domestic
-
helpers
-
what
-
would
-
you
-
want
-
the
-
church
-
to
-
know
-
and
-
to
-
hear
-
I
-
think
-
as
-
brothers
-
and
-
sisters
-
in
-
Christ
-
yeah
-
we came
-
here
-
as
-
a
-
sojourner
-
I
-
used
-
to
-
sojourner
-
we
-
sacrifice
-
for our
-
family
-
our loved
-
ones
-
to work
-
here
-
otherwise
-
to
-
because we
-
need
-
financial
-
support
-
from our
-
family
-
otherwise
-
we are
-
not
-
here
-
so I
-
think
-
we need
-
to
-
we deserve
-
to be
-
loved
-
and
-
respected
-
yeah
-
and
-
because
-
as what
-
we have
-
heard a
-
while ago
-
that
-
God
-
is a
-
God
-
of
-
just
-
thank
-
you
-
thank
-
you
-
thank
-
you
-
Jonah
-
let's
-
give
-
a round
-
of
-
applause
-
we
-
love
-
you
-
thank
-
you
-
Jonah
-
thank
-
you
-
for
-
stepping
-
out
-
of
-
your
-
comfort
-
zone
-
and
-
just
-
letting
-
us
-
into
-
a
-
bit
-
of
-
your
-
heart
-
and
-
it
-
just
-
sounds
-
like
-
you
-
know
-
there's
-
so
-
many
-
struggles
-
highs
-
and
-
lows
-
but
-
it's
-
just
-
amazing
-
hearing
-
you
-
talk
-
about
-
God
-
and
-
talk
-
about
-
how
-
much
-
you
-
love
-
his
-
word
-
and
-
how
-
much
-
he's
-
changed
-
you
-
allows
-
you
-
to
-
see
-
who
-
you
-
are
-
as
-
a
-
broken
-
someone
-
who
-
struggled
-
and
-
sinned
-
but
-
who
-
is
-
loved
-
by
-
your
-
creator
-
and
-
I
-
think
-
that's
-
beautiful
-
and
-
as
-
I
-
was
-
thinking
-
about
-
her
-
testimony
-
you
-
know
-
I
-
think
-
one
-
thing
-
that
-
the
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
really
-
convicted
-
me
-
about
-
is
-
that
-
I
-
think
-
I
-
do
-
need
-
to
-
apologize
-
and
-
say
-
sorry
-
I
-
think
-
even
-
as
-
a
-
church
-
many
-
of
-
us
-
need
-
to
-
apologize
-
to
-
the
-
helpers
-
around
-
us
-
and
-
I
-
chatted
-
with
-
a few
-
helpers
-
in the
-
past
-
month
-
and so
-
or so
-
I
-
just
-
asked
-
them
-
hey
-
what's
-
one
-
thing
-
you
-
would
-
want
-
Hong
-
Kongers
-
to
-
do
-
differently
-
not
-
in
-
general
-
but
-
just
-
in
-
relation
-
to
-
you
-
as
-
a
-
helper
-
and
-
a
-
few
-
answers
-
I
-
got
-
was
-
just
-
say
-
please
-
and
-
thank
-
you
-
to
-
us
-
another
-
one
-
was
-
just
-
honor
-
my
-
one
-
day
-
off
-
a
-
week
-
and
-
really
-
honor
-
it
-
don't
-
sneak
-
things
-
in
-
there
-
and
-
third
-
just
-
talk
-
to
-
us
-
like
-
normal
-
people
-
and
-
get
-
to
-
know
-
us
-
and
-
I
-
think
-
that
-
just
-
hit
-
me
-
because
-
I
-
know
-
I
-
failed
-
to
-
reach
-
out
-
to
-
so
-
often
-
and
-
I
-
know
-
in
-
my
-
head
-
I've
-
been
-
a
-
Christian
-
I
-
know
-
I
-
think
-
I'm
-
more
-
often
-
shaped
-
by
-
the
-
views
-
outside
-
and
-
if
-
I'm
-
brutally
-
honest
-
sometimes
-
helpers
-
I
-
may
-
hold
-
you
-
in
-
less
-
esteem
-
even
-
if
-
it's
-
subconsciously
-
or
-
I
-
may
-
just
-
naturally
-
gravitate
-
to
-
someone
-
who's
-
more
-
similar
-
to
-
me
-
or
-
speaks
-
like
-
me
-
or
-
is
-
educated
-
in
-
a
-
similar
-
way
-
as
-
me
-
and
-
I'll
-
just
-
gravitate
-
towards
-
them
-
more
-
and
-
I'll
-
hold
-
them
-
in
-
higher
-
esteem
-
and
-
we
-
know
-
that
-
that's
-
not
-
right
-
that's
-
not
-
who
-
God
-
is
-
and
-
I
-
know
-
that
-
we
-
can
-
do
-
better
-
and
-
we
-
can
-
change
-
by
-
the
-
grace
-
of
-
God
-
so
-
I
-
just
-
really
-
feel
-
like
-
we
-
also
-
need
-
to
-
apologize
-
to
-
you
-
as
-
a
-
church
-
as
-
a
-
people
-
and
-
we
-
really
-
need
-
to
-
work
-
on
-
this
-
by
-
God's
-
grace
-
and
-
the
-
interesting
-
thing
-
about
-
our
-
failure
-
though
-
what
-
gave
-
me
-
comfort
-
as
-
I
-
was
-
thinking
-
about
-
this
-
is
-
that
-
God
-
isn't
-
surprised
-
by
-
anything
-
you
-
know
-
if
-
you
-
look
-
back
-
at
-
the
-
passage
-
let's
-
take
-
a
-
look
-
at
-
verse
-
16
-
God
-
says
-
circumcise
-
therefore
-
the
-
foreskin
-
of your
-
heart
-
and be
-
no longer
-
stubborn
-
it's
-
very
-
graphic
-
isn't
-
it
-
and
-
this
-
idea
-
of
-
circumcising
-
your
-
own
-
heart
-
is
-
really
-
just
-
a
-
picture
-
that
-
you
-
need
-
a
-
radical
-
heart
-
change
-
you
-
need
-
something
-
to
-
come
-
in
-
and
-
just
-
rewire
-
your
-
heart
-
who
-
you
-
love
-
how
-
you
-
love
-
and
-
like
-
all
-
of
-
us
-
the
-
Israelites
-
were
-
also
-
self
-
people
-
and
-
they
-
needed
-
God's
-
love
-
to
-
do
-
that
-
so
-
that's
-
why
-
God
-
says
-
to
-
them
-
love
-
the
-
sojourner
-
for
-
you
-
were
-
sojourners
-
in
-
Egypt
-
I
-
brought
-
you
-
out
-
of
-
Egypt
-
remember
-
me
-
the
-
one
-
who
-
brought
-
you
-
out
-
of
-
captivity
-
in
-
church
-
when
-
you
-
start
-
reading
-
the
-
rest
-
of
-
the
-
Bible
-
you
-
begin
-
to
-
see
-
something
-
very
-
interesting
-
is
-
that
-
the
-
Bible
-
writers
-
start
-
using
-
the
-
word
-
sojourner
-
not
-
just
-
literally
-
but
-
spiritually
-
to
-
describe
-
the
-
spiritual
-
condition
-
of
-
all
-
people
-
sometimes
-
you'll
-
see it
-
translated
-
as
-
a
-
stranger
-
or
-
foreigner
-
or
-
alien
-
but
-
the
-
meaning
-
is
-
essentially
-
the
-
same
-
it's
-
that
-
we
-
are
-
all
-
sojourners
-
separated
-
from
-
God's
-
kingdom
-
and
-
this
-
morning
-
whether
-
you're
-
a
-
Christian
-
or
-
not
-
I
-
think
-
we
-
do
-
wrestle
-
with
-
being
-
sojourners
-
in Hong
-
Kong
-
right
-
some
-
of
-
you
-
guys
-
are
-
literally
-
trying
-
to
-
become
-
citizens
-
of another
-
country
-
through
-
immigration
-
and
-
investment
-
but
-
a lot
-
of
-
us
-
are
-
sojourners
-
in
-
a
-
social
-
sense
-
we
-
feel
-
like
-
sojourners
-
in
-
our
-
companies
-
in
-
our
-
families
-
even
-
we
-
feel
-
like
-
we're
-
outsiders
-
we're
-
strangers
-
some
-
of
-
us
-
feel
-
like
-
we're
-
sojourners
-
like
-
in
-
terms
-
of
-
our
-
finances
-
our
-
salaries
-
our
-
job
-
title
-
our
-
education
-
level
-
that we
-
always
-
need to
-
go
-
somewhere
-
else
-
to be
-
happy
-
we're
-
not
-
there
-
yet
-
and we
-
spend our
-
entire
-
lives
-
striving
-
to become
-
citizens
-
of
-
something
-
some of
-
us are
-
just so
-
gripped
-
we feel
-
like
-
sojourners
-
in the
-
life of
-
romance
-
and
-
relationships
-
and we
-
just need
-
to get
-
to that
-
promised
-
land
-
and then
-
I'll be
-
happy
-
then
-
I'll
-
be
-
home
-
and there's
-
always
-
another
-
place
-
to
-
sojourn
-
to
-
and what
-
we don't
-
see
-
is that
-
heaven
-
is our
-
true
-
home
-
that
-
adoption
-
into
-
God's
-
family
-
is what
-
we truly
-
need
-
and so
-
we end
-
up being
-
sojourners
-
in the
-
world
-
in our
-
sin
-
and we
-
are
-
separated
-
from
-
God
-
and there's
-
no path
-
to
-
citizenship
-
it's not
-
just
-
seven
-
years
-
the
-
door
-
is
-
closed
-
but
-
this
-
is
-
the
-
beautiful
-
passage
-
then you
-
get to
-
the
-
new
-
testament
-
God
-
says
-
this
-
in
-
ephesians
-
2
-
let's
-
really
-
sink
-
this
-
into
-
our
-
hearts
-
remember
-
that
-
you
-
were
-
at
-
that
-
time
-
separated
-
from
-
Christ
-
alienated
-
from
-
the
-
common
-
wealth
-
of
-
Israel
-
and
-
strangers
-
to
-
the
-
covenants
-
of
-
promise
-
having
-
no hope
-
and without
-
God
-
in
-
the
-
world
-
but
-
now
-
in
-
Christ
-
Jesus
-
you
-
who
-
are
-
once
-
far
-
off
-
have
-
been
-
brought
-
near
-
by
-
the
-
blood
-
of
-
Christ
-
so
-
then
-
you
-
are
-
no
-
longer
-
strangers
-
you
-
are
-
no
-
longer
-
aliens
-
but
-
you
-
are
-
fellow
-
citizens
-
with
-
the
-
saints
-
and
-
members
-
of
-
the
-
household
-
of
-
God
-
isn't
-
that
-
amazing
-
we
-
are
-
sojourners
-
we
-
were
-
strangers
-
but
-
now
-
we
-
are
-
sons
-
and
-
daughters
-
of the
-
God
-
most
-
high
-
so
-
this
-
morning
-
whether
-
you
-
are
-
a
-
fortune
-
500
-
CEO
-
or
-
a
-
helper
-
or
-
a
-
teacher
-
or
-
a
-
lawyer
-
or
-
a
-
doctor
-
or
-
student
-
whatever
-
you
-
are
-
the
-
Bible
-
is saying
-
God
-
is saying
-
your
-
greatest
-
need
-
is for
-
Jesus
-
to
-
change
-
you
-
from
-
being
-
a
-
sojourner
-
to
-
a
-
child
-
of
-
God
-
God
-
and
-
we
-
believe
-
that
-
this
-
is
-
the
-
only
-
place
-
to
-
be
-
a
-
child
-
of
-
God
-
a
-
son
-
and
-
daughter
-
of
-
the
-
king
-
it's
-
the
-
only
-
place
-
that
-
you
-
will
-
be
-
fully
-
known
-
for
-
everything
-
you've
-
done
-
the
-
good
-
the
-
bad
-
and
-
the
-
ugly
-
you'll
-
be
-
fully
-
known
-
but
-
you'll
-
also
-
be
-
fully
-
unconditionally
-
loved
-
you won't
-
find that
-
anywhere
-
I believe
-
it's
-
the only
-
place
-
where
-
God
-
can
-
change
-
your
-
heart
-
and turn
-
you
-
given
-
for
-
every
-
hurt
-
you
-
have
-
ever
-
caused
-
and
-
that
-
you
-
can
-
heal
-
from
-
every
-
hurt
-
that
-
you've
-
ever
-
received
-
it's
-
the
-
only
-
place
-
you
-
can
-
be
-
certain
-
for
-
life
-
after
-
death
-
and
-
so
-
when
-
you're
-
so
-
full
-
of
-
God's
-
love
-
that
-
will
-
naturally
-
change
-
how
-
you
-
live
-
and
-
so
-
for
-
some
-
of
-
us
-
today
-
I
-
think
-
we
-
need
-
to
-
just
-
recognize
-
that
-
for
-
maybe
-
the
-
first
-
time
-
that
-
I
-
am
-
a
-
sojourner
-
and
-
I've
-
been
-
searching
-
all
-
my
-
life
-
to
-
be
-
home
-
and
-
God
-
is
-
saying
-
welcome
-
home
-
I'm
-
ready
-
to
-
forgive
-
you
-
I'm
-
ready
-
to
-
call
-
you
-
son
-
and
-
daughter
-
come
-
home
-
and
-
for
-
those
-
of
-
us
-
who
-
are
-
professing
-
to
-
be
-
following
-
Jesus
-
I
-
think
-
we
-
just
-
need
-
to
-
continue
-
meditating
-
on
-
these
-
verses
-
again
-
for
-
the
-
Lord
-
your
-
God
-
is
-
God
-
of
-
gods
-
and
-
Lord
-
of
-
Lords
-
the
-
great
-
the
-
mighty
-
and
-
the
-
awesome
-
God
-
can
-
we
-
put
-
that
-
up
-
on
-
the
-
screen
-
there
-
that's
-
really
-
the
-
next
-
one
-
yeah
-
for
-
the
-
Lord
-
your
-
God
-
is
-
God
-
of
-
gods
-
and
-
Lord
-
of
-
Lords
-
the
-
great
-
the
-
mighty
-
and
-
awesome
-
God
-
he's
-
not
-
partial
-
and
-
takes
-
no
-
bribe
-
he
-
executes
-
justice
-
for
-
the
-
fatherless
-
and
-
the
-
widow
-
he
-
loves
-
the
-
sojourner
-
giving
-
him
-
food
-
and
-
clothing
-
love
-
the
-
sojourner
-
therefore
-
for
-
God
-
has
-
revealed
-
who
-
he
-
is
-
what
-
he
-
cares
-
about
-
and
-
so
-
if
-
we
-
call
-
him
-
God
-
if
-
we
-
call
-
him
-
father
-
we
-
need
-
to
-
know
-
what
-
his
-
heart
-
is
-
about
-
and
-
what
-
we're
-
really
-
saying
-
here
-
is
-
that
-
the
-
way
-
you
-
treat
-
sojourners
-
is
-
a sign
-
is a
-
litmus
-
test
-
even
-
of
-
whether
-
God's
-
love
-
is
-
alive
-
in
-
your
-
heart
-
the
-
God
-
of
-
sojourners
-
if
-
we
-
worship
-
him
-
if
-
we
-
seek
-
him
-
if
-
we
-
follow
-
him
-
we
-
too
-
must
-
be
-
a
-
people
-
who
-
love
-
sojourners
-
and
-
if
-
you're
-
just
-
full
-
of
-
love
-
right
-
now
-
and
-
you
-
don't
-
know
-
how
-
to
-
love
-
the
-
sojourner
-
take
-
a look
-
at
-
the
-
bulletin
-
there's
-
some
-
thoughts
-
there
-
better
-
yet
-
chat
-
with
-
Jonah
-
or
-
Janet
-
or
-
any
-
of
-
the
-
helpers
-
you
-
know
-
get
-
to
-
know
-
them
-
get
-
to
-
know
-
their
-
hopes
-
and
-
dreams
-
talk to
-
them
-
just
-
like
-
you
-
would
-
talk
-
to
-
anybody
-
see
-
how
-
you
-
can
-
love
-
them
-
well
-
God
-
says
-
love
-
the
-
sojourner
-
for you
-
and I
-
we were
-
sojourners
-
in the
-
world
-
you were
-
slaves
-
to your
-
sin
-
but God
-
rescued
-
you
-
he brought
-
you out
-
of
-
captivity
-
and into
-
his
-
family
-
so let's
-
be a
-
God
-
let's
-
be a
-
people
-
of
-
sojourners
-
because
-
we
-
worship
-
a
-
God
-
of
-
sojourners
-
let's
-
pray
-
father
-
we know
-
this is
-
hard
-
we know
-
that
-
intrinsically
-
we fear
-
the other
-
we fear
-
those who
-
are
-
different
-
we fear
-
those
-
who act
-
and speak
-
differently
-
from us
-
God
-
but we
-
know
-
that you
-
love
-
the
-
sojourner
-
God
-
so this
-
morning
-
we
-
we
-
we
-
humble
-
ourselves
-
we
-
stand
-
before
-
the
-
God
-
of
-
sojourners
-
and say
-
Lord
-
would you
-
open
-
our
-
eyes
-
Lord
-
help us
-
to see
-
our
-
own
-
condition
-
how
-
you
-
brought
-
us
-
into
-
your
-
family
-
Lord
-
we
-
were
-
sojourners
-
God
-
so
-
Lord
-
help us
-
to love
-
the
-
sojourners
-
whom
-
you
-
love
-
so
-
dearly
-
Lord
-
let
-
the
-
scales
-
of
-
prejudice
-
and
-
fear
-
of the
-
other
-
let them
-
just
-
fall
-
away
-
we
-
need
-
you
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
to do
-
a
-
miraculous
-
work
-
in
-
us
-
we
-
need
-
your
-
love
-
to
-
fill
-
us
-
God
-
because
-
we
-
know
-
we
-
can't
-
do
-
it
-
ourselves
-
so
-
we
-
just
-
open
-
our
-
hands
-
our
-
hearts
-
to
-
you
-
this
-
day
-
Lord
-
would you
-
change
-
us
-
would you
-
change
-
us
-
in
-
Jesus
-
name
-
nothing
-
love
-
oh
-
something
-
I
-
need
-
to