Sermon
True to Yourself?
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Father, we ask that the Holy Spirit would come with might and power and deep conviction,
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not just now as we receive your word, but throughout the entire service.
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Father, please, in your mercy, have your Holy Spirit so move the very center of who we are
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to able to desire to come into your presence and to receive from you and to respond to you in a worthy manner.
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And so grip us with the gospel that we will grow day by day into disciples of Jesus who are gripped by the gospel,
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learning to live for your glory.
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And all this we ask in the name of Jesus, your Son and our Savior. Amen.
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Please be seated.
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So, I'm going to tell you something really boring.
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One of the things that Jenny, who's the admin person, and I are going to do in a couple of weeks' time is we're going to set aside at least one day
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to go over all of the QuickBooks line entries and all of the ways that we record income and expenditures in all of our funds.
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And we're going to go right back to zero.
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Am I putting you all to sleep?
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But we're going to do this, right?
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Every single line item of QuickBooks.
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This is if the council on Monday night gives us permission.
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This is what we're going to do.
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Now, this sounds unbelievably boring, but it's one of those things which is boring, not urgent.
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We could go another couple of years without doing it.
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But it's actually really, really, really, really important.
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And a lot of times in life, you have to do things that aren't urgent, but are very important.
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In fact, there's a famous writer by the name of Stephen Covey who wrote a book called Seven Habits of Highly Effective People.
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And one of the things he does is he talks about doing good effective people do quadrant two things.
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Effective organizations do quadrant two things.
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That's something which is important but not urgent.
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Most people live their lives dealing with the urgent, and a lot of the urgent is completely and utterly unimportant.
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And to spend all your time doing urgent but unimportant things is just a definition to really accomplish nothing of worth in life.
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So we're going to be spending this time doing something which is important, help have our finances clearer, but not urgent.
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I mention this because in the Bible story that we're looking at today, there are several things which make this story sort of very distant from us.
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But actually, the story is talking about, if you just sort of bear with me,
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it's talking about something which is really, really important, but people rarely feel is urgent.
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And since we all would like to be effective people, nobody likes to go around and say,
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by the way, I'm an unbelievably ineffective person.
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In fact, if somebody said that to us, they're probably hoping we'd say to them,
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oh, come on, you're actually pretty effective.
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They're fishing for a compliment.
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But nobody likes to say that.
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So this text, believe it or not, is actually dealing with something very, very important,
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but most people never think it's urgent.
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So if you turn your Bibles to Judges chapter 13, Judges chapter 13, verse 1.
Judges 13 chapter mention Judges 13:1
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And if you don't have Bibles, there's some up there.
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You can come and follow along with me, and you can keep the Bible if you don't have a Bible of your own.
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And we're going through the book of Judges.
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And if this was a Netflix series, we're going to begin a three-part sub-story, so to speak, in a longer story arc.
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And we're going to look at three stories or three episodes about Samson,
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a person that many people have heard of, even if they're not Christian.
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And if I was a—well, you'll see in a moment.
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This week, we're going to look at the birth of Samson.
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Next week, we're going to look at the battles of Samson.
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And if I was a good Baptist, I would know another B to begin the third episode.
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But all I can think of is the destruction, you know, the demise and death of Samson.
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And so, by the way, if some of you can come up with a B to describe that third episode,
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that would be very handy, and I'll announce it next week.
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Samson is the last of the Judges.
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It talks about this chaotic period in Israel after they've come into the Promised Land.
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They're constantly being invaded.
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And they're very, very disunified.
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And Samson is the last of these 12 judges that the Book of Judges tells us about.
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So that sort of gets you up to it.
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And this week, we're going to look at the birth, which doesn't sound very interesting,
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other than the fact that it's actually going to deal with something which is very important,
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but is never urgent.
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And here's how it goes.
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And the people of Israel again did what was evil in the sight of the Lord.
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So the Lord gave them into the hand of the Philistines for 40 years.
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I haven't mentioned this very much, but Philistines who become eventually more and more and more important in the Bible,
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a way to understand who they are, they're a little bit like if you lived in the British Isles in certain centuries,
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and they kept being invaded by the Norse, people from what we now call Norway and Sweden and Denmark,
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sea raiders who would come and occupy parts of the land or maybe just come and leave.
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But that's what Philistines were.
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They weren't actually native to the land.
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They were sea raiding people who kept invading this land.
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And for 40 years, they've been oppressing the people of Israel.
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But here's the thing, which we're going to talk about it a lot more at the end,
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but I want you to notice this phrase,
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and the people of Israel again did what was evil in the sight of the Lord.
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I coach people about how to speak, how to teach the Bible, and how to preach.
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And one of the things I do when I'm coaching people about how to preach or teach the Bible
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is I say that as part of their preparation, they should try to understand the entire text.
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They should take time to look at the entire text and try to understand every bit of it.
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I'm not patting myself on the back, but after the 8 o'clock service,
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somebody asked me about a bit of the text which I didn't talk on,
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and I could give them the answer.
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Same thing happened last week.
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I said, that's what you should always be able to do.
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But usually in a text, in a sermon, you're not giving a university lecture.
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You're giving a sermon, and it means you can't cover everything in the text.
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You sort of have to pick a path through the text.
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And so every week as we've been going through the book of Judges,
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I've picked a path through the text.
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And every week I've not mentioned this little phrase,
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and the people of Israel had gained it what was evil in the sight of the Lord.
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But it's actually one of the most important phrases in the entire book of Judges.
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And you can see that in two ways.
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But every week it didn't make the cut, so to speak.
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But this week, and maybe in another one of the weeks,
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I just want to, we're going to camp on that a little bit.
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And this is actually getting at what is important but not urgent.
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Seven different times in the book of Judges, this phrase has come.
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And the people of Israel again did what was evil in the sight of the Lord.
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Seven times is the number of perfection.
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It means it's a very, very important idea.
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It's part of the introduction,
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and it's part of half of all of the stories of the Judges.
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This phrase has come.
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And this is the last time in the book that the phrase appears.
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But the phrase appears, the idea appears in a different form two times in the conclusion of the book.
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And it's when we see how it's phrased,
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the semi-basic concept is phrased with different words that we understand,
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in a sense, the sharpness of this idea.
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If you turn in your Bibles to chapter 17, verse 6,
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which is at the beginning of a very long conclusion to the book of Judges,
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and you'll see this.
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In those days, there was no king in Israel.
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Note this.
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Everyone did what was right in his or her own eyes.
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Everyone did what was right in his or her own eyes.
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And in the conclusion, you're going to see in the two-part conclusion,
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just like massive foolishness and selfishness and horrendous things going on.
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And you realize that this phrase is another way of getting at this fundamental concept
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that's explained, said seven times about people did what was evil in the sight of the Lord.
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And another way to say that is that people were doing what was right in their own eyes.
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And to help really bring home that this is an important idea in the entire book
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is see the very last words of the book.
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If you have your Bibles, it's 21-25.
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And the very, very final words of the entire book say this.
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In those days, there was no king in Israel.
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Everyone did what was right in his own eyes.
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Now, there's lots of things that are difficult about trying to bring a biblical text to bear.
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For those of us reading it today in 2020,
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in post-modern capitalist or post-capitalist,
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a knowledge-based economy like Canada in 2020,
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like Ottawa in 2020,
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there's lots of things that make bridging that gap very, very difficult sometimes.
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And that's why lots of times sermons can be unbelievably boring.
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They don't attempt to bridge that gap between the ancient world and how we live today.
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But here we see there's a huge problem that has to be addressed,
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which I'm going to talk about in a moment,
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which I think is this urgent thing, non-urgent thing,
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but actually unbelievably important.
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And that is, how is the fundamental way that most Canadians think about life is this.
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Brother, only you know what is right for you.
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Don't listen to your dad.
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Don't listen to your brother.
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Don't listen to religious figures like me.
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Sister, only you know what is right for you.
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And you need to pursue what is right for you.
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And only, don't let anybody else,
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don't let your roommate,
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don't let your sister,
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your mother,
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your father,
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your kids,
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a church,
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a school,
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a coach,
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don't let any,
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only you know what is right for you.
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And if you want to be really human and really whole,
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you need to be authentic and pursue that.
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In other words,
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do what is right in your own eyes.
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Now you see part of the problem.
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The basic anthem of Canada is do what is right in your own eyes.
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And the basic message of the book of Judges is,
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if you do what is right in your own eyes,
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you're more often than not doing what is evil in the eyes of the Lord.
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And we see a huge gap between the biblical text and us.
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And it would be one of the reasons why many Canadians would say,
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like, chuck the Bible.
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It's not helpful at all.
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It's just oppressive.
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Believe it or not,
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the way the rest of the story goes actually points to a better way than how most Canadians think.
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It captures the good,
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the true good in how Canadians think,
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without realizing how unbalanced and dangerous it is.
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And the Bible is going to point in this story,
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hint and show a direction towards a far better way
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that actually answers the real longings to how Canadians think,
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without the profound selfishness that goes along with how Canadians think.
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So let's look at how it goes.
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Look how the story goes.
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So we've already said,
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I have to get back to my text,
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we've already said,
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and the people of Israel again did what was evil in the sight of the Lord.
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So the Lord gave them into the hand of the Philistines for 40 years.
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And then the story continues.
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This is the birth of Samson.
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There was a certain man of Zorah,
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of the tribe of the Danites,
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whose name was Manoah,
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and his wife was barren and had no children.
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And the angel of the Lord appeared to the woman and said to her,
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Behold, you are barren and have not born children,
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but you shall conceive and bear a son.
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Therefore be careful and drink no wine or strong drink
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and eat nothing unclean.
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For behold, you shall conceive and bear a son.
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No razor shall come upon his head.
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For the child shall be a Nazarite to God from the womb.
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And he shall begin to save Israel from the hand of the Philistines.
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Now just sort of pause there to understand what they're saying is,
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if you go back later on and you read Numbers chapter 6,
Numbers 6 chapter mention
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which would have been a passage of scripture
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that would have been available to them at this time,
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you'll see that there's a special vow of a Nazarite.
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And the vow of the Nazarite is for a person,
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like a Jewish person back in those days,
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who's in a time of crisis.
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And not only crisis,
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but a crossroads connected to the crisis.
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And they really need God's presence
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and they really need God's direction.
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And so they take upon themselves for a season,
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a special vow to live in a sense,
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in a specially holy way,
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because they want to be in God's presence.
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They want to be able to call out to him
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for his direction and for his help and for his strength.
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And so the basic feature of the vow of the Nazarite,
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apart from the fact that it's a special time of prayer
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and seeking the Lord's will,
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is that no razor will touch your head at all.
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So your beard, if you're a man,
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your beard will grow out longer
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and your hair will grow longer.
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If you're a woman,
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your hair will just grow longer and longer.
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And the second aspect of it
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is that you don't have anything that's from the vine.
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So you can't have raisins,
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can't have grapes,
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can't have wine,
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can't have grape juice,
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anything connected to the vine,
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you're not allowed to have.
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And the third thing
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is that you're not allowed to be near dead bodies.
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And it's just like,
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it's just in a sense three markers.
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On one level, it doesn't really matter.
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It's the same thing
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how Christians would understand fasting.
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On one level, fasting doesn't matter
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other than the fact
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that it's a bit of a way to symbolize
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that you're giving up something
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to devote yourself more to seeking God's will.
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That's sort of the heart of this practice.
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And by the way,
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for those of you who aren't familiar with this story,
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Samson is going to violate
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all of the conditions of a Nazarite.
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Every single one of them.
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Some of them spectacularly.
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Don't be near dead bodies.
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The body count in Samson's life
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is going to be very high,
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all at his hand.
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So,
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he's going to violate this all the time.
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But that's the vow.
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And God's angel is saying to the parents,
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this baby that's going to be born to you,
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he's going to be a boy
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and he's going to be a Nazarite from birth.
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And his purpose is to begin to save Israel
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from the hand of the Philistines.
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So, what happens is,
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verse 6 and 7,
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Then the woman came and told her husband,
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A man of God came to me
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and his appearance was like the appearance
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of the angel of God.
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Very awesome.
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I did not ask him where he was from
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and he did not tell me his name.
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But he said to me,
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Behold, you shall conceive and bear a son.
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So then drink no wine or strong drink
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and eat nothing unclean,
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for the child shall be a Nazarite to God
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from the womb to the day of his death.
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Now, just sort of pause here.
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A little thing to notice in the story.
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And I've mentioned this before.
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The angel of the Lord is a being
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that appears many times in the Old Testament.
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And basically, it's a mystery.
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It's an enigma.
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If you go back and read theologians,
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it's not clear whether it's a theophany,
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like an appearance of God.
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Some people actually think
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that it's a pre-incarnate visitation
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by Jesus himself.
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Or it's an angel that has
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a special relationship with God.
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But it's very, very clear
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it's a very unique type of being.
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And that when this being speaks,
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it's God speaking.
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It's as if God is present right with them,
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speaking directly and plainly to them.
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And this being appears as a man.
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So we know from the editor
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that it's an angel of the Lord,
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but they still think it's a man.
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It looks like a man.
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And that's how they refer to this being.
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So she goes and tells her husband
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these things.
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So how does her husband respond?
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Well, actually,
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her husband believes her.
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Verse 8.
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Then Manoah prayed to the Lord
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and said,
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O Lord,
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please let the man of God,
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notice that,
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the man of God whom you sent
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come again to us
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and teach us
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what we are to do
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with the child
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who will be born.
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And God listened
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to the voice of Manoah.
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And the angel of God
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came again to the woman
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as she sat in the field.
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Sort of notice,
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that's sort of interesting,
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that the man,
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Manoah's praying it,
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but the angel doesn't show up
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to Manoah.
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He shows up again
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to Manoah's wife.
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But Manoah,
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her husband,
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was not with her.
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So the woman
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ran quickly
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and told her husband,
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Behold,
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the man who came to me
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the other day
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has appeared to me.
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And Manoah arose
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and went after his wife
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and came to the man
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and said to him,
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Are you the man
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who spoke to this woman?
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And he said,
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I am.
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Now just sort of pause
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before I read anything else.
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If I was in a social gathering
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with my wife
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and I meet somebody
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that I haven't met before
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and I said to him,
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Are you the one
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who spoke to this woman?
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My wife would be upset.
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Don't take any type
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of marital advice
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from this particular story.
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Men who are married,
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men who have girlfriends,
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never refer to your wife
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or your girlfriend
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as this woman
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as if she doesn't have a name.
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Just a mere pointer.
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Just because it's in the Bible
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doesn't mean
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that you should go
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and do likewise.
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A lot of times
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in these stories
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it's telling you
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what not to do.
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I just thought
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I'd bring that out
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just in case
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any of you
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were a bit confused by it
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and started referring
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to your wife
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as this woman
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because the Bible
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told you to do so.
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Don't do it.
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Anyway,
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verse 12.
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Continue on.
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And Manoah said,
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Now when your words
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come true,
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what is to be
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the child's manner of life
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and what is his mission?
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And the angel of the Lord
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said to Manoah,
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Of all that I said
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to the woman,
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let her be careful,
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she may not eat
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of anything
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that comes from the vine,
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neither let her drink
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wine or strong drink
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or eat any unclean thing.
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All that I commanded her,
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let her observe.
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Now just sort of
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notice here
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for a second,
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the angel actually
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leaves something out.
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He actually,
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it's a bit of a rebuke
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to Manoah.
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He says,
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Whatever I told her,
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you need to both do it.
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And he left out
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something that he'd said
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to the woman,
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so he has to actually
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listen to his wife.
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But the main thing
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in here is this,
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just to notice this,
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and this is going
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to be really important
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to understand that thing
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which is important
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but never urgent.
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What Manoah wants
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is he wants
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to know the rules
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and he wants
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to know the steps.
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He says,
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Okay God,
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this is really good news
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that we're going
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to have a son.
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So okay,
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what do we have to do?
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Okay,
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you've told me
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a few things about her
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and obviously
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that implicates me
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but what precisely
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is it we should do?
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And where precisely
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is it that this is going?
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And on one hand,
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you'll notice
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it's very interesting
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because that was part
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of Manoah's prayer,
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right?
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So the angel of the Lord
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speaks to Manoah's wife
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and Manoah calls out
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to the Lord,
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Could you please help us
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and let us know
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what exactly it is
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we want to do?
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And God is answering
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his prayer
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by sending the angel
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of the Lord
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a second time
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and now Manoah asks
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the angel of the Lord,
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Can you tell us
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the rules?
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Can you tell us
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the steps?
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Can you tell us
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everything that has
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to be done?
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So on one hand,
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the angel of the Lord
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is answering the prayer
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but the angel of the Lord
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doesn't answer the prayer.
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He doesn't tell him
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what to do.
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So it's just sort of left
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and let's see
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how it develops
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because in fact,
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the angel of the Lord,
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I didn't flip it,
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the angel of the Lord
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is going to answer
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the request
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but in a completely
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out of left field
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type of way,
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not the way
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that Manoah wants
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to be answered,
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not the way
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he's expecting
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and he might not
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even have recognized
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that the angel of the Lord
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has answered his request.
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But here's what happens.
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Verse 15,
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Manoah said
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to the angel of the Lord,
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please let us detain you
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and prepare a young goat
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for you.
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And the angel of the Lord
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said to Manoah,
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if you detain me,
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I will not eat
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of your food
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but if you prepare
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a burnt offering,
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then offer it
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to the Lord.
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Now this is actually
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part of the Lord's answer
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because if you read
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other stories
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with the angel of the Lord,
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sometimes they do eat food
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but his refusal
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to eat food
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and to have a sacrifice
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to the Lord
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is part of the answer
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that the Lord
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is giving to Manoah
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and his wife.
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The brackets
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for Manoah,
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verse 16,
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did not know
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that he was
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the angel of the Lord.
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Verse 17,
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And Manoah
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said to the angel
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of the Lord,
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what is your name
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so that when your words
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come true
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we may honor you?
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And actually,
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every English version
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of the Bible
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gets the original
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language incorrect.
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What's happened
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is that Manoah
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has become tongue-tied
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and in the original language
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that sentence,
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the question is completely
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and utterly ungrammatic
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because it begins
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with who.
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So he wants to say
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who are you
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but he starts to say
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who
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and then he switches
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in the middle
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of the language
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and realizes
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he shouldn't be asking
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who are you.
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So in Hebrew
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it's completely ungrammatic.
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It doesn't make any sense
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because it's obvious
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he's going to ask
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who are you.
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He starts to ask
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that question
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but then he sort of
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switches and ends
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his sentence
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as if he's saying
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what is your name?
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And in English
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they do a valid thing
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they straighten it all out.
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And he says
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what is your name?
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Verse 17
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so that when your words
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come true
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we may honor you.
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And the angel of the Lord
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said to him
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why do you ask my name?
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Seeing
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it is wonderful.
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We're going to talk
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about that in a moment
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but let's just sort of
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get to the next thing
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that happens
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which fits
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with this
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angel's name
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being wonderful.
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Not that that's
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the angel's name.
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So Manoah took
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the young goat
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with the grain offering
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and offered it
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on the rock
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to the Lord
-
to the one
-
who works wonders.
-
And wonders here
-
means he does
-
the impossible.
-
He does the
-
inconceivable.
-
He does the big.
-
He does the wow.
-
He does the
-
whoa.
-
He does the
-
huh?
-
That's what wonders
-
is sort of
-
trying to get at.
-
To the one
-
who works wonders
-
and Manoah
-
and his wife
-
were watching
-
and when the flame
-
went up toward heaven
-
from the altar
-
the angel of the Lord
-
went up
-
in the flame
-
of the altar.
-
In other words
-
the angel of the Lord
-
the man
-
entered the flame
-
ascended with the flame
-
towards heaven
-
and vanishes
-
in the air above him.
-
Now Manoah
-
and his wife
-
were watching
-
and when they saw this
-
they fell on their faces
-
to the ground.
-
Now the rest of the story
-
just is about
-
whether the Lord
-
is going to kill them
-
and it's all important
-
but you get the basic
-
idea here
-
right now.
-
Now remember I said
-
that the
-
basic way
-
that Canadians
-
understand themselves
-
is that you know
-
George
-
you need to be true
-
to yourself.
-
Like only you know
-
what is really
-
true and needful
-
for you
-
to be the person
-
that you should be
-
and don't listen
-
to your wife
-
don't listen
-
to your kids
-
don't listen to
-
you know
-
don't listen
-
definitely don't listen
-
to the bishop
-
you know
-
don't listen
-
to the congregation
-
you've got to be
-
true to you
-
you need to pursue
-
being true
-
to you
-
and
-
and on one level
-
we Christians
-
have to agree
-
with part of
-
that sentiment
-
and I think
-
this book here
-
as I'll explain
-
in a moment
-
would be
-
understand that
-
obviously
-
there has to be
-
a way
-
that
-
whatever it is
-
that you're
-
supposed to be doing
-
that it should
-
somehow fit
-
with you
-
and that it
-
shouldn't be
-
completely and utterly
-
foreign to you
-
that there should be
-
something
-
if you in fact
-
are a unique person
-
that is unique
-
about you
-
that is
-
expressed
-
and reflected
-
but consider this
-
thought experiment
-
you know
-
from a very
-
very early age
-
I was profoundly
-
affected
-
by the story
-
of Martin Luther King
-
Jr.
-
and the civil rights
-
movement in the states
-
I mean I can't
-
communicate that to you
-
I'm older than
-
a lot of you
-
and Martin Luther King
-
died
-
when I would have
-
just been
-
in junior high
-
and so
-
you know
-
the early documentary
-
like I have many
-
memories of the
-
of newscasts
-
of seeing what was
-
going on
-
with Martin Luther King
-
and the civil rights
-
movement in the states
-
and I remember
-
going out of my way
-
to see documentaries
-
and other types
-
of things
-
because from a very
-
very early age
-
there was something
-
about that story
-
which I found
-
very very compelling
-
and even now
-
unbidden to me
-
I can see
-
just as soon as
-
I even tell you this
-
I can see in my
-
mind's eye
-
perfectly
-
some of the
-
some of the
-
iconic scenes
-
of Martin Luther King
-
and his leading
-
of the civil rights
-
movement
-
to deal with
-
the terrible
-
oppression
-
of African Americans
-
in the United States
-
but especially
-
in the south
-
I can picture
-
these times
-
even now as I speak
-
it's almost making me
-
choke up
-
of Martin Luther King
-
and his
-
and the other
-
other people
-
who are with him
-
it's surrounded
-
by beefy
-
white state troopers
-
and jeering crowds
-
and they're in a place
-
that the state says
-
they're not supposed to be
-
and they get down
-
on their knees
-
and pray
-
and as they're down
-
on their knees
-
to pray
-
first the water cannons
-
come and blast them
-
and then you can see
-
the troopers
-
coming in amongst them
-
and hitting them
-
with their batons
-
their wood
-
and you can see
-
just this
-
profound
-
dependence
-
upon God
-
and upon
-
what is right
-
and not showing
-
violence
-
as a way
-
to defeat
-
hatred
-
and it has had
-
a profound
-
effect on me
-
ever since I was
-
in junior high
-
and as a high school
-
student
-
and still to this day
-
I get choked up
-
just thinking about it
-
and
-
some of you
-
have heard this
-
but here's the thing
-
here's the thing
-
to think about
-
I hope
-
and I dream
-
that if I
-
could all of a sudden
-
if I was older
-
and if I was an American
-
I hope and wish
-
that I would be
-
one of the people
-
on my knees
-
with Martin Luther King Jr.
-
and every single
-
one of us
-
here in the room
-
probably does as well
-
most African Americans
-
weren't
-
and they were all
-
being true
-
to themselves
-
they were all
-
pursuing
-
what was right
-
for them
-
and most of them
-
weren't with
-
Martin Luther King Jr.
-
but were doing
-
what was right
-
in their own eyes
-
and what about
-
those beefy
-
racist
-
state troopers
-
and racist
-
jeering
-
crowds
-
they
-
were being
-
true
-
to themselves
-
they were doing
-
what was right
-
for them
-
how does the
-
basic message
-
of morality
-
in Canada
-
address
-
this huge
-
problem
-
it can't
-
it can't
-
see why
-
it's important
-
but not urgent
-
if the
-
fundamental
-
way
-
that people
-
talk to
-
themselves
-
about their
-
moral life
-
and their
-
self-identity
-
and their
-
quest
-
does not
-
help them
-
to distinguish
-
between a
-
violent racist
-
and Martin
-
Luther King
-
Jr.
-
then how
-
is it
-
helpful
-
and if it
-
doesn't actually
-
distinguish
-
between Martin
-
Luther King
-
Jr.
-
and the
-
people
-
who are
-
with him
-
and a
-
large number
-
of African
-
Americans
-
who weren't
-
there but
-
were doing
-
what was
-
right
-
how does
-
it help
-
you
-
how does
-
this fit
-
with the
-
whole story
-
see here's
-
the thing
-
which is
-
very very
-
interesting
-
about the
-
whole story
-
we have
-
this basic
-
sense
-
which I
-
think is
-
correct
-
that
-
you know
-
the worry
-
is
-
that there's
-
going to
-
be some
-
type of
-
a goodness
-
or some
-
type of
-
conformity
-
that will
-
squash us
-
that will
-
kill us
-
that will
-
kill what
-
is unique
-
in us
-
which is
-
beautiful
-
in us
-
which is
-
sort of
-
irreplaceable
-
in us
-
and we have
-
this deep
-
worry
-
so we go
-
to the
-
opposite
-
extreme
-
in terms
-
of our
-
moral
-
exhortations
-
but we have
-
this very
-
very very
-
interesting
-
story here
-
which is
-
in this
-
very very
-
very old
-
book
-
and the
-
thing which
-
is very
-
very interesting
-
in this
-
story
-
is that
-
first of
-
all it's
-
all in the
-
context
-
about being
-
worried about
-
what is
-
right or
-
wrong in
-
the Lord's
-
eyes
-
and for
-
most Canadians
-
when they
-
hear about
-
doing evil
-
in the eyes
-
of the Lord
-
they think
-
the Lord
-
is like
-
a scientist
-
watching rats
-
doing experiments
-
and the
-
scientists don't
-
care about
-
the rats
-
all they're
-
doing is
-
observing the
-
rats
-
and dealing
-
with the
-
rats for
-
their own
-
purpose
-
and their
-
own good
-
in a sense
-
they're oppressing
-
the rats
-
and many
-
people when
-
they hear
-
this phrase
-
they reject
-
it but this
-
story shows
-
us something
-
very very
-
different
-
you see
-
when the
-
angel of
-
the Lord
-
says to
-
the person
-
Minoan
-
his wife
-
my name
-
is wonderful
-
the angel
-
of the Lord
-
is saying
-
that my
-
name is in
-
a category
-
and who
-
I am
-
is in a
-
category
-
that you
-
have no
-
frame of
-
reference
-
for
-
there's no
-
words for
-
it and
-
there can't
-
be words
-
that come
-
from you
-
for it
-
there's
-
there's
-
something
-
in a sense
-
what the
-
story is
-
doing is
-
it's
-
modeling
-
the
-
Christian
-
doctrine
-
of
-
transcendence
-
and for
-
some of
-
us who
-
are very
-
philosophically
-
inclined
-
for some
-
of us
-
who love
-
abstractions
-
we hear
-
the word
-
transcendence
-
and we
-
get it
-
but most
-
of us
-
aren't
-
very good
-
at
-
abstractions
-
and what
-
you need
-
to understand
-
is this
-
story
-
that
-
there's
-
God
-
I'm
-
God
-
and I
-
am
-
transcendent
-
transcendent
-
means I
-
am
-
completely
-
other
-
I am
-
completely
-
different
-
and when
-
you have
-
something
-
which is
-
completely
-
other
-
and completely
-
different
-
it means
-
that there's
-
no words
-
for that
-
because it's
-
other
-
it's
-
different
-
like if
-
you think
-
about it
-
for a second
-
if for some
-
reason you
-
wanted to
-
try to
-
communicate
-
to a
-
slug
-
or an
-
earthworm
-
and you
-
were able
-
to try to
-
get down
-
into the
-
earthworm
-
and try to
-
communicate
-
to the
-
earthworm
-
the difference
-
between you
-
and an
-
earthworm
-
is a
-
finite
-
distance
-
but the
-
difference
-
between you
-
and the
-
infinite
-
God
-
is an
-
infinite
-
distance
-
an
-
infinite
-
distance
-
and his
-
name is
-
wonderful
-
there's no
-
human
-
category
-
for it
-
but at
-
the same
-
time
-
that
-
God
-
is saying
-
there's no
-
human
-
category
-
for it
-
God
-
is with
-
them
-
he's
-
right there
-
in front
-
of them
-
he's
-
talking
-
their
-
language
-
he's
-
listening
-
to them
-
he's
-
present
-
and there's
-
this other
-
Christian
-
doctrine
-
to try
-
to describe
-
God
-
is to
-
say that
-
God
-
is not
-
just
-
transcendent
-
he's
-
also
-
imminent
-
and
-
imminent
-
once again
-
is a
-
very
-
abstract
-
word
-
and some
-
of us
-
like
-
abstract
-
words
-
and sort
-
of get
-
it
-
when we
-
get
-
an
-
abstract
-
word
-
just as
-
some
-
people
-
get how
-
negative
-
one
-
can
-
have a
-
square
-
root
-
and I
-
can't
-
get that
-
but some
-
get that
-
I can't
-
get that
-
but some
-
abstraction
-
of
-
imminence
-
but those
-
of you
-
who can't
-
here's how
-
you look
-
at the
-
story
-
and you
-
have here
-
this
-
God
-
being present
-
speaking their
-
language
-
having stooped
-
to them
-
and speaking
-
to them
-
and with
-
them
-
and answering
-
their prayers
-
at the same
-
time
-
he is
-
transcendent
-
he is
-
completely
-
and utterly
-
other
-
but more
-
than that
-
why is
-
he present
-
he's there
-
because he's
-
heard their
-
prayers
-
and he's
-
answering
-
their prayers
-
because he
-
loves them
-
and more
-
than that
-
he's there
-
not just
-
to reveal
-
himself
-
to them
-
so that
-
the transcendent
-
can be
-
known in
-
some way
-
in an
-
imminent
-
manner
-
but even
-
more than
-
that
-
he's come
-
to announce
-
that God
-
is going
-
to do
-
something
-
to begin
-
to deliver
-
the people
-
of Israel
-
from the
-
Philistines
-
that he's
-
there
-
to deliver
-
them
-
and in
-
the story
-
arc of
-
the Bible
-
this is
-
going to
-
ultimately
-
point to
-
Jesus
-
because
-
Samson
-
is the
-
last of
-
the judges
-
he begins
-
to deliver
-
them from
-
the Philistines
-
but who
-
delivers them
-
from the
-
Philistines
-
who delivers
-
them from
-
the Philistines
-
is David
-
but what do
-
we know
-
about David
-
is David
-
does deliver
-
them from
-
the Philistines
-
but he
-
can't deliver
-
himself
-
from himself
-
he murders
-
people
-
he commits
-
adultery
-
he makes
-
rash vows
-
he can deliver
-
the people
-
of Israel
-
from Philistines
-
but he can't
-
deliver himself
-
and so
-
David himself
-
points to
-
someone who
-
needs to
-
come after
-
him to
-
keep the
-
arc of
-
deliverance
-
so that
-
he
-
David points
-
to his
-
greater son
-
and calls
-
him Lord
-
he's pointing
-
to the
-
person of
-
Jesus
-
who ultimately
-
will come
-
to deliver
-
us
-
and has
-
delivered us
-
from all
-
oppression
-
from all
-
slavery
-
and he
-
begins it
-
by abolishing
-
and dealing
-
with our
-
slavery to
-
sin
-
and our
-
slavery to
-
death
-
by defeating
-
death
-
and that
-
which causes
-
death
-
and his
-
death upon
-
the cross
-
the transcendent
-
God
-
who is also
-
completely and
-
utterly imminent
-
comes and
-
stoops
-
to speak to
-
us
-
to be present
-
with us
-
to be
-
in Christmas
-
God
-
with
-
us
-
among
-
us
-
but still
-
transcendent
-
and with
-
us
-
to
-
deliver
-
us
-
you see
-
if such
-
a being
-
does exist
-
if such
-
a story
-
is true
-
then to
-
know
-
from his
-
perspective
-
what is
-
really truly
-
good for
-
me
-
that fits
-
me
-
that is
-
the answer
-
to my
-
longings
-
and my
-
yearnings
-
is
-
because
-
every
-
single
-
human
-
being
-
if
-
they
-
are
-
at
-
all
-
self
-
reflective
-
knows
-
that
-
there
-
is
-
some
-
things
-
within
-
them
-
we're
-
all
-
confused
-
about
-
some
-
things
-
within
-
them
-
which
-
surely
-
will
-
continue
-
on
-
and
-
beyond
-
and be
-
something
-
which
-
is
-
great
-
and worth
-
keeping
-
but there
-
are
-
things
-
within
-
us
-
that
-
we
-
need
-
to
-
be
-
delivered
-
from
-
and if
-
we're
-
honest
-
we get
-
confused
-
about it
-
that's
-
what
-
maturity
-
is
-
about
-
what we
-
think
-
we
-
desperately
-
need
-
at
-
16
-
is
-
going
-
to
-
be
-
looking
-
very
-
different
-
we
-
laugh
-
about
-
it
-
when
-
we're
-
26
-
and
-
laugh
-
about
-
that
-
when
-
we're
-
36
-
and
-
46
-
and
-
some
-
people
-
never
-
learn
-
to
-
live
-
perpetually
-
confused
-
and the
-
Christian
-
gospel
-
is not
-
that we
-
Christians
-
have
-
figured
-
it all
-
out
-
but it's
-
the
-
complete
-
opposite
-
we
-
figure
-
it
-
out
-
that
-
we
-
can't
-
figure
-
it
-
out
-
and
-
we
-
need
-
the
-
one
-
who
-
is
-
completely
-
transcendent
-
and
-
completely
-
other
-
yet
-
is
-
completely
-
imminent
-
and
-
is
-
imminent
-
and
-
transcendent
-
to
-
come
-
and
-
deliver
-
us
-
from
-
all
-
that
-
binds
-
us
-
that
-
in
-
light
-
of
-
his
-
great
-
deliverance
-
that
-
we
-
can
-
now
-
call
-
out
-
to
-
him
-
and
-
know
-
that
-
he
-
is
-
the
-
one
-
that
-
can
-
see
-
the
-
uniqueness
-
and
-
the
-
beauty
-
in
-
each
-
one
-
of
-
us
-
that
-
will
-
last
-
for
-
all
-
eternity
-
that
-
part
-
of
-
every
-
single
-
human
-
being
-
that
-
only
-
we
-
for
-
all
-
eternity
-
can
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contribute
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to
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the
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great
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music
-
of
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heaven
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where
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we
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praise
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God
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and
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enjoy
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creation
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that
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unique
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bit
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in
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every
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human
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being
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that
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is
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in
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heaven
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that
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only
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we
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can
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contribute
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that
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note
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that
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instrument
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that
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melody
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that
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unique
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thing
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out of
-
us
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from
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him
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from
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all
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eternity
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only
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he
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can
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make
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clear
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to
-
us
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what
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is
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really
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true
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to
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who
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we
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are
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and
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it
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begins
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by
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accepting
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Jesus
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as
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your
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savior
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and
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being
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grounded
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in
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it
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knowing
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that
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it
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will
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end
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with
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being
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in
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the
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presence
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of
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God
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with
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great
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joy
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in
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a
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redeemed
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creation
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as
-
part
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of
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a
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great
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choir
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declaring
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God's
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praises
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and
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enjoying
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it
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in
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a
-
way
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which
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is
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just
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wow
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and
-
answers
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the
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longings
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of
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our
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hearts
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invite
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you
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to
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stand
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and
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just
-
in
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this
-
moment
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it's
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time
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to do
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a
-
little
-
bit
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of
-
work
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with
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God
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not
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only
-
now
-
but
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throughout
-
the
-
rest
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of
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the
-
service
-
and
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for
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some
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who've
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never
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yet
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given
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their
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lives
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to
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Christ
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there's
-
no
-
better
-
time
-
now
-
than
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to
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call
-
out
-
to
-
him
-
and
-
say
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Lord
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be
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my
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deliverer
-
and
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Lord
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help
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me
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to
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trust
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that
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as
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you
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deliver
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me
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as
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you
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have
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delivered
-
me
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in
-
Jesus
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and
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continue
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deliver
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me
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throughout
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my
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life
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that
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you
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will
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be
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with
-
me
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and
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you
-
will
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help
-
me
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to
-
understand
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what
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is
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my
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true
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good
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and
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that
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fits
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with
-
me
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that
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is
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right
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for
-
me
-
and
-
is
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beautiful
-
and
-
whole
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and
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for
-
me
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that
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you
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father
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alone
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will
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do
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this
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in
-
your
-
son
-
through
-
the
-
work
-
of
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the
-
Holy
-
Spirit
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and
-
through
-
your
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word
-
and
-
in
-
the
-
context
-
of
-
Christian
-
community
-
there's
-
no
-
better
-
time
-
and
-
now
-
to
-
call
-
out
-
to
-
the
-
Lord
-
for
-
that
-
and
-
for
-
each
-
of
-
us
-
who
-
are
-
bent
-
out
-
of
-
shape
-
by
-
the
-
world
-
it's
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a
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reset
-
time
-
where
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we
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can
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just
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be
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thankful
-
Lord
-
we've
-
been
-
watching
-
Netflix
-
all
-
week
-
and
-
YouTube
-
all
-
week
-
and
-
paper
-
all
-
week
-
and
-
our
-
bosses
-
all
-
week
-
and
-
all
-
these
-
messages
-
and
-
father
-
I
-
lose
-
the
-
plot
-
line
-
I'm
-
so
-
glad
-
I
-
can
-
be
-
together
-
and
-
help
-
us
-
to
-
trust
-
you
-
and
-
your
-
word
-
to
-
speak
-
what
-
is
-
true
-
in
-
your
-
sight
-
about
-
me
-
as
-
will
-
be
-
true
-
and
-
of
-
great
-
that's
-
the
-
answer
-
to
-
my
-
longings
-
and
-
yearnings
-
so
-
let's
-
just
-
pause
-
in
-
prayer
-
father
-
we
-
ask
-
that
-
you
-
bring
-
the
-
words
-
of
-
this
-
very
-
simple
-
story
-
home
-
to
-
us
-
at
-
a
-
deep
-
level
-
that
-
we
-
hear
-
and
-
understand
-
the
-
words
-
of
-
this
-
story
-
which
-
are
-
at
-
a
-
world
-
around
-
us
-
through
-
the
-
gospel
-
to
-
understand
-
you
-
through
-
the
-
gospel
-
to
-
understand
-
your
-
calling
-
on
-
our
-
lives
-
in
-
light
-
of
-
the
-
gospel
-
father
-
we
-
ask
-
that
-
your
-
holy
-
spirit
-
would
-
do
-
that
-
wonderful
-
work
-
in
-
our
-
lives
-
to
-
make
-
us
-
disciples
-
of
-
Jesus
-
gripped
-
by
-
the
-
gospel
-
learning
-
to
-
live
-
for
-
the
-
good
-
of
-
others
-
for
-
the
-
salvation
-
of
-
many
-
and
-
for
-
your
-
great
-
glory
-
and
-
all
-
God's
-
people
-
said
-
Amen