Sermon
Help My Unbelief
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Transcript
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Last week we started back the Gospel of Mark, so we spent all of the spring semester, and
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this is now our 23rd look at the Gospel of Mark.
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So part two in this autumn season.
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Remember from the very beginning of Mark's Gospel, Mark says that his Gospel is the beginning
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of the Gospel.
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He's telling us about the history of Jesus Christ, and there's no birth narrative.
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He jumps right into it.
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He skips the first 30 years or so, and we get instead the shortest Gospel, the most
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action-packed Gospel, likely the earliest Gospel.
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And so Mark's giving us a very direct look at some of the most important moments of Jesus'
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ministry as he looks to go to the cross.
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Last week, Derek looked at the Transfiguration story, and that story is one of the climaxes
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of Mark's Gospel.
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Jesus goes up the mountain, and he takes Peter, James, and John with him, and his glory is
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unveiled.
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His glory is revealed.
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And Elijah and Moses from the Old Testament show up as witnesses, along with Peter, James,
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and John, and they worship him.
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And you can remember in the Old Testament that Moses was on Mount Sinai.
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He went up Mount Sinai, and the glory cloud of the Lord came down.
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In the Old Testament, that's called the Shekinah glory of God, and then Elijah went up a mountain
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too.
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He went up Mount Carmel, and the fire of the Lord came down.
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The glory of God and fire came down.
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And here in the New Testament, there's a new mountain, and Elijah and Moses are both there,
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and there's a new message, and that's that the glory has come down again.
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In the Old Testament, it was the glory cloud or the fire, and now it's Jesus himself.
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He's the glory.
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He's the glory of God.
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He's the glory of God come down.
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Jesus deserves to be worshiped.
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That's really the big idea there.
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Now this week, Jesus, Peter, James, and John come down the mountain.
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So they were up the mountain.
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It was glorious.
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They come down the mountain, and it's not.
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It's not glorious.
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That's really what this passage is all about.
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What happens when you come down the mountain?
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We'll see two things, two lessons.
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This is what happens.
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You realize the importance of worship, and then secondly, you realize the importance of
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weakness for worship.
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So let's think about that together.
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First the importance of worship.
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Peter, James, and John and Jesus come down the mountain.
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They've seen the glory of God shining in the face of Jesus Christ.
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Now, can you imagine that?
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That is a life-changing experience, needless to say.
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It's why we call it the mountaintop experiences.
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They literally had a mountaintop experience.
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They saw the glory of God unveiled.
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It changed their lives.
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They would never be the same after that.
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Now maybe you've had something like that in your life.
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You've had moments where in worship or in some context of life where the glory of God
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and the love of God for you became so real, you didn't just believe it, you could sense
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it.
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You could taste it.
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It became palpable to you.
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And you might talk about that as some kind of mountaintop experience or something like
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that.
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A spiritual awakening, this moment of great renewal in your life where the fire really
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came down and you could really sense God's love for you.
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The theologians of the past have called that experiential religion, moments of experiential
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religion where you really do experience God's love and you can taste and see it in a new
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way.
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Then you come down and what happens when you have something like that and then you come
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and hang out with everybody else, you immediately realize that people are kind of the same as
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you left them.
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You went away and you had this moment where God's love became so real that you could taste
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it.
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And then you come back to reality and everybody is still annoyed and bitter and frustrated
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and mad and arguing.
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Jesus Christ, Peter, James and John, they go up the mountain, they have a mountaintop
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experience.
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The love of God becomes so real to them.
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They see the glory in the face of Jesus Christ.
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They come down the mountain and what do you find?
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If you look at verse 14, they come down and there's a great crowd in all the different
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factions of the religious people at the time are arguing with each other.
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There's a demon.
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Everybody's mad.
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The disciples we find out at the end of the passage have no faith.
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Jesus comes to them and says, you're a faithless bunch, you're a faithless generation.
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And so you go and you have a mountaintop experience, then you come back down again and the world
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is kind of how you left it.
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Very little faith.
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Everybody's arguing with each other.
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People are bitter, upset, angry, mad and all the religious people who are supposed to
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be agreeing are all in factions.
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And that's exactly what happens in this patches.
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Now if you just back up just a tiny bit to the end of last week's passage that Derek
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read from, verses 12 and following, 12 and 13, when Peter, James and John were coming
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down the mountain with Jesus, they said, everybody is saying that for the Messiah to truly come
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first, Elijah has to come.
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That's a prophecy.
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Elijah has to come.
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Jesus says, well, Elijah already did come and Elijah, the new Elijah is John the Baptist.
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And he said, and they did to him whatever they wanted to do.
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They beheaded him.
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They killed him.
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So a new Elijah has already come.
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You remember the two people on the mountain, Elijah and Moses.
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And so Mark has been building a case, we've talked about this throughout this gospel,
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that Jesus Christ has come to be to appear as the new Moses.
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He's come to be a greater Moses in the Sermon on the Mount, Matthew and Luke.
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He goes up the mountain and he gives the law.
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Like it's the Ten Commandments all over again.
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He's the new Moses.
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He's the mediator of God's people like Moses was on top of Mount Sinai.
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You see, they said, for the Messiah to come, there has to be a new Elijah.
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And Jesus says, there has been John the Baptist.
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But where's the new Moses?
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And the answer that Mark's been giving us is Jesus Christ is the new Moses.
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He's the new mediator.
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There's a new Elijah.
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There's a new Moses.
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Now, why does that matter?
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Because when Moses was up on Mount Sinai, remember, he received the Ten Commandments.
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He came down back into the valley.
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And what did he find?
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You know, Moses had a mountain type experience.
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He saw the glory of God.
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His face was actually shining.
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And he came back down the mountain and there was the religious people all in faction arguing
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with each other.
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There was a demon, the golden calf in their midst.
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You see, when Moses came down, he looked out and said, oh, faithless generation of Israel.
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When Jesus comes down the mountain, he says, oh, faithless generation of disciples.
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Jesus is the new Moses.
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He's come back down to the same exact situation as when Moses came down from the mountain
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in the Old Testament and happened upon this golden calf.
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They said, you know, we had a problem.
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We had a demon come in our midst and we didn't know what to do about it.
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So we made our own way.
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And the Israelites in the Old Testament said, you know, we had a problem.
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You left.
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We didn't know how to get to God.
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So we made a golden calf to be our new mediator.
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It's the same exact situation all over again.
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Jesus comes down like the new Moses, finds his disciples failing in the exact same ways
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as the Israelites had failed in the Old Testament.
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And you're meant to see, you're meant to look at this passage and say, the disciples are
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ultimately failures.
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Jesus goes up to have his glory unveiled, the disciples who are left behind forget about
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him.
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Now, three lessons.
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What does that matter for you?
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Three lessons.
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You could take these things from each of the perspectives of the different characters
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that show up in the story.
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First, imagine being Peter, James and John.
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Peter, James and John, they've been up on the mountain of transfiguration.
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They've seen the glory of Jesus unveiled.
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Their hearts are on fire.
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They've never had an experience like this before.
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The first thing we learn, I think, in these two stories combined is that there is a reality.
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There is a reality and a possibility for real gospel renewal where you really do have moments
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in your life where God changes your heart or brings you back by showing you how palpable
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and real God's love is for you.
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There really are mountaintop experiences.
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Some of you can tell stories from your own life about that where you can say, these moments
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of renewal are the moments I remember where God showed up and where God changed my heart
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and changed my life.
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When I was wandering away and I was struggling, I came to worship.
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I came to this conversation.
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I came to scripture.
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It was as if the love of Jesus Christ became real for me again.
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I not only believed it by faith, but I sensed it.
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I tasted it.
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I touched it.
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There really are these moments in life.
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There are these mountaintop experiences.
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Where does it take place most often?
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In this passage, it takes place when they're on the mountain.
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That means that where does this happen?
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It happens in worship because the New Testament over and over again is trying to give you
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a sense that coming to worship with God's people is like coming to the mountain of the
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living God.
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It's like approaching the holy mountain.
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When you come to worship, you come with the possibility that God will show up and change
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you and change your life.
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Now the question today is, do you believe that?
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Do you believe that when you come to worship with God's people, that God wants to come
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and change your heart and change your life and give you gospel spiritual renewal, set
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you on fire, turn you upside down?
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Do you believe that?
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Even more, are you looking for that?
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Are you looking for that?
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Let me ask you this.
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Do you struggle with this?
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Like me, do you come to St. Columbus on Sundays, if that's your regular thing, because this
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is where you go to church?
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Because you come to St. Columbus on Sundays, or do you come here to meet with God's people
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so that you can encounter the living God?
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Do you prepare in that way?
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Do you come and say, I'm coming to meet the Lord today.
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I'm coming to sit in the presence of God.
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I want to be changed.
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So if you're struggling this morning, like so many of us, it seasons in our path as Christians.
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If you're struggling and you say, I'm stale, I don't feel spiritual renewal, I don't feel
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gospel renewal, have you come to approach and encounter the living God today?
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Is that what you've come, is that what you're awakened to?
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Is that the purpose of you being here?
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The mountaintop experience really is possible.
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Paul says in 2 Corinthians 3, he says it like this, we now, after Jesus, we all can have
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unveiled faces.
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Remember Moses went up the mountain, he had to veil his face.
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He couldn't see the fullness of God's glory.
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But he says now, as a Christian, you can have an unveiled face, beholding the glory of the
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Lord and being transformed consistently into the image from one degree of glory to another,
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for this comes from the Lord who is the Spirit.
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He says, this is real.
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You can do this.
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It's impossible.
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God really can show up and change you.
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Are you looking for that?
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Do you want that?
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The second thing here, the second lesson, not just imagine being Peter, James and John
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having a mountaintop experience, but imagine being the disciples.
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I think if anything in this passage, Mark is trying to get us to see that if you are somewhere,
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if I am somewhere, I'm in the valley while Jesus is up on the mountain.
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I'm the disciples dealing with this problem while Jesus was being transfigured.
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They remember Israel at the base of the mountain.
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Moses was up on the mountain and they said, Moses is gone, he might be dead.
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I don't know.
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We've got to figure out another way.
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Let's build the golden calf.
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In the same way, the disciples were being told implicitly.
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The disciples here are saying, Jesus is gone.
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I don't know what he's up to on that mountain.
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We've got to find our own way.
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You read this in verse 29.
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Jesus says that the demon could not be driven out by anything but prayer.
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When you read that in the context of the Moses story, you realize that what he's saying is
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the disciples tried to drive out the demon that showed up without prayer.
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Meaning they tried to do it without any reliance on God.
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They tried to just basically say, I've got this.
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I can do this by my own skills and talents, my own abilities.
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They tried to do that and they couldn't do that.
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They were completely self-reliant, not dependent in any way on God.
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You see what's happening here?
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This is an invitation today to honesty.
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It's an invitation to be honest, that there has to be, for true worship to actually happen,
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there has to be a recognition and an acknowledgement that because we don't see Jesus yet with
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our eyes, because he is on the holy mountain of the Lord right now, exalted in the heavenly
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places, that we as disciples are living down in the valley and that we are prone to wander
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away.
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That we're prone to wander, Lord, I feel it.
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The disciples' actions here are an invitation for every single one of us to say, if you
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want to experience real change in worship, one of the conditions for that is to come
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to worship and say, I know that every week I am prone to walk away.
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I'm prone to wander.
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I'm prone to say, I want sight, not faith.
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And all I have right now is faith and not sight, and that actually causes me to want
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to leave it all behind.
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And that's exactly what had happened to these disciples, and I think Mark's trying to say,
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this is you, this is me, this is the Christian walk.
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And he's actually doing something surprising.
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He's reversing what happens here, reversing, flipping on its head what they do here, because
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I think he's actually telling us that actually the condition for true spiritual renewal for
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God to really show up this morning in your life and change you is to actually come and
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say, that is me.
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I know, I can say, can you say, right now to the Lord in prayer, I am prone to wander,
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Lord, I feel it.
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Because I cannot yet see you with the eyes of sight, I struggle with the eyes of faith.
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It's easy for me to walk away.
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And he actually wants us to say that.
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That's the condition for coming to the Lord in true worship.
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Now third and finally, for point one, imagine not only Peter, James and John's mountaintop
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experience, imagine not only the disciples' valley experience, but imagine Jesus and how
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he sees all this.
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So Jesus comes down the mountain, and he sees fighting, faction, a demon, suffering, no
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faith disciples, a ragtag group that he's been training, but aren't doing so great.
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And remember, Jesus has been on the mountain.
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For a moment, the curtain was pulled back, and Jesus' ultimate glory was unveiled.
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And for a moment, you see that this man is God himself, the creator of the universe,
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the King of kings, the Lord of lords.
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And when he comes down the mountain, I would have to think that he immediately remembers
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what he's come for.
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For a moment, all of his glory was unveiled, utter satisfaction in the presence of God
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the Father and God the Spirit, with God the Son.
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And then he comes back down, and he sees this mess, and immediately he realizes, I was born
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to die.
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I was born to suffer.
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He says it at the end.
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At the capstone, at the very end of this passage, he reminds them the Son of man is about to
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be killed.
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And you see, Jesus Christ deserves to be on the mountain, but he chose to come down to
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the valley.
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He deserves to have nothing but glorification in the presence of God, his face shining,
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everybody else looking at him and saying, who is this?
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But he comes back down the valley, and he sees that the disciples aren't really men
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of faith yet, and he remembers, I've come to suffer.
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I've come to be for them because of what they are not.
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I've come for this ragtag group that really isn't that great and is not that polished
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and that has very, very weak faith at its best.
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He realizes that his path to the mountain, his path to glory again, is actually to go
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into the ultimate valley.
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That's what he awakens to again because he says it at the very end of this passage.
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Now, before we move on to the second and final point, Mark has told us in three different
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passages already in his gospel, Jesus Christ has come to die for you, for the sins of the
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world, and Jesus says to the disciples and to anybody who wants to follow him today,
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that grace is not cheap, it's costly.
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And so he says it like this.
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He says, if you want to follow me, you've got to also take up your cross.
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You're going to suffer too.
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So forgiveness is free, but entering into the path of the Christian life is not cheap.
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It is costly.
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You are going to have to lose.
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You're going to have to lose relationships and time and talent and treasure and all sorts
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of things to follow me.
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You're going to have to bear a cross too.
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He said that three or four times already in Mark's gospel.
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And I think when Peter, James, and John go down the mountain with them after seeing what
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they had seen, they too must have realized, oh boy, the people are like we left them.
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You know, I too have to with Jesus step back down into the valley and bear my cross.
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He's talking about, you see, the invitation to bear the cross as the path of the Christian
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life.
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Jesus says it in the other gospels.
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He says in this life, you will have tribulation.
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So you have mountaintop experiences where the love of God becomes so real.
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Have you had that in your life?
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And then you go back down into the valley and you want everybody around you to be on
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fire for Jesus, as they say.
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And it's just not that way all the time.
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And sometimes you're not that way.
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And you're struggling with your faith and you're doubting and you're having real uncertainty.
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And Jesus says, look, in this life, you are going to have tribulation.
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You are going to have to walk through the valley.
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You're going to have to suffer.
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That's not just a Christian problem.
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That's a human problem.
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That's a human problem.
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You know, see, when you encounter suffering, you know, there's only a few ways to approach
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suffering.
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Either you're in the midst of it, you're about to get there, or you've been there.
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And when the valleys of life hit you, you can have a couple of possible responses.
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One response can be that you lose things, you lose the things that you really love in
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life and your heart gets really hard.
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And you become angry and you become bitter, you become jealous, you become hateful and
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spiteful and vengeful or deeply sorrowful.
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Or you learn something that is surprising and that's that it is actually possible to
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live in your heart as if you're standing on the mountaintop viewing the face of God while
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you're walking through the midst of the valley, where it's actually possible to have joy and
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for the suffering to actually make your joy go up, not down.
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That's what Christianity says it offers.
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That's what Jesus says it offers.
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How do you do that?
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How do you get there?
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You have to face the tribulation.
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You have to suffer.
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But how do you become a great person, a mountaintop person in the midst of valley-like pain?
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And the answer is worship.
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The answer is worship.
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The answer is actually that the real secret of becoming a person of joy in the midst of
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the valley is to regularly, regularly, regularly come to the Lord and get out of your head
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and lose yourself.
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Get out of your own mind, get out of your own thoughts and cross the threshold and say,
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my only object for these next few moments is to look up and see the face and the love
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of the living God for me.
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Now, let me ask you, do you approach God daily?
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Do you have a moment every day where you step across the threshold and say, I am now entering
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the presence of the living God in a unique and special way?
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I want to hear the voice of the Lord.
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I want to come to Him through the mediation of holy scripture and prayer and find the
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living God for me right now.
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Do you have that in your life?
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That is what can actually make you into a changed person.
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The secret of life really is just worship.
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The more and more and more you give yourself away to God in worship and behold His face,
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the more and more and more you find that you become a person who can have joy in the midst
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of the valley.
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Jesus Christ walked through the ultimate valley so you could live on the mountain even when
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you're walking through the midst of the valley.
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And the real key and the real secret for that is just to say, I've come to worship.
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I've come to get out of my own head.
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I'm not here today because I go to St. C's.
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I'm here today to encounter the living God.
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All right.
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Secondly and finally, not only is worship incredibly important, we see here but also
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weakness, the importance of seeing your own weakness in worship.
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Now we've already sort of said this but let me tune into this a little more in the case
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of this demon-possessed boy and his dad.
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So let me just give a brief side note on a tricky bit in this text.
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We're told in this passage that the demon that takes over this boy oftentimes will throw
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him into fire.
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The text says he will cause him to convulse into foam, all these symptoms that the demon
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causes.
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This is one of the famous passages where for the past couple of centuries, some New Testament
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scholars have come and said, look, in the Gospels when we see these demon possessions, really
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what's going on is just medical problems.
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So a lot of scholars have come to this and said, this is just an epileptic, I can't say
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it.
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Like there it is, seizure.
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I knew I would get it eventually.
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Epileptic seizure, I shouldn't try again.
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They've just come and said, look, that's actually what's happening in the demon possession stories
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is that these are first century people and they're working with a pretty underdeveloped
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understanding of medical history and an underdeveloped view of what religion really is.
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And so this boy is suffering from seizures.
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It's not a demon.
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Look, you can't do that.
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Here's why you can't do that, because all throughout Mark's Gospel, there are plenty
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of people who have medical problems that Jesus heals that aren't demon possessed.
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It's that simple.
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They come across many, many people and they don't say that's demon possession.
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They say that's a medical problem.
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First century people are not dumb.
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And so it's a real chronological snobbery to say something like that.
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Maybe we could ask a question like this.
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And imagine, read the Gospel of John and then ask yourself, could I have written this?
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And the answer is none of us are smart enough not to write the Gospel of John.
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Have you read it?
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No, that's not what's going on here.
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This is a demon possession.
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Mark knows the difference.
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Jesus knew the difference.
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What happens in this demon possession is really important because remember the problem.
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The problem is that this is a golden calf-like incident all over again.
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The disciples have failed.
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They are a faithless generation, we're told in this passage.
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Just like the Israelites were a faithless generation when Moses was up on the mountain.
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So we're meant to see the disciples' failure as one of the primary points of the passage.
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Nobody has faith except for one person.
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And that one person is the dad.
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We know very little about him, but he's desperate for the life of his boy.
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And so he brings his boy hoping beyond hope that maybe Jesus can help him.
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So the dad is the only person in this passage who has faith, we're told.
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Now you say, wait a minute, does he?
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Does this dad actually have any faith?
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Because when you look down at verse 22, we're told that when he describes what happens
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to his boy, his son, what the demon does to him, he says, now, if you can do it, you
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can do anything, Jesus.
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If you can do anything, Jesus, have compassion on us.
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In Jesus, we know what he meant because Jesus immediately in 23 says, if...
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So nobody has faith in this story except the dad, but when the dad exhibits his faith,
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he says, if Jesus, you are able in some way to do something, that would be really great.
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And then Jesus says, 23, what do you mean, if?
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And so immediately you realize that Jesus realizes that this dad's faith is not so good.
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He's similar to the disciples.
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And back before that, just right before that, when Jesus says, how long has this been happening
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from childhood?
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He gives this long list, he throws them into fire, he throws them into water.
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And you immediately get the sense that this man has come as a last resort to Jesus.
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He's come thinking, I don't really know if this is going to be any good.
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I don't know if this is going to work if maybe.
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Peter, James, and John are standing there.
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What are they thinking?
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You know, Peter, James, and John have got to be like, you did not see what just happened
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on top of the mountain.
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You know, you're saying, if to this man, I saw what happened to him.
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I saw the witnesses Moses and Elijah show up with his face unveiled.
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They know the dad, the only man with faith in this story at best, it's incredibly weak.
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At best, it's incredibly weak faith.
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And so then he responds and says, okay, I believe, you know, I've taken a step towards
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you Jesus, help my unbelief.
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And so he admits it.
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He says, I'm looking to you for help, but I have doubt.
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I have uncertainty.
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I'm not so sure.
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I'm not sure how this is going to go.
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I'm not exactly yet sure what to think about you.
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He owns that.
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He completely admits it.
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Now three lessons as we close at three lessons in the first point, let's have three lessons.
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How about it in the second point?
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Make it a nice outline.
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Three lessons here.
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First, this dad came looking for Jesus, hoping beyond hope that Jesus could do something
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for him, save the life of his son, looking for the possibility of life.
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And he came uncertain.
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He came with doubt.
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And Mark is teaching us here that the quality of his faith and the quality of your faith
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is not what saves you.
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You know, you come to Jesus with weak faith.
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It is not the quality of your faith that saves you.
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It is not the quality of your faith that gets Jesus to do something for you.
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Jesus came to save you despite your terrible faith, your weak faith, your little faith,
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your doubts.
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It's not the quality of your faith that saves you.
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It is only him, the object he saves.
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You know, the man says, if you can, and Jesus turns around and saves his boy.
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It's not the quality of your faith.
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You see, actually, let's bring it back to the first point.
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What is the condition for having a real encounter with the living God today and being changed
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in the midst of worship?
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The condition is actually, remember saying, I know, I'm prone to wonder, Lord, I feel
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that today.
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Or saying, I know that my faith at its best is a spark, that I do have wavering faith,
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that I do come with different levels of faith, that I do come with doubts and struggles and
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uncertainties.
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Jesus turns around and says, okay, I'll save your boy.
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Jesus has time for that.
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All right, secondly, maybe you've come today.
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I see faces I don't recognize.
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Maybe you've come today and you've been looking for hope.
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You've been looking for somebody to save you.
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You know, you've been looking for meaning in this life.
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Maybe you've walked through a season where you finally hit the valley, you've suffered
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in a way that's been pretty unique for you and that's hit you really hard.
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Maybe you would even say today, I never expected to be a religious person.
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I have lots of conversations with people that say I never would have expected to be a religious
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person.
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I start with it like that, but here you are.
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Here I am.
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I don't really know what I'm looking for, but I know that the life I've been living
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has not provided me the things that I need.
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I'm looking for hope.
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I'm looking for salvation.
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This man came in a very similar condition.
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He was uncertain.
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He was doubting.
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He was looking for hope.
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He was looking for salvation.
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Jesus has time for that.
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Jesus has time for that.
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He has time for you if you're coming today and saying I'm not exactly sure what I'm looking
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for, but I'm hoping to find salvation.
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Jesus has time for that.
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He wants you to draw near and He wants to turn around and say, okay, I'll save you.
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He said to this man, I'll save your son no matter how weak your faith might be.
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You might say today, I'm just not sure yet that I have enough proof.
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I want sight and Christianity says right now you've got to live by faith.
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Let me ask you, what would be enough for you?
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What would be enough?
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Maybe you're starting to awaken to this simple fact that without faith in God, maybe you're
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realizing it's really hard to move forward and claim any real sense of meaning, of justice,
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of a moral order, of life itself, of an origin story, of purpose, of hope.
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What would be enough to really prove?
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And instead, actually what the Bible does is it comes to you and says that the path is
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not find great understanding and then believe, but instead it's believe and then seek understanding.
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Believe even weakly and He will save you and then He will bring you towards understanding
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over time.
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You will actually grow in confidence and certainty and knowledge over time, but take a step forward.
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At some point, if that's you today, you have to decide.
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You have to make a decision.
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You have to say, I'm going to believe.
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I'm going to take the step of faith.
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I'm going to move forward.
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Even though I can't see, I don't have all the answers, I have doubts and uncertainties,
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Jesus had time for that.
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His brother wrote in the book, his biological brother and his disciple wrote in the book
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of James, be patient with those who are doubting.
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God has patience for that.
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Believe and then seek understanding.
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That's the invitation.
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Lastly, by the way, I hope that you can see Christian or curious today that this is good
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news.
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Yeah?
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Do you know that Jesus has time for a weak faith?
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He has time for doubt.
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This is good news for everybody, for everybody today.
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Lastly, finally, back to the beginning, are you struggling to worship this morning?
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Are you struggling to worship this morning?
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Are you struggling to worship meaningfully, to have an experience of God today?
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William Keller really helped me see this final fundamental point that I did not notice at
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first.
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He says this, that renewal requires bringing to God that which is most precious to you.
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The last thing, to really encounter the living God this morning, you've got to see that renewal,
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spiritual renewal, requires bringing to the Lord today that which is most precious to
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you.
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The man brought the most precious thing in his life to Jesus, his son.
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It could be the case that you've been, like me at times, unwilling to approach God and
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lose control of the things in your life that you're holding too closely, the things that
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are most precious to you.
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In other words, that you come to worship but you have functional idols, things that you
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love truly more than you love God on a daily basis.
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It could be your success and your reputation or a person, a relationship, a hope for a
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relationship.
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You say, actually, this is the God of my life.
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This is the thing I want the most.
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This is the thing that would bring me the most satisfaction.
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I know that deep down in my heart.
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One of the invitations here is to see that in weak faith, you've got to come to the Lord
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and say, I'm losing control of the stuff all around me.
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I can't control it.
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I can't control my family and my successes and my bank account and my reputation and
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my security.
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I don't have ultimate control.
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Whatever God ordains is right.
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I know I'm going to step into the valley.
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I know it.
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I know I'm going to lose.
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I know it.
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When you lose, if that thing you lost was your functional God, you will be destroyed.
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You will be crushed.
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You will come to a place of deep, deep sorrow.
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But if God is your functional God, if God is your God, if the Lord is your God, then
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you have something you can never lose no matter what.
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And then the Lord gives you everything else as a gift.
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He says, shoot for heaven and then earth makes sense.
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Even when you're in the midst of the valley, you have the possibility of joy.
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You have the possibility of the mountain.
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You know that one day, no matter how bad the valley gets, you are headed for the mountain,
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the vision of the living God, true hope, true joy, true family, true society, true success.
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If you come to worship this morning and you say, show me your glory, Lord, I want a real
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encounter.
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Show me that your love is greater than life.
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I give you my precious things.
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He will show you.
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He will.
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He will show you the glory of Jesus' love.
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That Jesus lost everything in the most ultimate valley so that you could have the mountain
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of God.
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Let's pray together.
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Father, we ask today that you would teach us, teach us, Lord, in our hearts what it means
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to truly worship.
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So we ask now for an encounter with you, and we do encounter you as we come to the Lord's
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table.
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So you promise, Lord, to show up when we take and we eat.
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So we ask for that.
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Oh, Lord, be near as we draw near to you.
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Show us yourself in the body, in the blood, the real presence of Jesus Christ accompanying
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the sacrament.
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We ask for that now so that we could taste and see and experience the love of God, that
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we'd sense it, not just intellectually know it.
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So we ask for that now.
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In Christ's name, amen.