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Forgiven by God

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  1. Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, three persons, one God, we come into your presence.

  2. We have been in your presence all morning, but we come into your presence very consciously

  3. to be with your children and your people, to be with seekers and skeptics, to be in your presence, Father.

  4. We come to receive from you this morning, to receive grace from you.

  5. Father, we acknowledge that we are always in deep need of receiving grace from you.

  6. And so, Father, we ask that the Holy Spirit would do a wonderful work deep in our lives,

  7. that we might be in your presence, that we might receive from you this morning,

  8. and that we might respond to you as we receive in a worthy manner.

  9. And, Father, that might be repentance, that might be praise, that might be new hope,

  10. it might be healing, it might be strength, it might just be, well, Father, you know that there's many different ways

  11. that we have needs, that your grace is sufficient, and we ask that you would help us to receive it with gratitude,

  12. and respond in a worthy manner.

  13. And we ask this in the name of Jesus, your Son and our Savior. Amen.

  14. Please be seated.

  15. It can sometimes be a surprise to people who come to the 10 o'clock service that they see,

  16. oh, there's an 8 o'clock service, and they decide to come to the 8 o'clock service,

  17. and discover that the 8 o'clock service is radically, radically different.

  18. There's no screen, no words on it.

  19. You get these little booklets.

  20. And, in fact, we use the 1662 Book of Common Prayer in a booklet form,

  21. but it's the 1662 Book of Common Prayer.

  22. It has thee, thou, dost, wast, hast, all that old-fashioned language.

  23. I wear robes as well, and the service has no music, and the sermon is about half the length.

  24. That's the goal.

  25. A little bit less than half the length of the 10 o'clock service.

  26. In fact, sometimes at the 8 o'clock service, I say, I'm going to talk about this.

  27. I don't have time now.

  28. I'm going to talk about this at 8 if you're curious to see how I handle it.

  29. You know, watch the 10 o'clock, the sermon from the 10 o'clock service.

  30. I mention that because what sometimes happens, and in fact happened to me today,

  31. is I always teach people that I'm, when I'm trying to teach them how to preach the Bible

  32. or teach the Bible, that you should begin with something interesting to get people's attention.

  33. And I had a really, really good grabby thing for this sermon.

  34. And I did it at the 8 o'clock service, and I realized after the service that it was the

  35. complete wrong opening for the sermon.

  36. So you're not getting it.

  37. Instead, you get me telling you that I had a good one, but this wasn't it.

  38. But hopefully I've got your attention.

  39. If you want to turn in your Bibles, we're going to look at one of the most famous stories of Jesus.

  40. There are four ancient biographies of Jesus.

  41. Now they're known as Gospels.

  42. And three of the four ancient biographies have different versions of this same story.

  43. So the early Christians, the early disciples of Jesus, thought that this was a very important story.

  44. They all wanted to make sure that it got told.

  45. And so turn with me in your Bibles to Mark 2, verses 1 to 17.

    Mark 2:1–17

  46. It's the first story that's the one which is in three of the Gospels.

  47. We're going to look at two stories.

  48. And here's how it goes.

  49. By the way, one of the most common things that we hear in our culture today

  50. is that you need to learn how to forgive yourself.

  51. It's a very, very common thing.

  52. And you would just get a very sympathetic nod.

  53. And it really is very interesting.

  54. It wouldn't matter if you were at a Bridgehead, a Starbucks, or a Tim Hortons.

  55. It wouldn't matter if you went to the best cigar lounge in the region,

  56. the best Scotch lounge in the region,

  57. where the bar, which is the cheapest, nastiest, grungiest, most down-and-out, sketchy bar,

  58. if you said, I'm trying to learn how to forgive myself, people would just nod.

  59. It sort of turns.

  60. It doesn't matter whether you vote NDP, conservative, or liberal.

  61. It doesn't matter if you, like, make America great hats,

  62. or you want to vote for Joe Biden or Kamala Harris or AOC.

  63. It's one of those things that just most people nod their heads at.

  64. And this story talks about this very directly, by the way,

  65. the wisdom or the possibility of this.

  66. So anyway, here's how the story goes.

  67. Verse 1.

  68. And when Jesus returned to Capernaum,

  69. after some days, it was reported that he was at home.

  70. I just sort of want to pause there for a second.

  71. And some of you might remember last week's scripture text,

  72. which came just before this,

  73. is that it ends with Jesus healing a leper.

  74. And after Jesus heals the leper, he says to the leper,

  75. go to the priest, have him certify you as clean,

  76. do the appropriate sacrifices, and don't tell anybody I did this.

  77. And it's not clear in the text whether he actually goes to the priest,

  78. but what it is clear is he does the opposite of what Jesus tells him,

  79. and he goes and tells everybody.

  80. And this just builds Jesus' fame so that it's hard for him to go anywhere.

  81. But some people, and at some point in time in one of the sermons,

  82. I'm going to talk a little bit about why it is that Jesus would tell people

  83. not to tell him.

  84. Like Mark records him saying this quite frequently.

  85. But one of the things we can see here that helps us to understand that is this.

  86. I don't know how many of you lived in small communities,

  87. but Jesus must have come in at night when it was dark,

  88. and he's actually been in this small community in a person's house

  89. for a couple of days before people figure out he's there.

  90. It tells you something about the character of Jesus

  91. that he didn't say,

  92. I'm here!

  93. Come in with trumpets,

  94. you know, drums,

  95. banging, let everybody know he's here,

  96. draw a big crowd.

  97. Like that's not,

  98. he comes in,

  99. he's actually just spending some time in the house,

  100. and it takes a couple of days before people realize that Jesus is there.

  101. And once they realize he's there,

  102. then the crowds start to come.

  103. They want to hear him,

  104. and I guess they also want to see him do a miracle.

  105. And let's just be honest,

  106. we'd love to see a miracle.

  107. We're no different from them.

  108. It would be on the news,

  109. somebody performing miracles like this.

  110. So a crowd gathers.

  111. But it sure is sort of a sense,

  112. the humility and the self-effaciness of Jesus,

  113. that he doesn't intentionally go out to try to draw crowds

  114. and attract attention to himself.

  115. Verse 2,

  116. And many were gathered together

  117. so that there was no more room,

  118. not even at the door.

  119. And Jesus was preaching the word to them.

  120. And they came,

  121. this is going to describe who they are,

  122. it's four guys.

  123. Four guys come,

  124. bringing to Jesus a man who's paralyzed.

  125. Verse 4,

  126. And when they could not get near to Jesus

  127. because of the crowd,

  128. that's sort of very interesting,

  129. they say,

  130. listen, I got the good spot,

  131. I'm not giving up my spot to let you get in there.

  132. It sucks that your friend's paralyzed.

  133. I mean, that's really the attitude of the crowd.

  134. It just sucks for them,

  135. I'm not giving up my spot.

  136. So verse 4,

  137. They could not get near to Jesus because of the crowd,

  138. so they,

  139. in the houses in those days,

  140. the roof was always flat,

  141. and in a sense it was like a deck.

  142. And so whether it was a ladder

  143. or stairs on the outside,

  144. there was usually a way,

  145. always a way,

  146. to get up onto the roof.

  147. So they removed the roof above Jesus,

  148. and when they had made an opening,

  149. they let down the bed

  150. on which the paralyzed man lay.

  151. Now, just before we see anything further,

  152. you know,

  153. one of the interesting things about this story,

  154. if you think about it for a second,

  155. if let's say we were,

  156. we were in Jesus' time,

  157. or it was just happening right now,

  158. and Mark said,

  159. listen here,

  160. I've written about this story,

  161. what do you think?

  162. And all of us would do this.

  163. They'd say,

  164. you know,

  165. come on,

  166. Mark,

  167. give it some extra colorful details,

  168. like,

  169. like,

  170. surely the people were sort of swearing,

  171. you know,

  172. at the commotion going upstairs,

  173. they were saying,

  174. you know,

  175. you guys,

  176. you know,

  177. keep it quiet,

  178. we're trying to listen to Jesus,

  179. you know,

  180. people are,

  181. they're wrecking the roof,

  182. and probably there would have been people

  183. wanting to go out,

  184. and all this,

  185. all this detail

  186. that we would love to know about,

  187. what was going on in the room

  188. when they're making a big hole in the roof,

  189. and none of it's there.

  190. That's what I mean by,

  191. you see,

  192. it's very interesting,

  193. and it shows our distraction,

  194. like,

  195. the inherent type of distraction

  196. that we have

  197. when it comes to things of God,

  198. that we would be far more interested

  199. in lots of ways

  200. with all this other stuff,

  201. you know,

  202. the,

  203. you know,

  204. the mess,

  205. who's going to clean it up,

  206. all of that type of stuff,

  207. than what,

  208. but Mark sort of ignores that,

  209. he doesn't play to our habit

  210. to get distracted,

  211. because he's driving towards

  212. making a particular type of point

  213. about Jesus,

  214. and by the way,

  215. it must have been Jesus

  216. who stopped people

  217. from going upstairs

  218. and up onto the roof

  219. to stop those guys

  220. from wrecking the roof.

  221. It must have been Jesus,

  222. but we don't say that.

  223. Maybe it wasn't.

  224. Verse five.

  225. So the guy,

  226. they lay down,

  227. they make a hole,

  228. they drop the guy down,

  229. and the guy's now

  230. standing in front of Jesus.

  231. Probably a lot of people

  232. are in a very,

  233. very,

  234. very bad mood,

  235. because they're covered with straw,

  236. covered with dirt.

  237. The homeowners are probably

  238. really furious,

  239. but when Jesus saw their faith,

  240. he said to the paralytic,

  241. son,

  242. your sins are forgiven.

  243. Now,

  244. we want to pause here

  245. for a second.

  246. Here's one of the problems

  247. we have.

  248. If you're a person,

  249. maybe from a,

  250. you know,

  251. a Muslim background

  252. or a Buddhist background,

  253. and you're hearing this story

  254. for the first time,

  255. or if you're just,

  256. you haven't had any real

  257. Christian background,

  258. you're hearing this story

  259. for the first time,

  260. I want to tell you

  261. about a problem

  262. that Christians have

  263. when they're very familiar

  264. with the story.

  265. One of the things

  266. I try to tell people

  267. when I'm trying to give them

  268. encouragement about how to

  269. preach and teach the Bible

  270. when it comes to a narrative

  271. like this,

  272. is never assume

  273. that a response is obvious.

  274. Like,

  275. don't assume,

  276. well,

  277. of course that's what

  278. Jesus would say.

  279. No,

  280. no,

  281. no,

  282. no,

  283. no,

  284. no,

  285. no,

  286. no,

  287. no,

  288. just a thought experiment.

  289. What would Stalin say?

  290. Kill those guys.

  291. Like,

  292. what would,

  293. what,

  294. no,

  295. no,

  296. I'm going to say

  297. a few things today

  298. for our Muslim friends

  299. who might be watching.

  300. I'm going to say

  301. a few things today

  302. about Christianity

  303. and Islam

  304. and just sort of

  305. give me some mercy

  306. about this.

  307. I don't mean any disrespect,

  308. but I want to throw out

  309. some,

  310. there's some puzzles

  311. and riddles

  312. in this text

  313. in terms of the contrast

  314. between Christianity

  315. and other faiths.

  316. But if you think about it

  317. for a second,

  318. what would Muhammad say?

  319. Muhammad would probably say,

  320. well,

  321. it's Allah's will.

  322. It is the will of Allah.

  323. That's what he would say.

  324. He wouldn't say,

  325. son,

  326. your sins

  327. are the will of Allah.

  328. What would Buddha say?

  329. Buddha was obviously,

  330. from the records of him,

  331. he was obviously a man

  332. who did have great compassion

  333. and that part of his way

  334. is the way of compassion.

  335. But he also emerges

  336. out of a Hindu worldview

  337. that he might very well

  338. have just said,

  339. well,

  340. may I,

  341. you know,

  342. I can help you

  343. with some water

  344. and he might say

  345. to his disciples

  346. it's important

  347. to show compassion.

  348. But at the end of the day,

  349. it's as a result

  350. of the sins

  351. in this life

  352. and the sins

  353. in previous lives

  354. that have now

  355. brought this state,

  356. karma has brought

  357. this state

  358. upon this particular person.

  359. And really,

  360. what you can do

  361. is use this

  362. as a time

  363. to illustrate

  364. to the man

  365. and to others

  366. the importance

  367. of following

  368. the way

  369. so that you

  370. will no longer

  371. be caught up

  372. in the cycle

  373. of death and rebirth

  374. and having all these

  375. karmic penalties

  376. come to you

  377. to begin to try

  378. to break that cycle

  379. by having enlightenment

  380. and, you know,

  381. achieving nirvana.

  382. That's probably

  383. what something along the line

  384. that Buddha would say.

  385. What would a politician say?

  386. What would a therapist say?

  387. You see,

  388. part of the thing

  389. which we don't quite get

  390. when we see this story

  391. is the,

  392. Jesus is going to

  393. relate to this man

  394. in a profoundly

  395. compassionate way.

  396. And whether our culture

  397. wants to acknowledge it

  398. or not,

  399. it's as if

  400. in around the years,

  401. depending on how you count it,

  402. 27 to 30

  403. or 30 to 33,

  404. that's the time

  405. that Jesus'

  406. teaching ministry

  407. went on

  408. and culminating

  409. with his death

  410. upon the cross

  411. and his resurrection

  412. which launches

  413. this Christian movement

  414. Jesus is like a bomb

  415. that blows up

  416. modern thought.

  417. And much of now,

  418. 2,000 years downstream,

  419. we just assume,

  420. we just assume

  421. that the proper response

  422. is to show

  423. some type of compassion

  424. towards him.

  425. But that's not

  426. an obvious response.

  427. Once again,

  428. what would Stalin say?

  429. It's not an obvious response.

  430. In a sense,

  431. our whole response

  432. to this

  433. is formed by stories

  434. like this,

  435. the compassion of Jesus.

  436. But he says this

  437. very,

  438. very odd thing.

  439. Son,

  440. your sins

  441. are forgiven.

  442. men.

  443. We,

  444. last Sunday

  445. at the 8 o'clock service,

  446. we had a street person

  447. come to be part

  448. of our service.

  449. And,

  450. in fact,

  451. Shane happened

  452. to be there

  453. and I said to Shane

  454. when I came in,

  455. could you just

  456. keep an eye on him

  457. because I wasn't sure.

  458. You see,

  459. as soon as I came in,

  460. he told me

  461. that he was

  462. the second coming

  463. of Jesus.

  464. That's the first thing

  465. he told to me.

  466. He's the second coming

  467. of Jesus.

  468. And,

  469. and so I just said

  470. and he was wandering around.

  471. He signed his name

  472. three times in the book.

  473. Actually,

  474. one of the times

  475. he signed his name

  476. was Zeus

  477. as well,

  478. actually.

  479. But,

  480. you know what I mean?

  481. Like,

  482. he was very,

  483. very,

  484. very,

  485. like,

  486. clearly mentally ill

  487. and having a psychotic episode.

  488. And,

  489. and so I just asked Shane

  490. if he could keep an eye

  491. on him

  492. in case he was

  493. very disruptive.

  494. Now,

  495. as it turned out,

  496. he wasn't disruptive.

  497. He sat there.

  498. He did a few little odd things,

  499. but he sat there.

  500. I mean,

  501. he told me a second time

  502. when I gave him communion

  503. that he was the second coming

  504. of Jesus

  505. and some other things.

  506. And,

  507. and I just listened to him

  508. for a few seconds

  509. and I said,

  510. I'm really sorry

  511. you have to sit down.

  512. And he did.

  513. So it was all fine.

  514. But the fact of the matter is

  515. is that that fellow

  516. was clearly mentally ill.

  517. He either thought he was Zeus

  518. or he thought he was

  519. the son of God.

  520. So,

  521. that's the offensive

  522. and shocking thing

  523. about this text

  524. which we have to get into it.

  525. You see,

  526. once again,

  527. partly what happens

  528. is when we read the text

  529. we say,

  530. well,

  531. that's just religious language,

  532. just religious language,

  533. just religious language.

  534. No,

  535. no,

  536. no,

  537. no,

  538. no.

  539. Just think about it

  540. in real life.

  541. This is a story.

  542. Remember the very,

  543. one of the early sermons

  544. on this,

  545. I said that one of the things

  546. which is very unique

  547. about Mark's gospel

  548. compared to the secular literature

  549. or the pagan literature

  550. of the day.

  551. I shouldn't say secular.

  552. There would have been no idea

  553. of secular in those days.

  554. But in the pagan literature

  555. of those days

  556. is that he uses fact-type language

  557. all the way through.

  558. He emphasizes the fact-ness

  559. of what he's talking about.

  560. And just as,

  561. I didn't ask,

  562. but I know that all of the other people

  563. at the 8 o'clock service,

  564. they all would have instantly recognized

  565. that this man was mentally ill.

  566. And he talked to several of them.

  567. They all knew he was mentally ill

  568. and all of us were reacting appropriately

  569. to him as a mentally ill man.

  570. Trying to act with compassion to him.

  571. Gentleness.

  572. We didn't tell him to leave.

  573. We didn't do anything like that.

  574. We tried to act with him.

  575. You all know he's mentally ill.

  576. Only mentally ill men

  577. say something like,

  578. son, your sins are forgiven.

  579. Right?

  580. That's a mentally ill thing to say.

  581. So now you're having to go,

  582. whoa, okay.

  583. Even most,

  584. you know,

  585. maybe Richard Dawkins

  586. or some very,

  587. very,

  588. very hardcore atheist

  589. would be prepared to say,

  590. yes,

  591. George,

  592. Jesus was mentally ill.

  593. I'm so glad

  594. a Christian finally,

  595. I'm not saying he's mentally ill.

  596. I'm just saying,

  597. you think about it,

  598. that's a mentally ill type of thing to say.

  599. That's how we would all respond to it.

  600. Now,

  601. in his time,

  602. they,

  603. his hearers

  604. don't respond to it

  605. as mental illness,

  606. although they might have

  607. if you heard all of the things

  608. they wanted to say.

  609. In fact,

  610. if you read the Gospels,

  611. you'll find out that

  612. there are in effect,

  613. and I can't remember

  614. if it comes up in Mark,

  615. there is a time

  616. when basically

  617. all of Jesus' family

  618. is concerned

  619. that he's mentally ill

  620. or that he's consumed

  621. with demons

  622. or something.

  623. They know,

  624. they come to think

  625. he's not right.

  626. You see,

  627. one of the other reasons

  628. to believe

  629. that Jesus actually did

  630. die on the cross

  631. and rise from the dead

  632. is that the historical evidence

  633. shows that his family

  634. thought he was mentally ill

  635. or something was wrong,

  636. that at his death,

  637. only his mom was there,

  638. none of his brothers or sisters,

  639. and yet we know

  640. that after the resurrection

  641. of Jesus,

  642. that at least

  643. his brothers and sisters

  644. also came to believe

  645. that he was now

  646. God,

  647. the Son of God.

  648. It's actually part

  649. of the historical record

  650. to believe

  651. that something like this

  652. actually happened.

  653. But look how the story

  654. continues in verse 6.

  655. Now some of the scribes

  656. were sitting there

  657. questioning in their hearts,

  658. why does this man

  659. speak like that?

  660. Notice what they say,

  661. why does this man

  662. speak like that?

  663. He is blaspheming.

  664. Who can forgive sins

  665. but God alone?

  666. I mean,

  667. that's,

  668. by the way,

  669. what we could say

  670. to the mentally ill fellow

  671. who was here with us

  672. two Sundays a week ago.

  673. You know,

  674. only God can forgive sins,

  675. dude.

  676. Like,

  677. you can't.

  678. You're a man.

  679. Um,

  680. verse 8,

  681. and immediately

  682. Jesus,

  683. perceiving in his spirit

  684. that they thus questioned

  685. within themselves,

  686. said to them,

  687. why do you question

  688. these things

  689. in your hearts?

  690. Which is easier

  691. to say to the paralytic,

  692. your sons are forgiven?

  693. Or to say,

  694. rise,

  695. take up your bed

  696. and walk?

  697. Now just sort of

  698. pause here.

  699. On one hand,

  700. it's equally easy

  701. to say both.

  702. And I'm sure

  703. if I'd given

  704. that fellow,

  705. sorry that Ross

  706. is sitting there,

  707. it's not Ross,

  708. it's the,

  709. there was another person,

  710. in fact,

  711. you were at church

  712. last Sunday,

  713. in fact,

  714. actually,

  715. you saw that fellow,

  716. I think.

  717. He might have even

  718. talked to you.

  719. But he was sitting

  720. right there in that seat,

  721. the very front seat,

  722. as close as he could

  723. to be to me

  724. when I had the,

  725. when I was doing

  726. the communion,

  727. right?

  728. I mean,

  729. I'm sure if I'd let

  730. him speak,

  731. he would say,

  732. son,

  733. your sins are forgiven

  734. and stuff like that,

  735. right?

  736. So,

  737. you know,

  738. on one level,

  739. it's easy to say

  740. stuff like that.

  741. It's a sign of mental illness.

  742. And even if it's not

  743. a sign of mental illness,

  744. even if it's some type

  745. of a poser,

  746. some type of person

  747. who's figured out

  748. that he's got some

  749. very,

  750. very gullible people

  751. and he can make

  752. very,

  753. very extravagant claims,

  754. and,

  755. but he knows

  756. that he can't really do it.

  757. He's just talking.

  758. That talk is cheap,

  759. but healing a man

  760. who's paralyzed,

  761. well,

  762. that's an indicator

  763. of something.

  764. So,

  765. verse 10,

  766. but that you may know

  767. that the Son of Man

  768. has authority on earth

  769. to forgive sins,

  770. Jesus says to the paralyzed man,

  771. verse 11,

  772. I say to you,

  773. rise,

  774. pick up your bed

  775. and go home.

  776. And the man rose

  777. and immediately picked up

  778. his bed and went out

  779. before them all

  780. so that they were all amazed

  781. and glorified God,

  782. saying,

  783. we never saw anything

  784. like this.

  785. We never saw

  786. anything like this.

  787. So,

  788. you see,

  789. here's the thing

  790. which is going on

  791. in the text.

  792. Just like the mentally ill man

  793. from last Sunday

  794. didn't say to me,

  795. I'm going to tell you

  796. about the Son of God.

  797. He didn't tell me,

  798. I'm going to tell you

  799. about Zeus.

  800. Jesus just says,

  801. your sins are forgiven.

  802. He's not like me

  803. during the absolution

  804. where I pronounce

  805. what God has done.

  806. Jesus doesn't pronounce

  807. what God has done.

  808. Jesus just says it.

  809. And it's the same thing

  810. with the healing.

  811. Jesus doesn't pray

  812. for healing.

  813. He just says,

  814. he just says,

  815. just like God would.

  816. In a sense,

  817. what we would do

  818. when we pray

  819. is we would pray to God

  820. and say,

  821. God,

  822. could you heal this man?

  823. And when we pray,

  824. what we're hoping

  825. is that God,

  826. in a sense,

  827. up in heaven,

  828. hears our prayer

  829. and says,

  830. okay,

  831. man,

  832. stand up and walk.

  833. And what you see

  834. here with Jesus

  835. is what you hope

  836. God would do

  837. when you pray to God.

  838. Jesus is doing

  839. something that only

  840. God can do.

  841. And so,

  842. what you see here

  843. is it's an indicator

  844. of the fact

  845. that Jesus,

  846. when he says

  847. your sins are forgiven,

  848. that that is,

  849. he can actually do that.

  850. Now,

  851. there's a couple

  852. of things here

  853. about this.

  854. Like,

  855. I think if you said

  856. to most Canadians,

  857. you know,

  858. you can come to Jesus

  859. and your sins

  860. are forgiven.

  861. And I think

  862. most Canadians

  863. would say,

  864. I need Jesus

  865. to forgive my sins

  866. like a fish

  867. needs a bicycle.

  868. Like,

  869. okay,

  870. that's what you're selling,

  871. this is how much

  872. interest I have in it.

  873. In fact,

  874. actually,

  875. probably if you got

  876. into it,

  877. you'd say,

  878. you know what,

  879. what I'm really

  880. trying to learn

  881. is how to forgive myself.

  882. Like,

  883. if Jesus could give me

  884. some advice

  885. about how to forgive myself,

  886. well,

  887. that would be

  888. an interesting story.

  889. Because that's what

  890. I'm really trying to learn.

  891. I'm trying to learn

  892. how to forgive myself.

  893. And,

  894. in fact,

  895. I think for most Canadians

  896. they'd say,

  897. you know,

  898. don't you think

  899. it's a lot more important

  900. to learn how to forgive yourself

  901. than,

  902. I don't know,

  903. be forgiven by God,

  904. by Jesus?

  905. Well,

  906. here's a couple of things

  907. just to consider about it.

  908. Before I was the

  909. rector of Church of the Messiah,

  910. I was in a rural church,

  911. non-rush hour traffic,

  912. be about a two-hour drive

  913. to where I lived,

  914. two hours and a bit drive.

  915. It was on the,

  916. I lived on the way

  917. to Algonquin Park.

  918. So you'd go down

  919. the Trans-Canada Highway,

  920. Cobden,

  921. you'd turn left,

  922. and you'd,

  923. you know,

  924. another 20 minutes

  925. or so on the road

  926. on the way

  927. to Algonquin Park.

  928. You come to Eganville

  929. and I just lived

  930. one block over

  931. from the one set

  932. of lights in town.

  933. And I looked after Eganville,

  934. I looked after Killaloo,

  935. and I looked after

  936. two other little spots

  937. that nobody's ever heard of.

  938. They used to be

  939. sort of communities,

  940. but now they're just

  941. a sign on the road,

  942. Tremor and Clontarf.

  943. And,

  944. but in that big geographic area

  945. that I looked at,

  946. and if I was to go

  947. from Arnold Theobig's house

  948. at one end

  949. to Delmer's house

  950. at another end

  951. and I kept to the speed limit,

  952. it would have taken me

  953. about 70,

  954. 75 minutes to drive

  955. from one into the other.

  956. So I covered a lot of land

  957. but not many people.

  958. A lot of deer,

  959. a lot of cattle,

  960. not many people.

  961. But within that area

  962. there was a First Nations reserve,

  963. and that First Nations reserve

  964. had been originally evangelized

  965. by Roman Catholics.

  966. There was an actual

  967. Roman Catholic church

  968. on the reserve,

  969. and so I didn't have much

  970. to do with people

  971. who lived there,

  972. but I did have something

  973. to do with several of them.

  974. And one of the people

  975. that I had to deal with

  976. was part of our church.

  977. He got in some trouble

  978. with the law,

  979. which is neither here

  980. nor there.

  981. I actually thought

  982. he was innocent,

  983. but that's neither here

  984. nor there.

  985. And so he asked me

  986. if I would support him.

  987. He had to go to

  988. appear before the judge

  989. for the first go-around.

  990. And so he asked me

  991. if I would sit with him

  992. in the crowd

  993. waiting for his name

  994. to be come up,

  995. and I'd buy him a coffee,

  996. and then afterwards

  997. we'd talk,

  998. and I'd pray and all that.

  999. And I said, sure.

  1000. It was a very interesting

  1001. experience to sit there.

  1002. So first of all,

  1003. I said to him,

  1004. you know, the thing

  1005. that you did,

  1006. I almost said his name,

  1007. we'll just call him Bob.

  1008. He said, the thing you did,

  1009. Bob, you could go

  1010. to the tribal,

  1011. there was a tribal justice

  1012. system set up

  1013. to deal with this.

  1014. Why didn't you go to that?

  1015. Now, by the way,

  1016. I'm not, just time out,

  1017. I'm not making

  1018. any political comment.

  1019. I never followed him.

  1020. I have no idea

  1021. whether he was telling

  1022. me the truth.

  1023. But what he said was this.

  1024. He said, no, no, no.

  1025. He said, guys like me

  1026. on the reserve,

  1027. we never go to

  1028. the tribal justice system.

  1029. I said, you never go there?

  1030. He said, no, no, no.

  1031. He said it's controlled

  1032. by a couple of powerful families.

  1033. And the way it works

  1034. is they give themselves

  1035. a pass,

  1036. but for people like me,

  1037. they're going to be

  1038. very hard on me.

  1039. And I get a better deal

  1040. with the white judge.

  1041. And I said, really?

  1042. So I never followed up

  1043. on that.

  1044. I have no idea

  1045. if it's true.

  1046. But that's what he said.

  1047. He said, yeah, yeah,

  1048. it's powerful families

  1049. that control that.

  1050. My family is a very

  1051. low-status family.

  1052. They don't like my family.

  1053. I would get hard.

  1054. I'd be treated very hard.

  1055. I'm going to get a better deal

  1056. with the judge.

  1057. I said, well, that's interesting.

  1058. And then as I sat there,

  1059. the second thing

  1060. that was really interesting

  1061. is that as each of the lawyers

  1062. stood up to help

  1063. the different client,

  1064. he gave me a prairie

  1065. about the effectiveness

  1066. of the lawyers.

  1067. He'd say, that lawyer

  1068. never returns his phone calls.

  1069. That lawyer has a serious

  1070. alcohol problem.

  1071. That lawyer is lazy.

  1072. That lawyer is lazy.

  1073. Is this that lawyer?

  1074. Is this?

  1075. He knew who all the lawyers were.

  1076. At least that's he claimed to.

  1077. I have no idea

  1078. whether he was accurate

  1079. about any of it.

  1080. But he'd said, don't worry.

  1081. I, you know, me and my family,

  1082. we know about all the lawyers

  1083. in the region.

  1084. We have the best lawyer.

  1085. I have the best lawyer

  1086. that you can get.

  1087. Now, I'm saying all of this

  1088. because, you see,

  1089. what would you say

  1090. if he not only knew

  1091. about the lawyers,

  1092. but if it was a situation

  1093. where there were quite a few

  1094. different judges

  1095. and he was able to sit there

  1096. and tell you,

  1097. well, that judge

  1098. shows favoritism to the cronies.

  1099. That judge is racist

  1100. and that judge takes bribes

  1101. and that judge

  1102. has a serious alcohol problem.

  1103. And, you know,

  1104. that judge isn't very competent,

  1105. doesn't like me.

  1106. And if you heard that,

  1107. you wouldn't want to go

  1108. before that judge, would you?

  1109. You'd be very careful.

  1110. You sure wouldn't.

  1111. You'd want to try to figure out

  1112. the good judge,

  1113. not the judge that has

  1114. all those other major

  1115. character flaws.

  1116. Right?

  1117. That's what we'd all want to do.

  1118. But,

  1119. here's the problem.

  1120. You say you want to learn

  1121. to forgive yourself.

  1122. Do you show favoritism?

  1123. Do you show any prejudice?

  1124. Are you easily bought off?

  1125. Do you get distracted?

  1126. Do you only care about justice?

  1127. Yes.

  1128. If you didn't answer yes

  1129. to all of those things,

  1130. then why do you think

  1131. you can forgive yourself?

  1132. Like, if you wouldn't trust

  1133. another judge to do that,

  1134. why would you trust yourself

  1135. to forgive yourself?

  1136. Like, don't you think

  1137. it's always tainted?

  1138. And just think for a second.

  1139. Like, one of the things

  1140. that I had to do,

  1141. I would still do it

  1142. if somebody comes to me

  1143. and they want to be remarried

  1144. after divorce.

  1145. Let's say a 30-year-old man

  1146. comes and he wants to be

  1147. remarried after divorce.

  1148. And I'd talk to him

  1149. about a little bit of things.

  1150. But let's say I discovered

  1151. that that 30-year-old man

  1152. had a wife

  1153. and he had four kids.

  1154. And the wife

  1155. was a stay-at-home mom

  1156. and this man wants to marry

  1157. another, like a 23-year-old woman.

  1158. And I'd have to ask this man

  1159. this question.

  1160. That's why I've asked

  1161. this question to guys.

  1162. How do you think

  1163. you're going to be able

  1164. to fulfill your financial

  1165. responsibilities

  1166. to your four kids

  1167. and your first wife

  1168. and marry this young woman

  1169. who you're obviously

  1170. going to want to have kids with?

  1171. Do I like asking that question?

  1172. I am very Canadian.

  1173. Those of you who know me,

  1174. I hate conflict.

  1175. I am sleepless

  1176. for nights before it.

  1177. But I've had to look

  1178. guys in the eye

  1179. and say,

  1180. how are you going to

  1181. fulfill those obligations?

  1182. This is separate

  1183. from whether there was

  1184. a valid reason

  1185. biblically for his marriage

  1186. to break up

  1187. and being remarried.

  1188. The fact of the matter is

  1189. is if you sire those kids,

  1190. you've got a responsibility

  1191. to those kids.

  1192. You've got a responsibility

  1193. for your kids.

  1194. So here's the point

  1195. of the story.

  1196. The wife

  1197. with the four kids,

  1198. she hears

  1199. that her husband,

  1200. who now wants to marry

  1201. another young woman,

  1202. and maybe he's been

  1203. the one responsible

  1204. for the breakup

  1205. of the marriage

  1206. he's had in the fair.

  1207. What would she say

  1208. if she heard him say,

  1209. I've learned

  1210. to forgive myself?

  1211. That wife would say,

  1212. she'd go explosive,

  1213. she'd go ballistic,

  1214. what do you mean

  1215. you forgave yourself?

  1216. Like, she'd say,

  1217. what a jerk.

  1218. She'd probably say

  1219. something stronger.

  1220. Well, why is it

  1221. that we as Canadians

  1222. want to learn

  1223. how to forgive ourselves,

  1224. but we can't sort of

  1225. get our minds around

  1226. these types of

  1227. particular problems?

  1228. You see,

  1229. one of the things

  1230. which is always

  1231. talked about

  1232. at the end

  1233. of every presidential cycle,

  1234. it was talked about

  1235. with Trump,

  1236. it was talked about

  1237. with Obama,

  1238. it was talked about

  1239. before that,

  1240. it will be talked about

  1241. with Biden,

  1242. is that every U.S. president,

  1243. the last week or so

  1244. before they step away

  1245. from office,

  1246. they give a whole pile

  1247. of presidential pardons.

  1248. Get out of jail

  1249. for free cards,

  1250. you're completely

  1251. and utterly pardoned.

  1252. And those of you

  1253. who follow such things,

  1254. sometimes they're good.

  1255. There's been a miscarriage

  1256. of justice

  1257. somewhere along the line

  1258. and just because

  1259. of the angularity

  1260. of the law,

  1261. it can't actually

  1262. be rectified,

  1263. but there's been,

  1264. you know,

  1265. evidence and all

  1266. and so sometimes

  1267. you go,

  1268. that's a real,

  1269. that's a good use of it,

  1270. that there's been

  1271. an injustice corrected.

  1272. You know,

  1273. and sometimes it's just,

  1274. you know,

  1275. for whatever reason

  1276. there's been some

  1277. press reports

  1278. about this person

  1279. or that,

  1280. but always he lets off

  1281. his cronies,

  1282. right?

  1283. Always.

  1284. I'm not making

  1285. a political comment.

  1286. Trump did it,

  1287. Biden did it,

  1288. the president

  1289. after Biden

  1290. will do it.

  1291. It's a human thing.

  1292. They let off

  1293. their cronies

  1294. and there's always

  1295. a whole stuff

  1296. in the paper

  1297. about the fact

  1298. that he just

  1299. let off his cronies

  1300. and if you happen

  1301. to be pro-Trump,

  1302. you think,

  1303. yeah,

  1304. yeah,

  1305. you know,

  1306. they shouldn't

  1307. have been punished,

  1308. blah, blah, blah,

  1309. way to go Trump.

  1310. But you know,

  1311. and they're going

  1312. to do the same thing

  1313. with Biden.

  1314. You know,

  1315. the people who

  1316. were mad at Trump,

  1317. they're going to say,

  1318. way to go Biden,

  1319. you know?

  1320. And all the people

  1321. who voted for Trump

  1322. said,

  1323. how come you guys

  1324. didn't like it

  1325. when Trump did it,

  1326. but now he,

  1327. like,

  1328. that's just human nature.

  1329. That's just cronyism.

  1330. And in a sense,

  1331. when you want to learn

  1332. to forgive yourself,

  1333. it's cronyism

  1334. to yourself.

  1335. Now here,

  1336. you have to be

  1337. very careful.

  1338. You see,

  1339. one of the things

  1340. which is going on

  1341. in Jesus' words here

  1342. is there's a profound

  1343. mystery.

  1344. There's a riddle

  1345. which he's posing.

  1346. And the riddle

  1347. is this.

  1348. Why is it that

  1349. when Jesus says this

  1350. to the young man,

  1351. he's not just guilty

  1352. of cronyism?

  1353. Like,

  1354. why is Jesus

  1355. not like Trump?

  1356. Why is Jesus

  1357. not like Biden

  1358. and Obama?

  1359. Why is it not

  1360. just cronyism?

  1361. See,

  1362. the fact of the matter

  1363. is,

  1364. is that true forgiveness

  1365. has to honor justice.

  1366. And that's why

  1367. for true forgiveness

  1368. there always has to be

  1369. a cost that's paid.

  1370. Very,

  1371. very obvious

  1372. when it comes to

  1373. things like money.

  1374. Somebody,

  1375. I lend somebody

  1376. $10,000

  1377. expecting to get it back

  1378. and then something happens

  1379. they can't get it back.

  1380. If I forgive the debt,

  1381. let's say they only

  1382. were able to pay me

  1383. back $1,000,

  1384. I forgive the debt,

  1385. I'm writing off

  1386. the $9,000.

  1387. Well,

  1388. who pays that $9,000?

  1389. The $9,000

  1390. is still gone.

  1391. Like,

  1392. I can't call up Trudeau

  1393. and say,

  1394. Trudeau,

  1395. I've just forgiven

  1396. somebody $9,000,

  1397. could you send me

  1398. a check to cover it?

  1399. Like,

  1400. if I forgive somebody

  1401. the $9,000,

  1402. I pay that cost.

  1403. If you forgive me

  1404. a debt,

  1405. a financial debt,

  1406. you absorb

  1407. that cost.

  1408. And that gives us

  1409. a window

  1410. in all forgiveness.

  1411. That if somebody

  1412. has wronged you

  1413. in another type of way

  1414. and you,

  1415. you might have

  1416. a profound desire

  1417. to publicize

  1418. to everybody

  1419. how bad they are.

  1420. Or you might want

  1421. to have them,

  1422. you might want to do

  1423. some other type of thing

  1424. so that they really

  1425. suffer in some type of way,

  1426. that there's some

  1427. satisfaction that you

  1428. can get

  1429. to see that there's

  1430. some suffering

  1431. or some other types

  1432. of, you know,

  1433. or other legal

  1434. or other consequences

  1435. that happen to them

  1436. so that there's some type,

  1437. you have at least

  1438. the beginning of some

  1439. type of a sense

  1440. of balance.

  1441. And if you forgive them,

  1442. then you have to pay

  1443. the cost of that

  1444. within yourself.

  1445. You have to pay

  1446. the cost of the fact

  1447. that they will not

  1448. have that type

  1449. of punishment

  1450. that you think

  1451. they deserve,

  1452. that you just have to,

  1453. in a sense,

  1454. you have to,

  1455. in a sense,

  1456. swallow that

  1457. in some type of way.

  1458. There's always

  1459. a cost to forgiveness.

  1460. By the way,

  1461. for our Muslim friends,

  1462. this is one of the

  1463. profound weaknesses

  1464. in Islam.

  1465. Just give me some grace.

  1466. It's a profound weakness

  1467. in Islam.

  1468. Because in Islam,

  1469. Allah just,

  1470. he never pays a cost

  1471. to forgive.

  1472. It's hard not to see

  1473. that what goes on

  1474. with Allah

  1475. is any different

  1476. than cronyism.

  1477. Where he lets some

  1478. go free and others

  1479. have to suffer

  1480. his punishment.

  1481. You see,

  1482. the mystery

  1483. which here,

  1484. which happens,

  1485. is that Jesus

  1486. is setting up a riddle.

  1487. When he says,

  1488. son,

  1489. your sins are forgiven,

  1490. he's also pointing us

  1491. to the fact

  1492. that justice

  1493. is going to be met

  1494. in that young man

  1495. for whatever

  1496. that young man

  1497. is responsible for.

  1498. That this is one

  1499. of the things

  1500. preparing us

  1501. for the cross.

  1502. That when we see

  1503. Jesus dying upon

  1504. the cross,

  1505. what we see

  1506. is that Jesus

  1507. takes the place

  1508. of that young man

  1509. in a sense

  1510. what that Jesus

  1511. is saying.

  1512. And it's only

  1513. if he's God

  1514. that he can stand

  1515. for every single

  1516. human being.

  1517. It's only if he's

  1518. both God and man

  1519. that he can stand

  1520. for every single

  1521. human being.

  1522. And so for whatever

  1523. things that that young

  1524. man has done

  1525. which is wrong,

  1526. whatever demands

  1527. of justice

  1528. that that should be,

  1529. if you took the

  1530. accumulation of all

  1531. of those types

  1532. of things,

  1533. and you would say

  1534. if you knew

  1535. all of those

  1536. things that that

  1537. young man had done

  1538. and became an old

  1539. man and everything

  1540. that you would think

  1541. there has to be

  1542. some consequence.

  1543. There has to be

  1544. some consequence.

  1545. There has to

  1546. justice demand

  1547. some consequence.

  1548. That when Jesus

  1549. dies on the cross

  1550. that's what John

  1551. means when he says

  1552. behold the Lamb of God

  1553. who takes away

  1554. the sin of the world.

  1555. That Jesus in a sense

  1556. is saying

  1557. I will take your place

  1558. young man

  1559. and all of the

  1560. demands of justice

  1561. I will take your place

  1562. they can come on me.

  1563. No I don't.

  1564. I know you don't

  1565. deserve it.

  1566. No I know

  1567. I don't have to do it.

  1568. It's not a matter

  1569. of you deserving it.

  1570. It's not a matter

  1571. of you have a right

  1572. for this.

  1573. It's not a matter

  1574. that I have to.

  1575. It's not a matter

  1576. that I'm weak.

  1577. I am strong.

  1578. I am the one

  1579. who can heal

  1580. paralyzed people.

  1581. I am the one

  1582. who can heal

  1583. the leper.

  1584. I am the one

  1585. who can still

  1586. the storm.

  1587. I am the one

  1588. who can walk

  1589. on water.

  1590. I am the one

  1591. who can feed

  1592. five thousand

  1593. men.

  1594. I am strong.

  1595. I am doing this

  1596. of my own free will.

  1597. I see your profound

  1598. need and broken.

  1599. I see your profound

  1600. need and brokenness

  1601. and I know you can

  1602. never fulfill the

  1603. demands of true

  1604. justice if your life

  1605. was seen with

  1606. perfect moral clarity

  1607. and God sees your

  1608. life with perfect

  1609. moral clarity

  1610. and you can never

  1611. deal with that

  1612. without being

  1613. unmade.

  1614. need.

  1615. So I will take

  1616. your place.

  1617. And that when you

  1618. see Jesus dying

  1619. on the cross

  1620. what you are seeing

  1621. is the cost

  1622. of forgiveness

  1623. being borne

  1624. by God himself

  1625. for undeserving

  1626. people like you

  1627. and me.

  1628. And it's

  1629. powerfully

  1630. illustrated by

  1631. the symbol

  1632. that as Jesus

  1633. dies

  1634. the veil

  1635. which separates

  1636. the holy

  1637. of holies

  1638. from the world

  1639. is torn

  1640. from top

  1641. to bottom

  1642. to show

  1643. that the cost

  1644. of true

  1645. forgiveness

  1646. has been

  1647. paid.

  1648. Now the next

  1649. story is very

  1650. important to bring

  1651. this home to us

  1652. in a powerful way

  1653. because you see

  1654. we all say that

  1655. and believe that

  1656. and like that

  1657. for a moment

  1658. but there's

  1659. something about

  1660. the way

  1661. our brains

  1662. are wired

  1663. just that

  1664. our brains

  1665. are wired

  1666. that we

  1667. almost instantly

  1668. sabotage

  1669. the radicalness

  1670. of what this

  1671. is that Jesus

  1672. is doing for us

  1673. with his life

  1674. and death

  1675. and resurrection

  1676. and we see it

  1677. if we look

  1678. at the next

  1679. story.

  1680. And what we

  1681. see in the

  1682. next story

  1683. is why

  1684. what human

  1685. beings need

  1686. what you

  1687. and I need

  1688. is not to

  1689. learn how

  1690. to forgive

  1691. ourselves

  1692. I do not

  1693. have to

  1694. learn to

  1695. forgive

  1696. myself

  1697. I have

  1698. to learn

  1699. I have

  1700. to ask

  1701. God

  1702. to make

  1703. what Jesus

  1704. has done

  1705. for me

  1706. on the

  1707. cross

  1708. to be

  1709. more real

  1710. for me

  1711. because I

  1712. slip into

  1713. a different

  1714. way of

  1715. thinking

  1716. too quickly.

  1717. Look at

  1718. what happens

  1719. in verse 13

  1720. and Jesus

  1721. went out again

  1722. beside the sea

  1723. and all the

  1724. crowd was

  1725. coming to him

  1726. and he was

  1727. teaching them

  1728. and as he

  1729. passed by

  1730. he saw

  1731. Levi

  1732. the son

  1733. of Alphaeus

  1734. sitting at

  1735. the tax

  1736. booth

  1737. and Jesus

  1738. said to him

  1739. follow me

  1740. and Levi

  1741. rises and

  1742. follows him

  1743. now just

  1744. those of you

  1745. who aren't

  1746. familiar with

  1747. stories like

  1748. this in the

  1749. context

  1750. if you watch

  1751. a second

  1752. world war movie

  1753. set let's say

  1754. in occupied

  1755. Holland

  1756. and you

  1757. see Dutch

  1758. people

  1759. if you're

  1760. watching a

  1761. second world

  1762. war movie

  1763. now set

  1764. in Holland

  1765. during the

  1766. occupation

  1767. by the

  1768. Nazis

  1769. usually what

  1770. is going

  1771. to be

  1772. involved

  1773. is some

  1774. heroic

  1775. and there

  1776. were very

  1777. many heroic

  1778. Dutch

  1779. people who

  1780. resisted the

  1781. Nazis

  1782. tried to

  1783. protect the

  1784. Jews

  1785. did what

  1786. they could

  1787. to undermine

  1788. the Nazi

  1789. regime

  1790. but there

  1791. were also

  1792. Dutch men

  1793. and women

  1794. who supported

  1795. the regime

  1796. who helped

  1797. the regime

  1798. right it was

  1799. Corrie Ten Boom

  1800. and her family

  1801. and her mom

  1802. her sister

  1803. and her dad

  1804. died in a

  1805. concentration camp

  1806. for hiding

  1807. Jews but they

  1808. they were found

  1809. out because

  1810. neighbors reported

  1811. them so

  1812. when you

  1813. watch a

  1814. second world

  1815. war movie

  1816. and you

  1817. see a

  1818. Dutch man

  1819. or a

  1820. Dutch woman

  1821. working for

  1822. the Nazis

  1823. that's what

  1824. a tax

  1825. collector

  1826. is okay

  1827. they're

  1828. they're not

  1829. they're not

  1830. only they're

  1831. not only going

  1832. to be

  1833. constantly guilty

  1834. of graft

  1835. and injustice

  1836. and a whole

  1837. pile of other

  1838. things but

  1839. they work

  1840. directly for

  1841. the imperial

  1842. forces oppressing

  1843. the Jews

  1844. over the Jews

  1845. so that's what

  1846. a tax collector

  1847. so Jesus

  1848. sees a guy

  1849. like that

  1850. a guy

  1851. like a

  1852. Dutch person

  1853. helping the

  1854. Nazis

  1855. and he says

  1856. follow me

  1857. and the guy

  1858. follows him

  1859. you go

  1860. on one level

  1861. you go

  1862. wow

  1863. like wow

  1864. but now

  1865. you're going to

  1866. be concerned

  1867. with the very

  1868. next story

  1869. look what

  1870. happens next

  1871. verse 15

  1872. and as Jesus

  1873. as he reclined

  1874. a table

  1875. it's actually

  1876. very interesting

  1877. the Greek

  1878. it's not sure

  1879. whether it's

  1880. Jesus' house

  1881. or Levi's house

  1882. you can't actually

  1883. tell in the Greek

  1884. whether it's

  1885. Jesus' house

  1886. that he's renting

  1887. or staying in

  1888. or whether it's

  1889. Levi's house

  1890. but so I'll just

  1891. say and as he

  1892. reclined a table

  1893. in his house

  1894. many tax collectors

  1895. and sinners

  1896. were reclining

  1897. with Jesus

  1898. and his disciples

  1899. for they were

  1900. many who

  1901. followed him

  1902. look at that

  1903. for there were

  1904. many of these

  1905. sinners

  1906. and tax collectors

  1907. who followed

  1908. Jesus

  1909. and the scribes

  1910. of the Pharisees

  1911. who aren't

  1912. following Jesus

  1913. the scribes

  1914. are like the

  1915. experts in the law

  1916. when they saw

  1917. that he was

  1918. eating with

  1919. sinners and tax collectors

  1920. they said to his

  1921. disciples

  1922. why does he

  1923. eat with tax collectors

  1924. and sinners

  1925. now here's the thing

  1926. about us

  1927. one of the reasons

  1928. that we would side

  1929. we would say

  1930. whoa that's terrible

  1931. what they're doing

  1932. well the reason

  1933. one of the reasons

  1934. we say that's terrible

  1935. that he's doing that

  1936. is because

  1937. we've been formed

  1938. by Jesus

  1939. and also partially

  1940. because we like

  1941. the idea of

  1942. going against

  1943. the moral majority

  1944. but here's the thing

  1945. and I'm making

  1946. no political comments

  1947. you can pick your thing

  1948. Jesus is having

  1949. a party

  1950. with everybody

  1951. wearing

  1952. make America

  1953. great hats

  1954. with big pictures

  1955. of Trump

  1956. behind them

  1957. or

  1958. all the trans

  1959. activists

  1960. are together

  1961. and Jesus

  1962. is in there

  1963. having a party

  1964. with them

  1965. now

  1966. pick your politics

  1967. for those of you

  1968. of one group

  1969. you'd say

  1970. how could Jesus

  1971. be with a whole

  1972. pile of

  1973. make America

  1974. great people

  1975. like what's he

  1976. doing

  1977. with sinners

  1978. and for the rest

  1979. of us

  1980. we're going

  1981. what's he doing

  1982. with all the

  1983. trans activists

  1984. having a party

  1985. with them

  1986. Jesus says this

  1987. in verse 17

  1988. and when Jesus

  1989. heard it

  1990. he said to them

  1991. those who are well

  1992. have no need

  1993. of a doctor

  1994. but those who are

  1995. sick

  1996. I came not to

  1997. call the righteous

  1998. but sinners

  1999. now

  2000. here's the

  2001. thing about this

  2002. see the

  2003. normal way

  2004. the normal way

  2005. that we're

  2006. wired

  2007. at a very

  2008. very deep

  2009. level

  2010. is to

  2011. understand

  2012. spiritual

  2013. and religious

  2014. life like this

  2015. we'd say

  2016. okay it's

  2017. really good

  2018. you guys

  2019. with make

  2020. America

  2021. great hats

  2022. I'm just

  2023. going to keep

  2024. staying with

  2025. one thing

  2026. I'm not

  2027. making any

  2028. political comment

  2029. okay

  2030. I just

  2031. make it

  2032. simple

  2033. so we'd

  2034. say

  2035. okay

  2036. oh

  2037. that's

  2038. really

  2039. good

  2040. that you

  2041. guys

  2042. all wearing

  2043. your make

  2044. America

  2045. great hats

  2046. you've all

  2047. decided to

  2048. follow Jesus

  2049. okay

  2050. now here's

  2051. the first

  2052. thing

  2053. you've all

  2054. got to

  2055. take your

  2056. hats off

  2057. you've got

  2058. to get rid

  2059. of the

  2060. Trump posters

  2061. you've got

  2062. to burn

  2063. them

  2064. you've got

  2065. to promise

  2066. you'll never

  2067. use them

  2068. again

  2069. okay

  2070. and if

  2071. you do

  2072. that

  2073. and now

  2074. you've got

  2075. to do

  2076. a few

  2077. other types

  2078. of things

  2079. you've got

  2080. to do

  2081. this

  2082. and you

  2083. can do

  2084. that

  2085. well if

  2086. you do

  2087. that

  2088. okay

  2089. now you're

  2090. sort of

  2091. welcome

  2092. into polite

  2093. society

  2094. and now

  2095. we could

  2096. see how

  2097. if you

  2098. actually said

  2099. a few

  2100. prayers

  2101. because now

  2102. you're

  2103. working

  2104. you're going

  2105. to be

  2106. you're going

  2107. to be

  2108. kinder

  2109. to this

  2110. group

  2111. you're going

  2112. to be

  2113. kinder

  2114. to that

  2115. group

  2116. you're going

  2117. to make

  2118. a donation

  2119. to the

  2120. Black Lives

  2121. Matter

  2122. movement

  2123. you're going

  2124. to support

  2125. AOC

  2126. in politics

  2127. and you start

  2128. to do that

  2129. type of thing

  2130. well you can

  2131. be accepted

  2132. in church

  2133. and you can

  2134. say a few

  2135. prayers

  2136. and if you

  2137. do that

  2138. and you do

  2139. that

  2140. you do

  2141. that

  2142. well eventually

  2143. you can be

  2144. connected

  2145. to God

  2146. that's the

  2147. basic way

  2148. we're wired

  2149. but that then

  2150. goes against

  2151. this profound

  2152. mystery that's

  2153. just happened

  2154. before this

  2155. that the only way

  2156. somebody's sins

  2157. can be forgiven

  2158. is if God

  2159. pays the price

  2160. for your sins

  2161. that God

  2162. absorbs that

  2163. cost into himself

  2164. and the fact

  2165. of the matter

  2166. is that the

  2167. religious development

  2168. that's presented

  2169. in the gospel

  2170. is a complete

  2171. opposite

  2172. it's not

  2173. that first

  2174. you get rid

  2175. of the

  2176. Make America

  2177. Great hats

  2178. and give

  2179. some money

  2180. to AOC

  2181. and then

  2182. you can sort

  2183. of say a few

  2184. prayers

  2185. and then

  2186. you're made

  2187. right with God

  2188. it's a complete

  2189. opposite

  2190. you begin

  2191. by being

  2192. made right

  2193. with God

  2194. while you're

  2195. wearing your

  2196. Make America

  2197. Great hats

  2198. and hating

  2199. AOC

  2200. when you're

  2201. completely

  2202. and utterly

  2203. unworthy

  2204. God forgives

  2205. you in the

  2206. person of

  2207. Jesus

  2208. it begins

  2209. with forgiveness

  2210. and union

  2211. with God

  2212. and works

  2213. backwards

  2214. from our

  2215. naturalistic

  2216. religious

  2217. point of view

  2218. that as

  2219. the gospel

  2220. grips you

  2221. you say

  2222. gosh

  2223. Jesus

  2224. is the

  2225. one

  2226. who's

  2227. reconciled

  2228. me

  2229. to

  2230. God

  2231. I

  2232. need

  2233. to

  2234. pray

  2235. I

  2236. need

  2237. to

  2238. figure

  2239. out

  2240. how to

  2241. pray

  2242. and I

  2243. need

  2244. to

  2245. figure

  2246. out

  2247. how

  2248. to

  2249. read

  2250. the

  2251. word

  2252. and

  2253. I'm

  2254. not

  2255. really

  2256. worthy

  2257. to be

  2258. with

  2259. other

  2260. Christians

  2261. I'm

  2262. going to

  2263. hang

  2264. around

  2265. with

  2266. Christians

  2267. and

  2268. now

  2269. as

  2270. you've

  2271. got

  2272. to

  2273. look

  2274. at

  2275. you

  2276. know

  2277. maybe

  2278. the

  2279. way

  2280. I'm

  2281. handling

  2282. politics

  2283. isn't

  2284. right

  2285. you know

  2286. maybe

  2287. walking

  2288. around

  2289. wearing

  2290. a

  2291. MAGA

  2292. hat

  2293. to

  2294. church

  2295. is

  2296. just

  2297. not

  2298. very

  2299. charitable

  2300. maybe

  2301. I

  2302. should

  2303. take

  2304. that

  2305. off

  2306. begins

  2307. with

  2308. grace

  2309. and

  2310. moves

  2311. the

  2312. other

  2313. way

  2314. it's

  2315. not

  2316. a

  2317. matter

  2318. of

  2319. making

  2320. yourself

  2321. worthy

  2322. until

  2323. you

  2324. find

  2325. a

  2326. union

  2327. with

  2328. God

  2329. that

  2330. never

  2331. is

  2332. going

  2333. to

  2334. work

  2335. never

  2336. going

  2337. to

  2338. work

  2339. only

  2340. makes

  2341. you

  2342. anxious

  2343. only

  2344. makes

  2345. you

  2346. self

  2347. righteous

  2348. only

  2349. makes

  2350. you

  2351. proud

  2352. only

  2353. makes

  2354. you

  2355. arrogant

  2356. only

  2357. makes

  2358. you

  2359. unhappy

  2360. only

  2361. makes

  2362. you

  2363. self

  2364. satisfied

  2365. until

  2366. your

  2367. life

  2368. crumbles

  2369. completely

  2370. useless

  2371. you

  2372. and I

  2373. need

  2374. grace

  2375. we

  2376. need

  2377. this

  2378. profound

  2379. act

  2380. of

  2381. Jesus

  2382. dying

  2383. on

  2384. the

  2385. cross

  2386. for

  2387. us

  2388. and

  2389. as

  2390. that

  2391. grips

  2392. us

  2393. we

  2394. say

  2395. you

  2396. know

  2397. what

  2398. my

  2399. view

  2400. of

  2401. people

  2402. of

  2403. different

  2404. colors

  2405. that's

  2406. wrong

  2407. my

  2408. view

  2409. of

  2410. women

  2411. that's

  2412. wrong

  2413. my

  2414. holding

  2415. on

  2416. to

  2417. money

  2418. that's

  2419. wrong

  2420. my

  2421. ungenerous

  2422. heart

  2423. that's

  2424. wrong

  2425. my

  2426. thinking

  2427. the

  2428. worst

  2429. of

  2430. C's

  2431. group

  2432. that's

  2433. wrong

  2434. works

  2435. from

  2436. the

  2437. gospel

  2438. out

  2439. to

  2440. our

  2441. behavior

  2442. not

  2443. being

  2444. worthy

  2445. until

  2446. Jesus

  2447. finally

  2448. dies

  2449. for

  2450. you

  2451. please

  2452. stand

  2453. you

  2454. know

  2455. that

  2456. Christian

  2457. life

  2458. for

  2459. those

  2460. that

  2461. I

  2462. point

  2463. here

  2464. there's

  2465. a

  2466. camera

  2467. here

  2468. by

  2469. the

  2470. way

  2471. that's

  2472. why

  2473. I

  2474. sometimes

  2475. look

  2476. I'm

  2477. not

  2478. picking

  2479. on

  2480. the

  2481. Maureen

  2482. family

  2483. or

  2484. Claire

  2485. on

  2486. the

  2487. computer

  2488. there's

  2489. the

  2490. camera

  2491. there

  2492. I

  2493. want

  2494. to

  2495. acknowledge

  2496. the

  2497. congregation

  2498. that's

  2499. there

  2500. but also

  2501. to

  2502. you

  2503. you know

  2504. that

  2505. the

  2506. Christian

  2507. life

  2508. just

  2509. begins

  2510. when you

  2511. sort of

  2512. have an

  2513. internal

  2514. desire

  2515. that you

  2516. need to

  2517. actually be

  2518. with

  2519. Jesus

  2520. and accept

  2521. what he

  2522. offers

  2523. you might

  2524. not be

  2525. able to

  2526. put that

  2527. into

  2528. words

  2529. that's

  2530. fine

  2531. you don't

  2532. have to

  2533. put

  2534. yourself

  2535. into

  2536. words

  2537. all you

  2538. have

  2539. to

  2540. do

  2541. is

  2542. just

  2543. say

  2544. if

  2545. you've

  2546. never

  2547. become

  2548. a

  2549. Christian

  2550. say

  2551. Jesus

  2552. what

  2553. you

  2554. did

  2555. for

  2556. that

  2557. paralyzed

  2558. man

  2559. could

  2560. you

  2561. do

  2562. that

  2563. for

  2564. me

  2565. and

  2566. what

  2567. you

  2568. illustrated

  2569. with

  2570. those

  2571. bad

  2572. people

  2573. could

  2574. that

  2575. be

  2576. the

  2577. story

  2578. of

  2579. my

  2580. life

  2581. that's

  2582. all

  2583. you

  2584. have

  2585. to

  2586. say

  2587. you

  2588. don't

  2589. have

  2590. to

  2591. know

  2592. all

  2593. the

  2594. theology

  2595. just

  2596. have

  2597. to

  2598. say

  2599. that

  2600. that's

  2601. that's

  2602. where

  2603. I

  2604. need

  2605. to

  2606. belong

  2607. and

  2608. for

  2609. those

  2610. of

  2611. us

  2612. who

  2613. are

  2614. Christians

  2615. one

  2616. of

  2617. the

  2618. you

  2619. so

  2620. much

  2621. that

  2622. Jesus

  2623. loves

  2624. us

  2625. that

  2626. Jesus

  2627. loved

  2628. us

  2629. that

  2630. he

  2631. died

  2632. on

  2633. the

  2634. cross

  2635. thank

  2636. you

  2637. so

  2638. much

  2639. that

  2640. you

  2641. see

  2642. every

  2643. human

  2644. being

  2645. with

  2646. perfect

  2647. moral

  2648. clarity

  2649. because

  2650. you

  2651. are

  2652. the

  2653. author

  2654. of

  2655. morality

  2656. the

  2657. center

  2658. of

  2659. the

  2660. moral

  2661. universe

  2662. you

  2663. see

  2664. each

  2665. human

  2666. being

  2667. with

  2668. complete

  2669. utter

  2670. piercing

  2671. clarity

  2672. you

  2673. know

  2674. those

  2675. excuses

  2676. so

  2677. that

  2678. we

  2679. did

  2680. something

  2681. that

  2682. wasn't

  2683. really

  2684. wrong

  2685. that

  2686. there

  2687. were

  2688. good

  2689. excuses

  2690. you

  2691. you

  2692. know

  2693. those

  2694. things

  2695. that

  2696. had

  2697. no

  2698. excuse

  2699. that

  2700. we

  2701. just

  2702. did

  2703. something

  2704. wrong

  2705. we

  2706. give

  2707. you

  2708. thanks

  2709. and

  2710. praise

  2711. that

  2712. despite

  2713. your

  2714. moral

  2715. not

  2716. despite

  2717. that

  2718. father

  2719. when

  2720. you

  2721. were

  2722. full

  2723. with

  2724. moral

  2725. clarity

  2726. you

  2727. loved

  2728. us

  2729. and

  2730. Jesus

  2731. came

  2732. to die

  2733. upon

  2734. the

  2735. cross

  2736. for

  2737. us

  2738. to

  2739. take

  2740. that

  2741. punishment

  2742. that

  2743. making

  2744. rightness

  2745. that

  2746. had

  2747. to be

  2748. done

  2749. that

  2750. we

  2751. couldn't

  2752. do

  2753. for

  2754. ourselves

  2755. that

  2756. he

  2757. did

  2758. it

  2759. for

  2760. us

  2761. in

  2762. his

  2763. life

  2764. in

  2765. his

  2766. death

  2767. upon

  2768. the

  2769. cross

  2770. we

  2771. thank

  2772. you

  2773. father

  2774. for

  2775. the

  2776. many

  2777. evidences

  2778. for

  2779. his

  2780. resurrection

  2781. and

  2782. not

  2783. only

  2784. in

  2785. history

  2786. but

  2787. also

  2788. in

  2789. our

  2790. lives

  2791. and

  2792. we

  2793. thank

  2794. you

  2795. for

  2796. what

  2797. he

  2798. did

  2799. for

  2800. us

  2801. on

  2802. the

  2803. cross

  2804. father

  2805. we

  2806. thank

  2807. you

  2808. that

  2809. he

  2810. is

  2811. our

  2812. savior

  2813. we

  2814. ask

  2815. father

  2816. that

  2817. what

  2818. he

  2819. did

  2820. for

  2821. us

  2822. on

  2823. the

  2824. cross

  2825. that

  2826. that

  2827. might

  2828. be

  2829. the

  2830. ground

  2831. upon

  2832. which

  2833. we

  2834. stand

  2835. it

  2836. might

  2837. be

  2838. that

  2839. which

  2840. covers

  2841. us

  2842. it

  2843. might

  2844. be

  2845. the

  2846. lens

  2847. by

  2848. which

  2849. we

  2850. see

  2851. the

  2852. world

  2853. around

  2854. us

  2855. the

  2856. lens

  2857. by

  2858. which

  2859. we

  2860. see

  2861. ourselves

  2862. the

  2863. lens

  2864. by

  2865. which

  2866. we

  2867. see

  2868. money

  2869. and

  2870. relationships

  2871. in our

  2872. culture

  2873. and

  2874. politics

  2875. and

  2876. jobs

  2877. and

  2878. careers

  2879. and

  2880. sex

  2881. and

  2882. everything

  2883. else

  2884. that

  2885. it

  2886. might

  2887. be

  2888. father

  2889. the

  2890. way

  2891. that

  2892. we

  2893. understand

  2894. the

  2895. world

  2896. and

  2897. the

  2898. way

  2899. that

  2900. we

  2901. live

  2902. that

  2903. that

  2904. might

  2905. be

  2906. that

  2907. which

  2908. forms

  2909. us

  2910. father

  2911. that

  2912. it

  2913. might

  2914. be

  2915. Jesus

  2916. and his

  2917. death

  2918. upon

  2919. the

  2920. cross

  2921. we

  2922. ask

  2923. that

  2924. your

  2925. Holy

  2926. Spirit

  2927. would

  2928. do

  2929. that

  2930. work

  2931. in

  2932. our

  2933. lives

  2934. more

  2935. and

  2936. more

  2937. we

  2938. thank

  2939. you

  2940. that

  2941. we

  2942. can

  2943. gather

  2944. to

  2945. recommit

  2946. to

  2947. reconnect

  2948. to

  2949. renew

  2950. father

  2951. the

  2952. covenant

  2953. knowing

  2954. not

  2955. that

  2956. we

  2957. have

  2958. to

  2959. give

  2960. our

  2961. lives

  2962. to

  2963. Jesus

  2964. again

  2965. that

  2966. when

  2967. he

  2968. took

  2969. us

  2970. he

  2971. took

  2972. us

  2973. but

  2974. that

  2975. we

  2976. can

  2977. recommit

  2978. that

  2979. we

  2980. can

  2981. reconnect

  2982. we

  2983. can

  2984. renew

  2985. that

  2986. covenant

  2987. and

  2988. say

  2989. Lord

  2990. help

  2991. me

  2992. to

  2993. live

  2994. for

  2995. you

  2996. this

  2997. week

  2998. we

  2999. ask

  3000. all

  3001. these

  3002. things

  3003. in

  3004. the

  3005. name

  3006. of

  3007. Jesus

  3008. your

  3009. son

  3010. and

  3011. our

  3012. savior

  3013. amen