Sermon
Killing Sin
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Transcript
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Hamish, one of our elders, is going to come read for us as we read from the New Testament,
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from the book of Colossians, Paul's letter, chapter 3, verses 5 to 11.
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Put to death, therefore, what is earthly in you, sexual immorality, impurity, passion,
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evil desire, and covetousness, which is idolatry. On account of these, the wrath of God is coming.
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In these you too once walked, when you were living in them, but now you must put them all away,
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anger, wrath, malice, slander, and obscene talk from your mouth. Do not lie to one another,
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seeing that you have put off the old self with its practices, and have put on the new self,
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which is being renewed in knowledge, after the image of its creator.
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Here there is not Greek and Jew, circumcised and uncircumcised, barbarian, Scythian, slave,
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free, but Christ is all and in all. This is the word of the Lord. Amen.
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We started a new series last week called Practicing the Christian Life, and so the hope is to do this
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every January for about a month, and that's to look at one of Paul's lists. So Paul has these lists all
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throughout his letters more than six times, where they're focused entirely on how to change,
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and so he gives you ethics, he gives you commands, he gives you all sorts of thoughts about what it
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means to change, to become more like Jesus. And so I hope to do one of these every January.
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And so this month we're doing Colossians 3, which is one of the foundational lists of how to change.
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And so there's a Christian word for this, a Bible word for this, and that's the word sanctification,
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which means to become more and more like God. And so the idea here is that the best change,
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the change that we really need, that every human really needs, is to become more like God.
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So integrity, the character of God. And so when Christmas came, when the incarnation came,
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we see that what it really looks like to look like God is found in looking like Jesus,
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that he shows you the character, the integrity, the fruit of the Spirit lived out in the Gospels.
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And so that's the change that we all need. It's the most important kind of change.
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It's to say that the spiritual matters more than anything else. So you can get a gym membership
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this year and change physically, and that's good. You can learn a language and change intellectually,
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and that's a great thing. I wish I knew more than one.
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But the change, the most important change we actually need, every human is made to be conformed,
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to become like Jesus. And so that's the focus of these lists, and so that's what we're looking at.
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So this week, verses 5 to 11, we looked at verses 1 to 4 last week.
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We're going to see here the depth of the change that's needed first.
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First, there's a depth to the change we need, and then the reason, the intellectual reason,
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perhaps, of that change, and then how we can do it. So another way that we can seek it today.
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So let's think about it. First, the depth of the change that we need.
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How deep, another way to say it is, how deep does this problem go in us that we need change from?
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So Paul says here in verse 5, put to death. Now, this is a clear command, put to death,
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but I think the translation is a little soft because it's good, it's true, it's right,
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but it's the word, the Greek word uses the prefix necro. So in medical terminology, you doctors,
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you nurses, you know this necrology, the study of dead tissue. It's corpse language.
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So verse 5 says, kill, kill. So the King James Version, the old version of the English Bible says,
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mortify, make dead, make it a corpse. That's the word that he uses here. He's saying something extreme.
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He's saying, I want to be able to metaphorically walk and step over the dead bodies of my vices.
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I want them to be a corpse. I want to step over the dead bodies of my gossipy words and my judgmentalism
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and my rage and my impatience and my lust and my money hunger. I want to be able to step over those
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dead bodies. And then he says, put to death, make like a corpse these things in you. Put to death,
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the word he uses is the earthly. Now, is he saying that the things you need to put to death are
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the physical life, the things of the physical life? And that's not at all what he means. He's
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not saying here, he's going to list the very first one is sexual immorality, but he's not saying sex is
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evil. He's not saying don't participate in society or don't watch movies or something like that. Like
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that's the earthly. No, not at all. The earthly here for Paul, when you read across Paul, you realize
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that what he means by the word earthly is over desire or just the generic word lust for things
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in this world more than God. So the earthliness in us, the earthliness in us is when we want things
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in this world on earth, the horizontal, more than we want the vertical, more than we want God.
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That's earthly. That's what he means by it here. It's a deep, look, it's a, here's an example. It's a
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deep longing for a boyfriend or a girlfriend far more than you want God. It's a deep longing for
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the fulfillment of sexual lust far more than you want God. It's a deep longing for success and money
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hunger and financial security far above your want of God. That's, that's what he means by earthly here.
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And so that means that he is talking about the depth of this problem, the depth, the deeps of this
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problem. And you can see that by looking at the list he gives you in verse five. So kill, make dead,
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make corpses out of loving things in this physical earthly life more than you love God. And look at this
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list. The first one is sexual immorality. And then it's impurity, passion, evil desire, and covetousness,
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which is idolatry. Now there is only one action you can perform in all of this list, and that's
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sexual immorality. That's a, that's an outward action. It's pornea, this, this word that we get,
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the, the modern word. And the rest of these are not actions. You know, he's talking here about
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something deep. And he's saying that you can commit sexual immorality as a reference to any act of sex
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outside of the covenant, covenant bonds of marriage. But after that, he says, he gives you a list of
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what's going on deeper, like impurity. And he's telling you why that happens. He's giving you one
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example, sins of the hand, sins of the eyes, sins, sins of physicality. But he's saying, but the rest,
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impurity, passion, evil desire, covetousness, idolatry. He's saying, look, the issue doesn't begin
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there with sexual immorality. It's way deeper than that. So why? Well, it's because of impurity.
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Impurity is not an action. Impurity is a condition. It's a disease. He's saying sexual immorality
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sometimes happens because, because we have impure desire. We want things in this life more than we
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want God. And then he goes on from there and he says, uh, passion. That's a word for broken desires.
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And then the very next word is evil desire. These are synonyms, evil desire. The old King James uses
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the word here for inordinate. He's translated inordinate desire, a disorder desire. You're
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wanting things, you're wanting good things, but you're wanting them way too much more than you want
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God himself. And so he talks, he uses the last two covetousness and idolatry. They're just synonyms.
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Idolatry is the catch all word for this deep problem of misplaced desire. What is idolatry?
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What is covetousness? It's wanting things in this life far, far more than you want God, than you love
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God, than you have affection for God. He's saying that we have a desire issue that sexual immorality
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or greed or whatever gossipy words that they're, they don't start there. James, Jesus's brother wrote
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his book, the book of James and made this so clear. They don't, they don't ever start there. They start
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in the depths of the soul, these desires, and then they're given birth in the hands and the eyes and
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the actions in this world. And so he's saying that we've got a deep, deep problem that we've got to
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deal, deal with. You can, here's an example. You can, um, you can be envious of someone and you can look
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at their life and you can say, boy, I really, you don't, you would never say this out loud. You
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probably don't even say it to yourself, but deep down there's a desire where you think that is the
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life I wish I had. And in it, you may never act on it. You may never say a bad word about them,
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but there's a sinful desire. There's a broken desire deep down at the bottom of your soul
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that is creating total discontentment. And it's called covetousness. It's wanting what other people
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have that you don't have, that God has not given you right now. And Paul's saying that is what's earthly.
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Desire, disorder, desire, misplaced and broken desires is what's earthly. Now let me apply this.
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It's, it's, we've been applying it. It's a command. So it starts as application. That's the beautiful
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thing about this passage. It's application from the get go, kill the, kill what's earthly in you.
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But let me apply it a little more. First, first of all, do you see what this passage is saying?
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Um, last week we looked at verse one to four and verse one to four said, talk, talking to Christians
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said, if you're a believer today, if you follow Jesus Christ and you look to him for forgiveness,
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you, you in the first century died on the cross with him. As he died, your sins, your guilt,
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your disordered desires, dead, paid for that day. If you're a Christian, you were raised with Christ.
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That's already happened. That's all past tense. And so Paul is, you put verses one to four and
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verse five to 11 together. And Paul is saying that if you're a Christian, um, you're an emerald in
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God's sight. You're a diamond already in the eyes of the father. You're forgiven. You're cleansed.
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Your sins are no more, you know, it's, it's not that you were forgiven back then. It's that Jesus
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Christ continues to be your intercessor and mediator, that you have a holistic savior, a savior that never
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stops mediating. And that means the sins that you commit today, this morning, the selfish desire
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that you're already struggling with today. Jesus Christ right now is saying the debt is paid.
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And verse five to 11, and Paul says, and you, me, you're cleansed, you're forgiven, and you're full
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of evil desires at the same time. Boy, let me say that that is the source of mental health
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in this life. To be able to say, I'm safe, I'm cleansed, I'm forgiven, and nothing will ever
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change that before God. And I'm a mess, full of selfish desire, full of evil desire, incapable of
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terrible things. At the very same time, that is the source of mental health as we talk about mental
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health in the modern world. Look, it's, you're, you're 100% justified and forgiven, and you are a
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big sinner, total mess at the very same time. And that is contra everything that the contemporary
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culture wants to say about the source of finding happiness in this life. What we're taught in the
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contemporary world, I love to listen to a podcast called Modern Wisdom, and there's a lot of good
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wisdom in it about how to sleep better, and how to be more productive, and how to get your life back
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on track. And I learn a ton from it, and I'm always helped by it. But it's almost inevitable that every
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time at the end of the podcast, the expert says, you know what, the real issue is, you've got to say
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to yourself, you're a good person. You've got to say it. You've got to say over and over again to
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yourself, you're a good person until you believe it. And Paul comes and says, boy, the modern says,
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say to yourself, I'm a good person. But every person in the pre-modern world, every person even
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a couple generations ago knew that that was not true, that that's not true, that that's not the
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real source of health. Look, you don't even have to go to the Christians to know this. Friedrich
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Nietzsche, one of the greatest philosophers of world history and atheist, this is what he said. He said,
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most people act decent and respectable on the outside only because they're afraid of punishment.
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And Carl Jung, he said, the best of us know that there is a shadow, an ugly part to ourselves,
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and we try to banish it down to the unconscious realm to forget about it. And even Freud, what did
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Freud say? Freud said, there is a battle between conflicting personalities in our depths. We have
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almost, and that is why the deep part of us, we have almost zero control over our emotions.
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Look, Christianity offers you liberation, and the liberation is to be able to say,
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I'm 100% forgiven and cleansed and loved by God the Father, and I have a lot of evil desire in my
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life. A big mess. Now, that means that the problem is so deep in us that some of us have to come today
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and realize that maybe we are hiding from the depths of who we really are. What did Luther
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say? He said, we're justified yet sinner. Those two things have to go together in this life. Justified
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yet sinner. But we can hide from that reality by our goodness. We can hide. We can seek self-salvation
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and pretend that that is not the case. Here's how it works. We can say to ourselves,
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you know, I don't commit adultery. I don't steal. I'm a respectable, decent person who even listens to
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hymns on Spotify sometimes throughout the week, right? And that, that line is incredibly earthly.
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It's incredibly earthly because you're saying, you're saying, I think I live, I'm saved because I'm a good
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person. I, you know, I, I, I'm justified and I'm, I don't really have evil desire. I don't really
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struggle in the bottom of myself with who, with, with utter selfishness. There's a wonderful short
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story. Wonderful. That's relative. It's hard to read actually by Flannery O'Connor. It's called
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Revelation. And in it, she writes a story of this woman named Mrs. Turpin. And Mrs. Turpin,
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it says in the story that she thinks she's one of the good ones. Flannery uses words like she,
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she's got her act together. And on the outside, Mrs. Turpin says, you know, I'm even, I'm even
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wrinkle free physically on, on the outside and on the inside, I've got my act together.
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She, she loves the fact that she's got a good relationship with her husband.
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She keeps her farm in pristine order. She sings gospel songs while she works. And then in the story,
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one day, Mrs. Turpin is accosted by a stranger in a waiting room. And the stranger comes up to her
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and says, quote, and only Flannery O'Connor could, could say it like this, quote, you are a warthog
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from hell. That is what the stranger says to Mrs. Turpin. And Mrs. Turpin in disbelief says that a good,
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in disbelief, a good Christian woman such as herself could, could never be associated with anyone
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from the likes of hell. And she says this, I break my back to the bone every day working.
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I do good for the church. I break my back every day working hard and I do good for the church.
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And one literary reviewer writes this, Ms. Turpin has the appearance of goodness.
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But as you read the story, the reader knows she is full of the pride of superiority.
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She thinks she is better than every single person she meets. She's seeking self-salvation. She measures
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herself against others. She thinks her salvation is found in her superiority. She's created her own
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system of merit. She has credited others with moral value points. And here's how she measures.
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Her moral value system is based on socioeconomic status, ethnicity, education, and visibly good
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behavior. And so, of course, in her own system, she ranks well. But in God's system, where she has
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exalted herself as a judge, she is empty. She has evil desire, earthly desire, because she believes in
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her own superiority. Her superiority, her goodness, is her salvation. She's incredibly earthly, right?
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Now, self-salvation is evil desire. It's when God is not your functional Lord. Your decency
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is your functional Lord. Your respectability is your functional Lord. Your theological knowledge
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is your functional Lord. Your quiet time in the morning is your functional Lord.
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Your exalted position over the political group that you could never be a part of, the bad guys,
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that is your functional Lord. And Paul comes to here and says, you've not yet applied the gospel,
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the reality to who you really are, justified yet center at the very same time. And so,
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let me move on by saying this. To be able to say, I'm clean, I'm forgiven, God loves me no matter what,
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and I'm a terrible mess on the inside. Boy, that is liberation. And it's liberation that works like
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this. You are free in that to never look out at anybody in this world and say, those are the bad guys.
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We're the good guys in here. Those are the bad guys out there in the city.
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And at the end of this passage in verse 11, Paul says, there is no Jew, no Greek. There's no
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distinction here. Scythian, slave, free person. He says, before the gospel, everybody's equal,
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lacking, and even in Christ, equally corrupt, equally struggling. You can never say the good
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guys are in here. The bad guys are out there. The other freedom it gives you is this. In Psalm 32,
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David says, when I pretended like I was a good person, my bones wasted away. When I pretended
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that I didn't struggle with sin all the time, it was like my bones were rotting from the inside out.
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But then he says, but when I confess my sins and I knew God had forgiven me, my shoulders were able
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to drop. You know, freedom came into my life. The ability to say, I'm a sinner. The ability,
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the freedom to say, I am a terrible mess and I'm capable of terrible things, even as a Christian,
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that is liberation. It's liberation. Why? Because the ability to confess before God and before others
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is what keeps you, is what keeps you growing. One of the greatest dangers we can face,
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one of the greatest dangers we can face is to be unwilling to confess our sins. If we hide,
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they grow. They grow and they grow. Secondly, briefly, sidestep, the reason for change.
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Why should we care about this? Why should we care about this? Paul implicitly talks here about the
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reason for change. And Paul's speaking here to Christians, but if you're not a Christian today,
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especially would love for you to think about this with me for a moment. There's a presupposition in
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this passage. And the presupposition is that there is such a thing as evil. There is such a thing as
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greediness. There is such a thing as lust. There is such a thing as sexual immorality. So this is a
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list of sins. And Paul is assuming something. He's presupposing something, and that's that there is
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such a thing as objective moral norms in this world. That there is morality that stands bigger than our
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emotions. That stands bigger than just the way society feels about right and wrong. That there
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really is such a thing as right and wrong. And I just want to ask you, I just want to say to you that
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that reality is a major, major reason why you should believe in God and why you should be willing to
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come and ask forgiveness to God. Because there really is such a thing as absolute norms or morality
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that stands bigger than you, bigger than all of us. Sometimes people visit here to St. Columbus and
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they're invited, or maybe you've come in today off the Royal Mile because of our location. You're not a
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Christian. You're exploring Christianity. You're thinking about it. And we love that. That's so
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good. I may it never stop. But sometimes I'm able to get to meet with somebody that's wrestling with
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stuff we talk about here. And sometimes people say, I can see why my friend invited me. I can see why
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people like this, but it's just not my thing. And sometimes I'd like to say to them, I'd like to say
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to you maybe if that's what you're thinking today. I understand that, the subjective peace that you're
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looking for. You know, what you're saying is you've come and you've looked for an emotional peace in
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your life. And I get that. And you've not yet found it in this space for whatever reason.
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Sometimes the Christians don't find it in this space for whatever reason, right?
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But what I want to ask is about not just the subjective, but what about the objective?
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Does God exist? Is there such a thing as moral normativity? And what is your standing before him?
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So are you able and willing today to get up out of your feelings for a moment and ask,
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is there such a thing as moral norms by which these lists are written? Is there such a thing as sexual
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sin? Is there such a thing as greed? Do you believe in that? And if you do, if you do, if you're willing
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to say, I do think actually there's something wrong that no matter what society we're in, what culture
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we're in, what time period we're in, every single one of us can look at it every single time and say,
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that should not happen, that is wrong, that is evil, that is unjust, then you're presupposing,
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here's the reason, the intellectual part, you're presupposing belief in God. You're presupposing that
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God exists because there can be no absolute moral norms by which you think you should change unless
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there is an absolute person giving absolute moral norms. Otherwise, all normativity is subjective.
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It's nothing but our emotions and our feelings and our society collectively agreeing on it.
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And if that's the case, you can never look at another culture and say what they do is wrong
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because they've all agreed on it. But if you think there is a justice that's bigger, if you think that
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there is a reason for having an international court that judges all nations in some way, how could it be
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unless there is a justice, a moral normativity that stands bigger than my feelings? And if you believe
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that, and I bet you do, if you believe that, then you're presupposing belief in God. You can't believe
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in that. Do you have the courage to say that? There's a theologian in the States, famous story,
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where he was riding on the train from New York to Philadelphia. And on the train ride,
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he saw a little girl sitting on her mom's lap. And at one point, as little kids do, she got very upset
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and she reached up and she slapped her mom in the face. And the theologian wrote a book around that
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event. And he said, that is the condition of humanity. You see, if you say verse six, boy,
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we don't like verse six, verse six says, on account of these sins, the wrath of God is coming. But look,
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if you say, I don't think it's fair, I don't think it's just that God could come and judge me based on
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my lustful thoughts. It's just what harm am I doing to anybody? It's just my lustful thoughts.
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It does no harm to anyone. It's not fair. It's not just that God would be my judge.
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Then what have you done? You've sat on God's knee.
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You've assumed there is such a thing as justice, a normativity that stands bigger than you.
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In order to then slap God in the face with it. There can be no objective justice unless there's
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an objective justice giver, one who is absolute, that gives absolute justice to the world,
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right? You presuppose that which you reject. Would you consider that today? And understand that if you
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believe in any sort of moral normativity bigger than society, you are presupposing God's existence.
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And you are realizing you need to change. You need help. You need something outside of yourself.
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I think the truth, I think, is that we all know. We all look at our conscience. We all feel the weight
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of guilt. We all know that we are not the people we were made to be. We all know that. So finally,
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thirdly, not only the reason for change, but here also, how can you do it? The way to change.
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So Paul says here, kill these things in your life. Sexual immorality and impurity and passion and lying
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and greed. He says, rid yourself of these things here in this passage. And he's talking here about
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this old word, the King James. I'll bring it up again. The King James uses the word to mortify,
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mortification. Kill these sins in your life. He's talking to Christians, to be sure,
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but he's talking to everybody too. And the way he's talking to everybody today is that in verse 10,
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it says, you've already put off the old self and you've put on the new clothing. It's a clothing
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metaphor. And if you read that language in the light of all of Paul, what you realize is what he's saying
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is it has already happened. If you're a Christian, it can happen for you. If you're not a Christian,
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that God can come and take the dirty clothes off your back of your guilt. Take the misdeeds dark,
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the evil desires, the covetousness, the idolatry off you, the filth off you, the dirty rags of clothing
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that you wear and will put on you new clothing. And the reason that that's possible is because in the
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middle of human history, Jesus Christ came, the son of God became a human, and he put your dirty,
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he, he, look, here's how it works. God, the son came and took your dirty clothes off you and he
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didn't throw them in the rubbish bin. He put them on. That's how the gospel works. Jesus Christ put your
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filth on. He wore it like clothing, your evil desires, the ones that you're still struggling with
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today. He wore it and he died for it. He died in it, not guilty of it, innocent, but yet wearing it
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for you so that today he can put on fresh clothes for you. He can robe you in beauty and white. He
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can say you're an emerald, you're a diamond. In the eyes of God the Father, you're cleansed,
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you're forgiven forever. That will never change. And this is what makes Christianity so unique.
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That is the basis for mortification. That's the reason for change. It's not so that you can get new
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clothing. It's because God gives it to you in the gospel. He gives you the forgiveness that you can
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never earn. And so, lastly, as we close, verse 10, the language here is passive. He says,
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if you've taken off, if Jesus has taken off of you the dirt and put onto you his clothing, his beauty,
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then you are, you need to be, you are being renewed day by day. So, listen to that language with me for
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just a minute or two. It's passive language. You are being renewed day by day. This is Holy Spirit
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talk. This is how Paul talks about the Holy Spirit. And here's the tricky bit. What he's saying is,
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when you come to Jesus, you don't just get to change at a whim. This is why it's so hard.
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The Holy Spirit has to do this. The Holy Spirit has to mortify your sins. And you cannot control the
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Holy Spirit. And you need the Holy Spirit to come into your life and to keep changing you and renewing
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you. You are being renewed. It's the work of the Spirit. And it goes at different speeds and different
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paces for different people. But then he says, and kill these things, and rid yourself of these things,
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and you should be walking over the dead bodies of your sins. You see that? He's saying it's passive,
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but it's active. It's the work of the Spirit, but you've got to do it. You've got to seek it. You've
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got to chase it. You've got to long for it. And next week, come back next week, because next week,
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as we combine this passage with verses 12 to 14, the positive side, I'll give you John Owens. I'm
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going to whittle them down. Don't worry. But John Owens' nine ways to do this. But there won't be nine,
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but it will be underneath the three. Okay. John Owens' nine ways to do this. That's the very
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practical. But look, I just want to give you the one, as we close, the one, the key to Christian
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change, the key that makes Christianity different than everything else on offer in the world.
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Gospel change, what is it? It's that you're already forgiven. You're already cleansed.
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And so to seek this, to get rid of these things, what has to happen? You've got to be smitten.
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You've got to be enthralled. You've got to be driven. You've got to experience the beauty
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over and over and over again of the love of Jesus Christ for you in the gospel.
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That's the key to Christian change. You never graduate from the gospel. Instead,
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the key to Christian change, to mortification, to killing these sins in your life, these passions,
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lust, greed, whatever it may be, the key is to be over and over and over again smitten,
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to fall in love with Jesus Christ constantly. That's the key. You've already got the forgiveness.
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You've already got it. But what you've got to do to change, remember what's the depth? The depth
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is evil desire. It's something down in the bottom of the soul. The only way to beat it is to get better
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desires. Thomas Chalmers, you need an expulsive power in your life of new affection, greater affection.
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You need to be smitten, struck by the beauty and love of God for you in your life. And so that just
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let me get 100% practical here. Sometimes you've got to sit around or as you're working, as you're
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washing dishes, whatever you're doing in your life, and you've got to think and ponder and meditate
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on the love of God for you at the cross until you believe it. And sometimes you won't start out
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believing it. Do you ever struggle reading the scriptures? Do you ever struggle in your quiet time?
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Do you ever struggle in prayer to feel anything? Well, what it's saying is you've got to seek that renewal
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by saying it and saying it and saying it and focusing on the love of Christ for you and seeing
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the depth of your problem and looking at the cross through the eyes of faith until you're struck,
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until you're smitten, until you're afflicted, until you believe it. That's the depth of change,
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a greater affection, a better desire than the desires of your sin. And so I'll give you this experience in
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two people. And this is the last word. Blaise Pascal, we quoted him a month ago, but it's perfect
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to say again. Blaise Pascal was already a Christian, but the night of fire, this happened to him.
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Mortification, how does it come? He talked about the, he experienced the immediate presence of the
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Holy Spirit as he meditated on the cross. And this is what he wrote down. We found this sewed into
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Blaise Pascal's pockets and his jacket that he wore every day after his death. He's the great 18th
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century philosopher, mathematician, invented the calculator. The year of grace, 1654, Monday the
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23rd of November, half past 10 until midnight, fire. God of Abraham, God of Isaac, God of Jacob,
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not the God of the philosophers. Pascal was a philosopher, one of the greats, but not the God
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of the philosophers, not the God of the learned. God of Abraham, God of Isaac, God of Jacob,
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certitude, certitude, feeling, joy, peace. God of Jesus Christ, my God and your God, joy, joy, joy,
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tears of joy. I departed from him. I left him. I fled from him. I renounced him. I crucified him.
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Let me never be separated from him. He is only kept securely by the way taught in the gospel.
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Renunciation, total and sweet, complete submission to Jesus Christ. May I never forget this.
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John Donne. John Donne, one of the master poets of the English tradition, early 1600s,
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he lived a crazy life, crazy life he lived. He had sins of youth, as they say. And John Donne
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became a Christian and he wrote poetry about God. And he writes about, he writes this, he writes about
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a world of failed lovers, sexual pleasure, my wit, my hope, my success, my plan for fame, my money.
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And he prayed this, oh God, seal, seal this bill, stamp this bill of my divorce to all these faint loves
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from my youth. Batter my heart, three-person God for you. Knock, breathe, shine, and seek to mend me,
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that I may rise and stand. Overthrow me and bend your power to break me, burn me, and make me new.
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Divorce me from these enemies. Untie or break that knot again and again. Take me to you. Imprison me,
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for I, except you enthrall me, never will be free. You got to say, Jesus, every day,
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lest you enthrall me. If you do not imprison me, enthrall me with your love, I will not be free.
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Let us pray. Father, enthrall us with the love of Christ as the basis of change. Mortify, kill the
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sins we struggle with. We want to step over the bodies, the corpses of our gossip and our lust
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and our addictions and our impatience and our rage problem and our money hunger and our greed
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and our love for our success far more than love for you and our boredom with the Bible,
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our boredom with you. We want to step over these things as if they're dead and we know today, Lord.
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Lord, that's not us apart from being enthralled by Jesus' love for us. Give it to us afresh, Lord,
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we pray. As we sing right now, as we sing right now, give this to us afresh that we would love,
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we would be so taken by your love for us. Greater affections we desire, and we pray this in Jesus' name.
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Amen.