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The God Who Knows and Is Near

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  1. We're going to listen to the reading in a few minutes' time, but before then, let me start.

  2. In 2015, the computer gamer and gaming creator, Marcus Pearson, commonly known as Notch, he

  3. was the creator of the computer game Minecraft.

  4. If you've got teenage kids and sons, you probably know about Minecraft.

  5. He sold his company to Microsoft for $2.5 billion, and he owned 70% of the company.

  6. He earned $1.7 billion in that transaction.

  7. One of the first things he did was he outbid Jay-Z and Beyonce on an offer they'd put in

  8. a house in Beverly Hills, just because he could.

  9. But anyway, a couple of months later, he is sitting in Ibiza.

  10. Ibiza's an island of Spain, a real kind of party island.

  11. He's sitting in Ibiza, and he sends out a couple of tweets.

  12. This is when Twitter was still called Twitter.

  13. And the tweets go as follow.

  14. 548, the problem with getting everything is that you run out of reasons to keep trying.

  15. 550, hanging out in Ibiza with a bunch of friends, partying with famous people.

  16. Well, Marcus Person is not the first person, and certainly not the last person, to experience

  17. the irony of being surrounded by people all around you, people having a good time, partying,

  18. having fun, and yet feeling this weird sensation of being alone and isolated, feeling alone in

  19. the midst of all these people.

  20. And again and again, we hear the reality.

  21. It feels ironic that some of the most lonely people in our world are those that are not

  22. without anybody around them, but those that are surrounded by others around them.

  23. And of course, the digital age in which we live has only exasperated us, right?

  24. MIT professor of social studies, Sherry Turkle, she wrote a book, an amazing book, in 2011.

  25. So it's a little dated now, called Alone Together.

  26. And she writes how the digital age has only exasperated us.

  27. The fact that we are surrounded by people and voices, and yet we feel more and more alone.

  28. Listen to what she says.

  29. She says,

  30. Technology has become the architect of our relationships.

  31. We fall prey to the illusion of companionship, gathering thousands of friends online, and yet

  32. confusing tweets and wall posts or Instagram posts with authentic communication.

  33. We have the illusion of companionship without real friendship.

  34. We turn to technology to help us feel connected in ways that we can comfortably control,

  35. but we are not so much in control and not so comfortable.

  36. Sherry Turkle's touched on something quite amazing there, that in order to have real relationships,

  37. relationships that actually impact you and change you, you've somehow got to relinquish control.

  38. You've got to somehow step out of your comfort zone.

  39. And yet we find it so difficult to do this.

  40. We live in a city in which we are alone together.

  41. And I think Hong Kong, actually, we struggle with this even more than maybe other major cities.

  42. And one of the reasons for that is because, one, we work so hard.

  43. We work such long hours.

  44. If you're working 50, 60, 70 hours a week, it's really hard to find the time to build deep relationships,

  45. to get people to know people and to open up yourself so that other people can know you.

  46. But I think the other reason is, in Hong Kong, we are experts at saving face.

  47. Right?

  48. We're experts at playing the game and knowing how to put our best foot forward,

  49. of looking like our world is all fine when we can easily crumble inside.

  50. In the words of Sherry Turkle, we are alone together.

  51. I wonder if you resonate with this.

  52. Friends, do you ever feel alone, isolated, neglected?

  53. Do you ever feel overlooked or marginalized?

  54. Do you sometimes feel forgotten?

  55. Do you ever feel like nobody cares or nobody really knows you?

  56. This summer, we're going through the book of Psalms.

  57. And today is the last Psalm that we're looking at.

  58. And the book of Psalms was the prayer book of ancient Israel.

  59. It was the book that they used to help them in their prayers, but it was also a book of theology.

  60. In the ancient world, not many people could read or write.

  61. Almost nobody had access to their own personal scriptures like we do today.

  62. And so the book of Psalms were these songs that David and many others wrote that helped them pray to God,

  63. but also taught them about the character of God, the nature of God.

  64. And we've looked at all these Psalms over the summer.

  65. And today we come to our final one, Psalm 139, which we sang about earlier.

  66. And this Psalm is going to tell us that those who know God are the most secure, loved people on all the planet.

  67. And it shows us how the kindness of God changes us deeply inside.

  68. And so on that note, can I invite Reza up to come and do our reading this morning?

  69. And just one note, while Reza comes up, you can come on up.

  70. That last song we sang this morning is taken from Psalm 139.

  71. And it's the first time I think it's ever been played and sung publicly ever because Phoebe wrote that song.

  72. And so Phoebe, great to have one of your songs that you wrote this morning.

  73. It's a great song.

  74. Well done for doing that.

  75. And well done for being brave enough to put it out there for us to sing it.

  76. I know that takes a lot of courage.

  77. That was a great song to sing this morning.

  78. So let's listen to God's word as we read Psalm 139 together.

  79. Good morning, church.

  80. Our scripture reading for today is in the book of Psalm 139.

  81. To the choir master, a psalm of David.

  82. Starting in verse 1.

  83. Oh, Lord, you have searched me and known me.

  84. You know when I sit down and when I rise up.

  85. You discern my thoughts from afar.

  86. You search out my path and my lying down and are acquainted with all my ways.

  87. Even before a word is on my tongue, behold, oh, Lord, you know it all together.

  88. You hand me in behind and before and lay your hand upon me.

  89. Such knowledge is too wonderful for me.

  90. It is high.

  91. I cannot attain it.

  92. Where shall I go from your spirit?

  93. Or where shall I flee from your presence?

  94. If I ascend to heaven, you are there.

  95. If I make my bed in Sheol, you are there.

  96. If I take the wings of the morning and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea,

  97. even there your hand shall lead me and your right hand shall hold me.

  98. If I say, surely the darkness shall cover me and the light about me be night.

  99. Even the darkness is not dark to you.

  100. The night is bright as the day, where darkness is as light with you.

  101. For you formed my inward parts.

  102. You knitted me together in my mother's womb.

  103. I praise you, for I am furfully and wonderfully made.

  104. Wonderful are your works.

  105. My soul knows it very well.

  106. My frame was not hidden from you.

  107. When I was being made in secret, intricately woven in the depths of the earth,

  108. your eyes saw my unformed substance.

  109. In your book were written,

  110. every one of them, the days that were formed for me,

  111. when as yet there was none of them.

  112. How precious to me are your thoughts, O God!

  113. How vast is the sum of them!

  114. If I would count them, they are more than the sand.

  115. I awake and I am still with you.

  116. O that you will slay the wicked, O God!

  117. O man of blood, depart from me!

  118. They speak against you with malicious intent.

  119. Your enemies take your name in vain.

  120. Do I not hate those who hate you, O Lord?

  121. And do not love those who rise up against you?

  122. I hate them with complete hatred.

  123. I count them my enemies.

  124. Search me, O God, and know my heart.

  125. Try me and know my thoughts.

  126. And see if there be any grievous way in me.

  127. And lead me in the way everlasting.

  128. This is the Word of God.

  129. Great, thank you, Riza.

  130. Let me just pray for us as we come to us.

  131. Father, we want to hear you speak to us from your Word.

  132. We want to know what you have to say to us.

  133. As we say each week, God,

  134. we're not interested in the thoughts or the opinions of man.

  135. We get plenty of those out there on our phones every day.

  136. God, we want to hear your Word.

  137. We want to hear what you have to say.

  138. God, won't you open up the eyes of our hearts

  139. and unblock our ears to hear you speaking to us.

  140. God, we pray that Psalm 139 will come alive to us today.

  141. We pray this in your great name.

  142. Amen.

  143. Okay, if you've got your Bible or the bulletin open,

  144. keep it open.

  145. We're going to look at this and look at the Scripture quite a lot.

  146. So I want to encourage you to have it open in front of you.

  147. This Psalm is made up of 24 verses,

  148. and it breaks up into four sections of six verses each.

  149. So it's quite a straightforward breakdown.

  150. The first three sections,

  151. verse 1 to 6, 7 to 12, 13 to 18,

  152. are quite similar.

  153. It's the same idea that David is giving from different angles.

  154. And then the last section is quite different,

  155. or we see David's response.

  156. In the first three sections,

  157. we see how God knows us and cares for us.

  158. In the last section,

  159. we see how God's love changes us.

  160. So let's dive in and take a look at it.

  161. Look at the first section with me,

  162. 1 to 6.

  163. I'll read it again.

  164. It says,

  165. Oh Lord, you have searched me and known me.

  166. You know when I sit down and when I rise up,

  167. you discern my thoughts from afar.

  168. You search out my path and my lying down.

  169. You are acquainted with all of my ways.

  170. Even before a word is on my tongue,

  171. behold, oh Lord, you know it altogether.

  172. You hem me in behind and before.

  173. You lay your hand on me.

  174. And such knowledge is too wonderful for me.

  175. It is high.

  176. I cannot attain it.

  177. One of the things that should strike you straight away

  178. when you read these verses

  179. is how many times it talks about the word known

  180. or describes being known.

  181. Lord, you've searched me.

  182. You know me.

  183. You discern my thoughts.

  184. You are intimately acquainted with all of my ways.

  185. Every word, every thought,

  186. every desire in my heart.

  187. God, you know it.

  188. You understand me.

  189. You get me.

  190. David is basking the fact that

  191. every aspect of his life

  192. is known to the God that he's come to worship

  193. and praise.

  194. God knows him and understands him.

  195. God, there's nothing about my life

  196. which is outside of your understanding

  197. or getting, your feeling.

  198. Look at verse two.

  199. He says,

  200. you know when I sit down

  201. and when I rise up.

  202. I don't know if you've ever had this

  203. where you're looking for somebody

  204. maybe at home or in the office

  205. and you go to every room in the office

  206. and you're calling them

  207. and you can't find them

  208. and you turn to somebody and say,

  209. has anybody seen John around here?

  210. God never has that thought.

  211. That thought never crosses his mind.

  212. He never says,

  213. has anybody seen Henry?

  214. He knows every aspect of our lives.

  215. He says,

  216. you understand my thoughts from afar.

  217. Verse four,

  218. even before a word,

  219. even before a sigh,

  220. even before a cry of joy,

  221. even before a cry of frustration

  222. is on my tongue,

  223. you know about it, Lord.

  224. In other words, God,

  225. you know me and understand me

  226. better than I even know myself.

  227. God, you're intimately acquainted

  228. with all of my ways,

  229. all of my thoughts,

  230. all of my hopes,

  231. all of my dreams,

  232. all of my longings,

  233. all of my fears,

  234. my anxieties,

  235. the things that I worry about,

  236. my elderly parents,

  237. that medical report

  238. that I'm expecting this week,

  239. my job insecurity.

  240. God, you know about each one of them.

  241. You're intimately acquainted with them.

  242. You know them perfectly.

  243. David acknowledges that this is sometimes hard to comprehend.

  244. It's hard to understand how can God know everything about our lives.

  245. He says,

  246. such knowledge is too wonderful for me.

  247. It's too high.

  248. I cannot attain it.

  249. God,

  250. and yet he knows the certainty of it.

  251. God, you know me.

  252. You know me better than I know me.

  253. You know me perfectly.

  254. Friends,

  255. do you,

  256. like so many in our city,

  257. ever feel alone,

  258. unknown,

  259. isolated,

  260. forgotten,

  261. overlooked?

  262. Do you ever wonder whether anybody knows what's going on in your heart,

  263. whether anybody cares?

  264. David reminds us that the God of the Bible,

  265. the God that we've come to worship and praise this morning,

  266. is not just,

  267. he's omniscient and he's sovereign,

  268. but not just in a general or cosmic sense.

  269. It's true that God knows everything about the universe,

  270. things that we haven't even discovered yet,

  271. things about how black holes were formed

  272. and what's on the other side of them

  273. and what the universe is going to look like,

  274. a hundred billion years from now

  275. and what's beyond even the furthest expanses

  276. that we've been able to discover in the universe,

  277. beyond our furthest telescopes.

  278. God knows all of that,

  279. but he's saying it's not just that God is omniscient in that sense,

  280. he's omniscient about every minute,

  281. intimate detail of our lives.

  282. Your cosmic,

  283. powerful God knows and understands

  284. our inner life,

  285. our thoughts,

  286. our fears,

  287. our hopes,

  288. our feelings.

  289. More than just know it,

  290. he understands it.

  291. Look at the second section,

  292. verse 7 to 12.

  293. It's not only that God is all-knowing,

  294. David delights in the fact that God is all-present everywhere.

  295. He says,

  296. where shall I go from your spirit?

  297. Where shall I flee from your presence?

  298. If I were to ascend to heaven,

  299. highest heavens,

  300. God,

  301. you would be there.

  302. If I make my bed in Sheol,

  303. in the grave,

  304. in hell,

  305. God,

  306. you would be there.

  307. If I take the wings of the morning

  308. or dwell on the uttermost parts of the sea.

  309. Just remember,

  310. in the ancient days,

  311. people didn't know the world was round,

  312. they thought it was flat.

  313. If you sail too far,

  314. you're going to fall off the cliffs of the sea,

  315. and who knows what's beyond the abyss.

  316. David says,

  317. even if I were to do that

  318. and go beyond the end of the abyss,

  319. God,

  320. I don't know what's beyond there,

  321. but I know that you will be there.

  322. Even there,

  323. your hand will lead me.

  324. Your right hand shall take hold of me.

  325. Now,

  326. Psalm 139

  327. obviously comes

  328. two Psalms after Psalm 137.

  329. Okay?

  330. You don't need to be a rocket scientist.

  331. Work that out.

  332. Psalm 137

  333. is one of the most difficult Psalms in the Bible

  334. because it's written at a time

  335. when God's people

  336. had been taken out of Israel into Babylon.

  337. And the Babylonians were a ruthless nation.

  338. They came and attacked Israel.

  339. They slaughtered thousands of people

  340. and they dragged the rest of them

  341. into exile in Babylon.

  342. And Psalm 137

  343. is this heartfelt lament

  344. as the people agonize

  345. over being stuck in Babylon.

  346. Well,

  347. Psalm 139 tells us

  348. that even the most God-forsaken place

  349. on the planet,

  350. a place like Babylon,

  351. a place like war-torn Ukraine,

  352. even that it's actually not God-forsaken

  353. for God is with us

  354. in the midst of those places.

  355. Even the most immoral,

  356. corrupt place you can imagine,

  357. God is there with His people.

  358. But that's actually not really

  359. David's concern here,

  360. is it?

  361. David isn't so concerned

  362. about the physical geography

  363. of the place

  364. where the God is there.

  365. He's more concerned

  366. with the metaphysics.

  367. He's concerned about

  368. where can I go in my heart?

  369. Where can I go psychologically,

  370. emotionally?

  371. God,

  372. will you be there

  373. if I go to the darkest night

  374. of the soul?

  375. In the deepest despair,

  376. God,

  377. will you be there

  378. or will you abandon me?

  379. Look at verse 11.

  380. He says,

  381. surely the darkness

  382. will not cover me

  383. and the light about me

  384. be as night.

  385. Even the,

  386. sorry,

  387. if I say surely

  388. the darkness

  389. will cover me

  390. and the light

  391. be as night,

  392. even the darkness

  393. is not dark to you.

  394. The night is as bright

  395. as the day

  396. for darkness

  397. is as light

  398. with you.

  399. David says,

  400. even when wickedness

  401. and despair

  402. and suffering

  403. surround you,

  404. when you're overcome

  405. with grief,

  406. you're overwhelmed

  407. with anxiety,

  408. God is not forgotten.

  409. God is not abandoned.

  410. God is not given up

  411. with you.

  412. He's there with you.

  413. He's there already.

  414. Verse 12,

  415. darkness and light

  416. are alike to you.

  417. The dark night

  418. of the soul

  419. is not a place

  420. where God

  421. has abandoned you

  422. but a place

  423. where you discover

  424. and find God

  425. in a whole new way.

  426. God has gone before you

  427. and He's there with you.

  428. Verse 10,

  429. even there your hand

  430. will lead me,

  431. your right hand

  432. lays hold of me.

  433. I don't know

  434. if you've ever experienced this

  435. but the picture there is

  436. if you're walking

  437. in complete darkness,

  438. maybe you're hiking somewhere

  439. and you come

  440. into some complete darkness,

  441. there's no moon,

  442. it's pitch black at night

  443. and you're stumbling,

  444. you don't know

  445. where you're going

  446. but there's somebody

  447. who does know the way

  448. and they take hold

  449. of your hand

  450. or maybe you're walking

  451. down a dark alleyway

  452. and there's no light

  453. and you're petrified

  454. but there's somebody

  455. who knows what's going on,

  456. they take hold of your hand

  457. and they lead you

  458. and guide you.

  459. He says,

  460. your hand will lead me there.

  461. It's not just that God

  462. is vaguely omnipresent.

  463. If you set your heart

  464. and He'll lead you

  465. and guide you

  466. and sustain you

  467. through every season of life.

  468. David goes on,

  469. look at the third section here,

  470. verse 13 onwards.

  471. David here describes

  472. the fact that every aspect

  473. of His being

  474. is intimately known

  475. and designed by God.

  476. Look at verse 13.

  477. It says,

  478. you formed me God

  479. in my inward parts,

  480. you knitted me together

  481. in my mother's womb.

  482. It's amazing to think

  483. that even before

  484. our mothers knew

  485. that they were pregnant

  486. with us,

  487. when they were completely

  488. oblivious and had no idea,

  489. God was there forming

  490. and knitting cells together,

  491. multiplying and forming,

  492. multiplying and forming,

  493. so that the first embryonic form

  494. of you was being formed.

  495. God knew about it.

  496. Verse 14,

  497. I praise you,

  498. I'm fearfully

  499. and wonderfully made.

  500. My frame is not hidden

  501. from you

  502. when I was being made

  503. in secret,

  504. intricately woven

  505. in the depths of the earth.

  506. Your eyes saw

  507. my unformed substance.

  508. In your book

  509. were written

  510. every one of them.

  511. The days that were formed

  512. for me,

  513. even when as yet

  514. there were none of them.

  515. David's point here

  516. is that His existence

  517. is the result

  518. of God's deliberate

  519. and intentional will.

  520. David reminds us

  521. there's no such thing

  522. as an accidental baby.

  523. There's no such thing

  524. as an unwanted baby.

  525. Each one of us,

  526. designed,

  527. brought together by God.

  528. When I was growing up,

  529. we had a family friend

  530. that was a musician

  531. and he had just recorded

  532. an album in the studio

  533. and he was living with us

  534. for a couple of months

  535. before he moved overseas.

  536. And so,

  537. he's staying in our home

  538. and the first delivery

  539. of his new album,

  540. his CDs,

  541. arrived at our house.

  542. They'd just been cut

  543. and labeled

  544. and packaged

  545. and they arrived at our house.

  546. And so,

  547. he opens the box

  548. and he takes out

  549. the first of his new album.

  550. And he puts it in the CD player

  551. in our living room

  552. and he puts it on

  553. for us to listen.

  554. And as we're listening

  555. to the songs,

  556. he's describing

  557. each of the bits of details.

  558. He's saying,

  559. listen, listen, listen.

  560. There's got to be

  561. this bass riff now.

  562. Wait.

  563. And then you hear it, right?

  564. Or he says,

  565. hey, do you hear that sound

  566. behind the chorus?

  567. The reason we put that in

  568. is because we wanted people

  569. to hear this part.

  570. In each song,

  571. he's describing

  572. the minute detail

  573. and the little intricacies

  574. of the song

  575. that most people

  576. will be completely oblivious to.

  577. Why?

  578. Because he's the creator.

  579. He's the artist.

  580. He knows every minute detail

  581. of every song

  582. and why it's there

  583. and what the purpose is

  584. and what it contributes

  585. to the song.

  586. David's point here

  587. is that God knows

  588. every minute detail

  589. of his people.

  590. He knows us physically.

  591. He knows us emotionally.

  592. He knows our hearts.

  593. He knows what's going on.

  594. Nothing about us

  595. is an accident.

  596. Before you were born,

  597. before conception

  598. had taken place,

  599. before the first

  600. tiniest cell

  601. had multiplied,

  602. God had designed

  603. your life

  604. and planned you

  605. and who you'd be.

  606. Your eyes saw

  607. my unformed substance.

  608. In your book

  609. were written

  610. every one of them.

  611. The days that were formed

  612. for me

  613. when as yet

  614. there were none of them.

  615. Friends,

  616. if you are in Christ,

  617. God's care for you

  618. and God's love for you

  619. is not like the love

  620. that we have

  621. for other people

  622. because we've gotten

  623. to know them

  624. and we've discovered

  625. something wonderful

  626. about them,

  627. something lovely

  628. about them.

  629. God's love

  630. and care for us

  631. is what brought you

  632. into being

  633. in the first place.

  634. God initiates

  635. our existence.

  636. God doesn't complete

  637. our existence.

  638. As we've said many times

  639. before,

  640. God's love for us

  641. is not based on something

  642. that he's discovered

  643. about us

  644. but something that's found

  645. in his heart,

  646. not something

  647. that's found in us.

  648. And so again,

  649. I ask you the question,

  650. do you ever feel

  651. neglected,

  652. alone,

  653. unknown,

  654. uncared for?

  655. Do you ever feel

  656. misunderstood

  657. that nobody gets you?

  658. Friends,

  659. you see what God

  660. is saying here?

  661. The sovereign God

  662. of all creation,

  663. the one who brought

  664. galaxies and universes

  665. into being,

  666. who designed

  667. the solar system,

  668. knows and understands

  669. every care

  670. and every detail

  671. of your life

  672. and he's watching

  673. over you.

  674. He knows the cares

  675. of your heart.

  676. He knows the agonies

  677. of your heart.

  678. He knows what keeps

  679. you up at night.

  680. He's carrying,

  681. sustaining and guiding

  682. you.

  683. And look at verse 17.

  684. Verse 17 is unusual.

  685. He says,

  686. how precious to me

  687. are your thoughts,

  688. O God.

  689. One commentator says,

  690. what David means here

  691. is how precious

  692. are your thoughts,

  693. O God,

  694. about me.

  695. He says,

  696. God,

  697. when I think of the way

  698. that you carry me

  699. on your heart,

  700. it blows my mind.

  701. How vast is the sum

  702. of them?

  703. God,

  704. it's not just a fleeting

  705. thought you have.

  706. God,

  707. you think about me,

  708. you carry me

  709. on your heart

  710. continuously.

  711. If I were to count

  712. all your thoughts,

  713. there would be more

  714. than the sand.

  715. I'm awake

  716. and I'm still with you.

  717. He says,

  718. God,

  719. it's like a dream.

  720. I can't imagine

  721. this as possible.

  722. I wake up

  723. and it's still true.

  724. You care about me.

  725. You know about me.

  726. Every detail

  727. of my life.

  728. Psalm 139

  729. tells us

  730. the sovereign God

  731. is sovereignly involved

  732. and cares about

  733. every intimate detail

  734. of our life.

  735. Now,

  736. God's word

  737. always has a purpose.

  738. The purpose

  739. for God's word

  740. is not just

  741. to fill our minds

  742. with information

  743. so that we say,

  744. okay,

  745. that's good.

  746. God's word

  747. is always meant

  748. to change us.

  749. It's meant to impact us

  750. and to influence us.

  751. So how is God's

  752. good word

  753. of Psalm 139

  754. meant to impact us?

  755. Well,

  756. one of the ways

  757. that we should not

  758. respond to it

  759. is by God's grace

  760. should not make us

  761. more self-centered

  762. and self-absorbed.

  763. Okay?

  764. Remember Augustine,

  765. the great theologian

  766. from the 4th century,

  767. he said,

  768. one of the problems

  769. with humanity

  770. is our sinful nature

  771. makes us curved

  772. in on ourselves.

  773. We always look at life

  774. through a me lens.

  775. We always tend to think

  776. about how life

  777. through the lens

  778. of my own life

  779. and myself.

  780. And that's the problem

  781. with the current narrative

  782. in our world.

  783. Our world tells us

  784. just to satisfy yourself,

  785. pursue your own happiness,

  786. find meaning in yourself.

  787. But the problem is,

  788. it's just encouraging us

  789. to become more and more

  790. introspective

  791. and self-absorbed.

  792. And the problem is,

  793. we never become free

  794. from ourselves.

  795. But God's grace

  796. is different.

  797. God's good kindness

  798. to us

  799. doesn't exasperate

  800. the problem

  801. and make us

  802. more self-absorbed.

  803. It should lead us

  804. to God

  805. and open us up

  806. to become more God-aware

  807. and to free us

  808. from our self-absorption.

  809. God's grace

  810. and kindness

  811. are different

  812. to the modern

  813. self-help books.

  814. God's grace

  815. and kindness

  816. is not meant

  817. to reinforce

  818. our self-obsession,

  819. but to free us

  820. from it.

  821. One of the things

  822. that God's grace does

  823. is to deliver us

  824. from ourselves

  825. and help us

  826. to love and treasure

  827. God more.

  828. And that's what we see here.

  829. God's amazing kindness

  830. and tenderness

  831. and sovereign goodness

  832. to David

  833. doesn't pander him

  834. so that David wallows

  835. in self-absorption,

  836. thinking,

  837. look how wonderful I am.

  838. Even God thinks I'm amazing.

  839. That's not the point.

  840. It actually turns David

  841. outward

  842. from being absorbed

  843. about himself

  844. to now being

  845. astounded by God.

  846. God's sovereign care

  847. draws David

  848. into God.

  849. And so look at

  850. verse 19 to 22

  851. with me.

  852. He says,

  853. Oh, that you would

  854. slay the wicked,

  855. O God.

  856. You men of blood,

  857. depart from me.

  858. Then he talks back to God.

  859. God,

  860. they speak against you

  861. with malicious intent.

  862. Your enemies

  863. take your name

  864. in vain.

  865. God,

  866. do I not hate

  867. those who hate you,

  868. O Lord?

  869. Do I not loathe

  870. those who rise up

  871. against you?

  872. I hate them

  873. with a complete hatred.

  874. I count them

  875. my enemies.

  876. Now,

  877. it's a different

  878. tone here,

  879. right?

  880. The first 18 verses

  881. are like amazing.

  882. God,

  883. you know me,

  884. you care about me,

  885. you're so tender

  886. and wonderful.

  887. And then you get

  888. to verse 19,

  889. you're like,

  890. huh?

  891. I've got a confession.

  892. This week when I was

  893. preparing for this,

  894. I was using an old

  895. Bible of mine,

  896. one that I got

  897. in university.

  898. And the first 18 verses

  899. are underlined

  900. and highlighted

  901. and there's notes

  902. in the margin.

  903. It's like amazing.

  904. And verses 19 to 22

  905. are conspicuously bare.

  906. Obviously,

  907. I didn't like them

  908. so much

  909. when I had that Bible

  910. for the first 10 years.

  911. What's going on here?

  912. The Bible is full

  913. of this actually.

  914. And if you think about it,

  915. it makes sense.

  916. Friends,

  917. do we not all

  918. rise up

  919. and defend

  920. and protect

  921. that which we love?

  922. If you love something

  923. or you love somebody

  924. and then somebody else

  925. comes and offends

  926. or denigrates

  927. or insults

  928. what you love,

  929. how do you feel about it?

  930. Don't you take offense?

  931. Doesn't it rile you?

  932. We don't just keep calm

  933. and carry on, right?

  934. Passion and anger

  935. can be an expression

  936. of selfishness

  937. if the things

  938. that we get angry about

  939. are when things

  940. don't go our own way.

  941. But they can also

  942. be an expression

  943. of love.

  944. The thing that you get

  945. passionate and angry about

  946. shows what you love

  947. the most, right?

  948. If somebody offends

  949. or abuses

  950. or insults your wife

  951. or your sister

  952. or your child,

  953. what do you do?

  954. You don't just

  955. stoically carry on.

  956. No, even the most

  957. timid person

  958. becomes a lion.

  959. They get riled.

  960. They get angry about that

  961. and rightly so.

  962. Right?

  963. Because the enemies

  964. of those that you love

  965. in a way

  966. become your enemies.

  967. You don't just lie down

  968. and take it lying down.

  969. You stand up.

  970. In Psalm 69

  971. David says something similar.

  972. He says,

  973. zeal or passion

  974. for your house

  975. consumes me, O Lord.

  976. And the insults

  977. of those that have

  978. fallen on you

  979. fall on me.

  980. David says,

  981. God, when people

  982. insult you

  983. and blaspheme

  984. your name,

  985. I take it personally.

  986. I get riled

  987. and get angry

  988. about it

  989. because I love you,

  990. God,

  991. and I hate

  992. seeing people

  993. treating you

  994. like that.

  995. And that's what

  996. David,

  997. that's what's going

  998. on here.

  999. David expresses

  1000. this outrage,

  1001. this anger

  1002. at those who

  1003. call themselves

  1004. followers of God

  1005. but then blaspheme

  1006. his name,

  1007. murder others,

  1008. kill others,

  1009. and act unjustly.

  1010. He says,

  1011. God,

  1012. your enemies

  1013. take your name

  1014. in vain.

  1015. Therefore,

  1016. I count them

  1017. as my enemies.

  1018. I get angry

  1019. about it.

  1020. Friends,

  1021. how do you know

  1022. that you love God

  1023. and that God's grace

  1024. has changed your life?

  1025. One of the ways

  1026. you know

  1027. is that you love

  1028. what God loves

  1029. and you hate

  1030. what God hates.

  1031. You see that?

  1032. The immensity

  1033. of God's sovereign

  1034. grace and care,

  1035. God's sovereign

  1036. awesomeness

  1037. and his amazing

  1038. grace for us

  1039. is meant to so

  1040. draw us

  1041. into him

  1042. that now

  1043. it changes

  1044. our lives

  1045. and now

  1046. we start

  1047. to love

  1048. what God

  1049. loves

  1050. and we hate

  1051. what God

  1052. hates

  1053. and our lives

  1054. start to get

  1055. orientated

  1056. around God

  1057. except that's

  1058. not the only

  1059. thing that

  1060. God's grace

  1061. does.

  1062. God's grace

  1063. draws us

  1064. into him

  1065. so that we

  1066. center our lives

  1067. around him

  1068. but it does

  1069. something else

  1070. as well.

  1071. You see,

  1072. God's grace

  1073. to David

  1074. has caused

  1075. him to hate

  1076. the evil

  1077. and the wickedness

  1078. that he sees

  1079. in the world.

  1080. He sees

  1081. this injustice

  1082. and he says

  1083. God,

  1084. there's something

  1085. wrong about this.

  1086. He sees

  1087. corruption in the church

  1088. and he says

  1089. God,

  1090. it should not

  1091. be like that.

  1092. But the problem

  1093. is one of the

  1094. things the gospel

  1095. tells us

  1096. is that the

  1097. problem with the

  1098. world is not

  1099. just out there,

  1100. is it?

  1101. It's also in here.

  1102. In the words of

  1103. G.K. Chesterton,

  1104. what's wrong

  1105. with the world?

  1106. I am.

  1107. I am.

  1108. You see,

  1109. the wickedness

  1110. and the problem

  1111. and the hypocrisy

  1112. and the brokenness

  1113. of the world

  1114. is not just

  1115. on Wall Street

  1116. or,

  1117. you know,

  1118. Peter Street

  1119. or the big banks

  1120. or institutions

  1121. or politics

  1122. or the education.

  1123. It's actually

  1124. in my heart.

  1125. It's my self-absorption.

  1126. It's my self-righteousness.

  1127. It's my bigotry.

  1128. It's my selfishness.

  1129. And so look at

  1130. what David,

  1131. what God's grace

  1132. does to David here.

  1133. It doesn't just

  1134. cause David

  1135. to hate the wickedness

  1136. out there,

  1137. but the wickedness

  1138. within.

  1139. In other words,

  1140. God's grace

  1141. doesn't just

  1142. make you passionate,

  1143. it also makes you humble.

  1144. And so look at

  1145. how David ends

  1146. this psalm

  1147. in response

  1148. to God's amazing

  1149. kindness and care.

  1150. Verse 23,

  1151. Search me,

  1152. O God.

  1153. Know my heart.

  1154. Try me

  1155. and know my thoughts.

  1156. God,

  1157. even my most private

  1158. and intimate thoughts,

  1159. I'm opening them up to you.

  1160. God,

  1161. if there is any

  1162. grievous way in me,

  1163. literally any

  1164. idle, loving way in me,

  1165. O God,

  1166. come and change me.

  1167. Lead me back

  1168. to your path,

  1169. the way of everlasting life.

  1170. Let me ask you a question.

  1171. What do you do

  1172. when you feel

  1173. insecure,

  1174. when you feel

  1175. threatened,

  1176. when you feel

  1177. unsure about

  1178. how somebody's

  1179. going to

  1180. treat you?

  1181. Typically,

  1182. we close up,

  1183. right?

  1184. We close down.

  1185. We don't share

  1186. too much information.

  1187. We make sure

  1188. that we're not

  1189. too vulnerable

  1190. with those

  1191. that we feel

  1192. insecure about.

  1193. But what do you do

  1194. when you feel

  1195. 100% safe

  1196. with somebody?

  1197. What do you do

  1198. when you feel

  1199. 100% secure

  1200. with somebody?

  1201. When you know

  1202. that somebody's

  1203. only ever got

  1204. your best interest

  1205. at heart?

  1206. When you know

  1207. that what you share

  1208. with them

  1209. is going to be

  1210. kept 100%

  1211. in confidence?

  1212. They're not going

  1213. to share it

  1214. with anyone

  1215. or use it

  1216. against you.

  1217. What do you do?

  1218. You open yourself up.

  1219. You're willing

  1220. to be vulnerable

  1221. with them.

  1222. You let them

  1223. into the most

  1224. intimate and secret

  1225. places of your heart,

  1226. right?

  1227. Friends,

  1228. the story of the Bible

  1229. is that the sovereign God

  1230. who made the galaxies

  1231. and the cosmos

  1232. and everything about us,

  1233. the God who knows

  1234. every single thing

  1235. about you,

  1236. the best about you

  1237. and the worst about you,

  1238. the one who knows you

  1239. even better than you

  1240. know yourself.

  1241. Do you know what he did

  1242. with that information?

  1243. He went to the cross

  1244. and he took the fall

  1245. for you

  1246. and that changes us

  1247. because now we can

  1248. live for him

  1249. but now we can also

  1250. be secure enough

  1251. to open our lives

  1252. up to him.

  1253. Friends,

  1254. the God of the Bible,

  1255. the one who knows you

  1256. is the safest being

  1257. in the whole universe

  1258. and because he knows

  1259. everything there is

  1260. to know about you

  1261. and he won't shame you

  1262. and he won't belittle you

  1263. and he won't mock you

  1264. but rather he treats you

  1265. with unbelievable kindness,

  1266. that doesn't lead us

  1267. to become more self-absorbed

  1268. or more self-focused

  1269. or closed up,

  1270. it leads us to say,

  1271. God,

  1272. my life is in your hands.

  1273. Come and have your way.

  1274. Friends,

  1275. Christ's immense grace

  1276. and love and care for you

  1277. gives you such

  1278. an immense security

  1279. it should lead us to say,

  1280. okay God,

  1281. I know that with you

  1282. I'm in safe hands.

  1283. You're not gonna ride of me,

  1284. you're not gonna take

  1285. advantage of me.

  1286. Here's my life,

  1287. have my way.

  1288. God,

  1289. come and have your way.

  1290. Search me,

  1291. oh God.

  1292. If you see anything

  1293. in my life

  1294. that grieves you,

  1295. come and change my life.

  1296. Change the trajectory,

  1297. change the path

  1298. that I'm on.

  1299. God,

  1300. lead me to your path,

  1301. the path of everlasting life.

  1302. Friends,

  1303. do you know God like this?

  1304. Have you opened yourself

  1305. up to him?

  1306. Friends,

  1307. do you ever feel alone

  1308. and misunderstood,

  1309. overlooked?

  1310. Do you sometimes feel

  1311. that nobody cares about you?

  1312. Nobody knows you?

  1313. Do you sometimes worry

  1314. if the anxieties

  1315. in your heart

  1316. you carry them alone?

  1317. That nobody understands

  1318. what you're going through?

  1319. Do you find it difficult

  1320. to be vulnerable

  1321. and real,

  1322. to let people in?

  1323. Friends,

  1324. there is a God,

  1325. the one who knows you

  1326. better than you know yourself,

  1327. who loves you more

  1328. than you love yourself.

  1329. And he's already

  1330. paved the way

  1331. for you to open yourself up,

  1332. to let him in,

  1333. that he can lead you

  1334. the way

  1335. of everlasting life.

  1336. Let's pray together.

  1337. Oh,

  1338. Heavenly Father,

  1339. thank you for this

  1340. amazing psalm,

  1341. God.

  1342. It's a psalm

  1343. that is very famous.

  1344. We sing about it,

  1345. we talk about it,

  1346. we discuss it

  1347. throughout the ages.

  1348. But God,

  1349. when we stop

  1350. to think about it,

  1351. it is such good news.

  1352. That God,

  1353. you know us

  1354. and you care for us.

  1355. God,

  1356. thank you for the good news

  1357. of your sovereign omniscience

  1358. and yet your intimate care.

  1359. God,

  1360. thank you for the good news

  1361. that though you know us

  1362. inside and out,

  1363. what you chose to do with that

  1364. was the most astounding thing.

  1365. You went to the cross for us

  1366. and you died for us

  1367. to carry our shame,

  1368. to carry our guilt,

  1369. to carry the things

  1370. in our lives,

  1371. God,

  1372. that nobody knows about

  1373. and that we've sworn

  1374. we'll never tell anybody about.

  1375. You know them

  1376. and you carried it

  1377. to the cross.

  1378. God,

  1379. I pray that this morning,

  1380. Lord,

  1381. that your sovereign grace

  1382. and your

  1383. perfect

  1384. knowledge of us

  1385. will lead us,

  1386. God,

  1387. to open up our lives

  1388. and to trust our lives

  1389. to you.

  1390. To not have to make life

  1391. work on our own terms,

  1392. but to come

  1393. and to trust you.

  1394. God,

  1395. that you know this morning,

  1396. if you have utiliser

  1397. help,

  1398. in this Toomer song,

  1399. that you are also

  1400. a free gem

  1401. to use the auth generated

  1402. and then you can

  1403. take a closer look

  1404. and see if you have

  1405. it might be the

  1406. one that's going to place

  1407. a whole place

  1408. because

  1409. you can show

  1410. a baby

  1411. and the ahora

  1412. have to�

  1413. it may be the

  1414. whoever

  1415. to bring it

  1416. and use