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Reflections on a life of ministry | February 16, 2025
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Now, Andy didn't leave
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me any instructions
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for who was supposed
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to, uh, do the
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announcements today.
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So I'll be watching
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to see who I
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want to choose.
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I guess what I.
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Well, who is it?
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Well, it's the
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only other staff
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guy that's here.
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That would be Josh.
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Well, you didn't
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need to do the
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announcements,
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you know you'd
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get a couple,
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something like that.
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I'll watch and see
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if anybody isn't
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paying attention.
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Well, nobody's
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fixing to leave now.
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. Yeah.
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You miss me out
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here, don't you?
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Yeah.
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You know, I always
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used to have
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a lot of fun.
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I have bullet points.
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I don't know how,
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I don't know how
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to preach off
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a manuscript.
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Never did learn
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to do that.
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So even when we would
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only have about 30
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people in the church,
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I would be able to
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stand up there and
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I'd just look people
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right in the eye while
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I was preaching and.
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It worked pretty good.
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'cause people never
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fall fell asleep
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during my sermon
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because whenever I
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was looking for an
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illustration and a
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name to use, it'd be
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just like, well, you
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know, Scott was out
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here doing that and
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see he just, he was
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down here like this
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and just like that.
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He looks up.
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So not your
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first, okay.
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Yeah, keep looking.
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I didn't give it yet.
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You just proved
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you were asleep
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already and the
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music was good.
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You shouldn't
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have fallen asleep
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this morning.
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Uh, I've been kind
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of pondering what
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I would preach on
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this morning, and
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usually I'm pretty
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fired up and
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wired ready to go
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with some things.
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And I have been
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thinking about stuff
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and I don't know,
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this may be the
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second time and.
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The history of me
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that I preached in
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jeans and boots.
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That's 'cause we were
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over here shoveling
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this morning.
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But it was, uh, so my
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wife said it's a jeans
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Sunday, so I guess
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I'm okay in jeans
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and in, in boots.
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It's better than
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shoes and in a, in
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a suit out there.
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So for some of you
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who are new, you
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probably haven't
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heard me preach
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for a day or two.
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It's nice to see you
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this morning, Olivia,
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since we're moving
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you this afternoon.
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I'm glad that you made
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it so we can help.
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I saved you a spot
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right up front.
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You and
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Gabriel, right?
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Right here in
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the front row.
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Gabriel, come
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with her.
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She's embarrassed
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to come on her own.
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Okay.
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Don't make noise.
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That makes it
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even worse.
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Yeah, mic, what're
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gonna have to
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ditch that mic.
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Okay.
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I have no problem
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with that.
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Off is that
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turned off?
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Okay.
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I suppose if I
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do that, it will
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look better.
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My wife always
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wants me to be
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more dignified.
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It doesn't
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work, but I try.
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What are you shaking
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your head at Robin?
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My goodness.
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Okay, so I've had
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Rusty on edge all
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weekend and he wasn't
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sure what I was
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doing with a special
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song this morning.
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And Jeff and Patty are
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sitting there saying,
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I sure hope we get
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to do announcements
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at the end of the
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service this morning.
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So I just want
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everybody to be ready.
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So we're, we're gonna
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sing a song this
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morning that . We,
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I did with the first
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youth group I got
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to work with only
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50, 54 years ago.
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That about right hun,
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is before you were
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even in the picture.
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We've been married
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51 and a half
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years, so, or 51.
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We've been
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married a while.
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I kinda came into
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Christianity in a, in
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a really weird way,
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and this morning,
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rather than preaching
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like I usually would
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preach why my son
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tells me that I
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like to tell stories
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and he's right.
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True, true stories.
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Not, not the kind
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that your kids
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tell when they're
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in trouble, but
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real stories and I.
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I came out of
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a, a remarkably
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interesting church.
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I grew up in the
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Church of the
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Brethren, and the
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Church of the Brethren
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was not like the
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brethren in Christ
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that we were part
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of here for a while.
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The Church of the
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Brethren was very, um,
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liberal, probably
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isn't quite
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the right word.
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They were very
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lost.
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How about that?
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And uh, when I went
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to, I guess that's
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going down when I went
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to Bible college, why
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my first year back
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home, my home church
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said, we'd like you to
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work with the youth.
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And so I said, great.
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I would like
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to do that.
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So I did.
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And, uh.
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My pastor
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was not saved.
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He didn't know Jesus.
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He was 50 some
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years old and his
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wife didn't know
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Jesus and his kids
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didn't know Jesus.
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And I came home after
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getting saved and
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fired up about a lot
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of, uh, things we
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were, Robin brought
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up after I asked him,
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we're gonna sing this
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song up here for you.
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Uh, not quite yet,
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but it was, uh, from
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the movie, A Thief
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in the Night, and
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it was a very big
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movie back in the
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day, Christian movie.
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It's only 52
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years old, , so
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it is somewhat
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dated and, uh.
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I went to school in
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the little town of
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University Park, Iowa,
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which was just about
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45 minutes southeast
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of Des Moines, Iowa.
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And in this film that
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was filmed actually
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while we, Pam and I,
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were in Bible college
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there, and it's filmed
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at the Iowa State
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Fair, which been there
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many times and filmed
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at the airport where
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my brother-in-law
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missionary Ron was
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at, where they used
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the helicopters and
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it had the unites
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symbol on the side of
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the, of the airplane
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and the helicopter
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and all that.
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Ron worked on those
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and the hospital
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where my best friend's
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fiance worked and
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watched the filming of
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the . Part of the film
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and over at the Red
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Rock stand where Pam
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and I and my friend
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Bill and everybody
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else and his brother
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would go on dates out
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here to the Red Rocks.
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Damn.
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So it hit kinda
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close to home as
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being reality.
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It had the first,
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uh, reform church
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up in Pella and the
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Open Bible Church
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up in Des Moines and
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things right out of
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all of those things
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that were there.
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And so Robin watched
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that with some of
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you ladies and she
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said, oh, you gotta
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watch that again.
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And she can tell
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you all about what a
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wonderful thing it was
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scared her to death
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when she was young
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and it did scare some
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people into heaven,
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which was good.
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But it was quite
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intense why I.
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I came out of
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things like that.
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Keith Green, just
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radical Christianity.
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Some of you saw
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the movie, was
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it last year?
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The one, what was
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the name of that one?
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The Jesus Revolution.
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That's my era.
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We were in the
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Midwest, so we weren't
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quite as crazy as
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they were out there
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on the West Coast
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except for Pam.
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She grew up out
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there, so she's the
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wild, crazy one.
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Uh, but we were a
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little, a little
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more reserved back
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here in the Midwest.
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And for those of you
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who don't know Keith
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Green's music, he
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was, he was a calm,
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passive fellow who
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pounded on a grand
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piano when he sang
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and never looked at.
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He, he didn't have
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music on the piano.
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He just . He just
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played all over that
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thing and he would
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just stare like this
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while he's playing,
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look at the audience
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and sing from his
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heart and write calm
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little music like
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the church asleep
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in the light, in the
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midst of a darkness
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that it just can't
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fight because it's
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asleep in the light.
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Jesus rose from the
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dead and you can't
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even get out of bed.
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You know, it's
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just passive little
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stuff like that.
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So that is what
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woke me up out of,
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out of total sleep
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in that church
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that I grew up in.
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And
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so I came home
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that summer and
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I got to work.
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We had about this
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group right here,
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no more than U
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three rows, and
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I thought, hey.
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They asked me, so
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I'm going for it.
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And I did.
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And several of
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those kids are still
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following the Lord to
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this day that they had
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never even been around
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a place where the
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gospel was presented,
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that they should give
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their heart to Jesus.
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And uh, so we closed
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this summer with
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a special event.
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We are what Keith
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Green used to call.
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We were a high
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steeple, few people
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type of church, big
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stained glass windows
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and beautiful pews and
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beautiful everything
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but nothing inside.
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So I had these
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kids all fired
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up as well as me.
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And so we, we had
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stained glass windows
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that were almost
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as big as the whole
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front of the church.
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And the sun rose
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right behind that
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stained glass window.
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And so 10 o'clock
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on Sunday morning,
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they let us have the
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whole service and we
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worked all day Friday
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and Saturday and we
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darkened every window
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anywhere where you
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could open the front
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door of the church
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and that would be
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the only light that
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would come in any
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window in that whole
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area was blacked out.
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You couldn't even
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see 10 o'clock in
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the morning with
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the sun shining.
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You couldn't see your
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hand in front of your
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face because we wanted
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to have an effect.
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And so we did
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the whole morning
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and presented the
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gospel and had the
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kids help do that.
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And then we
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song sang this
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nice little song.
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So why don't you
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guys come up?
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We'll sing that.
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That'll give us some
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background here.
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Tony can use this
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microphone 'cause
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you didn't have one.
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What's that?
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It won't work.
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Okay.
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Alright.
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Here, you can
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stand over here.
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I'll stand with you.
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You're gonna mouth it?
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Yeah.
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. You got Turkey?
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. Were you born when
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this came out?
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Uh, no.
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No.
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That's what I thought.
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You're stepping
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on my cord?
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No, you were
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born in 1972.
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Okay.
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I was.
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Okay.
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Thank you.
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. Okay.
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It's a really
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tough song.
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It's not.
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It's not that one.
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It's not up there.
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Don't put,
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just back up.
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Kill that.
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There you go.
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Thank you very much.
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You have to
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just listen.
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The words are
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really hard.
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Go for it.
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Guns and
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I wish
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children die.
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The days grew
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cold of bread.
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Buy a bag of, I wish
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we all been ready.
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No time.
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Change her mind.
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She hears.
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She turns her head.
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She, oh, I
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messed it up.
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We knew we didn't
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go to the forest.
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Yeah, we did.
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Up, yeah.
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How can you mess up
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something so simple?
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Man, there's no time.
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Let's go with there.
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Okay.
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If you know
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what, stand up
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and say No, no.
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We're gonna
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do the, the, I
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missed the line.
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Okay.
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It's my, it's my
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bad, and I was in.
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You were alive
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back then.
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I was in high school
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when this came out.
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You were in college.
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Okay.
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Okay, I got it son.
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I was there.
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I got it.
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live was filled with
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guns and wars and
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everyone got on the
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children died.
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The case cold bread
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would a bag of
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I wish.
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All bed ready?
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There's no time to
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change your mind.
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The sun is come
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and you've been
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left behind.
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Hear noise turns.
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I wish we'd all
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been ready to and
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coming up a little
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one disappear and
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one less than each.
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I wish we'd
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all been ready.
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There's no time to
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change your mind.
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This is come, you've
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been left behind.
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There's no time to
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change your mind
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out that you have
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been so like the
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father called,
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the demons died.
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The is hung and
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you've been left.
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Thank you guys.
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Now, that was
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resurrected out of
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a long time ago,
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and thank you guys
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for doing that.
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They, uh, that Sunday
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morning we got to
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the point where they
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worked really hard.
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We had one
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makeshift spotlight.
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Somebody had,
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technology
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wasn't quite as
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good back then.
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We had a really bright
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flashlight that we
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made a cone out of,
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and they were up in
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the balcony about
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as far away as this,
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and they shown it
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through that thing.
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And at just the
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moment when we got
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to the end of it,
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the kids thought
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this was great.
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And it got to the
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point, it said, you've
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been left behind the
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last time through it
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went, you've been left
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and everything went
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totally dark and they
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just quit and held.
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Well, that had an
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impact on our church.
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Most of 'em
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didn't know what
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to do with it.
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'cause like I said,
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our pastor wasn't
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saved, but one of
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the young guys from
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the community that
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I had befriended
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on the basketball
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team, basketball's
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important.
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I was a senior and he
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was a freshman and we
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spent time with him.
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And that young man
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was . He wa he was
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a all conference,
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basketball, football,
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played baseball
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in the summer.
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He was unbelievable.
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Everybody wanted to
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be Mark Bradford.
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All the guys, all
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the girls wanted
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to go with Mark.
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And that summer
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when we were home,
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mark gave his
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heart to Jesus
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for real.
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And we lived in town.
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The area was
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about the size of
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Sheridan over here.
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And when Mark got
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saved, , he didn't
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have a car, so he
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ran, it was about a
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mile and a half from
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where he got saved
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all the way across
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town to his church
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where he went and he
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talked to his pastor.
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He had a lot of dead
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churches in that town.
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He went in and told
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him that he'd given
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his heart to Jesus
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and he was ready to do
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whatever it was that
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God wanted him to do.
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And his pastor said,
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that's great, but
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don't let that ruin
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your life, son.
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And it's like,
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oh, okay.
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So he left there
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and he ran a mile
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the other way to his
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house and told his mom
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and dad, I just gave
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my heart to Jesus.
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And he ended up,
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they were ecstatic
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because they knew
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the Lord and.
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It was just great.
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So then he ran
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a half a mile.
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The other way.
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Guy had to be an
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athlete 'cause I
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couldn't have ran that
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far the first time.
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So he runs a half
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a mile to his
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girlfriend's house.
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Okay.
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She's kind of just,
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you know, the, the
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mirror of him, she's
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the prom queen,
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she's got everything
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going for her.
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Everybody wants
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to date her.
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And he goes in and he
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tells her, I just gave
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my heart to Jesus.
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Now, he'd been living
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just like any sinful
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young man who had the
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world by the tail.
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And they'd gotten
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involved physically
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and he said,
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I need you to
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forgive me for what
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I have done to you.
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And
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I. It'll never
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happen again.
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And she said, if
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that's the way you're
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gonna live, then
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get outta my life.
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'cause I don't want
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anything to do with
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you ever again.
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And he left.
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And you know, most
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young men would
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just be crushed.
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He wasn't, he met it.
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So he went to
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our high school
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there that fall.
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I was back in Bible
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college and I got a
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few calls from Mark
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and he said, I, I
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feel like I need to
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start a Bible study
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at our high school.
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And we had about 400
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kids in high school,
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and you could name
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the people who really
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we're Christians
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on one hand and
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still have room to
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count some more.
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And he said, I
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just feel like
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I gotta do it.
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All of his friends
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and the ball teams
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all made fun of him,
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but Mark persisted.
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So he said, school
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starts at 7 45, we're
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gonna meet at the
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school at a quarter
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of seven every
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Tuesday morning.
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So he started and
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all of his friends
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making fun of him,
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and before the month
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was over, they had
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75 kids coming every
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Tuesday morning.
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They had to start
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another one.
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After school,
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they had 35 more
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kids coming then.
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Now
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it was really
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fun because the
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pastor's, two kids
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from my old church.
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Went to the
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Bible study and
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they got saved.
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You know what
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they did?
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They went home
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and talked to
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their mom and dad.
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Mom said, that's
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just a hoax.
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They led dad who'd
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been a pastor for
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25 years to the
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Lord, gave his heart
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to Jesus 'cause
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his kids led him.
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Now, I grew up with
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a thing that, man,
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if you're gonna
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follow Jesus, it's
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gonna cost you
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everything you've got.
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But if you do, it'll
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rock the world.
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And just like
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that little world
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there, it did, and
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this song and all
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the things that went
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along with that.
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Etched in my mind
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that, boy, this was
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God reaching out.
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That movie is . It's
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old, it's dated,
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but it's pretty
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solid, right, Robin?
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Get your attention
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that it does, and
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there are different
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things and beliefs
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about the rapture,
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but that one gets
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your attention.
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And I always thought
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of that as the whole
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thing about being left
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behind in God's grace.
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And Keith Green
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was once asked,
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he said, why?
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Why does God let
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things keep going on?
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They're so bad.
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And he said,
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it's because
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of God's mercy that
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he lets sin continue.
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Now you think
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about that.
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That's I. That doesn't
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even seem right.
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But he said if
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God would've come
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back in 1972,
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think how many people
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would've never had
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the chance today.
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Sin persists, but
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so does grace.
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Well, that got
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me thinking about
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a few things and
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I wanted to, uh,
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share them.
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I even brought my
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magnifying glass,
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but the light's good
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enough, so I think
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I can read it here
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over in Titus
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chapter three.
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Well, well so
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much for that.
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I won't be using that.
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Says at one time,
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we too were foolish,
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disobedient, deceived,
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and enslaved by all
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kinds of passions
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and pleasures, and
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we believed in malice
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and envy and being
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hateful and hatred,
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hating one another.
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But when the kindness
-
and love of God our
-
savior appeared, he
-
saved us not because
-
of righteous things
-
that we had done, but
-
because of his mercy.
-
And I think this
-
is what got me
-
going on this.
-
We interchange
-
mercy and grace.
-
They're not the same.
-
We are saved by grace.
-
We're not
-
saved by mercy.
-
Mercy
-
is where God allows
-
us the room to come
-
back and find grace.
-
Now
-
I know people that
-
have struggled with
-
sin in their lives
-
and they've struggled
-
and struggled
-
and struggled.
-
And you think,
-
okay, how long is
-
God going to wait?
-
How long is God
-
going to be patient?
-
And all over the New
-
Testament and the Old
-
Testament talks about
-
God's great mercy that
-
he has and that mercy
-
is what, as I put it,
-
keeps the door open.
-
One of the other guys
-
that used sang had a,
-
had a song in which
-
he talks about Adam,
-
uh, Don Francisco.
-
It's kind of crazy.
-
Almost all the
-
old people that I
-
listened to were.
-
You guys might not
-
like the music,
-
but boy, they
-
were radical.
-
They were radical.
-
And they would sing.
-
And he's talking
-
about Adam always
-
loved that.
-
'cause our youngest
-
son was Adam and
-
he fit, but said
-
the voice of
-
God came walking
-
through the garden.
-
This was after Adam
-
fell and he was
-
hiding from God.
-
And he said, the voice
-
of God says, Adam.
-
Adam, where are you?
-
And towards the end of
-
the song, it switches
-
to where the last
-
Adam, which not the
-
last Adam, but the
-
sons of Adam, and
-
where he's calling
-
out and saying,
-
Adam, Adam, come
-
out of the darkness.
-
Come out of there
-
before it's time to
-
finally shut the door.
-
And we live today
-
in mercy.
-
Not grace.
-
When people are
-
committing sins,
-
Christians are
-
sinning and they say,
-
well, it's covered
-
by God's grace.
-
No it's not.
-
If God has mercy on
-
you, he's giving you
-
the time to make the
-
changes in your life
-
that you need to make.
-
He's not saying
-
it's okay.
-
Jesus died
-
because of
-
those actions
-
and activities.
-
He died so that
-
we didn't have
-
to be there.
-
The songs that you
-
guys were singing this
-
morning, the same God
-
that the power that
-
rose Jesus from the
-
dead lives in you,
-
and if he's not
-
living in us, we.
-
I'm sorry, I, I might
-
get preachy here yet
-
if I'm not careful.
-
I've tried to be all
-
calm and everything
-
this morning, but I
-
could get preachy.
-
We make so many
-
excuses for behavior
-
that is unbecoming
-
a son of God or a
-
daughter of God,
-
and we try to make
-
it sound somehow
-
theologically, okay?
-
It's not, we
-
need to be people
-
who are drawing
-
people to Jesus.
-
I challenge you.
-
Go, go watch
-
this movie.
-
You, you'll think
-
it's cheesy as all
-
get out, right Ted?
-
But it's good, right?
-
So you, you, you,
-
you find the people
-
in there, the young
-
people who are
-
willing to, to listen.
-
Give their heart
-
to Jesus and others
-
who just are gonna
-
do whatever they
-
want to do because
-
it's all okay.
-
And we find that
-
very thing today.
-
Now,
-
a thief in the night,
-
and it's on Prime.
-
If you have
-
Prime, it's free.
-
It's about an hour
-
and three minutes,
-
and Robin will come
-
over and watch it
-
with you so that
-
you're okay with it.
-
She said the
-
reviews on it say
-
it's a Christian
-
horror movie.
-
What
-
is that?
-
A personal testimony?
-
Yes.
-
Okay.
-
But Susie can tell
-
you that that movie
-
changed her life.
-
Okay.
-
You see, we, we
-
are so insulated.
-
Today and we're,
-
we're stuck over In
-
Ephesians chapter
-
two, verse eight
-
tells us that we
-
are saved by grace.
-
God's grace comes
-
in and transforms
-
who we are
-
and we're, we are
-
trying so hard today
-
to be acceptable that
-
the things that we
-
do are looked upon
-
in favor with, with
-
the rest of the world
-
and the people don't
-
look at us and say,
-
well, you're weird
-
guys.
-
Scripture says
-
we're peculiar.
-
That's scriptural.
-
If you're
-
not peculiar,
-
there's something
-
wrong with you.
-
I. Isn't that
-
interesting?
-
Well, the world
-
wants us to conform.
-
Jesus is saying,
-
whatever you do,
-
don't do that.
-
Don't do that.
-
You know, talking
-
to Mark, that young
-
man, you know.
-
Can you, some of you
-
are 16, some of you
-
have been 16, some
-
of you're hoping
-
you'll live to 16.
-
Can you imagine a
-
16-year-old willing
-
to go and ask
-
forgiveness of a
-
young lady that he'd
-
been intimate with
-
and being ridiculed
-
by all of your
-
friends and standing
-
strong in the midst
-
of all of that?
-
No.
-
They don't do that
-
because they haven't
-
been raised to be
-
men or women of God.
-
If you're gonna be
-
a man of God, you're
-
gonna pay for it.
-
If you're going to
-
do what is right,
-
you're gonna pay.
-
If you go through
-
your life trying
-
to avoid pain for
-
what is right, then
-
you pay in the end.
-
Now,
-
one of the other
-
things that, uh, Eric
-
likes to talk about
-
all the time, the, uh,
-
the persecuted church
-
around the world,
-
and, you know,
-
the church in
-
America is so.
-
Absolutely spoiled.
-
You know, we came
-
this morning and
-
parking lot wasn't
-
plowed.
-
Okay.
-
I was down here at
-
six o'clock trying to
-
figure out whether if
-
it was icy underneath,
-
it's easier to walk on
-
the snow and the snow.
-
Plowers calling over
-
to Andy over there
-
in, in, in, uh,
-
Ohio, I guess that's
-
where they're at.
-
And so Andy's calling
-
me and we're back and
-
forth and I called
-
Josh and Tom and they
-
got out here and they
-
shoveled off the lines
-
so we'd know where to
-
park and put out some
-
salt and, and, uh, in
-
between time, why the
-
snowplow guy got here.
-
Plenty of time
-
to get everything
-
plowed off out there.
-
He broke a brake
-
line and he just sat
-
there for half an
-
hour 'cause there
-
was nothing he could
-
do and poor guy.
-
So once you were
-
all in here and
-
church started, why
-
two other guys came
-
and helped him.
-
So you're probably
-
plowed into your
-
parking spot,
-
but good luck.
-
You know, I can preach
-
till it melts that,
-
that's no problem.
-
I can do it.
-
I can you you
-
wanna challenge me?
-
No.
-
Okay.
-
I didn't think so.
-
Okay.
-
. I think it's okay,
-
but the driveway
-
getting in and out
-
and through the cars
-
will all be fine.
-
But it's just like,
-
I sitting back
-
here thinking now
-
this is just like
-
going to church.
-
This is like, it is.
-
We, we uh, I
-
called off church
-
once in 50 years.
-
That's 'cause I
-
couldn't get out of
-
my own driveway with
-
four wheel drive
-
and otherwise always
-
went because somebody
-
would show up.
-
Now if we were
-
overseas, they'd walk
-
through this stuff
-
to get to church
-
'cause they needed it.
-
You see that's one of
-
the things where I'm,
-
I'm just old school.
-
I need to
-
hear from God.
-
I don't care whether
-
you deliver the
-
message, I deliver the
-
message, or Noah does.
-
But I need to
-
hear from God.
-
I need to be involved
-
in what he's doing.
-
I need to be in the
-
trenches out here
-
fighting for people.
-
I sent a text to
-
Reor who is in
-
London this morning.
-
You laughed.
-
So he came, but
-
uh, he's got an
-
uncle that is
-
Got Parkinson's and
-
getting near to the
-
end of his life that
-
doesn't know Jesus.
-
And so right before it
-
was time to preach, I
-
sent him a text that
-
said, man, praying for
-
you and praying for
-
his salvation because
-
there's nothing
-
more important than
-
him finding Jesus.
-
Okay.
-
How many things I'm
-
giving you just a a
-
little view into my
-
mind and my heart.
-
How many things
-
are more important
-
than somebody you
-
love finding Jesus.
-
Now that's easy to say
-
that no, there aren't,
-
except for when it
-
comes to putting
-
that on the line.
-
There's all
-
kinds of things.
-
I don't want
-
to embarrass
-
myself or them.
-
I. Our old thing
-
was, you know,
-
if the neighbor's
-
house was burning
-
down and they're
-
in, they're asleep.
-
What are gonna do?
-
Say, well, I don't
-
want to disturb them.
-
They're resting and
-
let 'em burn up.
-
Or you're gonna
-
go over there and
-
beat on the door.
-
Do everything you
-
have to do, go in
-
and drag them out
-
of that house.
-
See, that's the
-
kind of evangelism
-
I'm used to.
-
I'll do whatever
-
it takes.
-
Somebody gives me an
-
opening, I'm going,
-
if they don't give me
-
an opening, I'm going,
-
I've been telling
-
all these guys
-
how I work lately.
-
It's always the
-
call before you
-
come so you make
-
sure they're there.
-
And I said, if I do
-
that, they'll be gone
-
when I get there.
-
So I call after
-
I come, I get
-
in the driveway
-
and then call.
-
Then they say, oh,
-
we're, we're gone.
-
No, you're not.
-
You're just coming
-
outta your house.
-
And I'm sitting right
-
here watching you.
-
You know, that's
-
how I work.
-
Uh, I've been thrown
-
and I tell people
-
I've been thrown out
-
of better places than
-
this, and I have,
-
but I don't care
-
because I wanna see
-
people find Jesus.
-
And you know, when I
-
lose track of that,
-
then I am no earthly
-
good whatsoever.
-
It doesn't matter
-
how good the
-
retirement is.
-
It doesn't matter
-
what I get to do.
-
When I lose track of
-
that, my heart's gone.
-
It just doesn't even
-
matter whether I
-
live or die because
-
my life's over
-
to live is Christ
-
and to die is gain.
-
We get caught
-
up in feelings.
-
We get caught up in
-
misunderstandings with
-
people, and we have no
-
grasp on what it is.
-
That means
-
something eternally.
-
We hold grudges,
-
we get upset about
-
things that all
-
of heaven doesn't
-
give one rip about,
-
and God's people
-
have to take those
-
things and let 'em go.
-
They don't matter.
-
And if they do
-
matter, then you're
-
not walking with him.
-
You have no mercy.
-
And isn't it
-
interesting?
-
One of the other
-
great quotes that
-
one of my friends
-
gave me, excuse me,
-
was the only people
-
that can show mercy
-
are the people who
-
know they need.
-
I. Mercy.
-
It is an effort
-
to follow God, not
-
because it's so
-
hard to follow him.
-
It's so hard to
-
shut out the things
-
that the world is
-
bombarding us with.
-
Well, we're not
-
gonna sing that
-
song, so you're,
-
you're lucky at that.
-
We'll, we'll
-
avoid, right.
-
You don't, you
-
don't have to
-
shovel out, Brian.
-
It's okay.
-
We'll help you
-
Uh, well,
-
all this is, this
-
morning is just
-
kind of a glimpse
-
into the heart is
-
somebody who started
-
the church here,
-
what that was like.
-
I've just never
-
lost that.
-
I may be 72 years
-
old, but I'm
-
. I'm still your age
-
up here, willing
-
to go out and do
-
whatever it takes.
-
Just crazy stuff.
-
You guys have heard
-
my stories over the
-
year, and I won't
-
tell them again, but
-
I've, I've gone into
-
just ridiculously
-
idiotic places that
-
nobody in their right
-
mind would go in.
-
And just to prove
-
I'm not in my right
-
mind, my mind has
-
left me and has gone
-
on ahead somewhere
-
because I don't care.
-
One of the most
-
fun times I ever
-
had was in here
-
at the hospital
-
getting a, uh, some
-
sort of a thing
-
that they thought
-
could be fatal.
-
I'd waited and waited
-
and waited to have
-
this procedure in
-
the waiting room, and
-
I kept saying, I've
-
got an appointment
-
that I have to be at.
-
If we can't get
-
it done, then
-
I'm leaving.
-
And the nurses kept
-
saying, you can't,
-
if this is wrong, you
-
may not make it back.
-
And I said, well,
-
it doesn't matter.
-
He said, your
-
appointment can't
-
be that important.
-
And I said, it is.
-
There's a man that
-
I've been talking to
-
about Jesus and he's
-
finally agreed to talk
-
to me face to face.
-
It's right up
-
here in Cicero.
-
And he said,
-
this is the only
-
time I've got.
-
And I said, I
-
don't care what it
-
costs, I will be
-
at that meeting.
-
And it was really
-
interesting.
-
They said,
-
we're sorry.
-
And after just a few
-
minutes, this other
-
nurse comes in and she
-
said, I know the Lord.
-
And I know how strong
-
that is in you.
-
She said,
-
come with me.
-
We're gonna get
-
your scan taken
-
care of right now.
-
She took me in,
-
we got scanned.
-
I got out there and I
-
was up at the meeting
-
and I didn't miss it.
-
That guy gave his
-
heart to Jesus.
-
Now
-
you see there,
-
there's a point.
-
And guys, I am so
-
far from perfect.
-
It's ridiculous.
-
If you need
-
testimony of that,
-
just talk to Pam.
-
In fact, just this
-
last night she was
-
telling me to stop it.
-
Right?
-
Aha.
-
Something like that.
-
It was, it was much
-
kinder because she's
-
such a sweet lady.
-
All the rest of you.
-
No, that, uh.
-
The one thing is,
-
man, you know, the
-
thrill of my life
-
has been God allowing
-
me to be a part of
-
what he was doing.
-
It wasn't him
-
being a part of
-
what I was doing.
-
You know, black
-
Bee's book.
-
He said, find out
-
where God's working
-
and go join him.
-
That's kind of
-
the, the whole
-
theory of my life.
-
If God was going
-
someplace, I wanna
-
be a part of it.
-
Let's go.
-
It'll be fun.
-
That's how we built a
-
few church buildings
-
around here and
-
someplace else.
-
They were always
-
gonna be fun.
-
They weren't all that
-
much fun, but they got
-
built and we got see
-
God move and God work.
-
And most people
-
just never even
-
see those miracles
-
because some of you
-
gotta be able to say
-
the rest of this.
-
Where do
-
miracles happen?
-
A little louder
-
than that.
-
Come on.
-
Where?
-
Edge of disaster.
-
On the edge
-
of disaster.
-
That's right.
-
And where does
-
God lead us?
-
He leads us up to
-
the sea with a whole
-
army behind us and
-
he parts the sea.
-
That's what he does.
-
But the miracles
-
don't happen unless
-
you go and you follow
-
him to where that
-
miracle will happen.
-
They don't happen
-
sitting in your
-
easy chair waiting
-
for God to do
-
some fancy thing.
-
It's the power
-
of God at work.
-
It's a simple old
-
song, that comes
-
along and a simple
-
old movie that was
-
Sally that changed
-
thousands of lives
-
because people were
-
just dumb enough
-
to give it a try.
-
Let's see what we
-
can do with it.
-
Let's see
-
what'll happen.
-
Let's go try, let's
-
get 12 kids together
-
and put on something
-
to try to wake up
-
a whole 200 people
-
in a church that's
-
deader than hay.
-
But let's not just sit
-
here and do nothing.
-
Okay?
-
Well,
-
God help us.
-
Lord, thank you
-
for allowing me to
-
be a part of you.
-
Thank you for having
-
mercy on me when
-
I have struggled
-
and through grace
-
changing me and my
-
heart, and as I go on,
-
Lord, I'm, I'm old.
-
That's my, that's
-
my answer that I
-
give people now
-
when they, when they
-
ask me how I am, I
-
just say, I'm old.
-
Lord, I'm tireder
-
than I've ever been.
-
I get more discouraged
-
about life than I
-
ever have before.
-
I hurt more.
-
I have more
-
financial woes than
-
than ever before.
-
And
-
Lord, they
-
don't matter.
-
Just having the
-
opportunity to go
-
and sit and have
-
dinner with a couple,
-
having breakfast with
-
somebody else, talking
-
to somebody that
-
doesn't know Jesus,
-
trying to tell a guy
-
with, with a broken
-
break line to not
-
worry, it's okay.
-
We'll be all right.
-
Instead of, as he
-
said, his usual
-
fair when people are
-
yelling and hollering
-
about why he didn't
-
get it done sooner
-
and why doesn't
-
he call somebody?
-
Get it done right now.
-
Lord, it's so much fun
-
to try to do what
-
you would do and
-
just bring some
-
light into darkness.
-
All I ask for me,
-
Lord, is that you'd
-
continue to give me
-
those opportunities
-
and I'd focus on
-
them less or more
-
than less on all
-
the other stuff.
-
'cause if you give
-
me years to live, I'm
-
sure it's not gonna
-
be even as good as
-
it is right now, but
-
if I can serve you.
-
If I can make a
-
difference, then
-
I want to do it.
-
I wanna stay alive as
-
long as I live, Lord,
-
and for our church,
-
for our young people,
-
for our couples,
-
our families, Lord,
-
put in them a fire
-
to live for you, to
-
make a difference in
-
the people's lives
-
that they touch.
-
Lord, I don't want
-
us as a country or
-
a community or as
-
church to get so
-
calm and relaxed
-
and, and stayed that
-
you have to bring
-
disaster upon us
-
until we turn to you.
-
Help us turn to you
-
with all of our heart
-
and our soul, and
-
our mind, and our
-
strength, everything
-
that we have.
-
Help us to do
-
that today.
-
In Jesus' name.
-
I ask it.
-
Amen.
-
Okay, so we have to do
-
announcements at the
-
end, and I don't like
-
doing announcements
-
at the end.
-
I'm old.
-
I told you that.
-
Right?
-
So, Pam, come up here.
-
You're gonna have to
-
do the announcements
-
since you just,
-
you'll deal with
-
Patty afterwards,
-
since she won't come.
-
So I can't believe
-
you, Patty, you're
-
gonna make Pam get up
-
here and she's sick
-
and everything else.
-
It's just, it's
-
just wonderful.
-
Patty.
-
Thank you.
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It is all yours.
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I've already talked
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all I want to, okay.
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So Melissa, come
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join me, girl.
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Melissa and I happen
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to be dressed in
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the same sweater
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today, unbeknownst
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to either of us.
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Oh, there's
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nothing here.
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It's all down here.
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I, I know, honey.
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I'll get outta the way
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you need.
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Oh, thank you.
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Here we go, girl.
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Okay.
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Uh, February.
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Okay.
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. Yeah.
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Fa February.
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Fun.
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Let's see what's fun.
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Okay, go for it.
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Oh, is this ba Bam.
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So today it's six,
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so we're still doing
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it even though it's
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nasty out, right?
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Yep.
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Okay.
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Six o'clock youth
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group over in the
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other building.
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Right.
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Okay.
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And college age-ish.
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Small group.
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No.
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So this afternoon
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the small group is
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helping Olivia move.
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Right.
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Um, going to lunch at
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Culver's, but if you
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can't be at Culver's,
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then by two o'clock
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be at Olivia's house
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down in, on the south
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side of Carmel and
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y'all know where that
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is then all that.
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And if you don't.
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Then talk amongst
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yourselves and
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figure it out.
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Right?
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See Olivia and
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yeah, see Olivia.
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Two o'clock.
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Alright.
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Upcoming
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financial piece.
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Beginning
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February 18th.
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Um, Tim Darnell is
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probably a couple's
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retreat, so he's your
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person of contact.
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Yes.
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Wednesday night
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group starting.
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Um, they've already
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started, so the
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women were supposed
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to meet last week,
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but we, the weather
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preempted everything.
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So, um, this coming
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Wednesday will be
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the men, right?
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They're the odds.
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The odds first
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and third, third
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men are the evens.
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Third, we are, we
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are the evens and
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nothing on the
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fifth week, right?
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Right.
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Uh, first Peter
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Small group
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coming this week.
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I really know
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nothing about this.
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So this is just kind
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of behind the scenes
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stuff going on.
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You need to get ahold
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of Dax because not
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all the small groups
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are meeting because
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of Wednesday night.
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So you all probably
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know who you
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are with that.
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And so, but
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if you have a
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question, see Dax.
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Or get a hold
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of him 'cause
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he's at Marriage
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retreat right now.
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Mm-hmm . So.
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Mm-hmm . Ladies
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Gallant's event
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coming soon.
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You've all
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gotten a personal
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invitation I think.
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I think so.
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Yeah.
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And so just, yeah.
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Roll with that.
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This coming
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weekend, the 22nd.
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Uhhuh.
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. Yep.
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On Saturday.
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Yep.
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Yep.
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Uh, rock solid.
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Lock in.
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Sounds like
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an awful idea.
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I did that one time.
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, I think I slept on
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the front row of
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chairs while children
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jumped over me.
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Unless you're a teen
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then it's a blast.
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I'm getting old,
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as Marty says,
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then it's a blast.
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So Friday, February
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21st, 8:00 PM
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through Saturday.
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That's this
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coming week.
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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That is.
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It's coming Friday.
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I'm so sorry.
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Pray for our
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youth leaders.
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Yes.
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Mary's retreat's
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going on right now,
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so we may need to
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pray them safely.
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Home.
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Mm-hmm . I don't know
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if they got snow.
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Anybody know?
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No.
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But anyhow, it's
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uh, we need to pray
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them safely home
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and I'm sure they're
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having a great time.
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That's why it's a
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little sparse out
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here 'cause it.
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We have like 50
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people gone to that or
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something like that.
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Right?
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Yeah.
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Uh, super Bowl.
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So we have the
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yellow box outside,
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and then I think
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we have a bucket in
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the front here, or a
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bucket in the other.
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In entryway.
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Yeah, in the other
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center there.
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So you can bring
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in soups this
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month to fill up
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our food pantry.
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And that is February.
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Fun at White Rock.
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Ooh.
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Short and sweet.
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Yeah.