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The Story | God Who Keeps Covenant

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  1. Thank you. Good morning, everyone.

  2. We haven't met. My name is Mandy.

  3. I'm on staff here at the Garden Church.

  4. I'm really excited to be teaching from God's Word this

  5. morning. And we are just continuing our

  6. exciting sermon series called The Story, which we've been in

  7. for the last couple of weeks. So yeah, this fall, basically

  8. we're going through a sermon series that talks about the kind

  9. of through line of Scripture, right?

  10. So basically we're going from creation to the fall to kind of

  11. exploring God's redemptive story arc that the plan of the epic

  12. plan of salvation and restoration of the world that he

  13. is enacting. So basically we're covering the

  14. entire Bible in 10 weeks. So no pressure, you know, But

  15. given the title of our series, I actually wanted to get started

  16. by talking a little bit about the concept of story.

  17. So it's kind of at the center of what we're doing here trying to

  18. get settled. So yeah, basically, whether

  19. you're looking at, like, ancient hieroglyphs or like the latest

  20. Hollywood blockbusters, humans seem to love stories.

  21. Right. Let's do a quick poll of the

  22. audience. I'm going to be that person who

  23. has you shout things out from the crowd.

  24. What are some of your all time favorite stories?

  25. Just shout them out. All time favorite stories?

  26. Is it the horse in his voice? Oh, that's a good one, Maggie.

  27. I love that CS Lewis. I'm all about that.

  28. What else did? What else did I hear?

  29. Harry Potter. OK, Harry Potter.

  30. Love that. I love that.

  31. I love the diversity so far. And of all Anne of Green Gables.

  32. OK. It sounds like you're just

  33. listing my favorites. I appreciate that.

  34. On behalf of everyone here. Yeah.

  35. Where the. Oh, where the wild things are.

  36. I can also kind of not. I can tell who has kids, but

  37. it's like, maybe some of these things are a little bit fresher

  38. in your mind. That's a good one.

  39. Amazing. All right, Well, some of you

  40. know me. If you do, you might know that

  41. my undergraduate degree is in screen writing.

  42. And when people find this out, one of the first things they

  43. often ask is, you know, what's your favorite movie or favorite

  44. TV show? And that question would give me

  45. so much anxiety because as a storyteller, it's kind of, it's

  46. hard not to feel like my answer says something, you know, deep

  47. and important about what type of person I am.

  48. Like to say that like, you know, this is the story that made me

  49. want to write stories or that speaks the most to my soul.

  50. So as much as I'd like to treat it as kind of a innocent

  51. icebreaker, it's hard for me to kind of overcome this instinct

  52. that my favorite stories are connected to who I am.

  53. Why is that? When I asked for your favorite

  54. stories, and I'm sure some of you thought of them and didn't

  55. say them, it's OK. I also noticed that none of you

  56. named like a legal document that you really like, or like an

  57. encyclopedia, or even like a philosophy book.

  58. Because if all we were trying to do is list rules or facts or

  59. even principles we should live by, we wouldn't necessarily need

  60. a story, right? Humans use story to make sense

  61. of our experience of the world. We kind of grapple with the

  62. strange realities of being flesh and blood, but also an eternal

  63. soul, but also like this pulsing heart full of desire and emotion

  64. by through story. And as we try to make sense of

  65. what it means to be human and what are places in the world,

  66. story seems to just come spilling out of us.

  67. Because story helps us create meaning.

  68. Scripture is a unique type of story because the meaning maker

  69. here is not a mere human author, it's God himself.

  70. And in a world of confusion that we live in, where like competing

  71. ideas and narratives are kind of pulling us in every direction,

  72. God's Word reveals who God is, who we are as his creation, and

  73. what his plan is for humanity. So this revelation also comes

  74. like, not in the form of these abstract ideas, but through

  75. human history, through the lives of people who encounter God and

  76. are changed by him. And so this story invites us

  77. deeper into understanding God in his heart for humanity.

  78. So as we dive into that today, I'd like to take a moment to

  79. just pray for us in particular, that God would make himself more

  80. fully known to us through his Word today.

  81. Let me pray. Lord God, we thank you for the

  82. story that you have given us, that it's not a mere story where

  83. we are kind of trying to like take all the puzzle pieces of

  84. human existence in the world and put them together ourselves.

  85. Instead, we thank you that it's a revelation of who you are,

  86. that we can know you, that we can know how you view us and

  87. what you're doing in the world. God that we can have the

  88. security of knowing the God that we follow, that he is faithful,

  89. that he is gracious, that he is patient, that he is steadfast,

  90. that he pursues US against all odds.

  91. And so, Lord, we just pray that you would give us a clearview of

  92. who you are this morning. And that if we came in today

  93. with any anxieties or fears or just like just challenges and

  94. difficult things that we're holding, we pray that this

  95. story, this reality of who you are would speak to us and remind

  96. us of who you are and remind us of how you see us and remind us

  97. of where we fall in this grand plan of redemption that you're

  98. doing. That there would be a security

  99. and knowing that you are working in our world, that you were

  100. working in the light of all the brokenness and all the

  101. challenges and all the pain that we see, that you were constantly

  102. at work and that we can count on you, God, to come through for

  103. us. So we pray that you would open

  104. our eyes to that this morning. We pray that in Jesus name,

  105. Amen. Amen.

  106. All right, so, yeah, in case you guys haven't been here the last

  107. couple of weeks, I'm going to do a quick recap.

  108. We started our sermon series with the story of creation as

  109. one does. We learned that humanity was

  110. created by a good God whose intent is for humans to live in

  111. his presence and relationship with him and to partner with him

  112. to bring about order and flourishing and creative

  113. goodness in this world. But then comes the fall, the

  114. tragic descent of humanity into sin, where we basically, instead

  115. of trusting God and living in light of his wisdom and his

  116. boundaries, humanity attempts to seize control, to go our own

  117. way, to kind of become our own. Many gods and one sin has a grip

  118. on the human heart. The downward spiral is rapid and

  119. messy, like one sin begets another begets another, until

  120. the world is just filled with deceit and envy and selfishness

  121. and violence and death. So now we're in Week 3.

  122. And so we're left with kind of a major question, which is, given

  123. the dire state of this world, what will God do next?

  124. Well, the good news is that God's response to humanity's

  125. brokenness is to begin a plan of redemption.

  126. So you're going to hear that word probably a lot through this

  127. series, redemption. So what what do we mean by that?

  128. Well, the 10 second version is that redemption means to be

  129. released from bondage, specifically humanity's bondage

  130. to sin. So God's plan of redemption is

  131. how God sets us free from this cycle of self destruction and

  132. death and brings us into a restored relationship with

  133. himself. And how is he going to do this?

  134. Well, the process starts with God making a covenant.

  135. It feels like a very Christianese word, covenant.

  136. I think if I had never become a Christian, I probably could have

  137. gone my entire life and used that word 0 times.

  138. Maybe you're like, I've used that word 0 times.

  139. I'm not sure what it means. Tim Mackey, the creator of the

  140. Bible Project, argues that covenant should actually be in

  141. the top five words that we think of when we think of

  142. Christianity. Mackie says God's covenant

  143. promises Dr. The whole story of the Bible and are at the center

  144. of the Christian faith. Well, if that's true, then the

  145. answer to this next question is very important, which is what is

  146. a covenant? Here's one definition that I

  147. like. A covenant refers to a

  148. relationship between two partners who make binding

  149. promises to each other and work together to reach a common goal.

  150. They're often often accompanied by like oaths, signs,

  151. ceremonies. Covenants define obligations and

  152. commitments, but they're different from a contract

  153. because they are relational and personal.

  154. So like a commonly used example is marriage.

  155. This year I went to six weddings.

  156. So that's a lot, right? But each one of them, a shout

  157. out to the people in this room who invited me to their wedding.

  158. I love you. I enjoyed your wedding also.

  159. It was interesting, right? Because each wedding was unique

  160. based on the couple's like culture and personalities, and

  161. yet all of them had like these elements in common.

  162. The couple made specific promises to one another.

  163. They walked through a ceremony to symbolize their commitment.

  164. And they came out on the other side with this new bond, a

  165. deeper relationship than before and more clarity on what their

  166. commitment entails, a commitment that they would then have to

  167. live out, right. So these are all reflections of

  168. marriage as a covenant. As it turns out, God is a God of

  169. covenants. So the big four, as we'll call

  170. them, are God's covenants with Abraham, with Moses and the

  171. people of Israel, with King David, and then what we usually

  172. call the new covenant, which is brought about through Jesus.

  173. So today we're in the first covenant with a man to your text

  174. will call Abraham. You probably know him as

  175. Abraham, which is the fancy new name he receives in Genesis 17.

  176. But we learned about this covenant in a couple of places,

  177. but we're going to be in Genesis 12 and 15.

  178. So these two parts that we might call the promise and the

  179. ceremony, The promise and the ceremony, you know, it would be

  180. really fun if I had like a device that turned pages for me.

  181. I don't know, maybe I should just live in the 21st century

  182. and not have paper. But I feel like I just, it's

  183. tactile. I need it.

  184. I don't know. But in Genesis 12, where we're

  185. starting, God makes a promise to Abraham and it comes up like

  186. kind of out of the blue. Like at this point, all we know

  187. about Abraham is his name, his lineage, and that he's from a

  188. land called ER. And then suddenly out of

  189. nowhere, God speaks to him and says, go from your country, your

  190. people in your father's household to the land that I

  191. will show you. And then God speaks this five

  192. part blessing over him. He says, I will make you into a

  193. great nation. I will bless you and make your

  194. name great. You will be a blessing.

  195. I will bless those who bless you.

  196. And whoever curses you, I will curse, and all peoples on earth

  197. will be blessed through you. So this is like a fairly unusual

  198. way to introduce yourself to someone, right?

  199. Because at this point Abraham does not know the Lord.

  200. Like scripture confirms this in the book of Joshua.

  201. It says long ago your father's lived behind the Euphrates,

  202. Tara, the father of Abraham and Nahor, and they served other

  203. gods. So Abraham was an idol

  204. worshipper and aside from that, he appears to kind of just be

  205. some random guy. And yet this obscure person has

  206. instantly become the beneficiary of these like outrageous

  207. promises from God. For a man like Abraham and his

  208. time period and his culture, these promises are like

  209. basically everything that he could ever dream of.

  210. Like I don't know what you would think in your mind is like that.

  211. I don't know, like maybe the answer to like that.

  212. What would I do if I won the lottery question?

  213. It's kind of like everything that he could imagine getting

  214. out of life is encompassed in these promises that not only

  215. him, but like his whole lineage would prosper and that his would

  216. be associated with bringing about good for the whole world.

  217. And even here in these promises, we see a kind of nod to God's

  218. long term plan that God will bless Abraham's family so that

  219. all the families of the earth will be blessed.

  220. So that's the plan of redemption.

  221. And it's going to work kind of like a ripple effect where the

  222. blessing starts with one man, but then it kind of expands and

  223. expands until it has reached the whole world.

  224. Now here's something important to notice.

  225. When God makes this promise, what does Abraham have to give

  226. God in return? It's a rhetorical question.

  227. It's OK if you don't. Nothing.

  228. God makes these epic promises and then he just stops speaking.

  229. Now the next verse does say that Abraham does his God asks him

  230. and he leaves his home for a new land.

  231. So there's an important action for Abraham to take.

  232. Like God invites him to go to basically like say yes to these

  233. promises and Abraham goes. But there's no like, exchange.

  234. There's no like, quid pro quo. There's not like God doesn't

  235. require some kind of payment or service like people might expect

  236. the Pagan gods to require. God doesn't ask Abraham to,

  237. like, follow any specific rules. The promises aren't really

  238. contingent on anything except Abraham saying yes to God's

  239. extravagantly generous offer. So kind of make a note of that.

  240. Keep that in your mind, and we're going to jump to Genesis

  241. 15 where we see the ceremony, which is kind of a formalization

  242. of God's covenant. So this chapter starts with

  243. Abraham bringing 2 concerns to God.

  244. So first concern, Abraham is no child of his own, which kind of

  245. seems like a major obstacle if God is promising that Abraham's

  246. offspring will become a great nation.

  247. And the second concern is that along with these promises, God

  248. also tells Abraham that he will inherit like a fruitful land.

  249. But Abraham asks, how can I know that that will happen?

  250. Well, in response, God tells Abraham to do this.

  251. He tells him to gather these kind of sacrificial animals, to

  252. cut them in half and place the halves into two piles.

  253. It's kind of strange. Then a deep sleep falls over

  254. Abraham and he has a vision. And in the darkness, Abraham

  255. sees a smoking fire pot and a flaming torch passed between the

  256. animal pieces. And the text says on that day

  257. the Lord made a covenant with Abraham.

  258. What does it all mean? Well, to unpack this, we need to

  259. put on our Bible nerd hats for just a minute and talk about

  260. ancient rituals. So here we go.

  261. In ancient Mesopotamia, where Abraham lived, cultures didn't

  262. really rely on the written word as much.

  263. Now in our modern world, like, how would you normally formalize

  264. an agreement? Like you would probably like

  265. write out a document that like has all the terms and then you

  266. would sign your names on it, right?

  267. Well, what do you do in a culture where most people don't

  268. read or write? Conundrum.

  269. Instead, people in Abraham's world would seal a covenant with

  270. a ritual where they would act out the consequences of breaking

  271. the covenant. So it's very dramatic.

  272. The animal pieces represent what will happen if the people

  273. involved break the covenant. It's kind of a way of saying,

  274. may what was done to this animal be done to me if I do not hold

  275. up my end of the agreement? Now if the covenant was say

  276. between like a king and a servant, one of two things could

  277. happen. Either the king and the servant

  278. would walk through the pieces or just the servant would walk

  279. through the pieces, meaning there would be consequences for

  280. the servant, but like not so much for the king.

  281. So what is happening in the vision that Abraham has?

  282. God, as represented by the fire pot and the burning torch, walks

  283. through the middle alone. So the king seals the covenant

  284. by himself. There's a teaching that I listen

  285. to by I'm the late pastor Tim Keller that talks about this as

  286. well, and let scholars talk about this as well.

  287. But basically this act means that God is saying that he alone

  288. will bear the consequences if the covenant is broken.

  289. This is not an even sided agreement.

  290. God alone initiates the covenant.

  291. God alone seals the covenant with this ritual, and therefore

  292. God alone is bearing responsibility for bringing his

  293. promises to completion. OK, so that's our Bible nerd

  294. moment. You can take your hats off.

  295. Something profound and unprecedented is happening here.

  296. But what is at the heart of this story?

  297. Like what can we take away from all of this?

  298. Here it is. Here's here's the main thing

  299. that we're going to talk about this morning.

  300. Understanding God as a covenant maker should fundamentally

  301. change how we see God and understand his relationship with

  302. us. God's choice to enter into

  303. covenants should shape who we believe God to be.

  304. There's a kind of common refrain I've heard might be familiar,

  305. that the God we see in the Old Testament and the God we see in

  306. the New Testament feel like two different gods.

  307. I imagine you've like heard that or felt it yourself, right?

  308. Like the feeling we get is that the Old Testament God is a God

  309. of anger and punishment, but the New Testament God, as known

  310. through Jesus is a God of love and grace.

  311. Sound familiar? Feel like that's something I've

  312. definitely heard before. So when I was in seminary, my

  313. Old Testament professor started the semester by saying this,

  314. that one goal of our time together in the Old Testament

  315. was to prove. So all the books that including

  316. the story about Abraham, like all the way from like creation

  317. up until up until Jesus comes on the scene, that that selection

  318. basically that the goal of our time together was to prove that

  319. that dichotomy was a false dichotomy, that the God of the

  320. Old Testament is not less gracious than the God of the New

  321. Testament. They are, after all, one God.

  322. The Bible actually reveals that grace has been there since the

  323. beginning, and God's decision to make a covenant with Abraham,

  324. especially kind of a largely 1 sided covenant, is one of our

  325. earliest pieces of evidence of God's extraordinary grace.

  326. And what is grace? Grace is a free gift.

  327. Grace means receiving favor and blessing and love that we did

  328. not earn. And because we did not earn it,

  329. we cannot lose it once we've received it.

  330. And that is how God chooses to relate to humanity.

  331. He is profoundly and shockingly and beautifully and unimaginably

  332. gracious towards us. So this is the first take away

  333. that I want us to hold on to. God's grace has been present

  334. since the beginning. If you look back to at Genesis 3

  335. where the fall happens all the way through 11 to the part that

  336. we land in today, we basically see, to summarize that whole

  337. story, all that's happening is that humanity is just like

  338. choosing evil again and again and again.

  339. Like left to our own devices, we are rebellious and selfish and

  340. very short sighted. We choose quick fixes and

  341. instant pleasure over what is good and loving.

  342. We are a danger to ourselves and to one another, and we would be

  343. completely lost if God did not have the heart of a rescuer.

  344. He pursues us as an act of grace.

  345. Even when Abraham is introduced, it says nothing about his

  346. character or his accolades, if he has any, because they're not

  347. really relevant. God doesn't choose Abraham

  348. because Abraham is good. God chooses Abraham because God

  349. is merciful. And it's God's mercy that sets

  350. His plan of redemption into motion and that leads us to take

  351. away #2 because grace is the foundation, God's plan of

  352. redemption is certain. So of the four main covenants I

  353. mentioned that are in the Bible, only one is truly like fully

  354. conditional or or breakable, at least by people.

  355. The covenant with Moses, but that's a sermon for next week.

  356. Every other covenant is primarily unconditional, meaning

  357. it's core promises can't really be broken by humans.

  358. Now this doesn't mean that there's nothing for humanity to

  359. do. Like if we look at Abraham, he's

  360. invited to leave his homeland and his idols to follow God.

  361. And it's important that he does so to be a participant in the

  362. covenant because an agreement has to be opted into.

  363. So our steps of faith matter, our decision to say yes to God

  364. matters, our character matters. And also God is aware that he's

  365. partnering with wayward humans. So the unconditional part

  366. basically means this. Our shortcomings can't stop

  367. God's plan. If God's plan relied on Abraham,

  368. then if Abraham made a mistake or struggled with doubt, God's

  369. old plan would just get derailed.

  370. But Abraham does make mistakes and struggles to trust God, and

  371. tries to force certain outcomes along the way.

  372. And yet God fulfills every promise he made without fail.

  373. So what if the gifts of reading like the entirety of the Bible

  374. is that you begin to realize that any time it feels like

  375. maybe God is not going to show up, maybe he's not there, maybe

  376. he's not going to come through. We discovered that he's actually

  377. working behind the scenes and setting the pieces in place to

  378. draw hard hearted humans towards himself.

  379. And we see this through God's covenants very clearly.

  380. Like God is the one who initiates this relationship with

  381. Abraham. God is the one who blesses and

  382. multiplies his family. God is also the one who

  383. basically guarantees that a savior will be born from

  384. Abraham's line, which is the the heart of the covenant with

  385. David. It's basically that that a

  386. righteous king will come from his his land and establish peace

  387. on the earth forever. And finally, God is the one who

  388. gives his own Son. To seal the final and the new

  389. covenant where Jesus lays down his life to pay our debts, to

  390. cleanse our sins, and to secure the redemption of this world.

  391. So God is the one who does it all.

  392. So these two takeaways are major.

  393. God has been. God's grace has been present

  394. since the beginning. And because grace is the

  395. foundation, God's plan of redemption is certain.

  396. So do we see how important this is?

  397. Let's look at it another way. So what happens if we don't see

  398. that grace is the foundation? Like what happens if we see

  399. God's plan of redemption as conditional or uncertain?

  400. Maybe it's not going to happen. Well, what likely happens is we

  401. develop an anxious faith, which is an oxymoron.

  402. And yeah, it's a state of contradiction that many of us,

  403. maybe most of us, live out every day.

  404. Like we say that God is our Savior, but then we worry he's

  405. not going to come through for us.

  406. We sing songs that God made a way of redemption for us, and

  407. yet we act like we can't afford to make a mistake.

  408. That acceptance is dependence on our perfection, which actually

  409. makes it harder sometimes to repent and to change.

  410. We pray for God's Kingdom to come on earth as it is in

  411. heaven, but we don't really know if prayer works or that God is

  412. at work. So we strive, we fight to force

  413. certain outcomes sometimes like Abraham did.

  414. So this is a question I had to ask myself this week and then

  415. I'm going to ask you now, which is, are you living from a place

  416. of anxious faith? Is there a part of you that is

  417. afraid that you were too broken for God to accept you, that

  418. maybe he's not able to bring beauty and renewal out of the

  419. ashes in your life? Or is there a part of you that

  420. looks at the brokenness of the world and on some level believes

  421. that if you if we don't fix it, no one will?

  422. When we see the effects of sin in our world and in our hearts,

  423. it's it's kind of automatic that we go into fight or flight mode.

  424. Like we try to run away and ignore our problems because they

  425. feel too overwhelming. Or we try to fix things by force

  426. by like trying to strong arm the world around us into operating

  427. in a way that makes us feel safe.

  428. Does that sound like faith or does that sound like anxiety?

  429. The foundation of our faith is not that we are good enough or

  430. strong enough or faithful enough that that God is.

  431. He's perfect in his goodness, He's limitless in his strength,

  432. He's eternally consistent in his faithfulness.

  433. And in a world full of troubles, This is our source of peace,

  434. that God does not give up on us. God does not start something

  435. that he does not intend to finish.

  436. So in light of who God is, how should we live?

  437. That's our final take away. The story arc of God's

  438. redemption is long, which means that faith requires patience.

  439. So the timeline between God's covenant with Abraham and the

  440. fulfillment of the new covenant through Jesus is about 2100

  441. years. So it's an understatement to say

  442. that God plays the long game. But second, Peter says this.

  443. Do not forget this one thing, dear friends, with the Lord, a

  444. day is like 1000 years and 1000 years is like a day.

  445. The Lord is not slow and keeping His promise as some understand

  446. slowness. Instead, he's patient with you,

  447. not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to

  448. repentance. So if we're going to live a

  449. life, a life of faith, trusting in God's timing and God's way of

  450. doing things, patience is a necessity.

  451. And this is somewhat unfortunate because everything in our modern

  452. world wants to disciple us in the ways of impatience.

  453. We live in an age of constant stimuli and instant

  454. gratification. I feel like I've even noticed

  455. that we seem to want to form our opinions as quickly as possible,

  456. like we want, like immediate and like compelling answers and

  457. solutions, instead of taking the time to develop curiosity or

  458. discernment. Our hurry, our dissatisfaction,

  459. the reckless way we use our words like weapons, our

  460. resistance to the the slowness required to cultivate wisdom.

  461. All of this is the fruit of impatience.

  462. And yet God is patient. He moves slowly because he is

  463. motivated by grace and by love. And if we are followers of God,

  464. why would we try to outpace him? Do we think we can improve upon

  465. God's plan of redemption? Our reckless hurry is kind of

  466. eerily reminiscent of the fall. Like Adam and Eve, we talked

  467. about this last week. Adam and Eve are like eager for

  468. wisdom. They want to become like wise.

  469. They want to become more like God.

  470. But they go about it by opting for a shortcut, like grasping

  471. for control instead of coming to God with their desires.

  472. And at the root of that, grasping for control.

  473. And that kind of impatience is a lie, that God cannot be trusted,

  474. that what God said won't happen, that we have to take matters

  475. into our own hands. A church.

  476. This is the opposite of what it means for God to be a covenant.

  477. Maker forgot to be a God of covenants.

  478. It means that he's so faithful that even though Abraham and

  479. like generations of his descendants onward continue

  480. making mistakes and doubting God and going their own stubborn

  481. way, God still keeps his promise to bless and restore the world.

  482. God has demonstrated time and again that he can be trusted

  483. throughout history and in our own lives.

  484. Recently in my community, the topic of testimonies came up.

  485. So I was reflecting on like testimonies from my own life and

  486. so many of them are about God as a provider, Like God coming

  487. through when I had like a like a desperate financial or practical

  488. need, when I couldn't pay my rent, when my car got totaled by

  489. hit and run, when I needed a job, when I experienced a health

  490. emergency, and the list goes on and on.

  491. And often when I share these stories with people, if I share

  492. them like here on a Sunday, people will be like, oh, well,

  493. you know, wow, like God has worked all these miracles in

  494. your life. It must help you to have so much

  495. faith that he's going to provide for you.

  496. And I'm like, yes, it, it must, right?

  497. Like you would think that it would.

  498. You would think that like the accumulation of all of these

  499. testimonies of God powerfully answering my prayers would mean

  500. that I just like never doubt that he's going to provide for

  501. me. That would make perfect logical

  502. sense if only humans worked that way.

  503. It's it's true that as I've walked with God over the years

  504. that he's worked like 1 miracle after another, that each one

  505. kind of peels back the layers of fear and insecurity that I have

  506. about not having enough. But The thing is like those

  507. fears go really deep. Like deep into my past, deep

  508. into my childhood, deep into places in my life where I wasn't

  509. even like conscious of the decision to be afraid.

  510. Like, I mean, that's kind of a weird way of putting it, but

  511. basically, like those are things that that are deeply rooted in,

  512. in the way that I'm wired. But maybe you can relate.

  513. Maybe there are specific areas that you struggle to trust in

  514. God's faithfulness where even though your head says one thing,

  515. like your gut instinctively reacts with fear, like fear of

  516. failure, fear of rejection, of conflict, of powerlessness, of

  517. being trapped in uncertainty. I have grown a lot and trusting

  518. God to provide and also I still struggle with fear.

  519. But even this is a testimony to God's patience because he didn't

  520. give up on me the first time or the second time or the third

  521. time I doubted him. Like, you know, hey, I've

  522. already shown him faithful. Like if you're going to doubt

  523. me, you're on your own kid. His patience is persistent and

  524. radical. So now as I'm looking to the

  525. future and I'm looking at any area that I'm tempted to fear,

  526. this is the truth that I want to rehearse in my mind.

  527. God has always shown up for me. He is with me now.

  528. He will be with me always. What do I have to fear?

  529. Church? What if that was how we operated

  530. in the world? What if that was how we spoke to

  531. our fears? If when our anxieties are like

  532. clamoring for our attention, we said, my God is a God of

  533. covenants, He keeps his promises.

  534. He is the same yesterday, today, and forever.

  535. So if he was faithful before, he's going to be faithful again

  536. and again and again. Fixating on God's faithfulness

  537. helps us to be patient. Patient for him to work in our

  538. lives, patient for him to heal the brokenness of our world.

  539. Patient for him to rework our patterns of sin and to teach us

  540. to trust him. Because God cannot be anything

  541. but faithful. That is who He is.

  542. But often it is not until we walk toward God that we discover

  543. He's faithful. This is true for Abraham when he

  544. was called kind of out of out of obscurity.

  545. Abraham learned he could trust God when he took a step of

  546. faith. But Abraham first needed to go

  547. and leave his country and his father's house.

  548. He had to actually move toward God and God's promises to

  549. discover that he was walking on a firm foundation that God was

  550. going to keep showing up for him.

  551. So that feels like an invitation for you today to like know God

  552. as a covenant maker and a promise keeper.

  553. I would invite you to move toward him.

  554. And maybe this means turning your back on an old way of

  555. living or thinking. Maybe it means rejecting the

  556. voice of anxiety that like urges you towards grasping for

  557. control. Maybe it means giving up an

  558. idol, like something you sought comfort and purpose in instead

  559. of God. Ask yourself, where am I

  560. doubting in God's faithfulness and what am I trusting in

  561. instead? Like what if I've been willing

  562. to maybe confront or give up in order to follow God in the place

  563. that He wants to take me? Today can be the day that we

  564. take that step in trusting Him and discovering just how

  565. faithful He is.