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The Story | A King Like The Nations

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  1. Well, friends, if we haven't met, my name is Josh.

  2. I have the joy of serving as pastor here at the garden, and

  3. it's great to see you. It's great to be together today.

  4. If you're new here or still kind of checking the garden out and

  5. we have people visiting today from out of town.

  6. We've got people who are new to the city coming in for school.

  7. And I just want to say welcome. We're so glad that you're here

  8. with us. The garden is this kind of

  9. random collection of individuals and communities and families who

  10. are all journeying together, bound together by a common

  11. purpose to increasingly be shaped and formed by the love of

  12. Jesus. And then to extend that love in

  13. the places that we live with the people that we love in our

  14. workplaces, in our homes, in our schools and our families.

  15. And so if that's a journey that is of interest to you, I, I

  16. personally am very biased, but I think it's the most important

  17. journey you could possibly take in your life.

  18. But we'd love to have you with us on that journey to find a

  19. place to connect here. Come grab me or anybody with a

  20. lanyard out in the lobby after our gathering today.

  21. We'd love to to share more about what's going on in the garden or

  22. just meet you help in any way that we can.

  23. Well, this morning we are continuing this series that

  24. we've been in over the last few weeks.

  25. We're coming up on the halfway point in this ten week journey,

  26. which we are very ambitiously attempting to cover all of

  27. scripture. So we're going beginning to end

  28. and and really tracing this one story that that find its home in

  29. a library of books written across languages, cultures, and

  30. even centuries to learn about what the story has to teach us

  31. not only about the world, but also about ourselves and our

  32. lives. Today and this morning

  33. specifically, we're in chapter kind of five of this series,

  34. installment 5, and we're looking at the establishment of the

  35. monarchy. All right, so in this chapter,

  36. we are actually once again talking about the same stuff

  37. that we've been talking about kind of every week in the

  38. series. In week one, we discovered that

  39. humanity was created and invited into this fundamental task to

  40. enjoy God's presence and extend his purposes in the world.

  41. As simple as that. Enjoy God's presence and extend

  42. his purposes. And then in Week 2, we found

  43. that that wasn't enough for us, right?

  44. That, that, that our first parents made the decision to, to

  45. take a shortcut, to seize control, to go their own way,

  46. and in doing so unleashed a wave of disconnection and death.

  47. And so throughout this story that we're tracing, essentially

  48. we're, we're wrestling with week after week the same question.

  49. It's like, can we find our way back to this initial original

  50. design? Will we finally be a people that

  51. can enjoy God's presence and extend his purposes in the

  52. world? And I don't know about any of

  53. you. I nerd about stories.

  54. Has anybody here heard about Joseph Campbell and the hero's

  55. journey and all that? I know we've got a couple of

  56. nerds out here. At least I'm seeing some hands

  57. go up. All right, So if you're

  58. interested not only in stories but also in the architecture of

  59. storytelling, then you read people like Joseph Campbell, who

  60. has this theory that that myths and stories, although they have

  61. all these differences, of course, also share some common

  62. plot points. At least the epic ones do,

  63. right? You've got a hero who, at the

  64. beginning of the story, receives a call to go on an adventure.

  65. Usually along the way, they pick up a guide who supports them in

  66. this adventure. And then eventually, in order to

  67. achieve their goals, they'll have to experience some kind of

  68. death and rebirth. But that's painful.

  69. That's icky. We don't want to do that.

  70. And so through the early chapters of any series, there's

  71. something that which Robert McKee refers to as progressive

  72. complications. And there are plot points in the

  73. story where essentially the hero attempts simple solutions to fix

  74. the problem without actually having to suffer, right?

  75. Can we just quickly fix it, solve it?

  76. You know, can I just take on Darth Vader by myself right now

  77. immediately? Like, can I, can I jump to the

  78. end, please? And these progressive

  79. complications, if you will always fail to resolve the

  80. situation, they're superficial at the end of the day.

  81. And through this kind of a section of the story, what we're

  82. dealing with is really a series of progressive complications,

  83. attempts to solve for the problem that we introduced in

  84. Week 2 without really experiencing the transformation

  85. that is needed. And so we see a kind of a series

  86. of these, what if God wiped out the whole race and just started

  87. fresh with Noah, right? Well, what if God chose one

  88. special family, Abraham's family?

  89. And this is a dew to faith. So maybe it will all work out

  90. like what if, what if God rescued his people and and gave

  91. them a loss? So they they were really clear

  92. on what to do and how to live as the family.

  93. And week after week, of course, we've seen that although these

  94. are attempts are good, they're positive things that humanity

  95. still does not live into its intended design.

  96. We still fail to live as a people who enjoy God's presence,

  97. who trust him and extend his purposes in the world.

  98. And this morning we get to another one of those What if we

  99. just had the right leaders? What if there was just a guy who

  100. was powerful enough and, and responsible enough and, and, and

  101. they could just take care of it for us?

  102. Of course, this doesn't work out so well as we'll see in first

    1 Samuel 8 chapter mention

  103. Samuel chapter 8 and verse 5, we see the people come to the

  104. prophet Samuel and they say to him, appoint a king to lead us,

  105. such as all the other nations have.

  106. Now, if you've been paying attention through this series,

  107. that should raise some red flags for you.

  108. Just last week we talked about God's law that he gave and, and

  109. one of the three purposes, if you'll remember, was to really

  110. create boundaries, right? To create holiness to to

  111. separate God's people who had this unique purpose off from all

  112. of the others. And here it is in this passage

  113. that we find them kind of stressed out and reaching for

  114. the same solution that they see their neighbors engaging in.

  115. Could we just have a king, please?

  116. I I think that would really take care of everything.

  117. In fairness, they were having problems.

  118. In chapters 4 through seven of our texts today, First Samuel,

  119. we find this extended story of conflict with their neighbors to

  120. the South, the Kingdom of Felicity.

  121. In fact, in First Samuel chapter 4 and verse 2, we find that

    1 Samuel 4 chapter mention

  122. there was this big battle and 4000 of the people were killed.

  123. It's a big loss, especially for that time that's like, that's a

  124. lot of people dying. Not only that, but the ark,

  125. which represented the presence of God himself, was captured and

  126. taken away. So you can see why they might be

  127. on edge. You could see that they might be

  128. stressed out for good reason, like things are not going so

  129. well. They want to reach for another

  130. solution, a shortcut if you will, to deliver on the safety

  131. and security that they're longing for.

  132. We read in verse 6 that this displeased Samuel and even more

  133. so, God. They have rejected me as their

  134. king, God says in verse 7, as they have done from the day I

  135. brought them up out of Egypt until this day, forsaking me and

  136. serving other gods. See, the request for a king is

  137. just one more failure in a long line of distrust and

  138. disobedience that we've been seeing play out each week in

  139. this series. And while Israel's lack of

  140. faith, their choice to kind of take a shortcut for comfort and

  141. control is easy to judge from distance, it's a familiar

  142. pattern, isn't it? Like we can relate if we're

  143. honest, right? It's easy to trust God when

  144. everything in your life is going pretty well, right?

  145. When everything is simple, when everything is straightforward,

  146. when the bank account is full and the bills are paid, when

  147. you're in a good relationship, when everything is kind of on

  148. track, trusting God, it's a breeze, right?

  149. And then it hits the fan, right? Things are stressy.

  150. Oh my gosh, the world is on fire.

  151. My life is on fire. Am I ever going to get married?

  152. How am I going to pay these bills?

  153. Am I going to be able to afford a house?

  154. Am I going to be able to get my kid into the school and and the

  155. things go on, right? It's always something.

  156. But when we begin to feel that the stress rising, so too with

  157. it comes this impulse to reach for a shortcut.

  158. And this is what we've been talking about over these past

  159. couple weeks. And so the the the people of

  160. God, the nation of Israel at this point reach for someone, a

  161. figurehead and authority who they think are going to keep

  162. things from going off the rails that that will allow them to get

  163. what they want. We meet their guy in Chapter 9

  164. in the very first verse. It says in Chapter 9 and verse

  165. one that Saul comes from a family of status.

  166. All right, this guy got a resume.

  167. He's got a pedigree. And not only that, check this

  168. out. He was fine.

  169. Scripture goes on to say he was as handsome as a young man as

  170. could be found anywhere in Israel.

  171. Clear swipe right kind of a situation.

  172. This dude was a head taller than everybody else, right?

  173. He's a good looking dude. Like, from the outset, people

  174. look at this guy and they're like, oh, yeah, that's the one.

  175. He's going to look good on a campaign poster.

  176. He's going to be great at the head of this column, right?

  177. When the enemies attack, they're going to see this guy and

  178. they're going to, you know, they're going to have second

  179. thoughts. Like, we're going to be legit

  180. established if we can get this guy.

  181. Of course, there was a problem here beyond the fact that that

  182. God was their king. There was the problem that Saul,

  183. this person that they were choosing entirely lacked

  184. character. Saul was all about the externals

  185. and not at all about the internals.

  186. Saul is vain and insecure. He's cruel and reactive.

  187. He's performative and vindictive, as we see over the

  188. following chapters. Let me be honest with you,

  189. friends, I like when I think about this analogy, it hits me

  190. emotionally. It is upsetting to me because we

  191. just keep doing this, don't we? Like we, we keep looking for a,

  192. a strong man to solve our problems.

  193. Somebody who's going to be out there and is going to take care

  194. of the bad guys, right? Character kind of doesn't really

  195. matter as long as they can beat up those guys and look good in

  196. the process. Maybe that's our God and and the

  197. people of God have so consistently and so historically

  198. and even today are so tragically reaching for these shortcut

  199. solutions that are empty. This is what we see happen in

  200. our text today. They they reach for Saul.

  201. They're not content with God as king.

  202. And so instead they crown a substitute that promises them

  203. comfort and control. This guy is going to going to do

  204. what we want. So we'll line up behind through

  205. the remainder of kind of our message today.

  206. The the main thing that I want you to see, because we've been

  207. looking at humanity's tendency to take the wrong track over and

  208. over, like basically every week in the series is just another

  209. example of us not trusting God. But what I really want to help

  210. you to see this morning is God's response to this, because

  211. candidly, God responds pretty differently than I would have

  212. imagined, pretty differently than I think I would have in

  213. that situation. I mean, how would you expect God

  214. to respond? Like if somebody is like, I'm a

  215. parent, if my kid is pushing me away, saying I'm going to go my

  216. own way, man, particularly to go my own way and do something

  217. that's going to hurt them, harm them, damage other people.

  218. Oh my gosh, like the impulse to, to jump in and to fix it, to

  219. control it, to make sure it doesn't happen.

  220. It's so strong. But that's not what God does.

  221. It's interesting. Look here.

  222. The the first thing that God does is he cautions his people.

  223. He cautions them. This is the text that Amy read

  224. for them or read for us earlier. God basically says, hey, look

  225. out. If you go down this path, it's

  226. going to cause you great harm. This is not going to go how you

  227. want. And in verses 11 through 17,

  228. Samuel doesn't pull any punches. He, he cautions, hey, you're

  229. going to, you're going to appoint a king.

  230. You go down this road, he's going to take your sons.

  231. He's going to take your daughters, your fields, your

  232. vineyards, your grain, your vintage, your servants, your

  233. cattle. You yourselves will become his

  234. slaves. This is a bad move, guys.

  235. Caution, Pump the brakes. Consider this, this, this, this

  236. shortcut that you think is going to give you comfort and control

  237. is actually going to take, take, take, take, take from you until

  238. Samuel explains in verse 17. One day you'll cry out from

  239. relief for relief from the king that you have chosen.

  240. This is the same pattern that we've been seeing week after

  241. week, isn't it? The shortcut we take, the way

  242. that we grasp for control so often as we reach out becomes

  243. exactly the trap that binds us, right?

  244. It becomes the hook, the snare. We try to simply solve things

  245. without trusting God on our way. Maybe I'll just overwork.

  246. Maybe this relationship, it doesn't seem right, but maybe I

  247. could get in there. Maybe if I, you know, if I'm

  248. able to, to move into this neighborhood, maybe if I'm, if

  249. I'm able to get this job. Like we, we try and put so much

  250. weight on all of these different things, just hoping that this,

  251. the secondary thing will primarily solve for what it is

  252. that we're aching for. And so often these things become

  253. a snare to us. That's what we see happen in

  254. this text today. So God, first of all, he

  255. cautions, he says, hey, watch out, this is not good for you.

  256. But then paradoxically, God consents.

  257. He cautions, but then he consents.

  258. In verse 22, we read that he says, listen to them and give

  259. them a king. OK, give the people what they

  260. want. Listen to them, Samuel, Give

  261. them a king. And this is a profound truth.

  262. It's honestly a truth that I might not prefer.

  263. I'm not sure if I want God to show up this way, but he does.

  264. God is not a helicopter parent. God is.

  265. God is not so concerned with us avoiding pain that he swoops in

  266. and interrupts and interjects any time we start down the wrong

  267. course. He speaks truth to us.

  268. He speaks wisdom to us. But when we say, hey, I'm going

  269. this direction, God's like, OK, OK, so God consents.

  270. He, he warns this is what will happen.

  271. He cautions the people, but then he steps back.

  272. He allows them to go their own way.

  273. And sometimes I have to say, like, I think that we think when

  274. God does this that like we're getting away with it.

  275. Apple, the fast one, nobody noticed punishment did not fall.

  276. I'm doing this thing and I know I'm not supposed to be, but like

  277. he didn't get me yet. And friends, I think what God

  278. knows that sometimes we don't believe is that the the wages of

  279. sin is death, as the New Testament says.

  280. And and God doesn't like, he's not mad at us.

  281. He doesn't hate us. He's not out there sitting on a

  282. cloud waiting to to smite us with a lightning bolt like Zeus.

  283. But he does allow us to work that job and cash the paycheck

  284. when it comes due. And so God allows us, he

  285. consents to our decisions and lets us go our own way.

  286. And then this is the third thing that I think is so beautiful and

  287. where we'll spend the rest of our time this morning.

  288. God continues, God cautions, God consents, but he also continues.

  289. And this is a big deal because candidly, if I give you advice

  290. and you blow me off and you're like, whatever.

  291. And you do the exact same thing that I told you not to do.

  292. And I told you it was going to cause this kind of a problem if

  293. you did it. And then, and then you do it

  294. like there's a part of me at least that's like, all right,

  295. serves your right. Like see if I'll give you advice

  296. again, honestly, right? But God, he doesn't retreat, he

  297. doesn't withdraw, he doesn't quit on the relationship.

  298. He continues. All right, so we're going to

  299. zoom out from this very specific section to look at the rest of

  300. the book of Samuel. All right, So Samuel is actually

  301. one book across 2 sections that we know as first and second

  302. Samuel. It's for the very strategic and

  303. important reason of they couldn't make scrolls long

  304. enough for it to be one book. OK, so they made it two books.

  305. So it's it's one story and and this story exists in like a

  306. contrasting portrait. There's 2 kings, the 1st 2 kings

  307. of Israel are portrayed here. We've got Saul, who we've

  308. already met this Guston type character, right?

  309. And then after him, we've got David, David and and and Saul

  310. and David are intentionally opposites.

  311. Saul is proud. David is humble.

  312. Saul is a stud. David is introed in chapter 16

  313. and verse 7 with the declaration that the Lord doesn't look at

  314. things like people look at. People look at the outward

  315. appearance, but the Lord looks on the heart.

  316. I think. I think God just said he has a

  317. great personality. In fact, David is the last

  318. person that you would expect to be king.

  319. He's the youngest of eight. He smells like sheep.

  320. He's scrawny, can't wear the armor.

  321. He's flushed in the face. He's an artist who is overlooked

  322. by even his own father, who when the prophet shows up to appoint

  323. somebody as king, Samuel's like, or, or his dad's like, he can

  324. take care of the sheep like, he's clearly not even in the

  325. running for this. So.

  326. So David is not the person that you would think would be king.

  327. But the contrast continues, right?

  328. Saul is self absorbed and hollow while David is full of faith.

  329. David becomes a much better king, in fact, than Saul,

  330. Israel's best. Under Saul, the warning that

  331. Samuel offers that the king will take, take, take comes true.

  332. There's fear driven oaths that starve his own troops, there's

  333. conscription and control, priests are cut down at Nob and

  334. the nation is just led by insecurity and suspicion in ways

  335. that continue to spiral until he, along with his sons, are

  336. murdered. It's not a good story.

  337. The art crashes out after some early victories pretty hard.

  338. But David, under David, the tribes are gathered, the enemies

  339. are pushed back, justice and righteousness are are actually

  340. administered in a significant degree.

  341. Worship is centered in Jerusalem and and the ark comes home like

  342. Israel begins to get a taste for God's promises and his goodness.

  343. It's not just about his charisma.

  344. Under David, for at least a season, the people really begin

  345. to taste what a shepherd leader for the common good might look

  346. like. And yet.

  347. Big. And yet David too, cracks.

  348. He's not perfect either. David also ends up oppressing

  349. the people. He ends up going sending his

  350. troops to war and staying home. He ends up raping a woman.

  351. He ends up killing her husband. Right.

  352. David's entire family is in shambles.

  353. His Kingdom is shattered, literally broken into.

  354. And this is in some ways like this is the best we got.

  355. This is like an exemplar of a good ruler.

  356. Bummer. Electing the right guy is never

  357. going to solve the problem. And so we see in both of these

  358. portraits a warning, a warning that on its own, even having the

  359. right guys, even even in some ways just outsourcing our

  360. responsibility to be a people who trust God to the right

  361. authority figure who's going to enact the right laws and kind of

  362. fight for control of our country, doesn't work.

  363. It won't take us there. It won't fulfill our original

  364. mandate. Even under David, the cracks are

  365. too much disobedience, distrust leads again to disconnection and

  366. death. And all of this points us to a

  367. truer, a better king that we'll talk about in the coming weeks.

  368. For a couple years in middle school, I I practiced Akido.

  369. She's like, kind of like judo. It's a Japanese martial art

  370. that's characterized by these like non violent techniques that

  371. are designed to control and redirect an opponent's force.

  372. So they come to strike you and you have all these like

  373. flourishing circular movements and things like that, that

  374. theoretically throw the other person and you're safe and the

  375. other person isn't too desperately harmed.

  376. Please don't come try to fight me after the service.

  377. That was a really long time ago and I wasn't that good at it at

  378. the time, but I love this because there's this image, like

  379. I wasn't very good at it, but the, the sensei, the person I

  380. trained under was just incredible.

  381. Like they had this ability. It's like you try to like

  382. everything you try to do every every way you try to get them,

  383. they somehow are able to just take and like kind of redirect

  384. everything, repurpose it in a different direction.

  385. And friends, what a beautiful picture of God.

  386. Like God is like this supernatural sensei, this guy

  387. who constantly is taking our evil, our mess, our distrust,

  388. our disobedience. We're just constantly throwing

  389. things at him. And instead of just being like,

  390. I'm going to punch you in the face and knock you out, he in

  391. his grace somehow like repurposes those things into a

  392. gentle landing. Not too gentle.

  393. It hurts. But he's constantly taking these

  394. forces and, and redeeming them for good.

  395. I think some of us have in our mind this, this image of God as

  396. this distant, far away judge who sits up on the clouds and we're

  397. going through our lives kind of looking over our shoulder,

  398. hoping that we get away with it, hoping that he doesn't come in,

  399. hoping that he doesn't strike us now.

  400. And really, I think God is more like a judoka.

  401. He's more like the guy who takes the use in the story, who

  402. absorbs the punch himself, who takes it and turns the momentum

  403. and somehow finds a way to move it towards good.

  404. What a beautiful picture of how God engages our sin, our

  405. distrust and disobedience are real friends.

  406. When we rebel, it has consequences.

  407. It certainly did for Israel. The fact that God didn't quit on

  408. them, didn't make their journey like great and awesome and

  409. shiny. The Kingdom goes into exile.

  410. We'll talk about that next week, right?

  411. The kings ultimately fail, and there's deep injustice, there's

  412. deep harm. It would have been a crappy time

  413. to live as a person in the state under the Israelite monarchy.

  414. And yet God redeems. God redeems.

  415. See, Israel's monarchy wasn't God's plan a he told them don't

  416. do this. And yet in in his mercy, his

  417. concession did not cancel his covenant.

  418. In his mercy, his concession did not cancel his covenant.

  419. After warning them and cautioning them, he continues to

  420. weave their evil choices into his redemptive plan.

  421. Isn't this crazy like David, who is a hot mess?

  422. I wish we could just like spend the whole time on the story of

  423. David. This this monarchy, while he is

  424. a disaster in some ways, he still images God in others.

  425. And God actually comes to him and says through you and through

  426. your line, I will establish a king who will reign forever.

  427. We're going to get to that in a couple weeks.

  428. God chooses to move on in His plan for humanity redemptively

  429. through bad choices. And thank God for that.

  430. Thank God for that, friends, because I, I don't know your

  431. story, but I do know people and I do know that a lot of us have

  432. done things that we're not proud of.

  433. A lot of us have had moments in our journey where we've made

  434. mistakes. I know I have, and honestly, as

  435. I look back at my own life story, tell you some stories,

  436. but my arrogance, my lust, my grasping for control and

  437. disrespect of my limits, my stubbornness and idealism caused

  438. some harm. I've hurt myself and I've hurt

  439. other people, people that I cared about, people who I wanted

  440. to treat well, who I wanted to good for.

  441. As I look back on my own story, there's there's regret.

  442. There is some grief about the fact that there have been times

  443. in my journey where I have not trusted God.

  444. I have done things my own way in my selfishness and I and other

  445. people have paid the price for that.

  446. There's a grief that I live with because of mistakes that I've

  447. made. Maybe you feel the same way.

  448. Maybe you look at your own life and you're like, yeah, there's

  449. nothing. I don't really talk about the

  450. time I cheated on my partner, that moment where, man, I found

  451. myself in a really wack situation and now I have a

  452. record. Maybe for you it's under the

  453. surface, it's an abortion, it's an addiction.

  454. Maybe it's a divorce. Maybe you were fired from a job

  455. for something that feels legit to you.

  456. Maybe you are trying to navigate and coping with some kind of

  457. mental illness that feels like a judgement.

  458. It makes you feel fragile. It makes you feel disqualified.

  459. But some of our wounds are are moral failing.

  460. Some of them are just life. A lot of them are a combination

  461. of both. But we're people and that means

  462. that we have wounds. We have places in our life where

  463. we were hurt, where things did not go well.

  464. And God, friends, I am so grateful to be able to stand up

  465. here and say, I don't know what wounds you're carrying this

  466. morning, but I do know that we have that we serve a God who

  467. continues. He doesn't bail out on his

  468. people. He doesn't abandoned them even

  469. when they make bad choices, even when they make stubborn bad

  470. choices to fly in the face of the thing that he just told

  471. them. Thank God, because I, I've done

  472. that. Maybe you too.

  473. And so even when the throne falters, the failure itself

  474. becomes a, a signpost towards redemption.

  475. This is our God, like a, like a freaking judo master who will

  476. repurpose your brokenness into beauty, who who heals our wounds

  477. and, and, and actually leverages them for contribution.

  478. One of the things that I get to do, one of my, the favorite

  479. things about my job is I get to help people discern and figure

  480. out what their calling looks like and then walk into it more

  481. fully. And that makes me so happy.

  482. I love doing that. It's so much fun seeing people

  483. light up, come on fire and begin to contribute for the sake of

  484. the common good in light of the Kingdom being a blessing to

  485. others, making a difference in their world.

  486. It's awesome. And you know what I can tell you

  487. based on that, like 9 times out of 10, when somebody really

  488. discovers their calling, not just something that they're good

  489. at, but something that they were made to do in the world, it

  490. comes from a wound. It comes from a wound, like

  491. there's a good thing, but the good thing is attached to a bad

  492. thing because there was some place in your life where you

  493. were hurt, where you were injured, where sometimes the

  494. wounds are self-inflicted. Guys like we, we take these

  495. wrong turns. We, we find ourselves making

  496. mistakes, messing up, and God sometimes somehow comes in

  497. exactly to those places with his grace.

  498. The places of our wounding are precisely the places where God

  499. meets us with his grace, where he restores, where he redeems.

  500. And friends, this is so crucial because often times couple

  501. things. One, we have a tendency to, when

  502. we've done something we know to be wrong, when we've taken a

  503. wrong turn, when we're living directly in the splat right,

  504. we've messed up. To be so ashamed that we won't

  505. let anybody, including God in to begin the healing process, to

  506. just keep hiding and pretending and trying to cope with life as

  507. though we're OK. And as long as nobody notices,

  508. maybe we'll be all right. But it's at these points of

  509. brokenness that God does his most beautiful work.

  510. And then some of us, some of you are already on the other side of

  511. that. You have already experienced

  512. that. You know what I'm saying is true

  513. because that's been true for you.

  514. There was a place of brokenness. There was a place of sin, there

  515. was a place of bondage. And you have been set free.

  516. You have been healed. Praise God for that.

  517. But some of us won't tell anyone because it makes us look bad to

  518. talk about the things that were back.

  519. Like I'm, I am a new man. Let's just talk about that part,

  520. friends. Sometimes we have to be willing.

  521. We have to have the humility to go back to the broken places in

  522. our story and say, hey, this is where I was at.

  523. But God. But God healed me.

  524. But God showed up. But God changed this for me.

  525. But God transformed this for me, friends.

  526. So we have the courage to do that.

  527. See, wounds are the site of God's work.

  528. Wounds are so often a primary site of God's work.

  529. Wounds become the places that calling springs forth from.

  530. It's there that the grace of God grows the most.

  531. This is how Paul puts it. He says God chose the foolish

  532. things of the world to shame the wise.

  533. He chose the weak things to shame the strong, the lowly

  534. things, that is, to shame the despise things, the things that

  535. are not to nullify the things that are so no one can boast

  536. before him. Because when I am weak, then I

  537. am strong. Friends, do you believe that?

  538. Do you receive that? Are you willing to let the grace

  539. of God touch you in that place? Because the story of the

  540. monarchy is a story about a bad decision.

  541. It's a story about distrust and disobedience.

  542. It's a story about outsourcing our vocation to a figurehead

  543. that we think can save us and take care of things and make

  544. everything better, not trusting in God.

  545. But the reality is, is that this message is not just about not

  546. doing that, although don't because it turns out badly.

  547. It's about the times when we have already done that, when we

  548. already find ourselves on the other side of that, where we

  549. already find ourselves in the pit.

  550. And God not only cautions us, he not only allows us to go our own

  551. way, He not only consents, but he also continues with us.

  552. He continues to love us and transform us.

  553. So friends, as we move into a time of response this morning, I

  554. want to ask for you, where does this land for you?

  555. Are you right now in the wrestling of going your own way,

  556. not trusting God? Stop.

  557. I can attest. Come ask me later.

  558. It's it doesn't go well. It doesn't go well.

  559. Maybe you're already there, hearing a story about it.

  560. It's too late. I'm done.

  561. I'm disqualified. God is just getting started with

  562. you. He loves you and wants to redeem

  563. you. You are not too far gone.

  564. If God can use a murderer, A rapist.

  565. If God can use prostitutes, if he can use tax collecting

  566. oppressors, if God can use the stinky fishermen and shepherds,

  567. If God can use the people who are humble and the people who

  568. are mighty. If God can can use anyone who is

  569. willing to be humble without minimizing the harm that they

  570. have done, but also saying there's more to the story, He

  571. can use you too. Are you willing to surrender?

  572. To let Him in? And if you've already got a

  573. story to tell, are you willing to share it?

  574. Are you willing to let others know to give Him the glory and

  575. honor that he's due because of what he has done in your life?