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Jesus Is Greater | The Perfect Sacrifice

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  1. I'm excited to be continuing this series through the Book of

  2. Hebrews. As we've been looking at our

  3. series, Jesus is Greater. Over the past few weeks we've

  4. been tracing the argument of the Book of Hebrews.

  5. Jesus is greater than the angels, and because he's the

  6. perfect representation of God, we we know what God is like and

  7. we can have hope. Jesus is greater than Moses and

  8. so we can persevere and enter the rest, not get stuck in the

  9. wilderness. Jesus is greater than the

  10. Levitical priests we Caleb talked about last week, and so

  11. we can boldly enter into God's own presence.

  12. But all of this raises an important question for us, a

  13. question that we finally get to this week, which is how does

  14. Jesus actually make access to God's presence possible?

  15. How does Jesus make access to God's presence possible?

  16. And in Hebrews Chapter 9, we find the answer to this

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  17. question. Our text this morning explains

  18. why Jesus sacrifice matters, what it accomplishes for you and

  19. for me today. We read here in Hebrews Chapter

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  20. 9 and verse 12 that Jesus did not enter by means of the blood

  21. of goats and calves, but he entered the most holy place once

  22. for all by his own blood, thus obtaining eternal redemption.

  23. All right, well, I want to offer a bit of a content warning this

  24. morning before we dive in guys. We are talking about sacrifice

  25. today, we're going to talk about blood.

  26. And I think that your internal disgust sensors may get

  27. triggered a few times. So if you're a little squeamish,

  28. I don't know what to do. I'm sorry.

  29. But I just wanted to prepare us because one of the challenges

  30. that we face here in Hebrews Chapter 9 is, is honestly a

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  31. challenge that we face throughout this series, which is

  32. navigating the, the enormous gap culturally between the text of

  33. Hebrews, the assumptions, the problems, the solutions that are

  34. offered in our life and world today.

  35. There are some very big differences between how they

  36. imagined the world and how they navigated things and what's also

  37. true for us. But I believe that bridging this

  38. gap is going to be so helpful if we can understand it.

  39. All right, to dive in and get us started.

  40. Like I said, we're talking about, we're talking about dead

  41. animals today. All right, by show of hands, how

  42. many of you, this is not a there's it's not a gotcha

  43. question. How many of you have consumed

  44. meat products in your lifetime? OK, the vast majority of us,

  45. some people have not, no problem.

  46. All right, how many of you have not only consumed meat products,

  47. but whether you have or not have actually witnessed physically

  48. impersonate animal being slaughtered?

  49. OK, we have a few hands. Some people grew up on farms.

  50. I knew this to be true. But it's a there's a big gap

  51. between those two numbers. And the first one, it's the vast

  52. majority of the auditorium. And the second one, it's only a

  53. few people. And this speaks to the distance

  54. that we have today between kind of the food that we eat, the

  55. animals that we interact with as food and what actually happens

  56. to get them to our plates. I think my daughter understands

  57. chicken to come from the grocery store, right?

  58. It's like it's not very clear how how that delivery mechanism

  59. happens for us. And, and to think of an animal

  60. being killed for many of us, for me, in my fragile little

  61. stomach, it kicks out. I'm like, oh, that's, that's

  62. terrible. That's awful.

  63. There's a lack of familiarity. But this lack of familiarity

  64. would not be true for the 1st century recipients of the letter

  65. to the Hebrews. These people grew up in an

  66. agricultural setting. Food preparation and delivery

  67. was part of their life. If they had been asked for a

  68. show of hands, every hand would have gone up.

  69. They were all familiar with animal slaughter, not just as

  70. part of the sacrificial system. But even beyond the the lack of

  71. familiarity with the death of animals, there's another thing

  72. that makes this text this morning especially foreign,

  73. especially difficult for us to inhabit.

  74. Like what is going on? Why sacrifice?

  75. Sacrifice is such a weird concept to us.

  76. And I think it's not just that blood is gross, although most of

  77. us probably feel that way. Unless you, like, work in an

  78. operating room or something. It's also the idea, which is

  79. latent in this text, that blood could actually be an agent of

  80. cleansing. That blood could the application

  81. of blood could make things cleaner rather than more dirty

  82. and even under that the fact that there is a pollution that

  83. is moral in nature and needs to be solved for the the the Hebrew

  84. audience of this letter had an entirely different mental map of

  85. the world. We see this here, though,

  86. clearly in Hebrews Chapter 9 and verse 13.

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  87. Looking back, the writer here says the blood of goats and

  88. bulls, the ashes of a heifer sprinkled on those who are

  89. ceremonially unclean, sanctify them so that they are outwardly

  90. clean. All right, I'm not going to do

  91. this, but if I were to take a bowl of blood and sprinkle it on

  92. everybody this morning, right, I don't think that would go over

  93. well. You guys would be super freaked

  94. out. Most of you would leave and

  95. never ever come back, right? We would not intuit or

  96. experience that as an act of cleansing in any way.

  97. But for the 1st century audience, that made perfect

  98. sense. And, and it was not only because

  99. of a different intuition around blood, it was actually also a

  100. moral imagination that differed from ours around sanctity.

  101. See, the original audience of this letter thought about

  102. morality very significantly in terms of purity and pollution.

  103. In terms of purity and pollution categories that do not function

  104. for us in the West, at least largely.

  105. Although we do have some trace intuitions of these things, even

  106. if we often don't have the lens or the language to help make

  107. sense of our intuition. More content warning, we're

  108. going to be gross for a second. All right, How do you feel about

  109. the following ideas? I want you to name what comes up

  110. for you. The idea of going out in the

  111. lobby and just snacking on the communion elements.

  112. What kind of idea comes up? What kind of feeling is

  113. generated? Not cool, not cool.

  114. Anybody else? All right, we have a little bit,

  115. we have a little sanctity imagination around communion

  116. elements. How about how about having sex

  117. on somebody's grave? Not cool.

  118. No, no, no. Not cool.

  119. As as a judgement. I agree.

  120. Not cool. But what's the feeling that

  121. comes up for us? Gross.

  122. Disrespectful. Yeah, like Dick, Right.

  123. How about how about sorry, guys? How about eating a pet that has

  124. died from natural causes? Yeah, You feel it right here.

  125. That's awful, right? It's it's gross, it's

  126. disgusting. It generates in us this, this

  127. like, but often we struggle to explain where that is coming

  128. from. See, for us in the West, we are

  129. what Jonathan Height called weird.

  130. We are weird, which means we are western, we are educated, we are

  131. industrialized, we are rich and we are democratic.

  132. And, and within the moral framework that we live, we think

  133. mostly about like care and harm and fairness.

  134. We like, well, did it hurt someone else?

  135. Nope, no one was hurt. Was it unjust or unfair?

  136. Did it like distribute things unequally between people?

  137. Nope, I guess not. These are the categories that

  138. our our moral intuitions have been trained to think of.

  139. And these are good categories. But what height in an

  140. anthropological study of different kinds of moral

  141. intuitions determined is there's actually 6 moral foundation, 6

  142. different almost like taste receptors for morality and and

  143. weird folk. Western industrialized,

  144. educated, rich democratic people tend to focus very heavily on a

  145. couple of them and almost not have the others at all.

  146. So although we do have traces of this, like disgust that comes up

  147. when we think about something, often times we lack the language

  148. to make sense of what's happening.

  149. We don't understand it. And that's a real limitation.

  150. We're going to get to why it's a limitation that the text

  151. addresses in a minute, but this, this foundation is what height

  152. would describe as the Sanctity Foundation.

  153. The Sanctity Foundation imagines the world it imagines, spaces it

  154. around, imagines things on a scale from pollution to purity.

  155. The higher something is, the more the more righteous it is,

  156. the more spiritual it is, the more beautiful it is, the more

  157. good and holy it is. The lower on the scale something

  158. is, the more corrupt, the more base, the more carnal, the more

  159. defiled. And when you pollute sacred

  160. things, when there's something that should be up here and you

  161. defile it, you contaminate it, right?

  162. We get this Ugg feeling, this disgust feeling This is that's

  163. not, that's not how you're not supposed to do that.

  164. We only have a few traces of this moral intuition for most of

  165. us here in the West of this, the Sanctity Foundation that are

  166. really operative examples like I just named, which I will not

  167. belabor because they're gross. But for the 1st century people

  168. reading this letter, this was a primary way in which they

  169. thought about the world. As we look at and approach the

  170. Hebrew Bible, we see everywhere they wouldn't have had the the

  171. the sociological language for this, but we see this intuition

  172. about the sacred, the pure and the impure, about keeping things

  173. separate and segregated, about avoiding contact with things

  174. that are impure. This was a central logic for how

  175. they made sense of the world. This is how the Scripture talks

  176. about the world very often. One of the ways throughout the

  177. Old Testament, it wasn't simply that sin was unfair.

  178. It wasn't simply that it harmed other people.

  179. It was also perceived as a moral pollution, a kind of stain that

  180. could be generated and it could contaminate people and places

  181. and things, right, even things that weren't morally culpable.

  182. And this pollution meant that purity or holiness could not be

  183. present. So, so God, who is the ultimate

  184. pure, could not be contaminated, could not be defiled by the

  185. impurity generated by sin and generated by, in sin, by sinful

  186. polluted people in the logic of Scripture.

  187. There was, however, a way to decontaminate things that had

  188. become polluted, and this way of decontaminating things, which we

  189. see here in the text this morning was by way of blood, was

  190. by way of blood. In my research for the sermon

  191. this morning, I learned something new, something I did

  192. not know, which was I don't know why there's so many things that

  193. are distressing. In the sermon today I learned

  194. that that that we are within one mile of Ebola right now.

  195. Did you know that? I did not know that a Boston

  196. University here in the South End operates what's called a BSL 4

  197. laboratory. OK, Now, I didn't know anything

  198. about laboratories before I did a deep, deep dive on this.

  199. But, but a BSL 4 laboratory, if you work in scientific space,

  200. you know, is like a big deal. There's like 15 of them in the

  201. whole country. And we have one right here in

  202. the South End, like a mile from here.

  203. And so if the scale goes from 1:00 to 4:00, OK.

  204. And if one is like your high school biology classroom where

  205. you're supposed to like wash your hands and wear gloves,

  206. right? A4 means Ebola.

  207. It means like if contamination gets out, it is catastrophic,

  208. right? Things are very seriously

  209. contained. So.

  210. So if you go to the national emerging infectious disease

  211. laboratories here in the South End, but what you're not allowed

  212. to do, right? Because obvious.

  213. But what you would be met with is a very stringent set of

  214. security. There are barriers upon barriers

  215. upon barriers. Like the first thing you go when

  216. you go on the website is a video describing all of the security

  217. protocols. There are a lot and even beyond

  218. the security protocols to make sure that like you are the

  219. clearance trained, vetted, verified iris scan person who is

  220. allowed into this space. There are also all kinds of

  221. purification measures, right, to make sure that that that things

  222. don't become contaminated that aren't supposed to, right?

  223. You have to go through airlocks. You put on this this suit that I

  224. didn't understand the name of, but it's basically like a space

  225. suit that attaches you to like air from the building instead of

  226. your own breath or the oxygen around you.

  227. You have to shower like there's a chemical shower on the way

  228. out. There's like all of these

  229. different processes and procedures to make sure that

  230. that which is pure cannot be contaminated by that which is

  231. unpure, right? That there can't be cross

  232. contamination across these things.

  233. And I think that's actually a really good image of what we see

  234. here in Hebrews Chapter 9 in the Tabernacle.

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  235. The Tabernacle was basically a B SL4 lab.

  236. It was a place with many barriers and restrictions to

  237. make sure that that was, which was impure did not come in

  238. contact with that which was pure, because there would be

  239. devastating consequences if it did.

  240. If you were an Israelite man or woman in the back when the

  241. Tabernacle was around, I don't remember which century, right,

  242. and you sinned, you would come to the Tabernacle at the center

  243. of the camp for purification. You might bring with you a goat

  244. or a lamb as an offering. And and as you came to the

  245. center of the camp, you'd find this, this structural wall,

  246. something unusual in a tent encampment, right?

  247. A wall with gates guarded by priests.

  248. You know, you'd report what your business was and enter in and,

  249. and probably even before you passed through the gates, man,

  250. you would be like hit in the face with the smell, blood and

  251. smoke. It would smell like a cookout.

  252. That best, probably worse than that.

  253. Rotting flesh, burning coals, smoke going up.

  254. See, because many times every day as soon as you got through

  255. this gate, you would encounter this massive 7 1/2 foot square,

  256. chest high bronze altar had a coal fire that was burning

  257. continuously. And day after day, lamb after

  258. lamb, goat after goat, cow after cow would be sacrificed on this

  259. altar, burned up and consumed. And if you had brought an

  260. offering on that day, you would bring it in.

  261. You would come up, you'd approach a priest.

  262. When it was your turn, they would ask you to, to place your

  263. hands on the head of the animal. This was a sign or a symbol that

  264. the contamination, the pollution which was now present in your

  265. body, was being passed into, was being delegated to this animal.

  266. And then the priest in a, in a, in a swift motion with a sharp

  267. knife, would slit the animal's throat.

  268. Blood would gush out and be caught in a bucket just

  269. underneath the animal's jugular vein.

  270. The blood would be taken. The priest would take that

  271. blood, would stick his fingers in it and wipe it on one of the

  272. horns protruding from each corner of the altar.

  273. The rest of the blood would be spilled out at the base.

  274. This happened every time you committed some kind of a

  275. transgression. Like regularly all the time,

  276. every day. This was happening at the center

  277. of the camp. Like you maybe have seen that

  278. model of a Tabernacle somewhere in like your old study Bible

  279. that has the pictures of the back.

  280. But this was not like some pristine place.

  281. It was more like a slaughterhouse.

  282. Every day, animal after animal was killed and burned and burned

  283. on the altar. And sometimes if it wasn't an

  284. individual, the the, the purification right went even

  285. further right. If a leader in the community

  286. send a priest or, or the, the, the community as a whole, the

  287. purification, the sprinkling of blood would extend not just to

  288. the altar surface there, but inside the actual tent of

  289. meeting the, the, the central space where the presence of God

  290. dwelt. Within that tent there were two

  291. chambers, an outer chamber which hosted the menorah, the altar of

  292. incense, the table of showbread. And then there was an inner

  293. chamber with the ark of the covenant, the place where the

  294. manifest presence of God would dwell for a big sin, essentially

  295. for a big contamination, a big pollution, they would go and

  296. actually sprinkle inside the outer chamber.

  297. And then once a year, only once a year, there would be a special

  298. ceremony on the Day of Atonement when the high priest himself,

  299. having bathed and cleaned, offered a sacrifice for himself

  300. wearing these these white robes denoting purity, would take that

  301. blood and enter into, push back the heavy curtain and pass

  302. through into the holiest place where the priest would would

  303. sprinkle that blood on the mercy seat, the place where God's

  304. manifest presence dwelt. Why do you go to all these

  305. lengths to explain everything that's happening in the

  306. Tabernacle, Josh? Well, here's the deal.

  307. I think this is what this passage is trying to point us

  308. towards, that the weight that was felt by the original

  309. audience of Hebrews that would not be felt by most of us today.

  310. See, what they got on an intuitive level was that sin was

  311. a big deal, Like that pollution, that offense against God.

  312. Was it a serious thing? It wasn't to be trifled with.

  313. It wasn't trivial. It was costly.

  314. It was economically painful, it was morally painful, and there

  315. was a heavy high cost to creating purification for

  316. allowing the presence of God to stay with his people.

  317. It took a lot, dozens of animals a day on on the the high holy

  318. days, Josephus records thousands of animals in multiple rotations

  319. being slaughtered in the Tabernacle or in the temple, all

  320. so that God could be with his people.

  321. And this wasn't just about cleansing the people are

  322. forgiving sin. It was about purifying the space

  323. that allowed for this external contact between God and humans.

  324. And then we get to Jesus. Then we get to Jesus because

  325. despite all of the cost, the gravity of this situation, it

  326. was, according to Hebrews Chapter 9, not all that

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  327. effective. It didn't do everything that was

  328. really wanted and needed. This was demonstrated by the

  329. fact that the the the purification achieved was always

  330. tenuous, like the fire of God's presence, just like Ebola was.

  331. Like if you accidentally missed a step, you could get wiped out.

  332. Aaron's sons. We see Nadab and ABBA who bring

  333. unauthorized incense to the altar at one point and are

  334. consumed by fire from the altar. Right.

  335. Aza reaches out to steady the Ark of the Covenant and touch

  336. that place that represents the Holy Manifest Presence of God,

  337. and is struck dead on the spot. This gap was so severe that any

  338. breach, just like at the lab here in the South end, like any

  339. breach, incidental or not, was treated with deathly

  340. seriousness. It had to be perfectly

  341. maintained, and it had to be constantly maintained because

  342. the people were always adding more pollution.

  343. There was always more sin. The purification was always

  344. incomplete. The daily sacrifices were

  345. actually a confession of the system's limits.

  346. This is what Hebrews 1011 says. It says that all these

  347. sacrifices can never take away sin.

  348. Hebrews 10/3 says the sacrifices actually became an annual

  349. reminder of sin. They didn't permanently fix the

  350. problem. They just made us all really,

  351. really aware of the problem. They were a Band-Aid.

  352. They were a stopgap at best. This whole continuously running,

  353. elaborate, expensive system still didn't do what was wanted

  354. and needed. Enter Jesus.

  355. We read here in Hebrews Chapter 9 and verse 11 that Jesus comes

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  356. as high priest to offer a sacrifice.

  357. And the writer compares what Jesus does to the work of the

  358. ancient Tabernacle. Point by point and in every

  359. step, he shows us that what Jesus accomplishes is an

  360. upgrade. Jesus is better.

  361. Jesus is greater. First off, Jesus enters a better

  362. Tabernacle. In verse 11, we read that the

  363. Tabernacle that Jesus enters at his death is not the physical

  364. Tabernacle or temple in Palestine.

  365. Instead, it is a Tabernacle not made with human hands.

  366. Basically, what the writer of Hebrews is explaining to us is

  367. that the Tabernacle and temple that his audience would be

  368. familiar with was not the real one.

  369. It was a replica. It was a model.

  370. The real Tabernacle, the real temple, exists in the heavenlies

  371. in a space in God's presence with his throne.

  372. That is the real place of God's manifest presence, and it is to

  373. that place the Jesus ascends. Not only that, but Jesus not

  374. only ascends into a better Tabernacle, but he offers a

  375. better sacrifice. In verse 14, the text explains

  376. that the Jesus sacrifice isn't the blood of bulls and goats.

  377. He's not just sacrificing animals.

  378. Rather, he sacrifices himself, his own blood.

  379. This was something that the Levitical priest could never

  380. accomplished, like he couldn't offer himself.

  381. Then sacrifices would be done. But Jesus offers Himself, and we

  382. read it here in Hebrews 9 that it was once for all that He

  383. could do it permanently and eternally.

  384. It went further than the Old Covenant sacrifices were able to

  385. do because it was forever. Not only that, we see here in

  386. Hebrews Chapter 9 that this sacrifice in the Old Covenant

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  387. was just an external cleansing, like it allowed for general

  388. proximity, but there were still all of these airlocks.

  389. There were still all of these barriers.

  390. If you were a commoner, like the outer court was as close as you

  391. were going to get. But Jesus comes and we read here

  392. that He in verse 13 cleanses us inwardly in our conscience.

  393. Hebrews 10/14 says by 1 sacrifice he is made perfect

  394. forever. Those who are being made holy.

  395. 1010 says we have been made holy through the sacrifice of the

  396. body of Jesus Christ. Once for all.

  397. Jesus sacrifice accomplishes that which this elaborate

  398. intensive system never could. The purity goes further and

  399. lasts longer. I love this image that the

  400. Gospels all give us through all the synoptics.

  401. This image of the curtain tearing.

  402. In Matthew 27, we see that as Jesus died, the curtain in the

  403. temple, right? This place that separated the

  404. holy place from the holy of holies, the place of God's

  405. manifest presence. What happens?

  406. It tears, and it tears from the top down.

  407. It's ripped in two. What is God doing and saying?

  408. He's saying that for the first time now and forever.

  409. The airlock is done right. The distance is obliterated.

  410. You don't have to go through a priest.

  411. You don't have to go through a sacrifice that the cost has been

  412. paid once for all. You have unfettered, direct

  413. access to God. It's ripped in half.

  414. It's ripped in half. Never to be re sewn, never to be

  415. put back together. Not just for the priests, but

  416. for all. God says I welcome you.

  417. I invite you into my presence. Why?

  418. Because the purification that always needed to happen over and

  419. over and over again now is finished.

  420. It's done once for all. We, through the blood of Jesus

  421. are made pure. This is so powerful.

  422. If you've done any gardening in the city of Boston, you know

  423. that usually we plant in these raised beds, right?

  424. Anybody familiar with that? We have these beds that protrude

  425. out of the ground that, that we, you know, put a base on them and

  426. pour some soil in them. And then we grow our tomato

  427. plants or our basil or our cumin or whatever in these, in these

  428. raised beds, right? And probably, you know, but

  429. maybe you don't. Why do we do that?

  430. The reason is lead poisoning, right?

  431. If you take your tomato plant and you just put it in the

  432. ground, you're likely to be eating a good bit of poison with

  433. those tomatoes, which you probably don't want to do,

  434. right? And the reason for that is like,

  435. of course, everybody's houses were painted in lead paint.

  436. And then that paint got scraped off over time, like chips came

  437. off. I'm sorry if I'm triggering

  438. somebody right now who's just realizing this for the first

  439. time. This was not supposed to be a

  440. public safety announcement. But the lead over time through

  441. the paint, like leeches into the ground, right, becomes part of

  442. the soil. You don't see it.

  443. You don't know it's there unless you take a test.

  444. But if you go plant your plant in the ground and it grows that

  445. the plant pulls and and those fruit are rotten, right?

  446. They look good on the outside, but they're poisoned on the

  447. inside. But there's something you can do

  448. about this, right? You can do soil remediation and

  449. soil remediation is, is planting a certain certain kinds of

  450. plants. You know, sunflowers are in this

  451. crop. Like, there's some others as

  452. well. I'm not really a gardener, so

  453. you should ask Google or somebody else about which crops

  454. are best if you're trying to do this.

  455. This is not a how to wiki. But the point is, is that those

  456. those plants will actually suck up the lead poison from the

  457. ground, right? They'll bring it in through

  458. their root systems. They'll ingest it into

  459. themselves and then the space will be made pure.

  460. The pollution will be done away with.

  461. Friends, this is what Jesus does for us.

  462. He takes the pollution which has contaminated our lives and our

  463. homes and our families and our relationships.

  464. Not just the the moral injuries and the infractions that that

  465. the actual direct sin, but but even the things that have been

  466. done to us, Jesus brings them into himself and heals them.

  467. And friends, this is, I think, so important for us because

  468. we've been talking a lot of theology this morning, Old

  469. Testament historical stuff. But here's what I know because

  470. I'm a pastor and I have lots of conversations with you and a lot

  471. of other people. I know shame is a problem for

  472. us. I know that a lot of us walk

  473. around in life feeling like we have a giant stain on our shirt

  474. and everybody can see it. You ever been there?

  475. I remember going to a wedding, having a great time, took my

  476. jacket off and somebody's like, did you realize you have a

  477. massive stain on your sleeve? I was like, I had no idea that

  478. was there this whole time. I feel so embarrassed.

  479. But some of us are walking through life this way, right?

  480. We, you know, we, we've asked Jesus for forgiveness.

  481. We've repaired some things in our relationships.

  482. Maybe we're doing OK on the outside, but no matter what we

  483. kind of tell ourselves, our self talk, we just feel like

  484. something is rotten in us. There's a part of us that we

  485. hate and are disgusted by. And I'm not trying to to layer

  486. on this for anybody here. This is not about putting this

  487. on you. It's more about helping you to

  488. notice if actually this is your experience right now.

  489. Like, are you carrying something that you walk with as a stain,

  490. right? Something that makes you

  491. unworthy, that makes you undeserving of belonging, of

  492. love? Maybe it's something you did

  493. this time in your life where you really hurt somebody that you

  494. loved. Maybe you had an abortion.

  495. Maybe this morning you are a victim of sexual assault.

  496. Maybe you have a hidden addiction in your life that's

  497. eating at you, gnawing at you. Maybe you just grew up with

  498. expectations from your parents, maybe from yourself that you

  499. haven't lived up to, you haven't met and you know it inside.

  500. And you carry around this deep sense of like, I am a disaster.

  501. I'm not good enough. I'm not worthy.

  502. There's something wrong with me. And, and you know, it's this is

  503. not about making all of these things that I named the same.

  504. They're not, it's not about like you doing something bad.

  505. Maybe you did something bad. Maybe you did absolutely nothing

  506. bad and you know that you did something nothing bad.

  507. Like, you know, it wasn't your fault, but you still feel it,

  508. like you still carry around that this feeling of stain, this

  509. feeling of shame, this feeling of impurity.

  510. There's a sense that lives in your body, that something that

  511. was sacred, something that was beautiful, something that was

  512. good, something that deserves to be held in this way was was was

  513. defiled, was corrupted, was polluted.

  514. And you haven't even had the language for it because you keep

  515. telling yourself, I didn't do anything bad.

  516. I didn't hurt anybody. I wasn't unfair.

  517. But you still feel off. You haven't been able to get

  518. past it, friends. My point today is that Jesus

  519. cleanses us, right? My point is not even whether

  520. like, you should feel that way or should not feel that way,

  521. right? Whether there was a moral

  522. injury, was it was your fault? None of that.

  523. My point is that even in the polluted spaces, even in the

  524. spaces where we carry around that shame, that pain, that

  525. hurt, that self judgment, that self hatred, that Jesus died to

  526. purify those spaces. Exactly.

  527. His blood is a cleansing agent that, if you will let it, will

  528. heal the wounds that can free you and touch you and not just

  529. reconcile you relationally, but actually make you holy, make you

  530. pure. I love how the text here puts it

  531. in this one verse that I'm not going to be able to find now.

  532. It says that Jesus makes us holy and then we are becoming holy,

  533. right? There's a tension there, like it

  534. hasn't all the way manifest. Sometimes we look at ourselves

  535. and we're like, yeah, I don't have it all cleaned up yet.

  536. I'm still doing the polluting things.

  537. I know that I am. I'm still hanging under the

  538. cloud. But what this text guarantees us

  539. is that the blood of Jesus is big enough, that the curtain has

  540. been torn, that we are welcomed in, that we have access to the

  541. very presence and love of the Father because of Jesus.

  542. Friends, this is my invitation to you this morning as we move

  543. into a time of reflection and response.

  544. What would it look like for you to allow the sacrifice of Jesus,

  545. to allow the blood of Jesus to meet you, to heal you, to purify

  546. you exactly in those places that you have deemed unforgivable,

  547. polluted, defiled, untouchable? You don't need to continue to

  548. perform a bunch of sacrifices like you don't need to keep

  549. trying to get it right, trying to figure it out, trying to

  550. hustle your way or righteous your way or work your way into

  551. the presence of God. Like you were never going to get

  552. through OK? Like we were never going to be

  553. good enough that we could access His presence.

  554. All we have to do this morning is to receive the gift of His

  555. sacrifice and look for you. Maybe this morning you're at a

  556. point in your your faith walk where you've never really done

  557. that, or at least never done it on that level, or you've had

  558. awareness of Jesus. You know the gospel story, but

  559. you haven't really ever said like, I want this for me

  560. friends, the invitation stands before you.

  561. The curtain stands rent, the pathway is open.

  562. All you have to do is enter in.