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8th October 2023 All Aged All Nation Service - Resistance is Necessary

An Inspiring Word from RCF, Egham, Runnymede,

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  1. When doing everybody, Yes, Julie is right, we had a nice holiday.

  2. You might say that's good for you. Do you know what I just

  3. want to I know people have been praying for me, and I didn't realize

  4. how flat out I was running in September. I'll be honest with you.

  5. I had to mark letter. You had to mark some dissertations too, but

  6. I had to mark sixteen dissertations. That's a quarter of a million words.

  7. And I don't like reading. Yeah, plus doing a job, plus church,

  8. plus other stuff going on. And I don't think I realized just how

  9. full on stuff was until I got on a holiday and then I put my

  10. feet up. I thought, I'm not going to normally on holiday. For

  11. the last two and a half years, I've opened my work email just once

  12. in a while, just to make sure there's nothing boiling up. I tried

  13. to open my email on Monday and it wouldn't connect to the internet, so

  14. I thought, okay. On Tuesday, I thought, do you know what,

  15. I'm not going to look at it. So I messaged my boss and

  16. said, I'm not looking at email all week. Just see you know,

  17. if you need to get hold of me, text me because otherwise I'm not

  18. going to know. And I have one message in the whole week, and

  19. that was a simple thing to solve. But we press into a series now

  20. in October called resistance, and I want to say this morning, resistance is

  21. necessary. When resistance occurs, there is friction, and when there's friction,

  22. there's heat. And we've all experienced being in a hot place at different times,

  23. at a circumstance where heat has suddenly built up. Suddenly we feel resistance.

  24. Suddenly we feel there's something stopping us moving forward. You ever got into

  25. a car and not taken the handbreak off. A modern day car will start

  26. bleeping at you, but slightly older cars they wouldn't. And you'd be driving

  27. along thinking this doesn't feel quite right. Until you look down and there's a

  28. red light on your You think, oh, I haven't take my handbreak off,

  29. and you take your hand break off and off you go. Now I

  30. can tell you there would probably have been a little bit of a burning smell

  31. or a warm smell because you're driving with the brakes on. Now you might

  32. think that I was going to go down the route of resist the devil.

  33. That's not where I'm going. I'm going to save that for somebody else later

  34. on in the month. I want to press into resist peer pressure. I

  35. want to press into resist peer pressure, resist false expectation. And I really

  36. as I had prepared something, but I want to step way beyond where I

  37. was planning to go. I want to start with a prophetic illustration and the

  38. Cherryans, please forgive me. I just feel I want to do this.

  39. So I'm going to start with Cherry and would you come and stand at the

  40. front here and just face the church. Cherry and joined us on Easter Sunday.

  41. And the day he joined us, he came by bike and his bike

  42. got stolen and he said, do you know what I know, I'm in

  43. the right place. That was resistance and Cherryan was here on his own and

  44. he probably didn't kind of feed himself as healthy as he should have done.

  45. Is that correct? Yeah? Okay, confession time, confession time, But

  46. do you know what I'm looking for? Debbie. I'm sorry, Debbie in

  47. a moment. In a moment, because the next person I want to bring

  48. up is Joel. Joel, I want you to stand in front of Dad.

  49. Okay, you're going to stand in front of that, because you know,

  50. without these rescue We're going to bring them all up in a moment.

  51. But you know, actually, Joel stepped into a new place this week.

  52. He stepped into a new place because he's gone to school. He's God opened

  53. an opportunity for him to go to school. He's got a place in school

  54. House School Joel good. Yes, yeah, but do you know what,

  55. he's probably feeling a bit of resistance, not because people don't like him,

  56. because it's all new. And whenever we have new stuff going on, we

  57. feel there's resistance because we have to push through. We have to push through,

  58. and if we don't push through, we won't get anywhere. If we

  59. stand still on wait for the door to open. Sometimes we need to go

  60. and knock on the door. Sometimes we need to open the door. And

  61. that's what I know these guys are doing. And that God just gave me

  62. this as I was worshiping this morning. Because Joel's pressing through now, he's

  63. every day's new. I would imagine tomorrow you'll be doing something you haven't done

  64. before. That'll be something new, do you know what? And now let's

  65. bring up some support. So Debbie, would you come next to and stand

  66. with your husband? You know, because I know you're pressing into some job

  67. interviews at the moment, and we're believing for that, you know, and

  68. there's resistance. There's stuff going on. But do you know what, I

  69. wanted to bring them all up, so I hope you come as well now

  70. because we're believing for school, place for hope. We're not going to leave

  71. hope out and you know, but what I want to illustrate is, you

  72. know, there's there's stuff going on, and we can all relate to this.

  73. We can all relate to these guys and their journey, but I want

  74. to relate to your journey too, because we're all dealing with stuff. I

  75. think I'm right in saying there was only one space in your school, jol

  76. Is that right? There was only one place and it was in year three?

  77. Which year are you in Verreeer? Three? So okay, God opens

  78. the door, and God's going to open the door for you, Hope.

  79. God are going to open the place for you in school in this area,

  80. not somewhere distant, in this area. And Debbie, God has a job

  81. for you too. God has a job for you. But do you know

  82. what I wanted to share with you as you are pressing through this, you're

  83. probably feeling the heat. You're probably here feeling the heat as a family.

  84. You're feeling resistance. You're saying, why is it not happening quicker? And

  85. I felt God say to me, it's my sequence, it's my order.

  86. This is not the enemy's standing against you. I have a sequence. And

  87. the youngest he's going face. You came first, ad, you set the

  88. platform. Then Joel's being released into his destiny. Then Hope will be released

  89. into her destiny, and then Debbie, and then a home that you can

  90. call home as opposed to a place that you're just staying. And I sense

  91. you're feeling the heat. I sense you feel it. Sometimes you wake up

  92. in the middle of the night and you're stressed because you're thinking Cherry in particularly,

  93. you're thinking, did I do the right thing? And I sense that

  94. God says you did the right thing. You're in the right place, you're

  95. doing the right thing, and so don't stand back, but do it together.

  96. Do you know what this is a unit? This is a resistance unit.

  97. Now, if you want to send if you want to send a group

  98. of soldiers into enemy territory, you do it as a team. They don't

  99. do it on their own, and they're well trained. And these guys are

  100. well trained, they pray together. I went into their in the room whilst

  101. we were still setting up in here. I said, oh, sorry,

  102. you're praying, because they were already praying this morning, you know, and

  103. they have been equipped and prepared. But I just sense that there's prophetic destiny

  104. in this room today, and I want to just release them into that next

  105. season, Debbie, Lord to work, and Lord, we pray for a

  106. home that they can call home and settle and build your plans and your purposes

  107. for Oh God, and so Father, when there is resistance, Father,

  108. we want to take hold of it, Lord God, and push through.

  109. We don't want to come to a standstill, Lord God, we want to

  110. push through. And Father, we want to push through with them. We

  111. want to push through with them and see your kingdom come. Your will be

  112. done. Egan will be changed because of some of the things that will go

  113. on from this place, from these families, from this household, from you

  114. Church. Egan will be changed. God is not stationary. God is on

  115. the move. And as God is on the move, is going to move

  116. through us, in us and to others. And so Father, I pray

  117. your blessing upon this amazing family. Lord, let them be who you call

  118. them to be in Jesus' name, Thanks you y. Resistance is necessary,

  119. do you know when we sense it, sometimes we need to I was driving

  120. back up the motorway yesterday, and you know, got one of those hybrid

  121. cars and if you put it in cruise control, you know, it keeps

  122. you at a certain speed so you don't break the law. So I put

  123. on cruise control and then we come to a hill and then you start to

  124. feel the engine going faster. He says, Oh, why's the car going

  125. faster. The car is not going faster. The car is having to work

  126. harder because it senses resistance as it pushes up the hill. And when we

  127. push up hill, we're going somewhere because we're going to a higher place.

  128. And the same with God. If God takes us to a place, then

  129. he will want us take us to a higher place. That means sometimes we

  130. will have to work harder. But I want to encourage you. Don't do

  131. what I've been doing for at least a number of months. Now do it

  132. in your own strengths. Don't do that. Don't do that. You pay

  133. a price. You pay a price with health, You pay a price with

  134. stress. You pray a price with lost sleep, You pray a price with

  135. lost finances. Making bad decisions, we all do it. We've all done

  136. it at some point, haven't we. We've made bad decisions when we were

  137. tired. Let me just give you a simple one. When was the last

  138. time you drove tired. It's not a good decision. It's not a good

  139. decision. So let's have a look at some scriptures. Two Corinthians, Chapter

  140. one, verse seven says this, and our hope for you is firm because

  141. we know that just as you share in our sufferings, so you also share

  142. in our comfort. Do you know what? There is suffering? There is

  143. testing, there is challenge, there is purpose. But if we press in

  144. and press through, we get somewhere. And when we get somewhere, sometimes

  145. if you ever climbed a mountain, I climbed Snowden many many years ago.

  146. And as you go up Snowden, if you go up the miner's path,

  147. you get to a point and you get to you're climbing up and up and

  148. up, and you get to a certain point you think I'm nearly there,

  149. and you get to the top of the peak, and then you think,

  150. ah, no, this isn't the top, because there's an even bigger mountain,

  151. mount Snowden, higher than you. I've just got to the next peak,

  152. and now i have to go down before I can go up again.

  153. We know. In Ephesians it says this Ephesians one versus six, verses one

  154. to seven. Children, obey your parents in the Lord, for this is

  155. right. Honor your father and your mother, which is the command, with

  156. promise that they may be, that it may be well with you, and

  157. you may live long on the earth. And you, fathers, do not

  158. provoke your children to wrath, but bring them up in the training admonition of

  159. the Lord. Bond servants, and be obedient to those who are your masters

  160. according to the flesh, with fear and trembling, in sincerity of heart,

  161. as so is Christ, not with an eye service as men pleases, but

  162. as bond servants of Christ, doing the will of God from the hearts,

  163. with good will, doing service as to the Lord, and not to men.

  164. Why did I pick this scripture. Let's just go back a couple of

  165. verses there and say, be obedient to those who are your masters according to

  166. the flesh with fear and traveling in sincerity of Christ. And then it goes

  167. on, not with eye service, not just be people pleases. Who likes

  168. pleasing people? I do. It's not wrong, It's not wrong to please

  169. people. Don't you like to put a smile on your somebody else's face.

  170. Don't you like a bit of encouragement from your boss saying great job. Don't

  171. you like people around you to say, really enjoyed that. Thank you?

  172. As pleasing people and we like it. Do you know what when that becomes

  173. our god, we've got a problem. If we are looking for admonition,

  174. I'll tell you what there are. Julia mentioned Philip Hannah. I've talked to

  175. Philippa about this many many years ago. You know, when you get used

  176. to being on stage, when you get used to performing to an audience,

  177. your life is like a barometer about how many applause you get, or whether

  178. you get what you expect, whether you've got a laughter when you told a

  179. joke, when you got round of applause, where you've got a round of

  180. applause yesterday? And I know, Philip, I said, sometimes she was

  181. expecting this and this happened, and she said I'd walk off the stage so

  182. disappointed. But God had done something else. God had done something different,

  183. and I missed it. So let's not get our eyes fixed on only pleasing

  184. people. Let's make the most important thing pleasing God. Because if we please

  185. God, we will please people. And in pleasing people, we will get

  186. some benefit out of that. We might get a round of applause, we

  187. might get a well done, we might get a bar of chocolate. There

  188. is a there is going to be some chocolates later on as a memory verse

  189. that I think somebody's going to remember today. Proverbs chapter four says this oops,

  190. sorry, jentamen pressing it for you. Take firm hold instruction, do

  191. not let go keep keep her, for she is your life. Do not

  192. enter the path of wickedness, nor walk in the way of evil. What

  193. am I focusing on here? Focusing on instruction, on clear instruction. If

  194. God gives you an instruction, stick to it. There's a book by Clem

  195. Ferris who came and spoken to our church back in February. He was with

  196. us a few weeks. He's our covering and he's based in North Carolina,

  197. and he said, expect disruption, holy disruption, and We've seen a bit

  198. of that. We've seen a bit of that going on. We've seen a

  199. bit of that happening in our midst as we press through making technology work,

  200. seeing disruption happen. I only had a request this week to take a particular

  201. service down because six seconds was copyrighting six seconds. And those are the things

  202. that we're wrestling with. Do you know what we do here today? Echoes

  203. in his eternity. You know, I am flabbergasted how we as a small

  204. church influenced the world these days, podcasts and live streaming, and we're getting

  205. messages coming back from people all around the world. And I know we're doing

  206. the right thing because we're also getting some hate mail too, some nasty comments,

  207. some nasty stuff getting posted in the chat box. You're all protected from

  208. it because we put the technology in place to do that. But it comes.

  209. It comes. Resistance comes when we do what God wants us to do.

  210. And some of us will saying I'd like an easy life. Can I

  211. just put my feet up? Do you know what the blessing will come when

  212. we push through? When we push through and see what God will do.

  213. And I had another picture as we were worshiping this morning, and I nearly

  214. stepped up in the midst of worship to do this, but I want to

  215. do it now. Yeah, if you've ever washed your car or used you

  216. know, a big chunky sponge, and then you've left it for a while,

  217. it goes all crusty and hard, doesn't it. Yeah, And you

  218. can't squeeze it because it's gone all hard. So what's the first thing you

  219. need to do is you need to soak it in water. When you put

  220. it in the water, it doesn't soak any water in at all. It

  221. just bounces up to the surface because it's full of air, and it's full

  222. of dirt and it's full of stuff. And actually, what you've got to

  223. do is you've got to squeeze it a little just to break the crustiness,

  224. and then the water will start to flow into the sponge and then it'll soften.

  225. And as it softens, then you'll be able to get more water in.

  226. And then you'll squeeze it a few times and then you'll pull it out

  227. it will be full of water. And I hope you don't mind me saying

  228. this, Church, but some of us are crusty this morning. Some of

  229. us have got a bit hardened to life and to circumstances, and I just

  230. felt that the Father come along and say, do you know what, I

  231. just want to give you a little squeeze. A lot of squeeze that's going

  232. to hurt, but a squeeze that is going to break up the fallow grounds.

  233. I'm just going to ask us to close our eyes as we are.

  234. I'm just going to ask you if you're feeling a little crusty, if you

  235. are feeling dry and you've tried to come into God's presence. Maybe you in

  236. the prayer meeting on Friday or a small group in the week, or last

  237. Sunday, you came into God's presence and you could see, you could sense

  238. God's presence, but it just washed past you. I'm just going to ask

  239. you to stand where you are. Let's keep our eyes closed. I've got

  240. my eyes closed to online can't see you. So if those at home too,

  241. If you're feeling a little crusty today, you're feeling like God's presence just

  242. wash. He's past you and never touches you. Maybe now's the time to

  243. allow him to give you a gentle squeeze, and I'll ask you to stand

  244. where you are. If that's you, would you just stand I'm standing.

  245. I'm standing in this moment. I'm not I know I'm standing anyway, but

  246. I'm choosing to say I'm standing. I want you to know I'm feeling a

  247. little crusty too. This isn't the criticism. This is just an acknowledgment of

  248. where we've got to. And so Father, we invite you as we stand,

  249. those at home, those listening later, those in the room who are

  250. standing right now, we invite you. Come and hug us, Lord,

  251. Come and hug us Lord, and in hugging us, give us a firm

  252. squeeze. Lord, God, let us know your love, let us know

  253. your touch, let us know your presence, and let us feel it.

  254. Father, in the very midst of our beings. And those who are standing,

  255. whether you're at home, whether you're listening later, whether you're in the

  256. room, I just want to encourage you to breathe in. Breathe in right

  257. now and sense the Father's palm upon your upon your being. Sence the Father's

  258. palm upon your your body right now, and you'll feel a little pressure and

  259. even trying to breathe. Some of us are trying to breathe right now,

  260. and we're struggling because we feel the resistance of the father's hands. I just

  261. sent a bear hug for one or two this morning. He's giving you a

  262. big daddy hug, and you're struggling to breathe. But breathe more. Get

  263. that air into your lungs, allow those muscles that haven't moved for a while

  264. to move again. And as you breathe, he'll breathe with you, and

  265. there'll be a synergy together. And as a synergy comes, alignment comes.

  266. And as alignment comes, resistance starts to move away. And as resistance moves

  267. away, you can breathe more easily, and suddenly you're breathing is in line

  268. with the father's breathing. I don't know this to be a scientific fact,

  269. but I would think. I would like to say that your heartbeat will start

  270. to beat in time with his heartbeat. And even as I'm pausing, I'm

  271. feeling relaxing going on. That crustiness is gone. There's a sense of breakthrough

  272. coming. But I don't just want to say there's a sense of breakthrough coming.

  273. I want to declare breakthrough is coming. Breakthrough is coming for your household,

  274. Breakthrough is coming in your work situation, Breakthrough is coming in your relationship

  275. with someone who you need a different relationship with. Breakthrough is coming. And

  276. as breakthrough comes, he draws you closer into him. Actually, you feel

  277. an even tighter squeeze now because you've just yielded to the Father. You just

  278. yielded instead of being crusty. Now you're softened a bit. And His Holy

  279. Spirit starts to feel you. And I say, his Holy Spirit starts to

  280. feel you. You find that you soften even more, and suddenly the crustiness

  281. of the sponge is gone, and you're just a floppy, soaky, soppy

  282. sponge in the Father's arms. Father, would you release your blessing on all

  283. those who are standing today? Would you release it to them? Would you

  284. release it through them? Lord God, For what happens here today is not

  285. just for those that are standing, but for their friends, their family,

  286. their colleagues, some strangers they're going to meet. Lord, change us,

  287. and you change the world because you change our worlds, because you change us.

  288. And so Father, we breathe a little more easily for those standing.

  289. Keep on breathing, take a deep breath again, and just yield to the

  290. Father's hand. He's going to leave some fingerprints on you. Today, He's

  291. going to leave some fingerprints on you. And then leaving those fingerprints on you,

  292. you'll think, oh, I've been touched. Yes, you have.

  293. You've been touched by the Father. Resistance Sometimes he's necessary, and he will

  294. come. But do you know what, It's a good thing because we press

  295. through, we press into his purpose, we press into his plans. So

  296. Father, I thank you for all that you're going to do. Father,

  297. we receive it. We say soft we will try and stay softened in your

  298. hands. Oh God, continue to fill us. We pray in Jesus' name.

  299. Amen, let's take our seats for those who are standing. In Galatians

  300. chapter chapter four. And I want to say this because I think this is

  301. important. Letty from Mexico would say, Mi casa sukassa, which I think

  302. literally translated means my castle is your castle, not even my house is your

  303. house. My castle is your And and interestingly, we have a phrase in

  304. English or as certainly as englishmen, and englishman's home is his castle. So

  305. I want to encourage you to make yourself at home in the father's home.

  306. Let me read to you a few verses. Now from Galatians chapter four,

  307. verses one to seven. Now I say that the heir, as long as

  308. he is a child, does not differ at all from the slave, though

  309. he is master of all, but he is undergoing guardians and stewards until the

  310. time appointed by the Father. Even so, we, when we were children,

  311. were in bondage under the elements of the world. But when the fullness

  312. of time has come, God sent forth his son, born of a woman,

  313. born under the law, to redeem those who are under the law,

  314. that we might receive the adoption as sons. And because you are sons,

  315. God has sent forth the spirit of his Son into your hearts, crying out

  316. Abba Father. Therefore you are no longer a slave, but a son,

  317. And if a son, then an heir of God through Christ. Now slaves

  318. have virtually no rights at all. You know, we can watch films,

  319. we can look back into our history where we've done dreadful things humanity to others,

  320. and people have been owned by other men and women. I'm glad to

  321. say that slavery is a big agenda in the world that I work in.

  322. You know, modern day slavery in the world of supply chain. But it's

  323. still a big problem. It's still a big problem. And do you know

  324. what, I think there is a spirit of slavery. I think there is

  325. a spirit of slavery that we can bring ourselves under. We can make ourselves

  326. slaves to work. And sometimes I want to say it's okay to say no.

  327. I think as Christians we often feel we need to be yes people,

  328. and there's a time when we need to be generous. But there's a time

  329. when we need to look after ourselves too, and we don't always need to

  330. say yes. We don't always need to be the person who goes, oh,

  331. well, all right, then I'll do it, because you know what,

  332. we end up carrying too many for those who are as old as me

  333. or remember a TV program called Crackerjack, And Crackerjack was one of those child

  334. children's programs on at five o'clock on a Friday. It's five to five,

  335. and it's and there you go. There's a couple of people who watched it.

  336. Yes, Now, Crackerjack had a game called Cabbages and Kings and children

  337. will asked questions, and the children will be asked brought up the front and

  338. they be asked a question. If they got the question right, they got

  339. a game or a prize, a box. But if they got it wrong,

  340. they got a cabbage. Okay, and they were given a great big

  341. raw cabbage, but they had to hold on to the cabbage and the game,

  342. and then they'd be asking another question. They got it right, they've

  343. got another game, and now they're holding a game and a cabbage and a

  344. game, and now it's kind of awkward. And then they ask another one.

  345. Now they've got another game, and they're thinking, oh, I've won

  346. three games. And then they get another one wrong, and now they've got

  347. two cabbages. And if they drop it, if they drop anything, they

  348. lose everything. They lose everything general what And sometimes the reason I pick on

  349. that illustration is the whole cabbage and other things. He's difficult, and sometimes

  350. we see to need to say no to certain things because we don't even need

  351. to answer the cabbage question. We don't even need to answer it. Sometimes

  352. we just need to walk away for it and walk around it or pause.

  353. Therefore, you are no longer a slave, but a son, a child,

  354. and therefore an air of God. I know I've used this story before

  355. now and now he's king, so but I remember reading a story about Prince

  356. Charles when he was very, very very young, and a gentleman went in

  357. to see Prince Philip. So many many many years ago, a gentleman was

  358. invited to come and see Prince Philip, but he was being given twenty minute

  359. time. He's told, okay, be there at ten o'clock I think it

  360. was, and come and wait and Prince Philip will see you at ten thirty.

  361. And at ten twenty five the equery came out and said, I'm sorry,

  362. Prince Philip's running a little bit behind time. Are You're only going to

  363. have fifteen minutes? And he came out again after a further five minutes.

  364. His stead he's still running behind schedule. You're only going to have ten minutes.

  365. Eventually he's ushered into a room with Prince Philip and they're talking about the

  366. charity that he works for, and in through the door rush's Prince Charles,

  367. a little boy with his train and his train wasn't working, and he runs

  368. in and says daddy, daddy, and Prince Philip just turns to his son

  369. and deals with the problem, spends a few more minutes. Then you know

  370. it turns back to the gentleman in question says, winds things up, and

  371. actually he'd only had four or five minutes with Prince Philip. Why am I

  372. telling you this story? Because as a son, he had access to his

  373. father. Didn't have to knock, didn't have to go to the equor,

  374. he didn't have to say, okay, you've only got five minutes. When

  375. he ran through the door. He had access. This is what access to

  376. the father means. We need to be more childlife in the way we approach

  377. the father, not childish childlike that we run into his presence. Do we

  378. run into his presence and say, father, daddy helped abba, father was

  379. there? In those words, daddy, daddy, abby's an Abba is an

  380. intimate word. We don't have to sit outside waiting for an appointment. We

  381. don't need to be told we've only got this long because the father is waiting

  382. for us. He's waiting for us to come into his presence. He's waiting

  383. for us to talk with him. Sometimes he's sitting there waiting for us to

  384. move. He's waiting for us to yield. He's waiting for us to give

  385. in. Sometimes our pride gets in the way, our habits get in the

  386. way and let me kind of draw this to a conclusion. Then as I

  387. go now to my final scripture Philippines, and I've got two versions of it

  388. here, I think, sorry, no, the last verse one Corinthians one

  389. Corinthians. I'm going to read it firstly from the amplified one Corinthians, Chapter

  390. fifteen, verse fifty eight. Therefore, my beloved brethren, be firm,

  391. steadfast, immovable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, always being

  392. superior, excellent, excelling, doing more than enough in the service of the

  393. Lord, knowing and being continually aware that your labor in the Lord is not

  394. futile, It is never wasted or to no purpose. Stand firm, be

  395. bold. Now that's a pretty difficult verse to remember in that particular form,

  396. so let's look at it in then, IV, which is our memory verse

  397. for this week. Therefore, my dear brothers and sisters, stand firm,

  398. Let nothing move. You. Always give yourselves fully to the work of the

  399. Lord, because you know that your labor in the Lord is not in vain.

  400. When you sense resistance, if you sense that the Father's in it,

  401. press through. He will give you the energy that you need. He will

  402. give you the tenacity that you need. Please don't try and do it in

  403. your own strength. That's going to be hard. It's going to be hard,

  404. and so will let me pray that mean pray. I want to begin

  405. with a confession, a corporate confession, and if you want to stand and

  406. confess with me, then feel free to do so. But Father, I

  407. confess that I've done things in my own strength. I've confess that I have

  408. done things my way, not your way. I confess, Father, God,

  409. that sometimes I tried to do it and I try to try to persuade

  410. you to do it differently. And Father, that's got in your way,

  411. and it's got in my way too, And I'm sorry, Lord and Father

  412. doing it in my own strength. It's not happened the best way. And

  413. maybe some people have got hurt on the way. Maybe some stuff happened that

  414. was not part of your plans. Father, I'm sorry. But Father,

  415. I want to yield to your word and to your way. So maybe this

  416. is a prayer for you to Church. We want to yield to your plans

  417. and your purposes. Well, where we've allowed our own plans to supersede your

  418. plans, Father, help us to tear them up. Help us to put

  419. them to one side. Help us to come back again to your grand plan,

  420. and help us to press into that with all the fullness that it has,

  421. all the fullness that it is, and all the fullness that is to

  422. come. And as I prayed earlier on, I prayed for those who were

  423. crusty. But now I just sensed that God wants to pour out his spirit

  424. upon us. And that might happen now as I pray, but it might

  425. happen in worship too. Let's not be afraid of soaking in his presence.

  426. There's something about when you've squeezed a sponge and you've allowed all the water to

  427. soak into it, it now becomes a weighty thing. And I sent some

  428. people run from the weightiness of what God is calling you to because it feels

  429. like too much. But you know what, you'd be holding the water anyway.

  430. And so, Father God, we've come into your presence. We stand

  431. in your presence. We yield to you, Father God, and we say,

  432. let your spirit move in our lives, Let your spirit move in our

  433. world. Fill us. So, God Lord, would you release the fruits

  434. of your spirit into our circumstances. Would you release the gifts of your spirit

  435. into us, your church in this place today, as we worship you again,

  436. refresh us, restore us, renew us. We pray in Jesus' name,