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The Worst Sinner: Week 1

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  1. My name is James, and like Andrew said, we're starting

  2. a new series on the life of Paul as we

  3. continue through the Book of Acts, and it's gonna be

  4. excited to be looking at his life and seeing how

  5. God changes lives. Can we just take a moment and

  6. just prepare our hearts and pray before the Lord. God

  7. speak to us today, God teach us today. God help

  8. our hearts be prepared to hear from you today. We

  9. pray all this now in the mighty name of Jesus.

  10. We pray Amen. You know, I don't think that I

  11. have ever talked about my great grandfather Burgess in like

  12. one sermon ever throughout my whole career, and I think

  13. it's simply because there's really no story to tell. He

  14. was an extremely simple man. And here's the thing. It's

  15. not like I could go back and say, well, he

  16. did this or he did that. Now. He just lived

  17. a pretty straight and narrow life. He loved our family

  18. as well as anyone could love a family, and again,

  19. he was just a very very simple man. We called

  20. him papal Norney. That's because my older brother, who was

  21. the first great grandchild, for some reason, called him pap

  22. Old Norny, and I'm sure some of you have some

  23. weird names in your family. And after that he became

  24. pap Old Norny, So pap Old Norny again just was

  25. a great man of God, a man of integrity, and

  26. a man who was again very very simple man, loved

  27. a simple life. Matter of fact, when I think back

  28. about him, you know, he was a farmer in Kentucky,

  29. met my great grandmother. They came up to Ohio on horseback.

  30. You really got to love somebody to ride horseback from Kentucky.

  31. He was a carpenter. He was a man of God. Again,

  32. he was a simple man, and he wore overalls the work. Okay,

  33. he wore suits the church and the rest of the world.

  34. He wore slacks and button up shirts. Again, very simple man.

  35. He loved Kellogg's cereals so much, the corn flakes, that

  36. that's pretty much what he ate for decades, and it

  37. became such a thing in our family. Kind of a

  38. joke that for many of his birthdays are Christmas celebrations.

  39. Guess what he got as a present boxes of cereal

  40. Kellogg's corn flakes. And matter of fact, when he passed away,

  41. I got his bowl and the bull's huge and it's

  42. a huge bowl. And when some of my family members

  43. come over, they're like, can I see the ball? And

  44. it's like this sacred thing that I pull out and everybody's.

  45. Like, that's pack ball's bowl that.

  46. He used for forty years. Because he was a very

  47. very simple man and again just a great guy. He

  48. loved the Cincinnati Reds, and man he could just he

  49. watched every game and when his hearing got kind of bad,

  50. he just watched them on the television, but then had

  51. a radio with a wired one into his ear and

  52. it was just again, great simple solution, you know, listen

  53. to them, watch them on the tube. And again, simple

  54. man with simple solutions. Now he was a carpenter, an

  55. expert carpenter. But as we went through his things and

  56. went through his house after he passed away, we found

  57. that most things were fixed with duct tape, because sometimes

  58. duct tape is the most simple, easiest way to fix something.

  59. He was a carpenter, but again a very very simple man.

  60. Let me tell you he loved me well. He was

  61. an awesome grandpa to me. I spent a night over

  62. their house a lot. He picked me up on every

  63. Friday morning took me to work when it was grand's

  64. day to get her hair done, and when I would

  65. spend the night with him, and he would always ask

  66. me the same question because he had his big wood workshop.

  67. He goes, Jimmy, what do you want me to make you?

  68. And I always, as like a four five year old boy,

  69. was like, I want a sword, or I want, you know,

  70. bow and arrow or a sling shot. And he was

  71. always like, that sounds great, and he would go out

  72. and he would make me a very sharp sword out

  73. of wood and our our real you know, real bow

  74. and arrow, and I would and he would just be

  75. very simple and say the pointing end that's away from you. Again,

  76. simple solutions for a simple man. This is a picture

  77. of me one day with the sword that he made me,

  78. and and it's really interesting. I wanted to show you

  79. guys this. And then it wasn't until Thursday before I

  80. preached that. I was like looking at this again and thinking, like,

  81. you know how you could sometimes look back at an

  82. old family photo from like thirty or forty years and

  83. notice something that you never noticed before. Well, when I

  84. looked at the thing on my head where I was

  85. supposed to be a pirate. I realized that he did

  86. not go out and buy that outfit, but he kept

  87. those in his pocket to blow his nose. And then

  88. I realized that I was wearing his nose blowing rag

  89. on my head. Again, A simple solution from a simple man.

  90. You know, no need to buy an outfit. Let's just

  91. slap that on Jimmy's head. And that's probably why I

  92. went bald right here. But anyways, he was a simple man,

  93. a great man, and you know I miss him terribly.

  94. You know, my hope for us today is that many

  95. times the best things in life are the simple things

  96. God enjoys using simplicity. And so today we're not gonna

  97. look at any hidden secrets of the text. We're not

  98. gonna talk about the mysteries of this city or this place.

  99. We're not gonna try to unearth some ancient Greek meaning

  100. from a word that we've never known about. No, today

  101. we're gonna just stay simple. We're gonna look at an

  102. amazing story, and here's what we're gonna do. We're gonna

  103. apply some of those lessons for our life. So here's

  104. what we're gonna do today. We're gonna keep it simple.

  105. I'm gonna walk us through the text. Okay, we're gonna

  106. read the whole text. We'll walk through the text. I'll

  107. make some comments, and at the end, I look at

  108. five ways how we can apply this text to our life. Again,

  109. a very simple message today, but again sometimes simple is

  110. the best. All right, let's go ahead and jump into

  111. Acts chapter nine. And things have changed. This is what

  112. I would call.

  113. The change moment in the new Church, other than we

  114. have the moment where we see acts happen and we

  115. see the beginning.

  116. Of the church. This is the big change moment. Actually,

  117. this moment changed Christianity forever. Okay, and let's look at it.

  118. Acts chapter nine says, meanwhile, Saul was breathing out murderous

  119. threats against the Lord's disciples. He went to the High

  120. Priest and asked him for letters to the synagogues and Damascus,

  121. so that if he found any there who belonged to

  122. the way I pay attention to that the way, whether

  123. men or women, he might take them as prisoners to Jerusalem.

  124. All right, So what we got going on here? All right?

  125. First of all, we're talking about Saul, who later became Paul.

  126. What does he do? He goes before the Sanhedrin to

  127. the high Priest. This is the most powerful religious entity

  128. in the region. And he says, all right, here's what

  129. I want. I want you to give me some letters

  130. because a cult has risen up, and this cult wants

  131. to destroy our religion. So I want you to give

  132. me letters so I can go to these synagogues and

  133. if I find anybody from this cult, I'm gonna bring

  134. him back and we're gonna deal with them. Okay. Now

  135. this happened right after Paul kind of set himself apart

  136. as the main persecutor of this new church. Matter of fact,

  137. we see in the chapters before this that Paul on

  138. the dusty hills of Jerusalem, he is one, uh you know,

  139. holding the cults. He is overseeing the horrible execution of

  140. one of our first deacons in the church, Stephen. So

  141. Paul has already started out on this murders rampage. But

  142. now he said, hey, this ends with me. We're gonna

  143. go find these people, we're gonna stop this cult, and

  144. it's all over. Now. I don't know about you, but

  145. Saul was full of anger, rage, hatred, and he had

  146. these violent day dreams about what he was gonna do

  147. to these Christians. Have you ever known somebody who was

  148. filled with rage and anger? I mean, have you ever

  149. been around somebody who's filled with rage and anger? It's

  150. kind of a scary thing. I've been in some situations

  151. where I've seen people hurt another person out of anger

  152. that would just make your stomach turnover. But and when

  153. I think about this anger, this boiling overrunning anger and rage,

  154. I always think back to this one moment when early on,

  155. when I was a youth pastor, I was up at

  156. the VBS at our church and I was there just

  157. to help the children's ministry out in any way that

  158. I could help. But I was sitting in my office

  159. at this moment and this guy who was well known

  160. from our community. He was a felon, he was well

  161. known as just a bad, bad man. He walks into

  162. my office and he is just, you know, drooling at

  163. these talking spits coming out. He's angry, he's vulgary, he's cussing,

  164. and he has veins popping all over the place, and

  165. he's just looking at me and goes, you're gonna give

  166. me money right now or a lot of people are

  167. going to be hurt now. I remember VBS is going on.

  168. We have a few hundred kids here, plus volunteers. And

  169. he came in. He goes, I'm going to hurt people.

  170. And I knew that this guy was either high on

  171. meth or PCP. And I don't know, if you've ever

  172. been around people who are high on those and angry,

  173. it's a pretty scary thing. And so I knew I

  174. needed to get him out of the church immediately, and

  175. so I said, you know, I don't have any cash

  176. on me. He goes, he's no, Here's what I need

  177. you to do. He goes, I got a guy out there,

  178. follow us to the gas station and fill our tank up,

  179. and then you're good. And I'm like what. But then again,

  180. when you're dealing with street people who are hustling, they

  181. make weird deals like you give me this rock, I'll

  182. fill your tank up. Whatever. It was one of those

  183. weird things, and so I just said, okay, I'll go

  184. with you. And I really did feel like a hostage

  185. because I was being forced to go, but I just

  186. needed to get them off the church property because I

  187. was like, all right, they can hurt me, but I

  188. don't want them hurting the kids. I don't want them

  189. hurting any of our church members. So I take him

  190. down there, and let me tell you, I wouldn't have

  191. left if I had even thought there was a chance

  192. that this guy would not have got extremely violent. Like

  193. I said, he was raging. So it went to the place,

  194. filled up the tank, and then as soon as they left,

  195. I called some police officers from our church and they

  196. knew him, and then they went after him because they

  197. knew who he was. Now. Coincidentally, the next week we said,

  198. you know, we should have a security team, and that

  199. was actually the start of our security team at that church.

  200. But here's the thing. If you've ever been around somebody

  201. with determined rage, it's kind of like a spooky thing

  202. to be around. It's off setting, it makes you very nervous.

  203. And Paul has this determined rage. You get to understand,

  204. he has this determined rage that he is going to

  205. go and he is going to go and kill Christians.

  206. He's going to stop this cult. So what does he do.

  207. He says, all right, I want letters of introduction into

  208. the synagogues and Damascus. Now here's what you have to

  209. understand about the ancient city of Damascus. It was a very

  210. religious place, very beautiful place. But they had five synagogues,

  211. and so basically Saul was going to go to each

  212. one of those synagogues and find out if anyone was

  213. speaking or trying to recruit to this you know, cult

  214. that he considered the Way to be. Now, if you

  215. notice in our text today the word way is capitalized.

  216. Originally the church was called the Way. We don't know

  217. why it was called the Way. Some people say it

  218. was because Jesus said I'm the Way, the Truth, and

  219. the Life, and maybe the early Church just grabbed a

  220. hold of this saying, but either way, they identified with Christ. Now,

  221. to the rest of the Jewish community, this was an

  222. insurrection group, not a political one, but a religious one.

  223. They were opponents of the Jewish religion. And here just

  224. imagine Paul, he filled with anger. Said the Bible says

  225. that he's breathing out murderous threats, and he's like, you know,

  226. we're gonna get the men, We're gonna get the women.

  227. We're gonna put them in shackles, we're gonna bring them

  228. in for a trial, we're gonna put them in prison,

  229. and we're gonna murder them. This stopped with me. Understand

  230. how devoted he was, and then the world changes. Let's

  231. look at this. As he neared Damascus on his journey,

  232. suddenly a light from heaven flashed around him. He fell

  233. to the ground and heard a voice say to him, Saul,

  234. why do you persecute me? He says, who are you? Lord?

  235. Soul asked says, I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting.

  236. Now think about this. We know that Jesus died, he resurrected,

  237. and he's in heaven. So how's he having a conversation

  238. with Jesus. Well, you know, Jesus is obviously in that

  239. moment speaking through. But also the big question is is

  240. if Jesus is in heaven, how is Saul persecuting Jesus.

  241. Here's what you have to understand. The Bible teaches us

  242. that when we get married, two become one, and my

  243. wife and I when we got married, too, became one.

  244. And Christ is saying, like, listen, Saul, you're messing with

  245. my bride. You're messing with my bride whom I died for.

  246. And you gotta think about how he's gonna take up

  247. for his bride. His bride is being persecuted. He says,

  248. you're not gonna treat my bride this way. Why are

  249. you persecuting me? Why? Because he considers us in him

  250. connected as one. You know, my wife and I are

  251. the same way. You know, you can make fun and

  252. joke about my wife all you want, but if you

  253. say something bad about her, we're not gonna be friends.

  254. And my wife all she loves to hear a dig

  255. on me. I mean, you just go down there and

  256. just roll on me all day long. She loves it.

  257. But if you actually say something bad about me, I

  258. just want the church to all to know I cannot

  259. be held responsible for what she does. She's fiercely loyal

  260. because we're supposed to be. Jesus actually died for the church,

  261. suffered for the church. How loyal do you think he

  262. was to us? And so he says, so, why are

  263. you persecuting me? Why are you hurting my bride? And

  264. then we see the text move on, and then Jesus says,

  265. now get up and go into the city and you'll

  266. be told what you must do. The men traveling with

  267. Saul stood there speechless. They heard the sound of Jesus's voice,

  268. but they did not see anything. Saul got up from

  269. the ground, but when he opened his eyes he could

  270. not see or he could see nothing. So they led

  271. him by hand into Damascus for three days. He was blind.

  272. Think about that for three days and did not eat

  273. or drink anything. The next thing, we know the guys

  274. around here, but they don't see it, but they notice

  275. that Saul is blind, so like an old man, they

  276. literally have to guide him by his arms all the

  277. way into the city of Damascus. And then what do

  278. we see? For three days? Paul says in the dark,

  279. talking to God, contemplating, Now, I'm not worthy to ever

  280. be compared to Paul, but I do know this that

  281. Paul and I are both men of conviction. We put

  282. a lot of thought into big decisions, and sometimes by

  283. time the church here is about a decision that we've made,

  284. I've been talking about that decision or thinking about that

  285. decision for a whole year, maybe even two years. And

  286. so I like to think about big decisions, any decision,

  287. it's a huge commitment. I'll think about it for a

  288. long time, just like when I came to Christ. For

  289. three days before I came to Christ, all I thought

  290. about was do I believe that Jesus is real? And

  291. can I really give my life up for him? And

  292. here's Saul in the darkness for three days. His whole

  293. theology is being uprooted. He's talking to God and God

  294. is explaining to him what he's gonna have to suffer

  295. and go through. So Saul caught the place. But in

  296. somewhere in the midst of those three days, Saul decided,

  297. I believe that Jesus is the Messiah, and because he's

  298. a Messiah, I'm gonna give my whole life to him.

  299. And then here we see a new character move into

  300. our story today. And Damascus, there was a disciple named Ananias,

  301. and the Lord called to him in a vision. Annius, Yes, Lord,

  302. he answered. The Lord told him, go to the house

  303. of Judas on Straight Street. I love, he says, go

  304. to straight Street. I don't know about you, but did

  305. your parents ever tell you to straighten up? Growing up?

  306. And they're gonna help you straighten up? And I don't

  307. know how many times. There was a miracle that happened

  308. where my dad would whoop me, and all of a

  309. sudden I went from a really bad boy to a

  310. really good boy. All of a sudden. It was a miracle.

  311. My dad would help me straighten up. Now back in

  312. the day, going straight meant getting right with God. All

  313. the places that he could have had Paul, or excuse me, Saul, meat,

  314. he had to meet on straight Street. And he says,

  315. there and ask for a man named Tarth, says a

  316. man from Tarsus named Saul, for he is praying in

  317. a vision he has seen a man name in Anius

  318. come and place his hands on him to restore his sight.

  319. Lord in Anias answered, I have heard many reports about

  320. this man. So I heard about this guy, you know,

  321. and all the harm he has done to your holy

  322. people in Jerusalem. And he has come here with authority

  323. from the chief priests to arrest all who call on

  324. your name. But the Lord said it, Anonius, go, this

  325. man is my chosen instrument to proclaim my name to

  326. the Gentiles and to their kings and to the people

  327. of Israel. And then check this out. What a prophecy.

  328. Here I will show him how much he must suffer

  329. for my name, how much he must suffer for my

  330. name Verse seventeen. Then Annius went to the house and

  331. entered in and placed his hands on Saul. He said, brother, Saul,

  332. do you guys know what's the change. Here He went

  333. from evil, wicked persecutor Saul, and now because of Jesus,

  334. he's brother Saul. And it says the Lord Jesus, who

  335. appeared to you on the road as you were coming here,

  336. has sent me so that you may see again to

  337. be filled with the Holy Spirit. Immediately, something like skills

  338. fell from Saul's eyes and he can see again. He

  339. got up and was baptized, and after taking some food,

  340. he regained his strength. All right, that's the end of

  341. the story. And here's what we're not gonna do for

  342. the rest of the days. For the rest of the day,

  343. we're not gonna break down Saul's conversion because as we

  344. go through Acts, there's multiple times that Saul brings up

  345. his story of conversion. Acts twenty two, when he goes

  346. before herod Agrippa, he brings up his story. But basically

  347. almost every big moment where Saul kind of gets into

  348. a pinch, guess what he does. He shares his story

  349. about Jesus. You know, there's a lot of people who

  350. think that just because they didn't go to seminary and

  351. they don't have all the answers, that you cannot share

  352. about Jesus. Let me tell you something. All people need

  353. to hear is your story about how Jesus changed your life.

  354. You just need to tell them about how Jesus loves you.

  355. You just need to tell them about Jesus. Did you

  356. notice here the Paul you know, we don't see you know,

  357. you know, using all these evangelism tools and all sort

  358. of stuff. As we get through acts, he just tells

  359. a story about how Jesus changed his life. Now here's

  360. what I want to do. I want us to talk

  361. about Innonius. Okay, See, much of what Paul learned was yes,

  362. by the Holy Spirit. Matter fact, in Galatians we see

  363. that Paul went away for three years. This is pretty crazy.

  364. He went away for three years after he comes to

  365. Christ and the Holy Spirit. Could you imagine the Holy

  366. Spirit himself actually discipling you for three years. He's discipled

  367. by the Holy Spirit. Okay. But yet, at the same time,

  368. from the very beginning of Paul's walk with Christ, from

  369. the very beginning and all the way throughout his ministry,

  370. he's constantly surrounded by other people. All right, there's other

  371. people who had huge impact on Saul. Barnabas encouraged him

  372. Lydia was a wealthy woman who maximro Factci financed a

  373. lot of his journeys. Silas was a missionary partner with him,

  374. John mark Man. Their relationship blew up, but still had

  375. a God still used it. Titus and Timothy. He poured

  376. his life into them. We got three letters, three letters

  377. in the New Testament that he wrote to his disciples.

  378. He spent time at Priscilla and Aquila and Phoebe. Was

  379. a great servant of the church who meant a lot

  380. of Paul. Here's what's going on. What we see from

  381. the very beginning of his relationship of God. He is

  382. surrounded by other disciples. And here's what God is trying

  383. to speak to us, is say to us through that

  384. example today, here's the thing. When we go on our

  385. journey to follow Christ, we don't do it in isolation.

  386. We don't do it in isolation. Matter fact, that word

  387. in the Greek for this type of fellowship and discipleship,

  388. it gives a picture of not of one person walking

  389. and from another person and the other person is following them.

  390. But the word in the Greek for fellowship that we're

  391. looking at is shoulder to shoulder, people walking together doing

  392. life together, helping each other become more like Christ. And

  393. my question to you right now is who are you

  394. walking shoulder to shoulder with. You know, I love to

  395. have people pour into my life, help me process life.

  396. And you know I've made a ton of mistakes. So

  397. I love to talk to young pastors and say, all right,

  398. I blew it here, blew it here, blue here, don't

  399. do this, don't do this, don't do this. On Mondays,

  400. almost every Monday since I've been a pastor here on staff,

  401. so we're coming up to seven years here soon. Every Monday,

  402. I meet with the group called my advisory team, and

  403. about half of it is people from the church and

  404. half of it is some of the executive leaders of

  405. our staff. Here's what they do on Mondays. Every decision

  406. we make for the church, we process it. Sometimes we

  407. process it for weeks. But here's the other thing that

  408. happens on Monday for two hours every week. These people,

  409. they have full access to my life. They can ask

  410. me any question they want. And there's been times where

  411. they've encouraged me. There's been times a lot of times

  412. where they've rebuked me. I might come in and a

  413. little salty about something they say, James, that's probably not

  414. what Christ would want, you know, you to feel about that.

  415. They speak into my life. They challenge me. Sometimes when

  416. I'm weak, they're my backbone. Sometimes when I need humble

  417. they humble me. But sometimes when I need encourage. Matter

  418. of fact, every time I need incurge, they encourage me.

  419. I'm walking through my life with others. We're not supposed

  420. to do this thing called Christianity in isolation. We need

  421. deep relationships. So as we get back to Antonius, you know,

  422. not the one we talked about a few weeks ago.

  423. You know, he's told to go to see Saw and

  424. he's kind of like, you know, Saul, the Sanhedrin, the persecutor,

  425. the angry man, the Theologia, the one who you know

  426. murders Steven, the one who has letters that take me

  427. to jail. You want me to go to that soul.

  428. And God's like, yes, you're gonna bring him healing direction

  429. and you're gonna baptize him because I gotta tell him

  430. how much he must suffer from my name's sake. Annius,

  431. And this is what God was saying to Anonius. And Annie,

  432. you're step one in Paul's discipleship journey. You're step number one.

  433. You're his first influence, you're his first encounter. You're the

  434. first person who's gonna disciple him. He didn't disciple him forever,

  435. but he was his first disciple. And here's something that

  436. we learned from that right there, is that we are

  437. called to walk by and walk with others in their journey.

  438. We're supposed to walk by and with others in their journey.

  439. So here's what we're gonna do for rest to day. Okay,

  440. we got about fourteen minutes left. I think I'm gonna

  441. end early today. Hallelijah, Praise the Lord. I feel like

  442. the Holy Spirit's moving and we're just gonna look at

  443. some lessons learned from Ananias and Saul. Okay, number one,

  444. here's the first thing we learned from this story today.

  445. You were never so far from God that you can't

  446. go to straight street. Because, let me tell you, some

  447. God's delights and broken vessels messed up people. And I've

  448. had people tell me that God doesn't want me, God

  449. doesn't want to do anything. They're thinking about their past.

  450. And here's what I like to tell these people, Like

  451. you don't understand, you know, and some people think they

  452. cannot be used by God, and they don't have this hope.

  453. But you don't understand. And if you are that person

  454. or you know that person, remember that Saul was a

  455. guy who was so wicked, so evil that he actually

  456. murdered Christians. He was literally the enemy of God, and

  457. God chose him. See, you are never too far away

  458. from God for him to change you, to do great

  459. things through you. Look at Peter, he ran his mouth,

  460. he screwed up, he denied Jesus. He kind of soldier's

  461. ear off. He was rebuked by Jesus multiple times. Look

  462. at Mary Magdalen. Many people called her an immoral and

  463. she was considered a horner day. Zach Keios was a

  464. tax collector. He was hated by everyone. Everybody hated him.

  465. And then Jesus said, hey, zach Kias you and I

  466. are gonna become friends. Get alan from that tree. I'm

  467. gonna go hang out for you. Because here's what Jesus does.

  468. He looks at the most messed up people, the people

  469. whose backgrounds are just all over the place, and he says,

  470. these are my people, these are my people, these are

  471. the ones I love to do things through. They're my people. Sampson.

  472. Think about him. He was a mess man. He could

  473. control his passion or his lust or his anger. God

  474. made him a judge. Look at Gideon. Gideon didn't trust

  475. in the Lord. He kept putting out fleeces, but God

  476. used them. Look at Josiah, he married a hooker, and

  477. then what did God do? God used his story to

  478. bring Israel back to him. Look at Elijah, he was

  479. cowardly and whining and hiding after a great battle. God

  480. used him again. Look at Jonah, he was a reluctant,

  481. kept running from God. Imperfect, cocky, unstable, messed up, mistake makers.

  482. People who are all over the place emotionally. These are

  483. God's people. These are the ones he uses, and he says,

  484. as I have things for you to do. Whatever excuse

  485. you have, remember that God delights and using the least

  486. of these to glorify him the most. He's got your name,

  487. he's got your number, he knows where you live, he

  488. knows all about your past, and he has a future

  489. for you. Just turn to him. Number two. No one

  490. will get your attention and change your direction like God. Okay,

  491. a real encounter with God will change you in three ways.

  492. At least publicly, personally, and professionally. All right, So he

  493. has a place for them to go straight street. Okay,

  494. and here's the thing you need to know. You can't

  495. run from God. Ask Jonah. Don't think that God won't

  496. use you again, ask Elijah. And you might be held

  497. hostage by your past. Well, if you think that, go

  498. ask Ray have the prostitute. Maybe you think you're too

  499. cocky or arrogant to be used by God, We'll go

  500. and ask Peter. God has a plan for you, and

  501. God will grab a hold of you and get your attention.

  502. And there's some of you you need to understand this today.

  503. God wants to change your future and use you. Will

  504. you let him in? Or do you need a lightning

  505. bolt to hit you? Or will you just say yes?

  506. Number three? God will give you people to help you

  507. on your journey to go straight to get right with God. See,

  508. there's a process of us becoming mature. It's called discipleship.

  509. And every one of us in this room we should

  510. be involved in discipleship in two ways. Okay, who is

  511. walking with you? And with whom are you walking? In

  512. other words, who's leading you and who are you leading?

  513. Right now? Remember an and Ius. He's a very tiny

  514. part of the whole scripture of the body of the Bible. Yeah,

  515. God wanted us to know this about him. He was

  516. just supposed to meet with him and pray with him,

  517. and then we don't see an and Ius again. And

  518. that's it. That's his role for Saul's life. It's just

  519. that simple. And there's a lot of us. We might

  520. not have this long discipleship journey with somebody, but all

  521. of us are supposed to be a part of somebody's

  522. discipleship journey. That's what I love about Christine Aber on

  523. our staff. She is the person who mostly meets people

  524. at the welcome center. She also is part of our

  525. marketing and online ministries. And when somebody decides they want

  526. to know more about the church, she meets some at

  527. next step and says, all right, here's your next steps

  528. and discipleship. So Christine really plays a role in our

  529. church where she helps people get from point A to

  530. point B, and then Tim picks that up and Tim

  531. helps people get from being new here to being connected

  532. through some type of group. So Tim gets people from

  533. point B to C and then Uh, David, not the

  534. youth pastor, Uh, but David in our church, he helps

  535. people to serve and so he gets people from C

  536. to D. And a lot of people are involved in

  537. these ministries are helping. But here's the thing. No one

  538. has taken somebody through the whole discipleship journey. There maybe

  539. just taking somebody from one part to the next part.

  540. But the point is all of us need to be

  541. a part of somebody's journey. Okay, we should all be

  542. a part of someone else's journey. Now Paul was open

  543. to ann and I is why, and he's broken. See,

  544. Paul didn't know that he needed somebody just to get

  545. started in his walk with God. And here's the thing.

  546. If you choose to stay in isolation, you're going to

  547. miss out on significant growth, and you're going to miss

  548. out on all that God wants to do in and

  549. through you. Now I get it being a part of

  550. group serving teams. They help us go forward significantly, But

  551. I also know that it's really hard for a lot

  552. of us. It's just not as easy to see a

  553. lot of you are not extroverts. A lot of you

  554. are introverts. If you're an introvert, raise your hand, Raise

  555. your hand. If you're introverts, can it introverts, please stand

  556. up and tell us a little bit about yourself right now.

  557. We would love to hear your story, and I know

  558. you would love to tell your story right now. I'm

  559. like half introvert, half extrovert. Matter of fact, if you

  560. look at my schedule, my schedule is very, very simple.

  561. My schedule is Sunday almost all day, it's people. Monday

  562. all day until about nine o'clock at night. It's people.

  563. Tuesday and Wednesday. I try to see no human all right.

  564. I work by myself. Thursday until about nine o'clock at night.

  565. It's all people. Friday and Saturday. I need to be

  566. away from humans again. Okay, Now that's just the way

  567. it is. That's how my body recovers. So this past week,

  568. what do we have? We had a trunk or treat,

  569. which was awesome, and my wife says, guess what you're

  570. doing Friday. You're doing trunk or treat? And I'm like,

  571. oh man, I got to see people my on my Friday.

  572. And here's the thing. If I start the morning out

  573. with people, I'm fine. But if I'm introvert all day long,

  574. I have to, like, for like three hours work up

  575. into being an extrovert again, and I was not happy

  576. about this, Like, oh man, this is gonna be really hard.

  577. And I was like, can I bring my axe? My wife,

  578. let me bring my axe. So I was cool with

  579. being at the trunk or tree. But you know, it

  580. was really hard on me to go from a week

  581. full of people to continue to do that. And I

  582. know for a lot of us, a lot of us

  583. were introverts, but probably about half of us. And it's hard.

  584. But let me tell you something that that introvert part

  585. of me. You know, Monday nights, there's so many Monday

  586. nights I would love to have off, but that's my

  587. small group night. And often I walk away from Monday

  588. night thinking that was the best night of my week.

  589. Let me tell you something about my small group members.

  590. My small group members, they were kind of like all

  591. over to church. I brought them together and we kind

  592. of made this family together. Let me just tell you

  593. about my small group members. Let me tell you Wes

  594. and Ashley's life in their career has taken off over

  595. the last couple of years. The Snellings weren't even going

  596. to our church a couple of years ago, and now

  597. they're thriving they're serving and God has changing their life.

  598. Jason for my small group, He's out there serving every

  599. single week. Wes is often on the guitar. His wife

  600. helps office some women's ministry. John and his wife are

  601. serving all over the place of the Willmans. They serve

  602. like crazy. Russell, who wasn't even a part of our

  603. group a year ago, is now in the training to

  604. help people with celebrate recovery. The pals have grown so

  605. much professionally and spiritually. And I've watched everybody in my

  606. small group go from here to here, and it's been

  607. one of the greatest blessings of my life. See, we

  608. need people in our lives. I'm so glad I get

  609. to be a part of their I probably won't be

  610. a part of their forever journey, but I get to

  611. be a part of this part of their journey. Why.

  612. Because God has plans for all of us. And here's

  613. the thing. We ought to never underestimate the potential in

  614. any one single person. Number four. We are not bound

  615. to buy our past, nor are we aware of our future. Okay,

  616. and now I thank God from where I came from,

  617. But I wonder sometimes how on earth did I get

  618. here to Indianapolis at church acrossing. I grew up very

  619. rough neighborhood, very poor area, okay, And you know I

  620. grew up. I had a hillbilly accent, a redneck attitude,

  621. and I was evil and I love to do evil things.

  622. And let me tell you something, I don't know how

  623. I went from there and that part of town to

  624. live in here in Indianapolis, which, by the way, if

  625. we live in this area, this area is awesome. It's

  626. one of the best places, not only in America but

  627. in the world. I really hope you appreciate the area

  628. we live in. We live in an awesome area, and

  629. I wonder sometimes how I got here. And then I

  630. think about this church. You know, this church, you guys,

  631. I feel like we just fit each other like a glove.

  632. You know, you guys allowed me to preach through a text.

  633. You all will laugh at almost anything. Your people of grit,

  634. you get your hands dirty in our community, and I

  635. feel like we for each other. But then when I

  636. look back and I think about that trajectory in my life,

  637. it does not make sense, Like God, how on earth

  638. did I go from here to here? You might be

  639. asking this question today, how do you get to the

  640. place in your life that God has prepared for you.

  641. It's just this simple. Simply live for him faithfully today.

  642. Live for him faithfully today. Last thing as we close today,

  643. who is your next appointment? On Straight Street in eighteen fifties,

  644. there was a young shoe salesman named Edward Kimball. And

  645. Edward Kimball heart broke for this young man who worked

  646. for him. So Edward Kimball decided that God wanted to

  647. him to share the Gospel with him. So he went

  648. to this young man. He shared the Gospel with that

  649. young man, and that young man decided to come to

  650. Christ that day. That's all we know about Edward Kimball.

  651. That's it, that's his story. He worked at a shoe store.

  652. God told him to go talk to somebody. He did,

  653. that person got saved. Now let me tell you about

  654. the person that he led the Christ. His name was

  655. Dwight L. Moody, and D. L. Moody was literally the

  656. most influential Christian of the eighteenth century, and he led

  657. tens of thousands of people of Christ, maybe more than that,

  658. maybe hundreds of thousands of people to Christ. Some say

  659. he influenced as many as a million people. Now Kimble's

  660. his only part was what doing this one thing and

  661. being part of this one part of D. L. Moody's discipleship.

  662. Even though D. L. Moody went on to have this

  663. ministry that just you know, reached millions, all of us

  664. aren't going to reach millions, but all of us can

  665. reach one. And here's the thing. As I closed this

  666. to remind you, some of us are Kimbles, some of

  667. us are Moody's, some of us are Intonysis, some of

  668. us are Pauls. But in God's eyes, we're all somebody.

  669. So here's what we're gonna do today. We're going to

  670. close in prayer, and let's just take some time right now,

  671. and I want you to just simply ask this question,

  672. very very simply God, am I being faithful and my

  673. discipleship relationships? So let's just take some time to pray,

  674. and I want you to close your eyes, bow your

  675. head and just simply ask that and talk to God.

  676. Am I being faithful and my discipleship relationships?

  677. Let's pray.

  678. And I feel like there's some people here in the

  679. room that have maybe walked away from the relationship with

  680. Christ or theyre not in a relationship with Christ, and

  681. I want to give you an opportunity to have your

  682. life changed, your direction changed forever. I want to give

  683. you an opportunity to come into a relationship with Christ,

  684. and to do that, I want you to pray this

  685. prayer with me right now. Jesus, I asked for you

  686. to become my savior, my Lord, the leader of my life.

  687. I believe that you, Jesus, died on the cross for

  688. my sins. Three days later you resurrected, and Jesus, I'm

  689. asking you to forgive me of my sins and save

  690. my soul. Holy Spirit, please fill my life and lead

  691. me and guide me and direct me. With everyone's eyes

  692. still closed, heads bowed, we raise your hand. If you

  693. just pray that prayer, raise your hand. I see that hand,

  694. I see that hand. In the other hand, I see

  695. that hand. That hand. Praise the Lord. I see that hand.

  696. Praise the Lord. Amen. Amen. We're going to continue to

  697. worship now, but we're also going to celebrate that God

  698. is still changing lives today.