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The Blessing of Forgivness (Psalm 32)

Bethesda Baptist Durham

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  1. Well, good morning. It's good to see you this morning.

  2. Glad you're here with us, if you have, every bodyble's

  3. turned with me to Psalm thirty two this morning, some

  4. thirty two.

  5. We're back in our series through the through some of

  6. the psalms in November, and so I'm glad that you're

  7. here with us, if you'll.

  8. Turn there with me.

  9. You know, today, as we celebrate Veterans Day, we think

  10. about all the sacrifice our veterans make for our freedom,

  11. for our independence, that we might live in a free country,

  12. worship in a free country, and pursue freedom. You know,

  13. our forefathers wrote the declar Decoration of Independence, and then

  14. that it outlines what we have the freedom to pursue,

  15. and what it says here is we hold these truths

  16. to be self evident, that all men are created equal,

  17. that we are endowed by the Creator with certain in

  18. the alivial rights, and that among these are listen to

  19. this life liberty and to pursue happiness. You know, those

  20. who served our country, they serve that we might have

  21. life liberty and that we might pursue happiness. You know,

  22. if you ever thought about that, all of us, as Americans,

  23. we have the honor and the privileges to have freedom,

  24. and that allows us to seek life.

  25. And liberty and happiness.

  26. You ever thought about what what do you pursue as

  27. an American? What do you pursue to make you happy?

  28. You know, you think about there's many different things. I

  29. just did at Google search and I'm preparing for this

  30. message and thought about what are different ways that people

  31. pursue happiness. So there's this thought within our forefathers that

  32. happiness can be found, right, it can be found in

  33. things that can be found in actions and.

  34. Things that we do or things that we experience.

  35. I did a Google search and I was looking for

  36. how what people do that they feel like makes them

  37. feel happy?

  38. In Some described popping bubble or.

  39. App You ever remember that as a kid, the parents

  40. would get in a little package and have the little

  41. big bubbles or small bubbles. Just something about it, right,

  42. bringing those together and just feeling them popping underneath your fingers.

  43. Some say that brings them happiness. Some describe happiness this

  44. smelling fresh baked bread.

  45. I think I don't like to smell it, I don'

  46. want to eat it. That makes me happy.

  47. Some are like the beach, and some say they feel

  48. happy when they're feeling the sun on their skin. Some

  49. say a cozy bed after a long day, some of

  50. those who love sleep. Some describe maybe those who are outdoorsmen,

  51. they like the smell of.

  52. Fresh, fresh cut grass. So maybe that's you.

  53. Maybe one of these things that you do and you

  54. sense makes you feel happy. Some talk about little victories

  55. in life and how they make them feel happy.

  56. Some say finding money in a jacket pocket. Just yesterday,

  57. we were going.

  58. Out on a run with some friends of mine, and

  59. as we started running, we looked down and my friend

  60. found a ten dollar bill and next thing, you know,

  61. you know, we just thought it was a you know,

  62. a fluke. And next thing he said, look there's something else.

  63. He found another one, I said, or to look in

  64. ourselves after he There is a little joy of finding

  65. some unexpected money, right.

  66. Some say receiving an order you've been waiting on, maybe ordered.

  67. Something from Amazon, or some something you ordered and anticipation

  68. for that to come in.

  69. Now, all these many different things.

  70. Of senses or things that happen to us make us

  71. feel happy. Some describe but the idea of happiness is

  72. happiness is something that we can pursue, something we can

  73. feel something, we could sense, something we.

  74. Might do, But the reality.

  75. Is none of the things that we feel, or nothing

  76. that we do, actually can truly make us happy. There's

  77. a writer names Clarence McCartney, and he wrote about this,

  78. and he said, happiness is not found in pleasure. Lord

  79. Byron lived such a life as anyone did, and he

  80. wrote the Worm, the Canker, and the Grief.

  81. Or a mind alone. Here's a man who had great pleasure, but.

  82. He never found happiness. Happiness is not found in money.

  83. Jay Galed, a millionaire, have plenty of that, And when

  84. he died he says, I suppose I'm most of the

  85. miserable man in the on the earth.

  86. Position. Fame don't make you happy, right?

  87. Lord Beckenfield enjoyed more in his share of fame and

  88. in position. He says, youth is a mistake. In manhood,

  89. manhood a struggle, and old age.

  90. Is a regret.

  91. Happiness is not found in military success. Alexander the Great

  92. conquered more than more of the world than he could

  93. have in that day, but that was a loon. Wasn't

  94. good enough for Alexander Great? He says, there are no

  95. more worlds to conquer. Happiness is not found in things

  96. we do right. It's not found in pleasure, it's not

  97. found in military success, it's not plant and money.

  98. Or our position.

  99. Happiness is found in the Lord. As we come to

  100. this passive of scripture and Psalm thirty two, David is

  101. writing about where is happiness found? You know, there's as

  102. I mentioned to you last week, there are several different

  103. types of psalms in the psalms, and last week was

  104. a hymn, and this week is a psalm that is

  105. written with the style that describes forgiveness and confession. This

  106. is a psalm that outlines how someone's find forgiveness and

  107. how they confess.

  108. To their sin. And as David writes this psalm, this is.

  109. The first out of this literary style, David is describing

  110. how he has found forgiveness, how he's confessed his sin

  111. to the Lord. As you noticed, as you look at

  112. the beginning of the verse, at the very beginning, there's

  113. a subscript. You see these a lot in psalms, and

  114. you see it starts with a mascule of David. The

  115. word mascal there means instruction, giving of instruction. David is

  116. instructing you, and I today, or he's instructing God's people

  117. to how to find happiness and forget. I wonder today,

  118. as we read today, I wonder, where are you finding

  119. happiness this morning?

  120. What are the things that you look to?

  121. What may be sleeping in at night on one morning

  122. yesterday morning, Maybe it is cutting your grass, Maybe it

  123. is cooking a cake, maybe it.

  124. Is watching a sports game, whatever it may be, what.

  125. Are you pursuing happiness in? And you recognize today that

  126. happiness is not in found in the things of this world.

  127. It's not found the things that we do. It's found in.

  128. What God wants to do for you and I.

  129. And so this morning, let's explore together David's instruction of

  130. how happiness is found in forgiveness that God gives us.

  131. We stand with me unless read God's word together today

  132. Psalm thirty two will read it all. It's eleven verses.

  133. The Bible says, Blessed is a one. This is this

  134. whose transgression is forgiven, whose sin is covered. Blessed is

  135. a man against in whom the Lord counts no iniquity,

  136. in whose spirit there is no deceit. For when I

  137. kept silent, my bones wasted away through my groaning all

  138. day long, for day and night, your hand was heavy

  139. upon me. My strength was dried up as by the

  140. heat of summer. I acknowledge my sin to you, and

  141. I did not uncover. I did not cover my iniquity.

  142. I said, I will confess my transgressions to the Lord, and.

  143. You forgave the iniquity of my sin. Selah.

  144. Therefore, let everyone who is godly offer a prayer to

  145. you at a time when you may be found. Surely

  146. in the rush of great waters, they shall not reach him.

  147. You are a hiding place from me. You preserve me

  148. from trouble. You surround me with shouts of deliverance. Selah,

  149. I will instruct you and teach you in the way

  150. you should go. I will counsel you with my eye

  151. upon you. Be not like a horse or mule without understanding,

  152. which must be curved with a debt and bridle, or

  153. it will not.

  154. Stay near you. Many are the sorves of.

  155. The wicked, But the stepfast love surrounds the one who

  156. trust in the Lord.

  157. Bleek, be glad in the Lord.

  158. Rejoice or righteous, Oh, and shout for joy, all you upright.

  159. In the heart.

  160. Let's pray together, Father, we thank you Lord today for

  161. your word.

  162. Lord.

  163. I pray today, as we look at Psalm thirty two,

  164. that you would use your word to speak to our hearts. Lord,

  165. I declare today, we declare as a body loved Lord,

  166. that these are not my words.

  167. These are your words. Your word.

  168. Is it without error, It is infallible. Lord, it is

  169. the authority by which we live our life. And so Lord,

  170. I pray today that you may speak.

  171. Father through me. Lord. I am a sinner, Lord that desperately.

  172. Needs Lord, your forgiving, your forgiveness, and your anointing in

  173. my heart, in my life. Lord, I pray you would

  174. anoint me today that I might be filled with your spirit,

  175. that I might deliver your word. Lord.

  176. Lord.

  177. May today as you speak, Lord, may we have ears

  178. to hear and a heart to obey.

  179. Lord. We love you, We thank you today for your word.

  180. In your name, we pray you may be seated.

  181. It's come to Psalm thirty two, David. As I mentioned

  182. as writing, the psalm begins with the beatitudes. It's very

  183. similar if you remember Jesus's Sermon on the Mound.

  184. There's the beatitudes.

  185. Blessed is the poord Spirit that blessed those This is

  186. the same idea. David starts with a two part two

  187. verse blessed. There blessed is the lord whose transgression is forgiven,

  188. whose sin is covered. Verse two blessed as a man

  189. who against whom the Lord counts no iniquity, and whose

  190. spirit there's no deceit. So this term this idea is

  191. is maybe translated blessed. There would be more accurately blessedness.

  192. It's the idea of being blessed. In our matter day English, we.

  193. Would use the word happy.

  194. Happy is someone whose sin is forgiven. David said it,

  195. and Jesus does this as well discernment.

  196. On the mount.

  197. We see this beatitude structure also found in someone. Actually

  198. the very first psalm in the Psalms and the writer

  199. describes the blessed man who takes certain actions, and someone's

  200. blessed the man who walks not in the council of

  201. the wicked, nor stand in the way of sinners, nor

  202. seat in the seat of scoffers. This blessing is describing

  203. someone who is blessed by his choices and his actions.

  204. But here David describes happiness not found in choices or actions,

  205. but happiness actually found in.

  206. What God's done for him.

  207. David describes happiness as found in God's forgiveness. It's interesting

  208. as David writes this beatitude and he's leading others to

  209. find happiness found blessing and being right with God.

  210. He describes forgiveness and in doing so he describes also sin.

  211. You know sin.

  212. This passive scripture, I think is one of the a

  213. beautiful passive scripture, but was one of the greatest passive

  214. scripture that describes sin. Actually, David uses three descriptions of

  215. sin in this passive scripture, and he also gives us

  216. three parallel descriptions of God's forgiveness. Let's look at these

  217. descriptions of sin that David gives us and the forgiveness

  218. that he found ever sin. Listen, what says blessed is

  219. the one whose transgression is forgiven. There's the first word,

  220. the first word for sin, this transgression.

  221. It literally means going away or departing. It's the idea

  222. of rebellion.

  223. If you think about going away or departing is in

  224. the idea in relationship with God is God is here

  225. and it's going away or it's departing away from God.

  226. It is the idea of rebelling from God, running away

  227. from God. That's the idea here. You know, as we

  228. think about sin and we think about this term transgression,

  229. it's very important for us to understand at the heart

  230. of our sin, when we sinned against God, we are

  231. turning away and.

  232. We're rebelling against him.

  233. We're moving away from God, We're running away from who

  234. he is.

  235. David said this.

  236. By the way, is believed that David wrote Psalm fifty one,

  237. and I'll get I mean Psalm thirty two in his

  238. response to fifty one, and I'll get to that earlier.

  239. But if you remember in Psalm fifty one, David wrote

  240. Psalm fifty one right after the sin of Bathsheba.

  241. You remember sin of Bathsheba.

  242. David was the king and he went up onto his

  243. balcony that day and he looked out and the woman

  244. was bathing, and her name was Bathsheba, and he lusted

  245. after her, and he brought her into his court, and

  246. while all.

  247. The kings were at war, he laid with her. He

  248. had an affair with Bathsheba.

  249. She comes back and says that she's pregnant, and David

  250. then realizes he's got to do something about this sin.

  251. So he decides to he's going to hide this in

  252. He's going to cover up.

  253. So he brings your Ayah home and he sets forth

  254. a to have Uriyah lay with his wife that she

  255. might the people in the community might think that he

  256. got her pregnant.

  257. So he does that.

  258. Devis that does That doesn't work, so he sends Uriyah

  259. back to war, and he sends him to the front

  260. of the lines that he might be killed, and he

  261. has Uriyah killed, and then he takes Bathsheba's wife.

  262. He does all that to cover his sin.

  263. David writes Psalm fifty one right after that sin, and

  264. right after Nathan confronts him of his sin.

  265. And this is what David says and Psal fifty one, to.

  266. Listen to these words in verse fifty.

  267. One to four, he says, listen to this against you,

  268. and you only have I sinned and done what is

  269. evil in your sight, so that she might be justified

  270. in your words and blameless in your judgment. David sinned

  271. against Euryah. David had sinned against Israel. David had sinned

  272. against so many others throughout his story.

  273. But when David confesses his sin.

  274. Before God, he said it was only you God. I

  275. rebelled against my sin. God was against you. Do you

  276. recognize this morning when you sin, the gravity of your sin.

  277. You may be sinning against your family member. You may

  278. be sending against a classmate. You may have done something

  279. against your family member. You may have done many different things,

  280. and it's impacted many others in your life. But listen,

  281. primarily when it comes to your sin. Understand your sin

  282. is against.

  283. A holy God.

  284. One writer or one pastor once said this. He says,

  285. you don't understand the gravity of the most trivial wrong

  286. act when you think of it as sin against the

  287. order of nature, or against the law written on your heart,

  288. or as the breach of the constitution of your own nature,

  289. or as there a crime against your fellow, against your friend.

  290. You've got to get to the bottom of the blackness

  291. until you see that it's flat rebellion against God.

  292. When you sin, you're turning away from God, and you sin,

  293. it gets the Holy God. He not only.

  294. Describes that sin is a transgression, but he describes sin.

  295. Listen to this.

  296. Look at the verse here blessed the ones whose transgression

  297. is forgiven. The third the second word there is who's

  298. sin is covered. This term sin has described as would

  299. be translated as coming short or falling short. In ancient times,

  300. this Hebrew word would be used to for someone who's

  301. used did archery.

  302. Right, they had a target, Okay, all right, okay, all right.

  303. Well you're all awake if you're falling asleep earlier and

  304. now you're awake, so okay, sin is falling short. So

  305. someone again an archery they had a target and say

  306. they shot in error and the air fall short of

  307. the target. That's the imagery of this Hebrew word. What's

  308. the target?

  309. God's holy word?

  310. This is a standard by which we live our life.

  311. When we sin, we follow short of God's holy word.

  312. David describes his sin as God, you had a standard

  313. for me to live as a king, as a man,

  314. as a god fear. You gave me instructions of how

  315. I've lived my life, and God, I fell short of

  316. your word. I fell short of your what You've desired

  317. for me. Second word that David uses describes sin here listen,

  318. transgression is forgiven.

  319. Whose sin is covered. Listen to this verse two, Blessed.

  320. The man against whom the Lord counts no iniquity. The

  321. third word here is iniquity, iniquity. If you think about

  322. these words, the first word, the first term, describes our

  323. sin in relationship to God. We've departed the Lord. We've

  324. turned away from God. We've rebelled against him. The second

  325. term describes our in a relationship to God's word. We

  326. fell short of God's word. There's a holy standard which

  327. we live. We live holy as God is holy, and

  328. we fell short of that.

  329. The third word here for.

  330. Iniquity, describes our sin in relationship to ourselves. It describes

  331. really who we are as sinners. The term can be

  332. described as iniquity means corrupt, twisted, or crooked. When we

  333. sin as individuals, within.

  334. Our heart, we're twisted, we're corrupt, we're crooked in our being.

  335. When we indulge in sin, we have to recognize in

  336. our heart of hearts, our hearts are evil, and our

  337. thoughts and our actions and our desires are crooked. They're corrupt,

  338. they're twisted. It's amazing to hear how David describes his sin.

  339. And you can think about David and what he did

  340. with Bathsheba and the corrupt nature of him bring her

  341. in and having an affair with her. But then you

  342. think about the twisted nature of him bringing your ayah

  343. in to have him sleep with his wife that they

  344. might think that the child is your ayahs.

  345. And then that doesn't work.

  346. And then the twisted nature to have him put on

  347. the front lines, to have him killed, just that he

  348. might cover his sins. And David says, my sins, I've

  349. repelled against God, my sins, I have fell short of

  350. God's holy standard. And I recognize within my heart my

  351. heart is twisted.

  352. I'm corrupt.

  353. David says all that, But the beautiful thing of this,

  354. David's declaring to us in this psalm that there's happiness

  355. that we can found in this world. There's happiness that

  356. David has found. And what is that happiness? That happiness

  357. is in forgiveness.

  358. Listen to the words he describes.

  359. He describes sin, but then he describes the blessedness of

  360. being forgiven. He gives three different words to describe how

  361. he was forgiven. The first word here is blessed is

  362. the one whose transgression is forgiven. The word forgiven there

  363. literally means to have our sins lifted off. Before we

  364. are forgiven. We carry the weight of our sins. And

  365. David says, when when I had this transgressions, I rebelled

  366. against the Lord.

  367. There was a burden on me of my sins.

  368. But when Jesus forgave me, he lifts the burden of

  369. my sins up. Listen to this the second imagery of

  370. this passage. He says in verse two, blessed them. In

  371. verse one, blessed to the ones whose transgression is forgiven,

  372. whose sin is covered.

  373. This term covered brings back the imagery of the day

  374. of the Toement.

  375. And we've just been reading through numbers for my Bible study,

  376. and we've been looking at this. But if you remember

  377. in the in the Day of Atonement, the priests would

  378. would offer a sacrifice for the sins of is Israel,

  379. and he would take the bl blood of that sacrifice,

  380. and he would go in the Holy of Holies and

  381. he would take that blood and he would put it

  382. over the mercy seed. You remember what was in the

  383. mercy seed. The mercy seed was what the ark of

  384. the covenant. But it also was within the ark of

  385. the Covenant was God's word.

  386. It was the tablets of stone.

  387. When we sin, we fall short right, and the good

  388. news when we find Jesus, says our Lord Savior, and

  389. we ask God for forgiveness.

  390. Listen, He takes the blood of Jesus and he plies.

  391. It over our hearts and our lives, that he might

  392. cover our sins. He might cleanse us of our sins.

  393. Of how we fall in short of God's glory. If

  394. you think about the imagery of the putting the blood

  395. of the Ark of the Covenant over the mercy seed

  396. over the law. You remember the story of in the Exodus,

  397. that Angel of the Lord was coming to kill all

  398. the first worms.

  399. What were they commanded to do. They would take the sacrifice.

  400. And take the blood of that sacrifice right, and they

  401. would put it over the door frames of that house, right,

  402. and by the blood over the home when it would

  403. appease what the wrath of God that was coming. And

  404. because they were covered in the blood right, the wrath

  405. of God would pass over. The word here for cover

  406. is the same word in the New Testament for propuitiation.

  407. You know what that means. Because we sin and we

  408. fall in short of the glory of God. What is

  409. our penalty, death and hell? The good news of Jesus

  410. is when we found forgiveness of him. Listen, he covers

  411. us of the blood of Jesus. And one day his

  412. judgment's coming right, and the good news of Jesus right

  413. when we found forgiveness of him.

  414. His judgment will pass over us. Why because He's covered

  415. us in his blood.

  416. David says, Listen, I've sinned against the Holy God. I

  417. fell short, but God covers me with his blood.

  418. I'm forgiven.

  419. He's made atonement and he's appeased the wrath of God

  420. of what I've.

  421. Done against the Holy God.

  422. Once you see third here he describes it covers. But

  423. the third description counts no iniquity.

  424. It's a term for counts here is.

  425. It's a book keeping term. It means to impute. But

  426. it's a bookkeeping term.

  427. If you think about it for a minute, just imagine

  428. there was a book that had your life. In heaven.

  429. There's a book, and God has a record of your life.

  430. Imagine in that record in your life, he writes down every.

  431. Sin you've committed against all of God.

  432. Every time you've created a transgression, you rerailed against him.

  433. Every time you've fallen short of the glory of God.

  434. Every time you did something twisted, God wrote a letter.

  435. He wrote their sense by your name. In that Ledger. Right,

  436. that's the imagery of this passage scripture. But the imagery

  437. of this passage is listening to this blessed as a

  438. man against the Lord counts no iniquity. You know, the

  439. good news of Jesus, the good news that David said.

  440. David says, listen, there was a time that God was

  441. writing my iniquities down. But the good news as I

  442. found forgiveness in the Lord. And he what he took

  443. out my He did not count my iniquities against me. Instead,

  444. he what forgave me, He cleansed me. He remembers them

  445. no more. If you imagine today if you had a

  446. book that had your sins listed on a ledger, and imagine, yeah,

  447. there was another book beside that book, and there was

  448. a book and it was a book of Jesus. If

  449. you opened up the book of Jesus, what it wouldn't

  450. be anything in the book because he was sinless. Now

  451. imagine if you opened up the book and it said sinless,

  452. the righteousness the pure life of Christ written in it.

  453. Now imagine he opened up your book and everything that

  454. you had done against the Lord he took out of

  455. that book, and he wrote in Jesus's book, everything you'd

  456. done and gets the Holy God, he writes in Jesus'

  457. pledguer and in your book.

  458. It said the righteousness of Christ.

  459. That's what the good news of Jesus is.

  460. When we put our faith in Jesus Christ, listen that

  461. he only forgives our transgression. Not only does he cover

  462. our sin, but listen, he does not count our iniquity

  463. against us. And David says, listen, there's many things in

  464. this life that we might find happiness. We might find

  465. happiness and things and feelings, sleeping in different foods, being

  466. with different people, spending.

  467. Time with people. But the true happiness is when the

  468. Lord forgives you of your sins. Do you know that today?

  469. Do you know the blessedness, the happiness of having your

  470. sins forgiven, that he covers your sins, that he doesn't

  471. count your sins against you, that he forgives your sin,

  472. that he lifts the burden of your sins all of you?

  473. Do you know that today?

  474. I wonder today if you've come in this in this

  475. room and you're looking for forgiveness or or you're looking

  476. for happiness in all kinds of different places in this world,

  477. and you search with it. You search for it in

  478. your career, you search for it in your happy I

  479. mean in your hobbies, you search for it in your relationships,

  480. and time after time after time again you cannot find happiness.

  481. And the reason why you're trying to find happiness as

  482. you're trying to find.

  483. That outside of the Lord and outside of.

  484. Some sin that's in your life that you've never found

  485. forgiveness of heard the story of a priest.

  486. He was from the Philippines, and he had.

  487. Served the Lord for many years, but there was a

  488. time when he was in seminary that he had a

  489. secret sin that he committed against the Lord, and he

  490. struggled with just he'd asked for forgiveness and he repented

  491. of that sin, but he just had had a peace.

  492. One day, there was a lady that was in his church,

  493. and it was believed that she had just a special

  494. relationship with the Lord, and he had heard about that,

  495. and he was just really suffered and he was kind

  496. of skeptical of her, and so he told her one day,

  497. I tell you, what, if you're so spiritual, why don't

  498. you ask the Lord what I did in seminary and

  499. see what the Lord has to say about it. He

  500. was trying her a little bit, and she the next

  501. day he saw her.

  502. A few days later, he saw.

  503. Her and he said, did you ask the Lord about

  504. what I'd done?

  505. She said, I did.

  506. She asked him about what sin I committed when I

  507. was a seminary.

  508. She said, yes, I did.

  509. The priest looked there and says, what did the Lord say?

  510. She said, The Lord says, I don't remember. You see

  511. what the Lord forgives, the Lord forgets. You know, the

  512. Bible says that he casts her sin as far as

  513. the east from the west. I wonder today, do you

  514. know the happiness in forgiveness? David teaches here, happiness is

  515. found in forgiveness. Where's your happiness this morning? What is

  516. it found in? Is it found in the Lords? It

  517. found in being right with the Lord. As you look

  518. at the next part of this passive scripture, David continues,

  519. he tells us he teaches that happiness has found the Lord.

  520. But secondly he teaches it forgiveness is found in the Lord.

  521. It's interesting as you walk this pastes, let's read what happens.

  522. As you come to verse.

  523. Three through five, you kind of see again David's teaching.

  524. That's what the whole structure of this psalm is David's teaching.

  525. He's teaching that happiness has found in forgiveness. He kind

  526. of begins in talking about how happiness is found in forgiveness.

  527. Is kind of a teaching moment verses one and two,

  528. and then from three to five, he's kind of giving

  529. a testimony. David's describing his personal experience for finding forgiveness,

  530. what happened in his life, what he thought he could

  531. find happiness in, and how he found forgiveness in the Lord.

  532. Listen to what he says here he says, here's David's testimony.

  533. He says, when I kept silent, my bones wasted away

  534. through my groaning all day long, for day and night.

  535. Your hand was heavy upon me, and my strength was

  536. dried up as by the he is summer. I knowledge

  537. my sin to you, and I did not cover my iniquity.

  538. I say, I will confess my transgressions to.

  539. The Lord, and you forgave the iniquity of my sin.

  540. Selah, You know, the reality is most of us, we

  541. might know the right thing to do right. We might

  542. know this about sin. We might know that there's happiness

  543. in forgiveness. But reality is, many times we don't do

  544. the right thing doing well. Guess what, You're not alone.

  545. Neither did David. And David describes how after Bathsheba, after

  546. the sin with Bathsheba, how he messed up, and how

  547. did he mess up? David described how he tried to

  548. cover his own sin. Right list is what David describes.

  549. In this passage.

  550. He says, when I kept silent, I hear I've done

  551. this awful thing about Sheba and had an affair with

  552. her and had Uriah killed and betrayed my country.

  553. And I'd done all this thing, and I thought I

  554. could fix it.

  555. I thought I.

  556. Could make this better.

  557. And what was my solution is to cover it up,

  558. stay silent, act like it didn't happen, brush it under

  559. the rug. Just go on with my life, just continue

  560. as things up, and try to find happiness in my being,

  561. keening in the different successes.

  562. Just keep moving on. But listen what David says. David

  563. said when I did that.

  564. Listen to what it describes David's When I silent, my

  565. bones wasted away emotionally. As I was quiet about my sin,

  566. my physically it was tearing me apart. David even describes,

  567. through my groaning all day long, I may have put

  568. the part on as a king that everything was okay,

  569. but inwardly it was tearing me apart. David even describes

  570. here for night and day, listen why there was tearing

  571. me apart, Because night and.

  572. Day your hand was heavy upon me.

  573. David described that as he turned away from the Lord

  574. God's hand, a conviction continually be heavy upon him. He

  575. couldn't he couldn't shake the burden of his sins, and

  576. the burden that he had rebelled against God, that he

  577. had sinned against God, the burden that he had all

  578. in short of what God had called me to do,

  579. the burden of he was twisted and corrupt, and the

  580. hand of the Lord was upon him.

  581. David said, my strength was dried up as the heat

  582. of summer.

  583. I was so weak as if I was in the

  584. middle of the summer, and I didn't have any nutrition

  585. and hadn't drink anything, and I was just dry, and

  586. spiritually I was dry. You know, we are a lot

  587. like day, aren't we. We make mistakes, we sin, we

  588. return against the Lord, We fall short of the glory

  589. of God, we fall short of what.

  590. His word tells us.

  591. We are twisted and we get involved in things, and

  592. our solution is, yes, what we can find happiness?

  593. I can't.

  594. I'm not right with the Lord, so let me go.

  595. Try to find happiness is something of this world, and

  596. we can't find it there, and as a result, we

  597. just co own day by day. We put on a

  598. happy face, we put on a face that everything's okay,

  599. but anwardly we're wasting away. We come to church and

  600. we put on that happy church face, we sing the

  601. happy church songs, and we go home and we're miserable.

  602. Why because we've not found forgiveness. And we think, listen

  603. to this, just as David thinks, we think the solution

  604. to our sin is not that God might cover it,

  605. that we might cover it up.

  606. We might cover our sin.

  607. Up by being silent, by trying to move on, trying

  608. to act like it didn't happen. And as a result,

  609. we think the solution to happiness is covering up our

  610. own sin and finding happiness in this world, and as

  611. as a.

  612. Result, spiritually were dry.

  613. Spiritually, there's no life in us, and we are falling apart.

  614. I remember a student, and I may have told you

  615. this story before.

  616. But I remember I was a teenager, I mean nineteen

  617. year I was a college student at North Greenvihene.

  618. I was serving as a church part time as a.

  619. Youth pastor, and I got a phone call by a

  620. parent one day and said, hey, can you come over?

  621. We need you?

  622. And so I remember they were just down the street

  623. from where I was in college. I was just apart,

  624. just down the street from where my dorm was. And

  625. I went to the house and I remember walking in

  626. the door and the mom and dad were visibly upset,

  627. and they said the student was a student in my

  628. youth group. He's in his room and he needs you.

  629. And I remember walking in. I didn't really know the

  630. details and knew something was wrong. And I remember walking

  631. in and there was that teenage boy sitting on the

  632. edge of his bed and he was just weeping, and

  633. I called him by name, sat beside him. I said,

  634. what's going on? He said, back then, we didn't The

  635. internet wasn't like it is today.

  636. And that's what's even bad is it's so available today.

  637. But then he was buying sheets of pornography from people

  638. at school for like quarters.

  639. They would give a quarter.

  640. And he'd get a sheet, and he had hidden it

  641. in his room, and he had hidden it in different

  642. places through the house, and the parents had found it.

  643. And there that teenage boy just began to weep. He

  644. thought that he could just cover it up, hide it.

  645. But that boy, a teenage boy that day, was wasting

  646. away because of the.

  647. Sin that was in his life.

  648. I'll tell you that story because there's people in this

  649. room today and you think that you can cover your

  650. sin and that it'll be okay, and you may put

  651. it on a good front in this room, just like

  652. he did in our youth group many times before. But

  653. then literally you're falling apart.

  654. It's destroying you.

  655. The solution, to David says, for him was not him covering.

  656. The solution for David was what true happiness is when

  657. the Lord covered.

  658. Listen what he says here.

  659. Verse five is he doesn't cover it any longer, or

  660. what he acknowledges it. He says, I acknowledge my sin

  661. to you. I did not listen to this. I did

  662. not cover my iniquity. Look into three words, right, I

  663. did not I acknowledge my rebelling against you. I did

  664. not cover my what my iniquity? How I fall in

  665. or my iniquity, the twisted things that I did, and

  666. I will confess how I.

  667. Fell short to the Lord and listen.

  668. I love this passage because David didn't say that was it.

  669. Look what I did. I went to the Lord. I

  670. told him everything I did, and that was it. David says,

  671. you forgave me God, God. I thought all alone that

  672. I could clean up my life and I could fix that,

  673. I could cover I can maybe go through a self

  674. improvement plan, that I could be a better person, or

  675. I can do better things. I've done a lot of

  676. bad things, but maybe I can do better in the future.

  677. David says, that wasn't the answer. The answer is when

  678. I uncovered it to the Lord. I told the Lord

  679. what I did. I knowdged the Lord, and the Lord

  680. forgave me.

  681. My solution for.

  682. Happiness is not what I can do, but what God.

  683. Could do for me.

  684. How God can forgive me of my sins. Today I

  685. wonder for you. Are you thinking happiness is something that

  686. you can find on your own outside of the Lord.

  687. Are you recognize today.

  688. Happiness is found in God's forgiveness. Are you today thinking

  689. that you might you might confix your life? You might

  690. confix the things that you've done, and maybe today you're

  691. trying to cover it and you're trying to trying to

  692. do better and try to do better with your life

  693. or some self improvement plan, or do you acknowledge the

  694. day Lord, My only hope is to stop trying to

  695. cover up what I've done against you God, and tell

  696. you God what I did with knowing that my only

  697. hope God is not me. My only hope is you, God,

  698. your forgiveness.

  699. David acknowledged his sin to the Lord, and God forgave.

  700. I wonder today Listen, there's some of you today, listen

  701. that spiritually you are not where you need to be

  702. with the Lord. And the reason why you're not listen,

  703. the reason why you're wasting away spiritually today is because

  704. you've never gone to God and say, God, I did this.

  705. Some of you're right with the Lord, I mean writing

  706. that you've been saved, but you're not right in that

  707. You've got unconfessed sin in your life today and you're

  708. trying to pass it. You're trying to do I'm okay,

  709. I'm okay. You're trying to cover it up. You're trying

  710. to just do better, maybe even today coming to.

  711. Churches, you're trying to do better.

  712. Maybe today the Lord's calling you to say, it's time

  713. to stop covering up your sin. It's time for you

  714. to come and a knowledge or sin to me. And

  715. it's time for you to allow me to forgive you.

  716. And you find the joy of having your sins forgiven

  717. by me. Hey, I want to I want to forgive you.

  718. I want to take that. I love the imagery. I

  719. want to take that burden. I want to lift it

  720. off your shoulders, the burden of sin you've been caring.

  721. I want to cover your sins that my wrath might

  722. be spared. And listen, I don't want to count your

  723. sins against you any longer.

  724. Come confess that to me today. You do that today.

  725. The Bible says in First of John Listen one eight

  726. and nine. If we say we have no sin, we

  727. deceive ourselves. The truth is not in us.

  728. But if we.

  729. Confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive

  730. us of our sins and cleanse us of all unrighteousness. Listen,

  731. happiness is found in forgiveness. Forgiveness is found not in us.

  732. Forgiveness is found in the Lord. Thirdly, forgiveness has taught

  733. to others. You know, David in Psalm fifty one described

  734. his sin and his need that God would forgive him

  735. restore him.

  736. And in Psalm fifty one three.

  737. In that same psalm, David described his desire that once

  738. he found forgiveness, he wanted to teach others forgiveness. Psalm

  739. fifty one three says, for I know my transgressions and

  740. my sins are ever before me, and he later describes

  741. how he wanted to teach others forgiveness, and that's what

  742. he doing here.

  743. I believe why David wrote Psalm thirty.

  744. Two is that David is doing.

  745. What he promises on fifty one that he wanted to

  746. teach others to find forgiveness. And so the rest of

  747. the verse, in verse six through eleven, David is giving

  748. out kind of teachings of things that he wants people

  749. to do. The first thing he says here, and just

  750. very quickly here in verse six he says, therefore, let

  751. everyone who is godly offer a prayer to you at

  752. a time where you may be found. Surely the rush

  753. of great waters shall not reach him, David says, seek

  754. the Lord White may be found. So that as the

  755. Lord is moving by this morning today, listen the spirit

  756. of God in this place, David saying, listen, offer to

  757. a prayer to the Lord. Why may be found Lord's moving.

  758. Don't harden your heart to the Lord. Seek him today,

  759. David says. Secondly, seek his protection. Why should you seek

  760. the Lord today? You should seek forgiveness because happiness is

  761. found in forgiveness, and forgiveness is found in the Lord.

  762. But seeking today why he may be found. But also

  763. David describes protection that's found in the Lord. It's very

  764. similar as we just let the Lord's prayer. What does

  765. the Lord says, deliver us from evil? Right, it's a

  766. prayer for protection. And David recognize, my hope for the

  767. future and avoiding the sin is the hand of the

  768. Lord being upon me and my finding my refuge in

  769. the Lord.

  770. And David says that you are my hiding place.

  771. You preserve me from trouble, You surround me with shouts

  772. of deliverance. Seek the Lord way he may be found.

  773. Seek his protection. Third seek his guidance. It gives us

  774. imagery of the Lord instructing its different thoughts. Here in

  775. verse eight, whether this is God Who's instructing, or where

  776. there's David who's instructing. I think both both are good interpretations,

  777. but both come with the sense of the Lord guiding

  778. us and guiding us by his word. I won't struct

  779. you and teach you and the way you should go.

  780. I will counsel you with my open upon you. Why

  781. should we seek the Lord today? We should seek his protection,

  782. but also we should seek his guidance. You know, the

  783. God God wants to lead you in your life. God

  784. has a plan for you. Jeremi twenty nine eleven says that,

  785. and he wants to guide you what steps you want

  786. to go. So today let's seek him. Why he may

  787. be found, but let's seek him because he wants.

  788. To lead us in our life. Lastly, David in verse ten.

  789. Leads others to only seek the Lord, to seek his protection,

  790. to seek his guidance, but lastly to seek to rejoice.

  791. This is what he says here in verse ten, he

  792. says many are the swords of the wicked. It's a

  793. summary of what David says. You know, I thought, when

  794. I was living away from God and a rebelled against

  795. the Lord, that this affair would bring me happiness. But

  796. it did not bring me any happiness. It brought me

  797. nothing but despair. And so are all the other ones

  798. who are corrupt and turning away and rebelling against. But

  799. those who seek the Lord, he says, But the stepfast

  800. love surrounds the one who trust in the Lord. Therefore,

  801. what does David say, Rejoice, be glad in the Lord,

  802. Rejoice or righteous, and shout for joy to all who

  803. you who are upright in other heart? You know you

  804. think about this just psalm, and David at the very

  805. end just says, hey, we should seek the Lord way

  806. maybe found. We should seeking because of his protection. We

  807. should seek his guidance. But lastly we should seek.

  808. To rejoice in the Lord.

  809. You know, if you think about it today, we you know,

  810. when something makes us happy, what do we do? Most

  811. natural responses, we want to tell somebody right when we

  812. graduate college, we want to tell people that we graduated

  813. high school or college. When we get married, we want

  814. to have people come to our wedding so we can

  815. rejoice God.

  816. Bringing us a spouse. We want to rejoice when a

  817. new baby comes. We want to tell others.

  818. We want to tell others about that baby and what

  819. it looks like, how much it weighs and how long

  820. it is. When our sports team went and my tar

  821. Hills won two games this weekend, we want to rejoice.

  822. It didn't happen very often, right. We want to rejoice.

  823. We want to rejoice when we do many things, But

  824. do we rejoice that our sins are forgiven? This week,

  825. one of my best friends in high school, his wife

  826. passed away. And her name's Ali. How I actually prayed

  827. for Brad. He has had four kids. She was forty

  828. six or forty seven. She had cancer, So pray for

  829. Brad and his four kids today. I went back and

  830. had been back home and saw my friends from high

  831. school in twenty plus years. And so I was at

  832. the funeral and I was walking through and I was

  833. kind of in the back, and sudden this lady walked

  834. to start walking my way, and I was looking at

  835. her and I had not seen her in twenty plus years.

  836. But it was my coach. It was my tennis coach.

  837. I played tennis in high school in my ninth grade,

  838. tenth grade, I think it was tenth. I was driving

  839. at the time. I was struggling. My parents had separated.

  840. I was not living for the Lord. I was saved

  841. but I was not living for God. I'd rebelled, I

  842. turned away. I was running. I was bitter, angry. I

  843. had to send a bitterness in my heart, and it

  844. was eating me away.

  845. I tried to put on a good run.

  846. I still went to church and did a lot of things,

  847. but inside of me, it was tearing me apart. It

  848. would manifest itself on the tennis court. When I would lose,

  849. that bitterness in that sin that was inside of me

  850. would manifest on the tennis court. I would throw my racket,

  851. break my racket, you name it, I did it. Coach

  852. Horva would pull me aside and said, Jonathan, I don't

  853. know what's going on, but something you need to find

  854. the Lord.

  855. You need to get some things right. This is something

  856. not right.

  857. Not long after that, she came to me and she

  858. said I got saved. And she said, you're the only

  859. Christian that I know. And she said, would you come

  860. and watch me be baptized. I don't know any other

  861. Christians that sapt you. You're only a Christian I know.

  862. Even though I wasn't living for the Lord. That Sunday

  863. I went to church with her, and in that moment,

  864. God began doing good work in my life to help

  865. lead me to find forgiveness of her bitterness and anger

  866. and sin that was in my life. The other day

  867. at the funeral, I saw Coach Corbath and the first

  868. thing she said to me, she said, you're the one,

  869. the only one that came to my baptism because you

  870. were the only Christian I know. In that moment, listen,

  871. it changed my life. Why because she understood when God

  872. saved me. I want to tell others and I want

  873. to lead others to find the same forgiveness that I found.

  874. And listen today, if Jesus has done something in your life,

  875. if you found the happiness the forgiveness of sin, the

  876. natural response for us is to go tell others and

  877. lead others to find that same forgiveness.

  878. And in this passage of Scripture, at the end of.

  879. This passage, David, because of what God has done for him,

  880. he wanted to tell others and he wanted to lead

  881. others to find that same forgiveness. Can I ask you today,

  882. where's your happiness? Are you finding happiness in this world?

  883. Or have you found happiness and forgiveness of sin today?

  884. Have you found.

  885. Forgiveness of your sins from the Lord, or are you

  886. covering your sins? And if you found forgiveness today of

  887. your sins, how are you like David? How are you

  888. like Coach Horvath that you want to lead others to

  889. find that saying forgiveness that you found the Lord. I'm

  890. gonna give you a chance to put this into practice.

  891. Right now that Tennor's gonna come. We're gonna sing a song.

  892. Wherever you are tenor there, We're going to sing a song.

  893. It is well.

  894. Now. I don't know if you know.

  895. This, but one thing about my wife, who leaves our choir,

  896. she'll tell our acquire this. Don't sing it if you

  897. don't mean it, don't sing it. If you don't mean it,

  898. if you don't.

  899. Mean the words that you sing, don't sing it.

  900. Well. In this song we're gonna sing. Listen what it says?

  901. The right to him?

  902. The one who wrote to him writes, my sin, oh

  903. the bliss of the glorious thought. My sin, not the part,

  904. but the whole is knell to the cross. And I

  905. bear it no more. Praise the Lord, Praise the Lord,

  906. O my soul.

  907. Listen.

  908. In just a moment, we're gonna have this song imitation,

  909. and I ask it to you today. Have you found

  910. that forgiveness? Have you found the happiness of when God

  911. forgave you of your sin? Have you found forgiveness in

  912. the Lord that he took that burden off of you,

  913. He forgave you of your sin, that he doesn't count

  914. your niquity against you today, that he through his blood

  915. is a propitiation for your sin. And he appeased the

  916. wrath of God what you have done against him, Holy God, listen,

  917. and he remembers your sin no more? Can you sing

  918. that today? If you can, would you sing? We stand

  919. with us, and let's sing that together. Let's pray together

  920. before we sing.

  921. Lord.

  922. I thank you Lord for this word. I thank you

  923. Lord for that happiness has found in you. Lord, Lord,

  924. forgive us in the ways that we try to find

  925. so many counterfeits in this world, happiness and our strength

  926. through our ability or actions or the things that we

  927. do in this world. Lord, I pray today that we

  928. would recognize Lord, that happiness is found in forgiveness. And Lord,

  929. today I pray we'd find forgiveness in you.

  930. Lord.

  931. Today, Lord, I pray that be those that sund this

  932. room that are wasting away because of unconfessed sins. Or

  933. I pray that'd be those today that would not cover

  934. their sins any longer, who would confess their sins to

  935. you today, while you may be found.

  936. And Lord, I pray today they would hear the.

  937. Moment they confess to you, the moment Lord you'll forgive them. Lord,

  938. I pray today that we would stand and rejoice, Lord,

  939. that we bear it no more today. And Lord, may

  940. we long to lead others to find that same forgiveness.

  941. Or we love you today, or lead us?

  942. Or we pray Dame, we pray.

  943. Jesuits, pain and all and all to Him