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Tragedy and Triumph: Week 1

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  1. On the way to church this morning, I was in

  2. my truck and I was thinking the Lord. I was like, Lord,

  3. thank you that it's so warm, and that I, you know,

  4. I have the privilege of getting out in this And

  5. then I had this thought this morning. Then I thought

  6. about this all the way here, like what are the

  7. Amish doing today? Do you ever think about that? Like

  8. they had to go out and get a horse, They

  9. had to put a horse on a buggy. Then they

  10. had to take that horse and buggy to a barn

  11. and they all meet together in a barn and they

  12. have a worship service. And then I started thinking like,

  13. well do they have fireplaces? And so I was just

  14. completely consumed. So that's what I'm going to do this afternoon,

  15. is I'm going to study Amish worship services in very cold,

  16. frigid weather. But other than that, I'm fine. How are you? Hey,

  17. we just talked about this, minished. Let me tell you

  18. just a little bit real quick that I don't know

  19. if you know this, but there are so many families

  20. in our area that can't go to church because they

  21. have a child with unique needs, and so they'll come,

  22. they'll try church, and then their child just has a

  23. really rough morning, and then mom and dad ended up

  24. getting called out of the service and then they just

  25. like forget it and they stop coming. And that's happening

  26. all over our city. For each and every volunteer we

  27. get that will be a buddy for these children with

  28. some unique challenges. That's a whole family that can come

  29. to church every weekn let me tell you these families

  30. that have children who struggle. If anybody needs community, if

  31. anybody needs a morning of encouragement, they need that. And

  32. so I would encourage you to please pray about it.

  33. We'll train you, will help you. But it's an awesome,

  34. awesome ministry today. We've got a long text to go through,

  35. but it's a good text. And let's pray and ask

  36. God to prepare our hearts today. Father God, we just

  37. call on you today and we give you praise that

  38. even despite the weather, we can come and hear and

  39. warm up, dig into your word. But most importantly, today

  40. help us to adjust our life to your calling and

  41. your convictions. In Jesus' name, we pray amen. A few

  42. years back, there was this psychological test done. A lot

  43. of you have probably heard of this, but basically what

  44. they did was they invited a group of people in.

  45. They set them down in front of the television and

  46. there was a basketball game going on, and they said,

  47. all right, just pay attention to the men and the

  48. white shirts, and just count how many times the men

  49. in the white shirts make a pass. That's all you

  50. gotta do. Just count how many times the men in

  51. the white shirts make a pass. That's all they had

  52. to do. So they sat there and watched it. Well,

  53. about halfway through the game, a man dressed in a

  54. gorilla outfit actually walked halfway out into the court, beat

  55. his chest, and then walked back off of the court.

  56. Now here's what was frightening about. You know, their conversations

  57. that they had afterwards, and here's what shocked everyone. About

  58. half of the participants. Guess what never saw The gorilla

  59. wasn't hidden, wasn't subtle. And here's why it was because

  60. they were focused on something else. And researchers discovered something unsettling.

  61. When we focus on one thing, we can become blind

  62. to something obvious, even when it's right there in front

  63. of us. Again, this study wasn't about eyesight. It was

  64. about attention, and it raises an uncomfortable question for us today.

  65. What else could we be missing out there? See, often

  66. we don't see reality as it is. We see reality

  67. as we expect it. And the truth doesn't just apply

  68. to psychological experiments. We could be blind to what's happening

  69. right in front of us. And this applies to our faith,

  70. to God and to Jesus. And John chapter nine, Jesus

  71. performs an undeniable miracle. Okay, there's a blind man who

  72. recees his sight. Okay, it's public, it's dramatic, it's life changing.

  73. And yet the people who should have seen it.

  74. Most clearly, the religious leaders, the religious people, they completely

  75. miss it. They had eyes, they had scripture, they had knowledge,

  76. but ultimately they were blind. And that's the tension of

  77. John chapter nine. Today. A blind man sees while seeing

  78. men remain blind. A blind man sees while seeing men

  79. remain blind. Out here is a question that we all

  80. have to wrestle with today. And here's the main point.

  81. You're here today. This is what I'm asking you. Is

  82. it possible for us to be around God, know the Bible,

  83. attend church and still miss what he's doing right in

  84. front of you, or what he's asking of you? In

  85. other words, is it possible that for some of us

  86. that we've been going to church for so long that

  87. we can come in, we can go through the worship songs,

  88. we could be a part of the groups. But yet

  89. we are not being changed by the convictions of God.

  90. We're not adjusting our life to the written word when

  91. we come upon scriptures that show us here's what we

  92. were to do now. Instead, when God calls us to

  93. do something that's out of our comfort zone, do we

  94. say now? And so is it possible? Is it possible

  95. for us to come here we in and weak out

  96. and actually miss all that God is calling us to do.

  97. And that's what John nine is really about. See now,

  98. here's what I want you to do. Now. Picture a scene.

  99. Jesus and his disciples are walking and his disciples have

  100. some really bad theology, and they asked Jesus, They said, hey,

  101. why is this guy blind? And back then they typically

  102. had three beliefs for why somebody was blind. Okay, One,

  103. they believe that, maybe, you know, somehow in the womb,

  104. this child sinned. Okay, they actually had that belief. A

  105. lot of people believe that maybe it was their parents

  106. who sinned.

  107. And then he had some people believe that maybe.

  108. This person who was blind in this life had done.

  109. Something evil in a former life.

  110. Now, the Bible doesn't say anything or give any creedis

  111. to multiple lives, but people actually believe this back then.

  112. So they're wondering, why is this man blind. Now, here's

  113. what you also need to understand. Blindness was a common

  114. thing back then. As a matter of fact, because of

  115. the desert sun, the swirling sand, and the lack of

  116. medical care. It was common for people to get infection

  117. after infection after infection, and then eventually they would go blind.

  118. There was one disease called trockma and trachoma was where

  119. you would keep getting these infections and then after so

  120. many infections, your eye lids would actually flip inside out,

  121. so your eyelashes was constantly scratching your cornea. Well, after

  122. this did this for a while, you would go blind,

  123. and so it was a common thing for the disciples

  124. to see blind people. It was a common thing and

  125. during that time. But here's what you something you can

  126. to understand. If you were blind and you didn't have

  127. a job, you lived in poverty, you were outside of

  128. the community. And so they come to this guy whose

  129. life is pretty much hope us from the outside, and

  130. they say, Rabbi, who sinned this man or his parents?

  131. That he was born blind. Now here's what you need

  132. to understand. More than likely they had bad theology because

  133. of the way they applied a scripture from the Old

  134. Testament that was probably thrown around a lot, and this

  135. is probably the scripture. It says, for I the Lord

  136. your God, am a jealous god visiting the iniquity of

  137. his fathers on the children on the third and fourth

  138. generations of those who hate me. So people would read

  139. these passages and he would say, well, surely you know

  140. if my father or your father was sinful, well, because

  141. of their iniquities, their children would be punished for it. Well,

  142. here's what you need to understand about that scripture. That

  143. scripture is spoken to a nation. Okay, that scripture is

  144. spoken to a nation, not individuals. And we see this

  145. that if one generation is wicked, there will be repercussions

  146. for future generations. If one generation in our country is

  147. very wicked, guess what it's gonna impact the next few

  148. generations of our nation. And so this was a national

  149. scripture because there is nowhere in the Bible that advocates

  150. people being punished for other people's sins. Matter of fact,

  151. when we look at Deuteronomy twenty four says his fathers

  152. shall not be put to death for their sons, nor

  153. shall sons be put to death for their fathers. Everyone

  154. shall be put to death for their own sin. In

  155. other words, everybody's accountable for their own sin. So the Disciples,

  156. they have this bad theology. They think for some reason,

  157. maybe this, maybe that, But here's the reason. They're looking

  158. for a reason why this person is blind. But then

  159. Genus says this, Listen, guys, neither this man nor his

  160. parent sin, but this happens so that the work of

  161. God might be displayed in him. And so here's what

  162. Jesus does. Jesus says, listen, you guys got it all wrong.

  163. He didn't send his parents. But here's the point. Whatever

  164. the reason why he's blind, you need to know this.

  165. God's gonna get glory from this moment. God's gonna get

  166. glory from this.

  167. And so here's what we have to understand. I see,

  168. I think so much.

  169. We we enter into these trials, we have these things

  170. happen in our life. Are we get in a car wreck,

  171. we lose our job, or we just go through these

  172. trials and and and for some reason we focus and

  173. we keep looking for this, this reason, why did this happen?

  174. Why did this happen? Why did this happen?

  175. When in reality, those of us who are followers of

  176. Christ often we should just simply say, I don't know

  177. why this happened. But here's what I do know, because

  178. I'm a follower Jesus, God's going to get glory through

  179. this trial. I don't know why this happened. I don't

  180. know why I'm going through this. I don't know why

  181. my family has to deal with this, but we do

  182. know this. God is going to get glory out of this.

  183. Look at this next slide. See, sometimes our trials aren't

  184. about finding some thing or someone to blame, but it's

  185. about making room for God's glory to be revealed. And

  186. so Jesus is trying to get the guys stop trying

  187. to find a reason. You guys got bath theology. Listen,

  188. at the end of the day, God is going to

  189. get glory from this. And then Jesus switches up to conversation.

  190. Pay attention to what he does. Really quickly, he says,

  191. as long as it is day, we must do the

  192. works of him who sent me. Do you catch that?

  193. I almost say it again, As long as it is day,

  194. we must do the works of him who sent me.

  195. So here they are the disciples. They're focused on why

  196. did this happen? Jesus says, don't worry about it. God's

  197. gonna get glory. And by the way, we got some

  198. work to do. Let's just do something about it. Let's

  199. just help this guy. Let's just let's trying to figure

  200. out why they're in this situation. Let's just do something

  201. about it. Often, when if we will find out why

  202. someone is suffering, sometimes it can give us an excuse

  203. not to help someone.

  204. Sometimes somebody could.

  205. Be in a situation, a financial situation, or are there

  206. in some other type of situations. You know, we're like, well,

  207. if they hadn't done this, or they hadn't done that,

  208. they wouldn't be in this situation. So why should I

  209. have to help them? And I think that if Jesus

  210. was speaking to us today, I think Jesus will say

  211. this to all of us here at this church. Let

  212. us focus on how to meet the need rather than

  213. on why they have it. Church. If I can implant

  214. this into our DNA. Okay, we have a lot of

  215. opportunities in this area to help a lot of people.

  216. And we can get caught up and trying to figure

  217. out why they're in the situation they are in, or

  218. we can follow Jesus's example here and everybody saying, oh,

  219. is it because of this? Is it because of this?

  220. Is it because of this? And Jesus says, listen, let's

  221. not try to figure out why they're in trouble. Let's

  222. just do something about it. And can I just tell

  223. you how proud I am of this church. Let me

  224. tell you when I think about those who serve in

  225. our mercy ministries through one more. Every time this market

  226. opens up, we feed hundreds of people. Okay, we love them,

  227. we pray for them, we feed them, and then we

  228. invite them back. That's be in the hands the feed

  229. of Jesus Christ. Our Celebrate Recovery ministry. We love people,

  230. we listen to their stories, we walk with them through

  231. their heel. And here's something else I love about Celebrate Recovery.

  232. Our leaders share their own struggles, so they say, hey,

  233. I know what you're going through, I understand you. I'm

  234. here for you.

  235. Let's walk together.

  236. That's the hands and feed of Jesus Christ. Our homeless

  237. ministry that simply feeds and clothes and unlet's the unhouse

  238. in our community. Know hey, you are seen and you

  239. are loved. That's the hands of feed of Jesus Christ.

  240. Our Passport to Employment Ministry, which by the way, is

  241. just one person away from having twenty five hundred jobs

  242. that they've helped people get. This ministry walks besides people

  243. whose lives have been flipped upside down because of unemployment,

  244. and they walk with them, they equip them, they care

  245. for them, and they help them. That's being the hands

  246. and feed of Jesus Christ. And not to mention all

  247. the people who's been held through our free legal clinics

  248. that's changed people's life situation. Or what about these American

  249. citizenship classes that we just started, that's gonna change some

  250. people's lives.

  251. Immigrant Connection is not ready to get running.

  252. That's gonna help some people with significant ways. And also

  253. we have some English classes that we hope to get started. Listen,

  254. that's being the hands and feed of Jesus Christ. And

  255. so we as a church, God has planted us right

  256. here on the tip of the highway for sixty five.

  257. He's put us in this little region here, and God says,

  258. look around at the needs. Look around and find out

  259. the needs, and we go and meet them. We don't

  260. do analysis of why you got this going on, or well,

  261. if you had done this, or if you'd have done that,

  262. or if you've been a little bit better, if you'd

  263. have planned a little bit longer. See the church soft

  264. and so they're so focused on people having to justify

  265. why they could be helped that we miss out on

  266. the miracles all the time. And Jesus will simply said, hey, hey,

  267. let's not become fixated on why they're in the s trouble.

  268. Let's just do something about it, and let's meet the

  269. need and trust of crossing. That's what you're doing. You

  270. honor people, you give them dignity, You simply help. Now

  271. let's get back to Jesus and a black man. Jesus

  272. approaches the black man. He spits on the ground, he

  273. grabs up, makes into some mud, puts it on his eyes,

  274. and then he says, all right, you need to go

  275. wash that off. He says, go wash in the pool

  276. of Ceeloim. This being sent the man obeys, and for

  277. the first time in his life, he starts to see

  278. figures and shapes, and he starts to see faces. And

  279. you can see buildings, see a palm tree, he can

  280. see the beautiful blue water. He can see the sun rise.

  281. And let me tell you something, there's no way that

  282. any of us in this room could even imagine. But

  283. here's what I want to do. I love this video,

  284. so I just want to give you a little glimpse

  285. that maybe just gives you one one thousandth of what

  286. this man felt like. There's a these videos out there

  287. of people who have been collar blind their whole life,

  288. but there's these glasses that can put on, and when

  289. they put on all these glasses, they can see collar.

  290. So I'm gonna show you a video of a person

  291. seeing collar for the first time and watch how they

  292. geek out over just seeing the collar of a balloon.

  293. And that should hopefully just give us a little glimpse

  294. to what it must have been like for this man.

  295. Check out this video.

  296. Yeah, from all of those but mine, Kah, how does

  297. it look? That's weird?

  298. Look can you see with our eyes?

  299. Now?

  300. Baby? What colors? You see?

  301. Those?

  302. You see colors?

  303. Now?

  304. Oh? H Now you have rose colored.

  305. Now you see with our eyes?

  306. Do you like the balloons?

  307. Yeah?

  308. Oh m hm? Turn around?

  309. What about the flowers on the house.

  310. Oh, my goodness, doesn't look like.

  311. It looks like greater mud.

  312. I love that video. I love that video. But he

  313. saw the movement of his heart, just being excited, just

  314. over being able to see color. Could you imagine being

  315. able to see people, your family for the first time.

  316. You're like, this was a major miracle. Jesus changed this

  317. man's life forever. And so it's public. People know about it,

  318. and so they start talking about it. They start debating,

  319. and so let's look at the text here. He says,

  320. isn't this the same man who used to.

  321. Sit and beg?

  322. Some said yeah, that's him, other says no, it just

  323. looks like him. But he himself said no, I'm the guy.

  324. And then they asked, well, then how did your eyes

  325. get open? Well, he said, well, this guy named Jesus

  326. Mayson Muddy. He put it on my eyes, told me

  327. to go to this pool and wash it off. So

  328. and wash it and I could see. And they go, well,

  329. where's this man? And he goes, I don't know. Why

  330. didn't he know because he had no idea what Jesus

  331. even looked like. Jesus left him and said, go wash

  332. your eyes off in this pool.

  333. And so at this point that it's this.

  334. Amazing, feel good story lifelong blindness healed, a life totally transformed.

  335. And you would think that everybody in Jerusalem would just

  336. be celebrating, but not everybody's happy with this miracle. And

  337. here's where we enter into scene two of this story. See,

  338. some of the people went and got the Pharisees, the

  339. religious people, the church attenders, and they said, hey, you

  340. might want to go check out this miracle. And they

  341. went to the religious authorities and they said, and by

  342. the way, these Pharisees, they had strict observations of the law.

  343. They knew every detail of the law, and just to

  344. make sure that no one broke any the laws, they

  345. build all kinds of rules and traditions around these and

  346. they start acting like those were the laws. And unfortunately

  347. this may this group of men very critical and quick

  348. to judge. And so the Pharisees would not have been

  349. happy of Jesus for three reasons. One, he heals somebodle

  350. on the Sabbath. You weren't supposed to work on the Sabbath.

  351. Number two, you know when Jesus put that mud together, Well, well,

  352. you weren't supposed to need any dough on the Sabbath,

  353. and that's considered work. And so Jesus doing that little

  354. work with mud, that would have been considered doing work

  355. on the Sabbath. And you weren't supposed to say, hell, anybody,

  356. or do you know medical work on the Sabbath. So Jesus,

  357. according to them, has broke one of God's laws, but

  358. more importantly, two of their made up laws. And so

  359. some of the Pharisees said, this man is not from God,

  360. for he does not keep the Sabbath. To them, Jesus

  361. cannot be a godly person because why would he? How

  362. dare he break some of their man made rules? And

  363. they said, how can a sinner perform such signs? So

  364. the crowd split. So what do they do? They go

  365. get the healed man and asked his opinion. They goes, well,

  366. who do you think this guy is? He says, well,

  367. I think he's a prophet. Well that's the highest honor

  368. that he could think of. He said, hey, he must

  369. be some prophet, somebody from God. And unsatisfied, they go, well, yeah,

  370. you don't know much. You know, you just started up singing.

  371. So they went and got his parents and they said,

  372. all right, tell us a little bit about this guy.

  373. And their parents were like, yeah, he was born blind.

  374. But then as they kept asking questions of parents, figured out, oh,

  375. if we make these Pharisees upset, they're going to kick

  376. us out of the synagogue. And by the way, if

  377. you got kicked out of the synagogue, they're lost your

  378. you know, there goes your status, your job, connections, your community,

  379. your friendships, your whole life. And so they don't want

  380. to be kicked out of the synagogue. So they said,

  381. you know what, you go ask him. He's a big boy.

  382. He can answer you. And so they come back to

  383. him and they say to him, listen up, give God glory.

  384. Just tell us the truth. We know this man is

  385. a center and I noticed that we know he's a sinner.

  386. They've already made their minds up about Jesus. Now, why

  387. couldn't they just open up their eyes and see you?

  388. They possibly this man has been said by God, and

  389. possibly God is working through them, but they can't allow this.

  390. They have to keep their eyes shut.

  391. To this. Why, because if Jesus did this, then that

  392. means that Jesus is now the authority, not them. Jesus

  393. is now the one who has influence, not them. Jesus

  394. is the culture changer, not them. He's the one who

  395. will tell people right from wrong, not them. He's the

  396. one who would lead to people, not them. And he's

  397. the one who had power, not them. So they saw

  398. all the things that they can lose if Jesus truly

  399. did this, And so they try to discredit him, say

  400. he's a sinner, he's not a man a god. And

  401. I love this. What is the held man say whether

  402. he's a sinner or not. I don't know. But one

  403. thing I do though, and this is one of the

  404. greatest lines in the whole Bible. I was blind, but

  405. now I see. I love it. He's like, I don't

  406. know if he's a sinner, but all I know is

  407. this that I met him. I was blind. Now I

  408. can see that's my story. And so he's like, I'm

  409. not getting into a theological debate. Here's what happened to me.

  410. So they demand again, you know, what did he do

  411. to you? So that he's got a little bit of boldness,

  412. and he says, I already told you and you didn't listen.

  413. Do you want to hear it again? And then he

  414. gets really sarcastic. Here he goes, do you want to

  415. become his disciples? Do you want to know his trade secrets?

  416. Do you want to do what he does? Do you

  417. want to be little Jesus'? And man, that was enough.

  418. They explode in anger and they said, you are this

  419. fellaw's disciple. We are disciples of Moses. We know God

  420. spoke to Moses, but that's for this fellow. We don't

  421. even know where he comes from. And then there's this

  422. undounted remarkable reply astonish, and he says, well, that's remarkable.

  423. You don't even know where he came from, but he

  424. opened my eyes. And then he says, if this man

  425. were not from God, he would not be able to

  426. do anything. In plain terms, He's like, how could Jesus

  427. do this miracle of God was not with him? Now

  428. this is simple logic. It was air tight, and he

  429. religious leaders could not refute it at this point, so

  430. pay attention. They completely lose it. And I remember at

  431. the beginning the disciples had bad theology and they had

  432. assumed that this man was in this situation because of

  433. somebody's sin. And now you have the Pharisees, who know

  434. the Bible through and through. They know about that verse

  435. that says you should not no man is punished except

  436. for his own sins. But then what do they say

  437. to him? They know the truth. But now look who's lying.

  438. The Pharisees say, you were born in utter sin, and

  439. you're a lecture in us. And then this man who

  440. just received back his whole life, now he has an

  441. opportunity to get a job, come out of poverty, have

  442. a home. They throw him out of the synagogue. And

  443. now the man is not gonna have those connections. They said,

  444. you were born in sin. Now here's the tragic irony

  445. of this story. Okay, the man is born blind, but

  446. he clearly sees more than all the religious experts. Those

  447. who knew scripture backwards and force were too blind to

  448. recognize God's work right from their eyes. Now, as we

  449. pile on the Pharisees, and you guys, if you've been

  450. around here for a while, you know I love to

  451. trash the Pharisees. It's like a it's like a hobby

  452. for me. I love kicking them while they're down. I

  453. don't know what it is about Pharisees. I just don't

  454. like them, Okay, But here's what I want is all

  455. to understand. It's easy for us to miss God's work

  456. when it doesn't show up in the ways we expected.

  457. Many people miss Jesus as the Messiah because well, he

  458. didn't fit the expected mold. You know, he didn't come

  459. up royal robes and fan fairness. He was a carpenter's son.

  460. He was a blue collar, he was a fisherman. He

  461. hung out the outcast, and so they failed to recognize

  462. God's son because he didn't come in the package that

  463. they wanted him to come. But now Jesus wonders, well, well,

  464. this man who just received sight, will he be able

  465. to see who I am even though the religious leaders can't.

  466. So he goes and he says, After the man was

  467. thrown out, Jesus found them and asked, do you believe

  468. in the son of Man? And he goes, well, who

  469. is he? Sir? Tell me so that I may believe

  470. in him. And Jesus said, well you have now seen him.

  471. In fact, he is the one speaking with you. And

  472. a that the man exclaimed, Lord, I believe, and then

  473. he began to worship Jesus. In this moment, the man's

  474. spiritual eyes were opened just as his physical eyes were.

  475. And not only had he received a miracle from Jesus,

  476. but now he has faith in Jesus. Now here we

  477. have this big moment, this big conversion moment. And then

  478. Jesus says this very unique thing to in our episode here,

  479. and he says this for judgment. I have come into

  480. this world so that the blind will see, and those

  481. who see will become blind. All right, how do we

  482. unpack this riddle? In other words, Jesus is warning us

  483. it's actually possible for us to know God's word, to

  484. be around God's truth, to be a part of the

  485. religious activities and religious services, and we can still be

  486. spiritually blind. Jesus wants people to see that spiritual blindness

  487. isn't about eyesight, It's about a heart. The right heart

  488. will see God's truth and then you're going to adjust

  489. your life to it. You see truth, and you adjust

  490. the heart and heart, the religious heart, they're gonna become blind.

  491. So here's a question I have as we close up today,

  492. who and here has been in church for more than

  493. five years. Raise your hand ten years twenty. All right,

  494. so let's talk for a moment. I grew up in church,

  495. and you know as well as I do. We can

  496. learn how to come and enjoy discermon, enjoy Bible study,

  497. enjoy fellowship. But also we've learned how to sit through

  498. a message and clearly see something that we're supposed to

  499. do to change our life, and then not do it.

  500. We know how to bump off conviction. We have learned

  501. how to justify so that we don't have to make

  502. changes in our life. We know how to become spiritually

  503. blind over time. And so what I want to do

  504. is we close up. I want to look at three

  505. signs of spiritual blindness. And as we look at this,

  506. I want you to ask yourself some serious questions. Number one,

  507. the first sign of spiritual blindness is there's no conviction

  508. over sin. In other words, nothing will bother us about

  509. our sin. And it's a sign that we're comfortable if

  510. ignoring God's word. In other words, we've learned how to

  511. play church. My dad was amazing at this. My dad

  512. used to love going to church. He went to church,

  513. you know, two three times a week and My dad

  514. was one of those guys who who loved the amen

  515. at the preachers. He loved the good sermon. He would

  516. go Amen, Amen, am Bruscott, Hallelujah. And I would watch

  517. my dad thoroughly. Those of you have no idea. So

  518. sometimes when a preacher says something good, there's a response

  519. other than just staring at them. Okay, But anyways, my

  520. dad loved church, and then I will go home for

  521. years and watch his behavior be the same. And when

  522. I was very young, it was confusing. But by the

  523. time I got about nine or ten years old old,

  524. I started learning how to do that. Ah. So when

  525. we're in this building or in these situations, we act

  526. like this, but that has no impact on when we're

  527. outside of this building, and that can happen. You can

  528. come here Sunday after Sunday, especially those of you who

  529. grew up in church. Read your hand if you actually

  530. grew up in church. All right, we'll boo. Okay, that's

  531. my testimony. We can quickly ignore the conviction of sin

  532. in our life. We can do that. Number two, hearing

  533. God's word without change. See, if God's word doesn't move

  534. us to change, and we basically we're going to stay

  535. in control of our lives instead of allowing God to

  536. control life. And I'm not talking about sending here. I'm

  537. talking about those prompts that God gives and says, why

  538. don't you serve over here? Or why don't you give here?

  539. Or why don't you help here? Or why don't you

  540. make this in your family or in your career? And

  541. what we do is we say, all right, God, I

  542. know you want me to do this, but here's the thing.

  543. I control my life. I can't let you control my

  544. life because if I hand my life over to you,

  545. I don't know what's gonna happen. But if I control it,

  546. then I just somehow feel better about my life. And

  547. we learned to do that, and over time we could

  548. become spiritually blind. Number three selective obedience, and that's partial obedience.

  549. In other words, we do a lot of the things

  550. that the Bible teaches us to, but not all the things.

  551. And this partial obedience allows us to feel faithful while

  552. still not doing all everything that God's asked us to do.

  553. You know, when I was beginning of my eighth grade year,

  554. I was at a retreat with my youth group, and

  555. me and my best buddy. We were talking and we

  556. were like, yeah, we the youth group's surely given their

  557. life to Christ. Maybe that's something we should do. And

  558. now remember this is before, this is right, this is

  559. the season before I walked away from Jesus. And we

  560. were like, yeah, we'd like to follow Jesus. But we

  561. start talking and said, but we both have girlfriends and

  562. we like to fool around. And so we're like, you

  563. know what, as kids who grew up in church, we

  564. knew our way around the Bible. So we went back

  565. to the Glossary of words and all that, and we're

  566. looking for those key words thou shalt not do this,

  567. Thou shalt not do that. Couldn't find them. Matter of fact,

  568. it says something about fornication. We're like, we don't even

  569. know what that is and that's not English. And we

  570. go through and we're like cool. So basically, we can

  571. fool around as much as we want as long as

  572. we don't have sex. Our hearts were learning how to

  573. have selective obedience. It's like the men in our church

  574. who say, you know, I'm going to be faithful, I'm

  575. want to do this in this but I'm going to

  576. still keep that porn on my phone. Are the families

  577. who who say, you know what, I know, God has

  578. called us to give and to trust the Lord, but really, really, really,

  579. you know, we're gonna maybe give this in this, but

  580. we're not gonna fully trust her or or maybe it's

  581. the person who God has been calling them to make

  582. some significant changes. But then you just make a few changes,

  583. just enough to satisfy yourself, and that becomes selective obedience.

  584. And over time, that selective obedience, well, it causes an affection.

  585. And this infection, this spiritual infection that takes place, leads

  586. to spiritual blindness. And all of us this is something

  587. that could have we have to protect ourselves from it.

  588. We know it would fill a little bit off if

  589. I preached on someone who is blind, but then they

  590. could see without mentioning the most famous lyric in Christian Right,

  591. you guys know what I'm talking about. I was once

  592. what blind? But now I see. I love the story

  593. about John Newton because John Newton he grew up around faith,

  594. He had a lot of Christian friends. He grew up

  595. really in a Christian society. But then he got into

  596. the slave trade and he was involved in going to

  597. islands and picking up slaves and selling them. It did

  598. this very evil thing. But if you had asked John

  599. Newton when he was young, and if you'd have said,

  600. you know, this is pretty evil what you're doing, he

  601. had been like, what's evil? This is what the world does.

  602. This is a legitimate career. The government supports it, the

  603. government actually backs it up with its military. This is

  604. a good thing. This helps our country, This employees people,

  605. and it never go It gave you a ton of

  606. excuses for why the slave trade was okay. But then

  607. one day, when he was on the ocean, he almost

  608. died in this horrible storm, and he gave his life

  609. to Christ, and his life began to change, his small increments,

  610. and finally years later he's a pastor, and he even

  611. goes on to mentor the person Willing Wilberforce, who actually

  612. helped push through the abolishment of slave trade. But as

  613. he was an older man and John Newton was looking

  614. back over his life, he starts to think over the

  615. evils of slave trade, and he thought to himself, how

  616. could I have been so blind to this evil? Why

  617. was I so blind for so long? So when he

  618. penned those words for I was once blind, but now

  619. I see. It wasn't a poetic turn of words. It

  620. was his testimony. He was saying, oh gosh, thank you

  621. Lord for being grateful because I was truly blind. But

  622. now I see the evil. You know, my friends, those

  623. of us who've been in church for a while, we

  624. can allow these spiritual infections to creep up in our life,

  625. and we could become complacent, and then we can become

  626. spiritually blind. So here's what I want to do. I

  627. want to spend some time in prayer this morning, and

  628. here's one of the ways to prevent ourselves from this

  629. spiritual infection. Let's throw up the prayer and what we're

  630. gonna do for the next few moments, We're just simply

  631. going to say this prayer, Jesus show me where I

  632. might be blind and give me sign, and then we're

  633. just simply going to take some time to go through

  634. some of these Is there a sin that you've been justifying.

  635. Is there a conviction that you've been ignoring in your life?

  636. Is there a calling that you have been reframing so

  637. you won't have to make the changes in your life?

  638. Is there a truth that you're unwilling to accept from

  639. God's word. So here's what we're gonna do for the

  640. next couple of minutes. Band's gonna come out, and we're

  641. just gonna take some time to pray. So let us

  642. pray and follow these prompts. Pray where you're at.