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Two Kingdoms: Week 2

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  1. Did any of you ever have a love and hate relationship?

  2. You know what I'm talking about a lot of times

  3. guys have love and hate relationships with sports figures. It

  4. seems like this athlete either hits a home run or

  5. they strike out, and there's no in between. They're either

  6. the hero or they're the zero. And so we kind

  7. of have like I love this guy that ah. You know,

  8. we had this love and hate relationship growing up. Since

  9. my sophomore year, I've had a love and hate relationship

  10. with someone and that person goes by the name of John.

  11. Some of you know him, John the Baptist. Now, let

  12. me explain why I had a love and hate relationship

  13. with John the Baptist. I had a really good reason. Okay,

  14. my grandfather died my sophomore year. My grandmother paid a

  15. local artist to paint his picture John the Baptist baptizing

  16. people in the baptistry at my home church. Okay, so

  17. imagine here's the pull pit and right here to the

  18. left is the baptistry for everyone to see. Now, this artist,

  19. I don't know what happened. I wonder if while he

  20. was doing John the Baptist armpit, if someone start talking

  21. to him, but he just kept painting and painting and

  22. painting and painting. And when they put this picture of

  23. John the Baptist up his armpit here was about this big.

  24. I mean it was a nasty glob. I mean it

  25. was like, is this the French John the Baptist? And

  26. it was just so big and distracting. And I grew

  27. up with that church and I had church friends. You

  28. guys know what it's like to have your church friends.

  29. And my church friends were like, man, you render your

  30. family runed our sanctuary, James, guests don't want to come anymore.

  31. People don't want to be baptized anymore. And my friends

  32. just made fun of me. And there is nothing we

  33. could do about. And by the way, I went and

  34. I was on staff at the same church as this

  35. artist attended. Years later, I've seen plenty of his art,

  36. no other armpit messes. As the years went by, we

  37. even brought an artist in to try to fix the armpit.

  38. I think as my grandma, we couldn't say nothing because

  39. we didn't want to offend Mammal and I think as

  40. Ma'ama became a shut in. I think the church finally

  41. put a curtain in front of it. But you know,

  42. so I had this love and hate relationship with John

  43. the Baptist. On the one side, you know, it's kind

  44. of oh the mockery because of his painting. On the

  45. other side, I just deeply admire and love him, especially

  46. for this one moment, this one moment. See, before John

  47. the Baptist was born, the Lord told his parents that

  48. he was going to prepare the way for the Messiah.

  49. And so as John the Baptist grew up, he prepared

  50. himself for the ministry, and he went out into the

  51. desert and he started preaching repent for the Kingdom of

  52. Goddess near. And guess what, tons of crowd people start

  53. coming out. And John became like a movement. This was huge,

  54. and he was preaching and people were being baptized, and

  55. it was this whole thing. And then one day he

  56. sees Jesus, he baptizes Jesus, and then Jesus walks out

  57. of that baptism. He starts preaching repent for the Kingdom

  58. of God is near. And here's what starts happening. John's platform,

  59. John's status, John's crowds, all those things began to diminish,

  60. and his disciples, they were kind of worried because they're like, hey,

  61. we were at megachurch and now look at us. What's

  62. going on. And so they even came to him and

  63. they said, Rabbi, the one you testified about, he's baptizing

  64. and everyone's going to his church now. And then John

  65. has his defining moment. He didn't compete, He didn't cling

  66. to the platform, his status's popularity, or all that special

  67. treatment that comes along with that. He said this, don't

  68. check this out. You yourselves can testify that. I said,

  69. I am not the Messiah, but am sent ahead of him.

  70. And then one of the most beautiful passages in scripture,

  71. he must become greater and I must become less. Now,

  72. my friends, that is a picture of humility, one of

  73. the greatest pictures of humility in all of human history.

  74. And that's one of the reasons why I absolutely love

  75. John the Baptists, and John the Baptist's humility is actually

  76. a doorway for us into the beatitude today because when

  77. Jesus sat down on the mountain side and he began

  78. to tell people about what his kingdom was about, the

  79. first words that came out of his mouth was not

  80. about dominance. Our strength, our status. What did he say,

  81. blessed are the poor? For theirs is the Kingdom of heaven.

  82. And today we're gonna find out that Jesus wants all

  83. of us in this room to understand this. The kingdom

  84. does not begin with the impressive. Hear this. The kingdom

  85. does not begin with the impressive. It begins with the empty.

  86. John modeled it. Jesus appreciate it. Now, before we can

  87. live the sermon on the mount you and I have

  88. to bow low enough to receive the sermon on the mountain.

  89. So here's what we're gonna do. We're just want to

  90. dive into this Textaday, And the first thing we notice

  91. is that it says that Jesus went up on the

  92. mountain side, and it says something that we usually skim

  93. right past. We usually don't even pay attention to it. It

  94. says he sat down. Now, we could go right by

  95. this and never know that. But here's what I want

  96. you to understand. Back in that day, authority from a

  97. leader kay when they set down to teach. So if

  98. a rabbi is walking around talking with his disciples, he's teaching,

  99. they're having conversation. But when they want to say something authoritative,

  100. new law, new order, new way of things. They sit

  101. down because it's sitting down. Was the seat of authority

  102. all throughout ancient history. Matter of fact, we look throughout

  103. ancient history, we see that the seat was always a

  104. place of authority and Jewish culture and all throughout the

  105. known world. Judges what do they do? They sit when

  106. they render their verdicts. Professors, they have a chair at

  107. the university, which means that they speak from a recognized

  108. place of authority. Even the Roman Catholic Church, when the

  109. pope makes an official doctrine declaration, it's called ex cathedra,

  110. in other words, from the chair. In other words, whenever

  111. the pope decides to make new church law, in order

  112. for it to become official, new church law, that has

  113. to be obeyed to say it from the throne. I

  114. was in Chicago a couple of weeks ago. Got to

  115. the airport about two and a half hours early because

  116. I was with Andrew and he's a nerd. And got

  117. to the airport about two and a half hours early.

  118. And I go in to a restaurant and I'm walking

  119. around the restaurant and I see this stude in a robe,

  120. huge red hat, big red ring, and I'm like, man,

  121. that's somebody high up in the Catholic Church. And I said,

  122. I want to sit next to him. And the waiter said,

  123. you can't sit next to him. I said, I want

  124. to sit next to him. Waiter said there's no room.

  125. I said, let's make room. And then I went over

  126. and we moved tables around and I sat down next

  127. to the bishop and I said, tell me about all this.

  128. And so he began to tell me about him being

  129. a bishop, and I started asking him questions and we're

  130. having a great time. We talked for about an hour

  131. and a half. And one of the things he told

  132. me was that he was a part of a sect

  133. in the Catholic Church that were known as traditionalist. See

  134. back in the sixties, one of the popes had this

  135. thing called the Second Vatican Vatican two, and that's where

  136. they made all these changes to the Catholic Church. The

  137. main one was they'll go from having the service in

  138. Latin to having a service in English. And he says,

  139. we the traditionalist, we do not go along with the

  140. Second Vatican orders. And then I had a question. I said,

  141. if the pope has a final word, which becomes all

  142. then how can you be an open rebellion. And he

  143. said to me, it's very fascinating. He said, when the

  144. Pope declared his changes about Vatican Two, he did not

  145. say it while sitting in his chair. So therefore we

  146. do not recognize that authority. So you have to understand

  147. that when Jesus, when he sits down before his disciples

  148. and before all these people who've been following around, it's

  149. a divine moment. It's a king sitting in his chair.

  150. It's not inspirational content. This is a kingdom decoration. And

  151. basically he's saying, is what I'm about ready to share

  152. with you. I need you to understand. This is going

  153. to be the way of my kingdom. This is official.

  154. If you want to be in my kingdom, here's what

  155. you do. Here's the posture you take. And then he

  156. goes on and he says, first of all, it begins

  157. with that word blessed, blessed. Now that we're blessed, people

  158. have translated a lot of different ways over the years.

  159. That we're blessed. I means vicarious, which means deeply happy.

  160. In other words, it's the kind of happiness is not

  161. fragile it's a deep happiness. It's a happiness it is

  162. not swayed by your circumstances. It's the type of happiness

  163. that no matter what happens to you, no matter what

  164. trial you go through in your life, you know it's

  165. gonna be okay because God has your future in his hands,

  166. and God is a good God, and your trust is

  167. in Him despite your current situation. It's not a fragile happiness.

  168. My mamma, she wasn't a fragile lady growing up, even

  169. into an adulthood. I would I love to watch her

  170. respond to huge trials. You know, we would have a

  171. big money issue and she would go, well, thank God

  172. that we got some money to take care of this.

  173. Somebody would have a big health issue and she said, well,

  174. you know what, they'll be fine. If not, they'll be

  175. fine in heaven. The Lord is good. Her faith was

  176. not a fragile Her joy was not brittle. See she

  177. watched God provide for her during the Great Depression, World

  178. War II, and as a business lady when business ladies

  179. were not that populace. She watched God take care of

  180. her through every economic downturn and upswing. Her faith was

  181. not fragile, and so Jesus offers those who are going

  182. to be part of his king. He goes, here's what

  183. I want to offer you. First of all, I want

  184. to offer you a happiness that's not circumstantial, that's not

  185. based on what's going on in your life. I want

  186. to offer you a happiness that is based on you

  187. knowing that God has your future in his hands. He's

  188. a good God, and he loves you. A deep seated happiness.

  189. See in the ancient world. Their definition of happiness is

  190. very fascinating. When they described who was happy in an

  191. ancient world, it's usually three categories of people who were

  192. considered happy. Those who were rich are those who were

  193. successful and had status. The third group that they described

  194. with this word was.

  195. The gods, the pagan gods, because the pagan gods could

  196. not suffer, and so basically they said, happier are those

  197. who who have means to make decisions for their own,

  198. who have the means to control their destiny.

  199. Happier are those who who have a lot of wealth

  200. that can kind of bounce back from almost anything. And

  201. if we look, our world hasn't changed much. Our rule

  202. still says, if I get enough I'll be happy. If

  203. I chieve enough, I'll be happy. If if I'm admired enough,

  204. I'll be happy. Why because we believe that somehow external

  205. things can actually meet internal needs. And that's a philosophy.

  206. But Jesus is down from his divine chair of authority

  207. and he announces this completely different definition of happiness, the

  208. happiness that's not based on our circumstances. So let's continue,

  209. and he says, here's who can receive this happiness. You

  210. want this happiness, let me tell you who can receive this.

  211. He says, blessed are the poor spirit for theirs is

  212. the Kingdom of God. Now, now that's upside down because

  213. all throughout history we've been taught to the strong inherit

  214. the future, Jesus says it spiritually bankrupt, and inherit the kingdom.

  215. The world says. Build your platform, Jesus says, empty yourself.

  216. And Jesus with his kingdom talk starts here. Not of power,

  217. not strategy, and not of influence, but humility. Here's what

  218. I want you to understand today. Humility is the doorway

  219. into the Kingdom of God. If you want to be

  220. a part of the Kingdom of God, it begins with humility.

  221. You see, in ancient cities they would build a great

  222. wall for their defenses. In the evening they would put

  223. the gate up, and if you're kind of coming in late,

  224. you would have to go in through the side. And

  225. there was a side of little gate, and they often

  226. called it the eye of the needle. And Jesus said

  227. that it's harder for a rich man, in other words,

  228. somebody who depends on their depends on their wealth, depends

  229. on themself. It's harder for one of those people to

  230. enter the Kingdom of Heaven than it is for a

  231. camel to go through the eye of the needle. Now

  232. here's what would happen. If you would come in late.

  233. You would come to this small door. And in order

  234. to get through this door, you couldn't take your donkey

  235. or your camel with all of your goods and get

  236. through there. No, no, no. You had to jump off.

  237. You had to unpack your animal. You then had to

  238. crouch down, take all of your bags, drop them inside

  239. the gate. You then had to crouch back down walk

  240. back through it. Then you had to grab a hold

  241. of your animal, and you had to make you and

  242. your animal bow down, and then you will slowly walk

  243. through that door. The doorway to the Kingdom of God

  244. is not a doorway that we can enter into if

  245. our chest puffed out are standing tall. The doorway into

  246. the Kingdom of God is It requires you to kneel,

  247. It requires you to bow. So Jesus is blessed are

  248. the poorn spirit, because the Kingdom is Heaven is designed

  249. for those to come in low. Now, before we move on,

  250. I want to ask two big questions today. The first

  251. one is simply this, what does poorness spirit mean for

  252. our lives? Jesus begins his most famous sermon with this statement,

  253. Blessed are the poor and spirit. Now the poor spirit. Now,

  254. what type of poor does that mean? Well, it comes

  255. from the Greek word tocus, which means beggar poor. So

  256. what type of poor is. It's the type of poor

  257. that it doesn't mean like, you know, people say, well,

  258. I'm poor. You know, it doesn't mean that you're doing okay,

  259. but you're managing are you know? You're surviving, not thriving.

  260. It's not that type of poor. It actually gives the

  261. image of a beggar poor. In other words, a beggar

  262. poor is someone who has their hand out and they

  263. have nothing to offer back in Jesuss those who want

  264. to come into the Kingdom, they come into the Kingdom

  265. with their hands opened, begging. Is said, I have nothing

  266. to offer. Jesus says, that's a blessed life belongs to

  267. those who know they have nothing to offer God except

  268. for empty hands. Now, why is this the first trait

  269. of the kingdom? Before mercy, peacemaking, righteousness, those are all

  270. really good. But Jesus starts here because everything else depends

  271. on it. Because all of us, if there's one thing

  272. we share in common in this room, all of us

  273. struggle with pride. It's our default setting. Pride is our

  274. default setting. If you are challenged, your default setting is pride.

  275. Jesus tells a story about trying to help his disciples

  276. understand who gets into the Kingdom of God and who doesn't.

  277. And he tells a story and he compares two men.

  278. He says, the first man walked into the temple. And

  279. he walked into the temple, and he's a religious guy.

  280. He doesn't have affairs, he tithes, he fasts, he goes

  281. to church every week, he does good works in the community.

  282. And the guy comes into the temple, and he goes

  283. to worship and he says to God, like Lord, his

  284. prayer was not one of repentance, but really it was

  285. a prayer of bragging. What does he say, says God,

  286. I thank you that I'm not like all these other people,

  287. you know, the robbers, the evil doer, his adulters, or

  288. even the task collector that words I fast, I give

  289. I obey. Now here's what he didn't say. He didn't say.

  290. He didn't confess that he loved being seen as righteous.

  291. He didn't confess that he quietly judges other people. He

  292. didn't confess that he has envy in his heart when

  293. other people succeed. He didn't confess that pride made him

  294. feel superior. He didn't confess that he loved the applause

  295. of men more than the approval of God. Is that

  296. where says he looks pretty good. Inwardly he's a mess.

  297. He's prideful. And then Jesus brings in this second character.

  298. And the second character comes in, and he's a tax collector.

  299. In other words, he works for the Roman government, but

  300. he's a Jew, and so therefore he's working against his

  301. own people and he rips them off that's how he

  302. makes his money. He overcharges and rips off widows. He

  303. goes to businesses and he charges more than he's supposed

  304. to charge because all the excess he gets to keep it,

  305. which means there's probably times he's had the harm people hurt, people,

  306. destroy businesses, destroy families, livelihoods for him to get ahead.

  307. Think mafia when you think tax collector. And then he

  308. comes to the temple one day, and the Bible says

  309. that he comes to the temple, but he stays in

  310. the back because he can't even go towards the front

  311. because when he walks into the presence of God, what

  312. he experiences, the holiness of God, he has stopped. He

  313. can't even look up. And the Bible says he starts

  314. to beat his chest, which was ancient sign of grief,

  315. and then he says to God, have mercy on me

  316. before I'm a sinner. No defense, no explanation, no comparison,

  317. no resume. He do what he's done. He's a thief,

  318. he's a charlottan, he's a liar, he's a thug. But

  319. he knew he had nothing to offer God, and so

  320. he says, I I need mercy, So then Jesus says

  321. something to his disciples that shocks everybody. He says, I

  322. tell you what, between those two guys, the religious guy

  323. that looks really good on the outside, and the other guy,

  324. the corrupt guy, the corrupt guy is the one that's

  325. gonna walk away justify that day. You know why, because

  326. he knows he's corrupt, but the other guy thinks he's

  327. just fine and he doesn't need see. So Jesus he

  328. wants us to understand today that the kingdom doesn't belong

  329. to the impressive. It belongs to the empty. And by

  330. the way, this is a low self esteem. This is

  331. accurate self awareness before a holy God. What does Paul say?

  332. Paul says nothing. But by the way, Paul, when it

  333. comes to greatest Christians of all time, there's Jesus and John,

  334. the Baptists and Paul, they fight for number two. And

  335. what does Paul say. Paul says this nothing good dwells

  336. in me. That is my flesh. That's not fake humility,

  337. that's clarity. And here's a paradox or the head scratcher.

  338. Jesus says, the kingdom belongs to people like this. Why

  339. because you can't receive grace. If your hands are full,

  340. you can't receive mercy. If you're defending yourself, you can't

  341. receive salvation. If your insistent your fine. The door to

  342. the kingdom is low, he can't still his hand tall

  343. and walk through it. See. The world says, believe in yourself.

  344. Jesus says, empty yourself. The world says, promote yourself, and

  345. Jesus humble yourself. The world says, acquire more, and Jesus says,

  346. admit you have nothing. All right, we've covered what does

  347. it mean to be poor in a spirit? Last question today?

  348. How do I become humble? How do I become humble?

  349. And here's the thing. Humility doesn't start by looking at yourself.

  350. It starts by looking at God. First of all, what

  351. do we see in scripture? Whenever people run across God,

  352. we see Isaiah. He comes into the temple and he

  353. experiences the presence of God, and what comes out of

  354. his mouth, woe is me? Man. Peter's out on the

  355. boat and he meets this guy named Jesus, and Jesus says,

  356. throw your net on the other side. And the next

  357. thing he knows they have more fish, and they know

  358. what to do with and all of a sudden, Peter

  359. realizes that Jesus is divine, the Messiah. Maybe And what

  360. does Peter do? He says, away from me, I am

  361. a sinner. When people come into the presence of God,

  362. they see how sinful they are and how holy God is.

  363. See when you see God clearly, you see yourself accurately.

  364. So how do we grow into become a poor the spirit?

  365. Number One, you look up before you look inward. The

  366. more you see His holiness, the less you're impressed with

  367. your own goodness. Number Two, you got to starve your pride.

  368. In other words, you have to fight your pride. See,

  369. pride feeds on recognition, it feeds on applause, it feeds

  370. on comparison. Now that doesn't mean that we reject encouragement.

  371. I'm not speaking like walking around like, hey, your hair

  372. looks nice. Thing. Oh no, don't make me pride. Bible

  373. actually tells us to be encouragers. So we should go

  374. around encouraging everybody. And guess what it feels good to

  375. be encouraged. The difference is going out and seeking encouragement. See,

  376. there's a difference. Nothing wrong with encouragement. It's a little

  377. prideful to go out and seek it. At my last

  378. church I was at, I transitioned from being a youth

  379. pastor to speaking to the adults, and I became very

  380. insecure about my own preaching, and so I would go

  381. out into the lobby. We had four services a weekend

  382. at that campus, and I would go out into the

  383. lobby and everybody be like, oh, great job, great job, great,

  384. oh la la la la la, and I would walk

  385. away feeling pretty good about myself. This went on for

  386. a while, and I realized that I started to become

  387. prideful about my preaching here, wondering why. And so I

  388. decided God was like, man, this is not what I

  389. want from you. So I decided to starve myself from

  390. recognition and pride. And so what I did was for

  391. the next year, a whole year, I decided that after service,

  392. instead of going out to the lobby, I would go

  393. to the break room. When I went to the breakroom

  394. in between the services we had about fifteen twenty minutes,

  395. I would ask God two questions, Did I please you?

  396. And was I faithful? Did I please you? And was

  397. I faithful? After about a year, when I went back

  398. out into the lobby and people would encourage me. I

  399. would just it didn't puff me up. Because here's the thing.

  400. I went from wanting people to be happy with me

  401. to wanting God to be happy with me. And here's

  402. how I sustain this to this day. Thursday night is

  403. our first service and so that's the first go round

  404. with the sermon. And here's what I do with my staff.

  405. You can ask my staff if I go up to

  406. them after the service. And I never asked, oh was

  407. that here? Pat my back? I always ask the same thing,

  408. what should I change? Because it's not about me? So

  409. you got to starve your pride. You got to starve

  410. your pride. Matter of fact, again, there's nothing wrong with

  411. joint encouragement. It's about not seeking it. James says, humble

  412. yourself before the Lord and he will exalt you. Know

  413. the order there. Humble yourself. Then let God decide when

  414. he wants to exalt your number three today in our

  415. last point, ask for humility. Man David, who had it all, said, Lord,

  416. I need you to create me a clean heart. See,

  417. humility is not self manufactured, it's spirit produced. And here's

  418. something critical, and I'm going to throw out these phrases

  419. that you've probably heard before. Humility is not thinking less

  420. of yourself as thinking of yourself less. Humility is not insecurity,

  421. it's God confidence. Humility is not self hatred and self surrender.

  422. And my friends, if there was a ministry called Pride Toholics,

  423. I could lead it every week. See, pride is often

  424. the outgrowth of insecurity. And if you're a prideful person

  425. and you struggle with pride a lot, I have very

  426. good news for you. Did you know that humility is

  427. a choice that you can choose to be humble. It's

  428. not a disposition you're born with, because we're all born prideful.

  429. But you can actually choose to walk in humility. Man,

  430. that's so freeing to know that you can make a

  431. choice to be humble. You know, my second year in Pittsburgh,

  432. things are going really good, and again struggling with pride.

  433. And I noticed that and I I saw some other

  434. people who were very humble, and I'm like, God, I

  435. want to be like humble like them. And so I

  436. started to this thing and for a whole year I

  437. called it the Year of Philippians two. For a whole

  438. year I read Philippians two every single day, and I

  439. started to notice some changes. So I started to go

  440. out of my way to serve people, and I would

  441. say to my head, Philippians too. If somebody says something

  442. to me that would I started to feel like I

  443. was gonna have a prideful response. I would say in

  444. my head, Philippians too. When I would go out to

  445. eat with my friends every once in a while, I

  446. had done this before. I started to buy their meal,

  447. and I would say to myself Philippians too. I would

  448. get home from work early before Gina, and I would

  449. look around the house and I would go, what can

  450. I do so that when she comes home she can

  451. just relax? Philippians too. Tim who was living with me

  452. at this time, or Pastor Tim, He's a jerk and

  453. he used to ask me to do stuff all the

  454. time that he was supposed to do, and he would

  455. say to me, Philippians too, will you go grab that

  456. channel change for me? Philippians too. So but I noticed

  457. that after year, I started to really think about how

  458. I can serve others. Now why Philippians too, Because a

  459. lot of Theologians say that if you want to become

  460. like Jesus, you will chase after Jesus' number one characteristic

  461. and a lot of theologians say jesus Number one characteristic

  462. is humility. And Philippians two is that chapter that tells

  463. us to not consider our interests above other people's interests.

  464. And then it talks about how Jesus, who had everything,

  465. he gave it all up not to serve his own interest,

  466. but to our interest, to the point of death on

  467. the cross. Now here's the thing. My pride is not

  468. cured at all, but I am aware of it now

  469. and I can catch myself and I can choose humility.

  470. And here's the case in point. There's a story that

  471. I've told multiple times through the years, and now I

  472. tell that story differently. As I closed today, I told

  473. this story and every bit of this is one hundred

  474. percent true. It sounds crazy, but I was an intern

  475. at bri Boulevard First Church of God and I got

  476. a call on a Saturday morning, early my day off,

  477. and it was a lady goes, is this the intern?

  478. Is this the intern? I'm like, yeah, I'm the intern,

  479. and she goes, I need you to come to the

  480. church right now, and I need you to help. Well,

  481. this lee is pretty aggressive and I didn't feel like

  482. telling her I was a youth intern, not the intern

  483. for anybody who went to that church. You just needed

  484. something done. And so I come up to the church

  485. and it's snowing. Pay attention has to keep part of

  486. the story. It's snowing. And she looked at me and

  487. she hands me a hatchet, and she says, I need

  488. you to go out into the woods and cut down

  489. three small pine trees because I need to use them

  490. for decorations. And I said, well, how'm supposed get these

  491. pine trees back up because we had woods pretty far away.

  492. And she said, well, I didn't have time to get

  493. a truck. I'm in a hurry. Just use your car.

  494. The problem with that is that a Mustang GT convertible.

  495. And this lady just kept calling me in turn, and

  496. I would say James, and she would say in turn,

  497. and I'd say James, in turn, and so in turn,

  498. go back out there. So I went all the way

  499. out there, and I chopped down the three trees. I

  500. put them in my vehicle. My vehicle is full. The

  501. inside of my vehicle is full of snow pine needles.

  502. It's sticky, and I have a hatchet in my hand,

  503. and I remember standing outside by the woods and just

  504. I had this fantasy. I still remember this fantasy to

  505. this day, of walking inside with the hatchet held high,

  506. daring that woman to call me in turn, just one

  507. more time, call me in turn. Now, I used to

  508. tell that story, and I would talk about people who

  509. were entitled, people who took advantage of other people, people

  510. who thought they were the center of the earth. Or

  511. I would just use it to talk about mean people.

  512. And by the way, she was mean. That doesn't change.

  513. Still a mean old lady. Don't be a mean old lady, Okay.

  514. But now when I look at that story, I realized

  515. how prideful I was as a young man. Because here's

  516. the thing, So what, what's the big deal? I go

  517. out and I hope an old lady. So what my

  518. car gets a little dirty. I could fix it the

  519. next day. And I could have had a different attitude.

  520. I know today I would, and I wish I would

  521. have been more like Jesus. And I wish I would

  522. have cut down my pride that day instead of some trees.

  523. I still struggle with pride deeply, but I have the

  524. tools to catch myself, and I could choose a different response.

  525. And so I'm in this sermon early today because I

  526. want to do something a little bit different. I want

  527. you to figure out how this sermon applies to you.

  528. And we're gonna take a few minutes. We're gonna have

  529. some music here. Let's go ahead and throw the scripture up.

  530. It's Philippians too, or a huge chunk of it. And

  531. I want you to ask two questions, what does this mean?

  532. And how should I align my life with this? And

  533. here's what I want to encourage you to just keep

  534. asking those questions for about every line as you go

  535. through this text. What does this mean? How do I

  536. align my life with this? And here's what I want

  537. you to do. We're just gonna take about three four

  538. minutes and you're gonna have prayer time right where you're at,

  539. and you're gonna allow God to speak to your soul

  540. for God to show you some things, and you should

  541. also have opportunity to begin to align your soul with

  542. the humility of Christ. So let's take some time to

  543. pray and o