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Seeking God's Heart

An Inspiring Word from RCF, Egham, Runnymede,

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  1. Let's extend our hands to her as we pray for her. Oh. Okay, yes,

  2. let's move this over there. Okay, okay, Praise God.

  3. Hallelujah.

  4. We thank you for your precious daughter, whom you have

  5. entrusted to deliver your word for us today. Father, sanctify

  6. her with your truth. Your word is truth. Open our eyes,

  7. open our hearts, Father God, to receive your precious.

  8. Word of God. We thank you and we praise you

  9. in Jesus name. Amen, Thank you.

  10. Oops exchange is a robotic good money for that benefit

  11. of those who don't know my name. I am Juliet Nager,

  12. born and raised in Uganda and translated to the UK somehow.

  13. You know, God does things amazingly. When I was in Uganda,

  14. I got born again at the age of eleven. I

  15. was excited for God. I slept getting ready for Jesus

  16. to come and take us, because that's what you thought.

  17. But then I grew up with As I was doing this,

  18. I was late to come home and Mom said, no,

  19. you got to stop that because Ma'm was not a believer.

  20. And she said, I don't trust this, coming late and going.

  21. You got to study.

  22. So she granted me and eventually I drifted. I drifted

  23. back into the world and messed up a bit. Then

  24. he translated me to the UK for a purpose.

  25. So enough of me. I just wanted you to.

  26. Know who I am and give you a little bit

  27. of history about me. So the theme for you is

  28. peace in the storm. I'm hoping that the words God

  29. has given me will touch that a little bit. And

  30. my title is seeking God's Heart. So I thought that

  31. we can think and talk about this because the Kingdom

  32. of God is big. The word is big, you can't

  33. exhaust it. Other people coming with this their vibe and

  34. another one. So then we need to just know that

  35. seeking God is where we find our silence, our calling, and.

  36. What to do for the hour, for the day.

  37. So the heart of God represents the innermost character, encompassing

  38. his love, compassion, justice, and desire for relationship with humanity.

  39. God's desires a relationship with you and me.

  40. That's the main thing.

  41. This is evident from creation narrative where God created man

  42. in his own image, as Genesis one twenty seven says,

  43. and he worked with Adam and Eve in the garden.

  44. To start off, we're gonna start with the Isaiah fifty

  45. seven and it says, for that says the high and

  46. love to one who inhabits Citanity. By the way, I'm

  47. taking it from New from New King James version. So

  48. for that says the high and love to one who

  49. inhabits Sitanity, whose name is holy. I dwelt in the

  50. high and low and holy place with whom with him

  51. who has a contract and humble spirit to revive the

  52. spirit of the humble and revive the hearts of the

  53. Countract Ones this verse we see that the comparison between

  54. God's holiness and his compassion reveals that he's the majestic God,

  55. yet accessible to those who approach him with humility. So

  56. he may look like he's a big God is up there,

  57. but whever humbles themselves, he's there. We just to recap

  58. God comes into our hearts once we accept Jesus, and

  59. I believe that the entire Kingdom sits in our heart. However,

  60. we go without because we don't think about this. We

  61. don't draw from the Kingdom from every in every need.

  62. And Isaiah forty five, verse nineteen, he says, I have

  63. not spoken in secret in the dark place.

  64. Of the earth.

  65. I'd not say to the seed of Jacob, and we

  66. are the seed of Jacob. Seek me in vain either

  67. Lord speak righteousness. The visible God created man in his

  68. image that he may rule over the creation through him,

  69. man need.

  70. God gave us authority to rule.

  71. And reign on the earth, but through Him and not

  72. by ourselves. Yes, and it all starts with you, honestly, you,

  73. honestly accepting and believing that God is who he says

  74. he is. That's the first thing you need to bring

  75. to yourself to that even when you're going through a situation. Remember,

  76. do I actually believe there is a God? Do I

  77. believe there is God? Does he want to help me?

  78. That helps me a lot when things don't go well?

  79. So and then, of course in the New Testament he

  80. says in John fourteen twenty, at that day we will

  81. know that I am in the Father, and you in me,

  82. and I in you. The same thing, he repeats over

  83. and over. God is in us, and we are in

  84. Christ and Christ easiness. Although we were created in God's image.

  85. After the fall of man in Genesis three, when Man

  86. disobeyed God, things didn't go well. However, God then reconciled

  87. Man backed himself through his son Jesus, Christ, and he

  88. gives us another chance to be in Him, to live

  89. with Him, to do things like they should have been

  90. before if we believe.

  91. So.

  92. Today, I want to share a few nuggets of the

  93. ways we can actively have a relationship with the invisible

  94. God in a natural world. So we see that Jesus,

  95. the Son of God, was led by the Spirit into

  96. the wilderness. Jesus was God, but to be able to

  97. manage to do what God sent me, sent him here.

  98. For he was sent into the wilderness, and there he

  99. fasted for forty days and forty nights, and that helped

  100. Jesus to be transformed and equipped with the power and

  101. wisdom and ability to overcome even Satan. As it is

  102. written in Look. We won't go there, but it's written

  103. and look for if we want to see that, look

  104. for that one to to eate. It's also a direct

  105. necessity for every believer to allow the Holy Spirit to

  106. lead us in order to be able to live a

  107. Christian life here in a fallen world. We know how

  108. it's going. Everything things shocking things are happening, But we,

  109. like Jesus, we need to be equipped. We need to

  110. allow the Holy Spirit to lead us. How does he

  111. lead us. Because you can say I'm just gonna speak

  112. the word. That word without your obedience and faith in

  113. him may not bring resout. It has to be a combination,

  114. a mixture of your faith in Him and your trust

  115. that he can do it and he will take you

  116. a day at time. Is no need to stress about

  117. next week or tomorrow. Day at the time. Yeah, And

  118. I always say to people that church is the spiritual hospital.

  119. Those who I hang out with I always whenever things happen,

  120. I say, but you know, church is a hospital. We

  121. come to hospital. So it's founded on love, the love

  122. of God. The word church is a translation of a

  123. Greek word ecclesia, which is defined as us and assembly,

  124. oh the cold ones. The root meaning of church is

  125. not a building, but the people. The people, you and me, we.

  126. Are the church. Church is in you.

  127. You've got your spies, I've got my spies. You've got

  128. your vibe. I've got my vibe, and we bring it

  129. all together for the use of the church. Now, many times,

  130. depending on your motive to come to church, you may

  131. come to church to judge whether the speaker speaks well,

  132. whether this past is compassionate enough, whether answor is gonna

  133. help me, But none of us is the answer.

  134. The answer. The answer is in Christ Jesus. So you

  135. are special. God has got a plan for you and me.

  136. It's up to you to come to church with their

  137. obedient hat and open her to humble heart to say, God,

  138. I want to meet you. I knew you yesterday, but

  139. I want to know you more. Then, as you enter

  140. that church, prepare your heart, stop looking around your purpose.

  141. We can look around after the service and hug and

  142. have tea and everything else, but we purpose God. We

  143. come here and you needed to praise you. But I

  144. want to be changed, as Carrie said, Dahlia, Let's leave

  145. this place changed changed, not as we came because yesterday's past.

  146. The food for yesterday has gone mold today. Sorry, Church,

  147. God what God is present all the time. He wants

  148. to develop us. He wants to equip us with the love,

  149. the patience. And you know what hospital. When you go

  150. to hospital you are sick for of one's ailment, another

  151. one is got another ailment. You get there for the

  152. same purpose of seeing what a doctor for the doctor

  153. to see what's wrong with you and diorganize give you medicine.

  154. But church is a better place than a hospital where

  155. we're meeting with doctor Jesus.

  156. Doctor Jesus, we say, is.

  157. A miracle, work, is a promise, can be a promise

  158. keepe by supernatural is extraordinary. So if we have we

  159. come with this expectation that miraculous will touch us, will

  160. change us well, make us a new creature. And there's

  161. no point church, is you. We are not looking for

  162. honor in church. We are all children God dwelling together

  163. lost ship. May we are going. May you know what

  164. I mean? So don't criticize other people. If you have

  165. got a working hand and I haven't got a working hand,

  166. your job is to help me. If I can't see

  167. and you can see, guide me. That's how we help

  168. one another. So I wanted to expound so much on charge,

  169. but because of British time, you got so much time

  170. to talk.

  171. I'll stop there.

  172. So I'm gonna bring Paul's prayer to us. In Aphisian three, Paul.

  173. Prayed for us.

  174. He prayed for me and you and you online, whether

  175. you're in a living room wherever.

  176. Take this on board, he says.

  177. And we are reading a Phision three fourteen to nineteen.

  178. For this reason, I bow my knees to the Father

  179. of our Lord, Jesus Christ, from whom the whole family

  180. in heaven and on earth is named, that he would

  181. grant you, according to the rich of his glory, to

  182. be strengthened with might through His spirit in the inner man.

  183. I'm not gonna stop there for a bit. The inner man.

  184. It's not about how I look. It's not about how

  185. big I am, but the inner man. Like I said,

  186. the Kingdom of Heaven comes and is deposited on the

  187. inside of us. So it is the inner man we

  188. need to feed with the word of God. It's the

  189. inner man we need to cry to. It's the inner

  190. man we need to be honest to Lord. You know

  191. what today I feel dry. I'm coming to you. Help

  192. me feel me. Let me have a drink of water.

  193. Yeah.

  194. So, continuing with verse seventeen, that Christ may drill in

  195. your heart through faith, that you're being rooted and grounded

  196. in love. May be able to comprehend with other saints.

  197. What is the weed and the length and the depth

  198. and the hide to know the love of Christ which

  199. passes no late. That you may be filled with the

  200. fullness of God.

  201. So you know the fullness of the love of God.

  202. You kind of.

  203. Can bear all things. When the storm comes, that love assures.

  204. You that it's well. Do not fear.

  205. The world of God is full of the world. Do

  206. not fear, only believe. Make the Holy Spirit help us

  207. to say a man to pause prayers. So when I'm

  208. listening to the prayer, I always say, I always call

  209. my name. I put my name into that scripture. Yeah,

  210. let us, as a church and individuals make a quality

  211. decision to know that we are not our own. We

  212. belong to the Master. And therefore submit to the Master

  213. and let the blessing flow effectively as it ought to

  214. Ephesian four one to seven. Therefore, I, therefore, sorry, the

  215. prisoner of the Lord, beseech you to walk worthy of

  216. the calling of which you are called, with all loveliness

  217. and gentleness, with all loliness and gentleness, with long suffering,

  218. bearing with one another in love, endeavoring to keep the

  219. unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace. There

  220. is one body, one spirit, just as we are called

  221. to one hope of your calling, one Lord, one faith,

  222. one baptism, one God and Father of all, who is

  223. above and through all and in all Verse seven. But

  224. to each one grace was given according to the measure

  225. of Christ's gift. The journey of following Jesus might look

  226. like he's challenging, but these challenges can there to refine us.

  227. The refine us and and our character depends our entami

  228. intimacy with God. Isaiah forty five fifteen says, Truela, you

  229. a God who hide yourself? Oh, God of Isel the

  230. Savior kind of looks like it's contradictory. He says, is available,

  231. it's here at twenty four seven. However, his verse is

  232. going saying your God who hides yourself?

  233. God hides. In my opinion, I think God.

  234. Hides himself from us according to this scripture because he

  235. wants us to honestly seek him and value him. From

  236. this verse, God seems to be playing a game of

  237. seekers and hide, hide and seek. Yeah, so that you

  238. have to search and seuch and such till you find him.

  239. He's a good father, but he wants relationship. He wants

  240. us to find him.

  241. Yeah.

  242. So now that we know that we need to play

  243. this game of house of seeking God to where he

  244. seems like he's hidden, but yet it's very next to us,

  245. as next as the breath we breathe.

  246. Yeah so.

  247. Matthew Six's thirty thirty three Key Practices of seeking the

  248. Heart of God Matthew Siks thirty three says, but seek

  249. first the Kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all

  250. these things will be added to you. Many times we

  251. don't even do that. We we end up seeking the

  252. things of the world. Then want to come to God

  253. when we are tired in the evening. Whereas he is saying,

  254. seek first the Kingdom of God, and all these things

  255. you're fighting for. Your seeking for the things that are

  256. traveling you will be added to you God to give

  257. them to you. As the Neate was saying earlier, prayer

  258. is central to seeking God, to seeking God's heart. Through

  259. prayer of faith, believers communicate with God according to his

  260. will and express their desires and seek his guidance. Jeremiah

  261. twenty nine thirty three says, you will seek me and

  262. find me if you seek Me with all your heart.

  263. Sometimes I look at when I'm going through a situation,

  264. I check myself if I actually sought God with all

  265. my heart. Yeah. You is always to do a self

  266. check from time to time. Check yourself, where are you standing?

  267. You find that Ah do. I didn't do this, so

  268. you may then God will pick you up when you

  269. choose to be picked up. Okay, emphasizing says Yet, this

  270. verse of Jeremiah seeking God with all her heart is

  271. emphasizing a sincere dedication to God. Seeking and thirsting for

  272. God leads to inner transformation and renew of mind. It

  273. involves aligning personal desires with God's purpose and cultivating humility

  274. and embracing a childlike faith. This Pasit brings joy and fulfillment,

  275. and God delights in those who honestly seek Him, as

  276. is written in Hebrews eleven, verse six. Because of time,

  277. I'm gonna be a bit quick. Seeking God's heart is

  278. a lifelong journey of devotion, trust and love. Inquiring firsting, thirsting, inviting,

  279. and inviting believers into a deeper relationship with their Creator.

  280. The deeper we seek God.

  281. The more we get to know and enjoy the relationship

  282. with Him and to trust that is with me.

  283. I shall not sink.

  284. Yeah. The main purpose the main verse in my my

  285. sharing today would be the Matthew thirteen fourteen. It's about

  286. the parable of the hidden treasure, and it says the

  287. Kingdom of Heaven is like a treasure hidden in a field,

  288. which a man found and hid, and for joy over it,

  289. he goes and sells all that he has and buys

  290. that field.

  291. He takes a trust. And now I put a question here, like.

  292. We cannot come to We cannot say that we are

  293. believers and expecting to see the goodness of God. If

  294. we're going to spend thirty minutes, come here to charge

  295. for one hour and then until Sunday, or wake up

  296. and say your devotion until Sunday or until the It's

  297. got to be a lifestyle where you're kind of bringing

  298. yourself back to the to the Lord. Challenges come meeting,

  299. so this get you got to work and you find

  300. people with all sorts of character, but it brings you

  301. back to Him. So we need to spend quality time.

  302. We need if we're gonna be serious, let's spend quality time.

  303. We are rushing and the world is so clever it

  304. has left us no time. If we are waiting to

  305. do everything else and then see God, it will never happen.

  306. Everything is in testifying. Everything is click click, The phone

  307. is blinking, the computer that emails. When are you gonna

  308. do that? There's only a few hours in a day.

  309. So if I may ask you to do a self check,

  310. is there evidence of what you've given to pursue the

  311. love of God has been deposited in you?

  312. Is there evidence that's for you to answer. It's just

  313. a question.

  314. Jesus and all men and women of God we see

  315. operating in power. Set apart days times to seek God,

  316. to inquire the scripture to first, to pray, to fellowship

  317. with like minded believers in order to see God at work,

  318. to say, God, you say this, I want to see

  319. this happen. You don't just sit down and it happens.

  320. Sometimes it could because somebody fights prayed for you. Oh

  321. your mama deposited this blessing over you. Though these things happen,

  322. but they are occasional. But for you, you need to

  323. be at it. I need to be the things I'm

  324. saying to you, I'm saying them to me. So if

  325. you find anything good in them, apply them to Yeah.

  326. So we have to search for scriptures. We have to

  327. first when they call it first, here we fall away.

  328. But one day it's not a big deal. You need

  329. to set your fasting time and this time you need

  330. to purpose. If you're going to take a day off

  331. to seek God. God would love that.

  332. Yeah, but we can only share anyway.

  333. Roman's Age twelve says, therefore, brethren, or a little bit

  334. more about that hidden treasure. God is the treasure. God

  335. is the treasure that is worthy giving our all to

  336. lay hold of him. He's a treasure, is foundable. He

  337. says that he didn't set the children of Jacob seek

  338. him in vain. So if you're not seeing anything shows

  339. you have not actually sought, try a bit more, put

  340. some time in it, put a thought in it. Yeah,

  341. we see men like Smith Rego's worth. He never studied

  342. that much. Yet we've got people with bachelors and degrees

  343. in theology who can only preach the word.

  344. But there's nothing happening.

  345. What is the missing jigs so here it is the

  346. hungering and thirsting and devotion and obedience that we set

  347. apart to give to God. Smith worked wonders. Yeah, many

  348. other people did, wonders. Even now it's still happening. Men

  349. and women have sought God to where things are happening.

  350. Let it be you, let it be me. Let us

  351. as a church choose to do this. This wish worship.

  352. Worship may not be enough. You need to worship, washing dishes,

  353. you need to worship, walking down the street. All these

  354. are opportunities because we have no time. Yeah, if you're

  355. working the dog, be washed, being be calling upon the

  356. name of the Lord. This is all time.

  357. It's with us in all situations.

  358. So some of us tend to think, I can't do dishes,

  359. and I'll be dishonored in God if I worship while

  360. I'm doing dishes. Now the dishes can simply be washed,

  361. but your spirit will be well with the Lord, so Romans.

  362. He says, Therefore, brethren, we are debtors not to the flesh,

  363. to live according to the flesh. For if you live

  364. according to the flesh, you would die. And it's not

  365. talking about physical death, but spiritual death. If you work,

  366. if you're a Christian and you choose to walk, but

  367. in the flesh, you certainly not be active spiritually. But

  368. it says, if by the spirit you put to death

  369. the deeds of the body, you will live. You will

  370. do great exploits. Let us do this together. All of

  371. us can take can look like we are doing, all

  372. of us can look like we are seeking God. Yeah,

  373. through the good deeds we do the bad. However, the

  374. motive by which we do these things will determine the outcome.

  375. The motive everything is checking your heart to see why

  376. am I doing this? You know? I pray that the

  377. Holy Spirit will give us a hanger and fast for Him,

  378. that we can experience Christ in our day to day lives.

  379. Prohaps eight seventeen says, I love those who love me,

  380. and those who seek me diligently will find me. He says, Father,

  381. riches and honor are with me. We are chasing the job,

  382. nine to five job or whatever, sad time, but God

  383. is saying, riches are with me. He doesn't say, don't

  384. go to work, but him. Let him be priority. Yeah,

  385. you're choosing a mate. Let him choose him for you.

  386. Don't be rushing. Let's put him number one. You're wanting

  387. to travel, let him talk to you about that journey

  388. if you should or should not take it. Matthew five

  389. six says blest those who hang and thirst for righteousness,

  390. for they shall be failed. The Bible says that those

  391. who seek God, who hurtedly, will find him and experience

  392. his blessings. We need to ask the Holy Spirit to

  393. give us that hunger. That that's it all starts. With

  394. God and what I've seen. Many times we ask God

  395. help me. I'm feeling low, I'm feeling dry. Ignite me,

  396. and he will. The trouble is that we don't maintain

  397. that ignition. It happens to me. Lord, you go for

  398. a week of fire, two weeks, Oh my God, God God,

  399. then you don't know. Suddenly it begins to slow down.

  400. Why you've lost You've lost momentum.

  401. Yeah.

  402. Plus he also wants you to keep seeking him to

  403. go to the next level. So when it helps me

  404. up here, let me not think I've obtained. I need

  405. to keep going higher and higher and higher. If we don't,

  406. then guess what the enemy is dropping around is waiting,

  407. is lurking, seeing where you're gonna drift, so that he

  408. may take come in to still kill and destroy, and

  409. he will do it good. And before you know it,

  410. you lose the zeal. Before you know, the joy has

  411. gone somewhere and you can't find it. And it feels like, God,

  412. what has happened. We see that Peter when he was

  413. working on the water looking at Jesus, well, he didn't

  414. fear the water, And as soon as he looked at

  415. the water, he began to sink, So the same thing

  416. happens with us in all situations. Yeah. To see God's

  417. heart means to this desire his will above everything else

  418. and live in alignment with his character and purpose. An

  419. example of a sincere heart after God is that of

  420. King David. King David is known as a man after

  421. God's heart. Apparently there's not many too many scriptures that

  422. talk about God's heart.

  423. So anyway, David, what did?

  424. David is described as a man after God's own heart

  425. because his deep desire was to know and follow God.

  426. This can be found in First Summer chapter thirteen fourteen

  427. around there. We are not going to go there because

  428. of time. Blessed, We're going to now go to proverb

  429. thirty proverb I've missed the page here, probably three that

  430. is for to fifty to thirty five? Is it? And

  431. he says, blessed is the man who listens to me?

  432. Do you listen to God? When did you last listen

  433. to God? Watching daily at my gates, waiting at the

  434. post of my door, for whoever finds me finds life

  435. and obtains favor from the Lord. Yeah, he's saying, we

  436. wait on him, honestly, if we don't do this.

  437. If we don't purpose to do this, we.

  438. Then will be beating our own heart to say I'm

  439. not good enough, i haven't met with God, I've no

  440. all this will come because we didn't create time. Let

  441. let him be number one and let everything wait. And

  442. sometimes as we make him number one, the things that

  443. would drift us off will see that they're irrelevant because

  444. you've been led to do.

  445. The right thing.

  446. The heart after God Nane of verse is perfect in

  447. the flesh and will never be perfect in the flesh.

  448. But the way we respond to God's.

  449. In situations makes a difference between the heart after God

  450. and the heart which isn't. For reference purpose, we'll go

  451. to Psalms fifty one, verse seventeen, which is written the

  452. sacrifices of God. I broken spirit, a broken and contrite

  453. heart is Oh God, you will not despise a broken heart.

  454. Humble yourself because it's God.

  455. And you're not.

  456. Is God and I'm not. I have got God on.

  457. The inside of me, but a third of me, perhaps

  458. half of me, is.

  459. Flesh, raised by my Mamma and now cooking that way,

  460. walking that way. So we need to be to come

  461. to Him with humility that he will take us out

  462. of the marry Clay as we sang, Yeah, Seeking and

  463. fasting for God is a spiritual blessing which we should

  464. never depart from. If we are to remain faithful to God,

  465. we can't afford to depart from it. The moment we

  466. stop thirsting for God, then we are drifting. Let's take

  467. the example of the heart that is not obedient and

  468. that which is obedient to Christ. I'm gonna is the

  469. example of King David and King Samuel. We see that

  470. both men, we're great men of God. They were kings.

  471. One was accepted, one was rejected. What was the problem. Yeah,

  472. we see that if we compare the sins of both, David,

  473. the man after God's heart, did more harm. If we

  474. were to weigh them on a scale, they would be

  475. too weighty compared to what Samuel did.

  476. Sorry, so did. Yeah. But when when So messed up,

  477. he disobeyed God. We know that he did.

  478. He sacrificed before Samuel. Samuel told him to wait. Prophet

  479. Samuel told him to wait, but he saw the people,

  480. and the people were saying, but where is this preacher?

  481. We have got no time? Like it happens to us.

  482. I'm gonna go, I'm gonna go. And he was so

  483. concerned about the people and the crowd that he chose

  484. to do the sacrifice, a job that was not his.

  485. And many times don't we do it?

  486. We do it. So Samuel arrives and said, what have

  487. you done?

  488. Not only did he do that, he preserved the animals

  489. that they said atally destroyed them.

  490. So God rejects Samuel, I say, I think so.

  491. And David here, the man after God's had the worshiper,

  492. the friend of God forgets. He leaves his domain and

  493. looks out, and he sees a girl, a lady, and

  494. he lasts after the woman who is not even his.

  495. Go.

  496. It did not only last, but he took the step

  497. to say, go and get them. Yeah, seeing starts as

  498. I think, Prother says. James is the one who says

  499. that seeing when fully bathed produce a scene.

  500. I'm not gonna go there. I can't do that now.

  501. But it is bad God.

  502. There is a chance when we're about to sin, you

  503. could stop at this point. But when you go, father

  504. and Father, in the end it back is death. So

  505. this is what happened to our beloved David. So he

  506. sent for the after I'm a king. She has to come,

  507. So she comes. They do what they got to do.

  508. The woman gets pregnant, and then he says, how am

  509. I gonna cover this? I'm just gonna kill this man

  510. and nobody will know. They will think it's his child.

  511. Look at how he's done. He's become adulteress is killed

  512. and the child involved also ends up dying because of

  513. the same thing.

  514. But what did they do?

  515. What did David do when when the prophet came to

  516. him and said you are that man, David broke down.

  517. He felt sorry, tore his clothes and fell down, fasted

  518. and asked God for forgiveness. So he was forgiven. That's

  519. our place we are living. We are always failing, but

  520. we should for we should break before God. If you

  521. can't even first, God is so honest. He wants you

  522. to be real. If you if you realize your mistake

  523. and you feel like you can't do it, ask him

  524. for grace to help you break and repent. Y so

  525. so like us in this world, this current climate we

  526. live in in our world today is reasoning the people

  527. did this instead of saying, forgive me, I messed up.

  528. So we should always endeavor to repent. One day, God

  529. said to me, I was going through a situation last

  530. year on living and to a person so dear to

  531. me was doing things over and over and this time

  532. I said, ah, being a Christian doesn't mean you can't

  533. say things as there.

  534. So I prepare my message to say, look, the other.

  535. Day you said this, the other day you did this

  536. that Dad dadda love got my phone.

  537. I'm preparing the message.

  538. And then I hear a voice inside me to say

  539. a gentle answer, turns away wrath. I put the phone down.

  540. I heard it clearly. I can't pretend and I didn't

  541. hear it. It was up to me to make a choice.

  542. So I said, oh my God, Lord, I'm so sorry

  543. taking the position of being judged.

  544. Here help me.

  545. So I sat back and thought about that and prayed

  546. and asked God to forgive me, and I turned it around.

  547. He said a gentle answer. So I wrote a simple

  548. life story. Yeah this is okay. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I

  549. don't know what God did that changed the attitude. Everything

  550. that had been done wrong over the period was put right.

  551. Not because I told somebody off, but because I positively spoke.

  552. I don't know. I've always thought God how did you say?

  553. What did you do? But anyway he did it.

  554. So I would like to say that the heart after

  555. God may see, but she should be quick to admit

  556. the wrong done, ask for forgiveness, turn from her wicked

  557. ways even and not justify herself or excuse herself for

  558. doing what we've done.

  559. It's not right.

  560. This generation is one of blaming others and not ourselves.

  561. One finger is pointing at Julia, the rest is pointing

  562. at me. God is good all the time, but let's

  563. not do that. Yeah, because we want God to be available,

  564. to be active, to be our defense when you error.

  565. Is a God of righteousness. I shared some TESTI money

  566. with one person in the house that God has a

  567. God of righteousness, cannot overlook things. He will walk around around.

  568. It may take it anity, may take a few years

  569. to work around to correct.

  570. Your mistake, but it's not just going to ignore it. Yeah.

  571. So I shared this and for the for the thing

  572. I'm talking about, it took many years.

  573. Like I was grounded. I was so grounded and I.

  574. Was thinking, Oh God, eventually he had to do it

  575. his own way. He had to deliver me in his

  576. own righteous way. And the end result was dutiful, and

  577. it was.

  578. For my God.

  579. So the devil is at hand offering, bringing juicy promises.

  580. I'm gonna give you that.

  581. Did he not say that to Jesus if he knew

  582. Jesus was the son of God. But he said, if

  583. you would burn and worship me, all this was given

  584. to me, I'll give it to you. So Jesus said

  585. with men, because he first he knew what to do.

  586. He was God. But at that time he was in

  587. the fledge like we are. So Jesus defeated him by saying,

  588. you shall not bow, Only God shall you worship, and

  589. many other things. So as I come to a conclusion,

  590. I like to encourage us as a church. Let's not

  591. you know, when we come in, the message is preached

  592. and it sounds good, and by the time we get

  593. down the road, it's gone out of our ears.

  594. But the letter you had, oh, we hear daily. Let's

  595. put it in practice.

  596. Let us be changed. Let this church be a church

  597. where people come and get quickened and changed, and we

  598. help one another, we love one another honestly. Let it

  599. be sold. The fame is not our goal here. Our

  600. goal is to live as a family of God. There

  601. is no minister here. There's no king here. We are

  602. all children of God. So value one another. Let the

  603. hand help the leg, let the eye help the ear,

  604. as it see then written in First Corinthians. So pursue love,

  605. apply faith, humility. All these things go together.

  606. And may God.

  607. May God help us to thirst after him and to

  608. be roosted and grounded in his love by reading the Word,

  609. by seeking him and allowing him time to build us up.

  610. Thank you for listening.

  611. Thank you, Julia.

  612. Praise God.

  613. Hallelujah.

  614. Okay, the Word