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I Have A Testimony - Part 3

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  1. Speaker: We're talking about a journey.

  2. Speaker: My journey as Miss Linda comes up to read an opening reading

  3. Speaker: here for us.

  4. Speaker: Again, I want to reiterate this

  5. Speaker: is not about me, but is what

  6. Speaker: Jesus Christ can do in a

  7. Speaker: person's life.

  8. Speaker: Do we understand that I am not up here pounding my chest

  9. Speaker: saying, look at me.

  10. Speaker: But in a sense, look what God did for me.

  11. Speaker: And again, everybody has a story.

  12. Speaker: Everybody that is born again who has repented of their sins,

  13. Speaker: living for Christ.

  14. Speaker: They have a story.

  15. Speaker: Miss Linda, if you will.

  16. Speaker: Oh, yes.

  17. Speaker: There we go.

  18. Speaker: This reading is entitled God's Timing.

  19. Speaker: What is meant for you is not late.

  20. Speaker: It is not lost.

  21. Speaker: It is not confused about your address.

  22. Speaker: God's timing moves differently than human urgency.

  23. Speaker: We rush because we fear we are missing out.

  24. Speaker: God waits because he sees the whole road.

  25. Speaker: When doors stay closed, it's not always denial.

  26. Speaker: Sometimes it's protection.

  27. Speaker: Sometimes it's preparation.

  28. Speaker: Sometimes it's alignment.

  29. Speaker: Quietly moving pieces into the right place that we can't see.

  30. Speaker: You're not being punished by the pause.

  31. Speaker: You're being shaped by it.

  32. Speaker: Seeds grow in darkness first.

  33. Speaker: Roots deepen before branches appear.

  34. Speaker: And just because nothing seems to be happening doesn't mean

  35. Speaker: nothing is happening.

  36. Speaker: Trust that what arrives late to you arrives.

  37. Speaker: Ready?

  38. Speaker: And what leaves early was never meant to stay.

  39. Speaker: Breathe.

  40. Speaker: Stay faithful in the waiting.

  41. Speaker: God has never missed a moment yet.

  42. Speaker: Thank you, Miss Linda.

  43. Speaker: When I was searching for a reading like this.

  44. Speaker: So many of those words spoke in this testimony to my own life.

  45. Speaker: Now, if you've missed out on part one, part two, I encourage

  46. Speaker: you to go back, check it out on our Facebook page or YouTube.

  47. Speaker: So it all makes sense.

  48. Speaker: But last week we ended up where Brother Jim had this calling to

  49. Speaker: go up and say, Hey Pastor Ron, I'd like to say a few words.

  50. Speaker: And he had said, okay.

  51. Speaker: And within a few weeks we're off and running, giving my first

  52. Speaker: sermon up here, which eventually led into me being a lay leader

  53. Speaker: for rocks for church.

  54. Speaker: But again, do you think the devil leaves you alone?

  55. Speaker: No. Sometimes the devil is just getting started with you.

  56. Speaker: True.

  57. Speaker: He wants to keep you bound in chains.

  58. Speaker: And here's a shout out.

  59. Speaker: Wednesday nights we started a series on being chained.

  60. Speaker: So if you're interested, come on

  61. Speaker: out Wednesday night and hear

  62. Speaker: about that.

  63. Speaker: Because how many of you, even

  64. Speaker: though you belong to Christ,

  65. Speaker: you're a walking, talking

  66. Speaker: Christian.

  67. Speaker: You still have chains.

  68. Speaker: Something to think about.

  69. Speaker: But anyway, the devil would not leave me alone.

  70. Speaker: So I was still in limbo.

  71. Speaker: One foot right on the fence line, one foot over here, one

  72. Speaker: foot over there, struggling.

  73. Speaker: Which opens up with our first verse, John ten ten.

  74. Speaker: The thief does not come except.

  75. Speaker: Excuse me.

  76. Speaker: Let me start over here.

  77. Speaker: The thief does not come except

  78. Speaker: to steal and to kill and to

  79. Speaker: destroy.

  80. Speaker: I have come that they may they

  81. Speaker: have may have life, and that

  82. Speaker: they may have it more

  83. Speaker: abundantly.

  84. Speaker: Now that first part very true.

  85. Speaker: Just like how we had Teresa come up today.

  86. Speaker: But here's the praise Teresa requested.

  87. Speaker: Instead of sitting in the chair back there.

  88. Speaker: That pew.

  89. Speaker: She knows I've got a family.

  90. Speaker: I got brothers and sisters in Christ who will pray for me.

  91. Speaker: So, church, I want to encourage you anytime.

  92. Speaker: Anytime you feel you need anointed, you need prayer.

  93. Speaker: You let me know.

  94. Speaker: Let somebody in this congregation know.

  95. Speaker: We will not hide behind the fear

  96. Speaker: standing in front of others to

  97. Speaker: pray.

  98. Speaker: And that's not pride that is doing what we are called to do.

  99. Speaker: So one day I am serving and loving God, and the next and the

  100. Speaker: next day so frustrated and feeling like a complete failure.

  101. Speaker: Why?

  102. Speaker: Because deep down, I was not completely committed to God and

  103. Speaker: His calling on my life.

  104. Speaker: Say that word with me.

  105. Speaker: Committed.

  106. Speaker: Committed.

  107. Speaker: How many of us are committed?

  108. Speaker: One hundred percent to God right now, this very morning?

  109. Speaker: Or how many of us kind of go out

  110. Speaker: throughout the week, up and

  111. Speaker: down, up and down, struggling,

  112. Speaker: kind of like in a ship, out on

  113. Speaker: the ocean.

  114. Speaker: The big waves are coming.

  115. Speaker: We're up, we're down.

  116. Speaker: Still afraid to jump into the deep end.

  117. Speaker: Because the devil has a way of bringing up your past and your

  118. Speaker: failures, always reminding you that you are not good enough and

  119. Speaker: in my case, not good enough to stand behind a pulpit.

  120. Speaker: Let me tell you something, my friends.

  121. Speaker: He can mess with you right here and right here.

  122. Speaker: Notice though, my friends, I just stated a few moments ago

  123. Speaker: that I was not fully committed to this calling.

  124. Speaker: I was still holding back.

  125. Speaker: How many of you sitting here today or listening in can maybe,

  126. Speaker: just maybe, identify with full commitment to God and His

  127. Speaker: calling on your own life.

  128. Speaker: Now, that's a fair question this morning.

  129. Speaker: If you turn to Matthew twenty two thirty four to forty.

  130. Speaker: Hearing that Jesus had silenced

  131. Speaker: the Sadducees, the Pharisees got

  132. Speaker: together.

  133. Speaker: Oh, and by the way, we're going to be starting a series on the

  134. Speaker: Pharisees next week.

  135. Speaker: Them good old Pharisees, the Pharisees got together kind of

  136. Speaker: like a little clique.

  137. Speaker: One of them, an expert in the

  138. Speaker: law, tested him with this

  139. Speaker: question.

  140. Speaker: Teacher, which is the greatest commandment in the law?

  141. Speaker: Verse thirty seven Jesus

  142. Speaker: replied, love the Lord your God

  143. Speaker: with all your heart, and with

  144. Speaker: all your soul, and with all your

  145. Speaker: mind.

  146. Speaker: This is what.

  147. Speaker: This is the first and greatest commandment.

  148. Speaker: Verse thirty nine, and the second is like it love your

  149. Speaker: neighbor as yourself.

  150. Speaker: All the law and the prophets hang on these two commandments.

  151. Speaker: So I guess the question is, was I loving God with all my heart

  152. Speaker: and my soul?

  153. Speaker: Again, confusion.

  154. Speaker: Confusion.

  155. Speaker: Now here's the thing.

  156. Speaker: You ever have them God moments, especially in a vehicle?

  157. Speaker: You ever talk to God while you're driving?

  158. Speaker: One of the best ways to talk to God in my book, Windshield Time.

  159. Speaker: Now, I was working down at, uh, Muskingum Watershed.

  160. Speaker: I was on my way out to Clendenning Marina.

  161. Speaker: Going out eight hundred.

  162. Speaker: If you're familiar with eight

  163. Speaker: hundred, you know where Todd's

  164. Speaker: mowing is.

  165. Speaker: So right there, going past there.

  166. Speaker: And of course, I'm salivating

  167. Speaker: all over the new Steiners and

  168. Speaker: the Ventrix while talking to

  169. Speaker: God.

  170. Speaker: A little distraction there, but right up the road, there's that

  171. Speaker: sharp little bend.

  172. Speaker: And this is where it happened.

  173. Speaker: Happened right here for the man standing before you today out of

  174. Speaker: my mouth said, okay, God, you get the last ten percent of me

  175. Speaker: cannot explain it.

  176. Speaker: Those words came out of my mouth and those words, they were

  177. Speaker: almost a relief, if you will, for my very heart and soul.

  178. Speaker: You ever have that a relief just to confess, to say something, to

  179. Speaker: get it off your chest.

  180. Speaker: And you feel better, don't you?

  181. Speaker: Oh, little did I know.

  182. Speaker: The next course of events.

  183. Speaker: And maybe, maybe today.

  184. Speaker: Someone hear God's knocking on your door right now.

  185. Speaker: Relatable.

  186. Speaker: Maybe you're holding back.

  187. Speaker: Maybe you're fighting.

  188. Speaker: Given that last little percentage or this God calling.

  189. Speaker: Like Kelly, praise God.

  190. Speaker: Over six months ago she had a calling for this, his ability

  191. Speaker: again, moving in your life.

  192. Speaker: And here's where it gets good

  193. Speaker: again Isaiah six eight comes

  194. Speaker: into play for my own personal

  195. Speaker: journey.

  196. Speaker: Now, many years ago, I was sitting over here.

  197. Speaker: Pastor Ron used that verse, Isaiah six eight and it stuck

  198. Speaker: right here and here.

  199. Speaker: I don't know why, but for later use.

  200. Speaker: And at verse oh baby, it took root.

  201. Speaker: And again little did I know church what God had in his plans

  202. Speaker: next for me.

  203. Speaker: Now of course Isaiah six eight, my favorite verse in the Bible.

  204. Speaker: Also, I heard the voice of the Lord saying, whom shall I send?

  205. Speaker: And who will go for us?

  206. Speaker: Then I said, here I am, send me.

  207. Speaker: That was a Thursday afternoon, my friends, when that last ten

  208. Speaker: percent came into play.

  209. Speaker: Now that very next Saturday

  210. Speaker: afternoon, we met right over

  211. Speaker: here in the chapel with our DS,

  212. Speaker: along with our SBR committee,

  213. Speaker: and we were meeting our new

  214. Speaker: pastor and her husband due to

  215. Speaker: Pastor Ron's retirement

  216. Speaker: approaching.

  217. Speaker: And again, as I said, our DS, she was there to introduce and

  218. Speaker: as the committee was showing the couple around, the couple around

  219. Speaker: the church, I went up to carry the DS and I told her that I

  220. Speaker: would like to get more involved on the preaching side.

  221. Speaker: Okay.

  222. Speaker: And that ten percent was coming into play.

  223. Speaker: I was thinking now, in my mind,

  224. Speaker: I knew with the upcoming

  225. Speaker: separation of the United

  226. Speaker: Methodist Church, churches were

  227. Speaker: already hurting with lay leaders

  228. Speaker: stepping in.

  229. Speaker: There was a shortage.

  230. Speaker: So I was thinking I could be used as a fill in here, there,

  231. Speaker: everywhere for a Sunday.

  232. Speaker: Friends, that was not God's plan for this old boy.

  233. Speaker: Proverbs sixteen three commit to the Lord whatever you do, and he

  234. Speaker: will establish your plans.

  235. Speaker: very vital there.

  236. Speaker: That following Tuesday, if I

  237. Speaker: remember correct, I know it's a

  238. Speaker: following week.

  239. Speaker: We had instructed the DS that we were not accepting who they had

  240. Speaker: sent to be our new pastor.

  241. Speaker: So now we as Rockford Church were in a pickle if you would.

  242. Speaker: Under the UMC United Methodist

  243. Speaker: Church, you only get one deny

  244. Speaker: per pastor.

  245. Speaker: Now that was back in the day when the cabinet got together.

  246. Speaker: They interviewed the the SPR

  247. Speaker: and, you know, basically got a

  248. Speaker: feel for who you were looking

  249. Speaker: for.

  250. Speaker: So you only get one deny the second pastor they send you.

  251. Speaker: That is your new pastor.

  252. Speaker: No ifs, ands or buts.

  253. Speaker: And the United Methodist Church,

  254. Speaker: New Rockford Church, was leaving

  255. Speaker: their organization because we

  256. Speaker: did not agree with what the

  257. Speaker: future held for them according

  258. Speaker: to their beliefs and the new

  259. Speaker: policies that would come into

  260. Speaker: effect.

  261. Speaker: The only pastors that were left,

  262. Speaker: let's just say, did not line up

  263. Speaker: with the way Rockford Church

  264. Speaker: believed.

  265. Speaker: And most importantly, did not line up with the Word of God.

  266. Speaker: It just it is what it is.

  267. Speaker: And just my opinion, a liberal

  268. Speaker: pastor would have destroyed our

  269. Speaker: church.

  270. Speaker: But once again, God's plan came into play.

  271. Speaker: Now, the same week, now again,

  272. Speaker: maybe some of you thinking maybe

  273. Speaker: you got your timeline a little

  274. Speaker: off.

  275. Speaker: No I don't.

  276. Speaker: That Friday night, Carrie and I get home from work.

  277. Speaker: I think we had a date night dinner and going to Walmart.

  278. Speaker: Groceries.

  279. Speaker: Remember the answering machines?

  280. Speaker: Remember the good old answering machines you see in the light?

  281. Speaker: You got excited.

  282. Speaker: Hey, we got a message.

  283. Speaker: There was a message from Kara that night.

  284. Speaker: Our des saying, give me a call back.

  285. Speaker: and Kerry had a smile on her

  286. Speaker: face and she just knew, knew,

  287. Speaker: knew she was going to ask

  288. Speaker: something.

  289. Speaker: Now, being the loving and supportive husband that I am, I

  290. Speaker: said, nah, we'll call her back when I get home.

  291. Speaker: And you know, maybe, maybe I was being a little bit of a stinker

  292. Speaker: on that one because I wanted to see her squirm.

  293. Speaker: So when we got home, I called Kara the DS back.

  294. Speaker: Jim, how would you feel about

  295. Speaker: stepping in as a special DS

  296. Speaker: appointment and taking over as

  297. Speaker: pastor?

  298. Speaker: Now, here's the honest to God truth.

  299. Speaker: I can say this, brothers and

  300. Speaker: sisters, I cannot remember

  301. Speaker: speaking with more authority and

  302. Speaker: confidence.

  303. Speaker: No, it's either full time or nothing because she had offered.

  304. Speaker: Would you be considered, you

  305. Speaker: know, part time, three quarter

  306. Speaker: time?

  307. Speaker: No. This church needs a full time pastor.

  308. Speaker: Second Timothy one seven For God has not given us a spirit of

  309. Speaker: fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind.

  310. Speaker: Now, I'm sure my wife and many of you would argue with my sound

  311. Speaker: mind, but let me tell you, my friends, this one I just knew.

  312. Speaker: Ever happened to you?

  313. Speaker: Happened to you.

  314. Speaker: You just know.

  315. Speaker: And I gotta be honest with you, I could hear the surprise and

  316. Speaker: Kerry's voice with the authority I had in my voice.

  317. Speaker: Because that wasn't me speaking.

  318. Speaker: That was a God moment there.

  319. Speaker: Now, the next step was to ask

  320. Speaker: Pastor Ron his thoughts, along

  321. Speaker: with Nicole and the SPR

  322. Speaker: committee.

  323. Speaker: Could I do the job?

  324. Speaker: Now, that's a big question.

  325. Speaker: And let's be honest, I think it was more out of desperation on

  326. Speaker: the United Methodist parts to eliminate a headache in dealing

  327. Speaker: with the exiting Rockford church pastor along with us exiting.

  328. Speaker: But again, my friends, God plans his plan, not mine.

  329. Speaker: Not mine.

  330. Speaker: So a few Sunday later, Sundays.

  331. Speaker: After all this back and forth,

  332. Speaker: Miss Nicole stood up here with

  333. Speaker: the entire SPR committee, along

  334. Speaker: with myself and Kerry, and

  335. Speaker: announced to this congregation,

  336. Speaker: which many of you were sitting

  337. Speaker: here that day for this

  338. Speaker: announcement, that I'd be taken

  339. Speaker: over.

  340. Speaker: Now, I wish I could go back and look at the faces of the

  341. Speaker: congregation that morning, because I know some of you,

  342. Speaker: there was a big question mark on your face with this decision.

  343. Speaker: And, you know, talking with some

  344. Speaker: of you, being very honest, they

  345. Speaker: were concerned.

  346. Speaker: But I appreciate the honesty because even myself, I gotta

  347. Speaker: admit, there's a little doubt there coming from the secular

  348. Speaker: world to being a pastor.

  349. Speaker: And I'm going to say this now, my friends.

  350. Speaker: Anything in life you don't know what a person goes through until

  351. Speaker: you walk in their shoes, right?

  352. Speaker: Who had no clue.

  353. Speaker: Still trying to figure it out.

  354. Speaker: But that's okay, because who's leading the way?

  355. Speaker: God.

  356. Speaker: Two things I announced to this

  357. Speaker: congregation that morning from

  358. Speaker: my mouth.

  359. Speaker: Number one, I will be the

  360. Speaker: ugliest, biggest, ugliest

  361. Speaker: cheerleader that you'll ever

  362. Speaker: have.

  363. Speaker: And number two, I have no doubt I will let you down sometime

  364. Speaker: down the road.

  365. Speaker: Now, I don't want to, but I know it's going to happen.

  366. Speaker: And I know it has happened.

  367. Speaker: But you know what?

  368. Speaker: That's okay.

  369. Speaker: Because God's taken this twisted piece of clay just like you.

  370. Speaker: And he's forming warts and all, cracks and all.

  371. Speaker: He's forming it into what he had designed you and I for.

  372. Speaker: For his kingdom.

  373. Speaker: For his glory.

  374. Speaker: So in a nutshell, the long journey of denying God's plan.

  375. Speaker: Turning away from God and through it all, God kept on

  376. Speaker: loving this broken man.

  377. Speaker: All the way to this very pulpit.

  378. Speaker: Now again, I encourage you go back and watch one and two

  379. Speaker: because it tells the story.

  380. Speaker: And trust me, I was way, way out there.

  381. Speaker: And again, you go back to Isaiah

  382. Speaker: six eight and I heard the voice

  383. Speaker: of the Lord saying, whom shall I

  384. Speaker: send?

  385. Speaker: Who's going to go for us?

  386. Speaker: And this bald headed man said, here I am.

  387. Speaker: Send me.

  388. Speaker: And here I am, God, a fish out of water in his calling.

  389. Speaker: But I'm here willing, willing to send me.

  390. Speaker: my friends and reflecting on our unworthiness, we can come to

  391. Speaker: realize that as humans, we fall short in God's perfection.

  392. Speaker: First to admit that one.

  393. Speaker: Yeah, I fall short every day.

  394. Speaker: The Bible teaches us that we are inherently flawed and sinful.

  395. Speaker: Can we all agree that on that today?

  396. Speaker: It's just inherently we're flawed.

  397. Speaker: We're sinful.

  398. Speaker: However, this acknowledgement is not meant to bring us despair,

  399. Speaker: but to invite us to an experience with God.

  400. Speaker: God's grace.

  401. Speaker: You ever experience God's grace every day?

  402. Speaker: God's grace and mercy.

  403. Speaker: And thank you, Lord, for that.

  404. Speaker: Understanding our unworthiness.

  405. Speaker: My unworthiness allows you and I to embrace.

  406. Speaker: Embrace like a bear.

  407. Speaker: Hug.

  408. Speaker: God's love more deeply, making us at least it should make us

  409. Speaker: grateful for his unwavering acceptance if we choose to.

  410. Speaker: This journey in our walk with

  411. Speaker: Christ helps you, and I

  412. Speaker: appreciate that God does not

  413. Speaker: love us because of what we do,

  414. Speaker: but simply because we are his

  415. Speaker: children.

  416. Speaker: And it took a long time for me to figure that out.

  417. Speaker: And trust me, there are still

  418. Speaker: days I have a hard time

  419. Speaker: embracing that.

  420. Speaker: I was telling Carrie last night, you ever wonder?

  421. Speaker: I mean, how does God really love us?

  422. Speaker: Great question.

  423. Speaker: I mean, what we're doing to ourselves, what we've done

  424. Speaker: Ourselves throughout from the beginning of time.

  425. Speaker: That's the love that I just don't understand.

  426. Speaker: But I know it's great.

  427. Speaker: I know it's beyond great.

  428. Speaker: And just think of the patience

  429. Speaker: God has with each one of us

  430. Speaker: here.

  431. Speaker: Because again, you each have your own journey from the back

  432. Speaker: pew to the front pew.

  433. Speaker: Every one of us have a story to tell.

  434. Speaker: So I want to encourage you today.

  435. Speaker: Tell your story.

  436. Speaker: Now, you don't have to do a three part series, but the best

  437. Speaker: part is just say, hey, this is what Jesus did for me.

  438. Speaker: And brother, he can do it for you.

  439. Speaker: That's the main thing.

  440. Speaker: Quit preaching the people,

  441. Speaker: judging people and be there with

  442. Speaker: them.

  443. Speaker: Walk with them again.

  444. Speaker: Who did Jesus go with?

  445. Speaker: The ones who needed it most.

  446. Speaker: Ephesians two eight to nine for

  447. Speaker: by grace you have been saved

  448. Speaker: through faith, and that not of

  449. Speaker: yourselves it is the gift of

  450. Speaker: God, not of works, lest anyone

  451. Speaker: should boast.

  452. Speaker: And maybe church.

  453. Speaker: That's where so many of us get it wrong.

  454. Speaker: Once we're saved, once we're part of the flock.

  455. Speaker: Yes, works comes into play.

  456. Speaker: But you gotta belong to Jesus first.

  457. Speaker: You gotta repent first.

  458. Speaker: You gotta give your heart to Jesus first before works can

  459. Speaker: come into play.

  460. Speaker: If you're doing the works without the relationship.

  461. Speaker: I can say, good job, little buddy, but it's not getting you

  462. Speaker: any further with God.

  463. Speaker: And my friends, I am walking proof.

  464. Speaker: An example of what God can do and will do in someone's life.

  465. Speaker: Why did God choose this

  466. Speaker: bumbling, loud, unpolished,

  467. Speaker: uneducated man that stands

  468. Speaker: before you?

  469. Speaker: I can only come up with three answers.

  470. Speaker: Number one, through my own sin

  471. Speaker: and denial, God did not give up

  472. Speaker: on me.

  473. Speaker: God's plan for me.

  474. Speaker: And that means God has a plan for each one of you.

  475. Speaker: Number two, compassion for those around me.

  476. Speaker: I do care about each one of you,

  477. Speaker: and especially your eternal

  478. Speaker: well-being.

  479. Speaker: Maybe you believe that.

  480. Speaker: Maybe you don't, but I do.

  481. Speaker: And I pray as this journey

  482. Speaker: continues, you will get to see

  483. Speaker: that.

  484. Speaker: Because again, me allowing the

  485. Speaker: Holy Spirit to open myself up

  486. Speaker: more compassion, peace, love,

  487. Speaker: but also knowing right from

  488. Speaker: wrong, not condoning what is

  489. Speaker: sinful.

  490. Speaker: That is all our jobs.

  491. Speaker: We're called to love, right?

  492. Speaker: But we don't have to agree and we best be agreeing with this,

  493. Speaker: following this versus our own little fairy tale, if you will.

  494. Speaker: And number three, and I think

  495. Speaker: this is one of the biggest ones

  496. Speaker: relatable.

  497. Speaker: How many people out there and here at times find it hard to

  498. Speaker: connect with a pastor?

  499. Speaker: For many pastors, they took the route they were supposed to at

  500. Speaker: an early age that God had laid out for them.

  501. Speaker: Well, Brother Jim was a knucklehead.

  502. Speaker: I took every route that avoided

  503. Speaker: a life of holiness and servitude

  504. Speaker: for God.

  505. Speaker: But that's okay, because it prepared me and this to me.

  506. Speaker: I smile on all through my

  507. Speaker: mistakes, my denial, my

  508. Speaker: darkness.

  509. Speaker: It prepared me that I can help walk with people in the dark.

  510. Speaker: I've been there.

  511. Speaker: Some pastors, I'm going to be honest, have never been there

  512. Speaker: and that's great for them.

  513. Speaker: I thank God for that now.

  514. Speaker: The heartache, the anger.

  515. Speaker: Through it all.

  516. Speaker: Through it all.

  517. Speaker: But.

  518. Speaker: And there's that big but Bob

  519. Speaker: Armstrong, my messed up sinful

  520. Speaker: journey.

  521. Speaker: And through my experiences, as I said, I can relate with those

  522. Speaker: who walked away from the flock.

  523. Speaker: The one that walked away as I did it too.

  524. Speaker: Just like I said earlier in part one or two.

  525. Speaker: I walked away.

  526. Speaker: Or maybe, maybe.

  527. Speaker: Never knew the love of the shepherd.

  528. Speaker: Always on the outskirts, looking in on this whole God thing.

  529. Speaker: You ever encounter someone like that?

  530. Speaker: Or maybe you've been one like that looking in.

  531. Speaker: And I tell you what, my friends, looking in is a very dark,

  532. Speaker: lonely place to be.

  533. Speaker: And maybe, maybe that is what

  534. Speaker: this world needs more than ever

  535. Speaker: right now.

  536. Speaker: Men and women who have been in the darkness and were delivered,

  537. Speaker: brought out to the light, to share, not judge, to share.

  538. Speaker: Their Experiences to give hope to others.

  539. Speaker: No judgment from me.

  540. Speaker: And I'm going to be very honest on this one.

  541. Speaker: No judgment for me.

  542. Speaker: If you come through them doors.

  543. Speaker: I do not care if you got pink purple hair.

  544. Speaker: It's a mohawk.

  545. Speaker: Whatever.

  546. Speaker: I don't care if you're covered in tattoos.

  547. Speaker: Smoking a Marlboro light before

  548. Speaker: service out in your car with the

  549. Speaker: smell of last night's

  550. Speaker: extracurricular activities on

  551. Speaker: your breath.

  552. Speaker: You know what?

  553. Speaker: Because you need to be here, and

  554. Speaker: I'm finding more and more people

  555. Speaker: that have this conviction on

  556. Speaker: their heart.

  557. Speaker: They need to come.

  558. Speaker: Who am I to judge?

  559. Speaker: That's the Holy Spirit, is it not?

  560. Speaker: That's the Holy Spirit working on somebody.

  561. Speaker: Hey, if they come in with their best LED Zeppelin t shirt on,

  562. Speaker: they got at a concert, I don't care, because you're here.

  563. Speaker: I am here to give you something

  564. Speaker: to chew on, to think about and

  565. Speaker: let the Holy Spirit work with

  566. Speaker: you.

  567. Speaker: And just think, if we would all do that, my friends, clear the

  568. Speaker: judgment out of our minds, our hearts and our souls.

  569. Speaker: Because let me tell you what.

  570. Speaker: What if Jesus was to sit in Sue,

  571. Speaker: we're coming into a little

  572. Speaker: conference room, you and Jesus,

  573. Speaker: and he's going to start

  574. Speaker: checking.

  575. Speaker: Judging.

  576. Speaker: Wouldn't feel so good, would it?

  577. Speaker: So what makes you think people

  578. Speaker: feel good coming into a church

  579. Speaker: where they're automatically

  580. Speaker: judged?

  581. Speaker: And I'll throw this one out at you too.

  582. Speaker: Talking about this the other day

  583. Speaker: with a good friend, why do

  584. Speaker: people why do men go to bars so

  585. Speaker: much?

  586. Speaker: Because they feel accepted.

  587. Speaker: And that's a sad thing.

  588. Speaker: Church.

  589. Speaker: When people when men who are desperate, who are hurting, need

  590. Speaker: to go to a bar, to feel companionship, to feel like they

  591. Speaker: belong instead of a church.

  592. Speaker: So I put that on all of us, starting with me.

  593. Speaker: Are we inviting?

  594. Speaker: I think we're doing a pretty good job of being open.

  595. Speaker: All our welcome.

  596. Speaker: You have been brought here to Rockford Church for a reason,

  597. Speaker: and I pray that we can all make that connection with one another

  598. Speaker: and with the Holy Spirit.

  599. Speaker: Mark two seventeen tells us, and when Jesus heard it, he said to

  600. Speaker: them, those who are well have no need of a physician, but those

  601. Speaker: who are sick.

  602. Speaker: I came not to call the righteous, but sinners.

  603. Speaker: My friends, who does your heart truly belong to?

  604. Speaker: I want to ask each one of you that this morning.

  605. Speaker: Your heart.

  606. Speaker: Who does it truly belong to?

  607. Speaker: Are you like me way before?

  608. Speaker: Right in that fence.

  609. Speaker: All holy and mighty.

  610. Speaker: On a Sunday morning.

  611. Speaker: And then come Monday morning.

  612. Speaker: Oh, boy.

  613. Speaker: Back to the world.

  614. Speaker: Love and compassion for the

  615. Speaker: needy, the sick, the lost, the

  616. Speaker: hurting.

  617. Speaker: The ones who are barely hanging on, who need to know that there

  618. Speaker: is a better way.

  619. Speaker: What if Jesus, what if you never made that connection where

  620. Speaker: Christ could show you there was a better way?

  621. Speaker: Where would you be now?

  622. Speaker: That scares me.

  623. Speaker: Where I would be.

  624. Speaker: Think about it.

  625. Speaker: Put down your guard this morning and think about it.

  626. Speaker: Where would I be today without Jesus?

  627. Speaker: And again, that better way

  628. Speaker: simply is through Jesus and

  629. Speaker: Jesus alone.

  630. Speaker: Not through the drugs, the alcohol, the lust.

  631. Speaker: The list goes on and on, my friends.

  632. Speaker: Oh, it'll give you a quick fix, but it never compares.

  633. Speaker: It never lasts to what Jesus

  634. Speaker: Christ can do for you in your

  635. Speaker: life.

  636. Speaker: People out there and even in

  637. Speaker: here need to know more than

  638. Speaker: ever.

  639. Speaker: There is hope.

  640. Speaker: Say that with me, church.

  641. Speaker: Hope.

  642. Speaker: Hope is a good thing and it comes from Jesus.

  643. Speaker: It comes from that cross.

  644. Speaker: And again, I'm a walking,

  645. Speaker: talking billboard, warts and

  646. Speaker: all.

  647. Speaker: And yes, still falling so short

  648. Speaker: in times in my walk of what

  649. Speaker: Jesus Christ can do in your

  650. Speaker: life.

  651. Speaker: But by golly, as Dave knows, once you get to taste of the

  652. Speaker: Holy Spirit and many of you know that there's no going back.

  653. Speaker: It's just like that oh so mouthwatering piece of

  654. Speaker: blackberry pie or ice cream or coconut cream pie.

  655. Speaker: Sorry, I'm going with food, but

  656. Speaker: once you get a taste of it, you

  657. Speaker: know it.

  658. Speaker: You love it.

  659. Speaker: You want it more, do you not?

  660. Speaker: Yes.

  661. Speaker: And Jesus is the same way.

  662. Speaker: The Holy Spirit is the same way.

  663. Speaker: My friends, what have you got to lose?

  664. Speaker: I'm looking at all of you.

  665. Speaker: Now.

  666. Speaker: If you've never been involved with the Holy Spirit, why not

  667. Speaker: open up and say, Lord, start taking Ahold of me.

  668. Speaker: Use me.

  669. Speaker: I want to know this.

  670. Speaker: It's a life changer.

  671. Speaker: It's a game changer.

  672. Speaker: Yes.

  673. Speaker: Praise God for that.

  674. Speaker: And I'm still standing, still

  675. Speaker: telling my story and most of

  676. Speaker: all, telling people about the

  677. Speaker: Lord and what he did for me,

  678. Speaker: what he did for everybody on

  679. Speaker: that cross.

  680. Speaker: He did it for me.

  681. Speaker: And by golly, he can do it for you.

  682. Speaker: I finish with this.

  683. Speaker: If you do not know Jesus, you

  684. Speaker: walk with a weight you cannot

  685. Speaker: name.

  686. Speaker: Carrying questions at midnight,

  687. Speaker: wearing a smile that hides the

  688. Speaker: ache.

  689. Speaker: You try to be good.

  690. Speaker: Try to be whole.

  691. Speaker: Try to outrun regret and fear.

  692. Speaker: But the past keeps calling.

  693. Speaker: Oh, keeps calling your name and peace never stays very near.

  694. Speaker: If you do not know Jesus.

  695. Speaker: You may feel rich yet somehow poor, owning the world in your

  696. Speaker: two hands while longing for something so much more.

  697. Speaker: But there is one who knows your debt.

  698. Speaker: Every tear, every hidden scar.

  699. Speaker: Who paid in full.

  700. Speaker: What you and I could not and meet.

  701. Speaker: Oh sweet Jesus, I love this and meet you exactly where you are.

  702. Speaker: If you do not know Jesus, know this truth.

  703. Speaker: Before the night ends, you are seen.

  704. Speaker: You are loved, you are wanted.

  705. Speaker: And Grace is waiting to call you friend.

  706. Speaker: Amen.