Sermon
God Died (John 19:16b-42) | Pastor PJ Berner
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In Romans 3 26, it was to show his righteousness at the present time so
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that he might be just, and the justifier of the one who has faith in Jesus.
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Our sin has resulted in a life sentence, in fact, an eternal life sentence.
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Eternal condemnation for, uh, the sin that we've committed, but even more so
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the, the sin nature that we possess.
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And so that introduces a problem for us when we read in Romans 3 26,
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that God could be just, that means completely right vindicated in everything
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that he does, and the justifier of the one who has faith in Jesus.
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See, to be justified is not just to be de declared, not guilty, but to be
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justified is to be declared innocent, to be declared fully righteous.
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And so it's not as though you had a judge being God who decided in
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some, uh, measure of, of equity or, or generosity to acquit you.
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Rather, you had a judge who looked at you and said, you are not only
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not guilty, you are righteous.
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How does that work when we are sinners?
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How does that work?
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When the Apostle Paul has already said that sin is, is falling short of the glory
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of God, and that's true of all mankind.
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How does this work when the wages of sin is death?
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How does this work when our sentence is an eternal life sentence?
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Maybe you're sitting out there thinking, that seems harsh after all.
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I'm, I'm not that bad.
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Well, let me frame it this way.
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Maybe while you were growing up, you punched your brother in the face and that
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decided the, the, the results of that was you were disciplined by mom and dad.
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Maybe you ended up with a little bit of a sore backside after that.
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But what if you had hit your teacher in the face?
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Same act, but now the stakes have raised a little bit.
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If you punch your teacher in the face, you're gonna face
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expulsion from that school.
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If it's a decent school, at least.
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Let's up the ante.
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Let's say you punch a police officer in the face.
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Now you're in handcuffs with a free ride to, to, to county, to jail.
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Let's go up a little bit higher.
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Let's say you punch the president of the United States in the face.
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You may not survive that interaction depending on the
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response of the Secret service.
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What's my point in all that?
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It's the same action.
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It's punching someone in the face.
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What changes?
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Is the consequence based on the power and the office of the one who gets punched.
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Our sin was committed against the all powerful God who holds the highest
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office in the entirety of the known universe, which means that our sin has
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put us at eternal odds with him, at least unless he does something about that.
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Unless he's somehow able to be just in the justifier of the
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one who has faith in Jesus.
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And so this evening, that's what I want us to consider.
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That's what I want us to ask the question.
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How can God stay just and at the same time justify us?
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Because justice demands that we pay that penalty justice for every single
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person in this room is an eternity in hell apart from the presence of God.
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That's justice.
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So how can God stay just.
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And declare us righteous.
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Take your Bibles if you have 'em and open up to John Chapter 19.
John 19 chapter mention
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John chapter 19.
John 19 chapter mention
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We've been studying the gospel toge of John together as a
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church and by God's providence.
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He's brought us here to John 19 as we celebrate the cross and anticipate
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the resurrection Sunday morning.
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But John 19, we looked together this past Sunday at the arrest and the
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trial and the beating and the mockery of Jesus, and now we're gonna pick up
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and actually look at the crucifixion.
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It says in John 19, verse 16, it says, so they took Jesus and he went
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out bearing his own cross to the place called the place of a skull,
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which in Aramic is called Golgotha.
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There they crucified him and with him, two others, one on either
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side, and Jesus between them.
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Uh, John doesn't give us a whole lot of detail about these two thieves,
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some of the other gospels do, but I think John is trying to draw
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our attention to something else.
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I think John is trying to emphasize the, the contrast between the innocent
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Christ and the guilty robbers.
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The guilty thieves being crucified on either side of Jesus.
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These two men deserving what they get, and Jesus, the one who was completely
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innocent between the two of them.
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For many, see, including the Roman soldiers that were
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carrying out these orders.
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Jesus' death was simply one more execution that they were carrying
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out one of at least three that day.
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And so as the son of God hangs on the cross, two thieves,
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hang on either side of him.
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Verse 19.
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Pilate also wrote in an inscription and put it on the cross it read Jesus
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of Nazareth, the King of the Jews.
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Many of the Jews read this inscription for the place where Jesus was crucified,
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was near the city, and it was written in Aramaic, in Latin and in Greek.
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So the chief priest of the Jews said to Pilate, do not write the King
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of the Jews, but rather, this man said, I am the king of the Jews.
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Pilate answered what I have written.
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I have written.
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So as Jesus hangs between two thieves, as the Romans are just
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carrying out their job, there's a another scene going on here.
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There's another drama unfolding, and that's the continued drama
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of Pilate versus the Jews.
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You remember the trials when Pilate came out multiple times and said,
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I find nothing wrong with this man.
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And the Jews said, you're no friend of Caesar if you let him go.
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Anyone who claims to be a king is no friend of Caesar.
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And that was the nail in the coffin for Pilate.
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That's when he had to say, okay.
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Take him and crucify him.
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But this contest is still going on.
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And Pilate being in the petty man that he was, uh, took a, a sign and had
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it written in three languages so that everybody would be able to read it.
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Uh, king of the Jews, he, this was an act not of honor to Jesus, but of
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the humiliation of the Jewish people.
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And that's why the Jews go to Pilate and they say, well, you need to amend this.
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You need to edit your post.
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Make it read.
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He said he was the king of the Jews.
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And Pilate says, what I've written, I have written again,
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Jesus is hanging on the cross.
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Uh, but the world hasn't stopped.
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Pilate and the Jews, they're continuing on as they always have.
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Verse 23.
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When the soldiers had crucified Jesus, they took his garments
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and divided them into four parts.
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One part for each soldier, also his tunic.
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But the tunic was seamless woven in one piece from top to bottom.
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So here you have what was part of the the Roman law, and that is that
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the executioners were entitled to anything the criminal had on them.
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When they came to the place of execution, those being crucified would've been
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stripped, bare, and nailed to the cross.
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And so the soldiers now are in possession of the garments of Jesus.
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And the outer cloak, it appears, was woven together, had multiple seams such
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that they were able to divide this cloak, rip it along the seams, and parcel out
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one piece to each of the four soldiers that were there, crucifying Jesus.
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But then they came to the inner garment, the garment that he would wear closest to
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his body, and that was woven of one piece.
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There were no seams to rip.
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So rather than destroying the garment and rendering it useless,
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they decided to play a game.
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They decided to cast lots to play a little dice game to gamble at the foot
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of the cross as our savior hung dying.
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It says in verse 24, so they said to one another, let's not tear it.
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Let's cast lots for it to see who's it shall be.
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This was to fulfill the scripture, which says they divided my garments among them,
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and for my clothing, they cast lots.
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That's Psalm 2218.
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So the soldiers did these things, but standing by the cross of Jesus were
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his mother and his mother's sister.
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So there's a contrast here, and I want us to notice the contrast.
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You, you've got the thieves hanging on either side.
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You've got Pilate in the Jews, you've got the noise of the soldiers dividing
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the garments, and then you've got another scene over here with Mary.
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Jesus' mother, also, Jesus' aunt and Mary Magdalene gathered there and we find
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out that John is also gathered there.
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When Jesus saw his mother and the disciple whom he loved, that's how John always
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referred to himself standing nearby.
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He said to his mother, woman, behold your son.
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And then he said to the disciple, behold, your mother.
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And from that hour, the disciple took her into his own home.
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We know from the other gospels that in the background beyond this,
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there were the jeers of the crowds.
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There was the mockery.
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He saved himself, he saved others.
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Let him save himself.
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Physician, heal yourself.
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Get down from the cross.
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Where are the legions of angels at your disposal?
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And then there's this intimate scene between Jesus and John where he looks
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to John and he wants to see that his mother is gonna be cared for.
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So he says to John, behold your mother.
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Mother.
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Behold your son.
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Jesus hanging on the cross, caring about his mother in that moment.
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But Jesus hangs on the cross and two thieves hang on either side.
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Jesus hangs on the cross and the Jews and Pilate argue with each other.
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Jesus hangs on the cross and the soldiers play a dice game
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as they divide up his clothes,
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what happens to him on the cross?
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Jump down to verse 31.
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We'll back up and pick up the rest of it in just a moment
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here, but jump down to verse 31.
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It says, since it was the day of preparation, now some time has passed on
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the cross and so that the bodies would not remain on the cross on the Sabbath.
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For that Sabbath was a high day.
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The Jews asked Pilate that their legs might be broken and
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that they might be taken away.
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Now, this gets into how somebody died during crucifixion.
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It wasn't from blood loss and it wasn't from trauma, it was from
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suffocation most of the time at least.
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And so the soldiers would nail the victim to the cross, and in order to
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breathe on the cross, they would have to push up on the nail through their
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feet to push up on their, their, that nail bearing their weight there, and to
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pull themselves up on their arms to get a deep breath before sinking back down.
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And eventually they just wore themselves out of exhaustion
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and they would suffocate.
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That's why crucifixion would take hours upon hours, upon hours.
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So that's why I hear the Jews say, we need you to, to break their legs
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because the, the bodies need to be taken off the cross before the Sabbath,
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before the holy day the next day.
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And so the soldiers go to do just that, and they come to the first
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man and find him still suffering.
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And so they break his legs and they come to the other criminal,
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the other thief, and they find him still alive and they break his legs.
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But in verse 33 it says, but when they came to Jesus and they saw that he
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was already dead, they did not break his legs, but one of the soldiers
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pierced his side with the spear.
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And at once there came out blood and water.
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He who saw it has born witness.
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Some have wondered what, what was pierced?
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Was it the pericardial sac and is that what led to it, or was there hemorrhagic
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fluid that had built up from the violence to the chest and that that's,
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that's the water that, that came out?
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I, I don't know that John was overly concerned about the medical analysis here.
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I think John was simply emphasizing he's dead.
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The spear pierced his side and it became clear that Jesus had died.
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And that's why John says he who has seen it, or he who saw it, bore witness
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and his testimony is true, and he knows that he's telling the truth.
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That you also may believe for these things took place, that
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the scripture might be fulfilled.
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Not one of his bones will be broken, likely a reference
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back to the Passover lamb.
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In Exodus chapter 12, verse 46, and again, verse 37, another scripture that says they
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will look on him whom they have pierced.
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Zechariah 1210, Jesus dies.
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Notice John's emphasis on death here.
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It continues in verse 38 after these things, Joseph of Arimathea,
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who was a disciple of Jesus, but secretly for fear of the Jews.
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He was a member of the Sanhedrin, asked Pilate that he might take away the body
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of Jesus, and Pilate gave him permission, so he came and took away his body.
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Nicodemus, remember Nicodemus, remember from John chapter three, Nicodemus
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comes to Jesus and says, teacher, he.
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We know that you must be from God for no one can do the things that
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you're doing, and Jesus has that whole interaction with Nicodemus.
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Well, Nicodemus, God has been drawing Nicodemus this whole time over these three
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years and look where Nicodemus is now.
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Nicodemus is with Joseph of Arimathea.
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Nicodemus had also come to Jesus by night.
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Bring.
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He also came now bringing a mixture of Myrrh and Alos, about 75 pounds in weight.
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So they took the body of Jesus and bound it in linen cloths with the spices,
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as is the burial custom of the Jews.
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Now, in the place where he was crucified, there was a garden
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and in the garden, a new tomb in which no one had yet been laid.
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So because of the Jewish day of preparation, since the tomb was
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close at hand, they laid Jesus there.
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Jesus is taken down by his followers, wrapped in linen, claws, and
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spices, 75 pounds of spices, and he's placed inside a tomb sealed.
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With a large stone.
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It's quite the scene that John paints for us on the side of this hill.
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While many of the Passover pilgrims sat unconcerned in their homes
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within the city and a couple of Roman soldiers gambled for his garments
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in two thieves deserving of their sentence, hung next to him, God died.
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And he died in order that the father might be just in the justifier of
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the one who has faith in Jesus.
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But that should introduce a question for us.
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How does God die?
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That seems to be a self-defeating statement to say God died.
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In fact, plenty of people have announced the death of God only to be proven
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wrong time and time and time again.
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And yet here we read in the Bible words from the Holy Spirit
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through the Apostle John that God.
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Die.
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Well, to understand this, we have to understand the nature of the one who
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was on the cross, the nature of the one who was on the cross, being Jesus.
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See, there's a lot of people who die.
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In fact, 106 people die every single minute, give or take.
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That's 6,360 people a year.
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152 or per hour, sorry, 152,600 every day.
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4.5
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million every month in 54.9
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million every year.
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Those are the most up-to-date statistics as of this week.
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Those are guesstimates, but that's about what we're talking about.
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So why does one man in 54.9
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million that year, why does he matter?
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And it matters because of who he was.
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Remember, this is the one in John one 14.
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The word became flesh and dwelt among us, and we have seen his glory
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glories of the only begotten son from the Father full of grace and truth.
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Or John one 18.
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No one has ever seen God.
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The only God.
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This is the one that we're talking about.
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The only God who is at the father's side.
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He has made him known.
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Or in John 1 29, the next day, he saw Jesus coming toward him and
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said, behold the lamb of God, who takes away the sin of the world.
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Or John 1 49, Nathaniel said to him, rabbi, you are the son of God.
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You are the king of Israel.
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Or in John 4 25 through 26, the woman said to him, I know that the Messiah is coming.
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He was called Christ.
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When he comes, he will tell us all things.
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And Jesus said to her, I am he or John 6 38.
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I have come down from heaven not to do the will of myself, but
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the will of the one who sent me.
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Or John 6 68 through 69, Simon Peter said to him, Lord, to whom shall we go?
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You have the words of eternal life and we have believed and come to know
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that you are the holy one of God.
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John 8 58, Jesus said to them, truly, truly, I say to you before
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Abraham was, I am John 10 30.
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I and the Father are one.
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John 1125, Jesus said to her, I'm the resurrection in the life.
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Whoever believes in me, though he die, he shall live.
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So we see the one on the cross wasn't just a man, and that's why it
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matters for us that this one died.
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God died.
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But how does God die?
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Well, the Bible teaches us a reality that, that God in Christ, that Jesus,
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the second member of the Trinity, was both truly God and truly man.
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It's what we refer to in theological circles as the hypostatic union.
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Uh, that is the, the fullness of his deity and the fullness of
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his humanity represented in one person, two natures, one person.
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Neither one is lessened.
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Neither one is compromised.
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This is not a mixture of the two, but two fully formed natures within the one person
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Jesus Christ, truly God and truly man.
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And so it's in the true humanity of Jesus, that Jesus very truly died for us.
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So how does God die?
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Well, Jesus died in his true humanity.
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And why does that matter for us?
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Because if God is gonna be just in the justifier of the
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one who has faith in Jesus.
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Jesus has to be able to take our place.
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He has to be able to pay that penalty for us.
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That life sentence, the eternal life sentence, the wages of sin is death.
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And the way that he could do that is by taking on full humanity to our, to
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himself and taking our place on the cross.
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Point number one this morning, just two points tonight, is this, trust
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Jesus humanity to take your place.
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Trust Jesus, humanity to take your place.
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And again, in his very true humanity, Jesus very truly died.
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What about his divine nature?
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What happened to his divine nature on the cross?
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Luke 2343 says this, Jesus said, truly, truly, I say to you today,
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you will be with me in paradise.
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So Jesus, there is talking to one of the thieves on the cross.
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John doesn't give us this information, Luke does, and Jesus tells that
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thief on the cross, today, you will be with me in paradise.
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Well, that same day, his fleshly body was gonna be laid in a tomb.
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And so the divine nature, the, the, the full, the true godness, the true deity
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of Jesus was gonna be with the Father.
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In fact, that's why Jesus says in Luke 2346, while on the cross he calls out with
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a loud voice, father, into your hands.
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I commit my spirits.
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And having said this, he breathed his last.
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And so RC Sproul put it this way, he said, so we have every reason to believe
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that at the moment, Jesus died, the divine nature remained united to his
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soul, which was in heaven and to his body, which was in the tomb waiting to be
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reunited at the moment of resurrection.
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And so when we say God died in Jesus, we're saying that his true
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humanity tasted the fullness of death, but his divine nature.
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Did not die.
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In the same sense, his divine nature did not cease to exist.
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It participated in the sacrifice, it participated in the offering and
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the satisfaction of God's wrath, which we'll look at in just a moment.
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But the divine full deity of Jesus did not cease to exist on the
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cross, but is in his humanity.
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He fully died there on the cross.
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Why does that matter?
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Why does that matter?
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Well, it matters because of this, the humanity of Christ and the death of Christ
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is an essential tenet of Christianity.
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Your Muslim neighbor isn't going to understand how God can die.
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In fact, they're gonna argue that they're gonna give you, yes, fine, Jesus died,
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but they're not gonna give you the fact that he was God and rose again.
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Three days later, your Hindu neighbor is not gonna understand.
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How in the world would you worship a God who would subject himself to death?
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Th And so we have to, to understand this because it's a basic tenet that defines
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the uniqueness of Christianity, but we also have to understand it because it
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matters when it comes to the ability for God to be just in the justifier
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of the one who has faith in Jesus.
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Romans 6 23, the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is the
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eternal life in Christ Jesus, our Lord.
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See, in his true humanity, Jesus had to die because the wages of
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your sin and my sin is death.
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God couldn't be just if the payment wasn't paid, that the payment of physical
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death wasn't offered, and in his true humanity, Jesus died because without it,
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our balance has not been paid, and we're still under that eternal life sentence.
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So God can declare you just tonight because the sentence demanded by your
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sin was paid by Jesus on the cross.
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The writer of Hebrews describes it this way for us, he says, but
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we see him who for a little while was made lower than the angels.
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Namely Jesus crowned with glory and honor because of the suffering of death,
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so that by the grace of God, he might notice this taste, death for everyone.
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Or Hebrews two 14 through 17 says, since therefore children share in the flesh and
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blood, he himself likewise put partook of the same things, true humanity.
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That through death, he might destroy the one who has the power of death
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that is the devil, and deliver all those who through fear of death
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were subject to lifelong slavery.
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For surely it's not angels that he helps, but he helps the offspring of Abraham.
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Therefore, he had to be made like his brothers in every respect so that he
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might become the merciful and faithful high priest in the service of God to make
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propitiation for the sins of the people.
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So in his true humanity, Jesus identifies with us and dies for us.
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He takes our place on the cross.
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He's our substitute.
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But physical death is only part of the consequences of our eternal life sentence.
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The other part of it is the eternal wrath of the Father, the punishment that we know
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of as hell, that that place that Jesus talked about as being unending, the place
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of weeping and gnashing of teeth, and this is where his true deity comes into play.
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His true humanity was such that he could represent us by dying for us,
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but his true deity is such that he can pay the eternal weight that we owed.
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And so keep going with me.
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Let's look back up at that section that I skipped there in John
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chapter 19, verses 28 through 30.
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John 1928 says this, after this, Jesus, knowing that all now was final was
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finished, said to fulfill the scripture.
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I thirst.
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A jar full of sour wine stood there, so they put a sponge full
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of the sour wine on the SAP branch and held it through his mouth.
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When Jesus had received the sour wine, he said it is finished, and he
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bowed us head and gave up his spirit.
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If we need to trust the humanity of Jesus to take our place, we
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have to point number two, trust the deity of Jesus to pay our debt.
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Trust the humanity of Jesus to take our place.
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We trust the deity of Jesus to pay our debt.
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It is finished.
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What is finished?
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He drained the cup.
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He drained the cup of God's wrath for your sin.
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In my sin when he prayed in the garden.
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Father, if there's any way, let this cup pass from me and the father.
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Essentially with, without it being written down for us, said There is no other way.
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This is the way.
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And Jesus said, okay, not my will, but your will be done.
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That cup that Jesus prayed by pass from him was actually poured out
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upon him on the cross, the cup of God's wrath, and this is the
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part that we can't resonate with.
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This is the part that no movie or TV show can ever depict for us.
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This isn't the physical suffering that Jesus went through,
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although that was a part of it.
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This is the spiritual, this is the the wrath of God.
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This is the Forsakenness.
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When he calls out, my God, my God, why have you forsaken me?
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This is what you and I will never know because he knew it for us.
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It is finished.
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The cup has been drained.
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There's not a drop left for us.
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That eternal torment, the weeping and gnashing of teeth.
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That's ours because of our frail humanity would've been yours eternally
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without Christ, unending without Jesus.
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And yet because Jesus was fully God, Jesus could bear the full
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wrath of God against our sin.
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God is infinitely holy, and the penalty for our sin must be infinitely great.
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And so we needed an infinite savior to be able to satisfy that wrath, and
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that's exactly what we have in Jesus.
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Because it wasn't just that he was man, he was truly God as well.
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Being truly man, Jesus was qualified to take our place on the cross being truly
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God, Jesus was qualified to satisfy God's wrath against our sin on the cross in
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Selma of Canterbury, put it this way, he said it could not have been done unless
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man paid what was owing to God for sin.
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But the debt was so great that while man alone owed it, only God could pay it.
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So that at the same person must both be God and man again, as man Jesus
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could identify with and assume the debt that was owed take it upon himself.
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But as God, Jesus alone had the means to pay the debt, and that's
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what he did for us at the cross.
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All of this is what's known as the doctrine of propitiation, which is a word
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that that means satisfaction, that God's wrath was satisfied against our sin.
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Romans 3 25, Paul says.
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That God put forward Jesus as that propitiation, that satisfaction by
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his blood to be received by faith.
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This was to show God's righteousness because in his divine forbearance,
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he had passed over former sins.
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The next verse from there, y'all, that's the verse I started with.
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This, was to show his righteousness if the present time, so that he
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might be just in the justifier of the one who has faith in Jesus.
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You see the way that God can be, just that God can be right.
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And declare you righteous in spite of your sin and in spite of my sin.
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The way that he can do that is because Jesus took our place on the cross and took
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all of God's wrath against our sin for us.
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That's how God can be just in the justifier because he made Jesus
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the propitiation by his blood.
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For us, there's no other way and no amount of good works
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can satisfy the wrath of God.
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Uh, uh, no amount of penance can satisfy the wrath of God.
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In fact, there are sex of Catholicism right now during this season that are
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beating themselves and flailing themselves with whips, thinking that somehow
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that's gonna atone for their sinfulness.
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Those scars aren't the scars that save.
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There's three scars that save, four scars that save, and those
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are on Jesus and Jesus alone.
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See, unless our faith is in Christ and in his finished work on the
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cross as fully man and fully God,
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then you can't be justified in the sight of God.
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In fact, I was reading someone today who even suggested even our sinful
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nature, even aside from our sinful acts, even our, our fallen nature is such
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that God cannot tolerate our presence.
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Without Jesus, but that changes with Jesus completely changes with
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Jesus because now with Jesus, we are declared righteous and, and so here's.
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Here's how it works, y'all.
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And, and, and God, just by his grace and mercy gave me a, a, a
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phenomenal example of this, this week that also just wrecked me 'cause
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it convicted me at the same time.
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And it's like this, uh, uh, about a month ago, um, my son who just turned
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16, went out to his car and went to go start it and it just did a, a, an
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extended crank and wouldn't turn over.
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And we're like, okay.
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I went out there and tried it too, in case he didn't know how to push a button.
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And I'm happy to report he does know how to push a button.
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It wouldn't work.
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So we called AAA and got it towed up the road here to Christian Brothers
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in Salina, near nearby our house.
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Um, and they began to do their diagnostic work on it and they
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came back and, and there were two massive repairs that had to get done.
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And so that was not fun.
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Uh uh, and, and we got the car back though, and it was great.
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We got the car back.
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That was exciting.
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He got to drive it for about a week and a half.
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And then last Sunday we came home from church and.
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Being 16, he was like, dad, I'm gonna go to McDonald's.
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And I said, great.
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And he went and got in the car and went and pushed the button and it
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was the, the extended crank again.
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Same exact thing he came in, dad, the, the car, uh, won't start, which is exactly
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what you want to hear after a, a good long day at church when you get home.
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So I was like, well, lemme try.
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'cause I thought again that I could fix it by pushing the button different.
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So I went out and tried it again, pushed the button.
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Still nothing.
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Aaa again, we're ge, we're on a first name basis now with aa.
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They came out, they towed it back to Christian Brothers Monday morning.
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Uh, I got ahold of the guy that helped me with the car last time there.
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His name's Clayton.
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And uh, Clayton said, well, we'll get after it.
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We'll, we'll take a look.
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So all day Monday they were looking, uh, checked in Monday evening.
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He's like, yeah, we're going to keep looking tomorrow.
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We're, we're still trying to find it.
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We're, we're not exactly sure.
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Tuesday, all day, they had it around two o'clock on Tuesday.
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Um, I called to, to check in on it and he said, well, we think it's
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something to do with the wiring.
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We're, we're, we found a, a ground wire that was loose.
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It's way more detail than you need.
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Anyways, Tuesday, they're still chasing the problem.
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Wednesday I get a call or I get a text.
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I'm sitting at my desk in my office preparing this sermon Wednesday.
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I get a text from him about one 15 that says, Hey, uh, pj, we, we've
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identified what the problem is.
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Uh, I'm working on the final details of the report, but we have an answer
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and I'll, I'll be with you shortly.
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An hour goes by, two hours go by, and I'm just, my stomach's in knots right now.
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'cause we just paid a bunch to fix it.
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Like a, a few weeks ago gone, I, I'm, I don't know how this is gonna happen.
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I can't, there's no way I'm gonna be able to afford this.
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So he eventually calls me after two and a half torturous hours of sitting there not
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being as productive as I wish I had been.
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And he starts walking through what's wrong with it, and he starts telling
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me the problems with the car.
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And as he's telling me the problems with the car, the, the, the weight
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just keeps sinking in, in my gut.
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And I realize more and more, man, I, what am I gonna do?
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I, I can't fix the car.
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I know nothing about cars.
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And then as he's talking to me about this, it's part of the electrical system.
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The fuse box is all burnt out and, and other things are happening here.
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And, and I, I, I just am sitting there and I'm just waiting for
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the, the, here's what you owe.
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And I, I was outside, I was going for a walk because I didn't
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wanna see my staff to see me cry.
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Um, no.
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But I was outside going for a walk and, and around our building.
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And he says to me, he says, so this is what it's gonna be.
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And he said, he said, pj, uh, he said, we're gonna take care of this.
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You're not gonna know, owe anything on this.
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What y'all, I, I almost, I dropped down to like a catcher squat.
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I, I was just, it overwhelmed me, said you, I said, say that again?
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He said, yeah, we're, we're gonna cover this.
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We've got it covered fully for you.
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You're not gonna owe anything on this.
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We'll take care of it, y'all.
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The relief that washed over me in that moment.
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Here's why it wrecked me with conviction.
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Because I need to feel that every single day when it, when I look at the cross
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to an infinitely higher degree.
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See, I couldn't fix the car.
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It had a problem.
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And, and that problem was such that that car was worthless.
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I, I, it was broken.
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Good for nothing.
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Can't do anything.
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It's dead, and I can't bring it to life.
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I don't have the expertise, I don't have the knowledge, I don't have the means.
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And so I had it with somebody who did have the means, and rather than telling me,
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Hey, this is what you have to bring to the table, they said, we've got it covered.
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Don't worry about it,
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y'all.
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Our standing before a holy God is that we are dead
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and we can't bring ourselves to life.
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We don't have the means, we don't have the expertise, we don't have the resources,
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and so we have to place ourselves into the hands of the one who can.
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And what I want you to hear tonight is that he doesn't look at you
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and say, this is what you owe.
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He looks at you tonight and says, you don't owe anything.
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I've taken care of it.
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Because of the cross, because Jesus took your place in his true humanity
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and he paid your debt in his true deity.
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There's an old hymn I've decided to follow Jesus, that came to mind
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as I was thinking about this this week, just thinking, man, I want the
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cross more and more in front of me.
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And there's a, a line in this hymn, there's a verse in this hymn that says,
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the cross before me, the world behind me.
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The cross before me, the world behind me, the cross before me, the world behind me.
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No.
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Turning back y'all.
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When we rightly understand what took place at the cross, this is our prayer.
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This becomes our hymn.
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This becomes our, our, our verse in life,
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the cross.
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Where Jesus took my place and paid my debt.
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What we're gonna do together this evening now is we're gonna remember the cross.
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We're gonna take communion together here.
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Uh, remembering Jesus truly, man, truly God, taking our place on the
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cross, uh, to to be our substitute and also to satisfy the fullness
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of God's wrath against our sins.
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And you're gonna have a, a piece of bread and a cup of grape juice there.
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By the way, I know we have a lot of kiddos in the room.
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Let me just encourage you.
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Parents, uh, communion are, is, is an act that are, is for believers, okay?
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And so with your little ones, I, I'd encourage you to use this even as an
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opportunity to, to teach them as the, the elements are passed to encourage them
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not to take, uh, from these elements.
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That this is something that is, is for believers for the church.
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Um, and it's not to keep them out, it's not to exclude them, but it's to
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teach them about something that God has commanded us to do as the church.
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But these elements, you're gonna have a, a, a piece of bread
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that's gonna have jagged edges.
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It's not gonna look smooth.
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And it's a reminder as Jesus told us of his body broken.
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And you're gonna have that grape juice that's gonna be the same color
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or, or similar to the color of his blood, that's gonna remind, remind
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you of the, the blood that shed.
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And as we take these elements, you're gonna take the bread and,
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and be reminded of Jesus saying, I am the, the bread of life.
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Whoever eats of my flesh shall never die, but have eternal life.
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And, and then you're gonna drink the cup and be reminded, whoever
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drinks my blood shall never have, see death, but have eternal life.
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But then I also want you to note.
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After you drink that little plastic cup of grape juice, whoever designs
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those has designed them such that there's a juice trap at the very
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bottom of that cup, there's always a little bit left in that cup.
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And what I want you to think of tonight is I want you to think of the glorious
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reality that there's nothing left for you when you die and stand before Jesus.
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That the cup that Jesus took on the cross for you is drained, completely dry.
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There's no juice trap at the bottom of the cup of God's wrath.
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It's completely empty so that when you get to heaven, you'll be welcome.
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Welcomed in, well done, good and faithful servant.
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So the ushers will pass the elements all come back up and we'll take
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them together in just a moment.