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Poor in Spirit? Life In The Kingdom of God | Trinity Talks Podcast
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Hello, everyone, and welcome to this week's episode
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of Trinity Talks. My name is Kyla. I'm Melissa.
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I'm Britten. And we are here to chat about the
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Beatitudes, which is kind of a funny word, actually.
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I don't really know what it means. I am going
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to assume it's Latin, but maybe... Good question.
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Maybe we should have looked that up, but we didn't.
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Anyway, we're talking about the Beatitudes because
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they start off... the Sermon on the Mount, which
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is this really important teaching that Jesus
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has in the middle of Matthew's gospel. And they
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say some really cool things. I'm actually really
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excited to sort of dive into this over the next
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few weeks together. Yeah, so before we jump into
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that, the Beatitudes, like I said, it's kind
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of a funny word, but like, as a whole, it's this
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sort of going through, you know, blessed are
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the blank. because this sort of thing. That's
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sort of the structure of them. But yeah, what
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are your thoughts on the Beatitudes as a whole?
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I've always sort of thought of them as, yeah,
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this series of phrases that's really interesting,
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but not... Like just like nice right and not
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like as I've started diving into them now I've
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been a little bit more like oh, this is actually
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super like countercultural in some ways But yeah,
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that's not always where I've sort of started.
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I don't know about you folks Hmm. Yeah, I would
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say for me like it's almost felt like the upside
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down, but in a positive light. If you watch Stranger
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Things, then upside down is a bad thing. But
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it's like what you were saying. It's this reversal.
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So if being rich or wealthy is a positive thing,
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Jesus is saying, well, no, the poor. That's when,
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if we look at a surface level, there's these
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reversals in the order of our time. That's how
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I've seen it, this flipping of tables. Yeah,
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cool. What about you, Melissa? I completely agree.
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When I was still a baby Christian, I'm still
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a baby Christian, but I remember reading them
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and just thinking they were so cool because it
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was just really cool to see Jesus. really focus
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on the compassionate part. And I think it's so
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comforting for people who are going through really
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difficult times, who are experiencing grief.
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And I agree. It's definitely representative of
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the upside down kingdom that Jesus is bringing.
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Yeah. Yeah. And it's this moment where like Jesus
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is sort of calling out the like, oh, you thought
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this was important? No, actually, it's like this.
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Yeah. Yeah, so this word blessed or blessed,
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I don't know, depends on the sort of way that
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you want to say that word. Which version are
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we going to use? But so blessed shows up in all
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of these verses, it sort of opens it up. So blessed
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are the poor in spirit, for example, is the first
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one. But so when you hear this word blessed,
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like what comes to mind for you? I would say
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that initially when you first, you know, hear
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the word blessed, it's like, you know, blessed
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are the poor, et cetera. You would think that,
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oh, that means that I won't be for them. That
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means that I won't be hurting. But in reality,
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when I think over time I've learned that blessed
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means that God is with you and even if in your
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present situation you're still feeling that grief,
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you're still feeling that pain, you are blessed
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because God has deemed you blessed. Right. Yeah.
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Yeah, and I would agree. I would totally agree.
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I see blessed as like this covering. So, regardless
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of what status, because some of the things that
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we see within the Beatitudes are things that
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we would consider completely negative. Right.
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but you still see God or Jesus saying that there
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is this blessing that is over them. So despite
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of what they're going through, despite the opposition
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that might come with being a child of God and
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following the ways of Jesus, there is this covering,
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there's this protection that's hovering over
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you. feel the force of that cocoon or something
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that you're in. Yeah, and it was interesting,
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like, Melissa, you said, like, if we're talking
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about, you know, blessed are the poor in spirit,
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for example, one might think, oh, blessed are
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the poor so that they will not become poor anymore,
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right? But then that's not what Jesus is about
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at all, right? Yeah, so it's like a completely
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different, like, it's not like you can look at
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someone and say, oh, they're blessed, like in
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the same sense that Jesus is like talking about.
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I would even say like there's this, because it's
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like blessed are the poor in spirit. And what
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is it? Is it they will inherit? Yeah, they will
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inherit the kingdom of God. I think that's fascinating
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because one like blessed like present tense,
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you are blessed for being poor or because you're
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poor or whatever, however we want to put it.
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Yeah. But there's so you're protected in the
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now, but you'll inherit something even greater.
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So you might not have all that the world is offering
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to you. But there is, while you have this protection,
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this protection is going to keep you until you
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can inherit what is to come. What is already
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here, but what also is to come. So this like
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this covering is beyond just like this present
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tense protection. It's also like the pathway
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to get to that greater thing, which is the kingdom.
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Yeah. I'm just thinking out loud. I'm just thinking
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out loud. No, no, I love that. I love that. I
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completely agree because I think sometimes just
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like in this life that we live, we only really
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think about right now. However, there is an eternity
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that's waiting, right? And ultimately that's
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what matters more. Like one day all of this will
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disappear, will not matter at all. And so I think
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the Beatitudes are really cool because they really
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show the amazing things that are going to be
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there once this world passes away. And I think
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Jesus really puts our focus on that. And I think
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it helps us to remember that as well. Yeah, totally.
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Yeah, it's interesting. So I was. as we're thinking
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about the Beatitudes, I was listening to the
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other podcast by The Bible Project that talks
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about the Beatitudes. And when they're talking
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about the word blessed, in their very specific
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translation that they've made, they don't say
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blessed, they say the good life. So the good
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life is for the poor in spirit. And the way that
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they sort of describe it is like, if you were
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like walking along the street and you see somebody
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who's like, living the good life. You're like,
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oh, they've got this nice car or like, oh, they're
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like, they've got it all put together. They're
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living the good life. And that's what Jesus is
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talking about. Yeah. But looking at the poor
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in spirit or the like those who mourn and say
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like the upside down, that's the good life. Even
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though we would look at that and be like, nah,
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that's not the like when I imagine the good life
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for myself, like that's not what it's about.
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Right. Exactly. And something I just love about
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the Beatitudes is because they focus on the marginalized,
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the people that society back then and even now
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cast aside. And I think it's really powerful
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that Jesus did acknowledge that and didn't ignore
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them. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, no, it's super interesting
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that. Yeah, it's it's all of these people, all
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of these things, like I said, that we. don't
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think of as good, but Jesus sees something good
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in it. And I guess then like, you would wanna
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sort of make a distinction and say like, okay,
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the poor in spirit, maybe we should talk. So
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what does that mean? Like, are we talking about
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a material poverty? Are we talking about? a spiritual
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poverty, like in Rob's sermon that he just gave,
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he talked about, you know, the poor in spirit
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being like about humility, kind of, right? And
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about this willingness to come to God and acknowledge
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that like, we're not enough, we don't have enough.
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And I think that's part of it. But yeah, I don't
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know, what do you folks think? How does those
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pieces play together? I think there can be a
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tendency for, especially within our context,
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there's this, there could be a tendency for us
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to want to just stick with the poor in spirit
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and talk about it from a spiritual angle and
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not talk about it from a material angle. Because
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it keeps, there's something comforting in knowing
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that I can have all the worldly success and get
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all the material things I want. And all I have
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to do is be meek and mild and just my heart needs
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to be good, God, not the other things around
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me. But I think there is this bigger question
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of Being poor is to not have certain things,
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right? And what is God asking us to let go, to
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be poor, to be spiritually poor? And when in
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that spiritual poorness, what are the material
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things I need to let go of so that I can hang
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on to God and I can inherit that kingdom? So,
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how do I dedicate my time? How do I dedicate
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my resources? These are the kinds of questions
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I think we should be asking ourselves when we
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talk about Poor? Like, we're not talking about
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a poverty of, like, in order for us to be Christian
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or to follow Jesus in the way that He's outlined
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in the Beatitudes, that we need to now, like,
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go live in an encampment. I don't think that's
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what God is necessarily talking about. Sure.
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But that spiritual poverty, I think it does open
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us up to realizing what matters in life and how
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we can ... unlock that kingdom mindset within
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our lives. And it does impact the things that
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we have, the physical things, of course. It's
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interesting because the first time I ever read
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that Beatitude, the first thing I thought was
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people who maybe just go are... Going through
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depression people are who are going through a
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really down and difficult time, you know They're
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poor in spirit. And so it's kind of like, you
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know what they're lacking is just a feeling of
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joy appeal a feeling of of comfort. However,
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that's why, you know, I love the Beatitudes because
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what you're seeing is like, you know, those people,
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they aren't cast aside. Those people, they aren't
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being forgotten. Jesus is remembering the marginalized
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people of society and saying that they do have
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a place in his kingdom. I really love what you
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said, Britt, too, as well about how really the
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poor in spirit, you know, that can be just, yeah,
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they, you may lack some of like the worldly things
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like, you know, You are humble. You do not have
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pride. You do not have those things. And maybe
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that does mean you have to surrender so much
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of yourself to God. However, it's worth it because
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you will inherit the kingdom and yeah. Yeah.
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Yeah. I think it's like the poor in spirit is
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this like big complex thing, but I think it sort
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of encapsulates all of these pieces, right? There
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is that sense of spiritual poverty, humility,
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then, like, like you said, Britt, it does connect
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then to, yeah, how we relate to the actual physical
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stuff of the world. And I think you're also right,
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like, there's a psychological and emotional component
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to it as well, right? That like, you know, Was
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Jesus thinking about mental illness and that
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sort of thing? Maybe, maybe not, but I think
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it fits. I think there's a very real sense that
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folks who are struggling in that way can feel
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a poverty of their spirit. Especially if we think
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of spirit in a broad sense of your life. right?
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And you're just like, feeling alive, feeling
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energized, feeling like, you know, ready to like
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be part of the world. And if you're feeling poor
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in that, then like, Jesus is like, no, you're,
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you're okay. So then, if we're thinking about
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that, and Jesus is saying, okay, all of this,
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if you're feeling not okay, you're actually,
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you're doing okay. Does that I think we need
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to be careful to say that, like, that doesn't
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mean that those things are inherently good. Yeah,
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yeah, yeah, yeah. Right? Like, it's this, like,
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fine line. Yeah, because people will look at
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folks and see them in their, like... And because
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there's two extremes, right? They have, like,
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the prosperity gospel that pushes that you need
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to be super wealthy. But then you have another
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extreme where folks will say that you need to
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be without everything. Right. And... I think
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there is a balance, there's a wisdom that comes
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in line, but really it's where we're talking
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about the heart, right? And the heart, out of
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the heart. There are things that come out of
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that. But yeah, that extreme, I think that there's
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lots of danger there. So be mindful of that because
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there's this very dark world where folks will
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abuse people and whatnot because they're trying
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to get to this true poverty and this glorification
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of poverty. Right. Which is really disheartening
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and also disrespectful to folks that are experiencing
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real poverty. Right. And don't want to live in
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that because of the consequences that come with
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that type of, with those types of circumstances.
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Yeah. Yeah, no, for sure. And I would also say
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that you're right, you know, those things, they
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are not inherent. inherently good and it's important
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to remember that you know whether you're coming
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in because you are struggling with depression
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you're just down you're going through grief really
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painful um period in your life or you're coming
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in with like humility and so many other things
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a lot of that it's it's not like you chose that
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you know it's not like you're coming in and being
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like I am choosing to be poor in spirit so that
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I inherit a kingdom. I think a lot of times it's
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people who are coming from a place that they
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didn't choose to be and they're really struggling
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and they're suffering. I really believe that
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Jesus is offering comfort in that and I agree
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because with what you said, Britt, that there's
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a middle and whether you're going from the prosperity
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gospel or whether you're going from the nothing
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at all gospel, The problem with those two is
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because you're putting all the focus on yourself.
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You're putting on the focus on like what you're
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doing. And ultimately, no, it's always going
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to be just Jesus, always going to be Jesus. So
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I think people are going to be coming from a
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place where they're not having, they don't have
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full control and the pain and just what they're
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going through. And Jesus is like saying, like,
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I see you and I have a space for you in my kingdom.
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And yeah. Yeah. Yeah. And I think here it becomes
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really important to think about Like, yes, how
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this plays out in our world, but also, like,
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who was Jesus initially talking to, right? Because
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he's out on this mount, in this sort of field,
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out in the middle of nowhere, probably, right?
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And the people who are coming to him are, like,
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the shepherds. They are the people who are materially
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poor, the people who are in need of physical
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healing, the people who, like... feel disenfranchised
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and fed up with this Roman empire that they are
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living in. So there are all kinds of ways in
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which those are the poor in spirit. Those are
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the people who are powerless. Those are the people
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who have nothing and would wish for a different
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life. They didn't choose any of those things.
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But Jesus is saying you get to be part of the
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kingdom anyway, in the midst of all of that.
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And I guess the part that we should like hang
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on to, especially when we talk about the kingdom,
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is that the kingdom is, it's like, it's past,
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present, and future, right? So there's this insane
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that you're inheriting the kingdom. There is
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something that will change in your life now.
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There is, you are going to experience the kingdom.
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And I think that in the ways that we usher it
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in as Christians, it comes through the things
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that we advocate for, the way that we treat people
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in the here and now, how we prioritize our resources,
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how we allocate those. Those are the types of
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things that usher in the kingdom, but also reveal
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the kingdom to people. Because those folks that
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were listening to that, yeah, they were definitely
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downtrodden and they were stuck in a system that
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was disenfranchising them. And what we see within
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the church, the early church, is that The system
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that they brought in, the way that they went
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about living life, showed something so radically
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different, that the kingdom was revealed to so
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many people. I remember reading, I can't remember
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which Roman leader it was. He was persecuting
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Christians and he just couldn't, he was just
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shook. He's like, I don't even know what to do.
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I don't even know how to fulfill my orders because
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these people are just essentially loving on other
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people. They're like... sharing all their stuff,
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like, why are they doing this? I think he got
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to a point where he's writing a letter to his
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superior and his superior can't, he's trying
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to ask his superior, why are you giving me these
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orders to persecute these people who are doing
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something that we ourselves wouldn't do? Like
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they are just caring for people in this. what
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would be conceived as like a bizarre way of doing
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it because they were they were literally like
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selling all the things that they had giving all
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the resources they had to make sure that everyone
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in their community was protected and that is
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something that We don't see too often in our
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world, but it is Australian and of kingdom. So,
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there's like that past, present, future, like
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that's something I think we should, because many
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times there are traditions that focus so much
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on the future. They're like, they're waiting
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for the world to just be exploded so that something
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new can come. And God bless you, but the gospel
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means nothing if it doesn't do anything now.
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It has to free us from something now. There has
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to be something that is bigger than just what
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we're hoping for. We're hoping for something,
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but we also can hold on to something that is
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here with us in this moment. Yeah, I can go on
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about that a lot. Yeah, no, that's so good. Yeah,
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yeah. And I really like what you said, Britt,
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about how, you know, it's not just about the
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future, it's also about the past, it's also about
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the present. Because when you look at the Beatitudes,
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it says, you know, Poor in spirit for they will
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inherit the kingdom or you know those who mourn
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for they will be comforted. I believe that you
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know For you know the second part of all the
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Beatitudes ultimately what that is is you're
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getting God You know like you can be with God
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and have God and ultimately as Christians right
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now You know we're not sitting here being like
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okay one day We will see you know be with God
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and inherit the kingdom ultimately God is within
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us right now He gave us a Holy Spirit right we
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can pray and talk to Jesus at any point and I
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think that's y 'all are just focusing on the
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present as well and i also wanted to say too
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that ultimately the kingdom forgiveness, salvation,
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all of that is a gift. And I think with the Beatitudes,
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sometimes you might come in thinking, okay, so
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I have to be in a really painful, sad part of
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my life so that I can get good things. And it's
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like, well, no, like Jesus isn't saying you have
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to do that so that you can gain His grace or
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forgiveness. It's already given to you. More
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so it's just that. you know, coming to God and
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surrendering to Him. And I do feel that if you
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are someone who is poor in spirit, ultimately,
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it's not a fun place to be in. No one wants to
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be poor in spirit. At the same time, I do think
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that puts your heart in a position where you
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are more willing to rely on God and surrender
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to God versus being rich in spirit. You might
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just rely on yourself. You really have to rely
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on God when you're poor in spirit. Yeah, yeah.
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And I think, like, the example you were talking
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about, you know, of the early church, there is,
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like, you know, sharing of all of their material
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resources, like is a way of being poor in spirit,
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but it's happening not because they feel like,
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oh, I need to be poor in spirit, therefore I
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need to do x, y, z things. It's like, no, no.
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As followers of Jesus, living in a community
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of followers of Jesus, this is the stuff that
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we do. Yeah, we care. We care. And by caring,
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yes, it looks like being poor in spirit, and
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yes, it looks like giving up some of my hold
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on material things, but I'm not doing it to try
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and accomplish a particular state. It's just
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like, okay, maybe that's just a byproduct of
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following Jesus, is that we become poor in spirit.
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There's like this reconciliation part, right?
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Because you have all these people, you have people
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who are coming, like people coming from different
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cultures, people coming from different regions
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across the, I guess, the Middle East. And then
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you also have folks that are coming from folks
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that are wealthy and folks that are poor, folks
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that are in the middle, folks that were soldiers,
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folks that were XYZ, folks that were a part of
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Judaism, folks that weren't, you've all these
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people coming together. And there's, there's
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also this, like this breaking down of the system,
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breaking down of systems or of social class and
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of order, like things that are things that would
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people who wouldn't have sat down with other
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people before sitting down with people and having
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a meal. They're sharing maybe the wealth that
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they acquired from God knows how, that might
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have been from the backs of other people. Now
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they're able to sit with those people and share
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and do that reconciliation work of making things
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right. That is, I don't know, I think to myself
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all the time. How do I actually make that happen
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in our world? How do I participate in that in
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a real tangible way that reveals Christ to people?
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Maybe they never hear the word. Maybe I never
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mentioned Jesus, but they feel the presence of
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the Spirit and they feel a different way. Yeah.
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Yeah. There has to be a different way. And we
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have to be able to, we can't just talk about
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it. We have to show that to people. Yeah. I really,
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that's like, I think something that Christians
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sometimes can forget and I often forget too is
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that you know it's great to kind of sit and think
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like I want to do this I want to be this kind
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of person this kind of Christian but talk is
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talk and if you can't actually show that through
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actions then What was the point of, you know,
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that talking? And perhaps that's how people inherit
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the kingdom right now, because ultimately, you
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know, there isn't like just one temple or church,
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like there was, you know, back, oh, there is
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one church, we are the church. There wasn't like
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one temple where that's the only way that people
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would be able to be in the presence of God. Like
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we are like moving dynamic. Temples of God because
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this is how people can Experience crisis through
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us. We are the light. We are the light on the
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hill. I yeah, okay and Perhaps yeah, like we
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as Christians we can go to the poor in spirit
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and we can be those ambassadors for Christ and
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we can show them the kingdom just here on earth
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and I think I like what you said, Britt, about
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how do we show them Christ? Ultimately, you can
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preach the gospel every single day, and people,
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what they'll remember is you preaching at them,
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but they'll never forget how you made them feel,
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right? So if you're coming at them with love
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and compassion, they'll remember that, they'll
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keep on to that, and they'll be like, this is
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Jesus, and now I want to know who Jesus is. I
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think the other important thing to sort of add
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on to this conversation as we talk about, you
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know, the kingdom of God and how we participate
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in that is that, yes, we participate in it, but
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we don't actually make it happen. Right? Like,
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yes, we do the things that Jesus calls us to
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do, but ultimately, it still does depend. It
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is God's kingdom. God does the stuff. We're just
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like the vessels through which that happens,
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right? There's this passage. I don't remember
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the name of the passage, but it's Who is it?
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Paul talking to one of our camera who it is,
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but he says it is. It's not like there was this
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obsession with with Paul at the time and folks
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were trying to get to. Oh, right. Yeah. I follow
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Paul. Yeah. I follow people like that. So this
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analogy of like growing, right? Yeah. It's like
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you could water. You do this. You do that. But
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it's God who makes it grow. We all have a role
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to play and there's this participation in the
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kingdom, but it's all God. It's all God. Like.
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Even if we don't cry out or we don't do what
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we need to do, God will find a way. The rocks,
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the trees, the nature will cry out for God if
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we won't do it. It's all God. It's all God. So
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it's an honor, it's a privilege to be able to
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be aware of what God is doing and then to participate
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in that action. Yeah, exactly. That's really
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beautifully put that ultimately it's all God.
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even though as Christians, you know, we can plant
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the seed, we can go out and, you know, share
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the word and be kind and loving to other people,
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but ultimately it's all God and His will will
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always prevail. Yeah, yeah. So good. Yeah, I
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guess I just think about all of these things,
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like if we bring it all together, like blessed
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are the poor in spirit, but they will like inherit
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the kingdom of God. And I think what we've sort
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of said is like the poor in spirit is all kinds
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of folks, right? Like whether it is a material
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poverty, like psychological, emotional poverty,
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poverty of spirit, whatever that looks like for
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you, it's all of us, right? And we don't have
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to go seeking that. It just happens because life
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happens. And so I think we all find ourselves
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there at some point. And even if it's not like,
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Like, even for folks who, like, sit in a seat
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of relative privilege, like, I think following
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the way of Jesus will ultimately lead you into
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poverty of spirit, whether you, like, find yourself
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naturally there or not. You might have all of
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that money, but you're still suffering inside.
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Some people have so much and they're suffering,
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they're suffering. So, yeah, like, that poverty
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is so wide and so vast. Yeah. It's... Yeah. But...
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Jesus meets us there and says this is good. This
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is okay. You know, this is actually the way of
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Jesus in the midst of that And through that in
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the present and into the future we receive the
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kingdom of God Which is mind -blowing actually.
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It's pretty cool stuff yeah so when you think
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about like receiving the kingdom of God we sort
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of talked about this like it is this thing that
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we sort of do in the present but like what does
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that look like for the pouring spirit if you
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were yeah what does it look like right now to
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receive the kingdom of God and also then to like
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wait for it because it is this like now and not
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yet mm -hmm right I think there is at least part
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of it goes back to I think part of what you said
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before was like this like gathering around a
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table together yeah and some of that like yeah
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like reparations and reconciliation that happens
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at that table I I think something that you know
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maybe another way we can also look at the poor
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in spirit as well is people who may feel a lot
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of shame and guilt and feel downtrodden by their
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sin and by the things that they've done and now
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they're holding on to that and they're carrying
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that and perhaps when they give their life to
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Jesus and surrender to Jesus and Jesus says you
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know has forgiven you of your sins perhaps that's
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a way that people do inherit the kingdom because
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they are feeling that freedom, you know, they're
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being broken from the chains of their sin, the
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chains of their guilt and their shame. So perhaps
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that's one way to look at it. Yeah, yeah, yeah,
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no, for sure. This whole conversation is reminding
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me of my last year of undergrad. My phone broke
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on the screen. It was like, I think it was Lent.
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And our campus pastor had told us to like, you
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know, for Lent, give up something outside of
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just like food and sugar. Give up something.
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And I had said I wanted to reduce my time for
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like social media and Netflix and all that stuff.
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And I was struggling with it. And then my phone
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just like conked. The screen went... The Holy
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Spirit intervened. Yeah. I was like, I know you're
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not going to do it. So the phone just like, yeah,
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it went black. And I was in Alberta, central
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Alberta, the closest spot for us to go to get
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our phone. Like I was like... I could see cows
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from my campus. So like, the closest spot to
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get like to get my phone like repaired or to
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get a new one was like an hour drive where I
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didn't have a car. I had to wait for someone
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else to drive me. And I spent this like, I guess
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a couple of days without a phone. And I saw well
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why no one could call me. I couldn't get onto
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social media like I was struggling. I couldn't
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like message people except I'm going onto my
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laptop and browser work is just ugly. So I wasn't
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doing it. And I found I had this like something
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opened up in my time. Something opened up in
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like in prayer and in just being like being aware
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of myself, but also being aware of God's presence
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around me. And I thank God for breaking up that
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phone. Like, because if I didn't have that opportunity,
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I wouldn't have been aware of what I needed to
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be aware of, what God was calling me to pay attention
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to. And it set me up for something that was,
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I guess it set me up for the rest of my life,
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because it really did center me in a way that
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I didn't know I needed to be. um and so I guess
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what I'm saying is like sometimes in the decrease
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of, or even maybe the distress or the challenge
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that we're going through, there can be an opportunity.
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And I say this with the caveat of God was in
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the mix. God has to be in the mix. Some people
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go through really dark things and God is not
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in the mix, or they are not aware of the presence
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of God. And that just leads even further down
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into distress. Because at one point I was like,
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oh my gosh, I don't have my phone. I don't have
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my phone. What am I gonna do with my life? And
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then I was like, wait, I don't have my phone.
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I don't have my phone. Okay, I can pray. I can
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do that Bible study. I've said I was supposed
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to, I always say I'm gonna do and then I never
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do. Or I could just take this time to just surrender.
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Like, I don't know what God, what you're holding
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me back from, but I accept it. And yeah, like,
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so I think there's like also these moments where
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if we are tapped, if we are tapped in, then.
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when things do go however way they go, wherever
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the wind blows, we're not leaning onto the things
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or to the energy of other people, but we're leaning
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onto God. And that, I think, can get us through
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the storm and get us through whatever, but it
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also just connects us closer to the kingdom.
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Yeah. Yeah, totally. Yeah. And while you were
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kind of talking about... You know, sometimes
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like those unfortunate situations are ways where
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God comes in and God's grace is coming in. And
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sometimes I also think, too, you know, if we're
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talking about how can Christians kind of, you
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know, have action in this world today, perhaps
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that's ... you know, going to the poor in spirit
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right now in our community anywhere. Again, they're
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not choosing that. Unfortunately, like you said,
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life happens and we will often find ourselves
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in a poor in spirit season. However, maybe inheriting
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the kingdom could be us praying and us being
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like, God, how can we be a light in this world
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and be representatives of who you are in your
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church? And I think maybe that's a way that those
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poor in spirit could inherit the kingdom and
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also just, yeah, like going through really, really
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hard times. Ultimately, when you surrender yourself
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to God, right, you see such amazing things that
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you're right, but that if you're broken your
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phone or anyone's going through a hard time and
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you don't have God, like it's just going to be
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even harder. But if you do have God, then that's
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a way that you can see his light and his work
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and his grace in a different way. And it can
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change your life and bring you closer to it.
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Yeah, totally. Yeah. That's I mean, that's so
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helpful. I think especially that phrase that
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you said, like when when God is in the mix, then
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like good things happen. Right. Like whether
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we are going out to serve and to care for the
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poor in spirit or whether we find ourselves poor
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in spirit, if God is in the mix, it's OK. Like
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that song, with Jesus in the vessel, you could
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smile at the storm. There's a dance move with
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it. Regardless of what you're going through,
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even in the good times or the bad times, if Jesus
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is in the vessel, if Jesus is in that boat with
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you, you could rest assured. Not to say that...
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It's going to snap. Jesus is with me. The genie
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in the bottle. Okay, great. Everything's going
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to be turned around. But I know because there
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is this kingdom presence around me that regardless
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of what happens today, I'm confident of my tomorrow.
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I'm confident of what God will do and has done
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and will continue to do in my life. And that
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doesn't mean that things will change. You probably
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will still be in the storm. Um, it's very likely
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that it will continue to rage but but god is
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with you. Yeah. Yeah Amen. Yeah Yeah, well, thank
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you so much folks. This has been a really I think
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fun conversation, but also just like really um,
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yeah thought provoking like bring us into like
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What is this actually mean right now? And what
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is jesus actually about? And I'm really looking
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forward to the next, like, seven or eight weeks
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as we keep going through this verse by verse
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and figure out who's part of this kingdom and,
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like, how do we get to make it happen. Yeah.
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This is great. Thank you. Thank you very much.
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And thank you for tuning into this week's episode
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of Trinity Talks. I hope that you have been inspired,
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whether you find yourself poor in spirit or whether
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you see that in the people around you. Trust
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that God is in that. Trust that the Kingdom of
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God is coming here and now and into the future.
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And we'll see you again next week.