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Poor in Spirit? Life In The Kingdom of God | Trinity Talks Podcast

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  1. Hello, everyone, and welcome to this week's episode

  2. of Trinity Talks. My name is Kyla. I'm Melissa.

  3. I'm Britten. And we are here to chat about the

  4. Beatitudes, which is kind of a funny word, actually.

  5. I don't really know what it means. I am going

  6. to assume it's Latin, but maybe... Good question.

  7. Maybe we should have looked that up, but we didn't.

  8. Anyway, we're talking about the Beatitudes because

  9. they start off... the Sermon on the Mount, which

  10. is this really important teaching that Jesus

  11. has in the middle of Matthew's gospel. And they

  12. say some really cool things. I'm actually really

  13. excited to sort of dive into this over the next

  14. few weeks together. Yeah, so before we jump into

  15. that, the Beatitudes, like I said, it's kind

  16. of a funny word, but like, as a whole, it's this

  17. sort of going through, you know, blessed are

  18. the blank. because this sort of thing. That's

  19. sort of the structure of them. But yeah, what

  20. are your thoughts on the Beatitudes as a whole?

  21. I've always sort of thought of them as, yeah,

  22. this series of phrases that's really interesting,

  23. but not... Like just like nice right and not

  24. like as I've started diving into them now I've

  25. been a little bit more like oh, this is actually

  26. super like countercultural in some ways But yeah,

  27. that's not always where I've sort of started.

  28. I don't know about you folks Hmm. Yeah, I would

  29. say for me like it's almost felt like the upside

  30. down, but in a positive light. If you watch Stranger

  31. Things, then upside down is a bad thing. But

  32. it's like what you were saying. It's this reversal.

  33. So if being rich or wealthy is a positive thing,

  34. Jesus is saying, well, no, the poor. That's when,

  35. if we look at a surface level, there's these

  36. reversals in the order of our time. That's how

  37. I've seen it, this flipping of tables. Yeah,

  38. cool. What about you, Melissa? I completely agree.

  39. When I was still a baby Christian, I'm still

  40. a baby Christian, but I remember reading them

  41. and just thinking they were so cool because it

  42. was just really cool to see Jesus. really focus

  43. on the compassionate part. And I think it's so

  44. comforting for people who are going through really

  45. difficult times, who are experiencing grief.

  46. And I agree. It's definitely representative of

  47. the upside down kingdom that Jesus is bringing.

  48. Yeah. Yeah. And it's this moment where like Jesus

  49. is sort of calling out the like, oh, you thought

  50. this was important? No, actually, it's like this.

  51. Yeah. Yeah, so this word blessed or blessed,

  52. I don't know, depends on the sort of way that

  53. you want to say that word. Which version are

  54. we going to use? But so blessed shows up in all

  55. of these verses, it sort of opens it up. So blessed

  56. are the poor in spirit, for example, is the first

  57. one. But so when you hear this word blessed,

  58. like what comes to mind for you? I would say

  59. that initially when you first, you know, hear

  60. the word blessed, it's like, you know, blessed

  61. are the poor, et cetera. You would think that,

  62. oh, that means that I won't be for them. That

  63. means that I won't be hurting. But in reality,

  64. when I think over time I've learned that blessed

  65. means that God is with you and even if in your

  66. present situation you're still feeling that grief,

  67. you're still feeling that pain, you are blessed

  68. because God has deemed you blessed. Right. Yeah.

  69. Yeah, and I would agree. I would totally agree.

  70. I see blessed as like this covering. So, regardless

  71. of what status, because some of the things that

  72. we see within the Beatitudes are things that

  73. we would consider completely negative. Right.

  74. but you still see God or Jesus saying that there

  75. is this blessing that is over them. So despite

  76. of what they're going through, despite the opposition

  77. that might come with being a child of God and

  78. following the ways of Jesus, there is this covering,

  79. there's this protection that's hovering over

  80. you. feel the force of that cocoon or something

  81. that you're in. Yeah, and it was interesting,

  82. like, Melissa, you said, like, if we're talking

  83. about, you know, blessed are the poor in spirit,

  84. for example, one might think, oh, blessed are

  85. the poor so that they will not become poor anymore,

  86. right? But then that's not what Jesus is about

  87. at all, right? Yeah, so it's like a completely

  88. different, like, it's not like you can look at

  89. someone and say, oh, they're blessed, like in

  90. the same sense that Jesus is like talking about.

  91. I would even say like there's this, because it's

  92. like blessed are the poor in spirit. And what

  93. is it? Is it they will inherit? Yeah, they will

  94. inherit the kingdom of God. I think that's fascinating

  95. because one like blessed like present tense,

  96. you are blessed for being poor or because you're

  97. poor or whatever, however we want to put it.

  98. Yeah. But there's so you're protected in the

  99. now, but you'll inherit something even greater.

  100. So you might not have all that the world is offering

  101. to you. But there is, while you have this protection,

  102. this protection is going to keep you until you

  103. can inherit what is to come. What is already

  104. here, but what also is to come. So this like

  105. this covering is beyond just like this present

  106. tense protection. It's also like the pathway

  107. to get to that greater thing, which is the kingdom.

  108. Yeah. I'm just thinking out loud. I'm just thinking

  109. out loud. No, no, I love that. I love that. I

  110. completely agree because I think sometimes just

  111. like in this life that we live, we only really

  112. think about right now. However, there is an eternity

  113. that's waiting, right? And ultimately that's

  114. what matters more. Like one day all of this will

  115. disappear, will not matter at all. And so I think

  116. the Beatitudes are really cool because they really

  117. show the amazing things that are going to be

  118. there once this world passes away. And I think

  119. Jesus really puts our focus on that. And I think

  120. it helps us to remember that as well. Yeah, totally.

  121. Yeah, it's interesting. So I was. as we're thinking

  122. about the Beatitudes, I was listening to the

  123. other podcast by The Bible Project that talks

  124. about the Beatitudes. And when they're talking

  125. about the word blessed, in their very specific

  126. translation that they've made, they don't say

  127. blessed, they say the good life. So the good

  128. life is for the poor in spirit. And the way that

  129. they sort of describe it is like, if you were

  130. like walking along the street and you see somebody

  131. who's like, living the good life. You're like,

  132. oh, they've got this nice car or like, oh, they're

  133. like, they've got it all put together. They're

  134. living the good life. And that's what Jesus is

  135. talking about. Yeah. But looking at the poor

  136. in spirit or the like those who mourn and say

  137. like the upside down, that's the good life. Even

  138. though we would look at that and be like, nah,

  139. that's not the like when I imagine the good life

  140. for myself, like that's not what it's about.

  141. Right. Exactly. And something I just love about

  142. the Beatitudes is because they focus on the marginalized,

  143. the people that society back then and even now

  144. cast aside. And I think it's really powerful

  145. that Jesus did acknowledge that and didn't ignore

  146. them. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, no, it's super interesting

  147. that. Yeah, it's it's all of these people, all

  148. of these things, like I said, that we. don't

  149. think of as good, but Jesus sees something good

  150. in it. And I guess then like, you would wanna

  151. sort of make a distinction and say like, okay,

  152. the poor in spirit, maybe we should talk. So

  153. what does that mean? Like, are we talking about

  154. a material poverty? Are we talking about? a spiritual

  155. poverty, like in Rob's sermon that he just gave,

  156. he talked about, you know, the poor in spirit

  157. being like about humility, kind of, right? And

  158. about this willingness to come to God and acknowledge

  159. that like, we're not enough, we don't have enough.

  160. And I think that's part of it. But yeah, I don't

  161. know, what do you folks think? How does those

  162. pieces play together? I think there can be a

  163. tendency for, especially within our context,

  164. there's this, there could be a tendency for us

  165. to want to just stick with the poor in spirit

  166. and talk about it from a spiritual angle and

  167. not talk about it from a material angle. Because

  168. it keeps, there's something comforting in knowing

  169. that I can have all the worldly success and get

  170. all the material things I want. And all I have

  171. to do is be meek and mild and just my heart needs

  172. to be good, God, not the other things around

  173. me. But I think there is this bigger question

  174. of Being poor is to not have certain things,

  175. right? And what is God asking us to let go, to

  176. be poor, to be spiritually poor? And when in

  177. that spiritual poorness, what are the material

  178. things I need to let go of so that I can hang

  179. on to God and I can inherit that kingdom? So,

  180. how do I dedicate my time? How do I dedicate

  181. my resources? These are the kinds of questions

  182. I think we should be asking ourselves when we

  183. talk about Poor? Like, we're not talking about

  184. a poverty of, like, in order for us to be Christian

  185. or to follow Jesus in the way that He's outlined

  186. in the Beatitudes, that we need to now, like,

  187. go live in an encampment. I don't think that's

  188. what God is necessarily talking about. Sure.

  189. But that spiritual poverty, I think it does open

  190. us up to realizing what matters in life and how

  191. we can ... unlock that kingdom mindset within

  192. our lives. And it does impact the things that

  193. we have, the physical things, of course. It's

  194. interesting because the first time I ever read

  195. that Beatitude, the first thing I thought was

  196. people who maybe just go are... Going through

  197. depression people are who are going through a

  198. really down and difficult time, you know They're

  199. poor in spirit. And so it's kind of like, you

  200. know what they're lacking is just a feeling of

  201. joy appeal a feeling of of comfort. However,

  202. that's why, you know, I love the Beatitudes because

  203. what you're seeing is like, you know, those people,

  204. they aren't cast aside. Those people, they aren't

  205. being forgotten. Jesus is remembering the marginalized

  206. people of society and saying that they do have

  207. a place in his kingdom. I really love what you

  208. said, Britt, too, as well about how really the

  209. poor in spirit, you know, that can be just, yeah,

  210. they, you may lack some of like the worldly things

  211. like, you know, You are humble. You do not have

  212. pride. You do not have those things. And maybe

  213. that does mean you have to surrender so much

  214. of yourself to God. However, it's worth it because

  215. you will inherit the kingdom and yeah. Yeah.

  216. Yeah. I think it's like the poor in spirit is

  217. this like big complex thing, but I think it sort

  218. of encapsulates all of these pieces, right? There

  219. is that sense of spiritual poverty, humility,

  220. then, like, like you said, Britt, it does connect

  221. then to, yeah, how we relate to the actual physical

  222. stuff of the world. And I think you're also right,

  223. like, there's a psychological and emotional component

  224. to it as well, right? That like, you know, Was

  225. Jesus thinking about mental illness and that

  226. sort of thing? Maybe, maybe not, but I think

  227. it fits. I think there's a very real sense that

  228. folks who are struggling in that way can feel

  229. a poverty of their spirit. Especially if we think

  230. of spirit in a broad sense of your life. right?

  231. And you're just like, feeling alive, feeling

  232. energized, feeling like, you know, ready to like

  233. be part of the world. And if you're feeling poor

  234. in that, then like, Jesus is like, no, you're,

  235. you're okay. So then, if we're thinking about

  236. that, and Jesus is saying, okay, all of this,

  237. if you're feeling not okay, you're actually,

  238. you're doing okay. Does that I think we need

  239. to be careful to say that, like, that doesn't

  240. mean that those things are inherently good. Yeah,

  241. yeah, yeah, yeah. Right? Like, it's this, like,

  242. fine line. Yeah, because people will look at

  243. folks and see them in their, like... And because

  244. there's two extremes, right? They have, like,

  245. the prosperity gospel that pushes that you need

  246. to be super wealthy. But then you have another

  247. extreme where folks will say that you need to

  248. be without everything. Right. And... I think

  249. there is a balance, there's a wisdom that comes

  250. in line, but really it's where we're talking

  251. about the heart, right? And the heart, out of

  252. the heart. There are things that come out of

  253. that. But yeah, that extreme, I think that there's

  254. lots of danger there. So be mindful of that because

  255. there's this very dark world where folks will

  256. abuse people and whatnot because they're trying

  257. to get to this true poverty and this glorification

  258. of poverty. Right. Which is really disheartening

  259. and also disrespectful to folks that are experiencing

  260. real poverty. Right. And don't want to live in

  261. that because of the consequences that come with

  262. that type of, with those types of circumstances.

  263. Yeah. Yeah, no, for sure. And I would also say

  264. that you're right, you know, those things, they

  265. are not inherent. inherently good and it's important

  266. to remember that you know whether you're coming

  267. in because you are struggling with depression

  268. you're just down you're going through grief really

  269. painful um period in your life or you're coming

  270. in with like humility and so many other things

  271. a lot of that it's it's not like you chose that

  272. you know it's not like you're coming in and being

  273. like I am choosing to be poor in spirit so that

  274. I inherit a kingdom. I think a lot of times it's

  275. people who are coming from a place that they

  276. didn't choose to be and they're really struggling

  277. and they're suffering. I really believe that

  278. Jesus is offering comfort in that and I agree

  279. because with what you said, Britt, that there's

  280. a middle and whether you're going from the prosperity

  281. gospel or whether you're going from the nothing

  282. at all gospel, The problem with those two is

  283. because you're putting all the focus on yourself.

  284. You're putting on the focus on like what you're

  285. doing. And ultimately, no, it's always going

  286. to be just Jesus, always going to be Jesus. So

  287. I think people are going to be coming from a

  288. place where they're not having, they don't have

  289. full control and the pain and just what they're

  290. going through. And Jesus is like saying, like,

  291. I see you and I have a space for you in my kingdom.

  292. And yeah. Yeah. Yeah. And I think here it becomes

  293. really important to think about Like, yes, how

  294. this plays out in our world, but also, like,

  295. who was Jesus initially talking to, right? Because

  296. he's out on this mount, in this sort of field,

  297. out in the middle of nowhere, probably, right?

  298. And the people who are coming to him are, like,

  299. the shepherds. They are the people who are materially

  300. poor, the people who are in need of physical

  301. healing, the people who, like... feel disenfranchised

  302. and fed up with this Roman empire that they are

  303. living in. So there are all kinds of ways in

  304. which those are the poor in spirit. Those are

  305. the people who are powerless. Those are the people

  306. who have nothing and would wish for a different

  307. life. They didn't choose any of those things.

  308. But Jesus is saying you get to be part of the

  309. kingdom anyway, in the midst of all of that.

  310. And I guess the part that we should like hang

  311. on to, especially when we talk about the kingdom,

  312. is that the kingdom is, it's like, it's past,

  313. present, and future, right? So there's this insane

  314. that you're inheriting the kingdom. There is

  315. something that will change in your life now.

  316. There is, you are going to experience the kingdom.

  317. And I think that in the ways that we usher it

  318. in as Christians, it comes through the things

  319. that we advocate for, the way that we treat people

  320. in the here and now, how we prioritize our resources,

  321. how we allocate those. Those are the types of

  322. things that usher in the kingdom, but also reveal

  323. the kingdom to people. Because those folks that

  324. were listening to that, yeah, they were definitely

  325. downtrodden and they were stuck in a system that

  326. was disenfranchising them. And what we see within

  327. the church, the early church, is that The system

  328. that they brought in, the way that they went

  329. about living life, showed something so radically

  330. different, that the kingdom was revealed to so

  331. many people. I remember reading, I can't remember

  332. which Roman leader it was. He was persecuting

  333. Christians and he just couldn't, he was just

  334. shook. He's like, I don't even know what to do.

  335. I don't even know how to fulfill my orders because

  336. these people are just essentially loving on other

  337. people. They're like... sharing all their stuff,

  338. like, why are they doing this? I think he got

  339. to a point where he's writing a letter to his

  340. superior and his superior can't, he's trying

  341. to ask his superior, why are you giving me these

  342. orders to persecute these people who are doing

  343. something that we ourselves wouldn't do? Like

  344. they are just caring for people in this. what

  345. would be conceived as like a bizarre way of doing

  346. it because they were they were literally like

  347. selling all the things that they had giving all

  348. the resources they had to make sure that everyone

  349. in their community was protected and that is

  350. something that We don't see too often in our

  351. world, but it is Australian and of kingdom. So,

  352. there's like that past, present, future, like

  353. that's something I think we should, because many

  354. times there are traditions that focus so much

  355. on the future. They're like, they're waiting

  356. for the world to just be exploded so that something

  357. new can come. And God bless you, but the gospel

  358. means nothing if it doesn't do anything now.

  359. It has to free us from something now. There has

  360. to be something that is bigger than just what

  361. we're hoping for. We're hoping for something,

  362. but we also can hold on to something that is

  363. here with us in this moment. Yeah, I can go on

  364. about that a lot. Yeah, no, that's so good. Yeah,

  365. yeah. And I really like what you said, Britt,

  366. about how, you know, it's not just about the

  367. future, it's also about the past, it's also about

  368. the present. Because when you look at the Beatitudes,

  369. it says, you know, Poor in spirit for they will

  370. inherit the kingdom or you know those who mourn

  371. for they will be comforted. I believe that you

  372. know For you know the second part of all the

  373. Beatitudes ultimately what that is is you're

  374. getting God You know like you can be with God

  375. and have God and ultimately as Christians right

  376. now You know we're not sitting here being like

  377. okay one day We will see you know be with God

  378. and inherit the kingdom ultimately God is within

  379. us right now He gave us a Holy Spirit right we

  380. can pray and talk to Jesus at any point and I

  381. think that's y 'all are just focusing on the

  382. present as well and i also wanted to say too

  383. that ultimately the kingdom forgiveness, salvation,

  384. all of that is a gift. And I think with the Beatitudes,

  385. sometimes you might come in thinking, okay, so

  386. I have to be in a really painful, sad part of

  387. my life so that I can get good things. And it's

  388. like, well, no, like Jesus isn't saying you have

  389. to do that so that you can gain His grace or

  390. forgiveness. It's already given to you. More

  391. so it's just that. you know, coming to God and

  392. surrendering to Him. And I do feel that if you

  393. are someone who is poor in spirit, ultimately,

  394. it's not a fun place to be in. No one wants to

  395. be poor in spirit. At the same time, I do think

  396. that puts your heart in a position where you

  397. are more willing to rely on God and surrender

  398. to God versus being rich in spirit. You might

  399. just rely on yourself. You really have to rely

  400. on God when you're poor in spirit. Yeah, yeah.

  401. And I think, like, the example you were talking

  402. about, you know, of the early church, there is,

  403. like, you know, sharing of all of their material

  404. resources, like is a way of being poor in spirit,

  405. but it's happening not because they feel like,

  406. oh, I need to be poor in spirit, therefore I

  407. need to do x, y, z things. It's like, no, no.

  408. As followers of Jesus, living in a community

  409. of followers of Jesus, this is the stuff that

  410. we do. Yeah, we care. We care. And by caring,

  411. yes, it looks like being poor in spirit, and

  412. yes, it looks like giving up some of my hold

  413. on material things, but I'm not doing it to try

  414. and accomplish a particular state. It's just

  415. like, okay, maybe that's just a byproduct of

  416. following Jesus, is that we become poor in spirit.

  417. There's like this reconciliation part, right?

  418. Because you have all these people, you have people

  419. who are coming, like people coming from different

  420. cultures, people coming from different regions

  421. across the, I guess, the Middle East. And then

  422. you also have folks that are coming from folks

  423. that are wealthy and folks that are poor, folks

  424. that are in the middle, folks that were soldiers,

  425. folks that were XYZ, folks that were a part of

  426. Judaism, folks that weren't, you've all these

  427. people coming together. And there's, there's

  428. also this, like this breaking down of the system,

  429. breaking down of systems or of social class and

  430. of order, like things that are things that would

  431. people who wouldn't have sat down with other

  432. people before sitting down with people and having

  433. a meal. They're sharing maybe the wealth that

  434. they acquired from God knows how, that might

  435. have been from the backs of other people. Now

  436. they're able to sit with those people and share

  437. and do that reconciliation work of making things

  438. right. That is, I don't know, I think to myself

  439. all the time. How do I actually make that happen

  440. in our world? How do I participate in that in

  441. a real tangible way that reveals Christ to people?

  442. Maybe they never hear the word. Maybe I never

  443. mentioned Jesus, but they feel the presence of

  444. the Spirit and they feel a different way. Yeah.

  445. Yeah. There has to be a different way. And we

  446. have to be able to, we can't just talk about

  447. it. We have to show that to people. Yeah. I really,

  448. that's like, I think something that Christians

  449. sometimes can forget and I often forget too is

  450. that you know it's great to kind of sit and think

  451. like I want to do this I want to be this kind

  452. of person this kind of Christian but talk is

  453. talk and if you can't actually show that through

  454. actions then What was the point of, you know,

  455. that talking? And perhaps that's how people inherit

  456. the kingdom right now, because ultimately, you

  457. know, there isn't like just one temple or church,

  458. like there was, you know, back, oh, there is

  459. one church, we are the church. There wasn't like

  460. one temple where that's the only way that people

  461. would be able to be in the presence of God. Like

  462. we are like moving dynamic. Temples of God because

  463. this is how people can Experience crisis through

  464. us. We are the light. We are the light on the

  465. hill. I yeah, okay and Perhaps yeah, like we

  466. as Christians we can go to the poor in spirit

  467. and we can be those ambassadors for Christ and

  468. we can show them the kingdom just here on earth

  469. and I think I like what you said, Britt, about

  470. how do we show them Christ? Ultimately, you can

  471. preach the gospel every single day, and people,

  472. what they'll remember is you preaching at them,

  473. but they'll never forget how you made them feel,

  474. right? So if you're coming at them with love

  475. and compassion, they'll remember that, they'll

  476. keep on to that, and they'll be like, this is

  477. Jesus, and now I want to know who Jesus is. I

  478. think the other important thing to sort of add

  479. on to this conversation as we talk about, you

  480. know, the kingdom of God and how we participate

  481. in that is that, yes, we participate in it, but

  482. we don't actually make it happen. Right? Like,

  483. yes, we do the things that Jesus calls us to

  484. do, but ultimately, it still does depend. It

  485. is God's kingdom. God does the stuff. We're just

  486. like the vessels through which that happens,

  487. right? There's this passage. I don't remember

  488. the name of the passage, but it's Who is it?

  489. Paul talking to one of our camera who it is,

  490. but he says it is. It's not like there was this

  491. obsession with with Paul at the time and folks

  492. were trying to get to. Oh, right. Yeah. I follow

  493. Paul. Yeah. I follow people like that. So this

  494. analogy of like growing, right? Yeah. It's like

  495. you could water. You do this. You do that. But

  496. it's God who makes it grow. We all have a role

  497. to play and there's this participation in the

  498. kingdom, but it's all God. It's all God. Like.

  499. Even if we don't cry out or we don't do what

  500. we need to do, God will find a way. The rocks,

  501. the trees, the nature will cry out for God if

  502. we won't do it. It's all God. It's all God. So

  503. it's an honor, it's a privilege to be able to

  504. be aware of what God is doing and then to participate

  505. in that action. Yeah, exactly. That's really

  506. beautifully put that ultimately it's all God.

  507. even though as Christians, you know, we can plant

  508. the seed, we can go out and, you know, share

  509. the word and be kind and loving to other people,

  510. but ultimately it's all God and His will will

  511. always prevail. Yeah, yeah. So good. Yeah, I

  512. guess I just think about all of these things,

  513. like if we bring it all together, like blessed

  514. are the poor in spirit, but they will like inherit

  515. the kingdom of God. And I think what we've sort

  516. of said is like the poor in spirit is all kinds

  517. of folks, right? Like whether it is a material

  518. poverty, like psychological, emotional poverty,

  519. poverty of spirit, whatever that looks like for

  520. you, it's all of us, right? And we don't have

  521. to go seeking that. It just happens because life

  522. happens. And so I think we all find ourselves

  523. there at some point. And even if it's not like,

  524. Like, even for folks who, like, sit in a seat

  525. of relative privilege, like, I think following

  526. the way of Jesus will ultimately lead you into

  527. poverty of spirit, whether you, like, find yourself

  528. naturally there or not. You might have all of

  529. that money, but you're still suffering inside.

  530. Some people have so much and they're suffering,

  531. they're suffering. So, yeah, like, that poverty

  532. is so wide and so vast. Yeah. It's... Yeah. But...

  533. Jesus meets us there and says this is good. This

  534. is okay. You know, this is actually the way of

  535. Jesus in the midst of that And through that in

  536. the present and into the future we receive the

  537. kingdom of God Which is mind -blowing actually.

  538. It's pretty cool stuff yeah so when you think

  539. about like receiving the kingdom of God we sort

  540. of talked about this like it is this thing that

  541. we sort of do in the present but like what does

  542. that look like for the pouring spirit if you

  543. were yeah what does it look like right now to

  544. receive the kingdom of God and also then to like

  545. wait for it because it is this like now and not

  546. yet mm -hmm right I think there is at least part

  547. of it goes back to I think part of what you said

  548. before was like this like gathering around a

  549. table together yeah and some of that like yeah

  550. like reparations and reconciliation that happens

  551. at that table I I think something that you know

  552. maybe another way we can also look at the poor

  553. in spirit as well is people who may feel a lot

  554. of shame and guilt and feel downtrodden by their

  555. sin and by the things that they've done and now

  556. they're holding on to that and they're carrying

  557. that and perhaps when they give their life to

  558. Jesus and surrender to Jesus and Jesus says you

  559. know has forgiven you of your sins perhaps that's

  560. a way that people do inherit the kingdom because

  561. they are feeling that freedom, you know, they're

  562. being broken from the chains of their sin, the

  563. chains of their guilt and their shame. So perhaps

  564. that's one way to look at it. Yeah, yeah, yeah,

  565. no, for sure. This whole conversation is reminding

  566. me of my last year of undergrad. My phone broke

  567. on the screen. It was like, I think it was Lent.

  568. And our campus pastor had told us to like, you

  569. know, for Lent, give up something outside of

  570. just like food and sugar. Give up something.

  571. And I had said I wanted to reduce my time for

  572. like social media and Netflix and all that stuff.

  573. And I was struggling with it. And then my phone

  574. just like conked. The screen went... The Holy

  575. Spirit intervened. Yeah. I was like, I know you're

  576. not going to do it. So the phone just like, yeah,

  577. it went black. And I was in Alberta, central

  578. Alberta, the closest spot for us to go to get

  579. our phone. Like I was like... I could see cows

  580. from my campus. So like, the closest spot to

  581. get like to get my phone like repaired or to

  582. get a new one was like an hour drive where I

  583. didn't have a car. I had to wait for someone

  584. else to drive me. And I spent this like, I guess

  585. a couple of days without a phone. And I saw well

  586. why no one could call me. I couldn't get onto

  587. social media like I was struggling. I couldn't

  588. like message people except I'm going onto my

  589. laptop and browser work is just ugly. So I wasn't

  590. doing it. And I found I had this like something

  591. opened up in my time. Something opened up in

  592. like in prayer and in just being like being aware

  593. of myself, but also being aware of God's presence

  594. around me. And I thank God for breaking up that

  595. phone. Like, because if I didn't have that opportunity,

  596. I wouldn't have been aware of what I needed to

  597. be aware of, what God was calling me to pay attention

  598. to. And it set me up for something that was,

  599. I guess it set me up for the rest of my life,

  600. because it really did center me in a way that

  601. I didn't know I needed to be. um and so I guess

  602. what I'm saying is like sometimes in the decrease

  603. of, or even maybe the distress or the challenge

  604. that we're going through, there can be an opportunity.

  605. And I say this with the caveat of God was in

  606. the mix. God has to be in the mix. Some people

  607. go through really dark things and God is not

  608. in the mix, or they are not aware of the presence

  609. of God. And that just leads even further down

  610. into distress. Because at one point I was like,

  611. oh my gosh, I don't have my phone. I don't have

  612. my phone. What am I gonna do with my life? And

  613. then I was like, wait, I don't have my phone.

  614. I don't have my phone. Okay, I can pray. I can

  615. do that Bible study. I've said I was supposed

  616. to, I always say I'm gonna do and then I never

  617. do. Or I could just take this time to just surrender.

  618. Like, I don't know what God, what you're holding

  619. me back from, but I accept it. And yeah, like,

  620. so I think there's like also these moments where

  621. if we are tapped, if we are tapped in, then.

  622. when things do go however way they go, wherever

  623. the wind blows, we're not leaning onto the things

  624. or to the energy of other people, but we're leaning

  625. onto God. And that, I think, can get us through

  626. the storm and get us through whatever, but it

  627. also just connects us closer to the kingdom.

  628. Yeah. Yeah, totally. Yeah. And while you were

  629. kind of talking about... You know, sometimes

  630. like those unfortunate situations are ways where

  631. God comes in and God's grace is coming in. And

  632. sometimes I also think, too, you know, if we're

  633. talking about how can Christians kind of, you

  634. know, have action in this world today, perhaps

  635. that's ... you know, going to the poor in spirit

  636. right now in our community anywhere. Again, they're

  637. not choosing that. Unfortunately, like you said,

  638. life happens and we will often find ourselves

  639. in a poor in spirit season. However, maybe inheriting

  640. the kingdom could be us praying and us being

  641. like, God, how can we be a light in this world

  642. and be representatives of who you are in your

  643. church? And I think maybe that's a way that those

  644. poor in spirit could inherit the kingdom and

  645. also just, yeah, like going through really, really

  646. hard times. Ultimately, when you surrender yourself

  647. to God, right, you see such amazing things that

  648. you're right, but that if you're broken your

  649. phone or anyone's going through a hard time and

  650. you don't have God, like it's just going to be

  651. even harder. But if you do have God, then that's

  652. a way that you can see his light and his work

  653. and his grace in a different way. And it can

  654. change your life and bring you closer to it.

  655. Yeah, totally. Yeah. That's I mean, that's so

  656. helpful. I think especially that phrase that

  657. you said, like when when God is in the mix, then

  658. like good things happen. Right. Like whether

  659. we are going out to serve and to care for the

  660. poor in spirit or whether we find ourselves poor

  661. in spirit, if God is in the mix, it's OK. Like

  662. that song, with Jesus in the vessel, you could

  663. smile at the storm. There's a dance move with

  664. it. Regardless of what you're going through,

  665. even in the good times or the bad times, if Jesus

  666. is in the vessel, if Jesus is in that boat with

  667. you, you could rest assured. Not to say that...

  668. It's going to snap. Jesus is with me. The genie

  669. in the bottle. Okay, great. Everything's going

  670. to be turned around. But I know because there

  671. is this kingdom presence around me that regardless

  672. of what happens today, I'm confident of my tomorrow.

  673. I'm confident of what God will do and has done

  674. and will continue to do in my life. And that

  675. doesn't mean that things will change. You probably

  676. will still be in the storm. Um, it's very likely

  677. that it will continue to rage but but god is

  678. with you. Yeah. Yeah Amen. Yeah Yeah, well, thank

  679. you so much folks. This has been a really I think

  680. fun conversation, but also just like really um,

  681. yeah thought provoking like bring us into like

  682. What is this actually mean right now? And what

  683. is jesus actually about? And I'm really looking

  684. forward to the next, like, seven or eight weeks

  685. as we keep going through this verse by verse

  686. and figure out who's part of this kingdom and,

  687. like, how do we get to make it happen. Yeah.

  688. This is great. Thank you. Thank you very much.

  689. And thank you for tuning into this week's episode

  690. of Trinity Talks. I hope that you have been inspired,

  691. whether you find yourself poor in spirit or whether

  692. you see that in the people around you. Trust

  693. that God is in that. Trust that the Kingdom of

  694. God is coming here and now and into the future.

  695. And we'll see you again next week.