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  1. Hello and welcome to this week's episode of Trinity

  2. Sermons. This week we are continuing our sermon

  3. series, Summer on the Mount, where we are diving

  4. into Jesus' Sermon on the Mount, a collection

  5. of some of Jesus' most challenging teachings.

  6. And today we are looking at what Jesus has to

  7. say about some spiritual practices. Giving and

  8. praying and fasting, these are all really good

  9. things. But what if we're not doing them in a

  10. good way? What if our motivation isn't quite

  11. right? This is what Jesus is going to speak to

  12. you today. And so let's listen in as our guest

  13. preacher, Justin Stratus, takes us through this

  14. passage. Today's reading is from Matthew chapter

    Matthew 6:1–8

  15. 6, verses 1 to 8, and 16 to 18. Be careful not

  16. to practice your righteousness in front of others,

  17. to be seen by them. If you do, you will have

  18. no reward from your Father in heaven. So when

  19. you give to the needy, do not announce it with

  20. trumpets, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues

  21. and on the streets, to be honored by others.

  22. Truly I tell you, they have received their reward

  23. in full. But when you give to the needy, do not

  24. let your left hand know what your right hand

  25. is doing, so that your giving may be in secret.

  26. Then your father, who sees what is done in secret,

  27. will reward you. And when you pray, do not be

  28. like the hypocrites, for they love to pray standing

  29. in the synagogues and on the street corners to

  30. be seen by others. Truly, I tell you, they have

  31. received their reward in full. But when you pray,

  32. go into your room, close the door, and pray to

  33. your Father who is unseen. Then your Father,

  34. who sees what is done in secret, will reward

  35. you. And when you pray, do not keep on babbling

  36. like pagans, for they think they will be heard

  37. because of their many words. Do not be like them,

  38. for your father knows what you need before you

  39. ask him. Verse 16. When you fast, do not look

  40. somber as the hypocrites do, for they disfigure

  41. their faces to show others they are fasting.

  42. Truly I tell you, they have received their reward

  43. in full. But when you fast, Put oil on your head

  44. and wash your face so that it will not be obvious

  45. to others so that you're fasting, but only to

  46. your Father who is unseen. And your Father who

  47. sees what is done in secret will reward you.

  48. The word of the Lord. Great. Good morning, everyone.

  49. My name is Justin. I'm one of the parishioners

  50. here at the church. And I'm also the preacher,

  51. as you can tell from this jacket I'm wearing

  52. in the middle of August. So it's an honor to

  53. be here. I'm also excited because I found this

  54. pulpit, which is really cool. Now I can pound

  55. it when I make a point. Let's pray. Lord, we

  56. believe. Help thou our unbelief. Amen. Now I

  57. wonder if anyone ever told you to do something

  58. that was fundamentally impossible to do. I don't

  59. mean something literally impossible like go pick

  60. up that Dodge Ram or jump across Niagara Falls

  61. or something like that. I mean something that

  62. is logically impossible. I'm thinking here of

  63. when your boss tells you that he or she wants

  64. you to take more initiative at work but to check

  65. in with them before you do anything. Or when

  66. a police officer yells, freeze, put up your hands.

  67. Or my personal favorite, stand down. Like I could

  68. never figure out what that meant. Well, in the

  69. Sermon on the Mount, sometimes it seems like

  70. Jesus is giving his disciples just this kind

  71. of contradictory command. Well, what do I mean

  72. by this? Well, as Rob's been teaching us these

  73. past few weeks, the Sermon on the Mount, is a

  74. lot about Jesus ramping up the demands of discipleship

  75. to these crazy high levels. I mean, Jesus literally

  76. tells his disciples in chapter 5, verse 48, that

  77. they have to be perfect. That's the demand of

  78. Christian discipleship. You need to be perfect.

  79. How perfect? Well, as perfect as God, God's self.

  80. Now to be fair, that command was not entirely

  81. original to Jesus. If you read the book of Leviticus,

  82. you'll see that the ancient Hebrews too were

  83. commanded by God to be holy as I am holy. So

  84. it wasn't an entirely new command, but what Jesus

  85. is doing in the Sermon on the Mount is elevating

  86. the demands of perfection, the demands of holiness

  87. beyond what was laid out even in the Old Testament.

  88. So don't just avoid cheating on your spouse.

  89. Don't even look at someone with lust in your

  90. heart. Don't just refrain from murdering people.

  91. Don't even get angry. Don't just try to have

  92. the most ethically acceptable divorce. Don't

  93. get divorced at all. Don't be zealous for justice.

  94. Forgo justice in order to show your enemies a

  95. better way. And why are we going to do all these

  96. radical acts of discipleship, acts which surpass

  97. even the highest demands of the Jewish law? Well,

  98. Jesus says, you're going to live this way in

  99. this radical form of obedience so that people

  100. will see your good deeds, see your good deeds

  101. and glorify your father in heaven. Right? So

  102. the demand from Jesus seems to be something.

  103. I want you to be so perfect, so holy, so righteous

  104. that the world is going to take notice. In other

  105. words, I want you to shine. Okay, so far, so

  106. good. But then we get to today's passage in chapter

  107. 6, verse 1, where Jesus says the following. Be

  108. careful not to practice your righteousness in

  109. front of others to be seen by them. If you do,

  110. you'll have no reward from your Father in heaven.

  111. Okay, so one side of mouth, don't hide your light

  112. under a bushel. Other side of mouth, make sure

  113. no one sees your light. Or how about the world

  114. is going to see how righteous you are and praise

  115. God. But just make sure no one sees your righteous

  116. deeds. Freeze and put your hands in the air.

  117. All right, so Jesus, which one is it? Do I let

  118. my light shine before people or do I do all my

  119. righteousness in private? Are my good deeds kind

  120. of like landing lights which are guiding my neighbors

  121. to Jesus? Or are they more like blinding flashes

  122. which distract others? As they're trying to figure

  123. out how to make their way to God. Okay, so I'm

  124. doing a preacher thing right now, right? I'm

  125. presenting a contradiction which you probably

  126. already figured out a way out of. And I respect

  127. you. So let's just get it out in the open, right?

  128. Jesus is not really saying, don't practice your

  129. righteousness so that no one ever sees them.

  130. They should be completely hidden. What he's saying,

  131. is that our motivation for doing good shouldn't

  132. be so that we're praised and seen by other people.

  133. In other words, Jesus is teaching his disciples

  134. about the importance of having right intentions

  135. alongside the right actions. And that's, of course,

  136. a very important lesson. And it's something that

  137. I think people of all faiths or no faiths at

  138. all would be happy to endorse, right? There's

  139. really not a pro -hypocrite movement in the world.

  140. But I think there's more to the story here. Now,

  141. one thing that's important to remember when you're

  142. encountering Jesus' teachings is this. Jesus

  143. is not just kind of a moral sage who's going

  144. around doling out life lessons on how to be a

  145. better person. Jesus is not the first century

  146. version of a wellness podcaster. No, when it

  147. comes to Jesus, you can't ever separate the things

  148. that he says from who he is. And so his teachings

  149. are always more than just moral lessons, even

  150. when it sounds straightforwardly like he's just

  151. telling you this good, this bad. It's always

  152. more than that. Jesus' teachings invite us to

  153. live in an entirely new world, a world that's

  154. centered on and determined by And presided over

  155. by Jesus Christ himself. And that's the whole

  156. point of the Beatitudes. You know, blessed are

  157. the meek and all that stuff. They're not general

  158. principles of life. Even though sometimes they're

  159. presented that way. Those blessings paint a picture

  160. of a different kind of reality. With a different

  161. set of rules. It shows us a world where the first

  162. shall be last. and the last shall be first, where

  163. Jesus reigns to the glory of the Father with

  164. all those united to him by the Spirit. I mean,

  165. it's a picture of the kingdom of heaven. That's

  166. what the Sermon on the Mount is. It's a picture

  167. of the kingdom. So the question we should ask,

  168. even here, is this. Why should Jesus' disciples

  169. avoid hypocrisy? Why? Why does it matter what

  170. Jesus' followers' motivations are? for doing

  171. good? What is it about the kingdom of heaven?

  172. What is it about Jesus that demands this kind

  173. of life, this kind of discipleship? And so Jesus

  174. is going to explain all this to us by referring

  175. to three very common, very standard Jewish practices

  176. of religious piety. Three practices that nearly

  177. everyone at the time would have readily acknowledged

  178. as being straightforwardly good. And they are

  179. almsgiving or charitable giving, prayer, and

  180. fasting. It's like he's picking three normal,

  181. good, uncontroversial things. Now, if you were

  182. a Hellenistic Jew living in the first century,

  183. and you knew someone who was pretty faithful

  184. in doing all three of these things, you would

  185. have likely and very reasonably considered that

  186. person to be righteous. That is, someone who

  187. lived the way they were supposed to live. They

  188. weren't in rebellion to God, but were trying

  189. to live according to all of God's precepts as

  190. listed in the Old Testament. And you probably

  191. really wouldn't judge this person for doing all

  192. this stuff in public. Because the three things

  193. that Jesus mentions, they were all very public

  194. practices. So giving to charity, praying and

  195. fasting, these are all things... that people

  196. regularly did in front of other people. In other

  197. words, back in the first century, there wasn't

  198. really such a thing as private religion. You

  199. know, we think, keep your religion in private.

  200. That wasn't the way things are back then. It's

  201. probably not the way things are in most of the

  202. world. Religious stuff back then just was stuff

  203. you did out in the open, in public, for everyone

  204. to see. In fact, you'd probably assume that if

  205. you saw someone praying out in the streets, As

  206. Jesus says, they were really, really righteous.

  207. Not only because they're praying, but because

  208. they're kind of reminding everyone else to pray.

  209. Think of like a prime minister or a president

  210. who puts on a high -vis jacket and goes to help

  211. the cleanup after like a wildfire or something.

  212. They're doing it for the cameras, obviously.

  213. But what are they doing? They're raising awareness,

  214. right? They're lending their support. They're

  215. encouraging others to help out. So that's not

  216. really so bad. But Jesus is going to push things

  217. further, as he consistently does in this sermon.

  218. He pushes things to a deeper level. Look what

  219. he says in verses 2 to 4. Can we get that next

  220. slide? There it is. He says, when you give to

  221. the needy, don't announce it with trumpets, as

  222. the hypocrites do in the synagogues and in the

  223. streets. to be honored by others. Truly, I tell

  224. you, they've received their reward in full, but

  225. when you give to the needy, don't let your left

  226. hand know what your right hand is doing so that

  227. your giving may be in secret. Then your Father,

  228. who knows what's done in secret, will reward

  229. you. All right, so let's unpack this a little

  230. bit. First of all, hopefully it goes without

  231. saying that Jesus is still obviously pretty keen

  232. on the idea of giving to the needy, right? He

  233. says, when you give, not if you give. But Jesus

  234. is also upending something here. And you got

  235. to understand a little bit more from the culture.

  236. In the ancient world, the world that Jesus is

  237. speaking into, when someone gave a gift, it's

  238. normal to assume that the giver is going to get

  239. something back, right? That might seem counterintuitive

  240. to us because for us, a gift is always free.

  241. But in the ancient world, gifts were about establishing

  242. relationships. So you give something to someone,

  243. and they're going to reciprocate in some way.

  244. So for example, if I gave you a house to live

  245. in, it would be expected that maybe you'd be

  246. giving me a share of your crops, your harvest,

  247. every year. Or if I'm an emperor, and I build

  248. like a giant sports stadium in your region, then

  249. maybe the people that live in that region are

  250. going to start sending soldiers for the emperor's

  251. war campaign in the future. But what do you do

  252. when the people that you're giving to have absolutely

  253. nothing to give back? Right? What happens when

  254. the recipient of your gift is just too poor to

  255. reciprocate or give anything in return? Well,

  256. you might think to yourself, Even though this

  257. poor person can't reciprocate my charity, at

  258. the very least I can get something from someone

  259. else. And that thing is honor. Public honor.

  260. And when you think about it in the context of

  261. the ancient world, that doesn't seem like too

  262. much to ask. It makes you actually seem pretty

  263. good, right? I'm giving to a poor person with

  264. no expectation of them giving anything back to

  265. me. All I ask is that you kind of give me a brief...

  266. Round of applause while I do it, if you see me

  267. doing it. Jesus says, look, I want you to give

  268. to the poor. But when you do it, I want you to

  269. ask yourself a very important question. And the

  270. question is this. Whose honor do you care the

  271. most about? Whose honor is most valuable to you?

  272. If you want the applause of your peers, that's

  273. fine. You can have it. But if that's what you

  274. really want, you're going to miss out on something

  275. more valuable. It's the same calculus that Jesus

  276. offers us in the Beatitudes. It's the choice

  277. that he's laying before all of us in this sermon.

  278. Would you like to be first now, or would you

  279. like to be first later? You can be first now,

  280. Jesus says. but it's going to cost you being

  281. last in the kingdom of heaven. Likewise, you

  282. can be last now, and some people, he says, are

  283. last now not because of their own choice. Some

  284. people are just poor. You can be last now, but

  285. what you'll gain in the kingdom of heaven is

  286. a seat at the head of the table. Now, some of

  287. you know that I work in downtown, Toronto. It's

  288. this city kind of to the east of us, if you haven't

  289. seen it. And because I work in downtown Toronto,

  290. it means I've spent a lot of time sitting in

  291. my car on various highways in standstill traffic.

  292. And when you sit in traffic on a daily basis,

  293. you start to notice things. You start to notice

  294. interesting billboards and kind of funky stores,

  295. places where you can go indoor skydiving. You

  296. start to notice colorful school buses sitting

  297. on top of buildings. You know, normal Toronto

  298. stuff. When I see the NIDA Hyundai I'm Your Guy

  299. billboard, I know that I'm about 45 minutes away

  300. from work. I love that guy. He's so happy. But

  301. there's one sign I've been seeing on my commute

  302. for the past couple of months that's always caught

  303. my attention. It happens to hang on the side

  304. of St. Joseph's Health Center, which is a teaching

  305. hospital just off the Queensway. I'm going to

  306. show you this. There it is. So that's... A bloke

  307. by the name of Peter Gilgan. I don't know if

  308. you've heard of him. I'll read it for you. If

  309. you can't see it, it says, Peter Gilgan's historic

  310. $60 million investment is helping build a new

  311. St. Joe's. Let's build on it. And that's like

  312. the length of the building, almost. So Peter

  313. Gilgan, who's that guy? He runs this kind of

  314. mom -and -pop contracting outfit called Mattamy

  315. Homes. Do I have any particular problem with

  316. Mr. Gilgan? Not really. I actually live in one

  317. of his houses, and it's nice, I guess. And am

  318. I glad that this hospital, which probably saves

  319. a lot of lives and lots of people, got a $60

  320. million cash injection? Yeah, I guess. I mean,

  321. I don't know too much about the hospital, but

  322. I'd say, yeah, that's probably a really good

  323. thing. And do I think that Mr. Gilgan should

  324. be acknowledged and applauded for his generous

  325. gift? Sure. In fact, Mr. Gilgan, here's your

  326. reward, a gigantic poster of your face that I

  327. and all other commuters get to look at while

  328. enjoying our stay on the Gardner Expressway.

  329. So I hope you can hear our applause. Now, I'm

  330. bringing this up only by way of example. I don't

  331. know... Much about this Gilgan fellow other than

  332. he can build a neighborhood in like six months

  333. and obviously has an intoxicating smile. Right?

  334. So I don't want to tear him down specifically,

  335. at least in the context of this sermon. But what

  336. an illustration, right, of what Jesus is talking

  337. about here. You can have your reward now. You

  338. can get your mug on a gigantic poster. If you

  339. want, you can do it. But, listen, there's going

  340. to come a time, probably by the end of the summer

  341. even maybe, where this poster is going to come

  342. down. It's not going to be there forever. When

  343. you do your good deeds, Jesus says, I want you

  344. to give your charity not to get a poster. I don't

  345. want you to gain the applause of the masses.

  346. I want you to do this for an audience of one.

  347. For God. And then you'll get a reward that will

  348. last forever. Because you'll receive it in a

  349. kingdom that will last forever. If we were to

  350. go on in this passage, Jesus talks about storing

  351. up treasures in heaven. Right? You have treasures

  352. on earth. Thieves can come and take them. Moths

  353. and vermin can destroy them. But if you have

  354. a treasure in heaven, it lasts forever. They

  355. won't take your poster down. Now as for prayer.

  356. Which Jesus treats in Matthew chapter 6 verses

    Matthew 6:5–15

  357. 5 through 15. Well, Pastor Kyla is going to give

  358. us a bit more about that in a few weeks. But

  359. very briefly, let's see. It's pretty much the

  360. same pattern. Jesus says, when you pray, don't

  361. be like the hypocrites. They love to pray standing

  362. in the synagogues and on the street corners to

  363. be seen by others. Truly, I tell you, they've

  364. received their reward in full. But when you pray,

  365. go to your room. Close the door. Pray to your

  366. Father who's unseen. Then your Father who sees

  367. what's done in secret will reward you. Again,

  368. just to be clear, praying in public, even praying

  369. on the street, was not an odd thing to do. Right?

  370. Back in the first century. And even standing

  371. up to pray was a pretty common practice. Right?

  372. We think of praying as sort of getting on your

  373. knees and clasping your hands. But back then,

  374. standing to pray, normal. So what Jesus is criticizing

  375. here is not public prayer or prayer with other

  376. people. What he's worried about, again, is your

  377. motivation. The presumption that you can kind

  378. of wear your piety, your religion, like a badge

  379. of honor to receive the praise of others. Which

  380. is ridiculous, right? Because prayer isn't a

  381. show of piety. Prayer is not a show of exceptional

  382. religiousness. Prayer, when done right, is a

  383. sign of absolute desperation. It's a sign of

  384. trust in God. It's an admission that you have

  385. nothing in yourself, that you're completely relying

  386. on God. Prayer should be done with the heart

  387. of King Jehoshaphat. Remember him? He was a king

  388. of Judah back in the day. He was surrounded by

  389. all these Gentile armies. They're about to take

  390. down the kingdom of Judah. And he has this great

  391. prayer where he prays to God and it ends, with

  392. him saying this, God, we have no power. We have

  393. no power to face this vast army that's attacking

  394. us. We do not know what to do, but our eyes are

  395. on you. We don't know what to do. We don't deserve

  396. your care. We don't deserve your aid. Nevertheless,

  397. we are praying that you would give it to us.

  398. Likewise, Jesus says prayer is not something

  399. that we're going to do to impress God. You don't

  400. need to say the right words in the right combination

  401. or convince God that you really, really, really,

  402. really mean it when you ask for something. No,

  403. Jesus actually says, right, your father knows

  404. what you need before you ask him. In other words,

  405. your need is not new information to God. In fact,

  406. a simple prayer, prayed by yourself, In the darkness

  407. of your bedroom, without fancy words or even

  408. folded hands, is all you really need. Because

  409. what makes prayer effective is not you, not your

  410. performance, certainly not your own righteousness,

  411. but it's the grace of God, your Father, which

  412. you already have in Christ. You already have

  413. the benevolence of God, and God already knows

  414. your need. So you can chill. When you pray. And

  415. lastly, Jesus speaks about fasting. Jesus says

  416. this. When you fast, don't look somber as the

  417. hypocrites do. For they disfigure their faces

  418. to show others they're fasting. Truly, I tell

  419. you, they've received their reward in full. But

  420. when you fast, put oil on your head, wash your

  421. face. So that it will not be obvious to others

  422. that you're fasting, but only to your Father

  423. who's unseen. And your Father who sees what's

  424. done in secret will reward you. Now the logic

  425. here is pretty much the same as prayer. What

  426. is fasting? It's refraining from eating food

  427. so that your mind can be focused on something

  428. more important. So that you're not being sort

  429. of led around by your material desires. That

  430. you can desire something else, which is God.

  431. Jesus, of course, fasted for 40 days in the desert.

  432. The Bible is full of examples of God's people

  433. fasting as a sign of repentance and devotion

  434. to God. What fasting is not, though, again, is

  435. a sign of super spiritualness. And it's not something

  436. that you're going to do to impress God enough

  437. that he will hear your prayers. If you don't

  438. believe me, read Isaiah chapter 58, which is

    Isaiah 58 chapter mention

  439. the prophet's gigantic screed saying, you guys

  440. are fasting, but you're neglecting the poor.

  441. I'd rather you served the poor and stopped fasting.

  442. You're not impressing God with these things.

  443. Like prayer, fasting is an admission of need.

  444. It's an act of desperation. So to turn a sign

  445. of desperation intended for God into some kind

  446. of public sign of personal virtue is a vast misunderstanding.

  447. It's like when a celebrity goes on a talk show

  448. to demand that they get their privacy back. Right?

  449. It kind of defeats the point. Right? So now you

  450. should be getting the idea, right? You can be

  451. praised for your good deeds either by God or

  452. by people. Now, if you choose people, you're

  453. going to get a reward. But it's going to fade.

  454. If you choose God, your reward will last forever.

  455. As Jesus says in the final flourish of the Sermon

  456. on the Mount, if you're wise, you're going to

  457. build your house on something that will last.

  458. Right? The rock. You won't build your house on

  459. something that will wash away, which is sand.

  460. So I'm coming into land. I want to draw your

  461. attention to one interesting detail in something

  462. that we saw already. Something that Jesus says

  463. in chapter 6, verses 3 through 4. He says, when

  464. you give to the needy, don't let your left hand

  465. know what your right hand is doing, so that your

  466. giving may be in secret. Now I said earlier,

  467. right, that when you're dealing with Jesus' teachings,

  468. They're not just moral lessons. They're much,

  469. much more than that. They are invitations to

  470. a new world. So what is Jesus teaching us about

  471. himself as the revealer of this new world in

  472. the context of this command? Well, I think it's

  473. this. When you do good deeds, giving, praying,

  474. fasting, anything really, not only are you to

  475. avoid the praise of others, It's also important

  476. that you don't praise yourself. Isn't that interesting?

  477. He's imagining you as an audience for your own

  478. good deeds. You applauding yourself. You can

  479. perform good deeds sometimes, not only to impress

  480. others, but to impress yourself. And we do this

  481. for a variety of reasons. Oftentimes it's just

  482. to make us... Feel good, right? We feel nervous

  483. about our place in the world. Am I good enough?

  484. Am I strong enough? Do I have enough faith? Am

  485. I righteous enough? Well, look at all these things

  486. I'm doing. Surely I'm a good person. This is

  487. all the money I gave. This is how much I pray.

  488. This is how much I fast. I'm a good person. Well,

  489. I want to let you in on something. I think this

  490. is really the point of the whole sermon on the

  491. mount. A lot of the sermon is about Jesus trying

  492. to say, what makes his disciples different from

  493. other kinds of religious people? What are my

  494. disciples like that makes them pick -outable?

  495. The answer to the question, what makes Jesus'

  496. disciples different from other people, is not

  497. Jesus' disciples do more good deeds. Jesus' disciples

  498. are more holy. They're more righteous than other

  499. people. That is clearly not true. Right? It's

  500. clearly not true. I mean, there's lots of people

  501. in this world that do good things. And lots of

  502. them are not followers of Jesus. Right? That's

  503. not the thing that makes us different. What makes

  504. Jesus' disciples different is that they are relying

  505. on Jesus. As the engine which drives these good

  506. deeds. We rely on Jesus to make us righteous.

  507. Knowing that it's only in following Jesus, by

  508. sticking with him, that we're going to gain entry

  509. into this new world that Jesus is describing.

  510. This new world whose shape and culture is described

  511. all throughout Jesus' teachings. In fact, true

  512. righteousness, according to the New Testament,

  513. is not the building up of yourself. It's not

  514. becoming a better person. True righteousness,

  515. the scriptures teach us, is death to yourself.

  516. And new life, which is given freely in Christ.

  517. It's not the purification of oneself. It's not

  518. the enhancement of oneself. It's not even the

  519. humbling of oneself. It's the death. of oneself.

  520. It's throwing in your lot with Jesus Christ.

  521. Not with this world, not with yourself, not with

  522. any community or any ideal, with Jesus himself.

  523. Because it's only a person who's died and been

  524. raised with Christ who can do good deeds with

  525. the kind of purity of heart that Jesus is demanding

  526. here in the Sermon on the Mount. It's only that

  527. kind of person who can give to the poor In such

  528. a way that even one's own self, let alone the

  529. watching world, will praise God for that and

  530. not oneself for doing such a thing. Only a person

  531. who's died and has been raised to life with Christ

  532. can pray, not with the confidence of the righteous

  533. person. The confidence of the person who says,

  534. I live so virtuously that God will pay attention

  535. to my prayers. No, a person who's died to self

  536. and has been risen with Christ prays with the

  537. desperate heart of a tax collector who beats

  538. his breast and says what? God have mercy on me.

  539. I'm a sinner. So at the risk of undermining everything

  540. I've said, I want to pray in front of you all.

  541. And it's very simple. Lord Jesus, we can't be

  542. these kind of disciples. We can't rise to this

  543. standard that you give us in this sermon. We

  544. can't pray. We can't fast. We can't be generous

  545. with the kind of pure hearts that you have. But

  546. we want to do this through your spirit, individually

  547. and especially as a church community at Trinity.

  548. We want to do it through the mercies of God,

  549. the mercies of God which we need. And all of

  550. this, all of this that we do, Is for you. Amen.