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When Trust Feels Fragile

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  1. Welcome to the Island's Christian Church podcast.

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  3. Thanks for joining us. If you have your, if you have

  4. your Bibles, go with me over to Exodus chapter 16.

    Exodus 16 chapter mention

  5. Exodus chapter 16 is where we're going to be.

    Exodus 16 chapter mention

  6. So you can just grab that. A few years ago, my daughter

  7. Claire, you know, I have a set of twin girls.

  8. My daughter Claire told me a story.

  9. We were just talking and she told me the story about

  10. something that had happened about a year before to her.

  11. And the story really kind of caught me by surprise.

  12. She said about a year before she was at a birthday party with her

  13. and Ava were at a birthday party down the street at a little

  14. friend's house and they were having a good time.

  15. Everything was going good. But at some point the the girl

  16. hosting the party put a movie on that Claire and Ava knew

  17. instinctively their mother would not be happy about them

  18. watching, that their mother would not want them to watch

  19. this. And so they kind of whispered

  20. back and forth to try to figure out what to do.

  21. And finally Claire spoke up and said, hey, I don't think our mom

  22. would want us to watch this. And the birthday girl retorted

  23. back to her. It's OK, she's not here at that

  24. moment. Claire said she stood up.

  25. Ava stood up with her and Claire said well, we're going home and

  26. they walked out of that house and they walked to our house.

  27. Now, when she told me the story, this was about a year after the

  28. occurrence, I was super proud of her.

  29. Obviously, wouldn't you be proud of your kid if they told you

  30. that story? Just super proud of her, but not

  31. just because of the decision. I was proud of her and I was

  32. proud of us as parents, Marianne and I, because of the trust that

  33. was behind the decision. The trust that was behind the

  34. decision. You see, she didn't make that

  35. decision because she wanted to stick out in front of a bunch of

  36. girls her age. She didn't make the decision

  37. because she was like gung ho about this movie that she

  38. shouldn't be watching. She made that decision because

  39. she trusted her mom. She made that decision because

  40. she trusted her mom. She believed that her mom had

  41. her best interest in heart. My wife has spent years with my

  42. children, not just setting boundaries, not just setting

  43. rules, but explaining those boundaries, the wisdom behind

  44. the boundaries, the why behind the what.

  45. And what happened was over time, all of our children, but

  46. especially the girls they had trust, built up that this was

  47. true. That Marianne did indeed have

  48. their best interest in mind. You know, Marianne and I, when

  49. it came to raising kids and we have four teenagers, we were

  50. never trying to just raise rule followers.

  51. We were never just trying to raise kids that would do what we

  52. told them. Do you know that?

  53. Like just do what I told you when I tell you to do it.

  54. We were never trying to do that. We were always trying to raise

  55. people who trust us. That was always our goal.

  56. We want to raise people who trust us.

  57. And because what we know is at the root of any healthy

  58. relationship is not compliance, but trust, at the root of any

  59. healthy relationship is not compliance, but trust.

  60. And that's exactly what God does with us, His people.

  61. God meets us where we are and He begins forming us not just to

  62. follow His instructions, not just to follow His rules, but He

  63. forms us to trust His heart. That's what He wants for you.

  64. He wants you to trust His heart in that.

  65. That kind of life where you're living day-to-day of trusting

  66. God's heart, trusting his character.

  67. That kind of life was called by Eugene Peterson in his book A

  68. Long Obedience in the same direction.

  69. It's a great book. He actually stole the quote from

  70. Nietzsche who was an anti God philosopher.

  71. But A long obedience in the same direction, ongoing obedience to

  72. God. Listen to me carefully.

  73. Ongoing obedience to God is founded on trust in God.

  74. Trust in God, not fear of God, not trepidation of God, but long

  75. term obedience to God is founded on trust in God.

  76. Now today let's look at how God is doing this work with the

  77. Israelites as they were leaving slavery in Egypt and headed to

  78. the Canaan land or the promised land.

  79. So if you have your Bibles Exodus chapter 16, we're going

    Exodus 16 chapter mention

  80. to jump into verses one through 3 here at first.

  81. Now this is just a few weeks after the Exodus, after a few

  82. weeks after they've left Egypt. This is what it says.

  83. The whole Israelite community set out from Elam and came to

  84. the desert of sin, which is which is between Elam and Sinai

  85. on the 15th day of the second month.

  86. After they had come out of Egypt in the desert, the whole

  87. community grumbled against Moses and Aaron.

  88. The Israelites said to them, if only we had died by the Lord's

  89. hand in Egypt. There we sat around pots of meat

  90. and ate all foods, all the food we wanted.

  91. But you have brought us into the desert to starve this entire

  92. assembly to death. So here's the first idea I want

  93. you to know this morning. Number one, difficult

  94. circumstances challenge our trust in God.

  95. Difficult circumstances challenge our trust in God.

  96. Write that down here. It is these, these, this

  97. assembly of Israelites, it's been a few weeks that they've

  98. left Egypt, a few weeks out of slavery.

  99. And they had seen God do incredible things.

  100. He led them out of slavery. He provided them with an amazing

  101. leader in Moses, right? A courageous leader.

  102. God had done this. He delivered them from the

  103. pursuing army. He parted the Red Sea, He

  104. provided for them clean water when they were in the

  105. wilderness. He stayed with them every step

  106. of the way, sustaining them. But now as they move into the

  107. desert, the deeper into the desert on their way to the

  108. promised land, they're they're hungry.

  109. And you know, we have a term when you're not just hungry, but

  110. you're hungry and you're hangry. What do we call that hangry?

  111. The Israelite people are everybody say hangry, They're

  112. hangry, they're hangry and I, I get a little hangry.

  113. So I can understand they're hungry and because they're

  114. hungry, suddenly all they can see is what they lack.

  115. That's all they can see. All they can see is what they

  116. don't have. They become blind to everything

  117. God had already done because now things are hard, things are

  118. difficult. And so they can't look in the

  119. rearview mirror and see all the faithfulness of God in the past.

  120. They can't see how God has come through for them over and over

  121. and over again. They can't see that because

  122. they're hungry and all they can see is their lack.

  123. And here's the thing, Their story is not just their story.

  124. Their story is our story as well.

  125. We are the same way. Here's a here's a truth that I

  126. just believe about religious people in general.

  127. And I think this is true about religious people of any ilk of

  128. religion. Religious people tend to operate

  129. from a false belief, and that false belief is this.

  130. They tend to think because I believe in God and I do

  131. religious things like go to church, give some money away,

  132. whatever it is, then I shouldn't face hardship.

  133. I should be spared hardship. This is a false belief many

  134. people operate under. If God is good, then nothing bad

  135. or challenging should come my way.

  136. This is, this is, and here's the thing, this is, this is, this is

  137. challenging. Most of us do not know we're

  138. operating under that false belief until something bad

  139. happens, right? It's when something bad happens

  140. in our lives and we go, whoa, whoa, whoa, wait a minute.

  141. I've been going to church. I've been giving some money

  142. away. I've been, I've been trying to

  143. be good. And this is the thinks I get.

  144. And that's when we realized that, oh, it was never the

  145. gospel or never the the God of the Bible that we were believing

  146. in. It was a religion made-up to

  147. really protect ourselves. Hey, God, if I try to be good,

  148. then you won't let anything bad happen to me.

  149. And that's when we discover it. But Jesus, Jesus challenges this

  150. false belief in the Gospel of John, chapter 16, verses 32

    John 16:32–33

  151. through 33, John records these words of Jesus.

  152. And Jesus said this, A time is coming, and in fact has come,

  153. when you will be scattered each to your own home.

  154. You will leave you all, You will leave me all alone.

  155. Yet I am not alone, for my Father is with me.

  156. I have told you these things so that in me you may have peace in

  157. this world, you will have what's that say trouble.

  158. But take heart. I have overcome the world.

  159. Jesus lays this out very clearly to for his followers.

  160. They've already left everything they've they've they've walked

  161. away from their jobs, they've walked away from their money.

  162. They've they've created a lot of insecurity in their lives to

  163. follow him for around for three years.

  164. They've already had a lot of trouble and he says to them,

  165. guys, I, I'm going to face trouble and you will too.

  166. And that now here's the thing, the reason, the reason we have

  167. this false belief that if I, if I believe in God, bad things

  168. won't happen to me is that we, that the natural disposition of

  169. our hearts is religion. And what religion says is if I'm

  170. good, God let's good things happen to me.

  171. And if something bad happens to me, then I must not have been

  172. what? I must not have been good.

  173. And so God must be punishing me. But Jesus says, you guys are all

  174. going to leave me alone. You're all going to be

  175. scattered. I'm going to be by myself,

  176. except God's going to be with me.

  177. You're all going to abandon me and reject me.

  178. And surely we wouldn't say Jesus wasn't good, right?

  179. Something bad happened to him and we wouldn't say Jesus wasn't

  180. good. And so this is a false belief we

  181. operate under. It doesn't when bad things

  182. happen in our lives, it doesn't mean that we're being punished

  183. by God. It doesn't mean that we're being

  184. abandoned by God. Now, listen to me carefully.

  185. This is a theology you have to understand.

  186. The world in in the book of Genesis, the world is under a

  187. curse. The world is under a curse, and

  188. so that the world is broken and things are not the way they're

  189. supposed to be. And in this broken world, that's

  190. not the way it's supposed to be. There will be dark days for

  191. every single person when when we leave the broken world, or

  192. better yet, when the broken world is made new, as Jesus

  193. said, at the renewal of all things, then we will no longer

  194. suffer dark days. But as long as we are members of

  195. this broken world under the curse, we will suffer as members

  196. in this earth under the curse. So difficult circumstances

  197. challenge our trust in God, and we operate under this false

  198. belief that nothing bad should happen to us when we belong to

  199. God. What happens is when something

  200. bad happens to you, you struggle to trust God.

  201. We do. We, like the Israelites, forget

  202. all of His provisions that He's given us.

  203. We forget that He's provided A Savior to walk us out of bondage

  204. and out of sin. We forget that He has given us

  205. the promise of eternal life, the promise of a new heaven and a

  206. new earth. We forget that He's been with us

  207. every step of our previous dark days.

  208. So when you look back on your life and you see the dark days

  209. you've walked through, you can see that God has been with you.

  210. But when you enter into another dark season, your trust kind of

  211. gets wobbly. It gets weak, and we forget.

  212. We forget the faithfulness of God.

  213. And when you forget, you lose trust.

  214. And friend, at the center of this whole thing is this idea of

  215. trust. The work God is doing is around

  216. trust. Trust in Him.

  217. You see what God is doing. God is forming you and me into

  218. being people who trust Him. You see, most people tend to

  219. think that following Jesus is about going to church, avoiding

  220. the big bad sins, and trying to be good.

  221. Like this is the whole. Like, this is what many people

  222. think Christianity is. This is why some people reject

  223. Christianity, by the way, right? They go, well, I don't really

  224. need Christianity to be a moral person.

  225. I could be a moral person without Christianity.

  226. But this is not what Christianity is, and this is not

  227. what God is after. God is working in your life

  228. something much deeper than just obeying the rules.

  229. Like that's not what he's after. God is forming you into a person

  230. who trusts him deeply. That's what God is doing.

  231. A person who who trusts God's heart, a person who says, I know

  232. that God has my best interest at heart.

  233. At heart I know that that he's, he's got the best intentions for

  234. me. But look, Steven, your life is

  235. falling apart. All these terrible things are

  236. happening around you. All these, all these horrible

  237. things are coming into your life.

  238. How could you believe that God is faithful?

  239. Because I trust his character. This is what God is trying to

  240. form in me. People who follow him, not just

  241. because we're told to, not just because we're afraid of

  242. something bad happening to us, but we follow him because we

  243. trust his heart, his character, and listen carefully.

  244. We trust his ways. We think his ways of doing

  245. things are just better. We just trust that.

  246. Now, am I there all the time? You're like, are you?

  247. No, I'm not. I'll tell you more about that

  248. near the end of this talk. I'm not.

  249. Are you there all the time? No.

  250. Do you, are you listening to the sermon going well?

  251. I mean, am I the only one I got to get my act together.

  252. Everybody else here trust God deeply and I don't know, they

  253. don't, they don't trust me. I spent a lot of time with

  254. people. We're we're all in this fight.

  255. We're all in this fight. And here's the thing, God is

  256. interested in this fight more than you are.

  257. In other words, as as much as you want to trust God and have a

  258. heart that relies on him, God is actually doing the work of

  259. forming you into a person who trusts Him deeply.

  260. And that's our second idea this morning #2 God trains our hearts

  261. to trust him. God trains our hearts to trust

  262. him. Write that down.

  263. He trains our hearts. So #1 difficult circumstances

  264. challenge our trust in God, but #2 God trains our hearts to

  265. trust him. Look at this Exodus verses 4 and

  266. 5 of chapter 16. This is what it says.

  267. Then the Lord said to Moses, I will rain down bread from heaven

  268. for you. The people are to go out each

  269. day and gather enough for that day.

  270. In this way I will test them and see whether they will follow My

  271. instructions. On the 6th day they are to

  272. prepare what they bring in, and that is to be twice as much as

  273. they gather on the other days. Now do you see in verse 4 this

  274. line? Look at verse 4 again, it says

  275. this. In this way I will test them and

  276. see whether they will follow my instructions.

  277. Do you see that? A test reveals what's really

  278. there. A test reveals what's really

  279. there. It shows if you take a test, it

  280. shows whether whether you have actually learned of the skill or

  281. gained of the knowledge, right? That's what a test does.

  282. It reveals what's really there. In a test from a good teacher,

  283. in a good system, a test isn't just about passing and failing.

  284. You know this, right? A test isn't just about passing

  285. and failing. A test is about development.

  286. A test is meant to prepare you for what lies ahead.

  287. That's why we're that's why we give tests.

  288. We give tests in order to prepare a person for what lies

  289. ahead. So if you're in a class learning

  290. to underwater Weld, which I would imagine would be hard, and

  291. I would imagine that you want some tests to learn how to do

  292. that, to make sure you're good at it along the way before you

  293. find yourselves, you know, in a lake welding a bridge, you want

  294. some tests along the way for the purpose of developing you think

  295. about it like a doctor. We a man goes to a woman goes to

  296. medical school, she wants to be a doctor, but she has to take

  297. tests on the way to being a doctor.

  298. Why is she taking tests? Is she taking tests to see if

  299. she can become a doctor? No, she got into medical school.

  300. Most likely she can become a doctor.

  301. She she is taking tests to prepare her for the future.

  302. She will more likely be a successful doctor if she passed

  303. some tests along the way. This is what God is doing.

  304. God is testing his people here, not to see if they pass or fail,

  305. but he's testing them to develop them.

  306. He's not just giving them food. He's teaching them to trust him.

  307. He this is the point. He's forming them into the kind

  308. of people who obey him because they trust his character and

  309. they trust his ways. And friend, you and I that we

  310. may feel like some days we don't trust God, that we just like,

  311. I'm just trying to get through this life or I'm just trying to,

  312. you know, get it, avoid as much pain and get as much comfort as

  313. I can get. And a lot of us live that way.

  314. What I'm telling you is God is working in every moment, every

  315. moment to form you into the type of person who trusts Him deeply.

  316. Now, this is important. God provided for His people,

  317. right? You will have bread every day.

  318. You have meat at night, quail at night, bread in the morning.

  319. Whoa, what a cool life, right? Never have to prepare any food.

  320. It's just always there. He provided for them in their

  321. needs, but He provided for them on His terms.

  322. And this is important. He says I'm going to give, I'm

  323. going to, I'm going to give you what you need, but I'm going to

  324. give it to you on your terms. In other words, he says I will

  325. feed you, I will give you what you need in the season, but I'm

  326. going to do it my way, the way I decide.

  327. Will you trust me? And the way he decides to do it

  328. is very specific. Daily enough for that day, not

  329. extra, not any you can store up except for on on before the

  330. Sabbath, just what they need. That's it.

  331. And and even like when he provides for the Sabbath, he

  332. provides just enough for that day and for the next day for the

  333. Sabbath. He, I love this God in his

  334. beautiful wisdom says, I'm going to provide for your daily needs

  335. and I'm even going to provide that you can have a rest like

  336. I'm going to provide. That's how rich he is.

  337. He provides for them on his terms.

  338. Now some of those people, if you go read the story, some of those

  339. people trust him. They, they believe what God

  340. says. And they get up every morning,

  341. they go collect their, their bread, they collect their manna.

  342. And even as they collect their quail just for that day, and

  343. they put them in the little pots, they're told to put them

  344. in and they have it just for that day.

  345. And that's it, right? That's all they have, but other

  346. people, they went out every morning and they would try to

  347. gather as much as possible, right.

  348. It would because they were like, you know, we get this, it's free

  349. stuff. Oh yeah.

  350. But you know, like call your mom and then everybody get here and

  351. bring bags, you know, and like you just piling it in, right?

  352. You just because this is the way we are like because we operate

  353. from the scarcity mindset, like a what we going to have for

  354. tomorrow. If we don't collect all of it

  355. today, we're not going to have enough for tomorrow.

  356. So we just piled in, piling, piling in.

  357. Well, if you go read the story, what happened is it is spoiled

  358. and it got maggots in it. If they got any extra, The only,

  359. the only thing that to collect was just for that day.

  360. That's all. That's it.

  361. You see, here's the deal. Why did God say I'll provide for

  362. you, but only from day-to-day? Why?

  363. Because it wasn't about the provision for their needs.

  364. It was always about the formation of their hearts.

  365. It wasn't about the provision of their needs, it was always about

  366. the formation of their hearts. Israel's issue is not food.

  367. That's not their issue. Their issue is trust.

  368. They think their issue is food, but that's we all think we know

  369. what our issues are. We don't.

  370. God knows what my issues are. And Israel's issues are not

  371. food. They're trust.

  372. You see, they've only ever lived under Pharaoh for 400 years.

  373. They've been slaves, and what the slaveholder has done for

  374. them is provided their needs. Remember, they said it would

  375. have been better for us to die at the Lord's hand in Egypt.

  376. There we sat around pots of meat.

  377. In other words, we had plenty with a slaveholder who did not

  378. have their best intentions at heart, who was just trying to

  379. hold them for their labor. The slaveholder gave them all

  380. that they needed for food. But God is not trying to create

  381. slaves out of us. God is trying to create free men

  382. and free women who love him and who follow him out of us.

  383. And at the root of that, we have to be people who trust him.

  384. And so these Israelites, they have learned how to survive

  385. under Pharaoh, but they did not yet know how to walk as free men

  386. and free women with God. And that's the reason God

  387. provides the way he does. I mean, think about this.

  388. God could have given a storehouse of food.

  389. He could have been like, here's a barn and you guys, it's we're

  390. just going to, we're going to drag this barn around everywhere

  391. you go, so you got all the food you're going to need.

  392. He could have done that easily. He could have removed all the

  393. uncertainty in your life of following God, of trying to be a

  394. Christian. Have you ever wanted God just to

  395. remove all the uncertainty? I mean, I have most days, every

  396. day. I just want God.

  397. If you just tell me how this is going to go, tell me what's

  398. going to. I've had people tell me that if

  399. I just knew how it was all going to end up, I'd be OK.

  400. This is what we want. And here's a moment where God

  401. could have removed all uncertainty from his people.

  402. And he doesn't remove all uncertainty.

  403. He leaves them in this day-to-day uncertainty.

  404. Could you imagine every night you go to bed going, you think

  405. there's going to be bread again tomorrow?

  406. I mean there has been for like 6 months.

  407. I mean it probably, but could it end tomorrow?

  408. I mean it could end tomorrow. If it ends tomorrow, what we're

  409. going to eat, I don't know. We'll have to figure that out.

  410. Then like we hear the storm, we go, man, God, you could have

  411. removed all uncertainty. Well, the issue for God isn't

  412. that we get our needs met. The issue for God is that we

  413. become people who are trusting Him.

  414. And so he trains us. His goal was not to just feed

  415. them. It was to form them, to teach

  416. them to trust Him one day at a time.

  417. And here's the thing about obedience.

  418. If you're going to obey God, it is always connected to trust

  419. God. It always is.

  420. And as they learn to trust Him, they would learn to obey Him.

  421. So God provides for us during our trials and our dark days,

  422. even when we are tempted to mistrust Him, even when we are

  423. grumbling and complaining. Because God is more concerned

  424. about your formation than you are.

  425. You were concerned about the next meal, the next certainty of

  426. things working out. God is going, no, I care more

  427. about your heart and who your heart trust.

  428. And this leads us to our final idea.

  429. God is faithful even when we struggle to trust him.

  430. So number one was difficult circumstances challenge our

  431. trust in God and #2 was God trains our hearts to trust him.

  432. And #3 God is faithful even when we struggle to trust Him.

  433. Listen to this in Exodus chapter 16 verses 6 through 10.

    Exodus 16:6–10

  434. It says so Moses and Aaron said to all the Israelites in the

  435. evening you will know that it was the Lord who brought you out

  436. of Egypt in the morning. You will see that the glory of

  437. the Lord, because He has heard your grumbling against Him.

  438. Who are we that you should grumble against us?

  439. Moses also said you will know that it was the Lord when he

  440. gives you meat to eat in the evening and all the bread you

  441. want in the morning, because he has heard you're grumbling

  442. against Him. Who are we?

  443. You are grumbling against us. You are not grumbling against

  444. us, but against the Lord. Now I've told you this before,

  445. Whenever the Bible writers repeat something twice, you pay

  446. attention. So two times, right?

  447. Exodus says you aren't grumbling against us, you're grumbling

  448. against the Lord and then verse 9 then Moses told Aaron say to

  449. the entire Israelite community, come before the Lord for he has

  450. heard your grumbling. Verse 10, while Aaron was

  451. speaking to the whole Israelite community, they looked toward

  452. the desert and there was the glory of the Lord appearing in

  453. the cloud. And man, I read the story.

  454. I feel so bad for Moses and Aaron because they are wore out.

  455. I've been a leader who people complain to.

  456. It's hard, right? And he's the whole nation's

  457. complaining to, to him. Moses and Aaron are worn out by

  458. the people's constant complaining.

  459. And Moses tells Aaron to gather everyone together and here they

  460. are. They, they get everybody

  461. together for, for Aaron to give them the news of what's going to

  462. happen. And they're just weeks away from

  463. being, having been freed from slavery.

  464. And here they are grumbling against God.

  465. And Aaron puts them all together and the whole community is

  466. assembled and something unexpected happens.

  467. They look out over the desert and what do they see?

  468. They see the glory of the Lord. Think about that.

  469. They are grumbling and complaining.

  470. And Exodus says very clearly they're grumbling and

  471. complaining against God, and God shows them his glory.

  472. Isn't that cool? You see, what we tend to think

  473. is that if I mistrust God, God's going to punish me because our

  474. natural disposition is religion. We just think like religious

  475. people. If I mistrust God, God's going

  476. to punish me. But what this story teaches us

  477. is that God does not respond to their mistrust with punishment.

  478. He responds to their mistrust with presence.

  479. That's beautiful. He reveals himself to them even

  480. as they are doubting him. Aren't you grateful that God is

  481. not like us? Aren't you easily offended when

  482. someone doesn't trust you? I am.

  483. I'm easily offended if you don't trust me.

  484. Here's God. He is not easily offended.

  485. He's not quick to pull away. He's committed to His people,

  486. committed to their formation. He not only provides for them in

  487. the daily bread, but he and he trains them to trust him every

  488. single day. But listen to this.

  489. He gives them his presence to strengthen them in that trust.

  490. He says, I'm not just going to ask you to trust me blindly.

  491. Isn't this beautiful? I'm not just going to ask you to

  492. trust me blindly. I'm going to give you, I'm going

  493. to show you my glory. I'm going to show you my

  494. presence to to strengthen that trust.

  495. And friend, God has done the same thing for you and I, if you

  496. are a believer in Jesus Christ. God has done the same thing for

  497. you and me if you are a believer in Jesus Christ.

  498. When we place our faith in Christ, the Bible says that we

  499. receive the Holy Spirit, the indwelling of the Holy Spirit.

  500. He comes to dwell within us. And the Holy Spirit reminds us

  501. again and again that God is with us.

  502. Even when our trust feels weak, even when our faith is

  503. struggling. He comforts us with this truth.

  504. He is with us and he does this. The Holy Spirit does this in

  505. many ways. He does it by gathering into

  506. worship. Have you ever come to worship

  507. left and went home? Yeah, I think God did some work

  508. in my heart today. Right.

  509. Like he does it that way. He does it.

  510. He does it when you do acts of service for other people, God

  511. comes alongside you and strengthens you and he shows you

  512. himself as you serve other people.

  513. He does it through the through the Scripture.

  514. When you spend time. Have you ever read the Bible and

  515. thought, oh, man, I feel like this is talking to me right now.

  516. I feel like this book knows me. He does he that's the Holy

  517. Spirit showing you that he's with you, that he's present with

  518. you, but he also does it with the people that are around you.

  519. In other words, your brothers and sisters in Christ.

  520. This is why being in a community and being in a small group is so

  521. important. Because it's in that community

  522. that you are reminded that that what the Holy Spirit's telling

  523. you is true, that God's presence is with you.

  524. And I've experienced this personally.

  525. A couple years ago, my daughter Ava was hospitalized for like 2

  526. weeks in Choa and in Atlanta that chose in Atlanta and

  527. Marianne was there with her the entire time and I was at home

  528. with the other children the whole time.

  529. And it was one of those seasons if, and this is just a couple

  530. years ago, it was one of those seasons where it was dark, it

  531. was heavy. And for me it was really hard to

  532. keep trusting God. My kid was really sick, really

  533. bad off, and they couldn't get her back on track.

  534. And I was angry and sad and frustrated and trying to preach

  535. sermons. And in that time, dear friends

  536. of ours who live South of Atlanta, George and Renee

  537. Dillard, who's a preacher at a church and was my childhood

  538. preacher, and Marion's childhood preachers.

  539. We grew up. He and Renee drove from South

  540. Atlanta to Choa to go see their best friend, Ava.

  541. They brought her gifts, they prayed with her, they gave

  542. flowers, and they actually went a second time.

  543. In the middle of my, like, struggling to trust that God was

  544. taking care of this moment, He reminded me that he was present.

  545. It was one of those moments where you kind of go, I'm

  546. holding on. It is difficult to trust you

  547. right now, God. And then you hear about these

  548. friends who go and love your child in the midst of your

  549. child's pain. And it's like looking across the

  550. desert at a cloud and going, oh, yeah, God is with me.

  551. He's present. And that trains me to trust him

  552. deeper. This is what God does.

  553. He doesn't get frustrated at me. He doesn't get annoyed with me.

  554. God is so committed to forming in me and in you.

  555. Trust. He is so committed to walking

  556. with us over the long haul that he doesn't back down when you

  557. grumble. He doesn't back down when you

  558. mistrust. He doesn't back down when you

  559. struggle. No, he doesn't step back.

  560. He steps in. He reminds us.

  561. He shows us his glory. He makes his presence known.

  562. He says, hey, I'm with you in the middle of this.

  563. Even though you and I struggle to trust him, God remains

  564. faithful. He is faithful even though we

  565. struggle. So this morning, difficult

  566. circumstances will challenge our trust in God.

  567. They will. I'm not going to lie to you,

  568. they will. They do me.

  569. But God provides for us on His terms, and He trains our hearts

  570. to trust Him. And even when you and I struggle

  571. to trust God, He gives us His presence to strengthen us.

  572. You see, God is forming you into something, and what He's

  573. developing you for is for something in your future, for

  574. His glory, and for His purposes. In other words, there's a reason

  575. why He wants us to be people who trust Him.

  576. There's something coming. Just like for the Doctor Who's

  577. tested, there's something coming for the believer who is learning

  578. to trust. There's something coming.

  579. God is forming you for a purpose.

  580. Now hear me say this very clearly.

  581. This may be the most important sentence of the entire talk.

  582. The foundation of the whole Christian life is not your

  583. faithfulness to God, but God's faithfulness to you.

  584. It is not how strong you feel today or how much you trust God

  585. today. It's not whether you pass the

  586. test every time 1 comes. That's not the case at all.

  587. The foundation of our life with Christ is this.

  588. Even when we struggle, He is steady.

  589. Even when we are faithless, He is faithful.

  590. So here's the invitation. Trust Him today, not tomorrow

  591. when you think everything's going to make sense, which by

  592. the way, it won't. Not tomorrow when you think

  593. you're going to feel stronger, you won't.

  594. Trust Him today with today's needs, today's provision,

  595. today's presence, and tomorrow. Guess what?

  596. He'll be there. He'll be there.

  597. You're not there yet, but He'll be there when you get there.

  598. You see, this is how God forms a life of trust.

  599. Not all at once, but one day at a time, one drop of mana at a

  600. time. And as you trust Him to provide

  601. for you every day, you will begin to see what's been true

  602. all along, that God has been with you, that he's providing,

  603. that he's training, that he is showing up.

  604. And when your trust is small, his faithfulness is sure.

  605. So remember this, friend. When your life is hard, God is

  606. at work, He is still faithful. When your life is hard, God is

  607. at work. He is still faithful.

  608. God is at work. Will you stand with me?

  609. Father, thank you that you've given us this time to gather to

  610. worship and sing. Thank you for the musicians and

  611. the singers who led us into your presence this morning.

  612. Thank you that we were able to unpack your word.

  613. I pray that that we would be a church made it for people who

  614. are learning to trust you daily. We pray this with all of our

  615. hearts in Christ's name, Amen. Thank you friends, have a great

  616. Master Sunday.