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Dignity & Humility

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  1. Thank you for praying this week out in Spain. This week we have some stuff up, ministers and missionaries checking over there. It was a really encouraging time. And Jose Sigourvia, who we support, it was really good to see his work and to see many other really faithful men, people that have devoted decades to small churches and yet are beginning to see growth.

  2. So it's a really good time. Now in July and August, I'd like to kind of prepare for next year, the next academic year. And a couple of people are going to preach tonight and I'm going to give you some of the fruit of what I'm reading at the moment. I'm doing a ministers conference in October and I'm going to speak on the Apostle Paul as a minister.

  3. And so tonight I want you to pretend you're all ministers. The Apostle Paul is a great model. He's a great apostle, isn't he? We look into him as the one who has written so much of the New Testament. He is unrepeatable in that sense.

  4. He is a great model as a minister, he is a great minister, as a church leader, and he is a model as a Christian. And so tonight you might have to do a little bit of the work of application on your own to see how this applies to you.

  5. But I hope you'll be as excited as I am in what we've found.

  6. I want to speak tonight on the Apostle Paul and self. And self image, if I can put it like that. I don't know what your self image is. I hope you don't think about it that much.

  7. But we live in an age where people are obsessed with me and self. And I don't want to go potholing into the subconscious of the Apostle Paul tonight. Because the Apostle Paul was a Jesus Christ centred man.

  8. And the Apostle was not interested in himself. He was not preoccupied with himself. His desire was to know him, to know Christ.

  9. And in a generation that is self absorbed, we have to be a church that is Jesus Christ absorbed.

  10. But I do think we have to have a balance of a biblical view of ourselves.

  11. And a person's self concept will go a long way towards determining his worth.

  12. If we've got too high an opinion of ourselves, or too low an opinion of ourselves, then that will be shown in our lives.

  13. The worship of the temple of Apollo and Delphi entered into the temple under the motto,

  14. And that will be shown in our lives.

  15. When you see someone who is angry with people, that person is often angry with themselves.

  16. And is simply venting that anger on other people.

  17. A person who is insecure in themselves, they will be touchy and self protective.

  18. And they'll be quick to take offence when they're disintended.

  19. And so I think it's really important that we see ourselves as we should in the light of the Bible.

  20. And the Apostle Paul is a really great example.

  21. How did Paul see himself?

  22. We can give a really complex answer to that.

  23. But I want to hold in tonight on two things.

  24. Two strands from his self concept.

  25. And on one level they seem to be contradictory.

  26. But in fact they are complementary and both are vitally necessary.

  27. So we're going to see in Paul number one, dignity.

  28. And number two, humility.

  29. Paul took his job as a leader in Christ's church with extreme seriousness.

  30. The Apostle Paul believed that he was a man of destiny.

  31. He believed that he was a chosen instrument of God.

  32. And the Apostle Paul believed that he was somebody who was engaged in a work of supreme importance.

  33. And I will show you that in three ways.

  34. First he had great dignity in what he was doing.

  35. Because he considered the purpose for which he'd been set apart.

  36. He considered the purpose of his life to which he'd been set apart.

  37. And we're going to begin in his mother's womb, bizarrely.

  38. As his starting point.

  39. He seeks to understand himself.

  40. And explain himself.

  41. And the Apostle Paul that we read of in the New Testament believed that he had been a man set apart.

  42. I'm going to give you lots of Bible tonight.

  43. But I'm not going to get you to turn into the references.

  44. If you want them you can ask me later.

  45. In Galatians chapter 1 and verse 15.

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  46. He says, God has set me apart even from my mother's womb.

  47. And the movie which he uses now means separation.

  48. That even when he was in his mother's womb.

  49. He was set apart for a specific or expressed purpose.

  50. Set apart for a purpose from my mother's womb.

  51. The same word is used in the Greek translation of the Old Testament.

  52. The firstborn was set apart for God.

  53. The first fruits of the harvest were set apart for God.

  54. The Levites, the priests of the Old Testament.

  55. They were set apart for God.

  56. And again and again the word is used for the people and the things which were separate from God.

  57. And so in the New Testament we see the same word used in Acts 32.

  58. The Holy Spirit set me apart, says Paul.

  59. Set apart Barnabas and Saul for the work to which I call them.

  60. He begins his great letter to the Romans.

  61. And he says that he has been set apart for the gospel of God.

  62. That God has set him apart for a specific purpose.

  63. He was set apart for the gospel of God.

  64. But more specifically he was set apart by God to be a missionary preacher.

  65. To be someone who would bring the gospel to the nations.

  66. If you know your Bibles and all you'll be familiar with Jeremiah chapter 1.

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  67. Where God says in this amazing verse.

  68. Before I formed you in the womb I knew you.

  69. Before you were born I set you apart.

  70. I appointed you as a prophet to the nations.

  71. And Paul is very self-consciously echoing those words from Jeremiah 1 in Galatians 1.15.

  72. God set me apart from my mother's womb so that I might preach, I might teach him.

  73. Among the Gentiles or among the nations.

  74. And Jeremiah was set apart to be a preacher.

  75. And so was Paul from the very first moment of his life.

  76. There's another parallel in Isaiah chapter 49.

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  77. In one of those servant passages which looked forward to the Lord Jesus.

  78. And Isaiah says, listen to me you islands.

  79. Hear this you distant nations.

  80. Before I was born the Lord called me.

  81. From my birth he's made mention of my name.

  82. And now the Lord says, he who formed me in the womb.

  83. To be his servant.

  84. To bring Jacob back to him.

  85. And gather Israel to himself.

  86. Is it too small a thing?

  87. For you to be my servant.

  88. To restore the tribes of Jacob.

  89. And to bring back those of Israel I've cared.

  90. I will make you a light to the Gentiles.

  91. To the nations.

  92. So that you may bring my salvation to the ends of the earth.

  93. And again there's a parallel isn't there?

  94. The apostle Paul knows that passage from Isaiah.

  95. And Paul sees him as part of the Messiah of the Lord's people.

  96. That he continues the Messiah's mission.

  97. The servant of the Lord.

  98. Taking the gospel of God.

  99. The message of God.

  100. To the ends of the earth.

  101. And so it's a tremendously high view.

  102. Of what he was to do.

  103. It's a tremendously high concept of his calling.

  104. He's been marked out from all eternity.

  105. By God for mighty purpose.

  106. He's been called and shaped in time.

  107. To be God's chosen instrument.

  108. His Jewish background.

  109. His rabbinical teaching.

  110. His knowledge of the Greek language and culture.

  111. His Roman citizenship.

  112. All those have been worked together by God.

  113. To equip and prepare the apostle Paul.

  114. For the work that he was interested to do.

  115. And that gave him tremendous dignity and authority.

  116. As he thought of his calling.

  117. Or you can think of the way secondly he speaks of himself.

  118. How does the apostle Paul describe himself?

  119. Take his favourite term which is apostle.

  120. And apostle means the saint one.

  121. The saint one by a superior on a mission of great importance.

  122. The representative of a man.

  123. The one sent by a man.

  124. Is as a man himself.

  125. So if you've seen the representative.

  126. If you've met the apostle.

  127. You've met the risen Christ.

  128. The apostle of God is as God himself.

  129. The apostle of Christ is as Christ himself.

  130. That's why we don't have apostles today.

  131. New Testament says that the apostle was to be a witness of the resurrection of the Lord Jesus.

  132. Who has been directly and personally commissioned by Jesus himself.

  133. He is a man who has been chosen by God.

  134. To receive the message of Christ.

  135. It's a term of immense dignity and authority.

  136. And privilege.

  137. And in 10 of the 13 letters that we have from the apostle Paul he uses it.

  138. He is called to be an apostle of Christ Jesus by the will of God 1 Corinthians.

  139. He is an apostle not sent from men nor by man.

  140. But by Jesus Christ and God the Father.

  141. That's Galatians.

  142. He is an apostle of Christ Jesus by the command of God our Saviour and of Jesus Christ our home.

  143. He is no self made apostle.

  144. He's a false apostle.

  145. But an apostle who has received his commission from the risen Christ.

  146. Well think of the term servant.

  147. How often Paul uses that word when he describes himself.

  148. He says Paul and Timothy servants of Christ.

  149. Paul a servant of Christ Jesus.

  150. When we think about the word servant.

  151. We often think don't we immediately of humility.

  152. Of the word slave.

  153. And I think there is a sense in which that's right.

  154. But the New Testament uses it in a slightly different way.

  155. Our mind raises to submission and humility and loneliness.

  156. The fact that he has no rights at all before his master.

  157. Paul believed that in many ways.

  158. He did believe that.

  159. In writing to the Corinthians.

  160. After there was that kind of a superstar personality in college.

  161. He says after all what is Apollos?

  162. What is Paul?

  163. What are we but servants?

  164. But I think when the apostle Paul calls himself a servant.

  165. He's not actually using that in there as a term of humility.

  166. He is a servant of Christ.

  167. It's rather a badge of honour.

  168. And authority.

  169. It's one of those times when New Testament words have New Testament meanings.

  170. Sometimes we have to go back to the Old Testament.

  171. To find out what the New Testament is speaking about.

  172. They give us the meaning.

  173. And so think of the servant of the Lord in the Old Testament.

  174. Abraham.

  175. The Lord's servant.

  176. Moses.

  177. My servant.

  178. David.

  179. My servant.

  180. Isaiah.

  181. God's servant.

  182. My servant.

  183. My servant.

  184. The prophets.

  185. And the servant of all servants.

  186. Was Jesus Christ.

  187. And when Paul says a servant of Christ Jesus.

  188. He's not particularly at that point expressing.

  189. At that very point.

  190. Humility.

  191. Although he felt it.

  192. He is overwhelmed with dignity.

  193. He is overwhelmed.

  194. With honour.

  195. That he is.

  196. The servant of Christ.

  197. He is privileged.

  198. To bear that name.

  199. It was said.

  200. Wasn't it.

  201. That the slaves of Caesar.

  202. Rejoiced to be known.

  203. As his servants.

  204. Paul says.

  205. I am a servant of Christ.

  206. He remembers that encounter with Jesus.

  207. And when he first met the Lord Jesus.

  208. And he kneels on that road.

  209. And the glorious figure.

  210. Of the Lord Jesus.

  211. Appears to him.

  212. To appoint him as a servant.

  213. And as a witness.

  214. Of what you've seen of me.

  215. It's a term of great dignity.

  216. And privilege.

  217. Think of some of the other words.

  218. That he uses.

  219. He says.

  220. We are Christ's ambassadors.

  221. A plenicentary of the King.

  222. The ambassador goes.

  223. To entreat.

  224. He goes.

  225. With terms of peace.

  226. To those who need it.

  227. He says.

  228. Of this gospel.

  229. I was appointed a herald.

  230. To Timothy chapter 1.

  231. Verse 11.

  232. Bearing a message from the King.

  233. With all the authority of the King.

  234. Behind it.

  235. Let a man show account of us.

  236. As stewards.

  237. Stewards of the mystery of God.

  238. 1 Corinthians 4.

  239. A steward.

  240. One who is entrusted.

  241. With another person's goods.

  242. And has the responsibility.

  243. Of his friends and them.

  244. He says.

  245. We speak as men.

  246. Approved by God.

  247. Entrusted with the gospel.

  248. We are God's fellow workers.

  249. And when you put all those things together.

  250. There is mighty privilege.

  251. And responsibility.

  252. And Paul says.

  253. By his grace.

  254. This is what I am.

  255. Or you can look thirdly.

  256. At the authority.

  257. That he exercised.

  258. Paul was not a non-entity.

  259. Paul was not a man.

  260. Who was easy to push aside.

  261. Or to ignore.

  262. He was a man of weight.

  263. Of force.

  264. Of strength.

  265. Of self-conscious authority.

  266. And we see it.

  267. In his relationships.

  268. With people who are not Christians.

  269. In Cyprus.

  270. Where the Bible.

  271. Moves from calling him Saul.

  272. To Paul.

  273. And he confronts the sorceress.

  274. With vigor and authority.

  275. He says.

  276. You are a child of the devil.

  277. And an enemy of everything that is right.

  278. And the hand of the Lord is against you.

  279. And we see him standing.

  280. And afraid.

  281. In Athens.

  282. Before the kind of intelligentsia of the day.

  283. In Areopagus.

  284. And he's not intimidated.

  285. He's not embarrassed.

  286. And he speaks to these men.

  287. With power.

  288. And with authority.

  289. And he's not apologising.

  290. Here is a man.

  291. With weight.

  292. He can stand before.

  293. Governor Felix.

  294. And strike fear.

  295. Into his heart.

  296. He speaks to the government.

  297. Of his day.

  298. About self-control.

  299. And righteousness.

  300. And judgment to come.

  301. He chose the king Agrippa.

  302. And he says to the king Agrippa.

  303. Do you believe the prophets?

  304. It's a tremendous force of authority.

  305. He's sailing to Rome.

  306. And there's a great storm.

  307. There's going to be a shipwreck.

  308. And Paul.

  309. Emerges as the leader.

  310. The one to whom men turn for advice.

  311. And counsel.

  312. What force there is in this man.

  313. And when we think of his authority.

  314. To believers and Christians.

  315. When his authority was attacked.

  316. Like it was in Galatians.

  317. Galatians.

  318. He takes pain.

  319. To defend his office.

  320. With passion.

  321. He says.

  322. If you go to church.

  323. And if anyone is preaching.

  324. A gospel to you.

  325. Other than the one you accepted.

  326. Other than the one I preached to you.

  327. Or even an angel preached to you.

  328. Let him be accursed.

  329. He says.

  330. I'm really astonished with you Galatians.

  331. That you are quickly deserting.

  332. The one who called you.

  333. By the grace of Christ.

  334. Let no one cause me trouble.

  335. For I bear on my body.

  336. The marks of Jesus.

  337. Or in Corinth.

  338. Right.

  339. He said.

  340. Do you need some.

  341. Letters of recommendation to you.

  342. Or from you.

  343. Do I need that?

  344. Do I need letters of recommendation for you.

  345. You know that you are a letter from Christ.

  346. A result of our ministry.

  347. And that is why I write these things.

  348. That when I come.

  349. I might not have to be harsh.

  350. In my use of authority.

  351. Even in the letters.

  352. Where Paul doesn't use the word apostle.

  353. That note of authority is evident.

  354. We command you.

  355. He says in 2 Thessalonians.

  356. If anyone does not obey our instructions.

  357. Take special note of him.

  358. Philemon.

  359. Where Paul is so tactful.

  360. And gentle.

  361. But there is an iron glove in that fist.

  362. In Philemon.

  363. He says.

  364. Although in Christ Jesus.

  365. I could be bold.

  366. And I could order you.

  367. To do what you ought to do.

  368. Yet I appeal to you.

  369. On the basis of love.

  370. And everywhere in the New Testament.

  371. The impression is given.

  372. Of a man who is convinced.

  373. That he holds a position.

  374. Of vital.

  375. Vital importance.

  376. His authority isn't to be disregarded.

  377. His preaching is to be received.

  378. As the word of God.

  379. As it actually is.

  380. One Thessalonians.

  381. He's a rock like man.

  382. He's a man of strength.

  383. And courage and force.

  384. And yet at the same time.

  385. In this same person.

  386. There is a great deep consciousness of sin.

  387. And unworthiness.

  388. He says.

  389. I'm the least of the apostles.

  390. And so certainly.

  391. Let's see the humility.

  392. Of the Christian leader.

  393. He says.

  394. I do not even deserve to be called an apostle.

  395. He describes himself.

  396. As less.

  397. Than the least.

  398. Of all the saints.

  399. Have you ever thought about that?

  400. Logically.

  401. Doesn't even make any sense.

  402. Does it?

  403. How can you be less.

  404. Than the least.

  405. You can't be.

  406. Paul would say.

  407. I am.

  408. Some of the statements.

  409. By the apostle Paul.

  410. Are taken by many people.

  411. With a large pinch of salt.

  412. Some people think.

  413. There is a morbid sense.

  414. Of guilt.

  415. Here was a tormented man.

  416. A psychologically disturbed man.

  417. Who had a guilt complex.

  418. Who was driven by demons.

  419. And self-loathing.

  420. Nietzsche described Paul.

  421. As a much tortured.

  422. Much to be pitied man.

  423. An exceedingly unpleasant person.

  424. Both to himself.

  425. And to others.

  426. Others suggest.

  427. That he is guilty.

  428. Of just a little.

  429. Pardonable exaggeration.

  430. That he is painting.

  431. His sin.

  432. In kind of.

  433. Dark colors.

  434. So that other people.

  435. Might not.

  436. Feel so bad at him.

  437. He is saying.

  438. Oh.

  439. I am as bad as you.

  440. I am worse than you.

  441. I am the chief of sinners.

  442. But actually.

  443. You know.

  444. What he is doing.

  445. Is not exaggerating.

  446. Paul meant.

  447. What he said.

  448. And I think again.

  449. That shows us.

  450. In three ways.

  451. First of all.

  452. Paul was humble.

  453. Because of his past sins.

  454. The memory.

  455. Never left.

  456. The apostle Paul.

  457. Of his pre-conversion life.

  458. The terrible sins.

  459. Against God.

  460. That Paul committed.

  461. By persecuting his people.

  462. His first appearance.

  463. In the bible.

  464. Is at the martyrdom.

  465. Of Stephen.

  466. Where the first Christian preacher.

  467. Is stoned.

  468. And it says.

  469. In Acts 8.

  470. Verse.

  471. Is when Paul is giving approval.

  472. And it's a present.

  473. Continuous tense.

  474. He's there giving approval.

  475. He wasn't there.

  476. Thinking.

  477. This is a terrible thing.

  478. That should never have happened.

  479. Paul's first settled conviction.

  480. Was that the death of Stephen.

  481. Was a good thing.

  482. He went home that evening.

  483. And he said to his wife.

  484. It was a good day today.

  485. The right thing happened.

  486. And he woke up.

  487. The following morning.

  488. And he still thought.

  489. It was a good thing.

  490. He approved.

  491. But in Acts 8.

  492. Three.

  493. There's a particularly.

  494. Horrid word.

  495. Where it says.

  496. Paul made havoc.

  497. Of the church.

  498. It's used often.

  499. Of a wild animal.

  500. In its angry.

  501. Destructive.

  502. Behaviour.

  503. It's like a bull.

  504. Getting into a vineyard.

  505. And feeling trapped.

  506. And there's furious rage.

  507. And in his fury.

  508. And in his rage.

  509. He went from house to house.

  510. And he dragged off.

  511. Men and women.

  512. And he put them in prison.

  513. And he says.

  514. I persecuted followers.

  515. Of the way.

  516. To their death.

  517. And then.

  518. When they were put to death.

  519. I cast my vote against them.

  520. I went from synagogue.

  521. To synagogue.

  522. To have them punished.

  523. He writes to the Galatians.

  524. You've heard of my previous life.

  525. Way of life.

  526. In Judaism.

  527. How intensely.

  528. I kept on.

  529. Persecuting.

  530. The church of God.

  531. And I tried to.

  532. Ravage.

  533. And sack it.

  534. As a city.

  535. Is sacked.

  536. By an invading army.

  537. It's a frightful.

  538. Fanaticism.

  539. In the apostle Paul.

  540. Even.

  541. Terrorism.

  542. Hendrickson says.

  543. Paul can never forget those days.

  544. A blasphemer.

  545. And persecutor.

  546. And a violent man.

  547. He'd been a great sinner.

  548. And the memory of what he'd done.

  549. Kept him humble.

  550. Secondly.

  551. Here's the shocking thing to us.

  552. He was humble.

  553. Humbled.

  554. By his past righteousness.

  555. It was not only his past persecution.

  556. And the things that he'd done against the church.

  557. That caused him regret.

  558. But Paul came to see his righteousness.

  559. His law keeping.

  560. His religiosity.

  561. That too was sin.

  562. He expressed it clearly in the passage that we read.

  563. That once he put confidence in his own flesh.

  564. Once he put confidence that he was a Jew in pedigree.

  565. That he had an impeccable upbringing.

  566. As to the righteousness of the law.

  567. I'm blameless.

  568. He said.

  569. I considered it to my profit.

  570. I relied on it.

  571. I raised my assurance.

  572. That I was a religious person.

  573. He took his law keeping.

  574. And Paul presented it to God.

  575. And said to God.

  576. God you have to forgive me.

  577. Look.

  578. God.

  579. And now he says.

  580. Whatever was my profit.

  581. I now consider lost.

  582. The sake of Christ.

  583. And he glories in Christ Jesus.

  584. And he says.

  585. Put no confidence in the flesh.

  586. He's abandoned all the works of the Lord.

  587. He's abandoned trying to be religious.

  588. I consider the rubbish.

  589. That I may gain Christ and be found in him.

  590. Not having a righteousness of my own.

  591. That comes from the Lord.

  592. But now.

  593. All I hope.

  594. All my trust.

  595. Is found in faith in Christ.

  596. That is my only hope.

  597. And that righteousness.

  598. Comes from what God is by faith.

  599. And Paul is saying something.

  600. Very very profound to you and I.

  601. But the religious person.

  602. The respectable person.

  603. Is living a life.

  604. Which is fundamentally sinful.

  605. Why?

  606. Because he's not relying on God's grace.

  607. He's relying on himself.

  608. For himself.

  609. The religious person.

  610. Is misusing the law.

  611. To try and place God.

  612. Under an obligation to him.

  613. To maintain himself.

  614. In God's presence.

  615. Herman Riddinost says this.

  616. Boasting in the law.

  617. In trying to burden away to people.

  618. And go on.

  619. Boasting in the law.

  620. Is fatal.

  621. Because it no longer relies.

  622. On the grace of God himself.

  623. But on man's activity.

  624. In this manner.

  625. Man becomes confident.

  626. And strong.

  627. Against God.

  628. The flesh boasts itself.

  629. Instead of boasting about God.

  630. Zeal.

  631. Zeal for the law.

  632. Can alienate a man from God.

  633. And has precisely the effect.

  634. Of making him a sinner.

  635. Riddinost goes on to say.

  636. This confronts man.

  637. Not only with his deficiency.

  638. But casts his gain.

  639. What he thinks he's done.

  640. Into the balance.

  641. And compels him.

  642. To not only acknowledge his sin.

  643. But to renounce his very virtues.

  644. To renounce his very virtues.

  645. Before God.

  646. To become a Christian.

  647. You have to come to see.

  648. That your whole life.

  649. Like my whole life.

  650. Has been an offence.

  651. To the God of grace.

  652. His law keeping.

  653. Was sinful.

  654. As well as his law breaking.

  655. To be a Christian.

  656. You have to realise.

  657. That you are sinful.

  658. When you're at your very worst.

  659. And we've been sinful.

  660. When we've been at our very best.

  661. As the Apostle Paul.

  662. His righteousness.

  663. His past righteousness.

  664. What he thought.

  665. Had got him right with God.

  666. Captain Humboldt.

  667. His arrogance.

  668. And pride.

  669. Preeding myself.

  670. And boasting before God.

  671. What my sin.

  672. My sin.

  673. Thirdly.

  674. By greeting.

  675. The present struggle.

  676. Captain Humboldt.

  677. Paul knew nothing.

  678. Of the Christian leader.

  679. Who presents himself.

  680. As a kind of.

  681. Spiritual superman.

  682. That is far removed.

  683. From the ordinary.

  684. Frailties.

  685. And weaknesses.

  686. He acknowledged.

  687. His imperfections.

  688. And his struggles.

  689. And his defeats.

  690. Listen to him.

  691. From Romans 7.

  692. What I want to do.

  693. I do not do.

  694. But what I hate.

  695. I do.

  696. I have a desire.

  697. To do what is good.

  698. But I cannot carry it out.

  699. For what I do.

  700. Is not the good.

  701. I want to do.

  702. No.

  703. The evil that I want.

  704. I do not want to do.

  705. This I keep on doing.

  706. There is a lot of controversy.

  707. There is a lot of controversy.

  708. About that passage.

  709. Isn't there.

  710. Who is he speaking about.

  711. Let me ask you this.

  712. When you first read that.

  713. Doesn't that passage.

  714. Chine.

  715. With your heart.

  716. Doesn't it.

  717. Charles Hodge says

  718. the inward conflict here described

  719. every Christian understands

  720. and that is right

  721. Apostle Paul says

  722. I'm a man like you

  723. you remember how he spoke to his goal

  724. in Philippians 3

  725. his great goal

  726. was to know Christ

  727. we read it but immediately afterwards

  728. he says don't mistake me

  729. it's not that I've already obtained this

  730. or I'm already perfect

  731. that is my aspiration

  732. but it's not my achievement

  733. that's my goal

  734. I have reached it

  735. and he acknowledges his creaturely weakness

  736. he speaks of

  737. three men that came to visit him

  738. in prison

  739. and he says I was encouraged by them

  740. I needed them

  741. I was lonely

  742. his experience in Asia

  743. when he was under great pressure

  744. Charles the Corinthians

  745. he says we are hard pressed

  746. on every side

  747. we are perplexed

  748. for certain Christians

  749. they're never perplexed today

  750. but you and I

  751. we are perplexed aren't we

  752. some people pretend

  753. they know all the answers

  754. Paul says

  755. I didn't know what to do

  756. I think that's fine

  757. in an elders meeting

  758. I think that's fine sometimes

  759. in a Christian

  760. I don't know what to do

  761. you've got a thorn in the flesh

  762. and he doesn't say

  763. he doesn't say

  764. well I knew at once

  765. I had this strange feeling

  766. that this was something

  767. I was going to have to live with

  768. all my life

  769. this difficulty

  770. Paul says

  771. I had to pray on and on and on

  772. and the Lord had to tell me

  773. listen for

  774. you're not going to have to live with this

  775. he's an intense human man

  776. he says to the Corinthians

  777. I came to you in weakness

  778. and in fear

  779. and in much trembling

  780. and here was a man

  781. who had no airs and graces

  782. he said once

  783. to the people of Listerate

  784. he said

  785. we are also men

  786. of the same nature as you

  787. now let me try and apply this quickly

  788. Paul had immense authority

  789. and yet that on itself

  790. that on its own

  791. would have made him very harsh

  792. and obscure

  793. and intimidating

  794. and Paul was another instinct

  795. he was a broken man

  796. he was a humble man

  797. he was overwhelmed

  798. by the riches of God's mercy

  799. and that gave him

  800. a warmth

  801. and a humanity

  802. and a compelling gentleness

  803. and this balance

  804. of authority

  805. and humility

  806. is essential

  807. for the church's leadership

  808. the world attacks it

  809. doesn't it

  810. the world looks at church leaders

  811. as a joke

  812. as effeminate weaklings

  813. that come to a promise you all

  814. and the church can attack it

  815. I think at times

  816. we're so terrified

  817. of leadership

  818. being overbearing

  819. that congregations

  820. actually refuse to follow

  821. ministers and elders

  822. get treated like

  823. dog study bodies

  824. to run here

  825. there and everywhere

  826. and everyone's back

  827. and call

  828. leave it to

  829. dot dot dot dot dot

  830. there is something

  831. in ourselves

  832. that questions

  833. our authority

  834. sometimes

  835. for every Christian leader

  836. every Christian leader

  837. has those questions

  838. occasionally I get asked

  839. to speak at public schools

  840. I think they're kind of like

  841. a voice from the working

  842. class occasionally

  843. so I'm wheeled into

  844. Egypt and Arbor

  845. and places like that

  846. and they are amazing places

  847. I don't know if I've ever

  848. been to them

  849. they are amazingly well run

  850. headmaster's office

  851. you're ushered in

  852. for a cup of tea

  853. and it's so

  854. incredible really

  855. and the staff

  856. respect him

  857. place is jammed

  858. full

  859. packed of

  860. able people

  861. and it runs

  862. like clockwork

  863. and then I go

  864. I go to my wooden shed

  865. at the bottom of the yard

  866. and it feels shabby

  867. it feels tawdry

  868. for an hour or two

  869. and every Christian leader

  870. feels a sinking in their heart

  871. thinking

  872. what am I doing

  873. isn't this really important

  874. and Christian leaders

  875. have many things

  876. that come on us

  877. to attack our sense

  878. and authority

  879. and so what has happened

  880. in this country

  881. is that Christian leaders

  882. have become weak

  883. and ineffectual

  884. and apologetic

  885. terrified of offending

  886. and so you see

  887. the big

  888. I don't even

  889. period

  890. Darylmas

  891. who's simpering

  892. kind of

  893. pink-cheeked

  894. limp-wristed

  895. giggling

  896. cheek-drinking

  897. nitty

  898. and that's what he is

  899. he's a figure of fantasy

  900. and we get brainwashed

  901. by that

  902. and so ministers

  903. can be like little dogs

  904. you're little dogs

  905. you're the tender little dogs

  906. you grow

  907. you grow

  908. a little dog

  909. and it's going off

  910. don't they

  911. but if you pat

  912. a little dog

  913. they'll do anything

  914. for you

  915. you scratch their ears

  916. oh

  917. they actually see that

  918. they do grovel

  919. and compromise

  920. and apologise

  921. they'll do anything

  922. if you scratch their ears

  923. now in a Christian

  924. leader today

  925. he's not an apostle

  926. it's very important

  927. to say that

  928. we have not

  929. Paul's unique

  930. commissioning

  931. we are not apostles

  932. but I do want to say

  933. to you that

  934. if you are a preacher

  935. of the gospel

  936. God has chosen you

  937. in eternity

  938. he created you

  939. he shaped you

  940. into the person

  941. that he wanted you

  942. to be

  943. and he has called you

  944. to a serious

  945. to preach

  946. and to teach

  947. to proclaim

  948. the word of God

  949. in his infallibility

  950. and authority

  951. and if you're going

  952. to be a Christian preacher

  953. you must be convinced

  954. of your calling

  955. convinced of your message

  956. I love the words

  957. of the apostle

  958. of Jesus and Saul

  959. on the Damascus road

  960. he says

  961. now get up

  962. get up and stand

  963. on your feet

  964. I will be into you

  965. to appoint you

  966. as a servant

  967. and as a witness

  968. to what I have seen

  969. of you

  970. and what I will

  971. surely get up

  972. stand on your feet

  973. for Christ

  974. to appear to you

  975. and commission

  976. to you to his service

  977. we need that

  978. as Christian leaders

  979. and yet we also

  980. need personal humility

  981. there are now

  982. very able men

  983. and they're

  984. orthodox men

  985. and yet there is

  986. a coldness

  987. about them

  988. and something

  989. about them

  990. that is not

  991. attractive

  992. and we want

  993. to say to them

  994. you are very

  995. very clever

  996. you are very

  997. very bright

  998. but have you

  999. ever cried

  1000. you've read

  1001. the books

  1002. and you have

  1003. them taped

  1004. but have you

  1005. ever made a fool

  1006. of yourself

  1007. have you ever

  1008. gone home

  1009. on a Sunday

  1010. afternoon

  1011. and buried

  1012. your head

  1013. in the desk

  1014. and said

  1015. Lord forgive me

  1016. coldness

  1017. so

  1018. preachers

  1019. write answers

  1020. but they're

  1021. like robots

  1022. and I think

  1023. it's right

  1024. for those

  1025. who preach

  1026. to be frightened

  1027. and to tremble

  1028. at God's word

  1029. to be broken

  1030. down

  1031. and if that

  1032. isn't you

  1033. don't do it

  1034. and we need

  1035. to learn

  1036. don't we

  1037. from this

  1038. ex-baracy

  1039. of the ugly

  1040. barren arrogance

  1041. we all need

  1042. this

  1043. of a religious

  1044. life that is

  1045. divorced by

  1046. grace

  1047. divorced from

  1048. grace

  1049. that is an

  1050. ugly thing

  1051. because all

  1052. our righteousness

  1053. is as filthy

  1054. rags

  1055. and self

  1056. if anything

  1057. should keep

  1058. us humble

  1059. sometimes I

  1060. despair

  1061. that I will

  1062. leave my

  1063. dirty

  1064. egotistical

  1065. hands on

  1066. every single

  1067. thing I do

  1068. for God

  1069. and so

  1070. when you're

  1071. doing something

  1072. for the Lord

  1073. is that I

  1074. find it when

  1075. I'm praying

  1076. for God's

  1077. blessing on

  1078. my students

  1079. and I was

  1080. this afternoon

  1081. and God

  1082. says to me

  1083. why are you

  1084. praying for

  1085. blessing

  1086. are you sure

  1087. it's for me

  1088. is it not

  1089. just a little

  1090. bit for you

  1091. we have to

  1092. sing away

  1093. at that

  1094. time

  1095. well yes

  1096. for that

  1097. mercy

  1098. I don't

  1099. know

  1100. but I

  1101. believe it's

  1102. your word

  1103. less than

  1104. the least

  1105. that I

  1106. the blasphemer

  1107. the violent

  1108. man should

  1109. preach among

  1110. the Gentiles

  1111. dignity

  1112. and humility

  1113. and we

  1114. live with

  1115. this great

  1116. tension

  1117. we are

  1118. sinners

  1119. but we

  1120. are saints

  1121. we are

  1122. beggars

  1123. and yet

  1124. we are

  1125. princes

  1126. and that

  1127. is the

  1128. Christian

  1129. life

  1130. that's the

  1131. Christian

  1132. life for

  1133. you

  1134. it's what

  1135. God said

  1136. in Psalm

  1137. 113

  1138. isn't it

  1139. he raises

  1140. the poor

  1141. from the

  1142. dust

  1143. and he

  1144. lifts the

  1145. needy

  1146. from the

  1147. ashim

  1148. to make

  1149. them sit

  1150. with princes

  1151. that the

  1152. princes are

  1153. his people

  1154. and when

  1155. we do

  1156. that we

  1157. personify

  1158. the gospel

  1159. and so

  1160. you as

  1161. a Christian

  1162. as a

  1163. child of

  1164. God

  1165. you have

  1166. great

  1167. dignity

  1168. and yet

  1169. you are

  1170. a sinner

  1171. what is

  1172. the gospel

  1173. it is that

  1174. Jesus saves

  1175. sinners

  1176. it is that

  1177. Jesus saves

  1178. sinners

  1179. and we

  1180. come as

  1181. saved

  1182. redeemed

  1183. forgiven

  1184. chosen

  1185. blessed

  1186. and you

  1187. sinners

  1188. as far as

  1189. in prayer

  1190. let's pray