Sermon
Genesis 5:24
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So, my text is going to be from Genesis, chapter 5, verse 24.
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! Enoch walked with God, and he was not, for God took him.
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I am sure most of you might be familiar with Bob Dylan's song, You Are Gonna Serve Somebody.
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But it continues, it may be the devil or the Lord, but you are gonna serve somebody.
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And I think that the order is important.
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Why is that? Because it's always easier to serve the devil, but to serve the Lord, it takes an effort.
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Let's take an effort to understand what really means to be called to serve, and to understand whom we are serving.
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I'm a foolish ignorant. I still don't know whether my ministry, my serving of the Lord is really good, or done in a proper way.
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All what I know, I'm praying that it should be done for the glory of God, and should be done properly.
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And I'm still praying, as a foolish ignorant of all, that I might understand whom I am serving.
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Now, that's an important point, because just recently I just realized that, I think most of Paul's letters would go like this.
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He would praise the congregation, how great you are in love and in faith, and then he goes on.
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So I am praying that the eyes of your heart might be open to understand the greatness or the depths of this love.
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So he's praising them, that they are exercising love, and then he says, but whoa, I'm desperate for you, because love without wisdom, without the wisdom of the spirit, can go blind, can go astray.
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And that's what we take from our everyday experience, don't we?
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You have the best intentions, you want to visit somebody who is sick, and you want to say the right words, and it turns out that you say the wrong words.
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And you think you are showing love, and after that you even realize, I might have humiliated him instead of comforting him.
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That happens, well, maybe not with you, but with me, for sure.
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So, what is the difference between what we believe to be prayer, well, what is prayer?
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Walking with God, no?
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Enoch walked with God.
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So, between what we believe to be prayer, and what God believes to be prayer.
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People think, when they want to adjust God to their own rhythms, that is prayer.
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Come with me, Lord.
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Fulfill me with your love.
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Fulfill my desires.
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They are holy desires, of course.
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Come with me.
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Bless my service, Lord.
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Well, even if we say, I'm doing it for you, I'm doing it for the sake of the kingdom,
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but this thinking, may I tell you, has nothing to do with prayer.
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I feel judged many, many times.
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I think my prayer were not really done well.
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Why I'm saying this.
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Because when you try to influence and manipulate the being that is much greater and much powerful
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than you, that's not prayer.
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And in a very nice Christian hypocrisy, we still think that it is.
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Prayer is different.
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Real prayer is the opposite of what we tend to believe.
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God believes that real prayer means to adjust myself to God's rhythm.
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God's rhythm.
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God's rhythm.
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God's rhythm.
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Enoch walked with God, and he was not.
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For God took him.
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Which means, you cannot be in hurry with God.
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You cannot speed him up.
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If you try, you will be left hurrying alone.
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God won't follow you.
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We don't read that God walked with Enoch.
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We read quite the opposite.
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That Enoch walked with God.
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Right?
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I think that's crucial.
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That Enoch was in tune with God's rhythm.
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He could catch God's beat.
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Moreover, the beat of God's heart.
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He moved according to God's drumbeat.
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That is why he could be in tune with God.
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He could be called a man after God's heart.
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He did not want to adjust God to his own drumbeat anymore,
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but he adjusted himself to God's.
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Do you hear the beat of God's heart?
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That is a call to serve.
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Do you hear the beat of God's heart?
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Called to serve whom you are serving.
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If I answered that question in a simple way,
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the usual cliche type of answer would be,
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yeah, of course,
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of course I'm trying to serve him.
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Who would doubt that?
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But that's a cliche.
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The Lord Jesus Christ, of course,
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that's my heart is all about.
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But the banality of that answer can trick me.
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I tend to think I am not serving anybody else save the Lord.
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But someone can perhaps deceive themselves by declaring,
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I serve the Lord,
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yet he or she might not be in step with the drumbeat of God's heart.
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Well, there is only two ways here.
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Either I adjust myself to his heartbeat,
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or I will serve according to my own rhythm
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and according to my own melody.
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The ego of a Christian,
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if it is not crucified,
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will dictate his own heart's beat and melody.
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The tune of egocentrism.
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And we can do a great job
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in pretending that we serve the Lord by that.
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I hope I am tough enough
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with me and with you.
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Are you with me?
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Or I should be more smooth on this issue?
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Well, I'm cluel to myself.
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Why should I spare you?
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You see, the word of God doesn't matter me.
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So,
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we read that Enoch,
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by walking with God
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and not forcing God to walk with him,
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disappeared.
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Simply disappeared.
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Enoch walked with God,
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and I like the SIV,
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it says that,
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and he was not,
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for God took him.
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He was not.
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The drumbeat of the big ego,
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the fat ego,
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disappeared.
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disappeared completely.
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For God took him.
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Where did God take him?
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Come on.
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Where did God take him?
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Well, there is only one place
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between heaven and earth
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where our ego can disappear,
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and that is the cross of Jesus.
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Right?
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God took him,
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and God takes us to the cross.
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There you can vanish.
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happily.
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Have you,
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have you been happy
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that your ego vanished?
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Vanished completely.
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Oh, what a conqueror.
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When,
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by his cross,
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he could
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make me to disappear.
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And the people
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forgot about me.
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They were just
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marveling
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the grace
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of Jesus,
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and forgot about me.
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Right?
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Now,
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we always,
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we tend to say,
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Jesus said,
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your light
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so shine
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to the world
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that the people
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seeing your good deeds
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might
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praise you.
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Am I quoting it right?
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No,
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they might glorify God.
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We try
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to make our deeds,
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good deeds,
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to be seen,
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and we,
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we are craving
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some,
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some,
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reaction.
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I'm very smooth.
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But,
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it goes to me,
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or it goes to him.
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God takes us
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to the cross.
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There,
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we can vanish.
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As Paul
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writes
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in Galatians
Galatians 2 chapter mention
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chapter 2,
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I'm sure you know
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that,
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verse 20 and 21,
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he says,
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I have been
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crucified
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with Christ.
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It is no longer
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I who live,
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but Christ
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who lives
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in me.
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And the life
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I now live
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in the flesh,
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I live by faith
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in the Son of God
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who loved me
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and gave himself
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for me.
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I do not
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nullify
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the grace
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of God,
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concludes Paul.
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If he does not
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nullify
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the grace
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of God,
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then the grace
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of God
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will nullify him.
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That's
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the joy
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of the Apostle.
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And that is
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at stake
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with our
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proud
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ego.
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I cannot
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nullify
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my ego,
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I need
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God's grace
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for that.
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And I
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nullify
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God's grace
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if I don't
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accept
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that I am
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dead.
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I am
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dead
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with Jesus
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and I am
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alive
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to God.
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This happened
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on the cross
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and was
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sealed
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when I was
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baptized.
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I can't
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remember
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when I was
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baptized,
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I was just
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a baby.
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It doesn't
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matter
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because God
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sent his
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son to
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accomplish
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my
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salvation
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on the
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cross
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and
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Jesus
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forgot to
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counsel
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me whether
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I like
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it or not,
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whether I
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want it or
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not.
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He did it
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without my
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consent
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and he
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did it
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gloriously.
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baptism
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is a
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seal of
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death.
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That it
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happened
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as in
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Romans 6
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we read
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that we
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are dead
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with Christ
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and we
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are resurrected
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with him.
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So,
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Enoch
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walked with
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God
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but God
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would not
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walk with
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anybody.
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He has
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his own
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rhythm
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but Enoch
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did not
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mind
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walking
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with God
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and God
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in return
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took him
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and he
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was not.
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So simple.
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We are
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making so
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complicated
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because we
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don't want
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to surrender,
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we don't
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want to
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accept that
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we are
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dead and
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dead forever
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in Christ.
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when it
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was the
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last time
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you were
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celebrating
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your
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dead?
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Well,
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you can.
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If you
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are not
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rejoicing
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that you
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are dead
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then you
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are very
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much still
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alive.
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I mean
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your pride,
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what you
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call yourself.
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It's a
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false
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self-identification.
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We are
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not our
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grown pride.
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We are
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sons and
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daughters
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of
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God.
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And
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he takes
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me on
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the only
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place
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between,
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as I
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said,
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between
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heaven and
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earth,
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on the
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only place
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which is
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not glorious
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at all.
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I'm sorry,
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the cross
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is a dirty
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place.
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It's not
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glorious.
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It's full
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of blood
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and agony.
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And
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people were
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mocking the
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one.
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who was
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crucified
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there.
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It's not
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a comfort
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zone.
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It goes
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against your
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comfort zone,
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against your
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pride,
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against your
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egocentrism.
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And I
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call you
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there.
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I call you,
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come with me
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there.
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For you
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have died,
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we live in
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Colossians,
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and your
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life is
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hidden with
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Christ in
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God.
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That's
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possible because
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of the
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cross.
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If I
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am
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evil,
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I go
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unnoticed,
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and yet
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I don't
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mind.
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You can
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test yourself.
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I did.
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And there
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were times
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when I
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could not
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say I
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don't
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mind.
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in fact,
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it hurts
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me.
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I felt
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offended.
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I didn't
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feel
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glorious.
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well,
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if God
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calls,
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if Jesus
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calls somebody
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as a
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disciple,
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he tells
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him,
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come and
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follow me
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and die.
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I'm
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quoting
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Bonhoeffer.
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I'm not
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sure whether
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I'm right.
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I'm
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translating
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in my
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brain into
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English.
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So anyway,
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but that's
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it.
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But
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there are
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too many
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visible
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servants
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and too
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many services
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to God
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which are
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in the
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spotlight.
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That is
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not what
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we are
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called to.
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We are
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called to
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serve
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and go
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unnoticed.
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Your left
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hand should
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not know
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what the
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right is
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doing.
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However,
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this service
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cannot be
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blatant.
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It has
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to be
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hidden.
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It has
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to be
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invisible
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rather,
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and
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let's
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look to
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Matthew 6
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where we
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read,
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when you
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give to
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the
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needy,
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do not
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let your
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left hand
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know what
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your right
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hand is
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doing,
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so that
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your giving
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may be
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in secret
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and your
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father who
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sees in
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secret
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will reward
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you.
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The
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secrecy
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and modesty
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of our
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service
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is the
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test
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whether
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I
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serve
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the
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Lord
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because
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I
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am
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really
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cold
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or
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I
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am
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serving
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the
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Lord
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by
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self
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appointment.
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That's
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the issue
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at stake.
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And
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we are
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taking
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the
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Lord's
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Supper.
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So it's
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time to
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seek
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our
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hearts.
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How
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am I
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going to
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serve
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him?
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Is it
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self
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appointment?
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If it
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is so,
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I am
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ashamed
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by
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Hebrews
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5
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verse
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4
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and
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5.
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No
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one
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takes
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dishonor
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for
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himself,
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but only
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when called
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by God
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just
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Aaron
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was.
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So
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also
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Christ
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did not
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exhort
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himself
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to
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be
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a
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high
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priest,
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but
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was
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appointed
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by
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him
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who
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said
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to
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him,
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you
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are
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my
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son,
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today
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I
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have
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begotten
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you.
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Real
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and
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genuine
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service,
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my dear
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brothers
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and
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sisters,
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is
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begotten
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by
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the
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father
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and
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that
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makes
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us
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sons
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and
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daughters.
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Now
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I am
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in the
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west
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right
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now
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and
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western
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thinking
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is
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that
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I
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have
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to
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build
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up
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my
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identity
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by
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acting.
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And
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once
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I
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acted
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well
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I
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became
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somebody.
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So
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acting
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first
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and then
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being
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next.
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But
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in my
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Bible
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we see
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the other
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way
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around.
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At
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least
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being
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comes
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before
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doing.
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Being
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comes
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before
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acting.
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And
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you
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have
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to
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become
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first
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a
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son
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or
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a
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daughter
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to
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God
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and
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not
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a
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servant
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to
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God.
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Right?
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There
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is only
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two
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types
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of
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Christians.
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I
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don't
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know
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if I
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am
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allowed
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to
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call
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Christians
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the
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second
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type.
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But
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the
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first
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type
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is
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that
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you
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first
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you
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are
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born
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from
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above
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as
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a
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son.
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You
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have
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got
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the
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spirit
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of
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sonship
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and
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then
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you
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act.
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The
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false
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Christianity
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is
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that I
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try to
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act
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and work
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and do
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something
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in order
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to be
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accepted
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by God
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that God
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might
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favor me
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and might
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forgive me
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and then
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I
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become
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somebody.
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False.
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Completely
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false.
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And
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somehow
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the
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tendency
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in this
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age
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post
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modern
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age
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can
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penetrate
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even
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into
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the
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church
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into
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the
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mindset
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of
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a
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Christian
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today.
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We
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are
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so
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much
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self
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made
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men
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that
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we
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want
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to
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act
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in
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order
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to
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become
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somebody
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whereas
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Enoch
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just
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simply
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walked
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with
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God.
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Well
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we
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need
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to be
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put to
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death
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with
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Christ
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and
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to
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be
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resurrected
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with
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him
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as I
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said
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before.
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What
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can
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produce
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this
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life
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giving
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death?
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The
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question
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occurs
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how
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that
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change
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can
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be
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taken
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place.
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Right?
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How
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that
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change
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can
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be
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produced
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in
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our
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lives?
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Well
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if you
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ask me
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that
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question
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my
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answer
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would
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be
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that
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it
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is
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with
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the
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love
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of
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Christ.
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The
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passionate
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love
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of
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Christ
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which
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alone
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is
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compared
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to
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death
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in
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your
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scripture.
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The
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Song
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of
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Solomon
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right?
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Oh
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what a
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romantic
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love.
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Oh
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we are
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very
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sentimental
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about
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this
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but
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all
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the
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sentimentality
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disappears
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when you
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hear that
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it's
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tough
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like
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death.
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Right?
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Because
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it says
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love
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is
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strong
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as
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death.
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Against
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whom
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does
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death
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show
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its
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power?
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Against
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the
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one
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whom
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death
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carries
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off.
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can
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you
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help
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yourself
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against
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that?
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No.
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It
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will
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carry
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you
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off.
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Right?
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Now
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if I
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want to
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see my
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lover's
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love
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proved
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strong
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I need
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to feel
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I am
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carried
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off
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by that
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love.
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to be
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taken
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away
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to be
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swept
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away
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without
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being
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able
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to
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resist
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is
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both
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the
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metaphor
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of
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passionate
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love
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and
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of
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death.
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So
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love
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is
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there
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is
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united
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in the
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mindset
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of
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God.
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So
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he
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kills
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your
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ego
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and
-
your
-
egocentrism
-
in order
-
that this
-
passionate
-
love
-
might
-
work
-
in you
-
and
-
through
-
you.
-
Well
-
somewhere
-
somebody
-
said
-
no one
-
is
-
indispensable
-
everyone
-
is
-
irreplaceable.
-
God's
-
call
-
to you
-
is a
-
particular
-
ministry
-
whether
-
former
-
or
-
informal
-
in
-
whatever
-
area
-
of
-
life
-
or
-
work
-
be
-
you
-
an
-
accountant
-
or
-
an
-
elder
-
in
-
a
-
church
-
or
-
even
-
a
-
parent
-
or
-
a
-
pastor
-
doesn't
-
really
-
matter
-
this
-
makes
-
you
-
irreplaceable
-
until
-
you have
-
fulfilled
-
that
-
call.
-
You
-
see
-
the
-
whole
-
world
-
is
-
longing
-
to
-
be
-
unique.
-
Every
-
human
-
being
-
wants
-
to
-
be
-
unique.
-
But
-
real
-
uniqueness
-
consists
-
on the
-
fact
-
that
-
you
-
cannot
-
be
-
replaced.
-
And
-
that's
-
your
-
calling.
-
The
-
nose
-
cannot
-
tell
-
the
-
ear
-
I
-
don't
-
need
-
you.
-
So
-
the
-
ear
-
is
-
irreplaceable.
-
The
-
nose
-
is
-
irreplaceable.
-
Right?
-
Along
-
the line
-
of the
-
Paulian
-
understanding
-
of the
-
body
-
of Christ.
-
Christ.
-
Now
-
even
-
when you
-
are
-
irreplaceable
-
you can
-
have
-
the
-
role
-
of
-
always
-
replacing
-
Jesus.
-
That's
-
amazing.
-
Right?
-
The
-
call to
-
serve
-
means you
-
can be
-
a
-
Jesus
-
to
-
others.
-
In
-
order to
-
protect
-
the
-
dignity
-
of
-
every
-
single
-
Christian
-
how
-
can
-
you
-
replace
-
Jesus?
-
First
-
of all
-
look at
-
Jesus.
-
He could
-
replace
-
the
-
Christians
-
with
-
himself.
-
Right?
-
That
-
was
-
all
-
redemption
-
that was
-
redemption
-
all about.
-
He's
-
dead
-
he stood
-
in
-
your
-
place.
-
He
-
suffered
-
in your
-
place.
-
That
-
makes
-
you
-
irreplaceable
-
that he
-
replaced
-
himself
-
with
-
you.
-
So
-
that's
-
funny.
-
That's
-
funny.
-
Either
-
mistaken
-
grammar
-
or love.
-
Because
-
a
-
chap
-
called
-
Paul
-
was
-
running
-
on
-
well
-
he was
-
riding
-
a horse
-
of course
-
on the
-
road
-
to
-
Damascus
-
and
-
all of
-
a sudden
-
Jesus
-
appeared
-
to him.
-
Now
-
they
-
never
-
met
-
before.
-
And
-
who
-
you
-
are
-
and
-
then
-
Jesus
-
introduces
-
himself
-
why
-
are
-
you
-
persecuting
-
me?
-
Now
-
that was
-
a
-
mistaken
-
grammar.
-
He
-
should
-
have
-
said
-
mine
-
my
-
flock.
-
But
-
he
-
said
-
me.
-
Paul
-
could
-
have
-
answered
-
I
-
never
-
persecuted
-
you
-
we
-
never
-
met.
-
But
-
Jesus
-
replaced
-
so much
-
himself
-
with
-
his
-
own
-
flock
-
that
-
he
-
said
-
I
-
identify
-
myself
-
with
-
my
-
own
-
flock.
-
So
-
if you
-
persecute
-
a lamb
-
you are
-
persecuting
-
me.
-
Identification
-
in love
-
or
-
mistaken
-
grammar
-
you
-
decide
-
now.
-
But
-
look at
-
the letter
-
of Paul
-
to Philemon.
-
That's a
-
wonderful letter.
-
I
-
used to
-
read a
-
lot.
-
I can't
-
I'm
-
still
-
full of
-
joy
-
when I
-
read it.
-
Because
-
Paul
-
told
-
Philemon
-
here is
-
Onesimus
-
his name
-
means
-
a useful
-
guy
-
right?
-
And he
-
became
-
useless
-
to you
-
but
-
I
-
talked
-
to him
-
he
-
came
-
to
-
Christ
-
and
-
now
-
I
-
send
-
you
-
back
-
because
-
he
-
is
-
Onesimus
-
again
-
he is
-
useful
-
again.
-
But
-
Paul
-
would say
-
that
-
the
-
once
-
wandering
-
away
-
thief
-
slave
-
who robbed
-
you
-
should be
-
received
-
and treated
-
as he
-
would be
-
me
-
as he
-
would be
-
the
-
apostle
-
Paul
-
because
-
in verse
-
10
-
he says
-
I
-
appeal
-
for
-
my
-
son
-
Onesimus
-
in verse
-
12
-
I am
-
sending
-
him
-
who
-
is
-
my
-
very
-
heart
-
back
-
to
-
you.
-
What
-
kind
-
of heart
-
this
-
Paul
-
had?
-
A
-
useless
-
slave.
-
And
-
then he
-
goes on
-
in verse
-
17
-
so if
-
you
-
consider
-
me
-
a
-
partner
-
welcome
-
him
-
as
-
you
-
would
-
welcome
-
me.
-
Right?
-
So
-
is that
-
not the
-
same
-
what
-
Jesus
-
said?
-
Whoever
-
will
-
listen
-
to
-
your
-
words
-
or
-
will
-
receive
-
you
-
will
-
not
-
receive
-
you
-
but
-
will
-
receive
-
the
-
one
-
who
-
sent
-
you.
-
Will
-
receive
-
the
-
son
-
but
-
those
-
who
-
receive
-
the
-
son
-
will
-
not
-
receive
-
the
-
son
-
but
-
the
-
father
-
who
-
sent
-
the
-
son.
-
Now
-
love
-
has to
-
tackle
-
with
-
this
-
kind
-
of
-
approach.
-
Onesimus
-
is a
-
Paul
-
to
-
Philemon
-
and
-
nothing
-
less.
-
See
-
the
-
dignity
-
of
-
Onesimus
-
the
-
restored
-
dignity
-
of
-
Onesimus
-
he
-
is
-
an
-
apostle
-
to
-
Philemon
-
and
-
Onesimus
-
should
-
be
-
a
-
Philemon
-
to
-
Paul
-
too.
-
It
-
works
-
both
-
ways.
-
So
-
I
-
I'm
-
a
-
wretched
-
sinner
-
and
-
I
-
am
-
of
-
no
-
use
-
and
-
only
-
God
-
and
-
my
-
wife
-
knows
-
who
-
I
-
am
-
how
-
bad
-
I
-
am
-
and
-
yes
-
you
-
received
-
me
-
and
-
you
-
received
-
us
-
as
-
we
-
would
-
be
-
the
-
apostle
-
Paul
-
no
-
just
-
some
-
poor
-
guys
-
from
-
Romania
-
but
-
still
-
with
-
a lot
-
of
-
love
-
and
-
respect
-
you
-
treated
-
us
-
but
-
that's
-
why
-
I'm
-
here
-
for
-
I
-
want
-
to
-
convey
-
the
-
greetings
-
of
-
the
-
Christians
-
from
-
my
-
country
-
who
-
are
-
praying
-
for
-
the
-
ministry
-
among
-
the
-
Levites
-
and
-
I
-
want
-
you
-
to
-
be
-
in
-
touch
-
with
-
them
-
and
-
them
-
to
-
be
-
in
-
touch
-
with
-
you
-
because
-
they
-
are
-
an
-
apostle
-
to
-
you
-
and
-
you
-
are
-
an
-
apostle
-
to
-
them
-
see
-
the
-
point
-
your
-
value
-
is
-
equal
-
with
-
the
-
value
-
of
-
the
-
Son
-
of
-
God
-
that
-
is
-
redemption
-
is
-
full
-
restoration
-
that
-
is
-
sun
-
shape
-
that
-
is
-
a
-
holy
-
replaceability
-
of
-
Jesus
-
for
-
an
-
irreplaceable
-
human
-
being
-
which
-
really
-
makes
-
that
-
person
-
irreplaceable
-
although
-
not
-
indispensable
-
and
-
that's
-
the
-
human
-
in
-
it
-
right
-
because
-
you
-
cannot
-
think
-
too
-
high
-
of
-
yourself
-
you
-
are
-
not
-
indispensable
-
but
-
until
-
you
-
are
-
following
-
the
-
call
-
in
-
a
-
particular
-
service
-
and
-
before
-
you
-
don't
-
fulfill
-
that
-
you
-
are
-
irreplaceable
-
in
-
that
-
so
-
everybody
-
is
-
important
-
in
-
God's
-
service
-
oh
-
I
-
have
-
to
-
conclude
-
now
-
yeah
-
I
-
have
-
to
-
be
-
only
-
30
-
minutes
-
so
-
I
-
give
-
you
-
a
-
story
-
at
-
the
-
end
-
of
-
my
-
message
-
a
-
traveler
-
once
-
entered
-
an
-
inn
-
the
-
innkeeper
-
came to
-
his
-
table
-
and
-
sat
-
while
-
his
-
guest
-
was
-
taking
-
his
-
dinner
-
the
-
host
-
somehow
-
felt
-
safe
-
during
-
the
-
discussion
-
so
-
he
-
started
-
to
-
open
-
up
-
himself
-
to
-
the
-
innkeeper
-
and
-
he
-
started
-
to
-
pour
-
out
-
his
-
burden
-
he
-
told
-
his
-
guest
-
how
-
wretched
-
he
-
was
-
he
-
felt
-
compelled
-
to
-
confess
-
his
-
sins
-
he
-
was
-
not
-
too
-
much
-
repentant
-
but
-
he
-
still
-
talked
-
about
-
what
-
he
-
did
-
after
-
a
-
long
-
evening
-
!
-
guest
-
is
-
crying
-
to
-
God
-
and
-
he
-
is
-
telling
-
God
-
all
-
the
-
sins
-
what
-
he
-
heard
-
from
-
the
-
innkeeper
-
but
-
telling
-
God
-
that
-
these
-
are
-
his
-
sins
-
and
-
begging
-
for
-
forgiveness
-
the
-
innkeeper
-
amazed
-
by
-
this
-
replacement
-
marveling
-
at
-
such
-
an
-
amazing
-
love
-
was
-
touched
-
deeply
-
and
-
he
-
repented
-
see
-
how
-
can
-
we
-
serve
-
serving
-
God
-
means
-
following
-
Jesus
-
as we
-
read
-
about
-
these
-
apostles
-
wherever
-
he
-
goes
-
right
-
wherever
-
he
-
goes
-
love
-
means
-
that
-
I
-
replace
-
myself
-
with
-
those
-
whom
-
I
-
love
-
on
-
any
-
coast
-
I
-
leave
-
behind
-
anything
-
and
-
anybody
-
and
-
that's
-
how
-
I
-
paradoxically
-
become
-
irreplaceable
-
and
-
this
-
is
-
how
-
Ruth
-
followed
-
now
-
my
-
when
-
she
-
said
-
where
-
you
-
die
-
I
-
will
-
die
-
well
-
a
-
disciple
-
of
-
Christ
-
is
-
called
-
to
-
die
-
where
-
his
-
master
-
died
-
on
-
the
-
same
-
cross
-
now
-
you
-
are
-
more
-
fortunate
-
as
-
!
-
for
-
you
-
which
-
is
-
irreplaceable
-
you
-
are
-
an
-
irreplaceable
-
replacement
-
of
-
Jesus
-
do you
-
hear
-
the call?
-
I
-
read
-
I
-
read
-
once
-
that
-
the
-
musicians
-
in
-
Japan
-
when
-
they
-
are
-
playing
-
the
-
national
-
anthem
-
!
-
there
-
is no
-
conductor
-
during
-
the
-
play
-
there
-
is no
-
conductor
-
however
-
they still
-
can achieve
-
harmony
-
because
-
they
-
practice
-
breathing
-
along
-
the
-
same
-
rhythm
-
it
-
is
-
like
-
being
-
one
-
organism
-
one
-
body
-
for
-
sure
-
Jesus
-
breathed
-
the
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
on
-
his
-
apostles
-
and
-
once
-
they
-
learned
-
to
-
breath
-
with
-
him
-
they
-
were
-
sent
-
in
-
mission
-
they
-
were
-
sent
-
to
-
serve
-
him
-
alongside
-
the
-
same
-
rhythm
-
with
-
the
-
same
-
keeping
-
in
-
pace
-
in
-
listening
-
to
-
the
-
word
-
of
-
God
-
that
-
is
-
how
-
they
-
became
-
one
-
body
-
the
-
body
-
of
-
Christ
-
let
-
us
-
listen
-
to
-
the
-
heartbeat
-
of
-
God
-
get
-
in
-
tune
-
be
-
in
-
tune
-
with
-
God
-
listen
-
to
-
the
-
drum
-
beat
-
of
-
his
-
service
-
and
-
walk
-
with
-
him
-
and
-
you
-
may
-
disappear
-
Amen