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God's Love for People

Reaching Hearts SDA Church

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  1. The title of the message today is God's love for people. He said,

  2. well, well, why I want to preach something so simple as that?

  3. Can you talk about something more complicated? Well? That is complicated, actually,

  4. and I want to talk about it too, but I want to delve

  5. into the scriptures to see what it means. Is that fair enough? You

  6. ever had a time in your life you felt like nobody loved you? No

  7. one raises their hands quickly, but it's true. You ever had a time

  8. in your life where you felt like you didn't love anybody else that you're just

  9. in a survival mode. You really didn't have anything in you to give for

  10. others. We've been there. And then more profoundly, have you ever had

  11. time in your life you wondered if there's a God in heaven, if he

  12. cares for you? I remember when I was a teenager, first responding to

  13. the Holy Spirit at the age of fifteen. I don't even talk about my

  14. life before I became a Christian, because it was awful. But I remember

  15. as I was walking across a bridge, looking down into the water as the

  16. junk was coming out of the creek at the furniture factories there in Gaelax Virginia.

  17. I looked down, I saw my reflections mixed up with all the mess

  18. of the debris coming down. I said, my life is like that.

  19. And I remember just saying, if there's a God up there, help me.

  20. Have you ever started your prayer with if? And then then you got

  21. the help you needed? God loves people. I say that categorically today.

  22. How many of you qualify as a people? A person, mind, heart,

  23. emotions, dreams, plans. So I'm eighty four to ten for a

  24. day in your courts is better than a thousand. I would rather be a

  25. doorkeeper in the house of my God than dwell in the tents of wickedness.

  26. Notice the contrast, the house of God or the option is wickedness? Do

  27. we need God's house? We need it? Hey, God forbid that the

  28. house of God should become a house of wickedness? Does that make sense?

  29. What an awful option? From time to time I go on the larens for

  30. the church to make sure we have bathroom towels in hand, and maybe use

  31. the bathroom towels in the church. Well, me and Mike and others,

  32. we put our hands on that to put them in those racks trash bags.

  33. So we can get the trash out of here, tissue paper, a few

  34. other things that are surely needed to make certain that this church building is safe,

  35. clean and pleasant to occupy and people are happy we come to church.

  36. We don't even think about what others have to do. I'm not the only

  37. one, but others have to do to make sure that the place is alive

  38. and just is here. And that's what small town pastors have to do at

  39. times. Because people work all day, we find ourselves doing errands. It's

  40. just part of the program. It's all right. Now, I get my

  41. workouts by weating the flower beds. Now we're gonna have to start weeding the

  42. flower beds. I hope you're going to get a work out with me doing

  43. grounds work. Also, we have eighteen acres here cutting down brush and trees.

  44. We have a few fallen trees in the back. We need men and

  45. if some capable women. If the men aren't as capable, and I hope

  46. they are, to cut those trees down or clean a toilet necessary. In

  47. fact, we every fourteen months, you'll notice a little league starts on all

  48. these toilets. It's not going to just go bad, just a little seal

  49. it has to be replaced about every fourteen months on every toilet in the place.

  50. Now Michael Jones, who has who's our gifted spiritual leader in this capacity,

  51. has taught me how to fix those toilets, how to take them apart

  52. and put a seal there. And you know how good that feels to accomplish

  53. something when you're awful at doing this kind of work. It's a good feeling.

  54. This spring, I plan to be very busy in the morning pulling weeds.

  55. How many of you have a health club you go to where you go

  56. and you work out, get your work out, and you spend it ninety

  57. minutes there. Come on, raise your hand, be a little honest anybody.

  58. Okay, Well, you realize you can come to the church and pull

  59. weeds and get the same workout. It's a fact. And look what you

  60. would do for the House of God. It's huge. Now. The other

  61. church helps me. They do about eighty percent of our cleaning here, but

  62. we got to do deep cleaning. And it's because they have a larger body

  63. and there's a good attitude there. Nothing's perfect on either side, but we

  64. work together to keep this house. Okay. Now, I don't do nearly

  65. as much as some of our deacons and elders and the children's teachers in the

  66. church. I'm telling you, I'm amazed at how dedicated they are. But

  67. I enter the mix of the good effort shared with others to serve the church.

  68. Why because I love God and I love the church, and it's worth

  69. it. It is in forensically worth it. Some people have come up to

  70. me and they've said, Pastor, why do you do these things? Pastors

  71. shouldn't be doing that. Well, they should be with people because it's our

  72. church that belongs to God. We are custodians of it. Service is not

  73. about me. It's about loving God and as people. It's put to the

  74. test when service hurts, when it's hard, when it draws from you,

  75. when you feel yourself divided, When you extend yourself and by God's grace stay

  76. calm, it becomes an act of worship. That's what I've learned. I

  77. can remember for many years mowing the lawn around here during the litigation. The

  78. county was looking for reasons to get rid of us, and if the grass

  79. got too high, they were going to hit us with lots of sanctions.

  80. So I would be spending one day mowing ten acres, maybe two days of

  81. my work week. And I was asking God, why did you do this

  82. to me? Why did you send me to seminary so I could spend two

  83. days mowing the lawn for six, seven, eight, ten years. And

  84. then I realized I was praying, and it hit me. You put me

  85. on this lawnlorder so to have two solid days to pray every week. Complain

  86. a little bit, but pray a good thing. A good thing. Now.

  87. For many years I stayed up night after night doing paralegal work to assist

  88. our attorneys. I learned to think like a lawyer. I didn't go to

  89. seminary to think like a lawyer. Why to keep the cost down for the

  90. litigation that was almost a million dollars to win this battle? Save money was

  91. hugely important for our common future, and I believe it it would turn out

  92. okay. Therefore, optimize everything you have in r so that the church is

  93. a future. When my personal library was Arson, just a little back there,

  94. we're pretty close to this cross was behind the church building. It was

  95. Arson. Someone threw a inccenery device through the back window of the house,

  96. the Hamburg farmhouse that was meant to burn the thing down. We used it

  97. as a little worship center. We had marriages there, We did all kinds.

  98. My library was there. I had a library that rivaled the library of

  99. HMS Richards Sor in the back of that house. It cost me thousands of

  100. dollars when the insurance settlement came. Before the insurance settlement, in fact,

  101. the investigator sat down with me along with the ATF and the FBI, and

  102. they interviewed me to see if I'd burned the facility down. And finally,

  103. when the insurance investigators said, well you didn't burn it down, I'm relieved,

  104. he says. But it took a lot of hate to do it.

  105. For someone to throw that inscenary of device into the back of that window,

  106. he says. I struggle and I shake to think of the hate in that

  107. person's heart. I rolled the fifty thousand dollars insurance settlement for my personal library

  108. into the legal fight for our church so i'd have skin in the game.

  109. It didn't come back to me. I never recovered from that loss. Why

  110. so we could win to build a place of worship, to have a church

  111. home for our children and a generation yet to come. When I was in

  112. the court and the different parties were fighting it out. I would turn to

  113. Isaiah fifty four and claim the promise of a generation that God would protect after

  114. the fight. Now my children have grown up and they've moved on. We

  115. raised a whole generation of children here. But the church is here and there

  116. are new children here now. Once a week. I used to mow the

  117. church properties, I said, and I learned to prey on that lawnmowder more.

  118. I'm thankful for our church building, the lush grounds, the beautiful trees,

  119. the neighbors who come here, the church that rents here. Also,

  120. I remember we had a renter lined up to come here that was in Washington,

  121. d C. It looked like it was God's will. She'd been raised

  122. the Seventh day Aventist. But there was just something not right. I visited

  123. the church. I didn't feel the Holy Spirit working with him, and I

  124. pray to prayer, Lord, if you don't want them here, make you

  125. end it and you bring a church. They don't have to be perfect,

  126. they just had to be seeking God. And I remember standing out there in

  127. the parking lot, and it was before the interviews, so we would find

  128. out whether not we'd have the renter or not. And I saw them.

  129. I saw a group of people park near the end and just walk slowly down

  130. the parking lot to where I was standing, and they said, you know,

  131. we have a piece of land down the road, but we've been praying

  132. and we don't even know if you'd be open to have us. And they

  133. had the humility that taught me that something is right here, and that's the

  134. Hosannah Church that's meeting with us today. God knew we needed them during those

  135. seven years that we've just had because of COVID and other things. But you

  136. know what, He knew that they needed us. Now. We're not perfect,

  137. they're not perfect, but God brought them here. I pastor them.

  138. I passed through our people too. I'm thankful for our church building. All

  139. of this, friend, this was given to us by God Almighty as a

  140. miracle of his kindness, of God's grace for us. He changed the law

  141. of the United States of America so the Reaching Hearts International Church could be built

  142. here after over ten years of struggle. That made history in this country.

  143. I'm grateful for other people also. I'm grateful for every single person who comes

  144. to our church who's wrapped around it. I'm grateful for the people who come

  145. here, the driving school people, and they park in our parking lot so

  146. we can pray with them, because God has given us this church to be

  147. in a community, to make a difference beyond our local sphere of those who

  148. come or don't come on a Saturday morning. Now that's the context where'm getting

  149. ready to share with you. I was at the dollar Store last week.

  150. I run errands, as you know. I get a lot of our stuff

  151. from the Dollar Store to optimize money. I was at the dollar Store last

  152. week where I buy the hand soap for the bathrooms and most of you use.

  153. It's easier than just buying this industrial soap pouring in the container where it

  154. just seeps out all over the counter. So it's a good fit. Now.

  155. I was checking at the count I was checking out at the counter late

  156. Saturday evening last week and a good while after sunset. I didn't just go

  157. I don't try to quick all the sabas over and me go buy something.

  158. I noticed a conscientious woman at the counter trying to process all the work she

  159. had to do, overwhelmed in the midst of a mess created by other people.

  160. People had gone through that store, they had put things on the floor.

  161. It was a mess. It just so happened that another lady with a

  162. credit card mix up had said I need to go to the car and get

  163. some money, and she just stayed there, and so the line backed up,

  164. seven eight, nine people long. That held up the whole line.

  165. I just happened to be the one right there where she was when the lady

  166. did all this. So I was the first in line of the seven.

  167. This lady at the counter who was trying to process us had just experienced a

  168. death in her family. She was upset about it that night, and she

  169. began to verbalize it. As I said, I was next in the line.

  170. I could see that about seven other people behind me, and she began

  171. to just talk. At that moment, decided to speak up and let her

  172. know that I was not in a hurry at all. I says, I'm

  173. not in a hurry. You don't have to hurry for me. I said,

  174. take your time, ma'am. I understand. At this point, the

  175. group of people behind me were mad at two people, not one. They

  176. were mad at her first for letting this lady go to the car, and

  177. they were mad at me for saying what I just said. And then I

  178. looked at her again and she just crumbled on the vine right there in front

  179. of us. All crumbled. It called a meltdown. And then I looked

  180. at her again, and I realized that she was in trouble. The pressure

  181. had suddenly gotten to her. Something inside of her snapped in a moment of

  182. raw stress. Now, friends, you can only take so much of emotional

  183. abuse from people before you get tired of it. And there are different kinds

  184. of emotional abuse. You realize it's emotionally abusive. Just to kind of frown

  185. at someone and walk away. The shun game is abusive. Did you know

  186. that when you shun a person, you're abusive? That doesn't mean a boundary.

  187. People with cluster b disorders will do all kinds of manipulative things and the

  188. like. Abuse isn't always just hitting someone. It can be something different than

  189. that. But this lady evidently had had her fair share of it. She

  190. snapped under the raw stress. You can only take so much of that,

  191. weary of things that are crazy, your mind goes inward, and then who

  192. knows what happens? People are complicated? Are people complicated? Yes or no.

  193. People are complicated. She was truly tired, and suddenly she grew frantic

  194. and frenetic in front of everybody. With tears welling up in her eyes.

  195. She began to flail her hands, rock back and forth like a baby girl

  196. lost on a street in the dark of the night. I can't forget it.

  197. Have you ever cried out for help like that in your life when you

  198. were at the end of your rope? She exploded with words of pain and

  199. fear. She said, I'd do my best around here, to do my

  200. job right I do. I still have to close up the building tonight.

  201. I have to sweep the whole floor by myself and make sure it is good

  202. for tomorrow. My boss requires me to do it right on time every day.

  203. I can't do it tonight. I just can't do it tonight. I'm

  204. too tired. I can only do so much today. I can't handle it

  205. anymore. I don't know what to do anymore. That's where she was at

  206. that moment. You could have cut the tension of her plea and pain with

  207. a knife and blood would have come out. It was razor sharp, the

  208. tension. So I asked, what do you do? And what do you

  209. say to a person who's tired? Friends, there are people who come to

  210. church who live lives that are close to Hell in their home, and they

  211. come to church and they won't heaven, but they don't tell you. And

  212. all it takes is a sneer, a rudeness from a church member, and

  213. they'll never come back. A self centered attitude, a virtue signaling to where

  214. it's all about me and not about them. So what do you do and

  215. what do you say to a person who is tired, to a person who

  216. has way too much to do, to a person who can't handle the load

  217. and the pressure anymore? What do you do at that fragile moment in front

  218. of those other persons we see they weren't just names and faces, they were

  219. people. I reached out my hands. I don't know why I did it.

  220. I felt impressed. I reached out my hands and placed her hand in

  221. mine, this wonderful African American lady, bought by the blood of Jesus Christ.

  222. Then my two hands and I looked into her eye. Now that's hard

  223. for me, I've asked Burgers. Eye contact for me is a challenge.

  224. But I looked into her eyes with tears that were ready to well up in

  225. me because I felt her pain. I think God impressed me to do this.

  226. I don't do that often. It was public. I could empathize with

  227. how she was feeling at that moment. It was like her pain suddenly was

  228. mine. Even though we men are awkward are sharing our feelings at the time.

  229. I don't like sharing my feelings. I don't like crying in front of

  230. people. I like men to be men. I'm frank with you, but

  231. sometimes I do. And right there it was tough. I had felt the

  232. same thing as her in my life. At times I could go back and

  233. I had memories of where I felt like that. Maybe some of the people

  234. on the line felt like that. It's a horrible feeling to have. I

  235. value a hard worker, and if I was her boss, I would value

  236. her. I'd give her a raise and I'd give her a break. She's

  237. good and conscientious, But it seems that that's not her setting there. But

  238. that night I valued her as a dear sister of God, a person in

  239. this place just like me, who was in tears like I have been before,

  240. but right there in front of us all and it's embarrassing for her friend,

  241. you can spend a lifetime studying the meaning of persons and you'll never figure

  242. it out at all. Paul Trenier wrote a seminal work on the meaning of

  243. persons, well worth reading. It's out of print, but you go to

  244. BookFinder dot com you can buy it. Every person is so meaningful to God.

  245. Person's matter to God, not things. People, friend, God loves

  246. people, So the only love of God that she could get that day is

  247. if someone represents it to her as hard as my day was that day.

  248. Holding her hand, I said, God loves you, sister. God loves

  249. you a lot. God loves you like a whole universe. There was no

  250. one else in the universe. I told her, God loves you as if

  251. you were the whole universe. She was a Christian woman, but she was

  252. at her Christian end of the rope holding up the line. Is because I

  253. was holding up the line. Wasn't now the other person was me holding up

  254. the line. I shared with her that I felt God sent me there that

  255. night. I wasn't going to come by here, I said, I chose

  256. to. I just felt heavily impressed to come by here. I'm not a

  257. prophet, a son of a prophet or any of that. But I believe

  258. it was for you to tell you that God loves you. I bowed my

  259. head and I prayed for her right there in that line, holding up the

  260. line for the person at the counter. I was embarrassed doing it. Suddenly

  261. she grew calm and quiet. She was responsive to the Holy Spirit. She

  262. wasn't just so into herself. She couldn't surrender to someone trying to calm her

  263. in the spirit of God. And she grew calm and quiet. And I

  264. said again, God loves you, and God cares about you. God loves

  265. you. I'm not going to share her name here, I know it.

  266. I said, please let me help you sweep the store tonight so you can

  267. go home to be with your family. I'll stay by with you to sweep

  268. the floor tonight. Now, then everybody in the back of line's looking at

  269. me. I wasn't asking them to volunteer. I pressed her on the point.

  270. She said no. Now, probably her employer wouldn't let me do that

  271. for reasons that are obvious. But I pressed back, please let me stay

  272. and do this. I do this at the church. I come through here

  273. to buy supplies. I clean my church like others do. This is not

  274. above me. I will clean this place with you. She pointed to the

  275. little broom in the side, which was just a broom no dust mop.

  276. Now I'm gonna go buy her a dust mop and take it so she has

  277. a dust mop to clean that Dollar store in the evening. I'm gonna do

  278. that this week. So there we were holding up the line. She said,

  279. no. Oh, However, she said she knew I was a pastor

  280. because I've been through there before. She said, what is your church name

  281. and where do you worship at? I told her. She says, well,

  282. I work on Saturdays, so she works on the Sabbath day. She's

  283. working today. It'll be a hard thing for her to come here on the

  284. Sabbath day and meet us in this place. It doesn't matter in a way,

  285. and it doesn't matter in one way, but another way, it doesn't

  286. matter. Here's why, because what matters is her in her place in her

  287. world. I had a chance to just be there for a moment, in

  288. that place in her world. I was there after the Sabbath day to pray

  289. for her there, not here there, And God made it so for her

  290. and me providentially to feel it now as I was trying to show this dear

  291. lady that people matter to God and that God loves her right now out immediately,

  292. it took a little more time and then time again. We had to

  293. stop pushing things. We had to stop hurrying. We had to pause because

  294. the meaning of persons was in play. To make the point to her that

  295. God loves her. I asked this question to you, why did God put

  296. this church here? Our church? Did God do it so we would look

  297. important, feel important, be able to show off a beautiful building He has

  298. given us to say that we're leaders in this place, that we have a

  299. great work going for God. Look what I have been able to accomplish because

  300. of my gifted calling. Did he do that? Did he do it so

  301. I, as a pastor have a big office Now My office is a storage

  302. room because we need it right now. My office is at a home.

  303. But he do it because we can have a big office, lots of staff.

  304. We have none but volunteers, which is great for me. I value

  305. everyone of God's volunteers. He'd do it so we can have well to do

  306. connections, so we would be connected as a church. Sometimes people name their

  307. church connections. Did you do it so we could lighten the burden of the

  308. pastor I have more burdens now than when we read it. I carry a

  309. lot more administrative responsibilities than before. He do it so we could look important

  310. in our community, so we would have a high status to those around his

  311. friends. As I said, God changed the law of the land so we

  312. would have this church building right here in this place. He defeated an army

  313. of lawyers, an army of lawyers politicians, so we could worship and freedom

  314. right here on this holy ground. In this place. There's a hangman's noose

  315. in my office. Someone put that there to persuade us not to build,

  316. to put it right when they were building my office, put it right in

  317. front of my office. The message was, you build this place will kill

  318. you. The atf the FBI went door to door. I have it as

  319. a trophy of God's grace in my office. Then why did God give us

  320. this church right here in this place for this time? Did he do it?

  321. Because why did he do it? I won't tell you why. No

  322. mystery here. God did it because God loves people. Our church is here

  323. for people. God loves us. First. See the love of God doesn't

  324. start with them. It starts with us. God loves us first, He

  325. showed us his love. Paul says. God commends his love toward us in

  326. Romans five, that Christ died for us while we were yet sinners. God

  327. loves us before we were ever able to respond any love. God put his

  328. love in Jesus. It's not like a representative love in Jesus. God loving

  329. Jesus that died on the cross. God was in Christ, Paul says,

  330. reconciling the world unto himself. So it starts with us. God loves us.

  331. No matter how you interpret God, he loves us. That's got to

  332. get through the head and the heart. I can't understand it why people would

  333. stay away from church. After all God has done for us so we could

  334. be here to experience his love for us. This church isn't here for any

  335. one of us. It's here for all of us so we can love others.

  336. God loves more than just us in this place. Though. Let's not

  337. forget that God put us here so others can come home to God, so

  338. others can know God. So children yet an unseen, can come here,

  339. so we can plant a church school here for the future. We can map

  340. out a future for our community and for the world. You know we are

  341. reaching hearts international. Why because we have been around the world doing works for

  342. God. We're here to do work for God in our own community, but

  343. not stop doing it around the world. This church was born out of love

  344. and suffering. It was raised up in love to relieve the suffering. And

  345. only hate can kill love. I say that only hate can kill love if

  346. love surrenders in a cowardly way to hate. See, people who use hateful

  347. means are cowards, and every coward, the Bible says, will be in

  348. the lake of fire. We cannot afford to be cowards, and we cannot

  349. afford to hate. Loving people lived and died to give us this church right

  350. here to make this dream come true. God's dream, not ours. So

  351. I don't own it. You don't own it for people who don't even know

  352. the spiritual journey that Abraham Porsani collapsed in our foyer guarding the place as a

  353. deacon in the church. John Butler, who in many ways was an head

  354. elder with Terry Martin the day he died, pled with God to remove the

  355. Verizon poll so that we wouldn't be charged a quarter of a million dollars by

  356. a company that wanted to gouge us for a move that would cost us only

  357. sixteen thousand dollars in actual costs, And God answered his prayer. He died

  358. that day, John Butler. Most people don't even know about these people.

  359. I have the memory of them. We had struggles along the way at times

  360. with some who wanted to draw attention to themselves. See in that journey,

  361. I can think of people who had ministries here who wanted it all to be

  362. about them. Me and my ministry, Look what I'm doing. It's easy

  363. to minister in God's names, so you can get a selfish, feel good

  364. fixed from others. You know, you do something so people will need you.

  365. You do something so you'll be recognized. You do something so someone can

  366. say thank you friends. Have you ever considered doing something for God instead?

  367. It's easy to serve in the church so others can praise and admire you for

  368. your good efforts, your positions, your achievements. But Jesus could get care

  369. less about that kind of motivation. Most of those who just wanted to look

  370. important have left here over the years. Some have died, others have come

  371. in, but some of those who have died with this attitude died early because

  372. toxicity takes your life away. It makes you die early, It hurts your

  373. health friends. Being a negative person, it hurts others, but also hurts

  374. you. It shortens your life. We cannot afford to be anything less than

  375. joyful, loving Christians with peace in our hearts. You know, God forbid

  376. if you have been wronged, or you have a family member you're struggling with.

  377. Now you rehearse that as if somehow God has been mean to you.

  378. God died for you, irregardless of your family members. Sister White had trouble

  379. with her son, didn't know if he'd be saved. She came to peace

  380. with it because she realized God died for her first, and that her book

  381. Bo was God's boy before her boy was her boy, his boy. God

  382. didn't put it his people in this church to shorten their lives of others with

  383. bad attitudes or causing trauma, or being mean to get their way, or

  384. rude so they would be noticed, or destructive to win a war when no

  385. one needs to fight a fight or peace should be the play in a Christian's

  386. heart. The game. God didn't put his people in this church to draw

  387. attention to themselves so they would realize some like dreams. Some people say,

  388. I have a dream. I go to church, I can realize my dream.

  389. Well, friends, we should go to church so we can realize God's

  390. dream. We could share in God's dream. God put his people here to

  391. be his wounded feet, on the move, tirelessly without complaint, ever zealous

  392. to share the gospel of peace, with a peaceful mind and attitude full of

  393. grace, knowing how to stay in your life. You know God has given

  394. giftedness in the church in many areas. I don't need to be in everybody

  395. else's business. God calls on this person of that work, this person of

  396. that work, and together we are strong. If we love each other.

  397. God could have put us here to be his kind hands, his tender touch

  398. in the lives of others who are hurting, who will be certainly lost if

  399. they do not feel the love of God, and you and me, as

  400. God's ambassadors of peace to touch them. I know about you with the aspergers.

  401. When someone touches me, it really is raw. You hear me feels

  402. raw when I hear loud sounds. I just want to get away, But

  403. you know what. I have learned that only a touch can heal you.

  404. Sometimes God touches us. As a pastor, I've learned, by God's grace,

  405. I mean God's grace, that I can put up with almost anything in

  406. the church and not let it get to me. Not at first in my

  407. ministry, but over the years I've come to that place. But there are

  408. a few exceptions to this. There have been times when church members have screamed

  409. at me literally, not the most, but it's happened, pastor. You're

  410. a pastor of the world church. Has that ever happened to you where a

  411. church member just lost it and screamed at you. Raise your hands so they

  412. know I'm not alone. Yeah, say it's happened to you. This is

  413. just part and parcel of what it means to be a minister. It's not

  414. out of the ordinary because people, when they see you as a representative of

  415. God, they blame you because they're mad at God. That's the way it

  416. is. So screamed at me, why did you do this? Why did

  417. you not do this? And I let it go. At times it has

  418. reduced me to tears, and I don't like crying. I find that I

  419. decompress in a quiet place alone where God and me can get it done.

  420. I don't like dragging people through my stuff. That's how I am. I

  421. have a saying. I mean it. I don't like to hurt people,

  422. and I like people hurting me. Is that okay? I don't want to

  423. hurt or be hurt. I like that. It's kind of a derivative of

  424. the prayer of Jbez. Now, there have been times I was dragged into

  425. court. There's been a time I was dragged in to court by church member

  426. I'm serious, who drummed up nonsense, false charges and had me served at

  427. the door of the church so they could come intoer ministry that the nominating committee

  428. was not going to appoint them at because they were not safe to be leaders

  429. in the church. And so they had manipulated the police officer and I was

  430. served. And if I had not gone to court, been tried before a

  431. judge and found not guilty, I would have been banned from this church right

  432. here. Most of you didn't even know that happened to me, And that

  433. person took some people away. They've tried to come back, and I think

  434. we have a right to say no to that. Don't we no to protect

  435. the church is okay. I've had people accuse me of being a heretic.

  436. Now this is just part and parcel what it means to be a pastor.

  437. Even though I've been to seminary, that doesn't mean I'm better than anyone else.

  438. I've studied ancient Bible languages, Greek, Hebrew, Aramaics, Syriac hieroglyphics,

  439. which is the hardest of the lot. I've been cited in scharly work

  440. from under my unpublished work and chiastic research. The Ohio Workers meeting ended up

  441. in a scarly journal. They didn't even tell me. I worked on that

  442. in secret late at night. As I labored in the fight for this church

  443. in the court system for many years, I've seen things behind the scenes that

  444. would raise the hair on your heads. If I let you know what they

  445. were in this fight to get this church, some of you would wonder why

  446. I'm your pastor. Because the fight to get this church was a life and

  447. death struggle. My children were stalked by a stalker, we were threatened.

  448. It's been easy just to move on. But you know what, my dad,

  449. my wife's dad, said something to me. He said Mike. In

  450. nature, the weak die. You cannot afford to be weak. I was

  451. crying when I was talking to him, he said, quick, crying settlement

  452. conferences in court and dirty and gritty and mean interactions with lawyers. You just

  453. want to eat. You alive. Where you have to be strong and kind

  454. at the same time, because you have to be a pastor. You represent

  455. Christ. But you can't be weak. Evil people out to destroy God's people.

  456. A pastor has a rod in his hand, not just for sheep to

  457. comfort them and heard them, but every now and then for a wolf.

  458. I've had church members accuse me of this and that and everything else, a

  459. few at the very time, and I needed rest from those kind of things.

  460. When souls are responding to God's grace, I find that this is when

  461. this kind of thing surfaces. I can put up with most of these kinds

  462. of distractions and obstacles and move forward for God. Why. Here's why,

  463. Here's what motivates me. Because God loves me. You with me, God

  464. loves me. I feel it. Here is another why. Because most people

  465. aren't that way. That's not the majority of what makes a church. But

  466. you see when someone does that, you focus on it. It's easy to

  467. generalize. We have a loving church family reaching hearts international. We have people

  468. who serve God tirelessly, who demonstrate the few can outdo the many in terms

  469. of the giving the impact that has occurred around the world. The few do

  470. not define the many in the faithful Church of God, that is the remnant

  471. church of the time to the end. But there's always a few who nurture

  472. an evil attitude because they're unconverted, and Satan uses it to hurt others,

  473. harming people who are on the way to know the love of God, people

  474. who need the kindness in the church, and God will hold people back for

  475. a time until that's fixed in a church. Some have criticized me for being

  476. too decisive as a pastor. The conference has asked me to be more decisive

  477. when it's interesting. Others have claimed I've let things go on way too long.

  478. Some have said I am not sensitive enough, so others claim I'm far

  479. too sensitive. You see what I'm trying to say. We cannot be all

  480. things to all people. As a rule, I believe in giving people chances

  481. to recover from their errors because God loves people. So if you ever watch

  482. me, you'll know that I just kind of hang in there and observe if

  483. something is off. I don't try to just hover in and correct something immediately.

  484. I want to see if people will respond to the Holy Spirit and be

  485. self correcting or allow others in the body to do that. And usually this

  486. has come back to stay me. Patience is costly. It hurts the person

  487. who's patient. I have seldom benefited personally from this kind of mercy in the

  488. life. I've found that to be true. I've been advised, well,

  489. you need to let this that happen, But I tend to hang in there

  490. longer. But I tell you what I don't have patience with, especially as

  491. I'm a seasoned pastor, and where it ends with me as a Christian pastor.

  492. I'm angry when someone manipulates a new believer. I'm angry when someone uses

  493. a child in the church to make a statement, or they go after the

  494. weak person who's come to the church and needs encouragement and they put them down

  495. or the hurting so they can use that person to get what they want,

  496. use that vulnerable soul, making themselves look like a saint naturally at the risk

  497. of that soul's fragile Christian growth and journey that makes me angry. I don't

  498. lose my temper, but inside it drives me to my knees and I say,

  499. God, what evil has come. Jesus said, if you mess with

  500. the children, if you mess with the youth of the church in this way,

  501. be better for you. If a millstone were tied around your neck and

  502. you were thrown in the sea. There have been times in my ministry when

  503. I saw self righteous church members, and I've been a self righteous church member

  504. in my life before, so I'm not just talking down when I've seen self

  505. righteous church members try to trip up new members in the church, the vulnerable,

  506. in the weak. I've seen souls destroyed by this kind of thing when

  507. it goes on too long unundressed. But I've also seen good people in the

  508. church intervene to save people from these kind of attitudes, who take it on

  509. themselves to reach out to try and heal so that that does not become the

  510. toxicity that would overtake and destroy the church. Friend, God's love for us

  511. is not just a patient love. God intervenes. It's a kindness, kind

  512. of love that's tough and strong for the sake of the body. God's love

  513. for us is there to save us, but it's strong enough to die for

  514. us to the sick church of Ladscia. Jesus gave this message to John in

  515. Revelation in three nineteen and twenty. As many as I love, I rebuke

  516. and chasten. Therefore, be zealous and repent. He starts his admonition latesty

  517. in church says I love you. It's the most awful church in the book

  518. Revelation. But he says, I love you. Be zealous, get focused

  519. in serving me because I love you, and repent. Don't think you don't

  520. need you need to behold. I stand at the door and knock. If

  521. anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in to him

  522. and dine with him, and he with me. To him who overcomes,

  523. I will grant him to sit with me on my throne, as I also

  524. overcame and set down with my Father on his throne. The three of us

  525. with the river of the Holy Spirit, implied the ey, say my father

  526. me on the throne of the Eternal God, and you'll sit there too,

  527. because we love you. He who has an ear, let him hear what

  528. the spirit says. The church as friends. God gave us this church in

  529. this place, and God can take it away if we don't listen to His

  530. voice to be zealous and to repent and to live for others in Him.

  531. There's nothing sacred about us keeping something. If we are not kept by God.

  532. God doesn't send us the people we like. God sends us the people

  533. we must learn to love. Why Because God loves us, he found a

  534. place for us. Messed up though we be, Jesus says, as many

  535. as I love, I rebuked and chasten. Latest love letter in the book

  536. Relation is the love letter to the Church of Ladesea, the people of the

  537. Judgment. As many people interprets Adakia, but it's really the people of unrighteousness

  538. ad Dakia no righteousness, people who think they righteous and arn't the end time

  539. church that needs to have it right. No one gets into the King of

  540. God without overcoming and being disciplined in their lives. That's what Jesus says to

  541. him. Overcomes, friends, there will be no toxic latesty in kind of

  542. Christians in the King of God to spoil the universe's happiness. If you're toxic,

  543. if you can't respond in a way that will love in spite of how

  544. you've been treated. Then you're the problem, and God has to save you

  545. before you can save you, your family, or those around you. The

  546. cure for loveless lives, toxic false Christianity, and unkind believers is to believe

  547. that God in Jesus loves me first, that God was in Christ on that

  548. cross, as Paul says for me, that God's love was revealed from me

  549. before I knew better. Kindness begets kindness at the cross. Love is the

  550. source of love. At the cross. You cannot give what you have not

  551. received at the cross. God is loved, but you cannot share what God

  552. has not shared with you if you don't let his love into you at the

  553. cross. Paul says in Romans Too for that the kindness of God leads us

  554. to repentance. And Jesus says, you are the light of the world,

  555. a city on a hill, the sult of the earth. The light shines

  556. with the warmth of God's love. The city on a hell is the high

  557. place where love is a home and a heart for faith and worship, a

  558. welcome sight to see. The salt is the life of love that has flavor,

  559. and that preserves the fire and the wound that heals. The light shines

  560. with the warmth of God's love. Light, city salt. God loves people,

  561. and we are to love people. I never get tired of John chapter

  562. three. Let's put on the screen. There's nothing old about this verse.

  563. Let's read it together, New King James version. For God so loved the

  564. world, that means you and me that he gave his only begotten son,

  565. that whoever believes in him should not perish but have everlasting life. Now verse

  566. seventeen should be read with it. For God did not send his son into

  567. the world to condemn the world, but that the world through him might be

  568. saved. So Jesus was in the saving business, not the condemning business.

  569. Right, the church is to be in the saving business, not the condemning

  570. business. God loves people. That's why Jesus came to earth to save you,

  571. to be one of his people. The universe is a loving, uncondemning

  572. church beyond the stars, and thy will be done on earth as it is

  573. in heaven. Jesus prayer. Now, I had to put this sermon together

  574. quickly yesterday because a person reached out to me, a person one of the

  575. people that God loves from the radio ministry that some have said that we should

  576. get rid of, but not most, but some. I don't often share

  577. my text messages with people, but I'm going to share this one with you

  578. so you can pray for James. Is that fair? I love to work

  579. for people like this man who knows of us, who considers himself a member

  580. of our church, and who needs to come here to be baptized into Jesus

  581. and be saved. He texted me as Pastor Mike. He said, Pastor

  582. Mike, I spent ten years in prison. I didn't want to tell you,

  583. but that's where I found you and God. I listened to you for

  584. ten years, every night, Monday to Friday. You're on the radio a

  585. long time. I was so upset when they reduced your time on the radio.

  586. I was there for it all. It was very personal for me.

  587. I'm not a weirdo pastor, but I kindly asked to sit and he has

  588. a t and I don't know what tea means, and then he says lots

  589. of laughter, Lol. Acronyms are slow for me. I'll call you this

  590. week, sorry for holding you up. My mom's name is Bernice and she

  591. loves you so much, and then gave me the telephone number. I texted

  592. back, thanks for that number. He texted me back, High, Pastor

  593. Mike, it's me again. I'm in the Treatment Center Avenues in Prince Frederick,

  594. Maryland. They let me use my cell phone for a few minutes,

  595. and I wanted to use the time. Wisely, I won't be able to

  596. respond because after this text I'll have to turn my phone back in. Pastor

  597. Mike, I wanted to ask you if you would mind wouldn't mind sending me

  598. any reading material from your favorite theologian Like you say on the radio in the

  599. past, do you have a Revised Standard Versions at RSV in quotes Bibles lying

  600. around? I have the nkg U King King James Version Nelson Study Bible.

  601. I like to compare because it crystallizes the verses from me. Anything you approve

  602. of me reading, I will be so grateful. It just this amazes me.

  603. I have Desire of Ages and Ministry of Healing and the Great Controversy by

  604. Ellen G. White. Hear that melody, see not just Great Controversy.

  605. We're talking about the Desire of Ages, Minister of Healer. Other books by

  606. L. G. White. Just so you know, I need some guidance

  607. amy reading the Bible. Is there anything in special you think I should read?

  608. Please let me know now. I'll let you know. I had a

  609. hard time responding to him because I had fires going on in the church that

  610. distracted me from meeting with him as I but I'll continue reading. They will

  611. let me use my cell again after this week, so I'll come back and

  612. check to see what you wrote. I wanted to tell you I'm working on

  613. being close to your church. I'm on probation and I have like eight months

  614. left and I'm waiting for approval to move to Maryland, so I would have

  615. to commune from Virginia, which is okay, said so he heard it in

  616. a prison in Virginia. I know what the Lord has put on my heart,

  617. and I just want to be around you and be in God's house.

  618. People automatically think that because of my past, I automatically lie, cheat,

  619. and steel. I have done these things in the past, but that has

  620. not been the trend lately. For the past five years. Even though I

  621. relapsed, God has been working on And then he didn't say me, but

  622. I got many ment to gaze he says, God has been working on to

  623. gaze at the beauty of the Lord all the days of my life. Sorry

  624. for the bombardments of texts. Thank you for your prayers and listening to me

  625. and your kindness. It means the world to me. I responded back,

  626. what's your address? He gave me his name the address. I'm not going

  627. to read it to you. He said, no pressure. I texted back,

  628. thanks, let me see what I can do. God bless you in

  629. Jesus. I can drop them off now. That is a ninety minute drive

  630. to that spot, in a ninety minute drive back. It's three hours of

  631. a day. Here's his name is James. He says, I know you're

  632. so busy. Thank you for everything. I said, yes, absolutely you

  633. can. I'll sign a release and let them know. And then I responded

  634. back, I look forward to baptizing you, James. And then he texted

  635. me back, yes, Pastor Mike, I can't wait. I don't want

  636. anyone else to baptize me. I graduate four eighteen. It's April eighteen.

  637. That's coming now. I'm going to be in Fort Benning. There's a chance,

  638. Elder Dila Santos, when you preach here he may be in church that

  639. Sabbath. I don't know, but you look for James. He belongs to

  640. God and he belongs to us. He said, I have to go.

  641. Thank you God, bless you. And then I texted him back, we

  642. will baptize you shortly after Jesus is king. That's the interaction, Hew,

  643. Look, that takes time. I sat down to write my sermon yesterday and

  644. for some reason it came fast, and it was three point thirty, and

  645. I felt the impression you drive you find that Bible for James. Now,

  646. I went down into my library and I only had that Revice to Revice center.

  647. I have is about one hundred plus dollar bible, which is a copy

  648. of the one I use. It's a replacement Bible. That's the one I

  649. chose because the only one I had, and I would have given it to

  650. him. But then I came to the church looking for literature, and we

  651. didn't have an organized literature rack here with the broad literature we would need to

  652. minister to people. So we need to buttress this in our thinking to purchase

  653. literature for there and in the back. But I did find these wonderful spirit

  654. of prophecy books that I looked in the Great Controversy section. I gave him

  655. another Great controversy because I thought you had friends there, you know, and

  656. we may take a bunch of them over there. But I put together a

  657. series of books that would help. And I had had a gift bag,

  658. and I took one of the great controversy bags, melody that you have,

  659. and I put all the books in the Bible in the bag. I got

  660. on the phone, I called the facility. The social worker slash counselor said,

  661. we can't guarantee you can see him, but we're going to let you

  662. come. And so I was able to deliver them yesterday. I got home

  663. last night. And that's just how it is. So I drove those three

  664. hours yesterday to give him that RSV he wanted so badly. God loves James,

  665. God loves you and me. He loves our children. Here's a man

  666. who, in his suffering wants to come to this church to serve. That's

  667. what he's told me. I just want to serve God. Is there a

  668. place where I can do something for God in your church? God loves people.

  669. He made the church for people. I want to end with one John

  670. one to eleven one John to verse nine. Not for that which was from

  671. the beginning, which we've heard, which we've seen with our eyes, which

  672. we've looked upon, and our hands have handled touched. Concerning the word of

  673. life, that's Jesus the life, not a life. The life was manifested,

  674. and we have seen that word manifested. Mare. It's a Daniel prophetic

  675. term. It's the Greek equivalent. We have seen. We bear witness,

  676. declare to you the eternal life which was with the Father and was manifested to

  677. us, the appearance that which we have seen and heard. We declare to

  678. you that you may also have fellowship with us. And truly our fellowship is

  679. with the Father and with his son, Jesus Christ. And these things we

  680. write to you that your joy may be full. This is the message which

  681. we have heard from him, and declare to you that God is light,

  682. and in him is no darkness at all. If if we say that we

  683. have fellowship with Him and we walk in darkness, we lie and do not

  684. practice the truth. But if we walk in the light as He is in

  685. the light, we have fellowship with one another. And the blood of Jesus

  686. Christ, his son cleanses us from all sin. If we say that we

  687. have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us.

  688. And I love this promise in verse nine. And let's read it together.

  689. Let's read it as a church family. If we confess our sins,

  690. he is faithful in just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from

  691. all unrighteousness. Why because God in Jesus loves people. God loves us.

  692. Dear Father God, I'm grateful the Godhead as a family. Somehow, there's

  693. love at home, You've said, Thou Lord, hast been our dwelling place

  694. in all generations. Love at home, and Father, just be at home

  695. here. We're not always good children, but we're your children. And so

  696. Lord, thank you that Jesus died for his people, not just any people,

  697. He died for his people in the whole world too. And so Lord,

  698. I just pray you give every person here love at home in their own

  699. homes, in this home of faith in Jesus' name. Amen.