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Testimony

Reaching Hearts SDA Church

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  1. Well, let's bow our heads and let's get into the

  2. Word of God. Give me a little grace to give

  3. my whole message to you. Is that fair? And I'll

  4. try to there's a zero hand. Lord, when there's holy

  5. spirit life, we don't want to run it down. So

  6. we've gone a little longer with you today. But we

  7. need your spirit to understand the Word of God. We

  8. are in the Book of Acts. It is deep stuff.

  9. And Father, this one person I want to remember right

  10. now in my prayer Joe Weaver, our CPA in Tennessee, Laura.

  11. Laura's dad died this morning. Father, May you be with

  12. our dear friends who have helped us over twenty five

  13. years to be stable at reaching hearts and Father, there

  14. are others that I don't want to miss any person,

  15. but I think of Sonny's wife who passed away. Bless her,

  16. the entire family and the Lord. Just help us to

  17. remember everyone in our personal prayers. Thank you for the

  18. prayer chain in Jesus' name. Amen. The title of the

  19. message this morning is testimony. Have you ever given testimony

  20. about God means in your life? Okay? Stephen's name in

  21. Greek means corona. His Greek name literally means to surround

  22. with the idea of light all around, like a crown

  23. of glory. The Greek word stephanos for a crown of

  24. victory or wreath. The victory comes from the name Stephen,

  25. the root word for his name. When Stephen was dragged

  26. before the Jewish Council of the Sanhedrin, Luke records that

  27. his face was like an angel. This morning, I'd like

  28. to focus on the testimony of Stephen what it means

  29. for us today in our calling to shine for God

  30. with our testimony, which the Bible says, is how we

  31. overcome Satan in our life. Acts seven to two, and

  32. Stephen said, brethren and fathers. He begins by appealing to

  33. his murderers as brethren and respectfully. He says, hear me,

  34. the God of Glory appeared to our father Abraham when

  35. he was in Mesopotamia, before he lived in Heron. Here

  36. Stephen calls God the God of glory. Say that with me,

  37. the God of glory. Literally, in the Greek Stephen calls

  38. God the God of the glory. That's the original language.

  39. The statement of the Greek is a direct quote of

  40. the septuagen Greek Old Testament of the second third century BC.

  41. That is found only in our Bible, in Psalms twenty

  42. eight three. It's one chapter off in the Septuagin. Actually,

  43. Psalms twenty nine three. In our Bible, I gave you

  44. the Septuagin. Stephen intended to point these Jewish leaders back

  45. to the only place in the Greek Old Testament where

  46. this exact wording was found. The God of the Glory,

  47. the only place in the Greek Old Testament. Let's look

  48. at it in our English Bible, Psalms twenty nine to three.

  49. The voice of the Lord is upon the waters, the

  50. God of Glory. In the Greek Old Testament, the God

  51. of the Glory thunders the Lord upon many waters. It

  52. was well understood that the waters of the sea. When

  53. the rabbis looked at this, they knew what it meant Biblically.

  54. They knew that the sea represents the nations and peoples

  55. of the world. God is enthroned of the waters of

  56. the sea, representing the sea of nations, the peoples of

  57. planet Earth. God is the glorious Light of the world,

  58. enthroned above the waters. Stephen begins his testimony before the

  59. Sanhedrin with this affirmation from God's word that God is

  60. the glorious God of all people, and of all races

  61. and of all the nations in the world. Sister, you

  62. did our the sign song where there you are. Thank you,

  63. What a beautiful, beautiful gift to our church today. Thank

  64. you for coming here today and sharing that with us.

  65. God is the God of all people. And so we

  66. celebrate today that God is not a racist. Did you

  67. hear me? We don't worship of racist God. In fact,

  68. in the second Angel's message, he says to come out

  69. of Babylon. Babylon is the is the center where racism

  70. was born. With the tier of Babel, Pentecoster reverses that

  71. because God brings people together in Jesus in truth, in clarity,

  72. not confusion. Stephen begins his testimony before the Sanhedrin affirming

  73. that God is the God of all people. John identified

  74. Jesus as the glory of God that came to earth

  75. to reveal the character of the unseen eternal God to

  76. the whole world. Friends, we worship but God, who is

  77. the light of the world. Christ is God, or he

  78. couldn't be the light that came from God. John one

  79. point fourteen and the word became flesh and dwelt among

  80. us full of grace and truth. I mean, the truth

  81. about God could have been an awful truth, but the

  82. truth about God was a good truth. God is merciful

  83. and gracious, and John says, we have beheld his glory

  84. in Jesus. We saw the Chakaina glory of the eternal God.

  85. Glory is of the only son from the Father, dear heart.

  86. God is in the business of calling men and women

  87. out of the world into a direct relationship with himself

  88. as the God of the Glory. Do you hear me?

  89. Say it with me, the God of the Glory. At

  90. this point, Stephen recalls the history of Abraham, whom God

  91. called out of Er from the land of the Chaldeans.

  92. Er in the Hebrew language means light thachi or or

  93. you can hear it in Genesis and the Hebrew it

  94. also means the same in the ancient Akkadian language of

  95. er Er meant light. God called Abraham out of the

  96. land of Earth, the land of false light, to follow

  97. the God of the Glory to a new land that

  98. will exist in the future at the end of the

  99. age as the Kingdom of God. He was calling him

  100. back to the place where Eden was, where the new

  101. Eden will be, the Promised Land Act seven three. And

  102. he said to him, Stephen is here, saying, depart from

  103. your land and from your kindred, and go into the

  104. land which I will show you. God is speaking the

  105. Old Testament. Then he departed from the land of the

  106. Chaldeans and lived in Heron, And after his father died,

  107. God removed him from there into this land in which

  108. you are now living. Yet he gave him no inheritance

  109. in it, not even a foot slength, but he promised

  110. to give it to him in possession and to his

  111. posterity after him, though he had no child. Friend, God

  112. calls us out of false light, just like he called

  113. Abraham out of error, to leave the world, to leave

  114. an error behind, to follow the truth far behind, to

  115. follow God, to come to know God, to have clarity,

  116. to know the God of the glory and the mercy

  117. and truth of God in Christ faith. And this is interesting.

  118. I texted this to a friend who sends me every

  119. morning an encouragement statement. Some people send me discouraging statements

  120. every day. Text is me. You ever get virtue signaling

  121. on your phone? Now you need to fess up and

  122. quit sinning. I have someone who does that every day

  123. for me, and I don't block him. You know why,

  124. because I'm open to my parishioners. He's not here and

  125. I love him. Okay, but it's really awful. The virtue

  126. signal like that every day, but this one doesn't. He

  127. sends an encouraging statement to me every day, and I

  128. actually wrote this back to him. Faith is an eye

  129. without light because faith sees and the night. You got

  130. that faith is an eye without light because faith sees

  131. in the night. Stephen records that Abraham followed God even

  132. though Abraham had no child from God as of yet.

  133. The ancients could not conceive of eternal life without the

  134. gift of children. They felt, we can only live on

  135. in this world in the lives of our children who

  136. survive us. They thought, But if you have no children

  137. in the world, you have no future. You are dead

  138. for the future. So to survive you must have children.

  139. They got part of it right with this ide, Dib,

  140. but not all of it. It is true that life

  141. is really about legacy, am I correct? And children rightly

  142. trained our divine legacy that lives on for the good

  143. of God and us and our lives live on through

  144. them in that way. So God promised to give Abraham

  145. a children, Abraham's children of future. Even though the old

  146. man he called out of er had no children. His

  147. wife wasn't able to have children to Beard, actually she didn't,

  148. but he followed the God of the Glory into the future,

  149. even though he couldn't see how God would pull that off.

  150. The Bible teaches us that if we have faith in Jesus, friends,

  151. we are all the children of Abraham. Raise your hand,

  152. you have faith in Jesus, Raise your hand, hi, you

  153. are a child of Abraham. Rizecreanth the promise Jesus is

  154. the light of the world. And when we follow Jesus,

  155. we walk in the light of the God of the Glory.

  156. Faith is an eye without light, because faith sees in

  157. the night. Apostle John tells us that faith is the

  158. victory that overcomes the world. The children read it here

  159. one John five four. For whatever is born of God

  160. overcomes the world. Now, how many of you became a

  161. Christian to be a loser? Keep your hands down? How

  162. many of you became a Christian to be an overcomer?

  163. Raise them high? And he says, and this is the

  164. victory that overcomes the world our faith see faith matters.

  165. Abraham left the world he knew far behind, and the

  166. divine call to follow the God of the Glory. That

  167. is exactly what we are called to do as true

  168. believers in Jesus Christ. We are called to leave the

  169. world with all its false light far behind, and to

  170. follow the God of the Glory into the dark with

  171. faith to find the future of God that is bright,

  172. That is the light. God is the light in the journey.

  173. When you cannot see the future, you can still see

  174. God in the journey. If God appears to you in

  175. your life, did to Abraham, you have the future already

  176. secured in life. Because if God is with you, the

  177. future is alive. Jesus spoke of the future resurrection. He says, Abraham, Isaac,

  178. and Jacob are alive to God in the future. It's

  179. better to have a relationship with God than to have

  180. the gifts of God. To be secure without God in

  181. your life, better to have God be poor. Why Because

  182. God is the light that makes life worthwhile and full

  183. of meaning in the journey in God's future. For you

  184. with God, what good is heaven? What good is eternal life?

  185. If God isn't in it. If his character is not

  186. truth and mercy. If the light is darkness in God,

  187. then who wants to live forever with God. Sometimes we

  188. think that when we follow God out of the land

  189. of false light, and yes, there's false light in the world.

  190. Don't think that every church is a church that has light.

  191. God has a people at the end of time identified

  192. it as the remnant Church. While every church, and even

  193. the remnant church has the challenges like ancient Israel had,

  194. it possesses the core of the Covenant. It keeps the

  195. commandments and has the testimony of Jesus Christ and so

  196. important that we seek truth in our life. Sometimes we

  197. think that when we follow God out of the land

  198. of false light, everything will go great and good right away.

  199. How many of you were baptized and felt but I

  200. have a great week after baptism. My next year is

  201. gonna be super because I was baptized. I thought that,

  202. you know, the first when I was baptized, the God

  203. into a fight. Right after my baptism. Someone cursed my

  204. mama and I just lost it. I still had the

  205. nature and I don't want to go into it, but

  206. I had to do some repenting. But I was baptized

  207. into Christ. Did God kick me out of the kingdom

  208. because of that? No, He worked with me. This is

  209. not the king Sometimes we thank the when we follow

  210. God out of the land of false light. Everything great

  211. not true. This is not the case with Bible faith

  212. and definitely not the case with the God of the Glory.

  213. Faith in God is always tested, so will stand tall

  214. as faith that endures to the end. Faith under fire

  215. and trial, for the God of the Glory is real faith.

  216. It's the victory that overcomes the world. No one will

  217. slip into heaven easy. Do you hear that no one

  218. is given an eternal crown at the end of the

  219. race because they were born with us with a spiritual

  220. silver spoon in their mouth. That's right for some of you.

  221. You need to hear that no one will gain eternal

  222. life without giving up the worthless life of the world

  223. with all its false promises of light and glory. We

  224. say no to the world, Yes to God. They needed

  225. to hear the testimony from Stephen, a man of God,

  226. that we must leave the world far behind, like Abraham did,

  227. defind God to follow the God of the Glory. It's

  228. possibly be in the church su possibly leave the church

  229. like the Sanhedrin was, and to be worldly. I ask

  230. you this morning the question that Stephen drove home hard

  231. into the minds of those learned worldly men whoft, who

  232. felt they were so privileged that God would give them

  233. anything what they asked for. I ask you the question,

  234. have you left the world far behind? Or are you

  235. still clinging to the world in your life? Now? Don't

  236. answer it publicly, but ask yourself the question. I'm not

  237. asking if you're perfect. I'm asking if you have surrendered

  238. to the Lord to be able to say I do

  239. not want the world controlling me in my life. Do

  240. you expect God to give you a handout with no trials,

  241. with no endurance, with really no victory in your life

  242. over sin? Is that the Christian walk you want in

  243. your life? Cheap grace, friend, is not grace at all.

  244. God offers us costly grace that cost him everything that

  245. bids a man or woman come and die so they

  246. can live for the God of the glory. Dear heart,

  247. let's get it straight and write with God. No pain,

  248. no gain in the Christian life, no strain, no gain either,

  249. no trials, no crown to attain, no ill treatment, no

  250. vindication from God, no persecution, no vindication. The life that

  251. is never tested is a life that has never lived

  252. for God. Stephen drove that point home hard to those

  253. arrogant and self sufficient religious leaders who would not pay

  254. the price of self sacrifice to have God's leadership truly

  255. in their heart and lives. Stephen continues with his testimony

  256. verse six, Acts seven. And God spoke to this effect

  257. that his posterity be aliens in the land belonging to

  258. others who would enslave them, and He'll treat them four

  259. hundred years. But I will judge the nation which they serve,

  260. and said God. And after that they will shall come

  261. out and worship me in this place. My wife's Diana,

  262. My wife's My wife Diana has a grandfather who's passed away.

  263. He was the first Seventh day Adventist in Iraq. If

  264. I'm not mistaken. He came in through the Voice of Prophecy,

  265. that global radio broadcast and Bible study network, and he

  266. came to the light of the Three Angels messages as

  267. he was seeking truth Revelation fourteen the last messages for

  268. this world. And he lived in the land of the

  269. Chaldeans in modern Iraq, and like Abraham Basher, Hasso became

  270. a very wealthy man, but he invested his resources in

  271. his family. He built our work in the Middle East

  272. early on leban and other places. He funneled money through

  273. his family and associates and himself to make the message

  274. go in the Middle East. And he left a legacy

  275. of faith for his family and others until the day

  276. he died, and still lives on in my children. He

  277. built much of what we appreciate now in that those

  278. areas of the world are in trouble. But Shehir Hosso suffered.

  279. His life was threatened at times by the Baphist party

  280. under Saddam Hussein in Iraq, but he didn't sell his

  281. faith in Jesus, the Sabbath, the Gospel for gain or

  282. to be political with power. Diana's dad, John Green Dad

  283. I call him Dad, married Bashir Hasso's daughter Epi, which

  284. is Diana's mom. Dad was and is a lot like

  285. Bashir Hasso. He was smart enough that he could have

  286. become a wealthy businessman like his father in law had.

  287. I mean he gets on the computer, he he understands

  288. computer models of investing. He's amazing, but instead instead of

  289. doing that, he became a minister of the Gospel to

  290. serve in the mission field. Diana's dad is the visionary

  291. who founded Reaching Hearts International. Many of you don't know

  292. that he is. When I couldn't see five minutes into

  293. the future after Sligo, Dad envisioned Reaching Hearts International, worked

  294. with Elder Milos Martin, one of the great Seventh Day

  295. Adventists of our time who helped to desegregate our church

  296. in the sixties, believe it or not. And Elder Charles Cheatham,

  297. the president of Alleghany's Conference who became like a father

  298. to me. With doctor John Butler, some of you here

  299. a core group of visionaries that in vision, radio, evangelism,

  300. collegiate outreach, church planting, which you've done around the world.

  301. Dad was kidnapped at gunpoint by the PLO terrorist group

  302. when he was a missionary, but God helped him escape

  303. in a mon Jordan. A sniper's bullet almost hit him

  304. in Lebanon, and he survived. He got up just in time.

  305. Diana had to learn to read under a bed with

  306. bullets flying overhead and bombs landing nearby. That's why my

  307. wife can take anything, and she makes me stand up

  308. to stuff I wouldn't normally stand up to. But Sheer

  309. Hasso and John Green left a legacy of faith because

  310. they endured suffering in their lives for others. Most people

  311. here don't know it, but Diana's dad had a premature

  312. illness that has really hurt him in the last ten

  313. years because of the stress and strain of making sure

  314. that we at Reaching Hearts International made it through our

  315. legal fight, our challenges when crazy things happened to us

  316. to secure our church's future. Good hunk of his retirement

  317. money went here, not for retirement. Satan attacked him personally

  318. as he stood for us. He's never stood in the

  319. pulpit to beg for affirmation. But I'm his son in law.

  320. I'm praising God for what he did. I remember the

  321. darkest night of the struggle for me when we lost

  322. an important vote in the county council for water and

  323. sewer approval over twenty years ago. We needed to build

  324. a church, and that they said no. Power from worthy

  325. men and Prince George's and that council said no. But

  326. God had said yes to our church. I was driving

  327. home in the rain and pain, crying on the phone

  328. with Diana's dad on the other side. Dad, I can't

  329. believe it. We lost. I'm broken, I feel like giving up,

  330. and I was just shedding tears as a young minister.

  331. Doctor John Green her dad. I call him doctor Green.

  332. You know, I wrote him before I proposed to her,

  333. and I called him John Green. Ever after, I called

  334. him doctor John Green. Bad move. He's beginning ready to propose,

  335. you know, Dad. Doctor John Green stopped me dead in

  336. my tracks as I was nurturing this attitude of the

  337. victim and the soup of self pity. You ever been there?

  338. He said, Mike, listen to me, Mike, and nature the

  339. weak die you cannot afford to be. Then he stared

  340. at me. Then he shared with me. He says, Mike,

  341. listen to me. You can't go there. It's better to

  342. die trying than to quit trying. Then he shared one

  343. of my favorite verses, for I know the plans I

  344. have for you, says the Lord, plans for welfare and

  345. not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.

  346. I decided right then and there that I would not

  347. give up for the fight for this church, no matter what.

  348. I stood alongside some of you here today who also

  349. made that decision in your life, and some who have

  350. passed who made the decision to die to give us

  351. this church. If that's what it took, and that's why

  352. reaching Hearts internationals here. Others quit and moved on because

  353. they were not willing to pay the price for victory

  354. to have this church. We've gone through times we lost

  355. half our church because then want to pay the price,

  356. do the right thing to move through stressful times. I

  357. confess to you today that I have feelings like anybody else.

  358. Do you have feelings? Okay, let's just say we all

  359. have feelings. And I felt like giving up many times

  360. and just moving on in the last twenty five years. Yeah,

  361. I did. I lost a lot of worldly things in

  362. our common fight for this beautiful church God has given us.

  363. I want to just share them with you here a

  364. little bit, because I've never done this before. I lost

  365. the chance for a PhD sponsored by Southern Avenue University

  366. and University. To stay here, I turned down calls to

  367. the ministry and other places with positions that were very

  368. much coveted. I was called to consider the Village Church

  369. in Bury in Springs, Michigan. That Jay Gallumer called me

  370. and they had extended the call. I turned around came home.

  371. The Battle Creek Church, also in Michigan, was extended to

  372. me to come and interview for that, and they would

  373. have brought me there. I turned down a request to

  374. join the Eye Missouri conference. In the fight for the church,

  375. I lost my retirement with the denomination because denominational employees

  376. pastors are not allowed to fight legal battles in court,

  377. so I had to not be an employee to carry

  378. the legal victory through to the end. I lost my

  379. reputation many corners at the hands of some denominational leaders,

  380. not all, but some who chose to demonize our struggle

  381. for a church was reaching arts in court fighting for

  382. a church. These few self righteous men tried to frame

  383. me as a man who just wanted to fight in

  384. court to make money. I didn't get any money from that.

  385. I lost a lot of money. They tried to frame

  386. our struggle as an unrighteous cause instead of a stand

  387. for justice and for freedom. Look, we live in America

  388. where a Christian constitution stands for liberty and freedom, and

  389. so we must fight for freedom if God puts us

  390. into the fight. They did this until God won the

  391. victory for us in court, and then they wrote it

  392. up in a publication as their victory. And I said,

  393. praise God, because I'm part of a world church, and

  394. if they want to claim the victory, it's God's victory,

  395. it's our world Church's victory. God be praised for our church.

  396. A heavy rain pummeled on my windshield that night as

  397. Diana's dad talked sound, good, wise, spiritual sense into my

  398. victim minded, ignorant, youthful head. That night I listened to

  399. a man of God, Dad, who himself had suffered and

  400. almost died, was almost murdered to serve Christ in the

  401. mission field. Diana's father loved me enough to tell me

  402. the truth that I had a fatal flaw in my

  403. character that was a mortal weakness. If left unaddressed, it

  404. would destroy me. I was. I was too willing to

  405. give up. Dad said, when God had led us into

  406. the wilderness for a fight for faith, that was as

  407. calling to a victory. But you cannot see it all.

  408. If you can't see the victory, don't doubt God. Leading.

  409. With tears flowing down my face and my voice cracked

  410. with grief, I decided right then and there that I

  411. would fight for this church with every ounce of energy

  412. God would give me, even if He killed me, and

  413. even if I failed. Hav many like that word failure fail.

  414. I would fight for the future and faith. And a

  415. lot of you made the same decision here. I have

  416. all my life been afraid of personal failure. Up to

  417. that time. I grew up in poverty. I overachieved. I

  418. assumed the cum Laudie at the seminary because I did

  419. not want to be the second best person in my class.

  420. I confess to you that that was a weakness and

  421. a failing in my life. I confess that the fight

  422. for this church did almost kill me. But God had

  423. to lead me through something to break me and to

  424. teach me to rely on him. It looked dark most

  425. of the time, as most people thought we would fail,

  426. and they begin to talk about as a failure church.

  427. There are many prophets of doom who would come through

  428. the doors, who would talk to our people out there,

  429. that tried to convince me and some of you and

  430. others that we would just not make it. They tried

  431. to frame us as a group that was illegitimate and

  432. unworthy of God's grace to have a church. Dear heart.

  433. God sent godly men from outside of our church, pastors

  434. who are not advent us, to our church in the

  435. Salem network, to shepherd us, to encourage us to protect us.

  436. Don't tell me that we're the only people that has

  437. truth from God. When you have truth in your heart,

  438. you have some truth to share. And God sent doctor

  439. David Ruhlmann, who was head of WAVA, and Tom Moyer

  440. into our lives and their families and others to encourage

  441. us to stand tall and true with faith in Jesus.

  442. And I never compromised the Bible teachings for one minute

  443. to have that relationship, and they didn't ask me to.

  444. I blew a disc in my lore back the day

  445. after I signed the contract for the property for this

  446. church we worship in today, it hurt. It's pain, off

  447. the charts, in pain. I had to learn to walk again.

  448. We started the journey twenty five years ago to build

  449. a church. The day after the property signed it boom,

  450. I'm paralyzed right leg. I was on steroids to save

  451. the nerve function my right leg. That's why I favored

  452. my right leg. I used to lay on my back

  453. and cry before I would write my sermon because of

  454. the pain was so bad I didn't know if I'd

  455. get in the pulpit and even share it. I learned

  456. to live with chronic pain and crying a lot in

  457. the night in my fight for faith. For many weeks,

  458. I dragged my leg into church. I mean remember me

  459. dragging my leg in the church twenty five years ago

  460. when I had that Kathy does a few of you

  461. Most of you don't know that to preach a sermon

  462. at Chi with pain off the charts in the nerve

  463. area of L four L five in my lower back.

  464. They gave me a lamin ectomy surgery to remove the

  465. disk to save my leg so I could walk. Pain

  466. kept on for a few months. I still have paralysis

  467. my right leg from the blowout of that disk that

  468. happened twenty five years ago, and part of the muscle,

  469. the tibias interior is paralyzed. I had two major surgeries

  470. during the fight for this church, and most of you

  471. don't even know it that most I also had two

  472. blood clots during this journey that hospitalized me and threatened

  473. my life. Diana told me to quit studying so hard.

  474. I would sit for twelve hours and study, and I

  475. got blood clot. I suffered the last blood clot and

  476. we broke ground to build the church. I don't even

  477. remember me walking around with my leg up like that.

  478. I almost died of sepsis one week, but most of

  479. you didn't even know I was sick. I was preaching

  480. one Sabbath of the Cedar Ridge in the old place,

  481. so over ten years ago in Spencerville, and I was

  482. dying the next day in set dick shock. Anybody here

  483. have sepsis, It's awful. The infection my blood raised my

  484. temperature to one oh eight and I was hospitalized on antibiotics. Literally,

  485. I was melting away in church. They cultured the bacterium

  486. and they saved my life at Howard County. I mean,

  487. some of you visited me thought I was just in

  488. the hospital for something simple. A well meaning leader in

  489. the church who worked in the Sabbath School department of

  490. the General Conference, who have great affection for visits me

  491. in the hospital for that. I'm very grateful. But he

  492. tried to convince me that it was all in my head.

  493. It was not in my head. It was eating me

  494. a lie. It was in my blood and I was

  495. dying from sepsis. God was able to help those doctors

  496. find it. The antibotic worked. I got out Friday. I

  497. showed up in church the next Sabbath. After I was

  498. released the Friday before, thirty five forty pounds a light.

  499. Everyone said, Pastor Mike, you've been working out. I did

  500. it to make an appearance to give everyone calm in

  501. the church because of the fight. Because I thought the

  502. pastor was dying. People give up and go away. I

  503. showed up to make the flock feel confident. But I

  504. was not well at all. I had lost thirty five

  505. pounds that week, and it was awful. The infection ripped

  506. me up inside. I was on the strong antibotic Zipro

  507. for months to prevent a return of the infection. It

  508. caused me to blow out attendant in my right leg,

  509. which led to the blood cloth, the second blood cloth

  510. I have to I had to have reconstructive surgery on

  511. my mouth during that time to stop the infection from

  512. returning because of bad dealal work. Why I went to

  513. a place to get dealing work because I couldn't afford

  514. insurance during that time. Diana and I have lifted out

  515. insurance times during the struggle. I took two weeks off

  516. to recover. After I showed up in church, went down,

  517. just went to bed. I slept for two whole weeks

  518. with Dad in Tennessee. I experienced a church member who

  519. yelled at my face. He's pretty bad. During that time,

  520. I loved that person. I considered it part of the

  521. calling to care for the flock. I have experienced the

  522. pain of people out to wreck my reputation again and

  523. again just to get their way over the years, I've

  524. lost some of the dearest people in my life in

  525. this journey to build this church, and for that I'm

  526. deeply sorry. Doctor John Butler, Grace Butler are gone now.

  527. Some of you don't even know who these giants of

  528. God were. Doctor Butler after Sligo put his arm around

  529. me and says, We're just not going to let you fail.

  530. Mike one of the most godly men I'll ever know

  531. in my life. Abraham and Kathy poor SONI are gone

  532. are former deacons, Podma Foz Gay. His courage has manifested

  533. such that I didn't give up. Melissa is long and noble.

  534. The great cloud of witnesses that have preceded us, and

  535. there are others who died in the struggle to make

  536. this church rise for the honor and glory for the

  537. God of the glory. As I review my life journey

  538. here with you, I bear testimony to you confidently in Christ,

  539. that I am not a victim. You hear me. I

  540. have been privileged to stand alongside a noble cloud of

  541. witnesses like Steven, men and women of faith who didn't

  542. ask when they could get out of the church, asked

  543. what they could give to make it happen. I have

  544. stood on the shoulders of spiritual giants here at Reaching

  545. Hearts International, who have affected the world through freedom, through

  546. the victory of that litigation, through the radio, and other means.

  547. I count all these things necessary that I've been through

  548. and you have been through that my wife and others,

  549. my dad has been through, and all gain worthy of

  550. loss for the privilege of following Jesus Christ in my

  551. life right here in this place. I'm happy for the

  552. journey that led me to a deeper faith than Jesus.

  553. As I learned more and more that I needed to

  554. leave be high the world in my journey to find God.

  555. I need to give up on life dreams to follow

  556. God's dream for my life. Recently, with Diana's dad, we

  557. retraced the footsteps of my great grandfather, Lander Southern, who

  558. fought in the Civil War on the Confederate side. He

  559. was still a man of God. There were good people

  560. on both sides whacking it out during that war. He

  561. fought in the Civil War in a major battle from

  562. first bull Run through the Fredericksburg to teet him to Gettysburg.

  563. He should have died, most good honk of the twenty

  564. fourth Virginia Infantry died. Lander was wound in the arm

  565. with a bullet at the Stone Wall. He was in

  566. Pickett's charge, General Longstreet's division right flank. He got all

  567. the way to the top before he was shot in

  568. the arm. He was willing to die on that hill,

  569. but he didn't die. God made him live. He went

  570. to a prisoner of war camp in New York. He

  571. was there for a year and came home last year.

  572. Diana's dad put his arm around me on the battlefield

  573. at Gettysburg where that Picket's charge occurred last year or

  574. the year before. He said, Mike, God preserved your ancestor, Leander,

  575. so you could build the church at Reaching Hearts International.

  576. And he was crying because of he was so happy

  577. that our church is here. Dad had tears in his

  578. eyes as he bore testimony with me of the grace

  579. of God for our church, our history, our family history,

  580. for freedom. And I bear testimony today alongside of Bashir Hasso,

  581. doctor John Green, my wife's father, and my dad, my dad,

  582. and the Lord and many others here I've mentioned them.

  583. I bear testimony today to you with Steve, and also

  584. in mind that no one gets to heaven without someone

  585. great in their life who suffered for Jesus Christ so

  586. they could make it to the higher ground and stand

  587. on the shoulders of giants. We're not self sufficient Christians

  588. as we overcome. Friend, if you want an easy way

  589. that cost you nothing to be a Christian, if you

  590. want a self affirming form of Christianity that just makes

  591. you feel good, sinning that leaves you in a world

  592. in love with the world, then don't bother to become

  593. a Christian. Don't ask to be baptized, and don't bother

  594. to become a leader in the church. Either. God can't

  595. accept you if you can't leave the world to follow

  596. God into the night. I have lost nothing in my

  597. walk with God that I didn't need to give up

  598. to walk with God. And I testify today with joy.

  599. God and Jesus are worth everything. Why Because God with

  600. Jesus is the joy and the jury, the kick and

  601. the feet, the light of our life, the joy that

  602. overcomes pain. Friend, Jesus is the life that matters now

  603. in life. The Holy Spirit is the peace I would

  604. have never had if not for the trials and the

  605. tests that prove our faith is the victory that overcomes

  606. the world. Stephen's name means victory, a wreath of victory.

  607. Stephen bore testimony to the truth as he lost his

  608. life like Jesus did as the first martyr of the

  609. Christian Church, because he loved the Lord. He was not

  610. in it to get what he could get. He was

  611. in it because of Jesus. That is how we overcome. Also,

  612. we die in life to live for God. We lose

  613. in life to gain for God. We surrender in life

  614. to overcome for God, to bear testimony to God, to

  615. the God of the Glory, the God of the Light,

  616. the exact linguistic sinner. The book Revelation ends with these

  617. words words in Revelation twelve ten and eleven, and I

  618. heard a loud voice in heaven, saying, now the salvation

  619. and the power and the kingdom of our God and

  620. the authority of His Christ have come. For the accuser

  621. of our brethren has been thrown down, who accuses them

  622. day and night before our God. And they have conquered

  623. him the devil, by the blood of the Lamb and

  624. by the word of their testimony. For they love not

  625. their lives even unto death. I'm alive today. There are

  626. others who are not, who have been in this journey.

  627. Dear Heart, let us choose this day to bear testimony,

  628. to stand with the great cloud of witnesses who have

  629. honored God by faithful life. And let us never forget

  630. that when God calls us out of the world, he

  631. calls us into relationship with the God of the Glory

  632. and faith. Faith is an e without light. Forget that

  633. faith sees in the night. God bless you everyone. Dear Father.

  634. We're not good people, but we're your people. Yes, we're

  635. not perfect people, but you are. And we don't see

  636. the future, and we can doubt, and we can have

  637. little faith like Jesus' disciples, but you'd have great faith. Father,

  638. give us Jesus every day for the rest of our lives.

  639. Help us to serve you for you, not for us.

  640. May you let self die that Christ might live. And Lord,

  641. grant every dear heart here who needs to know they

  642. are loved. May they know that if they have faith

  643. in Jesus, they are accepted as if they had never sinned.

  644. They are complete in the Beloved. They are your children

  645. in the journey, not just at the end of the journey,

  646. and that you love them. Thank you for proving it

  647. in Jesus. Bless your people to day in Jesus name. Amen.