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The Beginning of the End of Saul | Life of David Part 1
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I'm honored to be able to share God's word with you this morning as we kick
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off a brand new sermon series that we're going to be working our way through
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this summer called The Life of David, Shepherd, Warrior, and King.
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And there's no doubt that David is going to take the lead role over the next several weeks.
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However, his story is filled with a supporting cast that we just cannot overlook.
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And one such character is the man who holds the title of Israel's very first king.
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And so you might have noticed we've got some different frames set up.
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These spin around, and these are going to be visual aids as we kind of journey
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through the timeline of David's story.
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And so there's got icons on the back of each of these picture frames.
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So we're going to hit the pause button on David's story, and we're going to
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rewind, okay, all the way back to about 1020 BC at around a time when David
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was likely just a twinkle in his daddy's eye. Okay.
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So 1020 BC to set the stage for you, Israel at this point in history is a theocracy
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in that God was their King and they were ruled by judges.
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But Israel, as we were all prone to do, grew discontent and they saw the other
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nations around them and how they had these regal rulers and these people that
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you could look to. And they said, we want a king too.
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So they went to the prophet Samuel and they said, make us a king.
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We want someone that we could see, someone that we can celebrate,
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someone that we can build a big fancy throne for and give a crown to.
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Make us a king. Now you have to understand this was not God's best for Israel.
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Yet God still allowed them to have a king. In fact, God even selected the man.
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God chose Saul, son of Kish, from the tribe of Benjamin.
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Saul was one of those guys that just seemed to have everything going for him.
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You know one of those guys, right? The Bible tells us that he was head and shoulders
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taller than anyone else in all of Israel. He's the tallest in all of Israel.
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In addition to that, scriptures tell us that he was the most handsome man in
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all of Israel. Tough lot in life, right?
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Like who wrote this description as mother? Give me a break.
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So he's the tallest, most handsome man in all of Israel. But not only that,
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more importantly, Saul was also a man of good character.
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He was chosen by God. He was anointed by the Holy Spirit. He was humble. He was wise.
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He was capable. He was influential.
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This guy had the entire package.
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And you got to understand, Saul really was the best possible candidate for the job.
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And he began very well. He started delivering Israel from all of her enemies.
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But something happened. And eventually God's plan for this man's life began to derail.
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And what we'll come to see in Saul's story is this.
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Disobedience doesn't diminish God's love for you, but it can derail your story.
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I'm going to say that again. Disobedience does not diminish God's love for you.
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He's going to love you no matter what, but it can derail your story.
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Saul's disobedience led him to be filled with fear and angst and jealousy and
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rage, and he became deceitful, he became conniving, and in the end, he took his own life.
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Things went horribly wrong for someone who had all of the promise and all of
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the potential in the world.
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And what we're going to do this morning is we're going to look at four specific
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areas where Saul's disobedience caused his heart to drift farther and farther from God.
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But before we dive in, I want you to hear something.
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I want you to hear that the good plans that God has for your life,
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they don't need to be derailed. They don't need to be delayed.
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And if you and I will make the necessary heart adjustments along the way,
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if we will respond in obedience and in faith, then we can stay on track.
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Or for those of us who have yet to master the art of perfection,
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we can get back on track to the good things that God has for us.
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So with that in mind, you guys ready?
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Three people over here and two over here. I love it. Okay, here we go.
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First lesson that we can learn from the life of Saul is this, we must remain patient.
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Everybody's favorite fruit of the spirit, right? Kind of reminds me of that
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pastor who was very verbose, shall we say.
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He was known for giving long, slow sermons. His name was Nathan.
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And anyway, Nathan, he got up to preach one Sunday and he was just going and
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going and going and going.
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And the congregation kept looking at their watch and it's football season.
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They want to get back call him for kickoff.
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And eventually a gentleman in the back just stood up and started walking toward the exit.
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And the pastor looked at him somewhat incredulously and said,
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where are you going? And the man said, I'm going to get a haircut.
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And the pastor said, well, why didn't you do that before the service?
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To which the man responded, pastor, I didn't need one before the service.
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No haircuts necessary today. Maybe just a light trim.
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Okay. I say remain patient because Because Saul was very patient,
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but he didn't remain that way and it cost him dearly.
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But let's take a look at the start of Saul's story, 1 Samuel chapter 9.
1 Samuel 9 chapter mention
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By the way, we are going to be all over 1 Samuel 9 through 18,
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so we're going to jump around a bunch.
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I'm going to have the scriptures on the screen, but if you want to follow along,
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that's where we're going to be.
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So 1 Samuel 9, we read that Saul, he was out looking for his dad's lost donkeys
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when he divinely crossed paths with the prophet Samuel.
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This is after Israel has demanded a king and God has agreed and he said,
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okay, I will give you an earthly king.
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And so through a series of events, Saul actually goes to see Samuel to inquire
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about these lost donkeys.
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Now, while he's approaching Samuel, God reveals to Samuel, hey, this is the guy.
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This is the next king of Israel. And so Samuel anoints Saul's head with oil,
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symbolizing that the Holy Spirit is coming upon him to rule as Israel's new king.
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And immediately after that, Samuel details this list of signs that Saul's going
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to receive confirming this royal calling.
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I'm not going to go into the details of this. You can read all about them in 1 Samuel chapter 10.
1 Samuel 10 chapter mention
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But there's actually 17 very specific predictions that Samuel says are going
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to come to pass that are confirmation that Saul's calling is for real,
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for lack of a better way to say that.
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And every single one of those predictions came true, and they happened that day.
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And so after sharing all of these signs with Saul, this is what Samuel says
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to him in 1 Samuel 10, verse 7.
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He says, once these signs are fulfilled, do whatever your hand finds to do,
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for God is with you. Do whatever your hand finds to do.
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Some translations say, do whatever seems best.
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Another says, do whatever you choose to do. That seems pretty wide open,
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does it not? Do whatever you think you should do.
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Now, some people, if they would have received the prophet's declaration that
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they're going to rule over God's inheritance, and they'd had the oil poured
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on their heads, and they had all these amazing signs suddenly come to pass,
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they would have wanted to tell some people about it, right?
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They would have been out announcing their calling. They'd have been posting
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an oily selfie on social media, right?
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Hashtag anointed, hashtag humbled, hashtag blessed, at Samuel.
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But not Saul. That's not what he does at all.
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Listen to what happens right after this. He meets up with his uncle.
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Okay. So he's visited Samuel. He's been anointed.
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He meets up with his uncle and listen to this.
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Saul's uncle said, tell me what Samuel said to you.
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And Saul replied, he assured us that the donkeys had been found,
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but he did not tell his uncle what Samuel had said about the kingship. Doesn't say a word.
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Listen to me. If you have to announce to people what you are,
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then A, you're not, or B, the fruits of that calling have not matured enough
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in your life to be recognized.
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And Saul was patient and he was wise enough to allow the fruit of his calling to speak for itself.
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And he knew there wasn't any fruit yet.
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So the next thing that happens is Samuel calls everyone together at a place
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called Mizpah, and he puts forth Saul as God's chosen king. This is what we read in verse 24.
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Samuel said to all the people, do you see the man the Lord has chosen?
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There's no one like him among all the people.
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And then the people shouted, long live the king, long live the king.
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And Samuel goes on, because this is Israel's very first king,
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to explain the behavior of royalty to the people.
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And then he sends everybody home. And in verse 26, we see that Saul also went
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home to Gibeah. He actually went back.
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To his dad's farm. That seems a little anticlimactic, doesn't it?
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We go from the nations gathered to long live the king who's going back to his dad's farm.
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And when he gets there, it's not like he gets all his family together and they
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throw this big celebration. You know what he does?
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He goes and he grabs a couple smelly oxen and he heads out into the fields working
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in the hot sun like he had so many other times.
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What I want you to see, church, is that Saul was content and patient enough
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to let God open the doors for him.
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He trusted that his time would come, and his time did come.
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Sometime later, as Saul was coming back from working in those same fields,
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news comes that the Ammonites had besieged an Israelite town called Jabesh Gilead.
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So in chapter 11, verse five, just then Saul was returning from the fields behind
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his oxen and he asked, what's wrong with everyone? Why are they weeping?
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And then they repeated to him what the men of Jabesh had said.
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Now when this news reaches Saul's ears that his Israelite brothers and sisters
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are in trouble, the spirit comes upon him in a powerful way.
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This is his moment. And so he He calls all of the people together,
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and he organizes an army, and he defeats the Ammonites.
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And it's a tremendous victory. And in verse 15, we read, So all the people went
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to Gilgal and made Saul king in the presence of the Lord.
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There they sacrificed fellowship offerings before the Lord, and Saul and all
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of the Israelites held a great celebration.
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This time, Saul is confirmed as king in front of the entire nation. And don't miss this.
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He's had the patience to wait for his calling to fully substantiate.
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And now he's reaping the reward of that obedience.
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But if you know Saul's story, you know that something changed. Some time has passed.
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Trouble is once again brewing in Israel.
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Enemies are besieging them. And Samuel says to Saul, here's what we're going
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to do. I want you to go to Gilgal.
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I want you to wait for me there. I'm going to be there in seven days.
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And then we're going to offer sacrifices to the Lord together.
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1 Samuel 13, beginning in verse 8.
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Saul waited seven days, the time set by Samuel. But Samuel did not come to Gilgal,
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and Saul's men began to scatter.
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And so he said, bring me the burnt offering and the fellowship offerings.
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And Saul offered up the burnt offering. Just as he finished making that offering, Samuel arrived.
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And Saul went out to greet him. So Samuel did actually come on the seventh day,
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but he didn't come at the beginning of the day, he waited until the end of the day.
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But Saul was not willing to wait. And he intruded into an office into which he did not belong.
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The king is not allowed to offer the sacrifice. That's something the priest or the prophet does.
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But in his impatience, he stepped over that line. And what we'll see is it'll
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eventually cost Saul his kingdom. Take a look at Verse 13.
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You have done a foolish thing, Samuel said.
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You have not kept the command of the Lord your God. If you had,
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he would have established your kingdom over Israel for all time.
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But now your kingdom will not endure. The Lord has sought out a man after his
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own heart and appointed him ruler of his people because you have not kept the Lord's command.
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Remember, disobedience doesn't diminish God's love for you, but it can derail your story.
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But if we pause and kind of zoom out, let me just ask this question.
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How many of you feel like that seems a little harsh?
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I mean, think about this just for a second. Put yourself in Saul's shoes.
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Your army is losing heart. Okay. People are scattering. You have waited a full
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week for Samuel to show up and he's not there. And everyone's looking at you, right?
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You're the king. What are you going to do, king.
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We got to make some decisions here. We got to make something happen.
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What would you have done?
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Kind of makes you wonder if the punishment fits the crime.
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But listen, offering that sacrifice wasn't just about impatience.
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It was about control for Saul.
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Saul tried to take what only God was supposed to do and put it in his own hands.
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And this is why this is so serious.
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In that moment, Saul wasn't just breaking a rule. Saul was breaking trust.
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He was saying, God, I know you set up the system. I know you say you have a
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plan, but I think my way's better.
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I can't trust you to show up, obviously, so I'm just going to make something
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happen, even if I have to cross a line to do it, because guess what,
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God? The ends justify the means.
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But church, that's not just impatience. That is impatience that has rationalized rebellion.
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That's a heart that's more interested in results than in relationship.
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That's wanting God's blessings without any of God's boundaries.
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And when we go there, when we try to force God's hand, when we try to cut in
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front of him, we don't just make life harder for ourselves. We start to lose
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the very thing that we were trying to get in the first place,
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God's presence and his favor.
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It's one thing to start out being patient like Saul did.
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It's another thing entirely to remain patient when it seems like things are just taking too long.
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But when we don't, we wind up intruding into areas that we don't belong and
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we get ourselves into trouble.
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We have to remain patient.
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Second lesson that we can learn from the life of Saul is this.
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We must remain small in our own eyes.
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Remain small in our own eyes.
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You know, Saul was actually a very reluctant leader.
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When Samuel first met Saul, he said this to him in 1 Samuel 9 verse 20.
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He said, and to whom is all the desire of Israel turned, if not to you and your whole family line?
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And listen to Saul's response. But am I not a Benjamite from the smallest tribe
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of Israel and is not my clan the least of all of the clans of the tribe of Benjamin?
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Why do you say such a thing to me?
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In other words, he says, Samuel, listen, you've clearly got me mixed up with somebody else.
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Like I'm a nobody. Even on the day of his inauguration, picture this,
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the whole nation is gathered together, the trumpets are blaring,
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and they can't find Saul anywhere.
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You know where he is? He's hiding amongst the armor.
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And when they finally find him and they bring him out in front of the entire
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nation and they confirm him as king, after that time, he's still not too much
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of a big shot to go back and start working on his daddy's farm, serving his family.
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And I'd venture to say that that's one of the main reasons that God chose Saul.
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Because as my grandma Pemberton would say, he wasn't too big for his britches.
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But once again, something happened in Saul's heart. Jump ahead with me to 1 Samuel chapter 15.
1 Samuel 15 chapter mention
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In verse 12, early in the morning, Samuel got up and went to meet Saul,
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but he was told Saul has gone to Carmel.
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There he has set up a monument in his own honor and has turned and gone down to Gilgal.
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Okay, so just to recap, we've gone from, I'm nobody, I'm from the smallest tribe
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and the least clan to now he's setting up monuments in his own honor.
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What is happening in Saul's heart?
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Listen to what Samuel says to him following this. Samuel said,
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although you were once small in your own eyes, did you not become the head of the tribes of Israel?
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The Lord anointed you king over Israel.
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There's an old story about a donkey, not just any donkey. I'm talking about
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the donkey that carried Jesus into Jerusalem on Palm Sunday.
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Okay. Yeah. That donkey, you know, that donkey was walking a little taller that day, right?
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I mean, picture it. People are waving palm branches. They're shouting,
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Hosanna, blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord.
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And the donkey's like, darn right I do. Yeah, this is awesome.
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Right? He's getting the VIP treatment that day. So the next morning he wakes
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up and he's super excited to go out and relive this moment.
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And so he struts out into the marketplace, expecting everyone to start cheering
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again. After all, it's donkey, but nobody even looks at him.
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So he didn't think much of it. So he goes over to the well and kind of nudges
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up against some people, but they just kind of push him aside.
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He says, okay, I'm going to go to the temple. I know they're going to remember
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me at the temple. And he goes to the temple, but the guards just kind of shoo him away.
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And he doesn't know what to think. He's dejected. His ears are drooping,
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his egos bruise, and he goes back home to his mama.
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He's like, mom, I don't get it. Yesterday, everybody loved me.
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Today, it's like I'm completely invisible.
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And his mom, shout out to all the wise mamas out there, said,
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baby, you are only special because of who you were carrying.
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Without him, you're just another donkey.
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Why don't you look at somebody next to you and say, without Jesus,
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you're just another donkey. Go ahead.
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Now make sure to use donkey. I don't want you guys getting wayward.
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Listen, don't let the applause fool you.
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Don't let the spotlight confuse you. Your significance doesn't come from your
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platform. It comes from God's presence.
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The danger wasn't that Saul became king. The danger was that Saul forgot who
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made him king in the first place.
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Pride crept in when he no longer saw himself as small in God's own eyes.
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And just like that donkey church, we're vessels of the glory.
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We're not the source of the glory.
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Staying humble means remembering that if God chooses to use us,
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it's because of who he is. It's not because of who we are.
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We have to remain small in our own eyes.
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Third lesson from the life of Saul is this, be quick to admit when you're wrong
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and quick to repent and change.
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1 Samuel chapter 15, God had told Saul that the Amalekites, group of people
1 Samuel 15 chapter mention
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were deserving of God's judgment.
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Now, we don't have time to get into the whole reason why and what led up to
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this, but God basically said that they were slated for destruction.
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Saul was to destroy all of them, including their king and including all of the
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livestock. Do not let anything remain.
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Those were the Lord's instructions.
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So Saul went and to his credit, he did a great job. He defeated the Amalekites,
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but he didn't kill the king.
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Not only that, but he kept back the best of the livestock.
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In other words, he didn't do everything that God had instructed him to do.
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So shortly after the battle, Samuel shows up.
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Now Saul knows that he's messed up. He knows he hasn't followed the command
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of the Lord. So what does he do?
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He runs out to greet Samuel and he throws his arm around him and he says,
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bless you, brother, and bless the Lord for this mighty victory.
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We've done everything that the Lord has asked us to do.
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And Samuel says, really? Then what's this sound of livestock that I'm hearing?
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And Saul's like, sure, you're not hearing things, buddy. I mean,
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you're getting pretty old.
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And Samuel's like, they're right there. I can see the sheep.
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I can see the cattle that you've kept.
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And Saul says, oh, you mean those sheep and cattle?
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Yeah, well, let me tell you, the soldiers, silly rascals, they kept those ones
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back. But hey, now we can offer them as a sacrifice to the Lord, your God.
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In fact, why don't we do that right now? Somebody get a fire going.
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Let's get a couple acoustic guitars out here. Let's start singing some worship
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songs. Come on, everybody.
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And Samuel's like, no. Now, I've been very loosely paraphrasing what's been
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happening up to this point, but I want to read straight from the text these
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words of Samuel that have become so well known.
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Samuel replied, Does the Lord
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delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices as much as in obeying the Lord?
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To obey is better than sacrifice, and to heed is better than the fat of rams.
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For rebellion is like the sin of divination, and arrogance like the evil of idolatry.
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Because you have rejected the word of the Lord, he has rejected you as king.
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And then Saul said to Samuel, I have sinned.
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I have violated the Lord's command and your instructions. I was afraid of the
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men, and so I gave in to them.
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Well, it took a lot for Saul to finally admit the wrong that he had done.
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I mean, it wasn't until he was absolutely backed into a corner that he was willing to come clean.
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And if you read on through Saul's story, this is actually a major theme,
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a pattern that followed him to his grave. Even if he would admit a wrong,
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any changes that he made, they never quite seemed to stick.
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So my wife and I, we just moved to the area, right? And I try to act like I
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know exactly where I'm going all the time.
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But 90% of the time, I am out here fully relying on that tiny blue dot.
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You guys know what I'm talking about?
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Siri, Google Maps, Waze, whatever team you're on, okay?
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GPS. But truth be told, I hate it. I hate that I am so glued to my GPS because
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in my mind, church, in my mind, I'm John Wayne.
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I'm out there with nothing but my wit and a compass and the sun and I can do anything.
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I mean, you ask my wife, like, I could have no idea where I'm going,
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but I will insist that I'll get us there because of my impeccable sense of direction.
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There have been times, I kid you not, that she has had the GPS on secretly,
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like down here next to her leg, hiding it from me just to make sure that we
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don't wind up in some back alley somewhere. So picture this, though.
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I'm driving somewhere new. I'm in a new place. I have submitted the inner John Wayne in me. Okay.
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So the GPS is guiding me and then
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I get a little distracted and something happens and boom, I miss a turn.
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What happens? That voice pops up and says, recalculating, make a U-turn when
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possible. How many of you have a British gal?
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I don't know what it is. It's just nice. It's nice. Okay. You know what that
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is right there? that voice, that's grace.
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Okay. That's grace in your life. But what do I do? I'm like,
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you know what? I think I got it.
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I think someone told me that this is actually, this is a faster way.
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I know a shortcut. I've, I've got a feeling. So I'm just going to keep driving.
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And then what happens a few miles later, that voice pops back up and says,
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recalculating, take the next exit.
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And I'm like, you need to chill, GPS. I got this.
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And what I'm forgetting is the GPS isn't emotional.
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GPS has no dog in this fight. GPS doesn't care about my ego and how I feel.
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It's just trying to get me to my destination.
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But before I know it, I'm 20 miles off course and I'm looking around like,
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where even am I right now?
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And this is exactly how sin and pride work. The Holy Spirit is like that GPS.
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And God speaks to us through his word, through other people in our lives,
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through that feeling in our gut that says, you missed a turn.
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You need to take the next exit.
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But if we let pride drive, then we'll just keep ignoring it.
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We'll keep thinking that we know better.
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And the longer we wait, the more and more and more off course we end up,
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not because God stopped speaking, but because we stopped listening.
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But here's the good news. God doesn't cancel the destination just because you missed a turn.
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He says, I'm still here. Let's reroute. Let's get back on track.
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Repentance is not God shaming you. It's him saying, I've got a better way.
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I can still get you there.
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So don't waste time sitting in the wrong place because you're scared to say,
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I missed it. I made a wrong turn.
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The faster you admit you're off course, the faster God can get you back to the
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place that he has for you.
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We have to be quick to admit when we're wrong and quick to repent and change.
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Fourth and final lesson from the life of Saul. You guys still with me?
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Okay, this site is learn to rejoice. Learn to rejoice when others are honored.
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Learn to rejoice when others are honored. This is a tough one.
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We're going to jump ahead quite a ways in Saul's timeline. Israel is on one
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side of the Valley of Elah.
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The Philistines are on the other side. And the Philistine champion,
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Goliath, comes out every day and challenges Israel saying, give me a man to fight.
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And every day the Israelites tuck tail and run away, including their king, Saul.
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They're all afraid. Now remember, Saul was chosen as king in part because he
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was head and shoulders taller than anyone else in all of Israel.
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So it makes sense that when a giant from the opposing side wants to fight,
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that the rightful opponent should be the tallest person in all of Israel.
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I mean, if any gladiator should fight the emperor, it should be Maximus Decimus Meridius, right?
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I mean, a fearless king who does battle and wins victory for the Lord.
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That's what we're talking about.
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But Saul knows deep in his soul that his kingdom will not endure.
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And surprisingly, a king does defeat the giant.
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A king does take the ground for the Lord. A king does lead the army.
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The problem is, it's not Saul.
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And along comes a young shepherd boy named David.
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And with his sling, he knocks down the giant and he cuts off his head.
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And then he uses Goliath's own sword to do so. And then he routes the army of the Philistines.
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It's an incredible victory.
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And then we read this in 1 Samuel 18, beginning in verse 6.
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When the men were returning home after David had killed the Philistine,
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the women came out from all the towns of Israel to meet King Saul with singing
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and with dancing and with joyful songs and timbrels and lyres.
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And as they danced, they sang.
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And I tried to think of a tune to sing this to, but I got nothing.
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So I'm just going to read it.
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Saul has slain his thousands and David his tens of thousands.
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Well, Saul was very angry.
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This refrain displeased him greatly. They've credited David with tens of thousands,
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he thought, but with me only thousands. What more can he get but the kingdom?
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And from that time on, Saul kept a close eye on David.
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Now David, he's already been anointed. Saul doesn't know he's been anointed,
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but David has already been anointed king by Samuel.
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He has no fear. He's covered by the Holy Spirit. Nine feet tall.
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Who cares? Goliath could have been 10 feet. Could have been 12 feet.
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The Philistine army could have doubled or tripled. It didn't matter.
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But it's in this moment that we truly see Saul's heart.
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He should have been rejoicing with and honoring David.
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But instead, his jealousy grows. And from this point on, Saul is plagued by a bad spirit.
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And on several occasions, he even tries to murder David.
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David had won the day. David deserved the praise that he was getting.
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But because of Saul's own insecurities, he took it as a threat.
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Well, it's a good thing we never struggle with insecurity, right?
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So when I was younger, I come from a family of preachers, missionaries,
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and I always got that thing from people where they're like, you want to be a
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preacher like your daddy, right?
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And I always fought against it. Like I always said, I would never preach.
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I would never teach, never wanted to be on stage, never wanted to be up in front
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of people, never wanted to lead worship.
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You can ask your senior minister, even when I was in Bible college,
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he was like, man, Mark, I can get you a gig at the small country church.
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You could preach horrible sermon and they'll still be like, God bless you,
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brother. It was amazing.
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But I fought against it. I was
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like, no, that's not me. I don't want to do that. I don't want to do that.
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I got asked to speak in chapel at my seminary. And I said, no,
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I got asked if I'd be a part of the worship team, Bible college.
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I said, no, the truth is I was just a chicken.
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I was really scared of what other people thought about me. I was on the basketball team at the time.
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And I was the only ministry student on the basketball team. And I was really
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worried about what my basketball buddies would think if I got up in chapel and
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started getting involved with things like that. But you know what I did do?
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I got really good at quietly judging the people that were brave enough and courageous
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enough to step up and use the gifts that God had given them to serve him.
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And so over the course of a semester, I'd make snide comments.
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I'd be sitting in chapel and I'd say, oof, song was out of key.
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Man, that guitar, that could have used a couple tunings.
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That sermon, like what was he even trying to say? What was his point?
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And the better that someone was, the more my insecurity would grow.
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And the thing that began to break me of this was actually when I started in full-time ministry.
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I was at a church in La Haber, California, and I was the associate pastor of
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youth and worship. So I oversaw all the youth and all the worship.
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And I got up to lead worship for the very first time for this congregation.
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And I had put the work in, right? I had memorized all the guitar chords.
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I knew the songs inside and out. I knew my transitions by heart.
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I was going to get up here and I was going to kill it.
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I was going to bring people into the presence of God. And I stood up there with
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my guitar, and I saw all of these watchful eyes looking back at me, and I freaked out.
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I didn't strum a single guitar chord the entire set.
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I literally just held it. At one point, the bassist looked over and was like,
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are you going to play that?
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And so I sang the songs kind of, but I got to tell you, it was truly awful church.
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And I'm so glad that we were not live streaming at that point. So there's no data.
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But after that incredibly humbling experience, I couldn't help but think back
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to all those times, all those times that I was judging and criticizing those
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times that I should have been celebrating my classmates,
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that I should have been admonishing the fact that they were stepping up and
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using the gifts that God had given them.
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And I had to ask God to do a deep work in my heart and help me to learn to rejoice
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when others are honored.
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And listen, church, whether it's in your family, whether it's in your workplace,
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whether it's in God's house, we have to learn how to celebrate others.
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And I am convinced that God watches how we handle these moments.
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In fact, I believe that stepping into greater areas of influence often starts
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with how well we steward our attitude toward people who are successful.
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Small-hearted people always try to pull others down to their level.
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They cut down the tall tree, but God is calling us to move beyond that,
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to become people who can genuinely cheer when other people win.
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So what can we take away from Saul's story? Friends, Saul started out with so
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much promise. He had every advantage.
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He had God's calling. He had the Spirit's anointing. He had the people's support.
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But somewhere along the way, somewhere along the way, his heart drifted.
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And it didn't happen overnight. It was a slow erosion. It was impatience. It was pride.
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It was an unrepentant spirit. And it was insecurity that took root in his heart.
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But those things don't have to take root in our hearts. We can remain patient,
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not just once, but time and time again. Life doesn't move at our pace, can we all agree?
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But God's timing is never wrong. Whether you're 25 and you're eager to get started
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or you're 80 and you're wondering what's next, patience isn't passive.
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It's an active trust in a God who sees the whole road ahead.
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We can remain small in our own eyes. Listen, the higher God lifts you,
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the lower you should kneel.
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Influence is a gift. It's not a right. And the moment that we begin to forget
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who put us in this position is the moment that we begin to fall. So stay humble.
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Serve well. Don't lose sight of the one whose image you carry.
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And we can be quick to admit when we're wrong, and we can be quick to repent and change.
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Every single one of us misses turns. But the sooner that we acknowledge the
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detour, the sooner we can get back on track.
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Don't wait until the damage is done. Listen for the Spirit's voice early and often.
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And finally, we can learn to rejoice when others are honored.
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Celebrate the wins of others as if they were your own. So when that younger
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colleague gets the promotion that you've been wanting, yeah,
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you better celebrate that.
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When someone else's kids seem to be thriving and you're doing everything that
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you can just to not murder your own, right?
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Celebrate that. Parents, you know exactly what I'm talking about.
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Amen. It's the most enthusiasm I've got all sermon.
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When another ministry bears fruit, bless them.
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And don't just, hey, schmuck, like mean it.
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That kind of heart opens doors in the kingdom. Because here's the truth.
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Disobedience doesn't diminish God's love for you, but it can derail your story.
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But we don't have to repeat Saul's story.
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In fact, we can choose today to course correct wherever we've drifted because
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God wants our direction. He doesn't need our perfection.
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Let's be people who stay the course. Let's be people who are faithful and humble
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and repentant and joyful, because that is a life that God can use.
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In just a moment, Tara is going to begin playing the piano, and we're going
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to prepare to gather around the table in communion.
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And if you're new today, everyone's welcome around this table.
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And I want to remind us of something absolutely essential as we prepare to do just that.
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The good news is that we serve a king who never failed in obedience.
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We serve a king who never lost sight of humility, who never once let pride or
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fear get in the way of his mission because Jesus Christ is a true and better king.
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Where Saul grasped for control, Jesus surrendered. And he said,
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not my will, Father, but yours be done.
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Where Saul made excuses, Jesus took responsibility, responsibility for sins
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that he didn't even commit for sins that you and I commit on a daily basis.
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And where Saul let jealousy and fear begin to corrupt his heart,
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Jesus laid down his life, even for those who rejected him. And as he hung on
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the cross, he yelled, Father.
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Music.