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Psalm 51:1-2

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  1. Be gracious to me, O God, according to your loving

  2. kindness, according to the greatness of your

  3. compassion, blot out my transgressions, wash

  4. me thoroughly from my iniquity, and cleanse me

  5. from my sin. As we continue to look at Psalm

    Psalms 51 chapter mention

  6. chapter 51. Just a brief reminder regarding the

  7. context and the setting of it. David sinned with

  8. Bathsheba. He sought to conceal that sin for

  9. over a year or near a year at least. And at the

  10. end of that time, God graciously sends the prophet

  11. Nathan to... This fallen king. This backslidden

  12. man who loved the Lord so dearly. Who had sunken

  13. so low into sin. The Lord graciously sends Nathan

  14. the prophet and he tells a parable. And the story

  15. of a rich man, the poor man, a ewe lamb. And

  16. at the end of it, David is furious. He's enraged

  17. by what the rich man does to the poor man and

  18. taking the ewe lamb and killing it for his own

  19. selfish purposes. And then at the end of that,

  20. Nathan the prophet points his finger at David

  21. and says, you're the man. Immediately, godly

  22. sorrow sinks in. Immediately grief and brokenness

  23. comes upon this man. And he says, I have sinned

  24. against the Lord. It's at this point, it's at

  25. this place, somewhere in this time frame that

  26. David pens Psalm 51. It's a record of his restoration

  27. with... sweet fellowship with the Lord. It's

  28. a record of him returning to the Lord. It's a

  29. record of him coming back to the Lord after concealing

  30. his sin for so long and willfully and voluntarily

  31. sinning against his God. So as we continue this,

  32. we're going to look at five things in particular

  33. in verses one through two. We're going to see

  34. the place that David goes to make his plea. We're

  35. going to see his understanding of his sin or

  36. his view regarding his sin. We're going to see

  37. David's confidence. We're going to see David's

  38. plea that he makes with God, his petition, his

  39. appeal that he actually makes to God. And we're

  40. going to see David's prioritization of this plea.

  41. meaning the priority he places on the plea for

  42. the forgiveness of sins with God in the place

  43. of his restoration with the Lord. Following this,

  44. we'll make several applications to our own lives

  45. today that we draw from this text and sex position.

  46. Beginning with David's place of plea, we see

  47. whenever David sinned, In 2 Samuel, whenever

  48. he sinned, we see that, and he was found out

  49. that Bathsheba was pregnant. He did not immediately

  50. go to the Lord, but he resorts to the arm of

  51. the flesh. He sins for his general. He seeks

  52. to control and to manipulate the situation, to

  53. exercise authority, which he had. To conceal

  54. it, to hide it, to keep it, to cover it. But

  55. finally we find, after godly sorrow sets in,

  56. that he goes to the place where he ought to have

  57. gone in the first place. That he finally goes

  58. to the place where he should have gone immediately.

  59. He goes to the Lord himself. Be gracious to me,

  60. O God. He goes to God in prayer following the

  61. realization of his sin. We find in Psalm chapter

    Psalms 32 chapter mention

  62. 32, which is another account of his sin. We see

  63. David saying, therefore, let everyone who is

  64. godly pray to you in a time when you may be found.

  65. Surely in a flood of great waters, they will

  66. not reach him. And listen to this, brothers and

  67. sisters. You are my hiding place. You preserve

  68. me from trouble. You surround me with songs of

  69. deliverance. In Psalm 25, David says, To you,

  70. O Lord, I lift up my soul. The Lord is the place

  71. where David goes to make his plea. The Lord is

  72. the place that David goes to find relief from

  73. his sorrow. There's so many times and there's

  74. so many temptations that when a person sins against

  75. God, what's the temptation? To go somewhere else

  76. other than God himself. The temptation is to

  77. go to men. The temptation is to go to another

  78. sin. The temptation is to do something to get

  79. my mind off of it. The temptation is to move

  80. on. But that's not what David does here. He cries

  81. out to God. He goes to the throne of grace. And

  82. he pleads. With the Lord of glory, who is merciful

  83. and compassionate, he comes to his throne in

  84. prayer. Secondly, we see that David's understanding

  85. of his sin as he comes to God. When David comes

  86. to God, he's not coming with an attitude of privilege.

  87. When David comes to God, He's not coming to God

  88. in a manner that says, I deserve forgiveness.

  89. No, David is coming to the Lord with an attitude

  90. of brokenness, an attitude that he doesn't deserve.

  91. He says, be gracious to me, God. The first thing

  92. he says is, be gracious to me. He knows he doesn't

  93. deserve any good thing from God. He knows he

  94. doesn't deserve to be treated. as though he's

  95. wanting. He needs grace. He needs mercy. He knows

  96. because of the full weight of his sin in his

  97. life that he doesn't deserve anything from God.

  98. It's because he knows the multifaceted character

  99. of his sin. In this text, we see that he uses

  100. the word transgressions. He says, wash me thoroughly

  101. of my iniquity. We see that he says, cleanse

  102. me from my sin. Transgressions, iniquity, and

  103. sin. David recognizes, brothers and sisters,

  104. that his sin is not just one -sided. That it

  105. wasn't just one thing that offended God. It wasn't

  106. just one thing that was evil in the sight of

  107. God. He also says the singular and the plural.

  108. Meaning my sins, my transgressions, my iniquity,

  109. singular. So whenever he says transgressions,

  110. he's talking about the volitional and willful

  111. outward rebellion against God. When he says iniquities,

  112. he's referring to the perverting or the twisting

  113. of that which is good and that God has given

  114. him. When he says sins, he's talking about the

  115. reality that he has erred so far from the mark

  116. of his life that his aim ought to be for God

  117. and his law. But he's fallen short of it. He's

  118. sorely missed the mark. He recognizes. That he

  119. is a desperate sinner coming to God. And notice

  120. the depth of his sin. Whenever he says, wash

  121. me, he doesn't say, wash me of my iniquity. He

  122. says, wash me thoroughly of my iniquity. Why

  123. is that? Because he recognizes the depth. By

  124. which sin has penetrated his person. He recognizes

  125. that sin is deep in him. That he is stained with

  126. it. That he is marred deep in his soul with this

  127. evil. The depth of sin goes to the inner core

  128. and inner fibers of our being, brothers and sisters.

  129. It's not just outward acts. It's not just the

  130. twisting and the perversion of good things that

  131. God has given us. It's not just missing the mark,

  132. but sin has to do with the fact that we have

  133. a sinful nature that springs forth out of us.

  134. We are depraved. We are sinners by nature, by

  135. birth. So there's a wellspring of iniquity from

  136. our very person. And David recognizes this. He

  137. recognizes the invasive nature of his sin within

  138. him. Now, what about its severity? How severe

  139. was David's sin? David's sin was utterly severe.

  140. This is why he says, according to the greatness

  141. of your compassion. He knows the depth of his

  142. depravity. He knows the depth of his iniquity.

  143. He knows the depth of his sin. And he knows that

  144. only the great compassion of God is adequate

  145. and abundant enough to forgive him of his sins.

  146. His sin runs deep. And his sin is severe. But

  147. brothers and sisters, in the severity of his

  148. sin, in the depth of his sin, in the grievous

  149. nature of his sin, it gives every one of us hope

  150. who know the Lord Jesus Christ. Do you know why?

  151. Because if God allows David to be received by

  152. his grace and God forgives him of his sins and

  153. the grievous sin which he brings to his throne,

  154. then he'll forgive you and I of our sins. No

  155. matter the size, no matter the severity, no matter

  156. the amount. If you go to him in prayer and you

  157. go to his throne and you appeal to his grace

  158. and his mercy and compassion, you will be forgiven.

  159. There's hope for all of us because we know there

  160. was hope for David. We know that David did not

  161. despair, so we mustn't despair. There's hope,

  162. there's confidence to be had. Now, what about

  163. the effects of this sin, of these sins in David's

  164. life? What did it do to him? What were the effects

  165. of his sin, of his iniquity, of his transgression

  166. on his own life? Well, what does he say? He needs

  167. washed. Why does he need washed? Because he's

  168. impure, he's unholy, he's dirty. He needs cleansed.

  169. Why? Because he's unclean in the sight of God.

  170. Sin has ruinous effects in our soul. Sin brings

  171. about the sense and the reality of impurity and

  172. unholiness and uncleanliness in our life. It

  173. brings about the inner reality of those realities

  174. which the Mosaic law proclaimed outwardly in

  175. symbols of being unclean, of being leprous, of

  176. being dirty and unholy and unconsecrated and

  177. unsanctified. That's what sin brings about in

  178. our lives. And David knows it from firsthand

  179. experience. He wallowed in it for a year. He

  180. wallowed in his wickedness for a whole year,

  181. and now he's reaping the effects of that sin

  182. in his soul. The effects of sin are that it will

  183. make us unclean in our inner man. impure and

  184. unholy, it will bring us to a place where we

  185. have this weight and burden in our very souls.

  186. And Lord willing, it will drive us to the throne

  187. of grace to seek for mercy. Now one might be

  188. tempted under such weight of sin to throw off

  189. responsibility. To avoid it. To say, I'm not,

  190. I don't have any part in this. What about Bathsheba?

  191. She was bathing in the open. She didn't have

  192. to do that. I didn't need to see her. David says

  193. three times, my sin. My sin. My sin. Do you know

  194. why? Because he is recognizing and acknowledging

  195. his fault in the matter. He is taking absolute

  196. responsibility for his own actions at the throne

  197. of God. True repentance. True repentance always

  198. involves taking. full responsibility for your

  199. own sins. Every single time. If you are unwilling

  200. to recognize your iniquities, if you are unwilling

  201. to recognize your transgressions, if you are

  202. unwilling to own up to your own sin in the matter,

  203. then brothers and sisters, it is not true repentance.

  204. David does own up. To his own sin, he takes responsibility

  205. for it. And sin's ultimate error is not that

  206. we sin against ourselves. And sin's ultimate

  207. error is not that we sin against our brothers.

  208. Sin's ultimate error is that it is an offense

  209. against a thrice holy God. That it is an affront

  210. to God himself. And that when we sin, we sin

  211. in his sight. And we perform that evil in his

  212. sight. David knows that. That's why he comes

  213. to God in prayer. And what does he do with the

  214. sins? What's he doing? He's bringing them to

  215. the throne, isn't he? He's bringing his transgression.

  216. He's bringing his iniquity. He's bringing his

  217. sin where? To the throne. He is exposing his

  218. wickedness to the holy presence of God. Now,

  219. when a man or a woman exposes their wickedness

  220. to a holy God, do you know what they want to

  221. do? They want to get rid of the holiness. They

  222. want to get rid of the wickedness, I'm sorry.

  223. Because it will crush them. He brings his sins

  224. to God's throne in order that he might forsake

  225. them there, in order that he might abandon them

  226. there and be restored with this God who's so

  227. good and be restored with this God who is so

  228. faithful. He deals with his sin by bringing them

  229. to God's throne and allowing God to deal with

  230. them. It's hard and difficult, brothers and sisters,

  231. to take responsibility for our actions at times.

  232. It's hard and it's difficult to own up to our

  233. sins against a holy God. It's a difficult thing

  234. to fight and battle against sin for all our days

  235. on this earth. But brothers and sisters, cast

  236. them at his feet because he cares for you. Bring

  237. them to the throne that you might be renewed

  238. in his grace. Bring them to his throne that you

  239. might know holiness and godliness again, that

  240. you might experience joy and hope and confidence

  241. and assurance in your faith. Restoration with

  242. the Lord, restoration to a sweet, unbroken fellowship

  243. begins with us dealing with our sins before God

  244. in prayer. We must begin there. We must take

  245. them to the throne. Thirdly, we see David's plea

  246. with God. He asks initially three things of God.

  247. Three things which we've already seen in this

  248. text. He says, blot out my transgressions. When

  249. David appeals to the grace of God, the mercy

  250. of God, the compassion of God, that he would

  251. blot out his transgressions, he's saying, Lord,

  252. forgive me of my sins. Pardon me of my sins.

  253. We see throughout Scripture that God blots out

  254. many things. Remember in the book of Genesis,

  255. when the great flood came, what did God do and

  256. what did God determine to do to humanity? To

  257. blot them out. David cries that his sins would

  258. be wiped, That God would remove them from his

  259. eternal record book. Turn with me to Numbers

    Numbers 5 chapter mention

  260. chapter 5. This term is used in Numbers 5. Interesting

  261. enough, it's with regards to the adultery test

  262. for faithful or unfaithful women. We read in

  263. Numbers chapter 5. Then the priest shall bring

    Numbers 5 chapter mention

  264. her near and have her stand before the Lord.

  265. And the priest shall take holy water in an earthenware

  266. vessel. Now he shall take some of the dust that

  267. is in the floor of the tabernacle and put it

  268. into the water. The priest shall then have the

  269. woman stand before the Lord and let the hair

  270. of the woman's head go loose and place the grain

  271. offering of immoral in her hands. which is the

  272. grain offering of jealousy and in the hand of

  273. the priest, is to be the water of bitterness

  274. that brings a curse. A curse. Then we jump down

  275. to verse 21. Then the priest shall have the woman

  276. swear with the oath of the curse, and the priest

  277. shall say to the woman, The Lord make you a curse

  278. and an oath among your people by the Lord's making

  279. your thigh waste away and your abdomen swell.

  280. Then in verse 23, listen to these words, brothers

  281. and sisters. The priest shall then write these

  282. curses on a scroll, and he shall wash them off

  283. in the water of bitterness. He shall blot them

  284. out. He shall forgive them. He shall erase them.

  285. What is David crying out for? What is David crying

  286. to God for? That he would remove the curse from

  287. his life. That he would remove judgment from

  288. him, even though there's bitterness in his soul.

  289. God, remove the curse that I might be proclaimed

  290. clean and innocent. Then we see in Isaiah chapter

    Isaiah 44 chapter mention

  291. 44. Verses 22 through 23. I have wiped out your

  292. transgressions. Listen to this. Like a thick

  293. cloud. And your sins like a heavy mist. Return

  294. to me for I have redeemed you. Shout for joy,

  295. O heavens, for the Lord has done it. Shout joyfully,

  296. you lower parts of the earth. Break forth into

  297. a shout of joy, you mountains, O forest, and

  298. every tree in it for the Lord. has redeemed Jacob

  299. and Israel. He shows forth his glory. Forgiveness

  300. leads to return and joy. But first, the Lord

  301. must wipe away your sins. The Lord must blot

  302. out your iniquities. David cries to God. That

  303. he would not remember his sin. That he would

  304. not hold it against him. Then we see that David

  305. pleased with God that he would wash him thoroughly

  306. of his iniquities. This word goes back to the

  307. book of Numbers and the book of Leviticus. And

  308. it has to do with someone becoming impure and

  309. unholy and unclean. as a result of their garments

  310. and their clothing becoming contaminated. And

  311. what was required for them to be declared clean,

  312. for them to be made right, for them to enter

  313. into the camp again? They had to be washed. Their

  314. garments, their clothing, what they wore had

  315. to be cleansed. It had to be washed in order

  316. for them to return to the camp and to be declared

  317. in good standing. for them to be in the presence

  318. of God and to be in the midst of God's people.

  319. David cries out that God would wash him thoroughly

  320. of his iniquities. We also see that he cries

  321. out and he appeals to God that he would cleanse

  322. him from his sin. This word is used in the holiness

  323. code, which is in Leviticus chapters 11 through

    Leviticus 11 chapter mention

  324. 14. And it is a direct reference to leprosy.

  325. And the impurity and the uncleanness that comes

  326. with leprosy. The ostracization. The separation,

  327. the isolation that comes from leprosy. Do you

  328. know what happened to a person who was said to

  329. have leprosy? With regards to the Levitical law?

  330. Because of their impurity, their uncleanness?

  331. and the danger they presented to the rest of

  332. the nation, they were quarantined. They were

  333. removed from the people. They were isolated.

  334. And do you know what they needed in order to

  335. be returned to the camp, in order to be returned

  336. to God and His presence? They needed to be cleansed.

  337. They needed to be declared clean and holy. In

  338. the sight of God. Do you, brothers and sisters,

  339. see how David is crying out that God would restore

  340. him? That God would cause him to return? That

  341. God would give him his presence back? He's using

  342. terms and elements and categories and ideas from

  343. the Mosaic Law. He's blotting out, washing, cleaning.

  344. He's using these Old Testament, Mosaic terms,

  345. which he was so intimately knowledgeable of,

  346. which he knew so much about. But brothers and

  347. sisters, he's not looking to those things for

  348. the forgiveness of sins. He's not looking to

  349. those things for washing. He's not looking to

  350. those things for cleanses, is he? He's not trusting

  351. in the ceremonial rites and rituals of the Mosaic

  352. law for the forgiveness of sins. He knows that

  353. if he's washed with water, it only washes his

  354. skin. It won't touch his soul. It won't touch

  355. his inner man. It won't deal with the issues.

  356. Who is he looking to? For his sins to be forgiven.

  357. Who is he looking to? To make provision for the

  358. forgiveness of sins. Who is he looking to? To

  359. be washed by. Who does he long to have cleanse

  360. him? God himself. He's looking to the Lord for

  361. these gospel realities. We learn something about

  362. the Mosaic Law in this text. we learn that what

  363. the ceremonial rites and rituals of the Mosaic

  364. law proclaimed outwardly and symbolically, externally,

  365. they were proclaiming certain realities associated

  366. with the gospel. But they were inadequate and

  367. insufficient and incapable of providing the substance

  368. and the reality they were proclaiming. So David's

  369. looking. for the substance and the reality. So

  370. who is David looking to? What is David looking

  371. to? He's looking to a greater sacrifice than

  372. the ceremonial law could provide. He's looking

  373. for a redemption that comes from God and not

  374. from the ceremonial rites and rituals. He's looking

  375. to the Messiah. He's looking to Christ and his

  376. merciful work. He's looking to the cross, brothers

  377. and sisters. for atonement and for the forgiveness

  378. of sins. David's great concern is not his relation

  379. to God. David's great concern is how God treats

  380. him. David's great concern is how God sees him.

  381. David's great concern is whether or not God receives

  382. him or not. David's great concern is God's disposition

  383. toward him. This is the essence of Christianity

  384. to a degree. The ultimate question is not how

  385. I relate to God. What I do with God. The ultimate

  386. question is not how I respond to God, how I receive

  387. or reject God. But brothers and sisters, friends,

  388. the ultimate question is, does God receive you?

  389. How does God view you? How does God treat you

  390. and your sins? David knows. that his sins will

  391. be forgiven. Do you know with confidence that

  392. your sins are forgiven in the person and the

  393. work of Jesus Christ? Do you know without a shadow

  394. of a doubt that you are a child of the living

  395. God? Do you know without a shadow of a doubt

  396. that when you die, your soul will go to the throne

  397. of God? Do you know without a shadow of a doubt

  398. that you are in union with Jesus Christ by faith

  399. and repentance? David did. He had faith. He was

  400. not despairing. Do you know with certainty that

  401. Jesus Christ is your Lord and your Savior? Has

  402. God... graciously received you through Christ.

  403. Has God forgiven your sins? That's the question

  404. you need to consider. Not whether or not you

  405. need to receive God or receive Christ. You need

  406. to wonder, has God received me through Christ?

  407. David knew and he understood. He was looking

  408. to the Lord himself for these gospel realities.

  409. And he knew that God would make provision for

  410. the forgiveness of sins that he had. But he comes

  411. to the throne and he knows and he has confidence,

  412. but how does he have confidence? How does David

  413. have hope when he comes to the throne for the

  414. forgiveness of sins? How is it possible? That

  415. David's sins are forgiven. Is it David? Is it

  416. because David is king and he's been a godly man

  417. for many years and he just fell off for a year

  418. and he had a bad year? That's not it. That's

  419. not where he finds his hope. We find, fourthly,

  420. David's confidence concerning the forgiveness

  421. of sins. David's singular hope and confidence

  422. in the forgiveness of sins is the character of

  423. God himself. According to the greatness of your

  424. compassion, blot out my transgressions. According

  425. to your loving kindness, his confidence, his

  426. hope. was not in himself or his sin. His confidence

  427. and his hope and the provision of forgiveness

  428. of sins was the very character of God. The good

  429. and faithful, compassionate and merciful character

  430. of God. David knew Exodus 34. When Moses goes

  431. to the mountain, then the Lord passed by in front

  432. of him and proclaimed, the Lord, the Lord God,

  433. compassionate, and gracious, slow to anger, and

  434. abounding in loving kindness and truth, who keeps

  435. loving kindness for thousands, who forgives iniquity,

  436. transgressions, and sin. Yet he will by no means

  437. leave the guilty unpunished. David knew the good

  438. character of God. And he knew that God would

  439. act in accordance with him. his character, and

  440. because he believed it and because he trusted

  441. it, then God would indeed forgive his sins. He

  442. knew that God was a God of redemption. He knew

  443. that God provided redemptive means for him to

  444. be restored. And that's why he looked to the

  445. Lord. That's why he looks to his mercy and his

  446. compassion, and he doesn't look to the ceremonial

  447. law or himself. He was looking to the great sacrifice

  448. of Christ to come, the fulfillment of the law.

  449. He was looking to the substance of what the law

  450. proclaimed, and he knew it was there and there

  451. alone, that he had hope. It was there and there

  452. alone that he would find forgiveness of sins.

  453. And he knew that he could come back to that place.

  454. That he could find confidence and hope in that.

  455. Where else, brothers and sisters, can you go

  456. in this world to rid yourself of shame, sorrow,

  457. grief, and mourning? Where can you go in this

  458. world, in this life, to have your guilt removed?

  459. Brothers and sisters, there's a lot of places

  460. you can go to mask it, to put a band -aid over

  461. it. There's a lot of places you can go to cover

  462. it up and hide it. But you must go to God in

  463. His great compassion and His mercy in Christ

  464. Jesus if it is to be removed, if it is to be

  465. taken, if you are to find relief from your sin.

  466. Lastly, we see David's priority in all of this.

  467. This is the very beginning of Psalm 51. The first

  468. two verses. And the very first thing that David

  469. does is he pleads for the forgiveness of sins.

  470. He knows the importance of it. And he knows that

  471. all restoration and renewal in his own life must

  472. be built on the forgiveness of sins. It must

  473. be built on the provision of God for the redemption.

  474. Of sinners. So he places a high priority on it.

  475. That's the first thing he does. Grace is the

  476. first thing he looks to. God's compassion. Is

  477. the initial thing he cries out for. Because he

  478. knows. He must start there. If he is to build

  479. upwards. Or if he is to be built upwards. If

  480. he is to grow. If he is to return. It must be

  481. built on the forgiveness of sins. So we've seen

  482. that David comes to God in prayer. We've seen

  483. that he goes to God himself. He understands and

  484. he views his sin in a very serious way, with

  485. a serious view of it. And we see that he pleads

  486. with God that he would forgive his sins, that

  487. he would wash him, that he would cleanse him.

  488. We see that David has great confidence because

  489. of the compassionate and merciful character of

  490. God. In this plea, he places great priority because

  491. he knows that renewal and restoration are built

  492. on it. Knowing these things, let's apply this

  493. briefly to our lives. Knowing that this is where

  494. David starts, with restoration to fellowship

  495. and communion with God. We must recognize that

  496. it begins with going to God in prayer. Brothers

  497. and sisters, there's a lot of things in Christianity

  498. that have fallen to the wayside, and one of them

  499. is prayer. There's a lot of things that we can

  500. overlook. But we mustn't let prayer be one of

  501. those things. If we are to be forgiven, if we

  502. are to find relief from our sorrow, our shame,

  503. our difficulties in life, it must be through

  504. prayer at the throne of God. Many people... remain

  505. in their sin because they won't take time to

  506. pray. They won't take time to go to the throne.

  507. They won't take time to cry out and plead with

  508. God. Brothers and sisters, you can go to His

  509. throne regardless of where you're at or what

  510. you're doing. But you must pray. It's not in

  511. our thoughts. That we're forgiven. It's not in

  512. our considerations that bounce around in our

  513. head. It's in prayer. It's going to the throne

  514. of grace to be forgiven. So it starts with going

  515. to God in prayer, but it continues by recognizing

  516. and taking responsibility for our sins. We must

  517. be willing to take a good, hard look at ourselves,

  518. our own actions, our longings, our desires, our

  519. wants, if we are to be restored after we have

  520. sinned. We must be willing to accept responsibility.

  521. for our own willing participation in our iniquity,

  522. in our sin. It's hard. But if you're going to

  523. constantly cast off the chains of your own actions,

  524. don't expect to have a great deal of joy in your

  525. life. If you're constantly unwilling to take

  526. responsibility for your sin and your breaking

  527. of God's law, don't expect a lot of... a lot

  528. of the Spirit's presence in your life. Because

  529. you're choosing sin over grace. We must be willing

  530. to take a hard look at our own souls to recognize

  531. our sin and take ownership of it. and not try

  532. to get around it or to get out from under it,

  533. but to own it and bring it to the throne and

  534. leave it there and forsake it and expose it to

  535. God's holy presence. True repentance for our

  536. sin always involves taking responsibility for

  537. our sins. Everything else is false repentance.

  538. If you won't own up to your sin, that's not true

  539. repentance. And don't expect restoration. If

  540. you're going to hold on to that sin with a white

  541. knuckled grip, it continues by asking for forgiveness.

  542. It's easy. To get in the habit of saying sorry.

  543. I have to say that a lot to my wife. And I'm

  544. being sincere and genuine. I really do. But,

  545. you know, a lot of times you can say it, and

  546. it's kind of empty. There's not really any substance

  547. there. It's just words that are hollow. It's

  548. not meaningful. The words are present. but the

  549. intent, the meaning, and the substance of what

  550. you're saying are absent. God has so designed

  551. it that we are forgiven, we are justified in

  552. Christ when we come to Christ in faith, when

  553. we repent of our sins, but he has so designed

  554. it because we have a remnant of sin within us

  555. that that forgiveness, that justification needs

  556. to constantly be appropriated to our own souls.

  557. Brothers and sisters, God has graciously worked

  558. in our lives. He has graciously given us His

  559. Spirit. He has graciously caused us to be born

  560. again to a living hope. But if we continue to

  561. pile up those graces, if we continue to pile

  562. up sin on top of them, on top of them, over them,

  563. covering them with unrepentant sin, they're still

  564. there. But they're not going to be sensed. Felt,

  565. experienced, or they're not even going to be

  566. experiencing our soul. They're still there. But

  567. we've covered them up with this pile of iniquity

  568. because we don't ask for forgiveness of our sins.

  569. It's as though asking for forgiveness regularly

  570. is what removes that pile of sin, that pile of

  571. iniquity. To keep those graces exposed to our

  572. souls. To keep those merciful works of God through

  573. the Spirit of Christ active in our life and felt

  574. and sensed within our souls. Don't go long without

  575. asking for forgiveness. We must ask. Jesus himself

  576. taught us this as we saw in the catechism. Finally,

  577. restoration begins with resting in the sacrifice

  578. of Christ. We see David seeking out these gospel

  579. realities. We see David seeking out the sacrifice

  580. of Christ and is crying to God for mercy and

  581. compassion and is trusting God himself for the

  582. forgiveness of sins. And brothers and sisters,

  583. if we are to be restored with the living God

  584. in fellowship and communion with him, we must

  585. rest on the work of the Lord Jesus Christ. That's

  586. why David didn't despair. That's why he didn't

  587. give up hope. The story in Zechariah of the high

  588. priest Joshua. You remember that Joshua is standing

  589. before God and Satan, the accuser, is standing

  590. next to him making accusations. Why? Because

  591. his clothes are all dirty. His clothes are filthy.

  592. And the angel of the Lord says, well, is this

  593. not a firebrand that's swept out of the fire?

  594. Meaning he's rescued from the ash and the dust.

  595. Of course he's going to be dirty. Of course he's

  596. going to be filthy because there's remnants of

  597. the ash, the dust, the fire on him. And then

  598. the Lord provides a new turban and new garments

  599. for him. Brothers and sisters, we must constantly

  600. go to the throne of God. Lay hold of Christ's

  601. sacrifice. Lay hold of his life, his death, his

  602. resurrection. Lay hold of the atonement. If we

  603. are to be restored. True repentance always involves

  604. laying hold of Christ by faith. It's not just

  605. recognizing our sin. It's not just taking responsibility

  606. for our sin, our transgression, our iniquity.

  607. It's looking to Jesus Christ and trusting in

  608. him for our salvation again. It's looking to

  609. him for our hope. The difference between the

  610. devil's accusations and godly sorrow in our lives

  611. is that the devil's accusations lead to hopelessness

  612. and despair, but godly sorrow. And conviction

  613. of sin. Leads. To restoration. And renewal. It

  614. leads us back to Christ. So look to the Lord

  615. Jesus Christ. Run back to him. Over and over

  616. and over. Continually by faith. Laying hold of

  617. his word. This is what true. Repentance is.