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Matthew 13:31-33 | Kingdom Now: The Mustard Seed & The Leaven
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It's good to be back with you.
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Last week, I had the privilege of speaking at Remedy Chapel, one of our church
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plants in Fresno, for beginning their second year in ministry.
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It was a great time.
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David did a great job here, walking us through the second parable of Matthew 13.
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There are seven parables total in that chapter, and so we're going to hit
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numbers three and four today.
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But let me ask you this right off the bat.
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And you're not.
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You're going to think what in the world just have to do with the Bible.
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Here's a serious question.
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How many of you have ever seen a Chihuahuan
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chinchilla?
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What's your size expectation of it?
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Yeah. Little.
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Right. What if you saw a huge one?
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It'd be weird.
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It wouldn't be at.
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And so.
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That look like a weird Chihuahuan.
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Why does that look odd?
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Bigger than expected.
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Too fat.
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Let me tell you why it looks odd.
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Because it's DNA doesn't allow it to grow that way.
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And so what we're seeing there is something that is contrary to its DNA.
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Everything that God makes.
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He designs with a DNA, if you will,
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that determines everything about it,
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especially at size.
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For some reason, in America,
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we are enamored with large.
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And we assume that big is better.
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It's not necessarily the case
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because the issue is not size.
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The issue is health.
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If I like Chihuahuan, let me start there.
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I would rather have a small
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normal size, healthy Chihuahuan
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than a big Great Dane size ill Chihuahuan.
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Does that make sense?
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Regarding church.
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Drawing a crowd is easy, but purity is hard.
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A healthy was better than a big Chihuahuan.
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And so enter
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the parables of Matthew 13, verses 31 through 33.
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Two parables. Let me read them for you.
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You follow along.
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He put together Jesus, put together, put another parable before them, saying,
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the kingdom of heaven is like a grain of mustard seed that a man took
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and sowed in his field.
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It is the smallest of all seeds, but when it has grown,
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it is larger than all the garden plants, and becomes a tree,
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so that the birds of the air come and make nests in its branches.
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He told them another parable.
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The kingdom of heaven is like leaven that a woman took
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and hid in three measures of flour, till it was all leaven.
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These two parables present a
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issue for us, because the first two parables, and David
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did a great job last week in explaining what that parable was about.
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And the reason we can explain with the first two parables are about
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because Jesus tells us, he gives us the interpretation of them.
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And so it's easy to read the parable.
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And then a little bit later, Jesus says, let me tell you what I'm talking about.
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These are the first two that Jesus.
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Jesus tells the parable and doesn't give any explanation whatsoever.
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He expects his hearers to understand what it is he's saying.
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And so let me walk you through the different
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two different opinions of these parables, especially of the mustard seed
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in the first three centuries, the first church
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for three centuries long understood
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that these parables were a warning against evil
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that would be mixed into the expanding kingdom of God.
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It wasn't until the fourth and fifth centuries,
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with theologians named John Chrysostom and Saint Augustine, that they changed
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that interpretation to the interpretation.
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This is really about the incredible kingdom expansion of God
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through the world.
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And then later in the 16th century, in the with the reformers,
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Martin Luther and John Calvin morphed it even more so
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to be about the pervasive influence and the growth of the kingdom,
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and something that starts small and takes over the whole world.
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And certainly it started small, started with Jesus, and it went to 12.
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And then biblically, you'll be my witnesses in Jerusalem, Judea, Samaria,
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the ends of the earth.
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So it certainly has spread.
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But but that idea has become the predominant understanding
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of these parables.
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But originally it was never understood that way.
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And so we have to balance.
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What, because Jesus didn't say this.
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What I'm talking about, we have to balance both of those
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because there's some truth in both of those ideas.
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Certainly the kingdom start a small and spread
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slowly, gradually, and then is exploded throughout the world.
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Certainly.
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But the second option is
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what seems to fit the flow of the parables.
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To watch for corruption
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in the midst of the expanding kingdom.
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And as the kingdom grows in my life,
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be careful of corruption.
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That second option
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is where I land in the understanding of these two parables.
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It's the historic option.
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It's what the First Church understood about these two parables.
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And the old saying goes, if it's new, it's not true.
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And if it's true, it's not new.
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And so we're going to go back to the original
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understanding of the church and what these parables meant.
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And so what we find in verses 31
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through 33 is really Jesus's
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diagnostic warning.
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Churches are to produce disciples,
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not just fans of a Sunday experience.
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And so the first parable,
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he put another parable for them, saying, the kingdom of heaven is like a grain of
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mustard seed that a man took and sowed in his field.
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It's the smallest of all seeds, but when it is grown,
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it's larger than all the garden plants.
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It becomes a tree, so that the birds of the air
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come and make nests in its branches.
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Here's the big idea for this parable.
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Just because it grows doesn't mean it's healthy.
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Just because
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it's big doesn't mean it's healthy.
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That.
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When Jesus says
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a man took a mustard seed and soda in his field,
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again, we go back to this idea of exegetical constancy.
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I talked about that a couple of weeks ago. Remember that?
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And you remember that.
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Stay with me. Exegetical.
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Okay. I'm going to give you a warning.
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I'm asking you to say something out loud with your mouth open.
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You ready?
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Exegetical
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constancy.
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What?
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That means a biblical interpretation kind of rule is that when something means
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the first time and the second time around, it continues to mean that throughout.
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Generally speaking.
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So a farmer took a scene in planet in a field.
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The field always means the world,
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and especially in Jesus parables.
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And he took the seed, planted it in the world.
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And he says, this mustard seed was the smallest of all seeds.
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It's tiny.
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Now, let me just make a note here.
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Some of you scientifically minded people say, well, it's not really
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the smallest of all seeds.
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There's a lot of seeds smaller. Well, duh.
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Jesus is talking to farmers in that day in the herb
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garden and of the seeds that they would plant.
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It was the smallest of those that they would plant.
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Do you see what I'm saying?
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Like the Bible is designed to be a scientific book.
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And so for his hearers, it was
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the smallest seed that they would purposefully plant.
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And he plants it.
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Now a mustard seed produces.
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What?
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It doesn't produce mustard, that's the result of it.
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But the mustard seed produces what?
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It does not produce a mustard tree.
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It doesn't.
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It produces a mustard bush.
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There are no mustard trees.
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See, see, that's what I'm saying.
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Like his people understood that we don't.
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The DNA of a mustard seed produces a mustard bush.
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A healthy mustard bush is about three feet tall.
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But this doesn't become a bush.
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It becomes what,
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a tree?
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It's not natural
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to giant Chihuahuan.
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And we think because it's big, it's better.
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It's not that trees are evil, it's
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just that this tree is unnatural
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and it's so unnatural that what lives in it.
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Birds make their nest.
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They're at home in it. They're comfortable.
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Again, exegetical constancy.
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Birds.
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Jesus first talked about birds.
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And all through scripture, the vast majority of references to just birds
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is evil.
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Go back to verse four of this same chapter.
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Jesus tells the parable of the farmer who scatters seed,
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and what is it that comes and still seed before it can take root?
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What is it? Birds.
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They're evil.
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And Jesus is saying what was planted
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becomes something that maybe never was intended to be.
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So much so that evil and deceit and corruption
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are at home in it, oftentimes.
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Do you follow?
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Yes. So what is the saying
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this kingdom of heaven is going to spread?
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But be careful that you don't assume
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in the context of the kingdom of God's expression in the world, i.e.
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the church, that you don't assume that bigger is better.
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Health is better than size.
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I firmly believe that every church has a DNA
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designed by God.
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Every church is not supposed to be the same size.
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Bigger churches aren't better than smaller churches, and smaller
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churches aren't better than bigger churches.
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What matters is, is their healthy.
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And the way
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a church is healthy is that the people are healthy. Why?
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Because the people are the church.
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Please never make the mistake to say that you go to flip side church
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because if you're part of this body, you are flip side church,
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flip side church.
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This happens to meet at the Maywood Center.
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Do you follow?
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So the way the church is healthy is if you are healthy,
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if I am healthy.
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If the church ever has to feel like
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it has to change or neglect the hard teaching of Scripture
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because the old interpretation, the original interpretation,
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doesn't fit our culture and it's too difficult for our society.
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It's inviting corruption
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and birds will be very comfortable
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in its branches.
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The plain Bible is enough.
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In my coaching of of pastors and teachers.
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I often tell people, listen,
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don't be so concerned about your creativity and your soundbites,
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because sometimes your creativity can be the poison of the pulpit.
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When you try to make it so relatable and so comfortable
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because at its core, it's offensive and you don't want to send people.
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So you try to be creative with it and and produce these soundbites.
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For social media.
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It's the poison of the pulpit because the Bible plainly is enough.
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We must be careful
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that our success doesn't outpace our sanctification.
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Sanctification means being holy.
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What holy is as healthy?
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I've talked about this many times before.
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Some of you might remember.
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You know the difference between a mule and a donkey.
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Do you know the difference was the difference between a meal and a donkey?
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The difference between a mule and donkey
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is this a mule cannot reproduce.
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A donkey can reproduce. Why?
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Because a meal is a cross between a horse and a donkey.
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And it's. Man. Put those two together.
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It's a creation of man, and it lacks the ability to reproduce.
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Did you know that a donkey is a creation of God and it can reproduce?
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Okay.
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So listen.
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A mule is bigger, it looks more impressive.
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It gets a lot more work done.
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If anybody had to choose between a meal and a donkey.
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Man, I want the big one. Give me the mule.
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What's the problem?
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The problem is it's a man made creation and will never reproduce.
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There are some churches out there that are mules.
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They're big.
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They're impressive.
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They carry a big load. Get a lot done.
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But if they're not reproducing themselves, it's a man made creation.
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Because everything that God makes originally with DNA is created to reproduce.
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It's about health, not size.
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Do you follow?
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And so one of the things that I learned from
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this is I must watch that we don't outgrow our obedience.
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Some of us.
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Have been around this a long time
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and in this environment a long time.
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And we're getting bigger and fatter and bigger and fatter
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and bigger and fatter with our knowledge and understanding.
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But we're outgrowing our obedience
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because we're getting fatter and smarter,
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and we're learning more, but we're not obeying more.
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And some of us have been around this for so long, we know plenty,
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but we're not obeying plenty.
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We must be careful
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that our success in knowledge doesn't out
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pass our sanctification.
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They don't grow our obedience.
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You follow
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parable number two.
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He told them another parable.
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The kingdom of heaven is like leaven that a woman took
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and hid in three measures of flour till
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it was all leavened.
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Here's here's the big idea for this parable.
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What remains will eventually rule, and what's allowed
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eventually defines
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what remains in me, eventually rules me,
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and what I allow in me will define me like leaven does.
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Dough,
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leaven, or yeast consistently through Scripture is a symbol
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and another reference to evil, corruption and sin.
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And so you have this woman with dough that is unleavened.
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You, Bible students, what is unleavened
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dough represent in Scripture?
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What's that? David?
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The body of Christ.
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That's why in the Passover meal, the thing that we celebrate in communion,
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that's why that little wafer is just a flat, little wafer.
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Because it's designed to be
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without leaven, because leaven is a symbol of sin and corruption and evil.
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And so the body of Christ, unleavened dough, the Passover bread,
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unstained by sin, untainted by evil, not corrupted.
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And so this dough starts pure
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and unadulterated, sinless, uncorrupted.
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And a woman does what to it
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hides leaven in it.
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That's not a positive thing.
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The Bible doesn't say, sorry about that.
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The Bible doesn't say that she put leaven in it.
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The Bible says she.
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What? Hit it?
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Why does she hide it?
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Because she doesn't want it to be discovered.
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Because the moment she said, hey, guess what?
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I'm going to put some leaven on this. No, you take that out.
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Don't allow that to be in there.
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Don't let it to live there.
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It's going to corrupt everything.
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You let it live there.
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So she hides it.
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It's hidden.
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Hidden.
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Leaven spreads and it slowly takes over.
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This is one reason why we I.
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Must.
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And I will guard who teaches and who leads
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and who influences.
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Because not everyone who can grow a crowd should shape a church.
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Stand.
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And so this 11.
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This is interesting.
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Think about this leaven and a dough.
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That which is hidden eventually spreads.
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And whatever spreads shapes.
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This hidden little, little,
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little batch 11 hidden
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spreads and shapes
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the dough.
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She hides it.
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Bible says in Psalm 111,
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I have hidden your word on my heart that I might not sin against you.
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It doesn't mean I'm hiding.
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I don't want anybody know I'm reading the Bible.
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That that we're hidden means I've put it in my heart.
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We have one of two options in our heart leaven or the word of God.
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And the only thing that destroys and and
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and kills and extracts leaven from my heart is the word of God.
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The Bible says that the rule of the Holy Spirit is to sanctify us by the word.
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To sanctify means to make holy.
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It means to make healthy.
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The only way I made healthy inside is by putting God's
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Word inside that the Holy Spirit uses to sanctify me.
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I cannot be healthy, righteous, and holy without the Word of God
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infiltrating my heart.
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Because if I don't do that, what is left in my heart?
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Leaven.
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And a little bit hidden will spread.
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And what spreads will shape.
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We talk a lot about these journals, and every once
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in a while we make another little push because people forget.
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Get lazy these journals all the time.
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These journals.
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This is what we use to help us take the Word of God
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and put it in our heart, and we run it through these journals.
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This is what it's called a flip journal.
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Flip and I put together an infographic that Miranda designed
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for us to help you understand how to do this.
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So you read the Bible, some sticks you write down in your journal.
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F this is what this is the verse that got me.
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This is what I'm focusing on. Then you're right L.
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This is why I learned about God. This is what I learned about me.
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Then you write down, I internalize this is how it applies to me.
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Then you write P.
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This is my prayer based on what God showed me.
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Flip. Flip. Focus on. Internalize. Pray.
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You understand.
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I got all kinds of these in my office that all filled up.
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This is where I am currently in this one.
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I just started a new one and all this.
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And so this is the way I take God's word.
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Run it through here.
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Put up my heart. Why?
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Because I don't want to sin
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without this.
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I'm a great sinner.
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I've been practicing that a long time.
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But God, I want him to sanctify me and get the 11 out of me.
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And so please pick, pick up.
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We got a bunch of these in the welcome Center for.
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We got these infographics.
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They're got the infographics in the in the journal.
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If you just want the the form of the infographic, pick it up.
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But unless you do this, this is the way Scripture is the way that the Holy Spirit
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uses Scripture to sanctify us and make us holy and make us healthy.
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Here's what I know.
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Compromise never announces itself.
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It just blends in.
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That's why the woman had to hide it.
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Because it wasn't announced.
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And I will endeavor with every breath of my being to
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never make the Bible more palatable, or
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bend it to fit with the cultural drift.
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Ever.
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That flip side,
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we value the infallible scriptures,
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and we will never drift doctrinally.
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We believe in what the Scripture says in second Timothy 316,
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All Scripture is breathed out by God.
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It is the breath of God and is profitable for teaching,
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reproof, correction, and training for righteousness.
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As we teach this
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reproof, it means rebuke.
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It's going to rebuke our error
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so it can correct our life.
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So that will be trained for righteousness.
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The Spirit of God through the Word of God sanctifies us.
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And that doesn't happen apart from His Word.
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Here's what I know.
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Most churches and most Christians.
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We don't reject truth loudly.
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We just dilute it slowly.
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They'll compromise here.
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A little compromise there.
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Here's my reality.
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Just peel back the curtain of my life a little bit for you.
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Here's my reality sin.
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Rarely in my life ever started big.
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It started buried.
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Buried in my heart.
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And that's why Jesus says he begins his whole sermon in Matthew five.
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You've heard it said, But I'm telling you, it starts
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in your heart, Carl.
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For me, the truth of my life
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and the sin that I've struggled with in my life, it my sin.
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It never needed permission.
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It just needed access.
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I think the same is true for you.
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And so if you're like me,
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repent early and often
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and pray that the Holy Spirit gives you the desire
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to live a holy life and be grateful
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for God's mercy and grace.
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Do you know why I and collaris tattooed on my arm?
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It's the Greek word for mercy and grace tattooed into my skin.
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Because I know without that, all I'm left with
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is damnation because of my leavened.
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And I am so grateful that God's mercy and grace
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has not destroyed me
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and has given me another chance to repent.
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Understand?
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What I know for me is what I hope you realize.
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For you, what I tolerate internally will eventually define me externally.
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If I don't repent and renounce it immediately,
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that's leaven.
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And so let me just ask you a few questions.
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What kind of influence are you tolerating?
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What's that little thing?
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Those little things that you know, it's not part of God's kingdom,
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but you tolerate it in your life.
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You're very thankful for God's mercy and grace, which it should be, but
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we use that as a license to tolerate stuff that should not be
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a part of who we are.
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What have I allowed in
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that God never intended to be in?
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Sin? Like leaven doesn't explode.
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It seeps.
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Until it takes over.
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Hidden sin is never harmless.
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And so, my dear friends, I.
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What you're tolerating privately.
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Bitterness.
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Lust.
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Pride,
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compromise.
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Lethargy.
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Apathy about God and His kingdom.
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You said your magic prayer.
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You think you're good for heaven and you don't have to do anything about it
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now. See, sin doesn't need momentum.
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It just needs permission.
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You and I don't need more.
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We we don't need.
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We don't need more of this.
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We need more obedience.
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See, because growth
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without obedience is dangerous.
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Do you understand?
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That person?
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You've not forgiven
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their relationship.
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You've not.
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The commitment.
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You've not fulfilled.
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The sin that's become comfortable.
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It's more of a pet than a problem.
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You think?
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I think what I'm saying, here's the negative thing of what I'm saying.
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Don't outgrow your obedience.
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Don't outgrow your obedience.
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Most people know more than we obey.
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Yeah.
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That's a dangerous place to be.
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So freaking dangerous.
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Don't outgrow your obedience.
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You end up looking like that big fat.
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That's a dangerous, unhealthy place to be.
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Holy living matters.
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Whatever we feed on will fill us.
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It'll permeate everything.
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And so positively said. I say it like this.
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Audit your inputs.
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We become what we continually consume.
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Audit your inputs.
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Think of all the things we let in our before our eyes and our minds
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and our hearts.
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Audit your inputs,
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The music on our radios.
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Get in the car off some turns. You know this playlist.
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Whatever your inputs,
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what we're watching on our screens.
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All that social media stuff.
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Audit your inputs.
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Your gravitation to porn, audit your inputs,
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your greed,
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your anger,
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your unforgiveness.
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Worry.
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Should we become what we continually consume?
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We gotta be.
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We gotta understand that what's important for Flipside
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Doctrine is protected.
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Repentance is expected
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and holiness is celebrated.
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Ask yourself this question what have I allowed in
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that I pretend isn't a problem?
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What have I allowed in that I've just kind of said, well,
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you know, I'm going to heaven when I die anyway.
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You know, Jesus is my savior, but, you know, this little thing still exists.
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That's.
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Here's the danger of living.
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You don't feel it happen. It doesn't shout.
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It just seeps.
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And you and I both know
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that it seeps continually.
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And all of a sudden we realize
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that somehow our convictions are weaker,
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our hunger for God is lower,
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and our obedience is slower.
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It's not because there's something wrong with God's Word.
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It's not something that there's something wrong with God.
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Is that I've let Levan live.
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So finally,
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what am I tolerating that Jesus is calling me to remove?
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Quit playing with it.
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Quit dating it,
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quit flirting with sin and leaven.
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No excuses.
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Don't be soft.
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Name it
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and do what most won't
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repent.
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Our prayer has got to be
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father.
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That that is not who I am anymore.
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I've let it stay in far too long.
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No more.
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And so I'm throwing it out of my life.
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God, you have to change my heart.
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Because left to myself, I will not change my heart.
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So give me the power of your spirit to live without.
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I'm done with it.
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It's gotta be our prayer.
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When we start understanding these parables.
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We have the opportunity to move
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from hearing about truth to being transformed by it,
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and they start to develop discernment in us
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regarding what's real and what's healthy.
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So that our life begins
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to be aligned with our faith.
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Our heart gets right, our eyes get clear,
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our priorities are aligned,
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and our life starts to produce something of lasting value for the Kingdom of God.
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But if
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we're going to call ourselves disciples of Jesus,
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we've got to do serious business with 11 that we have allowed me.
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All of us have allowed to live in our hearts
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without a radical.
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Without a radical removal
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by the Spirit of God, the scalpel of His word and repentance.
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Do you understand?
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These parables? Jesus?
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They're not cute little fuzzy stories.
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He's doing serious business with our souls.
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And so I want to invite you in this moment
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to do business with God.
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See, father, I admit I'm a sinner.
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I've allowed this thing in my life to be there
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too long.
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I've allowed this leaven
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to start to seep into me and.
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And Jesus.
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I believe you died so I could be freed from it.
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And that you rose
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from the grave so I could live a holy, free
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life, free from sin and free from the consequences of sin.
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And so I commit to turn from my sin.
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And I dedicate my life,
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and I dedicate my allegiance to you
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and you alone.
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By your spirit, empower me
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to love you with my whole heart
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and my whole soul and my whole mind, and all the strength of my
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being more than the leaven I've grown
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comfortable with.
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Give me the power of your spirit to live in obedient life,
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a holy life, a righteous life, without delay
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and without hesitation.
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I am not capable of that on my own.
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I need the power of your spirit to enable me to even desire to
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want to live a holy life.
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So give me your spirit.
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Father, I pray over us
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that by the power of your spirit.
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You will give us the desire,
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the growing desire.
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To repent.
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To live a holy life, a life of righteousness,
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a life of obedience, a life of bold witness
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that you would give us the growing desire
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by the power of your spirit,
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to carve out the leaven that still resides,
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that we know is contrary to your word.
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We know is contrary to the way of Jesus.
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By your spirit gives the power
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to get rid of that.
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To be faithful in in your word.
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Not so.
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It would be good a little religious people,
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but so that you can sanctify us through your word by your spirit.
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Father, I pray that you would call us to repentance.
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And in repentance give us all that you're graceful.
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Allow.
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Thank you for your mercy.
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That's new every morning.
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Thank you for the grace that doesn't destroys in the midst
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of our sin,
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in the midst of our disobedience.
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Thank you for your grace.
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Oh, God, would you call us to repentance and then give us all that your grace
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would allow your undeserved and unmerited favor and blessing so good God.
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In your name and pray.
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Amen.
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Listen, Matthew 13.
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Proud of you.
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Those aren't easy parables,
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One more week we're going to go through parables five, six, seven next week.
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And those parables are all about the treasure that God sees in us
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in the field, and what he pays in order to
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to get the treasure.
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They're beautiful. They're beautiful parables.
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And so this week, read all of Matthew 13, the whole thing over and over and over.
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And as we've talked about it, let it live up inside of you.
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The Spirit of God will use it to sanctify us
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as we spend time in His Word.
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Listen, some of you have made the prayer
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of confession and repentance, and
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some of you need prayer.
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Either spiritually or physically.
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Healing of your soul, healing of your body in some way.
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And so some of my friends with little prayer
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lands, they're not going to be in the.
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So they're going to be right down front here
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after they're just going to walk down while we're seeing it after we're done.
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And if you just if you want to pray with somebody, just stay where you are
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and people clear out, they'll be here.
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Just just come forward and pray.
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I love you, I'm proud of you. Let's see.