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CMLC 2025-09-07 Sermon

Christ Memorial Lutheran Church - Houston TX

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  1. Howdy! You know, one of our sister congregations

  2. in our Lutheran Church circuit asked me if I

  3. wanted to attend a men's retreat in Montana over

  4. Labor Day weekend. I thought, why not? I'd like

  5. to escape Houston and the concrete jungle that

  6. we have here. I wasn't sure what to expect, but

  7. it turned out to be an amazing time of fly fishing,

  8. boating, hiking, shotgun practice, and whatever

  9. struck our fancy up there. Believe it or not,

  10. I caught five fish! Five times more than I ever

  11. caught before! Yes! Ah, increased lifetime from

  12. one to six, oh man. And some guys went golfing,

  13. but I have absolutely no golfing skills, I can

  14. barely even do putt -putt. So, I find myself

  15. on that Saturday, standing on the edge of a cliff

  16. about 40 feet in the air, looking down into a

  17. river. From below, it hadn't looked all that

  18. high. But once I climbed up and stood on the

  19. edge, I realized... The cliff was higher than

  20. I expected. Now, I had seen a few people already

  21. jump, and everyone was fine. The depth was over

  22. 100 feet. I had my water shoes, and I was jumping

  23. in feet first like everybody else. Everything

  24. was fine, but my knees started to shake. My heart

  25. was pounding, my stomach dropped, my hands gripped

  26. the rock behind me. And I thought, what am I

  27. doing up here? Now, something you should assume

  28. about your pastor is that he turns almost everything

  29. into a spiritual metaphor. I even have the mug

  30. to show it. I thought to myself, what if God

  31. were telling me to jump? Don't worry, He wasn't

  32. telling me to jump. But what if? Would I trust

  33. Him? Would I obey even if I was afraid? Now I

  34. know God doesn't work like that. He doesn't just

  35. tell us to jump off of cliffs to prove our faith.

  36. But I had been scared a lot when I was a kid.

  37. I avoided too many challenges that would have

  38. helped me when I was younger. So since then,

  39. I sometimes look for things that make me a little

  40. uncomfortable, safe things, but to give me those

  41. experiences. And that's where my mind went. If

  42. God asked me to do something scary, something

  43. that made no sense to anybody else but me, would

  44. I obey? And then another thought hit me. Why

  45. climb all the way up here if I'm not going to

  46. jump? I had already made the climb. The choice

  47. was in front of me. I couldn't stay neutral.

  48. You don't just stand on a cliff for the rest

  49. of your life. Was I going to stand still and

  50. make my friends wait another hour and a half

  51. while I stood there? Or was I going to leave?

  52. So I jumped. Life in Christ requires we choose

  53. Him daily. Isn't it amazing how we can take the

  54. simplest of things and make it into something

  55. complicated? Moses faced something like that.

  56. He had brought the children of Israel out of

  57. Egypt. And they kept complaining, I'm going to

  58. save you from the oppression and the slavery.

  59. But we are just tired of walking. God just wanted

  60. the people to follow Him. Moses showed them that

  61. God's Word isn't far away or unreachable. His

  62. commands are not impossible. His will is acceptable.

  63. And yet they kept hesitating and pulling back.

  64. When we realize that we have a choice before

  65. us life and prosperity with God Death and destruction

  66. without him God calls his people to decide We

  67. are meant to choose life not by looking for the

  68. quick thrill of jumping into a river But by loving

  69. the Lord walking in his ways and holding fast

  70. to him That is what leads to life and blessing

  71. And here's where the metaphor of my cliff jump

  72. stopped being just a metaphor. Because when I

  73. hit the water, I didn't cross my arms the way

  74. I should have. The impact caught me right in

  75. the chest, the spot in my sternum where my chest

  76. muscles were weakened years ago by cancer radiation

  77. therapy, and it fractured. Yes, I am preaching

  78. with a fractured sternum right now. Following,

  79. even in a silly practice metaphor like that jump,

  80. cost me something. It hurts, and it still does.

  81. There's plenty of ibuprofen in my office at this

  82. moment. But that's the reality of the Christian

  83. faith. Following Christ is not just about the

  84. moments that work out neatly, or prayers that

  85. get answered in exactly the way we wanted, or

  86. paths that always feel smooth. Sometimes faith

  87. costs. Sometimes obedience hurts. Jesus doesn't

  88. hide that. In Luke 14, Jesus said to the great

  89. crowds, if you want to follow me, count the cost.

  90. Whoever does not carry his cross and follow me

  91. cannot be my disciple. He says it plainly, count

  92. the cost. Don't pretend discipleship will be

  93. painless. That's how life often works, right?

  94. We all face these cliff -edge moments. We oftentimes

  95. want our Christian faith to be just a neutral

  96. choice. It's just the default. The default for

  97. normal people. Where we just cruise along the

  98. river and watch the cliffs from a distance. Wouldn't

  99. that be a great way for Christian faith just

  100. to be? But there are moments in our lives where

  101. we find ourselves at a place where neutrality

  102. is no longer possible. where indecision itself

  103. becomes a decision. When you try to say, I don't

  104. want to take a side, and that actually default

  105. gives you a side already. Do we stand for the

  106. people that are being oppressed? Do we tell someone

  107. when they've gone too far and we cannot accept

  108. it any longer? The question is always the same.

  109. Am I willing to jump? Am I willing to take the

  110. risk? Am I willing to pay the price? We need

  111. to count the cost. when we follow Jesus. And

  112. often it's not the climb that's the highest part.

  113. We may talk a good talk, saying what we would

  114. do if the choice was in front of us, how we must

  115. be willing to choose what isn't what others would

  116. accept. It's the choice at the top that matters,

  117. when we don't feel the ground under our feet

  118. and we have to keep moving forward. It's the

  119. moment when the cost becomes clear, when we realize

  120. This could hurt when we know not everyone, maybe

  121. not even those closest to us, will agree or understand.

  122. That's when faith gets real. But don't miss this

  123. either. Life on the other side. Life is on the

  124. other side of that leap. When I told my mom later

  125. on because yes, I went ahead and called her afterward

  126. You know, that's what you do because I knew how

  127. bad it would be if I saw her sometime in the

  128. next month And she gave me a hug and I Winston

  129. Payne and she were to say what's going on if

  130. I didn't tell her she'd be very unhappy I'm like,

  131. okay, let's just do it. Hey mom Her immediate

  132. response Why would you do that? And then after

  133. a nice long pause, she added, well, you're 45

  134. years old. You can make your own decisions. Thanks,

  135. Mom. And she's right. Nobody could make that

  136. decision for me, not even the people who love

  137. me the most. But isn't that when we make the

  138. most important decisions in our lives anyway?

  139. Jesus was very clear in Luke 14. He's walking

  140. along with the crowds, and He turns to them and

  141. says, if you want to follow Me, count the cost.

  142. This won't be easy. It may mean putting Me before

  143. your family, before your possessions, before

  144. your comfort. It will cost you everything, and

  145. that's a hard word. It's one thing to cheer Jesus

  146. when He heals us, when He multiplies bread and

  147. fish. Thank you for letting me walk better, Jesus.

  148. Thank you for making sure we had plenty to eat

  149. for lunch today. But to follow Him? To really

  150. follow when we're called to eat His body and

  151. drink His blood? To accept the sacrifice that

  152. He showed us on the cross and that now defines

  153. our lives? That means putting our lives in His

  154. hands. Even if it bruises us. Even if it costs

  155. us. Even if it breaks us. even if it kills us.

  156. And then Jesus starts talking about salt. If

  157. salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made

  158. salty again? How does that make any sense? Have

  159. you ever had your little canister in the pantry

  160. and gone up and grabbed something out of it and

  161. said, ooh, that tastes like sugar? Well, if you

  162. did, your dad probably was pulling a joke on

  163. you. But salt is salt. How is salt not salty?

  164. Now pure salt, the kind we buy in stores today,

  165. it doesn't lose its saltiness. Pure sodium chloride

  166. and ACL, table salt, it cannot stop being salty.

  167. It's a stable compound. If you put it on your

  168. tongue in a hundred years, that's great because

  169. that means you live to be a really old age. But

  170. it's still going to taste like salt. But in Jesus'

  171. day, salts often came from places like the Dead

  172. Sea, where it was a mixture of salt, gypsum,

  173. sand, and other minerals. And if that mixture

  174. was exposed to moisture, the actual salt would

  175. dissolve away, and it would leave a chalky, tasteless

  176. white powder that looked like salt, but tasted

  177. like nothing. It was useless. Always wondered

  178. what... Jesus was referring to. That's what discipleship

  179. without commitment is like. It still looks like

  180. the real thing on the outside, but it's lost

  181. its purpose. That's what happens when we claim

  182. to follow Christ, but we back down when others

  183. look at us and say, why would you want to do

  184. that? Why would you want to do that thing that

  185. Jesus would say? See, a disciple who loses their

  186. distinctiveness their flavor becomes like that

  187. residue. Still looks like salt, but no longer

  188. useful. And that's what it felt like on that

  189. cliff, when suddenly, a young girl climbed to

  190. the top. Now, I'd already been up there for an

  191. hour by then, and her father went up there with

  192. her and showed her how easy it was, and he jumped.

  193. And then her older sister, came up and held her

  194. hand to jump with her. Only the young girl let

  195. go at the last second. I looked at her and it

  196. was like, that was slick. That was slick. Well

  197. done. Now, she stood there with me for at least

  198. another half hour while others were trying to

  199. convince her to jump. They kind of gave up on

  200. me. And they were triggering to convince her

  201. to jump. For some reason, Some comment made by

  202. her father. He had climbed back up again brought

  203. to mind a physics lesson for me because well,

  204. of course it did and I started rambling about

  205. how the law of gravity unlike other laws that

  206. may change is just the appearance of gravitational

  207. acceleration in the universe made to appear as

  208. if it's a downward momentum because of living

  209. on what appears to be a flat surface, but is

  210. actually curved and Then the girl looked at me

  211. and said Why are you talking to me about this

  212. instead of jumping?" Forty -five seconds later,

  213. I jumped. And two minutes after that, she jumped

  214. with her family. Why did that comment get me

  215. to jump? Because we realize that the very thing

  216. that gets us to do the hard things is when we

  217. realize our part in living in faith for the next

  218. generation. didn't want that girl to let my fear

  219. become an excuse for her to avoid something she

  220. really wanted. Something that maybe she needed.

  221. I wanted her to be brave in ways that I wasn't

  222. when I was a kid. When we come back to church,

  223. when we have our own children, we walk away from

  224. abuse because we can't let others see that as

  225. an example of how to live. When we leave our

  226. dream job so we don't miss out on spending time

  227. with our nieces and nephews. When we stay with

  228. a lower paying job so we can spend time with

  229. the kids who need us the most. But salt isn't

  230. something that changes how salty it is over time.

  231. Salt doesn't decide to lose its saltiness during

  232. college and then find it again after the fun

  233. years end. Salt is either salt or it isn't. Are

  234. you salt? And if you are, where is your flavor?

  235. See, here's the question. Where are you standing

  236. at the edge right now? What cliff has God brought

  237. you to? Maybe it's a decision to forgive someone

  238. who hurt you. Maybe it's a call to give more

  239. generously than feel safe. Maybe it's speaking

  240. about your faith in a place where you'd rather

  241. keep quiet. There are introverts. It happens.

  242. And maybe it's letting go of something that you've

  243. been clinging to. It just feels a little too

  244. scary to let go of. Maybe standing on the edge

  245. is scary. But frankly, the leap may bruise you.

  246. It may even fracture something. It may mean people

  247. close to you shake their heads and say, why would

  248. you do that, Christian? But the leap is where

  249. faith becomes real. It's where life with Christ

  250. begins. And as a church, that is our calling

  251. too. To follow Christ, not to jump off cliffs

  252. per se, but we're called to be salt. Not to look

  253. like salt, but to live without flavor. We are

  254. meant to live with flavor, with distinctiveness,

  255. with faithfulness that endures. We are called

  256. to be a people who don't just stand on the edge

  257. of the cliff admiring the view, but who leap

  258. into the waters of God's promise. Because here's

  259. the truth, choosing life in Christ isn't about

  260. avoiding pain. It's about trusting that the life

  261. he gives is greater than any cost we could bear.

  262. Moses said it long ago, choose life so that you

  263. and your children may live. Jesus says it even

  264. more clearly, whoever loses his life for my sake

  265. will find it. So may we not hesitate at the edge.

  266. May we count the cost and still leap. May we

  267. choose life by choosing Christ. And don't forget

  268. to cross your arms when you jump. Thanks be to

  269. God.