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Where the Branch Meets the Vine

Pursuing Jesus - Memorial Baptist Church

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  1. What's up, Pursuing Jesus family? It is so good

  2. to be back with you on another week of the Pursuing

  3. Jesus podcast. Hello. What? I don't know. I don't

  4. know. It was like an ad -lib. It was great. It

  5. was great. No, it was fine. You said hello. There's

  6. nothing wrong with what you just did. Why did

  7. you react that way, Sean? Because I wasn't expecting

  8. it. Dude, you got to work on your podcast technique

  9. if you attempt to record with two people and

  10. you get surprised when the other person says

  11. something. Oh my gosh. Were you monologuing?

  12. Is that what's going on here? No, I was actually

  13. reaching the end of what I was planning on saying

  14. and my brain was like, where do we take this

  15. next? And then you helped. And I said hello.

  16. You said hello. Is it me you're looking for?

  17. I can see it in your eyes. I can see it in your

  18. smile. I don't want to look at your eyes anymore.

  19. You're making me uncomfortable. But when you

  20. did sing it, the first thing I thought of was

  21. trolls. I actually have never seen trolls. Oh,

  22. well, it's good. Like I said, it's not something

  23. like, oh my gosh, how dare you? Like, it's fine.

  24. It's not like you haven't seen the Lord of the

  25. Rings. It's got good music. It does have good

  26. music. Okay, good music can absolutely carry

  27. a film, though. Like, I'm a hot take here. Interstellar,

  28. have you seen Interstellar? It's been a minute,

  29. but yes, I've seen the movie. Would be an incredibly

  30. slow, dry movie if Hans Zimmer hadn't wrote a

  31. banger of a soundtrack. Yeah. Relies heavily

  32. on church organ, incidentally. Like a lot of

  33. the sounds you hear are... But I think it's like

  34. the epicness of that movie, and it kind of needs

  35. those epic sounds. Fair. Yeah. Fair. Well, Sean,

  36. you know I always have a weird factor or a strange

  37. question for you to start off. No, really? Is

  38. that what you do? Don't give me that. I don't

  39. need that today, okay? I'm sorry. I'm not caffeinated

  40. enough for this. It is Monday. It is Monday for

  41. us. Dude, they happen the same time every week.

  42. No, we've been recording on Tuesdays. We've had

  43. a whole day in the office. A whole two days in

  44. the office because we would record at the end

  45. of the day Tuesday, but now we're recording on

  46. a Monday. It's a little different. It's a little

  47. different. We're resetting. We're on a case of

  48. the Mondays. I don't know that either. Okay,

  49. what's your fact? Have you heard of Pando? Pandas?

  50. Yeah, pandas are really cute. They have black

  51. and white little bears. I've seen them in a zoo.

  52. I will mute you. Oh, not panda. That's not what

  53. you said. Pando, P -A -N -D -O. So is that a

  54. male panda? No, it is not. But I appreciate the

  55. throwback to Spanish word endings for now. I

  56. don't know what a pando is, man. So the pando

  57. is the largest living organism ever by weight

  58. in the whole. world is this trees this is trees

  59. but it is a tree so uh pando is the name of a

  60. quaking aspen clone near seaver county utah and

  61. like the fish lake national forest it is a single

  62. organism all interconnected genetically identical

  63. forest that all shares roots, that literally

  64. stretches over 106 acres. It's a single organism.

  65. So I'm pretty sure this was featured on one of

  66. those National Geographic Discovery Blue Planet

  67. documentaries that were really big a number of

  68. years ago. Because I guess when you started talking,

  69. I was like, I remember something about trees

  70. and they're connected. Yeah, so I do know what

  71. panda is. I just didn't know what it was called.

  72. Yeah, it's a male panda. Thank you. Thank you.

  73. No, I had never heard about it. And as I was

  74. like doing some research on like cool wildlife

  75. things, it came across my feet. I was like, this

  76. is incredible. Like it's one living organism.

  77. Cause like, like the question that I got it from

  78. was like, what is the biggest living animal?

  79. And I assumed it was like a, like a humpback

  80. whale or something. And those, those bad boys

  81. weigh tons and tons and tons. And then it was

  82. like, no, that's not it. And it's like, okay,

  83. well, is it like a dinosaur? Like we're assuming

  84. by the fossils, how big was it? Like, no, dude,

  85. it's a, it's a forest. Except for it's all one

  86. big tree connected through roots. It's really

  87. cool. Very, very cool. Very Avatar -esque. Very

  88. Avatar -esque. Earth, wind, fire, water. Not

  89. from that Avatar. Not the one you referenced.

  90. Oh, you're talking about the blue people. Yeah,

  91. because the whole planet's interconnected. Aren't

  92. we all? You know, speaking of, so one thing I

  93. found that was really interesting about Pando

  94. is the way that it actually sustains itself.

  95. So it's a forest, right? And so fires are a thing.

  96. And so if part of the forest is destroyed, as

  97. it has been by fires, the other parts of the

  98. tree respond not like. separate trees, but a

  99. little bit like our bodies respond to when we

  100. have a cut. It sends resources from other parts

  101. of the untouched forest into the burned parts

  102. to heal it and sustain it. That's really cool.

  103. It is cool. And I couldn't help but think, as

  104. I thought about different parts of the forest

  105. sustaining the parts that need sustenance, I

  106. couldn't help but think of the first part of

  107. John 15. Because, you know, he is the vine and

  108. we are the branches. And if we're cut off from

  109. the life source, we would die. Just like if one

  110. single tree from Pando was separated, you know,

  111. put into a different part of the park or even

  112. just cut off by nature somehow, not being connected

  113. to the whole would mean it running out of its

  114. resources. Okay, so I understand the transition

  115. you're doing. It was so smooth. It was really

  116. good. But now I want to go back to the science

  117. of this. Okay. Because you just said something

  118. I wasn't even thinking about. And I don't know

  119. if, like, is this true? Because it's a forest.

  120. It's a forest. So we see visually separate trees.

  121. Yes. But they are connected. But one of these

  122. trees cannot live by itself. Cannot live by itself.

  123. Really? See, now there's a fact I didn't know.

  124. You can specifically, like. like give it the

  125. nutrients that it exactly needs. Right, like

  126. you could uproot it and try to plant it somewhere

  127. else and do all the stuff you're supposed to

  128. do. It was made to exist as part. It would be

  129. like cutting off a small chunk of our cells and

  130. setting it on the counter. It'll live for a while,

  131. which is freaky in and of itself, but then it

  132. dies. Yeah. Pando. Vine. Vine. It works. It works.

  133. Man. That's really cool. Thank you. I spent a

  134. lot of time trying to figure out how to land

  135. these into our text for today. Well, you are

  136. landing on a passage that is near and dear to

  137. my heart. It is one. Near and dear. Yeah. So

  138. someone, I don't even remember who now, but it

  139. was years ago. Years ago. Years ago when I was

  140. a young college student, someone preached. That

  141. was years ago. So long ago. John 15. Someone

  142. preached John 15. Yeah. And it impacted me. I

  143. had the way he described Jesus and abiding with

  144. Jesus and breaking down this illustration that

  145. Jesus did, it impacted me. And it impacted me

  146. so much that when I came here and we were trying

  147. to figure out the direction of our ministry...

  148. this was the passage that I went to to help direct

  149. us in what we were going to do as a student ministry,

  150. and it became our theme verse, verse 5 specifically.

  151. Thus united. Thus united, yeah. So what are some

  152. of the pieces of this text? And we should probably

  153. read it. It's a short little bout of text here.

  154. Yeah, well, I mean, it goes pretty far because

  155. it flows into the love and all that. This is

  156. part of Jesus' farewell discourse. Yeah. I think

  157. we were talking about that off mic a little bit

  158. earlier. This section of Scripture right in here,

  159. especially hearing John, is so powerful. Because

  160. we know, reading this, that Jesus knew his time

  161. with his disciples was short. Right. And the

  162. things that he talks about in the upper room...

  163. and then in 15 and 16, and as he's going on,

  164. it's like, okay, he is leaving these disciples

  165. with these nuggets of gold. You open your Bible

  166. and throw a dart to anywhere on the page, and

  167. it's like, okay, these two verses are a sermon.

  168. I mean, yeah, and especially when I opened it

  169. up and we were looking at the passages that we

  170. could cover for this week's podcast, and you're

  171. looking at... All of this from John 14 and then

  172. going into John 15 a little bit is like, man,

  173. every day we could record a 30 -minute podcast

  174. for this week because it is just such good stuff.

  175. Yeah, so what was your question? I just went

  176. off on a tangent. Well, I said that we should

  177. read it, and then I was going to ask about what

  178. makes this chunk of passage so incredible. Cool,

  179. so you want to read it, and then I'll talk about

  180. the passage a little bit, and we'll kind of bounce

  181. off each other. Here to beat the illiteracy allegations,

  182. here I go. John 15, 1 through 8. If you're following

  183. along in your book, this is from August the 20th.

  184. Jesus says, I am the true vine, and my Father

  185. is the vinedresser. Every branch in me that does

  186. not bear fruit, he takes away. And every branch

  187. that does bear fruit, he prunes, so that it may

  188. bear more fruit. Already you are clean because

  189. of the word I have spoken to you. Abide in me

  190. and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit

  191. by itself unless it abides in the vine, neither

  192. can you, unless you abide in me. I am the vine,

  193. you are the branches. Whoever abides in me and

  194. I in him, he it is that bears much fruit. For

  195. apart from me you can do. Nothing. If anyone

  196. does not abide in me, he is thrown away like

  197. a branch and withers. The branches are gathered,

  198. thrown into the fire and burned. If you abide

  199. in me and my words abide in you, ask whatever

  200. you wish and it will be done for you. By this,

  201. my father is glorified that you bear much fruit

  202. and so prove to be my disciples. So here's why

  203. this impacted me so much, these verses. Because

  204. I remember as a young Christian, I was familiar

  205. with this. I remember going through college or

  206. at some point and learning about the I am statements

  207. of Jesus. Those are found in John. I think there's

  208. seven or eight of them. I can't remember. So

  209. either was one of those. And he makes these I

  210. am statements where he uses a symbolism to describe

  211. who he is. Here he's talking about I am the vine,

  212. and there's different ones. He talks about I

  213. am the bread of life, I am the door, I am the

  214. resurrection. And so there's all these different

  215. statements, and they're only recorded in John.

  216. And so I remember when I read this one as a very,

  217. very young Christian, I got down to the end,

  218. verse 8, my father is glorified by this. that

  219. you produce much fruit and prove to be my disciples.

  220. Yeah. So what I got out of that by getting and

  221. reading the end of this is, okay, cool. All right.

  222. So my job is to produce fruit because that's

  223. what glorifies God. Right? Because, I mean, you

  224. get down to verse eight. My father is glorified

  225. by this. All right. Here's a directive from Jesus

  226. that you produce much fruit. Okay, cool. that's

  227. what I got to do. Right. But that's when, and

  228. so I never really thought about it again. Yeah.

  229. Right. I did my study and whatever it was for.

  230. And I was like, cool. And so I remember when

  231. the guy came up there to preach this sermon and

  232. in his sermon, he didn't know, but he was calling

  233. me out for how wrong I was, you know? And, and,

  234. and, but when those things happen and you can't

  235. argue and you see the truth, you're like, wow,

  236. like, man, I had, and then for him to explain

  237. what happened. And so Really, when you look at

  238. this and you don't just focus on the last verse,

  239. the last verse makes sense when you look at it

  240. as a whole. And so you have this really cool

  241. picture where Jesus is saying he's the vine.

  242. And so there's got a couple different parts.

  243. One, so let's define the characters of the story,

  244. right? So Jesus is the vine, the true vine. The

  245. true vine. God is the gardener. Yep. Vine dresser

  246. is what my translation says. Vine dresser. Way

  247. cooler. And then... That is actually really cool,

  248. right? Even that, and we'll get to another word

  249. here in a couple of the verses. Anyways, and

  250. then we are the branches, and that specifically

  251. is talking about those who are believers in Jesus,

  252. right? Which is part of the cool illustration

  253. of how we can be grafted in, right? But anyways,

  254. and so when he goes through here, really the

  255. crux of this is verse 5. Verse 5 succinctly helps

  256. define... What is our role, right? And he says

  257. it actually a couple of times, but in verse 5,

  258. he says, I am the vine, you are the branches.

  259. The one who remains in me and I in him produces

  260. much fruit. So now there's a little definition

  261. or there's a little caveat. It's like, yes, you

  262. are to produce much fruit, but there's only one

  263. way you can produce fruit, and that's to remain

  264. in. Jesus, or as verse 4 says, remain in me and

  265. I in you, just as a branch is unable to produce

  266. fruit by itself. So going back to your wonderful

  267. illustration earlier, if we're not connected

  268. to Jesus, We are not going to produce fruit.

  269. So is producing fruit really the most important

  270. thing? No. The most important thing is to remain

  271. with Jesus. Yeah. Going back to how other translations

  272. put this, I love when it uses the word abide.

  273. Yeah. It is such a cool word, and I did research

  274. on this word years ago, and it's really talking

  275. about this place of... That's your home almost,

  276. right? This is where you live. This is everything

  277. for you. And so... really the most important

  278. part of our life is I like, you know, I picture,

  279. you can picture a grapevine, but for me, we live

  280. in North Carolina and it's easier to picture

  281. pine trees because I mean, that's why he used

  282. a vine because they were everywhere. Anybody,

  283. even if you weren't a farmer, grapevines were

  284. everywhere. And so as soon as he used this illustration,

  285. he was using something that people would have

  286. known exactly. Oh, I can picture this in my brain.

  287. Yeah. Right. So for me, I'm from North Carolina.

  288. I picture evergreens. They're everywhere, right?

  289. Yes. And so when I picture this and I see this

  290. trunk, the vine, the main source right there,

  291. and then I see the branch connecting to that

  292. trunk, that connection right there, that's abiding.

  293. Yeah. That's exactly where the branch and Jesus

  294. meet, the branch and the vine meet. That's what's

  295. most important. And what I've been able to learn

  296. practically in my life is that when I focus on

  297. Jesus, when everything in me is I'm just focusing

  298. on Him, living for Him, trying to stay connected

  299. in Him in everything I do, then the fruit comes

  300. natural. When I take my focus off of Jesus...

  301. and I start living for myself, or I start no

  302. longer living for and trying to live the way

  303. that Jesus wants me to, or I'm just losing focus,

  304. just losing focus, then that's when the fruit

  305. begins to fail, because I am now trying to be

  306. my own source of life and not getting my source

  307. of life from the only one who can truly give

  308. me life, and that is Jesus. Right. Yeah, so...

  309. I think this is just an incredible picture. But

  310. you know what I love about this too? Yeah. Is

  311. it's also a picture of the church because a vine

  312. connects multiple branches. Yeah. You know? Absolutely.

  313. And this is actually, so this is part of where

  314. when we get united, it comes from that word abide.

  315. That's why our student ministry is called United.

  316. It's from John 15. And I tell our students, I

  317. said, here's our purpose. I said, we want to

  318. be, well, number one, we want to be united to

  319. Jesus. So that's number one. We just talked about

  320. that. Absolutely. And the next is we want to

  321. be united to each other. Because if we're united

  322. to Jesus and we're united to him, then guess

  323. what? We're going to be united to all the other

  324. branches as well. Absolutely. And so that's the

  325. purpose statement of our ministry is unite to

  326. Jesus, unite to others. And I feel like in uniting

  327. to Jesus, like... that allows you uniting to

  328. others to be through Jesus. Yes. We as humans

  329. connect on many levels, like shared sports teams.

  330. Go sports! Shared interests, being from the same

  331. Hogwarts house there. I said one that involves

  332. you. Thank you. And we can connect in various

  333. ways, and that's good. Those are all good things.

  334. But connecting through Jesus looks different

  335. than that. Yes. I mean, even to use the Hogwarts

  336. house as a bit of a silly analogy. No, but you're

  337. a Slytherin and I'm a Gryffindor. It shouldn't

  338. work. It shouldn't work. But because we have

  339. the vine, we're not connected to each other.

  340. We're connected to each other through the vine.

  341. We're connected to each other through mutual

  342. submission to the vine. Because Jesus is the

  343. one who gets to decide how we connect. Jesus

  344. is the one who instructs us to prefer one another.

  345. Jesus is the one that instructs us to lay our

  346. lives down for our brothers. And so you, though

  347. a Gryffindor, I can vibe with. And I, though

  348. a Slytherin, can make crafty plans still and

  349. yet for your demise, Sean Gryffindor. I will

  350. say this. One thing that stood out to me in reading

  351. this again, even sitting down here, is the Father's

  352. role as the vine dresser. Like elsewhere in Scripture,

  353. and I was desperately trying to Google it while

  354. you were talking a minute ago, but Paul talks

  355. about the vines. He builds on Jesus' vine analogy

  356. and talks about how the Father prunes the vines.

  357. And not just prunes in a sense of like... Like,

  358. oh, you're not bearing fruit, chop. Although

  359. we should talk about that. But also in a sense

  360. of like living vines that overgrow in the wrong

  361. areas need to be pruned for the good of the overall

  362. tree and for the good of the individual health

  363. of the branch. It is hard to go through pruning.

  364. One of the ways that I've been spending my time

  365. lately is before work, I'll drive into Charlotte

  366. and I'll go to a climbing gym. Oh, I thought

  367. you were going to say you went to a garden and

  368. you pruned stuff. No. Dude, I live in an apartment.

  369. I go into a climbing gym in Charlotte, like rock

  370. climbing. And can I tell you the process of pruning?

  371. me to be better at climbing. Looks like Ben needs

  372. to drop some weight and to be able to hold the

  373. weight that he has with his hands. Both of those

  374. things, both of those things are not enjoyable

  375. for Ben Smith. It means a lot of cardio and a

  376. heavy calorie restriction and a lot of hanging

  377. on my hands. God bless him. Danny Mabry and I

  378. were talking about this and he's like, we were

  379. talking about me hanging a climbing trainer in

  380. my office for my lunchtime. Dude, you just hang.

  381. Until your fingers and your wrists burn out and

  382. it's like, this is awful. I can't write anymore.

  383. But that's physical pruning. Spiritual pruning,

  384. I think, could be even harder. Absolutely. And

  385. I see an impulse both in human nature in general

  386. and in my own self to when I encounter things

  387. that prune me, it's usually through pain. And

  388. usually my first response is anger at the vine

  389. dresser. Yeah. Like, God, this hurts. Ow! I don't

  390. want to do this. Like, why does it have to hurt?

  391. Didn't you promise me life and life abundantly?

  392. And he did, but that pruning is the path to get

  393. there. And that's hard, but we can trust our

  394. father because though he is the vine dresser,

  395. he also knows what we need before we ask. Yeah.

  396. Have you ever watched videos of people making

  397. bonsai trees out of just all kinds of different

  398. kinds of trees? No, I haven't. It's really interesting

  399. because I've seen... I was in a time where all

  400. these internet videos that were going on, like

  401. my TikTok or whatever, it was, for some reason,

  402. tons of bonsai trees. It was just, because it

  403. was fascinating to me. And what you notice is

  404. you've got these people making decisions, and

  405. when they're starting to do these cuts, it does,

  406. to me, being someone that has no idea how to

  407. make a bonsai tree or any of this stuff, it's

  408. like, why would, like, that looked so good. Why

  409. are you cutting that? Why are you doing that?

  410. And it's relating back to what you're saying

  411. is sometimes we look at our lives and we look,

  412. it's like, God, why are you doing this to me?

  413. This was going so well. That's what we feel.

  414. Yeah. But we don't have the eternal perspective

  415. that God does. We're able to look in the past,

  416. and when we get through those difficult times

  417. of pruning that we don't like, that's when all

  418. of a sudden we go, aha. I now know why you were

  419. preparing me for what you did. But that's only

  420. at the end. But it's during those times that

  421. sometimes we just say, God, what are you doing?

  422. Why are you doing this in my life? I really enjoyed

  423. having that in my life. I really enjoyed this,

  424. whatever it is, and the different situations

  425. we go through. And even as I've been preparing

  426. for my sermon for Acts this week, I'm in chapter

  427. 16 where... Paul finally picks up Timothy and

  428. they were going to head somewhere. And God's

  429. like, no, you're not going there. Like they were

  430. going somewhere to preach the gospel. Right.

  431. And he's like, nope. And then they try to go

  432. somewhere else. And he's like, ah, think again.

  433. And then they, he ends up sending them to this

  434. other part where they go into Asia and Asia is

  435. able to start hearing the gospel. But it's like,

  436. sometimes we even, there are good things that

  437. we want to do in life. There are good desires.

  438. Yep. Them going to these areas to preach the

  439. gospel and to go encourage... Objectively good.

  440. Objectively good. But sometimes God's going to

  441. say, we need to get rid of good things in our

  442. life because he's got a better plan for us. And

  443. it's us being open and willing to listen to those

  444. things. And better looks different for us than

  445. it does to him. Oh, 100%. So that's exactly what

  446. you're talking about in verses 5 and 6. Trying

  447. to bear fruit apart from him, you can do nothing.

  448. Even good things can be distractions. Even us

  449. trying to do good things can actually be us making

  450. spoiled fruit. My brain kept saying frozen fruit

  451. for some reason. Even good things can morph into

  452. spoiled fruit. Absolutely. If we're not careful.

  453. But that's what it goes back to the abiding thing.

  454. If we're walking that closely with Jesus, his

  455. Holy Spirit speaks and he gives us specific directions.

  456. Well, if we're trying to produce fruit on our

  457. own, guess what? That's going to be some nasty

  458. fruit. nasty fruit. And I think God, hear me

  459. out, I think God calls different people to produce

  460. different fruits in different seasons. Yes. Oh,

  461. I'm tracking with you. Keep going. And so for

  462. me to project my calling on somebody else is

  463. encouraging them to produce spoiled fruit. I'll

  464. give you an example. I have a dear friend who

  465. is a tremendously accomplished musician. It's

  466. like super duper duper good music. He plays better

  467. than I do. He sings better than I do. He's got

  468. thousands of dollars worth of gear and guitar.

  469. Does he have longer hair? No, he does not. You

  470. got that? That's the only thing I got on him.

  471. He's really good. You want to know what he isn't?

  472. What's that? A worship pastor. Oh, okay. Dude

  473. works in finance. Interesting. He serves at his

  474. local church. Yeah. But that is it. For me to

  475. go to this guy and say, God has equipped you

  476. mightily for this task. you should be a worship

  477. pastor, is not only kind of like, oh, that's

  478. not good. That is me trying to encourage him

  479. to produce fruit in his own strength, because

  480. that's not the calling that God's put on him.

  481. There you go. Which is crazy to think about how

  482. a good thing that sounds good can actually be

  483. the exact opposite of the thing, the kind of

  484. thing that gets pruned off and thrown in the

  485. fire. Yeah. I even know guys who have pursued

  486. things like that, and the Lord has not blessed

  487. them in it. Why? He didn't ask them to do it

  488. in the first place. Yeah. And this is something

  489. that I think we've discussed a few times, and

  490. there's no better place that we should want to

  491. be than in the Lord's will, right? When we try

  492. to make things happen on our own because we have

  493. a desire. I'll actually give you the illustration

  494. that I'm going to give to my students on Wednesday

  495. night. Spoiler alert. Well, I guess you will

  496. have said it already. This is that weird inception

  497. thing that happens by recording on Monday. This

  498. is happening both before and after Friday. The

  499. once in future illustration. So early on in ministry,

  500. early, early, before I had children early on

  501. in ministry. Before you had a beard? Yeah, possibly.

  502. Pre -beard Sean. Possibly. I can't remember.

  503. This is a sidetrack. I had a beard. I had a beard

  504. when I got married. And then at my honeymoon,

  505. I shaved my head. I shaved my head and my beard.

  506. At your honeymoon? Yeah. You're crazy for that.

  507. Yeah. How did Tiffany take that? She did it.

  508. She buzzed my head. I grew my hair out so I could

  509. have like nice, like, like early two thousands,

  510. my spiky hair and everything and did all that.

  511. But then on the honey, we are off topic right

  512. now. Anyways. So are you surprised? No, not at

  513. all. I think they like our stories. I hope so.

  514. Anyways. So early on, before I had kids, me and

  515. Tiffany almost became missionaries to Italy.

  516. Yo, no way. Yeah. Dead serious. Like we, we found

  517. an organization. Yeah. We got accepted by that

  518. organization. We were about to do like the vision

  519. trip kind of stuff. And I mean, so once again.

  520. Good goals. Good goals. Good things that we were

  521. all looking forward to. And then the Lord was

  522. just like, nope, that's not what I have for you.

  523. What did that no look like? I'm so curious. That

  524. no, oh man, I mean, this is a long time ago to

  525. figure out the specifics of that. Yeah, just

  526. top of like 40 ,000 feet view. It was a heart

  527. change. And for us, I think that there was definitely

  528. a lot of... We were early in ministry. Yeah.

  529. I was not a full -time pastor yet. We were looking

  530. at what is the ministry God has for us. Yeah.

  531. And we definitely, like, I was recent within

  532. the last five years of coming back from Argentina,

  533. from living on the mission field for a year.

  534. So I was like, man, I missed being on the mission

  535. field in a different culture, in that kind of

  536. context. So there was a lot of personal desire

  537. there. And then even landing on Italy. There

  538. was a lot of personal desires of us wanting to

  539. go just to Italy. And then it ended. And we were

  540. going to be doing children's ministry and youth

  541. ministry. So all this stuff was working out.

  542. And then once we got accepted by this organization,

  543. I don't even remember who the organization was,

  544. but once we got accepted by this organization,

  545. we're like, oh, man, this is real. This is awesome.

  546. We started to do the plans. And then we really

  547. started to pray separately. I can't remember,

  548. but I think maybe we were even scared to talk

  549. to each other about it. Understandable. Because

  550. separately we were like, ooh, I don't know if

  551. this is right anymore. But then I remember we

  552. finally had that conversation, and it was like,

  553. okay, the Lord is preparing us for something

  554. else. This is not it. Wow. The reason I ask,

  555. it's relevant for our people. Just from a perspective

  556. of looking to do good, unsure of how to proceed

  557. forward, what does a no? But we have to be abiding

  558. in our true vine, have to be abiding in him and

  559. walking with him so that we can discern the path

  560. ahead. Yeah. And he's kind for when we wander,

  561. when we stumble. Man, it's one of the things

  562. that I love about our God so much because we

  563. are prone to wander. Yeah. We are prone to fail.

  564. And our God is so incredibly loving and generous.

  565. And it's a great reminder for us because, especially

  566. for our pursuers out there, I mean, it's one

  567. of the things that I know that I do as a pastor

  568. that Ben does as a pastor. We're honest with

  569. letting you guys know that we're on this journey

  570. just like you guys are. And so when you fail,

  571. get back up, keep going. The Lord's got you.

  572. Absolutely. You know, Sean, with that, there's

  573. kind of one more idea I want to tease out of

  574. John 15, just to ask you. So like, verse two,

  575. every branch in me that does not bear fruit,

  576. he takes away. And every branch that does bear

  577. fruit, he prunes so that it may make more fruit.

  578. And then verse six, you know, if anybody does

  579. not abide in me, he's thrown away like a branch

  580. and withers. And the branches are gathered, thrown

  581. into the fire and burned. What do you make of

  582. that in terms of like, so is God saying that

  583. like, if we don't produce fruit all the time

  584. that we're destined for the fire? Like, is this

  585. a fruit as evidence of salvation thing? Like,

  586. what do you see there? Yeah, no, I don't think

  587. this is one of those things where like, oh, this

  588. branch is not producing fruit. You're a Christian,

  589. but there's no fruit here. You're gone. What

  590. I view this as is even if you just go out and

  591. like... you know, once you go out and you look

  592. up and you look at trees, you see dead branches.

  593. They stand out. And if the branch is up there

  594. and it might be up there, but it's not connected

  595. to the tree. Now where that illustration falls

  596. short is if it's a big branch, it once was connected

  597. to the tree. But what I see here is that if there

  598. is a branch that has not. produced fruit, it

  599. has never been truly connected to the vine. Isn't

  600. that interesting? And so, no. So this is not

  601. a matter of losing salvation. But in our church,

  602. you know, I think that there are people in our

  603. church that are lost. Yeah. In every church.

  604. In every church, absolutely. And I think that

  605. with that, there are people that are learning

  606. and that are growing. But I also believe, to

  607. use another illustration that Jesus uses, there's

  608. also wolves. And the shepherd is going to protect

  609. the sheep from the wolves. Absolutely. And none

  610. of those are fixed categories. No, not at all.

  611. I firmly believe that a wolf doesn't have to

  612. stay a wolf unless it wants to stay a wolf. I

  613. believe that a dead branch doesn't have to stay

  614. a dead branch unless it wants to stay a dead

  615. branch. What is it that Tim Keller said one time?

  616. At the end of the day, there's only two kinds

  617. of people. There's the kind of people that say

  618. to God, thy will be done, or that God says to

  619. them in the end. thy will be done. And it's not

  620. Tim Keller. It's the goat, C .S. Lewis. It just

  621. took me a minute to remember it. Yeah, it's such

  622. a good quote, man. Such a good quote. Oh, man.

  623. Dude, I finished The Great Divorce, the book,

  624. the C .S. Lewis book, a couple of days ago. Church,

  625. if you've never read The Great Divorce, it is

  626. allegory, so you've got to remember he's not

  627. speaking literally about... a lot of things.

  628. It's a really great window into like the human

  629. condition and what we value and what we love,

  630. particularly like the idols that we put before

  631. our lives, um, or put in our, particularly the

  632. idols in our lives, the things that we put before

  633. Jesus, but that bits for free. That's just a

  634. little side note as we end here. I love it, man.

  635. Okay. Also, but like, as we close Friday, the

  636. 21st, that's, that's when this is going to come

  637. out. If you're listening on Friday, right? Yeah.

  638. That's a pretty special day, right? Planning

  639. center tells me that there's a really special

  640. day on Friday. The 21st is, is that Tiffany's

  641. birthday? Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So if you're listening

  642. to this on Friday, it is my wife's birthday.

  643. Happy hecking birthday, Tiffany. Um, uh, Sean,

  644. Sean would Sean, uh, John didn't put me up to

  645. this, but you know, whatever. yeah no we're good

  646. so yeah it's her birthday so we're actually uh

  647. so we're gonna be going out to eat tonight all

  648. right now is this a surprise or is she finding

  649. this out in real time No, it's like with her

  650. family. Oh, with her. Okay, so she knows. This

  651. isn't a surprise. Like, happy birthday, Tiffany.

  652. This is your present. It's not like a promposal.

  653. No, no, no. I think she would hate that. Oh,

  654. man. If she doesn't even hate this. Yeah, exactly.

  655. Yeah, she's not going to be happy, probably.

  656. We're spending this much time, so we're just

  657. going to cut this off. We're just going to cut

  658. this off. Pursuers, thank you guys for listening.

  659. Abide in Christ and join the pando of your church.

  660. That's all we got to say today. Goodbye, pandas.

  661. Goodbye, pandas. That's our new day! Pursuing

  662. Jesus is a ministry of Memorial Baptist Church

  663. in Norwood, North Carolina. To learn more about

  664. our church, please visit memorial4norwood .com.

  665. This is how this is going to go. Okay. This is

  666. great. Okay. Inner peace. Inner peace. Can we

  667. do that again? Yes, we can. Thank you.