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Christ Church Sermon, Questions Jesus Asked: Why Do You Doubt? April 26 2026
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Good morning.
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Today's scripture is Matthew 14
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29-33.
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Come, he said. Then Peter got down out
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of the boat and walked on the water and
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came towards Jesus.
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But when he saw the wind, he was afraid
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and beginning to sink, cried out, Lord,
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save me.
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Immediately Jesus reached out his hand
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and caught him.
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You of little faith, he said, why did
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you doubt?
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And when they climbed into the boat, the
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wind died down. Then those who were in
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the boat worshiped him saying
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truly you are the son of God. Hear what
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the spirit is saying to the church.
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Thank you.
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>> Thanks be to God. Thanks for good
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morning everyone.
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>> Morning.
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>> So a few weeks ago I was sitting at a
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stoplight right in front of South Hills
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Village. You know looking at the mall.
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You know, it's one of those long South
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Hills stoplights where you're just
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sitting there waiting and watching,
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thinking, "This light should change by
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now, right?" And then I noticed
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something. The car in front of me
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started to inch forward. Not all at
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once, just a little, you know, break,
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release, roll, stop. And we've all seen
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this before. They're actually not going
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anywhere yet cuz the light's still red.
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But they were anticipating movement.
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They were preparing for the moment that
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the light would turn. And then the light
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changed. And in spite of all that
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anticipation, they just sat there when
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the light turned green because it was no
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longer about anticipation anymore. It
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was actually about going. And it
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reminded me that there are two types of
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drivers in the South Hills. I'll let you
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figure out which one you are. One is the
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confident one that goes when the light
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turns green. And the other ones are the
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ones that treat every intersection like
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it is life-changing decision.
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But instead of getting angry, I found
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myself thinking, "Isn't that exactly how
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we live a lot of our lives? We inch
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forward when it feels safe. We prepare
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ourselves. We think about what might be.
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We talk about it. We even pray about it.
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But then the moment comes to move and
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when the light turns green, we pause. We
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hesitate. the it's the moment that fear
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begins to show up and says, "Are are you
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sure? Is this really gonna work? What if
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this doesn't go the way you think it
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will and suddenly what was easy to
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anticipate feels hard to do when the
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time comes, right? So, we hesitate."
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Now, here's the truth. Most of us don't
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struggle with thinking about faith. We
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struggle with stepping out in faith. We
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don't struggle with believing that Jesus
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can do something. We struggle with
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believing that it's time for us to
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actually move. Now, there are moments in
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our life that come down to just a single
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step. Not 10 steps, not a long-term
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plan, just one step. The next step,
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maybe it's a conversation we know we
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need to have. Maybe it's a decision that
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we've been avoiding. Maybe it's an
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invitation that God is placing in front
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of us. And in that moment, we feel two
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things at the exact same time. We feel
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faith and we feel fear. And that's
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exactly where Peter finds himself in our
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story this morning that Marnell read for
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us. Because in in Matthew 14, Jesus
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doesn't give Peter a full plan. He
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doesn't explain how it's all going to
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work. He simply says one word, come. And
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everything in Peter's world comes down
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to one question. Will he stay where it
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is safe in the boat or will he step out
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into something that only works if Jesus
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is who he says he is?
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Now, see, the story in Matthew 14 tells
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us the disciples are out in a boat on
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the water in the middle of the night and
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the wind is strong and the waves are
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pushing against the boat and Jesus comes
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walking towards them on the water, which
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just to be clear, that's not something
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that they expected to see, right? They
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think Jesus is a ghost. They're
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terrified. And then Jesus says, "Take
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courage. Don't be afraid. It is I." And
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Peter, you know, good old Peter,
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impulsive, bold, and sometimes reckless
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Peter says, 'Lord, if it's you, tell me
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to come to you on the water. And Jesus
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responds with one word, come.
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You see, we need to remember that faith
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steps out before it feels safe. Peter
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gets out of the boat and starts walking
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on water. Now, I don't want to rush past
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that because he actually does it. For a
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moment, Peter is living what most of us
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only talk about. Because faith is not
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about just believing something
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internally. It's about stepping into
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something externally. Faith looks like
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movement. It looks like saying yes
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before we have all the details. It looks
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like trusting Jesus more than our
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circumstances. It looks like moving when
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the light turns green. Notice Peter
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doesn't wait for the storm to calm down.
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He stepped out in the middle of the
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storm. You know, some of us are waiting
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for clarity before we obey. We're
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waiting for everything to settle down
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before we move forward. And most of the
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time, Jesus calls us while the wind is
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still moving. The text says, "But when
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he saw the wind, meaning Peter, he was
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afraid and beginning to sink, cried out,
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Lord, save me." Now, notice the shift.
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At first, Peter's focusing on Jesus, but
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then his attention moves. It moves from
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Jesus to the wind. It moves from Jesus
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calling to the conditions that are all
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around him. It moves from trust in Jesus
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to fear. And the moment the focus
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shifts, his faith starts to sink and
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Peter starts to sink with it. Well,
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that's still how it works today. We can
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be walking in obedience and then
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something happens. A setback, a
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diagnosis, a conflict, a financial
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pressure, a voice in our head that says
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this isn't going to work. And suddenly
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our focus moves. And when our focus
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moves, our fear grows because fear feeds
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off of what we stare at. How many of you
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have ever gone golfing?
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Okay, for those of you that have it, if
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you are on the golf course and you come
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to a hole and there's water on the hole,
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never look at the water. You know why?
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You're going to hit your ball in the
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water. It's automatic. Your ball goes
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where you look. So, if you look at the
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water, you hit the water. If you look at
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what's around you, you look at fear and
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you lose faith. Peter's focus moved off
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of Jesus and he began to sink. Scripture
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tells us he cried out, "Lord, save me."
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And immediately, we're told, Jesus
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reached out his hand and caught him. I
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love that word, immediately. Not after a
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lecture, not after Peter figured it all
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out, not after Peter promised to do
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better. Immediately. And that's so
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important for us to hear because Jesus
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does not wait for perfect faith to
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respond. He responds to honest faith, to
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desperate faith, to messy faith. He even
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responds to, "I thought I could do this,
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but now I'm sinking kind of faith." And
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maybe that's where some of us are right
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now. We stepped out. We trusted. We said
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yes. And now it feels like we're
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sinking. And the question is, will we
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keep pretending like we're fine or will
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we cry out? Because the miracle here is
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not just walking on the water. The
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miracle is that Jesus meets us when we
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start sinking.
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Then comes the question, question four
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in our questions Jesus asked sermon
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series. After Jesus pulls Peter up, he
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says, "You of little faith. Why did you
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doubt?" Now, it's important that we
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realize here that that question is not
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harsh. Although it might sound like it
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is, it's not harsh. It's not condemning.
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It's an invitation. Jesus is not shaming
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Peter. He's helping Peter to see
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something.
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Why did you doubt? In other words, what
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shifted in you? Why did you like start
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believing something else instead?
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What voice got louder than mine? You
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see, we need to realize that doubt is
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not the absence of faith. It is a
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divided trust. Peter had faith. I want
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to be very clear about that. He got out
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of the boat. That's further than most
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people will ever get. So this is not
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about Peter not having faith. It's about
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his faith being divided. Part of him
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trusted Jesus and part of him trusted
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what he saw. And that's what doubt
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really is. Doubt isn't always just
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disbelief. It's divided belief. It's
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when our trust is split between what
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Jesus is saying and what our
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circumstances are shouting at us. And if
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we're being honest, that's where a lot
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of us live a lot of our lives. We
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believe God is faithful, but we also
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believe that the situation we are in
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might be too much. We believe God is
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good, but we also believe that we might
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be on our own. We believe that God is
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present, but we also feel overwhelmed
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with what's right in front of us. I
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mean, let me ask it this way. What has
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where has our focus shifted lately? What
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wind have we been staring at? Is it fear
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about the future? Is it something in our
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family? Is it fear with all the violence
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that's happening in this world all
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around us? Is it something with our
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health? Is it something in our
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leadership or in our calling or or or or
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in our church? Because when that
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happens, we don't decide to stop
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trusting Jesus. We just start paying
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more attention to something else. And
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over time, what we focus on becomes what
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we trust. Now, here's what I love about
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the story. Jesus doesn't say, "Peter,
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get back in the boat and stay there." He
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doesn't say, "You failed, so you're
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done." He reaches out to him and they
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walk back to the boat together.
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Which means that the invitation doesn't
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disappear when we struggle. The calling
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doesn't go away because we doubt it. The
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relationship doesn't break because our
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faith wavered. Jesus is still saying,
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"Come."
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Now, this is how this connects to us
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individually and as a church. We're in a
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season where God is calling us to
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continue to step out of the boat. Not
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everything is calm. Not when we know how
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everything is going to go. Not when
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everything makes sense. Not when we've
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eliminated every risk. But right in the
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middle of the uncertainty, right in the
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middle of faith, right in the middle of
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this feels bigger than us. Because
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that's where God does God's best work.
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That's where God meets his people.
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That's where God says, "Come."
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Now, let's be honest. There are moments
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when it feels like we're walking on
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water. Moments where everything feels
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like it's going smoothly. Moments when
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our faith feels strong. moments when
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when generosity flows, like when we were
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able to raise $65,000 from our Easter
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offering to help pay off unpaid medical
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debt. Moments when the vision is crystal
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clear. Moments when we can see what God
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is doing and we think, "Yep, that's it.
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I want to be part of that." But then
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there are also moments when the wind
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picks up. When the doubts creep in. When
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the questions get louder than the
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calling. Moments when we look around
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instead of looking at Jesus. Moments
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when we start calculating instead of
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trusting. Moments when we think, "What
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if this doesn't work? What if I can't do
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this? What if this is too much?" And
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then suddenly what once felt like
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walking on water starts to feel like
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we're sinking under it. And here's the
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truth that we don't like to say out
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loud. We can be doing exactly what Jesus
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is calling us to do. and still feel
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afraid.
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We can be at the center of God's will
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and still feel overwhelmed.
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We can step out in obedience and still
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have moments where our faith waivers.
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This story reminds us that Peter was not
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sinking because he disobeyed. He was
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sinking while he was obeying. And that
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matters because at some point in our
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life, we all begin to doubt. At some
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point, we've all probably asked the
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question, if this is really God, why
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does it feel so hard? Anybody ever feel
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like that? Right? If this is really God,
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why is it so hard? And the answer is
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faith has always required trust in the
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middle of tension. So, when Jesus asks,
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"Why did you doubt?" He's not scolding
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Peter. He's not disappointed
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uh in Peter. He's doing something
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deeper. He's inviting Peter to see what
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actually happened. Jesus is saying to
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Peter, you were doing it. You were
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actually walking on water. You were
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doing something that was what beyond
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what you thought you could possibly do.
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And then Jesus is saying, "What
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changed?" Jesus is saying, "I didn't
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change. My call didn't change. My
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presence didn't change." He reminds
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Peter, you just took your eyes off of
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me.
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And as a church, that's a reminder for
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us today. When God asked that question,
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why do you doubt? It's not about shame.
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It's not about guilt. It's not about
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pretending like we never struggle. It is
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a gentle, loving reminder to refocus
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ourselves on Jesus and not the wind and
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the waves.
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That's what we need to be reminded of
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because the same Jesus that called Peter
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out of the boat is the same Jesus that
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is standing with us now. The same Jesus
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who held Peter up is the same Jesus
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holding us up. The same Jesus who spoke
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over the storm is the same Jesus
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speaking over this season we're living
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in in our life and in our church. So
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when we feel like we're sinking, when
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the vision may feel heavy, when our next
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steps may feel uncertain, we don't need
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to fake stronger faith, we just need to
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fix our eyes on Jesus again. Because
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this has never been about how strong we
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are. It is about how steady Jesus is.
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And the question, why did you doubt?
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Well, that's going to continue to be
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asked of us, not to shame us, but to
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center us. In other words, Jesus is
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saying, will you focus and trust me
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instead of all the wind? Because Jesus,
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trusting Jesus isn't just a feeling,
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it's a practice. And one of the primary
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ways that we can refocus our hearts. One
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of the primary ways we can fix our eyes
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back to Jesus is through prayer. Prayer
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is how we take our eyes off of the wind
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and place them back on the one who walks
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on the water. Prayer is how a divided
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trust becomes a surrendered trust.
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Because when we pray, we're not
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informing God of something that he
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doesn't already know. We're aligning our
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hearts with something that God is
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already doing.
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So when we look back at Peter from our
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story, we see that he didn't give this
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long polished prayer. He didn't quote
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scripture perfectly. He didn't wait
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until he had it all together. He simply
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cried out, "Lord, save me." And that was
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enough. So the next time you're in a
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small group and the pastor ask if
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anybody wants to pray, don't just look
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at the floor and pretend like he's not
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looking at you. Just volunteer and say,
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"Lord, save me." That's it. That's
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enough. We can all remember that one
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because prayer is not about perfection.
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Prayer is about dependence.
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So in a season where we continue to step
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out, as we continue to follow where
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Jesus is leading, and as we face moments
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that feel bigger than we are, we don't
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need more control. We need deeper
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prayer. And it's not just prayers when
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things go wrong. It's prayers that keep
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our focus right before things go wrong.
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Prayers like Jesus, I trust you. Jesus,
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I need you. Jesus, help me keep my eyes
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on you. Jesus, how can I best serve you?
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Because here's the truth.
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We don't sink because Jesus moves. We
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sink because our focus moves. And prayer
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is how we come back.
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So when the wind picks up, pray. When
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fear gets loud, pray.
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When the steps feel uncertain, pray.
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When we don't know what else to do,
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pray. We need to pray not as a last
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resort, but as a first response. Because
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the same Jesus who reached out to Peter
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is still reaching out to every single
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one of us today. The same Jesus who
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steadied Peter in the storm is steady
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steady steadying us. The same voice that
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said come is still calling us forward.
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So my prayer is that we are a people
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that step out in faith and stay grounded
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in prayer.
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Let's not just be a people that
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anticipate what God might do. You know,
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like the people who were in front of me
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at the stoplight, but let's actually
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move when God gives us the green light
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and says go. Let's be people that when
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we feel like we're sinking, we don't shy
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away from that. We don't hide it. We
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don't fake it. We don't try to fight it
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alone, but instead we cry out. We cry
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out and trust God who is already
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reaching for us. Because in the end,
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this was never about how strong Peter
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was. It was about how faithful Jesus is.
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So, we continue to step out of the boat.
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We continue to trust. We continue to
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pray. And when the light turns green,
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we go and we follow the one who says,
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"Come."
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Let's pray. Lord, we are grateful. We're
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grateful for who you are. We're grateful
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for what you have done. We are grateful
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that you are right there with us in the
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middle of the storms, in the middle of
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the wind, in the middle of our doubts.
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It's not wrong to doubt as long as when
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that happens, we know we need to refocus
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our attention back to you. Help us to
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not focus on the stuff around us, but
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help us to keep our focus on you. And
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when we do that, just like Peter, we can
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walk on water because it isn't about us.
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It's about you.
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Help us to keep our focus where it
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matters, which is on you all the time.
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>> Amen.