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I have compelling validation from my Father

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  1. Good stuff. The song, that is.

  2. So we're in the third week of working through chapter 5 of John's Gospel, the biography of the life of Jesus.

  3. So I want to start this morning by recapping the flow.

  4. Catherine's already done that in part, so that's a really good help.

  5. So verses 1 to 17 of chapter 5, the most incredible miracle.

  6. The crowd saw before them a guy who had lain there hopelessly and pathetically for 38 years,

  7. instantly brought back to full muscle tone, complete joint range movement, and neuromuscular coordination.

  8. In other words, the guy went from being hopeless and pathetic to actually picking up his bed and walking away.

  9. The response of the Jewish leaders to that?

  10. Well, not as we might expect, delight for the man healed.

  11. Nor total amazement at the supernatural power of Jesus just demonstrated to them,

  12. and therefore a desire to understand them even more.

  13. Now the response?

  14. Rage.

  15. Murderous rage.

  16. All they could see was that once again, and he was making a habit of this,

  17. once again he broke the rules regarding the Sabbath.

  18. He worked on the Sabbath.

  19. The rules which the Jewish religious leaders believed were essential to honouring God,

  20. essential to having acceptance and relationship with God,

  21. and ultimately essential to getting to heaven.

  22. But even worse than that,

  23. they knew and heard Jesus claiming to be equal with God.

  24. Utter blasphemy, they thought.

  25. And then verses 19 to 29,

  26. Jesus really, instead of backing off at their hatred and their rage,

  27. he's really into them.

  28. He challenges their unbelief.

  29. He spells out in particular and in great detail

  30. what it means for him to be equal with God.

  31. And he says that his total unity of nature, will, and purpose with the Father

  32. means it's impossible to honour God

  33. without also honouring the Lord Jesus.

  34. That would have just blown their heads out.

  35. And Jesus develops even more.

  36. He said, well look, if that's hard for you to hear, listen to this.

  37. It's the Father.

  38. My Father has given me, says Jesus,

  39. the primary role in achieving his salvation purpose.

  40. That means giving life, giving acceptance and relationship

  41. and the guarantee of heaven on the one hand

  42. and on the other hand,

  43. also pronouncing judgment on anybody who dares to reject me, says Jesus.

  44. And so that brings us to the verses this morning, 30 to 47.

  45. Jesus has just made a big thing of him being the judge.

  46. And in these verses, I believe that Jesus is becoming even more aggressive

  47. in response to these Jewish religious leaders.

  48. Because he goes in these verses, I think,

  49. and exposes the nature of their unbelief.

  50. And verse 30 then is a bridge, like verse 18 was a bridge.

  51. Jesus says, I can do nothing on my own.

  52. As I hear, I judge.

  53. And my judgment is just.

  54. Jesus has just explained to these guys the role of judge

  55. which his Father has given to him.

  56. Now, I think, Jesus begins to speak as judge to these men.

  57. Jesus actually effectively now passes judgment

  58. on the unbelief of the Jewish religious leaders.

  59. He's restating in verse 30 his credentials as judge.

  60. Perfectly aligned with the Father's desires.

  61. You can go back and see that from verses 19 and 20.

  62. Perfectly aligned with his Father's desires, purpose, and standards.

  63. His exposure and condemnation of their unbelief

  64. that follows in these verses is perfectly just.

  65. Perfectly correct.

  66. Perfectly beyond argument or dispute.

  67. His verdict on their unbelief.

  68. Well, the first two-part verdict.

  69. Unbelief is not due to a lack of evidence or testimony to me, says Jesus.

  70. So Jesus cites four different categories of witness or testimony,

  71. sources of validation to him and his ministry, his mission as God's Savior and King.

  72. Now, it's important just to stop here for a minute.

  73. It's not desperation that makes them cite these witnesses.

  74. It's not as if Jesus is just desperately trying to make somebody believe

  75. when he recognizes that nobody's really believing in him.

  76. Now, it's not desperation at all.

  77. What he's doing is he's using conventional Jewish practice of establishing truth in a law court.

  78. You need two or three witnesses to establish the truth of a matter.

  79. What Jesus is doing here is he's actually showing them logically and legally

  80. that they have no valid reason for their unbelief.

  81. They stand guilty.

  82. Witness number one.

  83. Jesus' own testimony.

  84. Verse 31.

  85. If I alone bear witness about myself, my testimony is not deemed true.

  86. Now, Jesus recognizes here, I think, that his own testimony, though quite legitimate,

  87. is not going to be adequate.

  88. Why not?

  89. Because the Jewish religious leaders have already deemed him to be a fraud and a liar.

  90. So they're just going to dismiss anything he says.

  91. So he moves on.

  92. And he talks about, verse 32, there's another who bears witness about me.

  93. Now, the text here is a little bit ambiguous.

  94. Most people take it to reference John the Baptist that follows.

  95. I think it's actually a bigger picture than that.

  96. I think the other that he's talking about here is God the Father.

  97. And God the Father bears testimony to John through three agencies.

  98. John the Baptist, miracles, and then the Scripture.

  99. And we'll see them as we work through them.

  100. So witness number two.

  101. John the Baptist.

  102. Now, John the Baptist was an exemplary witness.

  103. He was the sort of witness you would want in a court of law because he was from a priestly family.

  104. His father, Zachariah, was a priest.

  105. And not only that, but he was recognized as a prophet.

  106. Twice in the early chapters, he's described as one who was sent from God.

  107. He was a prophet or a prophetic figure.

  108. And again, quoting this or citing this exemplary witness, Jesus wants to be no illusions.

  109. He says, I don't need John as a witness.

  110. I'm not depending on John as a witness for validation of my ministry, says Jesus.

  111. But nevertheless, I will cite him, verse 34, as an assistance to you to believe.

  112. In other words, it's a concession to their unbelief.

  113. Just trying to nudge them along a bit and get them over the line.

  114. Give them as much reason as possible to believe.

  115. And there's a concession because Jesus describes them here as a burning, shining light.

  116. In other words, John the Baptist is like a set of runway lights.

  117. So bright, illuminating the path all the way to Jesus.

  118. So if anybody's going to help you believe, it will be John the Baptist.

  119. And the Jewish religious leaders recognized that John was a prophet sent by God.

  120. In fact, initially in the early chapters, you can go back and check on it.

  121. Initially, they actually went to John because they knew he was a prophet.

  122. They knew he was doing something like prophets do, something unusual.

  123. And so they went to John and asked, what is your word from the Lord?

  124. And from that point on, they knew jolly well that John's word from the Lord was that Jesus,

  125. the long-awaited Messiah, God's Savior and King, was now with them.

  126. And it was this Jesus that they knew.

  127. But, says Jesus, after initial delight from these Jewish religious leaders,

  128. the initial excitement that, wow, we've lived to see a fair dingham prophet sent by the Lord.

  129. But after that initial delight, then the Jewish religious leaders just rejected both John and his message.

  130. Choosing the darkness of their own understanding over a word from the Lord.

  131. Witness 3, verse 36.

  132. The works, or miracles as Jesus calls them.

  133. The testimony I have is greater than that of John.

  134. For the works that the Father has given me to accomplish, the very works that I am doing,

  135. bear witness about me that the Father has sent me.

  136. Very simply, just look around.

  137. You've just seen me heal this guy.

  138. Only God can do the sorts of things you've just seen me do.

  139. And that hasn't been an isolated case, says Jesus.

  140. I've done other miracles.

  141. And every time it's the same message.

  142. Only God could do the things that you see me do.

  143. And not only that, but I think Jesus is picking up there a reference back to Isaiah.

  144. Isaiah was very, very much in the forefront of saying,

  145. look, Messiah is coming.

  146. Chapter 35, for instance.

  147. Messiah is coming.

  148. How will you recognize the age of Messiah?

  149. You'll recognize it because the Messiah will come doing miraculous things.

  150. He will make the crippled to walk, the blind to see.

  151. The age of Messiah that Isaiah was talking about, says Jesus,

  152. it's here.

  153. It's me.

  154. It's me.

  155. Jesus was doing what his father loved to do and had promised he would do.

  156. As I said last week, move people from being spiritually dead to being life, full of life, true life.

  157. Fourth witness then.

  158. Verse 37, 38, and 39.

  159. The witness of the father himself through his written word, the scripture.

  160. Now this would have been very confronting for the Jewish religious leaders.

  161. Because Jesus here recognizes their passion for scripture.

  162. There's no question about it.

  163. These guys loved the scripture.

  164. They loved memorizing it.

  165. They loved quoting it.

  166. They thought they had something special that set them apart from all the other nations in the world

  167. because they had God's written word.

  168. And they luxuriated in it.

  169. Passionate about it, as I say.

  170. And they believed that it would actually deliver them into eternal life.

  171. So one of the famous priests, Hillel, they taught that dutifully obeying all God's commandments,

  172. all God's rules, would actually earn them acceptance and relationship with God

  173. and therefore take them into the kingdom of God, which is what they were seeking,

  174. or what we would call the heaven.

  175. But more than that, they said, if you want to improve the quality of life in heaven,

  176. then the way to do that is by memorizing and reciting scripture.

  177. So the more you memorize and the more you're able to recite,

  178. then you'll get a payback in heaven with a better quality of life.

  179. So you can see why they were serious about learning scripture and being familiar with it.

  180. But then Jesus' king hits them by saying,

  181. listen, you guys, that's all very good, but you've missed the point.

  182. You've missed the whole point of God's scripture.

  183. You've missed what's clear and obvious in God's storyline of salvation.

  184. And that is that people could never secure heaven on their own efforts.

  185. And that the scriptures consistently point to God's gracious provision of an alternative to performance.

  186. And that is the grace of Jesus and the gospel.

  187. They've missed the most fundamental point of God's storyline, God's scripture.

  188. They did not see Jesus.

  189. Why?

  190. Because they weren't looking for him.

  191. Why weren't they looking for him?

  192. Because they didn't need him.

  193. They were totally committed to promoting their own agenda.

  194. Promoting their own pathway to salvation, which is do this, do these religious things,

  195. and you will have salvation.

  196. Memorize God's word, and you will have not only salvation,

  197. but a really top-notch quality of life in heaven.

  198. They were so busy promoting that, that they didn't see Jesus.

  199. They didn't need Jesus.

  200. Even if it meant rejecting God's prophetic word, John the Baptist and all the other prophets before him.

  201. Even if it meant ignoring God's demonstrated word, the miracles all around them.

  202. And even if it meant distorting God's written word, the very thing they profess to love and cherish.

  203. They would do all of that because they're so focused on their own agenda of salvation.

  204. So Jesus declares, verse 37, and this is a damning comment to these Jewish religious leaders.

  205. Remember, these are the cream of the cream.

  206. Well, so-called, anyway.

  207. Verse 37, Jesus declares that in spite of all their godly concerns,

  208. they'd never really heard, understood, believed, or delighted in God.

  209. Now, remember who he's speaking to.

  210. These are Jewish religious leaders.

  211. These are the guys that everybody looked up to as the models of godliness,

  212. the models of passion for the Lord.

  213. And Jesus says, there's nothing.

  214. You've got nothing.

  215. In spite of such compelling evidence or testimony,

  216. which should have produced belief,

  217. their future remains the resurrection of judgment

  218. that we spoke about last week, verse 29.

  219. That's a sobering thought, isn't it?

  220. A shocking exposure.

  221. A shocking condemnation.

  222. They had every reason to believe,

  223. but they refused to believe.

  224. They refused to believe the evidence.

  225. And so, verse 29, Jesus will be declaring as judge

  226. that your only thing you can consider as you look to the future

  227. is this resurrection to judgment.

  228. And then Jesus continues to expose their unbelief

  229. with a second part of the verdict.

  230. So, unbelief is not due to a lack of evidence,

  231. but unbelief now, Jesus ramps up again.

  232. Unbelief is nurtured by unbelieving hearts

  233. and fixed mindset.

  234. Unbelief is not due to a fact.

  235. Now, John identifies, and it's buried in here,

  236. but I think this is an important point.

  237. You can send an email to Rob if you don't,

  238. because my email's full up this week.

  239. So, John identifies and highlights

  240. the key distinction between Jesus

  241. and the Jewish religious leaders.

  242. And it's a key distinction at the point of heart motivation.

  243. Ultimately, self-interest explains their unbelief.

  244. Let me try and demonstrate this.

  245. Look back to chapter 30.

  246. Sorry, look back to verse 30.

  247. So, Jesus says, the second part of that verse,

  248. which I skipped over,

  249. Jesus says,

  250. I seek not my own will,

  251. but the will of him who sent me.

  252. Everything Jesus does is motivated

  253. by the desire of his heart to please his Father.

  254. Now, look at the sharp contrast

  255. that John gives us with these Jewish religious leaders,

  256. that Jesus makes with these religious leaders,

  257. verses 43 and 44.

  258. Verses 44,

  259. See, classic distinction in motivation.

  260. These Jewish religious leaders,

  261. when it was all boiled down,

  262. when you get behind the facade of godliness,

  263. when it was all boiled down,

  264. they were motivated by desire for praise,

  265. for validation from people around them.

  266. They weren't ultimately driven or motivated

  267. or desirous of pleasing the Lord.

  268. And that means practically,

  269. because their minds were so full of that,

  270. that there was no room to seek God's mind,

  271. no room to find God's pathway,

  272. because they were following their own preferences.

  273. And Jesus says, not only that,

  274. but you happily gather people around you.

  275. You reject me,

  276. but then you'll happily gather people around you.

  277. On what basis?

  278. People that think the same way as you think

  279. and people that will affirm you

  280. in your presumed belief.

  281. So you see, it feeds into itself, doesn't it?

  282. Their unbelief feeds into unbelief.

  283. Self-interest then nurtured self-love.

  284. Again, look back at chapter 20.

  285. Chapter 20, verse 20.

  286. Look back at verse 20.

  287. For the father loves the son

  288. and shows him all that he himself is doing.

  289. And Jesus responds in love to the father.

  290. There is a mutual love between the father and his son,

  291. which overflowed in Jesus' determination

  292. to honor and obey the father in all things,

  293. regardless of the cost to himself,

  294. even the cost that we'll see as the story unfolds,

  295. of going to the cross.

  296. Again, look at the sharp contrast, verse 42.

  297. I do not receive glory from people,

  298. verse 42,

  299. but I know that you do not have the love of God within you.

  300. You do not have the love of God within you.

  301. Now remember again,

  302. who he's speaking to?

  303. Jewish religious leaders,

  304. the top of the pile.

  305. You do not have the love of God within you.

  306. These religious leaders were devoid

  307. of genuine love for God

  308. and his purposes.

  309. Their concern for scripture,

  310. their concern for godliness,

  311. their concern for honoring Moses,

  312. Jesus effectively said,

  313. well, it's all just an outside show.

  314. It's all show.

  315. It's all image.

  316. There's no substance to it.

  317. There's nothing in your heart.

  318. There's nothing in your heart.

  319. Because in reality,

  320. they were into self-validation

  321. through their own efforts.

  322. Verse 43 again.

  323. I have come in my Father's name

  324. and you do not receive me.

  325. They don't need Jesus

  326. because they validated themselves.

  327. They refuse to welcome Jesus

  328. but embrace others

  329. who think as they do

  330. and affirm each other

  331. in the way that they demand.

  332. Even if it's shallow,

  333. and based on distortion

  334. of truth and lies.

  335. So what Jesus is saying here,

  336. I think,

  337. is that their

  338. unbelieving response to Jesus

  339. was very much about self-protection.

  340. About avoidance of any suggestion

  341. or appearance of being wrong.

  342. Because remember,

  343. these guys knew jolly well

  344. what Jesus was saying.

  345. And the next step

  346. in their logic was,

  347. well,

  348. if Jesus is saying this

  349. and we're saying that,

  350. we can't both be right.

  351. So what are we going to do about it?

  352. Answer?

  353. We get rid of Jesus.

  354. Now that's a conviction

  355. of unbelief,

  356. isn't it?

  357. If Jesus was,

  358. if what Jesus was saying

  359. was true,

  360. then what they've been teaching

  361. could not be true.

  362. So these guys,

  363. when you dig into their unbelief,

  364. it's about a choice

  365. to protect their own traditions.

  366. It's a choice

  367. to find validation,

  368. to make validation

  369. of their teaching,

  370. their reputation,

  371. and their authority

  372. before the people

  373. more important

  374. than evidence or truth.

  375. So they were not really concerned

  376. for God's honor at all.

  377. Though that was the image

  378. they created for themselves.

  379. Really?

  380. When all said and done,

  381. they were concerned

  382. for their own position,

  383. their own advancement.

  384. Friends,

  385. they were caught

  386. in a vicious cycle

  387. of unbelief.

  388. Their commitment

  389. to their own thinking

  390. about what makes

  391. a person acceptable to God

  392. meant they didn't really engage

  393. with a compelling evidence

  394. brief for Jesus.

  395. In turn,

  396. this fed their unbelieving attitude

  397. as they encountered Jesus.

  398. And in turn,

  399. that allowed them

  400. to conclude

  401. that what they'd been thinking

  402. about Jesus

  403. all along

  404. was correct.

  405. And in turn,

  406. that gave them

  407. an increasing freedom

  408. because they were so convinced

  409. they were right.

  410. They then felt

  411. they had the freedom

  412. to stop listening to God.

  413. Now notice,

  414. they stopped listening to God,

  415. but they didn't stop

  416. reading the scriptures.

  417. They still love scripture,

  418. God's written word,

  419. but instead of coming to it

  420. humbly,

  421. to be instructed

  422. by it

  423. and directed by it,

  424. they came to it

  425. as overlords

  426. becoming the interpreters

  427. of God's word

  428. according to their own

  429. understanding.

  430. And so the desire

  431. was to use scripture

  432. to achieve their own ends,

  433. their own advancement,

  434. their own honor,

  435. not God's honor,

  436. God's ends.

  437. And Jesus says to them,

  438. look,

  439. you guys,

  440. you make a big thing

  441. about Moses,

  442. well,

  443. I tell you now,

  444. that even now,

  445. Moses is standing up

  446. in heaven

  447. screaming at you guys

  448. that he does not want

  449. anything to do with you lot

  450. because you've got

  451. nothing really to do

  452. what he was teaching.

  453. Moses will condemn you,

  454. says Jesus.

  455. So the big question

  456. this morning,

  457. as I wrap up,

  458. big question this morning,

  459. if you're not yet

  460. a believer in Jesus,

  461. that is,

  462. if you're not yet

  463. a believer in Jesus

  464. for your acceptance

  465. before God,

  466. and your place

  467. in heaven,

  468. the big question then is,

  469. are you yourself

  470. caught in a cycle,

  471. a vicious cycle

  472. of unbelief?

  473. Is your commitment

  474. to not believing

  475. in Jesus

  476. controlling how you

  477. look at the evidence

  478. and form your conclusions?

  479. There's lots of evidence

  480. and research

  481. to show that the power

  482. of existing beliefs

  483. is more than adequate

  484. to do that very thing.

  485. So for instance,

  486. a first example

  487. I want to use,

  488. there's research

  489. done in,

  490. I think it was England

  491. a few years ago,

  492. that said

  493. that men

  494. will never

  495. change lines

  496. when they're waiting

  497. for the supermarket

  498. checkouts.

  499. Now that's a profound

  500. piece of information,

  501. isn't it?

  502. But the reason

  503. why the men

  504. don't change the lines

  505. is very informative.

  506. That is,

  507. men will survey

  508. all the different lines

  509. and they'll make

  510. a decision

  511. as to which one's

  512. moving fastest.

  513. They'll then

  514. get into that line

  515. and regardless

  516. what happens,

  517. that is,

  518. regardless of the evidence,

  519. they will stick

  520. in that line.

  521. Now women,

  522. by comparison,

  523. will jump lines

  524. more than once

  525. if they think

  526. the line down there

  527. is moving faster.

  528. Now what's the driver?

  529. Well the research

  530. showed that men

  531. would rather suffer

  532. the consequences

  533. of making

  534. a wrong decision

  535. rather than

  536. be embarrassed

  537. to move lines

  538. and thereby admit

  539. to everybody around

  540. that they had made

  541. a wrong decision

  542. in the first place.

  543. Now that's only some men,

  544. it wouldn't apply to me.

  545. Some men are pretty stupid.

  546. Present company accepted.

  547. Scarcely believable,

  548. isn't it?

  549. And yet that's

  550. this vicious cycle

  551. of unbelief.

  552. I think that's how

  553. some people deal

  554. with Jesus.

  555. As adults,

  556. they've lived their lives

  557. in a certain line

  558. and now

  559. to change lines

  560. and serve Jesus

  561. and honour Jesus

  562. and put their trust

  563. in him

  564. would be to admit

  565. that what they've been doing

  566. for the last 20, 30, 40, 50, 60 years

  567. has been wrong

  568. and some men

  569. would choose

  570. to live with the consequences

  571. of their error

  572. rather than change for truth.

  573. Some people,

  574. not just some men.

  575. My brother-in-law

  576. is a good example of this.

  577. He's a brilliant history teacher.

  578. He's just retired.

  579. He loves examining

  580. historical sources

  581. and evidence

  582. for all sorts of

  583. great ones in history.

  584. I love history as well

  585. so we have

  586. terrific discussions.

  587. He can speak authoritatively

  588. about pretty well

  589. any period in history.

  590. I can't.

  591. I'm very limited.

  592. He's a very proud man

  593. and what he's done

  594. over the years

  595. is validated himself

  596. through his own

  597. learning and achievement.

  598. So he refuses,

  599. therefore,

  600. to give serious effort

  601. to examining

  602. the claims of Jesus.

  603. At that point,

  604. this brilliant history teacher

  605. has a closed

  606. or fixed mindset.

  607. Why?

  608. Because I believe

  609. for him to admit

  610. that his 60 years

  611. of self-validation

  612. was wrong.

  613. Not only wrong,

  614. but worthless.

  615. He would have to do that

  616. if he gave Jesus

  617. serious consideration.

  618. And so what he does

  619. is he continues to use

  620. a childhood experience.

  621. He went to a boarding school

  622. in England

  623. where it was a church

  624. boarding school

  625. and they beat him

  626. to within an inch

  627. of his life.

  628. And he's bitter

  629. about that.

  630. And rightly so.

  631. But he uses,

  632. now this is a history teacher,

  633. he uses that

  634. childhood experience

  635. constantly

  636. to this very day

  637. as his excuse

  638. for not believing

  639. in Jesus.

  640. See how it works?

  641. It's not

  642. logic or lack

  643. of compelling evidence,

  644. but his cycle

  645. of unbelief.

  646. It's his heart

  647. which is getting

  648. in the way

  649. of his unbelief.

  650. teaching scripture

  651. at Edwards Heights

  652. Primary School

  653. a few years ago.

  654. I was constantly amazed,

  655. I always got to teach

  656. years five and six,

  657. sorry,

  658. ten and eleven

  659. year old children.

  660. And I was always

  661. constantly amazed

  662. that these children

  663. would hear,

  664. because they didn't

  665. have a Bible background,

  666. and I would teach them

  667. things from the gospel

  668. and just listen

  669. to them,

  670. totally reject it,

  671. and back their own

  672. beliefs.

  673. That's ten year olds

  674. and eleven year olds.

  675. They would actually say

  676. to me,

  677. that's rubbish.

  678. The cycle

  679. of unbelief.

  680. So I'll finish

  681. on this note.

  682. As you consider

  683. that cycle

  684. of unbelief,

  685. if you're not yet

  686. a believer here

  687. this morning,

  688. consider also

  689. what you're going

  690. to say

  691. on that

  692. resurrection

  693. day of judgment.

  694. Well,

  695. Lord,

  696. I'm sorry,

  697. but I

  698. simply didn't

  699. know about Jesus.

  700. The Lord's

  701. going to say to you,

  702. well,

  703. that's just

  704. nonsense.

  705. I'm sorry,

  706. Lord,

  707. but the evidence

  708. was not that

  709. convincing.

  710. The Lord will say,

  711. well,

  712. that's just

  713. ridiculous.

  714. Well,

  715. Lord,

  716. the evidence

  717. was compelling,

  718. but I didn't

  719. want to change

  720. lines.

  721. It was going

  722. to be embarrassing.

  723. The Lord will say,

  724. really?

  725. Or will you say,

  726. I was determined

  727. to be fair-minded

  728. when I heard

  729. about Jesus.

  730. I realized I

  731. needed to read

  732. the Bible,

  733. to hear what it

  734. says about him,

  735. what he claims.

  736. I need to get it

  737. sorted out in terms

  738. of what he says

  739. about my life

  740. and life everlasting

  741. and how to deal

  742. with my sin

  743. and be accepted

  744. by the Lord.

  745. And as I came

  746. to the Bible,

  747. I didn't initially

  748. believe it was true,

  749. but as I came to it

  750. and prepared to give

  751. myself in fair-minded

  752. thought to it,

  753. Lord,

  754. it just seemed

  755. to open up

  756. before me.

  757. That,

  758. what started out

  759. as ill-defined,

  760. gradually became

  761. more clearly

  762. marked,

  763. and suddenly

  764. I was led

  765. to Jesus,

  766. and now I've

  767. made it all

  768. the way home

  769. to heaven.

  770. Thank you,

  771. Lord,

  772. for breaking

  773. through my

  774. cycle of

  775. unbelief

  776. and show

  777. me the

  778. runway lights

  779. that brought

  780. me all the way

  781. home to heaven.

  782. Let me pray.

  783. Lord,

  784. help us to hear

  785. your word.

  786. Genuinely

  787. hear it.

  788. Because in the

  789. hearing of it,

  790. Lord,

  791. there will be

  792. belief.

  793. In Jesus' name

  794. I pray.

  795. Amen.

  796. Amen.

  797. Amen.

  798. Amen.

  799. Amen.

  800. Amen.

  801. Amen.

  802. Amen.

  803. Amen.

  804. Amen.

  805. Amen.

  806. Amen.

  807. Amen.

  808. Amen.

  809. Amen.

  810. Amen.

  811. Amen.

  812. Amen.

  813. Amen.

  814. Amen.

  815. Amen.

  816. Amen.

  817. Amen.

  818. Amen.

  819. Amen.