Sermon
The bread of grace and the leaven of performance
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Transcript
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My name's Linda, for those who don't know me.
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I'm just going to do the reading today.
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It's from Matthew 15, starting at verse 32.
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Then Jesus called his disciples to him and said,
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I have compassion on the crowd because they have been with me now three days
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and have nothing to eat, and I am unwilling to send them away hungry
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lest they faint on the way.
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And the disciples said to him,
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Where are we to get enough bread in such a desolate place to feed so great a crowd?
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And Jesus said to them,
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How many loaves do you have?
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They said, Seven, and a few small fish.
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And directing the crowd to sit on the ground, he took the seven loaves and the fish,
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and having given thanks, he broke them and gave them to the disciples,
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and the disciples gave them to the crowds.
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And they all ate and were satisfied,
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and they took up seven baskets full of the broken pieces left over.
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Those who ate were four thousand men, besides women and children.
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And after sending away the crowds, he got into the boat and went to the region of Magadan.
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And the Pharisees and Sadducees came, and to test him, they asked him to show them a sign from heaven.
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He answered them,
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When it is evening, you say, It will be fair weather, for the sky is red.
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And in the morning, it will be stormy today, for the sky is red and threatening.
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You know how to interpret the appearance of the sky,
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but you cannot interpret the signs of the times.
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An evil and adulterous generation seeks for a sign,
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but no sign will be given to it except the sign of Jonah.
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So he left them and departed.
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When the disciples reached the other side, they had forgotten to bring any bread.
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Jesus said to them,
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Watch and beware of the leaven of the Pharisees and the Sadducees.
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And they began discussing it among themselves, saying,
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We bought no bread.
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But Jesus, aware of this, said,
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Oh, you little faith,
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why are you discussing among yourselves the fact you have no bread?
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Do you not yet perceive?
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Do you not remember the five loaves for the five thousand and how many baskets you gathered?
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Or the seven loaves for the four thousand and how many baskets you gathered?
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How is it that you fail to understand that I did not speak about bread?
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Beware of the leaven of the Pharisees and the Sadducees.
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Then they understood that he did not tell them to beware of the leaven of bread,
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but of the teaching of the Pharisees and the Sadducees.
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My name is Bo, and I want the elders.
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Welcome to church.
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And for those who are online as well,
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I understand that there are quite a number of us who are not well.
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And I think over this winter,
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as the viruses are spreading around,
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I think every week there will be some of us who would not be well enough to come.
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But yeah, just gather with us on Zoom.
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Today the title that I'm speaking on is
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the bread of grace and the leaven of performance.
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So on the picture, you can see there are two types of bread.
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One has got leaven,
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that is more with A inside,
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and the other one is unleavened.
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At first, I put down the name as
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the yeast of performance,
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but actually the Lord used the word leaven.
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What is the difference between leaven and yeast?
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Yeast is just the organism itself.
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Leaven means that the organism has infused or permeated the bread.
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So that's why it's called leaven.
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Leaven on Greek actually translates into English,
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I think into the word enzyme.
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Enzyme, the same word.
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Enzyme is the substance that we use to change.
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A little bit of enzyme can change a lot of material
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and our body functions on enzyme.
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Let us pray before we start.
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Father God, we thank you for the Lord Jesus Christ,
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the Messiah who has come,
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who has done wondrous things,
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and who has given us life.
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Help us as we read your word
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and meditate on your word today
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that we might appreciate
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and know that we do have this treasure,
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great treasure in us.
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Help us to live out such a life,
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a life that contains the treasure that is unspeakable.
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Thank you, Lord.
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We pray in Jesus' name.
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Thank you, Lord.
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Thank you, Lord.
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Thank you, Lord.
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About a month ago,
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after the elders' meeting,
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David Coderwood told us about someone
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who was being interviewed for a job.
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And he said,
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the question the interviewer asked was that,
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tell us why we should employ you.
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And David was a bit perturbed by such a question.
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Maybe he's a bit too old
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and he didn't know that this is how the world operates now.
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But that is a very common question, isn't it,
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for those who have gone to an interview.
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But that question actually made me start thinking.
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And that's how this sermon came about,
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even from his random remarks.
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And yes, if the interviewer asked you this question,
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why we should employ you,
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how will your answer?
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And if your answer is,
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because I need the money,
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then your answer could be the most truthful one
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among all the candidates.
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But you are not likely to get the job.
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Why is that so?
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Because a company needs people
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to give it life and growth.
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It cannot employ people who does not perform.
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So just for the young people here,
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if you come to an interview,
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I can tell you that,
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this is from what I experienced this,
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I'm not an expert on this,
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but there are four EEs that you can remember.
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The first one is,
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you talk about education or expertise,
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what level of knowledge you have,
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and how your knowledge is related to the job you apply for.
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So they want to know your qualifications.
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Number two is experience.
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And they want to know if you have done similar jobs before
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and for how long and how you perform.
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Number three is efforts.
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They want to know if you have put in some effort
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to find out about this job,
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what you know about this job
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and how hard working you'll be.
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In general, they want to know that.
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And the fourth EEs is exceptional skills.
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So that one is a bonus.
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If you have any exceptional skills or talents,
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such as photographic memory
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or speedy calculation,
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so this will improve your chance of getting the job.
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So the fourth EEs,
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why am I telling you this?
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But this is not a talk about interview.
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But I thought this knowledge is useful for young people
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if you want to be selected as school captain
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or president of a club or employee.
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There's good knowledge.
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But more importantly,
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I'm telling you this
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because this is how the world outside your family operates.
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Your parents may put up with you
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regardless of your performance in any four EEs,
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but the world outside will not.
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The world outside is a huge place of needs.
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It needs capable people to run businesses,
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schools, factories, hospitals.
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Because we live in this world of needs,
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we tend to assess people with respect to their usefulness.
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So we come to today's reading.
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We see Jesus interacting with three groups of people.
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How does the world assess them?
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How do we see them ourselves?
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And how does Jesus see them?
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And how do they see Jesus?
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So we just spend some time
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looking at these three groups of people.
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The first group,
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I call the nobodies,
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that is from Matthew 15, 32-39.
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So in all the history of the world,
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there's always a last row of people
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who do not make it above the poverty line.
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They are dispensable
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and they play no important role in their societies.
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As far as the rest of the world is concerned,
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they are the nobodies.
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You know that for most of us,
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we live above the poverty line.
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We have education.
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We have a comfortable life.
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This is not common in the history of the world
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or even today in many parts of the world.
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because for people to live as we do,
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we need to have a stable society.
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We need to have good healthcare.
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Otherwise, people get sick and they die young
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and they are not productive.
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And if the society is not stable,
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you can't be sure that what you earn
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will not be robbed by other people.
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And so it's hard to put in any effort to do things.
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But most people who are poor,
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not because of laziness,
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but because they do not have any opportunity
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to get education or healthcare
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or such thing that we enjoy.
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And if you're not in those societies
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or those people,
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it's very difficult to understand
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the feeling of happiness and desperation of the poor.
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We just simply don't.
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I didn't until I went to the Philippines
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and Cambodia
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and lived and see how those young, poor people lived.
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I would not actually have felt very much for them
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or understand their situation.
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It's difficult to imagine the pain of parents
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when they can't afford to get their children
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to have any healthcare,
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a child has a toothache,
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what do you do?
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And it's difficult to understand the hunger
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that people suffer,
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people who don't know
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whether they can have the next meal.
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And that is still very common in our world today.
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In Matthew 15, 32 to 39,
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we see Jesus living among this group
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of mostly Gentile,
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Gentile nobodies for three days.
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He went through hunger with them.
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Right at the beginning of Jesus' ministry,
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he was led by the Holy Spirit
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to be in the wilderness
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and went through hunger for 40 days.
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Why did he do that?
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Jesus was identifying with the poor and needy.
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He knew what it was like to be hungry.
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We see these thousands of people
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over these three days,
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they enjoyed their starvation,
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but they did not go home
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because they found one who cared for them
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and they latched on to Jesus
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to get some relief from their sufferings.
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Were they worthy to be helped?
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Not really.
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Nobody was worthy to get help from Jesus.
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Like us,
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they were foolish people.
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They were disobedient people.
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They were led astray
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by their sinful desires.
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They were slaves
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to their various passions and pleasure,
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passing their days in malaise and envy,
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hated by others
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and hating one another.
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This is what Paul said in Titus.
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But Jesus had compassion on them.
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The disciples said,
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where are we to get enough bread
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in such a desolate place
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to feed so great a crowd?
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When we read this,
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we would be surprised.
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Didn't Jesus just fed the 5,000
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not too long ago
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at a similar situation?
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Didn't Jesus just heal so many people
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over the last three days?
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So,
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were those disciples slow?
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Were they dumb?
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I don't think so.
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I think they were just tired
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and they have had enough.
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After spending three days
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serving these people,
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they wished that Jesus
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would send them away.
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They had already done so much for them.
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What more would they expect?
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The disciples could not see
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any benefit for them
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to keep helping this group of nobodies.
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And so,
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as a contrast,
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we see the grace of Jesus.
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The Canaanite woman,
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as what
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Gareth mentioned just now,
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might be asking
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just for some crumbs,
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but Jesus was giving
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these Gentiles bread.
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And he did not care
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for these people
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because they were useful
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to him,
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but because he had
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compassion on them.
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He fed them
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with so much bread
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that they could
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not eat anymore
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with seven baskets
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full of broken pieces
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left over.
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And this is the grace of God.
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It is free
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and satisfying
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and he will feed you
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until you overflow with it.
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The next score of people
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we can read from
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Matthew 16,
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1 to 4,
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I call them
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the sunbodies.
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For
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a society
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to be established,
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we need
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sunbodies
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to unite,
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to organize,
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to judge
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the population,
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to keep
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the law and order.
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These people
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usually have more education,
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experience,
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and skills.
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and they tend
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to rule the society,
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to rule the nobody
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with iron fees.
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They knew that
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if they were soft,
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people would become
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disobedient and defiant.
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They could not afford
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to rule with compassion
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because people
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would take advantage
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of their compassion.
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They saw Jesus
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feeding the 4,000.
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They might think
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that Jesus was a fool
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for giving up
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free food.
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If you give people
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free food,
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they will become lazy.
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a wise leader
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will always make
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people work
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for their needs.
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They do not
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appreciate Jesus'
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generosity,
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even if it was
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a miraculous act.
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However,
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they need to do
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something about Jesus
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because more and more
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people were
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being attracted
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to Jesus
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and they were
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losing control
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of the crowd,
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of the people.
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so they
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wanted Jesus
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to either join
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their rank
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and to be
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one of them
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or to disappear
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from their circle.
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Jesus did not
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have any
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formal education
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like they did.
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Jesus did not
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have many years
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of experience
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in leadership
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and Jesus
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did not
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even want
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to uphold
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somebody's
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creed
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and their
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direction.
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Jesus
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tended to
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oppose
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to what
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they,
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the way
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of doing
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things.
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So,
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as far as
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somebody's
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are concerned,
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Jesus failed
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to qualify
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regarding
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to the law.
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Perhaps
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Jesus could
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join the ranks
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as a prophet.
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Perhaps
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Jesus had
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exceptional
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skills
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that would
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promote
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his status.
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And so,
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in Matthew
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16,
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1-4,
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we see the
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Pharisees
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and Sadducees
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coming together
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to test
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Jesus.
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So,
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both of
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this group
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of people
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were the
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religious
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elite
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of the
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Jews.
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They
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actually
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dislike
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each other.
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They have
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their own
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stand.
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but now
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that they
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have a
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bigger
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threat
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to their
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status,
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they work
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together
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to see
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what they
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can do
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to Jesus.
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So,
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they request
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Jesus to
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perform a
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miracle,
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one that
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will
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validate
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or
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disqualify
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Jesus.
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Depends
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on what
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Jesus
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could do.
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So,
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Jesus
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said,
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you can
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associate
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the appearance
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of morning
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sky,
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with the
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weather
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of the
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day.
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You
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should
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also
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be able
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to
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associate
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what
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I
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have
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done
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so far
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with
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what
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the
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scripture
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has
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prophesied
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about me.
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So,
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what the
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scripture
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has
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foretold
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about me.
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You read,
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you knew,
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and you
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should be
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able to
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associate
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that
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with
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what
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I
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have
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done.
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You
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do not
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recognize
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my
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identity,
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not because
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there was
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not enough
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evidence,
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it is
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because of
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your
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rebellious
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heart.
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In
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Psalm 18,
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25-26,
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we read,
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With the
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merciful,
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you show
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yourself
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merciful.
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With the
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blemeless man,
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you show
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yourself
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blemeless.
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With the
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purified,
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you show
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yourself
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pure.
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With the
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crooked,
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you make
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yourself
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seem
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torturous.
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mercy.
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So,
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these
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assemblies,
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they work
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hard to
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establish
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and maintain
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their
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position.
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They did
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not know
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what mercy
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was.
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They
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know that
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if they
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did not
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work hard,
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they won't
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get what
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they want,
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and they
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don't expect
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any mercy
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from anyone.
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So,
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they therefore
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could not
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appreciate
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the mercy
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of Jesus.
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They
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thought Jesus
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was either
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a fool
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or he
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had
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ulterior
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motive in
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helping the
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people.
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No one
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would give
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out free
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lunch.
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Jesus
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must be
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seeking
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something
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from the
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crowd.
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Because
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their hearts
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had not
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been purified
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by God,
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they could
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not see
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the purity
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in Jesus.
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Because
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their minds
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are crooked,
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they could
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not associate
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what Jesus
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has said
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and done
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with purity
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and righteousness.
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They could
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only assume
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there's
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something
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Jesus was
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after
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in what
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Jesus
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has done.
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For an
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evil
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and
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adulterous
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generation,
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nothing
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Jesus
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could
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do
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would
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convince
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the
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somebody
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because
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they
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did
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not
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know
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what
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mercy
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and
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purity
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were.
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However,
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Jesus
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remained
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merciful.
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While
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these
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people
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could
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not
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accept
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him,
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Jesus
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would
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still
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give
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them
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an
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ultimate
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sign,
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the
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sign
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of
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Jonah.
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In
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chapter
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12 of
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Matthew,
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which
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has
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gone
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through,
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Jesus
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explained
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what
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the
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sign
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of
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Jonah
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was.
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Matthew
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12,
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40,
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it
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says,
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For
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just as
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Jonah
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was
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three
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days
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and
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three
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nights
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in the
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belly
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of the
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great
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fish,
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so the
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Son of
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Man
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will be
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three
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days
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and
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three
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nights
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in the
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heart
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of the
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earth.
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Jesus
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was
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telling
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them
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that
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there
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is
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one
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sign,
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the
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ultimate
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sign
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that
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will
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happen.
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You
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just
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have
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to
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wait
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for
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it.
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Jesus'
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death
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and
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resurrection
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will
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prove
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Jesus'
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purity
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in
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his
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motive
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and
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his
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righteousness
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in
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his
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action.
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In
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Jesus'
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death,
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we
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know
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that
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Jesus
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gave
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his
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life.
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What
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more
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could
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he
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do
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to
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prove
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his
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compassion?
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His
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death
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was
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only
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restricted
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to
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only
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three
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days.
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His
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resurrection
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will
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prove
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that
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death
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could
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not
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hold
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on
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to
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him
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because
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it
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was
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without
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sin.
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So
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what
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he
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has
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done
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were
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all
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righteous.
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So
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this
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is
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the
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group
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of
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the
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sun
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bodies.
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The
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last
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group
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we
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read
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from
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Matthew
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16
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5
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to
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12.
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The
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third
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group
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of
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people
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were
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those
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who
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followed
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Jesus
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as
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their
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masters.
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I
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call
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them
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the
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antibodies
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because
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they
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were
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walking
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on a
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path
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opposite
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to
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that
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of
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Jesus.
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They
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were
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a group
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of
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nobodies
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hoping
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to
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become
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somebody
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by following
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Jesus.
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Like
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many
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people,
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they put
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in a
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lot of
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effort
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to
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upgrade
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their
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social
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status.
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However,
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without
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education,
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experience,
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or
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exceptional
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skills,
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they could
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not advance
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themselves
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on the
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lateral
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status.
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How do
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I know
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they did
-
not share
-
the same
-
aspirations
-
with
-
Jesus?
-
You can
-
see this
-
in their
-
failure to
-
understand
-
what
-
Jesus
-
said.
-
They
-
failed to
-
understand
-
not because
-
of lack
-
of
-
intelligence,
-
but their
-
mindset
-
has been
-
contaminated
-
with the
-
level of
-
performance.
-
The most
-
obvious
-
example was
-
when
-
Nathaniel
-
heard about
-
Jesus
-
in
-
John 1.
-
He said,
-
can
-
anything
-
good
-
come
-
from
-
Lazarus?
-
He did
-
not
-
believe
-
that
-
somebody
-
can
-
come
-
out
-
of
-
a
-
nobody
-
town.
-
When
-
he
-
later
-
saw
-
Jesus
-
having
-
exceptional
-
skills
-
because
-
Jesus
-
could
-
see
-
him
-
at a
-
distance
-
and
-
knew
-
what
-
he
-
was
-
thinking
-
about,
-
so
-
he
-
changed
-
his
-
mind
-
and
-
acknowledged
-
that
-
Jesus
-
was
-
his
-
king.
-
But
-
Jesus
-
told
-
him
-
to
-
hold
-
on
-
to
-
his
-
impression
-
until
-
he
-
saw
-
Jesus
-
on
-
the
-
cross.
-
So
-
Jesus
-
asked
-
to
-
not
-
to
-
be
-
impressed
-
by
-
what
-
miracles
-
sign
-
that
-
he
-
had
-
done
-
but
-
the
-
last
-
sign
-
to
-
prove
-
who
-
Jesus
-
was
-
that
-
is
-
on
-
the
-
cross
-
when
-
he
-
was
-
there.
-
So
-
these
-
disciples
-
were
-
hoping
-
that
-
Jesus
-
would
-
move
-
them
-
from
-
being
-
nobody
-
to
-
becoming
-
somebody.
-
However
-
Jesus
-
was
-
on
-
the
-
path
-
from
-
being
-
somebody
-
to
-
being
-
nobody.
-
So
-
they
-
were
-
crossing
-
in
-
their
-
aspiration.
-
The
-
disciples
-
wanted
-
to have
-
authority
-
and
-
influence
-
in
-
the
-
society.
-
Maybe
-
they
-
have
-
good
-
intention.
-
They
-
might
-
want
-
to
-
bring
-
justice
-
and
-
equity
-
to
-
the
-
society.
-
The
-
disciples
-
would
-
be
-
happy
-
to
-
see
-
Jesus
-
calling
-
down
-
lightning
-
to
-
strike
-
all
-
their
-
opponents.
-
They
-
wanted
-
Jesus
-
who
-
was
-
like
-
a
-
superman
-
who
-
would
-
bring
-
justice
-
and
-
order
-
to
-
the
-
world.
-
But
-
Jesus
-
was
-
sending
-
them
-
like
-
sheep
-
into
-
the
-
world.
-
And
-
Jesus
-
himself
-
was
-
living
-
like
-
a
-
lamb
-
that
-
was
-
led
-
to
-
the
-
slaughter.
-
in
-
the
-
scripture
-
we
-
read
-
today
-
Jesus
-
was
-
again
-
helping
-
them
-
to
-
align
-
their
-
aspiration
-
with
-
his
-
this
-
time
-
they
-
forgot
-
to
-
bring
-
bread
-
with
-
them.
-
They
-
might
-
have
-
given
-
the
-
seven
-
basket
-
full
-
of
-
bread
-
away
-
or
-
they
-
might
-
eaten
-
all
-
after
-
all
-
these
-
days.
-
And
-
then
-
after
-
Jesus
-
interacting
-
with
-
the
-
religious
-
leaders
-
Jesus
-
warned
-
the
-
disciples
-
to
-
beware
-
of
-
the
-
leaven
-
of
-
the
-
Pharisees
-
and
-
of
-
Sadducees.
-
Upon
-
hearing
-
the word
-
leaven
-
the
-
disciples
-
associated
-
it
-
with
-
bread.
-
The
-
association
-
itself
-
was
-
correct
-
because
-
leaven
-
at that
-
time
-
was
-
only
-
used
-
to
-
make
-
bread.
-
Where
-
they
-
went
-
wrong
-
was
-
thinking
-
that
-
Jesus
-
was
-
admonishing
-
them
-
or
-
hinting
-
them
-
that
-
they
-
were
-
doing
-
something
-
wrong
-
for
-
forgetting
-
to
-
bring
-
some
-
bread
-
or
-
food.
-
They
-
feared
-
their
-
failure
-
to
-
perform
-
would
-
displease
-
Jesus.
-
Jesus
-
reminded
-
them
-
about
-
the
-
leftover
-
bread
-
in the
-
feeding
-
of
-
5,000
-
and
-
of
-
the
-
4,000.
-
Jesus
-
was
-
saying,
-
Don't
-
you see,
-
my grace
-
is free
-
and
-
overflowing.
-
I'm
-
not like
-
the
-
rulers
-
of this
-
world
-
who
-
would
-
give
-
you
-
rewards
-
based
-
on
-
your
-
performance.
-
Your
-
thinking
-
has
-
been
-
contaminated
-
by the
-
level
-
of
-
the
-
religious
-
leaders.
-
That is
-
the
-
level
-
of
-
performance.
-
In
-
this
-
world,
-
we all
-
live
-
the
-
mindset
-
of
-
performance.
-
Part of
-
becoming
-
an adult
-
is for
-
us to
-
learn
-
that
-
there is
-
no
-
free
-
lunch
-
in the
-
world.
-
You
-
need to
-
pay
-
to get
-
what
-
you
-
want.
-
We
-
also
-
want
-
to
-
pay
-
for
-
it
-
because
-
that
-
shows
-
that
-
we
-
are
-
capable
-
and
-
worthy
-
of
-
what
-
we
-
get.
-
And
-
that
-
is
-
the
-
mindset
-
that
-
we
-
grow
-
up
-
in.
-
Mindset
-
is a
-
part of
-
our
-
life.
-
That
-
is what
-
controls
-
what we
-
are looking
-
for
-
in life.
-
What
-
we do
-
right
-
now.
-
Talking
-
about
-
mindset
-
reminds
-
me
-
that
-
Brendan
-
asked
-
me
-
how
-
the
-
coffee
-
was
-
last
-
Sunday.
-
I
-
said
-
I
-
don't
-
drink
-
coffee.
-
Then
-
Brendan
-
said
-
what's
-
wrong
-
with
-
you?
-
And
-
then
-
he
-
proceeded
-
to tell
-
me
-
that
-
he
-
spent
-
seven
-
hours
-
including
-
last
-
Sunday
-
morning
-
from
-
2am
-
to
-
6am
-
trying
-
to
-
calibrate
-
the
-
coffee
-
machine
-
to
-
make
-
the
-
best
-
possible
-
coffee.
-
You
-
see
-
there's
-
a
-
different
-
mindset.
-
To
-
Brendan
-
coffee
-
is
-
such
-
an
-
important
-
thing.
-
he
-
needs
-
to
-
perfect
-
it
-
for
-
himself
-
and
-
everybody
-
else.
-
For
-
me
-
water
-
is
-
important
-
so
-
coffee
-
doesn't
-
taste
-
anything
-
unusual
-
or
-
extraordinary
-
to me.
-
for
-
different
-
mindsets
-
we
-
see
-
different
-
things
-
and
-
there's
-
something
-
wrong
-
with
-
me
-
not
-
drinking
-
coffee
-
but
-
there's
-
something
-
wrong
-
with
-
Brendan
-
for
-
spending
-
so
-
much
-
time
-
on
-
such
-
a
-
thing
-
as
-
coffee
-
so
-
there's
-
the
-
mindset
-
that
-
we
-
live
-
in.
-
So
-
today
-
we
-
have
-
two
-
different
-
mindsets
-
in
-
this
-
scripture.
-
The
-
first
-
one
-
I'll
-
talk
-
about
-
is
-
11
-
of
-
performance
-
11
-
improved
-
appearance
-
and
-
palatable
-
lust
-
of
-
bread.
-
The
-
teaching
-
of
-
Jesus
-
is
-
like
-
unleavened
-
bread.
-
It
-
is
-
full
-
of
-
substance
-
but
-
it
-
is
-
a
-
bit
-
difficult
-
to
-
chew
-
and
-
swallow.
-
The
-
teaching
-
of
-
the
-
Pharisees
-
and
-
Pharisees
-
is
-
like
-
leavened
-
bread.
-
It
-
appears
-
to
-
be
-
good
-
for
-
food
-
and
-
delight
-
to
-
the
-
eyes
-
but
-
it
-
is
-
also
-
full
-
of
-
air.
-
Jesus
-
teaches
-
that
-
we
-
can
-
do
-
nothing
-
to
-
gain
-
us
-
and
-
we
-
receive.
-
The
-
religious
-
leaders
-
teach
-
that
-
we
-
can
-
do
-
something
-
to
-
earn
-
God's
-
favor.
-
We
-
perform
-
and
-
God
-
rewards
-
us.
-
We
-
all
-
want
-
to
-
prove
-
ourselves
-
to
-
be
-
performers
-
that
-
we
-
can
-
do
-
it.
-
We
-
therefore
-
naturally
-
listen
-
to
-
the
-
religious
-
leader.
-
And
-
in
-
so many
-
at
-
the
-
funeral
-
one
-
of
-
the
-
favorite
-
songs
-
you
-
know
-
that
-
is
-
that
-
I
-
do
-
it
-
my
-
way
-
that
-
is
-
what
-
people
-
want
-
to
-
show
-
how
-
we
-
can
-
do
-
it.
-
And
-
that
-
is
-
the
-
level
-
of
-
performance.
-
The
-
Pharisees
-
and
-
Theresees
-
are
-
no
-
longer
-
around
-
their
-
age.
-
You
-
don't
-
know
-
about
-
them.
-
But
-
their
-
level
-
is
-
still
-
as
-
prevalent
-
now
-
as
-
it
-
was
-
during
-
their
-
days.
-
Think
-
about
-
the
-
themes
-
of
-
movies
-
and
-
story
-
book.
-
They
-
usually
-
tell
-
you
-
that
-
you
-
can
-
be
-
the
-
hero.
-
You
-
can
-
change
-
yourself
-
and
-
make
-
yourself
-
great,
-
make
-
yourself
-
powerful,
-
attractive.
-
You
-
can
-
change
-
the
-
world
-
around
-
you
-
or
-
you
-
can
-
do
-
something
-
to
-
earn
-
God's
-
favor.
-
Think
-
about
-
the
-
money
-
we
-
spend
-
on
-
things
-
in
-
weddings.
-
We
-
want
-
to
-
tell
-
our
-
wedding
-
guests
-
how
-
successful
-
and
-
perfect
-
we
-
are.
-
We
-
accept
-
the
-
level
-
of
-
performance
-
and
-
act
-
we
-
feel
-
ashamed
-
when
-
we
-
cannot
-
afford
-
an
-
expensive
-
wedding
-
or
-
holiday.
-
Sometimes
-
we
-
might only
-
come to
-
church
-
when it
-
is our
-
turn to
-
lead
-
or to
-
serve
-
because
-
we
-
earn
-
our
-
respect
-
from
-
performing
-
such
-
services
-
and
-
that
-
is
-
very
-
much
-
part
-
of
-
our
-
thinking.
-
But
-
Jesus'
-
mindset
-
is
-
different.
-
Jesus
-
wants
-
to
-
give
-
us
-
bread
-
without
-
leaven.
-
That
-
is
-
the
-
bread
-
of
-
grace.
-
In
-
John
-
6
-
41
-
we
-
read
-
that
-
so
-
the
-
Jews
-
scrambled
-
about
-
him
-
because
-
he
-
said
-
I
-
am
-
the
-
bread
-
that
-
came
-
down
-
from
-
heaven.
-
To
-
the
-
Jews
-
Jesus
-
was
-
talking
-
nonsense.
-
First
-
isn't
-
Jesus
-
the
-
son
-
of
-
Joseph?
-
How
-
can
-
he
-
say
-
he
-
come
-
down
-
from
-
heaven?
-
Second
-
how
-
can
-
a
-
man
-
say
-
it
-
is
-
the
-
bread
-
who
-
in
-
his
-
right
-
mind
-
will
-
offer
-
himself
-
to
-
be
-
eaten?
-
To
-
the
-
Jews
-
Jesus
-
was
-
just
-
a
-
lowly
-
man
-
born
-
in
-
a
-
lowly
-
family.
-
They
-
thought
-
that
-
anything
-
from
-
heaven
-
would
-
appear
-
majestic
-
like
-
the
-
conorration
-
of
-
a
-
king.
-
And
-
that
-
is
-
the
-
performance
-
mindset.
-
If
-
Jesus
-
was
-
from
-
heaven
-
he
-
should
-
have
-
shown
-
it
-
by
-
being
-
born
-
in
-
a
-
royal
-
family.
-
Jesus
-
was
-
a
-
nobody.
-
Jesus
-
is
-
the
-
bread
-
of
-
grace.
-
He
-
came
-
to
-
serve
-
and
-
not
-
to
-
serve.
-
He
-
came
-
to
-
give
-
his
-
life
-
away.
-
Many
-
who
-
were
-
fed
-
by
-
Jesus
-
eventually
-
left
-
him
-
when
-
they
-
found
-
Jesus
-
work
-
difficult
-
to
-
digest.
-
Like
-
unleavened
-
bread,
-
God's
-
words
-
may appear
-
hard to
-
chew,
-
but
-
if
-
you
-
chew
-
them
-
slowly
-
and
-
patiently,
-
you
-
will
-
find
-
them
-
sweeter
-
than
-
honey.
-
Jesus
-
is
-
the
-
bread
-
in
-
giving
-
his
-
body
-
for
-
us.
-
He
-
is
-
also
-
the
-
bread
-
as
-
he
-
brought
-
us
-
the
-
eternal
-
truth,
-
God's
-
word.
-
I
-
hope
-
you
-
can
-
spend
-
more
-
time
-
reading
-
and
-
meditating
-
in
-
his
-
word.
-
At
-
the
-
gate
-
of
-
heaven,
-
if
-
you
-
are
-
interviewed
-
by
-
God
-
and
-
the
-
question
-
is
-
why
-
should
-
I
-
let
-
you
-
in?
-
I
-
hope
-
your
-
answer
-
is
-
not
-
because
-
I
-
it
-
doesn't
-
matter
-
what
-
you
-
say
-
because
-
I
-
do
-
something
-
then
-
I
-
think
-
you
-
will
-
be
-
disqualified
-
from
-
getting
-
into
-
heaven.
-
There's
-
only
-
one
-
acceptable
-
answer
-
to God
-
is
-
because
-
Jesus.
-
At the
-
gate of
-
heaven
-
there are
-
not
-
four
-
criteria
-
or
-
three
-
criteria
-
or
-
two
-
criteria
-
there's
-
only one
-
criterion
-
for
-
anyone
-
who
-
wants
-
to
-
enter.
-
It
-
is
-
not
-
my
-
performance
-
that
-
saved
-
me.
-
It
-
is
-
the
-
performance
-
of
-
Jesus
-
and
-
the
-
grace
-
of
-
Jesus
-
that
-
saved
-
me.
-
Jesus'
-
obedience
-
to God
-
fulfilled the
-
requirement
-
of God's
-
law.
-
Jesus'
-
step on
-
the cross
-
and removed
-
God's
-
wrath.
-
Jesus'
-
grace
-
towards us
-
humbles
-
us
-
and
-
changes
-
us.
-
Like
-
the
-
disciples
-
you can
-
never fully
-
understand
-
the
-
grace
-
of
-
Jesus.
-
We
-
can
-
be
-
followers
-
of
-
Jesus
-
and have
-
a
-
mindset
-
that is
-
opposite
-
to
-
that
-
of
-
Jesus.
-
Like
-
the
-
disciples
-
you
-
may
-
hope
-
that
-
the
-
Lord
-
Jesus
-
will
-
improve
-
our
-
social
-
status
-
but
-
the
-
Lord
-
is
-
doing
-
more
-
than
-
that.
-
He
-
wants
-
to
-
change
-
our
-
mindset.
-
I
-
hope
-
that
-
we
-
can
-
have
-
more
-
and
-
more
-
freedom
-
from
-
the
-
mindset
-
of
-
this
-
world
-
and
-
as
-
our
-
minds
-
are
-
being
-
renewed
-
by
-
God's
-
word
-
daily.
-
Once
-
you
-
understand
-
that
-
we
-
have
-
been
-
accepted
-
by
-
God
-
not
-
need
-
to
-
prove
-
ourselves
-
anymore
-
and
-
we
-
will
-
be
-
free
-
to
-
be
-
nobody.
-
What
-
difference
-
does
-
becoming
-
nobody
-
make?
-
Many
-
I can
-
mention.
-
One
-
with
-
regard
-
to
-
church.
-
You
-
might
-
think
-
that
-
you
-
don't
-
have
-
any
-
education
-
experience
-
or
-
exceptional
-
skill
-
to
-
contribute
-
to
-
the
-
church
-
and
-
therefore
-
feel
-
a bit
-
useless.
-
Church
-
is
-
a
-
place
-
for
-
the
-
gathering
-
of
-
nobody.
-
Church
-
is
-
a
-
place
-
for
-
people
-
to
-
know
-
that
-
they
-
are
-
not
-
because
-
of
-
their
-
performance
-
but
-
because
-
Jesus
-
loved
-
them.
-
And
-
when
-
we
-
serve
-
in
-
the
-
church
-
we
-
are
-
free
-
from
-
the
-
fear
-
of
-
failure
-
or
-
making
-
a fool
-
ourselves.
-
It
-
doesn't
-
matter.
-
We
-
are not
-
performing.
-
Church
-
is
-
also
-
a
-
place
-
for
-
people
-
to
-
learn
-
to
-
love
-
others
-
the
-
same
-
way.
-
Loving
-
others
-
when
-
we
-
become
-
nobody
-
we
-
can
-
begin
-
to
-
have
-
compassion
-
on
-
others.
-
There
-
is
-
this
-
episode
-
of
-
To
-
Dianatus
-
written
-
in
-
13080.
-
It's
-
quite
-
early.
-
Actually
-
this
-
letter
-
I didn't
-
know
-
about
-
the
-
letter
-
until
-
I
-
heard
-
this
-
from
-
Tim
-
Kailar
-
who
-
passed
-
away
-
yesterday.
-
This
-
letter
-
is
-
from
-
a
-
Christian
-
written
-
in
-
Greek
-
to
-
a
-
non-Christian
-
experience
-
explaining
-
why
-
the
-
Christianity
-
became
-
even
-
being
-
persecuted
-
why
-
the
-
Christianity
-
was still
-
spreading
-
in the
-
Roman
-
Empire.
-
It's a
-
long
-
letter
-
only
-
it's
-
very
-
well
-
written
-
I
-
only
-
could
-
just
-
a
-
small
-
portion
-
of
-
it.
-
He
-
says
-
as
-
citizens
-
they
-
share
-
in
-
all
-
things
-
with
-
others
-
and
-
yet
-
enjoy
-
all
-
things
-
as
-
if
-
foreigners.
-
Every
-
foreign
-
land
-
is
-
to
-
them
-
as
-
their
-
native
-
country
-
and
-
every
-
land
-
of
-
their
-
birth
-
is
-
as
-
a
-
land
-
of
-
strangers.
-
They
-
marry
-
as
-
to
-
all
-
other
-
people.
-
They
-
beget
-
children
-
but
-
they
-
do
-
not
-
destroy
-
their
-
offspring.
-
They
-
have
-
a
-
common
-
table
-
but
-
not
-
a
-
common
-
bed.
-
They
-
are
-
in
-
the
-
flesh
-
but
-
they
-
do
-
not
-
live
-
after
-
the
-
flesh.
-
The
-
part I
-
want to
-
say
-
is that
-
these
-
Christians
-
treat
-
other
-
people
-
differently
-
and
-
that's
-
why
-
Christianity
-
becomes
-
such
-
an
-
attraction
-
to
-
most
-
people
-
especially
-
those
-
who are
-
nobodies.
-
They
-
as
-
this
-
person
-
in the
-
letter
-
said
-
they
-
share
-
in all
-
things
-
with
-
other
-
people.
-
They
-
just
-
naturally
-
share
-
even
-
non-Christians
-
they share.
-
They
-
do not
-
treat
-
their
-
homeland
-
as if
-
it is
-
their
-
permanent
-
place
-
but
-
they
-
live
-
as a
-
stranger
-
sojourners
-
in the
-
land.
-
They
-
marry
-
the
-
five
-
people
-
they
-
have
-
children
-
but
-
they
-
do
-
not
-
destroy
-
their
-
offspring
-
it
-
means
-
that
-
if
-
they
-
like
-
during
-
that
-
time
-
it's
-
basically
-
for
-
girls
-
they
-
will
-
throw
-
them
-
in
-
the
-
river
-
because
-
to
-
them
-
girls
-
are
-
not
-
youthful
-
but
-
they
-
have
-
the
-
changed
-
mindset
-
they
-
learn
-
to
-
love
-
their
-
children
-
regardless
-
whether
-
they
-
are
-
youthful
-
or
-
not
-
in
-
future
-
they
-
have
-
a
-
common
-
table
-
it
-
means
-
that
-
they
-
share
-
the
-
table
-
food
-
with
-
people
-
but
-
not
-
a
-
common
-
bed
-
it
-
means
-
that
-
they
-
are
-
not
-
promiscuous
-
they
-
respect
-
and
-
love
-
people
-
so
-
they
-
respect
-
sex
-
because
-
of
-
that
-
and
-
they
-
are
-
generous
-
with
-
their
-
food
-
and
-
their
-
money
-
so
-
that
-
is
-
the
-
change
-
that
-
makes
-
to
-
us
-
and
-
to
-
ourselves
-
as
-
well
-
so
-
we
-
are
-
no
-
longer
-
driven
-
by
-
the
-
need
-
to
-
have
-
titles
-
and
-
position
-
and
-
when
-
we
-
become
-
nobodies
-
we
-
can
-
be
-
free
-
from
-
having
-
to
-
prove
-
ourselves
-
we
-
can
-
own up
-
our
-
failure
-
and
-
sinful
-
behavior
-
and
-
makes
-
life
-
so
-
much
-
easier
-
when
-
we
-
can
-
own
-
up
-
to
-
our
-
sinful
-
behavior
-
when we
-
become
-
nobody
-
we can
-
also face
-
our guilt
-
and shame
-
because it's
-
not dependent
-
on our
-
performance
-
because we
-
know that
-
there's now
-
no condemnation
-
for those
-
who are in
-
Christ
-
Jesus
-
and we
-
know that
-
Jesus
-
has paid
-
it all
-
may we
-
may we
-
be free
-
from the
-
Lebanon
-
religion
-
and have
-
the freedom
-
to love
-
God and
-
other people
-
let us
-
pray
-
Father we
-
thank you
-
for your
-
goodness to
-
us
-
that you
-
send the
-
Lord Jesus
-
to free
-
us
-
that we
-
might
-
to live
-
in
-
freedom
-
how
-
does
-
that
-
we
-
might
-
truly
-
have
-
our
-
mindset
-
change
-
that we
-
might
-
live out
-
a glorious
-
life
-
for your
-
own
-
glory
-
thank you
-
Lord
-
we pray
-
in
-
Jesus
-
name
-
Amen