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He chose to drink the cup

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  1. I'll be reading from Matthew chapter 26, verses 30 to 56.

    Matthew 26:30–56

  2. !

  3. Jesus said to them,

  4. You will all fall away because of me this night.

  5. For it is written,

  6. I will strike the shepherd and the sheep of the flock will be scattered.

  7. But after I am raised up, I will go before you to Galilee.

  8. Peter answered him,

  9. Though they all fall away because of you, I will never fall away.

  10. Jesus said to him,

  11. Truly I tell you, this very night, before the rooster crows,

  12. you will deny me three times.

  13. Peter said to him,

  14. Even if I must die with you, I will not deny you.

  15. And all the disciples said the same.

  16. Then Jesus went with them to a place called Gethsemane.

  17. And he said to his disciples,

  18. Sit here while I go over there and pray.

  19. And taking with him Peter and the two sons of Zebedee,

  20. he began to be sorrowful and troubled.

  21. And then he said to them,

  22. My soul is very sorrowful even to death.

  23. Remain here and watch with me.

  24. And going a little farther, he fell on his face and prayed, saying,

  25. My father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me.

  26. Nevertheless, not as I will, but as you will.

  27. And he came to the disciples and found them sleeping.

  28. And he said to Peter,

  29. So could you not watch with me one hour?

  30. Watch and pray that you may not enter into temptation.

  31. The spirit is indeed willing, but the flesh is weak.

  32. Again for the second time he went away and prayed,

  33. My father, if this cannot pass unless I drink it,

  34. your will be done.

  35. And again he came and found them sleeping,

  36. for their eyes were very heavy.

  37. So leaving them again,

  38. he went away and prayed for the third time,

  39. saying the same words again.

  40. And then he came to the disciples and said to them,

  41. Sleep and take your rest later on.

  42. See, the hour is at hand,

  43. and the Son of Man is betrayed into the hands of sinners.

  44. Rise, let us be going.

  45. See, my betrayer is at hand.

  46. And while he was still speaking,

  47. Judas came, one of the twelve,

  48. and with him a great crowd with swords and clubs

  49. from the chief priests and the elders of the people.

  50. Now the betrayer had given them a sign,

  51. saying,

  52. The one I will kiss is the man.

  53. Seize him.

  54. And he came up to Jesus at once and said,

  55. Greetings, Rabbi.

  56. And he kissed him.

  57. Jesus said to him,

  58. Friend, do what you came to do.

  59. Then they came up and laid hands on Jesus

  60. and seized him.

  61. And behold,

  62. one of those who were with Jesus

  63. stretched out his hand

  64. and drew his sword

  65. and struck the servant of the high priest

  66. and cut off his ear.

  67. And then Jesus said to him,

  68. Put your sword back into its place,

  69. for all who take the sword

  70. will perish by the sword.

  71. Do you think that I cannot appeal to my Father

  72. and he will at once

  73. send me more than twelve legions of angels?

  74. But how then should the scriptures be fulfilled

  75. that it must be so?

  76. At that hour,

  77. Jesus said to the crowds,

  78. Have you come out

  79. as against a robber

  80. with swords and clubs to capture me?

  81. Day after day,

  82. I sat in the temple teaching

  83. and you did not seize me.

  84. But all this has taken place

  85. that the scriptures of the prophets

  86. might be fulfilled.

  87. And then all the disciples left him

  88. and fled.

  89. Well, good morning, everyone.

  90. Well, it's good to see no one's in the first two rows.

  91. I can speak and spit as loud as I want,

  92. but it's probably a good thing.

  93. Our families had a cold earlier in the week.

  94. Will you pray with me as we come to God's word?

  95. Let's pray.

  96. Father, we always need your help

  97. to even want to listen to your word

  98. and to understand,

  99. to believe, to obey.

  100. Father, I pray that you give us a bigger view

  101. of your son

  102. through your word to us this morning

  103. and a bigger view of your grace

  104. so that our lives might

  105. trust you and obey you more.

  106. And I pray this in Jesus' name.

  107. Amen.

  108. Well, unanswered prayer.

  109. Unanswered prayer can trouble many of us

  110. in our faith, can't it?

  111. Or seemingly unanswered.

  112. Even when we pray for good things,

  113. godly things,

  114. we feel desperate,

  115. but we feel like there's no hope,

  116. that there's no help.

  117. When what's happening in your life

  118. and what God has asked you to do

  119. just feels impossible.

  120. When things get worse

  121. rather than better.

  122. Whether it's

  123. he's asking you to let go

  124. of something precious

  125. in your life

  126. so that you might

  127. love him first

  128. or

  129. it's just some

  130. extremely hard,

  131. painful times

  132. or an extremely difficult

  133. act of obedience.

  134. When we feel like we get

  135. unanswered prayer,

  136. it can really rock us.

  137. Is God with me or not?

  138. And I think over time

  139. we can

  140. go

  141. two bad directions.

  142. One is we just stop

  143. wrestling with God at all.

  144. We stop praying

  145. because we don't think

  146. he's answering.

  147. Another direction is

  148. we pray

  149. but we're afraid.

  150. We know God is sovereign

  151. but we're praying in a way

  152. where we're like

  153. I'm afraid of your will.

  154. I'm not sure

  155. I trust your good.

  156. Now,

  157. please hear me right.

  158. I believe James 5

  159. that says

  160. the prayer of a righteous man

  161. or woman

  162. is powerful

  163. and effective.

  164. But there is no one

  165. more righteous

  166. than Christ

  167. and in our passage today

  168. the Father answered

  169. no.

  170. No.

  171. The Father said no.

  172. It is the greatest

  173. no

  174. anyone

  175. has ever received

  176. to a prayer.

  177. I've received

  178. no's

  179. and I'm glad

  180. he said no

  181. to a lot of things

  182. actually

  183. but

  184. this is

  185. a big no.

  186. But in it

  187. we see

  188. more clearly

  189. what's in the heart

  190. of Christ.

  191. We see the depths

  192. of Christ's heart

  193. here in Gethsemane.

  194. So we're

  195. just outside Jerusalem

  196. we're on the

  197. Mount of Olives

  198. in the garden

  199. of Gethsemane.

  200. Jesus has taken

  201. his closest friends

  202. Peter,

  203. James and John

  204. to pray.

  205. They've just shared

  206. the Passover.

  207. He knows

  208. he's the true lamb.

  209. He knows that.

  210. what we looked

  211. at last

  212. he knows

  213. he's the

  214. substitute

  215. that

  216. his people

  217. will shelter

  218. under his blood

  219. shelter from

  220. God's wrath.

  221. He knows

  222. his death

  223. is going to

  224. set his people

  225. free from the

  226. power of sin

  227. and Satan.

  228. He knows

  229. his blood

  230. is going to

  231. create

  232. the eternal

  233. covenant

  234. community

  235. of fellowship

  236. with God.

  237. He knows

  238. that.

  239. His death

  240. has been on

  241. his mind

  242. the entire

  243. gospels.

  244. It's always

  245. at the forefront

  246. of his mind.

  247. He knows

  248. it's the

  249. primary

  250. objective

  251. of his

  252. coming

  253. into the

  254. world.

  255. He knows

  256. it's been

  257. leading to

  258. this moment.

  259. His entire

  260. life

  261. something really

  262. amazing about

  263. the person

  264. of Christ

  265. is he's

  266. so in

  267. control.

  268. His entire

  269. ministry

  270. he's in

  271. control

  272. of his

  273. person

  274. of the

  275. situation

  276. but look

  277. at him

  278. here in

  279. Gethsemane.

  280. he is

  281. not a

  282. fanatic.

  283. He's

  284. not a

  285. suicide

  286. bomber

  287. who's

  288. longing

  289. for

  290. martyrdom.

  291. He's

  292. not.

  293. He's

  294. not a

  295. stoic

  296. just

  297. calmly

  298. accepting

  299. his fate.

  300. He's

  301. a mess.

  302. He's

  303. a mess.

  304. You

  305. can't

  306. get

  307. stronger

  308. language

  309. in

  310. verse

  311. 38.

  312. my

  313. soul

  314. not

  315. just

  316. sorrowful

  317. but

  318. exceedingly

  319. very

  320. sorrowful

  321. even

  322. to

  323. death.

  324. I

  325. feel

  326. like

  327. I'm

  328. going

  329. to

  330. die

  331. right

  332. here.

  333. And

  334. he

  335. falls

  336. on

  337. his

  338. face.

  339. He's

  340. in

  341. the

  342. dust.

  343. And

  344. Luke's

  345. gospel

  346. tells us

  347. the fear

  348. is so

  349. strong.

  350. Blood

  351. is

  352. forced

  353. through

  354. his

  355. pores

  356. And

  357. it's

  358. clotting.

  359. In

  360. the

  361. cold

  362. night

  363. air

  364. he's

  365. sweating

  366. drops

  367. of

  368. blood.

  369. He

  370. is

  371. a

  372. mess.

  373. Many

  374. of

  375. his

  376. followers

  377. have

  378. faced

  379. death

  380. more

  381. courageously.

  382. When

  383. M and

  384. I

  385. visited

  386. Oxford

  387. we

  388. went

  389. to see

  390. the

  391. martyr's

  392. memorial

  393. where

  394. there's

  395. an

  396. X

  397. on

  398. Broad

  399. Street

  400. in

  401. Oxford.

  402. People

  403. just

  404. happily

  405. going

  406. about

  407. their

  408. day

  409. and

  410. in

  411. the

  412. middle

  413. of

  414. this

  415. public

  416. place

  417. is

  418. this

  419. X

  420. where

  421. they

  422. burnt

  423. at

  424. the

  425. stake.

  426. In

  427. 1555

  428. Nicholas

  429. Ridley

  430. and

  431. Hugh

  432. Latimer

  433. because

  434. they

  435. supported

  436. the

  437. English

  438. Reformation

  439. the

  440. truths

  441. we

  442. hold

  443. so

  444. dear.

  445. They

  446. were

  447. burnt

  448. at

  449. the

  450. stake.

  451. And

  452. apparently

  453. Hugh

  454. Latimer

  455. he's

  456. famous

  457. for

  458. people

  459. hearing

  460. him

  461. say

  462. when

  463. the

  464. flames

  465. were

  466. coming

  467. up

  468. be

  469. of

  470. good

  471. cheer

  472. Master

  473. Ridley

  474. and

  475. play

  476. the

  477. man

  478. for

  479. we

  480. shall

  481. this

  482. day

  483. by

  484. God's

  485. grace

  486. light

  487. such

  488. a

  489. candle

  490. in

  491. England

  492. as

  493. I

  494. trust

  495. shall

  496. never

  497. be

  498. put

  499. out.

  500. So

  501. what's

  502. going on

  503. here

  504. with

  505. Jesus

  506. if

  507. his

  508. followers

  509. can

  510. face

  511. death

  512. like

  513. that

  514. can't

  515. he

  516. play

  517. the

  518. man

  519. what

  520. can

  521. make

  522. the

  523. divine

  524. son

  525. of

  526. God

  527. have

  528. such

  529. darkness

  530. of

  531. soul

  532. Mel Gibson's

  533. movie

  534. The Passion

  535. I'm

  536. not

  537. raising

  538. it

  539. necessarily

  540. to

  541. recommend

  542. it

  543. it

  544. emphasizes

  545. the

  546. brutality

  547. and

  548. the

  549. physical

  550. pain

  551. of

  552. his

  553. beatings

  554. in

  555. the

  556. cross

  557. like

  558. that

  559. there's

  560. no

  561. mistaking

  562. how he

  563. directed

  564. the

  565. emphasis

  566. there

  567. it's

  568. it's

  569. gore

  570. in

  571. the

  572. gospels

  573. you see

  574. Peter

  575. bitterly

  576. weeping

  577. after he

  578. denies

  579. Christ

  580. he's in

  581. mental

  582. anguish

  583. you see

  584. Judas

  585. full of

  586. remorse

  587. he's in

  588. mental

  589. anguish

  590. but

  591. the

  592. gospels

  593. don't

  594. emphasize

  595. Jesus'

  596. physical

  597. pain

  598. or his

  599. mental

  600. pain

  601. at the

  602. cross

  603. it's

  604. just

  605. very

  606. matter

  607. of

  608. fact

  609. and

  610. they

  611. crucified

  612. him

  613. it's

  614. not

  615. the

  616. physical

  617. pain

  618. or

  619. mental

  620. pain

  621. I'm

  622. not

  623. doubting

  624. there

  625. was

  626. great

  627. physical

  628. and

  629. mental

  630. pain

  631. but

  632. it's

  633. Jesus'

  634. prayer

  635. that

  636. tells

  637. us

  638. what's

  639. going

  640. on

  641. the

  642. cup

  643. verse

  644. 39

  645. my

  646. father

  647. if it

  648. be

  649. possible

  650. let

  651. this

  652. cup

  653. pass

  654. from

  655. me

  656. nevertheless

  657. not as

  658. I will

  659. but as

  660. you

  661. will

  662. the

  663. prophets

  664. describe

  665. this

  666. cup

  667. Isaiah

  668. 51

  669. 17

  670. after

  671. the

  672. Babylonian

  673. destruction

  674. of Jerusalem

  675. you

  676. who

  677. have

  678. drunk

  679. from

  680. the

  681. hand

  682. of

  683. the

  684. Lord

  685. the

  686. cup

  687. of

  688. his

  689. wrath

  690. who

  691. have

  692. drunk

  693. to

  694. the

  695. dregs

  696. the

  697. bowl

  698. the

  699. cup

  700. of

  701. staggering

  702. Jeremiah

  703. 25

  704. 15

  705. take

  706. from

  707. my

  708. hand

  709. this

  710. cup

  711. of

  712. the

  713. wine

  714. of

  715. wrath

  716. and

  717. make

  718. all

  719. the

  720. nations

  721. to

  722. whom

  723. I

  724. send

  725. you

  726. drink

  727. it

  728. they

  729. shall

  730. drink

  731. and

  732. stagger

  733. and

  734. be

  735. crazed

  736. because

  737. of

  738. the

  739. sword

  740. that

  741. I

  742. am

  743. sending

  744. among

  745. them

  746. it's

  747. the

  748. cup

  749. of

  750. his

  751. wrath

  752. the

  753. father

  754. doesn't

  755. have

  756. a

  757. bad

  758. temper

  759. his

  760. wrath

  761. is

  762. his

  763. considered

  764. righteous

  765. judicial

  766. anger

  767. at

  768. evil

  769. now

  770. many

  771. have

  772. a

  773. problem

  774. with

  775. the

  776. idea

  777. of

  778. God

  779. having

  780. wrath

  781. let

  782. me

  783. let me

  784. quote

  785. from

  786. someone

  787. who

  788. has

  789. experienced

  790. much

  791. more

  792. hardship

  793. than

  794. I

  795. have

  796. in

  797. my

  798. life

  799. hopefully

  800. I get

  801. his

  802. name

  803. right

  804. Miroslav

  805. Volf

  806. he's

  807. a

  808. theologian

  809. he lived

  810. in

  811. during

  812. the

  813. time

  814. of

  815. the

  816. war

  817. in

  818. former

  819. Yugoslavia

  820. and he

  821. writes

  822. this

  823. according

  824. to

  825. some

  826. estimates

  827. 200,000

  828. people

  829. were

  830. killed

  831. and

  832. over

  833. 3 million

  834. were

  835. displaced

  836. my

  837. villages

  838. and

  839. cities

  840. were

  841. destroyed

  842. my

  843. people

  844. shelled

  845. day

  846. in

  847. and

  848. day

  849. out

  850. some

  851. of

  852. them

  853. brutalized

  854. beyond

  855. imagination

  856. and I

  857. could

  858. not

  859. imagine

  860. God

  861. not

  862. being

  863. angry

  864. how

  865. did

  866. God

  867. react

  868. to

  869. the

  870. carnage

  871. by

  872. doting

  873. on the

  874. perpetrators

  875. in a

  876. grandfatherly

  877. fashion

  878. by

  879. refusing

  880. to

  881. condemn

  882. the

  883. blood

  884. bath

  885. but

  886. instead

  887. affirming

  888. the

  889. perpetrator's

  890. basic

  891. goodness

  892. wasn't

  893. God

  894. fiercely

  895. angry

  896. with

  897. them

  898. though

  899. I

  900. used

  901. to

  902. complain

  903. about

  904. the

  905. indecency

  906. of the

  907. idea

  908. of

  909. God's

  910. wrath

  911. I

  912. came

  913. to

  914. think

  915. that

  916. I

  917. would

  918. have

  919. to

  920. rebel

  921. against

  922. a

  923. God

  924. who

  925. wasn't

  926. wrathful

  927. at

  928. the

  929. sight

  930. of

  931. the

  932. world's

  933. evil

  934. God

  935. isn't

  936. wrathful

  937. in

  938. spite

  939. of

  940. being

  941. love

  942. God

  943. is

  944. wrathful

  945. because

  946. God

  947. is

  948. love

  949. because

  950. God

  951. is

  952. love

  953. it's

  954. at

  955. the

  956. cross

  957. Jesus

  958. took

  959. the

  960. wrath

  961. of

  962. God

  963. but

  964. it's

  965. here

  966. in

  967. Gethsemane

  968. that he

  969. seems

  970. to be

  971. given

  972. this

  973. special

  974. view

  975. of it

  976. he's

  977. given

  978. this

  979. foretaste

  980. of it

  981. he's

  982. beginning

  983. to

  984. taste

  985. the

  986. abandonment

  987. the

  988. anger

  989. the

  990. father

  991. as it

  992. were

  993. set

  994. this

  995. cup

  996. down

  997. before

  998. him

  999. and

  1000. says

  1001. will

  1002. you

  1003. drink

  1004. it

  1005. Jonathan

  1006. Edwards

  1007. he

  1008. preached

  1009. on this

  1010. passage

  1011. in

  1012. 1757

  1013. he

  1014. says

  1015. this

  1016. God

  1017. brought

  1018. him

  1019. to

  1020. the

  1021. mouth

  1022. of

  1023. the

  1024. furnace

  1025. that

  1026. he

  1027. might

  1028. look

  1029. into

  1030. it

  1031. and

  1032. stand

  1033. to

  1034. view

  1035. its

  1036. raging

  1037. flames

  1038. and

  1039. see

  1040. the

  1041. glowings

  1042. of

  1043. its

  1044. heat

  1045. that

  1046. he

  1047. might

  1048. know

  1049. where

  1050. he

  1051. was

  1052. going

  1053. and

  1054. what

  1055. he

  1056. was

  1057. about

  1058. to

  1059. suffer

  1060. here

  1061. in

  1062. Gethsemane

  1063. he

  1064. is

  1065. standing

  1066. at

  1067. the

  1068. mouth

  1069. of

  1070. the

  1071. flames

  1072. and

  1073. the

  1074. father

  1075. set

  1076. this

  1077. cup

  1078. before

  1079. him

  1080. will

  1081. you

  1082. drink

  1083. it

  1084. no

  1085. human

  1086. being

  1087. has

  1088. ever

  1089. faced

  1090. a

  1091. death

  1092. like

  1093. this

  1094. so

  1095. his

  1096. first

  1097. prayer

  1098. my

  1099. father

  1100. if

  1101. it

  1102. be

  1103. possible

  1104. let

  1105. this

  1106. cup

  1107. pass

  1108. from

  1109. me

  1110. he's

  1111. asking

  1112. is there

  1113. no

  1114. other

  1115. way

  1116. is there

  1117. no

  1118. other

  1119. way

  1120. when

  1121. I was

  1122. a

  1123. scripture

  1124. teacher

  1125. at a

  1126. high

  1127. school

  1128. I was

  1129. called

  1130. a

  1131. bigot

  1132. by one

  1133. of the

  1134. students

  1135. and

  1136. I've

  1137. never

  1138. been

  1139. called

  1140. big

  1141. anything

  1142. so

  1143. I had

  1144. to look

  1145. up

  1146. what it

  1147. meant

  1148. I don't

  1149. know if

  1150. that was

  1151. your

  1152. class

  1153. Sean

  1154. was it

  1155. isn't

  1156. it so

  1157. unreasonable

  1158. of us

  1159. Christians

  1160. it's so

  1161. prejudiced

  1162. that you

  1163. we look

  1164. on the

  1165. rest of

  1166. the world

  1167. sincerely

  1168. searching

  1169. for God

  1170. through

  1171. other

  1172. beliefs

  1173. and we

  1174. say

  1175. they're

  1176. going to

  1177. go to

  1178. hell

  1179. because

  1180. they're

  1181. not

  1182. believing

  1183. in

  1184. you're

  1185. the

  1186. only

  1187. way

  1188. Jesus

  1189. is

  1190. praying

  1191. is

  1192. there

  1193. another

  1194. way

  1195. I

  1196. don't

  1197. want

  1198. to

  1199. drink

  1200. this

  1201. many

  1202. believers

  1203. and

  1204. churches

  1205. down

  1206. play

  1207. and

  1208. just

  1209. let's

  1210. just

  1211. be a

  1212. bit

  1213. quiet

  1214. about

  1215. this

  1216. idea

  1217. of

  1218. God's

  1219. anger

  1220. if

  1221. you

  1222. just

  1223. say

  1224. God

  1225. loves

  1226. everyone

  1227. what

  1228. does

  1229. it

  1230. cost

  1231. God

  1232. to

  1233. love

  1234. you

  1235. nothing

  1236. nothing

  1237. but

  1238. here

  1239. in

  1240. Gethsemane

  1241. we see

  1242. the cost

  1243. we see

  1244. the great

  1245. love of

  1246. God

  1247. when you

  1248. factor in

  1249. the wrath

  1250. of God

  1251. he's

  1252. praying

  1253. is there

  1254. no other

  1255. way

  1256. surely

  1257. God's

  1258. almighty

  1259. wisdom

  1260. and

  1261. power

  1262. he

  1263. can

  1264. think

  1265. of

  1266. a

  1267. way

  1268. that

  1269. mankind

  1270. can

  1271. be

  1272. saved

  1273. from

  1274. hell

  1275. and

  1276. brought

  1277. into

  1278. heaven

  1279. at the

  1280. same

  1281. time

  1282. save

  1283. his

  1284. son

  1285. Gethsemane

  1286. says

  1287. there's

  1288. no

  1289. other

  1290. way

  1291. unless

  1292. Jesus

  1293. standing

  1294. at the

  1295. mouth

  1296. of this

  1297. furnace

  1298. chooses

  1299. to drink

  1300. the cup

  1301. in your

  1302. place

  1303. in my

  1304. place

  1305. why

  1306. did

  1307. the

  1308. father

  1309. have

  1310. his

  1311. son

  1312. experience

  1313. this

  1314. now

  1315. in

  1316. this

  1317. garden

  1318. I

  1319. think

  1320. we

  1321. see

  1322. the

  1323. greatness

  1324. of

  1325. his

  1326. choice

  1327. for

  1328. you

  1329. for

  1330. me

  1331. the

  1332. greatness

  1333. of

  1334. his

  1335. choice

  1336. he's

  1337. outside

  1338. he's

  1339. in Jerusalem

  1340. he's not

  1341. in Jerusalem

  1342. sorry

  1343. he's

  1344. outside

  1345. in the

  1346. open

  1347. air

  1348. there's

  1349. no

  1350. walls

  1351. keeping

  1352. him

  1353. he's

  1354. in the

  1355. dark

  1356. his

  1357. disciples

  1358. are

  1359. asleep

  1360. Judas

  1361. isn't

  1362. here

  1363. yet

  1364. the

  1365. crowds

  1366. are

  1367. not

  1368. here

  1369. yet

  1370. he

  1371. can

  1372. run

  1373. he

  1374. can

  1375. slip

  1376. away

  1377. and

  1378. it's

  1379. in

  1380. this

  1381. moment

  1382. the

  1383. father

  1384. gives

  1385. him

  1386. this

  1387. foretaste

  1388. of

  1389. hell

  1390. he

  1391. could

  1392. just

  1393. run

  1394. away

  1395. he

  1396. knows

  1397. he's

  1398. about

  1399. to

  1400. face

  1401. the

  1402. hatred

  1403. of

  1404. mankind

  1405. he

  1406. knows

  1407. he's

  1408. minutes

  1409. away

  1410. from

  1411. Judas

  1412. and

  1413. the

  1414. representatives

  1415. of

  1416. the

  1417. chief

  1418. priests

  1419. and

  1420. of

  1421. the

  1422. people

  1423. coming

  1424. and

  1425. hating

  1426. him

  1427. without

  1428. cause

  1429. simply

  1430. for

  1431. Jesus

  1432. saying

  1433. he

  1434. alone

  1435. can

  1436. reveal

  1437. the

  1438. true

  1439. God

  1440. to

  1441. you

  1442. he

  1443. alone

  1444. can

  1445. reconcile

  1446. you

  1447. to

  1448. God

  1449. the

  1450. world

  1451. such

  1452. injustice

  1453. none

  1454. of

  1455. us

  1456. have

  1457. experienced

  1458. injustice

  1459. like

  1460. that

  1461. he's

  1462. about

  1463. to

  1464. experience

  1465. the

  1466. hatred

  1467. of

  1468. the

  1469. world

  1470. he

  1471. came

  1472. to

  1473. save

  1474. but

  1475. he

  1476. chose

  1477. to

  1478. drink

  1479. the

  1480. cup

  1481. he's

  1482. got

  1483. all

  1484. the

  1485. power

  1486. to

  1487. change

  1488. this

  1489. situation

  1490. Peter

  1491. uses

  1492. his

  1493. sword

  1494. no

  1495. doubt

  1496. aiming

  1497. for

  1498. the

  1499. head

  1500. but

  1501. misses

  1502. and

  1503. gets

  1504. the

  1505. ear

  1506. and

  1507. Jesus

  1508. rebukes

  1509. him

  1510. at

  1511. once

  1512. Peter

  1513. isn't

  1514. protecting

  1515. Jesus

  1516. Jesus

  1517. is

  1518. protecting

  1519. Peter

  1520. from

  1521. his

  1522. unfaithfulness

  1523. he

  1524. has

  1525. all

  1526. the

  1527. power

  1528. of

  1529. heaven

  1530. to

  1531. change

  1532. this

  1533. situation

  1534. in

  1535. the

  1536. Roman

  1537. army

  1538. apparently

  1539. a legion

  1540. of

  1541. soldiers

  1542. is

  1543. about

  1544. 6,000

  1545. soldiers

  1546. do

  1547. you

  1548. think

  1549. that

  1550. I

  1551. cannot

  1552. appeal

  1553. to

  1554. my

  1555. father

  1556. and

  1557. he

  1558. will

  1559. at

  1560. once

  1561. send

  1562. me

  1563. more

  1564. than

  1565. 12

  1566. legions

  1567. of

  1568. angels

  1569. one

  1570. angel

  1571. would

  1572. be

  1573. enough

  1574. heaven

  1575. will

  1576. be

  1577. emptied

  1578. of

  1579. its

  1580. armies

  1581. if

  1582. I

  1583. just

  1584. call

  1585. them

  1586. in

  1587. an

  1588. instant

  1589. he's

  1590. got

  1591. all

  1592. the

  1593. power

  1594. to

  1595. change

  1596. this

  1597. situation

  1598. but

  1599. he

  1600. picks

  1601. up

  1602. the

  1603. cup

  1604. perhaps

  1605. even

  1606. more

  1607. painful

  1608. than

  1609. the

  1610. injustice

  1611. and

  1612. cruelty

  1613. of

  1614. enemies

  1615. is

  1616. when

  1617. your

  1618. friends

  1619. aren't

  1620. there

  1621. for

  1622. you

  1623. when

  1624. you

  1625. need

  1626. them

  1627. the

  1628. most

  1629. that

  1630. is

  1631. some

  1632. of

  1633. you

  1634. experience

  1635. that

  1636. deeper

  1637. than

  1638. I

  1639. have

  1640. that's

  1641. deep

  1642. pain

  1643. and

  1644. here

  1645. we

  1646. have

  1647. it

  1648. his

  1649. three

  1650. closest

  1651. friends

  1652. seeing

  1653. him

  1654. in

  1655. such

  1656. agony

  1657. to

  1658. stay

  1659. here

  1660. and

  1661. pray

  1662. he's

  1663. facing

  1664. hell

  1665. and

  1666. they're

  1667. so

  1668. uncaring

  1669. literally

  1670. facing

  1671. hell

  1672. and

  1673. they're

  1674. so

  1675. uncaring

  1676. and

  1677. ungrateful

  1678. and

  1679. so

  1680. weak

  1681. and

  1682. unable

  1683. to

  1684. stand

  1685. with

  1686. him

  1687. I

  1688. can't

  1689. watch

  1690. for

  1691. one

  1692. hour

  1693. after

  1694. such

  1695. boasts

  1696. though

  1697. they all

  1698. fall

  1699. away

  1700. I

  1701. will

  1702. never

  1703. fall

  1704. away

  1705. even

  1706. if

  1707. I

  1708. must

  1709. die

  1710. with

  1711. you

  1712. I

  1713. will

  1714. not

  1715. deny

  1716. you

  1717. and

  1718. all

  1719. the

  1720. disciples

  1721. said

  1722. the

  1723. same

  1724. and

  1725. the

  1726. disciples

  1727. left

  1728. him

  1729. and

  1730. fled

  1731. abandon

  1732. him

  1733. and

  1734. Jonathan

  1735. Edwards

  1736. again

  1737. he

  1738. imagines

  1739. what

  1740. Christ

  1741. could

  1742. have

  1743. said

  1744. to

  1745. himself

  1746. in

  1747. that

  1748. moment

  1749. why

  1750. should

  1751. I

  1752. yield

  1753. myself

  1754. to

  1755. be

  1756. thus

  1757. crushed

  1758. by

  1759. the

  1760. weight

  1761. of

  1762. divine

  1763. wrath

  1764. for

  1765. them

  1766. who

  1767. have

  1768. no

  1769. love

  1770. to

  1771. me

  1772. and

  1773. to

  1774. my

  1775. enemies

  1776. shall

  1777. I

  1778. be

  1779. the

  1780. richer

  1781. for

  1782. having

  1783. saved

  1784. a

  1785. number

  1786. of

  1787. miserable

  1788. haters

  1789. of

  1790. God

  1791. and

  1792. me

  1793. who

  1794. deserve

  1795. to

  1796. have

  1797. divine

  1798. justice

  1799. glorified

  1800. in

  1801. their

  1802. destruction

  1803. do

  1804. you

  1805. see

  1806. how

  1807. great

  1808. his

  1809. choice

  1810. is

  1811. the

  1812. father

  1813. sets

  1814. his

  1815. cup

  1816. before

  1817. him

  1818. he

  1819. is

  1820. free

  1821. to

  1822. run

  1823. away

  1824. in

  1825. the

  1826. dark

  1827. he

  1828. knows

  1829. the

  1830. world

  1831. is

  1832. going

  1833. to

  1834. pour

  1835. out

  1836. their

  1837. hatred

  1838. on

  1839. him

  1840. in

  1841. a

  1842. moment

  1843. he

  1844. has

  1845. all

  1846. heaven's

  1847. power

  1848. at

  1849. his

  1850. disposal

  1851. his

  1852. friends

  1853. are

  1854. so

  1855. ungrateful

  1856. and

  1857. unfaithful

  1858. abandoning

  1859. him

  1860. and

  1861. he

  1862. picks

  1863. up

  1864. the

  1865. cup

  1866. he

  1867. chooses

  1868. !

  1869. the

  1870. cup

  1871. when

  1872. he

  1873. prays

  1874. for

  1875. the

  1876. second

  1877. and

  1878. third

  1879. time

  1880. I

  1881. think

  1882. his

  1883. prayer

  1884. is

  1885. shifting

  1886. !

  1887. the

  1888. first

  1889. prayer

  1890. is

  1891. there

  1892. no

  1893. other

  1894. way

  1895. second

  1896. prayer

  1897. is

  1898. your

  1899. will

  1900. be

  1901. done

  1902. he's

  1903. praying

  1904. for

  1905. help

  1906. in

  1907. his

  1908. human

  1909. weakness

  1910. that

  1911. he

  1912. might

  1913. not

  1914. fail

  1915. your

  1916. will

  1917. be

  1918. done

  1919. he's

  1920. praying

  1921. that

  1922. his

  1923. suffering

  1924. achieves

  1925. all

  1926. God's

  1927. will

  1928. all

  1929. his

  1930. purposes

  1931. for

  1932. his

  1933. death

  1934. the

  1935. glory

  1936. of

  1937. God

  1938. and

  1939. his

  1940. grace

  1941. the

  1942. eternal

  1943. redemption

  1944. of

  1945. us

  1946. and

  1947. our

  1948. happiness

  1949. forever

  1950. the

  1951. redemption

  1952. of

  1953. all

  1954. creation

  1955. may

  1956. your

  1957. will

  1958. be

  1959. done

  1960. in

  1961. this

  1962. now

  1963. when

  1964. he

  1965. prays

  1966. for the

  1967. second

  1968. and

  1969. third

  1970. time

  1971. your

  1972. will

  1973. be

  1974. done

  1975. I

  1976. don't

  1977. think

  1978. this

  1979. is

  1980. him

  1981. his

  1982. will

  1983. being

  1984. crushed

  1985. and

  1986. forced

  1987. by

  1988. the

  1989. father's

  1990. will

  1991. I

  1992. think

  1993. it's

  1994. an

  1995. expression

  1996. of

  1997. his

  1998. deepest

  1999. desire

  2000. of

  2001. his

  2002. heart

  2003. every

  2004. part

  2005. of

  2006. his

  2007. body

  2008. doesn't

  2009. want

  2010. to

  2011. go

  2012. through

  2013. with

  2014. this

  2015. but

  2016. here

  2017. we

  2018. see

  2019. his

  2020. deepest

  2021. prayer

  2022. we

  2023. get a

  2024. glimpse

  2025. of

  2026. the

  2027. relationship

  2028. between

  2029. God

  2030. the

  2031. father

  2032. and

  2033. God

  2034. the

  2035. son

  2036. in

  2037. that

  2038. phrase

  2039. when

  2040. he

  2041. said

  2042. do

  2043. you

  2044. think

  2045. I

  2046. cannot

  2047. appeal

  2048. to

  2049. my

  2050. father

  2051. and

  2052. he

  2053. will

  2054. at

  2055. once

  2056. send

  2057. me

  2058. more

  2059. than

  2060. 12

  2061. legions

  2062. of

  2063. angels

  2064. I

  2065. think

  2066. I

  2067. imagined

  2068. it

  2069. as

  2070. this

  2071. fatalistic

  2072. view

  2073. where

  2074. the

  2075. son

  2076. had

  2077. no

  2078. other

  2079. option

  2080. but

  2081. to

  2082. go

  2083. to

  2084. the

  2085. cross

  2086. and

  2087. here

  2088. he's

  2089. saying

  2090. if

  2091. I

  2092. appeal

  2093. to

  2094. my

  2095. father

  2096. he'll

  2097. rescue

  2098. me

  2099. at

  2100. once

  2101. Jesus

  2102. doesn't

  2103. see

  2104. fatalism

  2105. he

  2106. doesn't

  2107. see

  2108. the

  2109. father

  2110. taking

  2111. the

  2112. cup

  2113. and

  2114. forcing

  2115. it

  2116. down

  2117. his

  2118. throat

  2119. the

  2120. father

  2121. would

  2122. send

  2123. angels

  2124. to

  2125. save

  2126. his

  2127. son

  2128. of

  2129. course

  2130. he

  2131. would

  2132. so

  2133. when

  2134. you

  2135. praise

  2136. your

  2137. will

  2138. be

  2139. done

  2140. it's

  2141. an

  2142. expression

  2143. of

  2144. his

  2145. deepest

  2146. longing

  2147. longing

  2148. it's

  2149. not

  2150. just

  2151. accepting

  2152. this

  2153. is

  2154. the

  2155. script

  2156. your

  2157. will

  2158. be

  2159. done

  2160. I

  2161. have

  2162. to

  2163. follow

  2164. it

  2165. it's

  2166. not

  2167. saying

  2168. well

  2169. suppose

  2170. it

  2171. doesn't

  2172. matter

  2173. what

  2174. I

  2175. want

  2176. it's

  2177. only

  2178. what

  2179. the

  2180. father

  2181. wants

  2182. it's

  2183. not

  2184. that

  2185. it's

  2186. my

  2187. deepest

  2188. longing

  2189. is

  2190. that

  2191. your

  2192. will

  2193. be

  2194. done

  2195. he

  2196. chooses

  2197. to

  2198. obey

  2199. his

  2200. father

  2201. he

  2202. trusts

  2203. his

  2204. father's

  2205. will

  2206. that

  2207. it's

  2208. good

  2209. well

  2210. Jesus

  2211. praying

  2212. your

  2213. will

  2214. be

  2215. done

  2216. is

  2217. first

  2218. something

  2219. he

  2220. alone

  2221. had

  2222. to

  2223. do

  2224. for

  2225. us

  2226. and

  2227. second

  2228. it

  2229. becomes

  2230. a

  2231. great

  2232. model

  2233. for

  2234. us

  2235. to

  2236. pray

  2237. the

  2238. same

  2239. thing

  2240. in

  2241. any

  2242. situation

  2243. we're

  2244. in

  2245. but

  2246. it

  2247. first

  2248. has

  2249. to

  2250. be

  2251. for

  2252. us

  2253. he

  2254. alone

  2255. had

  2256. to

  2257. drink

  2258. the

  2259. cup

  2260. of

  2261. God's

  2262. wrath

  2263. you

  2264. and

  2265. I

  2266. can't

  2267. do

  2268. it

  2269. I

  2270. wondered

  2271. why

  2272. he

  2273. tells

  2274. his

  2275. disciples

  2276. ahead

  2277. of

  2278. time

  2279. you're

  2280. all

  2281. going

  2282. to

  2283. fall

  2284. away

  2285. because

  2286. of

  2287. me

  2288. he

  2289. tells

  2290. Peter

  2291. you're

  2292. going

  2293. to

  2294. deny

  2295. me

  2296. this

  2297. night

  2298. three

  2299. times

  2300. I

  2301. don't

  2302. think

  2303. he's

  2304. rubbing

  2305. their

  2306. noses

  2307. in

  2308. it

  2309. he's

  2310. not

  2311. rubbing

  2312. their

  2313. noses

  2314. in

  2315. their

  2316. favor

  2317. he's

  2318. preparing

  2319. them

  2320. when

  2321. you

  2322. fall

  2323. when

  2324. you're

  2325. faithless

  2326. I

  2327. know

  2328. the

  2329. weakness

  2330. of your

  2331. sinful

  2332. nature

  2333. that's

  2334. why

  2335. I'm

  2336. picking

  2337. up

  2338. the

  2339. cup

  2340. we

  2341. get

  2342. to

  2343. drink

  2344. the

  2345. cup

  2346. of

  2347. the

  2348. Lord's

  2349. supper

  2350. we

  2351. get

  2352. to

  2353. drink

  2354. the

  2355. cup

  2356. of

  2357. covenant

  2358. of

  2359. peace

  2360. of

  2361. fellowship

  2362. because

  2363. he

  2364. drank

  2365. the

  2366. cup

  2367. of

  2368. wrath

  2369. him

  2370. praying

  2371. your

  2372. will

  2373. be

  2374. done

  2375. is

  2376. drinking

  2377. a

  2378. cup

  2379. we

  2380. will

  2381. never

  2382. have

  2383. to

  2384. drink

  2385. the

  2386. first

  2387. Adam

  2388. was

  2389. in

  2390. a

  2391. garden

  2392. he

  2393. was

  2394. told

  2395. by

  2396. God

  2397. obey

  2398. me

  2399. obey

  2400. me

  2401. about

  2402. the

  2403. tree

  2404. obey

  2405. me

  2406. and

  2407. you

  2408. will

  2409. live

  2410. and

  2411. he

  2412. chose

  2413. not

  2414. to

  2415. the

  2416. second

  2417. Adam

  2418. is

  2419. in

  2420. a

  2421. garden

  2422. the

  2423. representative

  2424. of

  2425. the

  2426. human

  2427. family

  2428. obey

  2429. me

  2430. about

  2431. the

  2432. cross

  2433. about

  2434. the

  2435. tree

  2436. obey

  2437. me

  2438. and

  2439. I

  2440. will

  2441. crush

  2442. you

  2443. abandon

  2444. you

  2445. agony

  2446. when I

  2447. completely

  2448. withdraw

  2449. from

  2450. you

  2451. obey

  2452. me

  2453. no one

  2454. has ever

  2455. been asked

  2456. to do

  2457. that

  2458. and

  2459. he

  2460. chose

  2461. to

  2462. drink

  2463. the

  2464. cup

  2465. your

  2466. will

  2467. be

  2468. done

  2469. he's

  2470. our

  2471. Passover

  2472. lamb

  2473. he's

  2474. our

  2475. true

  2476. and

  2477. better

  2478. Adam

  2479. the

  2480. head

  2481. of

  2482. the

  2483. new

  2484. family

  2485. it's

  2486. his

  2487. obedience

  2488. that

  2489. covers

  2490. his

  2491. family

  2492. what can

  2493. I ask

  2494. have you

  2495. have you

  2496. come to

  2497. him

  2498. to take

  2499. shelter

  2500. under

  2501. his

  2502. blood

  2503. please

  2504. don't

  2505. be

  2506. I don't

  2507. know if

  2508. you're

  2509. new to

  2510. Christianity

  2511. or

  2512. looking

  2513. into

  2514. it

  2515. but

  2516. don't

  2517. be

  2518. indifferent

  2519. about

  2520. the

  2521. idea

  2522. of

  2523. God's

  2524. anger

  2525. we

  2526. use

  2527. hell

  2528. as a

  2529. bit

  2530. of

  2531. a

  2532. curse

  2533. word

  2534. we

  2535. make

  2536. jokes

  2537. about

  2538. it

  2539. but

  2540. look

  2541. at

  2542. the

  2543. terror

  2544. of

  2545. the

  2546. son

  2547. of

  2548. God

  2549. in

  2550. Gethsemane

  2551. it's

  2552. right

  2553. to be

  2554. afraid

  2555. but

  2556. be

  2557. afraid

  2558. so

  2559. that

  2560. you

  2561. come

  2562. to

  2563. him

  2564. he

  2565. alone

  2566. can

  2567. obey

  2568. in

  2569. your

  2570. place

  2571. he

  2572. alone

  2573. can

  2574. drink

  2575. that

  2576. cup

  2577. you

  2578. can't

  2579. drink

  2580. it

  2581. I

  2582. can't

  2583. drink

  2584. it

  2585. I

  2586. don't

  2587. want

  2588. to

  2589. drink

  2590. it

  2591. I

  2592. won't

  2593. have

  2594. a

  2595. drink

  2596. thanks

  2597. to

  2598. him

  2599. but

  2600. also

  2601. if

  2602. you're

  2603. a

  2604. believer

  2605. who

  2606. is

  2607. afraid

  2608. that

  2609. your

  2610. faithlessness

  2611. you

  2612. just

  2613. think

  2614. he'll

  2615. give

  2616. up

  2617. on

  2618. you

  2619. and

  2620. you

  2621. can't

  2622. keep

  2623. up

  2624. your

  2625. side

  2626. of

  2627. the

  2628. relationship

  2629. look

  2630. at

  2631. the

  2632. faithlessness

  2633. of

  2634. these

  2635. disciples

  2636. he

  2637. knows

  2638. that

  2639. he

  2640. knows

  2641. our

  2642. weakness

  2643. and

  2644. he

  2645. chose

  2646. to

  2647. pick

  2648. up

  2649. the

  2650. cuff

  2651. for

  2652. you

  2653. there's

  2654. nothing

  2655. you

  2656. can

  2657. do

  2658. he's

  2659. taken

  2660. hell

  2661. for

  2662. you

  2663. knowing

  2664. we

  2665. are

  2666. so

  2667. weak

  2668. you

  2669. can't

  2670. stuff

  2671. it

  2672. up

  2673. now

  2674. because

  2675. he

  2676. chose

  2677. to

  2678. pick

  2679. up

  2680. the

  2681. cup

  2682. looking

  2683. at

  2684. his

  2685. choice

  2686. that

  2687. empowers

  2688. us

  2689. to

  2690. voluntarily

  2691. choose

  2692. to

  2693. pray

  2694. your

  2695. will

  2696. be

  2697. done

  2698. God

  2699. never

  2700. will

  2701. set

  2702. before

  2703. you

  2704. the

  2705. cup

  2706. of

  2707. wrath

  2708. never

  2709. is

  2710. a bit

  2711. random

  2712. but

  2713. I

  2714. was

  2715. doing

  2716. washing

  2717. up

  2718. in

  2719. the

  2720. sink

  2721. once

  2722. and

  2723. I

  2724. cut

  2725. myself

  2726. on

  2727. tongs

  2728. I

  2729. don't

  2730. know

  2731. how

  2732. you

  2733. do

  2734. that

  2735. but

  2736. I

  2737. managed

  2738. to

  2739. do

  2740. that

  2741. and

  2742. I

  2743. was

  2744. bleeding

  2745. in

  2746. the

  2747. sink

  2748. while

  2749. was

  2750. trying

  2751. to

  2752. dress

  2753. my

  2754. wound

  2755. for

  2756. some

  2757. reason

  2758. that

  2759. was

  2760. just

  2761. the

  2762. moment

  2763. in

  2764. my

  2765. life

  2766. where

  2767. I

  2768. saw

  2769. my

  2770. blood

  2771. and

  2772. I

  2773. knew

  2774. that

  2775. I

  2776. will

  2777. never

  2778. be

  2779. caused

  2780. pain

  2781. as

  2782. punishment

  2783. it

  2784. never

  2785. means

  2786. his

  2787. anger

  2788. not

  2789. wrath

  2790. he

  2791. never

  2792. sets

  2793. the

  2794. cup

  2795. of

  2796. wrath

  2797. before

  2798. us

  2799. because

  2800. it's

  2801. already

  2802. been

  2803. drunk

  2804. he

  2805. sets

  2806. before

  2807. us

  2808. things

  2809. very

  2810. precious

  2811. in

  2812. our

  2813. life

  2814. that

  2815. we

  2816. don't

  2817. want

  2818. to

  2819. let

  2820. go

  2821. of

  2822. because

  2823. he

  2824. wants

  2825. to

  2826. give

  2827. us

  2828. more

  2829. he

  2830. sets

  2831. before

  2832. us

  2833. very

  2834. hard

  2835. things

  2836. to

  2837. do

  2838. hard

  2839. situations

  2840. but

  2841. there's

  2842. only

  2843. one

  2844. thing

  2845. strong

  2846. enough

  2847. to

  2848. convince

  2849. our

  2850. hearts

  2851. to

  2852. voluntarily

  2853. choose

  2854. to

  2855. pray

  2856. my

  2857. deepest

  2858. desire

  2859. is

  2860. your

  2861. will

  2862. be

  2863. done

  2864. is

  2865. if

  2866. we

  2867. look

  2868. at

  2869. Jesus

  2870. in

  2871. Gethsemane

  2872. and

  2873. he

  2874. did

  2875. it

  2876. for

  2877. me

  2878. he

  2879. took

  2880. hell

  2881. for

  2882. me

  2883. Elizabeth

  2884. Elliot

  2885. many

  2886. will

  2887. know

  2888. her

  2889. name

  2890. she

  2891. was

  2892. telling

  2893. the

  2894. story

  2895. of

  2896. what

  2897. God

  2898. used

  2899. in

  2900. her

  2901. life

  2902. to

  2903. teach

  2904. her

  2905. to

  2906. trust

  2907. his

  2908. will

  2909. she

  2910. tells

  2911. this

  2912. story

  2913. when

  2914. I

  2915. was

  2916. about

  2917. four

  2918. years

  2919. old

  2920. a

  2921. young

  2922. woman

  2923. who

  2924. was

  2925. on

  2926. her

  2927. way

  2928. to

  2929. China

  2930. as

  2931. a

  2932. missionary

  2933. visited

  2934. our

  2935. home

  2936. when

  2937. I

  2938. was

  2939. eight

  2940. years

  2941. old

  2942. I

  2943. found

  2944. out

  2945. that

  2946. John

  2947. and

  2948. Betty

  2949. Stam

  2950. this

  2951. woman

  2952. who

  2953. came

  2954. to

  2955. visit

  2956. had

  2957. been

  2958. captured

  2959. by

  2960. Chinese

  2961. communists

  2962. chained

  2963. together

  2964. stripped

  2965. half

  2966. naked

  2967. and

  2968. marched

  2969. through

  2970. the

  2971. streets

  2972. of

  2973. a

  2974. little

  2975. village

  2976. and

  2977. they

  2978. were

  2979. both

  2980. beheaded

  2981. when

  2982. I

  2983. was

  2984. 12

  2985. I

  2986. found

  2987. a

  2988. prayer

  2989. that

  2990. Betty

  2991. had

  2992. written

  2993. when

  2994. she

  2995. was

  2996. about

  2997. 18

  2998. years

  2999. old

  3000. I

  3001. was

  3002. so

  3003. taken

  3004. by

  3005. it

  3006. and

  3007. wanted

  3008. to

  3009. make

  3010. it

  3011. my

  3012. own

  3013. prayer

  3014. that

  3015. I

  3016. copied

  3017. it

  3018. into

  3019. the

  3020. back

  3021. of

  3022. my

  3023. Bible

  3024. and

  3025. little

  3026. could

  3027. Betty

  3028. have

  3029. ever

  3030. imagined

  3031. that

  3032. anyone

  3033. would

  3034. ever

  3035. read

  3036. that

  3037. prayer

  3038. she

  3039. just

  3040. had

  3041. put

  3042. it

  3043. down

  3044. in

  3045. her

  3046. own

  3047. Bible

  3048. !

  3049. Lord

  3050. I

  3051. give

  3052. up

  3053. all

  3054. my

  3055. own

  3056. plans

  3057. and

  3058. purposes

  3059. all

  3060. my

  3061. own

  3062. desires

  3063. and

  3064. hopes

  3065. and

  3066. accept

  3067. thy

  3068. will

  3069. for

  3070. my

  3071. life

  3072. I

  3073. give

  3074. myself

  3075. my

  3076. life

  3077. my

  3078. all

  3079. utterly

  3080. to

  3081. thee

  3082. to be

  3083. thine

  3084. forever

  3085. fill

  3086. me

  3087. and

  3088. seal

  3089. me

  3090. with

  3091. thy

  3092. Holy

  3093. Spirit

  3094. use

  3095. me

  3096. as

  3097. thou

  3098. wilt

  3099. send

  3100. me

  3101. where

  3102. thou

  3103. wilt

  3104. and

  3105. work

  3106. out

  3107. thy

  3108. whole

  3109. will

  3110. in

  3111. my

  3112. life

  3113. at

  3114. any

  3115. cost

  3116. now

  3117. and

  3118. forever

  3119. if

  3120. we

  3121. look

  3122. at

  3123. him

  3124. in

  3125. the

  3126. garden

  3127. who

  3128. for

  3129. your

  3130. sake

  3131. drank

  3132. the

  3133. cup

  3134. of

  3135. wrath

  3136. your

  3137. heart

  3138. my

  3139. heart

  3140. I'm

  3141. still

  3142. learning

  3143. this

  3144. can

  3145. choose

  3146. freely

  3147. choose

  3148. to

  3149. say

  3150. my

  3151. father

  3152. your

  3153. will

  3154. your

  3155. will

  3156. be

  3157. done

  3158. will

  3159. you pray

  3160. with me

  3161. let's

  3162. pray

  3163. father

  3164. impress

  3165. upon

  3166. our

  3167. hearts

  3168. the

  3169. depth

  3170. of

  3171. your

  3172. love

  3173. and

  3174. Christ's

  3175. love

  3176. for

  3177. us

  3178. so

  3179. that

  3180. you

  3181. would

  3182. teach

  3183. us

  3184. to

  3185. wrestle

  3186. with

  3187. you

  3188. in

  3189. prayer

  3190. in

  3191. every

  3192. situation

  3193. so

  3194. that

  3195. you

  3196. might

  3197. find

  3198. in

  3199. our

  3200. hearts

  3201. that

  3202. deep

  3203. down

  3204. our

  3205. deepest

  3206. longing

  3207. is

  3208. that

  3209. we

  3210. trust

  3211. you

  3212. that

  3213. you

  3214. are

  3215. good

  3216. and

  3217. that

  3218. we

  3219. want

  3220. you

  3221. to

  3222. be

  3223. glorified

  3224. in

  3225. every

  3226. situation

  3227. we

  3228. want

  3229. you

  3230. to

  3231. restore

  3232. us

  3233. to

  3234. the

  3235. image

  3236. of

  3237. Christ

  3238. for

  3239. our

  3240. eternal

  3241. happiness

  3242. that

  3243. will

  3244. be

  3245. used

  3246. by

  3247. you

  3248. for

  3249. the

  3250. salvation

  3251. of

  3252. others

  3253. Lord

  3254. find

  3255. in

  3256. us

  3257. that

  3258. willingness

  3259. to pray

  3260. your

  3261. will

  3262. be

  3263. done

  3264. and

  3265. to

  3266. delight

  3267. in

  3268. your

  3269. will

  3270. in

  3271. Jesus

  3272. name

  3273. I

  3274. pray

  3275. Amen