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  1. Good morning, everyone. The reading is from Matthew 26, starting at verse 57, reading to 27, verse 2.

  2. !

  3. That they might put him to death.

  4. But they found none, though many false witnesses came forward.

  5. At last, two came forward and said,

  6. This man said, I am able to destroy the temple of God and to rebuild it in three days.

  7. And the high priest stood up and said,

  8. Have you no answer to make? What is it that these men testify against you?

  9. But Jesus remained silent.

  10. And the high priest said to him,

  11. I adjure you by the living God.

  12. Tell us, if you are the Christ, the Son of God.

  13. Jesus said to him,

  14. You have said so, but I tell you, from now on,

  15. you will see the Son of Man seated at the right hand of power and coming on the clouds of heaven.

  16. Then the high priest tore his robes and said,

  17. He has uttered blasphemy. What further witnesses do we need?

  18. You have now heard his blasphemy.

  19. What is your judgment?

  20. They answered, He deserves death.

  21. Then they spit in his face and struck him.

  22. And some slapped him, saying,

  23. Prophesy to us, you Christ.

  24. Who is it that struck you?

  25. Now Peter was sitting outside in the courtyard.

  26. And a servant girl came up to him and said,

  27. You also were with Jesus, a Galilean.

  28. But he denied it before them all, saying,

  29. I do not know what you mean.

  30. And when he went out to the entrance,

  31. another servant girl saw him,

  32. and she said to the bystanders,

  33. This man was with Jesus of Nazareth.

  34. And again he denied it with an oath,

  35. I do not know the man.

  36. After a little while,

  37. the bystanders came up and said to Peter,

  38. Certainly you too are one of them,

  39. for your accent betrays you.

  40. Then he began to invoke a curse on himself and to swear,

  41. I do not know the man.

  42. And immediately the rooster crowed.

  43. And Peter remembered the saying of Jesus,

  44. Before the rooster crows,

  45. you will deny me three times.

  46. And he went out and wept bitterly.

  47. When morning came,

  48. all the chief priests and the elders of the people

  49. took counsel against Jesus to put him to death.

  50. And they bound him and led him away

  51. and delivered him over to Pilate, the governor.

  52. Well, good morning everyone.

  53. Will you pray with me as we come to God's word?

  54. Father, we always need your help

  55. to understand your word and believe and obey

  56. and be full of your son and your grace.

  57. And so I ask that you be with us now in Jesus' name.

  58. Amen.

  59. Just a show of hands.

  60. Who knows what TED Talks are?

  61. How much do I have to explain?

  62. Okay.

  63. TED Talks are just experts in their field

  64. give really short talks,

  65. probably shorter than mine today.

  66. I'm sorry.

  67. 15 minutes or so.

  68. They're experts in their field.

  69. Hopefully I pronounced her name right.

  70. Brené Brown.

  71. Her TED Talk is the fourth most watched.

  72. After two decades of her research,

  73. I just want to share a few of her insights.

  74. So let me quote.

  75. Connection is why we're here.

  76. It's what gives purpose and meaning to our lives.

  77. Neurobiologically, that's how we're wired.

  78. It's why we're here.

  79. But when you ask people about love,

  80. they tell you about heartbreak.

  81. When you ask people about belonging,

  82. they'll tell you their most excruciating experiences

  83. of being excluded.

  84. When you ask people about connection,

  85. the stories they told me were about disconnection.

  86. I ran into this unnamed thing

  87. that absolutely unraveled connection.

  88. Shame.

  89. Is there something about me

  90. that if other people know it or see it,

  91. that I won't be worthy of connection?

  92. I'm not good enough.

  93. I'm not rich enough, beautiful enough,

  94. smart enough, whatever.

  95. I'm guessing this is hitting a nerve

  96. because a lot of eyes have stopped looking at me here.

  97. Only one variable, I'm still quoting,

  98. that separated the people

  99. who have a strong sense of love and belonging

  100. and the people who really struggle for it,

  101. and that was the people who have a strong sense of love and belonging

  102. believe they're worthy of love and belonging.

  103. That's it.

  104. They believe they're worthy.

  105. End quote.

  106. Now, Genesis 1-3 has said this for millennia,

  107. but it helps.

  108. It helps to have an expert in people confirm it.

  109. Connection.

  110. We're made for it.

  111. But that shame, that fear of being unworthy is in all of us.

  112. It's not some.

  113. It's in all of us.

  114. I think in our passage today,

  115. we're going to see the only reason

  116. you and I can know for certain

  117. we are worthy of connection.

  118. And it is so strong

  119. that we can even move towards people

  120. who treat us as unworthy.

  121. So please,

  122. have your Bibles open

  123. or on your phones, whatever.

  124. We're in Matthew 26.

  125. We're in the courtroom.

  126. Well, I'll describe the setting in a moment,

  127. but first I want to illustrate

  128. the injustice of this scene we're entering.

  129. Okay, illustration.

  130. The elders here at Grace have decided

  131. to excommunicate Andrew Wilkinson.

  132. Now, this is the first he's hearing about it.

  133. Now, we don't have a reason yet

  134. just to quote Hunt for the Wilder People.

  135. He's a real bad egg.

  136. Now, I'm just wondering,

  137. would anyone like to come up to the microphone

  138. and just provide some reasons

  139. that we should excommunicate him?

  140. Anyone want to?

  141. Okay.

  142. We love you, Andrew.

  143. We love you.

  144. Now, I'm also aware that that illustration

  145. is going to be a bit triggering

  146. for some in this room

  147. who have experienced rejection from the church,

  148. but I want us to feel just,

  149. not just,

  150. how unjust

  151. this trial is.

  152. He's standing there as the accused.

  153. They've decided the sentence already

  154. in verse 59.

  155. Now, the chief priests

  156. and the whole council

  157. were seeking false testimony

  158. against Jesus

  159. that they might put him to death,

  160. and there's no charge yet.

  161. They're spending the night

  162. bringing in witness after witness

  163. to find some mud

  164. that's going to stick.

  165. There's so many breaches

  166. of Jewish law in this scene

  167. that later writings of the Mishnah

  168. required.

  169. It was taking place in Caiaphas' home,

  170. not in the temple precinct.

  171. Capital cases required,

  172. you could not do those at night time.

  173. Here we are in the middle of the night,

  174. through the night.

  175. There was supposed to be a minimum of two days

  176. for a trial,

  177. and blasphemy charged.

  178. The accused had to technically

  179. use the name of God

  180. for it to be a legal sense

  181. with Leviticus 24.

  182. But justice can be put aside,

  183. is their thinking.

  184. The hour demands it.

  185. They've got to hurry.

  186. They're afraid of the crowds.

  187. If they don't hurry this night,

  188. there's going to be mob violence

  189. the next day.

  190. He's arrested Thursday night.

  191. Sabbath begins Friday at sunset.

  192. He needs to be dead by then.

  193. Pilate sees cases brought to him

  194. in the morning.

  195. They've got to get it done by dawn

  196. so that he's dead by dusk.

  197. And they need a charge against him

  198. that will satisfy the Jewish crowds.

  199. It is so unjust.

  200. If anyone's wondering,

  201. if you want a picture of all the Gospels

  202. in terms of the flow of events here,

  203. the most likely harmonisation

  204. of the four Gospels

  205. is that first he's examined by Annas,

  206. seems to be a more private examination.

  207. Then, while the Sanhedrin

  208. is getting together,

  209. you only needed 23 of the 70 council

  210. to make a quorum.

  211. So while they'll get together,

  212. we shouldn't see the whole 70.

  213. But then we've got this scene

  214. before the courtroom.

  215. And then you'll notice

  216. in chapter 27, verse 1,

  217. when morning came,

  218. all the chief priests

  219. and the elders turned up

  220. and they confirmed the decision,

  221. probably in the temple court,

  222. and then they take him off to Pilate.

  223. Now, can I quickly pause

  224. and just say,

  225. there's no grounds here

  226. for anti-Semitism.

  227. There's some awful anti-Semitism

  228. going on in Australia.

  229. This is not grounds for it.

  230. Jesus is a Jew.

  231. His first followers were Jewish.

  232. So getting back to the story.

  233. They need a charge against him

  234. that will satisfy Jewish opinion.

  235. So verse 60,

  236. at last, two came forward and said,

  237. this man said,

  238. I am able to destroy the temple of God

  239. and to rebuild it in three days.

  240. Finally, finally,

  241. they've got something

  242. approaching blasphemy here.

  243. The temple is where God put his name.

  244. His reputation is bound up in the temple.

  245. He did drive out the money changers,

  246. as we've heard.

  247. He did rearrange the furniture,

  248. claiming it's his own house.

  249. You can only rearrange furniture

  250. in your own house.

  251. He said,

  252. my father's house

  253. will be called a house of prayer.

  254. Now, is the charge true?

  255. Is it accurate?

  256. When he prophesied the destruction

  257. of the temple in 70 AD,

  258. that was to his disciples in private.

  259. What he said in public

  260. is in John chapter 2.

    John 2 chapter mention

  261. Destroy this temple

  262. and in three days I will raise it up.

  263. And John adds,

  264. he was speaking about the temple of his body.

  265. He didn't actually,

  266. the charge is close,

  267. but it's not accurate.

  268. He didn't say he will destroy the temple.

  269. He said he would be destroyed.

  270. He will be the temple.

  271. He will be that high priest

  272. who connects us to God.

  273. He will be that final sacrifice

  274. that deals with sin.

  275. He will be the meeting place of God.

  276. So the charge isn't true.

  277. And I bet every fibre of his being

  278. wants to defend himself.

  279. How do you go

  280. when someone says something untrue

  281. about what you said or did?

  282. How do you like the thought

  283. that people you care about

  284. have a false view of you?

  285. I remember being hit

  286. by a rubber in class at school

  287. and the teacher saw my reaction

  288. being hit by this projectile

  289. and I got put on detention.

  290. You teenagers at school

  291. know the destructive power

  292. of gossip.

  293. Or at work

  294. and you're treated as a scapegoat

  295. for some error,

  296. the company made.

  297. How do you go?

  298. What many people have found

  299. so unique about Jesus

  300. is

  301. like a lamb

  302. that is led to the slaughter

  303. and like a sheep

  304. for its shearers

  305. is silent

  306. so he opened not

  307. his mouth.

  308. His silence

  309. is

  310. its incredible strength.

  311. His silence

  312. but it frustrates

  313. Caiaphas

  314. almost got him

  315. but he doesn't

  316. incriminate himself

  317. and so he puts him

  318. under oath

  319. before God.

  320. Now

  321. he's trying to force

  322. the situation.

  323. If you remain silent

  324. under oath

  325. you're breaking

  326. the law.

  327. If you

  328. retreat

  329. and say

  330. you're not the Messiah

  331. crisis over

  332. because word will spread

  333. if you affirm it

  334. well

  335. you have to be guilty

  336. and

  337. so he's forcing

  338. the issue.

  339. I adjure you

  340. by the living God

  341. tell us

  342. if you are the Christ

  343. the son

  344. of God.

  345. have you ever

  346. thought about

  347. how unusual

  348. that question is?

  349. Have you ever

  350. been asked that

  351. before?

  352. You are

  353. your words

  354. and your life

  355. there's something

  356. about you

  357. tell me

  358. are you

  359. the Christ?

  360. This is such

  361. a strange

  362. question

  363. in history

  364. it's remarkable

  365. that

  366. this learned

  367. high priest

  368. even asked

  369. this question

  370. but then

  371. knowing the

  372. hatred and

  373. rejection

  374. Jesus would

  375. receive

  376. his response

  377. is

  378. more remarkable

  379. it's out of this

  380. world

  381. he doesn't

  382. shrink back

  383. but he tells

  384. the truth

  385. so verse 64

  386. is key here

  387. Matthew

  388. often picks

  389. a saying

  390. of Jesus

  391. that interprets

  392. the whole

  393. story

  394. and here we

  395. have it

  396. verse 64

  397. is the key

  398. to this

  399. story

  400. let me read

  401. it again

  402. Jesus said

  403. to him

  404. you have

  405. said so

  406. but I tell

  407. you

  408. from now on

  409. you will see

  410. the son of

  411. man

  412. seated

  413. at the

  414. right hand

  415. of power

  416. and coming

  417. on the

  418. clouds

  419. of heaven

  420. so there's

  421. two parts

  422. of this

  423. you have

  424. said so

  425. it seems

  426. to be

  427. a reluctant

  428. yes

  429. we should

  430. probably hear

  431. it as

  432. well

  433. in a sense

  434. yes

  435. but not

  436. what you

  437. think

  438. not this

  439. political

  440. idea

  441. of Messiah

  442. who would

  443. vanquish

  444. the Romans

  445. and

  446. establish

  447. the Jewish

  448. authorities

  449. and

  450. not in

  451. that sense

  452. in a sense

  453. you're right

  454. in calling

  455. me Christ

  456. son of

  457. God

  458. but I'm

  459. going to

  460. pick a

  461. different

  462. phrase

  463. so that

  464. you understand

  465. me

  466. son of

  467. man

  468. and

  469. bows

  470. open

  471. the

  472. morning

  473. for us

  474. already

  475. to understand

  476. he's

  477. upping

  478. the ante

  479. here

  480. the prophet

  481. Daniel

  482. he's a

  483. Jewish

  484. man

  485. he could

  486. not

  487. imagine

  488. anyone

  489. being seen

  490. as divine

  491. except

  492. Yahweh

  493. but then

  494. he's given

  495. the vision

  496. behold

  497. with

  498. clouds

  499. of

  500. heaven

  501. there

  502. came

  503. one

  504. like

  505. a

  506. son

  507. of

  508. man

  509. a

  510. human

  511. being

  512. and

  513. he

  514. came

  515. to

  516. the

  517. ancient

  518. of

  519. days

  520. and

  521. he

  522. was

  523. presented

  524. before

  525. him

  526. and

  527. to

  528. him

  529. was

  530. given

  531. dominion

  532. and

  533. glory

  534. and

  535. a

  536. kingdom

  537. that

  538. all

  539. peoples

  540. nations

  541. and

  542. languages

  543. should

  544. serve

  545. him

  546. his

  547. dominion

  548. is

  549. an

  550. everlasting

  551. dominion

  552. which

  553. shall

  554. not

  555. pass

  556. away

  557. some

  558. people

  559. ask

  560. what's

  561. the

  562. difference

  563. between

  564. Christianity

  565. and

  566. other

  567. religions

  568. all

  569. religions

  570. are

  571. making

  572. truth

  573. claims

  574. the

  575. difference

  576. is

  577. look

  578. at

  579. this

  580. prisoner

  581. here's

  582. this

  583. prisoner

  584. standing

  585. before

  586. the

  587. judges

  588. saying

  589. you're

  590. not

  591. going

  592. to

  593. see

  594. me

  595. like

  596. this

  597. again

  598. how

  599. I

  600. am

  601. today

  602. but

  603. you

  604. will

  605. see

  606. me

  607. when

  608. God

  609. gives

  610. me

  611. dominion

  612. over

  613. all

  614. the

  615. world

  616. when

  617. I'm

  618. seated

  619. on

  620. that

  621. glorious

  622. throne

  623. and

  624. all

  625. the

  626. nations

  627. including

  628. you

  629. Caiaphas

  630. including

  631. you

  632. in

  633. this

  634. room

  635. and

  636. me

  637. all

  638. will

  639. stand

  640. before

  641. me

  642. and

  643. I

  644. hold

  645. the

  646. destiny

  647. of

  648. everyone

  649. in

  650. my

  651. hands

  652. you

  653. see

  654. me

  655. as

  656. a

  657. blasphemer

  658. that

  659. God's

  660. angry

  661. at

  662. me

  663. no

  664. the

  665. father

  666. delights

  667. in

  668. me

  669. honouring

  670. me

  671. as

  672. the

  673. object

  674. of

  675. the

  676. world's

  677. worship

  678. you

  679. sentence

  680. me

  681. to

  682. death

  683. I'm

  684. going

  685. to

  686. rise

  687. and

  688. I'm

  689. going

  690. to

  691. come

  692. on

  693. the

  694. clouds

  695. of

  696. heaven

  697. who

  698. is

  699. this

  700. guy

  701. saying

  702. this

  703. to

  704. quote

  705. to

  706. quote

  707. C.

  708. S.

  709. Lewis

  710. because

  711. he can

  712. say it

  713. better

  714. than

  715. me

  716. man

  717. then

  718. comes

  719. to

  720. man

  721. to

  722. God

  723. says

  724. he

  725. was

  726. a

  727. man

  728. who

  729. goes

  730. about

  731. talking

  732. as

  733. if

  734. he

  735. was

  736. God

  737. claims

  738. to

  739. forgive

  740. sins

  741. says

  742. he

  743. always

  744. existed

  745. says

  746. he's

  747. coming

  748. to

  749. judge

  750. the

  751. world

  752. at

  753. the

  754. end

  755. of

  756. time

  757. now

  758. let's

  759. get

  760. this

  761. clear

  762. among

  763. pantheists

  764. anyone

  765. might

  766. say

  767. that he

  768. was

  769. a

  770. part

  771. of

  772. God

  773. or

  774. one

  775. with

  776. God

  777. there's

  778. nothing

  779. very

  780. odd

  781. about

  782. that

  783. but

  784. this

  785. man

  786. since

  787. he

  788. was

  789. a

  790. Jew

  791. could

  792. not

  793. mean

  794. that

  795. kind

  796. of

  797. God

  798. God

  799. in

  800. Jewish

  801. language

  802. meant

  803. a

  804. being

  805. outside

  806. the

  807. world

  808. who'd

  809. made

  810. it

  811. and was

  812. infinitely

  813. different

  814. from

  815. anything

  816. else

  817. when

  818. you

  819. grasp

  820. that

  821. you'll

  822. see

  823. that

  824. what

  825. this

  826. man

  827. said

  828. was

  829. quite

  830. simply

  831. the

  832. most

  833. shocking

  834. thing

  835. that

  836. has

  837. ever

  838. been

  839. uttered

  840. by

  841. human

  842. lips

  843. so

  844. what

  845. is

  846. he

  847. worthy

  848. of

  849. what

  850. do

  851. you

  852. think

  853. he's

  854. worthy

  855. of

  856. Caiaphas

  857. asked

  858. that

  859. question

  860. to

  861. the

  862. room

  863. and

  864. they

  865. say

  866. he's

  867. worthy

  868. of

  869. death

  870. the

  871. high

  872. priest

  873. tears

  874. his

  875. robes

  876. in

  877. anger

  878. in

  879. grief

  880. that

  881. this

  882. man

  883. has

  884. claimed

  885. the

  886. place

  887. of

  888. God

  889. and

  890. maybe

  891. to

  892. quieten

  893. their

  894. own

  895. conscience

  896. for

  897. condemning

  898. an

  899. innocent

  900. man

  901. I'm

  902. not

  903. sure

  904. why

  905. they

  906. do

  907. that

  908. they

  909. spit

  910. in

  911. his

  912. face

  913. struck

  914. him

  915. slapped

  916. him

  917. mock

  918. him

  919. prophesy

  920. to

  921. us

  922. Christ

  923. who

  924. is

  925. it

  926. that

  927. struck

  928. you

  929. the

  930. one

  931. who

  932. alone

  933. is

  934. worthy

  935. of

  936. all

  937. our

  938. connection

  939. all

  940. our

  941. love

  942. is

  943. put to

  944. shame

  945. he's

  946. hated

  947. he's

  948. rejected

  949. he's

  950. condemned

  951. and

  952. amazingly

  953. again

  954. he

  955. who

  956. called

  957. down

  958. twelve

  959. legions

  960. of

  961. angels

  962. remained

  963. silent

  964. rejected

  965. by

  966. all

  967. and

  968. he

  969. remained

  970. silent

  971. and

  972. then we

  973. come to

  974. Peter

  975. verse

  976. 58

  977. Peter

  978. follows

  979. at a

  980. distance

  981. he

  982. seems

  983. to be

  984. halfway

  985. between

  986. courage

  987. and

  988. cowardice

  989. he's

  990. faced

  991. with the

  992. fear

  993. of

  994. experiencing

  995. the same

  996. injustice

  997. and

  998. hatred

  999. that

  1000. when

  1001. the

  1002. servant

  1003. girl

  1004. implies

  1005. the

  1006. accusation

  1007. you

  1008. also

  1009. were

  1010. with

  1011. him

  1012. publicly

  1013. whoever

  1014. was

  1015. listening

  1016. before

  1017. them

  1018. all

  1019. he

  1020. lies

  1021. I

  1022. don't

  1023. know

  1024. what

  1025. you

  1026. mean

  1027. he

  1028. seems

  1029. to

  1030. retreat

  1031. further

  1032. away

  1033. probably

  1034. into

  1035. the

  1036. darkness

  1037. and

  1038. another

  1039. servant

  1040. girl

  1041. accuses

  1042. him

  1043. and

  1044. he

  1045. intensifies

  1046. his

  1047. lie

  1048. with

  1049. an

  1050. oath

  1051. before

  1052. God

  1053. I

  1054. do

  1055. not

  1056. know

  1057. the

  1058. man

  1059. having

  1060. lied

  1061. twice

  1062. the

  1063. third

  1064. accusation

  1065. he

  1066. calls

  1067. God's

  1068. curse

  1069. down

  1070. on

  1071. him

  1072. I

  1073. do

  1074. not

  1075. know

  1076. the

  1077. man

  1078. us

  1079. westerners

  1080. probably

  1081. see him

  1082. weeping

  1083. outside

  1084. when the

  1085. rooster

  1086. crows

  1087. we

  1088. probably

  1089. see that

  1090. as guilt

  1091. he's

  1092. done

  1093. the

  1094. wrong

  1095. thing

  1096. now

  1097. that

  1098. I'm

  1099. sure

  1100. there

  1101. is

  1102. guilt

  1103. I

  1104. think

  1105. it

  1106. goes

  1107. deeper

  1108. Peter's

  1109. identity

  1110. is

  1111. shattered

  1112. at this

  1113. point

  1114. who

  1115. is he

  1116. is he

  1117. the

  1118. Peter

  1119. of

  1120. verse

  1121. 35

  1122. or

  1123. is he

  1124. the

  1125. Peter

  1126. of

  1127. verse

  1128. 74

  1129. which

  1130. Peter

  1131. am I

  1132. even

  1133. if I

  1134. must

  1135. die

  1136. with

  1137. you

  1138. I

  1139. will

  1140. never

  1141. deny

  1142. you

  1143. or

  1144. am

  1145. I

  1146. the

  1147. Peter

  1148. who

  1149. calls

  1150. down

  1151. God's

  1152. curse

  1153. and

  1154. three

  1155. times

  1156. I

  1157. do

  1158. not

  1159. know

  1160. the

  1161. man

  1162. he

  1163. shattered

  1164. who

  1165. am

  1166. I

  1167. he's

  1168. weeping

  1169. bitterly

  1170. in

  1171. shame

  1172. I

  1173. think

  1174. any

  1175. sense

  1176. of

  1177. self

  1178. worth

  1179. of

  1180. God's

  1181. connection

  1182. and

  1183. Jesus

  1184. connection

  1185. is

  1186. shattered

  1187. he

  1188. feels

  1189. so

  1190. ashamed

  1191. rejecting

  1192. rejecting

  1193. his

  1194. friend

  1195. rejecting

  1196. his

  1197. Lord

  1198. something

  1199. a question

  1200. that came

  1201. to my

  1202. mind

  1203. is

  1204. Peter's

  1205. denials

  1206. didn't

  1207. actually

  1208. affect

  1209. the

  1210. outcome

  1211. of

  1212. Jesus

  1213. going

  1214. to the

  1215. cross

  1216. or not

  1217. it

  1218. didn't

  1219. affect

  1220. the

  1221. court

  1222. why

  1223. do

  1224. all

  1225. four

  1226. gospels

  1227. emphasise

  1228. Peter's

  1229. denials

  1230. in

  1231. any

  1232. religion

  1233. any

  1234. belief

  1235. system

  1236. any

  1237. friendship

  1238. group

  1239. any

  1240. family

  1241. any

  1242. political

  1243. party

  1244. any

  1245. club

  1246. do

  1247. !

  1248. Not even his closest followers are loyal as he deserves.

  1249. Every single person is unworthy of connection with God.

  1250. Enemies and friends rejected him.

  1251. I think Peter illustrates the primary cause for Jesus being killed.

  1252. See if you can agree with Don Carson when he says this.

  1253. Every Christian is as guilty of putting Jesus on the cross as Caiaphas.

  1254. But thoughtful believers will surely admit that their own guilt is what drove Jesus to the cross.

  1255. I think Peter's here so that we go, I put Jesus on the cross.

  1256. Which is the true Dave Bott, the one who preaches on a Sunday, hopefully sometimes confidently and passionately,

  1257. or the one who in conversation in private has an opportunity to say he loves Jesus and keeps his mouth shut in fear and shame.

  1258. Which is the true Dave Bott?

  1259. Now I could pick heaps of other inconsistencies.

  1260. Caiaphas wasn't the primary cause.

  1261. What drove Jesus to the cross was his desire to do the Father's will in moving in love towards our unworthiness,

  1262. in our rejection of him, to unite us to him forever.

  1263. He moves in love towards our faithlessness.

  1264. I think Peter is like the Apostle Paul.

  1265. Do you remember where Apostle Paul, he counts himself as the chief of sinners

  1266. so that the rest of us might know God's amazing patience and mercy?

  1267. I think Peter is like that.

  1268. When we look at Peter, you and I can be assured,

  1269. as we see Jesus' commitment to Peter,

  1270. he tells Peter ahead of time,

  1271. you will fail me.

  1272. Within hours, you will fail me.

  1273. And Luke's Gospel says,

  1274. at this moment he looked Jesus in the eyes.

  1275. What piercing shame,

  1276. but I think also connection.

  1277. I think in Peter,

  1278. we see the only way you and I can know for certain we're worthy of connection.

  1279. It's not the Peter who believed in himself.

  1280. Even if I must die with you,

  1281. I will not deny you.

  1282. Here's how you can be worthy of connection.

  1283. Be broken.

  1284. Weeping.

  1285. Ashamed.

  1286. Spiritually bankrupt.

  1287. Unworthy.

  1288. And then seeing your God move toward you

  1289. in love and commitment,

  1290. taking your shame to the cross.

  1291. I think saying, in effect,

  1292. I am committed to you.

  1293. Even to death,

  1294. knowing full well you won't treat me

  1295. with the worth I deserve.

  1296. I am committed to you.

  1297. To quote Tim Keller again,

  1298. you are absolutely

  1299. and totally adopted,

  1300. accepted,

  1301. loved,

  1302. treasured,

  1303. and delighted in

  1304. by the only person in the whole universe

  1305. whose opinion counts

  1306. and whose opinion will last.

  1307. will last.

  1308. Well, speaking to someone this week,

  1309. they've experienced unjust gossip

  1310. in the workplace and mocked and excluded.

  1311. It sounded like a kind of personal death to their identity.

  1312. It made them not want to go to work, of course,

  1313. if maybe you've experienced something like it.

  1314. But their testimony was that in that agony,

  1315. in that helplessness of the injustice of the situation,

  1316. that they found a friend.

  1317. They had a friend in Jesus that sticks closer than a brother.

  1318. They found a deeper place of personal worth.

  1319. In what they already believed,

  1320. they just now know it in a deeper, personal way.

  1321. And it turned that situation into an opportunity

  1322. to share in the sufferings of Christ,

  1323. the injustice,

  1324. and to enter that darkness

  1325. and show this world the grace of God

  1326. who moves towards our rejection in loving commitment.

  1327. I was really encouraged by it.

  1328. So can I finish just by asking,

  1329. brothers and sisters,

  1330. what opportunities has God given you at the moment

  1331. to find your worthiness of connection

  1332. in your one true heavenly friend?

  1333. friend.

  1334. Whatever sense of unworthiness

  1335. you're hearing in your own mind,

  1336. stop listening to yourself

  1337. and preach this passage to yourself.

  1338. It may be in your marriage.

  1339. You can't even reach out

  1340. and take their hand at the moment.

  1341. It may be with school friends.

  1342. It may be with your parents or with your kids.

  1343. Maybe all of the above.

  1344. But what opportunities has God given you

  1345. that you can go deeper in knowing

  1346. that your Lord is committed to you.

  1347. That you are absolutely and totally adopted

  1348. and accepted and loved and treasured

  1349. and delighted in

  1350. by the only person in the whole universe

  1351. whose opinion counts

  1352. and whose opinion will last.

  1353. and then

  1354. to willingly enter that situation

  1355. sharing in Jesus' death,

  1356. in the injustice of it,

  1357. but sharing in his resurrection life

  1358. and showing

  1359. showing those people the love of God.

  1360. Our God who moved towards us

  1361. when we rejected him.

  1362. that they too might know connection with Christ.

  1363. But what opportunities

  1364. has he given us at the moment?

  1365. Will you pray with me?

  1366. Let's pray.

  1367. Lord Jesus,

  1368. we have only scratched the surface

  1369. in terms of

  1370. how worthy you are

  1371. of

  1372. of all our heart,

  1373. soul,

  1374. mind and strength

  1375. and

  1376. seeing the awfulness

  1377. of

  1378. when we're not faithful to you.

  1379. We've only scratched the surface

  1380. but

  1381. I pray you might fill each one of us

  1382. with

  1383. how deep your commitment to us is.

  1384. Your grace

  1385. knowing full well

  1386. we can't

  1387. treat you as you deserve.

  1388. but you took the shame

  1389. we deserve.

  1390. Lord,

  1391. fill our hearts

  1392. so that we might have peace

  1393. and joy

  1394. and hope

  1395. in you

  1396. and so that we might honour you

  1397. in whatever situation

  1398. you have us in at the moment.

  1399. That we might trust

  1400. that the situation

  1401. you've got us in

  1402. is an opportunity

  1403. to display

  1404. this Christ.

  1405. Pray this in Jesus' name.

  1406. Amen.

  1407. Amen.