Sermon
Luke 12:4-12
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Transcript
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This is the joy of the evening service, right?
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The further back you sit, the further forward I can come.
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So, it's good to have you all with us tonight.
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I'm so glad you've joined us.
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We are continuing our series and looking at the theme of discipleship in the book of Luke.
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Thinking, what does it mean?
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What does it look like to follow Jesus?
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And we are glad that you are here tonight.
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But, you know, as we look at our passage, we're looking at Luke chapter 12, verses 4 through 12, page 871 in your pew Bible.
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We'll be reading that text in a minute.
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But as you turn there, it occurs to me that as we look at it, one of the big themes in it is what we're afraid of.
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And I think that, in fact, one of the things that's true of us is that what we're afraid of often tells us a lot about ourselves and who we are.
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I don't know if you're, this is an old movie reference, but if you've seen Jurassic Park, right?
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The Richard Attenborough character, John Hammond, he's the creator of the whole thing, right?
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And throughout most of the movie, he doesn't get the fact that the dinosaurs are going to eat him.
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He doesn't seem to get that they're dangerous animals that are out of control.
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He's living in this fantasy world.
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And what he, he spends the whole movie being afraid that his park is getting broken and that people's experiencers are being ruined.
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And he doesn't get the fact that there are these dinosaurs that are going to kill him.
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And it says something about what he really values in his life.
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And it says something about what he, what he really cared about.
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And I wonder if that's true for all of us too.
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What are the fears in your life?
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What's behind it?
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You know, one of the things that's true about fear is that fear only arises in our hearts when something that is valuable
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and something that we care about is threatened, right?
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So if I go up on a ropes course and I try to try, I hate heights, so this is a bad example,
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but I try to take that first step off the platform onto the rope,
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I'm afraid that I'm going to plummet to my death at the bottom of this ropes course, right?
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I feel like my life is in danger.
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That's a little example.
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But maybe there are other things that you feel like are, you easily become afraid of.
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I'm afraid of getting sick.
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Afraid of losing my job.
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I'm afraid of not finding a place of comfort and security.
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I'm afraid of living alone.
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There's so many different things that we might find ourselves afraid of.
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I'm afraid of being ignored or living a life that doesn't seem to have purpose.
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I'm afraid of being unloved.
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I'm afraid of myself and the darkness that I see in my own heart and the way I behave sometimes.
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There's all sorts of things that we can be afraid of.
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One of the things that we need to explore tonight is,
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how is it that those fears shape your life?
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And how is it that being a follower of Jesus can help us in this?
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Particularly tonight, one of the things we're going to recognize is that
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one of the greatest fears in humanity is,
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we fear what other people are going to do to us.
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We fear how they respond to us and we give them.
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There's this great book out there,
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When People Are Big and God Is Small.
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And we'll come back to that at the end and talk about what that looks like in the reverse.
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But when people are big and God is small in our lives,
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how much that warps us.
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How much that changes how we live and how we behave.
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What we want to do is look at this passage tonight
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and think about what it means to be a follower of Jesus in light of these fears.
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And particularly in light of the fear of other people and what they might do to us.
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So, that's what we're going to talk about.
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Let me pray as we look at our passage and then we'll dive in for a few minutes.
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Lord, tonight we acknowledge to you, Lord, that we are fearful.
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We acknowledge to you that, Lord, so often our hearts are ruled by it.
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God, we pray that tonight as we hear Jesus' words to us,
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Lord, that you would work in our hearts,
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Lord, to turn from fear to faith.
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To see you
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in all of your glory
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and all of your goodness to us.
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And Lord, that in doing so, you would change us.
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Lord, the things that would rule our hearts would be different.
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Because of our time tonight, we pray.
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In Jesus' name.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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So, just if you remember, in the context of the book of Luke,
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we've been looking at it for a while.
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In chapter 11, we've seen that Jesus has started to teach about what it means.
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And there's a long section where he's talking to the Pharisees and the lawyers.
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And he's basically rebuking them and provoking them,
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calling them out for their ungodly form of religion
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and the way that they are responding to him in particular.
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Or, he rebukes them for their hypocrisy
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that they want to look good on the outside
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without actually being good on the inside.
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And without...
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And rebuking them ultimately also for their pride.
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For their wanting to perform religiously
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without actually having the humility to recognize
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how much they need God
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and his gracious work in their lives.
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So, there's a strong sort of confrontation.
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And we see this in this whole section that we're preaching on in Luke.
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From chapter...
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At the end of chapter 9 all the way to chapter 19.
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Jesus has turned his face towards Jerusalem
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and he's going to the cross.
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And what we see over this time
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is this increasing pattern of conflict
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with the religious authorities.
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It's this...
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It's this increasing...
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And so, Jesus is starting to exhibit some of those things.
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And we even see the beginning of chapter 12
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where he says,
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Beware the leaven of the Pharisees,
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which is hypocrisy.
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Beware the way they are.
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He's warning his disciples,
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Look, what the religious leadership of the day in Judaism was
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was deeply problematic.
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And a lot of it was because they were rejecting Jesus.
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They were saying,
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We don't believe you have anything to say to us.
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In fact, we think you are wrong.
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And so, they're denying Jesus' role.
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So, he's set up...
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So, we've sort of seen in the context
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a setup of growing conflict
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of if you're going to follow me,
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there are these other forces out there
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that you're going to have issues with.
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And that leads us to verse 4,
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which is where we're going to start tonight.
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So, let's look at this together.
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I tell you, my friends,
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do not fear those who kill the body
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and after that have nothing more that they can do.
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But I will warn you whom to fear.
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Fear him who, after he is killed,
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has authority to cast into hell.
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Yes, I tell you, fear him.
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Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies?
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And not one of them is forgotten before God.
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Why, even the hairs on your head are all numbered.
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Fear not.
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You are more value than many sparrows.
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And I tell you,
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everyone who acknowledges me before men,
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the Son of Man also will acknowledge
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before the angels of God.
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But the one who denies me before men
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will be denied before the angels of God.
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And everyone who speaks a word
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against the Son of Man will be forgiven,
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but the one who blasphemes against the Holy Spirit
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will not be forgiven.
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And when they bring you before the synagogues
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and the rulers and the authorities,
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do not be anxious about how you should defend yourself
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or what you should say.
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For the Holy Spirit will teach you
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in that very hour
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what you ought to say.
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These are Jesus' words to us.
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They're strong.
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They're bold.
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They're sort of blunt.
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And we need to explore how we interact with them
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and basically breaks down into two sections.
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The first one has to do with who you fear
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and the second one has to do with
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how you navigate responding to people in light of that.
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And so this is basically what we're going to look at tonight.
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Verses four through seven.
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Did you see the word fear?
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It's there over and over again.
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And I have a confession to make.
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I've read the Bible for years
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and when I first read,
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when I first saw that this was a passage I was preaching on,
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I'm like, oh, this is about like,
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you need to fear Satan
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because he's the one who can destroy your soul.
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Right?
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And I don't know if any of you thought that.
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This might just be me because I'm a crazy man.
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But I just thought, well, okay.
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But then I read this and I thought,
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no, no, no, this isn't what it.
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What he's saying is,
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what are you really afraid of?
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Are you afraid of the person?
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And again, in this context,
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he's thinking to his disciples,
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are you afraid of the rulers and the authorities
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and the Pharisees and the leaders,
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the religious leadership
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who may oppose you to the point of putting you to death?
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Are you afraid of them?
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Because they might kill you.
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And, you know, let's be honest.
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That's pretty normal.
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Being afraid when you think you're going to die
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is pretty normal.
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It's pretty human.
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There's nothing, you know,
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it's understandable, right?
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We want to have,
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we want to understand, like,
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that's a very normal fear.
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But Jesus says,
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why do you fear them?
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And he goes on, right?
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He goes on in verse,
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in verse eight,
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and he says,
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I will tell you who to fear.
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He says, don't fear that.
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And we're kind of like,
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what in the world?
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Why would we not fear it?
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Because there's something greater
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for you to fear.
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There's something more important for you to fear.
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And that's what he says in verse eight.
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I will warn you who to fear.
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Fear him who, after he is killed,
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has the authority to cast into hell.
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Yes, I tell you,
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fear him.
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And that's the part where I thought,
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oh, that's Satan,
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because he's the one who can destroy our souls
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and all that stuff.
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No, no, no, no.
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It's not that at all.
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Because he's saying,
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who actually has the authority to judge us?
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Who actually has the authority
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to proclaim a final announcement
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on our eternal state.
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It's God himself.
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And that's who he's saying.
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He's saying,
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you need to fear the person
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who will judge your spiritual state for eternity.
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And that's the person
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who you ought to be concerned about.
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Not about these men
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who might kill your body.
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But rather,
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he's saying,
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there's something greater
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that's going on
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in your spiritual life
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with your soul.
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And whether you
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will go to heaven or to hell,
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whether you will be with God for eternity,
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or whether you will be apart from God
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and under his wrath for eternity,
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is the most important question
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that you will ever ask yourself
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as a human being.
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This is more important
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than anything else.
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He's saying,
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that's what I want you to be afraid of.
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Because I want you to understand
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the value of the soul,
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and I want you to know the person
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to whom you're ultimately accountable for.
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That's the one.
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That's what I want you to see.
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And then he goes on,
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and he gives great encouragement.
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Because the very one
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who has the authority,
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the role of casting judgment upon you
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for your life,
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look at what kind of a person he is.
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Right?
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This is what verses,
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verse eight,
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yeah, verses six and seven,
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sorry,
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verse six and seven are all about.
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Are not five sparrows
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sold for two pennies?
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He's talking about
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the most mundane things.
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Right?
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Can't you get,
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you know,
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a piece of bubble gum
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for 25 cents
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at the,
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at the,
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you know,
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corner store.
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Right?
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But God knows even those things,
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and he cares.
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So if God cares about
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those little things,
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how much more
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does he care about you?
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And then he goes on,
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even then,
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he knows the hairs of your head,
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they are numbered.
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For you are more valuable to him.
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And this is the thing
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that Jesus wants to tell them.
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Jesus says,
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you are precious
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in the sight of God.
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And your soul
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and your eternal state
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is the most important thing
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about you.
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So what are you going to fear?
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What are you going to fear
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in that context?
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What are you going to be afraid of?
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Remember we talked about
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the fact that fear
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is when something
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that we value
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is threatened.
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Part of what Jesus is doing
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in these commands
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is he's trying to help
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recalibrate for us
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what we value.
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Because when I step out
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on a ropes course,
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I'm thinking I'm putting
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my life at risk.
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Right?
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But it's possible
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following Jesus
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in the first century
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could mean
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I'm putting myself
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at risk of
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literally being stoned
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or burned at the stake
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or being imprisoned.
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And there are lots of places
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in the world today
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where that's still true.
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That to claim
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the name of Jesus
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could result in the very
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end of your physical life.
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And Jesus is saying
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the God who made you
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and who loves you
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and who knows you
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has said that
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your eternal soul
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is more important.
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And that eternal soul
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and that eternal destiny
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is connected
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with following me.
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We'll pick up on that
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again at the end.
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But I want to
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simply say for you
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when you think about
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what do you fear
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from other people?
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It's probably not
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getting killed.
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Maybe you do.
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I don't know.
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I don't know
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all of your life circumstances.
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But it's much more likely
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to be a rejection.
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People will make fun of you.
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People will think less of you.
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In our culture around here
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some people may think
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you're not very smart
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if you believe in Jesus
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and want to follow him.
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Other people
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for some of you
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it may feel like
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your reputation at work
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is at stake
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if you are known
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to be a follower of Jesus.
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For some of you
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it may be a relationship
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with someone
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who you deeply care about.
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Your best friend,
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a boyfriend,
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a girlfriend.
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But to be known
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and identified
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as a follower of Jesus
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will put that relationship
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in jeopardy
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because you know
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that that person
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that you care about
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isn't going to respond
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well to it.
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it may be
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that you will face
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serious consequences
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for claiming to be
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a follower of Jesus
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in your life.
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But Jesus says
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do you see
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there's something
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more important
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than even your very life
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even your reputation
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even those relationships
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whatever seems
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to be at cost here
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there's something
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greater value
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to be kept.
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It has to do
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with following Jesus.
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Come back to that
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at the end.
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The second section
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in our passage
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verses 8-12
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Jesus addresses
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the context
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a little more
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of this identifying
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with Jesus.
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Right?
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He uses these words
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acknowledge
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whoever acknowledge
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it's the same word
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that in other words
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is saying
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to confess
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or to profess
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faith in
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sometimes it just
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means agree with
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like I'm in agreement
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with Jesus
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I'm in his
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I'm in his tribe
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he's my
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he's
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he's my God
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however we think
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about it
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this is what
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acknowledge means
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it doesn't just
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mean like a
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a wave like
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oh yeah
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hi I see you
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you know
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embarrassingly
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from across the room
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it's like
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no no no
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that's my guy
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I'm going to
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acknowledge
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the son of man
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is what it means
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here
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right?
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Jesus says
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I tell you
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everyone who
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acknowledges me
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before men
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so again
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the context
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is still
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how are others
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going to respond
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even more so here
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how are others
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going to respond
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who acknowledges me
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then before God
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before the angels
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of God
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which is a picture
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of that ultimate
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judgment
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and that ultimate
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throne room
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where even the
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spiritual heavenly
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beings will sit
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around
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and watch God
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proclaim judgment
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on our life
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right?
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and if we have
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identified with
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Jesus
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then Jesus
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will identify
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us
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as his
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before
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in this
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in this
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spiritual
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global
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eternal
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courtroom
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he will say
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that's my
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that's my one
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he acknowledges me
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I acknowledge him
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but
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verse 9
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whoever denies me
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before men
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will be denied
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before the angels
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of God
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then we get to
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verse 10
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which I want to
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spend a few minutes
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on because it's
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one of those
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really tricky
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verses right?
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you just go
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what in the world?
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and anyone who
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speaks a word
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against the son
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of man
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will be forgiven
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okay that sounds
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good because a lot
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of us have done
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that at one point
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maybe in our lives
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but
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the one who
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blasphemes
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against the Holy
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Spirit will not
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be forgiven
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whoa
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I thought
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I thought the whole
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message of Jesus
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was forgiveness
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and now there's
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this one thing
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that says
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no you can't
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be forgiven
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of this
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there's no hope
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well
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let me try to
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explain it to you
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give you a little
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hope
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a little bit
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of understanding
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it's very interesting
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when you look at
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the parallel
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of this passage
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you see it in
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Matthew
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verse 12
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verses 31
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and 32
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and in Mark
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3
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verses 28
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through 30
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it's in the
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context where
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the Pharisees
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and the religious
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leaders are
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saying about
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Jesus
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that he is
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in fact
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filled with the
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spirit of Satan
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or Beelzebub
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because
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in order
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that that is
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where his power
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to heal
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is coming from
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that is where
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his power
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to do miracles
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is coming from
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that's actually
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the context
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in those other
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two places
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and it
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seems that
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in those
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other two
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places
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it's much
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clearer
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that this
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blaspheming
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of the
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Holy Spirit
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isn't just
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a
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momentary
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denial
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of Christ
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but it's
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a much
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greater
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thing
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here's a
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definition
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that I
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found
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from
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a friend
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of mine
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who's
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actually
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a seminary
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professor
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who said
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this
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it's a
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specific
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active
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and final
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choice
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to declare
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the person
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and the
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work
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of Jesus
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as being
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demonic
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in origin
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okay
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it's saying
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that Jesus
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is not
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God
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but a
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man
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who's
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being
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given
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power
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from
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spiritual
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forces
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that are
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in opposition
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to God
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it is a
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complete
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denial
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of Jesus
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claim
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to be
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divine
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to be
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the son
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of God
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to be
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perfectly
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sinless
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to have
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power
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and authority
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in and of
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himself
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given to
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him
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by God
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the father
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to play
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his role
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in this
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world
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of being
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the redeemer
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and savior
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of the world
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it is a
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denial
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and rejection
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of all
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of that
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and it's
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not just
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a momentary
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but it is
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a settled
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decided
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I will not
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change
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this
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opinion
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the same
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writer
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goes on
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to say
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this isn't
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to minimize
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the pinch
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and pain
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of these
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strong
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words
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of Jesus
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it's a
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valid
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extension
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to warn
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people
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of persistent
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hardness
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of heart
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in opposition
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to Jesus
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but
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this is a
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message
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not for
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the tender
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conscience
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or the
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stumbling
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believer
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but rather
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for the
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pseudo
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religious
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who stands
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over
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against
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Jesus
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in
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smugness
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the
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Peters
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and the
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Pauls
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and millions
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of other
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believers
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through history
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have failed
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and fallen
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and yet
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have found
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Jesus
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smiling
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welcoming
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face
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of forgiveness
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did you
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hear that
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think about
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Peter
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Peter who
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on the night
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that Jesus
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was betrayed
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and arrested
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who followed
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him and
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around the
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fire
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in the
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courtyard
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outside the
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high priest's
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house
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they asked
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him
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do you
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identify
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with him
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he said
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no
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I'm not
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with him
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three times
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he did
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it
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three times
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he denied
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being connected
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with Christ
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three times
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he actually
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did what
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we see
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in verse
-
nine
-
he denied
-
Christ
-
and yet
-
after his
-
denial
-
as the
-
Holy Spirit
-
worked in
-
his life
-
the cock
-
crowed
-
he realized
-
what he
-
had done
-
he went
-
out
-
and he
-
wept
-
for his
-
sin
-
and when
-
Jesus rose
-
from the
-
dead
-
Peter was
-
the one
-
who ran
-
to the
-
tomb
-
with John
-
to see
-
if this
-
was true
-
and when
-
Peter saw
-
Jesus
-
on the
-
beach
-
at the
-
shore
-
he threw
-
himself
-
into the
-
water
-
so that
-
he could
-
go and
-
be with
-
him
-
so if
-
you're
-
here
-
and you're
-
wondering
-
tonight
-
have I
-
committed
-
the
-
unforgivable
-
sin of
-
blasphemy
-
against the
-
Holy Spirit
-
here's what I
-
would say
-
if you are
-
settled in your
-
heart that
-
Jesus is not
-
God
-
if you think
-
that the only
-
way he ever
-
could have done
-
those things
-
is because of
-
spiritual
-
other kinds
-
of spiritual
-
forces that
-
have nothing
-
to do with
-
God the
-
Father
-
if you
-
reject him
-
and his
-
work of
-
dying on
-
the cross
-
for your
-
sins
-
and rising
-
from the
-
dead
-
if you
-
see all
-
those things
-
and you
-
say that
-
is not
-
true
-
and simply
-
I think
-
Jesus is
-
just a
-
crazy
-
wacko
-
spiritual
-
guy
-
then you
-
are in
-
danger
-
and you
-
need to
-
hear this
-
but if
-
you're
-
sitting
-
here
-
and you're
-
saying I
-
believe in
-
Jesus
-
but once
-
I said
-
something
-
or I
-
struggled
-
with this
-
or there
-
was a
-
time in
-
my
-
past
-
when I
-
did
-
this
-
friends
-
be
-
comforted
-
and return
-
to Jesus
-
you will
-
not be able
-
to repent
-
and come
-
if this
-
is true
-
of you
-
if you've
-
blasphemed
-
the Holy
-
Spirit
-
because it's
-
a settled
-
opinion
-
so know
-
the welcoming
-
embrace
-
of Jesus
-
and return
-
to him
-
and experience
-
the joy
-
of his
-
forgiveness
-
forgiveness
-
but getting
-
back to
-
the argument
-
then
-
what he's
-
saying
-
is
-
look
-
overall
-
the pattern
-
is
-
if you
-
acknowledge
-
me
-
before men
-
then I
-
will acknowledge
-
you in
-
that courtroom
-
but if you
-
deny me
-
and if you
-
persistently
-
deny me
-
and this is
-
why it's
-
in there
-
if you
-
persistently
-
deny me
-
you end
-
up here
-
in this
-
place
-
and there
-
is no
-
forgiveness
-
where there's
-
no confession
-
of sin
-
and repentance
-
and faith
-
in Jesus
-
and he
-
goes on
-
in verses
-
11 and
-
12
-
and when
-
they bring
-
you
-
it's
-
fascinating
-
he doesn't
-
say if
-
they
-
he says
-
when
-
they
-
Jesus
-
is telling
-
his people
-
if they
-
persecuted
-
me
-
they will
-
persecute
-
you
-
also
-
if you
-
are a
-
follower
-
of
-
Jesus
-
you
-
will
-
face
-
these
-
places
-
where
-
it
-
will
-
be
-
costly
-
for
-
you
-
to
-
identify
-
with
-
Jesus
-
this is
-
a part
-
of
-
discipleship
-
and we
-
need
-
to own
-
that
-
and to
-
embrace
-
that that's
-
a reality
-
following
-
Jesus
-
is one
-
of the
-
most
-
costly
-
things
-
that
-
will
-
ever
-
happen
-
in
-
your
-
life
-
humanly
-
because
-
everything
-
may be
-
at stake
-
potentially
-
says
-
when
-
they
-
bring
-
you
-
before
-
the
-
synagogues
-
and the
-
rulers
-
and the
-
authorities
-
do not
-
be anxious
-
about how
-
you should
-
defend
-
yourself
-
or what
-
you should
-
say
-
for the
-
Holy Spirit
-
will teach
-
you in
-
the very
-
hour
-
what you
-
ought to
-
say
-
what he's
-
saying
-
is if
-
you're
-
afraid
-
how am
-
I going
-
to respond
-
in that
-
moment
-
if you're
-
afraid
-
and you're
-
thinking
-
maybe I
-
just need
-
to deny
-
Jesus
-
to get
-
myself
-
out of
-
this
-
God
-
says
-
no
-
no
-
no
-
friends
-
listen
-
to me
-
I
-
am
-
with
-
you
-
my
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
is
-
in
-
will
-
be
-
in
-
you
-
and
-
I
-
will
-
enable
-
you
-
to
-
walk
-
through
-
that
-
trial
-
I
-
will
-
enable
-
you
-
to
-
suffer
-
what
-
you
-
may
-
suffer
-
and
-
I
-
will
-
give
-
you
-
the
-
words
-
to
-
say
-
in
-
the
-
midst
-
of
-
it
-
and
-
friends
-
there
-
are
-
countless
-
testimonies
-
of this
-
throughout
-
history
-
those
-
who
-
are
-
on
-
the
-
brink
-
of
-
being
-
put
-
to
-
death
-
for
-
their
-
faith
-
have
-
given
-
bold
-
and
-
courageous
-
witness
-
to
-
the
-
greatness
-
of
-
Jesus
-
they
-
have
-
seen
-
their
-
spiritual
-
reality
-
they
-
have
-
known
-
more
-
clearly
-
than
-
ever
-
what
-
God
-
has
-
done
-
for
-
them
-
in
-
Christ
-
and
-
they
-
have
-
said
-
what's
-
the
-
worst
-
you
-
can
-
do
-
to
-
me
-
you
-
can
-
kill
-
my
-
body
-
but
-
then
-
I
-
will
-
go
-
and
-
I
-
will
-
be
-
with
-
Jesus
-
and
-
I
-
will
-
testify
-
to
-
the
-
end
-
of
-
my
-
life
-
that
-
he
-
alone
-
can
-
save
-
me
-
and
-
that's
-
what
-
it
-
means
-
to
-
be
-
a
-
disciple
-
of
-
Christ
-
to
-
have
-
that
-
kind
-
of
-
clarity
-
and
-
to
-
have
-
that
-
kind
-
part
-
of
-
what
-
Jesus
-
is
-
instructing
-
his
-
disciples
-
in at
-
this
-
point
-
is
-
to
-
say
-
you
-
need
-
to
-
know
-
that
-
this
-
will
-
both
-
be
-
really
-
really
-
hard
-
and
-
that
-
God
-
will
-
really
-
really
-
be
-
with
-
you
-
and
-
he
-
calls
-
them
-
to
-
a
-
kind
-
of
-
loyalty
-
I
-
want
-
you
-
to
-
not
-
fear
-
man
-
but
-
to
-
fear
-
God
-
I
-
want
-
you
-
to
-
acknowledge
-
me
-
identify
-
with
-
me
-
say
-
yes
-
I'm
-
with
-
Jesus
-
and
-
Jesus
-
is
-
with
-
me
-
wherever
-
we
-
are
-
and
-
whatever
-
we
-
are
-
doing
-
and
-
that's
-
hard
-
for
-
us
-
it's
-
hard
-
for
-
us
-
in
-
our
-
culture
-
today
-
we
-
live
-
in
-
a
-
culture
-
that
-
has
-
been
-
saturated
-
and
-
sensitized
-
about
-
religion
-
so
-
that
-
even
-
sort
-
of
-
mentioning
-
the
-
word
-
of
-
Jesus
-
can
-
provoke
-
all
-
sorts
-
of
-
odd
-
reactions
-
we
-
live
-
in
-
a
-
time
-
where
-
identifying
-
as
-
an
-
evangelical
-
Christian
-
has
-
all
-
sorts
-
of
-
connotations
-
that
-
we
-
never
-
mean
-
and
-
don't
-
really
-
want
-
to be
-
identified
-
with
-
in the
-
minds
-
of the
-
broader
-
culture
-
the word
-
evangelical
-
is used
-
in the
-
New York
-
Times
-
usually
-
in a way
-
that I
-
don't always
-
identify
-
with
-
and
-
yet
-
and
-
yet
-
I'm
-
a
-
follower
-
of
-
Jesus
-
and
-
am
-
I
-
willing
-
to
-
say
-
even
-
if
-
I
-
misunderstood
-
and
-
even
-
if
-
I'm
-
mistreated
-
and
-
even
-
if
-
people
-
think
-
less
-
of
-
me
-
and
-
even
-
if
-
my
-
reputation
-
suffers
-
and
-
even
-
if
-
I
-
don't
-
get
-
a
-
promotion
-
and
-
even
-
if
-
my
-
girlfriend
-
breaks
-
up
-
with
-
me
-
and
-
even
-
if
-
I
-
lose
-
my
-
job
-
and
-
even
-
if
-
I
-
don't
-
get
-
the
-
sale
-
that I
-
will
-
follow
-
Jesus
-
and
-
of
-
course
-
friends
-
we
-
think
-
how
-
can
-
this
-
be
-
true
-
it's
-
because
-
of
-
this
-
broader
-
context
-
this
-
broader
-
context
-
of
-
Jesus
-
who
-
is
-
instructing
-
his
-
disciples
-
as
-
he
-
himself
-
is
-
headed
-
to
-
the
-
cross
-
he
-
is
-
going
-
to
-
the
-
place
-
where
-
he
-
will
-
suffer
-
at
-
the
-
hands
-
of
-
men
-
worse
-
than
-
ever
-
he
-
will
-
suffer
-
the
-
worst
-
thing
-
and
-
yet
-
that
-
very
-
suffering
-
that
-
very
-
death
-
that
-
he
-
will
-
die
-
is
-
meant
-
to
-
accomplish
-
for
-
us
-
life
-
because
-
he
-
dies
-
not
-
just
-
because
-
of
-
the
-
evil
-
of
-
man
-
but
-
he
-
dies
-
because
-
of
-
our
-
own
-
sin
-
and
-
he
-
doesn't
-
just
-
suffer
-
at
-
the
-
hands
-
of
-
evil
-
man
-
on
-
a
-
whim
-
but
-
it
-
is
-
God's
-
predetermined
-
plan
-
that
-
he
-
would
-
come
-
and
-
not
-
just
-
be an
-
unwilling
-
participant
-
but
-
he
-
would
-
offer
-
himself
-
up
-
in
-
our
-
place
-
to
-
take
-
that
-
death
-
that
-
we
-
deserve
-
for
-
our
-
sin
-
he
-
himself
-
endured
-
the
-
worst
-
for
-
us
-
so
-
that
-
he
-
might
-
then
-
turn
-
around
-
and
-
say
-
for
-
all
-
who
-
come
-
to
-
me
-
and
-
confess
-
my
-
name
-
that
-
is
-
confess
-
their
-
sin
-
confess
-
their
-
need
-
for
-
a
-
savior
-
and
-
confess
-
that
-
he
-
alone
-
can
-
give
-
it
-
to
-
us
-
for
-
those
-
of
-
us
-
who
-
confess
-
his
-
name
-
we
-
then
-
become
-
his
-
and
-
he
-
gives
-
us
-
a
-
new
-
and
-
a
-
spiritual
-
life
-
that
-
is
-
for
-
now
-
and
-
for
-
all
-
eternity
-
he
-
gives
-
for
-
us
-
now
-
a
-
place
-
in
-
his
-
family
-
in
-
his
-
kingdom
-
that
-
begins
-
now
-
and
-
will
-
have
-
such
-
that
-
even
-
death
-
no
-
longer
-
matters
-
to
-
us
-
because
-
if
-
we
-
die
-
we
-
go
-
and
-
be
-
with
-
Jesus
-
and
-
friends
-
it
-
gives
-
us
-
great
-
freedom
-
because
-
suddenly
-
rather
-
than
-
people
-
being
-
big
-
in
-
our
-
life
-
and
-
God
-
being
-
small
-
when
-
we
-
see
-
the
-
enormity
-
of
-
what
-
God
-
has
-
done
-
for
-
us
-
in
-
Christ
-
in
-
this
-
work
-
of
-
achieving
-
our
-
salvation
-
suddenly
-
God
-
becomes
-
big
-
in
-
all
-
the
-
greatness
-
of
-
what
-
he
-
is
-
and
-
who
-
he
-
is
-
and
-
what
-
he's
-
done
-
for
-
us
-
and
-
when
-
God
-
is
-
big
-
in
-
our
-
hearts
-
then
-
people
-
become
-
small
-
not
-
in a
-
negative
-
way
-
they
-
just
-
they
-
become
-
they
-
shrink
-
in
-
our
-
view
-
of
-
I
-
just
-
want
-
to
-
live
-
my
-
day
-
every
-
day
-
that's
-
why
-
I
-
can
-
say
-
I
-
identify
-
with
-
Jesus
-
I
-
don't
-
care
-
if
-
you
-
think
-
if
-
I'm
-
a
-
Republican
-
or
-
a
-
Democrat
-
I
-
don't
-
care
-
if
-
you
-
think
-
that
-
I'm
-
a
-
white
-
man
-
or
-
a
-
black
-
man
-
or
-
I
-
don't
-
care
-
about
-
any
-
of
-
the
-
other
-
things
-
of
-
my
-
identity
-
nearly
-
as
-
much
-
as
-
I
-
care
-
about
-
identifying
-
with
-
Jesus
-
that's
-
the
-
thing
-
that I
-
most
-
want
-
to
-
do
-
and
-
I
-
want
-
to
-
tell
-
you
-
about
-
what
-
he's
-
done
-
I
-
want
-
to
-
proclaim
-
to
-
you
-
what
-
he's
-
done
-
and
-
it
-
may
-
cause
-
conflict
-
and
-
it
-
may
-
provoke
-
a
-
reaction
-
that
-
I
-
don't
-
want
-
but
-
when
-
the
-
greatness
-
of
-
what
-
God
-
has
-
done
-
for
-
us
-
is
-
big
-
then
-
we
-
know
-
what
-
Jesus
-
is
-
calling
-
you
-
and
-
then
-
we're
-
free
-
from
-
fear
-
then
-
it
-
doesn't
-
matter
-
what
-
people
-
can
-
do
-
to
-
us
-
because
-
the
-
thing
-
that
-
is
-
most
-
valuable
-
to
-
us
-
our
-
spiritual
-
life
-
our
-
soul
-
is
-
secure
-
before
-
the
-
one
-
who
-
can
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judge
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our
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souls
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because
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of
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what
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Jesus
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has
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done
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and
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that's
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the
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great
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hope
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that's
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why
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Jesus
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says
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fear
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not
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you
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should
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fear
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him
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but
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don't
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be
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afraid
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because
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he
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loves
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you
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he
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cares
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for
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you
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he
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who
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provides
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for
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you
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in
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all
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these
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ways
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he
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will
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provide
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for
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you
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most
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importantly
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your
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salvation
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and
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that's
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what it
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means
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to
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be
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a
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follower
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of
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Jesus
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let's
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pray
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Lord
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as
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we
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have
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looked
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at
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this
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tonight
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I
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even
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think
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of
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the
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words
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we
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just
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sang
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before
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Lord
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be
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thou
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my
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vision
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oh
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Lord
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of
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my
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heart
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not
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be
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all
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else
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to
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me
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save
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that
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thou
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heart
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Lord
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we
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pray
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that
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would
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be
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true
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Lord
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that
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you
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would
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fill
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our
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minds
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and
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our
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hearts
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and
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our
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eyes
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with
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your
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greatness
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and
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the
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greatness
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of
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what
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you've
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done
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for
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us
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in
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Christ
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and
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Lord
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in
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seeing
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that
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Lord
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you
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would
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free
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us
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from
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fear
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Lord
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free
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us
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to
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profess
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you
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and
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to
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proclaim
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you
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and
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to
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identify
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with
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you
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Lord
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help
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us
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we
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pray
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help us
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to see
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you
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and
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Lord
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to
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fix
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our
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hearts
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on
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you
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in
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these
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ways
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Lord
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thank
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you
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for
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your
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promise
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that
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you
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are
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a
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loving
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God
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who
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cares
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for
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us
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and
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will
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provide
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for
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us
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in
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all
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of
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these
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things
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we
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pray
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this
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in
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Jesus
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name
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Amen