Sermon
Peace in the Midst of Pain
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be with you this morning grateful for the leadership in the church
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and thank you brothers and sisters for the privilege to share god's word with you this
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morning last monday i came from mission conference in california we have and before that another
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mission conference mission fist in vancouver british columbia where i have the privilege to
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share about the ministry and to speak and god willing it's use day this coming begun for almost
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a month to jordan and gaza and in my way have a few days to speak in holland and share about the
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ministry so appreciate your prayers um i like if i may uh read a few verses from philippians well-known
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verses philippians 4 verse 6 to 9 i'm reading from niv
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don't be anxious about anything but in every situation by prayer and petition with thanksgiving
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present your request to god and the and the peace of god which transcends all understanding will guard
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your hearts and your minds in christ jesus finally brothers and sisters whatever is it true whatever
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is noble whatever is right whatever is pure whatever is lovely whatever is admirable if anything
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is excellent or praiseworthy think about such things whatever you have learned or received
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or heard from me or seen in me but it into practice and the god of peace will be with you may god bless his
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word let us pray just ask god indeed to open our hearts and our minds this morning lord this is uh our
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prayer this morning and thank you for the blessing to share and the blessing to listen to your word we just
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pray to pray to open our hearts our minds we pray uh to give us the freedom as uh
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uh we share and as we listen we pray protection on the meeting and over every one of us forgive us our
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weaknesses lord jesus our sins cover it under your precious blood and we give you all the honor and all
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the praise in jesus name amen um i want to share with you this morning about how to maintain
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or keep god's peace in the midst of pain i was reading uh tim killer book uh walking uh with god um
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in pain and suffering through pain and suffering and uh there's things i i learned and uh things we went
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through in our life and ministry and i like to share with you how to maintain god peace
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in the midst of pain i feel loved one if we lost god's peace in our life i think not much left for us
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i remember uh as a new believer as a young believer um more uh experienced the peace of god at that time
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to be honest with you later in life uh when uh more challenges uh more difficulties uh sometimes uh
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i miss uh for one reason or another god peace and uh i struggled with that and seek the lord and uh
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i hope what i share with you this morning will help us all uh how to maintain this precious thing in our life
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different cultures have really to deal with pain and suffering otherwise people will turn to become
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angry and become bitter if they didn't have answers i'm not saying here we have all the answers
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about pain and suffering even in our life even as a christian there is no immunity for pain and
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suffering for the christian our lord jesus um told us in advance and warned us um that there will be
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cross and there will be tribulation and there will be suffering for those who want to live a godly life
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um with with the lord uh i want to share with you about uh some of the sources um of pain and the
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concept of pain in different uh culture and the misconception of pain and suffering why god allow
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pain and suffering in our life and hopefully how together by the grace of god be able to maintain
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uh god peace um in the midst of pain uh there is different sources uh of pain and suffering in our life
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you know so uh prophets 19 talks about laziness where it could cause hunger could be the call one of the
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cause and also um prophets 11 talks about bad relationships or bad friendship could cause pain and suffering
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i myself could be the cause uh of that if there's um unwise decisions i made that will cause um
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pain in my pain in my life um sometimes unfortunately uh in the u.s we hear people enter a school
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where's kids and uh with a gun and they kill and injured uh many many many students uh sometimes of
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course if we break the laws of the lord um that will cause suffering in our life sometimes things out of
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our control if there is a horrible disease unexpected uh could cause pain in our life regardless what is the
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source um i want to say probably not all of us this morning here uh at at present time experience pain and
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suffering but maybe in the past you you did uh and maybe some of us now experience pain and some of us
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probably in the future so all of us in way or another loved one experience this kind of pain what is the
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concept of pain you know um in buddhism will say the cause of pain it's because we live in materialistic
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a word and that is a natural result of the world we live in um that people experience pain
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uh hundurism will say karma which um the pain that you experience now in your life it's because as a result
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of a previous life or sinful life you lived before and now you're paying the price of your previous uh sins
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islam will say um don't ask just if god want to do it you know submit and um just take it don't question
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it even uh other people will say the cause of pain uh sometimes because of certain desires in your life
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and that uh disappointment which you experience because these desires is not fulfilled that cause
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this kind of pain in the west they say because we live in a material world and naturally this is the
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result but they didn't see unfortunately the spiritual uh extent of uh the pain and suffering in
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christianity we see the cause of pain start in genesis 3 um where verse 15 to verse uh 19 because of sin
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and we see that the land or the earth will produce start to produce thorns and the man will go through
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a pain as he provide for his own family and mothers will experience pain as they give birth but there's
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misconception about uh about pain um you remember in the life of job the first thing
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his friends told him when they saw the pain and the suffering in the life of jail of job they said job you must did
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something horrible that these things happened to you and we know what they what they said wasn't right
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if you remember in john 9 when um the disciple asked jesus when you they saw the boy who born blind
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and they asked uh the question uh the question who have sinned that this boy born blind and of course jesus
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respond neither not the boy not the parents that sinned that the boy born the blind because there's
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misconception and bad heresy at that time in the tradition the jewish tradition they think that the baby
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in his mother womb could even sin this is why i asked jesus the question who have sinned you know the
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boy or his mothers and we see the response of jesus that the lord will be glorified in all of that
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even paul who wrote almost half of the new testament by the power of the holy spirit
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he experienced some pain and suffering or some disability in his own life and some um uh theologians see
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maybe it's like in his walk or in his sight so i cannot say you know that um the things um we see
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that always because of uh certain sin why god allow suffering in our life again we didn't really have
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all the answers and sometimes we have more questions than answer why god allow pain and suffering in our
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life somebody give this illustration why as a parent you allow your um your child who is two years old to take
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a painful shot and you allow him to do that of course simply because um your concept and your maturity as a parent
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who's 30 years old or 40 years old is much more than your uh child who's two years old how much more our heavenly father
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um who's um whose all wisdom that he allow us sometimes to go through pain and suffering veganism will say
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pain will not bring you closer to god but christianity teach us pain is essential to our faith the scripture
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said in philippians chapter one we're not only called to believe in him but to suffer for him and as i said
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our lord jesus many times warned us that there will be a cross and there will be suffering c.s lewis said
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god whisper to us in our pleasures god whisper to us in our pleasures speak to our conscious but he scream
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or shout if you will in our pain
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and we know loved one our faith will be tested not when everything is going fine but our faith will
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be tested in the most difficult time of our life this is why james chapter one verse two he said consider
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it all joy loved one when you go through different kind of tribulation because he said the testing of
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your faith and the word testing at the time of james is used to examine the coin if it's genuine or false
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and this is the time when my faith and your faith will be tested to see if it's real or not and then
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he said the testing of your faith will produce perseverance and if perseverance you pass that test
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you will have this virtue of patience and then you'll be lacking nothing and you become more
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like a man or woman of god and also pain and suffering will build our character
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and this is what romans five said that suffering produce perseverance and perseverance will produce
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character that you become the man of character that the lord want you to be a man of integrity honesty
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relationship with other and to be the person he wants you to be and then he's a character will produce hope
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and hope will never disappoint you because the love of god is born in our life
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why the lord allow pain and suffering because in the time of pain and suffering if we handle it in the way that the lord want us to do
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to do that we will discover the treasure of darkness and this is what we see in isaiah 45 verse 3
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and maybe you wonder if there is a treasure in darkness i want to say in that difficult time when you go
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through you will see the lord in a way probably you didn't see him before or you experience him in a way it's very unique and you will learn lessons that
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probably you will not learn in any other way why the lord allow us to go through that i want to say
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because he know you very well when the lord allow job to go through all the difficulties as you know where he lost his wealth and health and family
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he knew job very well more than we knew ourselves and he see that what how much job will bear
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um um and also the lord see how job will be after he will go through that fire
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he knew how much he can handle and how much he cannot
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and simply also that the lord allow us to go through that because
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then we able to comfort others who will go through similar things that we went through and we experience
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that that the people who can really understand our pain the one who really went through something
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similar or the same thing we went through and also i want to say suffering that the lord allow it because
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it will teach us even how to pray if you remember in romans 8 it said there is time we didn't know how to pray
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there is time we didn't know what to say especially if we go through agony and this it says romans 8 that the
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holy spirit which lives inside of us will take that groaning that agony that pain that hurt that
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grief the holy spirit will take that and put it in front of the loving god who understand the language of the spirit
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and he respond according to our need also suffering i want to say prepare us to heaven
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romans 8 17 if we share in his suffering we will share in his glory
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the present suffering is no way to compare with the glory which will be revealed in us second
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corinthians 4 16 to 17 therefore we don't lose heart though outwardly we are wasting away yet
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unworldly we are being renewed day by day for our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal
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glory that far outweighs them all again the question how loved one to keep god's peace in the midst of suffering
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i know some of us went through a lot of life and if we have a chance this morning to share
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many of you only god knows what you went through but i want to say loved one what you went through or what i
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went through it's about consider 10 percent
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90 percent but 90 percent it depends how i deal with the things which happened to me which is more
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important do i become a better person do i start to complain or i seek the lord in the midst of pain
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what you want to show me lord i want to pose i want to kneel i want to throw myself in your presence i want to listen to you
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in spite of the pain help me how to deal with it how to become a better servant how to become a better man
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we as a christian loved one not only believe infinitive god you know other religion stop there that they believe in infinitive god god is there far away
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but we as a christian and only we see it in christianity we believe not only infinitive god but we believe in personal god
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what if we believe in god
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what if we believe in god who just have all the authority
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and he can do anything and everything he's so powerful but he didn't feel with us
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what about if we believe just got a god who's really feel with us as a human being
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but he's not able not capable to do not powerful enough we see in the christianity the god we
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believe in not only have all the authority all the power to do but also he is god who suffer
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i like sometimes to talk about god who serve
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a servant god if you will and we see god is not with all the authority but god also
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who suffer with us
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only in christianity
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in veganism they didn't see they didn't believe divinity can be unite with the human bodies but only
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just
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in christ the logos the eternal word of god
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the son who's always in the true and father son and holy spirit one being three person
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only
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in christ that eternal word of god became a flesh and it will among us
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yes john 1 and john 1 14 i want to say jesus experienced pain
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in the cross the suffering god
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when jesus was on the cross loved one for the first time ever
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where is the true god always united
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on the cross
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there was i didn't want to say separation between the son and the father but there's
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were kind of a crack in the relationship in the fellowship of the father and the son where jesus said this
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word
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my god my god why you have forsaken me for the first time the son experienced this
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emotional pain which is so deep and for the first time for a while the son
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lost his peace
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with the father he lost that peace to give you and give me that peace in the darkest hour of our life
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life
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and jesus
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became
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not only bear our sins on the cross but he became sin for us can you imagine that he took our iniquities and
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give us
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his forgiveness took our sin and give us
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his righteousness
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his forgiveness
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how to keep
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the peace of god
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in the midst of pain
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i want to say as a christian if we lost
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god the presence
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if we lost god peace in the midst of
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pain and the challenges and suffering and persecution
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i didn't know what how much left for us
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and my prayer for you and for me god help me give me the discipline
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give me the trust give me it train my mind the train my heart
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how in the darkest hour of my life
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to continue to experience your peace and your presence which is the most precious thing for me
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in my journey of life and in my journey of faith
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tim color
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share a few things i think very helpful
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don't ever
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put your ultimate hope
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in this life in anything which will be out of your control
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our ultimate hope
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in the living god
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but if i
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shift and just put my ultimate hope in things in this life that i don't have control over
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that's easy if something happen to these things i will lose god peace
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all of us
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love
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love
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our families
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very dear to our hearts
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we're willing to do everything and anything for our families
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but i want if i put my ultimate hope
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in my family
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and god forbid if something happened to them
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that out of my control
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which i cannot control
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and if it's happened then i very easily be
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leave
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or lose god peace
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in my life
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same thing with your profession or your career
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your success
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if you're able in this life
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to accomplish certain things
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things
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and you have certain success
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but
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you're not always able to keep
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that accomplishment and that success
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so if your ultimate hope
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in your profession or in your career
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god forbid if something happen
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then very easy you will lose
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god peace in your life
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tim color talks about two men young men in his church
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and he said both of these two young men
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engaged
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of course each engaged to a lady
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and what's happened to both of them
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his fiance each one said no i cannot continue
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the first one it was very difficult for him because he put all his dreams ultimate hope in this young lady
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he engaged to that one day they will get married and have their family they have and when she said no i cannot continue
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he wasn't able to accept that
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because he put all his hopes in this
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and it was very difficult for him
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it destroyed him
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and turned to drugs
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and become addicted
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but the other person
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it was very painful for him
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too but
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because his ultimate hope it was in the living god
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he was able to handle it
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it will be okay yes it hurts
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yes it's painful
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but god will help me
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he walk alongside of me in the midst of my pain and suffering
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and then he talks about another two young men
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both of them pursue
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want to pursue to become actors
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and their dream that they will get this interview where hopefully they be involved in a certain film
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and that film will be the stage that probably after that they become popular
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and the story said
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both of them went to the interview and unfortunately both of them been rejected
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one of them again it was very difficult and destroyed him because his ultimate hope was
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if i get that
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the other person
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again was able to overcome
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because his ultimate hope was in the living god
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how to keep god peace in the midst of pain
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we need to rearrange our priorities in life loved one
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our faith in the living god first
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our family
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then
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to know the lord better and to make him
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known
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and i try to remind myself
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when i go through tough time and maybe you heard me saying this before
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hannah which is bigger your problem
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or your god
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which is
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more difficult
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the challenge you facing
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now
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or your faith
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you know loved one
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if i make my problem bigger than my god
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i'm in trouble
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but if i see things in the right perspective
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everything will be okay
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to know who's my god is
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his purpose in my life
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his will in my life
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and who i am as the child of god
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in the midst
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of pain
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i never forget the story
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of maybe you heard it
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spofford
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who is
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american lawyer
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in 1871 he lost all his business
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in chicago fire
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and after two hours he was able to get some of his business back and
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he sent his wife anna and his four little girls to london
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and the story said
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why we are in the atlantic ocean
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their ship it's hit by another ship
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and their ship start to be to sink
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down
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what this godly mother did
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she hold
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the hands
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of her four daughters
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and she start to pray
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as the ship going down
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and the waves scattered
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the family
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the four daughters
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the four daughters
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drawn
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and died
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they found anna the mother unconscious
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floating
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on the water
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and rescued
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by a ship
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they brought her to london
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and then
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she sent very short message to her husband
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in two words
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saved alone
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saved alone
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the grieving father
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took a ship from the states
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through the atlantic
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went
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to pick up
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his wife anna
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to bring her back home
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when the ship he was on
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getting close
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to the international water
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in france
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the captain of that ship
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said
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to the father
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here
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was your four daughters
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drawn
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and died
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the godly man
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start to wrote
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the song
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where he said
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the peace of god
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is running
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like a river
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all my sins
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all my sins
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been nailed
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on the cross
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and the question
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what makes this man
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write
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a song
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like this
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any person
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in his position
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either
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he will feel
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guilty
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that what's
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happened to him
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and to his family
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as a punishment
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of god
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this is why
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he
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cried out
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that all
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my sins
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nailed on
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the cross
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and also
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he could
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turn bitter
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against god
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why are you doing
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this to me
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but he say
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the peace of god
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is coming
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like a river
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on my
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life
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i want
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to say
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when you go
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through a tough time
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speak to your soul
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and this is what
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psalm 42
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says
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why
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my soul
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you are
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casting
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down
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why you
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the agony
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why you groaning
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in me
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my hope
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in the living god
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speak to your soul
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and don't allow
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your soul
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speak to you
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but speak
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god
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word
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god
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promises
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to your soul
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and you can
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express
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your emotions
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and your tears
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in the presence
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of god
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and we see
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this is in the life
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of jesus
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where at least
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the scripture
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mentioned three times
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where jesus
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cried
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as we know
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in the front of
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lazarus tomb
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when he was in
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gethsemane
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before he went
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to the cross
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and also
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over jerusalem
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the words
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i just read
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to you
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in philippians
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4
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6
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to 9
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i call
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this is
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a divine
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prescription
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for our
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souls
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and our
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spirits
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where he
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say
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don't be
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anxious
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about
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anything
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i want
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to say
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when the lord
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gives this
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kind of
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order
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because he
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is the
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one
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who
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created
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us
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he's
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the one
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who
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designed
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us
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he knows
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what is
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good
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for us
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and he
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whisper
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to everyone
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of us
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my son
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don't allow
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anxiety
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don't allow
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anxious
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or worries
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control
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your life
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lord what
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you want
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me to do
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there is a
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replacement
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instead of
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anxious
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anxiety
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he said
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by a
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prayer
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handle
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handle
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handle
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your
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anxiety
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handle
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your
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worries
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through
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prayer
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even if
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you pray
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the scripture
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in the
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presence
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of god
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the two
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things
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anxious
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or worries
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and prayer
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is contradict
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but
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this is how
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we need
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to handle
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it
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life is
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so fragile
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handle it
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with a
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prayer
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prayer
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and
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thanksgiving
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and then
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he said
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the result
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will be
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the peace
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of god
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which
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more than
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you can
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comprehend
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will guard
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your heart
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and the
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word
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guard
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in the
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greek
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here
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it's
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used
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to
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protect
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the city
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from the
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attacks
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of the
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enemy
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because
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as you
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know
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this is
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the battle
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where the
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evil one
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can
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attack
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us
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through
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our
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thoughts
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and
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through
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our
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minds
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but
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the
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lord
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will
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siege
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and
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protect
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your
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mind
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and
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your
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thought
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as
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you
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handle
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it
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with
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prayer
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and
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thanksgiving
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before
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the
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lord
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and
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then
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we
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see
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what
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the
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lord
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wants
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us
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to
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think
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about
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to
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overcome
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and
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to
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keep
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the
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peace
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to
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think
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in
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like
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what
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it
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say
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is
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noble
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whatever
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right
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what's
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pure
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what's
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lovely
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admirable
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praiseworthy
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one of
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the
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things
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was
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difficult
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for
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us
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and
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we
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need
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to
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deal
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with
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it
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reconstruct
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our
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thoughts
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sometimes
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and if
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you
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will
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to
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reconstruct
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our
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minds
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all
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of
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us
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believe
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certain
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things
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and
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we
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heard
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if
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you
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didn't
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meet
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the
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criteria
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or
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if
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you
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didn't
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meet
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the
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standard
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there
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is
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something
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wrong
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on
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you
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you
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know
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we
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believe
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certain
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things
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but
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when
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we
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come
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to
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real
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life
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to
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implement
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it
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sometimes
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maybe
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we
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feel
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shortcoming
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and
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then
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we
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feel
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we
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are
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not
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good
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enough
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and
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then
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we
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start
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to
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feel
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guilty
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and
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the
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anxiety
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to
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come
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over
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us
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this
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is
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why
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I
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say
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we
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need
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to
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evaluate
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certain
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things
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certain
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thoughts
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in the
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presence
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of
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God
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as
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we
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seek
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him
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I
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just
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want
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to
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end
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with
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just
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a
-
couple
-
of
-
minutes
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about
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Job
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I
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want
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to
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say
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for
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Job
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we
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see
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the
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grace
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of
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God
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even
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Job
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sometimes
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he
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crossed
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the
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line
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have
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doubts
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but
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in
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the
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same
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time
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we
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see
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the
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grace
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of
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God
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that
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God
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didn't
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turn
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away
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from
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Job
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in spite
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of
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his
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doubt
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and
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his
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difficult
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questions
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sometimes
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but
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we
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see
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the
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grace
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of
-
God
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where
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God
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embraced
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Job
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another
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thing
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about
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Job
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Job
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didn't
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allow
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pain
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and
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suffering
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to
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push
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him
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away
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from
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God
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rather
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he
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allowed
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pain
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to
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push
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him
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to
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run
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toward
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God
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and
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this
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is
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my
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prayer
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for
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you
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and
-
for
-
me
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this
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morning
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if
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you
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go
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through
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pain
-
anxiety
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or
-
suffering
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may
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these
-
things
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will
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help
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you
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to
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run
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toward
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God
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and
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I
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just
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want
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to
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say
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in
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the
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end
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Job
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didn't
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have
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answers
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for
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all
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his
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questions
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why
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God
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allowed
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this
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to
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happen
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to
-
me
-
there
-
are
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things
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in
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life
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we
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didn't
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have
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enough
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answers
-
maybe
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have
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more
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questions
-
but
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only
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then
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when
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Job
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saying
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in the
-
presence
-
of
-
God
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I
-
didn't
-
understand
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why
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I
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didn't
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have
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answers
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for
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all
-
my
-
questions
-
but
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I
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trust
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you
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you
-
are
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good
-
God
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and
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only
-
then
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when
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he
-
threw
-
himself
-
in
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the
-
presence
-
of
-
God
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when
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he
-
threw
-
himself
-
in
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the
-
bosom
-
of
-
God
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only
-
then
-
he
-
able
-
to
-
experience
-
the
-
peace
-
and
-
the
-
presence
-
of
-
God
-
and
-
felt
-
contentment
-
inside
-
and
-
this
-
is
-
my
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prayer
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for
-
all
-
of
-
us
-
if
-
we
-
didn't
-
have
-
an
-
answer
-
but
-
I
-
believe
-
you
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are
-
good
-
God
-
you
-
are
-
the
-
one
-
who
-
created
-
me
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in
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his
-
image
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the
-
one
-
who
-
breathed
-
life
-
in
-
me
-
the
-
one
-
who
-
redeemed
-
me
-
I
-
trust
-
you
-
I
-
throw
-
myself
-
in
-
your
-
presence
-
and
-
his
-
peace
-
and
-
his
-
presence
-
will
-
give
-
us
-
the
-
real
-
contentment
-
and
-
the
-
real
-
meaning
-
of
-
life
-
that
-
you
-
continue
-
by
-
his
-
grace
-
to
-
move
-
forward
-
and
-
to
-
live
-
life
-
for
-
him
-
and
-
not
-
to
-
allow
-
anything
-
is
-
more
-
or
-
big
-
in
-
this
-
life
-
is
-
steal
-
or
-
take
-
God
-
peace
-
from
-
our
-
life
-
let's
-
pray
-
Lord
-
we
-
bow
-
before
-
you
-
we
-
thank
-
you
-
Lord
-
for
-
your
-
presence
-
in
-
our
-
life
-
Lord
-
you
-
see
-
the
-
struggles
-
we
-
went
-
through
-
or
-
my
-
brothers
-
and
-
sisters
-
going
-
through
-
now
-
Lord
-
I
-
pray
-
to
-
help
-
us
-
all
-
whatever
-
we
-
going
-
through
-
help
-
us
-
not
-
to
-
lose
-
your
-
peace
-
your
-
presence
-
Lord
-
God
-
thank
-
you
-
for
-
the
-
honor
-
and
-
the
-
privilege
-
which
-
you
-
give
-
us
-
sometimes
-
to
-
go
-
through
-
the
-
fire
-
you
-
know
-
us
-
more
-
than
-
we
-
know
-
ourselves
-
and
-
we
-
trust
-
you
-
I
-
pray
-
for
-
my
-
brothers
-
and
-
sister
-
and
-
for
-
myself
-
whatever
-
we
-
go
-
through
-
help
-
us
-
to
-
learn
-
help
-
us
-
to
-
grow
-
help
-
us
-
to be
-
more
-
like
-
you
-
and
-
for
-
the
-
things
-
what
-
you
-
teach
-
us
-
help
-
us
-
to
-
share
-
it
-
and
-
to
-
use
-
it
-
to
-
be
-
blessings
-
for
-
others
-
help
-
us
-
to
-
be
-
like
-
Job
-
that
-
not
-
allow
-
pain
-
to push
-
us
-
away
-
but
-
rather
-
to run
-
toward
-
you
-
and
-
to
-
throw
-
ourselves
-
in
-
your
-
presence
-
we
-
love
-
you
-
help
-
us
-
to
-
live
-
the
-
rest
-
of
-
our
-
life
-
Lord
-
Jesus
-
for
-
you
-
in
-
Jesus
-
name
-
we
-
pray
-
amen