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Peace in the Midst of Pain

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  1. be with you this morning grateful for the leadership in the church

  2. and thank you brothers and sisters for the privilege to share god's word with you this

  3. morning last monday i came from mission conference in california we have and before that another

  4. mission conference mission fist in vancouver british columbia where i have the privilege to

  5. share about the ministry and to speak and god willing it's use day this coming begun for almost

  6. a month to jordan and gaza and in my way have a few days to speak in holland and share about the

  7. ministry so appreciate your prayers um i like if i may uh read a few verses from philippians well-known

  8. verses philippians 4 verse 6 to 9 i'm reading from niv

    Philippians 4:6–9

  9. don't be anxious about anything but in every situation by prayer and petition with thanksgiving

  10. present your request to god and the and the peace of god which transcends all understanding will guard

  11. your hearts and your minds in christ jesus finally brothers and sisters whatever is it true whatever

  12. is noble whatever is right whatever is pure whatever is lovely whatever is admirable if anything

  13. is excellent or praiseworthy think about such things whatever you have learned or received

  14. or heard from me or seen in me but it into practice and the god of peace will be with you may god bless his

  15. word let us pray just ask god indeed to open our hearts and our minds this morning lord this is uh our

  16. prayer this morning and thank you for the blessing to share and the blessing to listen to your word we just

  17. pray to pray to open our hearts our minds we pray uh to give us the freedom as uh

  18. uh we share and as we listen we pray protection on the meeting and over every one of us forgive us our

  19. weaknesses lord jesus our sins cover it under your precious blood and we give you all the honor and all

  20. the praise in jesus name amen um i want to share with you this morning about how to maintain

  21. or keep god's peace in the midst of pain i was reading uh tim killer book uh walking uh with god um

  22. in pain and suffering through pain and suffering and uh there's things i i learned and uh things we went

  23. through in our life and ministry and i like to share with you how to maintain god peace

  24. in the midst of pain i feel loved one if we lost god's peace in our life i think not much left for us

  25. i remember uh as a new believer as a young believer um more uh experienced the peace of god at that time

  26. to be honest with you later in life uh when uh more challenges uh more difficulties uh sometimes uh

  27. i miss uh for one reason or another god peace and uh i struggled with that and seek the lord and uh

  28. i hope what i share with you this morning will help us all uh how to maintain this precious thing in our life

  29. different cultures have really to deal with pain and suffering otherwise people will turn to become

  30. angry and become bitter if they didn't have answers i'm not saying here we have all the answers

  31. about pain and suffering even in our life even as a christian there is no immunity for pain and

  32. suffering for the christian our lord jesus um told us in advance and warned us um that there will be

  33. cross and there will be tribulation and there will be suffering for those who want to live a godly life

  34. um with with the lord uh i want to share with you about uh some of the sources um of pain and the

  35. concept of pain in different uh culture and the misconception of pain and suffering why god allow

  36. pain and suffering in our life and hopefully how together by the grace of god be able to maintain

  37. uh god peace um in the midst of pain uh there is different sources uh of pain and suffering in our life

  38. you know so uh prophets 19 talks about laziness where it could cause hunger could be the call one of the

  39. cause and also um prophets 11 talks about bad relationships or bad friendship could cause pain and suffering

  40. i myself could be the cause uh of that if there's um unwise decisions i made that will cause um

  41. pain in my pain in my life um sometimes unfortunately uh in the u.s we hear people enter a school

  42. where's kids and uh with a gun and they kill and injured uh many many many students uh sometimes of

  43. course if we break the laws of the lord um that will cause suffering in our life sometimes things out of

  44. our control if there is a horrible disease unexpected uh could cause pain in our life regardless what is the

  45. source um i want to say probably not all of us this morning here uh at at present time experience pain and

  46. suffering but maybe in the past you you did uh and maybe some of us now experience pain and some of us

  47. probably in the future so all of us in way or another loved one experience this kind of pain what is the

  48. concept of pain you know um in buddhism will say the cause of pain it's because we live in materialistic

  49. a word and that is a natural result of the world we live in um that people experience pain

  50. uh hundurism will say karma which um the pain that you experience now in your life it's because as a result

  51. of a previous life or sinful life you lived before and now you're paying the price of your previous uh sins

  52. islam will say um don't ask just if god want to do it you know submit and um just take it don't question

  53. it even uh other people will say the cause of pain uh sometimes because of certain desires in your life

  54. and that uh disappointment which you experience because these desires is not fulfilled that cause

  55. this kind of pain in the west they say because we live in a material world and naturally this is the

  56. result but they didn't see unfortunately the spiritual uh extent of uh the pain and suffering in

  57. christianity we see the cause of pain start in genesis 3 um where verse 15 to verse uh 19 because of sin

  58. and we see that the land or the earth will produce start to produce thorns and the man will go through

  59. a pain as he provide for his own family and mothers will experience pain as they give birth but there's

  60. misconception about uh about pain um you remember in the life of job the first thing

  61. his friends told him when they saw the pain and the suffering in the life of jail of job they said job you must did

  62. something horrible that these things happened to you and we know what they what they said wasn't right

  63. if you remember in john 9 when um the disciple asked jesus when you they saw the boy who born blind

  64. and they asked uh the question uh the question who have sinned that this boy born blind and of course jesus

  65. respond neither not the boy not the parents that sinned that the boy born the blind because there's

  66. misconception and bad heresy at that time in the tradition the jewish tradition they think that the baby

  67. in his mother womb could even sin this is why i asked jesus the question who have sinned you know the

  68. boy or his mothers and we see the response of jesus that the lord will be glorified in all of that

  69. even paul who wrote almost half of the new testament by the power of the holy spirit

  70. he experienced some pain and suffering or some disability in his own life and some um uh theologians see

  71. maybe it's like in his walk or in his sight so i cannot say you know that um the things um we see

  72. that always because of uh certain sin why god allow suffering in our life again we didn't really have

  73. all the answers and sometimes we have more questions than answer why god allow pain and suffering in our

  74. life somebody give this illustration why as a parent you allow your um your child who is two years old to take

  75. a painful shot and you allow him to do that of course simply because um your concept and your maturity as a parent

  76. who's 30 years old or 40 years old is much more than your uh child who's two years old how much more our heavenly father

  77. um who's um whose all wisdom that he allow us sometimes to go through pain and suffering veganism will say

  78. pain will not bring you closer to god but christianity teach us pain is essential to our faith the scripture

  79. said in philippians chapter one we're not only called to believe in him but to suffer for him and as i said

  80. our lord jesus many times warned us that there will be a cross and there will be suffering c.s lewis said

  81. god whisper to us in our pleasures god whisper to us in our pleasures speak to our conscious but he scream

  82. or shout if you will in our pain

  83. and we know loved one our faith will be tested not when everything is going fine but our faith will

  84. be tested in the most difficult time of our life this is why james chapter one verse two he said consider

  85. it all joy loved one when you go through different kind of tribulation because he said the testing of

  86. your faith and the word testing at the time of james is used to examine the coin if it's genuine or false

  87. and this is the time when my faith and your faith will be tested to see if it's real or not and then

  88. he said the testing of your faith will produce perseverance and if perseverance you pass that test

  89. you will have this virtue of patience and then you'll be lacking nothing and you become more

  90. like a man or woman of god and also pain and suffering will build our character

  91. and this is what romans five said that suffering produce perseverance and perseverance will produce

  92. character that you become the man of character that the lord want you to be a man of integrity honesty

  93. relationship with other and to be the person he wants you to be and then he's a character will produce hope

  94. and hope will never disappoint you because the love of god is born in our life

  95. why the lord allow pain and suffering because in the time of pain and suffering if we handle it in the way that the lord want us to do

  96. to do that we will discover the treasure of darkness and this is what we see in isaiah 45 verse 3

    Isaiah 45:3

  97. and maybe you wonder if there is a treasure in darkness i want to say in that difficult time when you go

  98. through you will see the lord in a way probably you didn't see him before or you experience him in a way it's very unique and you will learn lessons that

  99. probably you will not learn in any other way why the lord allow us to go through that i want to say

  100. because he know you very well when the lord allow job to go through all the difficulties as you know where he lost his wealth and health and family

  101. he knew job very well more than we knew ourselves and he see that what how much job will bear

  102. um um and also the lord see how job will be after he will go through that fire

  103. he knew how much he can handle and how much he cannot

  104. and simply also that the lord allow us to go through that because

  105. then we able to comfort others who will go through similar things that we went through and we experience

  106. that that the people who can really understand our pain the one who really went through something

  107. similar or the same thing we went through and also i want to say suffering that the lord allow it because

  108. it will teach us even how to pray if you remember in romans 8 it said there is time we didn't know how to pray

  109. there is time we didn't know what to say especially if we go through agony and this it says romans 8 that the

  110. holy spirit which lives inside of us will take that groaning that agony that pain that hurt that

  111. grief the holy spirit will take that and put it in front of the loving god who understand the language of the spirit

  112. and he respond according to our need also suffering i want to say prepare us to heaven

  113. romans 8 17 if we share in his suffering we will share in his glory

  114. the present suffering is no way to compare with the glory which will be revealed in us second

  115. corinthians 4 16 to 17 therefore we don't lose heart though outwardly we are wasting away yet

  116. unworldly we are being renewed day by day for our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal

  117. glory that far outweighs them all again the question how loved one to keep god's peace in the midst of suffering

  118. i know some of us went through a lot of life and if we have a chance this morning to share

  119. many of you only god knows what you went through but i want to say loved one what you went through or what i

  120. went through it's about consider 10 percent

  121. 90 percent but 90 percent it depends how i deal with the things which happened to me which is more

  122. important do i become a better person do i start to complain or i seek the lord in the midst of pain

  123. what you want to show me lord i want to pose i want to kneel i want to throw myself in your presence i want to listen to you

  124. in spite of the pain help me how to deal with it how to become a better servant how to become a better man

  125. we as a christian loved one not only believe infinitive god you know other religion stop there that they believe in infinitive god god is there far away

  126. but we as a christian and only we see it in christianity we believe not only infinitive god but we believe in personal god

  127. what if we believe in god

  128. what if we believe in god who just have all the authority

  129. and he can do anything and everything he's so powerful but he didn't feel with us

  130. what about if we believe just got a god who's really feel with us as a human being

  131. but he's not able not capable to do not powerful enough we see in the christianity the god we

  132. believe in not only have all the authority all the power to do but also he is god who suffer

  133. i like sometimes to talk about god who serve

  134. a servant god if you will and we see god is not with all the authority but god also

  135. who suffer with us

  136. only in christianity

  137. in veganism they didn't see they didn't believe divinity can be unite with the human bodies but only

  138. just

  139. in christ the logos the eternal word of god

  140. the son who's always in the true and father son and holy spirit one being three person

  141. only

  142. in christ that eternal word of god became a flesh and it will among us

  143. yes john 1 and john 1 14 i want to say jesus experienced pain

  144. in the cross the suffering god

  145. when jesus was on the cross loved one for the first time ever

  146. where is the true god always united

  147. on the cross

  148. there was i didn't want to say separation between the son and the father but there's

  149. were kind of a crack in the relationship in the fellowship of the father and the son where jesus said this

  150. word

  151. my god my god why you have forsaken me for the first time the son experienced this

  152. emotional pain which is so deep and for the first time for a while the son

  153. lost his peace

  154. with the father he lost that peace to give you and give me that peace in the darkest hour of our life

  155. life

  156. and jesus

  157. became

  158. not only bear our sins on the cross but he became sin for us can you imagine that he took our iniquities and

  159. give us

  160. his forgiveness took our sin and give us

  161. his righteousness

  162. his forgiveness

  163. how to keep

  164. the peace of god

  165. in the midst of pain

  166. i want to say as a christian if we lost

  167. god the presence

  168. if we lost god peace in the midst of

  169. pain and the challenges and suffering and persecution

  170. i didn't know what how much left for us

  171. and my prayer for you and for me god help me give me the discipline

  172. give me the trust give me it train my mind the train my heart

  173. how in the darkest hour of my life

  174. to continue to experience your peace and your presence which is the most precious thing for me

  175. in my journey of life and in my journey of faith

  176. tim color

  177. share a few things i think very helpful

  178. don't ever

  179. put your ultimate hope

  180. in this life in anything which will be out of your control

  181. our ultimate hope

  182. in the living god

  183. but if i

  184. shift and just put my ultimate hope in things in this life that i don't have control over

  185. that's easy if something happen to these things i will lose god peace

  186. all of us

  187. love

  188. love

  189. our families

  190. very dear to our hearts

  191. we're willing to do everything and anything for our families

  192. but i want if i put my ultimate hope

  193. in my family

  194. and god forbid if something happened to them

  195. that out of my control

  196. which i cannot control

  197. and if it's happened then i very easily be

  198. leave

  199. or lose god peace

  200. in my life

  201. same thing with your profession or your career

  202. your success

  203. if you're able in this life

  204. to accomplish certain things

  205. things

  206. and you have certain success

  207. but

  208. you're not always able to keep

  209. that accomplishment and that success

  210. so if your ultimate hope

  211. in your profession or in your career

  212. god forbid if something happen

  213. then very easy you will lose

  214. god peace in your life

  215. tim color talks about two men young men in his church

  216. and he said both of these two young men

  217. engaged

  218. of course each engaged to a lady

  219. and what's happened to both of them

  220. his fiance each one said no i cannot continue

  221. the first one it was very difficult for him because he put all his dreams ultimate hope in this young lady

  222. he engaged to that one day they will get married and have their family they have and when she said no i cannot continue

  223. he wasn't able to accept that

  224. because he put all his hopes in this

  225. and it was very difficult for him

  226. it destroyed him

  227. and turned to drugs

  228. and become addicted

  229. but the other person

  230. it was very painful for him

  231. too but

  232. because his ultimate hope it was in the living god

  233. he was able to handle it

  234. it will be okay yes it hurts

  235. yes it's painful

  236. but god will help me

  237. he walk alongside of me in the midst of my pain and suffering

  238. and then he talks about another two young men

  239. both of them pursue

  240. want to pursue to become actors

  241. and their dream that they will get this interview where hopefully they be involved in a certain film

  242. and that film will be the stage that probably after that they become popular

  243. and the story said

  244. both of them went to the interview and unfortunately both of them been rejected

  245. one of them again it was very difficult and destroyed him because his ultimate hope was

  246. if i get that

  247. the other person

  248. again was able to overcome

  249. because his ultimate hope was in the living god

  250. how to keep god peace in the midst of pain

  251. we need to rearrange our priorities in life loved one

  252. our faith in the living god first

  253. our family

  254. then

  255. to know the lord better and to make him

  256. known

  257. and i try to remind myself

  258. when i go through tough time and maybe you heard me saying this before

  259. hannah which is bigger your problem

  260. or your god

  261. which is

  262. more difficult

  263. the challenge you facing

  264. now

  265. or your faith

  266. you know loved one

  267. if i make my problem bigger than my god

  268. i'm in trouble

  269. but if i see things in the right perspective

  270. everything will be okay

  271. to know who's my god is

  272. his purpose in my life

  273. his will in my life

  274. and who i am as the child of god

  275. in the midst

  276. of pain

  277. i never forget the story

  278. of maybe you heard it

  279. spofford

  280. who is

  281. american lawyer

  282. in 1871 he lost all his business

  283. in chicago fire

  284. and after two hours he was able to get some of his business back and

  285. he sent his wife anna and his four little girls to london

  286. and the story said

  287. why we are in the atlantic ocean

  288. their ship it's hit by another ship

  289. and their ship start to be to sink

  290. down

  291. what this godly mother did

  292. she hold

  293. the hands

  294. of her four daughters

  295. and she start to pray

  296. as the ship going down

  297. and the waves scattered

  298. the family

  299. the four daughters

  300. the four daughters

  301. drawn

  302. and died

  303. they found anna the mother unconscious

  304. floating

  305. on the water

  306. and rescued

  307. by a ship

  308. they brought her to london

  309. and then

  310. she sent very short message to her husband

  311. in two words

  312. saved alone

  313. saved alone

  314. the grieving father

  315. took a ship from the states

  316. through the atlantic

  317. went

  318. to pick up

  319. his wife anna

  320. to bring her back home

  321. when the ship he was on

  322. getting close

  323. to the international water

  324. in france

  325. the captain of that ship

  326. said

  327. to the father

  328. here

  329. was your four daughters

  330. drawn

  331. and died

  332. the godly man

  333. start to wrote

  334. the song

  335. where he said

  336. the peace of god

  337. is running

  338. like a river

  339. all my sins

  340. all my sins

  341. been nailed

  342. on the cross

  343. and the question

  344. what makes this man

  345. write

  346. a song

  347. like this

  348. any person

  349. in his position

  350. either

  351. he will feel

  352. guilty

  353. that what's

  354. happened to him

  355. and to his family

  356. as a punishment

  357. of god

  358. this is why

  359. he

  360. cried out

  361. that all

  362. my sins

  363. nailed on

  364. the cross

  365. and also

  366. he could

  367. turn bitter

  368. against god

  369. why are you doing

  370. this to me

  371. but he say

  372. the peace of god

  373. is coming

  374. like a river

  375. on my

  376. life

  377. i want

  378. to say

  379. when you go

  380. through a tough time

  381. speak to your soul

  382. and this is what

  383. psalm 42

  384. says

  385. why

  386. my soul

  387. you are

  388. casting

  389. down

  390. why you

  391. the agony

  392. why you groaning

  393. in me

  394. my hope

  395. in the living god

  396. speak to your soul

  397. and don't allow

  398. your soul

  399. speak to you

  400. but speak

  401. god

  402. word

  403. god

  404. promises

  405. to your soul

  406. and you can

  407. express

  408. your emotions

  409. and your tears

  410. in the presence

  411. of god

  412. and we see

  413. this is in the life

  414. of jesus

  415. where at least

  416. the scripture

  417. mentioned three times

  418. where jesus

  419. cried

  420. as we know

  421. in the front of

  422. lazarus tomb

  423. when he was in

  424. gethsemane

  425. before he went

  426. to the cross

  427. and also

  428. over jerusalem

  429. the words

  430. i just read

  431. to you

  432. in philippians

  433. 4

  434. 6

  435. to 9

  436. i call

  437. this is

  438. a divine

  439. prescription

  440. for our

  441. souls

  442. and our

  443. spirits

  444. where he

  445. say

  446. don't be

  447. anxious

  448. about

  449. anything

  450. i want

  451. to say

  452. when the lord

  453. gives this

  454. kind of

  455. order

  456. because he

  457. is the

  458. one

  459. who

  460. created

  461. us

  462. he's

  463. the one

  464. who

  465. designed

  466. us

  467. he knows

  468. what is

  469. good

  470. for us

  471. and he

  472. whisper

  473. to everyone

  474. of us

  475. my son

  476. don't allow

  477. anxiety

  478. don't allow

  479. anxious

  480. or worries

  481. control

  482. your life

  483. lord what

  484. you want

  485. me to do

  486. there is a

  487. replacement

  488. instead of

  489. anxious

  490. anxiety

  491. he said

  492. by a

  493. prayer

  494. handle

  495. handle

  496. handle

  497. your

  498. anxiety

  499. handle

  500. your

  501. worries

  502. through

  503. prayer

  504. even if

  505. you pray

  506. the scripture

  507. in the

  508. presence

  509. of god

  510. the two

  511. things

  512. anxious

  513. or worries

  514. and prayer

  515. is contradict

  516. but

  517. this is how

  518. we need

  519. to handle

  520. it

  521. life is

  522. so fragile

  523. handle it

  524. with a

  525. prayer

  526. prayer

  527. and

  528. thanksgiving

  529. and then

  530. he said

  531. the result

  532. will be

  533. the peace

  534. of god

  535. which

  536. more than

  537. you can

  538. comprehend

  539. will guard

  540. your heart

  541. and the

  542. word

  543. guard

  544. in the

  545. greek

  546. here

  547. it's

  548. used

  549. to

  550. protect

  551. the city

  552. from the

  553. attacks

  554. of the

  555. enemy

  556. because

  557. as you

  558. know

  559. this is

  560. the battle

  561. where the

  562. evil one

  563. can

  564. attack

  565. us

  566. through

  567. our

  568. thoughts

  569. and

  570. through

  571. our

  572. minds

  573. but

  574. the

  575. lord

  576. will

  577. siege

  578. and

  579. protect

  580. your

  581. mind

  582. and

  583. your

  584. thought

  585. as

  586. you

  587. handle

  588. it

  589. with

  590. prayer

  591. and

  592. thanksgiving

  593. before

  594. the

  595. lord

  596. and

  597. then

  598. we

  599. see

  600. what

  601. the

  602. lord

  603. wants

  604. us

  605. to

  606. think

  607. about

  608. to

  609. overcome

  610. and

  611. to

  612. keep

  613. the

  614. peace

  615. to

  616. think

  617. in

  618. like

  619. what

  620. it

  621. say

  622. is

  623. noble

  624. whatever

  625. right

  626. what's

  627. pure

  628. what's

  629. lovely

  630. admirable

  631. praiseworthy

  632. one of

  633. the

  634. things

  635. was

  636. difficult

  637. for

  638. us

  639. and

  640. we

  641. need

  642. to

  643. deal

  644. with

  645. it

  646. reconstruct

  647. our

  648. thoughts

  649. sometimes

  650. and if

  651. you

  652. will

  653. to

  654. reconstruct

  655. our

  656. minds

  657. all

  658. of

  659. us

  660. believe

  661. certain

  662. things

  663. and

  664. we

  665. heard

  666. if

  667. you

  668. didn't

  669. meet

  670. the

  671. criteria

  672. or

  673. if

  674. you

  675. didn't

  676. meet

  677. the

  678. standard

  679. there

  680. is

  681. something

  682. wrong

  683. on

  684. you

  685. you

  686. know

  687. we

  688. believe

  689. certain

  690. things

  691. but

  692. when

  693. we

  694. come

  695. to

  696. real

  697. life

  698. to

  699. implement

  700. it

  701. sometimes

  702. maybe

  703. we

  704. feel

  705. shortcoming

  706. and

  707. then

  708. we

  709. feel

  710. we

  711. are

  712. not

  713. good

  714. enough

  715. and

  716. then

  717. we

  718. start

  719. to

  720. feel

  721. guilty

  722. and

  723. the

  724. anxiety

  725. to

  726. come

  727. over

  728. us

  729. this

  730. is

  731. why

  732. I

  733. say

  734. we

  735. need

  736. to

  737. evaluate

  738. certain

  739. things

  740. certain

  741. thoughts

  742. in the

  743. presence

  744. of

  745. God

  746. as

  747. we

  748. seek

  749. him

  750. I

  751. just

  752. want

  753. to

  754. end

  755. with

  756. just

  757. a

  758. couple

  759. of

  760. minutes

  761. about

  762. Job

  763. I

  764. want

  765. to

  766. say

  767. for

  768. Job

  769. we

  770. see

  771. the

  772. grace

  773. of

  774. God

  775. even

  776. Job

  777. sometimes

  778. he

  779. crossed

  780. the

  781. line

  782. have

  783. doubts

  784. but

  785. in

  786. the

  787. same

  788. time

  789. we

  790. see

  791. the

  792. grace

  793. of

  794. God

  795. that

  796. God

  797. didn't

  798. turn

  799. away

  800. from

  801. Job

  802. in spite

  803. of

  804. his

  805. doubt

  806. and

  807. his

  808. difficult

  809. questions

  810. sometimes

  811. but

  812. we

  813. see

  814. the

  815. grace

  816. of

  817. God

  818. where

  819. God

  820. embraced

  821. Job

  822. another

  823. thing

  824. about

  825. Job

  826. Job

  827. didn't

  828. allow

  829. pain

  830. and

  831. suffering

  832. to

  833. push

  834. him

  835. away

  836. from

  837. God

  838. rather

  839. he

  840. allowed

  841. pain

  842. to

  843. push

  844. him

  845. to

  846. run

  847. toward

  848. God

  849. and

  850. this

  851. is

  852. my

  853. prayer

  854. for

  855. you

  856. and

  857. for

  858. me

  859. this

  860. morning

  861. if

  862. you

  863. go

  864. through

  865. pain

  866. anxiety

  867. or

  868. suffering

  869. may

  870. these

  871. things

  872. will

  873. help

  874. you

  875. to

  876. run

  877. toward

  878. God

  879. and

  880. I

  881. just

  882. want

  883. to

  884. say

  885. in

  886. the

  887. end

  888. Job

  889. didn't

  890. have

  891. answers

  892. for

  893. all

  894. his

  895. questions

  896. why

  897. God

  898. allowed

  899. this

  900. to

  901. happen

  902. to

  903. me

  904. there

  905. are

  906. things

  907. in

  908. life

  909. we

  910. didn't

  911. have

  912. enough

  913. answers

  914. maybe

  915. have

  916. more

  917. questions

  918. but

  919. only

  920. then

  921. when

  922. Job

  923. saying

  924. in the

  925. presence

  926. of

  927. God

  928. I

  929. didn't

  930. understand

  931. why

  932. I

  933. didn't

  934. have

  935. answers

  936. for

  937. all

  938. my

  939. questions

  940. but

  941. I

  942. trust

  943. you

  944. you

  945. are

  946. good

  947. God

  948. and

  949. only

  950. then

  951. when

  952. he

  953. threw

  954. himself

  955. in

  956. the

  957. presence

  958. of

  959. God

  960. when

  961. he

  962. threw

  963. himself

  964. in

  965. the

  966. bosom

  967. of

  968. God

  969. only

  970. then

  971. he

  972. able

  973. to

  974. experience

  975. the

  976. peace

  977. and

  978. the

  979. presence

  980. of

  981. God

  982. and

  983. felt

  984. contentment

  985. inside

  986. and

  987. this

  988. is

  989. my

  990. prayer

  991. for

  992. all

  993. of

  994. us

  995. if

  996. we

  997. didn't

  998. have

  999. an

  1000. answer

  1001. but

  1002. I

  1003. believe

  1004. you

  1005. are

  1006. good

  1007. God

  1008. you

  1009. are

  1010. the

  1011. one

  1012. who

  1013. created

  1014. me

  1015. in

  1016. his

  1017. image

  1018. the

  1019. one

  1020. who

  1021. breathed

  1022. life

  1023. in

  1024. me

  1025. the

  1026. one

  1027. who

  1028. redeemed

  1029. me

  1030. I

  1031. trust

  1032. you

  1033. I

  1034. throw

  1035. myself

  1036. in

  1037. your

  1038. presence

  1039. and

  1040. his

  1041. peace

  1042. and

  1043. his

  1044. presence

  1045. will

  1046. give

  1047. us

  1048. the

  1049. real

  1050. contentment

  1051. and

  1052. the

  1053. real

  1054. meaning

  1055. of

  1056. life

  1057. that

  1058. you

  1059. continue

  1060. by

  1061. his

  1062. grace

  1063. to

  1064. move

  1065. forward

  1066. and

  1067. to

  1068. live

  1069. life

  1070. for

  1071. him

  1072. and

  1073. not

  1074. to

  1075. allow

  1076. anything

  1077. is

  1078. more

  1079. or

  1080. big

  1081. in

  1082. this

  1083. life

  1084. is

  1085. steal

  1086. or

  1087. take

  1088. God

  1089. peace

  1090. from

  1091. our

  1092. life

  1093. let's

  1094. pray

  1095. Lord

  1096. we

  1097. bow

  1098. before

  1099. you

  1100. we

  1101. thank

  1102. you

  1103. Lord

  1104. for

  1105. your

  1106. presence

  1107. in

  1108. our

  1109. life

  1110. Lord

  1111. you

  1112. see

  1113. the

  1114. struggles

  1115. we

  1116. went

  1117. through

  1118. or

  1119. my

  1120. brothers

  1121. and

  1122. sisters

  1123. going

  1124. through

  1125. now

  1126. Lord

  1127. I

  1128. pray

  1129. to

  1130. help

  1131. us

  1132. all

  1133. whatever

  1134. we

  1135. going

  1136. through

  1137. help

  1138. us

  1139. not

  1140. to

  1141. lose

  1142. your

  1143. peace

  1144. your

  1145. presence

  1146. Lord

  1147. God

  1148. thank

  1149. you

  1150. for

  1151. the

  1152. honor

  1153. and

  1154. the

  1155. privilege

  1156. which

  1157. you

  1158. give

  1159. us

  1160. sometimes

  1161. to

  1162. go

  1163. through

  1164. the

  1165. fire

  1166. you

  1167. know

  1168. us

  1169. more

  1170. than

  1171. we

  1172. know

  1173. ourselves

  1174. and

  1175. we

  1176. trust

  1177. you

  1178. I

  1179. pray

  1180. for

  1181. my

  1182. brothers

  1183. and

  1184. sister

  1185. and

  1186. for

  1187. myself

  1188. whatever

  1189. we

  1190. go

  1191. through

  1192. help

  1193. us

  1194. to

  1195. learn

  1196. help

  1197. us

  1198. to

  1199. grow

  1200. help

  1201. us

  1202. to be

  1203. more

  1204. like

  1205. you

  1206. and

  1207. for

  1208. the

  1209. things

  1210. what

  1211. you

  1212. teach

  1213. us

  1214. help

  1215. us

  1216. to

  1217. share

  1218. it

  1219. and

  1220. to

  1221. use

  1222. it

  1223. to

  1224. be

  1225. blessings

  1226. for

  1227. others

  1228. help

  1229. us

  1230. to

  1231. be

  1232. like

  1233. Job

  1234. that

  1235. not

  1236. allow

  1237. pain

  1238. to push

  1239. us

  1240. away

  1241. but

  1242. rather

  1243. to run

  1244. toward

  1245. you

  1246. and

  1247. to

  1248. throw

  1249. ourselves

  1250. in

  1251. your

  1252. presence

  1253. we

  1254. love

  1255. you

  1256. help

  1257. us

  1258. to

  1259. live

  1260. the

  1261. rest

  1262. of

  1263. our

  1264. life

  1265. Lord

  1266. Jesus

  1267. for

  1268. you

  1269. in

  1270. Jesus

  1271. name

  1272. we

  1273. pray

  1274. amen