Sermon
Is Exodus Your Story?
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be in your Bible to Exodus chapter 40. It's page 80, and if you're looking at one of the Pew Bibles,
Exodus 40 chapter mention
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we have come to the end of our series in the book of Exodus. We have made it all the way through.
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If you've enjoyed the series, there's some booklets about the tabernacle, and there's
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a couple copies of a book called Echoes of Exodus on the back table. You can take one for free if
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you would like to read it to sort of delve further into some of what we've looked at.
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But this morning, we are coming to the end. I'm just going to read chapter 40, verses 34 to 38,
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but we'll be looking at the whole chapter this morning. So, read with me Exodus chapter 40,
Exodus 40 chapter mention
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beginning at verse 34. Then the cloud covered the tent of meeting, and the glory of the Lord filled
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the tabernacle. And Moses was not able to enter the tent of meeting because the cloud settled on it,
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and the glory of the Lord filled the tabernacle. Throughout all their journeys, whenever the cloud
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was taken up from over the tabernacle, the people of Israel would set out. But if the cloud was not
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taken up, then they did not set out till the day that it was taken up. For the cloud of the Lord was
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on the tabernacle by day, and fire was in it by night, in the sight of all the house of Israel,
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throughout all their journeys. Let's pray. Lord, as we just sang in that song, may the words
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of my mouth and the meditations of all of our hearts be acceptable in Your sight, because You,
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O Lord, are our rock and our Redeemer. We pray this in Jesus' name. Amen.
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What's your story? Jonathan Adler, a psychology professor at Olin College, said this,
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the default mode of human cognition is a narrative mode. In other words, as human beings,
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we naturally understand our lives and find meaning in the world, not just by listing facts or events
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or feelings or thoughts, but by telling stories. We tell stories of success when we achieve what we
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have been striving for, and we tell stories of failure, or perhaps we don't tell those.
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We tell stories of redemption when something starts out bad and turns out well. We tell sometimes
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stories of contamination when things start well and end badly. The stories that we tell reflect who
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we are, but they also shape who we become. According to one study, people who were recognized as caring
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and committed to helping future generations often told stories about others who had helped them in
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the past. People who are narcissists, by contrast, tend to tell stories about themselves or about others
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who have hurt them over and over and over again. And sometimes we face a crisis because a story that
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we've been living in for so long doesn't match our present reality anymore. I remember when my wife
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and I were on our honeymoon about 10 years ago. We went to Canada. We were staying at a wonderful
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little bed and breakfast and got to know the owners there. And they had opened one of the first
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all-natural organic food markets back in the 1970s, before Whole Foods even existed,
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before it was a popular thing to do. And they were at the forefront of raising awareness about
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the dangers of chemical pesticides, the importance of turning to organic foods. They gathered a loyal
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following, and then their business partner got cancer and died. And they not only lost a dear friend,
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but they lost some of the mission that had motivated them. The story that they had lived in and lived
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out of for many years wasn't quite enough anymore. Or another situation, maybe you've told yourself for
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years, I'm going to finish high school, I'm going to go to college, graduate, get a job, get married,
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have kids, and buy a house. And maybe you've done all those things. And then you realize,
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I might have half a lifetime left to go. And I've come to the end of the story that I've been telling
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myself for years. What's next? Some people call it a midlife crisis. Or maybe you've come here to go
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to Yale, and you've always been at the top of your class. And now you're looking around at everyone else
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on campus and thinking, well, there's only half of us who are going to be in the top 50%, and there's
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only 10% of us who are going to be in the top 10%. Do I really belong here? How will I distinguish
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myself here? Sometimes people really hit rock bottom because they can't find any story that
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makes any sense of the world and of their experience, and they feel hopelessly lost.
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Maybe you've been there. All kinds of things have happened to you, and you think, I can't find any
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way to make sense of them. What's your story? And how is the story that you're living in shaping who
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you are becoming? Over the last eight months, we've looked at the book of Exodus, which is in many ways
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the foundational story of the Old Testament, and even lays the groundwork for the entire Bible.
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The story of Exodus shapes the rest of the Bible. The story of the Bible has in turn
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shaped entire nations and cultures and families and individuals for generations.
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So even if you're not a Christian, even if you don't believe any of this, you ought to at least take
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the time to learn what this story is that has shaped the lives of literally billions of people
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throughout history and today. Now, we've said several times throughout our series in Exodus
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that Exodus is a story with three main parts, three main movements. First, God saves. He rescues His
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people from slavery in Egypt. That's chapters 1 to 18. Second, God instructs. God establishes His covenant
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and gives them His law at Mount Sinai. That's chapters 19 to 24. And third, God dwells. God
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comes to live among and with His people in the tabernacle. That's chapters 25 to 40. God saves,
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God instructs, and God dwells with His people. This morning, I want us to look at two things.
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First, I want to look at how the story of Exodus ends. I want to look at chapter 40 in particular.
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And second, I want to look at what it means. I want to step back a bit and look at the book as a whole
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and say, what do we take from this book, this story that we've gone through over the last eight months?
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So, first, how the story ends. What do we see here in chapter 40? Well, there's two major parts to
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chapter 40. There's verse 1 to 33, which is about the tabernacle going up. And then there's verses 34 to
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38, which we read about the glory of God coming down. So, verses 1 to 15, the Lord commands Moses
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to set up the tabernacle. This section reads a bit like an instruction manual, starting from what goes
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inside the ark of the testimony in verse 2, gradually proceeding to the outside, to the court and its gate
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in verse 8. Then there's instructions about anointing the tabernacle, setting it apart for a holy purpose.
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And then in 9 to 11, then 12 to 15, there's instructions about anointing the priests who
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would be in charge of the tabernacle and setting them apart. And verse 16 is a summary statement,
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which says, this Moses did according to all that the Lord commanded him, so he did.
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And then verse 17 to 33, we see what that looked like. We see Moses carrying out God's commands
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step by step by step. So, verses 17 to 19, we see Moses forming the tabernacle and its spaces,
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verses 20 to 29, we see Moses filling the tabernacle with the furniture and different… and altars and
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bread of the presence and all the different things that God had told them to put in the tabernacle.
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Then verse 30 to 32, we see him preparing for the priest who would manage the operations. And verses
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33, he finishes the outer court and its gate. And he does it all precisely as God instructed him.
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Seven times in verses 17 to 33, you can see the refrain, as the Lord had commanded Moses. Verse 19,
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21, 23, 25, 27, 29, and 32.
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So, God commands Moses to set up the tabernacle. They've already made all the stuff for it.
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He commands Moses to assemble it, to put it together, to set it up, and Moses does it exactly
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as God has commanded. We already saw that pattern of God giving instructions for the tabernacle in
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chapters 25 to 31, and the Israelites building the pieces of the tabernacle in chapters 35 to 39.
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And here in chapter 40, we have again that same pattern of God's commands and Moses' careful
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obedience fulfilling them. So, the account concludes verse 33, the first half of the chapter concludes,
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so Moses finished the work. It's the same words that conclude the account of creation
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in Genesis chapter 2 verse 2. God finished His work of forming and filling the earth.
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And that's not just a coincidence. The tabernacle is actually a microcosm of God's creation,
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as it was meant to be. It was a bit like a miniature garden of Eden. I don't have time to
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point out all the parallels right now, but there are many. And just as God had appointed Adam to work
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and guard the garden, He now appoints the priests to work and guard the tabernacle where God would come
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to dwell with His people. And that's what we see in the second half of chapter 40 when Moses set up
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the tabernacle, God's glory comes down. God comes to live in the house that His people have built for
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Him. The cloud covered the tent of meeting, and the glory of the Lord filled the tabernacle.
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Now, those aren't two different structures. Earlier after the golden calf, Moses built a separate tent
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of meeting outside the camp. It's not completely clear what happened to that tent. Some people think
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it was sort of left alone, and the tabernacle became the tent of meeting. Some people think
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it was incorporated into the tabernacle. The text doesn't really tell us. But calling it the tent
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of meeting… but here they're referring to the same thing. Calling it the tent of meeting emphasizes
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this is the place where God has come to meet with His people. Calling it the tabernacle emphasizes
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this is God's house. This is not the people's house where God comes to visit and be the guest.
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No, this is God's house where the people come to visit and be the guests.
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Now, verse 35 says, the cloud settled on it. This is the same cloud that had gone before the people,
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guiding them through the wilderness after they left Egypt. The same cloud that stood behind them,
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shielding them from the Egyptian armies at the Red Sea. The same cloud that the people had seen
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on top of Mount Sinai from far away. The same cloud that descended outside the camp and spoke to Moses
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after the golden calf incident in the tent of meeting. And now this cloud had come to dwell in the midst
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of the people. The tabernacle would be set up in the middle of the Israelite camp and everything else
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would be set up around it. In other words, God has come to dwell in the midst of His people.
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Now, the cloud that these verses are talking about is not one of those… we shouldn't think of one of
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those nice puffy white clouds that might be floating through the sky on a day like today,
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that you look up and think, oh, what a nice day with puffy white clouds in the sky. No.
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Throughout Exodus, the cloud of God's glory is awesome and frightening.
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When the cloud descended on Mount Sinai, there was thunder and lightning.
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So, think a storm cloud. The appearance of the glory of the Lord was like a devouring fire. The cloud is
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like a container that shields the people of Israel from coming into direct contact with the
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all-consuming fire of God. But it's an awesome and frightening thing. That's why it appears as fire by
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night. It's not that it morphs into something else. It's a glowing cloud during the day, and it looks like
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fire by night. So, the tabernacle went up, and God's glory came down. Now, in one sense, what we see here
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in chapter 40 is that the people of Israel have arrived at the goal to which the story of Exodus
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has been leading all along. If you go back to chapter 25, verse 8, the beginning of the third
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section of Exodus, God said to Moses, let the people make me a sanctuary, a holy place that I may dwell
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in their midst. Well, Moses finishes a work, and God comes to dwell among His people. And God followed
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through on His plan despite the people's major failure in worshiping the golden calf. God followed
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through on His promise despite the people's sin. So, we see the constancy and faithfulness of God's
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purpose here. Or if you go further back in Exodus, back when the people of Israel were in Egypt, what did
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Moses say to Pharaoh over and over and over again? Let my people go so that they may worship me, so they
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may serve me. The people have gone from being unwilling slaves of Pharaoh, oppressed, and Pharaoh
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trying to annihilate them to being willing servants of the Most High God who have been given life.
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Or if you go back to the beginning of Exodus, if you remember those first two chapters,
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the time when it seemed like God was absent and distant, He was there behind the scenes,
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but it seemed like they were far from His presence. And now, God is visibly present among them in the
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glory and the cloud and the tabernacle. So, what we see here is a very fitting conclusion to the book,
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from God's seeming absence to God's manifest presence, from slavery in Egypt to the service
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of God. But in another sense, the story of Exodus as it ends here is not yet complete.
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Verse 35, Moses was not able to enter the tent of meeting because the cloud settled on it.
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Isn't that interesting? When the cloud descended on Mount Sinai, God called Moses to come to the top
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and enter the cloud, enter the presence of the Lord. But here, Moses can't go in, and no one else
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can either. Now, in one sense, this is supposed to point us forward to Leviticus. If you read Leviticus
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chapter 1, verse 1, the Lord called to Moses and spoke to him from the tent of meeting. And Leviticus is
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a whole bunch of instructions about how the people of Israel are supposed to enter God's house
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the tabernacle, recognizing that God's the owner of the house, and that He's a holy God, and you can't
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just come in any way you want. And so, Leviticus lays out all kinds of laws about sacrifices that need
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to be offered. And then in verse 36 to 38, we see the people of Israel haven't yet reached their final
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destination. They're still on a journey. Twice in verse 36 and in verse 38, it says throughout all
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their journeys. Verse 36 and 37, He used the same word which is translated set out.
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And that points us forward to Numbers. If you read Numbers, it picks up the story of the people's
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journeys through the wilderness toward the promised land, and yet that becomes a pretty winding path.
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And then even when they enter the promised land, well, things aren't quite the way they should be.
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You see, every year the people of Israel were supposed to remember the story of the Exodus.
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It was the rhythm of their three major annual gatherings. The Passover in the spring, remembering
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God saves. The Pentecost in the early summer where the people remembered God gave us His law.
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And the festival of Tabernacles in the fall where they celebrated, God dwells with us.
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So, every year they were meant to remember the God who saves and instructs and dwells with us. But
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if you read the rest of the Old Testament, they keep forgetting.
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They stop believing that God is mighty to save, and instead they take matters into their own hands.
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Or they look to something else or someone else to be their Savior. Or they stop following God's
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instructions and just decide to do whatever they want. Or they stop longing for God's presence and
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look to something else, usually an idol, that seems more immediately satisfying.
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You see, the rest of the story of the Old Testament is the people continually forgetting
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this story of God who saves and instructs and dwells with them. But whenever they forgot the
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story of the Exodus, what we see is they had to relive it. Because their unbelief and their
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disobedience and their idol worship would eventually lead them back into slavery and to a place where it
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seemed that God was very far away because they, their sin, had separated them from God.
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And then finally, in their misery, they'd cry out for mercy. And God would hear and answer them and
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save them again and instruct them again and come near to them again. And then some years would pass
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and the cycle would repeat itself over and over again. If you read the book of Judges, this cycle
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happens about seven times in the book, over and over and over again.
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And it happens throughout the rest of the Old Testament.
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And so, the Old Testament ends with…we see that the God of the Bible is always the same God of
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Exodus, the God who saves and instructs and dwells with His people. But like the end of Exodus,
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the story of the Old Testament never quite reaches its goal because the people keep forgetting.
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So, that's how the story of Exodus ends and a bit how the story of the Old Testament ends. But what
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does it mean? What does this all mean? Andrew, do I need to use a pulpit mic or is it mic on here?
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Not quite sure which one…down. Okay. What does the story of Exodus mean?
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Well, we've seen all along, Exodus is a story about God, the God who saves and instructs and dwells
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with us. That's what Pastor Nick preached on in his overview sermon back in January. You can go back
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and listen to that sermon if you weren't here for that. But Exodus introduces us to God. It's one of
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the most important things it does. It shows us who God is, the one and only true and living God,
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the great I am, the God of mercy and justice. And we've seen Exodus as a story about Israel,
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where Israel becomes not just a family, the family of Abraham, but a nation in its own right.
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And we've seen how the story of Exodus echoes through the rest of the Old Testament,
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and the people are taught to remember the story, and yet when they forget the story,
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they have to relive it and remember it the hard way. But we've also seen as we've gone through
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Exodus that Exodus points us forward to Jesus, points us forward to the one who would
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save and instruct and dwell with his people in an even greater way.
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What do we see in Jesus? We see that he is the one who knows our sufferings,
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like God did when the people were enslaved in Egypt. We see that Jesus comes near to us
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and is sympathetic to us. And we've seen that he stands up for us, like Moses stood up for the
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people before Pharaoh and said, let my people go. And in the New Testament, we see that Jesus stands
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up to the devil and says, let my people go. They are mine. I have come to liberate them.
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And we've seen that Jesus is our Passover lamb who shields us from God's righteous judgment
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that we deserve for our sin. Jesus is the one who's made a way out, like Moses and God made a way for
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the people of Israel out of Egypt. Jesus has made a way out of sin and death. He brings us through the
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waters of the Red Sea, the waters of baptism, and we can stand on the other side and sing a song of
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victory, knowing that we have a God who saves. But Jesus is also the one who sustains us, who gives us
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food in the desert and water from the rock and help along the way. We saw that section in the middle
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between leaving Egypt and coming to Sinai, where God sustains them through the wilderness,
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the same God who saved them. And in the New Testament, we also see that Jesus is the one
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who instructs us. He's our lawgiver, our wonderful counselor. And then he's the one who draws us near
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to God. He's our sacrifice and our great high priest and the very presence of God, the temple of God,
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who pours out his Spirit upon us.
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And because Exodus points us to Jesus, for all of us who are Christians,
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Exodus is not just a story about, that shows us who God is. It's not just a story about Israel,
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but it's also our story. This is the question I want us to ask. Is Exodus your story that you're
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living in? The story of a God who saves and a God who instructs and a God who indwells.
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This is the story that we are meant to live in and live out of. What does that mean?
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Three things. We tell the story of a God who saved us. You see, true Christians are never the heroes
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of their own story. You know, the Bible does not say what many people think it says,
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God helps those who help themselves. The Bible shows us that God helps those who are helpless and
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hopeless and cry out to Him for mercy, like the Israelites enslaved in Egypt. They couldn't fix,
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they couldn't fix their own situation. They couldn't free themselves.
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And that's where the book of Exodus begins. That's where our story begins, if we are
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believers in Jesus. The Bible says we are all deeply flawed, far more than we acknowledge or
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recognize or care to admit, and that we cannot save ourselves. In the New Testament, the Apostle
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Paul says in Ephesians, you were dead in your sins, and you have been raised to life in Christ.
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You have been saved by grace, not by your own achievements. And this story of a God who saves
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is what distinguishes the God of the Bible from the God that many other religions talk about.
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It's one of the main differences between biblical faith and many other religions,
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because many other religions don't start with a God who rescues those who are helpless and hopeless.
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Many other religions will start with the law. They will say, this is the path you must follow.
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These are the pillars that you must obey. And if you follow these commands, then you will obtain
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salvation. You will escape the cycle of karma. You will enter nirvana. But the Bible says Christ Jesus
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came into the world to save sinners, not to give a little help to people who have it mostly all
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together, not to give us a program to follow that we can carry out on our own, but to rescue us by his
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blood shed on the cross. Now, telling the story of a God who has saved us is both deeply humbling
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and confidence building and confidence building at the same time. It's humbling because as Christians,
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we can't boast in our spiritual or religious achievements.
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And it's confidence building because our identity is rooted in an unshakable source of security
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in the saving love of God that is not based on our performance.
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That's the first part of living in the Exodus story, is telling the story of a God who has saved us.
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But the second part of the story, Exodus doesn't end there, the second part of the story is the God
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who instructs us. And if the first part of the story distinguishes Christianity or biblical faith
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from many other religions, the second part of the story distinguishes biblical faith from modern
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secularism, which idealizes freedom from all constraint to be whoever you define yourself to be.
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The retired Supreme Court Justice Anthony Kennedy expressed this well in his quote where he said,
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at the heart of liberty is the right to define one's own concept of existence, of meaning,
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of the universe, and of the mystery of human life.
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That's the modern vision of liberation, the right to define your own vision of existence and meaning
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and the mystery of life. But that's actually not biblical freedom.
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God did not save the people from slavery under Pharaoh so that they could be free to invent their
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own meaning, which, by the way, can change pretty quickly when you're the author of it.
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It's not a very stable source. But God did not save his people from slavery under Pharaoh so they
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could do their own thing or just so they could feel better. God saved them so they could learn his ways
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and follow his commands. Or as Ephesians 2 says, we are created in Christ Jesus for good works,
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which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them. Now, of course, many of the laws in Exodus
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would have seemed strange and perplexing and hard to follow for the Israelites. And inevitably,
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some of God's commands in the New Testament may initially seem strange and perplexing and hard for
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us to follow as well. And for this reason, many people simply ignore or avoid the commands in the
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Bible that they don't like. But let me ask you this question. If there is a God who is eternal and
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transcendent and wise, and if that God chose to put his thoughts into a book, do you expect that that
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book will only confirm what you already know to be the case and never challenge any of your deeply held
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assumptions? That doesn't make sense. And if we can ignore the parts of the Bible that don't fit with
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our 21st century secular Western cultural sensibilities, why should we expect people from
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other cultures and other times in history to take to heart biblical teachings that we think are
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important and they think are strange? That's hypocritical. We must not pick and choose the commands of God
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that appeal to us and ignore the rest. Sometimes we have to wrestle with challenging texts.
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We've done that in our journey through Exodus. Sometimes we have to untangle the mess when God's
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commands have been twisted out of context and misapplied in hurtful and damaging ways.
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Sometimes we have to carefully compare one Scripture with another to keep the big picture in mind.
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But if Exodus is our story, we must be a people not only who celebrate our freedom in Christ,
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but also who are continually seeking to be shaped by God's instruction.
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But third and finally, if Exodus is our story, what it means for us is that we tell the story of a God who
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comes to dwell among us. Now, some of you, some of us, have spent many years in churches like Trinity that
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preach the gospel of grace and teach the commands of the Bible. But for those of us, I wonder if this
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third part of the story is the part that we can most easily take for granted and neglect.
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We rest secure in our salvation by grace. We diligently seek to obey God's commands.
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But do we long for the cloud and the fire?
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Do we long for God's manifest presence?
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Do we cherish the gift that Jesus promised, the Holy Spirit himself, our helper, our advocate?
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The Bible says the Holy Spirit is the one who prays within us when we don't know what to say.
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The one who empowers us for works of service, that bring glory to Jesus, the one who assures us
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inwardly that we belong to God as his sons and daughters. Do we seek to be continually filled
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with that Holy Spirit as Ephesians 5 exhorts us? Do we long for the presence of God,
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like the author of Psalm 84 that we read earlier in the service?
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How lovely is your dwelling place, O Lord Almighty! My soul longs and even faints for the courts of the Lord.
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My heart and flesh sing for joy to the living God. Better is one day in your courts, one day in your
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presence than a thousand elsewhere. Think of Song of Songs. The Song of Solomon speaks poetically about the
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passionate pursuit of a lover and his beloved. Do we long for intimate and unhindered and ever-growing union with God,
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like an engaged couple eagerly anticipates the union they will enjoy on their wedding day and after that?
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Do we wake up every morning asking God to go with us?
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There's an old Irish prayer attributed to St. Patrick that goes like this.
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I rise today through God's strength to pilot me, God's might to uphold me, God's wisdom to guide me,
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God's eye to look before me, God's ear to hear me, God's word to speak for me, God's hand to guard me,
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God's way to lie before me, God's shield to protect me, God's host to save me from snares of the devil,
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from temptations of vices, from everyone who desires me ill. Christ be with me, Christ go before me,
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Christ stay behind me, Christ dwell in me, Christ beneath me, Christ above me, Christ on my right,
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on my left, when I lie down, when I sit down, Christ in the eye that sees me, Christ in the ear that hears me.
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Do we long for the presence of God to dwell in us and with us like that?
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See, when we look at the story of Exodus, the appropriate response to part one of the story,
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God saves us, is faith. The appropriate response to the second part of the story, God instructs us,
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is to obey. But the appropriate response to the third part of the story, God dwells with us,
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is love. Paul says at the end of the day, faith, hope, and love, these three remain, but the greatest
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of these is love. So the end of Exodus is an invitation to grow in our love for God and in
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our longing for his presence, his presence through all our journeys and his presence at the end of the
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road, when one day we will see him face to face. But finally, perhaps some of you are, find it hard
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to long for God's presence because it's been a very long time since you felt it.
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Maybe you feel like you've been, maybe you've been exploring Christianity for some time.
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You've been learning about this message and this story,
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but you're still wondering if this God is real and if he is for you. Perhaps you've
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gone through the school of hard knocks. The journey you've traveled so far has been winding
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and arduous, and yet the end of the road seems nowhere in sight.
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Let me end with this anecdote. In the fifth book of the Chronicles of Narnia, the horse and his boy,
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the main character Shasta reaches a point in his journey when he is all alone, very hungry,
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extremely tired, and apparently lost. He's always had a hard life. He was abandoned as a baby,
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he was raised by a very strict fisherman. One day the fisherman agreed to sell him into slavery.
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Before he could do that, Shasta ran away. He left his home country and headed for Narnia,
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which he had only heard of and ever seen. Along his journey, he was chased by lions and nearly
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drowned in a river trying to escape them. He nearly fainted while crossing a blazing hot desert. Again,
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he was chased by a lion who wounded his companion. When he finally made it to Narnia, he was separated
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from his companion and lost the trail high up in the unfamiliar mountains, in the ice and fog.
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And it goes, and here's what happens there. Being very tired and having nothing inside him,
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Shasta felt so sorry for himself that the tears rolled down his cheeks.
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What put a stop to all of this was a sudden fright. Shasta discovered that someone or somebody was
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walking beside him. It was pitch dark and he could see nothing. And the thing or person was going so
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quietly that he could hardly hear any footfalls. What he could hear was breathing on a very large scale.
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At last, he could bear it no longer. Who are you? He said. One who has waited long for you to speak,
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said the thing. Its voice was not loud, but very large and deep. Are you a giant? asked Shasta.
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You might call me a giant, said the large voice, but I am not like the creatures you call giants.
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Then he said almost in a scream, you're not something dead, are you? Oh, please, please do go away.
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Once more, he felt the warm breath of the thing on his hand and face. There it said,
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this is not the breath of a ghost. Tell me your sorrows. Shasta told how he had never known his
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real father or mother and had been brought up sternly by the fishermen. And then he told the
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story of his escape and how they were chased by lions and forced to swim for their lives and of all
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the dangers in the city and about the night he spent in the graveyard and how the beasts howled at him
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out of the desert. And he told about the heat and thirst of their desert journey and how they
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were almost at their goal when another lion chased them and wounded his companion.
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I do not call you unfortunate, said the large voice. Don't you think it was bad luck to meet so
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many lions, said Shasta. There was only one lion, said the voice. How do you know, said Shasta.
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Shasta. I was the lion. And as Shasta gaped with open mouth and said nothing, the voice continued.
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I was the lion who forced you to join with your companion. I was the cat who comforted you in the
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graveyard. I was the lion who drove the jackals from you as you slept. I was the lion who gave the
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horses the new strength of fear for the last mile that you should reach King Loon in time.
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And I was the lion you do not remember, who pushed the boat in which you lay, a child near death,
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so that it came to shore where a man sat awake at midnight to receive you. Who are you, said Shasta.
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Myself, said the voice, very deep and low so that the earth shook. And again, myself, loud and clear
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and joyful. And then the third time, myself, whispered so softly you could hardly hear it.
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The mist was turning from black to gray and gray to white. The night was over at last. He turned and
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saw, pacing beside him, a lion. It was from the lion that the light came. No one ever saw anything more
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terrible or more beautiful. After one glance at the lion's face, he slipped out of the saddle and fell
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at his feet. He couldn't say anything, but then he didn't want to say anything, and he knew he didn't
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need to say anything. The high king above all kings stooped towards him and touched his forehead with
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its tongue. He lifted his face and their eyes met. Then instantly the pale brightness of the mist and
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the fiery brightness of the lion rolled themselves together into a swirling glory and gathered themselves
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up and disappeared. There's one who's been with you through all your journeys, even when you didn't
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recognize him. Through your darkest nights and through your failures and your laziness and your arrogance
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and your wounds and his purpose all along has been to draw you to himself and bring you into his glorious
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presence. Will you tell him your sorrows? Will you fall at his feet? Will you let your story be caught up in his?
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Father, thank you that you have searched us out, that you have known us long before we
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even thought of you. We thank you that you have been there even when you seemed absent and distant.
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And we thank you that you, in Jesus Christ and by the Holy Spirit, are drawing us to yourself.
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We pray that you would guide us in all of our journeys, that you would give us a longing
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for your presence to be with us now and for your presence that we will enjoy forever.
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We pray this in Jesus' name. Amen.